She's asleep when the quake hits. But not for very long.
She plops Doriath, whole, in Valinor.
And then she checks other locations needing evacuation.
Maedhros takes it off with his free hand. There are a lot of people in the room and some of them are staring but Fëanor takes it from him as if there's nothing else in the world. "Loki," he says, "this might work or might not and I will not have two chances at it, you need to be well clear. Findekáno, do your people want to be here?"
"What are you trying?"
"I am trying to stop decay in a much stronger sense than usual, and freeze time entirely in the area, and see if there's anything the Enemy can do with that do your people want to be here or not."
Fingon pops out.
Can we talk for the next two years while Loki works, please. Nerdanel translates.
This is granted, booms a voice that is not Ulmo's but similar.
But she knows it's doing that, so she breaks it right the fuck back.
Nowhere else in the world is habitable, and gliding over pretty landscapes while half her friends are either dead or time-frozen and Valinor sucks her urgency out of her skull is not appealing. She keeps clocks on every wall of her room. She runs them fast. She reminds herself that any moment she takes to do anything else could be fucking Valinor gnawing on her brain. She doesn't need to be ready to jump out in an emergency, anymore, she skips as much sleep as she physically can and lets herself keel over and then gets right back up and works more and uses that tolerance and not her more conservative one. Acceleration songs buzz in her ears, resonating, stacked, barely even sound to her anymore, and she works.
When the Valar have been debating for nearly two years the last piece goes snap.
And she breaks the acceleration songs and prints the text out and tells everyone who happens to be in range I got it, text extant on my desk
and
she
goes
home
and the room with the pedestal is empty
and she snarls and teleports again and goes and collapses dizzily at Heimdall's feet
and says,
"Where is the Tesseract. It's an emergency."
There it is. Blue. Cubical. She wants to just fucking grab it and if it reacted to this badly enough it could disintegrate Midgard.
So now she and it are on the ugliest and least useful moon in the Alfheim system. Her skin stings as the vacuum pulls at her but it's not enough to actually bruise somebody as tough as an Asgardian, however grafted-on the toughness.
"Hey," she says. "Please don't kill me. It's really important. I need you to assassinate a god and maybe help me find another infinity stone so I can do some other things I don't think you're specced for and you're my best shot. Please. I think I did really well with the alphabet you gave me. Thank you for that, I never did get a chance to thank you -"
The Tesseract doesn't wait for her to pick it up.
It jumps into her hand. Delicious almost-pain crackles over her, like the time she touched it before; but now she doesn't fall, now she's steady on her feet with the dizziness worn off.
Don't be tedious, it says, I'm not going to kill you.
Oh, she says.
Rather nice teleportation spell. If you focus you're about .3% of the way to being as good as another space stone, you know.
That hadn't occurred to me as a metric, but thank you.
You're welcome. Now. Where's this god you need me to kill?
And it seems to find its own question very funny, something that isn't quite laughter echoes in her head, and she grins tightly and puts herself above the stupid cylindrical planet, floating.
High, high up.
He's wherever I want him to be, right?
Just so.
Tears prickle her eyes and blue energy coruscates along her armor and Morgoth is just. Precisely. Where. She. Wants. Him.
Should I fetch it?
I don't think you'd get along with it. No, I can do this part. Just so.
And the time stop effect and her friends are now in different places.
And Loki too is wherever she likes. Here she is, cube in hand, crackling faintly, eyes gone solid blue with it now. "Got him," she murmurs.
"Two years realtime I think," she breathes. It's a little hard to talk. Audio illusion would be easier. She switches. "Considering turning the planet into a sphere. I don't have a really good reason it's just annoying me and if I do have to move it it'll be less likely to collapse suddenly on itself."
All of the parts of this planet should be arranged where she would like them.
That is to say, spherically. Gently, please.
Are you suggesting that something about this process might move so much as a hair on their heads if you don't want it to?
...no, I suppose all their hair will be exactly where I want it.
Precisely.
Gently, without so much as a ripple underfoot
the planet wraps itself into a sphere. (That extraneous magic around the edges may affect something but it certainly doesn't affect anything here, not now -)
She explains the oaths thing to the Tesseract. Soul stone?
Creepy personality. You'd hate each other. I'd have my hands full trying to keep it from eating you.
You don't have hands.
I have any hands I want out of all the hands that are or could be assembled. They go where I put them if I put them anywhere.
She doesn't argue the point. Mind?
Nearly as bad. You might get along with Time but it's definitely an awkward tool for the job unless you want to roll the whole place back.
