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on a lark
Thanjen helps Exaltation learn to fly
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She combs and combs the world aside and there is another world, just ahead, and she steps in.

The combed-away hole closes behind her. She puts her comb in her pocket.
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So far, this world appears to be made of plants, and dirt and fallen leaves and tall trees and other things which are found in forests.

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Okay. Those are all reasonable things. She moves like a cautious deer, touching a tree, then going to touch a different tree, peering around in all directions.

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The trees prove to have bark. They also have branches, but none low enough to be touched.

Some directions are uphill, and some are downhill.
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She goes down.

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If one acts as water does, one might find water.

This is a small stream gently flowing along a moderately twisty path. Here the ground proves to have rocks as well as dirt and plants.
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She follows the stream. She's not thirsty right now.

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Streams become rivers. Forests become beaches. All becomes ocean.

It's a nice day to be at the beach. Clear skies, some birds high above, clean sand underfoot, no signs of civilization.

Other than beach, there's a tall outcropping of rock off to the right that could make a good lookout above the trees, if the hike to the top is as feasible as it looks.
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Well, she doesn't have anything else to do. Up she goes.

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Assuming there isn't more landmass hiding neatly behind that other peak, she is on an island. The island is made of forests, more-or-less rocky hills, and birds.

Well, the birds are not really part of the island, are they.

And that flock of three birds over there looks funny.
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Maybe there are different kinds of birds here.

Squint.
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They're flying in perfect formation.

There's no reference for size, but they fly like they're the size of a small airplane, not a large bird, if airplanes could flap.

They have human faces.

Also, one of them is looking at her.
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...Okay, well, you don't walk through a magic comb portal and expect Spokane. Airplane people. Sure.

Wave!
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Wing rocking!

They're heading in her direction now. The one that was looking at her seems to be doing it through an arrangement of lenses floating in front of their eyes.

Outside of the human faces, their bodies do not seem to be made of feathers, flesh, or metal. They're sculptures of cartoon birds in milky glass, and yet this surface flexes as they flap like they were covered in skin.
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That's pretty weird. But they waved back so she figures they probably are friendly. She puts her arm down and stays put.

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When they've come closer, they break formation, spread out, and fly into what looks like it ought to be a three-way mid-air collision directly over her head.

Instead, they stop in midair, suddenly, before they touch. Now they are floating straight down.

Now they are standing on the rock in a circle around her, folding their rather inconveniently large wings and walking closer as this becomes possible. They continue to be human-sized, if bulky in the middle in a birdlike way. Human feet, too.

They all have the same face. It's smiling cheerfully.

“Hello!”
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"Hi," says the girl, shuffling her feet and putting her hands in her pockets, estimating the size of the gaps between the glass plane bird people.

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“Oh! I'm sorry!” they say, and move to be on only one side of her.

More tentatively: “I didn't mean to scare you. I'm Thanjen. What's your name?”
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"Emily Lark," she says, relaxing substantially when they are no longer surrounding her. "Are you all three an I?"

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“Well, yes. I haven't heard of anyone managing the other way around.

“I've been working on my symmetry, which is why I did that landing trick, and I didn't think about that I was surrounding you.”
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"Well, it was all very symmetrical," says Emily, "and you must have worked very hard on it, I bet."

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“It's all for fun, though; if it weren't fun I'd stop and do something else. And are you working on something out here, or do you just like scenery?”

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"I'm not working on anything special. It is very pretty scenery, isn't it?"

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“I suppose. This is a bit uniform for my taste; all tree tops. I like things that look different in parts, or at least from a different angle.”

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"I'm not used to forests so this is a nice change," smiles the girl. "Where do you usually prefer to be?"

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“No, I mean, I like being here all right, but I don't like it for its looks from this spot in particular. Just on this island in particular, I'd rather be among the trees so that instead of just green you get different kinds of bark on the trees, and lots of other plants and stuff.”

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"I did come through the trees before I climbed up here."

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They are looking at the trees but don't seem to have anything to say about them.

They might also be looking at her like there's something strange about her. Other than not being three glass plane bird people.

“Do you need any help?”
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"Help doing what?"

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“I don’t know. You're out here alone and there's nothing wrong with that but I can’t even ping you. You're wearing damaged cloth. Are you stranded?

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"...Ping me?" she asks, clenching her hands in her jeans.

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“Well, yes, uninhabited islands are no place to be visiting without a radio. If you're hiding the rest of you somewhere on the other side of the island or something, then I guess that's fine and I'll leave you be. But it looks like you could be in a lot of trouble and I don't want to leave a person to starve or something.”

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"The rest of me?" she asks.

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“The rest of your kortarem.”

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"I don't know what you're talking about."
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“Your kortarem, the matter that is you and is not your body.”

The glass-plane-bird-people-person are quite sufficiently distracted that they aren't practicing their symmetry very much. The one in the middle, who is still speaking, demonstratively waves a white glass wing — which becomes transparent, loses its shape, and falls to the rock in a gloopy kind of way, leaving behind a human arm.

The rest of the glass follows, and there is a perfectly ordinary human being standing between two glass plane bird people. Still looking confused about why this maybe-stranded-or-something-stranger person is confused.
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The girl watches the glooping with a thoughtful frown.

"I don't have any of that. Will you please explain how it works?"
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(If he thought it was a reasonable option, he would be trying to talk to her parents, but he doesn't especially want to try asking for them. This is either a child playing make-believe really hard, or a child raised in isolation and not being taught how to live. The first does no harm to go along with for a while, and the second is a problem that needs fixing.)

“Sure! The first thing is, um—”

(He needs a lesson plan, doesn't he. He doesn't exactly remember how this was explained to him all those years ago. Compose reference request; subjects: kored & (parenting | primary education); format: split attention-friendly; preparation if needed: yes; urgent: yes; transmit. He'll live with someone maybe asking why he needed it. Later.)

“Do you have any tools with you? I mean, things that you hold in your hand, to do things with? I can give you something if you need it, but something you're familiar with using is better to start with.”

(He is so not qualified for this.)
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"...I have a pencil," she says, pulling a yellow nubbin out of her pocket. "Will that do?"

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“—I don't see why not,” he says, a little dubiously. “The usual sort of tool would be a thing you use to move other stuff that already exists separately, like a fork or a hammer. But it's more important that you are familiar with using it.”

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"I use pencils all the time," she nods.

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“Okay, so what you need to do is use it, write with it. Then try to forget it exists. You're not writing with a pencil, you're writing on the paper. Because you are writing on the paper, you can feel the texture of the paper.”

