It is about halfway through the third hour of the fifteenth day of Lucette's attempt to reorganize her grandfather's library. The project is moving at an acceptable pace overall, though she's starting to question the wisdom of having scheduled the whole thing down to the hour during day three (hour four).
"Okay, that sounds different from anything I'd expect to encounter in this world. We have people who acquire powers around adolescence along with demons who haunt them, and sometimes this can result in magical artifacts being created by the demon or the empowered, but not in a manner such as you describe."
"So nothing like our artifacts really.
"I have... one, two, three... benefits, and... either four or five drawbacks, I think I'm also deaf except for language, I can't hear myself breathe at all, so that might be the same thing as the blindness with the same exception for the translation magic. I don't know how they correspond so there could be plenty of both I haven't noticed yet." She takes off her coat while she says this.
"......if I were somehow tasked with assigning you preferences, and if we ignored the thing where this would be a horrifying scenario one way or another, the ones that would be convenient for me if you had them would - uh -
- sorry, this is actually really hard to think about, I've never been suddenly in love with someone before. Even within the scope of the mind control it is more important that you be okay than that any superficial you-related preferences I have be fulfilled though."
"Highlight how your powers don't come with occasional hauntings and instead come with consistent drawbacks that don't change over time, and so you need not be in a rush to get married like empowered are. Also... um. Don't mention the being in love with a woman drawback. The others should be okay to mention."
"I may take you up on that - perhaps after they've been cleaned."
Lucette can pick out an option that's both less voluminous and light - it will be a bit odd to wear similar outfits later in the year, but for now it won't be. She can similarly select stays and undergarments intended for lighter weather.
Annie's hand stutters a little on its way but then gently clasps and -
"- yes, I think I could - give you my artifact effects, and then take them back again, if I tried, only that would be very risky because one of them sent me here and one of them does mind control and one of them is very uncomfortable and I don't know which drawback goes with which benefit at all."
"I could still be useful in a hospital, if it's one of the drawbacks that wouldn't be too bad to have only temporarily, but there's no way to - hm, no, I guess I could give out drawbacks, the ones that aren't winding up in another universe or in love, and see what those go with, maybe something useful will fall out that way."
"At home there's an artifact that a university controls, which grants the ability to tell what an artifact does without having to touch it, but it goes very slowly, because the drawback makes the touched need twenty hours of sleep a day. Testing one that is probably not permanent and with a known drawback would be I think pretty popular there. But maybe not here where there are other kinds of magic around and that's what people are used to."
"Well, it might be the ability to speak and read all languages, or regeneration, or... the ability to give people one's artifact powers, which I don't know if it'd work on secondhand ones... or my blindsense. Or something I haven't noticed, which I'll grant is less appealing."
They can leave after that.
"Would you... like to pick out and settle into a room, or something else?" ... She really doesn't know how to be not awkward about having a sudden guest who's new to her world, apparently. Which is really unfair considering just how many different books on manners she's read. For some reason none of the authors saw fit to cover these circumstances.
"Oh I mean - things like you eating additional meals or snacks are not going to matter to me, and in fact I would prefer you have them if you want to. But it's possible you could inconvenience the cook some very small amount, even though providing food is what they are paid for."
"There's a chamber pot in your room, and a nicer room for relieving yourself during the day down the hall. Maids will take care of emptying and replacing the chamber pots as needed. Similarly, for bathing, you can ask a maid to bring a tub to your room and fill it - I suppose in your case, you might prefer a cold bath to a warm one, so you should let them know that too. Does your world do this differently?"
"I don't know very much. Pumps were... involved in some capacity... the outflow pipes led to the sewers, the inflow would be from whatever the nearest reservoir was... with water treatment on the way so you wouldn't get bits of algae or whatever in your tap water... there were little doodads that heated the water if you turned them on so you could have a hot bath easily..."
"Oh, you definitely aren't boring me - you are probably the most interesting thing that's ever happened in my life. The powers caused a societal collapse in part because if you do not properly attend to the demon that comes with your power, the demon grows more powerful and eventually escapes, wreaking havoc. Additionally, I believe lots of the empowered were commoners - possibly most of them - and they overthrew the unempowered nobility, though nowadays everyone claims that their family was noble even before the Dark Ages."
"It will mean someone will provide the essentials, and indirect access to money via whoever is supporting you, as well as smaller amounts of direct access - I can request an allowance of pin money for you if you'd like. Unmarried noblewomen can't work jobs, unfortunately. If you get married you can work with the permission of your husband, though it's frowned upon to do so outside of working with him directly."
"- that's very kind of your grandfather I guess but I'm still really confused why he would be motivated to provide for me if this can never pay off as an investment and he doesn't know me socially at all.
"- and yes, it seems like that would be a really unfair situation to put the would-be groom in among other things."
"My grandfather is very wealthy, and someone needs to provide for you so I don't think it is a huge cost for him to be the one, though he might want you to get married or go to a nunnery eventually, in which case I can convince him to let you live with my parents instead."
