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Various Whites and a Miles in the Wasteland
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The ambush came too fast.

If Dakker had been a different Strider, one with better reflexes, maybe he'd have been able to flit out of the way of the blow and be fine.

Dakker is not a different Strider and he did his damn job, which is to get everyone out of harm's way, and if no one recognizes where the hell they are now at least it doesn't look war-touched, and it's a damn shame to blame someone who's bleeding to death for his own injury while you're trying to save them.

Especially if it doesn't work.

The death toll sounds while Aduva is still desperately trying to frost over the wound for lack of any cloth clean enough for bandages.

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It is night. A round silver moon hangs low in the cloudless sky. The surrounding landscape is very flat, very dry, and very lifeless. Nothing reacts noticeably to their arrival or Dakker's death.

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"Where the hell are we?" Luvei asks, after the final tones have died down and everyone's recovered.

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"Not in Arshalei," Kaleith points out. "At least so it would appear. Which is good enough for me, really."

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"Well, it's not good enough for me," Mirrin interjects. "If we're stranded somewhere with no civilization with no living Strider, how are we going to survive?"

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"We're not going to die, we have an orc," Amalta says reasonably. "And if we can't stand it here--well. We have three elves, and plenty of fresh Strider DNA."

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"Two elves total," Mirrin grumbles. "If you go by fractions."

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"Why the hell would you do that," Kaleith asks.

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The wasteland has no commentary on their reproductive habits.

On the subject of survival, the faint breath of a breeze carries the smell of water from over thataway.

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"I smell water," says Yttren, the orc. "I'm going to check it out."

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"Great. Everyone else look away, if we want to use his DNA ever we have to collect it now, so we should whether we're going to use it or not." Her right hand goes to the glove covering her left, but doesn't remove it while anyone other than her fiancee is looking.

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Her sister sighs and turns away, in a direction so that no one can see her front and she can't see her sister, peels off her own blood-soaked glove, extends her collector-tendrils and starts probing at the blood on her hands.

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As Yttren progresses toward the smell of water, a dip in the ground becomes visible in the distance. It will take him a while to reach the point where the elevation begins to change, but when he does, he'll see the dry cracked earth sloping down slow and steady toward a very large, very still freshwater lake completely devoid of discernible life. There are four trees dotting the shoreline. They are all dead.

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...Huh.

Yttren touches one of the dead trees to see if he can tell what it died from.

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Thirst and starvation, a very long time ago.

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...Huh.

He scoops up a pinch of soil and rolls it between his fingers. How good is it for growing things?

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Totally void of usable nutrients, that's how!

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What the fuck.

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The smear of parched earth between his fingers holds no answers.

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Well. The group's not gonna like what they're gonna have to do to survive, probably, but they'll dislike it less than dying. Before he goes back to share the bad news, he pokes the water to see if it contains anything inimical to life.

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Nope. Some minerals, but nothing toxic or toxically concentrated.

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What the fuck, none of this makes sense.

He starts trudging back to the group.

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The landscape remains super dead. No birds, no insects. Occasional broken and dessicated tree stumps, some so caked with dirt that they could pass for rocks at a glance.

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He will check every fucking tree stump he sees in case one of them has anything else useful to tell him.

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They all died of the same ultimate causes, in varying proportions: lack of water and barrenness of soil. The soil is indeed both dry and barren.

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But there is a lake right there this makes no sense.

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And yet!

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Fffffffuuuu---

Fine.

He stomps back to the group.

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Luvei intercepts him before he can walk in on the elves doing elf things.

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Right. Good. Well, it's apparently going to be very necessary for elves to do elf things, because the soil contains zero nutrition and if they want to not starve in the time it takes to gestate at least one egg with enough Strider blood to teleport and raise the kid to the point where he or she can get them all out of here they're going to need to harvest the corpse for as much plant-usable nutrient as possible and be impeccably efficient with their waste.

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They may turn out to be in slightly more luck than that.

About an hour after they arrived, a small humanoid figure wearing a backpack much too big for him becomes visible in the distance, approaching them from the direction of the lake.

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The elves have all well and finished doing their elf things by this point, and Aduva's the first to spot him. "That's either good, because he knows how to survive here without arguable cannibalism, or bad, because we have another mouth to feed."

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The distant figure waves.

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Aduva waves back. This is highly visible on account of her being a few inches over seven feet tall.

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Yeah, that sure is a thing!

Walk walk. Walk walk walk.

 

He calls a cheery greeting in an unfamiliar language as soon as he's in earshot.

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...Well, that's hardly a surprise. She taps her chest. "Aduva."

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He taps his own chest and says, "Tiro!"

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"I, Aduva. I am Aduva. You, Tiro. You are Tiro."

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"I am Tiro. You are Aduva." He looks around at everyone else and adds, "You are...?"

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"Amalta."

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"Kaleith."

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"Leuska," a woman with great brown wings extending from her back introduces herself.

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"Luvei." A man almost nine feet tall with pale blue skin.

"Yttren." A man with green skin, a very prominent lower jaw, and highly pronounced canines.

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"Delsmiar." A woman in gauzy black robes that were probably very fine before they were so tattered, with black markings on her face.

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"Mirrin."

"Panga."

"Fondai."

"Proust." A quartet of women shorter than he, all with thick curly brown hair and bare, hairy feet.

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He smiles a welcoming smile, says something else in his language, and beckons to the group while taking a few steps away in the direction he came from.

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They all look warily at each other and at their friend's body.

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...yeah, there is that.

He sighs. He takes off his comically oversized backpack. He sits down on the ground and unlatches the lid of the boxy pack and takes out a round metal plate, a book, and a paintbrush.

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Okay...

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He makes gentle shooing motions to clear people out of the square meter or so directly in front of him.

Inside a compartment of his pack, sixteen glass spheres are strapped tightly into individual leather holders, each a different colour. He dips the brush into the brown one, somehow; the dense spongy brush-tip passes through the shell of the sphere like it isn't there, while the shaft of the brush ticks against the outside and stops the tip from going any farther. Using a diagram from the book as a reference, he paints an abstract diagram onto the flat surface of the plate in brown ink with glints of green and grey.

A cubic meter of rich soil appears in midair directly in front of him and falls into a heap on the ground. The curves and lines of his diagram vanish from the plate at the same moment.

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Yttren steps forward, reaches towards the soil, and makes a "can I?" gesture.

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The small conjuror nods encouragingly.

The soil is awesome.

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"This is good soil. Really, really good soil," he says in amazement after pinching a bit.

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"No quasi-cannibalism for us, then. Thank the Mother."

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Tiro watches this interaction.

He points in the direction he came from. "Really good soil," he advertises.

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"Fucking sold."

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"We should still bury him," Luvei says, "even if we're not going to try growing food from his body."

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Tiro looks between Luvei and the body and the pile of dirt.

He attempts to inquire by gestures whether he should make more dirt.

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"We're going to need more soil than that to grow food with," he says, "since it will be a few years at least before we can find somewhere more habitable. Here or where you came from doesn't matter."

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He shrugs. He puts his magic painting kit away and stands up and puts his ridiculously overlarge backpack on again.

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"We shouldn't all go with him, not to start with. Amalta, you and Luvei and Leuska and Mirrin and Fondai can stay and bury Dakker. I and Delsmiar and Yttren and Panga and Proust can see where he's taking us."

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Tiro glances at all the named people, then takes a few steps away and beckons again.

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The group designated to follow him does so.

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Trek trek trek, back toward the lake and then around it. A hill by the shore comes into view. It looks to be about an hour's walk in total from the site of their arrival; if that's his base, he must have started walking almost as soon as he heard the death toll. And it seems likely to be his base. For one thing, it's covered in more of that good soil and has plants growing all the fuck over it.

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Well, investigating a death toll and then immediately making soil speaks well of his motives. Gosh, those sure are plants. Are they edible plants, Yttren?

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A selection of the nearby plants:

One low tangled bush whose coiling branches bear rolled-up strips of raw bacon instead of berries. The woody stems aren't very nutritious, but the bacon, uh, is bacon.

A cluster of sunflower-like plants with shining iridescent blue liquid collecting in their rolled-up cuplike leaves. Tiro interposes himself between Yttren and these ones, gesturing to the liquid and shaking his head: do not touch.

Assorted unrecognizable fruit trees and berry bushes and vegetables and tubers, all edible and nutritious.

A stand of peculiar shrubs without much nutritional value, busily producing pods of soft delicate pinkish-white fluff.

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Yttren reports dazedly on the edibility of various things. Wow.

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Tiro has more welcoming smiles for everyone.

He goes to a stone door set into the hillside and hauls it open with visible effort, then gestures: anyone want to see inside?

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Sure, it's probably safe.

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Then Tiro can give them an incomprehensibly narrated tour of his cozy little hill!

There's one big round room just inside the entrance, with ten backpacks just like the one he's wearing hanging neatly from pegs on the curve of the wall. Also in this room: a big round wooden table, not enough chairs for everyone, dust in the corners, and another door leading to a somewhat cramped spiral stair which in turn leads to another big room. It seems like it used to be some sort of dormitory, but half the beds are smashed and some of the remaining ones have fallen apart with age. Tiro shrugs apologetically.

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She nods. "We were all expecting to sleep on the ground for the forseeable future anyway."

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Wry smile. Nod. Incomprehensible commentary.

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"I have no idea how much you get out of it when I talk. We should probably try to teach each other more words."

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"I get more words when you talk."

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"...So are you just really really good at languages or is that your species' magic?"

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"My magic. Not species."

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"...Um?"

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"Um? Words," he prompts.

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"What do you mean not species?"

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"My species is not magic. My magic is not species."

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"...You're a hybrid?" she guesses.

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"No...?"

