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Six-artifact-pileup Annie drops on Lucette
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It is about halfway through the third hour of the fifteenth day of Lucette's attempt to reorganize her grandfather's library. The project is moving at an acceptable pace overall, though she's starting to question the wisdom of having scheduled the whole thing down to the hour during day three (hour four).

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There appears a young woman, dressed for snow, covered in blood, and whimpering.

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Lucette puts the book down and rushes over - is the blood coming out of somewhere?

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Yes - no? - closing wounds, scrapes and cuts where she's not covered with puffy winter coat and heavy layers of trousers and strange foreign shoes.

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Oh, she's empowered.

"Are you okay?" Obviously the answer is no but Lucette can't this moment think of a better question, however foolish this one is

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"It's complicated?"

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"Should I be calling for a doctor? There's one not far from here."

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"No, I don't think most of my problems are amenable to doctors and I think the ones that are, are clearing up on their own." She sits up.

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"Oh... can I help with the other ones?"

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"It's complicated."

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"Mm." Lucette has no idea what to do in this situation, apparently.

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"Where am I, please?"

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"The Oakhill manor, in York."

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"Where is that?"

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"Northern England."

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"...where is England?"

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"The island of Great Britain west of the European continent?"

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"I think I may be from another planet. That or my translation magic is not very good at place names."

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"Your shoes and jacket look quite foreign, and I suppose another planet is possible, though there are areas on this planet we have had little contact with. I think there's a globe in this library you can check if you'd like to see whether anything looks familiar?"

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"I can't see. Except I can read the spines of your books."

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"Oh. Well, then I suppose a map won't help... how did you acquire this condition?" 

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"I think what happened is that I was hit by a vehicle containing several improperly stored artifacts and some of them hit me."

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"What are artifacts?"

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"Magic objects. If you touch one you get a good thing and a bad thing. I'm not sure how many I have."

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"Those sound fairly distinct from how magic works here - how were they created?"

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"Sometimes, when someone dies, their favorite object becomes an artifact. Artifacts are indestructible so they accumulate over time."

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"Okay, that sounds different from anything I'd expect to encounter in this world. We have people who acquire powers around adolescence along with demons who haunt them, and sometimes this can result in magical artifacts being created by the demon or the empowered, but not in a manner such as you describe."

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"What do the artifacts do?"

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"It varies, some of the ones I've heard of glow and can heat a large space evenly, another is a type of metal stronger than any we have yet discovered on our own."

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"So nothing like our artifacts really.

"I have... one, two, three... benefits, and... either four or five drawbacks, I think I'm also deaf except for language, I can't hear myself breathe at all, so that might be the same thing as the blindness with the same exception for the translation magic. I don't know how they correspond so there could be plenty of both I haven't noticed yet." She takes off her coat while she says this.

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"And the others that you've noticed? If you are interested in sharing that is."

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"I feel way too hot, although I'm at least not sweating about it. I'm... here, and I expect that's a drawback, not a benefit. And...

...uh, I think maybe one of the artifacts made me fall in love with the first person I - not saw. Encountered."

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"Oh.... that sounds. Sudden."

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"It's kind of a lot."

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"... you are aware from my voice that I'm a woman?"

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"From your voice and also one of the benefits I have noticed is that I have a new sense which tells me the shapes and locations of things."

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"Mm...is it permanent?"

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"Yes, artifact effects are always permanent."

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"Ah."

"We can um. Open a window? For the overheating drawback."

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"Couldn't hurt. Thank you."

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It isn't really cold outside, but at least there's a breeze.

"I'm um. Not really sure what to do about the other drawback."

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"It - shouldn't have to be your problem."

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"Would it be better for you if it wasn't?"

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"......if I were somehow tasked with assigning you preferences, and if we ignored the thing where this would be a horrifying scenario one way or another, the ones that would be convenient for me if you had them would - uh -

- sorry, this is actually really hard to think about, I've never been suddenly in love with someone before. Even within the scope of the mind control it is more important that you be okay than that any superficial you-related preferences I have be fulfilled though."

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"I... um, think I will be okay with the situation, for the time being? I am also unusually well positioned to help someone alien to my world navigate it - your situation in particular would be culturally complicated given how our powers work."

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"Culturally complicated?"

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"Those who possess powers need to marry within a couple of years of manifesting them, or risk calamitous outcomes. People would need to be convinced that you are somehow an exception if they became aware you had abilities."

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"Can I -" Do not ask if you can marry her, Annie, don't be a creep. "- the abilities themselves aren't out of scope for what people in the local magic system can do?"

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"The abilities aren't, though they are somewhat unusual. The drawbacks, however, are rather different from the downside to powers here."

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"Does that... help, or not enough?"

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"I think if it's presented correctly that will be enough."

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"Okay. How should I present it?"

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"Highlight how your powers don't come with occasional hauntings and instead come with consistent drawbacks that don't change over time, and so you need not be in a rush to get married like empowered are. Also... um. Don't mention the being in love with a woman drawback. The others should be okay to mention." 

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"Why is that one not okay to mention?"

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"English women don't fall in love with other women to my knowledge, and if they did it would be viewed as ... um. Rather extremely untoward."

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"Okay."

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"I believe there have been other societies on my world where people did otherwise, but mine tends to look down on most foreign cultures unfortunately."

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"...it's a magical effect, not a cultural one."

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"I'm afraid most people will not discriminate between the two, however much they should."

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"Okay."

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"I do apologize for my society."

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"It's hardly your fault."

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"We should... probably find you different clothes. Before I let my grandfather know we have a guest."

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"Okay. I can't see so I'm going to need help avoiding, like, unfashionable color combinations."

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"I think you're about my size." Her room is this way. 

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"Not too fast please, I don't think any of my artifacts made me steadier on my feet and I started out pretty bad on that front."

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Nod.

"You're welcome to hold my arm if that would help."

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Annie doesn't need further encouragement to cling to Lucette's arm.

"My name is Annie," she mentions.

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"Mm, I'm Lucette Oakhill - if you don't have a last name you should make one up before talking to my grandfather so you don't come across as a commoner."

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"Oh, I do, it's Svane. Annabelline Merry Svane."

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Nod.

Here is Lucette's suite, and off to the right of her bedroom is her dressing room, with clothing in various wardrobes. 

"Do you have opinions on style or form, if not color?"

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"...seems like a lot of skirts. Ideally they wouldn't catch on things and trip me. I'm getting the sense that's a tall order in this style though."

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"Unfortunately yes - we could do a heavier fabric that falls short of your ankles?"

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"I'm not sure heavier is quite the thing so much as less voluminous. Especially since I'm too warm. But I don't know. I haven't tended to wear skirts at all."

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"Mm, I've never worn anything but skirts - I must admit I'm jealous."

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"Well, these jeans have blood on them but you can try them on sometime if you want, I think you're right that we're of a size."

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"I may take you up on that - perhaps after they've been cleaned."

Lucette can pick out an option that's both less voluminous and light - it will be a bit odd to wear similar outfits later in the year, but for now it won't be. She can similarly select stays and undergarments intended for lighter weather.

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That's so many layers but she can suss out how their counterparts on Lucette work and refrain from complaining about it.

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She is going to need help putting on at least the stays.

"I'm sorry I don't have sisters, so I am not exactly practiced at this."

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"I'm not in a hurry, I just hope I'm not keeping you from anything."

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"I'll have to reschedule my reorganization of my grandfather's library but there's not actually a deadline on that."

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"Thank you."

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"It really isn't any trouble."

Lucette ties the stays' laces, her fingertips briefly grazing Annie's upper back as she does so.

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

(Annie doesn't say "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa". But she does make a noise and doesn't realize she's doing it.)

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"Is everything okay?"

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"- yes, why wouldn't it be?"

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"You made a sound and I thought perhaps I had tightened the stays too much or something."

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"Oh. I can't hear non-word sounds I make so I didn't know. It's not too tight, I don't think."

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"Mm. If you say so."

Lucette finishes off the remaining laces and provides Annie with the dress.

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"I noticed something though," Annie goes on. "I'm not sure what exactly - probably another artifact effect and it felt optional so I guess it's a benefit."

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"You noticed it when I was tightening the laces - oh, was it when my hand touched your neck?"

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"Yeah. It must require direct touch or something to work."

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"Do you think you could make additional progress in identifying it with more time to do so?"

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"Maybe? I'm reluctant to test it, especially on you, but I could see if it - lends itself to examination."

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Lucette provides a hand to touch.

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Annie's hand stutters a little on its way but then gently clasps and -

"- yes, I think I could - give you my artifact effects, and then take them back again, if I tried, only that would be very risky because one of them sent me here and one of them does mind control and one of them is very uncomfortable and I don't know which drawback goes with which benefit at all."

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"Is the temperature one the very uncomfortable one?"

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"Yeah. It's not painful but it's uncomfortable."

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Nod.

"When in your private quarters you can wear fewer layers. It's just that right now we'll be visiting my grandfather, and it's important to make a good first impression, I think."

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"It's not going to kill me. I just wouldn't want to do it to you."

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"Mm... I'm confused now about exactly how unpleasant it is."

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"...possibly you are mostly confused about how unwilling I am to do unpleasant things to you."

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"Oh...is this...a result of the mind control drawback?"

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Nod.

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"Ah."

 

 

"Do you know if there are limitations on who you can give out the abilities to?"

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"It's... not impossible that I can only give them to you but I'd expect I could hand them out to anyone, why?"

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"The rapid healing you displayed is from one of the artifacts, correct?"

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"Yes. But again I don't know what it goes with. If I gave it to someone they might appear in another universe or wind up in love with someone."

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Nod.

"I suppose not easily worth the risk in experimenting then... though if it was, it would be quite helpful to give out to people, even temporarily. Especially if it can fix diseases or old wounds."

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"I'd be a little surprised if it can do either. It's already a startlingly good healing artifact as they go without having evinced those abilities."

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"Hrm, I suppose that limits its usefulness given the rarity of major incidents of such wounds."

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"I could still be useful in a hospital, if it's one of the drawbacks that wouldn't be too bad to have only temporarily, but there's no way to - hm, no, I guess I could give out drawbacks, the ones that aren't winding up in another universe or in love, and see what those go with, maybe something useful will fall out that way."

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"Oh, that sounds helpful indeed. I suppose if you mind giving me the temperature one we can find someone else."

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"I mean, if you really want it - but if I turned out to be wrong about taking it away again that would be awful -"

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"That would also be awful for someone else, so if it seems like a plausible outcome I'd be nervous about testing it at all."

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"It doesn't seem likely. And whatever it is is livable and has some benefit associated. But - some volunteer who is not you preferably."

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"I'm not really sure who exactly would want an unknown ability that comes with possibly permanent overheating... I suppose I can put out flyers in town and offer money, with a stipend if it turns out to be permanent."

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"At home there's an artifact that a university controls, which grants the ability to tell what an artifact does without having to touch it, but it goes very slowly, because the drawback makes the touched need twenty hours of sleep a day. Testing one that is probably not permanent and with a known drawback would be I think pretty popular there. But maybe not here where there are other kinds of magic around and that's what people are used to."

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"I think the complicated part would be convincing someone that the benefit was worth risking the drawback for?"

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"Well, it might be the ability to speak and read all languages, or regeneration, or... the ability to give people one's artifact powers, which I don't know if it'd work on secondhand ones... or my blindsense. Or something I haven't noticed, which I'll grant is less appealing."

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"Hm, perhaps I'll find someone who lives further north and might not mind feeling warmer than normal."

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"Yeah, I think it might be nice in a really cold environment, though I don't know if it'd actually make it safer than usual instead of only less cold-feeling."

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"I'll have someone ask around about visitors from Scotland and make the offer known to any that can be found."

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Nod.

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And now they should present her unexpected guest, Miss Annabelline Merry Svane, to her grandfather, the Earl of York.

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Where exactly is this girl from, the Earl wants to know.

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"The country's called Noregr, but I don't think it's in this world."

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"Her world has powers without demons and with other drawbacks that do not change with time, and she possesses a few such powers."

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Well, so long as she doesn't make trouble with them she can stay in one of the rooms near Lucette's suite.

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Lucette thanks her grandfather - she'll mention the stipend for a test subject later.

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"Thank you," Annie tells him.

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Of course.

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They can leave after that. 

"Would you... like to pick out and settle into a room, or something else?" ... She really doesn't know how to be not awkward about having a sudden guest who's new to her world, apparently. Which is really unfair considering just how many different books on manners she's read. For some reason none of the authors saw fit to cover these circumstances.

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"That probably makes sense, yes."

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Rooms. There are two of them near hers and one slightly further away but off the same hallway.

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"Will it bother you that my blindsense can - it goes right through walls."

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"I don't have anything particularly private in my room? I suppose if you can read using it I'd prefer you don't read my notes without asking."

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"I can't read with it."

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"Well than I don't particularly see a problem."

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"Okay." In that case she picks a room right next to Lucette's.

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As she wishes.

"I... don't have anything else pressing to attend to if there's something else you'd like help with relating to your move-in?"

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"I'll need to know things like - where to go when I'm hungry, things like that? - I don't mean to be any trouble, you've been more than generous already."

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"I have a private room I've been taking my meals in, you are welcome to share, I'll let the staff know to prepare the additional meals. I suppose I should also show you to the kitchen in case you want to ask a cook for food at a non-standard meal time."

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"I'm not especially snackish, if it'd be inconvenient."

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"Does... Hrm....I can't tell whether you are avoiding being inconvenient because of the mind control or if it's just your general disposition."

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"...it's the mind control but it's the mind control making me care really quite a lot about your convenience, not mind control making me do things that do not contribute toward my goals as they currently stand."

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"Is it only my convenience?" 

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"No, your well-being in general, but aspects of it other than your convenience aren't obviously in my sphere of influence right now."

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"Oh I mean - things like you eating additional meals or snacks are not going to matter to me, and in fact I would prefer you have them if you want to. But it's possible you could inconvenience the cook some very small amount, even though providing food is what they are paid for."

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"I'm not in love with the cook."

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Probably this was an obvious chain of reasoning, but Lucette really has no idea how a woman being in love with her works.

"Well, then I imagine if you want to snack it would not be an issue."

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"I meant showing me to the kitchen might be inconvenient for you."

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"Ohhh, well. I feel a touch silly. And no, it would not inconvenience me to show you."

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"Thank you."

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This way to the kitchen! They are not actually going into the kitchen as there's staff in it right now.

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Annie doesn't even need to look through the door. Since she can't look at things. "Thank you."

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"You are welcome. Are there other things it would be helpful for you to know?"

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"Do you have... indoor plumbing, that I'm just not noticing for some reason, or... are there other arrangements for when people need to bathe and relieve themselves and so on."

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"There's a chamber pot in your room, and a nicer room for relieving yourself during the day down the hall. Maids will take care of emptying and replacing the chamber pots as needed. Similarly, for bathing, you can ask a maid to bring a tub to your room and fill it - I suppose in your case, you might prefer a cold bath to a warm one, so you should let them know that too. Does your world do this differently?"

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"Yes, we've got pipes that run through the walls and under the floors to carry fresh water in and used water out."

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"Oh that's fascinating - how did the water move through the pipes?"

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"I don't know very much. Pumps were... involved in some capacity... the outflow pipes led to the sewers, the inflow would be from whatever the nearest reservoir was... with water treatment on the way so you wouldn't get bits of algae or whatever in your tap water... there were little doodads that heated the water if you turned them on so you could have a hot bath easily..."

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"Was there a single sewer system for each city?"

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"I... think so, but I'm not sure."

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"I'm jealous - this city, York, has what used to be one of the best sewer systems in the world, though not with anything indoors, but the system's mostly in ruins now."

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"Why, what happened to it?"

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"It's well over a millenia old, I think it wasn't doing all that well even before the Dark Ages three centuries ago and after that there wasn't much left."

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"Dark Ages?"

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"About 300 years ago, when powers first showed up, there was a rather large societal collapse, and in the case of the sewer system, I suppose a literal collapse as well."

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"How'd the powers cause a societal collapse - probably this is the oldest of old news, I can read it out of a book or something if I'm boring you -"

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"Oh, you definitely aren't boring me - you are probably the most interesting thing that's ever happened in my life. The powers caused a societal collapse in part because if you do not properly attend to the demon that comes with your power, the demon grows more powerful and eventually escapes, wreaking havoc. Additionally, I believe lots of the empowered were commoners - possibly most of them - and they overthrew the unempowered nobility, though nowadays everyone claims that their family was noble even before the Dark Ages."

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"Attend to it? Like you have to personally defeat it in single combat or something?"

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"You have to let it torment you often enough."

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"W...hy."

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"It grows more powerful over time if you don't, I don't know of any mechanism deeper than that."

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"How did people even discover this?"

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"Trial and error, I think. Though the histories from that time are often false, so I'm not certain."

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"Are the demons - intelligent? Do they ever do something like refuse to torment their person for a while to get more powerful?'

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"I believe some speak, but I haven't heard of them doing precisely that, though they can be particular about the conditions under which they will torment their victim."

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"I imagine that's also a mystery."

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"Unfortunately, yes. Empowered also tend to be private about the details and so the literature on the subject is sparse."

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"Did this happen all over the world?"

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"Yes."

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"And everybody figured out how to stabilize the situation in plenty of time?"

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"Only after society collapsed, but eventually most places did, and those that didn't aren't around anymore, unfortunately."

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"And their out of control demons... what, die when their people do?"

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"No, they are a persistent problem afterwards and kill quite a lot of people. Empowered fight them off their land regularly, and there are large campaigns to kill troublesome ones permanently."

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"Oh. What should I be on the - metaphorical lookout - for?"

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"Demons come in a variety of forms, all dangerous. However, there aren't any that have settled near York, so I am not overly worried."

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"Okay. If it ever comes up I can't run. I fall down if I try."

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"It probably won't come up."

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Nod.

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"-it would probably be very silly to ask you whether everything is okay given the circumstances and you are by no means obligated to share anything, but if you do have additional questions you'd like answers to, I am happy to provide those answers."

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"Mostly I'm wondering what I'm going to... do."

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"In what time frame?"

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"Well, today I assume I join you for any meals that are still on the schedule and then I sleep in the room I just picked out, but - this week? This year?"

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"If your question is about lodging... well, you are welcome to stay here, I think indefinitely, but worst case, you can stay with my parents if my grandfather changes his mind. If it's not about lodging, I suppose it depends on what you would like to do?"

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"I mean, at some point presumably I have to get a job."

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"....no? I suppose if you were trying to support yourself without getting married and you were a commoner, that might be the case, but given you're abilities you'll be read as a noble woman, so that won't be an issue."

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"Being... read as a noblewoman... does not cause me to have money."

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"It will mean someone will provide the essentials, and indirect access to money via whoever is supporting you, as well as smaller amounts of direct access - I can request an allowance of pin money for you if you'd like. Unmarried noblewomen can't work jobs, unfortunately. If you get married you can work with the permission of your husband, though it's frowned upon to do so outside of working with him directly."