"...so, where I'm from, if a random person you don't know appears at your residence, it is very, very strange to decide to thereafter provide for them and to consider it your responsibility to re-home them with someone else who will do that if you decide to stop. It would not be weird to me if you personally as an individual wanted to do this, it's not your fault that I had a traffic accident with improperly stored artifacts but I could easily imagine the thing where I'm in love with you engendering a sense of responsibility. But that has nothing to do with your grandfather at all, or your parents."
"I could have introduced the situation to my grandfather in a way that would not have resulted in you staying with us, but I do not want to give up on my chance to be around a person from a new civilization with entirely distinct powers and technologies - partially because it is my best chance to have any sort of impact on the world and partially because I am very bored and you seem very interesting. And it isn't that weird for my grandfather to take responsibility for an unmarried noble woman who landed on him. The part with you being in love with me isn't actually relevant because I... don't really have any conception of what you mean by it."
"I am managing to have positive aesthetic opinions about the behavior of your internal organs that I don't about mine or your grandfather's. In addition to having less weird but still definitely mind control opinions about how nice your voice is. If I," she pauses to swallow some misery but then goes on, "were to marry you we'd probably - sleep in the same bed and kiss and if we ever wanted kids we'd adopt them and -" She needs another break now actually and to rub her eye a bit.
"Non-mind-controlled Annie is gone and she isn't coming back. I don't think there's much point in trying to represent her interests where they're not mine. If there's something - complicated, that you have in mind - then I can try thinking about what I'd recommend for somebody else who'd gotten fallen in love with by somebody who touched the same artifact? As a way to think around the exceptionality that I have for you."
"- well, I don't know all that much about you so I'm - guessing, what the best ways are to be a positive force in your life, and that's manifesting a lot as anxiety about being in your way and taking up your time, but I think that might lessen once I know more about opportunities to improve on 'not in the way'."
"It sounded like you weren't very bullish on the power being useful but maybe I misunderstood you... a tricycle is a three wheeled personal vehicle powered by pedaling. Bicycles are more popular, they only have two wheels and they corner better and handle more terrain, but people have to learn to balance on them."
"Well, you don't have to feed them and they don't poop or get sick or kick you and they take up a lot less space. I think whether they're competitive on speed probably depends on things I don't know but nobody uses horses in the city where I grew up anymore."
"No. There's autoimmune stuff, where the parts of the body that are specialized in handling things like that - bacteria, viruses, some kinds of fungi, parasites - don't do their jobs right. I think allergies work like that? Cancer is also different. And things that run in families are likely to just be - things that run in families, and look like diseases because they're bad, but are fundamentally the same as people having different eye colors - I can explain that kind of -" Genetics 101.
"Maybe it would clarify things if I knew why you were asking, like, is it - anthropological fascination with how I can be in love with another girl, or do you feel obliged to keep tabs on whether I'm holding up acceptably, or do you just find it flattering even given that you're not interested, or..."
"I don't want to be the cause of emotional distress... and I suppose I am interested in how you can be in love with a girl, and perhaps I find it flattering though I am not sure if that is virtuous on my part. I am also just generally curious about what you are feeling."
"I don't think it's different from how it would be if one of us were a boy except for how if I let my thought stray in certain directions the anatomy's different. I mean, if one of us were a boy and you still weren't interested, obviously it'd be different if you were interested because it'd be socially legible then. I really really liked it when you hugged me. I think it turns out I also can't smell and that was disappointing to discover because I bet I would've liked how you smell. My room's right next to yours and I'm probably going to be watching your heart beat till I fall asleep. I already said I like your voice. I - this isn't your problem, please please don't do anything you don't want to do trying to make me happy, it'll just make it worse as soon as I guess, but you were curious and -
- I really wish you wanted to kiss me -"
"I'm not going to do it and that will remain invariant whatever you do and it's a sufficiently - complicated and self-protecting sort of mind control that there's not any really obvious way to make it so it doesn't still cross my mind occasionally. Don't worry about it."
"This feels like the continents I expect. This one is the potato continent." She touches South America. "And maize," North America, "and wheat," Europe, "and rice," Asia, "cassava," Africa, "macadamia, last time I caught up on the academic debate." Australia. "And ice." Antarctica.
"I wonder if the best way to convince people to try these things might be to combine it with your healing abilities somehow, should they prove usable without severe drawbacks - if you were a famous healer than people would be liable to take your other medical knowledge more seriously."
"I'd prefer it if publishing the information in an academic forum were doable, but aside from needing to find a male proxy to be taken seriously I expect that to mostly just provoke debate among the select few who read it. Converserly, if you are known as a empowered healer who treats commoners - of which there are very few - I expect anything you say to be taken seriously by many more people, who can then abide by your reccomendations at home and demand it of their doctors."
