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Rapunzel doesn't sleep well, and she does wind up wrapped up in her hair overnight like a golden-cocooned butterfly. She's still dozing fitfully when the sun comes up.

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At which point Rolan wakes up.

He looks at Rapunzel to see how asleep she is, determines the answer is 'somewhat', and contemplates whether to wake her up or let her sleep a little longer. The definition of an early start will not be stretched if they're out of here anytime in the next hour.
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She rolls over, adding another loop of hair somewhere in the ankle region.

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It's really quite adorable.

Okay, he'll give her five more minutes, and if she's not awake by then he's waking her up so she won't be alarmed when he goes to fetch breakfast.
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She's rubbing her eyes groggily by then.

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"Good morning," says Rolan. "I'm thinking of going and getting breakfast. It'll probably be decent bread and mediocre stew. Should I bring some back for you?"

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"Yes please."

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"All right then. See you in a bit."

He goes to get breakfast.
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Rapunzel gets herself out of her hair and does her best to straighten it out without as much space as she usually has to spread it around.

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Rolan comes back! He has Rapunzel's breakfast. It is indeed bread and stew. The bread is decent, the stew mediocre.

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Rapunzel combines bread and stew, and adds a bit of cheese from her packed bag to see if that improves the stew. It's okay. She is quiet.

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"Ready to go?" he asks, when her bread and stew adventure is complete.

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"Yeah, I suppose."

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"...Want another hug?"

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"Yeah."
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Hug.

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Hug. No crying today, apparently.

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Okay.

He combs his hair, which takes all of five seconds, and picks up his bag and the room key and leads her out. The place is much quieter this morning - just one of the bunch from last night, sitting in a corner, and the innkeeper in his customary spot.

"Morning, Vlad," says Rolan as they pass within five feet or so of the man in the corner. Vlad smiles at them.
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She remembers that name; this was the fellow who loaned out his portrait of the - her mother.

(Probably. Probably her mother. Uncertainty is so uncomfortable and she keeps forgetting to have any, but she can't abandon it completely yet.)

She smiles a little tentatively at Vlad.
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Vlad gives her a little tiny wave with one hand. Or as little and tiny as a wave can be from a hand that big.

And then Rolan exchanges greetings with the innkeeper, and hands back the key, and accepts an extra slice of bread for the road, and out they go.
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Rapunzel continues to be quiet on the walk.

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Rolan is also quiet.

But, when he gets hungry again a little while later - "I think I'll have that bread now, do you want any?"
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"No, I'm not hungry."

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"All right."

He nibbles while he walks.
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Rapunzel looks at scenery.

"What's it like in the city?"
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"Lots of buildings, on a hill, on an island, in a lake, across a huge stone bridge. With the palace on top of it all. You'll get a good look at it when we get closer. I think it's pretty. And there'll be people all over the place, just walking around."

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"Lots of them?"

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"Depending where we go, yeah. I know the city pretty well, though, so if you want I'll keep to places where it's just a few and not lead you through any markets or anything."

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"Yes please."

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"All right."

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"You're so helpful."

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"I like you, I want to help you."

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"Why do you like me?" wonders Rapunzel thoughtfully.
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"Huh. I don't know exactly," he says. "It's not the sort of thing I think about in terms of reasons. I just like you because... you're you. I guess some of it is how you reminded me of me, with the situation you're in, and some of it is that you're just - cute, nice to talk to."

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"Can you elaborate on all of that? I'm not trying to fish for compliments, I just literally do not know how to be around people and I want to - borrow your comparative expertise."

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"Yeah. Well - the kinds of things that will get me to like someone and the kinds of things that will get people in general to like someone aren't always closely related. I think most people aren't going to see themselves in somebody who was raised by terrible people and lied to and scared of a lot of things, but people do sometimes like people they see themselves in, if they're seeing a part of themselves they like or feel sympathetic about. Vlad liked you because you're shy and he's also shy."

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"Would he not like me anymore if I stopped being shy?"

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"That's usually not how it works - once somebody starts to like someone, they only tend to stop if they have a reason to stop. So he might not like you anymore if you stopped being shy and started being obnoxious or something instead, but if you just stopped being shy, well, he already likes you and that's not enough to make him stop all by itself."

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"Okay. What makes me nice to talk to?"

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"Mmm... hard to define. And it's more the kind of thing where even if I could pin down what it is for me, some of it wouldn't translate to other people. The parts that would - you're sensible, you're polite, you think things through. Sometimes you're funny."

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Rapunzel nods thoughtfully.

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"That's about all I can think of, off the top of my head. But now that I know you want to know, maybe I'll pay more attention."

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"Thank you."

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He smiles.

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"Are you going to be in lots of trouble if I eventually mention to the king and queen that you have made a habit of stealing people's teacups, besides the crown thing? Should I not do that?"
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"Well... it depends on what they think of it. But they're probably going to find out anyway, if I stick around. I'm a moderately well-known thief. My guess is that if you stick up for me they'll let it slide. Although I might have to promise not to do it anymore. Will you be annoyed if I promise not to do it anymore without particularly knowing if I will or not?"

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"Why would you do that?"

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"Well, if it's between making a promise I don't mean and getting arrested, I'd definitely rather make the promise."

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"Well - I mean - you could also just stop stealing things."

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"I might really stop stealing things for a while. But I don't even know how long I'll be staying here or where I'll be going next, and I'm not going to consider a promise I made to avoid getting arrested very important the next time I'm eyeing somebody's teacups."

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"That makes sense."

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"I'm worried me being nervous around people isn't going to go away very soon - or have an exception for m-my parents - and I'm not nervous around you."
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"...I could stay a while if you want. Assuming they don't arrest me. And I'm pretty sure they won't arrest me."

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"I will ask them not to arrest you."

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"Thank you. I appreciate that."

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"And I would like it if you would stay."

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"Then I will."

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"Thank you."

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He smiles at her again and brushes breadcrumbs off the front of his shirt.

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Someone who was observant might be able to hear approaching hoofbeats at this time.
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"...Huh, I think I hear somebody riding up behind us," says Rolan. "Maybe you should bundle up your hair again in case they step on it."

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Rapunzel nods and starts spooling.

And then drops her hair in shock when the person behind them catches up.
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"Hello, Rapunzel."

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"Mother."
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"Are you all right, dear?"

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"Yes."
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Rolan is... just going to be over here, doing absolutely nothing. Not even making faces. Not even subtle faces.

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"Will you come away from that - man, anyway, just to make me feel better, dear, in case he does something suddenly?"

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Rapunzel considers this, and then looks around and takes several long steps, tugging her hair behind her, that take her away from both Rolan and Gothel.

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Well.

He is standing next to a tree; he leans on it, to nonverbally indicate that he is not interested in doing any sudden things.
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"Weren't you going to be on errands until the day after tomorrow?"

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"There was a bridge out, so I turned around rather than detour and take even longer and worry you, darling, it's happened before. Did you walk all the way here? You must be exhausted."

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"I'm fine."

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"Did you have fun on your little jaunt?"

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"The forest is very pretty."
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"I'm so glad you've made it through all right, pet. Who's your - acquaintance?"

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"Rolan," says Rolan, with a charming smile.

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"I see."

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"He's been very helpful."

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"I'm sure, darling, but can you tell me all about it at home?"