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"I don't understand."

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"I don't words to you understand. I get more words when you talk," he reminds her.

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"Every species has a magic. Every magic comes from a species. Except death tolls and geneses, I guess."

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"My species has no magic. My magic comes from - a species not my species? Words! Teach me words!"

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"Another species?"

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"Another species!" he agrees. "Another species has magic. My species has no magic. All my species magic comes from another species magic."

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"What makes you think your species doesn't have magic? Some people think elves don't have magic, but we do."

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He sighs.

"What makes you think my species does have magic?"

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"Because every species has magic."

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"I don't have words," he says, frustrated.

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"I don't know what words you need. Words about magic, words about species, words about something else?"

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"Yes! All those!"

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She giggles. "Magic! Besides death tolls and geneses, there's species magic. Every species has their own unique magic, although they can be similar. People sometimes try grouping them in artificial categories but they don't come with inherent divisions like that. Elves have elf magic, to make healthy babies, orcs have orc magic, to make food grow, frost giants have ice magic, etcetera. Hybrids can end up with varying levels of the magic of their component species. I'm half-elf half-frost giant, but I have all the elf magic and and less than all of the frost giant magic so I say I'm an elf who is also half frost giant." As if reminded by her mentioning he elfness, she looks down at the blood-soaked glove on her left hand. "...With elves, it's indecent to go around with your left hand bare, because elves have weird biology. Do you happen to have a pair of gloves lying around that might fit?"

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"...Ah... that might fit, yes," he says, and goes back up to the main room and hoists one of the boxy backpacks off the wall and pulls out a pair of heavy leather gloves, brown with a silvery sheen.

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"Thank you so much. Uh, I'm just gonna step out of the room to change, alright? ...Is there anywhere I could wash the blood off my hands?"

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"Yes—" and back down the stairs to a room next to the dormitory with, among other things, a magical self-filling washbasin.

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"Thank you so much," she repeats, and waits for him to leave the room before taking her glove off.

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Yep, off he goes.

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Oh it's good to feel clean.

She comes back in a few minutes later wearing the left half of the glove pair and with the right half dangling from her belt.

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He waves hello when she emerges back into the main room of the underground complex. "So: magic! I don't know what death tolls or geneses are."

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"...I guess if you've only got two species wherever you are you probably haven't had a genesis in long enough that you'd necessarily still have cultural consciousness of it. A genesis is when a new species starts. Death tolls are...that thing that happens when someone dies? Like when Dakker--my friend--died."

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"That doesn't happen when someone dies wherever-I-am!"

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"...Uh."

"Crap."

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"My species does not have magic."

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"Okay, I believe you. But I think that's less important right now than the possibility that my friend just died on virgin soil. Death tolls, on land that's never seen one before, cause geneses."

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"..."

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"Some period of time--I think a few days, maybe a week--after the death toll rings, the nearest population center--I don't know if we count, we wouldn't if there was a city nearby but I really doubt there is--starts seeing babies of the new species just suddenly appear. Not out of proportion to the number of adults available to take care of them--if we do count we'd probably not get an average of more than one a year, I think, at least to start with--but it doesn't stop until there's enough of them to form a stable gene pool."

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"Uh," says Tiro. "...uh."

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"I mean, this is assuming this is virgin soil--or was--which we don't know yet, but..."

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"There's no city nearby," he says. "There's no... anything nearby."

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"We can't just leave. If someone else comes by someday the genesis will resume and if they have no idea what's going on..."

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Tiro nods.

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"I'm sorry."

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"I couldn't leave anyway," he says. "I don't know how."

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"...How did you get here?"

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"Magic," he says wryly.

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"Fair enough. We were brought here by our dead friend, but if we really wanted to leave we could create at least one child with enough of his genes to inherit his species magic."

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"...Uh," says Tiro.

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"Elf magic, not necrophilia."

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...He giggles.

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"My sister--Amalta--is engaged to Kaleith. I think they'd be competent to rear a child even if they didn't have no choice because of the genesis. And Dakker gave his consent a long time ago that if it was for the good of the group his genes could be used posthumously."

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"...why?"

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"Because we were a group of civilians banding together for mutual protection and survival in a very nasty war zone."

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"Oh."

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"Yeah."

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He doesn't seem to know what to say to that.

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"We wouldn't have actually gone back even without the possible genesis, not once you showed up, but if you hadn't been able to produce fertile soil we would have been on a very tight deadline to get out of here as fast as possible."

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"Yeah."

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"If none of us can go back where we came from and we're going to have as many people as a genesis will ultimately produce we're going to end up founding a civilization whether we want to or not. Maybe we should think about how we want that to go."

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"Maybe you should teach me your language first," Tiro suggests.

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"True. I mean, if there's a better way to do it than talking about things I'm not sure what it is, I've never taught a language before, but things like that should probably wait."

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"Talking about things will do it! Talk about more things!"

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"My name is Aduva. I am the daughter of Saerltes, an elf, and Arka daughter of Aduva and Jaken, a frost giant. I am the sister of Amalta and the sister-in-law to be of Kaleith. I was born in the nine hundred and twelfth year of the settlement of the nation of Arshalei, and in the thousandth year the queen was murdered and her brother and son began to war over her throne. Each claims the other killed her."

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"My name is Tiro se Fara. I am the son of Kelten, a human, and Alyne se Fara, daughter of Fara, another human." He has to borrow in 'human' from his own language. "There are no hybrids with us. Athrai don't die or have children."

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"That is very strange. They can't be killed at all?"

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"I don't know how to kill them."

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"And you've never heard of one dying?"

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"Never."

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"I don't know what to make of that."

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"They are very magic."

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"Doesn't seem fair, if they have lots of magic and you don't have any."

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Tiro snorts. "Yeah."

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"But you have your--language thing?"

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"It's from an athra."

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"I guess that's better than them not sharing, if things are like that but they can share."

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He snorts again and shakes his head. "Yeah," he says, somewhat ambivalently.

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"Need more words?" she guesses.

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"Yes!"

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"I can't really think what we should be discussing right now that you have words for. Maybe I should just tell stories for a bit."

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"Do that!" he encourages.

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"Okay, here's a creation story from a popular Elf religion. Long ago, before the worlds were born, two ladies danced among the stars. Each was more beautiful than the loveliest of mortals, and the steps of their dance spanned galaxies. One day, one of them happened to notice a planet, in the course of their frolicking, and she saw that it had life on it. She narrowed her attention, until she could see the leaves and the flowers and the animals. And she said to her counterpart, 'look, is this not lovely? Is it not totally unlike the grand slow sweeping of the skies that we have traversed? Let us garb ourselves in flesh and bone such as these creatures possess, and walk among them.' And so they did. Decades passed, as they walked in forests and grasslands and mountains. But these two did not know the frailties of mortal flesh, and in time the first, the one who had noticed the world, fell from a cliff and snapped her neck.  Her death toll was like nothing heard before or since; it ripped apart the fabric of reality and created the portals, and its tones sank into the earth, causing the first Genesis. Now the dead Lady's counterpart was inconsolable, but when she saw the child that the world placed before her, since there was no one else to watch it, she took it into her arms and taught it everything that she and her beloved had learned about the world while walking in it. And in time more children were brought forth, and married, and multiplied, and the Mother at last left the world that the Martyr had died upon, content that her children did not need her so much that she could not seek her partner amongst the stars, hoping that the death of her body was not the death of her self."

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"...Portals?"

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"Between planets! Do you not have those either?"

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"No! We only have one planet!"

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"That must be so confining. What do you do about overpopulation?"

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"We... don't have it?"

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"Do people just mostly not have kids?"

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"Uh? How often do people have kids where you're from?"

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"Depends a lot on personality and social class and economic status. I don't think I ever bothered to look up the average. But--if there keep being new people, the population's going to keep growing--oh. Unless you're a species that ages past maturity, I guess."

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"...There are species that don't?"

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"All the species with a significant population in Arshalei don't."

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"Humans do. Well, most humans. Some have magic."

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"Do you?"

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"I... need more words."

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He can have another story! This one is a folktale with animals in it.

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And then he has enough vocabulary to try to explain.

"I don't know if I'm going to age past maturity, but I also don't know if I can die, at all."

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"Magic thing?"

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"Magic thing. Sometimes the athrai give out nice magic, and sometimes they give out nasty magic, but they almost never kill people. An enemy of my family won a favour from an athra and thought they'd try to trick the athra into killing me, but the athra added in more magic so the thing that was supposed to kill me didn't, and as a side effect, nothing else does either."

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"Oh. What's the thing, or should I not ask?"

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"It's hard to explain and I don't really want to demonstrate because it hurts a lot."

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"I can imagine. More words?"

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"Yeah. Thanks."

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She tells him an adorable childhood anecdote.

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It's very adorable!

"Should we be going and getting your other friends?" he wonders at the end of it.

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"Probably. They're probably done with the grave by now."

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"Okay, let's go."

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"Not looking forward to explaining the genesis."

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"...yeah."

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"I can give you more words on the way back."

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"Good plan."

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More miscellaneous stories! Aduva can tell a lot of stories in an hour.

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It's very helpful to Tiro's vocabulary.

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It's only fair. He's very helpful to her survival, and that of her friends.

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Trek trek trek trek oh look it's her friends.

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Her friends appear to already be freaking out before they get there.

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...Did a baby generate already???

They'll find out when they reach the friends, Tiro supposes.

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A baby did not already generate, as it turns out, but Delsmiar has announced that they're on previously-virgin soil and a genesis is imminent.

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Tiro hangs back awkwardly. He really doesn't know how to handle the prospect of spontaneous babies.

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The spontaneous babies will happen where there are adults, not where there is corpse, so if he's willing to handle nearby spontaneous babies there's no obstacle to following him back to his base.

