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The bar is unusually empty. Just one girl, sitting on a barstool, reading one of a rather large stack of napkins.

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And then the bar is slightly less empty, as another girl opens the door and pokes her head in.

She leans back out. "Ma--Ava? Do you know what's wrong with your house?"

"What's wrong with my what?" Another girl comes up to the door. "...I have no idea what's going on. But this is not my house."

"I mean, when I said 'what's wrong with your house' I meant more 'why your house was missing.'"
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"The house is fine," says the girl at the bar. "The door is temporarily replaced with a different one. It goes to a lot of universes, apparently. Hi. My name's Lu."

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"...Hi. I'm...my name's Helen," says the first one.

"I'm Marie, then," says the other one. "This door will eventually lead back to the rest of my house, right, we're not going to have to crawl out of my bedroom through the window?"
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"According to the bar, who is a person, if you go out and close the door, it will go back to leading wherever it usually does."

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"Oh, cool," says Marie.

"Wait," Helen says, "this is a bar? Why is the door-stealing dimensional nexus a bar? We're relevantly underaged."
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"Underaged for what?"

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"Drinking alcohol," Helen answers. "And consuming marijuana in any form, but that's less relevant to bars."

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"Oh. I didn't realize there were age limits for that, I guess my world doesn't tend to have them. Anyway, she sells non-alcoholic beverages and food and for that matter inedible objects too."

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"Awesome," Marie says, moving into the bar.

Helen follows and shuts the door. "Consuming those in excess can apparently have negative effects on a still-developing brain so you're not supposed to have any without parental consent before you're twenty," she explains.
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"I mean, a lot of creches and teachers have their own rules about it but... what kind of consent?"

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"I'm not sure of the exact rules, I'm not a lawyer, but I know that if you're at home and your parents say its okay to have a glass of wine or a spiked brownie you're not going to get in trouble even if they're having a cop as a dinner guest," Helen says.

Marie asks, "If the bar's a person, how do they communicate?"
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"...The bar is a she and she does napkins with writing on them same way she does drinks, and your parents?"

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"Yeah. Mine aren't that great but they're not, like, criminally negligent or anything like that," Helen says.

"I don't think the woman from another universe was commenting on your parents' failings in particular, Helen," Marie says. "I sincerely doubt the woman from another universe knew about your parents' failings in particular."
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"Why would you have parents, is the sticking point. I don't understand."

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"Why...would...I...not?" Helen asks, confused.

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"Because you're a human? I mean, you look like a human. I only even know the word 'parents' because I read a lot, I think I got it out of a book about birds or something."

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"I. Am a human. Humans have parents." Helen is not noticeably less confused! "What do you even mean?"

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"...I mean, humans don't have parents. Or at least humans I have met or heard of before don't. Are humans on your world just a kind of animal?"

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"Are humans on your world a kind of fungus? Of course we're animals," Helen says.

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"We're not a fungus. We're a lot like animals. But we don't breed like animals."

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"...Humans on my world are a kind of animal! We evolved from previous forms of human and those evolved from previous forms of ape. I technically share ancestors with my mother's pet cat."

"Your mother has a pet cat?" Marie asks.

"I love you dearly but I fail to see how that's the most important part of what I just said," Helen says.

"It's the only part I didn't already know," Marie points out.
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"Okay, well, I appeared in a random location like every other baby and, like almost every baby that survives to non-baby-hood, was then picked up by a stork and dropped off at the nearest creche."

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"That is both extremely strange, and rather tragic that there are babies that don't survive," Helen says.

"We still haven't completely eliminated the infant mortality rate either," Marie points out.

"We've done a good enough job on it that 'that survives to non-baby-hood' isn't usually considered a necessary qualifier."

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"Well, if a baby appears and nobody finds it, it'll eventually die of exposure, but a lot more of them get found now that there are storks."

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"When babies don't just appear out of nowhere, exposure isn't a common hazard," Helen says.

"What's this about storks?" Marie asks.
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"Storks are golems that listen for crying babies outside of settled areas, find babies, pick them up, and bring them to creches. Creches mark their roofs with symbols that attract storks because otherwise the storks can get a little confused and leave the babies in random other parts of town, which is still better than 'in a hollow log' or whatever."

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"I can imagine," Helen says, still sounding disturbed.

Marie is making faces that suggest she is trying to banish some disturbing mental imagery.
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"But anyway, animals still have parents, so I know loosely what you're talking about. They usually just sort of - keep you? And decide whether you get to drink alcohol?"

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"Why wouldn't they keep us? And they're...responsible for us, they take care of us," Helen says.

"Usually, if you don't want a kid, you don't go to the trouble of gestating one for nine months," Marie supplies.
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"It takes nine months? Eaugh."

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"Nine months, and you get enormous," Marie says, miming the size and shape of a pregnant belly. "I mean, we're genetically programmed to do it, people who found the process prohibitively unappealing didn't make it back into the gene pool, but it's objectively kind of terrible."

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"Yeah, no kidding. If I decide I want kids around I'll take apprentices. But I probably won't even do that."

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"Some people adopt," Marie agrees. "Sometimes people who have kids die or people who don't want kids fail to use birth control and give them away. I'm not likely to decide to have kids, but if I did I'd definitely adopt."

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"People who... fail to use... okay don't explain I get the picture oh dear."

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"Well, it's not a problem for us, fortunately, since it's not possible to get another girl pregnant, but yeah," Helen says.

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"Yeah, I imagine that would be convenient if the alternative were getting randomly pregnant."

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"We have birth control!" Marie says. "We have very good birth control. The problem is that not everyone uses it who should."

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"Do I want to know what's so unappealing about it?"

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"It's not that it's unappealing, it's that you get teenagers or people who don't even have that excuse who think they're not going to have sex and then get carried away and have it anyway without thinking about the consequences," Marie explains. "And, you know, some people are just idiots."

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"I think I prefer the model where hikers are more likely than stupid teenagers to encounter random babies."

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"That's fair, but I think I prefer to keep the model where dying of exposure isn't so much a thing," Marie says.

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"I mean, it's not pleasant, but new babies aren't actually that much smarter than animals I'm willing to eat for dinner. And most of them do get found first now there are storks."

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Marie looks about to reply to this, then stops and turns to Helen. The two exchange a series of looks that probably qualifies as a conversation in some jurisdictions. Marie nods, and turns back to Lu.

"Okay, most babies, sure, but where we're from occasionally people reincarnate, and being an adult in a baby's body is unpleasant enough without the threat of death by exposure."
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"You reincarnate?"
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"Yeah," Helen says. "It's us and one other guy that we know of for sure, but I'd be surprised if it was literally just the three of us--the two of us and also him--under the circumstances."

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"The circumstances being?"

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"The three of us...were in what we're fairly certain were all of our first lives, members of two groups that interacted with each other fairly often. And frequently encountered things that have strange effects. If literally none of the rest of those groups or other similar ones were similarly affected that would be surprising. And evidence that the universe enjoys laughing at our pain," Marie explains.

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"...Okay. I reincarnate too. This is life three. I had no inkling of having previously existed until I started dreaming rounds one and two a couple months ago, which I might have dismissed as weird dreams if I hadn't gone to the city my past lives lived in and found their house. I don't know if... if anyone else reincarnates, and I don't think it would have bothered me in the long run if I had - or possibly did - die a few times as a baby until I got lucky and a stork found me."

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"We're fully conscious of our past lives from infancy. It is so, so awkward," Helen says. "Marie and I, anyway. The only thing I know about Gregory is that he exists. Well. The only thing I know about his reincarnating tendencies, anyway." She shudders, and a dark look passes over her face. "This is life two for Marie and Gregory, but it's life three for me. The first time I died it was an accident, but Gregory decided to blame Marie. And when he finally hunted her down for revenge, she had died too. Of old age. So he decided to take his decades of grudge out on her significantly-younger widow." She puts a hand to her neck protectively.

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"My first time I died of a disease, age twenty-four. Second time I fell down the stairs. I don't remember this, you understand, I only get so many dreams a night, but second life I made a really good golem that can talk and it can fill in what I don't know from reading my old notes - I've always been a really obsessive notetaker."

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"That sounds convenient. If my memory suffered more between lives than just the intervening time accounted for I'd probably try to pick up a similar habit," Helen says.

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"Well, I even have notes from the first time when I had no idea to expect to wake up again. First life was named Aly, second life Kib. These are all nicknames - for some reason we have all received and then shortened names with the syllable 'bel', I have no idea how that happened three times in a row. Alymbel, Akibel, Beluna."

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"Those're pretty," Helen observes. "Our names have no such repetition--I was Helen first, actually, and then Beatrice, and now I'm technically Annabelle. Marie's technically Ava."

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"...And," Lu says, "Kib was a man."

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"...That has never happened to us. I suppose it could, five instances isn't necessarily statistically conclusive," Helen admits.

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"It's less weird and awkward than it could be, honestly, when I'm having Kib dreams he's accustomed to it and the rest of the time I'm fine with being a girl. Kib felt about the same way about Aly dreams."

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"Inconveniences of babyhood aside, I think I like our way of reincarnating better," Marie says.

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"It does sound more convenient than having to read reams of paper and occasionally re-live having the pox or something."

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Helen flinches. "I really do not want to relive someone cutting my throat open with a pair of scissors, no."

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"Yeah." Lu looks preoccupied.

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"...Are you okay? Sorry, I...that was unnecessarily graphic," Helen says.

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"No, that's not it, exactly, just - I haven't dreamed any of my deaths yet, just one of Aly's close calls. But I did dream, um, my husband's. If I can call him that. He was Aly's age, he married her, she died, and then he found Kib and - they got married too, and - there's only been one of him, but if he were going to reincarnate, he ought to be thirty. He ought to have had a lot of dreams by now but he hasn't been to the house."

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"...Oh."

Helen promptly walks over to Marie and hugs her very hard.

"We didn't know if I was going to," Marie says quietly. "She's--imagining being in your position right now, I expect. ...I hope he's just held up somewhere. Maybe he can't get there."
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"I'm actually in the middle of looking for him. He could look dramatically different, I have every time, but servants seem to recognize us the same, the golem called me 'milady' right away - and we had some parrots, and parrots live a long time. Just in case. So I've brought a couple of parrots with me and I've told them that if they see him they should go land on him. I have an idea of who he might be, because he was always the projects type. I have a few people I've heard of who could be him who I'm going to parrot-check."

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"That's a good idea. I hope you find him," Helen says sincerely. "Losing someone like that would be awful."

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"Yeah. I just - he should have been having dreams for thirteen, fourteen years. But that's not enough time to guarantee that any of them would be about me. It could be all childhood and teens or the interim as a widower. The dreams seem to be totally random. But I've gotten a lot of really romancey ones..."

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"That, I can't help you with," Helen admits.

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"Yeah. But I should at least be able to convince him to come back home and read his old notes. Not as comprehensive as mine, but decent."

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"Wouldn't it be more efficient to bring his notes with you?" Marie wonders out loud.

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"There's a lot of them, and I'm traveling a very long way on a zebra. I had to pack pretty light. I should be able to tell him enough to convince him that I have something."

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"...Right, this is a lifetime's worth of stuff. Yeah, I guess that would make hauling the whole thing around inconvenient," Marie says.

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"Next time we'll just write ourselves letters," she says, laughing a little, nervously.

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"Probably a good plan. I don't know that I could write a letter to a future incarnation who didn't remember anything until I had been a future incarnation who didn't remember anything, though, if that makes sense," Helen opines.

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"It would be sort of weird to find each other too young to get dreams. I'd aim the letter at someone who'd had dreams and needed to be told they were real and please come home and read up."

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"...I meant to say everything, not anything. My bad," Helen says.

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"But anyway, he might not be reincarnated. It can't be common. I've never found anyone else - we're not exactly publicizing it, but it doesn't even come up in fiction except with religious figures and in fantasy, and the rules are different from what I'm working with in those stories."

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"I sort of want to say something like 'I'm sure you'll find him,' but honestly that's not based on any kind of real evidence," Helen admits.

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"Yeah. I mean. I'd live. My dire threats to him on his deathbed that if he didn't want me to be miserable alone he'd better come check on me, aside. But - we were really good together."

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"If Marie hadn't come back I would have had a lot of regrets about the time we didn't spend together in my first life for stupid reasons. I mean, I regret that anyway, but moreso." More hugs. Marie is not objecting.

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"Well - that problem I mostly won't have. Except for the period of time when Kib had moved into the house with Aydanci - that was my, their, our, whatever, the husband's name, Aydanci - but they weren't dating because Kib hadn't yet remembered that Aydanci wasn't technically straight. That was a little embarrassing."

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"That does sound a little embarrassing, but much less your fault than our mess was," Helen says. "We literally only reconciled while I was dying, too. So there's that, at least you don't have that to deal with."

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"Yeah. ...I guess you don't refer to all your lives by their names because you keep all your memories and don't get used to new names without remembering the old ones each time, but it still makes it really confusing."

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"It would be a little weird to refer to myself in the third person," Helen says. Marie nods. "I can start referring to my second life as Beatrice no problem, but saying 'Helen' in the third person would be awkward. It's...more my name than the others are."

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"I don't even turn my head when I hear words that sound like 'Kib' or 'Aly'. Kib didn't mention feeling like his name was Aly even after he'd dreamed her entire life."

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"You have a lot less continuity than we do, it sounds like. If Beatrice had only had dreams of being Helen, I almost certainly wouldn't have gone back to Marie."

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"Kib eventually ran out of Aly to dream. And once we've dreamed a thing it slots into place like a proper memory, just as old as it really is. But I'll probably never run out. It took him more than forty years to dream through her twenty-four, and he lived to be seventy-six."

