Agreeing to go into service is easy. No harder than signing up for the Marines. He's spent so long serving his country, it's a comfort to know he'll be acting in service again.
"No," Chris had said. "No. Absolutely not."
"Have I ever steered you wrong?"
"There's a first time for everything."
"You'll love him," Ken said, "he's perfect, needs only the slightest polish."
"...Like knowing that he's gay. And sexually submissive." Chris sighed. "This is training, not therapy, Ken."
Ken ticked points off on her fingers. "He's beautiful. Strong, muscular. You won't have to train any bad habits out of him..."
"Because he doesn't have any habits, Ken," Chris said. "Because he doesn't know he's a submissive."
"He's so eager to please. He'll do anything you ask for and beg for more. He punishes himself when you don't punish him. He has almost the most thirst for obedience I've ever seen," Ken said. "The most since Robin."
There was silence for a moment.
"That's not fair," Chris said.
"Yep."
"That's really, really not fair."
"Yep."
"I'll clear my schedule."
Which is how Chris found himself sitting in his living room waiting for Marlo to appear.
He isn't really sure what he's walking into; he'd known it wasn't going to be like basic, but he was still kind of expecting to be like basic.
Chris Parker's living room, in short, is not in fact like basic. He's still holding himself like he would in front of an officer, back straight and head up and shoulders back; he doesn't try to hide the way he walks.
He drops the folder onto his desk. It makes a sudden, loud sound.
"For the next eight weeks, you will be required to maintain absolute obedience and respect. You do not have rights. You will not have privacy, free speech, pleasure, or choices in anything, unless I allow it. You will not be permitted to ask questions, unless I allow it. You will not be permitted to touch yourself or other people, unless I allow it. You will obey me immediately, completely, and without question. I will correct your behavior as I deem appropriate.
"You will refer to me as 'Chris.' I am your trainer. I am not your master and I will not be addressed as such.
"You will answer any question I ask you completely and honestly, to the best of your ability.
"If you are experiencing a physical problem, you will notify me immediately. I cannot sell broken property. Otherwise, you have no way of changing what is going on if it is difficult or boring or uncomfortable or it hurts or you don't like it. If you want something to stop, the door is unlocked. You can leave and never see me again. Otherwise, you shall do as I say.
"I do not care who you were before you walked in that door. I do not care where you lived, what you did, or what you want to be when you leave. You are raw material and I will shape you as I please.
"Do you understand?"
Trusting, then. But such good instincts. It is obvious what Ken sees in him.
Chris stands, leaves the room, and returns with a binder. "Take your bags to the first room on the left. You will find a chest; the chest is for your things. Unpack and organize your belongings in some reasonable way. Return to the table and memorize the contents of this binder. Take particular note of any positions you think you will be unable to do with your knee. I will see you at dinner."
"Yes, Chris."
He goes to the first room on his left. He unpacks; clothes on this side of the chest, everything else on that side, organized more for space efficiency than in any particular order. He returns to the table and looks over the contents of the binder.
It is actually not possible to memorize this in one afternoon.
Chris can't possibly be unaware of that.
He looks at the section divides and get started on reading over the first section. He can't have the entire thing memorized by dinner; if he tries he'll forget nearly everything he's read within an hour. But he can start.
The contents say:
Section I. Virtues of a Submissive
Section II. Protocol.
1. Physical preparation.
2. Body control.
3. Forms of address.
4. Positions.
5. Voice commands.
6. Voice training.
7. Basic service.
8. Personal attendance.
9. Public attendance.
10. Escorting.
11. Lending out.
12. Mindfulness.
13. Awareness of others.
14. Self-discipline.
15. Personal care and fitness.Section II. Service.
1. Fundamental skills.
2. Housework.
3. Home maintenance.
4. Yardwork.
5. Laundry.
6. Cooking.
7. Shopping and errands.
8. Automotive.
9. Travel.
10. Secretarial.
11. Computer/electronic.
12. Financial.
13. Health care.
14. Child care.
15. Animal care.
16. Art.
17. Companionship.
18. Personal grooming and body service.
Section I informs him of the importance of honor, integrity, truthfulness, humility, courtesy, loyalty, self-denial, and achievement.