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"I don't have any paper."
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A portion of the previously gloopy glass lying around (which has neglected to gloop any farther downhill) pops up into his hand and forms itself into a flat rounded rectangle, also turning milky white again, and he hands it to her. It proves to have a rough surface, like frosted glass. “Paper would be better, because you're familiar with how it feels and it has a little more texture, but this should do.”

He glances around. “And you need somewhere to sit down, don't you.”

More glass moves. Now there is: a patch of rock covered in clear glass, a chair seat formed of thousands of little glass tiles hovering above it, and a child's-height desk, also lacking in legs.

“Would you like shade? Or we could move into the forest, or go somewhere else, if you prefer. We’re going to be working on this for a while.”
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"If... it's going to take a while, then yes, I'll sunburn out here," she blinks, watching the gloop do its thing.

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More glass! Mirrored! Also, formed into a bowl shape. And some kind of machine floating above the bowl. Whatever all that's about, there's certainly shade under it.

Presumably realizing an explanation is needed: “Might as well collect the sunlight if we're going to bother stopping it. You'll want to learn this too.”

(This is all out of order, isn't it. Hurry up, lesson plan.)

“I don't know how long it's going to take you — usually children are taught how to try early and they get it as soon as they're practiced enough.”
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"If younger children can do it then I probably can too." She looks dubiously at the chair setup, then sits in it.

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It is considerably more comfortable than your typical glass chair. The individual tiles squish down like there's padding behind them.

“Well, give it a try, then.”

(He hopes she doesn't have entirely unreasonable success and, say, accidentally stab herself in the eye with the pencil. Most children are protected, but he doesn't know what's going on here and if she isn't it would be still be completely inappropriate for him to do it, regardless.)
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She starts writing out simple algebra problems and solving them. Scratch, scratch.

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He quietly watches how she is using the pencil.

(Oh, hey, there's that material on teaching basic life skills why is he having to do this he asked for. What does it say?)

He's still just watching, but now he knows what he's looking for.

(This is an unprecedented situation, but there ought to be something she will be able to notice and improve directly after at most twenty minutes more, and likely less if she's good at focusing on the work. He'd say so, but that would be a distraction.)
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Algebra. Some of a poem. Some of a book report. Scratch scratch.

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There's what he's looking for. He waits a couple more minutes to make sure she won't just lose it when interrupted, then:

“Take a look at your pencil.”

It doesn't look any different, but without a firm grip she should notice it being lightly stuck to her hand.
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She looks at her pencil.

"It's... supposed to do that, then?"
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“Yes, you’ve started to claim your pencil. You've probably got just the paint on the outside, but not any of the wood yet. You should be able to move it around a bit. Think of it like trying to move a finger you didn't have before.”

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She smiles, like she thought of something funny. The pencil twitches. She turns her hand over and the pencil turns with it, only partially.

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“Now try to feel something with it. Tap the side of the pencil against the desk, or your other hand. Your sense of touch and temperature should extend through the pencil.”

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She prods the pencil with her other hand. Gingerly, lest she get stuck to it.

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The pencil is not sticky at all, but it feels different than pencils usually do, like touching your other hand is different from touching someone else's hand.

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Well, if it's not going to stick then she can investigate it more thoroughly. Poke pinch prod.

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Pencils are much more tolerant of lots of pinching than fingers. She can feel the pressure, but it doesn't hurt.

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How interesting. And if she presses a fingernail into it, the least bitten one...?

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She can feel the new dent in the pencil's paint. The rest of its shape is there too, now that she's paying attention.

She can't feel the lead or the wood this way; it's like an object she's carrying rather than part of her.
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What if she pulls on it, how stuck is it?

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She can feel it being pulled away. She can do something about that. It's exactly as stuck as she wants it to be.

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Huh. She experiments with amounts of stuckness, then plucks it off her right hand and holds it in her left.

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Only her right hand seems to have the ability to stick to pencils.

“Right now you can only use your right hand, because you started with it. There's some other things you should practice first, for safety, before you start claiming more than one body part.”
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"Could you say more about what exactly it is I did?"

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“You claimed the outside of your pencil, and your right hand. The writing exercise let you focus on having the pencil move as you needed rather than moving the pencil using the grip of your hand.”

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"But I still don't really know what you're talking about. I'm not used to this being something that happens."

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“No one must have shown you before, then, and that's really weird.”

(Don't press. Move on. Teaching is more important.)

“Everything in the universe is somebody's, or nobody's. All this," a wave at the glass desk and the birds, “is mine, and the pencil is yours now, and this island is probably nobody's.”
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Slow nod.

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“If it's yours, then you can move it,” — the sun-shade wobbles a bit — “reshape it,” — a blob of glass rises up and turns into a pair of disks, one floating above the other — “and forcepattern it.” He presses down on the top disk, then lets go and it flies up into the air. When it comes back down, it stops in its original position relative to the first disk without any bounce or noise.

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"What is forcepatterning? Besides 'that thing you just did'."

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“It's when instead of just moving something around, you make it so that it will react in a particular way in the future. You did a little bit with the pencil already; I saw you adjusting how fixed to your hand it was.”

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"Oh. How do I claim more stuff?"

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“You touch it, and pay attention and learn what it is, and then you have the outside of it, and then you can work on the inside of it.

“It's easier to claim and keep stuff that doesn't have much structure. That's why glass is useful. Here, you can have some of mine to start with; it won't be any harder if I'm not opposing you, and you need some more practice material that is simpler than a pencil.”

He picks up a blob of glass that rises out of the puddle, and hands it to her. It displays no inclination to gloop in her hands.
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She sticks the pencil to the back of her claimed hand so it will be out of the way and holds the glass and frowns at it.

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After a minute, the part of the glass that she is just holding is on the inside, like the wood of the pencil under its paint.

Now it's all gone, and the entire lump of glass is hers.

That old argument about whether glass is really a liquid? She could answer it definitively, if she knew what to make of what she's sensing.
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Squish.
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It's not immediately squishy to her hands, but she can sort of loosen it up inside until it is. Or just have it flow into any particular shape she pictures.

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Yes, but squishing things by hand is fun.

But presently she has turned it into a sphere and now she's investigating the pencil more closely.
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She could strip the paint off the pencil and unfasten the eraser, if she wanted.

“It'll take a couple hours even after you're much more practiced to claim the wood of the pencil, because wood has complicated cells in it. And then if you tried to reshape it, it would turn into mush.

“I think I should show you forcepatterning next. Could you turn some glass into this shape?” He points at the pair of glass disks he used to demonstrate with.
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She puts her pencil back on her hand and refashions the glass.

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“Now you have two pieces of glass, which aren't attached to each other” — he waves his hand through the gap between his pair of disks — “except that they are. What happens if you try to push them together? With your hands, I mean.”

