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Kiri's up early the next morning, restless with various low-level simmering concerns, and wanders out of her room.

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Sarelle finds her in the hallway.

"May I speak with you privately?"
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"Uh - sure." Kiri turns back whence she came towards her room.

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Sarelle follows her there, and shuts the door, and listens for a moment.

Then she says, "I would like you to tell me if you know what used to break Loel's bones. I don't need the information itself, only to know if you have it."
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She's totally fessed up to reading Loel to Sarelle before.

"I do."
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"Does he know that you do, and has he expressed opinions about what you should do with the information?"

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"He knows I know. We've - communicated, about the details."

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She nods thoughtfully.

Then she says, "You were friends with the vanished prince."
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Kiri just looks at her.

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"Yes," she says, quite as though Kiri had responded verbally. "That is what I thought."

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"What are you driving at, Sarelle?"

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"I have recently concluded that the vanished prince must have had a good reason to vanish," she says. "I prefer not to share this conclusion with anyone who does not already know it."

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"Okay then."
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She nods.

"That is all," she says, and departs.
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After a short delay to let Sarelle turn into another corridor, Kiri seeks out Loel.

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Loel is in his rooms. He opens the door when she knocks.

"G'morning."
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"Morning. Can I come in?"

Sarelle probably isn't deliberately eavesdropping; a closed door will help prevent the accidental kind.
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"Sure." He steps back from the door to let her through.

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Kiri comes in, shuts the door, gets a ways into the room, checks for open windows, and when she's satisfied that the room is reasonably secure, says:

"Sarelle visited me just now and asked if I know why you broke those bones - and when I said yes, she wanted to know if you knew I knew, and if you'd registered an opinion on what to do with the information - and I again said yes, and then she said, 'You were friends with the vanished prince'. And then I didn't say anything much and she said that she's concluded the vanished prince must have had good reason to vanish and that she didn't wish to share that with anyone who didn't already know it."
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"Where did she pull it from?" he wonders. "I never met her before."
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"I didn't read her today but I did on the way here and the way her mind works is - really something else. I shouldn't be as surprised as I am that she's managed to come up with a guess out of a million little things."

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"Okay. Fine. At least she said she's not gonna go talking to people about it. And she doesn't know who used to break my bones. Does she? There's no reasonable way she could know that, right?"

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"She didn't mention it - but even I could probably make a decent guess from the facts we already know she has."

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"There's a difference between a decent guess and knowing." He sighs. "But I should probably go chase down Ekador and ask him not to go talking about my skeleton, just in case anybody else ever starts guessing. That is a rumour I don't want to let get even a little bit started."

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"Yeah, good plan. Just make it out to be about - privacy or something, not rumors."

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"Yeah. I know."

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"I'll keep you posted if Sarelle comes to me about anything else, I guess."

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"Thanks."

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"What're you going to do if it gets generally out despite our best efforts?"
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"Depends how, and when, and to who, and what gets out. If it was anything about Father, I'd want to talk to Isten. If it was just rumours that I'm secretly a vanished prince—" he shrugs— "eh, rumours. I'd stick to my story unless there was a good reason not to. The story being, parents moved to Thiyec when I was a kid, I'm not sure which one of them was Lalindar but I don't think they were somebody's legitimate Lalindar child, and they died a while ago and I've made my peace with it. I haven't had to come up with details yet; people haven't been prying."

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"Right - if you do produce details maybe send them to me, I haven't been keeping it secret that you let me read you."

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"Sure. What do you want for breakfast?"

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"Heh. Do you have the fixings for panbread and strawberries?"

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"Yep!"

He hugs her, thinking cheerfully about panbread and strawberries.
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"That would be awesome."

Hugs.
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Hugs!

Off he goes to make breakfast.
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Mmm, breakfast.

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A slightly disheveled Ekador wanders into the vicinity of the kitchen shortly after Loel starts cooking, and peers at the incipient breakfast.

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"Morning."

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"Good morning," he yawns.

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"Hey," Loel says amicably. "I was gonna talk to you, actually. Kinda-sorta important thing. Is now a good time, or should I wait until you've had breakfast?"

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"Mm?" He blinks. "No, go on. I am more awake than I may seem."

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"Okay." Loel smiles crookedly. "So - the thing, from yesterday, with my bones? How they used to break a lot? Can you... not talk to anybody about that? It's kind of personal, for me, and I really don't like the thought of people in general knowing about it. I can handle it when it's just us primes, but even then, I sorta wish it hadn't ever come up."

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"Yes, of course," he says. "I'm sorry. I begin to think I should never have said anything."

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"Mm." He smiles again. "I'd rather know you know. I'd just... also rather you didn't know. You know?"

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Ekador also smiles, briefly. "Yes, I believe I understand."

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"Speaking of primes, what protocol do you prefer when Patience shows up?"

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"...I dunno," he says. "I think maybe I'd rather meet her one on one when she shows up? Not for any particular reason, just," he waves a hand vaguely, "feelings. I'd feel better about it."

Cooking cooking cooking.
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"Sure, that makes sense."

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"Okay, great."

Aaaand breakfast!
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Om nom nom.

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Aleko wanders in and helps himself.

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A few minutes later, so does Sarelle.

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"Fantastic. Non-soapy," pronounces Aleko around a mouthful.

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"Great," giggles Loel. "Just what I wanted to hear."

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It is well after breakfast, and in fact nearing time for lunch, when Patience arrives, alone and without a carriage, just on a horse with a big fluffy copper-furred dog following. She ties the horse to the nearest appropriate horse-tying object and heads up to the door, on which she knocks.

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Loel's desire to meet Patience by himself first is generally known, so no one else is nearby when he opens the door.

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Patience opens her mouth, pauses like that for a second, and then says, "What the heck?"

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"Hi, Patience," he says. "It's complicated. Do you wanna come in?"

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"Yeah, because what the heck?"

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He steps back to let her in. "Your dog is really cute."

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"His name's Mud, don't ask why, it's a long and stupid story. What the heck."

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"I'm totally going to ask you why your dog's name is Mud," he says. "I go by Loel Lalindar now, but I'm pretty sure you know me as somebody else. Don't tell anybody, it's a secret, I ran away for a reason. As far as anybody who's not you, me, Kiri, or Aleko should know, I'm just a guy they found in Thiyec under a herd of lost rainclouds."

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"Yeah, I recognize you, of course I recognize you, come on. Is there anybody besides us and Kiri and Aleko here right now?"

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"Sarelle and Ekador. They're all playing cards in a different part of the house. So why is your dog's name Mud?"