Section II.4 is devoted to extremely detailed and precise descriptions of how to enter a room, kneel, carry things, follow your master around the room, and so forth. There is a reference to a position called "open" that is not present in the text. II.1 is devoted to grooming; II.2 to the fact that he is not supposed to fidget, bite his nails, or in general make any movements that are not calculated, deliberate, and graceful; II.3 to the appropriate forms of politeness when addressing a superior in various circumstances. (They are very complicated.)
After dinner, Chris says, "After dinner each day, you will take your accumulated punishments. You will have an hour of free time, less the time it takes to punish you. You may lie down and rest, go for a walk or read any book in the house. You may ask permission to do some other form of recreation. After your free time, today you will study. You will go to bed at 9:30. You have a cot at the foot of my bed where you will sleep. You will not leave your bed until 6 a.m. unless you have a physical need to do so. When you wake up, you will not speak unless spoken to. You will prepare my coffee and stand at attention until you are needed."
He's very sensitive to praise. Not sure whether it's best to beat that out of him or cultivate it. Some masters like their slaves responsive.
At 9:20pm precisely, Chris puts aside his paper with a sigh, goes to the bathroom, changes into pajamas, goes into bed, and regrets that he can't yet have Marlo getting himself off on Chris's boot to help him go to sleep.
Dr. Emil has a kind and thoughtful manner. He listens like you are the most important person in the world and he has set aside everything to concentrate only on you. He is completely nonjudgmental; nothing you can say disturbs the calmness of his countenance. People feel a strange urge to open up to him.
Greta is taking notes.
The questions jump seemingly randomly from topic to topic. What were Marlo's relationships with his parents like? What did he think of military service? Has he ever been arrested, and for what? When was he first aware of sexual feelings? What does the word 'friendship' mean to him? What does he think about his PTSD diagnosis? Who does he think was the best president in his lifetime? What percentage of his life would he say is happy? How many people had he had sex with, and what did he think about having sex with them? How often does he masturbate, and how? Is he religious? What are his favorite books? If he had a vulva, what would it look like?
Marlo, as a rule, does not trust strange urges to open up to people.
His parents wanted the best life possible for him and he's grateful for the work they did to ensure it. It was a privilege to be able to serve his country. He has not. Fourteen, maybe, he's not sure. Trust. He still isn't sure what he thinks of his PTSD diagnosis. Not Clinton. He doesn't know but maybe 70%? Two and it was fine but nothing special. Every couple of months; he doesn't know how to answer how. He is religious; he doesn't put any particular emphasis on the present tense but it is definitely a sentence in present tense. He likes Narnia. He can't say he's ever thought about it.
Lunchtime!
"You will not speak unless spoken to," Chris says at the beginning of lunch, and he is not spoken to.
He wouldn't have had much to contribute, anyway. The conversation consists of incomprehensible gossip about someone named Geoff Nagel, whom Chris seems to find personally offensive on every conceivable level.
Reasons Why Geoff Nagel Is Offensive, According To Chris:
--He thinks slaves should be treated like members of the family.
--He lets sheer sloppiness go uncorrected. (It appears that Chris has two categories, "sloppiness" and "perfection.")
--He recruits slaves who are clearly unsuited for the lifestyle and are traumatized by it.
--He sells to owners who want a girlfriend who can't say "no," not a slave.
--He punishes slaves when he wants to punish them instead of maintaining a consistent system of rewards and punishments.
--His slaves are poorly trained and unsuitable for anything but a handful of tasks. (The tasks go unnamed.)
--His slaves are not graceful.
--His slaves think that you should respect their preferences.
--His slaves require orders instead of being able to figure out what you want on their own.
--He speaks in California psychobabble.
--He thinks he's as good as Anderson.
Greta is efficient and businesslike.