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"It's not that I wouldn't have dreamed about her much or believed the dreams, it's that my first life was pretty unhappy, and even though Marie was the best part of it, Beatrice Carter wouldn't have wanted anything at all to do with the catastrophe that was Helen Fitzroy's life."

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"Ah. I don't have that problem. I'm proud of myselves. ...Aly invented storks before she died."

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"...Definitely something to be proud of. But it's not that I'm ashamed of Helen Fitzroy's life. I accomplished--nothing as good as that, to be sure. But not nothing either. It was my personal life that was a disaster, that's all."

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"Oh. Yeah, if you worked like me you'd have had the option to pretend nothing happened except while you were asleep, if that seemed preferable."

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"I, for one, am glad it works the way it does for us," Marie contributes.

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"Sounds like it worked out for you. I do wonder what it would have been like being a baby remembering everything from the first. ...Kib might not have gone back to Aydanci right away just because that would have been awkward if one of us were five and the other thirty. But he would've written a letter so Aydanci didn't worry about me continuing to be dead. Aydanci was a very bitter unhappy sort of widower. Although it did motivate him to accelerate his existing public health project to the point where the pox that killed me, among other diseases, is now totally eradicated."

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"I showed up on her doorstep at the age of eighteen after managing to convince myself I wasn't crazy like my biological family thought I was. I...won't go into the details of why they were able to convince me of that, like, at all, but that was most of why I didn't contact her sooner. I of all people will admit that the parenting system has its flaws," Helen says.

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"...I hadn't pictured the parenting system in enough detail to have considered that it would have special flaws like that."

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"If your parents suck but not so obviously that strangers notice then your well-being is at the mercy of sucky people, yes. Most parents aren't like that, but they exist," Helen sighs.

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"...There are bad creche workers, bad teachers..."

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"Mm. Probably not that different, then," Helen says quietly.

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"...but if you don't like your teacher you can go back to the creche, and most creches have some monitoring between the staff members and would require collusion to get out of hand."

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"There's systems in place to make sure kids in bad households get out. But they don't always work, and when you've got the kid half convinced you're right..." Helen sighs.

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"Mmhm."

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"Anyway, I used those eighteen years productively," Marie says. "On a personal level, anyway. I certainly would have wanted a letter at the time but to be honest, if I hadn't had those years of personal growth when I found out she was alive I suspect we would have fallen into our old bad habits."

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"Bad habits?"

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"We didn't communicate as well as we should have," Helen says. "We had a tendency to be passive-aggressive about things instead of talking about them like adults. We...were the first happiness each other had had in a long time, and assumed that meant we were supposed to just work and didn't put in the effort we should have."

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"Oh," says Lu, because it would be cruel to remark that she and Aydanci did just work.
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"So the fact that I didn't manage to get in touch before I showed up at eighteen worked out in the end, mostly. I'm still going to break that bastard Gregory's mind if I can," Helen concludes.

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"...Break his mind?"

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"He was trying to avenge me, but he killed me instead. I intend to tell him so at some point. I'm hoping this is enough to at the very least convince him to leave me the hell alone, but I won't deny I'd feel a certain satisfaction if it broke him."

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"Is 'mind breaking' a weird feature your world has or are you just referring to him being very thrown and upset in some ordinary way?"

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"I'm referring to he's already demonstrably unstable and hopefully being significantly more thrown and upset than is ordinary. But no, mind breaking isn't a weird feature, just a weird idiom," Helen explains.

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"Okay."

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"I'm not even sure what would qualify as weird at this point, relatively speaking. Our worlds are pretty different," Marie says.

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"Yeah. Bar has only had a chance to tell me a few things and didn't get around to mentioning that in some worlds humans breed like animals, so I assume there's a lot more I don't know."

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"Sometimes people have scientifically improbable powers," Marie offers.

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"Powers?"

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"Selective telekinises or temporary object generation or superhuman physical abilities, to name a few categories," Marie adds.

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"Oh wow. We don't have anything like that - unless you count puppeting as telekinesis, but anyone can do it if they learn. Who gets those powers?"

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"If you have a quality called S-Factor--no one knows what exactly it is--and it gets activated, then you get powers. Unfortunately, while the ways to activate S-Factor are varied, they're near-universally harmful if you don't have it, and no one's figured out how to test for dormant S-Factor yet," Marie explains.

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"How inconvenient."

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"No kidding. If anyone ever figured out how to test for S-Factor they'd win at least one--they'd win at least one Nobel Prize, which is a very prestigious award given for achievements in things like sciences and making the world a better place," Marie says.

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"Better yet would be figuring out how to induce it."

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"Well, whether or not it's induceable depends on what it is. For all we know you're born with it or you're not," Marie shrugs. "But you'd win at least two Nobel Prizes if it could and you figured out how."

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"Yeah. How many people get powers?"

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"I don't have statistics on hand, but I know the number's been slowly growing since it started happening. This hasn't been going on forever--our first lives were amongst the first people to be empowered," Marie says.

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"Okay, but - more like one in ten thousand or one in ten million?"

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"Oh. More like one in ten thousand," Marie says.

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"...And about how many people do you have in the world, I suppose that's also an important question."

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"Something like eight billion."

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"That is more people than we have. Even post-stork."
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"By how much?" Helen asks.

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"We have maybe a hundred and fifty million people. I'm guessing, I don't know as much about other continents, I haven't been brought up on one yet, but that's the guess."

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"I think you probably don't have as high a technology level as us, if you don't know for sure how many people there are on other continents," Helen theorizes.

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"Well, intercontinental messaging with shines is pretty rudimentary. I could travel but I don't know where I'd begin to get their creche population figures and death rates."

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"We have a global information network that just about everyone uses," Helen says.

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"That sounds useful. How does it work?"

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"...I am not even a little bit an engineer," she confesses.

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"Neither am I. I'm a servantmaker. In general terms? From the perspective of some of the lay 'everyone' who uses it?"

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"You have machines with screens, and you can write things and post them publicly or send them to other people, and any organization that wants to be taken seriously has a site, and you can find books and art and people to talk to."

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"...I think I mostly followed that. It's a very cunning idea. I'm not sure how I'd replicate it; it seems like it would require enormous quantities of complex shines."

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"What are shines?"

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"Servants made of light. There are shades, too, which are shadows that behave likewise. Let's see, do I have my -" She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a small lens, and focuses some of the ambient light into a spot on the surface of the bar. Then she touches the edge of this light, and pulls it away; for an instant only, there is no light where the lens is aimed, and then it's swiftly replaced, with an identical blot where she dragged the first. The dragged spot of light makes lazy figure eights while she pockets the lens again. "I'm just operating this one myself, but I could program it."

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"...Made of light, huh. ...I actually have powers. I can generate barriers that--we're not sure if they're made of light or if they just give it off. I wonder if it would be worth experimenting."

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"...What did you have in mind? Like, here's the shine," the shine scuttles up to her and sits on her shoe, "it's all yours if you want to do something with it."

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"No, I mean, if my barriers are made of light, I wonder if you could make a shine out of one of them."

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"Ooh." The shine scoots off the shoe and is presently on the back of Lu's hand. "I can sure try it, assuming they're safe to touch."

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"Perfectly safe." She creates a very thin barrier in a circle on the Bar's surface.

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Peel?

Peel!
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Unlike with shines created from projected light, the barrier doesn't immediately replace itself. "That felt weird. I...think I could still dismiss it if I wanted to, but maintaining it isn't a conscious action anymore."

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"You can feel these?" Lu asks. She moves the barrier around. It is awkward turning corners, being solid, and doesn't seem to be able to leave the surface of the bar; she pulls a notebook out, holds it flush, and scoots the shine onto that.

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"A little? I don't feel where it is, exactly, but there's a little indicator in my head telling me that it exists."

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"Huh. Do you only make them against surfaces? Normal shines have that constraint, but normal shines can also bend, which this doesn't seem to be able to - how durable is it?"

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"Pretty durable. The only thing I've ever seen break one was another person who had powers specifically about breaking things. I usually make them midair, but I thought it might be easier to enshine one that was against a surface."

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"I might not be able to do one in midair at all, but if I could I could probably move it around more easily too."

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"Let's try it." She creates a barrier midair, still horizontal, this one in the shape of a star because why not.

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Lu pinches it and tugs.

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It goes.

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And now it can zoom around in the air, quite freely. It spins. "This is amazing! There aren't any servants that work like this - shines have always been limited to surfaces and puppets and automata and golems can only fly if you make them with wings or propellers and you can't directly move a pet."

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"I don't know for sure that it'll still work when we're in different universes again," Helen says. "But I suppose we could test it--if I go out and Marie closes the door and opens it again a little later to let me out, that should at least test whether it needs my continued presence."

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Nod nod. "If it doesn't I might want a fleet of them."

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"Sure." She unhugs so Marie can open the door.

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Marie opens the door.

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Helen goes through.

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Marie closes the door.

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The shine stays.

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And does a pirouette. "Looks like it works."

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Marie opens the door again.

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"Oh, looks like it worked," Helen says as she comes back in. "I couldn't tell it existed while the door was closed, though. Felt like it flickered off and back on."

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"It works and I can still control it. I'm going to have to figure out how to program for three dimensions instead of 'flat with corners', it'll be fun."

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"I wonder if I could make those, it would be so useful."

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"I can try to teach you! But if you don't have any kind of servantmaking in your world it might be that you can't do it. ...Programming them isn't magical, though, so you could still feed them programs as long as you didn't feed them glitches and send them someplace you couldn't find them again."

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"We'd want to figure out how to program them in three dimensions before you leave, then." She makes a barrier. "If I can shine it, how do I do it?"

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"...If I were you I'd start with something you wouldn't accidentally interact with some other way." Lu pulls out her lens. "This can take hours to get the first time and I've never actually taught it before, mind."

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"Okay." She dismisses the barrier. "I'm patient about things I'm actually interested in."

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"This looks like it's going to take a while. Can I borrow a book or something?" Marie asks Bar.

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Of course. How's this? Bar has suggested what appears to be a science fiction hardback, lavish full-color picture of Jupiter and a spaceship on the dust jacket, entitled Jovial.

Lu sets up her lens and attempts to explain shinemaking. "We usually start with puppets but I don't have anything suitable on me and you'd probably ding something borrowed from Bar wobbling it around. So you do have to touch it, but you don't want to occlude much of the light from the source or you'll get a weird shape. Just the edge of your fingernail. Touch, vividly imagine it coming away like it's a physical object, pull - gently."
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"Looks awesome," Marie says, and takes it and goes to sit by the fireplace to read it.

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It's easier for Helen to imagine light as a physical object than most people, and she is very careful about how little light she obscures. Nevertheless, she isn't having any luck.

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"If you haven't done it in six hours you will have taken longer than anyone I ever heard of, but some people do take that long. Up to you if and when you decide you just can't."

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Helen is very, very patient when she really wants something. She still isn't having any luck after a few hours.

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Lu has only a few other things to try - "tug of war" apparently helps some students, with them and a teacher or elder student trying to take the shine in opposite directions at the same time; other students have better luck with using their non-dominant hands; Lu has even heard secondhand that someone prefers to make shines on wet surfaces, and Bar provides a shotglass of water to spill into a puddle under the lens. But after a certain point she can't help. She borrows a book too.

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"I don't think I can do it," Helen admits sadly after it has been a bit more than six hours.

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"Well, I can still teach you to program them, if you want to bring home a bunch - that's the least I can do, I'll trade you for my collection of solid ones."

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"Sure. It's certainly better than nothing, at least. Oh, I can make barriers with touching edges--they register to my senses as separate barriers but I can form contiguous three-dimensional objects with them. It might be worth doing to see if you get one of those as the whole thing or just one of the component barriers."

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"Ooh, let's try it. Maybe I could even bend the hinges."

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"Maybe."

Helen creates a cube, and a bowl like half a dodecahedron.
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They're slippery enough that the cube Lu needs to push rather than pull, but presently she has them both shined. And will it bend...?

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They sort of feel like they might be able to bend, but all the verteces have to remain attached and neither can bend without at least one join coming undone.

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"They won't come apart, but that does seem to be the limitation, it feels like trying to twist a puppet farther than it can go. I think I could bend a single hinge, or a line of them."

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Helen makes a line of hexagons in a zigzag shape.

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Which Lu shines, and can then waggle through the air quite freely. "The possibilities of these are huge. Especially if they support weight -" She pushes the cube down to see if it will do that.

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It will absolutely do that! One of Peerless's most iconic uses of barriers was herself and the rest of Vanguard standing on a shimmering platform in midair.

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"I want so many of these. I might have to turn around and bring them all home to avoid tromping around with a flock of them between a dozen city-states, but they're more important than checking any given Aydanci possibility right away given that I won't be able to make more without you."

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"I'm half-tempted just to move to your world," Helen admits. "I'm not going to--Marie would never go for it, and I'd miss the technological infrastructure. But going our separate ways feels so inefficient. Well, I'll get started making them--I imagine you'll want some to specific specifications, but if you want as many as it is sane to want just generating a ton in a variety of different shapes can only be useful--and you can start teaching me programming."

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"Why wouldn't she go for it?" Lu wonders. "Oh, and, Bar, can I get a Shines, Shades: Subtle Servants?" She receives a book.

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"Despite maintaining a policy of misanthropy because I'm guaranteed to outlive just about everyone I interact with on a daily basis, I have managed to accumulate some loved ones other than Helen. And I would also miss the infrastructure," says Marie, who is still reading her book but not so deep into it that she doesn't notice when someone says her name.

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"What about the infrastructure? Here, Helen, read the intro chapter, it's better at this than I am."

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"Remember the global communications network I mentioned? Mostly that," Helen says. "It's very...pervasive. We probably could adjust to living without it but it would be an unpleasant adjustment period."

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"And I suppose it would be really hard to build one even with books from Bar?"

