He finds her at the University of London's Horticulture Hall, shepherds her around, makes comments of limited sophistication but genuine enthusiasm regarding the pretty flowers, and excuses himself a couple hours into the affair for a bathroom break.
Miles wakes in unparalleled luxury in his cabin aboard the Triumph. That is, he wakes after a full ten-plus hours' sleep, with no one immediately demanding his attention. He indulges in five minutes of decadent sloth, just lying there, before his comconsole chimes and he rolls out of bed to answer it.
The comm officer tells him he has a call from the Barrayaran embassy, asking for him personally.
That wakes him right the fuck up.
He tells the comm officer to pipe it through and not listen or record, then sits at his desk. Commodore Destang's face appears above the vid plate.
"'Admiral Naismith'," he says, with the quotation marks cover-bendingly audible. "Are we alone?"
"Entirely, sir," says Miles, deferentially and in his Barrayaran accent. No need to ruffle feathers.
"Very well," says Destang. "I have an order for you, Lieutenant Vorkosigan. You are to remain aboard your ship in orbit until I, personally, call again and notify you otherwise."
Damnation. "Why, sir?" he asks, not that he can't hazard a guess.
"For my peace of mind. When a simple precaution will prevent the slightest possibility of an accident, it's foolish not to take it. Do you understand?"
"Fully, sir."
"Very well. That's all. Destang out."
The commodore's face winks out. Miles swears foully, yanks on his trousers, and grabs Elli's secured comlink from the pocket where he left it.
"Ivan? You there?"
He terminates that call too, then gets dressed and arms himself with such items as he will be allowed to carry past London shuttleport security. Which amounts to a boot knife and a couple of stunners, plus miscellaneous gadgetry with plausible non-criminal applications - scanners and the like. Over a quick breakfast, he orders a personnel shuttle made ready to depart at a moment's notice, then sits and jitters for lack of anything better to do.
A scant few minutes into his helpless stewing, his comconsole chimes again. The comm officer says he has a call coming in through the downside commercial net, from a man who refuses to identify himself but asserts that Miles wants to talk to him.
Shit.
"Trace it, cut a copy to Captain Thorne in Intelligence, and put it through."
"Yes, sir."
The comm officer's face is replaced by Ser Galen's.
"Vorkosigan."
Miles nods cautiously, studying him.
"I will not repeat myself. I don't give a damn if you're recording or tracing. It's irrelevant. You will meet me in exactly seventy minutes, at the Thames Tidal Barrier, halfway between Towers Six and Seven. You will walk out on the seaward side to the lower lookout. Alone. Then we'll talk. If any condition is not met, we will simply not be there when you arrive. And Ivan Vorpatril will die at 0207."
"You are two. I must be two," says Miles, mind racing. Ivan - what the hell's this bastard done with Ivan -
"Your bodyguard? Very well. Two."
The vid blanks before Miles can get another word out. He hisses inarticulately, then calls Bel.
"Did you get all that?"
He cuts that call and opens the line to Galeni.
"Galeni? Still confined to quarters? I have an urgent question. Where is Ivan?"
"Miles?" says Galeni from the commlink. "The private who drove the car spelled Ivan attending milady for a bathroom break, and when he wasn't back after twenty minutes went looking, and spent half an hour searching the entire mobbed hall before reporting back - how did you know?"
"My sentiments exactly. Meet me in fifty minutes at the Thames Tidal Barrier, Section Six. Pack a stunner, at minimum, and try not to alert Destang on your way out. We have an appointment with your father and my brother. One last chance to make this right. Not a good chance, just the last one. Are you with me?"
He thumbs the comlink off, pockets it, and heads into the shuttle. His jitters are only partly calmed by being on his way to action at last; only on the final approach, as the aircar makes a circling pass over the Thames Tidal Barrier, does he settle down fully at last.
The Barrier looms like a miniature mountain range over the starry expanse of old London below, running off out of sight in either direction, with the black sea lapping calmly at its outward side, decorated with a scant sparkle of nighttime navigation lights. Section Six is a deserted stretch of synthacrete, spiderwebbed with catwalks and access ports in a complex geometric arrangement, containing nothing more exciting than auxiliary pumping stations.
"So what happens at 0207?" wonders Miles as the aircar alights in a nearly empty parking area. "It's such an exact time..."
"High tide, sir," the driver supplies.
