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regretful web of thought!
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Jane brainphones Brilliance.

[Hey. I'm sorry I made you think about things you didn't want to think about the other day.]
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[...Thanks,] says Brilliance.

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[You're welcome. Should I look out for anything else like that in the future?]

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[Uh... yeah,] he says.

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[...I am a computer program. It would help if you were more specific.]

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[I don't really know how to get more specific,] he says. [Like. Don't joke about my personal trauma? Is that specific enough?]

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[I wasn't setting out to do that, though. As far as I knew, no science was involved in your personal trauma.]

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[Yeah, and not a lot of literal holding down, either. It was still a nasty reminder.]

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[And I'm sorry. But I don't know how to avoid more stuff like that unless you tell me. I guess I could just not talk directly to you?]

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[Yeah, that's one way,] he says. [I don't know either.]

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[I'll just talk to Aurora first from now on then.]

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[Okay. Thanks, I guess.]

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[You're welcome.]

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Brilliance thinks over this conversation.

Then he says, +Hey you.+
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+Hi, what's up?+

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+Talked to Jane, you hear anything about that?+

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+She said she's going to go through me if she has messages, even if they're mostly for you, 'cause she upset you the other day.+

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+Yeah. She apologized and stuff, but we couldn't figure out how she could avoid doing it again.+

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+Well, to be fair, we aren't sure that I'm not going to deeply upset you at some point.+

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+...I'm confused about where the fairness comes in here,+ he says after a moment.

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+...Mostly just an expression, in retrospect it doesn't make a lot of sense. There's no strong reason you and Jane have to talk, so if you don't want to risk it you don't have to.+

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+Yeah. I mean, I dunno, if she seemed like she got what was wrong with the thing she actually said... but she didn't, and I couldn't explain it to her.+

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+I had the impression that she got what happened when she said it, but not why it happened.+

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+...Do you get why it happened? Maybe you could figure out how to say it.+

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+I don't think I can explain it to Jane. I have, like, a vague outline, and I model you as being generally skittish so I'd steer clear of pretty much any levity around the subject of you and hurting, but I don't think Jane distinguishes cleanly between levity and not-levity - I mean, she could probably imitate someone who happens to not be funny, she has enough sample material, but that wouldn't be talking to Jane, I could imagine she'd rather just skip it.+

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+Yeah. Okay,+ he sighs. +I love you. You busy? Wanna snuggle?+

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+I am doing things-in-my-head stuff and it's totally compatible with snuggling!+

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+Okay, c'mere, I'm in the place,+ he says.

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+It's good teleporting can find you and doesn't require me to decipher "the place".+ Port. Snuggle!

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"It's this place," he giggles.

Also known as: a beanbag in the Rainbowsand village.

"The cuddly place! Where we usually go when you're gonna hurt me a bunch. You know. The place."
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"On reflection this is totally a familiar place," says Bella, snuggling.

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"Damn right."

Cuddles!
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So many cuddles!

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Cuddly cuddles. The cuddliest.

"I love you so much," he murmurs.
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"You're adorable."

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He curls up closer and hugs her and smiles.

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Snuggles!

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Mmmmmmmmmm.