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"It's a long stupid story, my uncle breeds dogs, I wanted one, so did one of my cousins, we went and she asked our other cousin whether they named the dogs and - it is a long stupid story, stop me whenever."

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"No, keep going!"

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"And the cousin who is the daughter of the uncle with the dog breeding thing decided it sounded cooler if the answer was yes, only there's dozens and dozens of dogs around, this breed is for herding and guarding so they breed lots of them. And only the ones they keep as adults actually have names so the other cousin called her on it, and she started coming up with more and more desperately obviously made-up names until they got to where I was settling on this particular puppy and then the puppy was named Mud. Following littermates named, I don't even remember them all, Milk and Pinetree and Bubble. And it stuck. So, Mud."

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"That's adorable," giggles Loel.

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"It kinda is. Mud, say hi."

Mud trots up to Loel and sits, wagging his tail.
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Loel sits down on the floor and hugs him. This seems like an appropriate way to greet such a cute fluffy dog.

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Mud licks him on the face messily, still wagging.

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Awww. He giggles again. Fluffy hugs!

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"I can get you one if you want one. Sounds lonely being out here if you haven't even hired anybody, yeah?"

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"Nah, I don't want a dog. But I'll cuddle yours while he's here. You are cute and fluffy," he informs Mud.

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Mud licks him again.

"Suit yourself. So Thiyec, huh?"
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"Thiyec! I liked Thiyec. I miss Thiyec," he says. "I had a little house by a pond and most everybody in the village liked me and nobody gets upset if you walk around naked in public there, it was pretty much Paradise."

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Patience spends a discreet second (during which Mud continues to lick Loel) contemplating a mental image, then says, "So Kiri had to drag you back kicking and screaming, or you doing okay here too?"

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"Kind of... yes and yes? And also no and no," he says. "It's complicated. I really didn't want to go back when she showed up and told me everything, but then I - did something to see if I could change my mind, because I knew it was important, and that helped enough that I came here. And I'm okay being here, I like having prime powers, I'm getting along with the people I buy food from and write letters to, I'm really excited about my moat - but I wish I didn't have to be. It's hard and it's a lot of responsibility and I have complicated feelings and it would all be much simpler if I'd never inherited the primacy in the first place."

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"I guess. Well, now I know why I had to come all the way out here to meet you instead of Chialto, I guess you don't want to personally fuel the rumor mill for the next quintile?"

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"Yeah. I'm going with the 'subtle campaign of lies' approach."

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"You weren't really kidnapped by agents of a secret cult, were you."
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"I really wasn't," he sighs, absently giving Mud scritches.

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"Do you not wanna tell me?"

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"I don't know if I wanna tell you. I don't know if you wanna know," he says. "Most people who find out seem to regret it some way."

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"You're okay now though. Right?"

Mud leaves off licking Loel and goes back to Patience, where he nudges his head under her hand until she starts scratching his ears.
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"Yeah. I mean..." he shrugs; sighs; repeats, "Yeah."

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"Okay. You don't have to tell me if you don't wanna. Whole thing is secret from people who aren't Ardelay twins - just the twins, not Jayce?"

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"Just the twins, yeah."

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"Okay. Anything else I should know before I meet the other new primes?"

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"Guess not," he says.

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"Okay. Where are they at?"

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"Back of the house, I think. By the way, is it just me or were you imagining me naked a minute ago?"

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"Was that not the point of bringing up how you lived in a clothing-optional country?"

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"That was not the point of that! I actually just really liked living in a clothing-optional country and now I miss it," he says, laughing. "But I don't mind. Imagine me naked all you want."

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"Probably not if I'm gonna go see Kiri in like a minute."

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He giggles. "Going to see Kiri right this minute is technically optional!" he points out, leaning back on his hands. (He hasn't bothered standing up yet since saying hello to Mud.) "I'm sure they can keep playing cards without us."

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"That sounds kind of like you want me to stand here for a while. Thinking about you naked."

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"You could, if you wanted! You could also go somewhere slightly more comfortable than my kierten and think about me naked, you know what else I miss about Thiyec? No one has a room at the front of their house that they can't put any useful furniture in because people would be snobs about it!"

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"Nobody has a kierten? That sounds weird," says Patience, apparently distracted from thinking about Loel naked.

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"Yes! Nobody has a kierten. I was really happy about that when I left Welce," he says, laughing a little. "Kiertens always bothered me as a kid, they just seemed so pointless. I care less about it now but it's still fun to complain about. Anyway," he gets up, "I do actually wanna sit somewhere comfier than this floor, so what'll it be? Meeting everybody else or finding somewhere comfortable to flirt?"

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"Why don't you give me a tour of the whole house. Wherever the others are can be last."

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"Sure," he says, grinning. "It's a pretty house! I like my house."

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"It is! I was here once to meet Nerine but it was years ago."

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"I never came here back then."

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"Yeah. It was a long time ago. You went and got all - interesting to imagine naked."

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"You can see me naked, if you want," he offers cheerfully. "You might've guessed I'm not shy about it."

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"I did kinda guess, considering! Mmmmaybe. Since you're offering."

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"Well, y'know. If you want. I won't be offended if you'd rather stick to imagination."

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"Backing out of your tantalizing offer, huh?"

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"Nope. You can absolutely still see me naked if you want to."

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"Right, where in this big old house of yours is suitable?"

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"Lots of places! Of which," he says, "my room is probably the prettiest, and it's also right up these stairs."

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"All right then. Can I leave Mud in your kierten?"

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"Sure."

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"All right. Stay put, Mud."

Mud sits and wags.

Patience smiles at Loel.
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Loel grins at Patience!

And leads her up to his room, which has a breathtakingly gorgeous view of the Marisi River. His kierten had windows just as big looking in the same direction, but it's even better from the third floor.
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"Ooh, view. Of the outdoors, for the time being."

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"For the time being," Loel agrees, and then he starts taking off his clothes.

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Patience flounces gracefully into a chair and supervises this process approvingly.

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When he's done, he grins at her. "So how do I compare to imaginary me?"

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"Faaaaavorably. Much less fuzziness around the edges."

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"Good!" he says, laughing.

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"This just something you were cool with because you lived in Thiyec or what, anyway?"
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"Well, it's the kind of thing I'm cool with," he says, laughing. "But that doesn't mean I'm not also flirting with you."

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"Suspected that, wanted to check, also flirting if you were curious."

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"I suspected that! I'm glad," he says. "You're fun to flirt with."

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"Am I? I was worried I was doing it wrong."

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He giggles. "Is there such a thing?"

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"Search me."