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Push. They repel like magnets: bounce.

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“Notice that that's kind of bouncy sideways, too. You can't have anything that is stiff in one direction and soft in another, unless you have a big framework to fake it inside or more parts involved.

“Sorry, I'm getting ahead of myself. Pay attention to what you did to make the two disks stay apart. You can make it rigid instead of springy. There's a connection between every part of one disk and every part of the other; take those connections and find the way they're a gentle change, and make them sharp instead.”
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The girl looks at him with extreme dubiousness, but some combination of these instructions and invisibly fumbling with her glass later she manages to set them rigidly separated with respect to one another.

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"Now if you do the same thing, instead of between the two disks, between all the parts of one disk, then you reinforce it. It won't break as easily, and if it does break the pieces will stay together.”

He demonstrates by making a bubble out of glass and dropping it. It rings and bounces on the rock.
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"Okay..." Now this, too, is done.

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“Now if you wanted to you could make something like that chair; each tile is mainly supported from the glass on the rock, with a little bit of range to move and crosslinked with the ones next to it.

“There's just one more basic element of forcepatterning. You can make connections that slow things down. This is how you make devices to collect energy.”

Here is another chair. He sits in it, and it inconveniently sinks slowly to the ground. He stands up, and it returns slowly to where it was.
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"What do you do with the energy, when you've collected it?"

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“You use it to move things, including to create forcepatterns that start out pushing rather than holding things still. You haven't needed any because you've been pushing on the glass with your muscles, so you had that much to work with. But you need the stored energy to move things without touching them, or to do things that would be too much effort at once, like flying.”

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"Where does glass keep energy?"

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“I'm not a physicist, but I think that's a misleading question? Like, if I throw something, it now has more kinetic energy, but it doesn't keep it anywhere in particular, it just has it. It's the same with stored energy.

“It is sort of spread out in the glass, or whatever, though, and you can concentrate or move it if you want, and there is a limit to how much you can store per mass.”
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"Can you do things with it besides move the stuff it's stored in?"

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“No, but motion powers machines, so that isn't particularly a limitation.”

Left bird hands him some wire and other metal bits, which he reshapes along with some glass. Now there is a little science-fair-style electric generator (spinning) and light bulb (glowing), except there's a glass globe around the entire assembly instead of the light-bulb part.
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Nod, nod.

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“I think we've covered all the basics. What's left is practice and techniques. After you have some practice to make sure your control is good, you should claim the rest of your own body, so that you can reinforce and move it.”

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"That sounds useful," she agrees.

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“Is there anything in particular you would like to try to do, or make?”

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"I'm not sure. Is it usual to make everything out of this stuff?"

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“Some materials can't be reshaped, like wood. Some kinds of fine detail are easier to make with tools. And if you need a lot of something, it's faster to use machines to make it than to have someone claim all the materials first. But if there's no reason not to, then you do.”

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"Can you make stuff smaller?"

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“Depends on what you mean by smaller.”

The empty glass globe from a previous demonstration rises up, then shrinks to the size of a tennis ball.

“This is all the same matter in a smaller space, but the glass is thicker and the air is compressed. It would burst if it weren't reinforced.”
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"Do you own the air too?"

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“No, it's just trapped. It's really hard to keep a claim on air because it moves around all the time.”

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"Can't you make it attach to things?"

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“—I don't actually know. Let me check.”

Pause.

“Apparently nobody has fine enough control to slow down the air enough to keep it, and if you could anyway you would just have liquid air, because that's the difference between a liquid and a gas anyway.”
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"I thought the difference was how cold it was."

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“It's the same thing. Heat is what we call individual molecules moving around or vibrating.”

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"So it wouldn't be safe to touch, either? If you held air still."

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Pause.

“Instant frostbite, at the least.”
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She looks at her pencil and glass. "You didn't tell me this was so dangerous."

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“This was just what if someone could stop air. Nobody can actually do it. But did you mean in general?

“Yes, there are ways that you can hurt yourself. But there are more ways you can hurt yourself if you don't have control! You could stumble and hurt your unreinforced ankles and be unable to travel out in the wild like this!”

(Pause. Deep breath. Stop complaining about the entirely unreasonable situation (he has been not-thinking about what is going on here, because the evidence is accumulating in the wrong way, and even that doesn't make sense, not really) to the person in that situation. Don't scare the kid.)

He sits down on the rock.

“Sorry. I'm just worried a— for you.”
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"I could still crawl around if I hurt my ankle."
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“I'd argue the point, but I don't really want to think of more bad things to happen to you.

“It's just — nobody lives this way. And if it was a good tradeoff, I'm sure someone would have tried it and stuck with it, and I haven't heard of anyone doing that.”
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"So how do I claim the rest of my body? Does it just happen now that I did my hand?"
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“You just have to try to do it, like you did with the glass. It would be hard because bodies are complicated, but because it's your body that you can feel, that helps. You should practice with stuff that isn't so important first, though. It's not like you would likely seriously injure yourself if you make a mistake, because you can usually feel it and stop, but interesting kinds of bruises are a thing.”

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"If it's just bruises that's not so bad. What happened to the blood that was in my hand when I got it at first?"

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Pause.

“If you got any at all, you would lose it as it flowed out of your hand and mixed with other blood in the other parts of your body. It's sort of like how you can't claim a gas, but you can claim a liquid, because it doesn't mix up quite as fast, but you still have to try harder. Once you have your entire body, that won't be a problem.

“You should be able to feel it a bit, anyway.”

If she pays attention, her hand is a bit like the pencil with its wood core — there is stuff inside it that isn't hers yet. Presumably that's the blood.
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Frown. Nod.

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(He's already suggested she practice a couple times, and she asked questions instead. What to do? Awkward silence until she asks another question? Or—)

“How about we go down to the beach and get you some more glass?” (To practice with.)
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"Okay. Can I do most things with glass or should I get other stuff?"

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He starts walking in a direction which looks like it leads down. (He didn't climb up, so he's guessing.) The shade-dish-machine-thing follows conveniently overhead, and for some reason there's a snail's-trail of glass rippling along the surface of the rocks that seems to be keeping to a rough circle around them.

“Glass is really easy to claim, and it's transparent unless you add something to it, and it makes really tough things with a bit of reinforcement, so it's useful for a lot of things. Metal is easy too but expensive, and you use it when you need it, like that electric circuit. Really, any time you need more than a particular shape, you might need something other than glass.”

The bird-bodies take off in other directions.
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She watches the birds go. "What do you have besides glass and you and your little bit of metal?"

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“I have pigments for my glass, to make it white or other colors. I have more than a little bit of metal — mostly aluminum, some copper, little bits of other things.”

