He is not staying here any longer than he has to. He is not going to fucking stay here, no way. He's been through too much to languish as a sacrificial lamb in the eighth circle of hell while an archdevil goes on a rampage. Cania's for traitors. And he's not one. He was loyal until the day he - well, not died. Was banished. And he doesn't deserve to be here.
He'll find a way out. Eventually. And then someone's going to have a very bad day.
But he's not thinking about that right now. He's thinking that he's pretty sure some vital parts are going to turn blue and fall off from the cold, so he's picked the warmest of his available frigid options to try and plan his next move. He'll take the bar with the dragon. He opens the door -
...
And this is not the bar with the dragon. It's much, much warmer.
His head screams trap, but he can't bring himself to close the door and walk away. Inside he goes, shivering. Warmth.
Well. It might be magic. He wouldn't really care if it was. He's been through a lot, lately. He doesn't even give the exploding stars a second glance, just thinks, Oh look more weird shit and then hopes to Tymora he won't need to kill another dracolich.
Warmth warmth warmth. He warms up. While looking around for the catch, because this is definitely a trap, or some kind of illusion. Something's about to eat his brain. Do mindflayers go to hell? Who even knows. Maybe.
He has to start peeling off layers if he wants to be comfortable. He considers, and then decides against it, and instead steps away from the fire to get to investigating. If this is a very well-made illusion, he doesn't want to actually cause himself to freeze to death if he's wandering around a tundra. Can someone die in hell? He doesn't know. He hasn't asked. Probably.
He investigates. No bartender, but the bar's too small for a dragon, so that's - nice. He guesses. No dragon bartender this time. Slightly less weird to go with his morning breakfast, he'll take it. Is there a note at the bar? 'Back in five minutes' maybe?
The bar is the bartender.
Okay.
"What would it cost me?" he wonders, because with illusions sometimes you have to play along to find the catch. And sometimes playing along draws you deeper and deeper and deeper until there's no way out and someone comes across your skeleton centuries later...
"Can I depart to places that aren't where I last left? And how do you do the time-stop thing, please tell me this isn't a wizard's bar, I don't want to deal with another crazy wizard that's upset about people existing nearby and wants to express this with, with, what was it last time, fire breathing frog people I think."
If another patron holds the door for you, you may exit to their world instead. I do not do the time-stop thing; it is a property of the door. And I can't even remember the last time fire-breathing frog people visited, but if they did and they troubled you in some violent way within the main bar area Security would apprehend them.
"Okay."
How does one crack an illusion? Usually by pointing out the leaps in logic, he thinks. Or asking for information it can't provide.
"Is there a library in here somwhere, or is it just the drinks?"
"Can I have a book on," what does he need, that hell can't get him, "the doctrines for new clerics of," least hellish god he can think of, "Lathander?"
Shit that's too common, that's easy, he needs to pick something weirder, more there-is-no-way-you-could-get-this-
Can't be something he actually knows by heart because he's probably a focus for this, has to be something not common but something he doesn't know and can recognize.
... This is hard. He flips through the book on Guidelines and Fables while he thinks.
Then he asks for the blueprints for the Valsharess's palace. Could he recognize it? Yeah. He did storm the place and then get banished in the throne room of it. Does he know it at all? Hell no. Is it damned uncommon? Ha. He suspects anyone that actually had the plans in the Underdark would be killed, let alone anyone on the surface even knowing about it.
What was that book of poetry Valen liked...? Some weird little book from some weird little place that's far far away that Valen picked up while in Sigil?
He names the author and the book out of some cobweb filled corner of his mind.
He finds that poem Valen turned into a song and hummed when he was bored and. Has a problem with his eyes blurring and hastily puts the book back on the bar before he gets too caught up in - in - his various amounts of trauma. Yes. Let's not deal with his various amounts of trauma. Later, maybe. Get a tiny house in the middle of nowhere and sob for days or something.
He can't think about what new book to test the bar on, though. So he just - talks.
"So if this is for real, how come no one's ever heard of it before? You'd think someone would have."
Well. Maybe not everyone in the plane of shadow. But the Underdark and hell? Definitely.
But then again, that's awfully convenient, if there's one thing bad guys are good at it's finding inconvenient truths and twisting them to their advantage to try to end the world, maybe, or take over the world.
Yeah, okay, he doesn't have the head for this right now, he's stuck on the trauma.
"Can you please prove you're not an illusion or something, because I just came from hell and the most likely thing you are is an illusion," he says, a bit plaintively.
Yeah okay, that works.
He stares at the woodgrain, looking for little flaws or repeats or slightly off edges or blurry bits or things that change just a little bit when you look away -
...