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He giggles harder.

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Patience laughs too.

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And then he finds a chair to flop into, close to hers. Hopefully she won't mind about the slight reduction in the view.

"So now that you've seen me naked, anything else you wanna do with me?"
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"Ooh, I might have to see the menu. Wine list. Inventory. Whatever you call it."

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"We-ell, you could touch me naked. For example."

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She reaches out and runs her fingertips from shoulder to elbow.

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He grins and makes a happy little chirping sound.

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"That was the most adorable noise of all time, will you do it again if I keep petting you?"
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"Try it and see," he suggests.

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Patience grins and repeats the gesture, a little less tentatively.

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Chirp!

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Awww!

More of that then.
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Chiiirp.

Also, if he leans any farther out of his chair toward her, he is likely to fall sideways.
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Is that a fluff of hair? It is a fluff of hair. Perhaps he will also chirp if she starts scritching his head.

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It is a fluff! It is such a fluff. Loel has magnificent fluff.

Headscritches cause him to scoot his chair closer and flop over to lay his head in her lap. And make more cute sounds.
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Well, this was all flirtatious a minute ago, but now it's just adorable. Adorably flirtatious, perhaps, but adorable first.

Scritch scritch pet.
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Snuggle snuggle chirp.

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"I missed you," says Patience thoughtfully, "but I am also glad you were not around when I was being Awkwardly Pubescent, I think, 'cause then we would've done this years ago and then I would've said something Awkwardly Pubescent and then it would be weird."

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Loel giggles.

"Awkwardly Pubescent?"
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"I did a bunch of stupid things with cute boys when I was fourteen and fifteen, and conveniently, none of them are going to be politically important or were my friends when we were ten, so I can mostly forget about having done it most of the time!"

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"Aww." His head is flopped in her lap. Therefore he is in an excellent position to rub his cheek against her tummy. He does that. "You're cute," he declares.

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Patience giggles. "You're cute."

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"I know!" he says happily.

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"Is this the part where I lean down and kiss you, it could be that part."

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"It could be that part," he agrees. "That would be a good part for it to be."

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It is that part!

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It is a pretty great part! Mmkisses. Loel makes some more cute sounds.

And then falls out of his chair. It was bound to happen; he was sitting very precariously and not paying much attention to it. The chair clatters out from under him, dumping him on the floor, and he ends up hugging Patience's leg and cackling helplessly.
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Okay, that's hilarious.

"Are," (she giggles too hard and has to start over) "are you okay?"
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"I'm fine," giggles Loel. "That was hilarious."

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Patience does her best to haul him up onto her lap.

If she succeeds, she might kiss him again!
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Ooh. Loel cooperates with this effort!

Now she has a Loel snuggled in her lap.

Whatever will she do with him?
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Kissing, apparently!

He has a neck. She kisses it.
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Ooh. That was a good choice. He sighs happily.

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"Is this a 'we make out for a while and then you put your clothes on and we go hang with some primes' or is it a 'while one of us still has clothes on, that person should scurry out of the room to find something to write 'health' and 'fertility' and 'luck' and 'surprise' on so we can put them in a bowl and see what we're looking at for today'?"

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"I dunno," Loel says cheerfully. "One of those. Actually you might not have to scurry anywhere, I've probably got paper and a pen around here somewhere. Want to?"

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(Nuzzle.) "I brought it up exclusively to string you along and have no other motives whatsoever," she singsongs.

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He giggles and kisses her nose.

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She kisses him on the mouth again, and says, "Paper, pen?"

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"'Kay."

Regrettably, he has to get out of her lap to go find these things. He kisses her first, then goes rummaging. Patience may feel free to enjoy the view. Shortly thereafter: paper and pen!
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Patience does. She does enjoy the view.

Scribble, scribble, scribble.
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Can he sit in her lap again? He's gonna sit in her lap again.

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She approves! She totally approves.

She closes her eyes and kisses his neck again and stirs the papers around blind and picks up two.

She reads them.

"Well, um, I got health, so that's good, but I also got surprise, which is not, and Mom always said not to call it close enough if you get weird draws."
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"Makes sense," he says, snuggling her some more.

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Snuggles! Nuzzles!

Sudden full-body tension and an unhappy involuntary noise!
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"Hey, what's wrong?" he says, concerned.

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Patience is unable to answer at the moment!

She doesn't seem to be trying to shove Loel off her lap, but she is no longer making out with him either.
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He hugs her, for lack of any better ideas.

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"Grandpa's dead."

Pause.

"Or I'm having a weird hallucination."
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"Aww, Patience," he says, and hugs her again.

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Hugs.

Sniffles.
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Snuggles. Such snuggles. Comforting snuggles, he hopes.

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She seems to find them helpful.

"This is weird. This is so weird. Also sort of gross."
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"Gross like how?"

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"The knowing all the - flesh - things. It kind of covers a lot of stuff."

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"Huh, I guess it would," he muses. "Knowing blood things is a little weird too, but it's not that gross. I mean, or I just don't gross that easy."

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"Maybe a combination? And also blood is basically one kind of thing, I think? Tubes and blood and that's it. There's definitely kinds of flesh."

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Loel giggles.

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She gives him an apologetic sort of nuzzle. "So, um, mood killer twice over, let's reschedule for Sometime After I Am Used To This And There Has Been A Funeral I Guess."

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"Yeah," he says, cuddling her some more.

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Snugs.

"Also possibly there should be a responsible conversation instead of just flirting, because, primes, politics, bleah? Should there be that because of those?"
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"Yeah, I guess." He shrugs. "Responsible conversation now, or responsible conversation later before we get into anything?"

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"Later, I think, right now I'm already processing - stuff." She sighs. "I knew he was dying, but..."

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"Yeah."

Hugs? Hugs.
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Hugs.

After a while: "I guess you should get dressed and we should go say hi to everybody. And I should collect Mud, I don't like leaving him alone this long."
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"Okay."

He kisses her on the cheek, gets out of her lap, and goes to find some clothes - plenty of options in his room, so there's no good reason to put the old ones back on if he doesn't feel like it. A nice matching shirt and kilt, Thiyecine-style, purple with blue trim. Perfect.
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She smiles weakly and gets up. "You're gonna have to show me where they are. I can tell how many bodies are where, but I don't know a damn thing about doors and staircases that I didn't this morning."

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"I promise not to get you lost in my own house," he says, hugging her again.

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Hugs. "Good."

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So. Down the stairs to the kierten, first.

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Patience whistles to Mud, who trots up to her making happy doggy noises; he heels.

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Mud is cute. Patience is also cute.