And there it is.
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"We're going to the city."

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"...You're going with a strange man who you've never met before just yesterday, to the city? To whatever - bolthole or hideout he has there? Rapunzel, that makes no sense."

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Okay, maybe now he's making a face.

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"Do you realize how lucky you've been? Maybe this one doesn't really wish you harm, I don't know and neither do you, but do you think you're going to be able to charm all his dangerous friends? His dangerous enemies? Do you think you'll hold his attention long enough to get an escort all the way to wherever you think you're going instead of being auctioned off - for your hair or worse -"

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Well, now Rapunzel is crying.

But she hasn't taken a step towards Gothel yet.
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"...Rapunzel..."

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Rapunzel looks at him.

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"Rapunzel. This behavior is insane. You've been fortunate enough not to run into any - irrecoverable problems - yet. Not to fall into the hands of anyone more than a day and a half's worth of impatient - yet. Why didn't you talk to me if you wanted this badly to go out and see the forest? We could have talked about it, sweetheart. Maybe not the city, that's nonsense, but you could have looked at some trees up close if you wanted to so badly that you'd go charging off with a stranger."

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"Do you want to just - keep going?" he asks Rapunzel. "We could."

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"I - I -"

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"Come home, darling. We'll talk about this and come up with something safe to do instead of - this."

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"I'm..."

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"You decided to go to the city," says Rolan. "And you think things through. We can just go."

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"How did you know I just met him? How do you know he hasn't been visiting me while you're gone for months?"

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"Oh, darling, I think I would have noticed -"

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"But maybe you wouldn't. How do you know? What makes you think his friends are dangerous? I slept in an inn where there were a lot of them all last night and nothing happened."

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"Darling, we've talked about what people are like, and the sort of bandit who'll climb up a tower in the middle of the woods to hide is mixed up with some people even worse than the norm -"

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"But for all you knew he got lost looking for medicinal herbs the way you do and rock-climbs in his spare time, you don't know - everything you're saying is about what I know, and not about what you know -"

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"I'm making reasonable suppositions! Who's going to be out wandering through the woods going to tremendous effort to enter abandoned-looking buildings - or to meet shy girls who are leaning out the window, I suppose -"

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"You read my -"

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"Rapunzel, I would never."

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"Wouldn't you? Not even if you came home early and I was missing, you wouldn't? Not ever, even if you had no idea where I was and thought I'd been legitimately kidnapped, it wouldn't cross your mind to check."

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"If you thought someone might have literally bundled me up, dropped me out the window, and made off with me because they had no regard for my well-being, you wouldn't check?"

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"...All right, this once, I did peek just to make sure you thought you knew what you were doing -"

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"Then drop the pretense, Mother."

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"Fine. I was hoping to address this part in more congenial circumstances, but you are aware that 'you're a missing princess and one day you'll rule the whole country, come be welcomed as such, I'll help you escape from the evils of food and shelter and a loving mother because I think the royal family is so terribly nice even though I have literally just stolen a priceless sentimental object from them' is the most transparent foolishness of all time? You weren't convinced yourself. You were half-hoping I'd catch up and rescue you."
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Rapunzel looks at Rolan, suddenly smaller.
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"Everything I told you is still true," he says. "And you've learned plenty more since you left the tower. You said yourself, I couldn't have faked what I got from Vlad."

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"Convenient opportunism. Nothing more," sneers Gothel.

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"So I just happen to look more like the queen than like you and he was taking advantage well in advance of having a way to prove that?"

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"Darling, I've never pretended we have a strong resemblance. You look like your father."

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"Of whom there are no pictures."

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"All we have to do is go to the city, talk to some people or go straight to the king and queen, and you don't have to take my word or hers," says Rolan. "That's why you came in the first place, isn't it? To find out for sure, for yourself?"

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"Darling, the risk, the danger -"

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"How's the search for somewhere safe where I can help people going, Mother?" murmurs Rapunzel. "Any end in sight?"

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"I never promised you it would be quick, but you're only eighteen -"

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"I don't think I am. I'm going to find out."

And Rapunzel picks up her pile of hair and marches in the direction Rolan was leading her earlier.
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Rolan un-leans from his tree and catches up to her.

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"Not that I expect it to matter in the relevant case," mutters Rapunzel under her breath, "but if she turns out to be right I am going to be furious with you."

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Gothel watches them go, for a moment -

and then turns and rides into the woods at a bit of an angle.
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"I haven't lied to you about anything," he says. "I won't swear I'm magically absolutely right that you're the missing princess, but after the time we've had and the queen's portrait and all, I'm as sure as sure gets. And I know she's plain wrong about people being so terrible. Terrible people exist but there's just not that many of them." He glances after Gothel.

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"I don't know. I'm going to find out."
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"Yeah."

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Walk. Walk. Walk. Hair hugged in a bundle to her chest.

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"...Do you want a hug?"

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"No thank you."
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"Okay."

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"I-I'm sorry."

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"...For...?"

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"Not - trusting you? Not wanting a hug? I don't know."

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"It's okay. I don't mind. I'm taking you to the city because I want you to have a chance to see what's true for yourself, and I'm offering you hugs because you look sad and I want to help. There's no reason to get mad at you about any of it."

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"Okay."

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Walk walk walk.

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Walk walk walk.

(Somehow he gets the feeling they haven't seen the last of that woman. But there's not much he can do about that that he isn't already doing.)
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"How long do you think it will take us to get there?"

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"Another hour or two, maybe." He sighs. "I'm worried she's going to try to stop us somehow. I'm at least reasonably confident she isn't following us, but she knows where we're going, so she doesn't have to be."

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"I don't know what she'd do to stop us. But she - gave up fast."

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"In my experience, people who give up that fast about something they've invested this much in aren't actually giving up. And I can think of all kinds of varyingly ugly possibilities for what she might do, but I'm not sure if you want to hear them."

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"I think I'd rather know."
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"Well... from what I know about her, my first guess is that she's going to try something like hiring some people to pretend to be the kind of people she warned about and kidnap you away from me, and she'll have some arrangement with them so she can 'rescue' you afterward. She might not be that terrible, though, or she might not be able to find anybody - it's hard to just run across somebody like that unless you already know exactly where to look, and I don't know if she does. So the other thing she might do is go ahead of us to the city and get the Royal Guard and have them arrest me the minute I show up. The problem is, there's only the one bridge into the city, so whatever she's planning, we can't really go around it. We could try looking for a boat, but sometimes the Guard searches boats coming into Corona City, and if they search me - " He hefts his bag and shrugs wryly.

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"I suppose I could wear the crown if it comes to that. The idea being that it's mine."

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"Well, that would be one way to do it, yeah. It might even work. Do you want to try a boat, then?"

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"Maybe. Is there any other reason to prefer the bridge?"

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"There's no guarantee that we could find a boat someone was willing to let us use, and I'm not sure what you'd think of stealing one. And it could take a lot of time and walking to find one. On the positive side, that time would be spent walking away from where she expects us to go. And I guess we're not really in a big hurry anymore."

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"I'd rather not steal a boat."

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"Somehow I guessed you might say that. But do you want to look for one? To be legitimately borrowed or paid for?"

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"Can you afford one?"

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"Yeah. Well, there are boats I can afford and boats I can't afford. If we find one of the second kind, we can pass it by or you can put on your crown and ask to be taken to see your parents."

