Another mirror awaits within, this one flat and clear and broad, meant for practical use. Curious now, he switches Miles off again and closes his eyes briefly to recapture the moment.
When he opens his eyes, he nearly flinches himself. Shit, no wonder she was upset. He looks like a man pursued by the legions of Hell. Come on, Mark, shape up. He flips the inner switch again and relaxes immediately; the man in the mirror turns from haggard wretch to tired but friendly, just like that.
All right. Time to make a call.
He settles the Betan accent in his mind while his hands input credit information and comm code. The accent's the trickiest part by far; he's had time to practice it, but not to get it bone-deep and quick as breathing like the Barrayaran one.
The image of a face materializes above the vid plate, interposing itself between him and the mirror. Her grey-and-white uniform is better kept than his, properly adorned with a lieutenant's insignia and a name patch. "Comm Officer Hereld, Triumph, Dendarii Free... Corporation," she says, not quite stumbling over the substitution; in peaceful Escobaran space, a mercenary fleet must pass with weapons sealed and good intentions verified and even its name slightly censored.
Mark—Miles—flashes her the Naismith grin. "Good to see you, Lieutenant," he says. Betan pronunciation, the fluid -eu- instead of the sibilant -eff- of a Barrayaran or Londoner.
She lights up instantly. "Admiral Naismith, sir! You're back!" Her smile is like a hit of some intensely addictive drug, juba or dreamline, something that takes you higher than an orbital flight and then burns you up on reentry. It feels good now, oh yes, but the comedown is going to be hell... can't think about that now. Miles wouldn't. "What's up? Are we going to be moving out soon?"
"In good time, Lieutenant," he says, smiling a wait-for-it smile. "You'll see. And in the meanwhile, I want a pick-up from this station."
"Yes, sir," nods Hereld. "I can get that for you. Is Captain Quinn with you?"
If he were really Miles, she would be, almost certainly; but Hereld doesn't know that. Mark shakes his head. "Not at the moment."
"Oh? When will she be following?"
"Later," he says smoothly.
"Right, sir. Let me just get clearance for—are we loading any equipment?"
He shakes his head again. "Just me."
"For a personnel pod, then." She shifts her eyes from the vid pickup for a few seconds, then reports, "I can have someone at docking bay E17 in about twenty minutes."
Which is just about the time it would take him to reach docking bay E17 from this comm booth at a dead run. "Perfect. I want to be transferred directly to the Ariel."
"Right, sir. Shall I notify Captain Thorne?"
"Yes. Tell it to make ready to break orbit," he says.
"Just the Ariel?" she asks, lifting curious eyebrows.
"Yes, Lieutenant," he says, with a gently chiding tone that causes her to straighten up slightly.
"Will do, Admiral."
"Naismith out," he says breezily, and cuts the com. Lieutenant Herald's face dissolves into twinkling lights. Admiral Naismith takes a deep breath. He's in it now, all right. The energy of Miles's soul fills him to overflowing, issuing from that bottomless well in the back of his mind. He pulls his credit chit from the slot, tucks it securely in one of his many pockets, and bolts down the station corridors toward the appropriate docking bay.
The Ariel is a short jaunt away, and when dismissed the pilot goes without a fuss or any sign of recognition (or rather, any sign of accurate recognition). Captain Thorne is there to greet him.
"Welcome aboard, sir!" it says brightly, and then, more or less without warning, it hugs him.
(He should have known this was coming - the fact that he didn't know this was coming indicates potentially dangerous further unknowns with respect to Naismith's exact relationship with Thorne - hopefuly they don't have some kind of complex arrangement which Mark will need to navigate. He's absolutely certain Miles would not betray his wife, but much less certain of precisely what Miles's wife would consider a betrayal.)
"If only I wasn't allergic to half your exquisitely curated tea cupboard," he says dryly. (Half's an overgenerous estimate, and Mark in fact does not share most of Miles's allergies, but in any given collection of more than twenty plants it's good odds Miles will have at least a mild reaction to one of them.)