She listens to his heart and lungs, takes hair and saliva and blood samples, asks him to pee in a cup, looks into his mouth and ears, takes his vital signs. She asks him about vaccinations, allergies, whether he uses sunscreen, whether he needs glasses, whether he's ever been hospitalized, how often he exercises and what he does, his family medical history. She asks him to do a series of stretches, to stand on one foot, to do as many jumping jacks as he can, to jump as high as possible.
He gets a flu shot every year. No allergies as far as he's aware. Uses sunscreen when it's bright out or there's snow but not otherwise. Doesn't need glasses. He was hospitalized sixteen months ago after his knee surgery. He was internationally adopted and doesn't know his family history. He exercises daily; he swims and lifts weights. He'd done other things prior to the surgery. He can't do all the stretches; he can stand on one foot but shouldn't stand on his right foot for long.
Greta kneels between his legs and inspects his genitalia with gloved fingers. She is as professional and cool about this as about every other part of the physical. "Healthy, no signs of trauma," she reports. She measures length and girth with a tape measure. "Any history of sexual dysfunction? Erectile dysfunction, anorgasmia, premature ejaculation...?"
Chris leaves and returns with a well-used strap.
He hits him across the back, hard, ten times. "For glancing at me when I told you to act like I wasn't there." Ten strikes. "For pausing before answering questions." Ten strikes. "For fidgeting." Ten strikes. "For failing to answer questions." Ten strikes.
He continues, listing off every minor flaw Marlo had today.
After dinner, Marlo has his hour of free time.
Chris is reading about accounting. He doesn't seem to be paying attention, but as Marlo has previously learned, Chris not seeming to be paying attention will not prevent him from giving you a twenty-minute explanation of all your inadequacies.
With the exception of the one hour in the evening, there is not a single moment for the next week that Marlo is not busy.
Chris approves the exercise routine Marlo was doing, with some modifications and some yoga. He adds a daily meditation practice-- ten minutes, on the theory that if Marlo was left alone with his thoughts for much longer he might explode. To build on Marlo's military background, Chris hires a specialist slave, Sensei Chen, to teach him martial arts for bodyguarding. Every inch of Chris's house is scrubbed, polished, waxed, and dusted several times over. Marlo cooks three meals a day. He memorizes innumerable details of protocol. He is drilled on forms of address and body positions until he can do them in his sleep. When Chris runs errands, he stands behind Chris's shoulder and holds his things. When Chris works, he stands at attention near his desk, ready to fetch whatever Chris may need. Mealtimes are spent being quizzed on everything from the proper way to clean silver to how Marlo would respond to his owner having a stalker.
On the third day, Chris gives Marlo a journal. "I expect you to write in it daily, at least two pages," he says. "I won't read it."
Chris is demanding, relentless, and perfectionist. Anything that is not done perfectly-- a mantel with a speck of dust, a stumble when he's carrying a package, a sentence with imperfect grammar, a kata or lift with slightly incorrect form-- must be redone. At one point, Marlo spends two hours walking into and out of the room until Chris is satisfied with how he did it. When Chris thinks Marlo should be doing better than he is-- and he often does-- his words are harsh: "lazy" and "disobedient" are joined by "arrogant," "willful," and "weak." If Marlo executes something flawlessly the first time, he earns a smile or a "good boy." Chris is visibly unhappy when he has to give an order to have something he wants accomplished; when Marlo correctly anticipates what is needed, Chris will not only praise him but sometimes even stroke his hair.
Though he extensively studies the etiquette of such encounters, Marlo does not encounter other slaves, owners, or trainers.
Every evening, after dinner, Marlo is hit, dozens of strokes, with the strap or a cane or a whip or Chris's bare hands. As he hits him, Chris explains every mistake Marlo made over the course of the day, every deviation from the behavior of a good slave. When the punishment is finished, Chris kisses his forehead and praises him, points out some details of Marlo's behavior that day that were particularly excellent, assures him that he has the potential to be a fine slave and that Chris is pleased with him. Unlike the first time, Marlo is clothed; also unlike the first time, Marlo is not given permission to masturbate.
He learns. Not just forms and terms of address, but how to tell when Chris wants him back quickly and when Chris wants him to do extra work, how to tell what Chris will want from him.