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...Yes, okay, good. Back to the hill.

"I'm going to have to research construction," he says on the way back. "It was next on my list anyway, now that I've got the bathroom working. Does anyone want to help me clear all the broken furniture out of the bedroom? And does anyone want to learn this world's weird magic? You have to be careful with it, if you spill the wrong magic ink on yourself you might die or something, but it's really useful."

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"Tell us more about how it works?"

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"You saw what I did to make the dirt when you got here. That's how you make things with it," he says. "Painting magic ink on a flat plate. I'm learning how to make the magic ink, but I haven't got it all figured out yet, but there's enough of it that I'm not worried about running out soon."

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"But spilling it could be lethal."

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"I'm not going to spill it on any of you! I should get those collector flowers moved, though, I don't want to risk somebody running into one..."

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"I didn't think you would! I just want to be sure it's really clear to everyone here. Anyway, I absolutely want to learn."

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"Okay."

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"--Can it do healing? I don't--I don't want to be in the position of trying and failing to save someone again."

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"I honestly have no idea. I'm working out of books in a language I don't speak - my language magic works on speech but not writing, and the speaker has to understand what they're saying - and I've only been here for a month. I know it can do lots of things besides make stuff out of thin air, but making stuff out of thin air is the only thing it can do that you don't need to be literate to learn out of a book."

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"That's really annoying. Delsmiar?"

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"The third word on the legend of the diagram on the fifty-first page of one of them means 'structure,' and I could identify which one if you showed me the diagram," she shrugs. "I'll let you know if I get any other words."

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"...There aren't that many books with diagrams, I can show you page fifty-one of all of them when we get back to the hill," says Tiro.

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"That'll work," she agrees.

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"Thanks."

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"Did Aduva explain Oracles to you?"

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"Not really!"

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"My species--Oracles--we're pretty rare, but we have incredibly valuable magic. We just--know things, out of nowhere, and they're always objectively true. You can't steer it, though--I could tell you the exact number of eyelashes you have, for example."

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"I don't need to know my number of eyelashes, but thank you," he says. "How are you rare?"

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"People frequently try to abduct Oracles to force us to use our magic for them, so most of us find powerful people who aren't coercive to work for instead of forming communities composed primarily of ourselves like most species."

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"I'm not sure which part of what I just said is causing that reaction."

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"If I had to put the reaction into words, it would be something like 'things work so differently from what I'm used to where you're from, but people are apparently still people everywhere'."

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"Ha. That much is certainly true."

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"People are always people. Except when they're athrai. But I think athrai are people too, in their own way, they're just so strange it's impossible to tell what they're thinking."

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"They don't sound like a normal sort of species at all. I mean. You don't either, for our values of normal, but you're closer."

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"I can tell human from athra pretty reliably, and you all seem human to me, that way. You're different but you're not different the way athrai are different."

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"Amalta and I are half frost giant elves, I think I mentioned, Kaleith's a full elf, we've established that Delsmiar's an oracle, Leuska's a siren, Luvei's a full frost giant, Yttren is an orc, and Mirrin, Panga, Fondai and Proust are halflings."

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"Athrai can take whatever shape they please. Sometimes they pretend to be human. They're usually not very good at it."

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"Not good at it like how?"

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"The really easy mistakes to pick up on are when they give themselves glowing eyes or bright green hair or make themselves eight feet tall. Sometimes they're a little subtler and it's just... you can tell their bodies don't quite work? And the really good ones don't make either of those mistakes, but they still sound like athrai when they talk."

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"I mean, one of my mothers is taller than eight feet, and she's of the shorter local frost giant ethnicity. Someone eight feet tall with green hair would just be pegged for a locally obscure species, most likely. How do Athrai talk?"

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"...Weirdly. It's hard to explain. If you ever meet one I can say 'see, like that, that's what I was talking about' and you'll probably say 'oh, I see exactly what you mean now'. Different athrai get different things wrong, but... they're drawing from a different set of errors than humans?"

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"Fascinating. Can you quote an example or something?"

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"It might get lost in translation."

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"Right. You're learning this language really well, I'm impressed by your magic."

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"Yeah, the language thing is pretty useful."

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"I can't claim to be as fast a learner but if you teach me your language too at some point you can tell me what it's like when an Athra talks!"

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"I've never taught a language before, but I can try!"

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"Neither have I! Granted that I don't have a magic thing, but I'm sure we can still work something out."

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"Sure."

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"Pronouns? I we you y'all (he/she)/it they(animate)/they(inanimate)?"

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...He grins. "Actually, which language do you want to learn? I speak two."

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"Probably ultimately both but it'd be less confusing to start with just one--what're the major practical and aesthetic differences?"

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"Haelahar is the language of my country. Sanash is my father's native language. Um, let's see, how about a line of poetry in each... Soth an hazire senn' ith verai, that's Haelahar, and min ada peret min firris telaynit, that's Sanash."

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"Those are both nice. Have you heard an Athra talk in both of them?"

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"More frequently in Haelahar, growing up in Haela and all."

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"Haelahar to start with," she decides.

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"Okay! So, pronouns? 'I' and 'we' are fe and feya... after that it gets complicated."

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"Complicated like how?"

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"Well, you've got 'you' and 'you(plural)', but in Haelahar it's ka and kai for friends, de and deya for strangers or other people you want to be especially polite to."

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"Oh, a formal/informal divide, I've heard about languages having those."

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"And then there's a gender divide in the next set."

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"That I have also heard of, a lot. My language--Kaelque--doesn't have one because it started out as an elven language and elves aren't sexually dimorphic."

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"Oh, huh. Yeah, I guess languages would develop differently depending on the species that spoke them..."

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"It's sort of interesting that we're all psychologically female instead of being all psychologically agender."

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"...Are you? I mean - what would the difference be?"

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"There is a difference between someone who's a girl and someone who's a boy, and sometimes you get someone who's biologically one and psychologically the other, and that's usually not fun, and sometimes you get someone who's psychologically both or neither, and I guess I don't know about all but when oracles have had anything to say on the subject it's that elves are by default women in the brain."

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"I guess they'd know..."

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"If it was just one they could be lying and if they disagreed it would be ambiguous which side was lying but it would be really weird if they all independently decided to lie."

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"Yeah."

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"Is this really weird to you? Did you just not know gender identity was a thing?"

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"It just seems like if your species isn't sexually dimorphic, it would be hard to tell the difference between gender identity and species identity...? But oracles exist, and that explains how you know."

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"Gender identity is apparently really consistent across species! Elves have some weird cultural stuff about it, though, you occasionally get bisexuality even in elves who aren't half something else and being attracted to men is seen as this really weird fetish."

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"I guess it makes sense, with how your species seem to be so... similar? Integrated? That gender would be a consistent thing."

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"I think similar works better than integrated."

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"You are way more integrated than humans and athrai, though, and that's obviously having societal effects. If you had an entire planet with nothing on it but elves for dozens of generations and no contact with the outside world, they might lose the concept of gender completely!"

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"Elves don't die of old age," she reminds him. "Unless someone kept murdering generations that recalled gender being a concept we probably wouldn't."

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"It might take longer, but it's not like they'd be getting any day-to-day use out of it..."

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"I still think they wouldn't forget it was a thing, but you could get to a point where the younger generations never learned about it," she concedes.

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"Anyway, how old do people tend to get? There are people who don't die of old age in Haela but there aren't any of the same such people that there were ten thousand years ago. Even Talovir's only about six thousand. Accidents happen, and so does murder."

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"I honestly couldn't tell you, Arshalei's only been around for about a thousand years and none of the settlers were very old."

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"Well, I'm not going to try settling an isolated planet with elves just to see what happens if I leave them that way for a few thousand years, so I guess I'll never know."

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"Maybe someday we can figure out a way to get to less war-torn parts of the worlds as I know them and see if anyone's done it!"

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He grins.

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"I wonder if there'll be portals, now that there's been a death toll. Don't especially think so, but it's possible."

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"We can keep an eye out. What do portals look like?"

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"Shimmering, freestanding irregular shapes."

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"Huh, okay."

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"If we don't get portals I expect overpopulation's going to be an issue eventually, at least assuming Dakker's genesis doesn't produce a species with the age problem..."

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"...Honestly, by that point I'm pretty sure I will be able to build a new planet with local magic."

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"How would we get there without portals, though?"

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"We will figure that out in the thousands of years it takes us to overrun this one!"

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"Fair enough!"

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"We should figure out what planets this solar system already has, first."

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"Before building a new one, or before learning to travel to them? Either, I suppose."

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"Well, it'll probably be easier!"

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"I expect so!"

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"I wonder if it'd be easier to make a new one or terraform an existing one, if one suitable for terraforming is available."

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"I don't think I know enough about planets to say."

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"We can figure it out!"

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"It's good to have projects!"

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"Yeah--I think I'm going to want to write down every story I know well enough, if you can make paper, in my spare time, so I don't lose the entire corpus of literature in my world."

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"Good idea. I haven't found a paper recipe yet but there's bound to be one, or a plant that grows it, or something."

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"I know you can make paper from just wood but I'm not totally clear on how."

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"We can figure that out too."

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"Yeah!"

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...Gosh that's a pretty smile.

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Tiro is unaware of this assessment.

"Anyway, what was I going to do when we reached the hill - right, show Delsmiar all my recipe books," he says. They reach the hill. He gets out all his recipe books.

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Delsmiar points out which is the correct one.

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"'Structure'. That has interesting implications. Thank you."

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"You're welcome."

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He starts flipping through the recipe books, trying to guess what the various Structure recipes might produce.

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"What's the significance of 'structure', here?"

