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The news gets worse.

The police nailed down a pattern - the guy found with the missing bones was one thing, but there were other missing persons, alternating genders, late teens to early twenties, all taken from the same part of town. Cops, including cops of the relevant age range, stalk the area, and one of them gives chase to a man who proves to be a firebender. He burns out most of a liquor store, proving it, and the cop loses him trying to meet him on the other side and goes back to help evacuate the units above the store.

There's security footage of the fire and some of the chase, rescued from the liquor store, and the media gets ahold of it.

Chali says this still isn't an Avatar matter. Beila, who has no detective skills anyway, defers to his expertise, meditates, reads her book - turns up to her firebending lesson.
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"Hey," says Jun. He looks... fretful. Fretful is not a normal look on Jun.

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"Hi. What's on your mind?"

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"A whole lot of trouble," he sighs. "Okay. Do people ever - tell you things they happen to know about crimes? Either in your capacity as the Avatar or in your capacity as a close relative of the chief of police?"

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"Some of both. I usually pass them on to Chali, although one time some lady stopped me on the street because her purse had been stolen a minute previously and I iced the guy's feet, that kind of thing."

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"Sure," he says. "In that case, I have something for you to pass on. You know that firebender who was on the news, attempted kidnapper, suspected murderer, burned out a liquor store fleeing from the police? I recognized his training. There wasn't a lot to go on, but I'm very familiar with the style. I looked it up; the man I'm thinking of died three years ago, in his house on Ember Island in the Fire Nation. Apparent suicide. They suspected his second son of having killed him and run off - practically a family tradition; the first son set the house on fire and ran off twenty years earlier - but they couldn't find anybody who'd admit to having met the kid, and the evidence for suicide was pretty strong, so they gave up the search. I'm pretty sure the guy on the news is that second son."

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"That's. Interesting."
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"His name's Sora Oshiro, he was born on the sixteenth of Rain in 594, and that's as much as anybody knows about him because after that he was apparently raised in total isolation by his father." He sighs. "Except I have a few guesses to make about what that was like, because the first son was me, and trust me, setting the house on fire and running was a pretty reasonable response to my dad's idea of parenting. Dad wasn't a firebending teacher, he never just took students; I knew as soon as I saw the video, the only way anybody else could be running around with his exact bending style was if he'd had another kid. So I did a search and there it was. I'd... really rather my part in this story didn't hit the news, at least not with any connection to me. If a bunch of people start wanting to talk to me about my dad, I am going to have to abruptly retire and go be an anonymous hermit somewhere. But I'm willing to tell you if it'll help get this guy found."

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"I'll talk to Chali. He... shouldn't pester you, I think. I should perhaps go talk to him soonest rather than have this lesson. You don't look in the mood anyway."

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"Good catch," he says, with a wry smile. "Sorry."

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"I don't blame you a bit." She pulls out a chordpress and her portable screen and writes down the details. "Anything else?"

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"It's likely that he has a lot of burn scars. None of mine were in highly visible places, but since records seem to imply that my little brother was literally never allowed out of the house where strangers might see him, the same might not hold true for him."

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She chords in characters grimly. "And probably looks somewhat like you, I guess, although I'll want to render that in other terms for the police department in general. Anything else? I bet you don't want to have to have this conversation twice, so."

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He thinks about it.

"...If for whatever reason you end up going after this guy yourself and want to have me with you instead of or in addition to a police squad, I'll go. And as much as I don't want to have this conversation twice, if you come back to me with questions I'll answer them. But I can't think of anything else right now that seems like it would help the investigation any."
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"I'm pretty unlikely to go after him myself, but if I do it'll be because something more involved than a firebender serial killer is going on and in that case I'd probably appreciate the support."

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Jun nods.

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"Thanks for the tip."

And she goes.

And she tells Chali.

And Chali does the obvious thing and looks up Sora Oshiro.

Who has traveled to Republic City, among other transactions, under his own name. That's certainly... interesting. But the financials don't immediately turn up where he's staying. They quietly release a description which... basically describes Jun, only two decades younger, but with low confidence and not much fanfare. They don't want the killer to know that they're onto him (or, if Jun is wrong, that they're busily barking up the wrong tree).

