"Someone was looking for you," a drunk, muscular man applying some paint to his fingernails says to Belmarniss as she walks by. "Drow girl."
It's crowded. A couple of people were just thrown out for fighting and now a table is overturned and someone's purse is missing; the furious proprietor is threatening everyone in sight who doesn't look rich, and attempting to appease the ones who do.
In a corner there are some familiar people. Hagan's face is covered like it always is in the city. Fazil's priest robes indicate he's levelled. Mahdi is observing the kerfuffle with great enjoyment.
They close the door and Alarm the room and sweep for invisible people.
"So this started about four months ago with a contract to rescue some sailors taken prisoner when their vessel was hijacked by pirates. One of them was minor Taldoran nobility. We went out for them and found an operation that was much more sophisticated than we expected, and not one but four vaguely important Taldoran people. Barely made it out, with only two of them alive and one raiseable body so we take them home and learn from their parents that they'd been being blackmailed for money and apparently-innocuous favors. Playing with foreign poltics is a good way to get yourself killed, so we tried to decline to get involved, but the angry relatives of the initial contract - he was dead and gone - threatened us with criminal charges. So here we are, doing antipiracy work for Taldor until they've calmed down and we can plead urgent business elsewhere."
"And they're oddly organized pirates. Operations here and in Absalom and in Taldor and in Cheliax, much better funding - much better magic items - than they could possibly be getting off, uh, legitimate piracy. The woman we're after was arrested with six men, and they were all broken out a week after sentencing."
"Depends where it is, actually? If it's in Taldor we would probably end up parting with most of it in the course of getting them to drop their spurious charges. If it's here we'll just get a flat 15% finder's fee but it wouldn't be complicated. If it's elsewhere I don't know. We haven't travelled to Cheliax as part of this whole mess yet, despite some of the pirates clearly originating there, and I'm hoping we won't have to."
"My family'll be there. Of course I'd like to make Axis. But - I think people ought to do good, if they can, and have faith that it'll work out however it's meant to. Maybe I'll end up down to neutral once I've retired, or someday need to do something counted Evil, or maybe they need me in Heaven, in which case I don't want to try to arrange to be unavailable."
"I don't know. I think there's some, at higher levels, with the sort of complicated stuff we're getting into. Abadar has part of himself in Osirion, right, reading policy papers and listening to debates and all that - I don't think the gods make arrangements with a specific destiny in mind, but I expect they know what tools are available to them."
"When I was very young I ran into the man who is now the Grand Vizier Of Internal Affairs picking his nose. I immediately backed away, but he turned around, and saw me. My face is etched in his memory, and his in mine; I will always recall the chilling hatred with which he looked at me before I vanished into the crowd. I am the only one who knows his shameful secret, and if he ever sees me again he'll surely have me killed."
Some practical ones: was she associated with such and such hostage-takings and maritime disasters and exchanges with various authorities.
Did she know about the escape of her confederates? Why didn't they come for her?
Who was paying them? Is she safe here from whoever was paying them?
Where's the treasure?
"Man, I have complicated feelings about what literally everybody decides to do with their lives, maybe all their other options were worse or something. It does sound like it sucks for you to be here but I hear they have an eighty-eight percent success rate and I assume that means Axis, you probably have an even better chance of getting that or Boneyard or Maelstrom. Or Nirvana if you get a decent advocate."
"One of the boys who got captured, thus arranging their way out and not mine, but then why kill me? People we'd screwed over recently -" she lists some, counting off her fingers. "Thought it might be the Osirians, if they wanted something from me, but they haven't done anything but stick me in their stupid monastery and give me some lectures about womanhood and lawfulness and obedience and so on."
"Think about it. If we go to the government now, we get told to stay out of it, we retire, you have to sell scrying for the rest of your life. We go track these pirates down and learn why everyone in the Inner Sea is paying them, you make ninth level, you get to sell Teleports instead -"
"Some, though there's lots of political drama all the time so it fluctuates. I'm not certain how all the underdark borders match up with the surface - for one thing there are caves under the sea some places - so I couldn't tell you if we're even over drow or something else here, let alone whether, if drow, they're from Nemret Noktoria or Shraen or Shazeun. Though it'd be one of those unless something major's happened in the last few years."
"Nemret Noktoria and Shraen and Shazeun all at various times managed productive trade relations with Noctimar, where I'm from. Whatever your best practices are for trading with chaotic and/or evil people might work and you could maybe sell 'look, Abadar is just majorly into trade' as a justification to anybody suspicious of Osirians sniffing around downstairs."
"For my oldest sister we had a widowed neighbor - neighbor was ideal because she could still watch the younger kids - and then by the time my second sister needed arrangements I was better established in the church and could mention her to people. Got her settled and then started my life as an adventurer."