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"...Yeah. It's the result of more than a hundred years of development. And it's not just the technology itself. There's almost a hundred years of culture surrounding it and content posted to it and stuff like that. It would be a little like trying to replace a library by building bookshelves, even if you could do it."

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"Then I guess we'll have to make do with what we swap here." While Helen reads the introductory chapter, Lu writes out lists of useful possible shine shapes - flats that could fold up into cubes and other shapes, arrangements she might be able to program to carry passengers.

And she experiments with shining a light of another color at a hard shine in the air, to see if she can then peel them away from each other and have an ordinary shine not restricted to surfaces; this she'll be able to replicate at home if she likes.
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That...sort of works. It's tricky. At least to start with she'll get a just plain ordinary shine at least two times out of three.

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So now this hard shine has polka-dots, but that's interesting in its own right too. Shine shine - aha! She gets one to come free. Bops it around the room. It is nearly invisible unless it's on a surface, but it can go straight between any two points.

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Helen can make shines to Lu's specifications fairly trivially while she reads. As she does she requests a pencil and paper to work on practice programs.

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Bar provides, of course. And Lu gives her a normal shine to try the programs on.

Lu shine-ifies new hard shines, and writes up a preliminary syntax for three-dimensional movement. "Can these go through things, and if so, does that harm the things?"
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"They're not normally mobile. I can make them co-occupying a space with something, but that is...unpleasant on a sensory level that probably wouldn't make sense to you. And yes, it does harm the things."

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"Do you mind if I try it with something?"

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"...Do you mean you want me to make a light co-occupying a thing. Um. I appreciate that science is important here but it's really really unpleasant so please think about what level of discomfort you would be willing to deal with in order to perform this experiment and then tell whether I should still do it."

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"I mean I want to get an apple from Bar and try to send a hard shine through it so I know what happens. How unpleasant would it be? I wouldn't want to, say, be crippled until the next time I die for this result, since I can experiment after I've gotten them home. But it matters for what kinds I want - if they're a disaster to touch at speed, I probably shouldn't use them as vehicles unless I'm manually piloting and never let anyone I don't trust puppet one for themselves, if they disintegrate if I run one into something then I don't have to be so careful about who I let handle them except insofar as I'd need to beware my supply, etcetera."

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"Oh. If you just want to hit something really hard with one you've got then go for it."

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"Bar, an apple?"

An apple appears. A hard shine bumps into it, slow at first.
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The apple is bumped. It moves in response to the thing nudging at it.

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Lu stabilizes the apple and rams the shine at it at visible but rapid speed.

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The apple goes splat. A piece of apple lands on Helen's cheek and she wipes it off absentmindedly.

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Lu picks up the top half of the apple off her lap. "So they will cut things if they go fast enough, but they're not really sharp..." She holds down the bottom apple half, guides the shine at it to see what speed it needs to bite into the peel when the apple won't nudge easily.

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It doesn't need speed as such. If the apple won't nudge then continuing to press into it will result in the apple yielding.

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She turns the shine and pushes with the flat side.

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This will squash it a little and push it out of her hand if she applies enough pressure.

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"Okay. So these would be hazardous to use as ground-level vehicles unless I can program them sufficiently well and they can see things they aren't touching..." She writes down her results and starts experimenting with running them into each other at various angles and speeds.

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If they run into each other they will mostly bounce off. They don't suffer damage from the collisions.

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She can, if she's very alert to timing, make them just stop when they hit instead of bouncing back, but she cannot make them damage, intersect, break, or pass through each other.

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That's correct, she can't. It's not that difficult to make them just stop, but it does require some degree of attention so long as she is manually piloting them.

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Huh.

Okay, time to put her 3D syntax through its paces... and shine the accumulating volume of more hard light so she can make it stack up neatly in the corner.
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Helen will pay attention to this part, since ultimately 3D syntax is going to be more useful to her than the regular kind.

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Lu shows her the notes she's got on how she needs to revise the standard syntax. (It's all in natural language, to a point, just standardized for easy error-checking; it is not necessary to write a new shine operating system.) Shines normally have directions designated with an array of symbols, conventionally shortening "north south east west" even though they will retain the mapping of directions to sides after turning - at least that's what the book says; it turns out Lu prefers abbreviations for "bow stern starboard port" (as translated by Milliways. She has added "mast" and "keel" for, loosely, up and down. There is no way to draw the new directions into a flat instruction sheet, so Lu has written a short program introduction describing "mast" as the direction away from the side of the shine reading the instructions and "keel" as towards the instructions. Likewise, she has to describe pitch and roll. (Yaw is handled just fine with conventional shine instructions; it's just called turning.) "It's possible that after I've been working with these long enough they'll embed into the natural language without further explanation and I'll be able to use them plain. Which will be important if I want to give them long complicated instructions."

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"This is a lot like computer science. I wonder if studying that will help. There's no way I'm going to learn all of this in the time we spend here, and Bar says the book won't be comprehensible once I leave the premises."

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"I don't know. What's computer science?"

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"Computer science is, relevantly, the instructions we use to program our communications devices for the network that keeps coming up."

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"Oh. Well, if those things are programmed then it's entirely possible that it's similar. Will your own notes be legible when you take them out? You could copy the index of shine commands and my inventions."

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"Yeah, I've been copying some stuff down." She brandishes some more paper she had solicited from Bar. "I'm just well aware that there's a difference between that and the years of study people in your world who work with these things get."

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"I mean, I'm only seventeen, don't remember most of my first two rounds of servantmaking education, and had to learn the other four servant kinds too, two of which don't require programming at all and the other two of which are different in general limitations and applications, so I don't want you to think this is more complicated than it is. For the flat kind, anyway."

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"Heh. Thanks."

"I wish there was some way I...could..."

"Bar, do you have any materials from worlds similar to mine that had done more successful research on the S-Factor?"
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Worlds with histories resembling yours that have advanced farther into the field of study exist. However, their results are contradictory and I have no obvious way to distinguish between the underlying models they found in your particular case.

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"Dang. It briefly occurred to me that maybe Bar had some way to duplicate my S-Factor into you, but apparently that's a bust."

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"I mean... while yours in particular would be very useful to me, if there's a way to get me any S-factor it sounds like it would be unambiguously positive even if it didn't dovetail quite so nicely with the shines."

None of the models had it as a transmissible thing in a way I can transmit.

"Oh well."
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"I'm sure I would have thought of that sooner rather than later, but copying mine was the first thought I had," she shrugs.

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"I appreciate the thought."

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"Oh well, it was worth a shot. I expect whatever it is that lets people in her universe do the servant thing is likewise non-transmissible."

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To the best of my understanding, yes.

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"I expected as much."

"Hey, can you pilot one of those solid shines over here? I want to see if I can move them with my hands or if you're going to have to pilot all of mine onto programs to get them to follow me out the door."
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Lu finishes wiping apple off the shine that cut up her hapless fruit and scoots it over to her. "There, I'm not actively holding it there right now."

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Poke.

It moves.

"Convenient."
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"Yeah. ...It occurs to me that you probably never ever want these to move at top speed. Regular shines can't hurt anything that way, but they're ludicrously fast and I don't know how far away you'd have to be to make that safe to watch if they even went through the air that fast, let alone hit anything."

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"...How fast is ludicrously fast, because it occurred to me to wonder whether there was a reason for normal shines to have a speed ceiling other than 'the speed of light'."

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"...If light normally has a speed, I suspect it's that. You can't see them move and there's no detectable delay if you send them across the world, except however long it takes them to do whatever they're supposed to do when they get there."

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"The speed of light is...you and I probably don't use the same measurement system. If I say 'three point zero times ten to the eighth meters per second' does that get converted automatically or do we have to figure out what the conversion is?"

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"Doesn't convert automatically. Bar, can you...?"

Bar prints a number.

"...I mean, this would explain how fast a shine can circumnavigate the globe."
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"I think technically that's the speed of light in a vacuum. In air it's a tiny bit slower but totally negligible for most practical purposes."

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"Huh. Shines can go underwater too..."

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"Bit slower than that. That's why if you stick your finger in a glass of water it looks funny, actually, the light bends as it slows down and speeds up."

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"Huh!"

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"Not if it hits it straight on, but if it goes at an angle then one edge slows down or speeds up before the rest and that makes it bend. And it's all but impossible to get a straight angle on a round glass of water."

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"That's interesting. If not obviously practically relevant." She writes it down anyway.

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"Mostly it's just interesting. I wonder if I could program a hard shine to leave the Earth's atmosphere, accelerate to--not lightspeed, that would destroy any cameras or whatever, but use them as space probes."

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"Maybe! Earth is your planet, I assume? What's a camera?"

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"Earth is my planet! A camera is a machine that points a lens at something and creates an image of what it sees."

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"Huh. You can sort of do that with shines. Shines can go through each other when they aren't this kind, and they can be any color a patch of light can be. So if you get a bunch of stacks of them in different color, and then put the stacks in a grid, and program them all to change where they are in the stack based on what they see on the surface they're on, you can copy a picture fuzzily onto shines. But shines can only see what they're actually on, not things that are farther away. I don't think I've heard of them being used to match focused light from somewhere else, but that could probably work too."

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"I don't actually recall how exactly it works. It involves using lenses to make the light bouncing off something to show up as itself and not just random ambient light, I'm pretty sure."

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"I don't know much about lenses except that they're useful for making small shines."

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"They are also useful for a wide variety of other things involving making light go where you want it."

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"That would seem to follow, yes."

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"Yeah. Not really my area, though, you might think that my powers would make me more interested in how light works in general but until now it hasn't really been relevant."

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"I'm a reasonably devoted student of meteorology," Marie volunteers. "...Oh, right, we didn't mention. I have powers too, I do wind."

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"Do wind? Do what with wind?"

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"I...make it exist. Or not exist. Or go here instead of there or make loops or whatever. I'm telekinetic with air, basically."

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"That sounds handy. Unfortunately there's no obvious servant synergy."

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"It really is.

"Actually...if the hard shines can be moved around physically, I bet you could make some kind of super-durable sail or wings with them and use the wind powers with that. Doesn't do you much good, granted, but it's something for Helen to think about while you two are making shines for us to take home."
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"I don't know enough about aerodynamics to help with the design there, but I'll shine-ify a sail for you."

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"I don't know a lot about aerodynamics either, you're going to have to design anything you want and figure out how to describe it coherently," Helen informs Marie.

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"Sure, sure," she says, waving a hand. "Oh, hey, Bar, is this book originally published in English? And if so how much does it cost?"

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Spanish, but there is an English translation available. $24.

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"Hold the door for me so I can fetch my wallet?" she asks Helen. "I probably wasn't going to finish this while we were here anyway but especially not while I'm doing sketches of aerodynamic structures."

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"Yeah, okay." She leaves off writing the practice programs while she's holding the door but keeps reading the book and generating barriers to be shined.

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And Lu continues pulling them out of the air in batches, between writing lines of a test three-dimensional program.

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Marie nips out and fetches her money, and pays for the book. She then solicits a pencil and some blank paper to design things with.

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Bar, as always, obliges.

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Convenient aerodynamic object design. Fun. Or at least the end results will be.

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Lu has got the basic commands all working; she has a shine doing a programmed little dance in the air. She shows them to Helen. "Remember, I can re-puppet the shines if they go nuts, as long as they don't go completely out of reach. If you mess up a program and can't get it to hold still long enough to put new instructions on it, once I'm not around, you'll have to either dismiss it entirely and not be able to make more or let it keep doing its thing forever. And the hard ones could be dangerous, especially if you forget to speed-limit them."

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"Yeah. Oh, let's see if I can keep one from moving using regular barriers, that should make things easier if it works."

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"Should work for the hard ones, those don't want to go through each other, but I don't know whether it would stop a standard shine..." Lu sends a standard shine into a box of hard ones and tries to sneak it out a corner.

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It works.

"The small ones I wasn't planning to bring home with me particularly though, so...well, it's not irrelevant for you."
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"I'll definitely cage any hard shines on untested programs. You don't want any standard ones at all?"

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"I suppose I might as well. They're just not as obviously useful as the hard ones, especially when I can't make more."

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"You can't make more hard shines either, I mean you can make the shapes but you can't turn them into shines. I figured you'd just want plenty of both."

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"Sure. I just meant that a finite number of hard shines likely had a higher relative usefulness than a finite number of normal ones. The normal ones seemed a little harder to transport, though, given that I can't just pick them up...although I could carry them out on portable flat surfaces, it's true."

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"And they stack... although you probably shouldn't stack them, since then they'll all read the same programs at the same time and you can't puppet them away from each other. So not more than you could fit in a few books of non-programming contents, at least."

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"Marie, can I borrow your new book for the purpose?"

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"Sure. Hey, Bar, are there any other books in that series? Or anything else by that author you'd recommend?"

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Here is a stack of the oeuvre of the author of Jovial.

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"Hmm. I can't buy all of these, not if they all cost about the same as Jovial." She begins inspecting the summaries to help her decide.

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Jovial has two sequels (In Retrograde and Red Spot). The author has also delved into fantasy, albeit space fantasy, about the nature spirits found on non-Earth planets; and then there is a standalone about a generation ship's internal politics; and then there is a series about a blended community of humans and alternate-timeline-Earth-origin nonhuman sapients meeting on yet a third dimension's instance of Earth, six books long.

They're cheaper in paperback, says Bar, replacing the stack, including a softcover of Jovial.
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"...These all look really good. What's the total if they're all in paperback?"

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$96.88, apologizes the bar.

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She looks deeply torn.

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"I'll get them for you. I have a summer job, after all, I can technically afford it. But this is your anniversary and Christmas presents early," Helen teases.

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"Extradimensional books I wouldn't have gotten to read any other way are a way better present than whatever you would have gotten me anyway. Thank you so much."

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"Well, I can stick the shines in 'em, it's not all generosity."