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"Who is 'someone' and why do they want to provide me with anything? - I don't think I could possibly. Get married. To some man."

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"In this case the someone is my grandfather, and he won't stop doing so without finding a replacement, and even then, I'm sure he can be persuaded to put you with my parents."

"Um. Is that because of the being in love with me downside?"

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"- that's very kind of your grandfather I guess but I'm still really confused why he would be motivated to provide for me if this can never pay off as an investment and he doesn't know me socially at all.

"- and yes, it seems like that would be a really unfair situation to put the would-be groom in among other things."

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"My grandfather is very wealthy, and someone needs to provide for you so I don't think it is a huge cost for him to be the one, though he might want you to get married or go to a nunnery eventually, in which case I can convince him to let you live with my parents instead."

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"...so, where I'm from, if a random person you don't know appears at your residence, it is very, very strange to decide to thereafter provide for them and to consider it your responsibility to re-home them with someone else who will do that if you decide to stop. It would not be weird to me if you personally as an individual wanted to do this, it's not your fault that I had a traffic accident with improperly stored artifacts but I could easily imagine the thing where I'm in love with you engendering a sense of responsibility. But that has nothing to do with your grandfather at all, or your parents."

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"I could have introduced the situation to my grandfather in a way that would not have resulted in you staying with us, but I do not want to give up on my chance to be around a person from a new civilization with entirely distinct powers and technologies - partially because it is my best chance to have any sort of impact on the world and partially because I am very bored and you seem very interesting. And it isn't that weird for my grandfather to take responsibility for an unmarried noble woman who landed on him. The part with you being in love with me isn't actually relevant because I... don't really have any conception of what you mean by it."

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Annie lights up a little bit at being called interesting. "...I'm not sure what about that would be confusing. I'm new to the polyglot thing but the language... has the words for being in love and they aren't long and obscure-sounding."

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"The specific thing that's confusing is that both of us are women."

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"I get the picture that you are not attracted to women in general or me in specific. I already was, so that's at least not part of the mind control."

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"I mean the part I don't understand is what it means for any woman to be in love with another woman, and what to expect of you as an example of this category."

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"...well, what would you be expecting if I said all the same things about it but I were a boy?"

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"That you'd want to marry me and that you would have positive opinions about how I looked and acted?"

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"...well, I don't know how you look. Because I can't see. I assume I would like it given the givens if I could. But - yeah, that."

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"I'm confused about why you assume you would like how I look and also what wanting to marry me even means."

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"I am managing to have positive aesthetic opinions about the behavior of your internal organs that I don't about mine or your grandfather's. In addition to having less weird but still definitely mind control opinions about how nice your voice is. If I," she pauses to swallow some misery but then goes on, "were to marry you we'd probably - sleep in the same bed and kiss and if we ever wanted kids we'd adopt them and -" She needs another break now actually and to rub her eye a bit.

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"...possibly this is an unwelcome offer, but would you like a hug?"

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"Yes please."

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Hug.

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A Lucette hug!!!!!!!!

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Lucette can see Annie's face reflected in a polished metal shield hung on the wall as decoration.

"...oh."

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"Oh?"

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"You look really happy and that is nice."

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Huuuuug.

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"I...am confused about how to responsibly interact with you being like this about me as a result of mind control."

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"Non-mind-controlled Annie is gone and she isn't coming back. I don't think there's much point in trying to represent her interests where they're not mine. If there's something - complicated, that you have in mind - then I can try thinking about what I'd recommend for somebody else who'd gotten fallen in love with by somebody who touched the same artifact? As a way to think around the exceptionality that I have for you."

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"Mm.. I don't have anything specific in mind at the moment."

 

"...also I'm curious what positive aesthetic opinions you have about the behavior of my internal organs."

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"Mostly it's like - if I could hear your heartbeat I think I'd like that and instead I have this. Most of your other organs aren't moving around very much at the granularity I can detect."

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"Ah. How does the worrying about inconveniencing me fit in with this?"

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"With... liking your heartbeat?"

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"With being in love with me more broadly."

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"- well, I don't know all that much about you so I'm - guessing, what the best ways are to be a positive force in your life, and that's manifesting a lot as anxiety about being in your way and taking up your time, but I think that might lessen once I know more about opportunities to improve on 'not in the way'."

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"Oh... For whatever it's worth I do prefer you take up time in my life and involve yourself and let me know about your preferences when relevant."

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"Inconveniently I think it might matter why you prefer that."

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"I prefer for you to be happy, and also I think you are very interesting and important and there are no people like that in my life who pay attention to me."

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"There are no interesting people in your life who pay attention to you??"

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"There are somewhat interesting people, but none of them are nearly as important as I think you probably are."

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"I don't know much. I guess I could maybe reconstruct how to build a tricycle, if you haven't invented bicycles yet someone could maybe figure it out from that but I had a tricycle because I can't balance a bicycle."

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"I think the healing ability will be important independently of anything you know, but what's a tricycle?"

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"It sounded like you weren't very bullish on the power being useful but maybe I misunderstood you... a tricycle is a three wheeled personal vehicle powered by pedaling. Bicycles are more popular, they only have two wheels and they corner better and handle more terrain, but people have to learn to balance on them."

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"I think it would be more useful if it did diseases or old wounds, but I think your point of it still being useful in a hospital was a good one. How do tricycles and bicycles compare to horses and carriages?"

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"Well, you don't have to feed them and they don't poop or get sick or kick you and they take up a lot less space. I think whether they're competitive on speed probably depends on things I don't know but nobody uses horses in the city where I grew up anymore."

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"Do you have a notion of how complex their construction is?"

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"Yes because I learned to maintain my own tricycle. I could try to... draw... it... in... very small letters so I can see what I'm doing, maybe."

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"Would clay for sculpting be preferable?"

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"Maybe. I'm not very good at sculpting and it's got lots of fine moving parts."

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"We can devise some method, I'm sure. Though for now it seems premature to focus on one particular thing, unless you expect a tricycle to be a revolutionary technology on its own."

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"- not revolutionary but I don't know enough to reconstruct much of anything else and I'm a little worried about my memory of how the trike worked decaying as I go longer without having mine."

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"I'm also interested in broad details and scientific information, especially relating to health, agriculture, and infrastructure - are your memories of the trike going to meaningfully decay in the next few days?"

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"Probably not."

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"In that case, I'd like to hear more about the aforementioned subjects before discussing tricycles in particular, but also that can be delayed as well if you would rather rest."

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"No, I can tell you whatever you want to know, where should I start?"

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"I'd be interested in hearing what sort of treatments are favored for widespread ailments in your world."

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So Annie can explain vaccines and antibiotics!

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"I've read of variolation - how do vaccines differ, and do future developments make it safer, or is it just considered worth the risk? Also, do you have insight into how antibiotics work?"

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"I think it's safer but I don't know how they do it and I also don't remember what's different about variolation. I think the first antibiotic discovered was a kind of mold but I don't know how it works."

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"Do you know what sort of mold or if there are any good ways to test molds to see if they would work?"

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"You can grow bacteria in a dish with something they'll eat and see if the mold will kill them there. I don't know what the mold grows on or looks like in the wild."

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"What are bacteria?"

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"Tiny creatures that cause infections. There are also viruses, which antibiotics don't work on."

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"Are viruses also tiny creatures?"

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"Sort of. They act more like living things than like a poison or something, but they're not fully alive. You can still get them off your skin with soap and water, though, and they still die if you boil contaminated water."

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"... are all diseases caused by things that can be dealt with via those methods?"

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"No. There's autoimmune stuff, where the parts of the body that are specialized in handling things like that - bacteria, viruses, some kinds of fungi, parasites - don't do their jobs right. I think allergies work like that? Cancer is also different. And things that run in families are likely to just be - things that run in families, and look like diseases because they're bad, but are fundamentally the same as people having different eye colors - I can explain that kind of -" Genetics 101.

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Lucette listens extremely attentively.

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Well, Annie's not going to be the one to call it off if Lucette wants to talk to her.

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"-I think this seems like it will help a lot of people, though we'll still need to figure out how to best make use of and disseminate the information."

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"You'd know more about how to best do that here than I would."

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Nod.

"- I'm confused about...your emotional state regarding having this conversation right now as opposed to later, though I don't need that to be remedied if you would rather not explain."

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"I'm not tired or anything if that's what you mean. It was morning in Noregrsk, when the artifacts hit me."

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"I-that's a portion of what I mean? But I don't want to pry."

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"I don't think I understand what you want to know."

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"...how you are... feeling?"

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"...a lot. But it doesn't have to be your problem, you can just ignore it whenever you don't feel like hugging me, that's probably simplest."

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"Can I know what it is I'd be ignoring?"

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"Just that I'm in love with you."

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"I do not quite understand what implications that would have for your emotional state."

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"...it's pretty clear you aren't interested and I really don't want to pressure you about it."

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...how to phrase this...

"I don't imagine I will feel pressured into anything I don't prefer by you telling me how you feel?"

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"...and I'm worried it'd make you uncomfortable and that is both undesirable on its own and also might make you want to be around me less, or hug me less."

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Nod.

"My guess is it would not, but you don't have to share if you prefer not to."

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"Maybe it would clarify things if I knew why you were asking, like, is it - anthropological fascination with how I can be in love with another girl, or do you feel obliged to keep tabs on whether I'm holding up acceptably, or do you just find it flattering even given that you're not interested, or..."

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"I don't want to be the cause of emotional distress... and I suppose I am interested in how you can be in love with a girl, and perhaps I find it flattering though I am not sure if that is virtuous on my part. I am also just generally curious about what you are feeling."

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"I don't think it's different from how it would be if one of us were a boy except for how if I let my thought stray in certain directions the anatomy's different. I mean, if one of us were a boy and you still weren't interested, obviously it'd be different if you were interested because it'd be socially legible then. I really really liked it when you hugged me. I think it turns out I also can't smell and that was disappointing to discover because I bet I would've liked how you smell. My room's right next to yours and I'm probably going to be watching your heart beat till I fall asleep. I already said I like your voice. I - this isn't your problem, please please don't do anything you don't want to do trying to make me happy, it'll just make it worse as soon as I guess, but you were curious and -

- I really wish you wanted to kiss me -"

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"...is it acceptable if I do things I would be neutral about doing under normal circumstances, but under these circumstances feel positive about as a result of wanting you to be happy?"

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"...if they're not competing with things you care about more I think so."

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"Mm. I would be disappointed if I didn't get to see that face you made when I hugged you again."

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"Whenever you want."

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Hug?

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Hug!

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"I really do enjoy seeing your face after I hug you."

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"I'm glad."

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"I don't mind knowing about the rest of what you mentioned either."

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"Oh good."

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"... my curiosity about how you are feeling isn't entirely sated, but it doesn't need to be, I suppose."

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"I don't know what else to say. Do you have any more specific questions?"

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"You said I'm glad in somewhat of a monotone and it confused me."

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"- well, I was glad but also - fighting my greedier impulses? Like, if you were very very hungry, you would be glad if you got a slice of bread, but."

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"...were the greedier impulses to hug me more or something else?"

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"...more like kissing you. Or - I'm not going to do it but I can - give out artifact effects - I'm so so so not going to do it but it crossed my mind."

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"...Ah. Yes, please refrain from doing so."

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"I wouldn't ever."

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"Should I be avoiding provoking the desire to do so?"

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"I don't think you need to keep this in mind for any reason. I wouldn't have brought it up at all but you were curious."

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"If you say so."

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"I'm not going to do it and that will remain invariant whatever you do and it's a sufficiently - complicated and self-protecting sort of mind control that there's not any really obvious way to make it so it doesn't still cross my mind occasionally. Don't worry about it."

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"Okay."

"-would you like another hug."

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"Always."

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Hug!

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.... Yep, still a very good smile.

More medical science now?

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Okay!

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Eventually, it is time for dinner, which is remarkably elaborate for just two people.

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Fortunately while Annie can't smell this doesn't appear to affect her sense of taste at all somehow.

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Then she'll be able to appreciate the lamb in particular.

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"This is delicious."

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"It's a speciality of my grandfather's chef  - do they have anything similar where you're from?"

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"We eat lamb but I don't think I've had anything very like this sauce before."

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"I think it's made from cranberries but I couldn't tell you much else."

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"I've had cranberries but only in sweets."

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"What sort of sweets?"

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"Muffins, and dried and covered in chocolate."

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"Chocolate?"

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"It's made from a bean grown on the potato continent. - that sounds like such an odd thing to call a continent in this language, wow."

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"That would be America here, assuming the locations are similar across our worlds."

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"Maybe. If you have a relief globe I could feel it."

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"Oh, I believe there is one in the guest study."

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"Will you show me?"

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"Of course." It's this way - Annie is welcome to hold her arm as before.

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yaaaaaay

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Annie may catch Lucette glancing at her smile on the way there.

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No, not really. It's pretty hard to tell where people's eyes are pointed with the sensory loadout Annie presently enjoys.

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Well, then they can arrive at the globe with her none the wiser.

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"This feels like the continents I expect. This one is the potato continent." She touches South America. "And maize," North America, "and wheat," Europe, "and rice," Asia, "cassava," Africa, "macadamia, last time I caught up on the academic debate." Australia. "And ice." Antarctica.

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"Curious - where are you from?"

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"Wheat. Over here." She points at Norway.

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"That's Norway - I would have heard if it was anything like you described, so I suppose you are from an alternate Earth. We are here -" she can position Annie's hand appropriately.

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Eeee hand.

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"-you have a very nice smile, have I mentioned that?"

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"Yes but it's nice to hear."

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"Well then, I can continue to tell you."

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"You're too kind."

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"I think that description much more clearly applies to you given the circumstances."

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"...I don't really think so since I have mind control and can't take all the credit for being helpful."

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"I suppose that is a reasonable position."

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Soft giggle.

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Oh, she has a really nice giggle as well.

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If Lucette is interested Annie can point out other places and what they're called in her world and call to mind some things about them.

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Lucette is indeed interested! She will also take notes.

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In some cases Annie has learned enough incidental phonetic words of the language to "locate" it and will be able to speak it now with her languages power but she's not sure if that's anywhere near as interesting as sciencier stuff.

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Less interesting but still interesting! Do any of the languages seem even vaguely related to ones she knows?

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Not related but there are some structural reminiscences.

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Do the physical locations match the structural reminisces at all? 

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Yes they do.

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"There are some similarities to the structures of languages from similar regions in our worlds. I wonder if there are similarities in our histories as well."

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"There could be. I remember only a very scattershot view of history."

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"Do you know of major empires and such from your past?"

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"Yeah."

The broadest strokes rhyme - the Mediterranean is just geographically a good place to get a thriving civilization underway - but the details don't match.

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"I suppose this has implications as to the degree history is dictated by chance rather than environment."

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"Probably but I'd want more than two examples - and better researched examples - before I drew any strong conclusions."

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"Yes that does seem prudent."

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Annie spins the globe, skimming her fingers over its mountains. Remembers more tidbits about colonization of the Potato Continent.

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"We're much earlier in the process of colonization it would seem."

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"Yeah. ...it would be nice if it didn't involve giving all the locals heinous diseases."

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"Yes, I absolutely agree. I think it is too late to stop much of that unfortunately, but if we tell people about hand washing that can at least help? Though it might be hard to get anyone to do so consistently in the colonies."

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"Not just handwashing but also quarantine and boiling water and stuff."

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"Quarantine I expect they're already aware of - but yes boiling as well. And maybe we can figure out antiobiotics or how to improve variolation given that both are possible."

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Nod nod.

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"I wonder if the best way to convince people to try these things might be to combine it with your healing abilities somehow, should they prove usable without severe drawbacks - if you were a famous healer than people would be liable to take your other medical knowledge more seriously."

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"...well, that doesn't make a lot of sense but I guess I can buy it as a way public opinion might work."

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"I'd prefer it if publishing the information in an academic forum were doable, but aside from needing to find a male proxy to be taken seriously I expect that to mostly just provoke debate among the select few who read it. Converserly, if you are known as a empowered healer who treats commoners - of which there are very few - I expect anything you say to be taken seriously by many more people, who can then abide by your reccomendations at home and demand it of their doctors."

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"That makes sense. How soon do you expect me to be able to test out the powers to see if the healing one has a tolerable drawback?"

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"I intend to send out on of grandfather's courtier tommorow to inquire at the local inns - I'll offer them the pin money I've saved up but if they request more I shall go to my grandfather with the request. If I still have trouble finding a participant I may have them ask at the debtor's prison and hospital. It is possible that that should be my first recourse given that they have greater need of the money or less fear of the consequences respectively, but I still find myself hesitant to do so..."

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"If there's anyone with an injury they're dying of surely they'd be the best choice?"

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"I don't expect it is very common for York's hospitals to recieve patient with injuries so severe the patient will die in the ordinary course of events soon after receiving it - medical care for those sorts of injuries would be done at the scene of the accident or nearby, I believe. It's possible we can change that by advertising your prescence but that is a complicated endeavor best left till we have established the particulars of your powers..."

"Oh apologies I think I may be wrong - surgery is often fatal and performed at hospitals. Though convincing a doctor to allow a woman to attend would be... difficult."

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"...well, inconveniently I can't operate remotely."

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"Yes...I am worried that attempting to gain permission for such an endeavor would stand a chance of harming our eventual attempt to popularize your medical knowledge should any surgeons involved object strongly enough."

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"Sounds like we should limit what surgeons are involved according to which ones will object most, I guess? Do you know any, or know anyone who knows any?"

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"My family has a doctor who I believe performs some surgeries but I don't know him well enough to say whether he'd be amenable... I suppose my father might be able to recommend someone though if we go that route I'd prefer we did so in secret, which I suppose might be acceptable."

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"It seems fine for the testing step, at least."

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"Agreed - I shall write a letter this evening so it can be sent to my parents tommorow morning."

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"Can I borrow a book to read while you're doing that?"

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"Of course - the library's organization is atrocious but you are welcome to read anything in it."

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"Is there anything you'd recommend?"

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"What manner of reading material do you typically enjoy?"

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"Novels, ones that have been popular for a few generations so there's underlying quality and not just faddishness there, but in this circumstance I might want nonfiction."

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"Of any particular subject or something general?"

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"Whatever I seem to know the least or the most misleading things about, maybe."

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"I... could recommend a book on courting, though I imagine you might not want to read that and I don't actually expect it to be especially helpful, possibly the opposite. Perhaps something about social structures - assuming you language power extend to Arabic there's a reasonably accurate book critiquing English society that I think only ended up in my grandfather's library because someone mistranslated the country it was about as France."

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"I don't think a book about courting would be the most useful to frontload. At this point I would be pretty surprised if there were any languages I couldn't read."

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Lucette can direct Annie to 'Of those to the North who fail to listen', which is shelved next to a book on frog anatomy.

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Wow, that is an impressive classification system.