"Not all, and more girls than boys - probably a similar number of boys are born sorcerers but fewer make it to the point of casting spells since that's not a main filter on 'em. My mother got it from her dad's side and didn't know a formal name for it and just called herself a cunning sorcerer."
"If every woman in Osirion suddenly became as smart as the men - but nobody announced this - how would you notice? And let's not assume they're any physically stronger. Drow men are physically stronger and that hasn't collapsed the whole business. Likelihood of being magic is confounded all to hell, I assume you've got equal numbers of sorcerers but you don't send your girls to wizard school and who knows how Abadar's picking clerics but it's actually not so skewed overseas."
"So let's say that inclination to do risky high-return things is heritable. A man who becomes an adventurer, in Avistan, can father, what, a hundred children? They go to whorehouses constantly, they have woman lovers in every city, they leave families behind when they get bored - they're going to have lots of children with those same traits that made them like that. This isn't true for women, women adventurers probably have fewer children than women who stay at home and get married. This goes on long enough and you get men loving risk and women mostly not, both of them just doing the things their grandparents did."
"I think people mostly inherit traits from their same-sex parent but I'm not actually an expert on this, just read a paper on it once. A fairly speculative paper though it had some interesting things on its side, like orphaned children from different immigrant groups having different propensities to lawlessness."
"You're not a random cleric, though, right, what percentage make eighth level? One in three hundred? And there's a sense in which Abadar picked you from the entire population of Osirion entirely on merit, making you one in a couple hundred thousand. He has to pick the pharaoh from a much smaller population than that. Probably he's still very meritorious because he can Wish himself smarter than me and wiser than you and then stack that with the fanciest headband and that'll do well for most anyone."
" - but I think they're different than the limitations human kings have. Gods don't go to lengths to stay in power or crush their rivals for the throne or become a lich or unexpectedly have a change of heart - in a good direction or a bad one - I think it'd be an error to assume the pharaoh can be lobbied to change his mind on, say, charitable healing services, and I think it's the same error to assume he's using his time on pretty girls just because that's what some humans would do."
Each verse is about a different beloved worshiper of Nocticula's meeting her in the Abyss and getting rewarded for their service. The seventh verse is about her smuggling them all out of the Abyss with her in light of her alignment change. They are smuggled out under her clothes and keep distracting her.
"It can be either or both! I have gotten both 'what even the hell are you' and 'who's escorting you, miss, we'll be happy to show you to a room as soon as he's here', plus 'aren't you that kind of elf where the women are crazy, get out of here'. But the Onyx guy has a sign up with prices, and I said 'how much for a room', and he said 'I have a sign, don't waste my time' and I immediately put down a week's worth in advance including breakfast and dinner because you have to reward that sort of thing."
"I found her near the road from Sothis down the coast, when I was a kid. They also sell them, but you wanna make sure you get something that likes the climate, you know? If someone imported it from the Mwangi Expanse it's going to be real pissy all the time about the weather."
"Nah. Snakes have really clear body language, they'll let you know if they've got an issue with you. Just got to get to know them. ...take this with a grain of salt, I've never met an animal I couldn't talk around and I assume most people do not have this experience or they wouldn't be so bewildered by their misbehaving pets."
"I think lots of people can't read their animals so they don't understand why they're behaving however they're behaving and don't know how to change it. But if you have a little bit of an instinct for it or help from someone more experienced it's easy to get, like, a snake or a working dog to a state where you're really glad you have them, and possible to get there even with animals that are stupider or more work."
"She can't track all of what's going on, right, nothing subtle or mostly established by talking, and she's got no problem hurting anyone who's actively attacking us but if they aren't then I'd just be telling her, hey, that person standing there doing nothing wrong, and I think it'd be confusing."
"I don't think so? Like, she's got some rules, like, monsters are okay, animals are okay, humanoids are right out unless she's defending herself, and then she's not gonna understand something like 'this person is threatening our life in a way that doesn't involve pulling a weapon at all' but she can understand that the rule wasn't followed."
"Usually it's pretty noticeable as soon as you try to solve some problems together but I guess if you ...lose your temper on someone and stab their kid and then dump a lot of money on a temple to cover it I'd change my mind? There was one guy who seemed pretty okay until he started making fun of his pregnant girlfriend for writing him a letter..."
"Letter said, uh, 'love you dearly and hope you are safe and successful. the stove stopped working and we are buying another, which means we had to dip into the money for the midwife. can you send more? we got a discount on the stove so it will be only two gold.' He read it aloud eight times in different voices so I remember it."
"Just always having to be on the lookout for a backstab. Bad enough trying to have any friends. Even the girls who're actually nice have their moms breathing down their necks. If I'd decided to stay down there and buy some dude that wouldn't have been totally risk free but at least the dominant narrative would be that he was mine and didn't have to listen to anybody but me so I'd only have to watch out for actually antagonizing him personally."