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"Do you want me to fill them all up?" asks Lu. "That'll take a while, a bit longer than turning each page by hand."

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"Yeah. Increasing the supply of a resource I won't be able to get more of later is probably a better use of time than anything else I could be doing right now."

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"Right then. Bar, can I borrow four more lenses like this? In different colors, say."

Bar lends her four more lenses like this. Lu arranges them and starts making shines five at a time, one per finger on her right hand; her left turns pages as the pages fill up with patches of light.
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That seems efficient.

Meanwhile Helen is making progress on the 3D programs. And when she makes a mistake, she can catch the things pretty easily.

She is pretty careful about limiting their speed, though.
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The establishment thanks her for her commitment to avoiding damage to the property and guests.

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"Considering I'm one of the guests, it's pretty sensible of me," she chuckles, "but you're welcome."

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Eventually, all the books are full of shines in many colors, and substantial areas of the bar are taken up by stacks and stacks of many sizes of hard shine, and Lu makes sure all the hard shines they're going to take home can be physically moved, and then puppets hers - along with some purchases of her own from Bar - right out the door.
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At that point, it is quite late relative to when Helen and Marie woke up, subjectively. Not totally convinced that they've gotten all the benefit they can out of Milliways, and preferring to try to get their biological clocks more in sync with their native time zone, they shove their shines out the door manually and flop down on the couch for the "night," having decided not to spend the money on a room.

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When they wake up there is a little girl at the bar, reading napkins.
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"Oh, hello," Marie says a little blearily.

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"Hi. You've been asleep for probably hours."

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"Probably, yeah. When we went to sleep it had been about a subjective day since we woke up in the morning. Day being defined as the amount of time you normally spend awake, not twenty-four hours," she clarifies.

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"I meant hours since I got here."

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"Ah."

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"Hiii," Helen says, a little more muzzily than Marie. She's not a morning person. "G'morning."

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"Good morning."

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"I'm Helen and this is Marie. What's your name?"

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"Bella, but I go by Stormy."

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"That's a cool name. Any particular reason?"

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"I like storms."

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"They are pretty awesome."

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"Most people don't seem to like them very much."

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"In the universe I'm from, some people have powers. Mine are wind-based."

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"Oh! I'm a weather mage."

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"That sounds amazing. What kind of magic can you do with it?"

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"I'm still learning. And I'm not supposed to be very much of the sky at once, I almost died being too much of the sky. But I can move clouds and focus sunshine and do wind and pull rain from one place to another."

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"Nice," she sighs. "I can only work on a rather immediate scale. There was an amplifier, once, that let me be the sky over a whole continent. But it broke, and they stopped making them."

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"Um, Bar says she can sell you anything as long as there were enough of it once."
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"We don't have very much money right now, and they were expensive," she admits. "And it's very well known that they stopped making them, and people would want to know where I got it."

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"Oh." Pause. "I don't have very much either. I wonder if it would work for me, though?"

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"Maybe? We could borrow one from Bar and check, if you wanted, she only charges for things if you remove them from the premises."

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"Is the backyard removing them from the premises?"

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"I don't actually know. Bar?"

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Not at all. In fact, you can also bring borrowed objects home without paying for them; if you return them, the balance will be removed from your tab, and if you do not, it will remain, but you are under no particular deadline on paying the tab and some people simply don't.

"So we can borrow a thing and see if it works for me."

Yes.
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"It's kind of heavy, but I'm pretty sure I can carry it. Okay, sounds worth a shot."

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Bar provides.

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"I'd better not try to help. I'd fall over and might break it."

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"You'll probably want to sit down--or lie down, if there's nothing good to lean against--while you're using it. There's not much attention left for your body like this."

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"I have to sit or lie down when I'm being the sky anyway."

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"Sure."

Marie picks up the amplifier and starts lugging it outside.
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Stormy follows her and plops down in the grass in the yard.

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Marie shows her where to attach the leads, but lets her do it herself--putting her hands on a kid of about, what, ten? Would feel really skeevy, all things considered, even though there would be absolutely nothing like that behind it.

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Stormy attaches things to herself!

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Marie switches the machine on.

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"Does it not work until I go up and be the sky?"
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"If it's working, you should feel something immediately...but then, your thing works differently than mine, probably. You could try it."

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"Okay."

Up she goes.

The sky is just okay, and as Bar warned her it isn't as big as it looks; she is not tempted to stay too long. She opens her eyes again. "It was just normal. I mean, the sky isn't very big, here, it folds in on itself at the edges."
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"I noticed. Well, it looks like this thing doesn't work for you." She gives it a wistful look.

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"As long as we're borrowing it you could try it. But there's not very much here, it only goes to about the top of the mountain and maybe a mile out over the lake that way and a little farther over the forest."

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"Yeah..."

She considers this, and sits down, and attaches the leads to herself. Her eyes are only closed for a few minutes before she tugs them off, making a face. "Feels so cramped," she mutters.
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"It's not a bad sky, it's just sort of... domesticated."

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"And small."

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"Yeah, but if I go too big I will die and I don't have a teacher here to watch me or put me in a magic circle, so that's not so bad for me. Is it too small when you aren't hooked up to the thing?"

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"No, it's fine. It's not a problem with the sky, the sky is fine, I just shouldn't hook myself up to the thing in here."

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"Can you spread out most of the way in here without it?"

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"Yeah. The way the wind whistles through the caves is interesting, there aren't a lot of caves nearby at home."

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"I don't go that low to the ground easily unless I really try, but with sort-of-walls around the edges I might be able to. I don't know any other weather mages at home, do you want to swat the wind around at each other?"

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"That sounds like fun!"

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"Awesome. Do you care if I make it rain? I think there's enough water to do it."

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"Nah. Nothing I'm wearing will get hurt by a little water."

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"What about the thing? Should it go inside?"

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"Oh. Yeah, probably." She picks up the machine and lugs it inside. "I'm going to play tug-of-wind with Stormy. This may involve getting wet," she informs Helen.

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"Have fun, dear."

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"I will."

And back outside!
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Stormy is already flopped on her back on the grass, getting energetically rained on, smiling dreamily, eyes closed.

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Marie playfully sends a gust of wind at the rain cloud, not hard enough that it gets pushed away from Stormy, but enough to deform its shape.

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The cloud puckers, and then splits in half. Wind kicks up in the opposite direction.

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Rather than trying to push back with brute force, Marie sends fast-moving slivers of wind around and through.

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It is a lovely game/dance/art project of wind and clouds and rain!

Eventually Stormy comes out of the sky and sits up.
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Marie is leaning against a tree, drenched, and laughing.

"That was the most fun I've had in ages," she says happily.
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"It was great! I wish there were more weather witches."

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"Yeah. There aren't a lot of other people with wind powers at home, either."

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"What other kinds of powers do they have instead?"

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"Helen can generate nigh-impenetrable barriers made of light. We weren't sure if they were made of light or just gave it off until we found Milliways, but before you got here there was a woman who could move bits of light around and it worked on the barriers fine."

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"Huh. There aren't any mages like that at home."

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"It sounds like your mages and our supers are pretty different."

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"Most mages aren't like the kind I am anyway."

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"What are they like, then?"

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"I'm an 'ambient mage' which means I'm a mage of a thing, but most mages are academic mages, which means they do formal kinds of spells and they all do it the same way."

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"Hmm. So your ambient mages are vaguely comparable to our supers if still really different and your other mages are more like what you're likely to find in a fantasy novel in my world."

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"You have fantasy novels about academic mages?"

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"We have fantasy novels about lots of kinds of magic. Most of the fictional systems work differently, but within a system people all usually do formal spells the same way."

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"Huh. I can't be an academic mage, they checked me. It's a pity, I'd like to be able to learn more kinds of magic."

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"It sounds nice. If I could have my power and some kind of more general magic I'd take it and gladly but I wouldn't trade it in."

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"...I really like being the sky and I wouldn't trade it for academic magic but I could imagine kinds of magic I'd trade for."

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"I guess. It would have to be really really good, though."

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"Yeah. Because being the sky is fun and it's useful and it would have to be better at both or a lot better at one. ...I'm not sure if there are things that are not useful that would be fun enough."

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"It's not just fun for me, exactly. Losing my powers would be like losing a sense and a limb at the same time. Any exchangeable magic would have to be very useful to make up for that."

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"Oh. I don't usually have it as a sense unless I'm actually doing it on purpose."

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shrugs. "Well, we've established that ambient mages and supers are different."

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"Yeah. Have you been staying in the bar for a long time? Since you were sleeping there? Did you meet anyone else with powers sort of like ours?"

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"Only about a day. We met one other person and she was the one who proved Helen's barriers are really made of light."

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"Heh. So you each met a person to play with magic with."

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"Looks like!"

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"You know what's weird about this sky? It doesn't want to have any lightning in it. I tried to grab some but there wasn't any to grab."

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"...Huh. I only work with wind, not lightning, so I couldn't tell you anything about that."

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"Usually I can play with lightning too. It's great. I try not to do it around one of my housemates though, because she got hit by lightning in a bad way once, and it messed with her magic - she has lightning magic too now but doesn't like it."

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"That seems sad."

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"Yeah. I might get to be a lightning rod when she does practice with it, though, and she'll have to eventually."

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"Sounds like it might be fun, depending on how that works exactly."

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"Oh, I'd just sit nearby and grab any stray lightning. It doesn't hurt me, it never has."

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"I meant I didn't know whether it would be fun or boring, not whether it would be fun or painful."

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"Oh. I'd bring a book."

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"Logical. Bar sells books, actually, I ended up getting the works of an author from another universe for my next two major holiday presents from Helen combined."

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"Ooh. I don't have like... any... money on me or I'd buy books from other universes too."

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"You saw what Bar said about not enforcing tab paying though, I'm moderately tempted to just take the amplifier anyway and hope I end up rich and find another door later."

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"Maybe..."

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"I'm not actually sure what the downside is to racking up a huge tab, I don't think Bar actually needs money for anything."

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"Yeah, I don't see how she could. I guess if she wanted magic things? But she doesn't seem to already have any, and she must have loads of money people have paid her."

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"There's probably some downside, or it could mostly just be that people don't like to think of themselves as being in debt, even if the debt has no meaningful consequences and the person you owe money to doesn't care if you ever pay them back."

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"Yeah, I'd be worried it would mean I didn't get more doors."

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"I...guess? Naively I'd guess that being in debt to Bar would get you more doors so you could pay off your tab, but that's just a guess. We could go inside and ask."

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"I did, actually. She can't be sure if there's any trend because time doesn't pass at the same rate in worlds and anyone she tried to keep track of could spend a trillion years just stepping away from the first door they got."

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"If there isn't any evidence either way then there isn't really any reason to think there would be...but now I'm worried about it."

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"Yeah, me too. I'm not sure if I want to risk it yet. I'll stay longer before I decide."

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"That's probably the best plan. The amplifier probably isn't worth not getting more doors, considering the vast resources Milliways represents..."

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"I'll definitely start carrying money with me, anyway."

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"That's a good plan. I had some money on me but I can't spend everything on nifty extradimensional things; I still have things back home that need paying for."

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"Well, you could get nifty extradimensional things that you could use to make more money than you'd spend on them, maybe?"

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"Ideally. I considered trying to sell the books I got to publishing houses and claiming I'd written them, but that's a bad idea for a wide variety of reasons. I'm not in the best position to find people to reverse-engineer technology I could bring home, either. The problem is that a lot of the money I have I'm going to need to spend sooner than I could expect dividends from bringing things home to pay off."

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"Maybe you could just buy... out of season fruit," says Stormy. "...That's not especially interesting, though, so maybe not. It would just be sort of easy to sell for more money."

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"Out of season fruit is actually really easy to get where I'm from. And it would be kind of hard to sell, generally when people want fruit they go to places that make a business of selling food rather than someone who won't suffer if they don't get repeat business because there was something wrong with what they were selling."

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"Oh."

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"It was still a good thought, anyway."

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"Why can't you do the books thing?"

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"Well, first of all, I didn't write them. Someone else did. I feel...not entirely okay with claiming their accomplishments for my own. More practically, anyone I sent it to might notice that it had already been professionally edited, and once I ran out of books that had already written I would suddenly be mysteriously unable to write good literature anymore."

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"Nobody in your world will get to read the books at all if you don't bring them back and share them. I never wrote but if I did I'd probably rather you pretend they were yours than never let anybody see them. And you can space them out and pretend you take ages to write and just say you have good spelling or got a friend to proofread."

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"I'm probably going to release them anonymously. Publishing houses also are not actually guaranteed to take them, even though they're really awesome, whereas the anonymous method is a lot more reliable at getting stuff out there."

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"I guess that's good too."

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"It's not exactly anonymous, or it doesn't have to be. But it can, and it's easy.

"Maybe I could claim that I found the books in the attic and they were written by my dead grandmother or something, I could probably claim that more convincingly than I could that I had written them."
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"That works! It's a good idea."

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"I'll still have to copy the whole thing out, which is going to be a pain. Just handing over the books would have problems like the fact that the real author's name is on them."

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"Yeah. You could black it out...?"

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"Black it...oh, the author's name, not the text. Meh, then they'd want to know why I'd done it, and I'd have to do it in several places. Plus I'd rather keep the originals for myself, just in case."

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"Yeah, that makes sense."

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"Well, it's not the worst hardship to have a project to keep me busy for the next while."

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"I like being busy. I'm supposed to learn a lot of things about weather so I don't mess it up too badly."

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"Yeah, I took a lot of classes on meteorology before the first time I used the amplifier."

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"It'll probably be all right eventually for me to move rain from places with floods to places with droughts, and stuff, but they're usually not right next to each other. I might have to travel a lot. In the meantime I'm supposed to stop in case I wreck stuff."

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"Yeah, weather's real tricky. We have a saying where I'm from that a butterfly flapping its wings can cause a hurricane a continent away. Obviously that's an exaggeration, but."