He points at the thing over their head. “Silver for the mirror, aluminum and glass in the engine.”

“And I have some plastic, which is good for small flexible things. But since you included my body in that list, I assume you meant to ask about my entire kortarem, not just stuff that's suitable to be reshaped. I also have food and water, and my computer and radio, of course. Soap. Odds and ends.”
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"You don't make your food bite-sized?"

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“Sorry, I don't know what you mean. My food is in whatever size that kind of food comes in. I could split it into bite-size pieces, but there's no particular reason to and that might make some of it spoil faster.”

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"I mean, if you have all your food claimed then you could cut it up without needing a knife. When you were about to cook it. Couldn't you?"

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“Oh, yes, you can do that.”

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"But it seems to take a long time to claim things so maybe you don't do it every time you eat."

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“No, but usually I claim everything I carry with me on trips like this so I can keep it from getting damaged if I get adventurous, and find where it is if I were somehow to lose it, and so on.”

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"That makes sense."

Beach. Sand. She looks at the sand, scoops up a handful, looks at it patiently.
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“It'll be easier if we turn it into glass first; sand is more complicated because it's in separate pieces.”

The bowl over their heads stops providing shade. Now it's turned sideways, and the mirrored concave side is concentrating a lot of sunlight on a patch of clean sand well away from both of them.
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"Oh, I thought you turned it into glass with the magic thing."

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“The — magic — thing?”

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"The thing you're teaching me to do?"

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(Fine. This is not the time to get into an argument about words. If she wants to call it magic, she can call it magic until she has access to the collected knowledge of humanity rather than some strange censored version.)

“All right. You could claim the sand and then reshape it into glass, but that would take longer because instead of just glass, you have sand grains with air and dirt between them.”

The mirror is moving its focus along the sand, gradually adding on to the edges of a disk of fused sand. It's not exactly window glass, but at least it's melted smooth on the top.
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"The glass you're making will take a while to cool off, though, won't it?"

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“Yes, but you don't need to touch it with your hand, just touch it with the glass you already have, and once you are able to reshape it, you can cool it down quickly.”

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"Oh. Okay."

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After a few minutes he puts the mirror back over their heads, and waits for the molten spot to cool down closer to the temperature of the rest.

“Take your glass and just poke the mess somewhere. Claim all the fused part, don't worry about anything that isn't easy; it'll break off.”
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She mushes her glass into a long stick and then pokes the melty spot.

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“Now that you have all of that glass, split the stick before where it gets hot and take back your original glass. You'll use that for an anchor point, so hang onto it or wrap it around you or stand on it.”

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She does as he suggests and turns it into a bracelet.

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“Forcepattern the bracelet and the hot glass so the hot glass will stay exactly as far away from you as it is now. Now just reshape it into a wide, thin ribbon, thin like paper, which will push itself up into the air away from the hot pool as you make it, and necessarily curve over this way.”

He gestures suggesting a semicircular arc over their heads.

“By the time it reaches the ground on the other side, it should have been cooled enough by the air that you can touch it.”
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The hot glass wobbles up, snakelike, flattens out, arcs over.

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“Looks good.”

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Nod, nod.

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It takes another minute or so to get it all moved, but eventually the glass is all piled up over there like a plate of inedible noodles. Blue-tinted, giant noodles.

He walks over and touches it with a glass-covered hand (his glass, which is colorless), and then a bare one. She can feel his hand.

“All cooled off. You've got a couple kilograms of glass there, I think. You can do a lot with that if you don't actually need solid thickness in particular.”
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"Solid thickness?"

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“I mean, if you wanted to make a lens or something where you need there to actually be glass in the middle, or if it needed to be heavy. You can make reinforced hollow objects instead if you only need the shape.”

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"Oh. I don't think I need heavy things very often." Experimentally, she tries dragging her lump of glass spaghetti from its anchor on her bracelet to see how much of an impediment it is.

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It's all still constrained to be about the same distance from her bracelet, so it doesn't stretch out like if she pulled an end; it remains tangled up and starts getting partly under the sand.

It'll be pretty awkward to plow the beach by pulling with one arm on a bracelet. Perhaps she should consider switching to a harness of some sort.
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"This seems like it will be hard to carry around everywhere I go."

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“It was just like this to cool off. Now you can reshape it into something sensibly compact and carry it however you like. And I don't mean to suggest that you should carry around exactly this much glass and more stuff on top of that; this is just for practice for now and you can decide what you want to do when you leave.”

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"Okay." She munches it all together in a ball. Maybe she can forcepattern it so if she kicks it, it'll roll in the relevant direction. ...Balls already mostly do that, but she wants it to roll in a straight line. Kick.

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It seems that there are only three directional results she can get: towards her bracelet, away from her bracelet in no particular direction, and fixed to her bracelet (and trying to move the ball anywhere by twisting her bracelet is a bit too much for her wrist).

A little work with “towards” will make it stay in a radius like an unenthusiastic leashed pet, and not roll away if she kicks it wrong.
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Well, that's sort of okay.

"How much do you have to push stuff before it can use the energy to fly?"
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“It depends on what kind of flying you want it to do. If you just want something to float, you can make it hollow inside, and that just takes the energy to push the air away once and it'll float forever.”

He takes a tiny bead of glass and expands it into a wispy sphere like a large soap bubble. It drifts away on the breeze and a little upward.

“If you want it to be able to go in a particular direction or carry a significant load, then it needs enough energy to lift and propel itself, just like anything else. Big wings are more efficient. As a general rule, imitate birds and you won't go far wrong.

“But if you mean you want to have your ball of glass floating with you rather than rolling behind you, that's a bit of a different subject, because you don't exactly want it to turn it into an island-sized bubble or have it noisily windily hovering all the time. You want to carry it.

“For example, our sunshade up there is supported by all this glass I've spread out on the ground around us. This is simple and no load on me, but I have to constantly reshape the glass to move it along, which is a skill I had to practice. The stuff I'm not using right now, I keep some of it in my clothes” — a little glass tentacle waves from a sleeve cuff — “so it's well balanced around me, but most of it right now is my mock-bodies that you saw me flying with.”
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"And those had to be all loaded up with pushing so they could flap?"

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“Yes, but I didn't do all the pushing myself. I used machines, like this solar engine.”

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"How does that work?"

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He moves the mirror to the side so they can see the machine sitting at the focus. Bright glare and heat shimmers obscure one end.

“The engine has a hot part and a cold part. The hot part is kept hot by the sunlight. The cold part is kept cold by blowing air over it. Inside, it moves air between the hot and cold parts, and as the air gets hotter or colder it pushes on other moving parts, and that keeps it running. And all the energy that's left over is stored.”
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Frown. "And you can use that energy the same as pushing energy for forcepatterning?"