Nothing. All the same. Detailed and woodgrain-like.
"Excuse me a minute," he says, and he gets up and inspects everything else in the bar, for the itty bitty obsessive details. Are they right? Do they move? Do they repeat? Do they make sense?
Yes, no, no, and yes.
Well.
He sits at the bar again.
"So this is actually just a, a, a bar. That borrows doors."
And then very carefully he supports his head on the bar and mutters, "Tymora, I will never ever say you never got me anything."
Pause.
"I'll have that drink now, if and only if it won't addict me to anything or take my soul or turn me into a slave or a rabbit or teleport me to Mephistopheles naked or anything else I wouldn't appreciate." Hey, it's the devil side of hell, they're sticklers for rules.
...
Sip?
...
Mmmm delicious. But he could put it down and walk away, no problem. Sip.
After several minutes of this he calms down enough to peel off three of his jackets, stashing them in a booth and drinking his cider. It has been too damn long since he could do this. It's fantastic.
"... Um. Well, this is Milliways, apparently. And apparently the door will take you right back to where you were and time's paused while you're away." Pause. "And it's not an illusion, I checked, wood grain all makes sense and the bar can get you books and they have information that's actually information instead of gibberish. And none of the information came from me."
"I haven't really had to deal with many illusions," he says. Because he hasn't. Just being turned to stone or fighting vampires or sneaking into kobold lairs or helping golems negotiate or helping crazy cursed people become un-cursed - "But, maybe wistful thinking on my part, but I would really like it to be real."
"With the illusions I'm used to on Toril, it was the little details that were where you saw through it. Repeats in little things that wouldn't repeat in ordinary circumstances, or logic that didn't quite make sense while your head was all fuzzy and you stopped to think about it, or - I mean, I don't have a lot of experience with it. I'm not an expert on the subject. But I keep not getting tricked by the few illusions I've been up against, so it seems to work okay." Pause. "Unless of course this is an illusion, and then I will have my words with a side of mead to drown my sorrows."
....
Ugh nevermind now he has to work to go save it, that's his home. Smalltalk to find out what she has, do not mention the archdevil. He will have exactly zero helpful people if he says that he wants to stop an archdevil.
"So um, I'm Veron, my job description seems to be adventuring now because I keep tripping over adventures and handling them competently. What do you do?"
(Though he prods at the mental techniques The Seer walked him through for resisting mind tampering. Up they go. Safety.)
"Is it a specialty school or something?"
There's a pattern to it. In the middle of combat it'd probably be hard to find the weak points in his defenses, but sitting in a bar in peace and quiet gives her all of the time in the world to find them. And there are weaknesses.
They might need vocabulary for this. Veron doesn't have any to speak of.
(There is an undercurrent of 'they were about to be under attack against a force that would likely completely crush them and kill everyone involved that was on the losing side.')
Wasn't there a way to detect someone reading his mind? He could have sworn there was a way to detect someone reading his mind, he just can't recall what it was, it was all - practicality. This is what you need to know so an illithid doesn't turn your brain into goo.
He is doing this in this sort of way for the slippery in "directions," it involves this hard-to-put-into-words-thing, and then to make it switch "directions" he just does the same thing, but from a different "start" point, like this, see? And he can switch that periodically. It takes a bit of concentration, but it'd be worth it to keep someone out that he wants out.
Right, bit too much, out of his head please, he'll explain this out loud. It'll make more sense that way. Also he can skip over the things he would like to skip over.
(He was briefly a slave, for instance, that was unpleasant.)
"Oh, that - makes sense. And is very reasonable. Yes, thanks, I had actually just thought 'please stop reading me.'" (Shield back up, because practice and like. He will not just be coasting on friendly feelings anymore, he will actually be thinking.) "Sorry about that. I sort of am? It didn't exactly happen on purpose. My teacher took me in because I had nowhere to go, and he sort of taught a school for adventurers. And then some kobolds broke into the school and stole some things and since I was the, uh, most competent student there," and most able to steal something back without getting caught, "and my teacher was gravely injured, I got asked to try and fetch them. And it uh. All kind of spiralled from there and the next thing I know I'm talking to a dragon."
"I mean he was actually quite a cordial dragon, if completely terrifying. But yeah. Turned out one of the stolen things was the key to, uh, turning on a flying magic city and that a medusa wanted it to take over the world, I - think. She wouldn't have managed it, probably, but would have broken lots of things. And adventures happened and I ended up as the only person in the flying city that wasn't, well, terrible. So um. Yeah. I stopped her, and got trapped in the plane of shadow for my trouble for - I'm not sure how long. When I got out and back in Toril I sort of landed in a warzone where I got guilted into helping with a dungeon that was spitting out terrible things at the people above, because everyone else that was supposed to help with that problem stupidly ran in unprepared like idiots and got themselves killed. And then I was put under a geas and had to help with a slightly hopeless if very well motivated war effort and kill a magic queen and I think you see the pattern to my life."