"Ah..." He rubs his face. "Highly suggestive. Ivan is likely to be nearby, and likely to be below the high waterline. Chained to a rock like Andromeda, or something equally horrifying... have the air patrol make a pass, check the external side of the barrier."
He glances at his chrono and suppresses some more jittering. Eight minutes left.
It's not Galeni. It's a jogger and his dog, both of whom seem very uneasy about the addition of four uniformed Dendarii into their late-night run. They pass on by.
The next one is Galeni.
"All right, this is where we part ways," says Miles to Elli. "Stay back, stay out of sight, but if you can get a good vantage, do. Let's have a comm check."
He uses his boot knife to carefully disable the transmit-indicator light in his wristcom, then taps the sound pickup a few times and listens to the echo from Elli's wrist. "Good. Got your med scanner? Take a baseline."
"Any trouble getting out of the embassy?" he asks as they ascend the stairs.
Up they get, to the very top of the Barrier. Daytime tourists get their marvellous view of the ocean this way; Miles sees it only incidentally as he leans over the railing to look down at the narrow ledge below. There are ladders, of course; retracted and locked up for the night, of course. Rather than fuss with the ladder controls, Miles gets out his Dendarii-issue gravitic grappler, attaches it to the railing, squirms into the ribbon harness, and lets himself down the outside of the wall on a thin, thin wire, trying not to think about what would happen if any part of this arrangement broke sufficiently to let him fall.
At the bottom, he unharnesses himself and hits the control to make the contraption reel back up for Galeni; once they're both down, he hits a second control, and the grappler lets go of the railing up above and slurps itself neatly back onto its reel for later use. Miles folds it up and pockets it again, then draws one of his stunners.
"This way," he says, nodding along the ledge to the right. "What have you got? I brought two stunners."
It'll have to do. Miles leads the way, single file by necessity. The ledge follows the curve of the wall, out and back in again, so that Miles and Galeni are mutually invisible to whoever and whatever lies beyond the bulge; Miles gestures Galeni to stay back out of sight, and proceeds alone, his quiet footsteps lost in the gurgle of seawater not far below.
Mark is wearing a partial Dendarii uniform, black shirt, grey trousers, boots, but no jacket. Miles's grandfather's seal-dagger is strapped to his waist. He looks tense and unhappy.
"A standoff," Galen observes, looking over the three stunners in view. "If we all fire at once, you go down, taking at most one of us with you, and I win. If by some miracle you drop us both, we cannot tell you where your oxlike cousin is. He'll die before you can find him. I trust you do not consider that a positive outcome. Your pretty bodyguard may as well join us."
"Really? You just said 'your bodyguard'," says Miles. "But you said two, and we are two. All the interested parties are gathered. Now what?"
"The stand-off remains. If you're both stunned you lose; if we're both stunned you lose anyway."
"What would you suggest?" inquires Miles.
"I propose we all lay our weapons in the center of the deck. Then we can talk without distraction."
From which Miles deduces that Galen has a concealed weapon too. "An interesting proposition," he says. "Who puts his down last?"
Galen frowns, in equal parts deep thought and deep displeasure.
"I too would like to talk without distraction," says Miles. "I propose this schedule. I'll lay mine down first. Then M—then the clone. Then yourself. Then Captain Galeni."
"What guarantee—?" Galen cuts himself off, looking at his son, unvoiced tensions weighing the air between them like some deadly invisible poison cloud.
"He'll give you his word," Miles says smoothly, and looks to Galeni to confirm; the captain nods once.
"All right," says Galen, after a long moment of inward reflection.
Miles steps forward, making no sudden movements, and kneels down to lay his stunner in the center of the deck.
"I propose life. I have concealed a credit chit for a hundred thousand Betan dollars - half a million Imperial marks - payable to the bearer. I can give you that plus information on how to evade Barrayaran security, who are hot on your trail at this very moment, in exchange for: my cousin, my brother," this with a slight gesture to Mark, "and your promise to retire and trouble Barrayar no more. All you can gain with more plotting is useless bloodshed and unnecessary pain to your surviving relatives. The war is over, Ser Galen, long over. It's time to try something new. Peace, for example."
"The revolt must not die," murmurs Galen.
"'It didn't work, so let's do it some more'," Miles summarizes. "In my line of work they call that military stupidity."
