"It works in fake units I made up, where one fake unit is the minimum amount of pain required to make a triangle," Bella says chattily. "We can figure out how many it takes to make a square, pentagon, hex, star, etcetera. Heck, for all we know there are more kinds of coins up beyond that which no one has ever made because no one had a pet masochist quite like you. Octagons or cubes or something."
She lets herself feedback-loop a little, on the emotion-blob and the affect around the lightning bolt and on the love, but pays strict attention to his face and everything else he's thinking. In case.
Up-up-up...
This time it hurts like heaven.
Without noticing exactly when it happens, he drifts into a state very like yesterday's. It's different, though. Calmer. More passive. He feels like he could stay this way for a long time. He leans into Bella whenever she touches him, although he can barely feel her through the pain.
And then he can't.
He has no connection to the world around him, to the past, the future, to his own thoughts, to any sense but pain. No words populate his thought-stream, magically generated or otherwise. There is nothing in him but the ecstasy of intense experience tangled with boundless adoration, and a massive lightning bolt surrounded by spotless crystalline white.
Slowly, though, he acclimates. His breathing steadies. He leans toward Bella slightly, like a flower seeking the sun.
Another star appears on his necklace and slides down to join the others with a soft click.
He hears her. He recognizes that there is a sound; after a moment, he even correctly attaches her voice to the target of all this love he's feeling, to the same source as the distantly perceptible sensation of her hand in his hair. But he stops short of perceiving the word as a word; by the time he's done observing that he loves the person who said it, it's passed out of working memory, too far for him to retrieve.
Something is changing.
His fingers curl against the armrest; he digs them into its cushiony surface, feeling the resulting pressure. His breathing, quiet for a long time, becomes louder again. He shifts a little in his seat, stretching his legs out on the floor.
The gentle undercurrent of sexual arousal becomes a flood across his internal universe, almost as strong as the pain. He clings to the armrest and whimpers, suddenly feeling very much like yesterday, caught in a sensory hurricane and wanting nothing more than to ride it out to the end.
The spiral in Bella's mindreading display blossoms, bursts, and fades.
The aura around the lightning bolt flickers, white to patchy muddled white-and-grey, tickled by threads of black.
Also, Alice's underwear is going to need washing.
"It was several," Bella says. "You actually slowed way down after a while, couldn't concentrate - best speed, for if and when that's the point, was around 11,000 - but it was several stars. I'll take 'em, but I still don't dare use 'em." Square and they're hers. She swipes most of the new hexes too.
...It occurs to him that really, if they're testing for a pain power takedown, she should do it again but take him up a lot faster.
Maybe not while she is in his lap, though. He doesn't think he'll dump her out or hit her or anything, but he doesn't know for sure.
For a full second, the massive lightning bolt symbol has no affect-grey around it at all. Not black, not white, just... nothing. No accompanying thoughts or emotions, either.
The first thing that comes back online is love. The second is a bright white aura around the pain. The third, very shortly afterward, is yesterday's ecstatic submersion.
The fourth is the spiral that symbolizes sexual pleasure.
He closes his eyes and smiles, relaxing completely.
Bella backs off to five thousand, then two and a half, then one thousand, then five hundred, and keeps halving till she's at fifty and cuts off outright. "That was weird. For a moment there was just - no affect, around the pain, not even an indifferent or ambivalent one." She tilts her head. "Would you be able to keep doing whatever you were doing, if I interrupted you like that?"
Part of him kind of likes the idea of getting shot down out of nowhere like that by somebody he doesn't even know.
But he can probably get nearly the same effect by asking Bella nicely to shoot him down out of nowhere like that sometime when he isn't expecting it, and she is likely to be much happier about that method. Probably. Is she?
She contemplates defense. It has to protect from all the plausible angles - not just pain, which is more about Alice's tastes than anything, but also wireheading, and paralysis, and sensory deprivation or substitution, and direct injury and death, and the suppression of their other powers, and psychic attacks on memory or skill or motivation or equilibrium, and, and, and...
"This is complicated," Bella says aloud.
Eventually she decides there are three worthwhile classes of thing to fend off as inflicted by possible other wishcoiners: physical harm, mental spying/tampering, and magical... miscellany, like the luck thing or the tampering with their powers. She thinks that covers everything. Probably. She thinks these are well-defined categories to the degree that wishing requires. Probably.
The physical harm wish goes off fine, for her and for Alice. The mental tampering one... doesn't.
"I don't seem to be able to wish myself immune to mental spying and tampering," Bella says, puzzled.
Nothing.
"That's not it. Other possibility is that it's not a legal power at all, that everyone has to go around vulnerable to such things all the time, but that doesn't make sense."
Pause.
"Or it could be redundant. But I'd remember if I already wished myself that. I wished myself an eidetic memory and would definitely remember."
She thinks.
"Use a pentagon - for a one-time use, not a permanent power - and see if you can tell me what word I am focusing on right now," she says.
The answer is penguin. She thinks it very hard. She doesn't want him to have to dig any deeper.
"Huh." She picks up the read again to check her answer. "Yep. I am at least somewhat immune to magical spying and tampering. And not everyone is. And I am immune enough to make the wish for it redundant. But I know you're not." She wishes Alice general protection-from-mental-poking, from everyone but himself and her.