Annie will park in the library. Even if Lucette goes somewhere else, as long as she's not too far to sense.

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Lucette can write her letter in the library while Annie reads.

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What's in this book, then.

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A lot of complaints about how the English treat commoners - and in particular of the fact that their legal system nearly ignores crimes committed by nobility against commoners. In particular, the author objects to the presence of cultural traditions of empowered nobles robbing, harassing, and sometimes killing commoners during their annual courting season. The few nobles who are caught at this are remanded to a jail which lacks locks on half the cells and a warden who has received quite an extensive list of expensive presents which he was all too eager to brag to the author of the book about.

The author also feels that the nobles are derelict in their duties of defending against most wild demons, but will admit that their campaigns have killed more than most countries have managed, both in terms of demons and the empowered.

Also, they refuse to do arranged marriages for their empowered, even when the parents involved are honorable. The author objects to this and thinks the young English men spend far too much time thinking of the, ahem, physical aspects of matrimony, which should rightly be ignored until after marriage. 

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Wow. She hates it. (How is arranged marriage supposed to help with Englishmen thinking too much of the physical aspects of matrimony, anyway.)

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The idea is that their fathers will prioritize more sensible things in making the match.

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Uh-huh.

She'll go to bed whenever Lucette does whether she's finished the book or not.

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The response to Lucette's letter comes later the next day - a surgeon friend of her father's has a patient willing to try just about anything that might help with an upcoming amputation.

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Does the letter say why the amputation is occurring?

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The man was bitten on the arm by a dog and the wound became infected.

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Where does she go to tap the guy and how does she get there?

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There is a carriage which will ostensibly be taking them to visit a florist who lives a block away.

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...if that's necessary, okay.

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"Unfortunately, yes - even going without an escort following us into the florist's shop is a privilege I am lucky to have." She doesn't seem especially enthused about this.

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"An escort? Who would be escorting you if you were less privileged in this way?"

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"A married woman or male relative."

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"Sounds inconvenient to need to source one every time you want to go on an errand."

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"Noble ladies don't normally need to go on errands."

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"Isn't it tedious to have to describe in advance exactly what - if you were going to the florist - flowers you want, and what to get if they don't have those, to someone who goes in your place? You don't get to browse, that way. I, uh, will probably never really appreciate a flower again, and was not actually much of a flower-buyer before either, but I think a lot of the appeal would be in the browsing."

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"Yes, most unmarried noble women would need an escort if they wished to browse - it's not a tradition I find myself fond of."

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"Well. Fortunately we are - privileged."

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"Fortunately."

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The surgery is apparently set to take place in someone's living room - the surgeons still unpacking once they get there, next to his terrified patient with a swollen arm. 

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"Hello," Annie says to the man with the fucked up arm. "How much has been explained to you already?"

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"You have some nonsense abilities which might help me not die, and might permanently fuck me up in some different way."

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"I am hoping I can avoid anything I do to you being permanent. What I can do is I can give you a good thing and a bad thing, together. I think I can also take them back but I haven't tried it before. They're all things I have, so none of them will kill you. I don't know which ones go with which other ones, though. So I'm going to try giving you some of the bad things, and you can try to tell us what went with them; that way I can avoid the ones that would be permanent. If none of those are the healing one, I'll try giving you the healing, but it could send you to another universe, or it could make you fall in love with someone, and in the first case I won't be able to undo it because we'll be in separate universes, and in the second case I'm not sure if it will be possible for me to take it back. Does that make sense?"

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"Enough sense - anything to get a better shot at this."

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"Okay. Do you want to start with being blind and deaf or with being too hot?"

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"Too hot."

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Poke: too hot.

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The swelling on the man's arm goes down a small amount immediately.

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"...huh, I think that might have helped your arm? Does it feel like it helped? My healing was faster than that but we can leave this for a bit and see if it makes more progress."

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"It feels less tight and itchy? Could be less warm too but that might just be everything else being warmer."

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"Let's wait a little and see if it'll heal your arm, then..."

It does actually improve a little more, but so slowly that Annie asks if he'd be willing to get a small nick on his skin somewhere to see if that heals too, to distinguish between "the healing power doesn't work very well on infections" and "this is not the healing power at all".

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Sure - if it's not going to go down any more than this he'll have to get a much bigger nick.

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And the cut doesn't go away, so it's not the healing. She takes back the too-hot-ness. "Blind next? I'm not sure that it and deafness are connected, but they might be."

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"Sure."

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Boop. Blind, deaf, and a blindsense offering TMI on everything for a few hundred feet out.

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"Well. This sense is sort of rubbish - and I can't hear anything either. Can you take it back?"

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"Yes."

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Healing boop.

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The cut from before heals straight away.

"No downside, far as I can tell."

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"Wow. I knew I'd been hit with a lot of artifacts but it looks like I was underestimating it. Is it fixing your arm enough that you don't need the amputation, do you think?"

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He stares at his arm, where the swelling is rapidly retreating. 

"Huh - it does feel a lot better."

The surgeon, silently observing until now, inspects the previously infected arm with amazement.

"I'd say this is entirely healed, which I previously thought impossible."

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"Do I need to keep the healing thing?"

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"I don't think so, but if your arm gets worse again once I take it back then I'd guess so, and you'd just have to be on the lookout for the mystery drawback."

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"If it gets worse again, could I get the power back?"

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"Yes. If it takes a while to get worse then I'm not sure how you should find me -" She turns her face in Lucette's direction.

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"It is probably best for you to contact us by the same method we contacted you this time, however convoluted that was. I apologize for any inconvenience that might result."

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"Then I'd like to be rid of the power for now."

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Re-boop.

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"Thank you kindly, m'lady. And m'lady." He gives an awkward bow to both of them before collecting his payment from Lucette and departing.

"Should I be contacting you similarly for future cases like this, at least when the patients can keep their mouths closed?" asks the surgeon.

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"I don't see why not."

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Lucette nods in agreement.

"Thank you for your discretion."

She'll tip the surgeon as well and then they can head back to the carriage, briefly stopping to purchase some petunias to lend credence to their cover story.

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Annie's in a relatively cheery mood on the way home.

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"I must say that was a rather successful excursion." Lucette comments once the carriage is underway.

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"Yes, though I hope whatever the hidden drawback is isn't doing some kind of subtle damage to me. I at least seem to have the same number and kind of organs as you, so it didn't sneakily remove my pancreas or anything."

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"I should hope it's nothing like that. Do the benefits and drawbacks often rhyme as they did with the blindsight ability?""

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"They're related to whoever left the artifact, so sometimes, but they can be about totally different features of the relevant person too."

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"Is it possible to guide the creation of artifacts on purpose?"

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"Not the creation, no. But once you've touched an artifact you can very very slowly shape its traits by spending more time with it and passively drawing it in whatever direction you prefer. A high quality healing artifact with a drawback you don't even notice right away, that's going to be very popular at home, someone will probably be sitting with it twenty four hours a day to make whatever the drawback is less and the healing even better. - there's someone who can tell what artifacts do without having to touch them, but he's not quick about it because the artifact that gives him this power makes him need twenty hours of sleep a day."

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"Are artifacts relevant to the lives of most people?"

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"In the sense that they exist as a background fact and if you really need to touch one you can arrange to pay for it or contract out your resulting magical powers or whatever for it, yes, but most people never touch one or leave one."

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"If you were in your world with the same collection of powers would you end up healing many people?"

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"Yes, absolutely. Honestly I might load up on a few more artifacts too, to get the most mileage out of the power-transfer one, though I'm not immediately sure which ones would make sense in part because I don't know what-all I've already got to interact with. The healing one would be really big, though, I'd spend sixteen hours a day in the hospital tapping people with it on and off."

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"That's very virtuous of you."

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"Thank you."

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"Hopefully we can set up something similar here, though I don't actually think there are enough injuries even in London to keep you occupied for sixteen hours each day."

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"Oh, I wouldn't expect there to be, if I were doing this at home people would probably be traveling quite long distances to see me, they'd get stabilized at a local hospital and then get on a train or an airplane. - I don't know how to build those."

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"Probably it would be much easier for you to travel between major cities where people could congregate to receive healing from you."

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"Maybe, yeah. Within the country or are things peaceful enough that I could go to neighboring ones?"

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"I think the politics of doing so would be complicated but not insurmountably so."

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"Complicated in what way?"

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"I think if not managed correctly foreign nobles would react badly to the popularity with commoners I expect your healing will engender, especially if they think you loyal to England. It could, from a certain angle, look like you were laying the ground work for an invasion."

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"...do empowered existing mean that commoner soldiery isn't a major factor in wars? I wouldn't want a neighbor who might be gearing up for a war to keep all the healing magic to themselves, I'd then have fewer men to field if things came to a head."

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"Commoners aren't understood to be a major factor in wars, correct, and empowered can generally heal on their own."

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"Huh. Okay."

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"I can't entirely tell whether this is better than the alternative - few commoners die in wars but it's at the cost of an equilibrium that gives them little influence over the governance of their nations."

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"So far what I know about this place seems worse than my world, but I'm not sure about my world at the same technological level."

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"Does your world have distinct nobility and commoner classes?"

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"........not like this. Not in a way that - matters - to normal people - in any of the countries that are nice places to live."

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"That seems rather nice...I think empowered make it really difficult to stop having some manner of nobility, unfortunately."

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"It does seem like it'd be an obstacle."

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The city is lively with evening activities as they head back to the Oakhill Manor, taverns alive with activity and other carriages ferrying rich merchants to dinners. On one corner there's even a man singing and strumming a lute.

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Annie has absolutely no idea why but she's gonna collapse on the floor of this carriage in screaming agony now!

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"Annie!"

Is there anything physically wrong with her?? 

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Nope! She looks to be in perfect health apart from the screaming!

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"Annie what's wrong what hurts." Lucette really has no idea what to do in such a situation.

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"nnnnnnnng?!"

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"-is it getting better?" It sort of sounds like it might be but maybe Annie is just out of screams or something.

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Yeah no she's just out of air. She gasps and screams again, sobbing.

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Hug...

"Make haste to the house of my grandfather's physcian," Lucette instructs the carriage driver.

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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Does the hugging seem to make things worse?

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Nope, it's not worse! Annie is whimpering onto Lucette's shoulder now!

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Then Lucette will keep hugging Annie all the way to the physician's house.

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Annie recovers before that. Takes a great big breath and relaxes. "It stopped," she murmurs. "- it has to be an artifact effect. I don't know if it'll strike at random or if there's a trigger but the doctor's not going to be able to do anything."

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"Are you sure?"

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"I could imagine being wrong but I don't think I am."

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Lucette doesn't stop hugging Annie.

"Okay, we can head back to the manor in that case." She so informs the driver.

"Is there anything you would rather I have done that failed to occur to me?"

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"About the - that? No, I don't think so. There's probably just... nothing to be done besides finding the trigger if there is one. And I guess I shouldn't try to operate a vehicle or... carry candles, not that I have many reasons to do that right now... anything like that where if I suddenly collapsed it'd be a problem. But here and now, no, I don't think there was anything to do besides give me a hug."

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"Okay. I... wasn't entirely certain the hug would help but I felt I had to do something. I'm glad it didn't make things worse."

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"It didn't make anything worse," Annie assures her. "It distracted me a bit from how much it hurt."

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"Good." Hugging continues as before in that case.

"What sort of triggers are possible?"

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"It could be almost anything. It wasn't something I noticed but that's - a lot of things, any non-language sight or sound or smell, anything being in my environment that I didn't take note of even if I could sense it. It could be a delayed effect of some power use - if it happens again twice more in quick succession it's almost certainly that. It could be the weather. It could be calendar date, though that would be a little weird. I still have my pancreas."

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"Well, that's good at least - would you like to take notes on what was happening when the attack occured to compare against future instances?"

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"That's probably a good idea but I don't think I can do that legibly while the carriage is still going."

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"I can. Would you like to dictate what you remember and then I can add what I remember?"

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"Sure - we'd just come around the bend - I think it didn't come up to full strength instantly, but it was pretty quick -" Her episodic memory is nothing special and she doesn't know what matters here but she does her best.

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Lucette's handwriting is messy in the carriage at this speed but she manages, at least by her standards which are admittedly unreasonably high.

Once Annie is done she adds her own memories to the list.

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At least it doesn't happen again on the way back to the estate.

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Once they are back Lucette sets to copying the notes into a less haphazard record of events, with a timeline and different colors of ink for different varieties of potential trigger.

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It's nice that she has colored ink so that Annie can experience colors at all.

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Annie is welcome to write with the colored ink as well.

"-I do not particularly relish the idea of testing the various potential triggers but if it seems wise to do so it could be arranged."

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"I agree with you, which ones are easiest to test?"

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"Exposure to a large variety of flowers, smelling petunias in an enclosed space, being near crowds of people talking, hearing music, and being jostled would also be easy enough I imagine. As would granting your abilities, assuming you are okay with granting any of them to me now."

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"The granting abilities is probably not it, because there was one fairly smooth arc of pain -" Gesture. "And not three. But if you want to try the blindness-deafness-weird-sense one, I can do that now we know they go together, and -

- well, the healing drawback wasn't noticeable to the patient which means it's a candidate for the pain drawback so maybe that one I'd hold off till you need it or we identify the trigger."

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"Well, the petunias, being jostled, and the music, we can try right away if you're ready to do so. The crowd of people talking and the variety of flowers will have to wait. I also am curious enough to want to try the weird-sense even if it's not relevant to our experiment."

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"Okay." Can she say 'how are you planning to jostle me' non-flirtatiously. Possibly she cannot. "I'm not sure what exactly to do with the petunias."

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"We can place them in a small space with us for a period of time similar to the -" she checks her notes "- 15 minutes it took for your prior reaction to occur. My shoe closet would do, I imagine."

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"Okay."

She will go sit in a shoe closet with petunias for fifteen minutes. It's boring.

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"Well, we have jostling next. I... confess I can't actually think of a dignified way to accomplish this."

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Annie can think of some undignified ways. "Well, probably I'll have reason to get in the carriage again eventually anyway."

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"We can attempt something less dignified unless you object to doing so?"

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Can they really! "Like what?"

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".... I could hold you and shake you up and down? Or uh, go underneath my mattress while you are on top and then I'd kick at the mattress or something of that nature."

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"...the mattress idea seems safer. I'd be worried about my neck if you were shaking me."

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"I can also just arrange a carriage ride for tomorrow if you would prefer."

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"The trouble with that is that we might pass something that's a trigger and get a false positive."

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"I could order a carriage ride around the country, in a short loop perhaps?"

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"That reduces but doesn't really eliminate the false positive risk. I mean, we can still do it, but if we can do fewer total experiments that result in that happening that seems best."

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"Then the mattress plan would seem to be the wisest course of action, at least for now."

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"Yeah."

Annie will go flop on the mattress.

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And then Lucette can go underneath the mattress and kick at it till she's too tired to continue.

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"I seem fine."

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Lucette is a bit unsteady when she gets out from under the bed.

"Well, the last one we can try here is music, then. There's a sitting room with a piano I practice on, we can try, and I suppose I can attempt to sing as well, should that prove necessary."

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"Okay. Are you all right?"

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"Yes, just tired - I don't typically have much cause for kicking people from underneath my bed."

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"I suppose it does seem like it would be an irregular pastime."

Piano.

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Lucette is reasonably skilled at this, not that Annie can hear.

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Nobody else can hear it either! Over the screaming!

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Lucette stops playing and runs over to hug Annie.

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Shiver. Lean.

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Lucette can also rub Annie's shoulder in case that will help.

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Annie is certainly not going to object.

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"I suppose it's music then."

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"I guess so. Inconvenient but not impossible to avoid most of the time."

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"Do you have any idea whether blocking your ears would help?"

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"...I really doubt that it would because I can't in fact hear the piano."

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"That makes sense."

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"Would you miss playing it much, should we figure out the range so I can just go out of it when you want to practice? Or anyone else who plays."

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"I will not particularly miss it, and no one else here plays. On the rare occasions when my grandfather hosts events with live music, we may want to relocate to the guest house, I suppose? Judging by my notes on the incident in the carriage, I believe that will be more than far enough."

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"Okay. Thank you."

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"... I'm aware that this is probably unnecessary given the target of our prior activity, but I'm sorry for hurting you."

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"I appreciate the thought even though it was as you say not really necessary."

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Hug.

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Hug!

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"You really are very beautiful when you smile."

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"Thank you!"

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"Yes, like that."

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"Oh, you are not actually able to see me smiling back at you, are you."

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"No, but I can hear it in your voice a little when you talk, and I'm working on discerning facial expressions with my weird sense."

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Nod.

"Can you tell what my face looks like with the sense?"

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"I can tell it apart from other faces, and I can tell smiling from not smiling. I don't have a way to - picture you."

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"Would touch suffice?"

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"Would it for you? If you met someone and it was pitch dark and you put your hands on their face? I don't think it'd be better than the weird sense, at any rate."

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"I suppose it would not."

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"Do you want to try the weird sense now?"

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"Sure."

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Boop.

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"Oh, that is... interesting."

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Annie nods, since Lucette won't be able to hear her.

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"I wonder if this would be useful for diagnosing diseases... though I suppose how relevant that would be depends on the effectiveness of your healing."

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Unboop. "I think it's not granular enough for identifying germs but it might be good for doing surgery? For someone with steady hands, which I don't really have. It could be that my healing doesn't handle tumors, or something, and then you'd want both."

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"I was imagining it as useful for the purpose of identifying the existence of those tumors in the first place."

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"Oh, yes, plausibly, if they're a different enough texture from everything else."

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Nod.

"Are you comfortable testing out the benefit associated with the music allergy by granting it to me briefly?"

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"...I guess since there's no one else around who might start humming... there isn't like, a doorbell, is there?"

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"There is not."

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"Okay."

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"Well, I don't feel immediately different - will it distress you if I scratch at my skin briefly to test whether it's healing?"

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"......it's your skin."

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"...that sounds quite like it would in fact distress you?"

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"Yes, but I'm objectively irrational about that."

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"Well, I just caused you a rather lot of discomfort in the name of testing your power, and it doesn't actually seem necessary to test this portion of it right now."

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"It's up to you, I'll do it if you want me to."

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"Let's not."

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"Do you have a guess as to what the limits of the healing power are, given that it was able to heal a man's infected arm even though the wound wasn't fresh?"

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"The benefit associated with the too-hot thing did something to help the arm, and might have been necessary for a complete recovery, but I'm not sure what it did exactly. It doesn't work on outright scars - I still seem to have the ones I remember having - and I'd be very surprised if it worked on, say, allergies, those are very different from injuries. But no two artifacts are perfectly alike so I can't predict it exactly."

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"Possibly I should tell the surgeon to contact us about other cases outside of those requiring amputation?"

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"Yes. Though would it be possible to have people come here, lest anyone else be singing on the street?"