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“It's turning the heat into pushing.”

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"By the moving parts?"

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“Yes.”

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"How much energy can stuff store?"

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“I could fly all the way around the world and back here, if I didn't have to stop for other supplies anyway.”

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"What would I need to do to make a machine like that?"

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“It's all shaped and forcepatterned for the moving parts, so you need to learn the shapes. You need metal to make the hot and cold ends, and something black, and a few other materials to make it more efficient but it could work with just metal and glass.”

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"I'm not sure if there's any metal on this island besides yours," she says consideringly.

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“Probably not. You usually buy it.”

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"I don't have any money with me."

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“There aren't any stores to sell it right here, anyway. I can give you some energy for now, or make you another engine you can hook up to, and you can get metal for yourself later. There are other ways to collect energy, too, like from waterfalls or waves or wind.”

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"I might not stay here long enough to go to a store and buy metal. Does using wind and waterfalls and waves let you do without?"

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(Isn't staying here the opposite of leaving?)

“Sure, if you're only using it as slow as those sources provide it. Or if you find a really big waterfall, or a dam, of course.”
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"So I just have to let things move my stuff and then it'll charge up the stuff."

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"Yes, and your stuff has to be trying not to move, but not so hard that it doesn't move. Like this.”

This time, the thing he gives her isn't a transparent sphere. It's an orange dumbbell.
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She takes it, frowning at it.

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It moves like she's trying to stir a jar of peanut butter.

It's perfectly happy to stay where she puts it in midair.
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"Is it slowing itself down?"

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“No, it's connected to the rest of me. If I made it stronger and you pushed hard then you could use it to push me around.”

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"Can things slow themselves down? Could I pick a thing up and then drop it and let it fall very slow to charge it up? Or not fall?"

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“No, you have to have something else to connect it to. If you live in one place a lot you can claim the ground and use that, though.”

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"Should I not claim ground if I'm not going to live a place?"

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“It just takes hours, and you can use stuff on top of the ground instead, which you can move with you.”

He points at the ring of thin glass on the sand around them that followed them down from the rock.
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"Right. Makes sense."

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“Anyway, give this a try. Spread out some glass, put another piece above it, and make the connection. But before you were doing patterns that were only about how far away things are. This one is only about which way they are moving, towards or away, it always pushes in the opposite direction. Both at once can be done too.”

Elsewhere on the beach, the mock-bird-people land.
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She looks at the birdpeople, but attends to the supplied exercise. Away with you, top glass chunk.

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“So if you've got it right, you should be able to push it around but it won't move by itself, like the one I gave you.”

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Push...

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Puuuuuuuuuuuuush.

If she pushes it sideways too much from the glass on the ground then the whole structure can tip over. And when she lets go it starts creeping back to where she put it to start. But she's definitely got the feels-like-it's-stuck-in-goo part.

There's also a faint feeling of something about the glass changing, increasing, as she pushes the glass around. Maybe that's what the “stored energy” he was talking about feels like.
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Huh. Okay. Push push push.

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As exercise machines go, this one isn't very ergonomic.

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"What would happen if I balanced something heavy on this?"

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“If you made sure to push back enough so it went down gently rather than bouncing, then you'd have all of the energy that was used to lift the heavy thing up. That's the simplest way to use a waterfall, actually — fill a big bucket at the top and then lower it down.”

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"Oh."

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“Your control looks fine, so here's the next practice technique. Take your glass and wrap it all around your body. Keep it ready to move the same way you do when you're going to reshape something. Then just move around like you normally would, and keep the glass with you — don't let it stop you from moving or come away. This will be tricky to get right, but I promise it's the last thing I'm gonna just tell you to do.”

He demonstrates on himself, walking around while the glass covers his body like an extra layer of clothes. His head is still exposed, and the glass has gaps and arrays of holes in it in various places, which experience will quickly show are needed to reduce the feeling of being in a personalized greenhouse while exercising.
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She slowly draws her own glass over her in a thin gappy layer, then stretches her arms up, takes a few steps.

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He does the same kinds of things and adds more for her to follow along with if she wants to. Assorted silly walks. Arms all directions. Stretches. What might be a yoga routine if he ever held a pose still.

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Okay then, weird slow dancing it is.

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Slow to start, but speeding up as she gets better at not tangling up herself with her new parts of herself. It's like she has to use twice as many separate muscles to operate the same set of limbs.

But if she wants, she can use just those new muscles and let her arms and legs be pulled along by the glass — until she runs out of stored energy and has to work just with real muscles.
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Well, she doesn't have a lot of energy stored.

Can she shove all her stored energy into one part of the glass, or does it have to be spread out?
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She can!

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So that's nice.

Maybe handling all this glass and herself at the same time would be easier if she just... divided up the work...

There is a sudden jump in her fluidity.
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(Improvement is good, but he's looking more for lack of significant mistakes than the height of skill.)

Eventually he stops leading, and stops moving, and waits for her.
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It doesn't last long, anyway; she finds a comfortable way to stand and stops. "Now what?"

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“Now that you have practiced the motions of your body, it is safe for you to claim it.”

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"Without getting any weird bruises?"

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“You could still give yourself weird bruises if you tried. The difference now is that you aren't going to do it by accident because you know what is a normal kind of motion now.”

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"What can I do with my body once I have it?"
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“You can connect yourself to your other stuff, instead of using stuff you wear like your bracelet. This allows you to support your weight comfortably.”

He demonstrates by rising off the ground a few feet.

“You can reinforce yourself to prevent injury.”

He hits himself on the head with a piece of glass. It goes clank.

“And you can move yourself using stored energy rather than your muscles. That's a bad habit, though, because you want to keep your muscles fit and adding to your stored energy instead.

“Want me to show off a bit?”
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Nod.

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The birds, which have turned into fully human-seeming bodies instead of just having faces, throw him some more glass. He makes a completely unnecessary throwing gesture and scatters small spikes that bury themselves over a large area of the beach.

Now he's flying without benefit of wings, like the beach is a racetrack and he's doing his qualifying lap.

Back in front of her, he makes as if to jump — and he's a speck in the sky.

Now he's falling down again, head first.
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She watches raptly, trying to figure out how the tricks he's shown her add up to all that, slowly claiming her body.

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While falling, he flips over, forms spikes on the soles of his feet, and hits the beach without slowing down.

A complimentary glass wall to catch the spray of sand has been provided for the comfort of spectators.

He takes a bow while buried up to his hips.
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"How did you land like that without hurting yourself? Is that all reinforcement?"