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"Do you think random - boat - people - will think that I'm the princess if I suggest it?"

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"I think they might, and that even if they don't they might be unsure enough to want to take you into the city and see. There's some risk that they'll just go 'aha, the missing crown' and send us both to be arrested, but - well - we're risking that no matter which way we turn, at this point, unless the way we turn is 'back the way we came and on into Orimere'. And if we get arrested of course I'll say you had nothing to do with stealing the thing, and explain as much of the situation as they'll let me."

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"Okay. Let's try a boat."
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"All right."

He adjusts their course accordingly, so they won't come out of the forest too close to the bridge.
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"Do you know how to - boat?"

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"Yes. I learned how after the wheelbarrow incident."

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"Ah."

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"It'd probably just make it easy for someone who we don't want to find us to find us if I started singing. Or got out my piccolo. Wouldn't it."

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"Yes," he says.

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"Okay."

Walk walk walk.
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Considerable walking, yes.

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Slightly more observantness would be required to detect the approach of the next... visitors.
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Well, Rolan is paying more than slightly more attention.

"I hear something," he murmurs. "Could be people, could be nothing."
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Rapunzel hugs her hair bundle tighter and moves a little closer to him.

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Why, look.

It's Rolan's old friends.

They have large blunt weapons and vengeful expressions.

"You can step back from the girl, now," suggests one, "less you want her to get hurt."
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"...Are you sure we can't solve this with diplomacy?" he tries, stepping away from Rapunzel but not so far away that he couldn't get between her and the brothers if necessary. "I could give you the crown and we could call it quits. How did you even find me? Not that I don't have a guess..."

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"Fine," suggests the other, "toss it thisaway."

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"Fine," he says, "toss those clubs thataway first."

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"Think we'll hang onto 'em," says #2.

"Got some reason to mistrust you, if you recall," says #1.
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He rolls his eyes. "Look at me, do you really think you'd need them if I tried something? It's for my peace of mind."

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"Don't have to look like much to stab us in the back when we get what we came for," says #1.

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"To be perfectly honest with you, I don't ever plan on getting any closer to you than this for the rest of my life if I can help it. So you drop your weapons, I'll give you the crown, you can go away, and everyone stays happy. Unless of course you're planning to stab me in the back after you get what you came for."

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"Crown's not all we're here for," says #1.

"And we don't welch on our deals," says #2.
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"I thought it might be something like that," says Rolan. "I really, really hate violence, have I mentioned that to anyone here? No? Well, I do. Are you sure you don't just want the crown? It's a very nice crown."

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"If she sent you - I don't want to go back with her. If that matters."

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"Crown, girl, and if we get those no need for anybody to get hurt," says #2. "Since you hate violence so much."

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"She did just say she doesn't want to go back," says Rolan. "And as much as I hate violence, I hate letting my friends get kidnapped a lot more." He tosses his bag off to the side, away from both Rapunzel and the brothers; it slides down a slope and out of sight. "There goes your crown."

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"Guess we'll have to go get it after we've dealt with you, since you're fixing to make trouble," says #1.

#2 hefts his club.
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"I hate doing this, I hate doing this, I hate doing this," he mutters.

He... maybe doesn't sound as afraid as he should.
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"They could really hurt you. They don't want to hurt me," murmurs Rapunzel.
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The brothers start to approach Rolan. They look rather like they expect him to turn tail and run at some point.

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"They could really hurt me," he agrees. "Could kill me, even. But that's my risk to take. And I'd rather you didn't get kidnapped."

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"I - I can't help -"

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Closer, closer.

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"It's okay," he says. "It's okay."

Funny thing, he's still not running. He can't hope to win this fight, can he? Surely that would be ridiculous. Two against one, and either one of the pair so much bigger and stronger than he is, and wielding large clubs against his empty hands.
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Well, if they're at all concerned by his bravado that doesn't stop #1 from swinging a club at his head.

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Rapunzel yelps and shields her eyes.

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Well, that will save Rapunzel the sight of #1 getting stabbed in the gut, and of Rolan taking a glancing blow on the shoulder from that club as he ducks under it to try to get behind #2 with the knife he had formerly concealed in his sleeve. He's not big and brawny, but he is fast and he is not fucking around.
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Well, now they're pissed off. Really pissed off, pretty good at working together, moderately experienced at shrugging off injuries to keep fighting -

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- still going to lose.

It's close. If he was just half a second slower, a few times - but he isn't. He does have to block #2's club with his left arm, which suffers extensive damage in the process, but in the next moment he hits #2 very hard in the jaw with the hilt of his knife. Now both brothers are on the ground, #1 having gone down just beforehand.

He checks pulses. #2 is merely very unconscious. #1 is very dead. With how he was bleeding before he fell over, Rolan isn't surprised.

"Rapunzel?" he says hoarsely, looking back at her. "Are you okay?"
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"Is it over?" she squeaks, still hiding her face.

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"Yeah. One guy's dead, the other one's knocked out, I broke my arm and I'm going to cry because I hate doing this," he says, the last words trailing off into sobs.

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Rapunzel peeks between her fingers, whimpering. "I - I can fix your - your arm -"

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He steps over #1's club to get to her, holding out his left arm, which is pretty badly off. He is having trouble speaking, because of the crying.

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Rapunzel drapes her hair over his shoulder carefully, and sniffles and then controls her voice well enough to sing softly. Unlike last time when she was rushing, pianissimo, from several stories up, he can hear the words this time:

"Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine

Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine

What once was mine."

Hair: glows. Arm: heals.
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"Thanks," he manages. Now he can sit down and cover his face with his hands and cry. So he'll just be doing that.

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Rapunzel sits too. Rapunzel cries too.

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It's a few minutes before he's recovered enough to say, "Do - do you want a hug?"
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"Y-yeah."

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He scoots closer and hugs her. He is still sniffly and teary, but not crying as hard as before.

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Rapunzel hugs him tight.

"Th-the one who's not dead, I could fix him."
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"You can, yeah," murmurs Rolan. "But when he wakes up he's just gonna try to kill me again. I guess we could tie him up first. If they were planning to kidnap you they probably have things to do that."

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"Unless they were just going to tie me up in my own hair."

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"Could be. Want me to check?"

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"Y-yeah. If you would?"

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"Okay."

A little bit more hug - he is currently of the opinion that you can never have too much hug - and then he goes and searches the brothers' belongings for things with which to tie someone up.
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They had some rope.

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"There's rope," he says. "We could tie him up and you could fix him. If you want."

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"...why wouldn't I want to?"

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"I don't know. Some people wouldn't. Because he was trying to kidnap you. ...Do you know you can't fix them both?"

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"I don't think I can fix the dead one. But - no, I don't know."
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"Do you want to try?"

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"Is there enough rope for both of them?"

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"Yeah."

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"Then - yeah. I'll do them both if you'll tie them up."

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"Okay."

He works quickly - in case whether or not she can fix dead people has to do with how recent they are, there's no reason to waste any more time than they already have. And he takes their clubs. And: "There."
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Rapunzel puts her hair over relatively less bloody parts of the brothers.

She sings.



One of them wakes up.
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Rolan hugs her. He is... still pretty weepy.

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"What the hell?" says the one who woke up.

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Rapunzel jerks her hair away from both men.