Chali appreciates the tip, keeps the Jun connection otherwise quiet, and sends Beila home. She goes. She finishes the Avatar Meixing autobiography. There's a bit about the Avatar State.

From the sound of it, there are no practice effects at all between the startle reflex Avatar State and the fully mastered kind. They're totally different things that simply both happen to involve glowy eyes and supreme power.

The way Meixing describes it, both of the avenues into the state are, well, mental states, but they're unrelated. There's no reason Beila shouldn't be able to just... do it.

That said, "while fretting about a serial killer who may be her firebending teacher's little brother" is not the ideal time to do complicated mental work, especially of the "calm yourself, empty your mind" variety. She sends a message to the nuns. She can't drag her big mirror out to the beach without teaching herself to metalbend or her dad's help, so she goes over katas she already knows rather than working on wings.

Chali's not home yet when she wants to go to bed. Ranyi's waiting up. Beila gets sleep.
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Free time and no plans with Beila means woodcarving in the park. Highly preferable to sitting at home; the park is nice and the weather's good. So Dao sits and makes necklace charms, little wooden this-or-thats arranged suitably to be strung on strings. He wants to make a little roc that is not just any little roc but a little Liqing in particular, and it's hard, but it's the fun kind. When his failure to portray the particularness of his girlfriend's bird starts getting to him, he takes a break and makes little ottercats and ferretsnakes and lizard crows and flying lemurs.

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Someone sits down next to him on the park bench.

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The stranger is not, actually, sitting too close - he's perched on the far end, a perfectly reasonable strangers-sharing-a-park-bench distance - but Dao is uncomfortable anyway.

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He doesn't do anything, just sits and looks at the trees and the sky.

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Well. Okay. He can do that.

Dao contemplates finding another bench.
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The stranger peacefully enjoys this lovely afternoon in the park.

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And the worst part of it is, Dao keeps looking at him and being annoyed and uncomfortable about his presence and then thinking about ripping his bones out. Dao is woodcarving; he has a knife; he could, actually, just reach over and grab this perfectly innocent person's arm and cut—

He's pretty sure this isn't him turning into a serial killer, because look at him, not doing that. But it's still not a train of thought he wants to keep revisiting.
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"It's a nice day, isn't it?" the stranger says quietly.

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Which makes Dao feel even more socially awkward but interrupts his murder-related thoughts, a trade he is absolutely willing to make.

Even though the first response that pops into his head is, "Ferretsnakes have the most extreme length-to-width ratio of any mammal."
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"...Pardon?" says the stranger.

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Dao blushes. "Um. I'm sorry. I was just - thinking about animal trivia. So when you said something and I didn't know what to say, it, um - I'll just go away now."

He puts away his knife and his little half-carved pendant of a coiled-up ferretsnake and—tries to get up. It's less successful than he was expecting. He tries again. Maybe his clothes got caught on the bench; he twists around to check.
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The stranger is smiling at him.

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That smile hits him like a bucket of ice water to the face. Instant chills. Before he consciously catches up with the situation he's already trying to reach for his bag, but now his body just plain won't move, and he finally clues in. Bloodbender. Actual real live bloodbender. Oh, fuck.

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He nods, and stands up, and offers Dao a hand to help him to his feet.

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Dao finds himself taking it, finds himself picking up his bag with his free hand, standing gracefully, following the stranger away from the bench. It's not like in the movies; he doesn't jerk around stiffly like someone who is obviously being bloodbent. He's only clumsy when he struggles. He manages to stumble and fall, trying his hardest to resist the imposed movements.

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The stranger just catches him, 'helps' steady him again, and keeps leading him away from the park bench.

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It finally occurs to him that he could try to yell for help. But he can't turn his head to look around - he can't see anybody else in the park, it's not that popular a park, there might not even be anybody - he can't open his mouth - he doesn't want to find out what'll happen if he tries and fails, if there's nobody around or they're not listening or they don't realize who's yelling or if he makes enough sound to let the bloodbender know he's trying but not enough for anyone else to hear it.

At least, that's what he hopes his reasons are. The same part of his mind that has inappropriate reactions to thinking about ripping people's bones out is having an inappropriate reaction to the sensation of being subtly, insidiously, helplessly puppeted by his own blood.
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They make their way to a car. They get in. The stranger directs it to take them somewhere.