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"Hrm....I suppose at this point we may have enough confidence in your abilities that it would be worthwhile for me to bring the subject to my grandfather and request his permission to inquire further under the guidance of a surgeon. Though I expect there will be restrictions in order to maintain propriety I don't expect those will be permanent." 

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"Restrictions like what?"

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"We'll have to be sure to be out of the room before any actual medical procedures might occur, there will have to be a chaperone present, and the patients will probably have to be women - and at least somewhat respectable ones at that."

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"I assume it doesn't help at all if I announce that I am able to respect anyone I care to. Who would make a suitable chaperone?"

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"My hope is that eventually you will become famous enough that you will be able to announce such a thing and no one will be able to gainsay you. One of my grandfather's servants would be acceptable, particularly an older female one."

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"You don't count?"

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"I'm unmarried, and noble at that, so I would not count as acceptable except for purely social encounters."

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"Is there some notional logic to why being married helps?"

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"An expectation that women are not able to be sensible about such matters until they are married."

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"...matters like treating the injured."

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"Yes, especially the treatment of injured commoners."

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"What exactly is the unsensible thing we might notionally get up to?"

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"You know, I'm not entirely sure."

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"I suppose asking is not socially acceptable either."

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"Mildly so - my suspicion is that there isn't anything in particular, just a general feeling that women are delicate and ill health contagious. And possibly some conflating of disease and virtue as well."

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"Well, I'll be treating injuries, not diseases, but I guess I shouldn't expect any level of logical connectivity here."

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"Unfortunately, yes."

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"How do you stand it?"

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"... Hm. I sometimes find it an interesting challenge to work around the restrictions. What I find truly frustrating is the lack of real ability to affect the world, even when I can find ways around the restrictions resulting from my sex."

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"What kind of real ability to affect the world would you want to have?"

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"Well, ideally, substantial wealth I could independently direct, as well as enough respect from other nobility that I could influence policies generally."

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"If you were a boy would you have those things?"

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"Yes, I would. My grandfather is quite wealthy, and my mother is his only child."

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"If you didn't get married, who'd inherit, if you can't?"

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"I suppose if I died my grandfather would name an heir, with the King's permission."

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"And they'd have to be a man?"

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"Yes."

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"What happens to... widows."

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"Under what circumstances?"

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"Are there any circumstances in which they can wind up controlling their marital property in their own right."

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"I think the closest one can get if one is a noble woman is by being widowed, and having a young son who is the putative heir but not so old that anyone would gainsay the effective regency of his mother."

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"And if she doesn't have the son, if she has no kids or only girls, then... her in-laws at whatever remove get everything? Are they obliged to support her?"

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"Yes, and they are indeed so obliged."

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"I guess that's something."

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"Noble society, for all its faults, at least takes seriously its responsibility to provide for the comfort of the woman it so disables."

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"Yaaaay."

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"Is it different where you are from?"

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"Yeah, single women can just have things. Married ones there's marital property but that affects their husbands too, I don't remember exactly how - when my parents divorced they must've had to figure out how to split things up but I was a baby at the time."

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"Could women inherit?"

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"Sure, I'm an only child and was expecting to one day get all my parents' stuff."

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"Can women run businesses or Influence policy?"

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"Yes, we can vote and run for office, and it's not harder to own and operate a business than any other ownable operable thing."

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"That sounds wonderful. Did you intend to do anything of that nature?"

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"I didn't especially want to go into business, I wanted to study artifact statistics."

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"What does that consist of?"

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"Artifacts happen when people die and they have resonances with features of the dead person and they're always their favorite object - people try to avoid having single clear favorite objects to avoid surprising their heirs but sometimes this is difficult. There's a lot of data to take and collate and analyze about what kinds of deaths and what kinds of object favoritism produce artifacts, and what traits tend to map how onto the artifact effects. I wanted to do that and see if there was any way to steer for better ones, maybe ones that were good enough that people could have favorite objects on purpose and leave something more valuable than dangerous to their families."

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"Wow, you are extremely good."

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"Thank you!"

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"Were there any trends in artifact creation that were already known?"

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"Recently I read a paper about how it's interesting that nobody's ever left their motorcycle as an artifact given that motorcyclists - uh, it's a two-wheeled vehicle that goes really fast - crash and die a lot, and often really love their motorcycles, and the speculation is that artifacts are seldom to never substantially themselves damaged at the time they become artifacts. They're really sturdy after that, but the hypothesis in the paper is that the motorcycles are getting wrecked in the course of the accidents that kill their owners and that's why you don't see artifact motorcycles. I was going to fact-check the numbers on whether we should have expected more than one or two motorcycles given conservative assumptions under the null hypothesis, though, it seemed like a stretch to me."

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"Would that theory rely on most motorcyclists dying in accidents involving their motorcycles rather than through unrelated causes?"

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"Yes, but motorcycles are an interesting case because they mostly do, it's a young demographic."

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"Have their been any previous successes in guiding artifact creation?"

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"Not really, no. Most people don't leave artifacts so you'd need such a tremendous sample size over such a long time."

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Lucette nods.

"Do you have any understanding of why artifacts are produced?"

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"Nope, it's very mysterious."

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"Is it a new phenomenon?"

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"No, it's happened for all of recorded history, though for a long time the population was much lower and people had fewer and lower quality possessions so it was a lower absolute frequency."

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"The number of posessions impacts the frequency?"

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"It's correlated with it. Prevailing theories are that it's hard to meaningfully have a favorite possession out of a very small number of them, and/or that people were sharing things in common too much when there was less material wealth so a lot of people's favorite things didn't count as theirs, and/or that the right kind of sentiment isn't likely to attach to something you have to have for practical reasons and if you only have a handful of things you probably need every one of them."

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"What sort of steps were you taking to study this?"

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"Well, I'd only just entered university and was still negotiating with the artifacts department about letting me major in artifacts without getting my mind read."

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"-women could also attend university in your world?"

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"Yes, of course."

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"Your world is refreshingly sensible about letting women do things."

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"It's kind of historically recent, so there's some reason to hope yours'll follow suit with more technological and social development."

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"What caused it?"

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"...contraception was probably big? And moving toward democracy in general - I know the names of some people who were important in pushing for it but I'm not sure which background conditions were necessary for them to succeed, unfortunately."

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"What's contraception?"

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"Medical interventions that let people have sex without getting pregnant."

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"Ah... I didn't know that was an option."

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"I don't know how to do it. ...I would give myself tolerable odds of figuring out a copper intrauterine device but only because I think those words are themselves most of what you'd need to know, I'd definitely need to test on animals first."

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"Uh, you aren't accustomed to the taboos of my society which is really quite nice but I should probably note that I've made an intentional effort to avoid learning what sex is since it's my understanding that such foreknowledge is considered undesirable in a potential spouse and I'm bad at lying. Though uh, probably I should reconsider this if it seems like something like contraception could be important to figure out."

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"I can probably just ask for uninformative materials to test things on... dogs or something with without having to tell you too much."

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"I think if it's worth your time it's also worth me learning what sex is."

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"I don't actually see how that follows."

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"My learning about such matters isn't a very large cost and I'd l really like to be able to contribute to projects that will... actually matter. It's just that prior to now almost all such projects would run through my future husband, and you change that."

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"...I guess that I can... try to... reproduce my sex ed class from high school..."

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"Oh, um. I can probably derive it from books?"

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"It seems plausible that your books are not very informative but you could maybe start there and... ask... questions...?"

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"That sounds reasonable."

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It sounds excruciating but if it's what Lucette wants. Annie nods.

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It sounds terribly awkward, but Lucette doesn't actually have any better ideas. And learning about sex on her wedding night never sounded all that appealing either.

She can go and read through the books she has thus far scrupulously avoided.

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Annie will distract herself as best she can with other books until such time as Lucette has questions.

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"You were right about the books not being very informative."

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"In a society where it's attractive to arrive at your wedding completely ignorant and where contraception hasn't been invented that seemed like a safe guess."

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"The animal husbandry books aren't aimed at women but they assumed basic knowledge I don't actually have. The various bits of poetry I've previously avoided were even less helpful."

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"Yeah, I bet the poetry's - either euphemistic or dysphemistic, depending."

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"Euphemistic, largely."

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"I'm really not sure you having a sex ed lesson will meaningfully accelerate the reverse engineering of IUDs."

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"We can skip it if you prefer, then?"

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"I'm not - refusing to do it, if you want, just - your stated reason does not I think obviously apply."

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"I think if you spend a large amount of time working on something, I don't want to have to avoid learning about the details of doing so? But possibly I can just...not avoid learning about the details. Without needing to learn things first."

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Nod nod.

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"Do you have a sense as to how long your research on this might take?"

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"...uh, depends how many animals I can keep to experiment on. I'd do something smaller than dogs but if they're too small I'll have more manufacturing issues. Sheep'd be big enough I think but they only lamb once a year, right?"

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"I'm not sure what that means?"

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"...the thing I want to try requires making small objects out of copper, putting them inside of animals that are not wildly different from humans in size, and seeing if the animals still get pregnant. I think sheep can only get pregnant at one time of year, so using them would get results slower than using an animal that doesn't have that characteristic. Right now my best idea is dogs but I might be overlooking another medium-sized animal that would work."

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"Donkeys?"

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"Are those substantially smaller than horses?"

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"Yes."

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"Then maybe that'd work well. I do expect to wind up with some number of pregnant donkeys in the process."

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"Hrm, possibly dogs would be cheaper. And less suspicious."

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"Are we likely to be able to rehome the puppies or will extras probably die?"

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"About how many do you expect?"

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"Depends how many dogs and how hard it is to get functioning IUDs."

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"If it's under a dozen, I believe we can keep them all ourselves, if it's more... I don't actually know for sure whether commoners keep pet dogs. I can probably pawn some off on my friend Sophie if need be."

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"I'd be pretty surprised if commoners didn't keep any dogs but they might only keep working dogs."

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"Which would be distinct from the ones I'd be able to buy without subterfuge."

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"Nobles don't have dogs for... hunting or something that might be of the same breeds as ones that can also catch rats?"

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"I think it would be taken as strange if I acquired hunting dogs - women aren't generally expected to hunt."

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"You couldn't claim to be breeding them as a hobby project?"

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"-hrm, we'd be expected to involve a kennelmaster if we were doing that, how noticeable would your experiments be to such an involved party?"

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"I don't really know what a kennelmaster's job is. Possibly very."

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"In which case, house dogs, rather than hunting dogs, may be the easiest."

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"Are those breeds largish? A little lapdog is going to be too small to be easy to experiment on."

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"I can justify medium to large-sized poodles."

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"How big is that?"

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She holds her hands apart demonstratively.

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"Probably close enough."

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In that case Lucette will read up on poodles to prepare to justify her new and expensive interest to her grandfather.

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She's very good.

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A few days later, Lucette informs Annie that if she were still interested, it would not actually be that out of the ordinary for them to sleep in the same bed on occasion. 

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"- would you like that?"

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"Yes, assuming you would?"

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"I would!"

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"Oh good."

Annie's smiles are very good, and Lucette figured she might get to see one if she offered the bed thing, and she was right.

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Annie is noticeably smiley for the rest of the day!

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Lucette will be so as well, in that case! Smiley Annie is just so nice to be around. 

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And at bedtime Annie is going to try to take her cues on whether they are going to ~*~snuggle~*~ (or not).

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Lucette has no idea how to do so and attempts to take Annie's cues on this.

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Well in that case Annie is going to inch closer to her in very small increments till she says something.

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Lucette will also do that then.

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Even when this means that they are ~*~snuggling~*~?

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If it's making Annie make faces like that, then yes, definitely!

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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

(Annie cannot hear her own happy little sighs so she has a disadvantage in controlling them.)

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"You make very nice sounds when you are happy, in addition to making very nice faces when you are happy."

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"- do I? I can't hear them."

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"You do - I like them."

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"Oh, well, that's good, because I don't know how I'd stop."

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"You definitely do not need to - I invited you to share my bed because of how I appreciate you being happy in the first place."

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Eeeeeeeee

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Such a good Annie.

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And eventually such a good Annie will fall asleep cuddled up to her beloved and murmur random nouns into her shoulder.

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She is warm and smiley, and Lucette has never had such an extremely good friend.

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Annie is certainly not going to be the first one to get up in the morning.

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Well, then Lucette will have to be the first one up. 

 

 

Any minute now.

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~*~snuggle~*~

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Snuggle...

"We should probably acquire breakfast..."

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"Eventually probably..." Can she get away with a NUZZLE.

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She can!

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This is very good.

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...

Lucette is curious what will happen if she nuzzles back.

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An audible gasp of delight!

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Well, there should be more of those.

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"Eeeeeeee~ can I -"

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"- nevermind."

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"Hm?"

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"Never mind." Snuggle.

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Lucette won't pry. Snuggle. And eventually, breakfast.

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Yes, Annie is very tempted to just hold her forever but cannot in fact encourage her to starve.

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The surgeon has a patient with kidney stones later that week, and another with an infected leg wound. Annie is welcome to try her hand at curing either.

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The wound will close with the healing power, and the infection subsides with the mysterious accompaniment to the excess warmth. The healing power does not work on kidney stones.

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"Hm, maybe we should find someone with a disease that might not require surgery to test your ability on?"

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"Like the flu or something? If someone has something contagious like that I'd want to make sure everything's really sanitary, it would be awful if you caught something..."

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"It would also be awful if you caught something."

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"Well - yes."

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"What sort of steps would work to make it safe for you to pass a power to someone with a potentially infectious disease?"

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"I think for something respiratory I'd want to not be breathing the same air as them, maybe they could stick a foot out a window or something, and if it were more like an intestinal problem the best way to go about it is just to wash everything with hot water and plenty of soap."

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Lucette nods. She reaches out to the surgeon to let her know about any relevant cases, and a few days later, there's a case of consumption for Annie to try her hand at curing.

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Both of the healing-applicable powers make a separate dent in the consumption.

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Lucette requests that the surgeon keep her apprised of developments over the next few days in the patient's condition.

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They seem likely to make a full recovery, insofar as medicine of the time can discern.

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"... we should figure out visiting hospitals to see if you can cure most diseases."

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"Is there anything I can do to help with that or is it mostly just people you need to talk to?"

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"I think it's just me talking to people - my guess is a lot of people will be happy to put aside questions of decorum and support it... Possibly we should figure out a structure that compensates doctors and surgeons who are left without their livelihoods - they are clearly not the priority, but pushback from them could dissuade some people from seeking out your healing."

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"I'd expect pushback from them to create headaches from a more... legislative? Angle?"

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"Doctors and surgeons aren't nobles so they won't be able to influence legislation directly.'

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"Right, but I also wouldn't expect them to be able to influence patients directly?"

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"I expect some people will trust them if they say that your healing is actually bad for whatever reason? Not many people, but some."

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"Ah. ...I'm not actually that worried about that, I have a limited number of hours in the day and word will get around."

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"That seems reasonable - I can arrange for a visit to York Hospital within the next few days, I expect."

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"Thank you. Let me know if there's anything you need from me. Or want."

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Nod.

"... would it be rude of me to ask if you were... of a similar general disposition...before the mind control?"

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"Are you asking about my personality, or about whether I would've been inclined to kiss a girl if I met one I liked enough?"

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"... the first."

Lucette probably makes some sort of facial expression about the second but since neither of them can see her face it's impossible to tell what facial expression.

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"I think I'm a bit different, but mostly in the sense that anyone would be a bit different if they were touched by a bunch of artifacts and stranded in another universe. I was already... I'm not sure what you're asking about in particular. I was bookish and ambitious and arrogant and altruistic."

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"... you do not seem very arrogant. The portion I was asking about was your habit of... deferring very intensely to my wants over any you may have."

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"I'm acting less arrogant here mostly because I know less about what's going on and that makes me less confident in my takes on it. It'll probably bounce back over a long enough time horizon. But, yes, I did wind up with an artifact effect that makes me want you to be happy more than I want other things."

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"...you being arrogant sounds nice, though I'm not entirely certain why."

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"I wouldn't have called it my most likeable trait."

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"I enjoy it when my friend Sophie is arrogant - I believe it's necessary for it to be at least somewhat justified arrogance, but I think you're plausibly the most important person alive, so quite a bit would be justified."

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"If I'm the most important person alive it's presumably all my otherworldly knowledge, I didn't have it back home and was quite full of myself there. Should I meet Sophie?"

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"It's also the healing. And the willingness to help people - most empowered who could be doing a lot more good than they are in practice doing. Possibly you should meet Sophie, she's very good, assuming you do not mind discussing the weather. If you do mind discussing the weather then probably you should not meet her."

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"The healing is also new. ...is that all she talks about? I can no longer even detect many forms of weather."

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"That is very nearly all she talks about. Her interest in weather is sufficiently broad that if there is some portion of it you find particularly interesting, she can be directed onto the subject. I've developed an interest in weather measurement and record keeping as a result of my friendship with her, and she's often happy to discuss such matters with me even if she has a fondness for qualitative reports about storms in particular."

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"Huh. Well, the next time she visits or you want to go see her I'd be happy to be introduced."

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"I'm sure that can be arranged."

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Annie taps people according to whatever protocol makes this the least scandalous, usually with both the ?infection-killing? ?hyper-fever? warmth thing and also the direct healing power at the same time.

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The protocol has her doing women and children first, and only after she's cured nearly all of them is she permitted to move on to the men. 

In total, she saves at little over a hundred people in the two hours she's there. 

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Many of them might easily have survived without her so it's probably fewer than that. She doesn't mind doing women and children first, it's a little silly but it doesn't slow her down in terms of absolute number of patients.

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Between the healing and the nightly snuggles Lucette is in a good mood for the next few days.

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Snuggles~*~!

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And late one night Lucette stirs just awake enough to notice - 

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- an eight-armed mannequin, with no face save for a hungry mouth full of sharp ivory teeth. Lucette gets the chance to scream for a moment while it finds its place in the oversized tome it carries with it.

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Annie can't hear her scream.

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And then Lucette's eyes roll back in her head, and she's still. 

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When she comes to she gasps.

"N-I'm. I."

"Please."

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"Potato."

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Lucette looks at Annie, terrified and helpless. 

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A page is turned.

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And then she's not looking at anything outside her own head.

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"Sarsparilla."

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"A-annie."

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"Zzzmmm? - Lucette? - what the fuck is that -"

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Whatever it is it doesn't stick around once Annie's up.

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"I-I-" Words aren't happening right now, apparently.

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"- it's gone -? What was - are you okay - Lucette -?"

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Nope, still not happening. Just heavy breathing and silent tears.

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"You don't seem injured - you're breathing, your heart's going really fast but it's regular -" Will it help if she strokes Lucette's arm and brushes her hair out of her face and tries to de-tearify her face with her sleeve. "Do you need the healing power anyway? Should I go ask someone for help?"

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"N-no you shouldn't."

 

 

 

"I'm sorry."

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"It's okay, you scared me a little but clearly whatever that was scared you more, what was it?" Pet pet.