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"I wonder if I could stop a hurricane. Or steer it or weaken it, maybe, unraveling it altogether might take too much magic."

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"I wonder if you could stop it at the source. Hurricanes don't start out as big as they get."

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"I'd have to find it. I don't think I'd like to be on a boat."

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"Mm. We have a few people with teleportation powers but that wouldn't necessarily be true for you."

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"I don't think anyone can do that. It'd be amazing, though! Maybe one day the academic mages will learn how."

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"That'd be cool. A bunch of the fantasy magic systems in my world's books can do it. Can you not fly, if you'd have to take a boat?"

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"I can't fly. Yet. I might get enough fine control to be able to sort of do it one day."

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"...I can fly."

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"Lucky."

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"Do you want...I could probably carry you."

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"That sounds awesome! As long as you don't drop me."

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"I would not drop you. Um, you should probably put your arms around my neck, and then I could put mine around your back..."

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"Okay." Hug.

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Hug.

The air around them stirs, and thin, fast-moving strands of air push them off the ground. It's different than most other kinds of flying--the wind has to be strong enough, fast enough to move a not very air-catching object. But their actual motion is perfectly controlled.
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Stormy cackles delightedly.

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Marie grins. The flying gets a little less sharp, minute lulls in the wind combined with precisely angled gusts sending them in loops and arcs.

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Wheeeeee!

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Whee!

This can go on for quite some time. Marie gets zero motion sickness.
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Stormy doesn't seem to be sick or dizzy either.

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Well, then they can keep flying for a while, can't they?

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They can!

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Hooray!

It will take several hours, but eventually Marie is going to get tired.
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Stormy will not complain about being put down.

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"You know what I forgot to do? I forgot to get breakfast. I should probably get some sort of lunch."

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"Bar has food. I'm hungry too, we've been out here for hours and hours. ...And I still have no money so I guess I have to run up a tab anyway..."

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"Well, lunch probably isn't too expensive. If you're really worried about running up a tab I could cover you."

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"If you don't mind. It sounded like you were worried about expenses."

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"I'm worried about expenses on a scale of nifty technology to bring home, not on a scale of lunch."

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"Oh. Then I will totally take lunch. It wasn't anywhere near meal time when I found my door."

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"I mean, worst come to worst I could probably get my parents to reimburse me for lunch. I'm probably going to have to tell them about Milliways anyway."

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"How come?"

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"The person with the convenient light powers that went so well with Helen's gave her a bunch of the light things she can make. We're storing them in my room. There are a lot of them."

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"Oh. And you live with your parents."

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"I'm only seventeen. Technically."

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"I'm ten, but I live at the Winding Circle temple because that's where the people who know how to teach ambient mages are."

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"We have boarding schools where I'm from but I don't go to one."

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"What do you mean technically?"
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"...Helen and I reincarnate. This is my second life and her third. This body is seventeen years old but I am a little more than a hundred. The reincarnation is a secret, though, so I have to act like I'm seventeen."

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"That sounds really annoying. Being a kid is bad enough when you are actually a kid."

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"I remember my first childhood with great fondness, mostly because a number of terrible things happened to me at about the same time as I reached adulthood. Being an infant with a grown-up's mind is on both of our top ten lists of unpleasant things, though."

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"Ew, that's even worse."

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"Mm-hm. Better than staying dead, though."

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"Oh, yeah, by a lot."

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"It might have something to do with the powers. We only know of one other person who comes back and he has powers too."

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"My kind of powers don't work that way... not usefully, anyway." Stormy gets up, stretches, runs her fingers through her tangled hair as best she can, and heads for the inside. Lunchtime.

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"Lu--the woman with the light abilities--didn't either. She actually did reincarnate, but differently from us, and everyone from her world could do the light thing."

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"That sounds useful, everyone having powers. Although it'd make it less useful to be able to do it, probably, you'd have to learn to do other things too."

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"Well, it was a very skill-heavy kind of power. It was less the kind of thing anyone could do and more the kind of thing anyone could learn to do."

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"Oh." Stormy sits at the bar again. "That works then."

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"Helen had to spend six hours trying to do the most basic thing before we were sure she couldn't."

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"That's not so long... but I guess some people would rather just have other people do it for them anyway."

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"And any society still needs people who make clothes and food and stuff like that."

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"Yeah, that's true."

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And here is the door to Milliways! They can go inside to have lunch.

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Which Bar provides deliciously. Om nom nom.

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Om nom nom indeed.

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Since Helen did not substitute meteorological shenanigans for breakfast her lunch will be somewhat smaller.

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Stormy contemplates running up a tab, eventually decides against, is rejected from a Security job on the grounds that she doesn't have reliable nonlethal fine control while indoors yet, and leaves. She hugs Marie goodbye and goes out.

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Marie hugs back and bids her a fond goodbye.

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And then it is just two supers in the bar.

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Two supers and Lu again?
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"Hi. You look very much like someone who was here at a time arguably describable as 'yesterday.' I think you probably are not her but it's worth checking."

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"...If you're asking 'do you come here often': no. No I don't."

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"I mean, if you did come here often but didn't happen to be here Subjectively Yesterday that would be the same answer to the question as far as I'm concerned. What's the thing you're doing with the air?"

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"Airbending?"

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"To clarify: each person or group of persons who's been in Milliways so far while we were here had a different universe's kind of Doing Stuff. Helen and I have superpowers, the woman who looked like you had something called servantmaking, and the kid who left just before you came in had weather magic."

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"...Oh. Well, I have bending. All four kinds. I airbend a lot."

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"My powers have to do with wind too, is how I noticed. What's bending like?"

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"It's, uh, you move - not necessarily very much, but sometimes - and you move your element with you." She uncaps a bottle of water she's got clipped to her waistband, snakes it out with arm motions, loops it around herself, turns it into a swath of ice between her hands, liquifies it again and funnels it back into its bottle.

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"Oh, that's cool. I don't have to move to do anything with the air, though."

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"I mean, I can do it by breathing, I've been airbending since I was literally a baby. It's the easiest to do with small movements."

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"I just meant that they were different, that's all. I wasn't trying to brag."

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"Yes, you were."

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"Maybe you're just plain better at air than airbenders. But I have three more elements. Although I'm the only person who does."

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"Why's that?"

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"I'm the Avatar. ...Which probably doesn't mean anything to you. Uh, I am the reincarnation of a long line of people who do that and also have various spiritual obligations and powers."

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"Well. Seems like it's reincarnation week."

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"Is it?"

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"Helen and I reincarnate, and so did the woman who looks like you."

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"I assume it's not the exact same way, since you don't bend four elements... and there are two of you?"

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"There's at least one other, that we know of." She doesn't sound pleased about it.

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"I'm the only one of me. If other people reincarnate they don't get recognizable powers out of it."

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"I create barriers made of light. Gregory instantiates sharp objects."

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"Seems like a sort of... non-thematic collection of three traits."

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"Oh, there's lots of different kinds of powers. People who can fly and people who are really strong or really fast or really tough, a few different people whose exact powers I'm not sure of but used them in a healing capacity, people who can change shape...lots of things. I don't know for sure that no one else is reincarnating, but Gregory's the only one besides the two of us where we know for sure."

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"...Okay, how would you not know if somebody was reincarnating? Wouldn't they turn up with the same powers over and over?"

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"Powers haven't been around very long. Less than a century. There are some people who might be the same person again, but there are also some very similar ones that occur at the same time. And you have to get your powers activated, you're not just born with them, and you have to get them reactivated after you're reborn. I'm on life three, and I spent my whole second life powerless."

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"Which you know. Because you do not reincarnate like me and you remember stuff. Aha."
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"...Do you not remember stuff? Like, at all?"

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"No. I don't even have a consistent personality. I think it's kind of dumb to call the other Avatars 'me' in any meaningful sense. Might as well call people who used to have some fraction of the calcium in my bones my 'past lives', really, since the spirit isn't doing anything with me-as-a-person, just the nifty powers. And influencing my taste in playthings when I was a baby."

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"...That's really weird. That it would have an effect but such a small one seems more improbable than both having no effect at all and having a larger and more consistent one."

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"Is it even meaningful to say you're reincarnating at that point?"

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"That's the way it's customary to talk about it, but compared to someone who remembers things or even just acts the same life to life, no, it is not meaningful. I was just born when the last Avatar died and have the relevant powers."

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"How strange. Well, it's inarguable that there's something going on there, but I wouldn't call it reincarnation."

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"We don't have your kind around to confuse the issue."

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"Shame. Not being dead twice over is pretty great."

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"Not that going through infancy and childhood again were much fun, but they weren't drive-you-to-suicide levels of unfun."

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"Yeah, I'm holding out hope for the advance of science to the point of biological immortality and trying to be popular enough that no one will mind keeping me instead of trying for Water Tribe Boy next generation."

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"Oh, good, the last two people here were far less technologically advanced than us. Well, Lu was--that's the woman who looks like you--I didn't actually ask Stormy, but she behaved like someone who didn't have access to things like refrigeration facilities and whatnot."

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"That sounds inconvenient. How technologically advanced are you?"

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"Solar hexes for roads, universal wireless internet, decent refrigeration facilities...I don't usually have to describe my world's technology level."

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"Maybe about like ours, then. Although we don't do solar stuff for roads most places - it's still usually cheaper to get an earthbender to flatten a rock and put your solar panels somewhere else where they don't have to tolerate load."

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"Explaining internet to Lu was...not totally futile, but interesting. That makes a lot of sense, we don't generally get straight-up duplicate powers--not in two different people, anyway--and similarish powers aren't all that common either, but there's still a lot of money to be made if you have the right power doing public works projects or interesting things for bored rich people."

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"Sounds cool. I can do some unique combined element stuff, and also I can, from the right meditative state, talk to the spirits of past Avatars and steal their knowhow. Supposedly they could also possess me but I have yet to be in a situation where that would be useful. But for most purposes most of the time I'm not more useful to hang around than one of each."

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"Unfortunately, the most common applications of powers in our world are vigilanteism and being the kind of person vigilantes deal with."

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"...I recognize that a lot of people with completely idiosyncratic superpowers is not the sort of situation economies are designed to solve, but that still surprises me."

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"It's sort of...culturally expected, in a way. Before powers showed up, most of the fictional stories about idiosyncratic powers like that were of superheroes and supervillains, and people reacted accordingly. Being a caped super is the best way to become a powered celebrity, and you can make a lot more money off your power in various ways if you're famous."

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"I guess it would be easier to find would-be customers if you make your existence obvious and let them find you."

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"Also, having a socially acceptable excuse to don a ridiculous costume and get in fights with people who also have flashy powers is fun."

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"I like sparring as much as anyone, but if the fights are real someone's going home with a broken neck or third-degree burns over sixty percent of their body. I have some noninjurious options; many benders don't if they're dealing with an opponent who actually wants to hurt them."

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"Most of our kind of powers have noninjurious options, or at least non-killing or maiming. If you don't you don't become a vigilante or a villain. If you do anyway you go to jail fast."

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"I mean, it does depend on control. Adult benders who keep up with their lessons can usually avoid injuring you right at the moment. But being significantly encased in stone or ice doesn't do a lot for your ability to take deep breaths, and the latter will also cause temperature problems if left long enough; firebenders have all the obvious limitations; and airbenders mostly have 'swat you into solid things' at various levels of remove if we don't want to keep you floating in midair forever, and even me, in the Avatar State, trying really hard, can't guarantee that somebody doesn't have an eggshell skull or a neck injury history or no ability to land intelligently. Are you a vigilante type?"

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"...Ish. I was first time around, I was going to do a night out this time, but I got--interrupted before I could do any actual vigilanteing."

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"I guess suddenly appearing barriers has decent nonlethal containment value."

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"It's good for disrupting other peoples' powers too, if those powers involve moving stuff around in any way. And it can be good for things like mobility--I can make horizontal barriers in midair and stand on them. And if someone's dumb enough to start things anywhere near civilians it's really good for preventing collateral damage."

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"What about you?" she asks Marie. "With the air powers, you'd be mostly like an airbender."

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"...Well, I can fly. And I can knock other people out of the air reasonably well without hurting them, if there are fliers on the other side. I can blow things through the air under the right circumstances, so if there was, say, a pumice boulder handy I could throw rocks at people. I can make supersonic wind blades that make a loud enough boom to disorient and temporarily deafen opponents. Since I have very good control of my powers, I can almost hit someone with a regular wind blade and make them jump in a certain direction."

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"Soundbending's very niche in my world. I can do a little, but if I needed to do anything major with it I'd have to go all glowy and ransack past incarnations for details. You can just straight fly? That's possible with airbending but very hard, it's overwhelmingly easier to do it with a glider or in a batsquirrel suit."

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"I mean, my original costume was very floaty. But yeah, I can straight-up fly. Why would you make a suit that was a cross between a bat and a squirrel, wouldn't it be easier to just go with a bat or a flying squirrel?"

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"...The suits are based on batsquirrels, I think. With the possible exception of the brands that are named for rabbats and opossum bats, I guess, those might have design inspiration from those animals above and beyond the names."

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"Do you just have a bunch of hybridized bat animals flying around?"

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"Some? There's wolfbats, flutterbats, viper bats, riverbats, batcats, batrats, manta bats... how many bat animals should I list, I could probably keep going."

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"That's a lot. Why did whoever decided that hybridizing animals was a good idea get so fixated on bats?"

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"...Nobody decided this. This is just how animals, in general, including animals that do not have a bat component, are."

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"What, really? That's weird. We don't have anything like that at all."

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"...You just have solo animals? Like, exclusively?"

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"I mean, sometimes closely related species hybridize, but that's not really the same thing."

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"Not really. Wow, that sounds boring. Bats. Squirrels. Every now and then a ratmouse to break up the monotony."