"My older sister once surrendered on a Barrayaran's word," Galen observes. "Admiral Vorkosigan, too, was full of persuasion and promises."
"My father's word was betrayed by an underling who couldn't recognize when the war was over and it was time to quit. He was executed for his crime. There's your revenge. It is all he could give you, and I can do no more; I have no power to bring the dead to life. All I can do is try to prevent more dying."
"And you, David?" asks Galen, turning to his son. "What bribe will you offer me to betray Komarr, to lay alongside your Barrayaran master's money?"
"You're not even bonded!" says Galen senior, taken aback.
"I might be one day. If I live, that is."
"And they would all, I suppose, be good little Imperial subjects," sneers Galen.
"Part and parcel with the offer of life," shrugs Duv. "I have nothing else that you want to give."
Galen lifts a hand, about to access an inner pocket of his jacket, then pauses and smiles and tilts his head as though asking permission. Miles says nothing, does nothing, offers no sign that he realizes Galen is about to pull a weapon—doesn't flinch as the hand emerges from the jacket—
Even when the weapon turns out to be a nerve disruptor.
Ser Galen's smile sharpens. "Some standoffs are more equal than others," he says. "Pick up those stunners—" this to Mark, who obeys without comment, stuffing them all in his belt.
"Now what are you going to do with that?" asks Miles, his eye drawn inexorably to the bell-flared silver muzzle of the nerve disruptor.
"Kill you," says Galen.
So why haven't you? thinks Miles, but he keeps the thought to himself. "Why?" he asks instead. "I don't see how that will serve Komarr at this late hour. Mere revenge?"
"Nothing mere about it. Complete. My Miles will walk out of here as the only one."
"Come the fuck on!" says Miles, rolling his eyes, temporarily quite freed of the magnetic draw of the nerve disruptor. "You're not still stuck on the bloody substitution plot! Barrayaran Security is thoroughly warned; they'll spot you at once now. Can't be done." He focuses on Mark. "Tell me you're not going to let him run you headfirst into a flash-disposer. It's a useless waste. Pointless, too."
"Ngh!" Miles mimes tearing his hair out. He nearly feels like doing it for real. "And you somehow believe I haven't warned them too? My patrol leaders are all carrying med scanners with a baseline scan of my skeleton. You can steal my clothes, my stunner, my knife, but I challenge you to steal my bones and do anything useful with them in the time available."
"It's a pity you didn't bring your pretty bodyguard; now we shall have to hunt her down," says Galen.
"It's true," muses Galen, "you must pass for an experienced soldier. And you've never killed." He studies the largely unreadable Mark. His voice softens. "You must learn to kill if you expect to survive."
"Poetic but untrue," says Miles. "Again. Most people go through their whole lives without killing anybody. False argument."
"You talk too much," says Galen, swinging the aim of the nerve disruptor over to Miles, stealing a last glance at his son and then looking away as though flinching from a physical pain. "It's time to go. Let us complete your education. Here." He hands Mark the nerve disruptor. "Sh—"
As soon as the weapon is out of his hand, he collapses to the deck, curling up into a tight, shaking ball. No more than the tiniest whimper escapes him, but his face is twisted in a rictus scream of anguished terror.
"We don't have time for this—if you can't handle it, be me! Come on, Miles, where's your cousin?"
Mark, on the ground, shudders. And scrambles to his feet and opens the hatch in the wall. "This way," he says, Miles-voiced, bounding away into the corridor. Miles follows.
"Shit," breathes Miles, his head filling with visions of horror. The pumping chambers are uniformly the size of a large closet, and filled with water when in use, air elsewise. Their watertight access hatches must be almost totally soundproof. No sound at all except, eventually, the rush of rising water...
"I know," says Mark, tight-voiced with some unidentified mixture of emotions, and he taps at the controls for the hatch and then hauls on the locking bar. The door yields to applied pressure and swings inward. Miles rushes forward with handlight and rappelling harness.
Miles flashes his handlight and locates Ivan's face, secures the grappler, and tosses down the harness. "Here. Come on, come up," he says, over the quiet beeping of some safety alarm probably meant to warn him that the hatch shouldn't be open so close to pumping time.
Miles touches the control. The spool spools, lifting Ivan up. Mark and Miles cooperate with unsettling ease, helping Ivan up over the lip of the hatch - it's like having four hands, but conscious control over only two of them. Miles detaches the harness from Ivan while Mark closes the hatch on the now-empty chamber.