No. No, I don't want that.
Power's just an amplifier or deamplifier, you could reduce the oaths in force but not clear them out.
Leaving Reality.
Yes. Reality will do the job and you can hold it long enough, but it's got this very black and white thinking problem, it won't necessarily be surgical about it.
Nonsurgical's fine if it's not safe to take a surgical option.
Hold out your other hand, then.
I don't have to go get it?
You'll get the hang of this any minute now.
You can reach across -
Who do you think sent you here?
I did speculate.
Good. Now hold out your hand.
And she does, and red splashes into her palm and sinks in and spirals up and she's a battleground of color and her teeth clench and her eyes clamp shut -
It hurts -
Yes, well, I like you. It tolerates you and this is toleration. You'll want your healing spell.
And she heals it as it bites through her armor like it's not there, passes through her arm like it is there and the Aether liquid container for the stone objects to that fact. And she heals. And she tells the stone what she wants. And it thinks the distinction between Elves and orcs is not real. It will obey no such boundary -
"I'm not gonna be able to be too precise with this one," she gasps in a rush, "sorry," and now fate is not real oaths are not real -
And now fate is not real and oaths are not real and Elves are -
- well. Nothing feels different until you try to reach for it and realize that it's missing. There was a plan, and now they've been sliced neatly away from it, and they can feel it, and there's a cry of mingled disbelief and dismay.
Real enough.
So she can undo that for individuals -
One at a time, yes.
She doesn't have to be only here, she can be anywhere, wherever there are Elves to be found, they will all be able to hear her because she is right there -
"I can fix that for some people but not many - if anybody thinks they're, they're in the top -" oh fuck her arm - "hundred or so Elves needing that undone I can undo it."
and then she wants the Aether not burrowing into her arm anymore, wants it somewhere else. She lets it go. She puts it back. There are slightly smoking holes in her armor, a few droplets of the "container" dribbling down her arm like too-red blood.
Deep breaths. (Blue ascends over red.)
You can reach just fine?
Easier than you can tilt your head.
She puts herself firmly out of Valar jurisdiction, floats in intergalactic space at home -
And is slightly, for a handful of purposes that definitely don't include Valar magic or that fucking kneeling thing, on Taniquetil.
Thank you. I have some (let's just be nice and polite, why not, she can kill any of these fuckers if she wants) requests about the dead. Which one of these is Mandos? She wants to be facing Mandos and that's a location, there he is. I sent you my friend. Did she make it?
"...I was not expecting that answer. I haven't wielded the time stone before so I don't know if I'd be able to finesse it very precisely - I'm getting excellent results with space, just barely passable with reality. If you will reembody the Kinslayers I am willing to try the time stone and see where it can get me on this problem without unpalatable results."
Loki reshapes Lævateinn to hold the Tesseract prettily on the end. When she's not touching it any more the coruscating blue energy stops.
And she goes home.
And then Celegorm says, "oh, wait, that explains a lot."
And then Fëanor says, "Celebrimbor we have intergalactic travel you're allowed to teach me Loki's alphabet and help me reverse-engineer it now".
And that's when the dead reach the living, and rather suffice as a distraction.
"Sorry about that. Am I done being banished or ought I go away again?"
"I've been wondering," she says, "for years now - did she tell you I was yours."
"...Conquering Jotunheim might not have turned out to be necessary, depending. She wasn't sure of exactly what she planned to do exactly when. I tried to tell her that adopting a child was going to be more complicated than she expected, but Thor had given her no reason to doubt her assumptions so far..."
"So," sighs Loki, when the giggles subside, "what's the best way to announce I'm alive, not planning to live anywhere I can't be as sorcerous as I please without hiding it, a frost giant - that one possibly only to selected parties - planning on toting the Tesseract around because I like it and it likes me back, etcetera?"
"...Stars, Loki, I have no idea," he says, venting another half-breath of helpless laughter at the thought. "What happened? Should I call for Thor - you should perhaps not show Thor your other face right away, but she'll be so relieved to know you're alive, I couldn't keep that from her for a moment longer than necessary..."
"This mischief-maker," she says, pointing at the Tesseract, "thought I wasn't being interesting enough or something, and knocked me into an alternate dimension where I landed on a stupid cylindrical planet and helped in a war effort against a real nasty piece of work of a god who I couldn't actually kill until I got out of the universe and got Heimdall to tell me where the Tesseract was. ...Sigyn probably thinks Odin killed me, he should know I'm alive right away too."