"I intend to send out on of grandfather's courtier tommorow to inquire at the local inns - I'll offer them the pin money I've saved up but if they request more I shall go to my grandfather with the request. If I still have trouble finding a participant I may have them ask at the debtor's prison and hospital. It is possible that that should be my first recourse given that they have greater need of the money or less fear of the consequences respectively, but I still find myself hesitant to do so..."
"I don't expect it is very common for York's hospitals to recieve patient with injuries so severe the patient will die in the ordinary course of events soon after receiving it - medical care for those sorts of injuries would be done at the scene of the accident or nearby, I believe. It's possible we can change that by advertising your prescence but that is a complicated endeavor best left till we have established the particulars of your powers..."
"Oh apologies I think I may be wrong - surgery is often fatal and performed at hospitals. Though convincing a doctor to allow a woman to attend would be... difficult."
"My family has a doctor who I believe performs some surgeries but I don't know him well enough to say whether he'd be amenable... I suppose my father might be able to recommend someone though if we go that route I'd prefer we did so in secret, which I suppose might be acceptable."
"I... could recommend a book on courting, though I imagine you might not want to read that and I don't actually expect it to be especially helpful, possibly the opposite. Perhaps something about social structures - assuming you language power extend to Arabic there's a reasonably accurate book critiquing English society that I think only ended up in my grandfather's library because someone mistranslated the country it was about as France."
A lot of complaints about how the English treat commoners - and in particular of the fact that their legal system nearly ignores crimes committed by nobility against commoners. In particular, the author objects to the presence of cultural traditions of empowered nobles robbing, harassing, and sometimes killing commoners during their annual courting season. The few nobles who are caught at this are remanded to a jail which lacks locks on half the cells and a warden who has received quite an extensive list of expensive presents which he was all too eager to brag to the author of the book about.
The author also feels that the nobles are derelict in their duties of defending against most wild demons, but will admit that their campaigns have killed more than most countries have managed, both in terms of demons and the empowered.
Also, they refuse to do arranged marriages for their empowered, even when the parents involved are honorable. The author objects to this and thinks the young English men spend far too much time thinking of the, ahem, physical aspects of matrimony, which should rightly be ignored until after marriage.
"Isn't it tedious to have to describe in advance exactly what - if you were going to the florist - flowers you want, and what to get if they don't have those, to someone who goes in your place? You don't get to browse, that way. I, uh, will probably never really appreciate a flower again, and was not actually much of a flower-buyer before either, but I think a lot of the appeal would be in the browsing."
"I am hoping I can avoid anything I do to you being permanent. What I can do is I can give you a good thing and a bad thing, together. I think I can also take them back but I haven't tried it before. They're all things I have, so none of them will kill you. I don't know which ones go with which other ones, though. So I'm going to try giving you some of the bad things, and you can try to tell us what went with them; that way I can avoid the ones that would be permanent. If none of those are the healing one, I'll try giving you the healing, but it could send you to another universe, or it could make you fall in love with someone, and in the first case I won't be able to undo it because we'll be in separate universes, and in the second case I'm not sure if it will be possible for me to take it back. Does that make sense?"
"Let's wait a little and see if it'll heal your arm, then..."
It does actually improve a little more, but so slowly that Annie asks if he'd be willing to get a small nick on his skin somewhere to see if that heals too, to distinguish between "the healing power doesn't work very well on infections" and "this is not the healing power at all".
Take. "So it does go together and pair with the sense, I thought it would probably be either that or the languages... the next thing to try is giving you healing directly. You might get a drawback I haven't even noticed yet - if it does something like, I don't know, make you... colorblind... then I wouldn't have noticed because of being regular-blind. Or you might get sent to another universe, or you might get the falling in love effect. Ready?"
"Not the creation, no. But once you've touched an artifact you can very very slowly shape its traits by spending more time with it and passively drawing it in whatever direction you prefer. A high quality healing artifact with a drawback you don't even notice right away, that's going to be very popular at home, someone will probably be sitting with it twenty four hours a day to make whatever the drawback is less and the healing even better. - there's someone who can tell what artifacts do without having to touch them, but he's not quick about it because the artifact that gives him this power makes him need twenty hours of sleep a day."
"Yes, absolutely. Honestly I might load up on a few more artifacts too, to get the most mileage out of the power-transfer one, though I'm not immediately sure which ones would make sense in part because I don't know what-all I've already got to interact with. The healing one would be really big, though, I'd spend sixteen hours a day in the hospital tapping people with it on and off."
"I think if not managed correctly foreign nobles would react badly to the popularity with commoners I expect your healing will engender, especially if they think you loyal to England. It could, from a certain angle, look like you were laying the ground work for an invasion."
"About the - that? No, I don't think so. There's probably just... nothing to be done besides finding the trigger if there is one. And I guess I shouldn't try to operate a vehicle or... carry candles, not that I have many reasons to do that right now... anything like that where if I suddenly collapsed it'd be a problem. But here and now, no, I don't think there was anything to do besides give me a hug."
