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Since Cyllene's first (licit, chaperoned) visit to the surface, she's visited enough times to watch it get warmer, and colder, and warmer again, over the course of many (illicit, solo) trips.  She's gone close (though never that close) to the shore and watched the humans from afar, seen their strange, straight caves, and the coverings on their bodies, and the way they move about on the surface floor upright.

She's seen ships, the things humans use to make there be a surface floor on the ocean, one that moves around.  Humans swim, sometimes, but, as far as she can tell, never while as far away from land as ships go.

She's also seen ships below the surface, far below it.  But she's pretty sure that's not because the humans wanted them that way; the whole seafloor around them were filled with strange, seastar-configured skeletons.  She's pretty sure that swimming in the open ocean is for humans about as sure a death as wriggling her way far onto the surface land would be for her.

She's learned a lot about ships.  They are usually in this range of sizes, and sometimes they lower nets and catch fish in them.  (Cyllene has attempted to replicate nets, as if they were her idea, and got a pretty good start on it.  One of her sisters dismissed the idea as being human-like when shown a swatch of knotted seaweed, and Cyllene has to be intensely careful that no one suspect her of having upward sympathies.  She has a real net, human-made, in her secret grotto, and she can see that its purpose is the truly beautiful thing about it, but for now... it will remain solely decorative.  It has to.)  There tend to be kinds of ship, ones that do the fish-netting and ones that don't, really.

 

This ship, she thinks, is not one of the kind that does the fish-netting.  She hopes she's right, because as much as she wants to know about humans, she does want more to not be netted.

She approaches from underneath, runs her hands along its belly, and then - heads for the surface.

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Cymbeline does not much care for sailing but it's by far the fastest way to get around. He's clinging to the railing, occasionally putting seasickness from himself or one of the other passengers into one of the glass globes he brought aboard as magic receptacles, and gazing out at the waves.

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Okay.  Okay, Cyllene has practiced this, though admittedly with rocks and not a moving human creation.  She takes several deep breaths, and - oh, there are conveniently graspable things on the side of this ship.  Perfect; she hauls herself up.  Just enough to get her torso out of the water.

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"...Kerem?"

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"Your highness?"

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"What kind of creature is that?"

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"...well, mostly a shark, but someone's been doing something mighty odd with it."

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- Oh, wow, they can talk - not that she can understand them, but that's clearly some sort of proper language going on, there.  She had vaugely guessed that this would probably be true, but it's a different thing to hear it.

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"So you think it was made? Why would anyone want a... shark with a human face and hair."

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"That, I have no idea."

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Sheeee's above the surface and touching a ship and her whole body is being vertical like a human's and - she needs to breathe.  Back under she goes.

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"Wonder why it was poking up like that."

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"Could've just been curious."

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"Sure, but... which of the original donors did the curiosity come from."

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Maybe if Cyllene tries the other side of the ship she will be able to see humans in more detail than silhouette?

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There don't happen to be any humans on that side near the railing.

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Hm.  Well...

The main question is whether she thinks they're going to net her, or attempt to do something with a similarly-bad outcome that she doesn't know about.

......She can probably just drop back down into the ocean if she catches a hint of something scary impending.  She sings, quietly - it's beyond her power to make a body that functions on air instead of water; she doesn't know enough about how they work and even if she did it would be an intensive process.  But she can make the resources her body has available last longer.

Sing, sing, deep breaths - and back up.  She tries to haul more of herself out of the water and - wow, that really doesn't work.  She's pretty strong but she's even more heavy.

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"Maybe something's trying to chase it and it's trying to get out of the water?"

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"Can't rule it out but I don't see a bigger shark or anything."

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They're ✧talking✧.  Maybe someday she can learn their language...

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"I think it's looking at us." Cymbeline waves on a whim.

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Is that....

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Yes!  She thinks so!  Wave wave wave wave!

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"...hi, shark-being!" he calls down.

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She would maybe try repeating that except for how she can't really talk overwater.  Wave.

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"I'm tempted to throw it a fish. Do we have a fish?"

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"I can go ask if you'd like, your highness?"

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"Sure, go for it."

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Off goes Kerem.

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Okay yes breathing time for her, too.

...She could - she doesn't want to let any merfolk know she's here, she can't let them, but - as long as she starts quietly and works her way up a crescendo, she can as part of that magic direct the sound up.  She'll aim for the remaining human, specifically, and - she doesn't want to seem as though she's making a threat; she'll keep the audible part to a few bars and switch to a set song, one for fry, one that anyone who knows how magic music works should be able to tell isn't magic, even if they've never heard the song specifically.

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This human has never actually heard of magic music! But that means he doesn't find music especially threatening.