"Oh, accidentally releasing a plague god into the world, nearly starting a planar war... Like, most gods either they're horrifying or my attitude toward them is 'have you considered doing more things ever' but I feel like it's fairly reasonable for Desna to not be seriously considering doing more things ever."
"If no one in fact ever reads it, that's, like, better than the alternative, but as far as I know there is not any system in place to prevent it, and if there actually is one, it should be better advertised and the people giving the classes holding this up as an example of Abadar's alignment with mortal values should not look confused at me when I cite the mortal value of privacy."
"Some of it may be involuntary. This appears in a lengthy chart in Abadar's impolite archive of all mortal media output wherein I examine the pros and cons of becoming a god. If you wanna, like, ask for me, if you ever get somewhat more freeform answers than 'yes here's two of Cure Light Reputational Wounds'..."
"I'm not aware of any other drow around at this time and you'd think someone would have mistaken me for any such persons by now. Also, like, are you actually allowed to just insure anything you want, whether people can tell you'll sue them about it or not? That cactus over there, say, suppose I had a cactus resurrection spell, can I insure the cactus and go after whoever knocks it down for target practice -"
"You don't need create water, sure. But - what do clerics have - comprehend languages, you get that one, you're never gonna want that again? I am despite my extremely pathetic efforts aimed at an infinitely explorable wilderness, reportedly very pretty, which would have me unable to explore it via flight! It's a ripoff!"
"If there were some means for you to donate your spells to worthier causes I'd imagine you'd use that responsibly. They're not exactly efficiently allocated, you don't get more in emergencies or fewer when you're planning to be distracted when it's coming up on bedtime and realize you haven't even used them all, there's no refund if you prep something just in case and it doesn't come up."
"Leave them to your grandkids or something. They could sell them in raw form, that'd be very commerce-y. I'm imagining little electrum coins with level numbers on them. That glow. And then every now and then just like we can now we could keep some back, I can fly, you can... do something fun, do you have anything fun? Do clerics get to have fun besides linguistics related fun? You can have linguistics related fun."
"I'm not knocking the cleric shtick. I'm honestly very put out that I can't heal, I would absolutely make a routine of swinging by some tolerable temple to dump healing spells on people at the end of any day I didn't use them up. But I don't think I'd be good at casting from wisdom and I'm not clear on how to manage the profession without finding at least one deity somewhere north of 'tolerable'."
"Her father had arranged the body doubles being disguised high level Osirian adventurers because they kept dying and no one wanted the job. But we'd all take it if he'd cover the insurance, and most of the assassination attempts were distinctly nonlethal to high level adventurers anyway. - unbeknownst to her father the princess had a secret lover and unbeknownst to the body doubles he liked to pop in and surprise her. Took a while to figure out that he wasn't an assassin and then a while after that to communicate that he had the wrong person but I'm not complaining."
"I did look up existing writing on related concepts, actually. Uh, in particular, there was a paper in last month's Prices telling the story of a series of agreements between a corrupt and slightly fraudulent businessman and one bank that continued working with him after he'd defrauded them in the past and defrauded lots of other banks and generally established himself to be a terrible credit risk. They charged him exorbitant fees for the privilege, and he didn't steal their money."
"I think once you have anybody buying your grain or whatever you should point out the price'll go up if shipments get stolen. Even if they like being chaotic evil nobody wants to maximize that at the expense of their own convenience in every aspect of their life, you could wind up with drow preventing each other from stealing shit so they can keep buying at nice predictable prices."
"Lotta rules for the slaves - that's most of it - but also you're not allowed to murder random people, just your dependents, within the space of a town, and they won't care much about stolen stuff unless it's a slow day but they'll bother about stolen - or 'borrowed' - men or slaves. There's treason laws, can't tote down a paladin and give them a shot at your neighbors in exchange for immunity or anything like that. No poisoning the water."
"Not the same way people here do? It's not a matter of protecting their reputations, it's a matter of not getting their moms or wives angry. If a guy's mom or wife will take his word for it he wasn't sleeping around and he doesn't think anybody wants to fuck with her through him, he's fine to do whatever, so it depends on the family."
"I mean - people value a lot of things in a spouse, including their reputation and their character and their job prospects and their finances. These trade off to some extent, right, like a rich man of known dreadful character might have as many options as a poor one of sterling character. But they trade off imperfectly, and in general I'd expect that the sort of people who will marry a poor man of good character are more my sort than the ones who'll marry a rich man with a scandalous reputation. Even though I am going to be a rich man. With -" sigh - "something of a mixed reputation."
"I worked in the church for ten years. I was blessed at fourteen, I was twenty-four when my younger sister was married. I - didn't feel like it was what I was meant to do with the rest of my life. Abadar didn't directly say anything but gave me a cleric level on my very first adventure, which seemed suggestive."