"Okay," says Loel, "let's go see everybody."
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Patience nods.

"What're the new ones like?"
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"Really, really off-type," is the first description that comes to mind. "You look at Ekador and you think sweela; you look at Sarelle and you think hunti. He's from Malinqua, moved there when he was just a baby, and his birth blessings are a couple of things I forget, and flexibility. It's hard to forget flexibility; he's adapting really well to suddenly living in a different country with a bunch of new responsibilities and also magic. I have no idea what Sarelle's blessings are, come to think of it. I'm betting there's at least one hunti in there, though. Probably certainty or determination or something."

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"Huh. That's weird. You and me and Kiri are all very our things."

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"Yeah. I dunno, though, it sort of makes sense to me. What people see you as and what you actually are aren't necessarily the same, you know?"

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"Yeah, I just mean - if I went around acting like I was coru or something but I was really torz, I - I don't know why I'd do that and don't have a good idea why other people would, so it sort of snags me when I think about it? Just never got used to it even though I have plenty of cousins with this or that crown."

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"Mm. Well, maybe you can ask Sarelle about it. Ekador too, but he didn't grow up here, I'm not sure he's got the hang of the elements yet."

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"That... sounds weird. It's really handy to be able to sort people who you're going to interact with more than a little but less than a lot."

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"I got out of the habit when I was in Thiyec. It didn't seem to make much of a difference. I mean - in Welce it matters what element you are; in other countries it's not a thing." He shrugs. "But maybe I'm the one who's weird. Wouldn't be the first time."

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"Maybe. I'm not sure what I'd be like if I didn't have this core of - I am torz, I am so torz that I am probably gonna be the Queen Of Being Torz one day, torz torz torz. It's big in my head."

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"Huh," he says. "I'm not coru that way. Well, I'm the Queen Of Being Coru, but I mean - there's not a part of me that's the coru part going around being really coru all the time. It's just that what I am and what coru is are a lot of the same things."

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"King of being coru," corrects Patience.

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"Says who?"

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"...What'm I missing?"

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"Nothing that important, I guess. Just - in terms of... thoughts, feelings, identity, I'm not any more of a king than a queen."
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Patience thinks about this.

"Okay. Queen of being coru," she shrugs. "But anyway the torz that is big in my head is not a separate critter, it isn't like I have a hamster made of rocks running around in there. It's more - pervasive."
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"Yeah. I think I'm still different," he says. "Because - it wasn't a thing, in Thiyec. I wasn't going around being coru. I was just me. I'm the same person either way, but in Thiyec nobody thinks about elements, so I didn't either. It'd be different for you, right? If you went and lived in Thiyec for a few years you'd still be torz torz torz, you might have less reason to think about it but it'd still be a thing that you'd think, wouldn't it? Being in a different country where nobody cared wouldn't be enough to make it stop mattering to you."

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"Yeah. I dunno, though, I haven't tried it."

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Loel shrugs again. "Yeah. Anyway, I already knew I was all kinds of weird."

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"I don't think you're literally all kinds of weird. You'd have to be... green, and have an extra arm, and stuff."

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"I'm many kinds of weird. I'm weird in the head."

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"But you can still talk and recognize that chairs are not muffins and stuff."

Are they proceeding towards other primes yet?
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"Yep! I am totally clear on the difference between chairs and muffins. Muffins are tastier."
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"So much tastier! Do you still cook? I mean, um," she coughs, "so, do you cook? Oh, this is gonna be hard, I'm sorry in advance if I screw it up."

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"Yeah, I cook. I forgive you in advance, but please try not to screw it up too often."

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"Yeah. You gonna make me food while I'm here?"

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"Absolutely!"

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"Yaaaay you are the best."

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He beams and hugs her.

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Hugs!

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Hugs.

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Nuzzles.

"I'm getting used to the thing faster than I expected. Not, like, instantly, but fast."
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Okay, one more snuggle, then he lets go. "That sounds good."

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"Yeah, it was very - sensory at first, in this squishy weird new way, but now I'm turning it into information better."

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"Cool," he says.

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"It's still pretty squishy. I wonder if it will always be squishy. Does your thing feel wet?"

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"I guess," he says, "yeah. I don't know, it feels - like itself? Water and blood are both wet things, though, so you're not wrong."

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"I mean, earth and stone and stuff aren't squishy, but they're not doing anything right now, so it's easy to ignore what's around. The bodies are doing stuff. And being squishy." She squeezes his hand. "Squish!"

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He squeezes back and grins at her.

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"I keep being tempted to do stuff. More with the rocks than the bodies. Maybe after I say hi to everybody I'll go mess with the contents of your yard if you'll let me."

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"Sure, go for it."

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"Cool. Your moat is already very nice so you probably don't want me to add to the designs in the floor of it."

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"Yeah. It is a great moat. I love my moat."

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"I very much approve of your moat."

And here is a door with bodies behind it!

Patience takes a breath and opens this door.
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One of the bodies behind the door - a very hunti-seeming woman who is presumably Sarelle Dochenza - looks up at her, inhales, and says, "Condolences."

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"Oh - already?"

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"Yeah. I mean, I was expecting it. Maybe not fifteen minutes ago, but there you go. Hi, I'm Patience Frothen, you must be Sarelle Dochenza and Ekador Serlast, the Ardelays I know already. This is my dog Mud."

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"Hello."

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"Yes. That. Hello," says Ekador.

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"Loel says you're from Malinqua and I should maybe ask you what it's like to be so not used to people having elements?"

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"I'm not sure I understand what it's like to be used to people having elements well enough to explain the opposite," he says.

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"Oh, well, so much for that idea." She flops into a chair. "How are you liking Welce?"

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"The search for a card game I can't cheat at remains engaging."

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Patience laughs. "Oh, I hadn't even thought of that - that's funny. I wonder what else you could make cards out of?"

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"I haven't come up with any alternative card materials yet. I suppose I could cheat at cards too, but it's easier to avoid."

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"There are few among us who couldn't," Sarelle says dryly. (She has previously observed - and subsequently proved - that while her advantage of memory is not quite as automatic as Ekador's, it is equally powerful when she chooses to exercise it.)

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"I dunno how Patience or Loel would do it," comments Aleko. "Also me, I cannot cheat at cards."

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"I know tons of ways to cheat at cards, are you kidding? I can probably even think of one that takes magic," says Loel.

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"Okay, well, maybe you can teach me the kinds that don't and I can compete on a level playing field? Game full of cheating."