"It could be almost anything. It wasn't something I noticed but that's - a lot of things, any non-language sight or sound or smell, anything being in my environment that I didn't take note of even if I could sense it. It could be a delayed effect of some power use - if it happens again twice more in quick succession it's almost certainly that. It could be the weather. It could be calendar date, though that would be a little weird. I still have my pancreas."
"Exposure to a large variety of flowers, smelling petunias in an enclosed space, being near crowds of people talking, hearing music, and being jostled would also be easy enough I imagine. As would granting your abilities, assuming you are okay with granting any of them to me now."
"The granting abilities is probably not it, because there was one fairly smooth arc of pain -" Gesture. "And not three. But if you want to try the blindness-deafness-weird-sense one, I can do that now we know they go together, and -
- well, the healing drawback wasn't noticeable to the patient which means it's a candidate for the pain drawback so maybe that one I'd hold off till you need it or we identify the trigger."
"Well, the petunias, being jostled, and the music, we can try right away if you're ready to do so. The crowd of people talking and the variety of flowers will have to wait. I also am curious enough to want to try the weird-sense even if it's not relevant to our experiment."
"I will not particularly miss it, and no one else here plays. On the rare occasions when my grandfather hosts events with live music, we may want to relocate to the guest house, I suppose? Judging by my notes on the incident in the carriage, I believe that will be more than far enough."
"The benefit associated with the too-hot thing did something to help the arm, and might have been necessary for a complete recovery, but I'm not sure what it did exactly. It doesn't work on outright scars - I still seem to have the ones I remember having - and I'd be very surprised if it worked on, say, allergies, those are very different from injuries. But no two artifacts are perfectly alike so I can't predict it exactly."
"Hrm....I suppose at this point we may have enough confidence in your abilities that it would be worthwhile for me to bring the subject to my grandfather and request his permission to inquire further under the guidance of a surgeon. Though I expect there will be restrictions in order to maintain propriety I don't expect those will be permanent."
"Yeah, single women can just have things. Married ones there's marital property but that affects their husbands too, I don't remember exactly how - when my parents divorced they must've had to figure out how to split things up but I was a baby at the time."
"Artifacts happen when people die and they have resonances with features of the dead person and they're always their favorite object - people try to avoid having single clear favorite objects to avoid surprising their heirs but sometimes this is difficult. There's a lot of data to take and collate and analyze about what kinds of deaths and what kinds of object favoritism produce artifacts, and what traits tend to map how onto the artifact effects. I wanted to do that and see if there was any way to steer for better ones, maybe ones that were good enough that people could have favorite objects on purpose and leave something more valuable than dangerous to their families."
"Recently I read a paper about how it's interesting that nobody's ever left their motorcycle as an artifact given that motorcyclists - uh, it's a two-wheeled vehicle that goes really fast - crash and die a lot, and often really love their motorcycles, and the speculation is that artifacts are seldom to never substantially themselves damaged at the time they become artifacts. They're really sturdy after that, but the hypothesis in the paper is that the motorcycles are getting wrecked in the course of the accidents that kill their owners and that's why you don't see artifact motorcycles. I was going to fact-check the numbers on whether we should have expected more than one or two motorcycles given conservative assumptions under the null hypothesis, though, it seemed like a stretch to me."
"It's correlated with it. Prevailing theories are that it's hard to meaningfully have a favorite possession out of a very small number of them, and/or that people were sharing things in common too much when there was less material wealth so a lot of people's favorite things didn't count as theirs, and/or that the right kind of sentiment isn't likely to attach to something you have to have for practical reasons and if you only have a handful of things you probably need every one of them."
"Uh, you aren't accustomed to the taboos of my society which is really quite nice but I should probably note that I've made an intentional effort to avoid learning what sex is since it's my understanding that such foreknowledge is considered undesirable in a potential spouse and I'm bad at lying. Though uh, probably I should reconsider this if it seems like something like contraception could be important to figure out."
"...the thing I want to try requires making small objects out of copper, putting them inside of animals that are not wildly different from humans in size, and seeing if the animals still get pregnant. I think sheep can only get pregnant at one time of year, so using them would get results slower than using an animal that doesn't have that characteristic. Right now my best idea is dogs but I might be overlooking another medium-sized animal that would work."
"I think for something respiratory I'd want to not be breathing the same air as them, maybe they could stick a foot out a window or something, and if it were more like an intestinal problem the best way to go about it is just to wash everything with hot water and plenty of soap."
"I think it's just me talking to people - my guess is a lot of people will be happy to put aside questions of decorum and support it... Possibly we should figure out a structure that compensates doctors and surgeons who are left without their livelihoods - they are clearly not the priority, but pushback from them could dissuade some people from seeking out your healing."
"I think I'm a bit different, but mostly in the sense that anyone would be a bit different if they were touched by a bunch of artifacts and stranded in another universe. I was already... I'm not sure what you're asking about in particular. I was bookish and ambitious and arrogant and altruistic."