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"That's not what I'm sorry for."

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"What is it, what's wrong?"

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"I-I'm."

She swallows and tries again.

"I'm sorry for mind controlling you to be in love with me."

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"...that was an artifact. Like all my weird properties."

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"I-I-arranged for you to touch that artifact. And the one to make us go to another world, and the other ones too. B-because I wanted. I really really wanted you to be in love with me and helpless and away from everyone who could stop me."

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"I think artifacts explain my situation and the magic you have here does not explain it nearly so well. Also you mostly haven't seemed like you wanted me to be in love with you. - Lucette, what was that thing with the arms and the book."

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"-I. I'm really sure it was me I remember ... doing... "

What was that thing.

".... oh. That was... probably a demon?"

 

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...pet pet pet. "So - you got a demon and - it gave you false memories -?"

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Lucette leans into pets, then flinches away from them, and then leans back into them again.

"I....that. might be possible?"

"I remember doing this to you using artifacts, not my world's magic. Since I'm not from this world-or ... I wasn't from this world? When it happened?"

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Annie makes a small sad noise when Lucette flinches away but doesn't notice herself doing this. "I think you thought you were from this world yesterday. Does that sound right?"

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"Yes?"

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"And it is normal for people to be from only one universe, and for that not to change day to day. Right?"

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"...yeah."

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"And it would be the sort of thing a demon could do, make you confused and misremember things the way you might if you were dreaming."

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"I think so. I-I don't know much about demons...they only haunt empowered. And I'm half commoner."

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"Do you want to see if you're - stronger, now, or anything, to check -?"

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"I think powers largely don't come in at first...maybe a small amount... Maybe I can -"

Lucette tries a thing, and the bed shakes briefly.

"-I can do that. I guess."

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"So that was a demon, and it made you feel horrible as demons are known to do," which is not okay at ALL but the immediate priority is getting Lucette recombobulated, she can figure out how to tear that thing limb from excess limb later, "but at least now you have superpowers and you haven't done me a bit of harm and I love you and that's not your fault."

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"....are you sure the memories are false?"

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"They don't match my memories, or what you thought yesterday, and there is an obvious source of false memories for you and not for me or for yesterday-you. So yes."

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"That does seem to make sense, yes."

Lucette would like to be leaning more on Annie now.

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As much as she wants. Annie will hold her and pet her hair.

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Huuuug.

"...I will probably need to spend tomorrow night on my own to satiate the demon."

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Whimpering noise and a tighter hug.

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"Sorry."

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"How long will it take? How alone do you have to be, can I be waiting in the next room to come hug you as soon as it goes or will it notice I can sense it through walls?"

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"I think most of a night is normal, and it probably isn't worth risking you being too close, because if it does notice I'll have to wait another night and that makes the haunting worse."

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"Will you be able to come get me once it's over or will you be too - upset -"

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"I think I will probably be able to come get you, so long as I decide to do it even if my memories indicate this would be a bad idea?"

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"That sounds like it would be... hard. Does it have to be at night or could it be when I wouldn't be asleep and could choose some particular time to check on you, if there's a predictable amount of time it needs to go on?"

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"I think it might depend on the demon, but we can try having me alone in a dark room for a portion of a day and see if that works?"

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"They don't like the light even if no one but their human is around?"

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"Yeah."

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Sad whimpery snuggle.

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Snuggle.

"I didn't think I could become empowered... I would have... I don't know. Been more prepared, somehow."

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"It seems like it'd be hard to prepare for since there's all different demons."

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"I might have... made different social choices, if I knew there was a chance I'd be empowered."

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"Like what?"

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"Gotten to know more nobles with whom I might make a good match if we both became empowered."

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"....sorry. Perhaps I should not have mentioned that."

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"I'd better - try to get used to the idea sooner or later."

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"Me as well."

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"How can demons even tell you're married, anyway."

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"I believe there's some sort of magical marriage bond that can form between empowered?"

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"But you're half commoner. How did that work? Why was it allowed to be tried?"

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"My mom wasn't empowered - most nobles aren't."

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"But still, do empowered ones ever marry non-empowered ones?"

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"No - their demons would go wild if they did that."

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"Oh."

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"Courting season is just about over, so we'll have almost a year until I'm married most likely."

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Annie kind of wants to throw up. She does not do this. She is busy holding Lucette.

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"Sorry." Hug.

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"It's not your fault."

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"Are there things I could do to make it easier?"

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"I dunno. You didn't want me anyway so there's that."

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"Ideally my being married will not actually affect what sort of interactions I can have with you? And it will give me more freedom in general."

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"Okay," whispers Annie.

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She hugs Annie tighter.

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Annie tries really hard not to cry and fails.

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Yeah...it's... yeah.

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At least Lucette's not kicking her out of bed for crying on her.

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Lucette has no idea why she would do that.

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Lucette's demon won't come during the day at its current strength, so she has to wait till the following evening to get her first haunting over with.

She does in fact manage to go get Annie afterwards. Mostly to apologize to her for playing music, being a girl, and injuring all those people Annie had to heal in the hospital.

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Annie is there to hug her and remind her that she did not injure anyone and the music was a necessary experiment and it is not her fault that she is a girl and they still couldn't get married even if she weren't one apparently.

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Lucette is under the impression that things would be better if she weren't a girl, but she's not actually sure why.

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"Oh, since we can't get married it'd probably be worse, because you might've liked me if you were still straight but a boy and then maybe we'd have had to break up."

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"It is good that I won't have to break up with you, yeah."

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"Yeah."

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The good news is she doesn't have to do that again for a week, and in the meantime her powers start coming in. Just a few days later she's already noticeably stronger, and her shaking-things power has increased significantly in intensity.

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It's not an amazing consolation prize for being tormented like that but it is something.

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And one evening when they cuddle up in bed together there's a strange magical sensation that feels like it really should have content but doesn't. 

"...huh."

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"Hm?"

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"There's some manner of sensation to touching you that wasn't there before..."

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"...in a... good way or a bad way?"

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"Neutral?"

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"Is it a superpower thing?"

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"I expect so..."

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"You can't figure out what it's for though?"

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"Hrm... it doesn't feel like a thing I can do with my power? There's a phenomenon where if empowered touch each other they can get an emotional sense of their feeling about each other but you're not empowered and I'm not actually getting any information about you from the sensation?"

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"Huh. Maybe I partially count as empowered, since I'm magical but differently."

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"Are you able to sense it at all?"

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"I don't think so. It's not a ranged sense, so it shouldn't be blocked by my sensory thing, if I'm right about why it kills the senses it does..."

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"It's ranged for married empowered, I believe. As well as communicating considerably more detail."

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"Well. We aren't married. So it's not a ranged sense right now. So probably it's for some other reason - I guess I might have unaccounted-for artifact effects."

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"What was the count of benefits and drawbacks at?"

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"Uh - heat with some kind of infection related thing, healing with music allergy, the senses all together. We don't know what the languages ability or the way I can push artifact effects onto other people temporarily goes with and we don't know what either of the love effect or the transport to another universe goes with, though the conservative explanation would be that those match up one way or the other."

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"So it would imply the presence of an entire additional pair..."

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"Right."

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"Hrm... perhaps we should visit with Sophie? She's empowered and thus would allow us to check if what is occurring replicates with other empowered."

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"That sounds like a good idea."

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Lucette sends the only letters consistently worth reading! 

Yes of course, she can visit that weekend. She'd come on her own sooner than that but flying long distances alone isn't allowed for young ladies because people don't think women can read maps or something like that.

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The new sensation will just have to be a mystery until then.

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Actually it turns out it's the result of a poison Lucette dosed Annie with.

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That doesn't make any sense because it's a sensation Lucette feels and has no effect on Annie at all.

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No the poison causes Annie's skin to... to... Lucette can't quite remember anymore, it was there a moment ago...

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It was a demon-delusion. Pet pet pet.

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The last ones didn't fade... possible this is a result of the demon being weaker after the first haunting? It did only have six arms this time.

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"Maybe if it comes often enough it'll fade away like a bad dream every time?"

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"That seems likely? ...and I suppose is better than the alternative."

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"Yeah. I really hate the - but if it's like a bad dream, I wasn't previously having a crisis every time you went to sleep about the possibility you'd have a nightmare."

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Lucette isn't going to say aloud that it's way worse than a bad dream.

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It's mostly cope anyway but it's nice of her not to completely shatter it!

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And Annie can't see Lucette's face, so that won't give it away either.

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She is indeed not very good at facial expressions.

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Sophie arrives the next day.

"Hi what is the weather like where you're from? Lucette told me it's not very nearby...I'm Sophie."

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"It's got a cool maritime climate and it rains and snows a lot. I'm Annie."

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"Does it hail and how was the weather on your trip here?"

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"It occasionally hails. I haven't been able to directly appreciate almost anything about the weather as of late since I am blind and deaf and rather insensate to the temperature. I don't think I got rained on, I would have noticed that."

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"Oh I'm sorry you didn't get rained on. How can you hear what I'm saying?"

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"I have a separate power that lets me understand and speak all languages and it cuts through the part where I'm blind and deaf. So I can hear voices speaking but only that, I can't hear it if you cough or something."

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"Can you feel thunder if it's loud enough to shake things a bit?"

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"I might be able to, but I don't think it's happened since I went deaf etcetera."

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"That sounds terrible."

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"It was a pretty irresponsible handling of the artifacts in question for sure."

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"Artifacts?"

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So Annie explains how artifacts work and what she knows about which ones are operative on her.

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Sophie gets bored during artifact number three and asks if any of them are about weather and if not can they talk about something more interesting or is Annie the sort of person she has to be polite to.

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"Uh, I don't have to explain it if you don't care."

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"I think it's probably somewhat interesting, but my science tutor is ill and Lucette hasn't been writing me as many letters as she used to and when she does the letters talk about you more than the weather. Though they are still much better than other letters."

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If Lucette makes a face and no one in the conversation notices it did she really make a face at all?

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Probably not! "...if you two want to catch up about the weather I can go read a book or something."

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"-if you'd like? We still have to test to see if the strange contact phenomenon I felt with you will repeat itself when you touch Sophie."

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"I hadn't gotten to that part in my explanation but perhaps it doesn't need to be fully explained." She holds out her hand in Sophia's direction.

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Poke.

"That is definitely the feeling of touching an empowered, except without the bit where you get to learn how annoying they find you."

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"...well, hopefully that difference is enough that no one is going to try to force me to marry anyone."

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"Do you have a demon?"

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"No, but it seems like proving it would tend to be difficult. Anyone who thought I might have a demon might object to the measure of having me supervised all the time to observe none manifesting over a demonstrative period of time."

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"Well, then I don't see why they would need to force you to marry someone."

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"-it's possible some people wouldn't believe her?"

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"Is she not very trustworthy?"

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"I can be very trustworthy without everyone naturally knowing that."

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"Oh, that makes sense."

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"I do think it would be best if this did not become widely known."

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"Okay. I guess I don't have a lot of reason to touch random empowered people."

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"Sophie, do you think that you'll be very capable of keeping this a secret?"

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"It's not about the weather so I don't see why I would talk about it - I thought that was obvious."

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"I suppose it was."

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"...for it to be a secret you also have to withhold the information if someone asks about it without making it obvious that you're doing that, though."

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"I can just change the subject to being about the weather instead of whatever they are asking about. I do that a lot already."

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"...that'll probably work."

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"Did you know that twisters spin clockwise in the Southern Hemisphere? Well, at least a lot of the time. Sometimes the ones in the Northern Hemisphere do that so it stands to reason that sometimes the ones in the south would do the reverse."

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"I didn't know that, no."

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"I don't know why this happens! The book I had said it's because the southern hemisphere everything is upside down, which I think is mostly a sign of it being a bad book and not about the real reason they do that."

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"It could have to do with magnetism somehow, but I can't think of how..."

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"My guess would be something about the earth's rotation?"

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"But it's rotating in the same direction in both places!"

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"It's not a very detailed guess."

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"Well, it's better than the one in the book. And maybe better than magnetism since there isn't any metal in twisters. At least not ones that haven't run over places with metal in them."

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"It does seem more plausible than magnetism - are there inhabited areas in the south with twisters?"

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"I think so, but only recently unless the book is wrong about that too."

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Annie doesn't know much about tornadoes. She leans her head on Lucette's shoulder.

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Lucette leans back and can have a perfectly nice time discussing potential ways civilizations can usefully adapt to twisters, relying largely on Sophie's knowledge of twisters.

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When Annie knows something she'll pipe up but she has never studied meteorology.

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Sophie has more than enough meteorology knowledge for the three of them.

....Well, enough for Annie and Lucette anyways. Not nearly enough for Sophie. 

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It's a nice enough way to spend the afternoon. Especially if she can be holding hands with Annie.

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Over the next three days Lucette's flying comes in. Well, mostly at first it isn't so much flying as crashing without even getting off the ground, as the force meant to push her up instead sends her in a seemingly random direction. Once she does get in the air she's much better off.

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Annie's sensory range is not amazing and she doesn't like losing track of Lucette but she'd want to fly, if it were her who could fly, so she doesn't make a fuss about it.

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Lucette doesn't really stray far from Annie, regardless.

After two weeks of practice she decides she is adept enough to safely carry Annie with her, if that seems like it would be enjoyable.

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That does seem like it would be enjoyable!

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Annie continues to be so pretty...

Lucette takes off without Annie and scoops her up once she's got herself in the air.

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"Ee!"

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Lucette enjoys flying but apparently not as much as Annie! Except when she has Annie with her she can enjoy how much Annie is enjoying it, which is always very good and satisfying.

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It's thrilling and she can't see where they're going but she can feel the swoopiness and the wind whipping through her hair!

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Lucette does her best to iterate on what forms of flying lead to Annie making the happiest noises and faces.

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She likes descending at a steep but not vertical angle, and banking turns, and any maneuvers that get Lucette to hold her tighter.

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Then Lucette can do some intensely swoopy flying with these properties. And also carefully hold Annie progressively tighter all the time once she notices that's a pattern, until Annie seems to be at a happy level of being held tightly. Carefully because Lucette's strength has really grown to be quite something.

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There is a level at which it being emotionally gratifying balances out against it being physically painful and too hot but it's maybe a surprising level.

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Lucette can go to whatever level causes the happiest faces. She will also nuzzle Annie some during a portion of the flight where she's settled into a slow glide, in case that helps get good faces to.

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That gets great faces, though they might be hard to see mid-nuzzle.

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Perhaps there are sounds, though, accompanying the faces?

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Giggling!

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Very good sounds to midair nuzzle someone to.

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Eeeeeeeee <3

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Kiss?

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Annie gets a KISS? A REAL KISS???? It's a good thing they're up in the air and nobody else can hear them because the noises from this eventuality are not giggly at all.

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Lucette makes some very similar noises empathetically! Annie is just so good and should be kissed some more.

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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

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Okay, so that's the reaction that sort of kiss gets from Annie, how about this sort of kiss?

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All forms of kiss from Lucette are good!

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Do they all get the same amount of reaction though? Even this kiss? Or this one?

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If Annie can positively reinforce her way into MAKEOUTS she is doing that.

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She can absolutely do that.

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SUCCESS

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Lucette is apparently engrossed enough in this new Annie-approved activity that she doesn't notice when they're coming up on a flock of geese.

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Annie was barely aware they were still moving, she doesn't have a lot of clues about whether they're doing that which couldn't be the wind blowing around of its own accord. She manages to pull back for enough air to say "birds?!"

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Birds?

 

 

Oh!

Lucette manages to turn her head and locate them, leaving her just enough time to swerve... very nearly out of the way of the flock. 

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Well, hitting a bird at high speed is nothing Annie's healing factor can't handle.

"Can you... hover?"

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She slows to the speed of a leisurely walk.

"- not exactly, but I can do this?"

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"Okay -" Can she kiss her again or is the moment ruined.

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"I'm sorry, I was distracted and should have kept my wits about me. Are you okay?"

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"It clonked into my shoulder but I'm healed up fine now."

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"Sorry."

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"I'm really okay."

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"If you're sure..."

"... would you like it if I went back to attempting to elicit positive expressions and sounds out of you?"

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"Mmhm yes!"

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"-I haven't even started yet!"

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"I can contemplate the future, though!"

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Does the contemplated future contain more kissing? Because the actual future does.

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That was the hope!!

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Lucette is delighted to fulfill this prediction.

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Annie will make out with Lucette in the sky FOREVER if Lucette doesn't stop her.

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Eventually Lucette realizes that she's been hungry for the past hour or so and should probably have an extremely late lunch or early dinner.

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"- yes, that makes sense, I should probably eat too. - was this a one time thing or -"

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"It can be a more than one time thing if you would like? I quite appreciate how happy it makes you."

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"I've been wishing you'd kiss me since the moment we met but I'm not sure how I feel about it if you don't actually like it and just like making me happy."

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"I do enjoy it? You being happy feels very nice. If it didn't make you happy I don't think I would enjoy it at all, but so long as that's not the case I would like to continue doing it."

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"- it's not that I'd hope you'd enjoy it even if I hated it, that would be bad, but if that's all you're getting out of it and it doesn't also feel nice or anything..."

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"I'm not sure what you mean?"

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"I will kiss you and it will be the best part of my day even if it's like... talking about the weather. But it would be a little sad, if it was like that, only something that'd ever occur to you because it's good for someone else."

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"I think I enjoy it considerably more than talking about the weather, and also it doesn't require conscious effort on my part for me to cultivate an interest in it, unlike meteorology. I don't think kissing any woman would have occurred to me without you having mentioned it, though."

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"If you only have the idea ever in your life because I mentioned it that's different from if it'd never come to mind as a thing to do on a given day, I think."

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"It's the first one.... is that... better?"

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"I think so, yeah? Like if you'd never heard of - apples - and I introduced you to apples and then you wanted them for breakfast every morning, that means it turns out you like apples, and if you'd never heard of them and then only ate them when I was fixing something for both of us - if I cooked any more given that there's servants - the analogy is kind of breaking down here, sorry."

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"I'm not completely certain I follow..." Can she lean on Annie while flying? 

... no, apparently not. 

"I think if you really enjoyed eating apples, I would also want you to have apples even if I would not get very much out of eating them myself... I think the thing that makes kissing you particularly enjoyable is that I feel, perhaps unreasonably given the mind control, that your reaction to it reflects on me. If I were going to stretch the metaphor to cover this, I would say that I'd actually personally want to cook you dishes with apples, except not really because I'd have no idea where to begin with such an endeavor."

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"It wasn't a very good analogy. I'm not sure how else to put it."

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Nod.

 

"...I find myself craving apples now."

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"Well, hopefully there are some at home."

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"...have you concluded you would like me to continue kissing you?"

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"Always. I didn't realize I'd been unclear on that."

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Well, in that case Lucette would like to kiss her again before they go and discover whether there are apples for lunch.

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YAY

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Eventually instead of kissing, there is lunch, with an apple pie being prepared for the evening.