Arrogant and willful and weak join lazy and disobedient in echoing around his head when he pauses to let them. Medititation practice is taken up almost entirely with letting them. He writes two pages every day; sometimes he accomplishes this by copying out things he's trying to memorize, but he does accomplish it.
He learns to look forward to after dinner; the beatings hurt but he feels clean when they're finished, he glows when Chris tells him what he's done well. The echoing stops, at least until he does something wrong again, which inevitably he will.
He continues to not remember his dreams.
"There was water on one of the glasses." Chris spanks him. "You almost dropped a book." Spank. "You gave an incorrect answer about what to do if your master's guests demand contradictory things." Spank. "You covered your mouth when you opened it four times." Spank, spank, spank, spank.
Normally, Chris's style of punishment is to start as hard as possible and then get harder. But the spanking starts lightly, almost not painfully at all, and builds gradually, with the intent that Marlo will have endorphins floating through his system by the time there's any real pain.
It's much lighter than Chris usually uses, at the beginning. He tries not to read too much into that, or into the way Chris hits him harder as it goes on.
He doesn't think about the contact. About the warmth. Runner's high sets in after a few minutes and then he's not thinking about much of anything.
Chris continues to list off failings. Marlo's hair wasn't dry enough when he was done grooming in the morning. He made eye contact with Chris three times when his eyes were supposed to be downcast. He was unacceptably slow to answer a question. He made a noise when he was clearing the plates. The spanking is firm but not harsh, and calculated to be the pleasurable sort of pain.
He stops and places his hand on Marlo's red ass, strokes it, then spanks him again. "Your back arched when you were squatting."
"You've improved immensely since you first walked through that door and I think in seven weeks you shall be an excellent slave."
Chris strokes his ass gently and traces little circles on it, while murmuring about how Marlo is a good boy and a good slave and he makes Chris very proud.
He makes tiny little whimpering sounds and relaxes into the contact. (He's — overly sensitive because of the hitting — it's not actually any different from when Chris touches his hair, or after any other punishment, if Chris usually followed punishments with touching his back that would feel like this too — he doesn't think about the logical implications of that thought.)
(There are rocks less hard than Marlo is right now.)
When Chris kisses him his breath comes out a sob. The sentence takes him a moment to parse.
"— thank you Chris," he says, and gets up and walks to the bathroom on shaky legs and does not think.
It takes him about ten minutes to come back out, and he's obviously been crying.
The next few days continue mostly as they did before. Now, when Marlo does something well-- which he does more often, these days-- Chris hugs him, or kisses his forehead, or perhaps touches him on the shoulder, in addition to the usual praise.
In the evenings, Marlo is ordered to take off his pants and then spanked over Chris's knee. The spankings are harder than the first one, more like the way Chris hit him on his back. The strap is occasionally used. Afterwards, Chris touches his back and ass for a while, then gives him permission to masturbate; after Marlo masturbates, Chris holds him briefly, for ten or fifteen minutes, and gives him some specific praise.
Sometimes his thoughts go in directions he would prefer they didn't, when Chris touches him. It isn't about that — it isn't, it can't be, Chris's touch is bright and pure and clean, it can't be about that — those thoughts are obnoxious but not a real problem. He has other things to think about.
He still feels — unclean — when he finishes; it feels like a layer of grime settled into his skin, deep enough that no amount of washing can get it out. But the pain before is purifying and afterwards, when Chris holds him and tells him what he'd done well, that feels like purifying too.
He learns. He studies. He improves. He messes up less; he gets things right the first try more.
Anyone who knew him before and saw him now would say he was shining.
One of the side rooms has been outfitted with a massage table.
Chris pulls off his shirt in a businesslike fashion. His torso is the slim V of a swimmer; his pecs and abs are well-formed. A tattoo of a phoenix starts at his nipples and continues down under the waistband of his pants, its eyes in the center of his chest, its claws pointing directly between his legs. Red flames lick both sides of his stomach, encasing blue and red wings.