"I had a talking sentient sword for a while. 'Til I helped get him put into a golem, because he'd be happier that way. I built the golem on an island of golems that were having a civil war over whether to continue to listen to the doctrines of an absent master or go their own way with free will. Just. Things like that?"
"Yeah, me too. Poor guy was trapped in a room with a bunch of undead for decades until I went and picked him up." Pause. "I hadn't touched anything in the room until he started talking, because the undead were - not sleeping, but they were not moving and there was a warning about not stealing anything in the room or I'd face their wrath, so. But then trapped person, aaaaand... Yeah. That was fun. But now he has a body and doesn't need rescue from rooms, he can just save himself."
"Rogue. Not one of the greedy ones that steal everything not nailed down, I should clarify, more the type to scout out an area and then disarm all of the traps and then find the thing that's upset everyone present and solve the problem without causing a fight. If I can manage it. Which sometimes I can't, but, eh."
"Right, well, I spent a lot of time on the plane of shadows. And, uh, if you spend long enough on the plane of shadows it'll start to make you into, er, something else. So I am part human and part something else. The something else isn't murderous or anything, just - now I have perfect darkvision and can do some things with shadows. I can sort of teleport short distances, and summon a, uh, friend of mine to help me out if I need it. There's some other things, but those are a bit harder to explain."
"It is! I mean, mostly, looking at bright light's actually a bit uncomfortable now, and the shadow plane becomes a bit creepier when you understand some of the whispers that you can hear, and if I were to go there again and stay longer I'd start to pick up on more of the downsides so I have to stay far far away from there, even though arguably I'm at my most powerful on the plane of shadow."
"Depends on which part of the plane you're on. There's - nice neighborhoods and nasty neighborhoods, I suppose is the term. Sometimes it was, uh, detailed descriptions of what it's like to be at the part of the transformation where your skin starts getting peeled off like a snake skin for new shadow skin, sometimes it's creepy threatening whispers, sometimes these weird attempts to lead me into traps, sometimes genuinely trying to help me... They vary a lot."
"The main way I saw was groups of people that went to the shadow plane together, and then they tended to stick together and keep everyone they don't like away from their turf. Then there's an entire system with shadow lords that hold estates and control certain areas. I um. Am technically one of them. Honorary shadow lord."
"I could technically try to conquer my neighbors if I wanted to, but I really, really don't. So - kind of like a warlord, I guess? With the new warlord getting picked based off who defeated the last."
"I don't feel very qualified. I - figured out a maze of shadow portals, killed the maniac in charge, this doesn't qualify me for being in charge of what he had, it means I'm good at problem solving and killing people. I have zero training or experience in managing anything and don't have any cultural context of or loyalty to the plane of shadow. I feel like there are really better people available, they just - didn't do what I did."
"Yeah. And he is actually very good at it," he assures. "I might be tempted to stick around if he wasn't very good at it, for the sake of the estate. But it was definitely improving and becoming nice to live in. For a shadow-person. And no one can technically take over if I'm still alive and obviously in charge and just not present. They could muscle in on my territory, but it would be generally frowned upon because - tradition, something something. Fair combat and whatnot. I get the impression that Ksxksskrth would have a bit more trouble if, say, he were the lord, while he was present and easy to assassinate."
"Sort of a series of them. I needed to talk to them to see if I could convince them to not join in on opposing side of the war on the basis that mind flayers are scary, and then the elder brain refused to talk to me while I had the helmet on and V- one of my companions promised to hit me over the head and carry me out to someone that could maybe fix me if I started drooling, and, uh. The magical item they wanted was a mirror that would help them quite a lot, and - they're - uh. Slavers doesn't quite do it justice, every illithid owns at least two mind-broken slaves, and that is considered very pathetic for the amount of slaves one has with them. They kept people in these - these giant pens, I don't even know if they ever got to, be themselves for any period of time. And I didn't want them to gain any more power than they had, even if it meant I'd need to fight them, because I mean. I'm - I have practice at dealing with the-kind-of-weird-that-can-do-terrible-
"Yeah." Pause. "And then I and my companions agreed that actually fighting them there when we were right next to their physically defenseless leader and had the helmets on and ready to go was much preferable to later when they'd be fitted for war, and that was how we razed a city. After, uh, setting everyone free that we could."