"Someone's about to fetch Thor to me so she can be a little less startled. I thought you wouldn't mind the startlement. If you thought Odin was trying to murder me, well, I thought that too, but it wasn't her, she is guilty of other errors but not that one."
The servant arrives almost as soon as it's over, and tells Thor that her father wants to see her in his weaving room. "Another time, friends!" she booms, clapping Hogun and Volstagg on the back once each and then offering Fandral a hand up.
And now the room is dim and the visual aids are here in the middle of the circle they make, bright and crisp. It's a map of the stupid cylindrical planet. "This is Arda. And this -" Zoom. "Is the Helcaraxë, where I landed quite unexpectedly having expected to appear accompanied on Midgard and not alone on an ice continent. Fortunately, though..."
And she goes through the rest of the story absolutely shameless with the illusions to add depth and display faces and landscapes. Quendi and their rivalries. The Enemy, Angband. The full extent of her sorcery and how she learned it.
She hesitates only a little when she eidetically illustrates her fight with the first Balrog.
Loki was not looking at herself closely enough at the time to know when she turned blue, but she guesses; her voice goes hushed as the illusion bleeds into cooler colors except for red, red eyes, the narrative and the illusion are both oblivious until the Balrog explodes -
"- and that's when I noticed I'd turned blue."
And she launches back into the story: Elves are concerned that she has suddenly changed color, she complains about her height and lack of ice powers at them, the narrative resumes.
There's a second Balrog and once its blast radius is clear it gets iced in the face.
And that bad guy who tipped her off about the second Balrog, dropping hints that he had Vár - well, she's going to duel the shit out of him now after a brief cutscene where she spars with Huan.
"- and for a few years after that he couldn't assume a physical form without shattering into ice crystals."
Here's the part where she adopts Men - "they're pretty much exactly like Midgardians without the soul animals, only these ones appeared as adults with a language and not much else" - and moves some Elf helpers in and teaches them some things and looks after them, and Sauron the Perpetually Shattering keeps trying to throw her off by various proxy, orcs, baby orcs, Thuringwethil -
- and the projected date by which he should no longer shatter approaches and she moves all her Men into this city one of the maudlin gay Elves made with Dwarf help (Dwarves: they're great) -
and she learns to teleport, just in time.
The fight is spectacular.
And nuking Angband has some scary results (and a maudlin gay Elf hug) and she has to teleport some cities around and the Silmarils are suddenly important and there is Elf politics over them with Doriath (fuck you Elu Thingol her sister gets to see Doriath) and Loki works a whole fuck of a lot on the next piece of her spell and teaches what she's got to an Elf and there's a time stop and an evacuation for everyone who wasn't fenced out of the only safe place -
- finally the story is over.
Morgoth is dead.
Loki smiles at the Tesseract. "And I fixed their stupid cylindrical planet while I was at it, and found empty worlds to put orcs and the Noldor on."
"So," says Loki. "Odin can get the short version of that story and decide whether she wants to re-banish me or announce that Tesseract-based magic is just as special as eye-sacrifice-based magic or what, and if it's the latter I want to bring a bunch of people here to look around."
And when Frigg and Thor have gone (Frigg to explain things to Odin, Thor to back him up and be indignant about the possibility that her sister could be rebanished or anything of the kind), Loki turns very seriously to Sigyn and says, "Something I did not choose to emphasize in that rendition of my adventure is that oh stars it has been subjective decades since I got laid."
"Also, I think I've derived some measure of your Jötunheim-related plans and I'm planning to hire an Elf diplomat after he has had a nice long vacation to help me figure out a more detailed plan on how to carry out your design." Pause. "I do have one question, though. Why am I so short?"
And she bows, slightly, ironically, and disappears to where she got her own instance cast on her when she was little to see if that's still an Allspeak installation location.
And twenty minutes later, only a certificate shy of being a certified Allspeak installation technician, she appears among the Noldor on their planet with a forked wand in one hand and a Tesseract staff in the other.
They each get test brochures which explain various features of Allspeak and how to maintain and calibrate them in 500 languages. "I asked the guy about dyslexia," she says when she gets to Tyelcormo, "it fixes it if I do it right and he told me how to do it right, is that going to be weird for you?"
"It was really impressive," Loki says. "So, welcome to Asgard. Is it pretty enough?"
"Are they-" Lúthien says.
"Apparently," Celegorm says. "You would actually be the first to express disgust, if you're so inclined, Father seems to be pretending he has never met Fingon before and the rest of us are just relieved that Maedhros isn't literally perfect."