"I'm acting less arrogant here mostly because I know less about what's going on and that makes me less confident in my takes on it. It'll probably bounce back over a long enough time horizon. But, yes, I did wind up with an artifact effect that makes me want you to be happy more than I want other things."
"It's also the healing. And the willingness to help people - most empowered who could be doing a lot more good than they are in practice doing. Possibly you should meet Sophie, she's very good, assuming you do not mind discussing the weather. If you do mind discussing the weather then probably you should not meet her."
"That is very nearly all she talks about. Her interest in weather is sufficiently broad that if there is some portion of it you find particularly interesting, she can be directed onto the subject. I've developed an interest in weather measurement and record keeping as a result of my friendship with her, and she's often happy to discuss such matters with me even if she has a fondness for qualitative reports about storms in particular."
"You don't seem injured - you're breathing, your heart's going really fast but it's regular -" Will it help if she strokes Lucette's arm and brushes her hair out of her face and tries to de-tearify her face with her sleeve. "Do you need the healing power anyway? Should I go ask someone for help?"
It will clearly not be helpful to Lucette for Annie to say "you really should be taking better advantage of the situation if you wanted it so much". So she doesn't.
"I think artifacts explain my situation and the magic you have here does not explain it nearly so well. Also you mostly haven't seemed like you wanted me to be in love with you. - Lucette, what was that thing with the arms and the book."
Lucette leans into pets, then flinches away from them, and then leans back into them again.
"I....that. might be possible?"
"I remember doing this to you using artifacts, not my world's magic. Since I'm not from this world-or ... I wasn't from this world? When it happened?"
"So that was a demon, and it made you feel horrible as demons are known to do," which is not okay at ALL but the immediate priority is getting Lucette recombobulated, she can figure out how to tear that thing limb from excess limb later, "but at least now you have superpowers and you haven't done me a bit of harm and I love you and that's not your fault."
Lucette's demon won't come during the day at its current strength, so she has to wait till the following evening to get her first haunting over with.
She does in fact manage to go get Annie afterwards. Mostly to apologize to her for playing music, being a girl, and injuring all those people Annie had to heal in the hospital.
"Hrm... it doesn't feel like a thing I can do with my power? There's a phenomenon where if empowered touch each other they can get an emotional sense of their feeling about each other but you're not empowered and I'm not actually getting any information about you from the sensation?"
"Uh - heat with some kind of infection related thing, healing with music allergy, the senses all together. We don't know what the languages ability or the way I can push artifact effects onto other people temporarily goes with and we don't know what either of the love effect or the transport to another universe goes with, though the conservative explanation would be that those match up one way or the other."
Lucette sends the only letters consistently worth reading!
Yes of course, she can visit that weekend. She'd come on her own sooner than that but flying long distances alone isn't allowed for young ladies because people don't think women can read maps or something like that.
Over the next three days Lucette's flying comes in. Well, mostly at first it isn't so much flying as crashing without even getting off the ground, as the force meant to push her up instead sends her in a seemingly random direction. Once she does get in the air she's much better off.
Then Lucette can do some intensely swoopy flying with these properties. And also carefully hold Annie progressively tighter all the time once she notices that's a pattern, until Annie seems to be at a happy level of being held tightly. Carefully because Lucette's strength has really grown to be quite something.
"I think I enjoy it considerably more than talking about the weather, and also it doesn't require conscious effort on my part for me to cultivate an interest in it, unlike meteorology. I don't think kissing any woman would have occurred to me without you having mentioned it, though."
"I think so, yeah? Like if you'd never heard of - apples - and I introduced you to apples and then you wanted them for breakfast every morning, that means it turns out you like apples, and if you'd never heard of them and then only ate them when I was fixing something for both of us - if I cooked any more given that there's servants - the analogy is kind of breaking down here, sorry."
"I'm not completely certain I follow..." Can she lean on Annie while flying?
... no, apparently not.
"I think if you really enjoyed eating apples, I would also want you to have apples even if I would not get very much out of eating them myself... I think the thing that makes kissing you particularly enjoyable is that I feel, perhaps unreasonably given the mind control, that your reaction to it reflects on me. If I were going to stretch the metaphor to cover this, I would say that I'd actually personally want to cook you dishes with apples, except not really because I'd have no idea where to begin with such an endeavor."
"I can do that." Annie shuts the door and - can't really do the maneuvering to get them into bed because Lucette is very strong and Annie is very clumsy but she can exert pressure in that direction till they're sitting on the bed and then she can kiss Lucette.
Stories about Annie's first visit to the York hospital aren't taken entirely by most who hear them, but some people are still desperate enough to make the trek out to see if the stories of an empowered healing commoners are true. When those desperate few come back healed people began to take the stories quite a bit more seriously.