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"It's one of the sixteen basic colours of magic ink," he says, flipping to the back of the book to show her the diagram.

"Recipe diagrams are almost always painted using a subset of these sixteen colours. The ones I've been working with mostly use these four," he points at the brown, pale blue, orange, and blue-green circles that connect to the big red one in the lower right corner. "Structure is this one," he points to the bluish one on the upper right edge between black and green. "I don't understand the diagram completely yet, but if I'm guessing right about some things, the five big ones are the basic basic colours and each of the smaller ones is made by combining whichever two big circles it's in the middle of - so Structure is black plus green, and the one I think might be Air is red plus black. The bright blue one in the very middle doesn't fit the pattern, though, and it seems like all the other colours can be made out of it somehow but I don't know how yet."

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"Almost always? When do they not?"

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"There's a whole list." He turns the page and shows her: the sixteen basic colours appear first, but there's at least a few hundred, spanning several more pages, all neatly labelled. "Some of these are only in the book twice. I'm not sure they're all in the book at all, I haven't gone through and checked every single one."

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"Oooh."

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"Isn't it fascinating?"

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"It really is!"

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"I've been doing a lot of really reckless experiments, but I can teach you everything I've learned how to do that's safe and why all the dangerous stuff is dangerous."

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"Reckless like how?"

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"Like, uh. Did you see that kind of scorched crater near the lakeshore, on the far side of the hill from where we were coming from?"

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"Yyyesss?"

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"I was still figuring out how the recipe diagrams work and I might have been in kind of a bad mood and I scribbled all over the plate and, uh, I'm now pretty sure the orange ink represents fire. And I'm very careful about drawing recipes correctly these days. The plate and brush were a total loss."

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"...How are you okay?"

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"It's hard to explain. The short answer is 'magic'. I told Aduva some of the background; how much do you want to know?"

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"Aduva?"

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"His world works completely differently from ours--they have one species with no magic, one I'm-not-even-sure-it's-a-species with lots of magic, no death tolls, and no portals. The maybe-not-a-species shares, sometimes, which would be good except they hand out curses as well as blessings. He's...got a thing that hurts a lot, but he can't die of it because the not-species doesn't like killing people, and it's plausible that nothing else can kill him either as a side effect."

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"I guess if not every world has death tolls that explains why this is--was--virgin soil," Leuska mutters.

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"The maybe-not-a-species are called athrai," says Tiro. "Singular 'athra'. And what I am is 'human'."

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"I assume Aduva already told you what we all are," Luvei says.

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"Yeah."

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"Ouch!" yelps Proust from the other room.

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Tiro is alarmed! "What happened?" he calls, hurrying toward the sound.

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She is cradling a hand with one lightly sliced finger. A shard of something clear and glimmering with a little blood on one edge lies on the floor beneath it.

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Tiro winces. "Sorry, I thought I'd cleaned all those up," he says. "Don't touch them, they're really sharp. Worse than broken glass by a lot."

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"What is it?" she asks. "I know it was kind of dumb, it was just so pretty..."

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"It's, uh. It's me."

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"...What?"

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"I - break, when I get injured, and it makes those."

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"That the thing that hurts a lot?"

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"Yeah."

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"I guess that explains why you don't have visible scars."

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"Yeah."

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"Thank you for figuring out what's dangerous."

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"Better me than someone who'd die if they exploded," he shrugs.

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"I was avoiding saying that because it seemed rude but I was totally thinking it."

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Tiro laughs. "It's true, though!"

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"The world would be a very different place if everything that was true was polite to say!"

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"Okay, you got me there."

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"Also," Luvei says, "the bare words, spoken initially by someone else, might imply that just because it doesn't do lasting damage means that it doesn't matter if you're hurt."

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"Well. Yeah. There's that."

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"I don't think it doesn't matter that you got hurt but it seems obviously worth it."

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"I don't like getting hurt, but it is temporary and death isn't."

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"Exactly."

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"You okay?"

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"Yeah, I'm - I'll be fine. I think I'm having some trouble adjusting to not being the only person on the planet anymore. I... wasn't having much fun being the only person on the planet."

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"Are you the kind of person who's comfortable with hugs from near-strangers, because that is sad and I kind of want to hug you comfortingly."

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"...I will accept comforting hugs."

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Hugs!

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Comfort!

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She eventually unhugs and stands up again. (He is not tall enough to stand up while hugging.)

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"You're really tall," remarks Tiro.

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She looks at Luvei, who's eight feet seven inches, and Kaleith, who's six feet eight inches. "I'm not unusually tall given what species my parents are."

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"Yes, but neither of your parents has ever hugged me."

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"This is true."

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"Hmm?"

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"Nothing, sorry."

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"It's fine, I was just curious."

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He nods.

"I'm making such a mess of this, I really should've tried harder to prepare for guests..."

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"So far as I can tell you had no reason to expect any."

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"Yeah, but if I didn't get any I was going to go insane, so..."

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"Fair enough."

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"It's good strategy to plan more for the situation where you have a chance even when it's less likely than the one where you don't."

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"I think you're doing fine anyway."

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"Thanks."

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"It helps that we just came from a war zone and have really low standards," Panga opines.

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"No one's trying to kill us and we don't have to set a watch so we can escape when that inevitably changes! It's great."

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"Yep," says Tiro. "Being the only people on the planet will do that."

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"Less great," she admits. "Still better than dying."

"And," Luvei says, "lest we forget, we're not going to be the only people here indefinitely."

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Tiro mutters something in Haelahar.

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Aduva visibly considers asking but decides it's probably private.

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"Okay," says Tiro, "I think I'm gonna go around and make sure there aren't any more pieces of me lying around where they might hurt somebody."

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"It's weird that they're so pretty," Proust grumbles.

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"Athrai are weird!"

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"From our point of view I don't think there's much about your world that isn't weird. Athrai are extra weird if you also think they're weird."

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"Athrai go around doing things that don't make sense to anybody who isn't an athra."

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"Sounds extra weird to me."

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"Well. Yeah."

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"Delsmiar?"

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"Got nothing on 'em."

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"Anyway. I was going to clean up after myself," says Tiro. He heads into the dormitory room to start systematically checking for shards and other hazardous items.

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"We should figure out sleeping arrangements," Luvei says. "The beds are a windfall--to those of you that can use them."

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"If the four halflings double up, we could maybe put mattresses together on the floor or something."

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Delsmiar pulls the tatters of her robe closer around her. "I'm not sure I want to sleep alone. I know we don't need to, anymore, but--"

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"I know what you mean. We could take all the mattresses off the beds and put 'em all together."

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"Furniture, houses, furniture..." mutters Tiro to himself as he reaches behind a broken bed frame at the back of the room and comes up with another shard.

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"How do those even get all over the place?"

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"When I was shoving all the broken ones to the back I accidentally dropped half a bed on my foot. I thought I cleaned up all the pieces, but I guess not."

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"Mattresses from the broken bedframes still work, right?"

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"Yep!"

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"I'm not sure Aduva and I would fit one of those beds, let alone Luvei."

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"Yeah, they seem... human-sized, actually."

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"If you're a good representative then I think humans are a little shorter than average, Delsmiar and Leuska are both from species in the modal height range..."

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"I'm a really short human. Delsmiar and Leuska are closer to average human height than me."

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"Anyway, we're planning to take a bunch of mattresses and shove them together and sleep in kind of a pile, it's been the safest way for a while--well, we usually don't have mattresses, the other part--and it'll take a while for the instinct to go away. Besides: cuddlepile."

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"Go right ahead," says Tiro. "I might sleep outside while I'm figuring out construction."

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"Why?"

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"I think I'd have trouble sleeping in the same room as a bunch of people, and it's not like I'm risking getting rained on or disturbed by wild animals because there's no animals and no weather..."

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"I guess that makes sense if you've been alone all this time."

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"Yeah. I mean, not that long. But kind of too long. I'm not even totally sure how long."

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"I don't know if it's better or worse that we arrived, what with the 'you're not alone anymore' and the spontaneous babies."

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"Better," he says firmly. "I mean, better for me, I don't know about you."

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"Well, not only are we no longer in the specific war zone we were previously in, there literally aren't enough people around to start a new one."

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"Well, all right, when you put it that way..."

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"The genesis is...a complication...but we'd better get used to not referring to spontaneous babies as a horrible imposition before any of 'em are around and old enough to understand."

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"I don't even think they're a horrible imposition, not really, they're just - a new concept?"

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"Well, I guess they'd have to be, if you don't have geneses."

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"Yes, exactly! I've never had to deal with the idea of spontaneous babies before! The actual spontaneous babies themselves are just, like, a logistical challenge, and not even a huge logistical challenge. A medium-sized logistical challenge."

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"You're so hung up on them, though."

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"It's a really weird idea!"

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"So're the Athrai, and we're not as hung up on them as you are on this. I mean, they're just babies."

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"...I think the things about my world that are weird to you might be less weird to you than the things about your world that are weird to me," he says.

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"Why, though? I mean, you have babies, right?"

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"Yes. But we have only one species of babies, so they all work approximately the same way and it doesn't involve ever appearing out of thin air."

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"Wonder what you'd think of elf reproduction."

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"I bet I'll think it's weird."

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"We lay eggs."

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"I was right! I do think it's weird!"

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"If that bothers you, don't ask about the gloves."

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"I wouldn't describe myself as bothered... like, it's also weird that I can paint ink onto a plate and make a big pile of dirt appear out of thin air, that's very weird, but it doesn't bother me."

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"I guess that's true."

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"Yes!"

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"I guess you just react differently to weird stuff than I do."

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"Mm?"

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"I dunno, I could be wrong, it just seems like you're kind of dwelling?"

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"...I'm not even sure what I'm doing that comes off that way?"

