Aya is little used to having the opportunity to set her own priorities, but she likes it. She's not hurting for any material resources, and the organization of the attic would produce those more than anything else; and she has this entire bookshelf closer to hand. So the attic, which may or may not contain ghosts, languishes; and she steadily works through the book collection. Right now she is on the third in a series of myths from the old religion; this volume is about Aelare, the trickster.
She (or just as frequently he) appears in a bewildering variety of forms, although the commonest are the fox, the magpie, and the young man or woman with sparkling eyes. Most of the longer tales concern her venturing out into the world to make mischief or dispense gifts depending on whim and the behaviour of the recipient, but sometimes there is a shorter verse or tale about some (un)lucky soul who enters Aelare's domain and comes away embroidered with strange magical effects, with or without meeting the trickster responsible for the change.
Almost every time Aelare is introduced in any of these, it's with some new story about his or her origin. She was born in a sea-storm when the world was young, and flew around the world twice trying to build a nest to keep shiny stones in, and wherever she lingered she left magic in her wake, and that is why she takes the shape of a magpie in this story; in that one, he was the first person to walk into a magic, and it ate him up and made him part of itself, and that is why he takes the shape of a young man. And on and on. The most any two of these origins can agree on is that Aelare either came out of a magic or made them all.
Perhaps that abundance is why one of Aelare's many titles and epithets - alongside simpler things like "the copper-coated" (as a fox), "the yearning one" (mainly as a magpie), or "the gem-eyed" - is "the one who is born a thousand times".
Aya never personally plans to walk into a magic, but she does sort of appreciate that there is such a thing; that desperation has this outlet. She's charmed by the stories; she doesn't believe them, but they're fun, and half of the ones in this book she hasn't heard before.
Probably through the influence of ancient storytellers' wishful thinking, Aelare is frequently depicted as developing a soft spot for some mortal - the reasons vary widely - and kindly bestowing a useful trick instead of instant death or inconvenient transformation. This girl gave the copper fox a kiss and was blessed with luck at gambling; that boy ran into a magic to escape his chores, and when he invented a series of increasingly improbable excuses to avoid revealing his dereliction to the woman whose eyes sparkled like opal, she liked his cleverness so much that she taught him how to braid moonbeams into cords like the ones she wore in her hair, after which his family was much more interested in getting rich off his new talent than in making him crack nuts and beat rugs.
Some of the gifts, often the most ambivalent ones, sound like things someone really might have walked out of a magic with and attributed to a trickster god; others, like the man who learned to drink sunlight he caught in a bowl and eat raindrops by the crunchy handful, seem invented for absurdity; some of the rest are tied to other legends, in which Aelare appears to some notable hero and helps or hinders them with some not-quite-traditional twist on the kind of aid or obstacle such heroes would usually encounter.
He stops. Apparently this is a subject he gets passionate about.
"Huh." This is starting to look like a longer conversation; Aya notes her page number and sets the book down. "Personally, if I were a god I wouldn't take her strategy or that of the more conventional pantheon, but I suppose it's reasonable to form a preference between the two."
"I mean, if I were a god I'd be turning more stones into ducks and giving fewer people frogs' heads," he says. "But I'd still want to be Aelare a lot more than I'd want to be anyone else. I wouldn't do all the same things she does, but I'd like the - opportunity? I'd like not having to be part of anything I didn't want to be. I'd like being someone who specifically gets to never have to deal with anybody's expectations." He ducks his head shyly. "I, uh, used to think about it a lot when I was a kid."
"If I could get out of having any job title at all, ever - I mean, without causing a riot - I would. I'd rather be gem-eyed Aelare braiding moonbeams in my hair and giving people interesting bits of helpful magic than the Duke of Viore." He shrugs. "But I can't, so there it is."
"Well, I suppose once you take the title - or in advance, for the first steps - you could get married, have a kid, appoint your wife regent for your child, and abdicate to go doing whatever equivalent of moonbeam-braiding you can manage without having to actually be a god."
"Father cares more about deference than competence. He only gets rid of people when they're caught lying to him or taking bribes from the wrong people or buying themselves fancy rugs with money they were supposed to send on bridge repair. As long as they're subtle about whatever they're doing wrong, they can keep right on doing it and he won't notice. And if someone who is good at their job forgets to call him 'your grace' one too many times, out they go."
She finishes the series four days later.
She draws a gently embroidered fox - it's got dragonfly wings and no other obvious impairments - with copper-colored ink from his stash, encoding nothing more significant than her idle musings on deities. She tucks it under his door the next time she's awake before he is.