"So, I don't have a single immobile preference about the state of the world? It's all complicatedly interdependent with what you want, though of course I only know what you communicate to me about what you want. And sometimes two states of the world that are very similar in almost every way are wildly different in where they'd be in my preference ordering. So if my talking about it changes something about what you want or how you feel about it that can itself render whatever I said out of date."
"...that's true. Is -
"- I'm still new to this culture. I don't know what it means exactly when two English girls sleep in the same bed. Or if they ever kiss, or, if they do, they do it like that. In my culture that would not be a thing girls who were just friends would do, at least not by the time they were our age. And even if it is a normal thing that happens in this culture for girls who are friends and are not otherwise attracted to women to do I don't know what it means for you as an individual."
"I may not be the best source on what English girls typically do with their friends, given that I only have the two, but sleeping in the same bed doesn't strike me as at all odd. Kissing would, perhaps, be odd - especially in the... particular manner in which we have done so. If I did hear some other girl was kissing her friends in a similar manner I would not conclude based on that that she was attracted to women. I'm not entirely certain how to put it in words for me as an individual - I enjoy kissing you? Quite a bit. I would be sad if we ceased doing so."
"...I can't see your face so I am worse than I might otherwise be at guessing if you're uncomfortable, but if you're not subconsciously bouncing off the topic, then the degree to which I'm failing to communicate is making me kind of concerned about the quality of my translation effect."
Kissing Annie is really good. The mind reading doesn't actually respond to changing emotions, but it lets Lucette know the broad strokes about how Annie generally feels about her. Normally, Lucette imagines, emotions viewed this way might feel small but in this case it's like viewing a great mountain in the distance.
"...I would like to do more things that you would enjoy in a similar manner to kissing."
Normally, Lucette would be anxious about making a mistake, or misleading Annie, or her ability to actually make sure Annie was having a nice time but, so long as they are touching, it is very obvious to her that those worries aren't really all that important. Annie will love her regardless of what happens, and it's exhilarating and a little bit terrifying and feels so very nice.
And it's not like taking off clothes with a female friend is all that strange anyways.
When Annie wakes up Lucette is in her sitting room, bending silverware with her powers. Well, trying to bend silverware. Mostly it just goes flying out of her hands unless she holds it hard enough to bend it without her powers. But she's gotten the resonance right for at least one spoon and she's determined to get the hang of it for this fork as well.
"For silverware it takes me -" Lucette checks her notes "-on average between three and four seconds to get the silverware to do more than twitch, but trending downwards with practice. My guess is bigger objects will take longer and the intensity seems to increase with duration as well."
"I can definitely affect the axis on which the shaking occurs, and I can make them shake or less or slower or faster.... I'm not sure what the limitations are. I could possibly cause something to stop shaking as well? I have a sense that informs me about shaking both caused by me and otherwise. I'm also unsure of the upper limits of the ... magnitude of the ability."
"I suspect my grandfather's primary ability contributed to mine, and my grandmother's to my flight. My grandfather had control over his voice - he could ensure his words were heard by people as far away as London, and could yell loudly in a way that carried concussive force within his immediate vicinity. My grandmother's ability was, I believe, gravitational in nature."
"It's not at all my preferred state of the world but being an empowered does improve it tremendously. I was expecting to be married off to someone of my grandfather's choosing and to suffer great risks in childbirth. Instead, I will be largely free to find my own match, so long as I do so in a reasonable amount of time, and childbirth will be easy and safe."
"Huh, I suppose that would be a reasonable expectation. My impression of gay men is primarily formed based on historical sources of dubious trustworthiness, which typically cast the behavior of such individuals as particularly cruel to the women around them, as well as the men. However, I imagine you are better informed than I."
"If it helps, I cannot entirely imagine a situation where I am even a fraction as attached to any man as I am to you."
"- well I don't want them to do you any harm, or like, if you're going to be stuck financially relying on them because you don't have independent finances I don't want that to be hard for you, but if they're going to be - jealous in a way where they'd kick me out or be angry at you for liking me that might be bad? I don't know how many degrees of freedom you have though."
"Well, for selling an object, I imagine that someone else would need to manufacture them, in which case they might refuse that. But if you did manage to get the things to sell and sell them yourself then whatever man was responsible for you would be able to find and take the money and use it for their own ends, and even if they didn't you'd have trouble spending large quantities since it would most likely be theft or something of that nature for someone to accept the money."
"The crown, which would choose a new Earl of York. Though they might be persuadable to wait till I had a husband and make him the next Earl, particularly if I had someone I could present as an option very soon after, who could argue my grandfather had endorsed the match."
There will be dinner, during which they'll be seated next to people of a similar age and social standing. It's a small affair, only three households beyond her own. Lucette can go over what she knows about those families, which is less than she'd like to know. She should probably make a project out of tracking social details given that this sort of thing is going to come up more and more often until she herself is married. After dinner there will be a fireworks display in the backyard - such arrangements are a hobby of Count Braxton she believes.
Lucette and Annie will also need to find formal wear for the evening - pastels and feathered hats are quite popular at the moment Lucette believes.