He takes off his pants. Underneath he's wearing a jockstrap that covers his genitals but otherwise leaves absolutely nothing to the imagination. The phoenix, it appears, is rising from gray ashes.
The tattoo design is gorgeous. He keeps his eyes where they belong.
He's roughly ninety percent sure he doesn't also need to take his own clothes off. He definitely doesn't know about this task to be able to anticipate what Chris will want him to do first; he waits for orders.
Chris lies on the massage bed. The jockstrap reveals his entire ass to Marlo's view. His upper arm has three V-shaped marks on it.
"You should begin by checking the client's back for cuts or abrasions that might make the massage unpleasant," Chris says, "and asking if they need any adjustments, such as a towel under their knees, to make them feel more comfortable. You will find massage oil in the upper right drawer of the table. Begin with an effleurage movement, to distribute the oil, warm up the skin, and allow the client to get used to your touch. Begin at the neck and run your hands all the way down my spine and back up."
Over the course of the next week and a half, Marlo spends six or seven hours massaging every inch of Chris's naked body except for the parts covered by his jockstrap.
Chris is, of course, also teaching Marlo massage skills. When you only have two months to perfect someone, it's important to make things serve more than one purpose.
"But, of course, there are more skills involved in being a body slave than the ones I have taught you so far, and we will concentrate on those more next month. Grooming and dressing your master. Attendance at parties. Sex," he adds, off-handedly, as if it were not the whole point of the conversation.
Chris calls Rachel, argues with her, calls in his favor, and schedules Marlo's first attempt at sexual service for tonight.
He tells Marlo to scrub the walls. He feels full of restless energy. He is too good at his job to let that make him pickier than usual.
About an hour before Rachel is scheduled to arrive, Chris says, "you should take your punishment now. Rachel may want to use you all night."
Oh — for just a second there he can almost operate on instinct, for just a second there kissing – someone – almost feels natural —the feeling fades after barely half a second, of course, but it was there — he runs his hands over her and lets So this is why Chris loves you echo around in his head.
He closes his eyes and — he dotes on you, you know, you're his favorite — remembers the way it feels when Chris touches his hair, remembers being held, remembers sleeping beside him remembers Chris's hands over his bruises — he's only vaguely aware of what his tongue is doing — you, he kisses. because, apparently, you are flawless — it hurts to sit down and Chris's hands are so warm afterwards — he's holding onto Rachel's thighs and moving exactly the way she showed him.
Okay — okay. He can do that. "Yes ma'am."
He puts the condom on and closes his eyes again and thinks about Chris, about Chris hitting him and about Chris holding him after he's hit and about Chris touching his hair and telling him he'd done well and about Chris kissing his forehead and saying I'm proud of you —
This he can do without being told how.
Then he'll be moving his hand the way she wants. He's only halfway aware of what's going on outside of his skull and given her instructions Rachel probably prefers it that way, but he can do as he's told and still be focusing on Chris telling him he's good, that he's done well, that —
— he holds himself back from the edge —
"The good news is that he can function sexually with men and women," Rachel says to Chris.
"That sounds like there's bad news."
"Having sex with Marlo as a woman," Rachel says, "is incredibly depressing."
"He didn't--" Chris said, not quite managing to hide the surprise in his voice.
"Of course not," Rachel says, "he was perfect, like you knew he would be. Utterly obedient, a quick learner, and smiling the entire time. It's just that he doesn't want to have sex with me. And not even in the hot way where I'm forcing him and he's humiliated, because he's one of yours, and so he does everything I say as soon as I say it without protesting."
"Wonderful."
"He just... has an air of wishing it would be over so he can take a shower."
"How am I going to sell that?" Chris says. "Selling a Kinsey 6 is worse than selling a Kinsey 0."
"You could sell him to a woman," Rachel says dubiously, "if she didn't want to have sex with him, or if she had a fetish for very obedient men who sort of want to vomit the entire time. --Oh, by the way, I told him you love him."
"What?!"
"You can't lie to me, Chris, I've known you since you were fourteen, and also you have a type."
