Rapunzel doesn't sleep well, and she does wind up wrapped up in her hair overnight like a golden-cocooned butterfly. She's still dozing fitfully when the sun comes up.
He looks at Rapunzel to see how asleep she is, determines the answer is 'somewhat', and contemplates whether to wake her up or let her sleep a little longer. The definition of an early start will not be stretched if they're out of here anytime in the next hour.
He combs his hair, which takes all of five seconds, and picks up his bag and the room key and leads her out. The place is much quieter this morning - just one of the bunch from last night, sitting in a corner, and the innkeeper in his customary spot.
"Morning, Vlad," says Rolan as they pass within five feet or so of the man in the corner. Vlad smiles at them.
(Probably. Probably her mother. Uncertainty is so uncomfortable and she keeps forgetting to have any, but she can't abandon it completely yet.)
She smiles a little tentatively at Vlad.
"Huh. I don't know exactly," he says. "It's not the sort of thing I think about in terms of reasons. I just like you because... you're you. I guess some of it is how you reminded me of me, with the situation you're in, and some of it is that you're just - cute, nice to talk to."
"Yeah. Well - the kinds of things that will get me to like someone and the kinds of things that will get people in general to like someone aren't always closely related. I think most people aren't going to see themselves in somebody who was raised by terrible people and lied to and scared of a lot of things, but people do sometimes like people they see themselves in, if they're seeing a part of themselves they like or feel sympathetic about. Vlad liked you because you're shy and he's also shy."
"That's usually not how it works - once somebody starts to like someone, they only tend to stop if they have a reason to stop. So he might not like you anymore if you stopped being shy and started being obnoxious or something instead, but if you just stopped being shy, well, he already likes you and that's not enough to make him stop all by itself."
"Well... it depends on what they think of it. But they're probably going to find out anyway, if I stick around. I'm a moderately well-known thief. My guess is that if you stick up for me they'll let it slide. Although I might have to promise not to do it anymore. Will you be annoyed if I promise not to do it anymore without particularly knowing if I will or not?"
"Do you realize how lucky you've been? Maybe this one doesn't really wish you harm, I don't know and neither do you, but do you think you're going to be able to charm all his dangerous friends? His dangerous enemies? Do you think you'll hold his attention long enough to get an escort all the way to wherever you think you're going instead of being auctioned off - for your hair or worse -"
"Rapunzel. This behavior is insane. You've been fortunate enough not to run into any - irrecoverable problems - yet. Not to fall into the hands of anyone more than a day and a half's worth of impatient - yet. Why didn't you talk to me if you wanted this badly to go out and see the forest? We could have talked about it, sweetheart. Maybe not the city, that's nonsense, but you could have looked at some trees up close if you wanted to so badly that you'd go charging off with a stranger."
"Fine. I was hoping to address this part in more congenial circumstances, but you are aware that 'you're a missing princess and one day you'll rule the whole country, come be welcomed as such, I'll help you escape from the evils of food and shelter and a loving mother because I think the royal family is so terribly nice even though I have literally just stolen a priceless sentimental object from them' is the most transparent foolishness of all time? You weren't convinced yourself. You were half-hoping I'd catch up and rescue you."
"I haven't lied to you about anything," he says. "I won't swear I'm magically absolutely right that you're the missing princess, but after the time we've had and the queen's portrait and all, I'm as sure as sure gets. And I know she's plain wrong about people being so terrible. Terrible people exist but there's just not that many of them." He glances after Gothel.
"Well... from what I know about her, my first guess is that she's going to try something like hiring some people to pretend to be the kind of people she warned about and kidnap you away from me, and she'll have some arrangement with them so she can 'rescue' you afterward. She might not be that terrible, though, or she might not be able to find anybody - it's hard to just run across somebody like that unless you already know exactly where to look, and I don't know if she does. So the other thing she might do is go ahead of us to the city and get the Royal Guard and have them arrest me the minute I show up. The problem is, there's only the one bridge into the city, so whatever she's planning, we can't really go around it. We could try looking for a boat, but sometimes the Guard searches boats coming into Corona City, and if they search me - " He hefts his bag and shrugs wryly.