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"That actually sounds kind of fun, but I wonder if it'd balance, me and you and Loel cheating by not-magic and Kiri only knowing half the other players' hands plus how we're cheating while Ekador knows everything and - what is it you're doing, Sarelle?"

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"I have an excellent memory and an abnormal capacity to pay attention to things."

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"And I have a perfect memory, at least visually," volunteers Ekador. "I can avoid reading all the cards by magic if I don't want to read all the cards, but I can't avoid remembering the ones I've seen."

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"Huh. I think there are games where counting cards doesn't help? Or at least not very much?"

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"Apparently so," he says. "I've been taught several."

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"Cool. Hey, does your magic work on - leaves? Like, they grow out of trees but they aren't wood. I don't think they'd last long but if it really mattered you could probably write card names on them and have them last long enough for one or two games."

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"Hmm. But leaves have distinctive shapes," he says. "Much more so than paper rectangles. I'm not sure I could avoid learning which were which."

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"Not to mention," says Loel, "can you imagine trying to shuffle that?"

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"Sarelle could probably shuffle it, but getting it into a tidy dealable stack would be another thing entirely."

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"Maybe instead of playing with cards we should invent a game that uses blessing coins. None of you works on metal, right?"

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"Not me!" says Loel.

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Ekador shakes his head.

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"I can tell different metals apart by smell but I do not think that is the sort of thing you meant."

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"Yeah, they'd all be copper or whatever. Does this house have a chapel?"

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"I don't know for sure that I don't work on metal, but I probably don't. I mean I could tell where ore is but that might be more because it'd have earth around it."

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"Yeah, this house has a chapel. So do we go there or do we bring the coins here? Here seems comfier."

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"We don't even have a game invented yet."

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"Yeah, but we're going to, aren't we? And I don't know about you guys, but I'll find it easier to think up games with the coins actually in front of me."

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"All right, who wants to haul the other end of the bin of blessings?" asks Aleko, getting up.

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"I'll do it," says Loel.

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Off they go, then!

When they are a fair distance from the room:

"Patience so recognized you."
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"Yeah, she did."

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"Isn't her dog cute? He grew really fast but for a while he looked like a weird-colored dust bunny, all fur and feet and ears."

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"Her dog is adorable! I love her dog."

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"Thought you would. How far are we gonna have to haul the blessings?"

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"Not that far, I guess. Down some hallways. At least it's all on the same floor; I wouldn't wanna have to lug that thing upstairs."

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"Yeah, me neither."

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He laughs.

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Meanwhile, Patience finds someplace to sit, just about exactly five feet away from Kiri so she might absently lean or gesture into range but isn't going to have a hard time scooting out if she wants. "So this is us, I guess. Loel met me at the door and stuff and I've known Kiri for years, tell me about yourselves?"

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"I often find that a difficult question," says Sarelle.

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"I... grew up in Malinqua?" says Ekador.

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"Okay, um, well, you're not wearing your blessings, what are they?"

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"Intelligence, flexibility, resolve," says Ekador.

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"Clarity, vision, talent," small sigh, "determination."

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"...Insert obvious question?"

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"Absent-minded father neglected to count properly," she summarizes. "Now my twin and I have four blessings each. Which, as you may imagine, is why I don't wear them."

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"Makes sense. And I guess in Malinqua you can't buy sets of blessings in a dozen configurations and more materials so you don't have yours yet?" Patience asks Ekador.

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"Correct. And I think I will make them myself," he says.

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"Ooh, I hadn't even thought of doing that. I like my hairclips, though, I've had them forever. Maybe if I lose one I'll make myself a new set. I haven't tried doing anything yet."

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"Are you going to try doing something, or will you wait?"

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"Probably going to go out on the grounds and mess with... the ground."

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He chuckles.

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Sarelle smiles.

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"Maybe I will make statues. I've never been much of an artist though, Kiri, do you think -?"

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"I bet Aleko would sketch you some designs."

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"I would be interested to see this."

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"Aleko draws pretty well. Usually he doesn't spend enough time on a specific piece to leave it 'finished' to the point where it looks like it belongs in a frame, but he'd be perfect for helping Patience play with the ground."

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"Yeah, it'll be great. I guess if I'm gonna do it here Loel should have input too, in case he doesn't want weird Alekomonsters statue-ing around in his yard."

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"Statue-ing," giggles Ekador.

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"Well, once I'm gone they're sure not gonna do anything else. I guess while I'm here I could make them move around. We could make a giant bluestones board and I could move the stone pieces and you could turn some trees into wood pieces and it would be only useful when we were both here, does that sound like enough of a pointless display to suit the occasion? Oh and speaking of occasions are we gonna do the magic handholding thing?"

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"An excellent question," says Sarelle.

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"Because we are all here, now, and I've never tried it."

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"I'd like to, and I think the choreography works if I stand between you and Loel, since order doesn't matter. But there have been some misgivings." Kiri gestures in the direction of the misgivings.

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Ekador sighs. "Yes. Although I suppose, given that we have the opportunity, and you've said we will have to do it eventually regardless..."

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"Well, with that level of enthusiasm I can't believe you're not bouncing in your chair waiting for Loel to get back. It's pleasant, I swear."

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"Grandpa said so," agrees Patience.

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"I believe you that it is pleasant. The question is not whether it is pleasant. The question is whether I want to do it."

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"Well, what are the reservations, then?"

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He shakes his head.

"General qualms?"
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Patience shrugs. "I wanna try it. I don't know what it's like and I want to."

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"And I am wary for no specific identifiable reason."

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"I mean, I guess you're allowed," says Patience, shrugging again.

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And here is a bin of blessings, and its bearers.

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Yep!

"Hi, everybody!" says Loel, cheerfully. With Aleko's help, he carries the bin to a sufficiently sturdy table not currently occupied by any other things, and sets it down there.
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"Loel, how do you feel about magic handholding?"

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"I feel just fine about magic handholding!"

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"The idea has been proposed as an event for today's agenda and Ekador's got vague misgivings," explains Kiri.

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"Mm," says Loel, nodding understanding. "Well, no rush, right?" He gestures to the bin of blessings, by way of suggesting an alternate pastime.

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"Right." Kiri peers into the bin. "Well, there's five 'suits' like cards, but then there's the extraordinaries, and the numbers aren't right, so we might or might not be able to adapt any given card game successfully depending on how much that matters."

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"Nothing stopping us from making a new one," says Loel. "And anyways, the blessings don't come in numbers, that seems kind of important. We could give them numbers, but it might be more natural to do something else."