She looks up a good description of an Aelare-magpie in the book, sets out inks, and gets started.
When she's got its outline (beak, wings, claws, long barbed lizard tail) all composed on the page how she likes after ruining her first attempt with an unsalvageable splotch of green, she decides to wander down the stairs to see what kind of cake is in the offing.
She catches the toe of her sandal on a stair, halfway down, and goes tumbling, hands flying up around her neck to protect her head but not doing too well themselves in the process.
She lands in a heap at the foot of the stairs, dizzy and bruised, and checks herself for anything worse. Her lip's bleeding, her ankle hurts badly enough to be sprained but she thinks not badly enough to be fractured, everything else seems to just be battered soft tissue. She gets up, succumbs to vertigo and shuts her eyes, grabs the banister, and decides to go up, not down; she can lie in her bed, back in her room, and he will probably make sure she doesn't have to walk anywhere for a while.
She realizes she's got the wrong flight of stairs when she trips, again, two steps from the top, and her arms fling out to try to catch something, and they do.
The right flight of stairs only has the wall treatments to catch.
The wrong one has a painting on the wall.
It makes an awful noise when she grabs it, and comes off the wall and cracks its frame on the landing.
Aya lies sprawled with the wrecked picture frame a few inches from her face and fills up with fear as though standing under a faucet of the stuff.
He's surprised when he finds Aya gone, but not worried. There's places she could be - the attic, the servants' quarters. He puts the cake down on a little table in the little room. It is a good cake. He's proud of it.
She crawls - carefully, backwards - down the wrong flight of stairs. She finds her wrong turning and climbs - carefully, forwards - back up to the suite.
She does stand well enough to get at the door handle and let herself in.
And then there is the massive set of tower pipes located in a small cluster of musical instruments between a drift of assorted bronze sculpture and a stack of intricate wooden puzzles. It rises from amid several more normally-sized pipe towers, fully three times as tall as any of them, and twice as wide. It's beautiful, but strange - an overabundance of pipes, arranged in an asymmetrical double spiral, with a tangle of keys that it's hard to imagine someone managing to play. It's not even immediately clear whether or not they all work.
"For all I knew you used to take lessons, or sometimes go through phases where you sing - the question is how good we are at distinguishing pitches, it'll affect how complicated and therefore how fast the code can be." Aya starts writing out the letters of the alphabet. "For myself, I think I can tell apart - anything actually too low for me to sing, anything I'd have to sing more in my chest than up in my throat, anything higher than that still in my range, and anything too high for me to sing. So that's four possible recognizable starting pitch groups, and I think this set of pipes easily exceeds what I can get out -" Aya sings aaah as high as she can, then as low as she can, demonstratively.
Counting just the ones outside: thirty-seven. And someone sitting directly in front of the tower could see them all at once.
Aya pastes letters to keys, gently and carefully. She leaves gaps between them in the hopes of being able to eventually have a guess at what letter she's hearing without peering intently at the instrument. "There you go." She has more paper, ready to transcribe anything the instrument tells them.
"...I don't think I could live in a perfect world," he says. "I don't just mean I wouldn't like it there, I mean - I'm not Aelare. I don't have a mythological exception to all the rules. And I don't think anyone else's perfect world would have a place in it for someone like me. In my father's perfect world, I wouldn't exist at all. He'd have a son who was just like him."
"I've been using 'perfect' to mean 'actually not having anything wrong with it', not 'suiting one particular person and anybody sufficiently similar to them really well'. I'm not sure whether, if the world had been made perfect by that definition a hundred years ago, you'd have been born - it's entirely possible that your father wouldn't have been and that would sew you up too; I probably wouldn't have been because my parents met the way they did; etcetera - but if someone tried to make the world perfect today, and that squeezed you out of it altogether, they'd be doing it wrong."
"I am failing to even conceptualize it. I can guess as far as - emotions and numbers and you managed a fairly recognizable laugh earlier - and beyond that I'm just going back to 'play snatches of music with lyrics to refer to the words'. I'm not saying it's impossible, mind, I'm saying it'd be fascinating."
"Almost there," says Aya encouragingly. "I imagine he can be trusted not to treat you like he does his furni- look," she interrupts herself, turning to the "him" in question, "Berete calls you 'Hal'; is that actually okay with you or did she pick it for reasons of her own and you haven't corrected her?"
"I can drop right back into 'my lord' without a bit of slip-up if we're ever talking in front of one of your parents or a visitor or something, but I don't think Piper will tell anybody if you pick a name you like more, now that there are multiple people around and it would be especially handy to refer to you by a name. Will you, Piper?"