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If he isn't trying to move and the bloodbender isn't trying to move him, it's impossible to even tell there's anything wrong. Except for all the things that are really obviously wrong. It's impossible to tell there's bloodbending going on, anyway. So it's a few minutes before he tries to move his mouth and discovers that he's allowed.

Okay. Crap. What does he say.

"...Want some more animal trivia?"

Great. Yes. Awkwardly semi-flirt with the bloodbender. That'll help.
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It startles a laugh out of him.

"If that's how you'd rather pass the time, why not?"
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Dao tries to come up with some more animal trivia, and of course his mind immediately goes blank. He struggles with himself for a moment, then blurts out, "Why are you kidnapping me?"

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"Art."

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What.

"Art? What do you mean, art?"
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"Do you like spiders?"

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What?

"I, uh. I don't know. I guess I'm not really a bugs person."
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"I like spiders," says the bloodbender. "They're small, but dangerous."

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"Not as dangerous as most people think," Dao feels compelled to point out. "They have a bad reputation but even the scary ones are mostly pretty harmless."

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"That's... true," the bloodbender admits. "Public perception matters too, though."

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"I'll bet it matters a lot to the spiders who keep getting squashed because somebody was scared of them who shouldn't have been," says Dao.

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The bloodbender looks at him strangely.

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He sits there feeling awkward for a few more seconds and then says, "Could you, like, not kidnap me?"

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"Oh, of course, I never thought of that, I'll let you go right away," the bloodbender says dryly.

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Dao rolls his eyes.

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"To answer your question more seriously: you've seen my face, talked to me. I don't think letting you go at this point would be conducive to my continued freedom."

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"I dunno," says Dao. "You let me go, I don't tell anybody about you, seems like a fair deal to me."

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"And you suggest I trust you because...?"

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"Well, between the two of us, I'm not the one who just kidnapped somebody."

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"Proves nothing."

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"So why are you even letting me talk at all? Do you just really like random animal facts?"

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"Good question," says the bloodbender.

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And Dao finds that all of a sudden he can't move his mouth anymore. Fuck.

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The bloodbender smiles another one of those deeply chilling smiles.

They arrive at a house. Dao is not given a chance to see the address. The bloodbender makes him get out of the car and walk inside with his eyes closed.
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With his eyes closed. Lightly closed, even, it doesn't hurt or anything. Dao doesn't know all that much about bending, but he has the impression that the kind of control it would take to make somebody close their eyes by moving their blood around and not hurt them even a little bit is... really something.

He feels himself walking around inside a quiet house, going down some stairs, walking around some more, and then sitting in a chair. Somebody ties him to the chair. Then nothing else happens for a bit.

It takes him several minutes of extended internal debate before he finally opens his eyes, fear of not knowing what's going on having won out over fear of what he might see.

His first impression is of lots of bones, and then the bones resolve into a huge figure of a spider, half-finished, menacing and somehow ethereally beautiful at the same time. He stifles a shriek.
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"Art," says the bloodbender, from somewhere behind him.

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He shudders. "You're the - but - weren't you a firebender? Are there two of you?"

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"I think I'll let that stay a mystery for now," he says.

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Dao takes several deep breaths, trying to calm himself.

"Okay," he says. "Your giant horrible spider made of dead people is really pretty. Good job. Couldn't you have made it out of, like, anything else?"
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"I hardly think you're in the best position to make unbiased recommendations."

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He considers this assertion, and then starts giggling hysterically.

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Once he starts it's hard to stop. He's terrified and uncomfortable on so many levels but there is something deeply, darkly hilarious about the entire situation.

By the time he winds down, he's not even sure the bloodbender is still in the room. His face is wet with hysterical-laughter tears, but his hands are tied down. He tries to turn his head and wipe his face on his shoulder, but can't. Okay, bloodbender probably still around, then.

"Look," he says. "Can you just - can you give me some credit here?"
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"What do you mean?" he murmurs.

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"I mean you're acting like the only reason I'm trying to convince you to stop kidnapping people and making statues out of their bones is because I don't want to be art materials, and it's not. I'm - you're not the only artist in the room," he says, and somewhere in the middle of that last phrase his voice turns soft and tentative.

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"...Go on," says the bloodbender. As far as it's possible to tell from tone of voice alone, he seems to have caught on that Dao isn't talking about woodcarving.