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"I don't think rats and mice are that closely related. I guess I could be wrong. Anyway, there's tons of kinds of animals, it's not boring."

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"Are they not? I always thought the distinction between rat hybrids and mouse hybrids seemed kind of artificial unless you're going to investigate the skeletons or something. That and the bald tails on rat animals."

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"I'd get into taxonomy and stuff but honestly I'm not a biology professor, I'm not at all sure I'd be more informative than confusing."

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"If you say so. I still think your animals sound boring."

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"I don't need to be a biology professor to refute that. Peacocks, especially in flight or with their tails spread. Tigers. Mantis shrimp. Butterflies. Iridescent beetles. Viscachas."

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"...Viscachas I haven't heard of, but we have peacock animals and tiger animals and shrimp animals and butterfly animals and beetle animals."

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"Mantis shrimps aren't like other shrimps. They can see more kinds of color than I think any other animal. They come in colors beautiful even to limited human color vision. You can't keep them in tanks because they punch the glass hard enough to break it."

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"Viscachas are profoundly fluffy."

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"I have not heard of all the shrimp animals in the world so I don't know if we have that exact one. The fluffiest animal I've ever heard of is the chinchilla owl."

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"And now I'm imagining a chinchilla crossed with an owl. Marie, I think she wins."

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"But we have, what, millions or something species of beetle!"

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"Millions of beetles? That aren't even crossed with anything? That's... impressive, sort of in the way eating five hundred sea prunes in a row might be impressive, but I'd still rather have chinchilla owls."
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"I don't blame you."

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"...If you don't have anything crossed with a mantis shrimp then we win awesome even if we don't win cute. Otherwise I give up."

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"Do you have dragons, flying bison, giant unagi, badger moles, spirit koi, or rocs?"

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"I surrender. Please be merciful in your victory."

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Giggle.

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"I mean, we have dragons or rocs in fiction, but it's not the same thing. Not sure why a cross between a badger and a mole is on the list, but I assume there's a reason."

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"They earthbend. And flying bison airbend, and dragons firebend. Water's the odd one out; waterbenders talk about learning it from the moon."

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"Huh. Do you think maybe there used to be a waterbending animal and it died out?"

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"Could be. Dragons and flying bison both had close calls on the dying out thing. But you'd think there would be legends, if there had once been a waterbending animal."

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"Maybe. Maybe they were moonlike in some way and the legends got conflated. Maybe everyone was so ashamed of whatever killed 'em that they all vowed never to speak of it again."

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"Do you want me to ask some dead Avatars? I can also consult them on non-bending matters."

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"If you can do that casually it sounds great."

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"...At will and without expending scarce resources other than time, but, I mean, it takes a little doing and I'll be dead to the world, and also I'm not sure what being in this weird place will do to my interactions with my usual weird place. However, it seems sort of unlikely that you're the first person to wonder this within earshot of any Avatar before, so I would still expect legends if there had once been a waterbending animal."

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"It just seems really strange that there's animals for all the other kinds of bending but not water. Although now I'm curious how and whether Milliways interacts with you other weird place."

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"Well, I'll see if I can do the non-chatty version, that's quick. Please do not kill me while I glow, that would be even more inconvenient than if you killed me at any other time."

She lets the air around her calm, and assumes a vaguely meditative posture.
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Marie obligingly does not kill her while she glows.

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She doesn't glow.

"Don't seem to be able to do it here," she reports, relaxing into her normal breezy state. "Cut off from the spirit world or something. I guess I don't carry them around folded up in the back of my brain after all."
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"Milliways apparently freezes time in your home universe while you're here. Not that I have any plans to kill you at any time, but why would it have been more inconvenient if you had glowed?"

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"Supposedly if I die in the Avatar State, no more Avatars ever. How this could possibly be known given that it has never happened I couldn't tell you, but I'd just as soon not risk it."

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"Maybe there used to be something else like the Avatar and you have Avatars now instead of it because someone killed it while it was equivalently glowy. Makes perfect sense not to risk."

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"I have never heard of there being an Avatarlike thing before there were Avatars, and suspect it was a spirit saying so and being misinterpreted or correctly interpreted and assumed to have theoretical knowledge of what would happen which may or may not be the case."

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"That makes sense too. Maybe the whole thing was designed and the 'killed while glowy' thing was installed as a failsafe."

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"Oh, it was designed, just not by humans."

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"I didn't think it would be by humans, given that you have spirits and such. 'By the way, we installed a failsafe, don't set it off by accident' sounds plausible to me."

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"What kind of failure would it be safeguarding against?"

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"I don't know enough about the Avatar to be have a solid guess. Do you have any special powers in regards to spirits?"

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"Yeah, some. They're a little softer and fuzzier than I like my powers to be, but they exist."

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"Maybe there's some hidden version that are less soft and fuzzy that you can get by hacking them just right and the spirits want to be able to shut the Avatar down hard if one ever finds it."

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"...Disturbing, but not implausible."

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"Not really the sort of thing that's safe to test, though."

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"Yeah, let's not."

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"I'd say I like our powers better on the grounds that they're less plausibly disturbing but no one has any idea how they work, it's highly unlikely but not impossible that every time someone gets superpowers a baby dies or something."

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"Not enough people getting powers to see past noise in the mortality rate?"

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"I don't know, I pulled that as an example out of thin air; there's no reason to think it would be that and not some less statistically visible creepy thing. There isn't actually any particular reason for there to be a creepy thing, but since we don't have a clue how it works..." Shrug.

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"Yeah, that sounds unsettling."

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"And the fact that the reincarnation thing is happening suggests that there's more we don't know about what it does, let alone how it works. Back about six and a half decades ago some reclusive inventor type made and sold a bunch of power amplifiers, but he stopped after...a supervillain got their hands on one and was obnoxious with it until it broke, and no one's been able to figure out how they work since. I think most of them are in museums or private collections right now."

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"Weird. They couldn't be reverse-engineered? Nobody went through his notes? Is he still alive?"

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"They could sort of be reverse engineered? You could make all the same parts and put them together and make a new one. But no one could tell why it worked. And people were understandably leery about the possibility of more villains getting their hands on them."

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"Oh, I see. Missing theory, not missing manufacturing knowhow. Huh. Some bending get more powerful at certain times - firebenders like daytime and comets, waterbenders like full moons and night, for top performance earthbenders rely on some geological properties unless they're specially trained as sand or metal benders, airbenders oddly enough like high altitudes but it's much less obvious for the latter two than it is for fire and water."

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"And presumably during the daytime all of the firebenders get stronger etcetera, so it presumably wouldn't be too much of an advantage for any one side in a conflict."

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"...Well, if the sides are mixed, yes, but historically that's often not the case. We're integrating more, but there's still an Earth Kingdom and Water Tribes and a Fire Nation. Airbenders were nearly wiped out and are no longer an obviously distinct ethnicity, but they've reclaimed some temples and stuff."

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"Oh. That was not obvious. Any idea why you have an Earth Kingdom and Fire Nation and whatnot?"

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"Bending's hereditary - not everyone has it and it can skip a generation but you don't get a long line of earthbenders turning up a waterbender - and dragons live in one place and badgermoles another, flying bison and the moon both kinda get around more but waterbenders were the only people who could live at the poles effectively and wanted to and airbenders were doing a monastic nomad thing rather than interbreeding with anyone else. Also, being able to bend and not having a competent teacher around is thoroughly dangerous, so populations clustered for that reason too - or all died in fires or whatever."

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"Ahhh. That makes sense. So the fire people are stronger in the daytime and the water people are stronger at night and the earth people and the air people have a bigger home turf advantage than usual."

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"I don't think I'd describe airbenders as having a home turf advantage, but otherwise yeah that's about it."

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"Interesting. Well, jury's still out on which system I like better until I know more about the one in my world, but one of the nice things about the reincarnation thing is that if we ever find out what's going on I'll probably get to know."

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"Lucky you."

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"The downside is that if your enemies are reincarnating too you can't ever get away from them forever. And I don't just mean killing them, putting someone in jail doesn't work as well when suicide is an actual means of escape."

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"Oof. That does sound like a problem if they prefer being babies again to being prisoners, which probably depends on the magnitude of grudge and quality of prison."

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She raises a hand to her neck, apparently unconsciously. "And even if they don't, you've only delayed things a century at most."

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"Yeah. Well, that and depending on how signature the powers are you might be hard to track down? Unless you look the same every time."

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"We don't look the same every time. Bar, can I get pictures of Marie Angelov, Helen Fitzroy, and Beatrice Carter?"

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Bar supplies the most photogenic available examples of each.

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Marie is a woman with frizzy brown hair and skin a shade darker than she would later have as Ava. Her facial and body structure are completely different from the ones she has now.

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Helen had long wavy black hair, a willowy build, and was almost six feet tall. Beatrice had blonde hair that was a noticeably different kind of wavy and a little shorter than average. Neither particularly resembles Annabelle.

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"Yeah, those are pretty different. All girls, which is more than I can say for my discount-brand reincarnation. All your appearances are kind of weird relative to people in my world. Maybe just ethnically. Like, I don't think people in my world have naturally yellow hair."

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"...At risk of being accidentally racist, you do sort of look some variety of Asian, and as far as I know people of entirely Asian descent don't have blonde hair."

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"...I don't think I could possibly consider that racist in the total absence of knowing what Asia is, so. My actual background is kind of 'Republic City mutt', heavier on the Earth Kingdom, I could break it down if you'd recognize the places but I doubt it."

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"I'm less worried about being racist to you and more about being accidentally racist about Asian people from my universe."

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"What's Republic city?"

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"It's one of the biggest cities in the world. Founded after the Hundred Year War resolved by the then-Avatar and some of his friends to try to create a more international cosmopolitan culture. Did okay at the job."

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"Hundred Year War?"

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"There was a war. Fire Nation versus Everybody Else. Lasted a hundred years, mostly because the Avatar at the beginning of that century was a twelve-year-old boy who panicked, accidentally sealed himself in an iceberg, and couldn't bring it to an end until he was diseniced by some South Polars a hundred years later. They did various things, including de-bend the Phoenix King and put his more cooperative son on the throne, and the war was over. Airbenders had an enormous population bottleneck - that Avatar, Aang, was the only genetically-airbender person on the entire planet. And he only had three kids. And only one of them was an airbender, so I and all other airbenders are descended from that one kid. Fortunately he had more than his dad did and reliably threw benders; we're still hugely in the minority, but we're not going to go extinct any time soon and I'm a generation too late to receive probing from nuns about when I'm going to reproduce."

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"Thaaat sounds uncomfortable."

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"Yes, but I don't have to deal with it. My mother likes to tell me how lucky I am. She actually considered having more than just me but decided against, I'm not sure why."

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"To spite the nuns?"

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"I don't think so. It's probably a combination of really little things - hard to fly when heavily pregnant, rough patch with my dad around the time I was a baby, flareup of minor ailments, that sort of thing. Wouldn't put it past her to decide she wants another baby even this late, though, they're still pretty young."

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"I'm already not going to have kids ever but I feel like if there were nuns trying to pressure me into it I might pretend it was at least partly to spite them."

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"I think Ranyi likes to imagine herself above that sort of thing. Besides, it was a grandmotherly sort of interest, from most of the involved nuns. Ranyi teaches little kids basic airbending forms for a living and sometimes talks to nuns who teach advanced classes about the students."

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"I guess that makes sense. I don't think I'd take grandparents trying to get me to reproduce very well either, though."

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"Even if you had a rare genetic trait the continued existence of which might be really spiritually important which had spent a hundred twenty years just shy of wiped out, and they were being nice about it, and you liked children enough to work with them all the time anyway?"

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"Oh, I wasn't criticizing your mom. I just...I try not to get attached to more people who aren't reincarnating than I have to, and the idea of loving someone as much as I would love a child and then watching them die and not come back sends my brain into a screaming panic if I dwell on it too much."

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"Oh, shit, I hadn't thought of that. It's not so much a thing with discount reincarnation - I don't get weirded out about being my own great-great-great-grandfather... twice..."

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"I'd imagine that would be different, yes. I have enough people I miss as it is and I don't imagine I'll be able to avoid accumulating any more."

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"Yeah. Feel free to spite any grandmotherly nuns you meet."

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Giggle. "They're not so much a problem where I'm from. And one of my actual grandmothers is dead and the other one lives...far enough away we don't visit often."

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"It must be weird getting a new set every few decades."

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"This is only my second set, so I don't have a lot of accumulated experience."

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"I barely even interacted with my grandparents when they were alive, but it would be super weird one day to wake up one day and have replacements."

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"I mean, all things considered, it didn't even make my top ten list of weird experiences."

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"Top ten being?"

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"Mm...I haven't really stopped to sit down and order them, but off the top of my head ten weirder things were getting my powers in the first place, having Helen show up on my doorstep eighteen years after she died, having my original mom and little brother die while I was at school and finding out after half an hour of trying to ask people why there was a police cordon outside my house, being an infant again, finding Milliways, finding out Helen-as-Beatrice had died by finding her obituary on the internet, walking out on the super scene and trying to get my shit together after Helen died the first time, fielding questions about our relationship from people who wanted to know why I was married to someone several decades younger than I was, and seeing Gregory in his new body for the first time."

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"Okay, those things are all pretty weird. ...And traumatizing-sounding."

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"I mean, getting Helen back was pretty great. And being an infant again was better than the alternative. And Milliways has been unambiguously awesome!"

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"That's good, then!"

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"I have not lived the happiest life, though, no. You wouldn't want to have met me seventy years ago or so, I was a real mess of issues."

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"Well, seventy years ago I was a famously levelheaded fire Avatar with a degree in psychology, maybe I could have helped, but oh well."

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"I wish there was a therapist I could trust with this reincarnation stuff."

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"Maybe if you wait here long enough?"