"Thanks, Bel." He inhales a breath of tea-scented steam. Thorne has indeed presented him with one of the more mainstream options available. That fits. He takes a temperature-testing sip and settles back in his chair, trying to inhabit Miles's comfort more fully.
"It's definitely more a case of 'Admiral Naismith is excited, everyone take cover' than the other kind," he snorts. "But I wouldn't say it's much harder than some of the shit we've pulled off in the past. It is—well, our part in this scheme is—a pickup, of a sort."
"If all goes well, we won't have to go near Ryoval," he says, as his mind traces out the implications. Oh, shit. Now that he knows Bel is wary of Ryoval, that rumour of somebody cleaning out House Ryoval's gene samples begins to take on a distinct odour of Naismith. Well, too late now.
"And yours is the best ship for the job. All conflict on the ground: show up, grab the clones, and bolt - we need the most effective commando squad in the fleet, and the speed to get us in and out ahead of better-armed pursuit, and the Ariel has both."
"Between you and me? I'm pretty well convinced it's a takedown," he says. "Somebody wants House Bharaputra wiped from that planet's inhospitable surface, and this is the first open move in the game. But our philanthropist hasn't directly said as much. Just paid us a respectable sum, half in advance and half on delivery, the second half to be proportionately docked for every clone out of the batch of fifty-six that doesn't make it to Escobar alive and well."
He snorts and shakes his head. "I honestly don't care whose bed I collapse in at this point. It's been a long day. Usual cabin, thank you, and have my kit sent over from the Triumph while you're at it."
Where he will just have to slap every door until he finds the one that responds to the Naismith handprint. And there it is, directly across from Bel's. How... contextually ambiguous.
Ugh. He really hopes they aren't fucking. That is not a situation he is going to be able to navigate with grace, and the hell of it is he doesn't dare blow his cover this early. The best he could manage might be to break up with it and then apologize and explain when the job's done, and that couldn't possibly have a beneficial effect on morale...
Mark examines it all.
Crate one: assorted clothing and wristcom/chronos, both uniform and civilian. All in precisely Miles's size.
Crate two: space armour. Fully armed and powered. Also in precisely Miles's size. He inspects every piece before he packs it away again; he won't need to wear this set for this mission if all goes well, but he still feels a responsibility to the role that he should know how in better than theoretical terms.
Crate three: half-armour, for dirtside rather than space-based combat. No built-in weapons here, but Mark finds the command headset much more exciting anyway. This, he will need to practice with. Admiral Naismith would wear this armour like a second skin, and manipulate the headset's data flows as easily as his own limbs.
And now he had better actually go to sleep. He sends Thorne a message instructing it to break orbit as soon as they have everything loaded, observing that time is of the essence since they don't know exactly when the next clone is scheduled for surgery; then he crawls into bed and into an uneasy doze.
He wakes up a few hours later after less sleep than he'd like but enough to maintain function. The first thing he does is call up personnel records and mission reports on the comconsole and start memorizing things that Admiral Naismith already knows. The files are charmingly bare of details, but it's amazing what he can piece together from the available snippets.
Which will give him enough time to go over those personnel files a second time. And Miles attending to his own meal requirements without anyone having to chase him down and sit on him is rare, but not literally unheard-of.
When both the personnel files and the exquisitely Miles-targeted dinner are consumed and comfortably digesting, he changes into a fresher, neater uniform than the one he slept in and notifies Thorne that he'll have that inspection now.
The contents of those personnel files are all present, real and alive, each laden with a richly informative individual array of weapons and small personal items. Here a paper charm pinned to a sleeve in minor defiance of regulation; there a holstered plasma arc with its grip recently replaced and bearing three kill-marker notches already. Mark inhales knowledge. The sound of a dozen comfortably boisterous commandos neatly covers his approach.
"Heads up!" calls the thirteenth soldier. The effect is instantaneous; they practically teleport into two neat rows of six.