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He tries to think, tries to form thoughts into words, terrified of being killed, terrified of talking about this to someone who so manifestly does not have his best interests at heart, and at the same time feeling deeply sympathetic toward the bone-stealing bloodbender serial killer.

As the silence stretches, he gives up on trying to make it nice and settles for making it real.

"When we were sitting in the park and I felt weird about you being there, I kept thinking about stabbing you," he says. "I wasn't going to - I'm not - I've never actually done anything like that. But I think about it. A lot. I think... it's something I could do. I could be the kind of person who does that, if - I don't know what if, I've been going nuts for years trying to figure that out, because I don't wanna cross that line but it's kind of hard to avoid it if I don't even know where it is. So. Don't say 'art'. Why are you doing this?"
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There is a long silence.

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Dao gets increasingly nervous as it goes on, but he waits it out. Not like there's much else he can do.

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Eventually, very softly: "I killed my father."

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...He can't think of a response to that.

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There is another, shorter silence, and then the not-quite-perfectly-concealed sound of quick steps leaving the room.

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Oh good. Just what Dao needed. A chance to sit all by himself in front of the horrible beautiful bone spider and think about all the hundreds of ways he could've handled that better.

Fuck.
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He is left alone all evening and all night and into the following morning.

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The chair isn't actually all that uncomfortable, but being tied to it helps nothing. He doesn't get much sleep.

Even once he can turn his head, there isn't hardly anything to look at in the gloomy basement except for the bone spider and some bloodstains on the bare concrete floor. At least he's pretty sure they're bloodstains. He tries not to think about it too much, because his reaction is half terror and half - inappropriate.

But he doesn't really have anything better to think about.

There's the fact that it is - or was, before he totally lost track of time - the last day of school for the week and nobody's going to miss him for two days, that's a great thought. Or how about the fact that he might've just blown his chance at talking the kidnapper down by being an awkward dumbass, he could think about that. And if those aren't enough, he could think about how upset Beila is going to be when somebody at school finally reports him missing and she realizes that he's probably had his bones stolen, but it's too late to do anything about it! By the time he's been trying to drag his mind off of that one for a while, freaking out about his inappropriate reaction to bloodstains is starting to look preferable.
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And then he suddenly cannot move.

"You're not very much like the other ones," says the bloodbender. "I'm not at all sure what to do with you." But he doesn't seem inclined to take suggestions, because he still isn't letting Dao talk. "I really can't let you go, you know. I have no way to trust you. Anything you say could just be a lie to secure your escape."
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And now he can talk. "Sure, fine, I can't prove anything, but come on, if I was lying wouldn't I come up with nicer lies? 'Hey so I thought about stabbing you', not exactly the kind of thing people say when they're trying to win somebody over!"

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"Maybe you're not a very good liar."

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"Okay," he says. "Okay." He wishes he didn't have to do this while hungry and tired and uncomfortable and slightly in need of a bathroom, but he's just going to have to deal. "How about I just talk for a while, and then you tell me if you still think I'm lying."

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"I'm listening."
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Dao takes a deep breath. He's going to screw this up, he is so absolutely going to screw this up... fuck it, it's not like he has a better idea.

"I've been doing that, the thinking about stabbing people thing, for like as long as I can remember, and it's - I can't remember ever not hating myself over it. And I think. I've been thinking, lately, that maybe I don't have to? That maybe I can just - think the way I think, and not go around stabbing people, and that could be okay? And it's the most terrifying thing in the fucking world. The idea that I could be okay. That I could be allowed. Like I've been sitting here staring at your bone spider all night and the thought of being okay with myself still scares me more."

He discovers that he has begun to cry. He keeps talking anyway.

"It's, I don't - I have a really nice girlfriend and she's super smart and she likes me a ton, and, and she knows some stuff, about how I am, and she kind of seems to think I'm just, that there isn't anything wrong with me and there never was, and sometimes I feel stupid for not just getting over it already, but I don't think, I don't think you can really get it unless you've been there, I," he loses control of his voice for a moment and trails off into sobs.
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A hand comes down lightly on his shoulder.
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He shivers hard, completely unable to decide whether he's comforted or terrified.