"'s not compulsive, it's very premeditated. Hmmm.
Once upon a time in the age of prophecy, there was a princess, and when she was born it was prophecied that every man to know her would cause her harm beyond imagining. Wanting to protect her from this, her father ordered her walled up in a cloistered tower where she would never meet a man and none could hurt her. And he loved her, so he ordered it made beautiful and full of life, with slaves and musicians and exotic foods and beautiful silks and everything a person could desire, and she lived in luxury for all of her days, and the king lived a long long life and grew very old, and on his deathbed he visited his daughter and he said to her, 'my beloved one, I dare now to dream that we have subverted fate, for you have lived in joy and contentment and safety and never had a husband and never come to harm, and you grow old, still safe, and so the prophecy was false.'
'Oh, jailor', she said, 'no it wasn't.'
That's my story."
"Well, yes, one way or another - we can turn it off, space things out, it's kind of a lengthy process to toggle either way but people do it a few times over the course of their lives. But it's usually motivated infertility. I don't have a ton of brothers and sisters, my mom was a softie."
"Either grandma or the great-aunt. They'd been pestering her to get married again, she wouldn't do it, kept doing stupid things with her money so she could plead inadequate finances, stalling and stalling. Eventually came to an open screaming match. I don't know which one of them did it."
"So the world orbits the sun. It's hard to get an intuition for it because it only works the way it does since they're both absurdly big and absurdly far away. The seasons are caused by the world being tilted with respect to the sun, which affects how the light hits it, and light hits different places on the surface of the earth at different times, so if it's noon in Sothis it's going to be noon in a bunch of other places -" he makes himself an illustrative illusion to help - "on a line, like this. And as it stops being noon, the shadows get longer. To figure out where someone is you need to be able to measure how long a shadow is in the scry, and it needs to be the shadow of something whose height you approximately know - like a person. Then you can calculate how far past noon it is, where they are, and then you can draw a line that shows all the places they could be."
"It's not relevant to tracking the shadows but the force that makes the planets orbit the sun is the downforce. Like the way a marble will spin and spin and spin around a funnel, except that the marble's losing some energy to the funnel and the planets aren't losing any to anything since they're in space."
"Most people don't do seventy years of it but I doubled up on magic and took lots of electives and tutoring sessions and stuff, I was very bookish as a girl and my mother was by this point trying to avoid having husband amounts of money and would pay my way into any class I wanted."
"That's actually not the winning strategy for slaves downstairs, I think, but maybe that's just because we have fewer rules about not randomly murdering 'em. The safe relatively well treated slaves have lots of people who know them and their skills and when to expect 'em to show up."
"We have a signed language you can do into the palm of someone's hand -" he takes Hagan's and demonstrates - "danger, still, leave immediately, cast buffs, attacking in ten seconds.
Uh. If you're comfortable with that. If not we can do a tap on the shoulder means retreat somewhere we can whisper -"
"Any cleric who has a good track record of service to the church is eligible for an appointment - ah, any male cleric, at least. In practice if you never picked up a level past your first that'll probably be prohibitive, but fifth, sixth, that's not very notable, and only a few of them are ninth or tenth. There aren't very many clerics of eighth level or higher. Seventy clerics of Abadar in Osirion are eighth level or higher, last I heard, and some of them are women or retired. It'd be very restrictive if you had to pick all twelve bishops and four archbishops from that."
"The slaves do not possess currency and drow are almost never doing unskilled labor and if they do it's in some situation where most of their value add is in being a drow instead of a slave. A relatively poor single drow lady who has been between jobs for a while can almost certainly still eat because the ones who'd be between jobs for a while and squander their savings and be on bad terms with their moms do not make it to adulthood. But some relatively poor single drow lady who doesn't own her home, not making much cash in her capacity as an... overseer or restaurateur or something... spends maybe half her after-rent income on food? And with a high mushroom to other ratio."
"I don't have a normal sounding guess. Abnormal sounding guesses - his shipmates tolerate this because he has some indispensable ability. Candle is in fact magic, safe, reusable, etcetera, and just looks like a candle for aesthetic reasons. His girlfriend has a crystal ball and likes to watch him sleep. He has some oddball magic that involves waking up in the middle of the night with useful dreams he has to write down right away before he forgets them. He is a quarter some nocturnal species and can't sleep in the dark. The idea is that if someone storms the ship the candle gets knocked over on no prep time and ignites a keg of explosives and they all wake up in a temple with their benefactors with the evidence sunk to the bottom of the sea."