"Did you know, Nelyo," Celegorm says, "I spent a hundred Valian Years trying to figure out why you didn't do anything about Tirion's attitudes about this sort of thing. Just sat there hoarding power like it was, itself, the point."
"Wasn't going to get anywhere without talking the Valar around. I did do what I could within that constraint."
"I am less annoyed with you about it now. It did in fact cross my mind in those hundred years of wondering that you might have something to lose. But. I figured if you did, you'd bring him home, was Father going to lecture you on what the Valar think a proper marriage is - it didn't occur to me that Father'd be furious but for another reason - so I thought you just agreed. With the laws. Or didn't think they were worth effort."
"You never said anything."
"I didn't want you to do it for me. I wanted to know if you were the kind of person who'd do it."
"Tests of character don't play well with as many secrets as we were all keeping in Tirion."
"The same way everyone else can. If you really want a soul graft there's nothing actually stopping me from picking up the Aether again but it doesn't like me nearly as much as the Tesseract does and kept trying to eat my arm so I'd appreciate it if you gave the sorts of marriages that work for a million other species fair consideration before requesting it."
"I'm so delighted to meet you all!" she says enthusiastically, with no apparent understanding that she may have just committed a social misstep. "Welcome to Asgard! Does anyone want to spar?"
She is, of course, looking primarily at Lúthien and Irissë when she asks. She has heard they do it differently in Arda, but cultural expectations are a powerful force.
The clouds continue to gather. It looks for a moment like Thor is going to build enough of a storm to throw lightning as her opening strike, but it turns out she's just being dramatic: after another quarter-minute she comes arrowing down out of the darkening sky, clouds roiling in her wake.
They've accumulated a bit of an audience by now, and spectating Asgardians are somewhat confused about why Thor is fighting a magic dog, but she's definitely having fun, so no one's about to complain.
Lightning! Hammer! Dramatic swirling clouds!
The force of impact is immense. Both combatants are thrown away from it, Huan back down to the ground, Thor back up to the sky. She turns around and comes down again immediately, sending lightning chasing after Huan since lightning, unlike Thor, is still faster than a blurred dog.
And another impact and she circles back again. They could keep going like this for a while, Thor trying to maneuver to smash Huan against the ground again, Huan shrugging off lightning strikes in the meantime, extensive damage being done to the surrounding landscape but nothing reaching as far as the spectators.
Speaking of which, I'm probably going to move the Men out of Valinor, probably back to Beleriand. Dwarves'll probably want to go back too and don't have their own teleporters... And I need to find the Men a biologist. No idea where the everybody else in Valinor will want to go.
That's what I'm thinking. Also you might have a personnel problem if you're trying to fix the whole galaxy with who you've got, although maybe you're just planning to get better at integrating disparately capable labor you haven't already known for centuries.
This feast is not as well-customized to Loki's tastes as the party Maitimo threw for her years back, but it's very homey. There are roasted meats and people asking her questions about her adventures and wanting to be introduced to her friends. There are, indeed, broken dishes hither and yon. Loki wants everybody to meet Sigyn, where's Sigyn, there he is. "Sigyn! Come meet everybody, do you remember all their names from my story?"
The feast does not have formally assigned seating, and in fact plenty of people mill around but Loki winds up at a table with her sister and guests and Sigyn because that is who she wants to sit with, and puts Lúthien next to Thor because she suspects Lúthien will appreciate that. She tells Maitimo everyone's name and who they are and why they'd be at this sort of event. She identifies bilgesnipe antlers on a wall for Tyelcormo.
Thor is earnestly delighted by this assertion every single time! She tells Lúthien several of her favourite stories: picking up Mjolnir for the first time, the wyvern Loki killed for her majority... Lúthien can pretty much command Thor's full attention just by continuing to look at her like that.
"Anyway him and Findekáno were pretty obvious if one does not have the default assumption that a couple of well-behaved and socially-acceptable people of the same gender cannot be carrying on a tragic love affair. And then I got to be the only person they could talk to about it for a while, which was nice, sort of paid forward Sigyn doing the same thing about my sorcery."
"Not in the transit hubs. You'll want to find explorer and scientist and anthropologist types to learn what there is to be had in that department. Or find them yourselves, but getting your information from galactics means you won't miss facts along the lines of 'Midgard is technically one of the Nine Realms, sort of' or equivalents."
"One time I met a woman from a planet," says Loki, stretching, "where print is considered obsolete, it's all audio books. On Asgard you would've got tapped on the head with the wand when you were a kid and caught right up. 'S all context. Time to find the best bits of the galaxy and spread them around."