Ivan's hands are a disaster; it looks like he's been continuously clawing and pounding at the wall for hours. His breath sounds hoarse like his throat is equally torn up from shouting when he catches his breath. At the first opportunity he sits and puts his face on his knees, panting.
"The question," says Miles, mostly to himself, "is how best to apply her to the situation... send her in anyway. Tell her to keep an eye out for suspicious characters and turn back without protest if somebody flashes a weapon. We still don't know where the hell that Barrayaran assassination team is, besides 'threateningly close'."
His assets: Ivan, barely on his feet. Mark, looking about to slip into another panic attack or whatever that was at any moment. Galeni, looking - tense, let's go with tense. And Miles himself.
The problem: Cetagandan assassins blocking one escape route, Barrayaran assassins known to be nearby but not to be anywhere in particular, potentially blocking any other.
"Let's try getting out Tower Six, just in case it's that simple," he decides. "Mark, whatever you're doing in your weird little brain, stop it. My weird little brain is much better suited to the scenario at hand. Stick with that."
Mark straightens and nods. "I'll go first," he volunteers, his Barrayaran Miles-accent complementing the Betan one Miles has fallen into out of habit after Elli's call.
Miles glances at Galeni, then Ivan, hoping that the suggestion will be clear and he won't have to resort to actually giving orders to someone who is more or less a commanding officer. Then, marching order established, he waits to bring up the rear on their march to the lift tube. While he's at it, he lifts two stunners out of Mark's collection, hands one to Galeni, and holsters his own back into its concealed slot. Mark accepts this redistribution without comment and heads off down the corridor.
"Turning," agree Miles and Mark in unison, in their respective versions of Miles's voice. They look at each other. Mark adds, "That one's your husband," pointing down, as they both reverse course and start hauling themselves down the ladder. Miles asks, "What'd you see up there?"
"Thank you. Plainclothes bunch of people who didn't care to interact with me. Barrayaran accents. I suspect if you were going to be happy to see them they'd be in uniform, yes? The Cetagandans I can probably call off for the time being as long as only one of you is around at the time."
Mark nods along. "Yes, I see it. Bull our way through the Cetagandans with our dignity dialed up to maximum power, then turn around and get you after we've cleared them off." He pauses, then adds, "The only way it could be better would be if we could show them me as Vorkosigan and you as Naismith at the same time. Your cover—"
Miles grins, but shakes his head, as his boots hit the floor at the bottom of the lift tube and he starts along the corridor. "I know, but we can't. They'd be too tempted to shoot me. The Cetagandans are extremely peeved with Admiral Naismith just now."
"...really?" says Mark, following his look.
"It might not come to that. I hope it doesn't come to that. But it'd make a damn fine cloak of invisibility. Or we could go out the door we came in, but—"
Mark shakes his head. "The water's already covered it by now. I memorized the key points of the tide schedule."
"I suspected that might have happened, yes. So. Mark and Linya go ahead while the rest of us wait at the midpoint of this upcoming bend in the corridor. If we hear or otherwise sense any hint of Barrayarans coming the other way, Ivan and/or Galeni can attempt to persuade them to turn around while I cower out of sight and if necessary nip into a disabled pumping chamber for safe-ish concealment. Sound like a plan?"
Mark shrugs and moves up to walk behind Linya, separated by a respectful distance of a few feet or so.
She doesn't break stride. On in the direction of the Cetagandans.
She doesn't even have to step into the lift tube to find them. There's one scouting in this direction. He stops, double-takes at Linya, and then averts his eyes. She stands with absolute hauteur and emotionlessness.
"Ah," says Linya. "How convenient that it has taken so little time to find them; this place has limited appeal as a tourist attraction even when the crowds are thin. Miles, would you like to tell this gentleman for me that you are not acceptable collateral damage in their attempts on the life of your clone, unless Fletchir has decided to take back with his left hand what he gave me with his right?"
Mark-as-Miles, unwilling to peep out from behind Linya for long, jumps up so his head clears the level of her shoulder for just a moment. "Hello!" he chirps on the first bounce. "Have you met my wife?" on the second. Another bounce, "Isn't she lovely?" Bounce. "Your empress gave her to me!" Bounce. "It was a very moving ceremony!" Bounce. "You might want to put away that plasma arc," bounce, "before someone gets hurt!"