"Okay, does it have to be Sothis one reports in to, there's temples all over the place. Shall we emplace you in a foreign country and collect you if there is appropriately overseas work to be done. Should I slip your mom five gold and make up something about, uh, diplomatic immunity, at anybody viewing you crosseyed. Should we buy a Hat of Disguise - or do you still have that one we found? Is there a palatable misdemeanor with a sentence of six months in a monastery - no, they probably suspend those sentences for people they wanna conscript, don't they, pity if you've always longed to commit vandalism -"
"Somewhere other than Sothis is fine. Foreign country is fine. I - don't think it would help at all to tell them I technically belong to some drow now and it might be hazardous to your health. I assume security around fancy people frowns on disguises. Interaction with the legal system bad."
"Is it? What're you going to be helped with knowing this sort of anecdote? She said her mom grabbed her baby brother trying to get out, having heard they usually won't stab you if you're holding a baby, but in the dark and general confusion they thought she was attacking the slave she grabbed him from - it's possible that in fact she was, even. Wasn't sure what happened to her dad or her toddler sister or her older brothers or any extended family but as of my departure none of them had come looking for her with her cousin."
"Well, sometimes it's hard to imagine why Abadar might choose not to have Osirion help more aggressively in defending innocents from conquest by Cheliax, and then it turns out there's a reason I wouldn't have thought of even if I'd been thinking about it for weeks. And it's helpful to keep in mind that the world is vast and complicated and I should do my best but not expect that other people doing the right thing will look much like what I'd be tempted to do."
"I'm just not sure what the - additional detail - is doing for you. Of course if you go try to steal somebody's property there might be lethal violence about that. You must know that sometimes people go on slave-liberating adventures under the auspices of Good. Obviously some of the people in any society that persists more than a generation are kids. No population is invariable enough that they're all to a one going to stand and fight, especially if not all of them personally own any of the slaves, or the specific slaves that are being liberated. In any very crowded combat situation in a residential area as opposed to a nice tidy battlefield where one side thinks the other ought reasonably to be subjugated or dead and the other thinks the one is all evil anyway so does it really matter there'll be stray casualties among would-be noncombatants. And escapees. Of course there are people like that who ran off, whole family dead, because some neutral good people picked her village that day."
"I don't think it's very organized but it's a cause that gets popular support, as I understand it. Teleporting's more expensive than stabbing and running but you get both sometimes. Though if they teleport out with an unfortunate subset of the slaves babies do get extra infanticided for lack of childcare. Or remaining slaves get killed off because feeding them is pricey when the food is not being farmed by as many people."
"They get our fertility perk? Cool, I'm sold." She finds a place to write this down. "I don't hate babies, there's just a very severe limit to how much you can enjoy something that screams in the middle of the night and can't control its bodily fluids and pulls your hair and so on if you don't think it's cute!"
"We could drag someone off the ship and ask. We could go back to the girl in Saint Hadassah's and ask her. We could go to Cheliax and try to figure out what they're gearing up for and who they're selling to. We could report in to Fazil's contact that we have the proof our Taldane contacts need to exonerate us and we're going to bring the ship in, and see if they stop us -"
"But also - he thinks it's a just system, right? Full of people like him, right to the top, that no one would ever make a decision just not caring whether Cheliax picks off a few border towns as a result, that whatever dreadful things they do they did them diligently, with all Abadar's knowledge and whatever the hell the human element is supposed to contribute - he thinks that the people who are in charge are better than people in charge ever are -"
"I hate the way Osirion works, and I do not like that it can reach us here and I'm scared it will want to put us to some use or another and if it does I will - obey it - because I think Fazil's right, and I'm really mad about that, and I wish I lived in some other country with some stupid corrupt government it was entirely reasonable to defy as far as you could get away with it. Feels much more natural."
"We're not allowed out of the Dome without security and an important purpose. 's very nice there, of course. Not much to do except study in case the damned thing ever falls on you and make heirs to pass it off on instead. Lots of slaves, when I was growing up, taking care of everything for you. I guess now they're technically some other thing."
"I don't know how to explain the -
- the royal family is holy, and it's an insult to Abadar if anything happens to us, and -
- uh, imagine if I were toting around an important three-thousand-year old work of art from Abadar's temple which people had worked that whole time to keep clean and unbroken because it was by the greatest human cleric in his history, and I knew if Fazil knew about it he'd want to protect it better and pray to it and get it to a museum as fast as possible, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want the inconvenience -
- that's how he'd feel about me being here. Sort of."
"I'm not the one with this custom where you have to let people tumble off their flying carpets rather than touch their hands, dude. It's okay. I wouldn't've tried that without my snazzy anklet. Or come along on a boats adventure at all. But I coulda gotten a Fly off before hitting the water."
"Oh, no, that'd be no good, they'd have to round them up and take them to the Dome for a decent political education. But it's not - very Osirian. I didn't encounter the concept that - human women need marriage and stability, that it's no good for anyone to just shuffle in an endless supply of pretty girls whose problems someone else is taking care of, that you're wronging them - until I met them." Headjerk at his sleeping friends.