Given enough tries the modiste eventually manages something much more breathable than most evening wear in the form of a ruffly pink orange dress with a hat that is more feathers than fabric. Lucette ends up in something green and blue made from stiff fabric, studded with gems. She manages to find a plain bonnet, addorned with a single lilac feather, that she finds less horrible than the other options. She is still miserably uncomfortabe in the outfit, though hopefully not in a way that will be noticable to anyone who does not know her well. Both of them are to wear white gloves with the outfits as well.
The dresses are barely ready in time for the party, and guests carriages are within sight of the house by the time Lucette and Annie are fitted in them. Still, they can manage to be in the west living room as guests start arriving, at which point Lucette introduces herself and Annie to each guest in turn.
Lucette was not all that skilled at curtseying before her empowerment, but now finds it relatively straightforward, and she was already quite good at memorizing names.
After introductions are made the attendees mingle briefly before dinner begins, at which point everyone heads to the west dining room, where seating has evidently been assigned. Lucette and Annie are next to each other, with a pair of brothers - the Lords Wellsworth - on either side. Judging by his less than healthy appearance the older Lord Edgar Wellsworth, seated on the opposite side of Annie, is not himself empowered, whilst his younger brother, Lord Edward Wellsworth, is.
"Yes, one Mr. Karl Zimmer, of Wiemar University, published a particularly beautiful compedium of what I understand to be common folk tales he's studied. They're quite horribly vivid in nature, but I've always found such writing to select for the more courageous sort of author, which is all to rare in English literature - the only English translations I've found of his work leave out the best parts."
"He suggested that I might make a match with you, and my younger brother with Lady Oakwood, so as to allow me and my brother to ... combine our complementary skills in the service of York."
Originally Edgar had made a good enough impression on the Earl that he'd hoped to be able to arrange a match with Lucette for himself. Her empowerment put an end to that, but he'd still hoped that Lucette would be sufficiently able to put up with Edward to make this alternative arrangement feasible. He had not actually expected to encounter difficulties on his end. He's not actually entirely certain what the difficulties are, but you can't just ask a woman why she doesn't expect to have kids. Perhaps if things are handled delicately he can still make this work - he'll need to marry Miss Svane (with an accompanying grant of a family title to him from the Earl) to ensure his security as part of York but kids aren't strictly required. Or perhaps Miss Svane can in fact have kids and just is mistaken about the requirements for doing so.
Meanwhile, Lucette has been doing her very best to have a conversation with the younger Lord Wellsworth, who seems to only want to discuss how fast his horses are compared to those of his niehgbors and how this one horse his neighbor has sure must be fed some sort of illegal concotion to boost its capabilities, and it would really just be fair and oh so satisfying if he got to kick that horses oh so special legs until they were as crooked as his neighbor's teeth.
Then Edward is going to ramble on about the terrible horse, downing two glasses of wine in rapid succession as he does so, until he brings himself back to basically the same point, except now what he wants is to fly up and drop the horse and see whether, given how special it is, it can fly. Doesn't she agree that that would be funny?
Really you'd expect her to be trying much harder to charm him given how her father's a commoner. Unless, of course, someone else is her actual father, which would really make more sense given how she's empowered. Really, she should be desperate to wed him. Maybe she's just slow.
He can explain why the horse is terrible in small words this time.
Whatever. He's going to go and see how Count Braxton's and his friends are getting on with setting up the fireworks outside. She better stay inside, for her own safety.
(Actually, he is going to go and find the wine cellar. Which possibly would do Lucette some good but he can't just offer her enough to get an empowered properly loosened up until they're married.)
"I-I like scientific histories."
Is that even a genre. Probably.
"-since uh."
"I'll find one from the library?" And Lucette is getting up to leave because she's terrible at this and didn't practice smalltalk while emotional and she hates everything and she barely restrains herself to a normal walking speed as she exits the room.
"Their were people outside the window getting fireworks ready and they were staring. Probably because I made the whole place shake instead of keeping it quiet like I should have. And... I was already tainted by my dad being a commoner and this will be so much worse unless I say we were engaged first and marry him quickly."
Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe. Annie should not send him to another universe.
"I'll need to put my haunting off until my demon is strong enough to manifest even with you around, which means it will need to be stronger than it was the first night, and then we'll just have to hope that you not having a demon doesn't matter."
"... and if it fails I'll need to do the whole thing again but with Edward instead of you. And pretend the first time didn't happen."
"It's traditional to have two people keep watch over a bride, because otherwise one might drift off and because you can have a situation where the demon is able to manifest in front of the single watcher for a bit, but not for the full night, and so you have two watchers to ensure that the demon can get strong enough to manifest for the entire wedding night, as is required for marriage...."
"...I'm not entirely certain how much of this is just tradition."
"Shrewsbury, it's a few hours by carriage. I used to live with them, but I've been preparing to enter into society, and unfortunately, living with them is not... conducive to that. Also, it's typical to have a woman to help manage any given household and I was planning to do that for my grandfather... though I've been distracted from that by recent events."