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Lunch is important for things like being alive to kiss Lucette again in the future.

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The next time Lucette schedules a haunting, she uncharacteristically doesn't come and slip into Annie's bed afterwards.

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Annie gives her an extra fifteen minutes and then creeps just into range of her room to see if the demon is still there.

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It is not.

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Then she hurries the rest of the way, and falls down the stairs once, and picks herself up and resumes hurrying, and knocks -

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Lucette has no idea what to say in reply, so she is just going to stare at the door.

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She's still alive, her heart is beating, she's breathing - "Lucette, whatever it told you it's not true - please can I come in -"

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...Can Annie see her nod.

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Yes! Is the door unlocked?

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No, Lucette forgot about that.

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"The door is locked. If you can't get up I can try to find something to pick it with?"

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Lucette can get up and open it.

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And now an Annie is hugging her really tight.

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Annie can do that and Lucette can't actually prevent herself from leaning into it, but she's not going to hug back.

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"What was it? It's lying, it lies every time, whatever it said -"

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"Said that my not loving you back was making you miserable."

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"The fact that I am mind controlled gives me the occasional issue and it is not your fault."

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"I... just do whatever I want though. Instead of trying to make it easier."

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"You shouldn't do anything you don't want! It will make my mind control very alarmed if you do things you don't want on my behalf!"

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For some reason this is going to make Lucette cry!

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Oh no. Annie doesn't know what else to say and just goes on hugging her and maybe also cries a little bit.

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"Your mind control seems really bad and I want to wish it had never happened to you, but a part of me is happy I get to have you and I don't think my demon was wrong about that."

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"It's better than you hating that I happened to you, given that I did anyway!"

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"It.... I don't...It feels wrong."

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"Because of the demon. You didn't bring me here and you didn't hit me with a bunch of artifacts and if I had to happen to you it's better that you like it."

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"It still seems wrong to like someone being mind controlled into loving me."

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"You're not about to repeat the experiment! It doesn't help anything for you to be guilty about it!"

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"Would you have thought that before you were in love with me?"

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"Yes! Guilt is pointing at - mistakes, at things that you shouldn't repeat. There's no mistake, there is nothing to not repeat, so it's useless here, it's just good if you're happy and not good if you're unhappy."

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"I.... could try harder to keep in mind whether I'm hurting you by accident. So I don't. As often."

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"Not if you're going to give yourself a complex about it, that will not help on net at all."

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"Are there things I could do though? That would help?"

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"Only if you are not going to have a complex about them so right after a haunting is not the right time to brainstorm about it."

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"If you're sure."

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Annie kisses her cheek. "Pretty sure."

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Lucette makes an involuntary gasp at the cheek kiss, not that Annie can hear, and stares at Annie intensely, not that Annie can see.

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Annie can notice a sharp inhalation, just not auditorily. "Is - was that okay -"

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"I'm-you-"

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"- if there was any doubt, I still love you."

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Nod nod.

 

 

"...I really liked it when you kissed me because it reminded me of that."

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"Well, we could shut your door again and go in your room and kiss more."

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"That would be nice if it makes you happy and seems like a good idea to you, and it's you deciding that right now and not me."

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"I can do that." Annie shuts the door and - can't really do the maneuvering to get them into bed because Lucette is very strong and Annie is very clumsy but she can exert pressure in that direction till they're sitting on the bed and then she can kiss Lucette.

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This is really nice and soothing it turns out! Lucette is not sure if it's entirely ethical, but right now it's not her who has to decide whether it's ethical.

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Kissing Lucette is a very cheering activity.

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Stories about Annie's first visit to the York hospital aren't taken entirely by most who hear them, but some people are still desperate enough to make the trek out to see if the stories of an empowered healing commoners are true. When those desperate few come back healed people began to take the stories quite a bit more seriously.

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Seems likely to improve throughput.

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By her fourth trip the hospital is crowded with visitors begging for her healing. One person, however, has not come in search of healing but instead to ask Annie to bless her newborn child.

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"...if she's already healthy I can't do anything for her, that's not how my powers work."

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"Please Lady Ann - it would be an honor, just to receive your blessing for my child. Even if she is not in need of your healing."

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"I don't even know how to bless people!"

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"Just... any words you may have... m'lady..."

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"She seems like a lovely baby and I hope she has a wonderful life?"

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The woman has tears in her eyes when she thanks Annie afterwards.

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That was awkward and hopefully the woman does not tell any of her friends that it's possible to harass Annie into pretending to bless a baby.

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A day after the baby blessing Lucette is feeling sufficiently recovered from her recent haunting to actually want to have the conversation Annie wisely suggested should be left for later.

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"Can you be at all more specific about what you are trying to find out here?"

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"If I regularly say things that bother you I'd like to know? Or if you are putting up with other discomforts that I could remedy."

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"So, I don't have a single immobile preference about the state of the world? It's all complicatedly interdependent with what you want, though of course I only know what you communicate to me about what you want. And sometimes two states of the world that are very similar in almost every way are wildly different in where they'd be in my preference ordering. So if my talking about it changes something about what you want or how you feel about it that can itself render whatever I said out of date."

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"I am not entirely certain how to responsibly interact with that."

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"It seems like it would be pretty hard! If it seemed like it would be very simple and low-risk I would have been speaking up more readily all along, but unfortunately instead it is not."

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"Would it be helpful at all for me to tell you more things about preferences I have?"

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"Probably, yes? Especially in the sense that I do not prefer to operate on incorrect information even if it might make me less cheerful in the moment."

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"Are there particular sorts of preferences that would be helpful to know about?"

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"Well, I remain kind of confused about your kissing-related attitude but we did not get very far on that last time."

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"I may have more insight on it now, if you have specific questions?"

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"...well, why would you have more insight now?"

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"Well, we've spent quite a bit more time kissing."

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"...that's true. Is -

"- I'm still new to this culture. I don't know what it means exactly when two English girls sleep in the same bed. Or if they ever kiss, or, if they do, they do it like that. In my culture that would not be a thing girls who were just friends would do, at least not by the time they were our age. And even if it is a normal thing that happens in this culture for girls who are friends and are not otherwise attracted to women to do I don't know what it means for you as an individual."

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"I may not be the best source on what English girls typically do with their friends, given that I only have the two, but sleeping in the same bed doesn't strike me as at all odd. Kissing would, perhaps, be odd - especially in the... particular manner in which we have done so. If I did hear some other girl was kissing her friends in a similar manner I would not conclude based on that that she was attracted to women. I'm not entirely certain how to put it in words for me as an individual - I enjoy kissing you? Quite a bit. I would be sad if we ceased doing so." 

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"What do you think it... means... to be attracted to women, exactly."

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"It's a mode of social interaction that's available in some other societies that were more flexible on the rules of family of marriage?"

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"...not the acting on it, the attraction."

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"I'm not certain what you mean?"

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"Some people can fly, but that's not an answer to what it is like to want to fly. Right?"

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"Yes?"

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"So I am not saying, 'which people can do anything about it if they find that they are attracted to girls'. I am asking what you think it is like to be attracted to girls."

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"I'd imagine it depends on the specifics of the society?"

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"Do you think wanting to fly depends on the specifics of the society? Being hungry? Having dreams at night?"

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"-no? But those aren't .... social phenomena?"

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"Do you think when men are attracted to women this depends a lot on the society?"

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"-possibly? I'm not entirely sure."

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"Or when women are attracted to men, if that's easier to think about."

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"I'd expect that depends quite a lot on society, yes."

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"Okay, can you describe how you expect the things to be related?"

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"Which things, exactly?"

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"...I can't see your face so I am worse than I might otherwise be at guessing if you're uncomfortable, but if you're not subconsciously bouncing off the topic, then the degree to which I'm failing to communicate is making me kind of concerned about the quality of my translation effect."

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"-I suspect that the gap is cultural, not translation-related. Though I suppose I am not confident... this would all be much easier if the emotional component of the empowered bond were to work between us."

Lucette sighs.

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"Is there normally any voluntary element to it at all that I might be - defaulting differently on somehow?"

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"Not that I know of. Why would you be defaulting differently on such an element if there were one?"

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"Just because it would be surprising, maybe, whereas everyone else presumably knows it's a thing empowered do? Or it could be an artifact effect. ...if it's an artifact effect I think it's probably a positive one, so it might be controllable."

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Lucette proffers a hand.

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Annie holds her hand and - tries to show her -

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"Did it work?"

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"It-yes. Yes it worked.... it's.... so much."

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"- I can stop if it's too much."

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"No... I.... I am not entirely certain what the right way to respond to having... all of this... pointed at me is, but I really quite enjoy it."

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"Oh, good. That really is better than the alternative."

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... What if they were kissing?

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They could be kissing! It will distract from their conversation but the conversation was not as good as kissing!

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Kissing Annie is really good. The mind reading doesn't actually respond to changing emotions, but it lets Lucette know the broad strokes about how Annie generally feels about her. Normally, Lucette imagines, emotions viewed this way might feel small but in this case it's like viewing a great mountain in the distance.

 

 

"...I would like to do more things that you would enjoy in a similar manner to kissing."

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"...gosh. Okay. You've gotta tell me, if I spook you, I won't be able to hear it if you just make a noise that isn't a word, okay?" Is the door locked, she can tell from here.

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"I can do so."

Lucette locks the door by default at this point.

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In that case Annie can get underway on causing there to be fewer clothes in this situation.

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Normally, Lucette would be anxious about making a mistake, or misleading Annie, or her ability to actually make sure Annie was having a nice time but, so long as they are touching, it is very obvious to her that those worries aren't really all that important. Annie will love her regardless of what happens, and it's exhilarating and a little bit terrifying and feels so very nice.  

And it's not like taking off clothes with a female friend is all that strange anyways.

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The particular manner in which Annie does so may be strange, though.

Annie can detect people's bodies under their clothes without the clothes interfering, with her present sensory layout. She isn't seeing anything new. But she is touching some new stuff.

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"Oh-that's-....can I touch you, perhaps?"

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"Yes of course you can, always, please."

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"...I may need instruction."

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"Does demonstration work?"

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"-I might prefer not at the moment?"

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"- okay, I can slow down, sorry -"

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"It's okay, I would just like to do things to you. And see your reactions to me doing those things."

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"I haven't actually had sex before so I don't know exactly what I will like. I think it is pretty safe for you to guess though."

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"I do not know what sort of guesses are at all plausible."

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"I think a lot of them are plausible. Probably don't like, bite me, I think I can guess in advance I don't like that."

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"I would still appreciate suggestions, if you have any."

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Okay, how about she takes Lucette's hand and puts it on her boob.

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And then Lucette will... pet the boob?

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That is a pretty good thing to do with a boob!

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There are lots of good places, really, Annie is very generically enthusiastic, but a random walk will get more emphatic noises from petting in some ways and places than others.

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Oh, she has a happy Annie...

Well, in retrospect, this particular place makes quite a lot of sense. 

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That's a good one, yep! Gets her happy Annie to squirm a lot and breathe faster.

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Lucette arranges herself and Annie so that she can continue with the petting while gazing at her Annie's face. And occasionally kiss that same face.

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A satisfying arrangement. "You could kiss more of me too, if you want."

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Liiiiike... Annie's nose? That is a more of Annie that she can kiss.

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It makes Annie giggle!

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Not a displeasing result.... But what if, instead, she kisses Annie here? Or here? Or this other place still lower down.

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Some places are not very interesting (shoulder) and some places are very and surprisingly interesting (back of neck) and some places are very and unsurprisingly interesting. Lucette is more than welcome to collect them all.

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She would absolutely like to do that! And to find out what happens if she continues kissing such places as yield the most interesting results. 

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Moaning noises produced with increasing abandon, is what.

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That's really nice and should continue to happen!

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There is a distinct crescendo at one point, but that's no reason to stop.

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Well, Annie hasn't stopped producing sounds yet, has she?

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She has not!

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Lucette is empowered and will not become significantly fatigued at this level of exertion for quite some time. 

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Then eventually she can wear Annie out, because Annie does not have any special endurance advantages and wants to fall asleep on Lucette now please.

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Yes, she can definitely do that.

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yayyyyzzzzzzz

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And Lucette will gaze at her Annie fondly, bask in the feeling of unconditional love, and perhaps make some noises of her own after long enough. 

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Since Annie is deaf there is no risk of this awakening her.

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Lucette also does a good job of being quiet.

 

Up until she hits her own crescendo, when for some reason Annie's name slips out of her mouth.

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That doesn't wake her up either - she's really very tired - but she does go "mm" and curl up closer.

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This, like everything else about her Annie, is extremely good.

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When Annie wakes up Lucette is in her sitting room, bending silverware with her powers. Well, trying to bend silverware. Mostly it just goes flying out of her hands unless she holds it hard enough to bend it without her powers. But she's gotten the resonance right for at least one spoon and she's determined to get the hang of it for this fork as well. 

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Oh, cute. Annie gets herself ready for the day, supervising at a distance, and then drifts into the sitting room too.

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Lucette has successfully persuaded a fork to wiggle at a speed of her choosing by the time Annie's finished.

"-well, I see to have relatively fine control over my power. Now I merely need to find some greater use for such control than animating silverware."

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"Did you choose silverware for some property it has besides being around, or can you animate lots of things?"

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"Lots of things, though many of them would break instead of bending I believe... I think what I am doing has something to do resonance, but I'm not entirely certain."

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"Okay, so you can - break stuff, or bend it if it bends? At what range? Is it only stuff that isn't alive or can you do this to plants?"

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"I need to be touching it, and depending on the size and material, it will take a different amount of time, I expect. I don't see any reason why I couldn't do it to plants?"

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"What kind of time range?"

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"For silverware it takes me -" Lucette checks her notes "-on average between three and four seconds to get the silverware to do more than twitch, but trending downwards with practice. My guess is bigger objects will take longer and the intensity seems to increase with duration as well."

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"And you're just making them shake, or can you get more specific?"

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"I can definitely affect the axis on which the shaking occurs, and I can make them shake or less or slower or faster.... I'm not sure what the limitations are. I could possibly cause something to stop shaking as well? I have a sense that informs me about shaking both caused by me and otherwise. I'm also unsure of the upper limits of the ... magnitude of the ability."

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"Are powers guaranteed to be useful? I expect this one can be but affects how hard it makes sense to look."

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"I have not heard of useless ones, though I'm not certain I would have if they did exist."

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"I guess maybe you could counter an earthquake, though I don't know how common they are here."

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"Very few.... I could possibly cause an earthquake.... which I am not particularly enthused about, but at least it's me and not someone else with such a power."

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"Is that how it works, if you didn't get it someone else would?"

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"Oh, no. Powers tend to be of a similar sort within families, but other than that seem random to me, though many people claim other patterns exist I find the evidence for them uncompelling."

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"Is yours like a relative's at all?"

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"I suspect my grandfather's primary ability contributed to mine, and my grandmother's to my flight. My grandfather had control over his voice -  he could ensure his words were heard by people as far away as London, and could yell loudly in a way that carried concussive force within his immediate vicinity. My grandmother's ability was, I believe, gravitational in nature."

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"...isn't your grandfather still alive?"

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"Yes, but powers break once someone is old enough, leaving them unempowered."

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"Oh, I see."

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"Hauntings also stop at that point."

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"Is there a way to make it happen faster?"

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"Excessive power use, though typically doing so is avoided for both duty and health reasons." 

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"...what are the duty and health reasons?"

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"Duty, because such powers are necessary for fighting off wild demons and safely giving birth, and health because empowered are immune to disease and injury."

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Annie's facial expression flickers at "giving birth". "Oh," she says.

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"-it really is completely safe for empowered."

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"That's good."

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...Lucette will just have to trust Annie's ability to make reasonable decisions about what to share and what not to. 

"I suppose your abilities may make the health benefits somewhat less important, though I'm unclear on to what degree." 

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"I haven't tested it on anyone trying to give birth yet."

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"Most of my doing so will likely be before it is plausible for my powers to give out regardless."

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"... would you like-" actually now that Lucette has seen Annie's feelings for her she doesn't really need to ask before hugging.

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Hugs are good.

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"-I am not entirely certain what about the situation is bothering you, but we can change the subject regardless, if you prefer?"

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"I don't like that you have to get married to some guy and don't like that when you do he will presumably get you pregnant with all that entails. But me not liking it doesn't change anything."

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"It's not at all my preferred state of the world but being an empowered does improve it tremendously. I was expecting to be married off to someone of my grandfather's choosing and to suffer great risks in childbirth. Instead, I will be largely free to find my own match, so long as I do so in a reasonable amount of time, and childbirth will be easy and safe."

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Lucette can hug her Annie tighter.

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Lucette is very good.

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"I'm sorry you've been mind controlled into such a difficult love."

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"It's more the circumstances that are difficult, I think."

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Hugs.

"Are there...sorts of attributes my future husband could have that might make it easier?"

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"I guess he could be gay, but I don't know how you'd tell in this cultural environment."

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"I'm confused about why that would be better?"

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".......because I want you to myself and if he wasn't interested then the situation would be more like that."

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"Huh, I suppose that would be a reasonable expectation. My impression of gay men is primarily formed based on historical sources of dubious trustworthiness, which typically cast the behavior of such individuals as particularly cruel to the women around them, as well as the men. However, I imagine you are better informed than I."

 

 

"If it helps, I cannot entirely imagine a situation where I am even a fraction as attached to any man as I am to you."

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"Thank you."

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"...I do not know if reading my feelings about you is likely to help or hurt in this situation. I suspect you can, given that the link worked in the reverse direction when you so willed it."

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"...I could try it? If you think it might be helpful. But it does not directly affect the thing where you have to get married."

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"You would know better than I if it would be helpful, I imagine."

"Should I prioritize matches with men who will not... care about me more than is necessary?" 

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"- well I don't want them to do you any harm, or like, if you're going to be stuck financially relying on them because you don't have independent finances I don't want that to be hard for you, but if they're going to be - jealous in a way where they'd kick me out or be angry at you for liking me that might be bad? I don't know how many degrees of freedom you have though."

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"I think I can achieve all those things, though if I want a husband who is willing to support very significant expenditures beyond the ones necessary for our comfort, then I may need to find a husband who is particularly interested in me and my endeavors."

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"I mean, I think if I get IUDs working people would... buy them."

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"If we wanted to have access to that money we'd need my husband on board? Or some other man, I suppose."

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"How would your husband or some other man get my money?"

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"You wouldn't receive it in the first place, I expect?"

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"...what prevents me from selling an object for money? Or a service, like the healing."

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"Well, for selling an object, I imagine that someone else would need to manufacture them, in which case they might refuse that. But if you did manage to get the things to sell and sell them yourself then whatever man was responsible for you would be able to find and take the money and use it for their own ends, and even if they didn't you'd have trouble spending large quantities since it would most likely be theft or something of that nature for someone to accept the money."

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"Right now I'm under your grandfather's purview?"

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"Yes."