"There's no guarantee that we could find a boat someone was willing to let us use, and I'm not sure what you'd think of stealing one. And it could take a lot of time and walking to find one. On the positive side, that time would be spent walking away from where she expects us to go. And I guess we're not really in a big hurry anymore."
"I think they might, and that even if they don't they might be unsure enough to want to take you into the city and see. There's some risk that they'll just go 'aha, the missing crown' and send us both to be arrested, but - well - we're risking that no matter which way we turn, at this point, unless the way we turn is 'back the way we came and on into Orimere'. And if we get arrested of course I'll say you had nothing to do with stealing the thing, and explain as much of the situation as they'll let me."
"...Are you sure we can't solve this with diplomacy?" he tries, stepping away from Rapunzel but not so far away that he couldn't get between her and the brothers if necessary. "I could give you the crown and we could call it quits. How did you even find me? Not that I don't have a guess..."
"To be perfectly honest with you, I don't ever plan on getting any closer to you than this for the rest of my life if I can help it. So you drop your weapons, I'll give you the crown, you can go away, and everyone stays happy. Unless of course you're planning to stab me in the back after you get what you came for."
"She did just say she doesn't want to go back," says Rolan. "And as much as I hate violence, I hate letting my friends get kidnapped a lot more." He tosses his bag off to the side, away from both Rapunzel and the brothers; it slides down a slope and out of sight. "There goes your crown."
Funny thing, he's still not running. He can't hope to win this fight, can he? Surely that would be ridiculous. Two against one, and either one of the pair so much bigger and stronger than he is, and wielding large clubs against his empty hands.
Well, that will save Rapunzel the sight of #1 getting stabbed in the gut, and of Rolan taking a glancing blow on the shoulder from that club as he ducks under it to try to get behind #2 with the knife he had formerly concealed in his sleeve. He's not big and brawny, but he is fast and he is not fucking around.
It's close. If he was just half a second slower, a few times - but he isn't. He does have to block #2's club with his left arm, which suffers extensive damage in the process, but in the next moment he hits #2 very hard in the jaw with the hilt of his knife. Now both brothers are on the ground, #1 having gone down just beforehand.
He checks pulses. #2 is merely very unconscious. #1 is very dead. With how he was bleeding before he fell over, Rolan isn't surprised.
"Rapunzel?" he says hoarsely, looking back at her. "Are you okay?"
"Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine."
Hair: glows. Arm: heals.
"How you get to see the king and queen is, you tell the Royal Guard your name is Claribel and you want to see the Queen. Or you go to the palace - it's right on top of the hill, you can't possibly miss it - and keep telling people that until someone believes you. The Guard and the people who work in the palace are all more likely than your average citizen to be familiar with what the Queen looks like. And if Gothel tries to drag you back, anyone nearby is more likely to help you than her, if you obviously don't want to go. I'm not saying I'm looking forward to being arrested - it'll make everything harder for you, and I won't be having much fun either - but it doesn't have to stop us in our tracks."
"I don't want to get arrested either. I will try not to get arrested. But the reason we were going for the boats was to avoid exactly the thing that just happened, and she'll only have more time to warn the Royal Guard about me if we go looking for one. And - I don't know - I want you to see the king and queen as fast as possible so there's less time for more of that," he gestures vaguely back the way they came, "to happen in. I don't know if that's strictly reasonable but it's how I feel."
They reach a stream. He stops to have a wash, as planned, which involves rinsing the blood off his face and hands and then pulling a folded shirt out of his bag to change into. There. Now he doesn't have any more blood on him anywhere. The slightly splattered shirt gets rolled up with the slightly splattered parts on the inside and then stuffed in the bag.
And there's the bridge, visible as they emerge from the forest.
It's very pretty. So is the island city on the other end, and the glimmering lake in between.