Meanwhile, Lucette has to begin preparations for the wedding she is dearly hoping not to have. She shops for wedding dresses, chooses who will be her head maid after the marriage, and arranges the logistics of the wedding which is almost fun if she ignores who the wedding is for. Sophie asks her exactly what went so horribly wrong, so she can avoid it. So Lucette explains that and then receives a hug from an uncertain Sophie when she starts crying, along with a promise to visit and discuss the weather as much as she would like, or as much as Edward would hate if Lucette decides she wants to be vengeful after all.
At mass the next week her grandfather informs the priest of her impending nuptials, and the congregants are asked if they have any objections.
No one does.
"I think if we say we are an empowered couple looking to make a new start in the colonies, people will not question us further."
"I can use my power to do this with my voice?" Lucette says, a half octave lower than normal, with a strange underlying buzz when she says 'voice'.
"- probably the River Ouse would be better, but I suppose that could work... Sophie may find my suicide unlikely, but I don't expect anyone will believe her on the subject.... and I can't see a reasonable way to tell her the truth without risking being discovered, however much I hate deceiving her."
It has fourteen arms this evening, and stands higher than Lucette's ceiling went just a minute ago, stretching space to fit its proportion. It has eyes that look like they've been freshly scooped from a corpse, and teeth that are sharp and sickly. The tome it carries is dripping with some strange yellow liquid that sizzles when it hits the ground.
Annie is awfully convenient like that.
They have enough money to buy a large place in the countryside, but Lucette can't stand to be away from the bustle of a city. She finds a smaller place in a part of the city with only the occasional street performer on their block, to accommodate her wife's sensitivities.
Iphigene's previous purported marriage was annulled. The suicide of her empowered daughter Lucette made it quite obvious that the marriage was a sham to cover up the incestuous union of Iphigene and her own father. After all, commoners can't father empowered, and what other possible union would be so scandalous that it would be covered up by marrying the noble women involved to a commoner.
Left out of the letter, but made quite clear in the news that starts filtering in from the continent, is how strenuously the elder Lord Oakhill denies these allegations.
Lucette's grandfather has allies, and his allies are loyal and empowered and they demand his daughter returned. When Duke Lockworth refuses they're willing to back up that demand with force.
The Duke also has allies. Not enough to fend off the surprise attack, but enough to escape it and prepare reprisals.
The fight between nobles escalates fast, with the entire balance of the empowered world thrown into question. At first, it's a skirmish, then it's a civil war, then someone levels Paris to hobble France before they can join the opposing side. All the attack really does is make the French angrier. And kill tens of thousands of commoners, not that either side seems to care.
Lucette really really doesn't care. All she cares about is how everything is ruined and she couldn't do anything and she just needs to be alone with her thoughts for one second but the marriage bond is for life and won't go away and it's driving her mad and.
And eventually, when the red haze lifts from her vision, there's blood dripping from her hands, from her face, from. Well, everything.
And the bond is gone.
Annie adores her with unerring confidence and magical intensity. Lucette is the most important person in the world and should always have everything she needs especially if she needs Annie. Annie is running almost all of her thoughts now through a lens of how they'd affect Lucette - if something would be interesting or useful to her, or spare her some bother, or of course most importantly keep her safe and happy, that's the overriding consideration. Also she's so beautiful, Annie can't see her but she knows it, she's so beautiful and Annie's not sure if she's exactly attracted back or just has some weird foreign emotional situation regarding intimacy or what but Annie will take absolutely anything Lucette wants to give her, all the kisses in the world -
Lucette is head over heels in love with her Annie, and somehow has yet to realize this. Annie is the best person, the most important person, and her favorite person. Lucette's feelings don't quite match Annie's, but they're still really quite a lot considering the lack of magical mind control involved. Annie is strange and wonderful, and sometimes Lucette is scared or guilty about how much she enjoys Annie's love, but really she's exhilarated by it. Her feelings are also decidedly non-platonic in nature - hardly anything has ever turned her on as much as how Annie smiles or how Annie moves or how Annie wants her.
After the first time, Lucette has more specific opinions about what sort of things she wants (Lucette should be kissing her at the same time, should focus less on pushing inside her, and should be positioned so Lucette can't see what's going on) and then Annie can hear it another four times if she'd like.
The suicide note is not easy enough to write, but she does in fact manage it. Lucette's parents spend some time hugging her goodbye, and then she's off towards Iceland with Annie, checking in with her several times during the flight to see if there's anything that would make her more comfortable, and whether she's sea sick, and whether she's cold or wet or anything at all that Lucette can help with.
And Lucette/Oliver will wear pants. She has always wanted to wear pants! She figures out after a brief and ridiculous attempt to high step across the room that you aren't actually supposed to do anything different for walking in pants than in skirts, but it's still a novelty to be wearing them.