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“Yep! You can't go completely rigid like I did for that all the time or you wouldn't be able to move, or breathe, but you can do a gentler reinforcement that you keep up all the time.”

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"What about like how you did the fancy chair with the links, where they could move a little but not very much, can you do that and then really strongly reinforce yourself?"

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“Sort of. Your body doesn't have a specific shape, and it doesn't have any rigid parts except for bones. If you want to say things stop after some motion, you have to say they stop relative to something else in particular, and the only way to do that that doesn't lead to hurting yourself or being unable to move is "this part of your body can only move so much relative to the part right next to it" — when I say part I mean like this patch of skin and the patch of skin next to it — and the result you get when you do that all over and smoothly is what I called a gentle reinforcement. It still makes you really tough, but if you did just that and tried to hit the sand like I did, you'd bend and flop instead of smashing the sand. You'd still be safe.”

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"And instead you just held all of you totally still, so you drilled through the sand."

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“I also had spikes on my feet so that they pushed the sand aside. If I hadn't done that I would have gotten just a bit of a crater instead, and not gone into the sand very much. But that difference is more about how sand in particular works.”

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"Okay." Pause. "When I have all my body can I change how it's shaped?"

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“You could get it to grow differently, a little bit, until you finish growing up, but doing that too much can hurt you.

“But if you want to be a different shape on the outside for a while, then it's easy to do that as long as you can fit inside the shape. You saw me being birds.”
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"But it'd be made of glass or whatever?"

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“Or whatever, yes, but you can still feel things through it. You can even make eyes and ears in different places, but you have to learn to use them.”

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"Whoa. Can those be glass or do they have to be different things?"

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“For an eye, you use glass for the lens, but you also need some kind of material that reacts to light quickly, like the retina in your regular eyes does. There's a few kinds that are available. For an ear, you want something that is naturally flexible and not brittle to make the parts that vibrate, so you use a little bit of plastic or metal.”

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"I want to make eyes and ears."

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“Okay, which should we start with?”

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"Eyes first."

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“Okay, I can show you how to make a slow eye and then you can improve it when you've gotten better materials — all of mine are in the eyes I'm using,” he says, waving at the ex-birds.

He takes some glass and something black from somewhere, and hands her half the black stuff. Presumably he expects her to claim it easily.

“You need something black to block out the light that's not coming in through the lens, and it'll also do for a slow sensor.”

He makes a hollow cylinder with a hole in one end and the other end solid out of the black stuff, and lets her look at the shape of it.
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She claims the black stuff. She inspects the shape. She copies it.

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“For the sensor, we make a fine grid of dots that aren't touching each other or anything else. The finer they are, the better you can see.”

Now there is a black fuzz at the far end of the cylinder, barely perceptible as being in a hexagonal grid.

“Then you make the lens. Since you haven't learned to see with this eye yet, open up the side for now and watch how the light falls on the sensor, then reshape the lens until it's as good as you can make it.”

He tweaks the sunshade above their heads to have a pattern of holes in it, then demonstrates holding his simple eye up to the sunbeams and nudging the shape of the lens until there are nicely in-focus dots.
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She follows along pretty capably.

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“Now just close it up, point it somewhere and keep it still, and pay attention to what you're feeling from the dots. If the sun is in view, that will be easier to notice at first.

“Since the plastic doesn't do anything in particular when the light hits it, it just heats up, this is really slow and it will blur if you move it.”
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She sets it up as directed. "How do you make a faster one, then?"

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“You use stuff for the sensor that does something other than just heating up. The kind I use makes a tiny bit of electricity out of the light, which you can feel just like you feel the heat.

“You could also improve the kind you have by doing something to make it cool down faster, but it still won't be fast enough to make a good eye.”
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"Why can't I just get water and... stuff... and make an eye out of that like a real eye?"

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“Real eyes are very, very complicated. Nobody knows how to make an eye from scratch, and if you did you would have to keep it alive with blood.”

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"I have enough blood for two eyes, maybe I would have enough for four."

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“There's still the problem of making the eye.”

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"Yeah. Won't I feel my own eyes and how they work when I get that far?"

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“You can't feel individual proteins, and you can't make them fit together right either. Animals are really, really, really, really complex.”

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"What if I got eyes from an animal, then? A dead one I guess. Like a fish."

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(This is a bit of a creepy obsession.)

“Then you'd need the rest of an alive fish to keep them alive. But you could use a live animal, yes, I suppose. I think it'd be harder to learn to see through them, and the fish wouldn't look where you wanted to, and you'd have to keep it in water so it could breathe and feed it —

Frustrated arm waving.

“Made eyes are just so much easier to deal with, and they're almost as good anyway.”
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"But you can claim live animals?"
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“Yes.”

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"Can you not move them around like you can move other stuff? You said the fish wouldn't look where I wanted..."

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“It would still try to look where it wants, and it would get tired and scared when it couldn't, and maybe die of that.”

(Creepy creepy creepy. How do we change the topic?)
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"Look," she says, "if I want to be a griffin, that's a sort of creature that's like an eagle in front and a lion in the back and it can fly and stuff, it's okay if my regular body has to hang out inside the griffin, how do I do that."
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(Okay, that is an acceptable change of topic.)

“Um.”

Think.

“That should work okay. I think you can do it” (without any extra eyes) “as long as you want to be a big griffin, so your head goes where its head is and there's room for the rest of you. Let me try—”

He starts pulling up the miscellaneous glass around and reforming his original bird shape.
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"Griffins aren't supposed to have human eyes," sighs the girl, but she sits back and waits.

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“You can put lenses over your human eyes that will make them look different.”

(Better than torturing fish.)

Okay, so what do griffins look like? The body is — mostly a lion, he thinks? — and lions are light brown. Light brown pigment in the glass, for starters, done.

Head of a giant eagle. Eye position — tricky. No, wait, she's already dedicated enough to this to want to try to see through fish eyes. Okay, optics so forward-facing human eyes can look sideways instead. Disguising tints. Nothing to be done about blinking.

He knows being a quadruped in the obvious way is terrible for the neck no matter what, so put legs in the front legs. Big griffin. Feet aren't human, so hide the human feet in the knees. Eagle feet.

The hind end won't contain any of her (his, for now) body so it's just a lion-shaped shell, but that doesn't matter to how it will move. Put some ballast in for balance. Cargo space.

Wings. Eagle wings. She probably wants to look like a live animal, not just have the form of one, so detail the feathers and coloring. Feathers other places feathers go.

“How's this?”
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"That looks mostly great except -"

She has a lot of strong opinions about coloration and where the feathers should blend in to fur and so on.
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He tries to adjust things. His mock-bodies come over to give him a look at his mock hindquarters. (The same skill that let make up an almost acceptable griffin on the spot is evident in their perfectly human appearance.)