The Cetagandan scout puts away the plasma arc.
"Of course we have no wish to harm the lady's husband," he murmurs in the general direction of his knees. "Pardon me while I retrieve my commanding officer and this can be sorted out, I'm sure -"
Linya sighs with genteel impatience. The scout scurries away and is replaced by a fellow in extremely dramatic face paint.
"Er, milady ghem...?"
"Miles," says Linya exasperatedly, "perhaps while we're at it you'd like to notify this fellow that contra precedent I did not marry a ghem-lord, as I'm sure he can see with his own eyes, and therefore have not adopted the syllable as though producing it from the aether?"
"Miles," says Linya, "can you think of any reason to help this individual, for merely declining to annoy me by shooting you?"
The ghem winces.
"No," he says, ceasing his bounces at last and sidling out to stand by Linya's elbow. "Also, I owe Naismith a favour at the moment. His people recently rescued some of mine from Komarran kidnappers. Sorry, century-captain—" he makes this guess at rank based on the pattern of face paint. "You'd better turn around and go home. At least temporarily."
"I will - take that under advisement."
Linya peers at her fingernails. "It occurs to me that I could licitly be offended at attempts on your clone's life even without the possibility of mistaken identity, Miles," she muses. "Obviously he wasn't a participant in our wedding, but the ceremony is about genomes... it isn't really designed to take clones or even identical twins into account, when they're considered so... tacky, within Cetaganda itself... since you owe Naismith a favor, you could choose to warn this fellow here."
"My wife," he says, smiling at the century-captain, "suggests that since Naismith is as much an expression of my genome as I am, she could reasonably be offended at attempts on his life just as much as on mine. Perhaps you'd like to take that under advisement too."
"I believe I'll apply for orders from upstream in my chain of command. I apologize for the inconvenience, Lord Vorkosigan. Do please convey that to your wife as well."
To Linya, he bows, and then he scurries back into the tower.
Linya waits until she can't hear his footsteps anymore, then relaxes. "There. Sorry if you were harboring a latent hope to be thrown at Cetagandan assassins."
"I—I—" He shivers. "Yes. I'm sorry. I, uh." He inhales a steadying breath. "Mark shot Ser Galen. Mark had a crippling panic attack immediately afterward. Miles got me on my feet again by suggesting I not be Mark. It's working so far. I'm reluctant to mess with it too badly while there are still people nearby who want me dead. It seems like a bad time to go catatonic again."
"They're withdrawing. 'I' owe 'you' a favour," Mark explains. "For rescuing him," a gesture to Galeni, "from the Komarrans. And Lady Vorkosigan is prepared to be annoyed with them if they kill 'you' on the grounds that your genome, being mine, belongs to her."
Miles grins. "Good for you both. C'mon. If we run into ghem-lieutenant Tabor on our way out, ask after his bonsai - he mentioned briefly that he'd taken it up as a hobby, the one time I met him."
Mark nods. And toward Tower Seven they go.
"There's still that hundred thousand Betan dollars," says Miles. "If you need... space. To figure out how to be yourself. Whoever that is."
"I might take you up on that," says Mark.
"Of course I'd like it if you could just come home to Mother," says Miles, "but God knows I understand what the weight of expectations can do to a person."
Mark laughs softly. After a moment, so does Miles.
The Cetagandans have been brisk about clearing out the tower of their presence. They encounter none in it. When they exit the tower, there is a ghem-lieutenant, wandering around, looking unhappy. He startles when he sees Linya, politely averts his eyes, notes Miles and Mark with bewilderment, recognizes Ivan and Galeni, and appears quite paralyzed by all of them put together.
"A mercenary gets it where he can," Miles-as-Naismith says brightly. Mark-as-Vorkosigan shoots him a mildly disgusted look. Miles-as-Naismith ignores him and inquires of his wristcom, "Quinn, can we get an aircar to Tower Seven for pickup?"
Mark glances sideways at Miles and, smirking, holds something up between his first two fingers. Miles's hand goes to his jacket, where he was keeping that hundred-thousand-Betan-dollar credit chit. Empty.
"Did you just pick my pocket?" he demands incredulously.
"You were going to give it to me anyway," Mark points out. "I was just having fun."