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"Maybe! That is actually not an application I had thought of for this place but it's a good idea."

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"Unfortunately you got the Avatar who has basically dispensed with formal education in favor of reading, travel, hands-on job experience, and attention to current events."

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"I mean, it's not a bad plan, given the givens."

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"I agree. I mean, I liked school all right, but I self-motivate very well and don't find teachers add much for anything less immediately physical than bending, for which I do have tutors."

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"I dropped out of school not long after Mom and Kevin died, but I'm probably going to go to college this time around."

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"What are you going to study?"

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"I'm honestly not sure yet, but most jobs these days want some kind of college degree."

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"In my world you can usually get by with a technical cert for most careers... Not going to run with the superpowers thing?"

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"Mm, I might, but I did that last time, you know? One of the benefits of more than one life is that I can try on more than one career, figure out what really suits me."

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"I'd think the good money would be in leveraging your unique supernatural abilities in some intelligent fashion, but perhaps you've left yourself a lot of money."

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"The other part is that I didn't really get the chance to go to college last time, whether I wanted to or not, and I kind of feel like I want to make up for lost chances."

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"Makes sense."

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"College is a lot more fun than high school, I'll say that much."

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"I'm not sure we have the same educational structure..."

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"Oh?"

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"I mean, I'm getting some kind of translation, but it would be a major coincidence if it was all alike, so what do you mean when you say college?"

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"College is an institution of higher education that you go to, if you do, usually starting when you're about eighteen and generally for four or more years depending on what kind of degree you're after."

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"More academic or more job skills sort of thing?"

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"Definitely academic."

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"Okay, we have that but you usually start it a little later unless you're in an accelerated program of some kind, and most people don't do it."

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"It's pretty much the default unless you have some other job lined up that doesn't require it, for us."

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"I mean, are we talking, you learn about literature and art history and astronomy for no obvious reason, kind of academics...? This is default? Even if you don't need it or have particular interest in those things?"

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"You don't learn all those things even if you have no interest. I think most colleges make you take a few classes unrelated to your major, but that's, like, one class in one of a handful of things per."

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"Ah. One can do a survey degree, which basically means 'I am smart and directionless' and presages a career as a librarian, writer, or nonspecialized schoolteacher. It's more typical to pick two things and study them in parallel or, if at all possible, their intersection. Bending theory and medicine, or architecture and history, or engineering and materials science, or astronomy and astrophysics."

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"We definitely have special programs to educate librarians."

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"I don't actually know what cert process librarians go through once they settle on being librarians in particular. It's just the sort of thing that might happen post-survey-degree."

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"Fair enough. I don't know all that much about what kind of degree you need to get before going to school for Library Science."

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"Anyway, I hope you enjoy whatever education you avail yourself of."

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"I hope so too."

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The Avatar hasn't talked to Bar this entire time. She sits down, introduces herself, gets a lychee beverage and a stack of napkin explanations, buys a bunch of stuff with some kind of credit object she has with her, and drags it all out with the aid of her bottled water, turned into a thin sheet of ice.
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There is a delay, and then someone else walks in. Looks like an older Stormy in more modern dress.
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"...Bar, is there some kind of weird back-and-forth going on?"

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Back-and-forth? inquires the bar.

"Huh?" says Older Stormy.
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"You're the fourth person we've met in here so far. Number three looked like number one and you look like an older version of number two."

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"Well, I've never been here before and have no control over what the place is doing with my likeness. Chalk it up to interplanar studies majors, I guess."

All four people are alts, the bar says helpfully. With two faces between them.
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"I sort of wish we'd known that to tell Stormy and Beila. Oh well."

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"Known to tell them what?" She approaches the bar. "What's an alt?"

An instance of your personality and some other traits from another universe.

"Oh."
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"So, uh, congratulations, in another universe you're a servantmaker or a weather mage or an Avatar. I don't know what all servantmakers do besides making little animate bits of light, but a weather mage is exactly what it sounds like and an Avatar is an aerokinetic, geokinetic, hydrokinetic and pyrokinetic all rolled into one, with some hefty cultural baggage attached."

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"Well, if you meet more of me I guess you can add 'subtle artist' to that list."

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"Cool. So what's a subtle artist do?"

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"...Saying 'subtle arts' probably won't help if you don't know what we are. Um, telepathy, but I'm not uncontrollable and not reading your mind except insofar as I can tell you exist. I have a little telekinesis potential and some subtle artists can also do pyrokinesis but not me. I'm in school for therapy but haven't gotten to much of the curriculum that's actually about that per se."

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Marie bursts out laughing.
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Helen looks more quietly amused.

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"What?"

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"The last one of you suggested that we wait here in Milliways to see if we could find a therapist. We can't go to one in our world for reasons that are a long story and we...don't really need one, exactly, but it would be useful."

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"...I'm really not a therapist but if you want me to try anyway I can log you as practice hours?"

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"If you want to. The whole situation is fantastically weird, anyway."

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"I'm willing to try, I just don't know that I'll be much good to you."

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"Well, to start with, we reincarnate. I'm on my second life and Helen," she waves a hand, "is on her third. Helen and Marie are our names from our first lives, by the way, technically she's Annabelle and I'm Ava right now. And her second life was Beatrice."

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"...Okay. That's not a situation I'd be familiar with even if I had my degree, but I follow you."

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"So in our first lives, we were about the same age, and I had had my mother and brother die a few years back, and due to a lack of adequate support system as well as a few other factors, I was in a really terrible headspace about this. And Helen's first parents, were, um, not physically abusive, but emotionally neglectful and with way too high expectations of her? And then they died in a car accident not long before we met.

"It was around this time that people started spontaneously acquiring random powers. No one knows why. So she and I had just met, and neither of us was in a particularly healthy brainspace, and then we were nearby when there was some kind of industrial accident--powers where we're from are based on something called S-Factor, and most of the ways to activate it involve things that would otherwise kill you. And we already liked each other, and we made plans to be heroes together, since that was a thing that had started happening."
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Nod, nod. "How old were you when you met?"

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"Mid to late twenties," Helen says. "I was twenty-six. She was twenty-eight."

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"Okay. So you were planning to be heroes, and..."

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"And we had an argument," Marie sighs. "Which was precipitated by some circumstantial stuff and also how messed up we were at the time, but it was a really big argument. And I sort of stormed off and became a villain instead. For the record I don't actually condone my past self's actions, I am well and truly reformed."

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"So we ended up each others nemeses, and we each ended up leading a team--Vanguard for her, the Dark Legion for me. And then thirteen years after we had our fight, we were duking it out in a mountainous area, and accidentally caused a cave-in. The rocks above us were unstable enough that we couldn't try to get them out of the way without maybe risking being crushed, so we were trapped. And one of the rocks fell on Helen's leg, crushing it. She started crying--about how she didn't want to die, and she was sorry for her part in our argument, and she had been so miserable for unrelated reasons since then but it would have been better if she had at least had me. And she was sorry. And she was sorry. And she didn't want to die but she so extremely didn't want to die without saying the thing she had not been brave enough to say for thirteen years, which was that she was sorry and she missed me." She swallows. "And I held her and told her it was alright and promised her anything if she would only hold on long enough for help to arrive, I'd give up my wicked ways, I'd turn myself in to the authorities if she wanted, anything, if only she would only not die. And she tried so hard to hang on, but willpower can only hold out against so much blood loss. She died in my arms. And when the Dark Legion showed up and got me out of the rubble, I gave them instructions to give her body back to Vanguard. And then I left, and I didn't come back."

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"...Wow."

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"And then I spent the next eighteen years learning how to be a functional human being before she showed up on my doorstep."

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"...Which didn't happen to involve turning yourself over to the authorities? Just for a complete picture of the situation, I mean."

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"No, it didn't."

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"Okay. So she turns up, reincarnated, on your doorstep - how did the reincarnation work?"

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"I was fully conscious of myself even as a baby. It wasn't fun all by itself, and since I didn't fully get what was going on, I was, um, not all that discreet about what was going on. And my new parents...didn't believe me."

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"So reincarnation's pretty rare even where you're from..."

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"Besides the two of us, there's only one other person we're sure does it."

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"Okay. So you were an adult trapped in a full-length childhood with parents who thought you were making things up or worse..."

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"And they had me half convinced I was crazy by the time I was eighteen and could legally get away from them."

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"Oh, yikes."

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"But I managed to find Marie and everything was like I would expect it to be from what I remembered and I calmed down and after a while things were pretty much fine. And then eventually Marie died of old age, because that's what happens when you're physically several decades older than your spouse. And then it turned out one of my old teammates thought she had killed me and had tried to hunt her down for revenge, but he only found us after she had dies. And then decided that as her spouse I must have known about and condoned everything and that made me an acceptable target, which is why we're the same age now."

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"And he's the other person we're sure is reincarnating."

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"Was he on his second life then or is he now?"

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"Now."

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"So how did you find out?"

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"We met him. He has the same powers again and the same personality. I guess it's theoretically possible that that's a massive coincidence but it seems unlikely."

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"And I checked his date of birth and his previous life's date of death and they match up."

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"Okay. So how have your current lives been going?"

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"Decent. I have the kind of parents who aren't materially neglectful but it's a good thing they got me rather than a real kid who would have required emotional investment, but I am an adult who has access to other resources and such so I'm mostly fine about it. We live a ways away from each other so we don't see each other in person as often as we'd like but I'm staying with her family for the summer, so that's nice. Infancy was awful, childhood was a pain, but that's probably just a result of being already an adult who isn't used to all these restrictions any more. The thing with Gregory--that's his original name--has been the worst shake-up, really."

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"...I just realized that if this were a real therapy session then this entire time I would have been monitoring you for emotional spikes but I forgot to ask if you wanted me to do that."

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"That's fine. I can sure as hell tell you you would have picked up on some when I was telling you how Helen died, that much is obvious."

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"Yeah. Neither of my deaths were fun in any way. Go ahead and do the monitoring thing."

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"...I can probably do both of you at once but it'll divide my attention and I will likely not come up with such insightful questions, not that I was doing a great job at that before, but okay, monitoring now, I'll stop if you ask."

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"Okay...that's pretty much the situation up to the present day, should we be producing more detail on stuff that's previously been explained?"

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"I mean - okay, if I were a real therapist and this was real therapy what would you be hoping to get out of it?"

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"I don't really know. I've never actually been to therapy, except for this one time in my most recent life after the incident where I got my powers back--you have to reactivate them after you reincarnate, they don't just carry over--but that doesn't really count because I was so closemouthed about everything and we both knew I wasn't going to get anything out of it because I wasn't being honest with her."

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"What about you?" Bella asks Helen.

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"The only time I was ever in therapy were in my second life and the shrink tried to work me through my 'empowerment fantasies'," she does air quotes, "of secretly being a famous dead hero."

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"Yeah, but do you have anything in mind for what you would want from a therapist who can in fact tell that you aren't fantasizing - I haven't checked, but I could if I didn't believe you - even if she is not a very good therapist."

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"Working through my phobia of scissors?"

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"Okay, I actually have read a book about dealing with phobias, I might be able to go through the process without doing anything grievously wrong. Tell me about it?"

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"Gregory's power is temporarily manifesting sharp objects. He cut my throat open with a pair of kitchen scissors."

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"...Ow. Okay. So the book I read had a few different techniques in it... since you have a specific incident the recommended one is something called 'fuzzed re-living'. I assume you have a pretty vivid recollection of the event?"

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She shudders. "Yes. And I am very leery of anything that looks to make me re-live it."

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"I could try one of the other methods, and I understand if you don't want me to do anything about it at all and you'd rather stick with what you've got, but it's not as bad as it sounds. You'd think about the memory and I'd sort of gray out the parts that were distressing. You know how if you're having a dream, things can just happen with major details missing? It'd be like that. Instead of the scissors, it would be 'nothing in particular'; I'd fuzz out the pain and attached emotions; we'd go over it a few times slowly letting stuff back in, a bit at a time, so the scissors would have less significance. ...I'm not describing this very well."

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"That doesn't sound so bad. Would it actually damage the memory, though, or just reduce the emotional connection?"

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"According to the book it won't damage the episodic recollection; it'll be like having also had an unusually well-remembered dream in which one day Gregory came over and did nothing in particular with nothing in particular about which you felt nothing in particular, separately from the actual memory."

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"That sounds...useful. It would be nice not to compulsively wear scarves in the summertime."

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"Yeah, that sounds uncomfortably warm. ...But possibly separate from a phobia of scissors per se, if you also avoid exposing your neck in addition to just not having scissors around. So I'd need to keep that in mind too and make sure I didn't focus too exclusively on the scissors."

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"If I leave my throat vulnerable for too long I start remembering..." she trails off. "What could happen if I didn't protect it," she says finally. "Not so much the wound being applied, but what it felt like when he was done...you can't do much with a gaping throat wound but it still doesn't kill you instantly."

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"Yeah. So - this is a pretty in-depth procedure. It's not broad - I will not learn things about any of your fifth birthdays or favorite color or personal life unless they come up in the memory I'm fuzzing for you - and it's not dangerous, because I'm doing something very simple and easily reversed if I accidentally also fuzzed something like what color your carpet at the time was. But it's deep in the sense that I will be very tangled up in the emotions I'm dulling for you and the thoughts those emotions prompt. I wouldn't be allowed to even register you as practice hours if I hadn't already taken the standard-on-my-plane patient confidentiality training and made applicable promises, but just because I won't tell anyone else doesn't mean that I'm not someone else. Also, while I happen to be unusually defensively robust, I'm not mentally impregnable. If someone attacks me, anything I've learned may be a casualty along with my more naturally-come-by memories. Also I have never done it before and don't have a more experienced subtle artist on hand for course correction; I think I can do it, but I'm still in school and don't have expert clinical judgment. All that said, I'm willing to try it if you want me to."