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"Maybe I've been dwelling on impending unsolicited parenthood and I'm projecting," she sighs.

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"Maybe."

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"Sorry."

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"It's fine."

Shards, shards, shards...? No more shards in this room, moving on.

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"Proust was right, those are weirdly pretty."

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"It's kind of unsettling when I think about it. Like, I'm used to it, but..." he trails off and shrugs.

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"If you think about it, it's also kind of unsettling what an attractive shade of red most species' blood is."

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"It'd be a bit hard to make jewelry out of the blood, though, and I've been tempted. The problem is they're so sharp."

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"Coat 'em in glass?"

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"I'd have to learn how to work with glass, but I guess that's not prohibitive."

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"...If you cut yourself on one, does that just sort of...self-perpetuate?"

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"No. Well - I only end up with shards like this when I actually have, you know, pieces of me separated from the rest, far enough that they can't just grow back together. And I've never tried cutting off my fingers or anything, because one, ew, two, ow."

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"Oh, I wasn't sure how badly you needed to be injured. Three, why?"

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"If I just get a little cut then it goes all glassy for a second or two and then I'm fine."

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"Good."

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He smiles.

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Smiles! It's nice meeting a friendly stranger again. Strangers that aren't trying to kill people have been so much outside the norm of late.

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"D'you have bandages anywhere?"

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"Nnno."

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"Right, probably wouldn't have been a priority. D'you have something to boil water in?"

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"That I do have!"

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"Great. We can find some cloth and boil it and bandage Proust's finger, I don't want it getting infected."

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"Good idea."

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"Excellent." She starts boiling cloth.

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And Tiro goes back to collecting shards. He also digs up the collector plants with their cup-shaped leaves full of shining blue liquid, and moves them a ways downslope until they aren't anywhere near the edible stuff.

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Yttren starts poking at the food-bearing plants to see if he can do anything for them.

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The food-bearing plants are all very happy and healthy. Could use watering, though. It doesn't rain here.

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Ah, but could they be obscenely healthy?

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It is technically possible for them to get healthier than they currently are.

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Yttren putters around contentedly, improving the plants.

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"Is there anything I can do to help?" Leuska asks. "I don't really know--what's helpful, here, it's nothing like the palace or like being on the run, I don't really know what's useful. Everything obvious someone else is doing."

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"Sorry, I'm a little at loose ends myself," says Tiro. "Um, I was planning on hauling the broken furniture out of the downstairs rooms at some point, if you wanted to help with that."

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"I can do that!" she says brightly, and goes to find Delsmiar to help her do that because hauling furniture is a two-person job.

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Hooray!

Tiro settles down at the table in the upstairs room with his recipe books and starts trying to figure out construction.

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"Ooh, what's that?"

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"This is me trying to learn how to build a house!"

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"I assume you'll be substantially slowed down by trying to explain any of it to me."

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"I can try anyway. I don't need a house urgently in the next three hours."

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"Awesome."

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"So where did we leave off, before?"

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"You explained how the colors combine to form the other colors?"

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"Right," he says. "I have guesses about what the most common four are. Fire I think I mentioned, and then there's water, earth, and air. I'm kind of confused about what the five basic colours could be, but I think this one's light?"

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"I'll ask Delsmiar if she's had any new insight since then once she and Leuska are done hauling stuff."

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"Good plan."

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"Oracles are useful!"

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"Sure seems that way!"

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"So that one's probably light."

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"Yeah. Where it appears in recipes, things tend to end up glowing. That's how I got those glowing yellow rocks I'm lighting the interior of the hill with."

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"Can you get other colors of glowing rock?"

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"I haven't found a recipe for any yet! But here's the glowing yellow rocks one." He flips to the appropriate page of the appropriate book and shows it to her. The colours glimmer beautifully on the page. "I have no idea how they got the ink in the books to look so magic without it actually being the real thing and going off the second they were done drawing it. For that matter I have no idea how diagrams know when you're done drawing them, but they totally do. When I did my stupid scribbling experiment, it didn't explode until I was done adding more scribbles."

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"Huh. I bet I can work out what bit of this means 'yellow' eventually and do other colors, and then I can make a beautiful glowing mosaic."

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He laughs. "How do you know there's a bit that means 'yellow'?"

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"Well, the rocks invariably come out yellow, right?"

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"Sure, but the plants also come out green and I don't think there's a part of the diagram specifying the greenness of plants, I think green is just the colour plants happen to be. Yellow might just be the colour glowing rocks naturally come in."

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"I don't think glowing rocks have a natural version. I guess I could be wrong."

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"Why wouldn't they?"

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"Because I've never heard of them and given that you have bacon plants I don't think it's necessary for any given thing this magic can create to come in 'has a natural version'."

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"...I'm not sure I follow your logic."

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"Bacon doesn't normally grow on plants."

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"That's true. But, hmm... bacon plants might not be natural, but there's still a natural version of bacon and a natural version of plants, so in a sense there's a natural version of bacon plants and it's whatever you get when you combine those in the most straightforward way you can that ends in a functional bacon plant?"

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"Yeah, but it seems statistically unlikely that a random thing I observed on the way in is the least natural kind of thing the system offers."

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"Maybe it's the word 'natural' that's the problem? I don't necessarily mean 'ordinary and unremarkable', I mean more like... 'default'? It would surprise me if these diagrams specified everything about all the stuff they make, because there's just... there are too many things to specify, that way. So some things have to be going unspecified and just coming out whatever way they happen to come out in the absence of specifics."

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"Are the rocks all the exact same shape?"

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"No, actually! They're all about the same shape and size - and about the same shade of orangish yellow, for that matter - but no two are identical that I've found."

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"It just doesn't make sense to me that there wouldn't be some reason for the yellow."

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"What constitutes a valid reason for yellow?"

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"It's not about validity, it's about causation. Might be that the cause isn't on a level that's amenable to being naively messed with with the magic but it has to exist."

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"For all I know it's as simple as 'it's pretty close to the colour of the ink that represents light'. I mean, it's not the same, but they're both shades of pale yellow."

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"That would be a cause," she acknowledges.

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"And I'm sure there's a way to make differently coloured glowing rocks, I just don't think it'll involve isolating a 'colour' section of the glowing rocks diagram and tweaking it."

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"Fair enough. This place is nice but it could stand to be prettier, given the givens."

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"Sorry I haven't really been optimizing for aesthetics."

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"Nah, the relevant givens include me."

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"All right. Go ahead and prettify."

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"First I shall acquire relevant resources, such as knowledge of magic that involves things other than genetics."

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"Good plan. So okay, these are all the diagrams I've tested so far..."

Pile of dirt. Pile of cloth. Pile of glowing rocks. Pile of fluffy white feathers. Pile of bacon plant seeds. The volume of the result is proportional to the size of the diagram; on the standard plate size, you get about a cubic meter of the diagram's output. This one does plain water, which is good for watering plants without having to haul water up from the lake, but he doesn't want to get too stuck in that habit before he figures out how to replenish his magic ink supplies. This one produces a mysterious green dust that makes plants grow stupidly fast if you dump water over it so it soaks into the ground they're growing out of. And it only takes the brilliant blue ink that's central in the basic colours diagram, and he tested it with the stuff from the collector plants and verified that it works, so it looks like the collector plants are producing real magic ink and not just something that looks coincidentally like it. But he can't figure out how to make other colours out of it or how to solidify it into those nifty spheres that let the paintbrush sponges in but appear solid to everything else.

He is right that the diagrams aren't nearly complex enough to be encoding all possible information about their products.

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She listens attentively!

"Do the spheres visibly decrease in amount of ink contained? They probably do...how is it that you can get the ink out with a sponge but it doesn't drip out, I wonder, can you refill an existing one even if you can't make them..."

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"It's hard to tell, but I'm not sure 'refill' is even the right word? Like, I've never caught one being any less than full of ink, they actually just get smaller when I use them up."

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"Bizarre. Well, hopefully the answers are in the books somewhere."

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"Hopefully! We even know one word of the language for sure now!"

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"And there'll be others, Delsmiar's super convenient that way."

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"So like - it's some amount of usefullly targeted, she hasn't spent her whole life getting updates on the accurate eyelash count of everyone she meets and nothing else..."

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"Ssssort of? It's--Oracles are good at paying more attention to relevant things, but the sheer amount of information that she's getting at any given point in time is--kind of overwhelming, or it would be for anyone whose brain didn't work the right way."

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"...huh."

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"She doesn't pay attention to most of it, but if you wanted her to recite some arbitrary number of useless facts she probably could."

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"I can't think of a use for arbitrary numbers of useless facts, but if I do I'll ask, I guess."

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"I can't think of a use for them either."

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"I can imagine trading them to an athra for something, but there aren't any athrai here."

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"Why would an athra want them?"

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"Athrai are really weird. I could see one wanting a huge number of magically obtained useless facts that nobody else knew just because it's... abstractly interesting to have that even if the facts themselves aren't really that interesting and don't matter much for their own sake?"

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"Well, Delsmiar would know them, at least until she forgot."

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"Not literally nobody, just not a lot of people. Like - a collection of really obscure useless facts."

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"Athrai: Extra Weird."

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"Yep."

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"I wonder how bad an idea it is for anyone who isn't you to experiment with this stuff."

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"A pretty bad idea. Like - I forget if I've warned you already but if I have I'm warning you again - don't touch the magic ink, there's all kinds of safety warnings and I can't translate them but the pictures are pretty emphatic. I think that's why there's gloves in all the kits, so people can handle the spheres safely."

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"Certainly convenient for my sister, my fiancee and I."

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"Yeah, I guess so."

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"They're not really everyday gloves but they'll certainly do while I figure out how to make something more convenient."