The speaker stands up, unfolding to his full height of eight feet, two inches, and salutes Naismith with calm seriousness from the far end of the front row. "Sergeant Asterion and the Green Squad, reporting as ordered, sir."
"Thank you, Sergeant," he says, pacing down the line and offering each soldier an equal measure of his attention, his approval. They straighten visibly, glowing with pride under his regard. It feels terribly, beautifully right. At the end, he steps back smoothly to meet Asterion's eyes and give him a firm nod.
"I've had a little longer to familiarize myself with the data dump, so I didn't quite realize how stupidly enormous it was. Thank our employer for their attention to detail, I guess. Should I start you off on the highlights, or have you had a chance to review the summaries already?"
"Yeah. The little ones are scattered across a larger number of facilities, some of them may be temporarily placed in individual foster homes - the locations are less secure, but there's absolutely no chance of a hit-and-run sweep like we're planning for the nine- and ten-year-olds. Having all the older kids concentrated in a single location makes them easier to guard as a set, but correspondingly easier to steal as a set."
"One year's inventory isn't exactly a pitiful haul. But yeah. I did actually ask what it would take to get them all at once, and honestly, the whole fleet couldn't do it. You'd be getting dangerously close to 'planetary invasion force' by the time you found a fleet that could."
"Because Miles makes you better. Would you like to see my statistics? Having Admiral Naismith along on a mission makes everyone smarter, faster, more competent. A factor which is not ordinarily under the control of mere employers - have you ever tried to contact the Admiral while he was off being thoroughly vanished? Can't be done. I, however," he shrugs again, "have a backup copy. So to speak. I do pull off a very good Miles, you must admit. What gave me away?"
"With Miles, the error margins on this mission are acceptable - a sight better than some of the crazy shit you've pulled over the years. Without him? I'm not sure I'd chance it. You're all very good, but Miles has this way of turning good into—into superlative. And this is not exactly going to be a cakewalk. We need every edge we can get."
"D'you take me for a bloody amateur? I am at minimum going to hit him hard enough that he regrets ever creating me, and if all goes according to plan I will also have the pleasure of personally murdering him after I've worn him down enough for assassination to be feasible."
"Here's the problem. Your desired margin of error calls for Miles's Midas touch. I made you; anyone else might - what does that do to your plan? The way I see it, we can turn around and you can see if the real Miles wants to take the job, or we can continue and I can run the entire operation, while you pretend to be having obscure drug reactions and hope it works long-distance and counterfeit."
"You made me through extensive flirtation," Mark points out. "And you know m—him best out of anyone on this ship, by a long shot. Support my cover and they won't notice, and I will have the same effect on them that he does. I have observed the effect I have on them, as him. I'm not even sure it won't work on you, and you know better. Miles's Midas touch is powerful stuff."
"We'll see, I guess." Thorne regards him, then sighs. "All right, I'm blacking out communications on the theory of never send interim reports. If anybody else sees through you, though, or even just remembers to check just in case - we either abort or we leave you on the ship come drop. Will that meet with your approval, O client?"
"Yeah. I did run the numbers on whether or not to take the rest of the fleet and try to swipe all the clones, and it cannot in fact be done unless you're carrying another couple hundred fast cruisers in your pocket and they each hold their very own Green Squad complete with a copy of Sergeant Asterion. But at least if we take the ten-year-olds we get anyone they would've killed for the rest of the year, and if the rest of my plan works out, by the end of the year they will no longer be in a position to kill the next one."
"Yes. But what he can't do is restore his customers' faith in him after he loses a year's inventory in a single night. And if I'm lucky, when I tell him he was burned by his own product he'll take the bait and send his enforcers after me, and I'll get to kill 'em all as they come, thereby wasting yet more of his money."
He freezes for only the barest instant, and then kisses back. As Miles. Very much as Miles, if Miles were inexplicably quite comfortable with kissing Bel and also not even a little bit married. (There is a touch of hesitation, but it's a very Miles touch of hesitation, discarded with a very Miles oh-the-hell-with-it half-shrug.)