They're crossing a small square with a little fountain in the centre when a little girl, one of a group of five, spots Rapunzel. She stares with big round eyes and tugs on her friend's sleeve, and then all of them are staring in amazement, and the first one runs up and says shyly, "Miss you have so much hair!"
Rolan can't help grinning.
Rolan decides to help out.
"Do you and your friends want to help braid my friend's hair? Rapunzel, what do you think? It's bound to make it easier to carry." And it will be tremendously cute.
The girls have also seen fit to include multitudes of flowers.
"Aww, it's lovely," says Rolan.
"It's the prettiest hair in the world," asserts the first little girl.
"I think you might be right," says Rolan.
"I found her locked in a tower in the deep woods. She's been raised there her whole life by a woman named Gothel who lied to her about her name, her birthday, and who her parents are. But I guessed who she might be, and I invited her to come to the city with me and find out for sure, and now here we are."
"I don't know how good I am at any of it compared to anybody else, because there was no one to compare with, but I - sing, I play the piccolo, I had a couple of other instruments at home - I would really like it if I could get some of my things back, especially my old notebooks - I did a lot of craft projects. I cooked."
He shrugs. "Well, the best one you have, then. But short version - the two men we left in the woods are southeast, about an hour's walk into the forest, north of the road to Orimere. The tower is just about due east of the city, close to the border into northern Orimere where there's a million streams going our way and a million ravines going theirs and no river to speak of anymore."
"The door to the tower was bricked over years ago. Gothel used to get in and out from the top window via, um, my hair. I - she must have got in somehow when she came home early and I wasn't there, because she read my notebook. Maybe she climbed or had some kind of magic plant that would do it, fast climbing ivy or something?"
"We'll send people to the tower with tools to get past the bricks, then, can't assume she'd leave it climbable for anyone else - and the ones to the fellows in the forest ready to make an arrest, and we'll make sure there's plenty here to look after you -" Cearl motions to another guard. "Going to be double shifts for a while, and bring in some of the reserves." The guard nods and goes.
The palace is big. They look at rooms in it. Including the room Rapunzel was stolen out of as a baby. Which has a crib in it but not a proper full-sized bed, which is why they will be staying in the guest rooms that Cearl saves for the last part of the tour. The rooms are next to each other but don't adjoin.
"Rapunzel," says Ranae, "your dress is beautiful, but do you want to be in something less traveled-in and maybe more formal for the lantern release? There's not enough time to make something new but I think you're close to my size if you want to try some things on."
"Ranae says I have a couple hours to - collect my thoughts, before the sun sets and it's time for the lantern thing."
"Cearl asked me what we've been doing and what I mean to do in the future - he didn't quite come out and say it, but he wanted to know if there were any Things going on. I told him I plan to be your friend, which is certainly true, but this seems like a good time to mention that I seem to have fallen in love with you at some point on the way here."
"There isn't an official list of responses. It means different things to different people. To me it just means - I like you, I care about you a lot, I want to be near you and talk to you and help you and hug you and make sure you're okay. And... that if you eventually decided you wanted to get married and have children, and wanted to do those things with me in particular, I'd say yes."
"Thanks. I have so much to catch up on and it's kind of - overwhelming. Does the dress look nice? I don't think she'd have let me pick one that she didn't like - well, she probably wouldn't even have one she didn't like - but I mean does it work on me, does it look - princessy?"
"You look very princessy, and very pretty. It's a good dress. Maybe, since I'm going to be all settled down staying in the palace now, I'll make you a better one sometime. I thought of something while we were all sitting in the entrance hall earlier, by the way - how much did you catch of why Ranae was so quiet?"
"Yeah. She was - holding back. I'm guessing Cearl warned her that you're shy, and not to overwhelm you, so she was restraining herself from saying a million things and being all weepy and excited. And she seemed curious about us but I couldn't tell what she was curious about specifically - could've been the same things as Cearl, but it seemed like more than that. Do you want me to tell you this kind of stuff after whatever conversations we're both in, if I feel like you might have missed something?"