A few seconds later, he pulls himself together enough to keep going, quietly. "And. And. Look. I just think. I just think, I don't know, m-maybe you don't care at all and I'm screwed no matter what I do, but if that's true, if you're okay with yourself, then I wanna know how you did it. And if you're not, then," he sniffles, "then I wanna try to help."
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The hand stays where it is for a moment, then withdraws.

A long moment of quiet, in which Dao's occasional sniffles are the only audible sound.

Then a voice. A very quiet voice.

"I don't think you're lying," he murmurs. "But I'm not sure you can help me."
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"Is the art project helping you?" he asks, hoarse-voiced and more aggressive than he meant to be.

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"...it was supposed to," the bloodbender says quietly.

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He tries to make his voice softer, more gentle. "But it's not. Is it."

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Silence.

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"Then, I mean - I don't," sniffle, "I don't want to be that guy with the stupid obvious question, but why are you still doing it?"

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"I don't know."

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Still kind of terrified, but oh, that hurt to listen to, it sounded so familiar...

"Want to talk about it?" he offers.
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A somewhat longer silence.

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He gradually gets control of the lingering sniffles. His throat hurts from crying. He doesn't say anything else.

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"...I killed my father," he says, "because I thought it was the only way I could be safe. I thought... that nothing would ever be as hard or as scary as that, and as soon as I did it, I could go out into the rest of the world, and he wouldn't be there to hurt me anymore, and I could - live however people do. I taught myself bloodbending in secret because it was the only way I could think of to protect myself from him. And that part worked fine. He's dead now. But."

A short pause.

"It wasn't as simple as I thought. I don't have my father to be afraid of anymore, but I'm still afraid. Afraid of other people, afraid of doing things wrong, afraid of being noticed. I thought I could just figure out how to live like everyone else, and I mostly managed the practical parts, but... I don't know how to be okay. The only time I ever feel okay is... when I'm killing someone. And then afterward - I wonder if I really needed to do that, or if I just... wanted to make myself feel better." His soft quiet voice gets softer, quieter. "I don't like that. I thought... I thought that if I just did it enough, maybe the feeling would go away, and I could feel okay whenever I wanted, and it wouldn't matter. I thought that maybe, if I made it my whole life, I could feel okay all the time, and never be afraid again."
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Dao waits a second to see if more words are coming, and when it doesn't look like it, he says, "I really honestly want to give you a hug right now."

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"...why," he whispers.

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"Because that sounds awful, and - I think I kind of get it, and, just, here I was thinking I had it bad..."

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"I—I still can't let you go," he says, sounding agitated. "You'd tell someone—you would, and they'd find me, and I wouldn't—be safe—everyone would know—"

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"Man, forget about letting me go, okay, we've got time to figure that part out, I guarantee you nobody's even noticed I went anywhere yet," he says. "Do you want a hug? Because if you let me out of this chair, I will give you a hug, and I will not try to run away, and even if I did you are a terrifyingly skilled bloodbender and could stop me anyway."

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"...okay," he whispers. "Okay."

He unties Dao from the chair without stepping in front of it; only his hands come into view.
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Dao rubs his stiff arms, and... hesitates. "Is it okay if I turn around?"

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A pause. Then, quietly, "Yes."

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"Okay," he says. Slowly, trying not to make sudden movements, he gets out of the chair and turns around to look behind it.

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The bloodbender is crouched on the floor in the chair's shadow, shivering, not looking up.

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Dao steps around the chair and sits on the floor next to it, and holds out his arms.

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For someone almost as tall as Dao, the bloodbender can make himself astonishingly tiny. He leans into Dao's lap and curls up into a little shivering ball of person.

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Dao hugs him, and murmurs soothing meaningless syllables, and feels very very strange about this turn his life has taken. But. This guy clearly needed a hug. He needs like an entire lifetime of hugs. Dao appreciates the value of hugs on a very deep level. He can hug the terrified serial killer.

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The terrified serial killer is now crying on him.

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That's, yeah, that is not a huge surprise.

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He may be a while.

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That's... mostly fine. But Dao feels kind of dizzy and sleepy, and isn't sure how long he can avoid falling asleep.

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Before that can come to pass, he uncurls and moves away.

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Dao lets go immediately.

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"...I want to trust you," he says, very very quietly. "I want to. If... will you promise you won't try to run away, or tell anyone you're here, or anything?"