First thing the next morning - Thor is not known to be an early riser and will not be kept waiting for her sparring partners - Loki nips out to a galactic hub, collects all their vacation brochures, places an ad for a biologist, and picks out the planet she thinks most appropriate. It's tidally locked, mostly ocean, and most of the resorts are towards the warm side of the twilight band. She tucks the brochure under Findekáno and Maitimo's door.
Thor's just plain better than her as long as Loki is not cheating. The Elves are enough to make it go on longer but they're not that strong or that practiced; they mostly serve to divide Thor's attention rather than to land strikes. Findekáno's tagged out, then Irissë, then Loki and Tyelcormo almost at the same time, and Thor is victorious.
"Wait," Tyelcormo says, "what?" And to the Tesseract, "hey, apologies, I didn't realize you were a person and I have unusually little excuse for that. I am extremely curious why you picked us to throw Loki at, and less curious why you picked Loki to throw power at because she's clearly a very good candidate, but still."
The Tesseract stays where it is in Loki's stick.
"It is an inanimate object," Loki says, "in approximately the same way Huan is a dog. I think it would probably present itself differently if it wished to be included in conversations. Do you want me to ask it why Arda?"
I am not the Time Stone and I was pretending to be a Bifrost malfunction, it says, I had to choose someplace Heimdall couldn't look which had a good place to put you at the right moment.
Loki relays this answer.
"It says there was also plenty going on before that," Loki says, "and that it would not have been able to drop me on the Helcaraxë if I weren't," she checks for unauthorized eavesdroppers, "a frost giant, it would have had to put me someplace else."
After ten they've each hit eight.
After twenty they've each hit seventeen.
At thirty Irissë has twenty-seven and Tyelcormo has twenty-six.
"Told you," she says to Thor, "he's good for a boy."
She can see as far as the horizon in every direction with such clarity she could pick out the features of insects. She can see temperature! The brightest things around here are the people, Tyelcormo and Irissë outright glowing with exertion, and various animals stick out in the forest around them, too. She can see ultraviolet, and plants and the sky and the clothes the Elves wear are substantially more colorful.
"He is almost certainly the best or second-best archer standing on this planet right now," Loki says. "Just that. Mentioning that you are generously judging him against a background of boys in particular does not make remarks about his skill more complimentary."
"I don't know if he's insulted or not, I did tell everyone about Asgardian norms on the subject of gender roles in advance," Loki says. "But the background assumption that it is in some way especially surprising when a boy from another planet with other norms is an excellent archer... is by more egalitarian standards impolite. You would not say Irissë was a good archer 'for a girl' - you would not say 'for an Elf', either, you don't have any preexisting understanding that Elves ought to have any specific level of skill."
"You would've been the first to know, I assure you. And then she asked if she could have you then, and I said she should ask you, and she asked me for help, and I said 'help' looked like me going up to you and saying 'my sister likes you and if you can put up with the casual Asgardian sexism you should go invite her to pet your hair', and then we discussed casual Asgardian sexism and she may have an impending learning curve."
"Princess, I can teleport and I find galactic politics about a billion times less interesting than killing bears. If you were throwing your weight around and I wasn't amused I'd be halfway across the galaxy finding some bears I can kill even hammerless, and if that caused a political mess Maitimo's conveniently here to fix it."
When Elves (and one and a half Maiar) are done on Asgard Loki sends them home. She checks on orcs. She gives some of them a ride to check out the stunning architecture of one of the galaxy's largest temples to One-Above-All, for the historical interest. She checks on Men, and puts them back on Beleriand, and fetches them a biologist to figure out a Men-appropriate aging treatment and birth control solution. She tells Aulë that there does exist a pure tech solution to interdimensional travel but the one she found requires this material and there isn't any on the Dwarf afterlife planet, here's a sample. She asks Mandos if anybody else is ready to be reembodied yet hmmmmmmm? She books a nice package on the vacation planet for Maitimo and Findekáno and delivers them their guest cards. She goes to Vanaheim with her father and he shows her around a little and she reads what they have on frost giants (not much) and she checks the other Nine Realms (similar results). She hits up every one of her regular sex partners systematically over the course of a few weeks. She returns the Men biologist whence she came, takes a copy of everything she supplied the Men on how to produce their own birth control options, translates it into several Midgardian languages, and drops the instructions on Midgard; this is more interference than Odin technically allows, less than is likely to attract her attention, and exactly the right amount for the results to exceed the hassle of contravening Odin's preferences.
And when she has had a good, long break,
she gets to work on resurrection.