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"Maybe the piles of cloth will help."

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"Presumably! Do you also have scissors, needles and thread? Then all I'd need to do would be figure out a pattern that actually made comfortable gloves, I think that might be non-trivial."

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"I have, uh, knives. Not so much needles and thread, sorry."

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"Strips of cloth wound over the relevant areas are also viable."

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"Well, then you should be fine, we have effectively unlimited supplies of cloth unless you want to fill the lake with it or something."

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"They're not what I'd call a great long-term solution, especially since I think all of us are going to want new clothes at some point, but between them and the heavy gloves I'm not worried about that particular brand of modesty for the moment."

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"Yeah. I'm sure there's some way to make needles and thread, I just haven't found it yet."

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"Worst comes to worst we could pick apart fabric for thread and I could probably eventually carve a piece of hard-enough wood into a needle."

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"That sounds, uh, difficult."

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"I did say worst comes to worst. I bet we could rig clothes that don't need to be tailored, though--hmm, is there variance on the size of the cloths?"

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"Not much."

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"At least they're relatively large, then, and we can cut them smaller."

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"Yeah. Or do a whole lot of pinning. I hear that works."

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"Be more awkward, especially for dressing the Spontaneous Babies."

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"True."

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"Especially especially for diapering the spontaneous babies, gosh, I am not looking forward to that."

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"Wow, uh, yeah."

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"I mean it's not like I wasn't planning to be a mom someday or that I didn't know what that was gonna entail, but this is not how I pictured it going."

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"I've always kind of assumed I was going to have kids eventually, somebody has to inherit my family's lands, but, yeah, I didn't picture it like this either."

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"Your family's lands?"

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"Yeah, we have like, some mountains. They're nice mountains."

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"Are you a noble?"

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"Maybe kinda yeah."

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"Makes it more complicated that you disappeared."

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"Yeah. I mean, Haela will be fine without me. But yeah."

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"I'm sorry. The fact that you ended up here has got to be way less good for you than us."

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"...yeah, that's... true."

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"Everything we'd've lost by coming here we already had, and you're--amazingly helpful. So. If there's--anything I can do to help, if you need a hug or a sympathetic ear or anything--"

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"Thanks," he says, smiling. "I - don't know. I think it's going to take me a while to sort myself out enough that I can tell what I need to do to sort myself out, you know?"

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"Yeah. Sorta the same for us, in a way--I mean we're all super thrilled to not be in a war zone anymore, but, like, we were just in a war zone, we've all lost people, when the surge of positive feelings from a dramatic improvement in circumstances wears off we're not gonna be in great shape."

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He nods.

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"What a thing to inflict on kids."

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"It's... gonna be interesting, for sure."

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"I have no idea how we're actually going to divvy up childrearing, I mean me and Kaleith are engaged, it makes sense for us to be 'mom' for the first one at least but I sure as hell don't want to do that for literally all of them and I mean--I know the others'll help, and I'm sure my sister's maternal instincts'll kick in that Kaleith'n me won't be the only actual parent-designated persons, but as for the rest...."

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"I am kind of terrified of parenting but I might be less terrified by the time there are a bunch of babies in front of me."

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"And me and Kaleith'll take the first one, for sure."

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"Okay."

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"I wonder what they'll be like."

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"I hope they're not like me, I was the worst kid."

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"I meant in terms of species characteristics more than personality traits, but now you've got me curious."

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"I did a lot of finding new and exciting ways to get into trouble."

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"You'd have gotten along well with my sister, I think."

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"Was she a troublemaker too?"

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"She tried to detonate one of the Duke's crowns because she thought it was possessed when we were, like, five. Came pretty close to succeeding, too."

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"...Why'd she think it was possessed, and what did she try to detonate it with?"

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"It was incredibly ugly in a really creepy way and someone else stole it as a prop to tell ghosts stories with. And flour."

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"Nice."

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"Possibly all the adults in your life and hers should be glad you two didn't meet as children."

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"Talovir - the king - used to call me 'Troublemaker' like it was my name."

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"That's adorable."

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"Troublemaker se Fara."

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"What's up with the 'se Fara' thing anyway?"

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"It's my... I don't think there's a word for it in this language, but I guess there's no reason for there to be one, there isn't in Sanash either because they do names differently. Fara is my grandmother, and she's my... I can't think of a less silly way to put it than 'specific ancestor'. Everyone has one. If you're descended from somebody famous it's almost always them, like, the princess is Kiora se Talovir because she's the king's granddaughter and that's as famous as it gets, and I could be Tiro se Alyne because my mom's pretty cool but Grandmother Fara is a legendary hero, so. But when you don't have any kings or legendary heroes you just go with whichever of your parents' specific ancestors you like better, or pick someone else out of your family tree if you can't stand either of those options."

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"Huh. Why?"

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"I don't know, why not?"

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"I mean, it makes sense to identify yourself by a famous ancestor, in much the same way it made sense for the Vair(Duke) of Baian to identify himself as Estern vai Baian, 'cause it makes sense to let people know if you're a duke or the descendant of a famous person, but, like, if your specific ancestor is some random guy whose name no one's going to recognize, what's the point of going around telling people you've got an ancestor with some random name?"

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"Because one of your parents or some of your children are probably going around identifying themselves by the same specific ancestor, so there's continuity, it's a way of telling who's from the same family. And it's useful when there's more than one person with the same name in the same place, like, if there's two men named Keron in the same village they could call themselves Clumsy Keron and Keron the Tall or they could call themselves Keron se Parva and Keron se Arlin."

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"Or, like, Keron the Smith and Keron the Cooper, I think that would make more sense, but okay, cultures do arbitrary things sometimes."

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"Those are valid bynames too, sure, but if it was all by jobs then what happens when you have two smiths named Keron?"

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"I think it would be a little weird if you had two smiths with the same name in one village? If you did anyway then you could call them by, like, distinguishing characteristics of their smithys, and if they weren't you could call them 'Kerron of Villagename'."

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"Bigger towns also exist and contain smiths, some of whom are named Keron! 'Keron of Villagename' sounds a little weird to me, like he's implicitly claiming to be the most important person from whatever village it is, and I don't even know why you'd reach for distinguishing characteristics of the smithies when the people are right there having distinguishing characteristics of their own..."

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"I guess! But at that point I'd still go for Tall Keron and, well, probably something kinder than Clumsy Keron, let's say this Keron is, um, you can't go by species, what hair colors do humans have?"

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"...People use bynames, they're just less formal than ancestral names. 'Clumsy' is a little unfortunate but it's not the worst I've heard."

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"It's less arbitrary than a bunch of stuff at home, I shouldn't be picking at it."

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"Okay."

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"We got distracted, how's the house coming?"

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"Kinda isn't. I'm almost starting to get a feel for how the diagrams actually work, and knowing which colour is Structure helps, but I still really don't have enough information to guess which diagrams will let me build a house. Actually, I guess it's possible that there's a diagram somewhere in here that literally builds an entire house on the spot, but I'd need a huge drawing plate to get a result that big, and I haven't seen any diagrams that look complicated enough."

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"Can you do lumber? Or any plants large enough to cut down for same?"

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"Well, we're going to need some more tools than we've got if we want to build a house out of fast-grown apple trees."

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"You mean like axes? Because axes we've got covered."

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"You do?"

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"Did you wonder how Luvei and the others buried Dakker? Frost giant magic. Luvei's good enough to freeze shapes as fine as 'shovel' or 'axe'."

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"I saw the shovels, I just don't know if ice is going to make good construction tools, partly because I don't know what the characteristics of a good construction tool are."

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"Intense quantities of stubbornness?"

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"That'll work for cutting down the trees; I'm not sure it'll work for assembling them afterward..."

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"Yeah. There seems to be enough room for everyone in the existing structure for now, but..."

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"But there won't be forever. Well. I guess I'm going to do a lot of diagram testing."

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"And we could experiment with construction methods."

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"Yeah. It'll be fun!"

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"Apple trees are probably not actually optimal for these purposes but we work with what we have."

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"If I experiment enough maybe I'll come up with better trees."

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"Excellent."

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He grins.

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"How long were you here before we arrived, anyway?"

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"A... while. I lost track a little."

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"I reiterate my open-ended offer of help maintaining psychological health."

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"Thanks," he says. "I appreciate it. If I figure out how to maintain my psychological health, I'll let you know."

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"Man, fuck trauma, this is all super inconvenient."

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"No kidding. Wouldn't it be great if everything was nice forever?"

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"Yeah."

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"But instead, desolate wasteland. I mean, the desolate wasteland could definitely be worse, I guess."

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"It does continue to not be a war zone."

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"And it has bacon plants!"

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"Bacon plants are pretty cool! All the deliciousness of bacon without all the hassle of raising, slaughtering and figuring out how the hell to butcher pigs!"

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Tiro giggles.

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"I've never had to deal with this process myself, mind, but someone did, and we're getting introduced to all kinds of new things we've never had to deal with anything but the finished product of before."

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"Like making clothes. And building houses."

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"Yeah. So apparently needle and thread is a no, for now, but is there anything else like--pins or something--that would help keep a garment assembled besides just knots?"

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"Not that I've found yet."

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"Annoying. Oh well, I'm sure I can figure out something sufficiently clothing-like with just knots and the ability to cut things."

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"I bet you can!"

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"Do you think it's alright if I make the cloth myself for practice or do you want to test me on safety procedures or something first?"

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"How about I demonstrate?"

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"Sure."

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So he gets one of the kits and goes outside and flips to the cloth diagram in the recipe book and paints, carefully, wearing gloves, double-checking every line.

A pile of cloth appears.

"I usually don't wear the gloves for it but you're, like, not supposed to touch the ink," he says.