"No one has ever successfully lied to him about anything since he was four. He wasn't confused about how things worked, he knew everyone and took good care of them, he'd pin down any advisor who was flattering with the statistics ...I suspect though I've never asked him that he arranged who I got introduced to so I wouldn't have kids, wouldn't be stuck forever. The slave reforms were him, all carefully cleverly rolled out and everything.
I'm sure he makes mistakes but - too small for anyone to catch, or too big for anyone to ever be sure it was a mistake, nothing in between."
"Like, maybe setting low tariffs on machine parts was a mistake because it deterred some great inventor from developing better techniques and training local workers and Osirian machining would be a decade more advanced if he'd done it. Or maybe he should've abolished the monarchy. Or maybe, I dunno, drow relations are more important than anything he's done."
"I think so. I have six brothers. Pharaoh's - I don't think he's happy but he wanted the job and he got it, that's on him. Most of my brothers are really smart and happy enough researching music or magic or economics. Dunno if their wives and girlfriends are happy, it'd be - weird, if I made a point of talking to them alone. The pharaoh's wives are probably very bored because last I heard he exclusively liked men and kept putting 'heirs' on his to-do list and then not getting around to it."
"It seems like a very hard thing to do right and everyone who's even trying is compromising on different things but the thing Fazil is compromising is 'not being really uptight all the time' which sure beats compromising on 'basically slavery' or 'dead babies' or 'holding everyone willing to sleep with you in contempt for their willingness to do that' or 'make sure all the work happens behind the curtain so I only see pretty teenagers who are hoping I'll like them' -"
"So I have this problem where I fully acknowledge that the way my society is about marriage is super fucked up and it should not be that way and any guy would be justified in finding the entire mess a huge repellent dealbreaker and not wanting anything to do with any woman who thought that way about men and also I did in fact grow up there and would feel really weird and dissatisfied and pathetic if I got hitched to some guy who wasn't in so doing planning to regard himself as belonging to me? - I realize that probably sounds kinda horrible."
"I don't think so? I mean, depending what you mean by that it might be something I couldn't advise any guy to get himself into but, like, Mahdi had a nice healthy middle-class Osirian upbringing and wants a wife who'll swear to obey him and then do that, and I don't think that makes him horrible, though if we had to flee to the Underdark for some reason he'd sure have a time finding it."
"It's possible enough time aboveground'll resocialize me. But like if I'd just found some guy who was like, sure, yeah, marital ownership, that's how it works, that wouldn't work either! Because it's not okay in the general case and I'm not really into people thinking it is! It'd have to be somebody who knew slavery was bad and just happened to want to make an exception for the one case because I'm so great or something! And I would also have to do all the normal compatibility filtering stuff!"
"I would just need to find someone who wanted to settle down in the Dome and have no rights for the rest of their life - despite, yeah, being correct about what kind of place it is and therefore hating it - and for my brother to get around to having children so mine aren't at much risk -"
"There's a bunch of bits to it or I woulda prioritized editing it out of my head. But like - I'm not specifically attached to the purchase bit of it where somebody's like hey lady nice guy you made what do you want for him. That's - it's not cosmetic but it's not the bit that stuck to me. It's knowing that within that one particularly - intimate and vulnerable scope, I don't just mean sex but the whole way married couples get when they don't hate each other - the situation's under control, the thing keeping the situation under control is me and I can trust it the way I trust myself, I can put my weight down there? Also like the 'because I'm so great or something' is operative, like, the being an exception to the rule that people belonging to other people is bad, due to my excellent personal qualities, specifically such that somebody wanted to be mine because they trusted me to be good to them and do good things with their help, would be - nice. And I don't want kids unless they can be demigods born into a paradise realm and I have noticed that this doesn't sit that well with guys in cultures that do not construe things this way. And I don't want to share. And I don't want somebody to be, like, ostensibly married to me but kind of checked out about it and I don't want to - in Osirion you hear wives who want more attention than they're getting and they're resorting to weird psychological engineering where they wear nicer outfits and serve oysters for dinner and that's stupid and I don't like it. And I don't like there being a threshold of commitment that makes somebody I'm theoretically trying to marry go 'wow, that is slightly too real and binding, I would prefer something less real and binding than that', like, why even get married."
Nod. "Lotta that makes sense. The - wanting something that can only break if you screw up, I think that's sort of related to how I feel about places that have divorce - and hating the - marriage as an adversarial game where you try to play your spouse into being whatever you need from them -"
"I picked up most of them as a little kid. My father really likes languages and he thinks kids can learn them better, which might be true or it might just be that you can make kids do it and adults won't bother. Every day there was only one language you could speak, in a rotation."