"That is not my concern," Chris says, although it absolutely was his concern. "Matters are at a delicate stage with Marlo, I am picking apart a complicated web of self-deception and denial and internalized homophobia, and I don't need complicating--"
"Marlo is a sad kicked little puppy and I am not confident that anyone has ever loved him in his entire life," Rachel says. "He needs to know."
Chris glances at the clock. "This conversation has lasted too long, he'll think he did poorly and it will set back his training. Thank you for your assistance."
"Do you ever get tired," Rachel says to Chris's departing back, "of having training slaves instead of feelings?"
The room smells like her. Marlo desperately wants to take a shower, to get this — whatever feeling this is — off of him. He's still kneeling on the bed when Chris walks in.
(Chris loves you, runs through his mind unbidden. He dotes on you, you know.)
He keeps his eyes down even though he's burning to know what Chris's face looks like.
It's not like Marlo hasn't gotten to touch him before, but it's different now — different now that there's no task to learn, different now that he's letting his thoughts go any direction they want, different now that he knows — he's careful about it, putting his hands down lightly, only gradually increasing the pressure and moving them over Chris's chest.
Marlo thinks he loves him, but his feelings are half "having sex with a person he is attracted to for the first time in his entire life" and half "Chris has deliberately replaced Marlo's entire system of values and goals with the single overarching imperative to please Chris."
It's not a good time to mention that.
Goddamn.
If he stops having sex with Marlo now, it will be traumatizing and set back Marlo's ability to do sexual service by weeks. He is irritated at how grateful he is that that's the case.
He keeps his hands in Chris's hair, watches Chris's face — he can't really keep kissing him but he'd like to — Chris looks like he's in bliss, he's gorgeous all the time but he's especially gorgeous when he's relaxed like this — "You're beautiful," he murmurs, and runs his hands through Chris's hair.
Then Chris will go back to sucking him off.
Chris is present, fully, in the moment; his whole world has shrunk to the sounds Marlo makes and his hands in Chris'shair and the weight of his cock in Chris's mouth. The warm and comfortable feeling of being useful sinks into Chris's bones.
Without fully noticing, he shifts to the particular form of licking and kissing (hands behind the back, back slightly arched prettily, no excess spit) that the Marketplace calls 'worship'. Marlo has been taught to do it with boots and fingers but not with cocks.
Chris's form is, of course, flawless.
Chris wants to make him fall apart. Chris wants to fill Marlo and make him unable to think and make him lose himself in pleasure. Chris wants to control Marlo, to make him feel things; Chris wants to be Marlo's toy, a thing for Marlo to use; Chris wants to be his trusted servant, the only one allowed to have power over him because Marlo knows Chris will use it the way he wants. Chris wants Marlo to pet his hair and tell him he did well.
Chris wants to be good.
He adds a third finger
It takes a while. He presses his face into Chris's shoulder.
Sex with Chris felt clean. Sex has never in his life felt that way before — it had always been overwhelming and too-close and too-much and now he just feels warm and soft and melted — how long was he hurting himself — Chris is holding him and calling him good so it can't be that he'd deserved the hurt —
"Your auction is in a month. You will be sold. The most contact you will have with me is an email once a year on your vacations to update me on how you're doing. You may seek training with me again, if your master wants you to have some extra polish, or if you choose to between contracts. You may run into me at an event. But it is very possible that after a month from now we will never see each other again."
Well, that's not great.
He pauses and chooses his words carefully.
"The relationship between a trainer and a slave is... intimate. Particularly a first trainer. I will carry my trainer Anderson's voice with me for the rest of my life. Whenever I am impatient or want to cut a corner, I hear the way she says 'inadequate' inside my mind." He hesitates. "Rachel is perceptive. Particularly about me. And I have never lied to you."
Chris reaches out to him and holds him. "You see one side of me, as your trainer. A very... narrow, tailored side of me, designed to shape you into a certain person. It is not who I am in general. Because the relationship between a slave and a trainer is so intimate, and because there is so much of a trainer that a slave does not see, there are... taboos.