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"Yes, sure, of course," says Dao. "I promise."

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"How do I know you aren't just saying that?" he says helplessly.

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"Honestly, right now, as long as I'm pretty sure you're not going to kill me in the next like couple of days, which I am, I want to be here more than I want to be running away. I want to actually help you, I don't want to get you arrested. You don't - I, like - if I was the one who was going around ripping people's bones out and you were the one who was - talking to me about it, I'd rather you actually talked to me and didn't run off and call the cops, you know?"

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He takes a long moment to consider this logic.

"...Okay."
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"Okay," says Dao. "So. Um. If I'm not going to be tied to a chair the entire time I'm here, can I like - have breakfast, and maybe a nap somewhere with less," he gestures at the sculpture looming over them, "giant bone spider?"

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He smiles a tiny barely-there flicker of a smile. "Yes. Okay."

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Dao climbs to his feet, leaning on the chair. This makes him feel even dizzier, and when he lets go of the chair he sways a little and almost falls over.

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But doesn't.

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...creepy. But helpful. But creepy. But, admittedly, helpful.

He's just glad it's dark enough down here that his blush is probably not visible, because that's just what this situation needs, right, a discussion of his inappropriate reaction to bloodbending, that'll help and will not in any way make the whole fucked-up situation ten times more awkward.

"Um. Thanks. I think I'm good now," he says.
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"Go on upstairs," says the bloodbender.

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So Dao goes upstairs. With the bone-stealing serial killer walking silently behind him. Which on the one hand is totally unfair and not something any reasonable person should have to do, and on the other hand, he's pretty sure he's genuinely less scared of this guy than this guy is of him.

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It's a small house, and every curtain or shutter on every window is firmly closed with only a tiny bit of morning sunlight leaking in around the edges, and the furniture is sparse and not well-organized. It looks... lonely and sad.

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Okay now Dao wants to hug the guy again.

But instead, something occurs to him: "Hey, um, what's your name? Or. A name, I don't care if it's like, your real one or whatever, I just," he shrugs.
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"...you can call me Spider," he says hesitantly.

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Well then.

"Sure," he says. "Okay. I'm Dao."
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"The kitchen's over here. Sorry I don't... have very much."

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"It's okay," says Dao. "I mean, you weren't exactly expecting guests..."

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"...I'm sorry I kidnapped you," says Spider, very quickly and quietly, like he's afraid of the words.
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"It's. Uh. Well. I can't really say it's okay, but - knowing what I know now, I'd rather have been kidnapped and met you than - not and not. So. Apology accepted."

The kitchen is as sad and lonely as the rest of the house. Dao finds the most uncomplicated breakfast food available, and sits down with it. He is dizzy and tired and hungry but at least one of those things is about to be solved.
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Spider stands uncertainly in the doorway and watches him.

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It's creepy and weird but, when he considers what he knows about Spider, also perfectly understandable. Unfortunately that doesn't tell him what to do about it. He finishes eating and asks, "Is there somewhere I can sleep...?"

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"Yes." There is, rather inexplicably considering Spider's blatant and extreme discomfort with other people, an impeccably tidy little guest room.

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Dao is too tired to try to figure that out. He flops into the guest bed.

He's not sure how long he sleeps for, but the room is a lot brighter when he gets up. He sits on the edge of the bed for a bit, and then feels a vague obligation to straighten things up in memory of how immaculately tidy the room was when he got here, so he does that, and then he sits on the edge of the bed again and feels very awkward.
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Spider knocks on the door.

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Dao gets up and opens it. "Hi," he says, awkwardly.

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Hesitantly: "I made lunch."

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Well, aren't they a pair. Dao smiles. "Thanks."

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There is lunch. It's unremarkable, not spectacular but not bad or anything.

Spider is quiet.
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Yeah, that seems to be how Spider works.

Dao waits until after lunch before he says, "So do you like... want to sit down somewhere and talk about stuff? With optional hugs?"
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He smiles a small and slightly heartbreaking smile at 'optional hugs'. "Yes."

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Owww, that smile.

"Okay, cool, let's sit on your couch, I will hug you."
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They do that. Spider doesn't quite collapse into a small miserable lump, but he does lean on Dao quite a bit.