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"Can I have a... shell corporation... a business some guy owns, the only product of which is my magical services, and he pays himself out of the revenue, but directs the rest of the money the way I tell him to because otherwise it will stop coming?"

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"The head of your household might have a legal case against the man involved, depending on how well your control was obfuscated. He could also attempt to prevent you from communicating with the man in question."

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"If your grandfather dies who inherits me? I have no relatives of any kind."

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"The next Earl of York, which will be my husband."

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"What if your grandfather dies before you get married?"

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"The crown, which would choose a new Earl of York. Though they might be persuadable to wait till I had a husband and make him the next Earl, particularly if I had someone I could present as an option very soon after, who could argue my grandfather had endorsed the match."

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"Am I actually unable to extricate myself from this situation and go live as a commoner spinster? Like, if hypothetically I had appeared here without being in love with you, would I have been approximately enslaved to this system immediately."

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"I think if you had said you were a commoner you could have been treated as a commoner, and if you said you were a commoner now my grandfather could let you go and live as a commoner, though he could plausibly also sue you for fraud."

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"I was going by your advice to not present myself as a commoner even though I am one. And in fact my priority is to stick with you, so probably that was the right thing to do."

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"Commoners have much much worse lives than nobility for the most part."

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"Rich ones?"

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"Rich ones still have worse lives, I suspect, but it is much closer. Though I expect you would encounter many similar difficulties in being a rich commoner as from being a noble."

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"I suppose. If -

- Lucette, how can the demons tell you've gotten married?"

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"In order for empowered to get married they arrange to be haunted together during the same night."

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"Oh."

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"Oh?"

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"Well - it seemed unlikely that demons care a lot about which kind of human they've got. So maybe they couldn't tell the difference, if you had a wedding with two women. But I don't have a demon."

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"-it seems not impossible to me that it could work given that your emotions are visible as if you are an empowered, but I'm not sure.... regardless it would be culturally impossible to manage, possibly criminally so."

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"Yeah, I guess. And probably all the cultures are just as sexist and in this one at least you've got your grandfather."

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"And quite a lot of leverage due to my position in nobility, even if I must navigate around men to wield it."

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"If you say so."

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Sigh. At least Annie is very good to hug, regardless of the unfortunate reality of their social situation.

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She does her best.

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The next day Lucette and Annie are informed that the Manor Oakhill will be hosting a small soiree in two days time.

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Does Annie have obligations in relation to this event?

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Okay, in that case there must be absolutely no music and also she cannot dance without falling over.

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Yes, Lady Lucette was quite clear on these points as well.

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Just making sure.

What can Lucette tell her about what to expect?

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There will be dinner, during which they'll be seated next to people of a similar age and social standing. It's a small affair, only three households beyond her own. Lucette can go over what she knows about those families, which is less than she'd like to know. She should probably make a project out of tracking social details given that this sort of thing is going to come up more and more often until she herself is married. After dinner there will be a fireworks display in the backyard - such arrangements are a hobby of Count Braxton she believes. 

Lucette and Annie will also need to find formal wear for the evening - pastels and feathered hats are quite popular at the moment Lucette believes.

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"Well, I can't see and don't usually care what I wear anyway, so the most breathable outfit that can be constructed within the constraints for me, I guess."

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"We'll see what the modiste can do."

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Given enough tries the modiste eventually manages something much more breathable than most evening wear in the form of a ruffly pink orange dress with a hat that is more feathers than fabric. Lucette ends up in something green and blue made from stiff fabric, studded with gems. She manages to find a plain bonnet, addorned with a single lilac feather, that she finds less horrible than the other options. She is still miserably uncomfortabe in the outfit, though hopefully not in a way that will be noticable to anyone who does not know her well. Both of them are to wear white gloves with the outfits as well.

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Annie knows her pretty well but assumes it is necessary for some goal Lucette values over being comfortable, like not pissing off her grandfather who basically owns her.

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And for finding a husband, which is extremely important to her future life.

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The dresses are barely ready in time for the party, and guests carriages are within sight of the house by the time Lucette and Annie are fitted in them. Still, they can manage to be in the west living room as guests start arriving, at which point Lucette introduces herself and Annie to each guest in turn.

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Annie does her best to curtsey, but her best isn't very good. She is slightly better than that at remembering people's names.

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Lucette was not all that skilled at curtseying before her empowerment, but now finds it relatively straightforward, and she was already quite good at memorizing names.

After introductions are made the attendees mingle briefly before dinner begins, at which point everyone heads to the west dining room, where seating has evidently been assigned. Lucette and Annie are next to each other, with a pair of brothers - the Lords Wellsworth - on either side. Judging by his less than healthy appearance the older Lord Edgar Wellsworth, seated on the opposite side of Annie, is not himself empowered, whilst his younger brother, Lord Edward Wellsworth, is. 

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Annie is not inclined to be very talkative at this gathering, of her own accord, unless Lucette seems to need backup or someone asks her something.

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Yes, Lord Edgar Wellsworth would like to know what sort of hobbies occupy Miss Svane's time.

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"I like to read."

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"Ah, a lady of letters. What sort of novel do you enjoy?"

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"I'm still getting acquainted with English literature, so of the things you might have heard of I'm not sure yet."

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"What sort from your homeland, then?"

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"My favorite book was about a king who shrank people to keep them in his tiny dollhouse prison."

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"How curious. What did you enjoy about it?"

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"The prose was well done and it had thoughtful characters."

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"Oh, I do enjoy well written prose - there are some delightful catalogues of German fairy tales I've been quite taken with in the past."

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"Yes, one Mr. Karl Zimmer, of Wiemar University, published a particularly beautiful compedium of what I understand to be common folk tales he's studied. They're quite horribly vivid in nature, but I've always found such writing to select for the more courageous sort of author, which is all to rare in English literature - the only English translations I've found of his work leave out the best parts."

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"Oh, well, if I ever see the original around I'll have to give it a look, then, I can speak and read all languages."

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"All languages? Tales of your miraculous powers leave that out."

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"Well, otherwise I wouldn't be able to speak English, so in a way it is included."

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"- I suppose it does say something of my failure to break out of my country's self-obssession that I just assumed it natural for you to know English."

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"As far as I know nobody speaks it where I'm from at all."

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"Where exactly are you from, if I may ask? The rumors are far from consistent about your origin."

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"It's called Noregr. The language sounds like this, this is a sentence in my native language."

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"-huh, that sounds more like German than English but quite different from either. Are demonless abilities common in Noregr?"

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"Yes, that's the only kind we have."

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"Are they inheritable?"

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"No, they happen when someone touches a magical artifact."

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"Ah, a pity for York I suppose."

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"I don't expect to have any children anyway."

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"You don't?" This is news to Edgar.

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"I don't."

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"Ah... is the Earl aware of this?"

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"He hasn't asked me."

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"I suppose it may not have occured to him that he'd need to..."

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"I certainly hope he hasn't made any plans predicated on my having children, that would be terribly inappropriate at least in my culture."

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"He suggested that I might make a match with you, and my younger brother with Lady Oakwood, so as to allow me and my brother to ... combine our complementary skills in the service of York."

Originally Edgar had made a good enough impression on the Earl that he'd hoped to be able to arrange a match with Lucette for himself. Her empowerment put an end to that, but he'd still hoped that Lucette would be sufficiently able to put up with Edward to make this alternative arrangement feasible. He had not actually expected to encounter difficulties on his end. He's not actually entirely certain what the difficulties are, but you can't just ask a woman why she doesn't expect to have kids. Perhaps if things are handled delicately he can still make this work - he'll need to marry Miss Svane (with an accompanying grant of a family title to him from the Earl) to ensure his security as part of York but kids aren't strictly required. Or perhaps Miss Svane can in fact have kids and just is mistaken about the requirements for doing so.

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"This is the first I'm hearing of it."

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"I'm sorry... is the concept wholly objectionable to you? I'm told I can be quite charming and would be delighted at the chance to court you." This is really very gallant of him - most woman in such an uncertain position wouldn't be guaranteed to receive more than perfunctory courtship.

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"My culture is extremely different on this entire matter and I am still processing my feelings about the expectations that have accrued to me since my arrival, even the ones that I already knew existed."

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"That must be difficult."

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"Yes."

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... they can eat in silence for a bit.

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Meanwhile, Lucette has been doing her very best to have a conversation with the younger Lord Wellsworth, who seems to only want to discuss how fast his horses are compared to those of his niehgbors and how this one horse his neighbor has sure must be fed some sort of illegal concotion to boost its capabilities, and it would really just be fair and oh so satisfying if he got to kick that horses oh so special legs until they were as crooked as his neighbor's teeth.

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Lucette does not agree! She has been nodding and agreeing this whole conversation but wow, no, that's horrible! ... what if she says this really really as politely as she possibly can?

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Then Edward is going to ramble on about the terrible horse, downing two glasses of wine in rapid succession as he does so, until he brings himself back to basically the same point, except now what he wants is to fly up and drop the horse and see whether, given how special it is, it can fly. Doesn't she agree that that would be funny?

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"What was that?"

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"In truth, I've never found the occasion to find horses particularly amusing."

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...women.

"Well, this horse would amuse you, I'm certain of it."

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"Mm."

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He has other opinions about horses...

...briefly, and then he's on his fourth glass of wine and back to how he hates his neighbor's horse and its legs specifically. 

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Lucette can give whatever affirmations are the least commital as prompted.

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Really you'd expect her to be trying much harder to charm him given how her father's a commoner. Unless, of course, someone else is her actual father, which would really make more sense given how she's empowered. Really, she should be desperate to wed him. Maybe she's just slow. 

He can explain why the horse is terrible in small words this time.

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Lucette is pretty sure she can do better than him, once she's had enough time to make an impression on society distinct from her parentage.

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Whatever. He's going to go and see how Count Braxton's and his friends are getting on with setting up the fireworks outside. She better stay inside, for her own safety.

(Actually, he is going to go and find the wine cellar. Which possibly would do Lucette some good but he can't just offer her enough to get an empowered properly loosened up until they're married.)

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... and what are Annie and the elder Wellsworth up to now?

... awkward silence? Well, okay then. 

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Honestly Annie's assigned guy doesn't seem that bad for his reference class but his reference class consists of sexist classist strangers who aren't Lucette.

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Lucette isn't crying and his lasted the better part of a half an hour before losing interest and leaving to find more alchohol. Edgar counts that as a win.

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Lucette mechanically takes spoonfuls of her soup, because having emotions or opinions right this second seems... hard.

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Right, they have soup to eat. Yum.

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.. this is actually a really awkward amount of silence.

"What.... sort of literature do you enjoy reading, Lady Oakhill?"

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"I-I like scientific histories."

Is that even a genre. Probably. 

"-since uh."

 

"I'll find one from the library?" And Lucette is getting up to leave because she's terrible at this and didn't practice smalltalk while emotional and she hates everything and she barely restrains herself to a normal walking speed as she exits the room.

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"-lousy directions, this isn't the bathroo - oh, even you've grown bored of the party." slurs Lord Edward, considerably more drunk than before. He has a bottle of whiskey in hand.

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Oh god.

"I-I-yes?"

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"I didn't believe my father, but we do make a good match, right?"

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"Mm." Go away go away go away....

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"- still shy? Drink - that'll fix you easy."  He pushes the half finished bottle of whiskey into her hand.

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"...mm."

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He can bring it to her lips and help her pour it down her throat, useless as she's being.

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Well, in that case she doesn't really have a choice.

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"- excuse me." Up she gets. She walks as fast as she dares, which is not very fast.

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Once she's got a good amount he'll polish off the rest himself.

"Feeling better yet?"

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"Yes. Better." She clenches her fists at her side.

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"Easy enough. You'll make a great wife for me, won't you?" he asks, brushing some hair out of the way of her pretty face.

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"mhm." 

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"What?"

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"Yeah."

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For a moment it seems like he might be losing his balance, but when his lips connect with hers it becomes more obvious what his intentions are. 

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Lucette can't push him, if she pushes people they'll get really hurt because she's empowered now... she she...

A moment where she's just stock still, and then the manor begins to shake around them.

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He's way too drunk and engrossed in kissing her to notice this at first.

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It's enough to knock Annie over but she will just CRAWL the rest of the way there, how about.

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Why won't he stop.

What if this guy specifically was shaking.

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His balance isn't actually that great right now so he'll fall down, grabbing at Lucette to try to steady himself.

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Then she'll fall too but at least he's not kissing her right this second.

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In comes Annie. ...if that's not enough to make the asshole behave himself all her other ideas are terrible.

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Well, at the moment he's a bit too dizzy to do much of anything.

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""I- Annie- I'm-... The door."

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"The door?"

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"- close it."

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...okay, she can do that.

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Any other way people could see - could have seen earlier.... Lucette turns to face the window-

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- to find a crowd of horrified nobility staring back.

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Annie can't tell what Lucette can see. She can't tell what people are looking at. "Lucette?" she murmurs.

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"I can't send him to another universe because his demon'd get loose and terrorize the place but I can give him the music allergy and if he comes after you again you can sing."

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"N-no. I don't. I..." There's really nothing she can do here is there.

What if she were hugging Annie right now, without regard for crossing the space at only normal human speed.

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Then she'd knock the wind out of Annie a little but also she would have a hug.

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"Whats... that's your lady friend?"

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"Can we go to my room."

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"Of course." They can go right back out the door again and to Lucette's room.

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"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't. I didn't know. I." And only then is Lucette going to cry.

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"You didn't do anything wrong." Annie strokes her hair and holds her. "That guy's an asshole."

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"I really really did. I should have. Said no. Or not gone off on my own. Or planned better. Or something."

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"It is not your fault that that guy is an asshole!"

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"He was drunk and he said I'd make a good wife for him and I agreed and then he kissed me and everyone saw and now we're going to having get married and it's my fault for not being responsible enough to deal with this in any other way."

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"Everyone saw? - and that means you have to marry him?"

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"Their were people outside the window getting fireworks ready and they were staring. Probably because I made the whole place shake instead of keeping it quiet like I should have. And... I was already tainted by my dad being a commoner and this will be so much worse unless I say we were engaged first and marry him quickly."

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Yes, that is definitely the correct response here.

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Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe.

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"I'm sorry I.... Don't know why I didn't do anything to stop him and now it's too late."

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"I would run away with you anywhere but you would still have the demon... I will make him allergic to music if you want me to so even if you have to marry him he can't get anywhere near you if you'd rather hum."

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"I think that will make it really dreadful to have his feelings about me in my head."

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"Doesn't that only happen when you touch?"

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"If you're married it's all the time and a lot more intense."

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"Oh."

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"I should probably figure out how to like him. It will make things easier."

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"His brother seemed basically fine, maybe in other moods he's more like that."

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Nod nod.

"Maybe he's just very lo-l-." and nope, Lucette is crying again.

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All of the hugs. All of the hugs and conscientiously making sure that they've always got skin touching somewhere so Lucette knows she is loved loved loved.

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Eventually, Lucette goes quiet for a bit...

 

 

 

"Annie, I have a really bad plan that will probably fail and make things even worse, but. Maybe it won't.."

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"What is it?"

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"We try to get married and if it works we run away somewhere, probably the colonies in America since it won't be that weird for someone English to show up there, and I pretend to be a man so no one tries to arrest us for being married."

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"...that sounds great, let's do that, how do we get married given that I have no demon and yours ran away last time I was awake near it."

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"I'll need to put my haunting off until my demon is strong enough to manifest even with you around, which means it will need to be stronger than it was the first night, and then we'll just have to hope that you not having a demon doesn't matter."

"... and if it fails I'll need to do the whole thing again but with Edward instead of you. And pretend the first time didn't happen."

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"How tight a timetable are we on?"

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"I should start delaying haunting now and in a couple of weeks we can probably try."

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"And you won't be - pushed along, on his end - before then?"

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"Marriage is typically delayed until your demons are ready to haunt the both of you, but I'll have to prepare for the wedding in the meantime."

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"I really hope this plan works."

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Fervent nodding. "We'll need - clothes, and spending money, and - I can go around in a veil so nobody recognizes me, it's not like it'll make it hard for me to navigate. And names."

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"I can't think of anything besides Lucien, which really won't work at all to distance myself from my current identity."

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"Uh... most of the names I know are Noregrsk names which won't match your accent at all..."

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"I can pick something out of a book? Or ask my parents to pick something."

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"...you're going to tell them? I thought this plan wouldn't involve telling anyone."

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"I trust them and really don't want to leave without telling them... also we'll need my mom's help with delaying my haunting."

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"We will? I was imagining just sitting up while you slept till it would show up for me."

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"It's traditional to have two people keep watch over a bride, because otherwise one might drift off and because you can have a situation where the demon is able to manifest in front of the single watcher for a bit, but not for the full night, and so you have two watchers to ensure that the demon can get strong enough to manifest for the entire wedding night, as is required for marriage...."

"...I'm not entirely certain how much of this is just tradition."

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"Will you be able to tell for sure when we are married enough?"

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"I think I'll need to wait for the demon to do a full haunting?"

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"Okay. If you're sure it's safe to tell your parents and they won't - interfere."

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"I'm sure."

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"Where are they?"

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"Shrewsbury, it's a few hours by carriage. I used to live with them, but I've been preparing to enter into society, and unfortunately, living with them is not... conducive to that. Also, it's typical to have a woman to help manage any given household and I was planning to do that for my grandfather... though I've been distracted from that by recent events."

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"Sorry."

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"-I prefer being with you to what I would otherwise have been doing by quite an extremely substantial margin."

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"Oh. Well then I'm not sorry."

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"Good."

Kiss.

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Annie looooooves her and is going to do her damndest to marry her.

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Lucette is in favor of this!

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Lucette's mother was apparently considering the names of Oliver, Felix, and Hugo, if any of those strike her fancy...or more likely strike Annie's fancy, given Lucette's inability to pick names.

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"Oliver is the best of the three, I think."

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"That will do. Have you picked something for yourself?"

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"My middle name is Merry and I haven't brought it up to anyone here yet, will it pass?"

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"It will....And we'll need a last name for the two of us?"

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"That'll have to be a British one and I don't know the range."

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Passages covering the lineages of Tunstall, Turley, and Turpin.

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"... are any of these good?"

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"Merry and Oliver Turley."

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"-looks like the Turley's died out a century ago, which is appropriately timed for me to be a distant descendant without having it be likely that anyone would claim to know my family."

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At mass the next week her grandfather informs the priest of her impending nuptials, and the congregants are asked if they have any objections.

No one does.

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(Lucette's parents are not there due to how scandalous they are, but they also object.)

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"I-" oh what is her mom's hand doing there.

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Lucette's mother brings an extra trunk when she goes to visit the Oakhill Manor to keep vigil before Lucette's wedding. It's filled with as much money as she can spare, as well as at least a few days of clothes. 

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What's the transportation plan, is Lucette just going to fly away really fast?

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"I'm not fast enough to make it safely in one go, but we can do it over a number of days and stop at towns on the way."