"Unpleasant. No privacy, but no friends either. The people who ran the place were about an even split between 'really invested in rules for their own sake' and 'just likes hurting people and keeping the kids in line is a good excuse'. About the only two skills I picked up there that were still useful outside were reading people's moods quickly, and hiding."
He thinks about this. "Invent it with notes on how it works, write it in a lot until you're used to it, then destroy the notes? And keep them with you all the time until you do - or with me, if you're going somewhere you can't take them along easily - so nobody else can get at them?"
So Rapunzel plays a little something. It's an original composition, by someone who was loosely influenced by but not marinated in prevailing musical fashions. She's technically perfect on the notes - either that or manages to make it look and sound like she meant to do that every time she misses one - but loose and fluid about timings; it would be hard to pick out a consistent beat to the tune.
"Well, on the one hand, I keep smiling at you and giving you weird inexplicable feelings that you don't have time to figure out yet. On the other hand, you don't seem to be entirely complaining about the feelings, just somewhat about their characteristic of being weird and inexplicable. And I like smiling at you."
"I'll try to help if you want, but - as far as I can guess what the weird and inexplicable feelings might be, which isn't all that far in the first place, I don't have much of a vocabulary for them either. I could say 'I think maybe you like me' and that's about as precise as it gets."
And here is some kind of messenger, knocking at the open doorframe. "Princess. It's nearly time to release the first lantern," he says. "If you would follow me, please."
"Oh - okay," says the princess. And she extricates herself and follows the messenger, and the guards follow her.
Rapunzel steps out to join her parents.
There is audible murmuring - even from this distance - from the crowd with their own lit and ready lanterns below.
The crowd goes insane.
She accepts her lantern from Ranae, feels it trying to rise out of her hands - and raises it over her head and lets it go into the night sky.
Thousands more follow it up, the crowd still screaming with excitement.
She sings her note until she runs out of breath and lets her hair dim.
The crowd continues to be out of its mind with joy.
They bow again, they wave again, they go back inside.
Rapunzel instantly hugs Rolan.
"Well - it's just a guess, mind you - but it seems like your weird and inexplicable feelings might belong to the category of liking that relates to Things or marriage or both. It's hard to narrow it down any further than that, because different people approach those kinds of feelings very differently. But it at least probably isn't something you already knew."
"You could think of it as one kind for the one thing and one kind for the other, often but not always happening at the same time and related to each other. And people use 'love' to refer to either, more usually the marriage kind. It all gets fairly complicated, although you might not think so from the way people talk about it."
Rapunzel croons softly rather than light a candle; her hair is plenty of light to see by.
She debates what to write in her new code. The song for her hair is memorable but obvious. Eventually she goes with a mishmash: alternating lines from that with lines from lyrics she's written and poems she's memorized, marking the changes between each with subtle wobbles in the first letter of each line.
And then she does light a candle, because she has too much thinking to do to put her code through its growing pains right this minute. And she wants to be able to burn it when she's through.
Gothel probably read everything. She wanted to manipulate Rapunzel and Rapunzel wrote her a manual. How many times did she have some small dissatisfaction with her relationship with her "mother" only for Gothel to "come around" or have an "idea" that was too welcome to be suspicious? How much of the exact story Rapunzel got about the outside world was custom-made for her - if she'd had worse self-esteem or less of a self-preservation instinct or if she'd been smarter about gleaning facts from her tightly controlled supply of books what would she have been told, instead of, "most people aren't nice like you, they're cruel and greedy"?
Rolan knows a lot about people just from watching them.
Has she been writing a manual for him too?
She's a princess - that much is clear now - and the fairy tales were very positive on marrying princesses being a reward for rescuing them. That she needed rescuing from Gothel she no longer doubts. She thinks if Gothel stole into this room past the guards and tried to wheedle her away she might laugh in her face. Gothel was "protecting" her from little girls who want to braid her hair and crowds that ecstatically scream her lost name. From all the paper she wants and so much space to move around that she feels like she's lost her own edges.