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"So... it occurs to me that like, nobody's caught you yet," says Dao. "So if you just stopped murdering people, they'd have a pretty hard time catching up to you, especially if you left the city and moved somewhere way far away and, I dunno, changed your name in case they find weird stuff in your basement after you leave, or whatever. Even if you don't trust me not to go to the cops over you, it still works, it's not like I have magic powers and can tell them where you decided to move to, you know?"

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"...that's true," Spider says slowly.

He contemplates this.

"But... what if... what if there isn't anything that helps?"
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"I mean, the first thing you tried is 'being a serial killer', I wouldn't give up just yet if I were you," says Dao, smiling a little.

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Spider giggles softly. "Yes. Okay, yes. But. But what else do I try?"

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Dao thinks about it.

"I mean, I don't really know a whole lot about you, except that you're apparently some kind of waterbending genius - like, unless the thing where bloodbending only works on the full moon is just in the movies? And the thing where people stagger around like creepy puppets?"
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"N-no..." he says. "No. It was like that for me at first too. When I practiced on animals. But I had to get it right before I could use it, so I practiced more."

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"Okay," says Dao. "I stand by my 'some kind of waterbending genius' assessment, then. Like, I'm not a bender, but I have, you know, met some."

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"There really aren't any... good uses for bloodbending, though," murmurs Spider.

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"No, admittedly, but like. Who says bloodbending has to be the only thing you know?"

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"...it isn't," he murmurs. "I know... combat waterbending, too. A lot of it. But I don't want to - do that."

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"Okay, so don't," says Dao. "Learn new things. Be - be a healer, that's like the exact opposite of a serial killer, right, it's like the most obviously good thing bending can do, I bet you'd be great at it, why not?"

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"...maybe," Spider says softly.

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Hug.

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"I... I never... I wasn't allowed," he murmurs. "To learn healing."

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"You mean by your dad," says Dao. "Who is dead. Which I think means he pretty conclusively doesn't get any more input into your life. Right?"

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He smiles hesitantly. "Right."

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"So! Learn healing, be a healer, see if it helps."

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"...if I leave the city, though... and it doesn't help... you won't be around to help me think of more things," Spider says consideringly.

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"I can help you think of a bunch more things now in case that doesn't work," he offers. "And. And, I don't know - you could try it. Healing, I mean. Like. Right now."

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...Spider looks at him.

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"I mean, it can't be that hard, right, and you seem like you're really smart and good at waterbending, so you can probably figure it out, and - I don't - I don't mind if you practice on me," says Dao. "To learn how and find out if you like it or not."

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Spider looks very conflicted, and then he nods slowly. "Okay. I know - I know a little bit. About how it's supposed to work. I've just. Never tried. But is it - is it really okay, I mean - I'd have to hurt you, to practice healing on you. And I. I don't want to hurt you."

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"It's fine," Dao assures him. "Totally fine."

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"Okay," murmurs Spider. He still looks slightly doubtful, but he gets up and goes and fetches a bowl of water and comes back.

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Dao offers his hand, for practicing on.

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Spider is very hesitant about this.

But he animates the water with quick, sure movements, forming a tiny blade of ice that makes a long shallow cut in the back of Dao's hand and then melts almost immediately.
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Dao doesn't flinch.

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Spider brings up some more water, and lays it over the cut, and... there it goes. Perfectly healed, not even a mark left.

He looks... slightly awed. Far in excess of this fairly trivial accomplishment.

"...Can I do it again?" he breathes.
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"Yeah, of course," says Dao. He is very hopeful about the implications of that look.

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So he does it again. Makes the cut, and stares at it, and heals it, and seems completely enthralled by this progression.

"It's... it's the same," he says. "No - it's better—" and he abruptly lunges at Dao and hugs him tightly. The bowl of water is knocked to the floor and spills everywhere.
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Dao hugs back. "Hey, good, that's good," he says; he can guess what it's better than. "I'm glad."

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After a moment, Spider clarifies anyway. "It's better than killing people because - because I feel okay and I'm not hurting anyone - why couldn't I have thought of this first..."

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"You've thought of it now," says Dao. "So now you can do it. Okay?"

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He nods. There is maybe a quiet sniffle.

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Hey, if more hugs and crying is what this situation needs, Dao is there for it.