"God save us all from your definition of 'fun'. Lift off, Elli. Where to, Mark?"
Mark shrugs. "Any tubeway stop that probably doesn't contain any assassins is good enough for me."
"The simple things are too easily taken for granted," Miles agrees.
But his worries prove false. Security lets them in without comment. Miles sends Elli to go get rid of the aircar and then clean up the Dendarii operation, and he goes to change out of his Dendarii uniform and await the return of some combination of Galeni, Ivan, and Destang. Hopefully in that order.
"Leftover nerves. I don't have anything practical to do, but I can't sleep, and there's a very small residual chance that someone is going to shoot me in the next few hours, and I'm worried for Galeni's career and Mark's health. And, again, can't do anything about either."
"Oh, I was moaning about Sylveth dumping me - by the way, Miles: Sylveth dumped me - and wondering how 'you' managed to hold onto her and there was something about hanging on for dear life but not being clingy and - I don't know how to translate any of it into advice but it came to mind."
"Everyone else seems satisfied that there are only two you-shaped people. It's very tempting to just agree with their assessment and scoop you up and cry into your hair for a bit and be done with it - but everyone else, at least of the parties who are on this planet, will be more or less all right if it turns out that you're not you as long as you do both of the relevant jobs, as long as you aren't inclined to assassinate people or sabotage the work. Even Ivan doesn't seem that shaken up and he's your cousin. I'm shaken up. Convince me. Tell me - things they couldn't have turned up through elaborate detective work, and enough of them that it's vanishingly unlikely for them have got it via fast-penta before you hit upon the Bard. Tell me what color my bubble was when it wasn't white, tell me what the first mistake I made when you taught me to fly a lightflyer was, tell me - I don't know, what color my underwear was the first time we made love - convince me so that I can hold you." She swallows. "My dearest partner of greatness."
He takes a deep breath.
"When we were talking to haut Kety from inside that stolen bubble you kept making this face every time he called you 'love' and you rolled your eyes when you said it back. And you didn't know what clarium was. You cut Nadina's hair. Everyone kept thinking that Ivan was the mastermind and it ticked me off immensely. I fell onto the inside of the force-screen... one time I asked you how pathetic it was that I fell to my knees when I first saw you, and you said it was endearing because you like the way I project my experiences into the world, and I declared an intention to become insufferably smug about it. When we got married the first time the candies were shaped like little flowers in little bubbles and I couldn't quite decide if the symbology was as obvious as it seemed but I never asked. When you first told me to call you Linya it was in the embassy foyer, between getting married and leaving the planet. After the first time we made love you met Ivan in the corridor and told him I was sleeping and he cracked up, and the next time I saw him we kept giggling at each other and I could not for the life of me explain to you why. I still can't, for that matter. It took me something like a week before I figured out how to disengage from marital relations of my own will instead of just going on until you wanted to do something else or I fell asleep on you. Also the first time you kissed me was after I admitted I'd been arguing with Ivan about whether or not I was going to be, ah, maritally disappointed. You picked me up. It was quite adorable."
"When Illyan met us at the shuttleport I told him fast-penta doesn't work on haut women and he looked really noncommittal and I still don't know if he already knew. The face you made the first time you got a good look at Cockroach Central was amazing. It made Illyan apologize on the spot. Sometimes I still think about calling it 'the enormous concrete dropping of some kind of mythical Bad Taste Dragon' and giggle to myself. I remember you suggested we get some ladders and let the neighbourhood children paint it, and I can't remember if I said so but I thought you might be overestimating the artistic ability of Barrayaran neighbourhood children... I think it was on the walk from there to Vorkosigan House that I told you I'd take a wedding oath capped with 'and anyone who doesn't like it can take a wormhole jump to hell'. I had an urge to say it when the time actually came, but I refrained. I still use 'kitten-tree' as an adjective for especially quirky feats of bioengineering - I thought it when I was buying you that live fur. The first time you met Mother she asked if she was welcoming you to the family or housing an exile or a refugee. Then while you were talking while I screwed around with luggage she let on that I've been known to disable the safety measures in a lightflyer. You're really fond of groats, have been since you first tried them."
"I love you too. That was terrible, I'm not doing that again, I'm telling Illyan the minute I get home that he can give you clearance to hear about my job or revoke mine and let the Dendarii go to waste. I probably won't bring up option three. Unless he makes a lot of unhappy noises."