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"Setting a good example for us more damageable folks," she nods.

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"That's the idea! So now you've got cloth. Want to try painting some more? Or, actually - want to try painting something really simple and easy like dirt or water?"

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"Probably a good idea to start there," she acknowledges.

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"Yeah."

Here is the plate, here is the paintbrush, here are the inks, here's the recipe for a pile of dirt.

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She fetches and tugs on a pair of the heavy gloves, and: then there is dirt.

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"Congratulations!"

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"Hooray! Magic that's likely to be useful a double-digit number of times in my life!"

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Tiro laughs.

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"Well, that's not wholly fair, I don't have a full complement of frost giant magic but I've already used it more than ten times."

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"What for?"

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"Chilling drinks, cooling people down when it's hot out, drawing pretty pictures with frost..."

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"Aw."

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"I don't wish I was basically a frost giant instead of basically an elf but the magic's definitely more useful."

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"Huh. Why not?" he wonders.

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"Be...cause basically an elf is what I am? And I don't want to be--other than myself?"

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"I mean - I don't know what it's like for there to be more than one species that's still basically the same kind of person."

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"You're from a country, right?"

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"Yeah?"

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"If--something happened, and a bunch of people from your country and a bunch of people from a bunch of other countries ended up living together, but people still strongly identified as being from their original countries, and it were more convenient to be--a person from your father's country--would you wish you had grown up there instead?"

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"...Depends on the meaning of 'convenient'. If 'convenient' meant cool magic, I might."

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"I don't really know how to explain it then. But--your species is something you just are, like an ethnicity or a gender or something. It's not a--fundamental difference in your personhood, but it still matters."

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"I believe you, I just don't have an equivalent."

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"Which makes it harder to explain."

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"Yeah. Anyway, congratulations on your dirt!"

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"Right! Should I do another thing first before cloth?"

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"Nah, try cloth, I don't think it can turn out that badly."

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Cloth!

She eyes the cloth speculatively. "Do glowing rocks continue to glow when broken? Are any of the plants you can make berry-bearing?"

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"Yyyes, and... I think so? What are you thinking?"

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"Dyes!"

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"Are you going to make glowing clothes?"

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"Why not?"

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"Good answer!"

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"Plus, glowing clothes seem likely to...behave less transparently."

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"Maybe. I've never worn glowing clothes before."

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"Neither have I, I'm just guessing from the way other light-related stuff seems to work."

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"If it glowed and was still transparent you might get weird silhouetting stuff going on..."

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"Silhouetting is still better than, like, details."

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"Yeah."

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"And if we do needles and thread eventually I can do glowing embroidery."

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"Ooooooh."

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"I'm not super great at embroidery but I know enough to start out with!"

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"Cool!"

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"Growing up in a Duke's castle leaves you surprisingly well-rounded!"

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He giggles. "I'll bet!"

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"What was your family's title?"

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"Uh, I dunno if there's a good translation, but the word is ruir."

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"Does your language thing give you any information if I say--Duke, Count, Baron..."

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"A little? Does it help if I say there aren't - gradations like that, it's just a bunch of ruiri and a king?"

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"Huh. Yeah."

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"And our lands are - I guess I could translate it 'the Clouded Mountains'?"

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"What's the actual name in your language?"

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"Neth'azireya."

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"Beautiful."

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He laughs. "Thanks. The mountains are pretty too."

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"I've never been to any mountains, which is arguably a dishonor to my frost giant heritage, except lots of frost giants don't actually live in mountains these days and I don't wanna be one of those people who gets obsessed with Doing Things The Way Our Ancestors Did to a level our ancestors would have laughed at us for."

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"Huh. Frost giants used to live in mountains?"

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"Frost Giants' genesis was on a mountain range, or so the story goes."

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"Well, that explains it."

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"Really cold mountains, I think our progenitor froze to death."

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"Wow."

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"We do have ice magic. ...Studies suggest that how the progenitor dies affects the magic of the species created by the genesis."

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"You must have a lot of species."

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"Well, you can genesis-proof a lot of area by ensuring that dying people end up on the inner edge of the already-genesis-proof area, but yeah, we kind of do."

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"And that - sound - happens every time someone dies?"

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"Yeah."

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"I guess if most people don't die of old age..."

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"Makes wars even nastier, I'm guessing."

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"Hm?"

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"Death tolls. I mean--if you're more used to them, or don't have them--that might deter us from going to war, but once you're killing people anyway, going through that--knowing you caused it, again and again, if you're not at all inured to it..."

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Thoughtful nod.

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"Anyway. No one here dies of old age or is liable to kill each other."

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"Yeah."

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Sigh.

Well. Fabric.

"How complicated are the glowing rocks?"

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"Pretty simple!" He flips to the recipe.

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Then she will learn to make glowing rocks and then try to figure out how to grind them into a powder to make dye.

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They're pretty tough. Tiro knows how to break one; it takes a fair amount of force. He doesn't know how to grind one up.

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Hmm. Hmmmm.

"I don't suppose you can make diamonds with this magic?"

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"I'm sure it's possible. I don't know how yet."

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"I can wait until then, I guess. I wonder if Leuska and Delsmiar are done yet, I wouldn't be surprised."

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"There was kind of a lot of furniture to move, but we could go check!"

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"Sure."

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So they go check. What's the status of the broken furniture?

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Mostly but not completely cleared out!

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Cool. Tiro can help with the rest.

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Excellent. Delsmiar: Has a couple more words.

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Ooh! Words!

This one is 'the', which is, uh, not all that useful. And that one is 'Void', one of the five most basic elements. Awesome.

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At least "the" comes up a lot.

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Yes it does.

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"It'll be interesting to see what the grammar's like, once we've translated enough vocabulary," Leuska muses.

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"As ways to learn a language go, I definitely prefer the kind where I get to cheat outrageously with magic to the kind where I only get to cheat with magic very slowly a little at a time."

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"Granted. At least it's better than not getting to cheat with magic at all."

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"Very true!"

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"Huh, I wonder if anyone else's magic could be useful in ways we don't know how to guess yet..."

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"What is everyone's magic?"

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"Uhh, elf magic isn't really relevant, frost giants freeze stuff, halflings are really hard to kill, you know Delsmiar's thing, orcs do food, and I sing."

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"...Yeah, I can't think of anything immediately, besides what Delsmiar's already doing with the books and what Yttren's already doing with the plants. And Amalta suggested Luvei could make tools for trying to work wood with but I'm not sure that actually, uh, works."

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"He can probably keep them frozen, if he's handling them, and I wouldn't be surprised if he could do 'em really sharp--maybe it wouldn't work so well for like, axes, although even then I think it's worth a shot, but for carving tools..."

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"Well, we can try it!"

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"That's the spirit!"

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He grins.

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"Do you want to hear me sing? I haven't been able to in ages, but it's safe now."

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"Sure!"

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She grins, and throws her head back, and sings.

She really does have magic for singing.

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Wooooooooow.

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She finishes the song, and beams, and stretches her arms and wings. "I'm going to go for a flight."

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"Have fun!"

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"You bet."

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Grin.

Okay, what else can he do that's useful... ... ... ...he has no idea.

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He can tutor Amalta in magic! That's a thing he can do! And run experiments if no one else can safely.

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Yyyyyes but what he is in fact doing is sitting down at the table and putting his head in his hands.

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Fair enough.

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"You okay?"

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He lifts his head.

"Who, me? Yeah, I'm fine. Long day."

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"You don't look okay."

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"I mean, I'm... tired, kinda overwhelmed... I guess by 'fine' what I actually mean is 'not going to be trapped alone in a deserted world forever'. Which is, you know, pretty good compared to the alternative."

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"...Alone and immortal on a deserted world. Right."

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"Yeah. Sorry."

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"Why are you apologizing to me?"

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"For... being really depressing?"

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"You've earned it."

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"I guess..."

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"Both in the sense that what you went through is depressing and it's only reasonable for you to be depressing after going through it, and in the sense that you've been amazingly helpful to us."

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"Okay."

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"Also, it's probably going to be our turn at some point in the nearish future."

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"...yeah. Fair."

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"So don't feel the need to beat yourself up over it."

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"All right, I won't."

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"Good."

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"I wasn't really beating myself up, anyway, just... I generally prefer making people happy to making them unhappy?"

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"Sensible preference."

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"I thought so too!"

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"But it won't do us any good if you decide you need to pretend to feel other than you do to make us happy."

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"I'm not gonna do that. But yeah, that's where I'm getting the urge to apologize."

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"Makes sense. But it's not necessary."

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"Okay."

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"So dyeing things glowy apparently wants to wait until you've managed to conjure diamonds, or something, but I think you also said yes to berries, or am I misremembering?"

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"Yes! We have berries."

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"Great! What kinds?"

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"Various? I'm not an expert in berry identification."

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"Well, given the context, what colors?"

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"A lot of shades of dark purple and red!"

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"Not as great a selection as could be desired, but pleasantly in line with my sister's aesthetics, at least."

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"Your sister likes red and purple?"

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"Well, her favorite color's pink, and her second-favorite's yellow, but purple's a close third and if you can't make a paler dye out of a darker berry I'd be very surprised."

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"I guess we'll find out!"

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"How do you dye things with berries, anyway, I think it might involve boiling fabric in berry juice or something..."

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"That sounds like a good first thing to try."

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"I'll get Amalta, she won't want to miss this."

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"Okay."

So Tiro sets up the means to boil some fabric in berry juice. A pot, a fire, some water hauled up from the lake, some fabric hauled over from a pile.

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Excellent! Which berries should they use first, Amalta finds the red ones more appealing.

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"Sure, let's try those."