"Let's - let's just go," she murmurs to Rolan. "We can tell somebody where to find them later?"
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"Yeah. Let's. I'll get your crown."

He fetches his bag. It only takes a quick scramble down the little slope and back up.
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"What the hell?!" exclaims the live one, thrashing in his ropes but not making much progress.

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Rapunzel follows Rolan once he's got the bag. Her hair is gathered up in her arms.

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Off they go.

"I'm feeling less like wasting time with boats," he says. "If she warned the Royal Guard, fine, they can arrest me. But the next stream we pass on the way, I'm stopping to have a wash."
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"If - if they arrest you I'll be in the city all by myself. Mother could drag me back without even getting help, if she found me before I figured out how to get to see the king and queen."

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"How you get to see the king and queen is, you tell the Royal Guard your name is Claribel and you want to see the Queen. Or you go to the palace - it's right on top of the hill, you can't possibly miss it - and keep telling people that until someone believes you. The Guard and the people who work in the palace are all more likely than your average citizen to be familiar with what the Queen looks like. And if Gothel tries to drag you back, anyone nearby is more likely to help you than her, if you obviously don't want to go. I'm not saying I'm looking forward to being arrested - it'll make everything harder for you, and I won't be having much fun either - but it doesn't have to stop us in our tracks."

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"I-if you say so but I don't know how to talk to people and what if the guards hurt you and I can't fix it or if they - they say 'Claribel' and I don't turn around because I'm used to 'Rapunzel' and they think - I don't want you to get arrested."

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"I don't want to get arrested either. I will try not to get arrested. But the reason we were going for the boats was to avoid exactly the thing that just happened, and she'll only have more time to warn the Royal Guard about me if we go looking for one. And - I don't know - I want you to see the king and queen as fast as possible so there's less time for more of that," he gestures vaguely back the way they came, "to happen in. I don't know if that's strictly reasonable but it's how I feel."

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"Okay. Bridge."
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"Bridge," he agrees.

They reach a stream. He stops to have a wash, as planned, which involves rinsing the blood off his face and hands and then pulling a folded shirt out of his bag to change into. There. Now he doesn't have any more blood on him anywhere. The slightly splattered shirt gets rolled up with the slightly splattered parts on the inside and then stuffed in the bag.
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Rapunzel doesn't comment.

Or watch while he's changing shirts.
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He seems to feel slightly better afterward. 'Slightly better' still doesn't mean 'good', however.

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Yeah, she's not thrilled either.

Walk. Walk. Walk.
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Walk, walk, walk.



And there's the bridge, visible as they emerge from the forest.

It's very pretty. So is the island city on the other end, and the glimmering lake in between.
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Rapunzel is, for just a moment, startled out of her low mood by the sheer beauty and unfamiliarity of the city.

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Rolan smiles a little.

"I really love this place," he murmurs.
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"It's beautiful," breathes Rapunzel.

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"I'm glad you like it."

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Rapunzel walks a bit closer to him as they approach the bridge, almost as though she'd like to be hugging his arm, but she doesn't ask.

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Well, they can just walk close together, then.

No one bothers them on the bridge.
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Rapunzel is clearly still unnerved by large groups of people, but she keeps walking and sticks close by Rolan.

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After the initial crowd around the city side of the bridge, he leads her up the hill on a route that avoids busy areas.



They're crossing a small square with a little fountain in the centre when a little girl, one of a group of five, spots Rapunzel. She stares with big round eyes and tugs on her friend's sleeve, and then all of them are staring in amazement, and the first one runs up and says shyly, "Miss you have so much hair!"

Rolan can't help grinning.
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"Yeah. I have a lot of hair."
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"It's so pretty, miss!" says the little girl. "Do you braid it? I just did mine!" She proudly displays her two small braids, one on either side, each of which comes down just past the local shoulder.

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"I can't braid my own hair anymore. It got much too long for me to do."

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...The little girl looks back at her friends, then up at Rapunzel again, then bites her lip.

Rolan decides to help out.

"Do you and your friends want to help braid my friend's hair? Rapunzel, what do you think? It's bound to make it easier to carry." And it will be tremendously cute.
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"Suuuure. As long as they only braid it and don't try to - trim it or anything."
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The little girl nods vigorously and summons her friends, all of whom are very excited about this prospect. Rolan is just as pleased as they are.

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Rapunzel holds still and lets them work.

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And soon Rapunzel's hair is extremely braided. It doesn't even touch the ground anymore. (Rolan occasionally has to pick a girl up to facilitate them reaching high enough, but he doesn't interfere beyond that.)

The girls have also seen fit to include multitudes of flowers.

"Aww, it's lovely," says Rolan.

"It's the prettiest hair in the world," asserts the first little girl.

"I think you might be right," says Rolan.
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"Thank you."

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"You're welcome, miss!" says the girl. The others echo her in chorus. One of them adds, "Happy princess's birthday!"

...Rolan giggles.
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"...Happy princess's birthday to you too," echoes Rapunzel.

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The girls wave goodbye, and Rolan waves back, and he leads Rapunzel away.

"Well, that was adorable."
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"Yeah." Rapunzel picks up the end of her braid and looks at it. "Are we almost there?"

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"We're - let's say, almost almost there. There's just one more busy market to avoid."

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"Okay."

Rapunzel is noticeably happier.
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So is Rolan!

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Rapunzel espies a pair of people walking down the street with one hugging the other's arm.

After a moment's thought she hugs Rolan's arm.
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Well. Okay then.

Their route around the final busy market takes them onto a narrow street with absolutely no one else on it, and when they emerge from that, they're at the edge of an open plaza directly in front of the palace. He heads for the extremely large doors.
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There is a man in a crown speaking with some of the guards near those doors.

Rapunzel's hair, even braided up and beflowered, is - eye-catching. She catches his eye.

And he stares at her.
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Rapunzel hugs Rolan's arm tighter.

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Rolan pats Rapunzel's shoulder with his free hand and keeps walking toward the king.

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The king breaks away from the cluster of murmuring guards.

"Who are you?" he asks the two of them, mostly Rapunzel.
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Rapunzel finds herself completely unable to reply.
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"I'm Rolan, and this is Rapunzel, and I'm pretty sure she's your daughter, your majesty."

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"H-hi."

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"Where - how?"

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"I found her locked in a tower in the deep woods. She's been raised there her whole life by a woman named Gothel who lied to her about her name, her birthday, and who her parents are. But I guessed who she might be, and I invited her to come to the city with me and find out for sure, and now here we are."

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"Mm."
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"I - can I - can we come in - I'm worried she's going to find me again."

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King Cearl motions to the guards. They open the doors.
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Okay, in they go, then.

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Closely flanked by guards, in they go.

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Rapunzel is still clinging to Rolan's arm.

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Yes, yes she is. That is fine by Rolan. She can cling all she wants.

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"We swept the woods. How far out is deep?" asks Cearl.

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"W-we walked here in a day and a half."

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"It's just shy of the Orimere border," says Rolan. "Maybe another half a day's walk. And it's not a big tower; you can't really see it until you're a stone's throw away."

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"And she knows magic plants. She might have had something growing around when the search was going on. I don't know, I don't remember."

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Now they are in the palace, still with guards around.

"You do look," Cearl murmurs, "very much like Ranae, and the hair..."
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"You could sing the song," murmurs Rolan. "If you want."