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Eventually, he has it right! "Good. That looks like it's supposed to."

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He starts teaching her how to make it.

Since she doesn't have much glass she will have to make it carefully thin and maybe load some unclaimed sand instead of glass in the back to get the weight distribution right (she can work on claiming it later), but it's still doable. If she insists, he will share his stores of pigments so she can get the coloring too. It's very, very faintly bluish, though, because the glass made from the sand was bluish.

He's still walking around as a bigger griffin for the reference. It's clearly not his dearest wish to be a griffin too, though.

And how is she doing with the eyes-on-the-side-of-the-head optics?
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She takes to it like a natural.

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Well, that's surprising. Humans: what interesting variation will they come in next?

“I imagine you would like to learn to fly, next.”
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"Yeah!"

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(If she can fly, then she can definitely leave the island under her own power. Because she sure didn't arrive here in a boat that still exists anywhere he saw, and he searched carefully while they were making glass.)

“Okay. There are two ways to start. One is you learn taking off first, and you have to deal with the ground being right below you. The other is I take you up really high and you work on starting to glide while you're falling. That can be scary. Which way do you think you would like better?”
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"I'm not scared of heights."

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“Okay. You've finished claiming and reinforcing your body, right?”

(She probably has, or she wouldn't be at all comfortable inside that griffin shape, but, safety, don't assume.)
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"Mostly."

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“Okay, let me know when you've finished. And while you're working on that, let's get you some energy so you can flap. Make another thing that slows down like you did before. It doesn't need to be on the ground, so just make two small parts that can turn against each other.”

He makes a thing that might be intended as an example: it's a cylindrical cup sort of like the eye casing, with another cylindrical part on the inside, but both parts have grooves and bumps that plausibly could be used to grab and turn them.
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She copies this design.

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He shapes his so that it fits onto hers, and starts spinning the inside parts. This apparently useless activity turns out to be rapidly increasing the stored energy in her spinny thing — hundreds of times more energy in just a few seconds than she was storing using her muscles in the practice sessions.

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"Wow."

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Eventually, that bunch of glass feels full and the particular sensation of there-is-stored-energy-here starts spilling into the nearest other stuff — her griffin-shape and her body.

She could direct it to flow somewhere in particular if she wanted.
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She spreads it around all the bits of the body she will want to move, mostly the wings but also the neck and legs.

"I think I have my whole body now."
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Eventually, two things happen at the same time: she feels full all over, and she suddenly feels hot in the spinning thing.

He stops spinning it.

“There! You've got all the energy you can hold right now.”
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"Weird... how much is it? How could I hold more?"

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“About thirty gigajoules. You hold more by claiming more stuff so you can put energy in it. That's one of the reasons why I keep more of me around.” The ex-birds wave a little. “But unless you're planning to do something really big, you don't need more than a fraction of that. I just gave you a full charge because I have a full charge and I have it because I'm overly fond of being prepared for anything.”

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"Well, thank you very much," she says politely. She starts experimenting with flapping her wings, and finding a comfortable gait with the griffin feet.

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He abandons the griffin shape for his original airplane-bird, and makes a smaller-griffin-sized platform with railings on three sides, floating an easy step above the ground.

“Whenever you want to go up.”
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Onto it she steps. She practices with her beak: clack clack.

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Express elevator to the skies! He follows along beside it, apparently using his wings to steer but not to propel himself.

She may wish to figure out how to nudge her ears into adjusting to the pressure change comfortably.

Visible from here: one more island and, much farther away, a continent. Some specks in the sky, one stationary in the oceanward direction, others moving.
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She pops her ears. She can do that without the stuff-claiming, even.

"Are those more flying people?"
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Telescope eyes.

“That's someone just out flying. That one looks like a whole household moving. And that's a relay — actually, my friend Teytis.”
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"What's a relay?"

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(Of course she doesn't know anything about communications either. Otherwise she could have learned the rest for herself.)

“Relays pass messages so people can talk to each other and share information around the world.”
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"What kind of messages? Is it like mail or like the internet?"

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“The internet?”

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"...It's like what you said but it might be different some ways you didn't mention."

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(Compose. Keyword search. “internet”. Transmit. Is this something that was a thing once upon a time or in some part of the world he never visited?)

“Oh. Well, relays don't move mail, they receive and send messages over radio.”

(No results.)
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"Okay."

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He starts explaining the things she will need to know to get something useful out of jumping off the platform and gliding to the ground.

He says that the most important thing is to keep her wings aimed mostly into the wind, even if that's not the direction she wants to go. She should learn to feel the direction of the wind with her feathers. If she goes too slow, she will just “stall” and fall down (so she should get herself pointed downward to recover). She can trade altitude for airspeed and vice versa.

And, of course, landing without smashing up the landscape, which is accomplished by gliding just above the ground until she is about to stall, attempting to climb so as to stop herself horizontally, then dropping down onto the ground like she had just jumped up from it.
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She listens carefully to all these instructions. When he stops talking: "Can I fly now?"

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(Right, children, attention span. He should have skipped some of that. It's not like she's going to be hurt even if she does everything wrong, now.)

“Yes,” he says quickly.
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She takes a flying leap off the platform into the wind, wings spread wide.

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And she's flying. Or at least, the ground is approaching slower than usual.

If she figures out how to glide in a consistently straight line, then she can leave the island behind quickly and had better turn back unless she wants to try a water landing.

Thanjen follows her down, after making some shape adjustments so he isn't flying faster than her all the time.
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She tries turning. She flaps. She tries diving and swooping up. She does a lot of whooping while she does all this.

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The tricky part about flapping is that you have to do it just right or you lose more speed than you gain, but she's getting the right idea.

There's the beach again.
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She keeps her altitude as long as she can, until she's pretty sure she can flap well enough to get airborne again from a ground start - then land on the beach, fairly neatly for a first try.

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Thanjen lands next to her. (He's getting used to her being unexpectedly good at being a griffin.)

“Do you want to go up again, or try to take off from the ground?”
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"I'm going to try taking off to make sure I can. After that I want to be a mermaid."

She takes off, flies around in a big circle, lands again.
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(Aaaargh.)

“—I really think we should be getting you equipped to communicate now. Then you can read entire books on how to be all kinds of things whenever you want, better than I can teach you.”
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She peels her griffin open and sits up, sticking her head out of it. "Um, I'd rather you just showed me this one other thing, I can figure out the other stuff I want to do myself from there probably."

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“It's really important to be able to get help when you are out in empty places like this. How did you get here, anyway?”