Shark-being has a voice. He was sort of not expecting that. Sharks don't make noises even when whales do.

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(It's a very nice voice.)

Back up!

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...he will sing the first verse of Blithe Lake and see if the shark-being does anything.

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- She waits a few seconds after he finishes and then dives back down to (after the prerequisite quiet magic) serenade him with a full verse.  And then back up!

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Having heard the tune of her song twice he can croon it back, more or less, though the words are hard to pronounce and he doesn't try.

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Coming here is the best decision Cyllene has ever made.  How does she convey this.  Wave wave wave.

- One wave (of the oceanic variety) is a bit choppier than the rest and engulfs her; she takes the chance to breathe and lets it carry her higher on the line of graspable things; she's better at holding her weight up than at hoisting herself.

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Kerem comes back with a fish and hands it to Cymbeline, who tosses it down to her.

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- She doesn't catch it but she does give up her high spot on the side of the ship to dive after it.

 

These people probably don't know she's a princess, and that means she doesn't know why they're giving her a fish.  Maybe it's just like trading plain music back and forth... but she doesn't have a way to give them anything, right now.  She could do some magic for them if she knew what sort of things they wanted.

She doesn't eat the fish, and times her next approach with another large wave so it's easier to establish a cling one-and-a-half-handed.

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"Well, she's not eating it. Maybe that's not the kind of fish she eats, or maybe she only eats seaweed."

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"She?"

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"Judging by the singing voice."

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Okay, it's not as though they gave her a living fish, and no nets are yet making themselves evident, so it might not have been a warning...

She chomps the fish, and swallows it mostly whole.

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"There she goes. Shark teeth."

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"Shark teeth!" Kerem agrees in a higher pitch.

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...That other human sounds maybe upset?  She'll fall back underwater and sing another fry song, this time to both of them.  One about sharing.  Cyllene finds it pretty condescending, and did when she was a fry herself, but she's nearly certain that they won't be able to understand it anyways so what does it matter.

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This at least does not cause the darker colored human to make more upset sounds.

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There are starting to be enough clouds blocking the sun that Cyllene can see the humans a little bit better, but it's still not enough that she can really make out any individual traits they might have.  One of them has more hair than the other, she thinks, but it's still pretty short for a merfolk.

Do they do anything else?

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The lighter colored one will sing her another verse of his song!

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Oh, that's just what she wanted!  She waits for him to finish, again, and then disappears to sing it back to them.  She does most of it in a neutral syllable, but one of the lines was the same in both verses and she has a go at replicating some of the sounds, there.  And then she's back on the side.

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"I wonder if she could learn Loegrian."

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"...you might have to find out later, looks like the sailors want us inside, weather's turning."

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Ooh, a convenient really-high wave.  If she lets it carry her up the side and then holds on with her whole body out of the water, maybe she'll be able to see them, properly?  Finally?

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She can see the backs of them, though this one looks over his shoulder as he's hustled into a cabin.

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Ughhhh.  Well, back to the other side, to see if anyone's there now?

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Sailors, messing with ropes!

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It occurs to Cyllene that weather like this could maybe be related to the sunken ships and their accompanying scores of skeletons.  She lets the sailors be.

(But still sticks around.  She's supposed to be off practicing her music for the next few hours; no one will miss her until after that.)

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The weather continues to get more like this. The sailors are very busy and yell at each other a lot.

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If it were merfolk (or, royal merfolk specifically), there would be an obvious person to magic the weather away, and they would do that.  But Cyllene doesn't have a way to communicate with them; she doesn't know what they're doing up there - she hums to try and find out, and it's clear they're doing something, and it's not something she recognizes, and it would be very stupid for her to try and mess with that.

So she continues to wait at the ship's belly, going back and forth, checking it on each side, again and again...

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Is she sure? The ship is heaving around quite a lot and might smack into her.

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Ow.

But yes.  She'll just give it a wider berth.

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Those two from before are back out on the deck, doing something with glass globes. This one is sitting down and clinging to the railing while he does it.

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Oh, they're the ones doing the magic.

She considers for several long minutes, whether to do anything that might interfere with this; she hums, trying to figure out exactly what they're doing -

 

She decides to try and say something to them, but what's something they'll understand - if she tries to sound frantic they might think she's the one that needs help; if she tries to sound imposing and authoritative then there are a lot of ways that could go wrong...

The storm keeps getting worse.

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Whatever they're doing doesn't seem to be working very well.

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Okay, she's going to - try and hold the ship still.

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That's worse! Everything on the ship that isn't part of it - the humans, but also their glass spheres - goes flying. Many of them hit the railing; many go over entirely.