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Kiri tilts her head. "Some of the blessings are more - physical, about physical circumstances - than the others, but it's not quite even between everything - grace and beauty, strength, nothing for sweela, swiftness and travel plus you could argue for flexibility, health and fertility plus more you could argue. So that doesn't match up neatly. Maybe some kind of collecting game like Daisypicking would work; it doesn't matter that four is larger than two, for that, so it wouldn't matter that grace isn't 'larger' than wealth or whatever."

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"Yeah," he agrees. "That'd work. Or, I don't know, something about matching - it sure seems like there's not enough of every blessing in the bin to really get off the ground with something where you need to have a specific blessing, but maybe we can figure something out. Like, mmm... if somebody puts down flexibility, the next person has to come up with a different coru blessing and so on until there's a row of all eight, but if someone doesn't have one that's not already there they take the unfinished row and start over, and whoever has the least coins at the end wins? Where the end is when we run out of coins, I guess. And we can just not use the extraordinaries, or say they're wildcards and they count for what the person putting them down says they are."

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Kiri laughs too. "We might be able to divide them randomly if we did it by pouring them into bowls instead of picking them up by hand, we can try it anyway."

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"And it might be kind of fun to play the other way, too," he says, grinning.

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"It is interesting being able to hear only one and a half sides of your conversation," Sarelle remarks.

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"Kiri does her best to fill in the essentials," laughs Patience. "Unless it's private."

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"Jayce can sometimes get something he's looking for specifically - not so it'll work, but so he'll be holding it, sure. But Jayce isn't here. We could come up with a non-random system, anyway, or - would it make sense to make rules that depended on player birth blessings?"

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"I think pouring into bowls would suffice for random distribution," says Sarelle. "On the other hand, rules dependent on birth blessings could be interesting. Did you have a specific suggestion?"

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"I dunno, maybe something like Daisypicking only you want some blessings and not others? That might not be fair for those of us who share some, though..."

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"True. Not to mention that I would be in an interestingly unique position."

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"Yeah, that too. I dunno."

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"Maybe if - via whatever mechanism - you collect a set of anybody's blessings this allows you to do... something. Sarelle's would be harder to collect, but if the something doesn't target the person belonging to the blessing set and anyone can collect it, that wouldn't matter."

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"It favours those of us with better memories, but I suppose most things would."

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"I'm not seeing how. I mean, they're not a secret and half of us are wearing them."

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"No, the guy's got a point, I've already forgotten two of his," says Loel, grinning. "But I don't think it's that big a deal. If we remind everybody at the start of the game, maybe, for those of us who don't know each other that well or forget things more easily."

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Patience nods. "Which leaves us with how we collect 'em and what happens when we get a set. I'm drawing a ghost coin here."

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"Pour 'em into bowls and... offer... trades? With some point value for each set, more for Sarelle's, and also points for having lots so even though nobody has, say, time in their birth set, you can still trade them away for other things two for one or whatever. So if I have clarity and intelligence I could give up a time and a resolve or whatever for somebody's power, and then I have Kiri's blessings and they have more total coins?"

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"Ooh," says Loel. "That sounds workable!"

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"And Sarelle and Ekador and, optionally, I have an advantage here because we'll know more about why someone might offer a trade, but not an overwhelming advantage, I guess... do we take turns or all talk over each other trying to get a set of coins we like fastest? When do we stop?"

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"Take turns," Loel suggests. "Stop when, I don't know... when we go a full round and nobody wants to make any trades?"

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"That works. Could go on for a long game, though. Where do we want me to sit?"

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Loel laughs. "Depends, do you wanna spy on people?"

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"I thought the aim of this whole endeavour was to reduce magical cheating."

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"Yes, but there's a tradeoff if I have to sit far away and ferry the coins to a midpoint and then back off so someone can collect them, on account of that would be tedious."

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"Spy on me, I don't care," says Loel.

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"All right, and you can pass anything I'm trading along."

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"Good, I wanna have a shot at winning and I dunno how well you'd partition, Kiri."

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"Partition?"

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"Not use the things she reads, do what she would have done if she didn't know."

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"Huh," says Loel.

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"That is certainly a skill," says Sarelle.

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"I can do it some of the time, and I think I can do it for the purposes of making uncontaminated trades in a game we just made up that I don't much care about winning, but I'm not a particularly good actress."

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"I can't decide whether I'd be really bad at that kind of thing or really good at it," muses Loel.

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"Mmm, probably good at some subskills, I don't know about the whole shebang."

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"Mm," says Loel. His tentative conclusion is that he is in fact really good at what you might call 'really immersive lying', which is a kind of acting like you don't know something when you do. (And not something he'd like to bring up right now, given that there is still one person in this room who doesn't know his life history.) But, on the other hand, some kinds of knowledge are much harder to ignore than others.

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"Yeah," says Kiri. "Anyway. What kind of point values? One point per coin, plus five points per complete non-overlapping blessing set, six if it's Sarelle's?"

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"That seems slightly disproportionate, but we can always change the rules if the first game doesn't work out."

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"I'd have suggested smaller numbers of points for sets if there were fewer than six of us. Anyway, we all have equal shots at getting sets poured into our bowls, assuming we can get the bowls full of the same numbers of coins without wrecking the randomness... I guess the numbers don't work perfectly, maybe we should skim a set of extraordinaries off the top or something."

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"Happily, none of us has an extraordinary blessing. How many coins are there, Loel?"

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"In theory, three of everything," says Loel. "But I haven't actually counted."

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"I will do that, then."

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It doesn't take long.

"Three of each exactly," Sarelle concludes. She separates out one each of synthesis, triumph, and time. "And now what remains is neatly divisible by six."
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"Right then. I guess we can distinguish bowls by - weight? And know how many more approximately to pour in. Where are bowls, Loel, we need bowls."

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"I don't know why but I expect to be bad at this game," remarks Patience.

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"Soon you will be able to find out," says Ekador.

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"S'pose so. We should name it, anyway, That One Game With The Blessing Coins is kind of a mouthful."

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"I have no suggestions."

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"My only idea is terrible, and since Loel isn't here maybe nobody will badger me into saying it anyway."

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"As long as you don't mention it again once he's back, you're safe."

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"Not that the rest of us aren't curious."

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"Insofar as it's possible to do so without insulting Patience, I second her assessment of the idea."

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"Then it seems we will have to do without it. 'That One Game With The Blessing Coins' remains our top contender."

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"Trading Post. Blessing Bowls. Everybody Tries To Trade For Flexibility Because It's In Half The Sets."

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"And intelligence, clarity, imagination, and power have two appearances each. An interesting selection we are."