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"I think--as long as no one I'm ever likely to meet who isn't you is likely to get their hands on the memories it should be fine. I don't have any philosophical objections to mind-reading, just practical ones."

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"Well, I suppose it depends on how much planar travel you do, but yeah, I get the picture. Say when."

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"Milliways is it, so far."

She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath.

"When."
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Here is the memory.

It proceeds in sequence, gaps-that-seem-unimportant proceeding in dreamlike fashion where scissors and feelings and pain would be.
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She's had nightmares about this, since.

This is much pleasanter.
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The memory comes to an end.

It starts up again, just the same.

The third time, there is an inkling that the implement involved might be scissors; the emotional reaction from the memory proper is still muted, but accumulated phobia may flare up and Bella will do subtle arts things to that and adjust the scissorness of the scissors as needed.
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There are non-negligible amounts of phobia, but it has been seventeen years, and the dreamy quality means that she doesn't really have more of a flare-up than she would just looking at a pair of craft scissors.

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Gentle subtle poking to the craft-scissor reaction for a few iterations, until it has calmed down -

- and then the memory can be allowed through a little more clearly -

- and so on.

It'll take about fifty iterations, slightly abbreviated relative to how long the entire encounter took when it actually happened.
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After about fifty iterations, then, she opens her eyes.

She takes her scarf off.

She considers how this feels for a minute.

"I think I'm still going to have a habit of touching my neck when I'm nervous," she says thoughtfully. "That one might be mostly muscle memory at this point."
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"If you want that gone, I can do that too, that's a lot less work on your end and faster to boot."

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"Enh, I don't really care at this point. It's not like it's a harmful habit like picking at scabs or chewing your fingernails."

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"Sure. I'm glad I could help."

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"I like your powers a lot. I can't tell you how many times it would have been convenient for Marie and I to be mutually telepathic. Do you need me to sign anything to get this counted as practice hours or something?"

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"I don't actually have the form on me, but Professor Winters will take my word for it as long as the word is telepathed at her in such a way that she could tell if I was making it up."

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"Alright. ...How long did that take, anyway?"

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"Hour and forty-five minutes."

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"Huh. It didn't feel like it took a long time...but then dreams usually don't, when you wake up."

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"Yep."

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"Thank you. This is going to make my life so much easier."

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"You're welcome."

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"Happily, I don't have anything like that to get rid of."

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"Happily. ...Oh, I should mention, the phobia might not stay as gone as it is right now forever. Normally you'd have done all that over a few sessions. It shouldn't come back very much, and if nothing else terrible involving scissors happens to you it will never be as bad as it was again. It might pop up a little bit and then subside."

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"Good to know. I won't assume the worst if I pick up a pair of hedgeclippers and feel inexplicably nervous, then."

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"That's the spirit."

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"Immediately going out and buying a bunch of scoop-necked tops when I get home would probably be an overreaction, though."

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"You could maybe get one, but not a bunch. And you should be long term stable in a year or so."

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"Okay." Smile.

...Less smile. "Assuming Gregory doesn't find a way to muck it up first."
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"Yyyyeah. I can't help you with that from here."

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Sigh. "I have powers this time, so I'm not seriously worried he'll be able to do anything really nasty this time. But he's still--a threat."

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"Yeah."

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"Oh well. Worst comes to absolute worst I start over again."

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"Assuming it keeps happening, yeah, you got a good deal there."

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"Mhm. Being a baby's unfun enough to give me plenty of incentive to keep from getting killed, and aside from that I see no point in worrying that I might just not wake up someday."

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"Nice arrangement. I just have to try to make enough money that I can get rezzed if I die of anything other than old age."

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"...Oh, nice, we don't have any kind of resurrection at all, unless you count the reincarnation."

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"I mean, most people can't afford it and it doesn't work on old age, but yes, if I go hiking and get killed by some kind of flaming moss, say, then if my parents take up a sufficient collection I may be retrieved."

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"I don't think we have flaming moss, either."

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"I think there's such a thing as flaming ice...but that's not usually a hazard to hikers."

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"I'm pretty sure there's flaming moss in the woods near campus. I'm pretty careful about sticking to the warded paths. I only have high school level arcana so far, and subtle arts aren't especially good against random woodland hazards which aren't people. Flaming ice we don't have."

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"We don't really have magic at all, unless you count powers."

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"Are those not magic? Subtle arts technically isn't either."

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Shrug. "They could be. We don't really know."

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"Well, if you're otherwise short on magic I guess 'does it make magic detection spells detect magic' is not the question to ask."

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"Yeah, no. Do you know any magic detection spells? I don't know how far high school level arcana would go."

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"Not far. I could maybe cast a couple of things with an hour of prep time and all my old notes but it was not what you'd call a high quality wizarding education. And that in particular wasn't covered."

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"Oh well. That question shall go unanswered, then."

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"Oh well."

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"It's not like it would do us much practical good to know, anyway, since our world doesn't have any other things that even might be magic."

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"Yeah. Wow, that sounds kind of terrible. What do you do? Subsistence farming and hope?"

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"Ehn. We have other stuff."

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"Yeah, I suppose even really low-magic cultures manage to produce, like, art. When they aren't getting conquered by high-magic cultures, which wouldn't be a problem on your world."

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"Yeah. There've been some problems with countries with more resources to activate people and less ethics trying to make trouble but pretty much everyone has some supers so they usually get ganged up on when that happens."

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"Makes sense."

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"Also, the funny thing about exposing your citizens to dangerous substances to see who dies and who activates is that the resulting supers are less likely to want to work for you."

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"Funny how that happens! Wouldn't have seen it coming."

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Giggle.

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"Anyway."

Bar offers her a drink. She accepts a recommendation, which is a milkshake. Sip.
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"Bar's pretty awesome. I got the collected works of an author who doesn't exist in our universe."

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"Ooh, that's clever. I might want some books likewise. I have some spending money and I'm not going to find a better place to spend it than here, probably..."

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"Well, what kinds of books do you like?"

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"Fantasy - in small doses - and literary fiction. Useful nonfiction, like histories that bother to be interesting and thaumatology and stuff about subtle arts - but those aren't things I should probably be wasting my interplanar bar visit on."

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"I like science fiction and social speculation the most."

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"Science fiction's okay. In small doses, again, I shouldn't get a great big stack of it from here, it just makes me sad if I read too much because I don't have a spaceship or anything."

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"Huh. I don't have that problem, but to each their own."

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"Oh? You have a spaceship?"

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snort. "No, but I don't want one badly enough that it dings my enjoyment of books that have them."

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"Fair enough. My problem is not normal."

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"Sure. Anyway, I don't think I'd actually like being in space. Not enough air."

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"Most of the science fiction I've read suggests that spaceships bring their own."

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"Yes, but my powers have to do with the wind. There's a difference between enough air to live on and enough air to satisfy someone who gets sensory feedback from it."

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"Oh, I see. Makes perfect sense."

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"Uh huh. Reading about it doesn't bother me though, it's not like you get characters commenting on how the wind feels even just in regular books set on Earth."

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"You named your planet 'earth'?"

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"Don't blame me, I was just born here. There. Wherever."

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Giggle.

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"I think it's also called Telluria, but I have no idea what that one means."

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"I mean, I guess 'Earth' is descriptive... is your sun named 'Fire'?"

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"It's named the Sun. Or Sol."

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"Well, I hope you have other feats of creativity as a plane."

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"...I mean, we've got art and literature and stuff."

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"Exactly. And hopefully your music has lyrics other than 'song song song song'..."

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She bursts out laughing.

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"And your art consists of something other than exquisitely calligraphed: paint paint paint..."

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Giggle

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Slurp. Delicious milkshake.

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Singing, almost under her breath: "This is the song, that goes under the credits. These are the credits, so this is that song. Should have something to do with the story so we'll say: hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey..."

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"...Huh?"

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"It's a song sung at the end of a movie, about how it is the song sung at the end of that movie."

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"Cute gimmick."

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"It was a very silly movie."

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"What was it about?"

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"It was a retelling of an old religious story for children."

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"Extraplanar 'Lord Khersis and the Red Dragon', I am now imagining it as that."

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"I do not know what that is but if it amuses you it's probably closer to the spirit of the thing than I could explain."

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"What are your gods like in your magicless world? If you don't even have divine magic I guess they're more hands-off?"

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"We don't actually have any proof that they exist. And I think most of the really popular religions are monotheistic."

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"So, really really really hands-off."
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"Yyyep."

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"Ours aren't."

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"That could be a good thing or a bad thing depending, I guess."

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"...Well, divine magic makes for really effective healers..."

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"Awesome."

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"It is. That's how resurrection works, too, divine magic."

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"Makes sense. Sorta reminds me of a game we've got in our world."

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"A game?"

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"It's a role playing game. You make a character and pretend to be them and it takes place in a magic world and most of the healing is divine magic."

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"Huh. There exists arcane healing but it's more expensive so it mostly only gets used if someone's allergic to divine magic or has religious objections to whoever's on duty usually Khersians or something."

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"Makes sense. I'm curious how one gets to be allergic to a kind of magic, though."

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"The only thing I know for sure that'll do it is having a demon ancestor."

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"Aha. And the other thing--I didn't quite get if it was these Khersians objecting to people or people objecting to the Khersians."

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"People objecting to Khersians. Usually. Having a demon ancestor is also often a pretty good way to get Khersians to object to you, but funnily enough it's their own 'human blood, human soul' doctrine which means that part-demons can do things like attend school and demand the healing service package in the first place."

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"These Khersians sound like a fun bunch."

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"There's a range. The religion is very popular."

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snort. "Sounds pretty familiar."

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"Oh? This happens even with gods of arguable existence?"

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"There's a religion called Christianity in my world. It's extremely popular and has followers of...wildly varying appeal, yes."

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"They even sound kind of alike."

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"I noticed that, yeah."

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"Although for all I know that's the translation magic."

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"That is possible! Bar, any insight?"

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Proper nouns such as those under discussion are rendered as pronounced with few exceptions, none of which have come up in this conversation; however, suffixes such as "-ity" are translated.

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"So it's still a weird coincidence."

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"Yeah."

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"Oh well, who knows."

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"There's other religions around and a lot of people are polylatrous, anyway, it's not all Kherstianity all the time. Plus there's people like me who don't go in for actually worshiping anything."

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"What does polylatrous mean? I think we have that in our world, it sounds familiar, I just can't immediately call it to mind."

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"It means you actively worship more than one god. As opposed to monolatry, where you acknowledge the others enough to not get hit by lightning - pronouncing their names right at least most of the time, not committing obvious blasphemy - but focus your attention on one."

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"Ah. Well, not getting struck by lightning as a result of blasphemy seems like a benefit of hands-off-to-possibly-nonexistent gods."

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"I would imagine so, yes."

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"Some people are absolutely convinced at least one exists, some people are absolutely convinced there's no such thing. Helen and I are pretty much agnostic."

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"I mean, if they never do anything I'm not sure why anybody would expect them to exist... divine magic could be explained other ways, I know druids come in 'secular', but the gods personally do things now and then."

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"I mean, people come up with books about magic and super advanced technology and what have you without any reason to expect that to exist. I think there was one guy who did believe in God who said that if He didn't exist people would still have made Him up."

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"People don't believe in magic that doesn't exist, though, right? If they do I'm chalking the whole thing up to 'your world has people very subject to wishful thinking'."

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"...Almost no one does, and almost no one who doesn't takes them seriously. As people, I mean, not just their belief in magic."

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"...Which isn't the case with the believing in extremely quiet gods?"

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"Quite. I don't know, some people think they used to be more active once upon a time, there are holy books filled with really overt miracles that supposedly used to happen."

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"Oh, that's within normal parameters, Khersis himself has been really quiet for a long time, even."

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"But if they did happen it's been a long time so some people think it was all made up."

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"Not very reliable history?"

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"I don't know for sure, I haven't really paid much attention to that kind of thing. Having a theological discussion in a transdimensional bar is not something I knew to prepare for."

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"Fair enough. I guess you don't have, like, dragons. It's not necessarily smart to go ask dragons questions about history but in principle you could do it."

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"We do not in fact have dragons. Why are dragons good at history, is it because they're long-lived?"

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"Right in one."

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"Fiction providing reasonable expectations for the win."

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Giggle.

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"I think some people have touted the sudden appearance of powers as a modern-day miracle, actually, and a couple of religions have tried to claim credit, but nothing definitive."

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"Weird. On my world if something like that happened, we'd have a good idea who did it - if it was a god, anyway, if it was just a fae fucking with people that'd be a different matter."

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"Oh well. Whether or not a god exists is of less practical value to us than to most people, anyway."

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"...Oh, because if you have an afterlife anyway you're bypassing it? Yeah."

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"Yep, that."

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"I mean, I do have dead loved ones, I strongly hope that my original mother and brother for example haven't been consigned to oblivion, but. Yeah."

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"Eugh. Yeah. Luck with that."

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"I'm not sure how much use that is, since we of all people are unlikely to ever know. But who knows, maybe someone will turn up with a resurrection power and people will come back to life effusive about the pearly gates--a stereotypical image of the entrance to an afterlife--and then we'd know."

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"Here's hoping. People just routinely ceasing to exist forever would suck."

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"I know. The upside is that if it ever happens we'll probably be around for it."

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"Eventually people can ask you history questions like you are dragons."

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"Assuming we become public knowledge. Which hopefully would wait until we're sure the statute of limitations has run out on being a supervillain."

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"Eventually. Not this week."

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"Yes, quite."

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She finishes her milkshake.

"Okay, I have homework, so one day I can be useful to people who don't happen to have the exact problem I happened to decide to read a book on. It was nice meeting you both, though."
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"Nice meeting you too."

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"Yeah. Good luck with school."

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"Thanks!"

And out she goes.