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- That's really not what she wanted to happen!!  And humans are really not supposed to be in the water - she drops the ship-holding song (slowly, she doesn't need to cause more problems with a sudden jerk) and starts swimming for the overboarded humans.  It seems like the most important thing is to get them to the surface; she'll collect them there and close to each other before figuring out a longer-term solution.  - Or, breathing is important, and she'll make sure that they each get at least a couple breaths before she moves on.

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They don't seem to die instantly on hitting the water and some of them can sort of kick to the surface under sufficiently supportive conditions but those conditions are pretty hard to come by in the storm.

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The grippable parts of the ship are not remotely stable enough for Cyllene to want to try and attach humans to it.

She cycles, a few times, giving them each a turn kept above the water, trying to figure out what to do next - she sings, checking each one, making sure they're alive and keeping them alive, when it looks like they might stop -

 

There are things coming off the floor part of the ship, which is probably not good, but some of them do float.  She directs the humans to grip onto those.  (Mostly in a physical sense; almost all of them are too panicked and flailing for her to communicate with, and that would probably still be true if she spoke their language.)

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what yes okay grab the wood thing sure

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Cyllene suspects that humans need more light than merfolk to see well; she's seen lights shining out from where they live even at the long distances she's previously kept.  So she's not, initially, that worried about the orange light coming off the other side of the ship.

But when a few more humans seemingly on purpose go into the water to get away from it, she updates her assessment.

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Yeah, whatever that thing is seems to be... eating the boat?

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That seems super bad.  Well, the thing to do is still to bring humans to floating things - oh no, if you put too many humans on one floating thing it will stop floating - yes come on human, she's prying you off this thing but she'll get you to a new one.  (She's stronger than most of them but this would still be so much easier if they'd stop fighting her - she would do something about this, but she can't make them calm only about her and it seems really counter to what she wants to make them chill out in full generality; that seems like a great way to get humans relaxing with their faces in the water.)

- Oh, oh, there's a small ship?  It may have many of the same problems as the large ship, but at least it's not being eaten by light, and there are already some humans in it so clearly they think it's a good idea to be in there; come on, humans, get in.

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Yes, great idea, thank you singing sharkthing!

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She has really not gotten everyone there is to get, yet, but is anyone here lucid enough to attempt to communicate with her?  Any hint that there's something else more important she should be doing?  She'll take a songline-span to see if anyone tries.

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This guy is peering urgently into the darkness in between hacking up seawater, but he doesn't see anything he likes.

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Okay, cool.  Human: small ship; human: small ship; human - 

- the big ship gets eaten enough that its spines fall, thankfully away from the small ship but not thankfully pretty close to somewhere her mental map thinks there's probably a human.  She can't see from this side of the big ship whether he gets hit.

 

Well, nothing for it.  She can only be in one place at once.  (....Yet.  Maybe that's something to work on, later.)  She finishes pulling this human to the small ship, and then goes to find that one - is he at the surface, still?

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No.

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How far can he have gone??  - Farther, she supposes, than if the most recent human had cooperated with her helping him - alright, that's enough trying to look with her eyes; this is what magic is for.  Where is he.

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Over there, descending underwater.

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That's so - it's nothing she can't deal with, as long as she acts fast.  She can move very quickly, near-instantaneously, on this scale, when she sustains the right note - the thing to be careful of here is that she doesn't run into him, and also doesn't hit him with the force of the water she's pushing against; that slows her down...

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It's much slower going on the way up.  She's pretty sure he's not supposed to bend in all those places (her own arm certainly doesn't, and those seem pretty fundamentally similar otherwise), and if swimming into him would be a problem then dragging him too quickly will also be.  So she keeps to her best guess at a safe pace.

But it can't be truly safe, because now he's had to have been down here for several times as long as she was ever clinging to the side of the boat.  So, ♫ heeyyy this human, aaaaare you like, aliiiiiiive?? ♫

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Maaaaaybe?

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♫ Be more alive than that!! ♫

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Wow being more alive than that sucks actually? These creatures definitely can't breathe water.

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- Okay she's going to make this one calm.  She can pep him back up when they get to the surface.

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No she fucking isn't.

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...What.

Okay, well, if he wants to struggle himself back into unconsciousness she will let him do that.

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He doesn't seem thrilled about it, but he stops trying to breathe so much! And clings to her cooperatively!

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Okay, good.  Good human.  Her skin is rough and not great for touching, but she hopes that the way humans come wrapped up is protecting them from the worst of it.  She hasn't smelled blood yet, in any case, which is kind of a miracle.  And it's not really the biggest issue, here.  Not worth worrying about.