"...Exception for if I strongly suspect we are under hostile observation and have to tell you something that isn't true to throw off whoever it is. And I'll correct myself as soon as I get you properly alone, which I will attempt to do as expeditiously as possible," he says. "There are unfortunately way too many reasons a covert agent might have to lie. But 'to make sure my wife doesn't find out what I'm really doing on ninety percent of my quote unquote courier missions' is now no longer such a reason. I declare it so. I am done lying to you."
Miles attempts to look reasonably innocent without crossing the border into disingenuousness.
"Vorkosigan," says Destang. "To your credit, you appear to have filed a completely truthful report. This does not excuse your failure to obey orders, but it does mitigate it somewhat. Also among your accomplishments: you managed not to get shot or involve the police, and you may have secured your cover as 'Admiral Naismith'. I am reluctantly impressed. However—"
There is a knock on the door.
Destang's eyebrow twitches. He motions for Miles to get it.
It's an ImpSec special courier, who looks mildly surprised to have interrupted whatever he just interrupted, but hands a data packet to Destang and then leaves. Destang sits down at Galeni's comconsole to read the message. He gets increasingly disgruntled as he goes on.
Finally he stands up again.
"You are saved by divine intervention, Vorkosigan. Here are your orders." He hands Miles a data disk marked with the Imperial seal. Miles accepts it solemnly, trying not to bounce up and down or giggle. "In short, you are to take your Dendarii on a two-week journey into Sector IV to deal with a nasty hostage situation. Holding you here on charges of disobeying orders would, alas, interfere with that goal."
"Thank you, sir," says Miles, as modestly as possible.
"Also included: another credit chit for eighteen million marks, for your next six months' operating expenses," says Destang, reluctantly handing over this object.
"Thank you, sir," says Miles.
"And when you're done, you report to Commodore Rivik at Sector IV Headquarters on Orient Station."
"Yes, sir."
"With luck, by the time you and your irregulars next return to Sector II, I will have retired."
Miles chooses another "Yes, sir," out of the many possible responses he could have to that aside.
Destang looks to Ivan and Galeni next, as though trying to decide which to address first. Finally he shakes his head. "I will enclose all of your reports along with my own and send them to Simon Illyan for review. Whatever he decides to do with you then will be out of my hands. I could not be happier about this fact. For my part, you are all dismissed to your duties."
Miles salutes and heads for the door at a decorous pace.
"Good news: I'm not going to be arrested. Bad news: Only because I just received urgent orders from Simon Illyan to ship out with the Dendarii and deal with a hostage situation in Sector IV. So this is me changing my uniform for the umpteenth time, reading my orders, and then heading topside to gather my mercenaries and go. If Bel Thorne hasn't already cancelled its contract to transport your neuroscientist, it will soon. And I'll be a minimum of a month getting out and back, even if all we do is show up, knock some pirates' heads together, and turn around again the same day."
"If it's all the same to you, I'd rather my Dendarii keep it. Although if we do swing back through Sol system on our way out of Sector IV, I wouldn't object at all to splitting off the Ariel for a nice safe mission to Komarr. I could even ride along. So if you're still convincing him in a month..."
He kisses her again and fishes his Dendarii grey-and-whites out of wherever he last stuffed them. Something falls out of a jacket pocket.
Miles stares at the floor in amazement.
"Where did that little shit learn to pick pockets like that?" he exclaims, scooping up his grandfather's knife in its lizardskin sheath.
"He took the credit chit I'd planned to give him anyway when we were getting into the aircar, and taunted me about it immediately afterward, and with everything else going on I didn't even remember he hadn't given the knife back, but come to think of it he wasn't wearing it when he got out to get on the tube..." Miles shakes his head. "Hell. I hope we get to see him again someday."
"He was still puzzled about that by the time he talked to me. I told him that if I weren't tied to a chair I would hold out a hand in his direction and see what he'd do with it. He wound up untying one to make the experiment, and he looked at me like I'd electrocute him and dithered about how to react, then shook my hand. And then I had one hand untied for most of the rest of it but didn't think of anything clever to do with that."
Clothes all changed, he sits down at his comconsole and scans his orders.
"Looks sticky," he says when he's finished skimming. "This is not going to be one of the fun missions." He extracts the data disk from the comconsole, pockets it, kisses Linya's hand, and heads out.