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"Oh - yeah - there's a song and then it - glows -"

Rapunzel runs through the song, softly.
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"The glowing is what tipped me off," Rolan contributes. "That and the fact that it healed me of two broken legs."

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"You prefer 'Rapunzel'?"
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"I'm used to it - Claribel is a nice name but I haven't ever been called it that I remember."

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"It'll have to do for public occasions, if you can put up with it, but we don't have to call you that if you'd rather. Going to have to tell Ranae and - get word out for everyone else."

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"So you think I'm the princess too."

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"Think so."

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"You're in time for your lantern ceremony, too. But - usually we have your crown out when the first lantern goes up - it's -"

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Rapunzel elbows Rolan.

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"...maybe less missing than it may appear," says Rolan, and he produces the crown and sets it carefully on Rapunzel's head.

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"Please don't arrest him."

Hug of arm. Hug hug.
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"Crown's here, isn't it, why would anybody be getting arrested?"
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"Thanks."

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"All alone in that tower? Except for this - Gothel character?"
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"Um. Yes. Until yesterday."

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"I'm pretty sure Gothel is the one who took her in the first place," says Rolan. "And I don't know if she might try again. She's... kind of persistent."

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"Can increase the guard for a while." Cearl gets up. "Rapunzel, you can invite your friend to stay in the palace for a bit, if he makes you feel better. I'll get Ranae. She might - cry, might try to hug you, you don't have to let her if you don't want to."

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Rapunzel looks up at Rolan.

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Rolan smiles down at Rapunzel. "I'll stay."

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Armhug. "Thank you."

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"You're welcome."

And, what the hell, he puts down his bag and gives her an entire hug. Hugs are important.
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Entire hug. "Am I being too - clingy, I can't tell."

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"Not at all," he says. Hug hug.

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"Okay. Good." She swallows. "He seems nice though, I guess."

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"Yeah, he does."

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"I guess I can let the queen hug me if she really wants."

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"She probably really wants," he says. "But it's okay not to, even so."

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"He said. But I'm going to be living with these people, I think is the idea."

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"Yeah."

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"So it seems like it might be a better idea to do what they want."

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"Or," he says, "it could be a good idea to find out they mean it when they say something's okay."

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"What if they don't, though?"
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"Better to find that out sooner than later, don't you think?"

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"I mean, what do I do."

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"Oh. Well, running away with me is always an option."

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"Oh. Okay."

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Now she is sort of snuggle-leaning on him.

"Do I just say I don't want to hug her if she tries - or before she tries - or - what?"
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"...hmm. I know how to handle that kind of thing, I'm not sure I know how to say how to handle that kind of thing."

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"That's going to make it a lot harder for me to take your advice."

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"Yeah. There's - a lot more to it than the parts that can be done or described using words. But I think, under the circumstances, if she tries to hug you you can say you don't want to or shake your head or move away, and that should cover it."

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"Okay."

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The queen appears on her husband's arm, anxious and hopeful and not apparently inclined to try to hug Rapunzel right away.

"Claribel?" she asks waveringly.
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"I-I think so. But I haven't been called that."

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"Right - Cearl said - Rapunzel?"

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"Yeah."

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Their majesties take seats opposite Rapunzel and her companion. "I'm so sorry we never found you," murmurs Ranae. "We looked, we looked. Have - have you been okay?"

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"If I'd tried to answer that question - two days ago not knowing what I know now - I would've said yes. It was - fine day to day. But I didn't meet anyone but Gothel and she was lying to me."

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Rolan decides to start holding Rapunzel's hand. This seems like a positive contribution.

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It is. She squeezes his hand.

"But I had - you know, food and a roof over my head and books and things to do with my time."
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"Things like...?"

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"I don't know how good I am at any of it compared to anybody else, because there was no one to compare with, but I - sing, I play the piccolo, I had a couple of other instruments at home - I would really like it if I could get some of my things back, especially my old notebooks - I did a lot of craft projects. I cooked."

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"Really good muffins," murmurs Rolan.

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"Rolan likes my muffins. So maybe I'm even a good cook."

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"We can send some people out to the tower and collect anything you want," says Cearl. "I think I'd rather you didn't stray far from the palace until Gothel's been brought in, and keep some guards with you if you do."

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Rapunzel nods. "Some - some people attacked us in the woods and Rolan won and - I healed the one I could heal. They're in the woods still. Someone should probably get them."

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"I can give directions to both," offers Rolan. "Particularly if you have a good map of the forest, but even if you don't."

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"That'll be useful. We've got maps, but if we missed the tower seventeen years ago, suppose I can't vouch for how good they are."
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He shrugs. "Well, the best one you have, then. But short version - the two men we left in the woods are southeast, about an hour's walk into the forest, north of the road to Orimere. The tower is just about due east of the city, close to the border into northern Orimere where there's a million streams going our way and a million ravines going theirs and no river to speak of anymore."

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Cearl motions to a guard, who runs off and comes back with a halfway decent map.

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"The door to the tower was bricked over years ago. Gothel used to get in and out from the top window via, um, my hair. I - she must have got in somehow when she came home early and I wasn't there, because she read my notebook. Maybe she climbed or had some kind of magic plant that would do it, fast climbing ivy or something?"

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"We'll send people to the tower with tools to get past the bricks, then, can't assume she'd leave it climbable for anyone else - and the ones to the fellows in the forest ready to make an arrest, and we'll make sure there's plenty here to look after you -" Cearl motions to another guard. "Going to be double shifts for a while, and bring in some of the reserves." The guard nods and goes.

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With the help of the map, Rolan makes his directions more precise.

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And with more precise directions, Cearl delegates the tasks to which these directions are germane.

And then sits back down and regards his daughter.

"Your friend staying for a while?"
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"He said he would."

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He nods.

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"Right. Cl- Rapunzel, your room's still - your room, but it hasn't been really updated, you'd probably be more comfortable in a guest suite to start. We can put you next to each other."

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"Okay. Thank you."
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"Thanks," echoes Rolan.

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"Should I be expecting to do anything about the - lantern ceremony or anything else soonish like that?"

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"If you're up for it," says Cearl, "we could announce you're back from the balcony before the lanterns go up, and you could release ours."
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"That's only - letting it go, right? They float by themselves."

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"Right. You could wave but you don't have to make a speech if you haven't got anything to say."

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"Okay. I can let a lantern go and wave."

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Queen Ranae is being quiet, less like she has nothing to say and more like she has everything to say and has been warned against saying it all at once.

She's looking at princess and companion both, though, curiosity bubbling behind her eyes.
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He wonders how much of that Rapunzel is catching. At a guess, he'd say not much. Maybe he should offer to translate whenever they next have a minute to themselves.

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Ranae loses her hold on quietude. "Do - do you want a look around the palace, so you won't get lost?" she asks Rapunzel.

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"Um - yes, thank you."

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"Well, here you've got the entrance hall. Doesn't always have the chairs in it, sometimes there's this or that event using the space."

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Rapunzel nods, and gets up when her parents do.

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Rolan follows, sticking close to Rapunzel. He did say he'd stay with her, after all.

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Rapunzel appreciates this. And keeps hold of his arm.