(Maybe he shouldn't have asked that. But she is at least safer now, and some things he was resolutely not thinking about are getting more insistent now.)
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"I walked. Can you teach me the mermaid thing or not?"

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“I am birds all the time. I don't know that much about swimming creatures. I'm sure there are much better books on the subject.”

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"That'd be slower."

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“If you're in a hurry, why not just try doing it? Then you'll know what you need to learn.”

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"And then you'll help me with that?"

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“If I know how to help, I will.”

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She frowns at him, sighs, and then starts making herself a mermaid tail out of griffin parts that she thinks will be relatively easy to reconstruct later. When she has something that is appropriately shiny and scaly and fits over her legs well she makes a big globe of glass full of air and then attempts to compress it down.

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(Of course she wants to breathe, too.)

Some discreetly frantic research later, he teaches her how to make a pressure regulator so she can safely breathe from it, and warns her not to dive deep with regular air.
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"How do I make not-regular air, then?" she asks, making a pressure regulator as instructed.

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“You need special materials and a particular machine to filter the air. And you also need to watch how fast you go down or up. It's complicated and I'm really not qualified to teach you how to do it safely.”

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"I guess I just won't go deeper than swimming pools, then."

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“It would be pretty silly to make a swimming pool that was too deep, wouldn't it.”

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Blink. "Yes."

She sticks her breathing apparatus to her back, puts the end of it in her mouth, plugs her nose, and flops reasonably effectively into the water.
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He dry-suit-snorkels along at the surface to keep an eye on her. Not that there are any too-deep places anywhere this close to the beach, but just on the general principle of who knows what she will want to do next.

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She mermaids about quite happily and doesn't drown. She seems to find having human joints under the tail inconvenient, and at one point flops out of the water long enough to grab more material from the griffin shell and add it on so her tail is longer and she can get more propulsion without unsightly knee-bending.

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(He's not a big fan of swimming, humanly or any other way, but this is actually kind of relaxing, comparatively. He thinks.

He is not cut out for talking people into things. If she won't take his advice he should just give up and — leave —

This is no longer an immediately serious personal safety problem. This is a “who raised this child like this” problem. This is even less his field than diving. He should ask for help.

He starts composing an explanation of the situation.)
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Eventually she flops back onto shore, reconstructs the griffin to make sure she can put it back together right, and then seems to be between activities (although she has collected some seashells and is idly claiming them).

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(Transmit.)

“If I get you a radio, will you take it?”
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"I don't know what I'd do with one, but I guess, if you want."

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“You don't have to use it. It would be just in case something happens so you have the choice.

Would you like to come with me to get one, or stay here?”

(He will not be especially surprised if she leaves to wherever it is she came from while he's gone.)
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"How far is it?"

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“About thirty miles. Maybe fifty minutes there and back if I go by myself or carry you, more than that if you want to fly yourself.”

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"That seems like a long time to wait just for a radio."

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“‘Just a radio’ can be the difference between life and death.”

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"How?"

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“If you're somewhere with nobody around, like this island, and you get sick, or hurt despite your reinforcements, or you run out of energy in a place where you can't walk away, then you can ask for help. And if you want them to then, people can find where you are.”

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"Only if you're someplace where another radio can hear your radio."

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“That's why there are relays, to make sure that those places are very rare.”

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"Well, I don't think it'd be that useful for me."

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“Why not?”

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"I'm not always places where there's relays."

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“Well, if you're going into a cave or something, you can also bring local repeaters. Or, you know, make sure other people are around. I'm not saying bringing a radio can help all the time, just often.”

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"I don't think it'll help me."

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“Why's that?”

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"I already said, but you weren't paying much attention, I guess." She climbs into her reconstructed griffin and seals it up behind her. Stretches, catlike.

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“You said you weren't always places where there were relays, not that you were never places where there were relays.”

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"Well, I'm a place with relays right now, I guess, but I might never be again."

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“How do you do that? I can't think of any places like that except for ones that also don't have food and stuff.”

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"I haven't just never eaten for my whole life, don't be silly."

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Gently: “Then where do you eat?”

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She snorts. "Why do you want to know?"

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“Right now, you don't think I'm making sense and I don't think you're making sense. If you tell me some things, maybe that'll help. I'll tell you whatever you want to know about me.”

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"You make sense, you're just wrong about things because I haven't explained them because I don't want to."

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“Okay.”

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She gets out of the griffin again, and closes it up behind her, and sits on its neck in front of the wing joints.

"I might tell you if you really want to know, because you've been helpful. But only when I'm ready to go, probably."
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(He gets a preliminary response to his report. Insofar as there is a consensus to be summarized, it is: this is a tricky situation, you're doing fine, carry on, keep us posted. Great.)

“And then I suppose I’m likely even more confused.”
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"Probably. I don't even know all of the stuff you probably want to know."

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“Maybe I should just go on my way for now and if you ever decide you want to tell me, you can find me later. I’d be interested to hear it.”

(She says he’s been helpful — well, that and a few other things suggest that she has finally gotten everything she wants from him, and she isn’t interested in the only other thing he thought she should have despite that, so he isn’t too worried that hinting at a desire to leave will worsen the outcome for her, now.)
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"I don't think I could find you later."

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"My name is Thanjen ber Nabjedden, I'm not planning to change it any time soon, and nobody else has it too."

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"But I go places without radio relays, remember?"

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"Well, if you come back. If you want to."

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"I don't know if I even can though."

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"I won't bother asking why you wouldn't be able to."

He's putting away the miscellaneous bits of glass and whatnot.he used for demonstrations, and his anchors in the beach pop out of the sand.
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She makes sure all her stuff is stowed in or part of the griffin. "Are you going? I guess I'll go too if you're leaving anyway."

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"I don't have any particular reason to leave, but I don't have any particular reason to stick around, either."

The solar mirror is still over their heads, but that's all. (Taking it away just yet would be being rude to guests.)
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"Okay. Thanks for helping me build the griffin."

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The solar mirror and engine flows apart into its raw materials, which disappear behind his mock-bodies. In synchrony, all three take on their bird-shapes again, and say:

"You're welcome. I hope you enjoy flying wherever you want to be."

And they run down the beach and take off in formation.
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She watches them go.

And then she pulls a comb out of her pocket, leans over the griffin's head, and combs at the air. Comb comb comb comb until there's a hole in the air, threads of local reality wisping around the edges.

She rides the griffin through the portal, and presently it closes.
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(Well, that explains some things she said. Except it's also impossible.)

He writes a continuation of his report, includes assurances of his sanity, transmits it, puts away his telescopes, and flies on.

Having learned that the universe is perhaps a bigger place than he thought.