A blonde teen limps into the day room, using clearly brand new cane to help himself along, taking most of the weight away from him left leg. He blinks owlishly and looks around the room, his eyes almost completely devoid of emotion.
He snorts derisively but answers, the summation of answers coming to the conclusion that he has little to no self worth, belief in his future, and he is angry as all get out. He has lost his future, his sense of self, and now he is somewhere strange, unappealing, and all alone. He just wants his brothers, and his leg back.
Zevran notes all of this, the hopeless note in Adrian's voice, and the underlying anger under all of that. God, but does a small part of him identify with it.
"We'll have a proper session later in the week, if you feel up to it, but in the meantime, are you experiencing any thoughts of self-harm or suicide?"
"Keep in mind we don't know for sure yet, that it is 'useless'. The surgeon's still got to have a look. We'll let you know when the appointment's coming up. And I am gonna hold you to that promise." Zevran writes down a few more notes, then closes his clipboard.
"As promised, I'm out of your hair. But, if you do want to talk, about anything, let me know. I'm just over at the nurse's station."
The boy tilts his head, like he's waiting for Adrian to say more, and then the corner of his mouth lifts, in a smirk that is somehow both superior and sympathetic.
"I have some knowledge of the matter," he says, conspiratorially. "And generally, people don't go straight to trying to chop their leg off. Unless they're proper mental. And you're not."
"Thank you for that sterling observation, guy I don't know, but, as previously mentioned, I don't know you, thus you don't know me, so saying what I am and am not as if you're an authority on the subject isn't really any of your business. Now if you'll excuse me, I was busy staring into nothingness."
He turns pointedly back to the window.
"My arms are from football, its a rough sport. My leg has nothing to do with it, I used a broken bottle to do it, relieving the pressure I was feeling from popularity and the need to win and succeed by making sure no one would ever rely on me like that again," his response is a little robotic, almost practised, but very believable.
AH! Adrian panics briefly, hoping the immediate reaction of attraction to this very flirty guy doesn't surface obviously enough for anyone to see, but he is very drowsy, so anyone with their face close to his would see the truth, he is very very interested. Instead, he schools his features into something like disgust and leans away from the personal space invader he has apparently gained.
"Woah, dude, I have issues, but they aren't that bad."
Adrian tries to feel bad, but all he feels is relief, he can't have a pretty boy in his space, his life is already wrecked in almost every way. So he's glad, because he's already being beaten, been beaten, for his mother's transgressions, he doesn't need to be beaten in the name of Christ too. Who needs friends so long as you're still alive right?
Right?
"Why are you saying sorry?" He knows if someone tossed shit at him like that, he wouldn't bother cosying up to the piece of shit. He doesn't trust himself to make contact with this Anders guy so instead resolutely stares at the ceiling, stretching his injured leg out on the bed.