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"Huh, I'm impressed by how well that caught the color," Amalta says when the cloth comes out. "Let's see if it keeps it after it's been washed."

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So they wash the cloth. It's... much lighter, now, but still a pretty respectable shade of medium-dark red.

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"Beautiful."

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Tiro beams.

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Amalta scoops up some of the red fabric and grabs an undyed sheet of white and her dagger and says, "I've got some ideas, I'm going to change to see how well they work."

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"Okay," says Tiro. "I bet they'll be good!"

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"You're probably right!" she calls behind her.

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He laughs.

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"Well, that's garments taken care of. The basics, anyway."

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"I guess so!"

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"My sister has a very...enthusiastic...aesthetic sense."

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"What's that supposed to mean?"

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"It means that she knows what she likes and if she can make something prettier she will."

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"That sounds like a good characteristic to have."

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"Yeah."

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Smile.

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"She's looking forward to figuring out making pigments out of the glowing rocks."

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"What happens if the glowing rocks don't turn out to make good pigments?"

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"I imagine she'll either find a way to bully them into doing it anyway or figure something else out."

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Snort. "Bullying rocks, that's a new one."

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"I don't mean it literally!"

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Tiro giggles. "I can totally picture your sister yelling at rocks until they submit to her will."

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"Granted."

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Gosh, what a smile.

"In practice what it amounts to is being really stubborn about it long past the point where someone else would have given up."

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"I've been accused of a similar attitude."

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"Ah, but do you do it about pretty things."

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"Well, not so far."

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"We'll find out, then."

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"I've been known to get competitive, too," he admits.

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"Oh dear. So has Amalta."

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"Well, this should be fun."

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"I've unleashed a monster," she says, not sounding regretful in the slightest.

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Giggle.

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"I bet she gets into stonecarving, if the dye thing proves intractable. Make tiny stone beads and sew 'em on stuff."

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"Ooh...."

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"Of course, that would require needle and thread."

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"I should get on that, clearly."

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"You have at least until she starts getting frustrated with the pigment idea. Which will take a while."

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"I mean, it'll also be useful for making clothes!"

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"True."

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"So."

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"I'll make sure to be excited if those words happen to cross Delsmiar's mind."

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He laughs. "Yeah."

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"I think it's starting to get late."

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"...Maybe yeah."

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"I should see how the others are doing."

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"Good plan."

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Everyone is doing fine and a chunk of them want to turn in early because it's been a long day.

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Yes it has.

Tiro stays up for a while longer, studying the diagrams in his recipe books, and then he flops in the grass outside to sleep.

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Aduva finds him in the morning.

"We could have spared a mattress, you know."

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"If I'd wanted a mattress I would've hauled one up!"

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"Ah, you just didn't want one. Perfectly valid."

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"It didn't seem worth the bother. Anyway! Did you all sleep okay?"

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"There were some leftover nerves but basically, yeah."

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"That seems mostly good!"

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"Fondai woke up, saw no one was on guard, and kinda freaked out before she remembered where we were, but I got her calmed down and back to sleep."

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He nods.

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"I hope she'll be okay. I hope they'll--we'll--all be okay."

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"I hope so too."

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"'We' included you too."

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"...Thanks."

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"You're welcome."

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He smiles slightly.

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Hmm should she tell him he's cute when he smiles no they're both pretty traumatized now is probably not a good time to initiate flirting.

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Tiro has no idea what she is thinking!

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Good. That would obviate the point of her deciding not to verbalize her thoughts.

"Anything in particular that should be accomplished today?"

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"I keep having trouble answering that question, it's weird. Uh - I guess I should work on construction more, what else was I going to look up - needles and thread, yeah. Those."

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"Can you look stuff up without Delsmiar providing more words?"

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"I mean, not nearly as well, but yeah. I read through the recipe books a few times and make a bunch of guesses about what looks like it might be the thing I want and then try them all and see how close I was and repeat if necessary."

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"Cool."

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"It's kinda fun! And usually doesn't explode unless I fuck it up!"

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"Only usually?"

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"You saw the crater!"

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"Ah, so that doesn't qualify as a fuckup?"

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"Okay, I guess that was technically fucking up in general even though it wasn't fucking up a specific recipe."

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"You could also cause an explosion without fucking up a recipe if you found a recipe for flour," she says innocently.

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"Flour wouldn't explode immediately on appearing unless I did fuck up the recipe by, like, drawing an extra line of fire ink on it," he points out. "Or conducting my recipe experiments near an open flame, but I think that qualifies as fucking up too, granted not in the same way..."

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"Did I say immediately? I did not."

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"I don't enjoy exploding!"

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"Fuses. The explosion doesn't have to happen close enough to hurt you."

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"What are you so eager to blow up?"

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"Oh, just entertaining hypotheticals."

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"...So, not eager to blow up anything in particular, just eager to have the means to blow things up in case it comes in handy?"

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"Not even so much that as that you suggested a thing couldn't be done so of course I had to figure out ways that it would be possible for it to happen."

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"I meant exploding immediately!" laughs Tiro. "There's no reason at all why there couldn't be recipes for explosives, I wasn't saying anything about exploding after a delay!"

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"Aww."

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"Yes. Explosives: very disappointing."

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"Maybe you should record one of your fuckups as a recipe and then there will be a recipe for explosion."

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"I should not do that. Anyone who painted it would explode."

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"Tsk. Ruin my fun with logic."

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He snorts.

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"Exploding might actually be kind of fun if you could somehow take out the parts where it's lethal and/or incredibly painful."

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"...I guess?"

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"...Trying to make light, that was kind of insensitive, I'm sorry."

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"It's okay."

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"Still. I'll shut up about explosions. If there's anything the rest of us can do to be helpful, do let us know."

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"Thanks."

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"I'm not being completely altruistic, here. We'll do better if we can keep occupied."

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"So will I, I'm pretty sure. I just... can't seem to get myself organized."

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"Anything I can help with?"

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"Maybe! I don't know!"

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"But nothing so straightforward as alphabetizing your notes or something."

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"Yeah, no, it's a problem with like... how I'm thinking about stuff. I'm used to just having something I want to get done and then jumping right in and doing it. I'd be great at coming up with ways for you guys to help if I was still like that, but instead I constantly forget everything I want to do and it all seems really hard until I'm right in the middle of it."

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"Has this happened before?"

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"I've never been in a situation like this before. I get in these really useless moods sometimes... I guess this could be what it looks like when I'm most of the way into a really useless mood but also have a lot of really urgent stuff to do."

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"Is it urgent?"

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"Not urgent urgent, I guess. But I don't want to spend a month sleeping on the grass and not helping you guys with anything."

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"I'm not sure I get the significance of sleeping in the grass."

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"One of the things I want to do is build myself a house? Sleeping on the grass is preferable to sleeping with all the rest of you until then?"

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"Why didn't you take a mattress?"

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"I don't care that much about having a mattress."

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"...Okay."

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"It's... sleeping on the grass isn't bad exactly, it's not uncomfortable, but it's happening because I can't get myself together enough to figure out how to build a house, and I want to be together enough to figure out how to build a house?"

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"Okay, that makes sense."

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"Yeah."

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"Unfortunately while all of us come from the Duke's household one way or another he wasn't patronizing any of us for architecture."

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He laughs.

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"Leuska and Delsmiar were both there for their species magics, Yttren was a gardener, Luvai was one of the guards, Fondai and Proust worked in the kitchens, Mirrin was a messenger, Panga was a physician's apprentice, and Amalta, Kaleith and I all slipped in under Mama's patronage."

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"'Mama's patronage'?"

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"Stereotypically enough, our elf parent was a brilliant geneticist."

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"I wouldn't have known it was a stereotype if you hadn't told me," he says.

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"Oh. Well, it is. Because of elf magic."

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"That does make sense."

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"I think elf magic probably is why we know more about sapients' genes than anything else's."

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"That... does make a lot of sense."

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"Species-specific magic is pretty great, it's a shame you don't have any."

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"I'm pretty okay with what I've got."

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"Immortality and conjuring useful things are also pretty great."

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"And anybody can learn to conjure the useful things! Although not as safely as I can!"

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"So when you say messing up makes you explode is it that the result of messing up is literally 'detonate caster' or is it that it causes an explosion instead of a conjuration and you get caught in it?"

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"Second thing. And not even instead of a conjuration, really. Like, I scribble a bunch of fire ink and it makes a bunch of fire, or I do a diagram wrong and it tries to put too much stuff in too little space and boom."

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"Aha. Well, that sounds patchable with sufficient safety equipment."

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"Not necessarily. Like, there's no reason in principle why a diagram couldn't end up trying to make stuff inside your body if you messed it up the wrong way."

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"...I thought they just made stuff where the diagram was..."

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"Not precisely where the diagram is, though. You saw - I sit there with my diagram plate and draw, and the stuff appears in front of me, in front of the plate."

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"Okay. Yikes."

"Still might be a good idea to start the halflings on it."

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"If they want, yeah."

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"I don't imagine it's any of their hearts' desires but I do think they'll be glad to have something constructive to do."

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"Aren't we all. Well, I'll teach anybody who asks, as long as they know what they're getting into."

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"Maybe come up with a safety lecture or something?"

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"Yeah. I think I got most of the safety stuff covered when I was teaching Amalta but I wasn't as organized about it as I'd like."

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"And Amalta's more...something...than the halflings."

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"More what?"

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"She has more...initiative to learn things? Than they do?"

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"Yeah, I think I see what you mean."

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"It's not quite the same thing as smarts--I mean, I also think Amalta's smarter than them, but that's separate."

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"Yeah, it is."

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"I think Amalta's smarter than most people, mind, the halflings don't stand out or anything ."

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"She seems pretty smart, but I don't know any of you that well, really."

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"True."