The palace is big. They look at rooms in it. Including the room Rapunzel was stolen out of as a baby. Which has a crib in it but not a proper full-sized bed, which is why they will be staying in the guest rooms that Cearl saves for the last part of the tour. The rooms are next to each other but don't adjoin.
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"Rapunzel," says Ranae, "your dress is beautiful, but do you want to be in something less traveled-in and maybe more formal for the lantern release? There's not enough time to make something new but I think you're close to my size if you want to try some things on."

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"That's a good idea."

And apparently she is relaxed enough now to let go of Rolan's arm so she can go try on clothes.
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"Have fun," says Rolan.

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She smiles at him, a little nervously, and follows Ranae.

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Cearl doesn't go with them.

"So," he sighs. "You probably know what I'm wondering."
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"I have a guess or two."

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"What-all have you and my daughter been doing and what do you mean to be doing in the future?"

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"A lot of walking in the woods," he says. "And I plan to be her friend. It seems like she needs one."

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"And that's all, is it?"

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"With respect, your majesty - if my plans change, she's going to find out before you do. I think she's had more than enough of people keeping things from her."

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"I've had more than I like of not knowing where my daughter is or what she's doing or who with."

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"I can sympathize. I don't mean to make trouble," he says. "But I'm her friend before I'm anybody else's. You can count on that."

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"She seems to. Isn't clear to me how she's picking her friends."

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"I'm the first person she's ever met who's been in her corner from the start. Seems like a pretty reasonable standard to me."

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"Well, she's going to be chaperoned. That I'd do anyway, with the kidnapper on the loose yet. But you seem to make her feel better, so that'll be the extent of interfering."
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"Thank you," he says.

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"Don't make me regret it and you'll be welcome," says Cearl.

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Rapunzel appears, accompanied by two guards who are staying a polite distance - and out of earshot. She is in one of her mother's dresses, which fits pretty well and appears to have been laced on without disturbing the little girls' braiding work at all.

"Ranae says I have a couple hours to - collect my thoughts, before the sun sets and it's time for the lantern thing."
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"Cearl asked me what we've been doing and what I mean to do in the future - he didn't quite come out and say it, but he wanted to know if there were any Things going on. I told him I plan to be your friend, which is certainly true, but this seems like a good time to mention that I seem to have fallen in love with you at some point on the way here."

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Rapunzel does not seem to know what to say to that.
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"Or maybe it wasn't a good time after all. Sorry."

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"Well - I don't know - what am I supposed to say? What does that even mean, anyway, I don't - I don't know anything."

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"There isn't an official list of responses. It means different things to different people. To me it just means - I like you, I care about you a lot, I want to be near you and talk to you and help you and hug you and make sure you're okay. And... that if you eventually decided you wanted to get married and have children, and wanted to do those things with me in particular, I'd say yes."

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"O-okay. And it's okay that I'm - confused? Because I don't know how long I will take to un-confuse."
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"It is okay that you're confused. I did not expect you not to be confused. I know you. You can take as long to un-confuse as you need to, and if there's any way for me to help, I happily will."

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"Thanks. I have so much to catch up on and it's kind of - overwhelming. Does the dress look nice? I don't think she'd have let me pick one that she didn't like - well, she probably wouldn't even have one she didn't like - but I mean does it work on me, does it look - princessy?"

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"You look very princessy, and very pretty. It's a good dress. Maybe, since I'm going to be all settled down staying in the palace now, I'll make you a better one sometime. I thought of something while we were all sitting in the entrance hall earlier, by the way - how much did you catch of why Ranae was so quiet?"

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"You could tell why she was quiet?"

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"Yeah. She was - holding back. I'm guessing Cearl warned her that you're shy, and not to overwhelm you, so she was restraining herself from saying a million things and being all weepy and excited. And she seemed curious about us but I couldn't tell what she was curious about specifically - could've been the same things as Cearl, but it seemed like more than that. Do you want me to tell you this kind of stuff after whatever conversations we're both in, if I feel like you might have missed something?"

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"Yes. Please. It helps."

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"Okay, I will."

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"She asked me a few questions, while we were going through her dresses, but mostly it was about how I grew up."

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"Yeah?"

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"What kinds of books I'd gotten to read, how I learned to play piccolo, whether I was too cramped - like, physically, not getting to stretch my legs, seemed to be the question - in a tower all the time, what foods I like. Things like that."

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"Seems reasonable. What do you think of her?"

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"She seems - nice, I guess. Kind of - fluttery? Does that make sense? I'm very short on baselines to gauge people by."

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"Yeah, I think I see what you mean by 'fluttery'."

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"But nice. She was trying really hard. It's not her fault I've got no idea how to deal with her."

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"You can learn."

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"I'm worried I missed critical socializing skills that people can only pick up when they're five, or something."

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"I do all right, and I didn't have the world's most inspiringly normal childhood either."

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"What was yours like, then?"
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"Unpleasant. No privacy, but no friends either. The people who ran the place were about an even split between 'really invested in rules for their own sake' and 'just likes hurting people and keeping the kids in line is a good excuse'. About the only two skills I picked up there that were still useful outside were reading people's moods quickly, and hiding."

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"How old were you when you got out?"

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"Ten."

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"And - then what did you do?"

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"Learned how to steal things. Did a lot of that. Moved around a lot, too."

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"How'd you learn?"

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"Practice, mostly. It helped that I did all my screwing up and getting caught while I was still little and cute and half-starved."

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"You were hungry?"
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"'Half-starved' is an exaggeration, but... they didn't feed us enough. And when I got out, well, my main sources of food were theft and the kindness of strangers. Neither one's what you'd call perfectly reliable."

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"I don't like thinking about you being hungry."
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"What? You keep - smiling at me."

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"In this particular case - it's nice, that you don't like thinking about me being hungry. It makes me happy that you care about me like that. In general - I smile at you a lot because I like you a lot and when I look at you I feel like smiling."

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"Okay."

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"You're doing it again," Rapunzel says, and she squirms a little, blushing.

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"Should I stop?"

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"I - don't know. It makes me feel weird, I don't think in a bad way but it's weird."

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"Weird as in something unfamiliar, or...?"

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"It's definitely that."

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"Okay."

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"Maybe I'll figure it out. But I don't want to write anything down until I'm sure I have a way to do it privately. I don't think I believe that today was the only time Gothel read my notebooks."

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"Yeah, I don't believe that either. And I won't read them, but I can't speak for anybody else. Come up with a code, maybe? So you're the only one who can read it in the first place? A locked box might work too, but - well - locks can be opened in a variety of ways."

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"I was thinking a code, yeah. The question is how to memorize it without leaving enough of it written down for someone else to figure out how to read it if they wanted to."

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He thinks about this. "Invent it with notes on how it works, write it in a lot until you're used to it, then destroy the notes? And keep them with you all the time until you do - or with me, if you're going somewhere you can't take them along easily - so nobody else can get at them?"

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"Or I could come up with some - paragraph or poem or something that I can memorize word for word, and write that in code, and know how to refer to it."

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"That'll work too, if you can pull it off."

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"I think I can. It'll be slow and clunky for writing my thoughts out in for a long time, though."

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"Well, when you really want to go fast for the thinking part - write them out normal, copy the parts you want to save into code, destroy the rest before anybody gets a chance to look at it? You're a princess now, you can have all the paper you want."

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"I probably can have all the paper I want, can't I?"

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"Yep!"