That Rolan's motives for rescuing her are as pure as he claims - this she does doubt.
And feel like an ungrateful wicked child for doing it. He has been so perfectly and so unremittingly nice. He has led her and protected her and she hasn't seen anything he's said contradicted.
Gothel could go a couple days without saying anything readily contradictable either.
What does he want? There's plenty of candidates. He's benefited from her hair twice now. He's getting to stay in the palace, tolerated by her parents, just because she can relax around him, and if she wanted to marry him he'd say yes, and then he'd be a prince. King one day, if something happened to her parents that she didn't get the chance to heal. He wants to - things. He has just admitted that. He's already getting pardons for various things which are strictly speaking against the law. She's been funneling him more good fortune and opportunities than she'd realized, when she sits down and looks at them.
And maybe he really does love her and want to help her no matter what and she thought Gothel did too.
Rapunzel has no discernment to speak of.
She cannot trust herself, about anyone. Rolan's only the start; what about her parents? They may literally be her parents, where Gothel was only pretending, but what if their gentleness is temporary and when she's more wedged, would have a harder time escaping unrecognized, is weighed down by responsibility and expectation -
Can she ever start having confidence in her ability to sort people safe and dangerous? What will she have to learn and how in the name of all the paper lanterns in the world is she supposed to learn it starting from worse than nothing, starting from practice at being gullible and easily manipulated and sheeplike-trusting -
And what is she feeling about Rolan anyway, she's suspicious of the wanting to things on top of a heap of other concerns but maybe she can write that off if it's both ways? That seems commonsensical, at first glance. Unless there's some way to deliberately induce it in other people, which trick she doesn't know because she was raised alone in a tower by -
She swallows, composes herself, switches to a pen with a less breakable nib.
It's not that she doesn't trust Rolan, it's that she doesn't trust herself to trust him and her defaults have been torn to shreds. Gothel wasn't wrong about literally everything. Rapunzel did not emerge from the tower speaking in antonyms and expecting men to have eight legs like spiders and wearing shoes on her ears. She cannot simply reverse everything she was taught. She was taught that people can't be counted on, as a general rule, that they want things for themselves first and only, that they're dangerous and callous - how did Rolan learn to win fights against two armed thugs, anyway? They were jointly four times his size and on their guard and now one's dead. He literally killed someone.
For her, yes, this time, but how much practice did his speed imply?
But she likes him, likes that she can ask him any question, likes the hugs when she wants them and the way he smiles at her and how it makes her go all squidgy.
But maybe that's why he's doing it. Maybe he can smile like that whenever he cares to.
She doesn't know. How is she supposed to know?
Maybe she just needs to meet more people. As many more people as she can. Check them all against each other. That Gothel certainly never allowed, so maybe it's solid, or at least hard to fake. She will get a music teacher. She will see if she can make friends with the housekeeper. She will get acquainted with her parents. She will learn the guards' names. She will see about visiting a hospital and healing everyone in it and she will talk to patients and doctors. Maybe the guards will catch Gothel and she can see what Gothel has to say with all her pretenses collapsed around her.
She's dizzy just thinking about it. So many people, so many strangers.
She wishes she could just start with Rolan and be safe that way until she was ready, safe to her own agitated paranoia's satisfaction, because he's comfortable and easy and helpful and maybe that's exactly what he wants her to think.
If she's too suspicious of him - if he catches on with his odd interpersonal insight some signal she might broadcast without even realizing - will he be offended? Leave? Gothel wanted to be trusted, became upset when Rapunzel wouldn't take her word for things; does he have the same mechanism in him somewhere?
All this effort and at the end all she'll have is something ordinary people seem to get for free.
Rapunzel copies her conclusions into code.
She folds up the plain-written pages, sets them on fire, and leaves them to burn themselves out in the candle's dish.
She takes all the flowers out of her hair, but leaves it in its braid, because there's a massive heap of blankets in this bed and she has no need to share them.
She squirms under the covers.
She closes her eyes.
She doesn't go to sleep anything resembling right away.