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"I have all duplicate blessings. You'll be able to make a Kiri set out of leftovers," snorts Kiri.

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"I brought bowls!" announces Loel from the door. He enters, bearing a stack of bowls.

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"Hurray for bowls. Anything else we need to figure out before we start trying to play - I think I like Blessing Bowls best of Aleko's ideas?"

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"Not bad," says Loel. "I think we've covered everything."

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"Who starts?" inquires Ekador. "And in what order do we proceed?"

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"For no particular reason except that I am the first person to try to come up with an answer to that question I shall go first and I'm gonna arbitrarily say that we go widdershins from there."

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"Very well."

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"I have a grace, so as near as I can tell pouring helped randomize," reports Kiri.

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Sarelle winds up winning, followed by Ekador and Aleko tied for second place (Aleko largely coasting on a good haul of initial sets and his cleverly offering a spare intelligence to the highest bidder of non-setmaking coins so as to motivate the others not only by their own point gain but by preventing others from getting it). Everyone else straggles in after that; Patience is right that she isn't very good at this game. Loel beats Kiri, who was either exactly good enough or too good at partitioning her information and handed him several things he needed.
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"Well, that was entertaining."

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"Yeah. First set of Blessing Bowls: The Game Serlasts Can't Automatically Cheat At, success."

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"That was hard, I have no sense of strategy for this thing."

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"We could try the one I made up next," Loel suggests. "Unless you think you'd be bad at that too."

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"I'm pretty sure I didn't understand your idea."

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"All right," he says, "it's like this - we give everybody a bowl of coins, no extraordinaries, just the elemental blessings. The first person puts down a coin in the middle of the - floor," he gestures to the empty space within the loose circle of people in the room, "or table if there is one, whatever. The second person has to put down a coin that's the same element, but a different blessing. The next person has to put down a coin that's the same element as everything on the table, but not the same blessing as any of them."

He pauses for breath, then continues, "If it gets around to somebody who can't do that, then they have to take all the coins that are sitting there, and keep 'em in a shame pile next to their bowl. Then the person after them gets to pick a coin to put down and start a new chain. If somebody actually manages to finish a whole row of eight, I'm not sure what to do with the coins in that case but I think I'd like to let that player keep them in an, I dunno, glory pile, 'cause I bet that's going to be hard. We keep going until, mm, until one player runs out of coins - because then the players before them would just keep feeding their shame pile for the rest of the game if we kept going. And then whoever has the smallest shame pile wins. And if we do the glory pile thing, I guess those just count for the opposite of the shame pile - if you have a glory pile with eight coins, and a shame pile with ten, that's the same as having a shame pile with two. Make sense now?"
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"Yeah, I guess. Okay."

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"Do you always have to give up a coin of the right element or can you just take the pile if you'd rather?"

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"Ooh," says Loel, contemplating this. "Sure, why not, you can forfeit even if you don't have to. That should make things interesting."

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"I'm not sure when you'd want to - I guess if you think the pile's going to go around if you don't take it now and you only have one of that element?"

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"Yeah. Or you only have two and don't want to risk somebody else putting down the other one before it reaches you. Or you want to make people think you're out of that element, and it's a short chain so it's worth taking one or two more shame coins to do it."

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"Interesting strategy implications. I guess I'll just sort of fling my coins from a safe distance and Loel will pass me my allotted dose of shame?"

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"Sounds good," giggles Loel.

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Aleko passes out the bowls once he and Sarelle have them all even.

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"Who's going first?"

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"Me," says Loel. "Same reason as Aleko last time. And we can go the same direction, even."

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"Okay." Patience starts looking through her bowl to see what she's got. "This would be easier if there were little mini bins to sort them into... I guess then it'd be easy for people to see how much you had of any given thing though."

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"Yep," says Loel.

He hmms a little, sifting through his coins, then puts down resolve.
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This game goes handily to Ekador, with the first person to run out of coins being Patience. The only person to collect a victory is Aleko, but he has so much shame in his heap as to thoroughly counteract it.

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"That was fun!" says Loel. "Now I'm all proud."

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"A productive day of game design, certainly. I'll have to write the rules down. Maybe we can come up with a few more and publish a little booklet of blessing coin games."

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"That'd be cute."

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"I would support the venture."

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"Now I'm gonna spend all day coming up with book titles."

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"Will we be permitted to hear them?"

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"Only if they're not terrible! They'll probably be terrible."

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"Aww, but what if the terrible ones are cute?"

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"Noooo my ideas for things are all awful," laughs Patience.

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"I bet they're cute," Loel declares firmly.

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"Oh, you'd probably think it was cute if I wanted to title the book... I dunno, 'Book'. That is not a proper idea, by the way, it's a joke."

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"That would be adorable. You are completely right."

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"We should also name this second game. For that matter, they both fit the name 'Blessing Bowls' equally well..."

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"Yeah, I was afraid of that," says Loel. "'Blessing Chains', for mine? I'm not gonna pretend it's genius, but it gets the point across... and the other one's more like 'Blessing Trades'. But if every single game in the book starts with 'Blessing' that's going to get old fast. I dunno."

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"We could title the book Blessing Bowls."

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"That is a good plan."

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Kiri scoots her chair in towards the circle - within range only of Loel, Aleko, and slightly Patience - to ruffle her twin's hair. "And the games can be Trades and Chains and so on, and people can specify if there are also card games or whatever by the same name."

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"That makes sense!"

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"We need more than two games for a book but I don't want to make up another one right now, I'm hungry."

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"I will make food," says Loel, getting up.

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"Yay!" says Patience, applauding.

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"And I'll write up rule sets." Kiri gets out her current notebook.

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"Do let me know if you need to be reminded of any details."

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"Ooh, thanks."

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"Whatcha gonna make?" Patience asks Loel.

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"I dunno," he says. "Food! Anybody have a request? I promise no cilantro."

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"What's cilantro?"

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"Weird Thiyecine herb that tastes like soap."

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"I'm in a seafood mood if you have any on hand," volunteers Kiri, glancing up from her writing.

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"Sure thing," Loel says agreeably. Off kitchenward he goes.

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"Can I come along?" asks Patience, half getting out of her chair. "And, I dunno, I can't cook - chop things? Taste them and offer insightful comments?"

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"Absolutely!"

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"Yay!" Patience skips out the door after him.

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Loel laughs.

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(Sarelle observes their departure with mild amusement.)

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"What?" Aleko inquires of Sarelle.

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"Observations of a potentially private nature," is what she settles on after a moment.

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"Ooookay."

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Kiri shrugs at Sarelle. She caught only that Patience and Loel are getting along and mutually fond.