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"Okay, I have a plan. I wonder who I ask for paper. I guess I could ask a guard but I don't think those ones are supposed to be out of sight of me..."

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"We could go looking together for someone to ask."

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"Yeah. The tour didn't really go into the servants' wing..."

Out of her room she goes, braid swaying. She asks a guard. She gets directions to the head of household's officey-place just off the kitchen.
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Rolan, as is now firmly his habit, follows right along.

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When they locate the officey-place, it contains a considerable amount of paperwork and one head of household!

She looks at them when they come in.

"Fancy that," she says. "A princess."
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"Um. Yes. Hello. I'm - Claribel, but I go by Rapunzel, please."

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"Okay. What can I do for you, Rapunzel?"

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"I need paper. Blank notebooks would be ideal but looseleaf is fine too. And pens and pencils."

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"Well, you sure came to the right place," she says. She fishes around in the various drawers and cabinets of her enormous desk, and comes up with a pen, several pencils, and two canvas-bound blank notebooks. "Will that do for now?"

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"Yes, thank you. Um, what's your name?"

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"Torea."

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"And you do... paper filing things."

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"That's one description of my job, yes. I run the palace staff and keep track of the domestic budget. I also happen to be head cook, but only because I can't seem to find a replacement who's better than I am."

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"So you're also who I talk to if I want to cook something?"

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"Yep!"

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"Okay. Thank you."

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"Anytime."

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Rapunzel backs uncertainly out of the room.

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"I'm pretty sure," Rolan comments as they head back toward Rapunzel's room, "that 'can't find a replacement who's better than I am' was a joke and she really likes cooking."

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"Couldn't both be true?"

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"Being a joke doesn't necessarily make it false."

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"Well, I hope she's also actually good at cooking."

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"Me too. If not, I might have to volunteer."

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"I'm probably going to be too busy catching up on things for it to make sense for me to cook a lot. I don't think I'd miss it as much as I would some of the other things I'm used to doing."

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"Why, which ones will you miss?"

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"I don't necessarily need to keep up with all my instruments and singing, but I like music. I don't think I need to keep making lots of crafts just to fill time or for fun, but I think it would be sad if I forgot how."

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"You have a nice singing voice."

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"Thanks."

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"You've only ever heard me sing the hair song - I know more but all my sheet music is in the tower so I'd probably forget lyrics if I tried now."

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"Well, I seem to recall someone sending a bunch of people to go get that stuff for you, so maybe you can sing more things later."

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"Maybe. I have a few things memorized on the piccolo, which I packed. I was thinking maybe if - something went wrong - I could busk."

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"Reasonable. It's not exactly lucrative, but you can get by if you're good at it."

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"I have no idea how good I am, but it was the only idea I had on short notice."

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"Well, I don't think you're going to need to go that route."

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"Yeah. It doesn't seem like it."

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"Which is nice."

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"Yeah."

When they get back to her guest room (and the guards park in the hall outside of it) she pulls her piccolo out of her bag. "Do you want to hear? You can tell me if I'm any good."
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"Sure."

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So Rapunzel plays a little something. It's an original composition, by someone who was loosely influenced by but not marinated in prevailing musical fashions. She's technically perfect on the notes - either that or manages to make it look and sound like she meant to do that every time she misses one - but loose and fluid about timings; it would be hard to pick out a consistent beat to the tune.

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"Huh," is his conclusion. "Well, I like it. It's weird, though. Not sure I can place exactly how, but - weird."

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"...I could play something else and you could see if it's the same kind of weird?"

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"Okay."

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She plays another song. It's different from the first one, but still has loose, almost improvised timing. There's a long trilling run at the end and she gasps for breath after she caps it off.

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"It's the same kind of weird, but I don't know what the word for it is. I'm not a musician or anything."

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"I know some things from sheet music too -" And then she plays a commonplace ballad, which is recognizable, if a little sloppy about emphasizing the notes that are supposed to be emphasized.

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"Yeah, I know that one. I think it's not as weird as the other ones, but still weird compared to how I've heard it before."

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"Huh. Maybe I can get a proper music teacher and they'll be able to tell me."

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"You're a princess! You can absolutely do that."

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"You're doing it again."
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"Yeah, I am."

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"I'd start writing about the - thing but I don't think I have time to get very far."

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"Yeah, probably not. After the festival, I guess."

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"Yeah. It's so strange though."

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"Sorry. ...Maybe not completely sorry. Slightly sorry?"

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"What, why?"

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"Well, on the one hand, I keep smiling at you and giving you weird inexplicable feelings that you don't have time to figure out yet. On the other hand, you don't seem to be entirely complaining about the feelings, just somewhat about their characteristic of being weird and inexplicable. And I like smiling at you."

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"Frankly I'm not even sure how much figuring I'm going to be able to do with what I have. Maybe I don't have the vocabulary for whatever it is even if I figure out all its parts."

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"I'll try to help if you want, but - as far as I can guess what the weird and inexplicable feelings might be, which isn't all that far in the first place, I don't have much of a vocabulary for them either. I could say 'I think maybe you like me' and that's about as precise as it gets."

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"I already knew I liked you."

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"Yeah. See? Not nearly precise enough to be useful." Also he is Definitely Smiling now. "I'm glad you like me," he adds.

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"I'm glad I like you too."

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Rapunzel leans on him.

"Thank you for being here for me."
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He hugs her. "I'm glad I can help. I want to keep being here for you for as long as you want me to."

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"I think even after I am more comfortable with my - parents, I will probably still want you around."

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"You just keep doing that, it's getting to the point where it's just funny. All I'm doing is existing and having a conversation and you keep smiling at me like I'm - I don't even know."

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"Like I love you," he supplies. "That's how I'm smiling at you. And you did just say you're still going to want me around after you're comfortable with your parents, I think that's a smile-worthy occasion even on top of you just existing and being inherently delightful."

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Rapunzel giggles. And squirms a little and hugs him.

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He hugs back. Hugs are extra delightful.

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Mmm-hm.

And here is some kind of messenger, knocking at the open doorframe. "Princess. It's nearly time to release the first lantern," he says. "If you would follow me, please."

"Oh - okay," says the princess. And she extricates herself and follows the messenger, and the guards follow her.
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The guards close ranks around the door to the balcony - Rolan may go so far and no farther if he doesn't want to cause a scene.

Rapunzel steps out to join her parents.

There is audible murmuring - even from this distance - from the crowd with their own lit and ready lanterns below.
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"People of Corona," calls Cearl, and the crowd quiets. "After eighteen years, at long last, after waiting that has been nearly as hard on you as it has on myself and my wife - home again, Princess Claribel!"

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On impulse, Rapunzel sings a low note, barely opening her mouth, just enough to light up her hair.

The crowd goes insane.

She accepts her lantern from Ranae, feels it trying to rise out of her hands - and raises it over her head and lets it go into the night sky.

Thousands more follow it up, the crowd still screaming with excitement.

She sings her note until she runs out of breath and lets her hair dim.
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Rolan declines to cause any scenes. He's happy just to watch from behind the balcony.

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Rapunzel's parents each take one of her hands - she flinches, but not enough for anybody on the ground below to notice, and recovers her equanimity - and they all raise their hands and Ranae murmurs bow, darling and they all bow in unison.

The crowd continues to be out of its mind with joy.
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Well of course they are.