"I guess that'd do it. We did soft immersion, basics for a few weeks and then the whole day at school it was nothing but the target language and asking how to say stuff and after the first two months you got swatted for asking instead of finding a way to get the word you wanted in the target language."
"There's something so - tonally dissonant about it - like, it'd be one thing if you clearly weren't suitable and could be formally disinherited and packed off with a seed fund to go, like, start a business? That would be reasonably Osirian. But you're just born in this cage - not even a cage, you can see through the bars of a cage. And then you're supposed to stay there till you die."
"They used to kill the spares. When the succession was more uncertain and 'presses a claim on the throne themself' was more of a worry. - you won't find this in any Osirian history textbooks because it's very embarrassing. There was a different era when they assigned them all provincial governorships and promoted the best one, which was great for competence in office but terrible for succession wars, everyone with their own built-in power base. Now - I think they haven't had to figure anything out yet. My grandfather's family didn't survive the secession war."
"Though I hope it's not actually ironclad, I'd like - to be able to pat somebody on the head in Cheliax and go 'you seem ready to nope out, do you wanna nope out' even if they still ping diametrically opposite, you know? And you hear about this kind of thing happening in stories but it's not obvious how it mechanically interacts because by the time it happens they read like a cleric of their new god."
"Like, if a place has... a ton of wildfires, and you're a god, you could make it rain really hard everywhere all the time and that'll sure solve it. Warp the landscape, flood the cities, and still doesn't save everybody from fire if their stove inside their house falls over, but sure, it addresses the wildfire issue! But now somebody will have a hell of a time doing something less stupid because you've warped the landscape and flooded the cities!"
"Once upon a time when I was ten I was dragged to a fancy dinner and hated it and got the idea that maybe an illusion of me would be good enough so I asked my brother to spin one up, only he does his spells by singing, so he had to sing all dinner to keep it up, but he told everyone he had a new song in his head and if he stopped before he'd sung it out loud he'd lose it, and it worked fine, except that my mother told me after dinner I'd been rude to him, pointedly ignoring the song all meal."
"Is it - known, to the people who it might happen to, exactly what becoming pharaoh entails - I wasn't giving random residents of Sothis much credit for knowing what they were talking about when they argued about whether he basically turns into a fork of Abadar with a limited human capacity or if he's actually just another cleric invested with a lot of pomp and circumstance or somewhere in between -"
"Not - exactly? It's hard because they also get the crown at the same time and the crown is - you know the most powerful items you can get for Cunning, it does that and Wisdom and Splendor and then there's the added responsibility. I think it might just be all that and then having Abadar as a close confidant you talk to for hours. But when we were kids we got the official theological account - which if you haven't heard it is that gods have aspects, which are facets of their personality and aptitudes that are themselves coherent and identity-like in the way a person might be, and for ascended gods the person they were before ascension is one of their aspects but it's more complicated for the ones that were never human, and each pharaoh becomes an aspect of Abadar, and nothing on what that's like."
"Not - it probably wouldn't be to someone horrible and it probably somehow wouldn't make me miserable and I have no idea how that'd possibly be accomplished and this is perhaps why it hasn't happened yet but if he saw a way to get me to stay and not want to die all the time he probably would."
"Boys get to go to school, too, not as much as we do but enough that if you're the sort of person who makes childhood friends with boys you can maybe maintain your acquaintanceship long enough to marry one of those. Later on the girls start offering each other their brothers for any of dozens of reasons. All this time one's mom will be talking to her friends about their sons. If you manage to get to about my age single you may run into boys in, like, work contexts, 'cause they're also allowed to work. A deeply unsociable person who wants to get married anyway may in fact mail order but a boy on mail order will tend to have something wrong with him. If you're lucky it's 'his family died and their heirs are bothering to get some gold for him' but it can be anything."
"Well, a couple years back a brilliant and fetching twelfth level ranger I knew got himself killed in a political dispute in the Dragon Kingdoms. No body, and the jurisdiction had some kinda rule that you have to settle someone's fines before they'll release the soul to an afterlife or for resurrection. Which is to say that anyone could pick him up for 40,000 gold. And I think he's just strictly better than Hagan, so that's an upper bound..."
"One's mother traditionally but there's a special case for people whose entire family has been eaten by, for example, the Tarrasque; I'd give him something to hold for her and then if she ever got raised he'd have to give it to her. Those also have special inheritance rules, very complicated."
Controlling the cloud and her flight at the same time is distracting; she's wobbling in place, but pops upward another bodylength when it lunges. The cloud chases the serpent. She hits it with another batch of rays. When Haste wears off she recasts that for everyone close enough to Hagan, who needs it most.
"Yeah, but still - 'your dad won't let you out past dinnertime', that one's not much of a challenge if you're the sort of person bothering to attend a - well, maybe their dads made them show up to classes."