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"Okay. Do we need more of a cover story than we have? Are you going to be able to disguise your voice?"

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"I think if we say we are an empowered couple looking to make a new start in the colonies, people will not question us further."

"I can use my power to do this with my voice?" Lucette says, a half octave lower than normal, with a strange underlying buzz when she says 'voice'.

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"...I think it's conspicuous that you're doing something weird, but it is lower, I'm not sure if it's better or not."

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Hrm...

"How's this?"

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"Maybe on the right track..."

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"Is this- no this is dreadful... Perhaps this?'

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"I think that's better, yes."

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Nod. "I'll practice."

"-we should figure out how to fake our deaths."

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"...well, we can't leave bodies. I guess we could leave suicide notes and say we were going to drown ourselves in the Thames."

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"- probably the River Ouse would be better, but I suppose that could work... Sophie may find my suicide unlikely, but I don't expect anyone will believe her on the subject.... and I can't see a reasonable way to tell her the truth without risking being discovered, however much I hate deceiving her."

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"Once we get where we're going is it maybe safe to send letters?"

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"I think so, but it would be complicated if people found out I was alive and I'm not sure Sophie will be able to keep quiet... probably this will be less of an issue once the King has approved a new heir for York."

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"I'd suggest taking her along but it would introduce so many complications and we don't have anyone lined up for her to marry. - if marrying me doesn't work you could try marrying her, she has a demon."

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"-huh. That is.... not an entirely implausible idea. Though I don't want to marry her nearly as much as I want to marry you."

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"I also really really prefer the plan where you marry me but she's better than him!"

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"Yes, that seems true."

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"...would she need to be delaying her hauntings too to try right away with you if it doesn't work with me?"

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"If it doesn't work with you I'll have to wait another few weeks for my demon to recover in strength in order for me to try again."

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"So you can mention it to her then, I guess. If it doesn't work. I hope it works."

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"Yes, I would rather not ask her to uproot her whole life for my mistake."

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"You didn't do anything wrong."

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"Lord Wellsworth was not in full possession of his wits at the time, and I was. It's also generally considered the responsibility of women to maintain the decorum of interactions between the sexes, at least in England."

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"You were in a room in your own house and he walked into it uninvited."

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"I was hosting the party, and the library is not typically considered a private room."

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"It was his decision to abandon his faculties in the first place."

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"Yes, in the reasonable expectation that the women present would comport themselves in a fashion that would not entice them into vice."

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"I don't want to argue but he's the worst and I love you and I don't like it when you blame yourself for him being the worst."

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"Sorry I... should probably not dwell too much on this while it's still possible I'll need to marry him."

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Shiver, nod.

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The night of what will hopefully be Lucette's only wedding is here long before she could possibly be ready for it, but that's not so different from normal hauntings.

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Annie is right there holding her and loving her with all her heart.

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... what if they kissed a bit before the sun sets.

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Of course. Anytime Lucette wants her.

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She's not entirely sure why, but it helps. Somehow.

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It has fourteen arms this evening, and stands higher than Lucette's ceiling went just a minute ago, stretching space to fit its proportion. It has eyes that look like they've been freshly scooped from a corpse, and teeth that are sharp and sickly. The tome it carries is dripping with some strange yellow liquid that sizzles when it hits the ground.

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It tilts its torso over, bending until its head is level with the two of them. The book opens, and it begins to read.

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Lucette freezes, her body unmoving while the vision holds her.

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Annie's not even sure if Lucette can still feel that she's there, but she holds her and strokes her arm and glares in the approximate direction of the demon.

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The demon speaks a memory at the interloper.

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It pulls a second book out of the air and tries again.

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Is it supposed to have two books? Lucette doesn't really seem in a condition to answer if she asks...

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It will have to settle for growling ineffectually, slipping the second book back from whence it came.

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And then Lucette is back, gasping for air.

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"Lucette?" whispers Annie. "I'm here, I've got you..."

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Lucette clings to Annie and sobs. 

"It-it was longer. So many..."

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Annie kisses her forehead. "It's... still here... is it not done...?"

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"It's multiple times. Usually."

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Annie shivers and pets her.

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"You would know if the people you healed at the hospital were my fault. Right?"

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"I am really quite sure none of them were your fault."

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"I... They begged me to stop. And I didn't. And... there's so much.... just... each of them... for days."

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"The demon's lying to you. That's what it does."

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Cling.

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Cling cling cling. Why is it still there! Why can't once be enough for this horrible thing!

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"I just-"

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Annie squeezes her as hard as she can. It's not going to hurt her and maybe she can feel the reassurance and the love at all through it at all.

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After several minutes, Lucette's muscles tense and her breathing gets heavier.

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"Lucette?"

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Lucette's eyes flutter open.

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"I'm here, I'm here," Annie whispers. "I love you."

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"Is it over?"

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"The demon's still here, I'm so sorry."

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Lucette does her very best to cry silently.

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Annie can't tell either way. Crying's not words.

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The demon leafs through the book calmly.

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"Please make it stop."

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"I - I don't even know if it would work to send it to another world or what would happen -"

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"...I don't want that." Lucette decides.

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Oh good. Annie pets her.

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Lucette eventually relaxes marginally, pressing against Annie as she does so.

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And then the demon finds its place in the book and reads from it once more.

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In the last vision Lucette does ask Annie to send the demon somewhere else. And it works and she's happy and a world suffers eternally because of her weakness.

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"I know you wouldn't really want me to. I won't."

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"...not even if I ask?"

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"If we talk about it while it's gone and decide then maybe but - not suddenly, while you're still believing the things it says."

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"That makes more sense."

And they're married now and she can feel all of Annie in her head and it feels so... right.

"... it's really nice how you'll always do what's best for me." Lucette says, absolutely confident in this for the first time.

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"I love you forever." Annie kisses her.

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Lucette kisses back, hungrily.

"I know."

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The suicide note is easy enough to write, and then they are off to America. The trip isn't very difficult for Lucette given her powers, but it's harder on her Annie. 

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None of her powers work very well to counteract seasickness but she'll bear with it to get to a better place with her wife. Husband? Spouse.

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Annie is awfully convenient like that.

They have enough money to buy a large place in the countryside, but Lucette can't stand to be away from the bustle of a city. She finds a smaller place in a part of the city with only the occasional street performer on their block, to accommodate her wife's sensitivities. 

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Annie gets the hang of falling down the stairs when they're too loud and healing from there and waiting it out in the cellar where she can't hear. She can at least tell with her sense when they've quit playing.

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Problem solving like that is an important skill now that they're in a new place.

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Lucette's mother writes Lucette after a month, informing her that Sophie was inconsolable after losing her best friend and... well. Her body was recovered from the River Ouse two weeks after Lucette left.

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Annie didn't particularly click with Sophie but she can do her best to comfort her Lucette about it.

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....can't she at least pretend to have liked Sophie? She was Lucette's best friend.

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"Of course I'm grateful to her for having been a good friend to you."

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"My only friend, really."

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...well, Annie's her wife, that's not the same thing. "I'm so sorry."

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Sure, she is.

"Have you at least figured out an income for us. Or done anything else to actually help."

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"I still haven't been able to to get the hospital to let me try anything."

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"Can you not even convince them you're component enough to demonstrate on someone desperate?"

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"I haven't yet, I'm sorry."

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Lucette will have to work herself, at this rate.

She writes back to her mother.

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Iphigene Lockworth is not able to reply to her mail at the moment, as her husband is reconsidering what privileges may have inspired her previous behavior.

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... What happened to Iphigene's first husband.

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Iphigene's previous purported marriage was annulled. The suicide of her empowered daughter Lucette made it quite obvious that the marriage was a sham to cover up the incestuous union of Iphigene and her own father. After all, commoners can't father empowered, and what other possible union would be so scandalous that it would be covered up by marrying the noble women involved to a commoner.

Left out of the letter, but made quite clear in the news that starts filtering in from the continent, is how strenuously the elder Lord Oakhill denies these allegations.

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But what happened to her father.

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Neither letters nor news makes this clear.

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"Do we need to go back?"

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"When I've already made the mistake of marrying you? No, that wouldn't help at all."

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Lucette really doesn't have emotional capacity going spare right now, Annie can sleep in a different room if she's going to sulk like that.

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If that's what Lucette wants.

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It is, and that means it's what Annie wants too.

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Lucette's grandfather has allies, and his allies are loyal and empowered and they demand his daughter returned. When Duke Lockworth refuses they're willing to back up that demand with force.

 

The Duke also has allies. Not enough to fend off the surprise attack, but enough to escape it and prepare reprisals.

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Lucette would like to send money to support the war effort. Do they have any money yet, Annie?

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Yes, she's been able to get a few people to pay her for healing by now.

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That's hardly anything. Why won't the hospital pay her more? 

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Most of the people who need it are poor, because they're commoners, because empowered don't get hurt much, and also she's been buying groceries and stuff.

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If Annie can't find a way to get people to pay more for her power then she can at least rely on her power to handle her hunger, instead of spending money on groceries for herself.

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"...I don't actually know if it can do that."

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"Well, that doesn't mean you can't find out."

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"...if you say so."

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She does, and Annie does what she says. It's the only good thing about her, really.

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The fight between nobles escalates fast, with the entire balance of the empowered world thrown into question. At first, it's a skirmish, then it's a civil war, then someone levels Paris to hobble France before they can join the opposing side. All the attack really does is make the French angrier. And kill tens of thousands of commoners, not that either side seems to care.

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Lucette said they shouldn't go back and Annie doesn't make the mistake of asking twice.

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That's good, because Lucette is dealing with enough. Too much, really. And she can't do anything about it. With all her strength, she's useless. She puts her hand through the wall out of frustration with Prussia's first attack on London. 

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...well, then they're going to have a hole in the wall unless Lucette wants to budget to have it fixed. Annie doesn't say anything about it.

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When Belgium burns Lucette sees red. She can't wreck the wall anymore without risking structural damage, but there's one thing in their apartment that can put herself back together if she's hurt.

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If that's what Lucette wants.

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It is.

And it is again, when the German countryside is torn up by a twister empowered, when a wild demon manifests in the middle of Rome, and when her mother dies in childbirth.

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The fighting seems poised to thrust the world into a new Dark Ages. But, the world is not so over the last one that people are eager for the risk. And finally, by a stroke of brilliant luck, a tentative, shaky peace agreement is signed.

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And shattered when Lucette is spotted, alive and well, in the new world. 

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But she's in disguise! Annie hasn't slipped up and called her anything other than Oliver in public once!

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Lucette really really doesn't care. All she cares about is how everything is ruined and she couldn't do anything and she just needs to be alone with her thoughts for one second but the marriage bond is for life and won't go away and it's driving her mad and.

 

 

And eventually, when the red haze lifts from her vision, there's blood dripping from her hands, from her face, from. Well, everything.

And the bond is gone.

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Yup. Nobody loves her anymore.

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And then she's somewhere else entirely.

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"Lucette?"

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What.

Lucette scrambles off the ... bed. Why is she on a bed. Why is Annie in the bed with her, they haven't done that in years. Why are her hands clean.

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"- Lucette come back you have to stay in the room with me we're getting married -"

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The demon folds itself back up into empty space, leaving them alone.

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"N-no... What... how...where are we."

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"We're in your room - it's gone, is it over -"

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"This.... this is my old room."

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"Yes. It's our wedding night."

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"...we've been married for years." And you're dead because I killed you and this house is gone because York drowned when people discovered I was alive.

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"The demon lied to you again. It's always lying, it made that up, it's still the first night. Did it work - how do we tell if it worked -"

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"It's not safe for you to be married to me."

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"I don't believe the demon, because it picks things to say based on what will upset you and that is not a good way to predict the future."

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"I don't want to hurt you." Or doom the world to a new Dark Age.

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"You won't hurt me."

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"I love you. The demon's always lying. How can we tell if it worked and we're married? Please? I really want to be married."

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"I don't know. It just... worked. The first time."

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"This is the first time. You remember things that didn't happen, because of the demon, you know that, right?"

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"... yeah. It does that."

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"This is our wedding night and we're here in your room in your grandfather's manor. It's over, the demon's gone now."

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"This could be a false memory."

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"I guess I can't convince you it's not - but -"

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"- but?"

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"- well, you don't get to control what you do in those, at least not very well, do you? So if you can then you should do what would be the thing to do in reality which we already decided was trying to marry me."

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"It feels like I was in control of things in the memories from my demon..."

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"It feels that way but you weren't really, the demon made it all up."

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"Yeah..."

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"How do we tell if it worked?"

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"There should be a marriage bond we can feel..."

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"I don't feel any different. Do you?"

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"Nothing..."

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Lucette starts crying.

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Yeah, Annie too.

"There's still time to try Sophie."

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"..... I. I...."

"I don't know if I can....do that again....."

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"If you don't doesn't the demon go wild -"

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"Not if I die."

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Annie shudders but doesn't say anything.

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Lucette shivers and cries in the corner, without making any motion to head back to bed with Annie.

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"Come back to bed?"

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"Are you sure?"

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"Even if we can't get married I still love you."

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Yeah, Lucette has complicated feelings about that right now. 

Still, she gets back into bed with Annie.

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Hug?

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Hug-

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Annie adores her with unerring confidence and magical intensity. Lucette is the most important person in the world and should always have everything she needs especially if she needs Annie. Annie is running almost all of her thoughts now through a lens of how they'd affect Lucette - if something would be interesting or useful to her, or spare her some bother, or of course most importantly keep her safe and happy, that's the overriding consideration. Also she's so beautiful, Annie can't see her but she knows it, she's so beautiful and Annie's not sure if she's exactly attracted back or just has some weird foreign emotional situation regarding intimacy or what but Annie will take absolutely anything Lucette wants to give her, all the kisses in the world -

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"...oh."

 

"The marriage worked...." What if Lucette were kissing Annie right this second.

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Then Annie would kiss her back! That's what would happen!

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Lucette had a feeling she might.

"Mmmm..."

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"It worked it worked it worked! - I still don't feel anything, which might just be because I don't have a demon but maybe whatever artifact made it so I -" Out of the way, artifact.

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Lucette is head over heels in love with her Annie, and somehow has yet to realize this. Annie is the best person, the most important person, and her favorite person. Lucette's feelings don't quite match Annie's, but they're still really quite a lot considering the lack of magical mind control involved. Annie is strange and wonderful, and sometimes Lucette is scared or guilty about how much she enjoys Annie's love, but really she's exhilarated by it. Her feelings are also decidedly non-platonic in nature - hardly anything has ever turned her on as much as how Annie smiles or how Annie moves or how Annie wants her.

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...what if they were kissing even more somehow.

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Then Lucette would kiss her even more back, somehow! It's not easy to figure out how but Lucette is determined.

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Is Annie allowed to try to return any of the favors she's accumulated from Lucette, yet, or no?

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Well, it is their wedding night... though Lucette might still prefer things to escalate somewhat slowly.

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Anything Lucette wants.

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What Lucette wants in this moment, most of all, is Annie.

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Annie's all hers forever!

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She knows and it's wonderful, and this time Annie can be awake to hear Lucette say her name.

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Oh that's a very good sound. How many times does Annie get to hear that sound.

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After the first time, Lucette has more specific opinions about what sort of things she wants (Lucette should be kissing her at the same time, should focus less on pushing inside her, and should be positioned so Lucette can't see what's going on) and then Annie can hear it another four times if she'd like. 

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It is very good to know how Lucette likes things to be.

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Lucette very much appreciates how Annie uses this knowledge!

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It's always nice to be appreciated by the center of the universe.

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Lucette would like to show Annie how much she appreciates her! With her mouth and then with her hands.

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Annie feels very very appreciated. By her WIFE.

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Lucette never was quite able to imagine herself actually being a wife and now here she is having a wife of her own.

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They will have to run away in the morning but for now they can wear each other out and chase away the demon memories and fall asleep curled up together.

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The suicide note is not easy enough to write, but she does in fact manage it. Lucette's parents spend some time hugging her goodbye, and then she's off towards Iceland with Annie, checking in with her several times during the flight to see if there's anything that would make her more comfortable, and whether she's sea sick, and whether she's cold or wet or anything at all that Lucette can help with. 

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It is almost completely impossible for Annie to feel too cold! She can get wet but it doesn't bother her much.

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"Would you be more comfortable if it were colder? I could move up higher."

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"Probably, yeah, as long as it's not going to freeze your ears or anything? - though also I think I need to breathe and there's less air higher."

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"So far, changes in temperature haven't particularly bothered me - we could drift up higher till you either get cold enough or breathing feels difficult?"

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"Or until you get cold, but yes."

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Is Annie cold enough at 0C?

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That's pretty comfy!

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Then that's where they'll stay till they land at a remote town almost as cold in Iceland.

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Where, fortunately, Annie can speak fluent Icelandic to anyone they need to talk to about finding a place to stay the night.

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Annie is really good like that.

 

"Does your power let you see in enough detail for you to cut my hair."

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"I won't be good at it but I think that's more practice than sense resolution."

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"Maybe you could try doing it here, if the inn keeper will let us borrow a pair of scissors, and then in Greenland I can start pretending to be a man and see if someone can do a better job?"

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"Okay."

Annie can do an amateur rough chop of Lucette's hair.

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Lucette turns out to really like having short hair! She keeps running her hands through it and it's great and her Annie is great.

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Annie will run her hands through the short hair too! Pet pet.

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Eeeeeeeeeee.

Good.

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And when they get to Greenland, Annie will start calling her spouse "Oliver" in public and referring to "him". Modulo Greenlandic.

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And Lucette/Oliver will wear pants. She has always wanted to wear pants! She figures out after a brief and ridiculous attempt to high step across the room that you aren't actually supposed to do anything different for walking in pants than in skirts, but it's still a novelty to be wearing them. 

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"I wore pants all the time at home but it's cute how excited you are about them." She can grab her spouse's butt like this.

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"I like them!"

So long as she's okay with her spouse jumping half a foot in the air and bursting out in giggles a moment later.

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Annie can now identify the senseable correlates of laughter almost all of the time! She giggles back.

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Kiss!

"I should figure out something to bind my breasts as well, I suppose."

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"Probably a snug undershirt'll do it?" Is this an excuse to grope her spouse some more.

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So long as Lucette doesn't have to take the pants off! Which leave really quite a few options available.

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If Lucette wants to keep her pants on Annie would not dream of stopping her.

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Annie's skirt doesn't need to stay on, though, does it?

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She can't think what she'd need it for just at this moment!

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Oh good, it was rather getting in the way.

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Nothing should ever get in Lucette's way.

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Lucette has complicated feelings about that concept but right now she is isn't thinking about that! She's thinking about Annie and about how happy she can make Annie and also about how she's wearing pants.

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She is making Annie VERY happy. Perhaps too loudly happy, not that Annie can tell.

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Lucette can solve this problem with KISSING!

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She can!!

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It's great when problems can be solved by kissing Annie.