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The royal family stands there, watching lanterns, waving occasionally to the screaming people below, until the majority of the lanterns have gone out, fallen to the water, or been blown to the other side of the hill and rendered difficult to see.

They bow again, they wave again, they go back inside.

Rapunzel instantly hugs Rolan.
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Hug hug hug.

"They were so excited."
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"Yes they were," he says. "Wasn't it nice? I think it was nice."

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"It was intense."

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"Yeah."

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"I guess they - missed me."

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"Yeah. Not you personally, but - what you represent to the kingdom, and your parents' happiness. And you are a magical glowing flower princess and that's very exciting."

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Rapunzel giggles and hugs him again.

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Hugs! So very hugs.

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Eventually Rapunzel lets him go - mostly, she hugs his arm - and goes back to the guest room.

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"Want some time alone to do your thinking?" he asks when they reach it. "Oh - although I thought of a way to narrow down my imprecise description of that guess from earlier, if you want to hear it."

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"I do want to hear it. And then I want some time to think."

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"Well - it's just a guess, mind you - but it seems like your weird and inexplicable feelings might belong to the category of liking that relates to Things or marriage or both. It's hard to narrow it down any further than that, because different people approach those kinds of feelings very differently. But it at least probably isn't something you already knew."

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"...There's an entire category of liking for that?"

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"You could think of it as one kind for the one thing and one kind for the other, often but not always happening at the same time and related to each other. And people use 'love' to refer to either, more usually the marriage kind. It all gets fairly complicated, although you might not think so from the way people talk about it."

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"It sounds impossibly convoluted."

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"Well, I wouldn't say impossibly."

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"You've had more practice than me." She pauses, tilts her head: "Your kind - things, marriage, neither, both?"

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"Okay. I want to do my thinking now."
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The guards let her close the door when she's in the room alone, after they've checked the window and peeked in the closet and taken up posts outside this door.

Rapunzel croons softly rather than light a candle; her hair is plenty of light to see by.

She debates what to write in her new code. The song for her hair is memorable but obvious. Eventually she goes with a mishmash: alternating lines from that with lines from lyrics she's written and poems she's memorized, marking the changes between each with subtle wobbles in the first letter of each line.

And then she does light a candle, because she has too much thinking to do to put her code through its growing pains right this minute. And she wants to be able to burn it when she's through.

Gothel probably read everything. She wanted to manipulate Rapunzel and Rapunzel wrote her a manual. How many times did she have some small dissatisfaction with her relationship with her "mother" only for Gothel to "come around" or have an "idea" that was too welcome to be suspicious? How much of the exact story Rapunzel got about the outside world was custom-made for her - if she'd had worse self-esteem or less of a self-preservation instinct or if she'd been smarter about gleaning facts from her tightly controlled supply of books what would she have been told, instead of, "most people aren't nice like you, they're cruel and greedy"?

Rolan knows a lot about people just from watching them.

Has she been writing a manual for him too?

She's a princess - that much is clear now - and the fairy tales were very positive on marrying princesses being a reward for rescuing them. That she needed rescuing from Gothel she no longer doubts. She thinks if Gothel stole into this room past the guards and tried to wheedle her away she might laugh in her face. Gothel was "protecting" her from little girls who want to braid her hair and crowds that ecstatically scream her lost name. From all the paper she wants and so much space to move around that she feels like she's lost her own edges.

That Rolan's motives for rescuing her are as pure as he claims - this she does doubt.

And feel like an ungrateful wicked child for doing it. He has been so perfectly and so unremittingly nice. He has led her and protected her and she hasn't seen anything he's said contradicted.

Gothel could go a couple days without saying anything readily contradictable either.

What does he want? There's plenty of candidates. He's benefited from her hair twice now. He's getting to stay in the palace, tolerated by her parents, just because she can relax around him, and if she wanted to marry him he'd say yes, and then he'd be a prince. King one day, if something happened to her parents that she didn't get the chance to heal. He wants to - things. He has just admitted that. He's already getting pardons for various things which are strictly speaking against the law. She's been funneling him more good fortune and opportunities than she'd realized, when she sits down and looks at them.

And maybe he really does love her and want to help her no matter what and she thought Gothel did too.

Rapunzel has no discernment to speak of.

She cannot trust herself, about anyone. Rolan's only the start; what about her parents? They may literally be her parents, where Gothel was only pretending, but what if their gentleness is temporary and when she's more wedged, would have a harder time escaping unrecognized, is weighed down by responsibility and expectation -

Can she ever start having confidence in her ability to sort people safe and dangerous? What will she have to learn and how in the name of all the paper lanterns in the world is she supposed to learn it starting from worse than nothing, starting from practice at being gullible and easily manipulated and sheeplike-trusting -

And what is she feeling about Rolan anyway, she's suspicious of the wanting to things on top of a heap of other concerns but maybe she can write that off if it's both ways? That seems commonsensical, at first glance. Unless there's some way to deliberately induce it in other people, which trick she doesn't know because she was raised alone in a tower by -

She swallows, composes herself, switches to a pen with a less breakable nib.

It's not that she doesn't trust Rolan, it's that she doesn't trust herself to trust him and her defaults have been torn to shreds. Gothel wasn't wrong about literally everything. Rapunzel did not emerge from the tower speaking in antonyms and expecting men to have eight legs like spiders and wearing shoes on her ears. She cannot simply reverse everything she was taught. She was taught that people can't be counted on, as a general rule, that they want things for themselves first and only, that they're dangerous and callous - how did Rolan learn to win fights against two armed thugs, anyway? They were jointly four times his size and on their guard and now one's dead. He literally killed someone.

For her, yes, this time, but how much practice did his speed imply?

But she likes him, likes that she can ask him any question, likes the hugs when she wants them and the way he smiles at her and how it makes her go all squidgy.

But maybe that's why he's doing it. Maybe he can smile like that whenever he cares to.

She doesn't know. How is she supposed to know?

Maybe she just needs to meet more people. As many more people as she can. Check them all against each other. That Gothel certainly never allowed, so maybe it's solid, or at least hard to fake. She will get a music teacher. She will see if she can make friends with the housekeeper. She will get acquainted with her parents. She will learn the guards' names. She will see about visiting a hospital and healing everyone in it and she will talk to patients and doctors. Maybe the guards will catch Gothel and she can see what Gothel has to say with all her pretenses collapsed around her.

She's dizzy just thinking about it. So many people, so many strangers.

She wishes she could just start with Rolan and be safe that way until she was ready, safe to her own agitated paranoia's satisfaction, because he's comfortable and easy and helpful and maybe that's exactly what he wants her to think.

If she's too suspicious of him - if he catches on with his odd interpersonal insight some signal she might broadcast without even realizing - will he be offended? Leave? Gothel wanted to be trusted, became upset when Rapunzel wouldn't take her word for things; does he have the same mechanism in him somewhere?

All this effort and at the end all she'll have is something ordinary people seem to get for free.

Rapunzel copies her conclusions into code.

She folds up the plain-written pages, sets them on fire, and leaves them to burn themselves out in the candle's dish.

She takes all the flowers out of her hair, but leaves it in its braid, because there's a massive heap of blankets in this bed and she has no need to share them.

She squirms under the covers.

She closes her eyes.

She doesn't go to sleep anything resembling right away.