"You may speak freely and ask questions."
He's not sure he has anything that wouldn't be even more inappropriate.
"…does it get lonely?" he says, very carefully into Chris's shoulder. "You're around me most of the time and you can only show me one side of you — I understand why but —" and he cuts himself off before he can say anything he'll regret.
Chris doesn't know what Rachel wants from him.
He realizes, absently, that he had been dreading Marlo's auction. He keeps thinking of ways he could tell Marlo to stay. Chris could tell him he needs a full year of training to really refine his skills. (Marlo is already a fine novice slave.) Chris could buy his contract. (Chris'd be miserable as an owner.) Chris could train Marlo as a trainer. (Marlo would be miserable as a trainer.) They could be egalitarian. (Chris has never once in his life been interested in a relationship without power.) Marlo could own him. (Marlo could never own him.) They could be sold to the same house. (Marlo would feel lost in a big house without a specific person to serve.) He could kneel before Marlo and beg him to stay and promise that he doesn't know how it would work but they could figure something out.
He can hear Anderson's voice lecturing him about the importance of emotional distance and mysteriousness. Useless, useless, failure of a trainer.
What was Rachel playing at, telling Marlo?
"I am emotionally compromised and fear I will be unable to continue your training to a high standard. I would recommend continuing your training with the Seladors, with whom I usually work. They are excellent trainers. Even if you had continued with me, you would have worked at least with Grendel and Jack, as there are certain sexual skills it is easier to teach when one's cock is not made out of plastic."
"I want to devote myself utterly to your happiness. I want to train you until you are the most perfect slave the world has ever seen. I want to show you off at an Academy. I want to lend you out so other people can see how amazing you are. --And I want to sink down on my knees before you and call you sir and have you cane me until I bleed."
"I love you." He twirls Marlo's hair around his finger. "There are-- options, if you go to Alex and Grendel's. You get vacation time. You can send emails. You can put in your contract that you have to be allowed to talk to me regularly... It's too bad you'd be absolutely miserable at any house that would buy me."
He still doesn't remember more than flashes of what he'd dreamed about, but when he wakes up he's warm and comfortable and in Chris's arms.
It's 5:53. He watches Chris's face for seven minutes, and then gets out of bed as carefully as he can and gets started making breakfast and coffee.
Breakfast!
"If Anderson approves," he says, "I think the best thing would be for me to buy you. 'Something' is not a recognized kind of person in the Marketplace, and you'd be an atrocious trainer and a worse spotter. It'd add to my debt but that can't be helped and I'm not going to pay it off for decades anyway."
"I don't know how well you'd do at Alex and Grendel's, you'd have to play a role in the training of the novices but you might do fine with teaching them self-defense and helping Rachel teach them to clean and so on and letting me handle the punishments. --You can speak freely and ask questions, you are for now a free person."
"As much as I'd like to spend the next year honing you into the pinnacle of slave perfection, I don't much fancy adding another year's worth of rent and food to my debt with Anderson, and so I am going to have to train. So we talk Grendel and Alex into hiring you on, or I train independently, and either way you'll end up having to help. --Quite selfishly, I'd like you as my assistant, if Anderson lets me be a slave and you're my assistant we can arrange to be sold together."
"If Anderson approves," he doesn't say.
"If you don't get tired of having a master who is, himself, a slave," he doesn't say.
"You could have had a year with me anyway," he says, "if you were a bit less naturally talented. If not for the sex issue you would have been a fine novice slave in a week."
Chris doesn't act like he notices but his fingers curl around Marlo's.
"He runs the stable. He's very... aggressive. He'll humiliate you and beat the shit out of you and shove his giant cock up your ass till you squeal. --Not, of course, without my permission, which I am not inclined to give unless you'd rather like to be beaten and raped."
Chris has seen Marlo blushing before; it isn't a surprise how he looks when he was not expecting something to be that hot.
(He was. Maybe not being perfectly truthful with himself, a moment ago. He puts that thought aside for later, not for forever, because he's not doing that anymore but he doesn't actually have to deal with it right this moment.)