They escort the boat Sothisward. It should limp into port the following afternoon if it makes good time, which it might not, Make Whole or no Make Whole. Belmarniss goes to sleep on the carpet well before the sun goes down, that being the current wild flailing of her sleep schedule, and she's up before dawn.
She shoves Hagan and Fazil awake. "Shh - don't wake up Mahdi, he doesn't have spells yet - is the starlight good enough you can see that rowboat -"
There is a little rowboat full of men approaching their adopted merchant vessel. It probably came from that other, larger ship.
"I've got one prepped. Plus my ring but that's for emergencies." She steers the carpet.
The pirates reach the ship and ready weapons and start climbing aboard.
"...I have a water breathing, if we drop among them I can get us and all of them on the one cast and we don't have to worry about knocking them into the water, but I'm best at range..."
Belmarniss zaps people who get too close to him, and the sailors are pouring out from belowdecks now, but the pirates outclass the sailors by a bit. One breaks past the second mate to charge Hagan; Belmarniss's zap misses and by the time she has another ready, Hagan's dangling by his shirt off the edge of the ship, where he'll fall if his captor's shot at.
"- Hold Person."
The paralysis holds the pirate's hands clenched where they're holding Hagan over the water; the sailors pin down the last pirate in motion while the carpet swoops down to collect their ranger.
She zaps the pirate with one of her crackly magic bolts when he attempts to slash at an approaching sailor. "Thanks, I'm pleased with myself! I would have been less pleased with myself if he'd lost his ability to brace against the railing and you'd both tumbled into the sea but there was time pressure. Fazil, looks safe to go stop them from bleeding out -"
"Well, your grace, prince among mermaid food," says the bantery pirate, "you tell him that funding pirates is a great idea and he should do lots of it and start with us, just let us go and send us right back out again."
"I told you to shut up."
"Except for him," continues the first, "he needs to go to a monastery and work on his sense of humor, that's what they're for as I understand it."
"I'm not going to call you 'your grace', I am very sensitive about people's grace what with my chronic tripping condition," remarks Belmarniss, helping secure pirates for toting back to Sothis.
"Let's walk," he says, and gestures them down the pier. Hagan tenses again, but they head only over to the big marble port building that coordinates customs declarations and tariffs.
The crowd parts for them.
"I think," says the ambassador when they've stepped inside, "that you ought to take some time away from adventuring in the Inner Sea."
"...I don't know how it's normally done. My native country had relations with your downstairs neighbors but I don't have a way to piggyback on that from here. I guess I'd be up for trying to find them and make overtures for you if you're paying enough to get me back with all my spell slots intact should they object."
"...bearing in mind that I have never been to any of the three countries that might be below you and am from the other side of the sea, sure. I do think that drow countries are less different than human ones if only because the generations are longer so we've had less time to differentiate.
"The prevailing understanding among drow is that Pharasma doesn't care what we do and will send us all to the Abyss regardless and that the Abyss is more survivable if you're in good with a demon lord and more comfortable if you have committed appetizing evils in life to distinguish you from the rest of the writhing larvae. - I'm not confident that's false about drow who don't die as infants, though it is false about the infants. People vary in how far they take this but you should expect about half the total population to be non-drow kept as explicit slaves, half the drow to be men and not explicitly called slaves only because they think it doesn't require specification to be clear that men are chattel, and every adult woman you meet to have murdered about half her children. We're still elves, it's not that people can't just not have them, it's very deliberate. Politics is expressly conducted as a matter of timing one's betrayals correctly. Many people hold it to be the case as a philosophical matter that drow are superior and everybody else is slave labor waiting to happen.
"This doesn't actually mean they can't conduct trade. They do. We can if we're lucky lead long lives and don't have to be in a terrific hurry about doing anything in particular with them including the bad stuff, so once you get anything set up it could run smoothly for decades, set up a pulley system and send a sack of wheat down and get a sack of dried mushrooms up, whatever. Trading's less effort than stealing all your stuff. But you won't be dealing with people who'd, in the main, actually object to stealing your stuff, or be thought less of by their friends if they stole your stuff. Also the sexism goes the opposite way up here and I'm not sure how well that can be diplomacized away."
Snort. "He invested a lot of crown money in a jewelry business and then a couple months after that the proprietor revealed she was actually a woman dressing as a man and now betrothed to him. Anyone's guess what actually happened, of course. I have heard that presumably he picked a fellow out and demanded he switch, or that the fellow switched of his own accord when he thought it'd get him a shot at it, or that it really was a woman all along but it's her brother who ran the shop..."
"No. Or - conceivably, depending on the stakes? If they told you to do something that was going to kill you and you said 'that will kill me' and they said 'no it won't, drow are indestructible' then you'd have a decent case that you were obeying what you understood them to want with more accurate information."