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Sarelle smiles slightly again.

(She noticed that Loel was wearing different clothes when he came to introduce Patience than he was earlier in the day.)
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Meanwhile:

"What kinda seafood are you going to make?"
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"There's a river. I fish in it. I have fish. My plans are not yet any more detailed than that."

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"Are you going to fish by magic? That sounds awesome."

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"I do fish by magic! Do you wanna see me fish by magic? It's actually not much to look at, just me with a net on a pole scooping mysteriously dying fish out of the water."

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"I wanna see anyway."

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"Okay, sure."

He fetches his net on a pole, and a basket to contain the assassinated fish; he dons appropriate footwear; he leads her out to a part of his property that adjoins the river.
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"Are there trout in here? Trout's my favorite."

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"There are trout! We can have trout," he says. He sits on the riverbank with his feet dangling in the water, plonks his basket down beside him, and...

...scoops a mysteriously dying trout into the basket.
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Patience pokes the basketed trout. Yep, that's dead.

"I wonder if I can get all the bones out. Probably not as neatly as Ekador, but I bet I could peel the meat off them."
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"Ooh. Go for it!" says Loel. "Maybe when we get to the kitchen, though. This basket's only clean enough for the outsides of fish."

He scoops another mysteriously dying trout.
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"Yeah, it can wait. How many trouts are you going to catch?"

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"Enough to feed everybody," he says. "I'd rather have leftovers than insufficient trouts, but it's not like I need to stock up, I can come back here and get more anytime I want."

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"I miiiight be hungry enough to eat one entire trout."

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"Then you get one entire trout. You can even pick which one," he says cheerfully.

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"Ooh. I will wait until you have caught enough to decide."

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He beams at her.

Mysteriously dying trout! Mysteriously dying trout! More mysteriously dying trout!
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"How exactly are you doing that, anyway?"

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"...It's kind of creepy, but I'll tell you if you want!"

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"Yeah, tell me!"

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"So, when we breathe we're getting something from the air, and when fish breathe they're getting something from the water. But it's the same something, and where it ends up is the blood. I just... pull it all back out of them, and they basically drown."

He scoops a sixth mysteriously dying trout into the basket, eyes it, decides it is a little small, and turns his attention back to the water to await a seventh.
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"Ooh, huh. And you can just sense that?"

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"Yeah. Well - sorta. I kinda found it out when I tried to drown myself back in Thiyec," he sighs, and then he scoops a final fish.

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"You did what now?"

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"Yeah. Turns out I don't actually need to breathe when I'm underwater," he says. "I don't even do it like a fish, I just pull the whatever-it-is straight into my blood through my skin."

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"Okay, so, that's good, but you were trying to drown yourself, like, choking dying drown, before you found that out?" Patience asks, getting up to follow him.

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"...Sort of? It's complicated. I was trying to see what happened. The idea being that I'd come out either dead or really knowing I was prime."

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"...I'm not getting it."

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"Yeah. I know. I'm not sure it's something that people who aren't me can get," he says. "Even Kiri had a lot of trouble. It's just - I really, really didn't want to come back, when she showed up in Thiyec to get me. I would've liked drowning better. And, mm... failing to drown was the only thing I could think of that might help change my mind. I dunno if I can explain why, exactly. I just needed a really big push."

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"I'm glad you're okay."

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"Thanks," he says, smiling. "Me too."

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"I wonder if Kiri would've even told me if you'd drowned."

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"No idea."

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"I guess I'd have to ask her. What are you gonna do to the trout?"

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"Things," he says, mysteriously. "Tasty things."

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"Well, I'm excited."

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"Excited is an appropriate way to be when I'm cooking for you!"

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Patience beams.

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He grins and kisses her on the cheek, in lieu of the hug he cannot give her with both his hands full.

To the kitchen!
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Awww.

To the kitchen indeed! Patience sits on a counter and waits for instructions.
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He puts the basket of trout on one side of her and a pair of large bowls on the other.

"Edible trout parts," he says, pointing to one bowl, "everything else," the other. "Think you can magic 'em like you said?"
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"I thiiink so. Getting the skin off might be hard." She picks up a trout, contemplates it, and starts - disassembling it. It's pretty gross, but she gets it neatly split into food and not food after a minute of thought and a minute more of fussing.

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"Amazing," says Loel. He leans up and kisses her cheek again, then commences doing tasty things to the disassembled trout.

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Patience giggles, and disassembles the remaining trouts.

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Tasty things continue. Things other than trout get involved. It's a bit of a production.

The resulting meal is not the sort of thing that can be ferried about on a tray and then distributed from there. Loel eyes it for a moment, then says, "If I show you where the dining room is - it's not far - can you carry stuff there while I go get everybody? You shouldn't need to make too many trips. And I think this is dining-room material."
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Patience laughs. "Yeah, sure."

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"Great!"

He hugs her. He clearly identifies which things are to be brought to the dining room. He shows her the dining room (it's not far). He hugs her again.
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Hugs!

And his neck is right there and needs a little nibble. Okay, now she'll let him go tell people.
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...Loel giggles happily.

"You're great and I like you," he informs her. "See you in a bit!"

And he's off to collect diners.
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"See you!"

And she sets the table.
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Loel arrives in the sitting room.

"I kind of accidentally got fancy," he says. "Food's in the dining room. Or it will be when we get there. I hope you all like trout."
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"Mmm, trout."

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"Do you just keep half a dozen people's worth of trout around, or did you literally go catch a bunch of fish just now?"

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"I went and caught a bunch of fish," he says. "Patience wanted to see."

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"Do you... float up blobs of water that have fish in them, or something?"

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"Nah. I kill 'em in the water with a creepy coru trick and then scoop 'em out with a little net," he says cheerfully.

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"If I were going to go fishing for my lunch I'd probably cook them before I even took them out of the river," snorts Kiri.

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"Mm, but you would have a harder time finding out where they were to do it in the first place," he says, grinning and going over to give her a hug.

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"Yeah, fish aren't very warm." Hug!

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Snughug!

(An idle recollection of a similar but crucially different hug with Patience crosses his mind. Mm, hugs. Loel is so fond of hugs. They're so... hugs.)
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Kiri giggles, just a little, then calms herself.

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Loel giggles, too, more or less as a result of pure giggle contagion.

Okay. To the dining room!
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"Whoa, that is a spread."

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"I'm proud," says Loel, proudly.

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"C'mon, sit down, it's not just for looking at, I'm starving."

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It is indeed not just for looking at! It is also for eating. Tasty, tasty eating.