 

The thing is that Cyllene could have seen this piece of big ship debris coming from farther away, if she'd been paying attention to looking out for that sort of thing instead of paying attention to not knocking this human around.  And what a foolish mistake, when she can sing herself more attention - she'll start on that in a moment.  For now, she needs to get them out of the way while still not knocking this human around - it would be easy enough if it were just her, but -

She jukes that way, toward the big ship, which is a bad idea because there's more debris that way, and the whole ship is going down - where's the little ship - on the other side?? - okay, she's going to dive lower, and go under the big ship; she'll have to avoid it but hopefully the belly will stay in mostly one piece, and they'll be protected in its shadow from the more erratic debris.

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He can't go on not-breathing-too-much forever.

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Ugh, okay.  She adjusts her grip back to account for the lack of cooperative clinging, and sings up her concentration, and - okay, time to come out from under the ship and back into the debris - there's a lot of it and now that she has more concentration, concentration has stopped being the limiting factor.  She dodges some even though it means being more rough with him than she really would like, and in one case she has to just curl around him and let herself take the hit.  She has to spend a full song-length to heal herself from that, especially since she takes it in the ribs, and - okay, is he just dead now?

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Yeah.

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Okay.  Okay, she can fix that, but it will take a while and be really tiring and who knows how many new problems will happen while she does.

 

So she takes him to the small ship, and pushes his body up over the side, and flips back down to collect the other straggling floaters.  If they show any signs of resistance she's not going to hesitate on trying to sing them calm; she needs this to be fast.

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"Your highness?" croaks the other one. "Your highness!"

(The small ship won't be able to hold everybody.)

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Why can't ONE thing go right for her right now!  (Okay, the calm working on everyone else even though it didn't work on the dead one is, she supposes, one thing going right.)

But ugh.  FINE.  She finds other floating things to put NEXT to the small ship, and drapes the last few humans on those as she sings them alert, and - if she revives the dead one now there are still just going to keep being new storm problems.  She attempts to gesture to the small-ship humans that she wants to get them that way; are they able to communicate any ideas about how to make that easier?

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She wants them to - what, row in that direction? It's pretty hard to make any progress in these waves but they can sort of try??

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Oh, cool, some seaweed that's ship-stuff.  If she snatches one end of it can she get them to keep holding onto the other end?

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They can tie this end of the rope to the rowboat?

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Oh, that's even better, actually.  That's much better.

She thinks that probably humans in a ship are more durable than ones by themselves, so she lets herself go faster than she did in ferrying any of the individuals, though she's still careful about the speeding-up and slowing-down parts.

Out!  Of the!  Storm!

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This human resumes trying to squeeze water out of "your highness".

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Okay, okay, singing her energy back up and then - which first.  Probably it's worth it to take the time to decide...  She sings to figure out the location of the humans she left in the storm, and there are that many living ones in that direction, which is at the surface, and that's how many there are supposed to be, so they aren't in that much trouble.  She'll be unhappy if she has to revive another one but as long as none of them are dead now it's probably basically fine to keep her focus here.  Even though the other ones probably think she's abandoned them and are scared by that...

Nothing for it.  Hm, she could start right away, but she thinks it'll go faster overall if - she pats the edge of the small ship near the dead one several times, then dips back under the water to say, "Your highness?", and pat-pat-pats the edge again.

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...sure.

"Sir, what are you doing with the prince -"

"She brought him here in the first place and he doesn't have a pulse, I'm seeing if she can do anything else for him."

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Oh, good.  She positions him where she wants him, which is draped over the side so that she can see him and so any water that falls out of him will not be in the ship, but where hopefully no more water will get into him.

And she sings, for - really quite a while.  At least it feels like it.  It's probably only three or four song-lengths.

(She'll come back to fix his bones after she's fetched the others; for now he just needs to stop being dead -)

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"- hruk," he says, sort of, and then he's coughing and moaning.

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Okay!!!  Now she would like the other end of the rope, please.

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Okay??

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Yes good.  Energy up, up, up, and then - back for the rest of the humans.  Most of the way she isn't even really swimming; she's forcing herself in that direction with magic directly, holding her arms straight against herself to reduce drag.  She aims low and then swims up, to avoid hitting them with anything.  How are they doing??  Are there any new problems for her, here?

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Most of them are managing to cling to life, more or less, and also the floatable things they have on hand, but they are various amounts and kinds of injured and waterlogged.

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Could be worse.  She brings the rope around to each of them and makes sure that they're holding on to it while she tries to come up with better ideas for how to transport them.

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It is apparently not trivial for injured waterlogged humans to cling to a rope while also clinging to a flotation device but they do their best.

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...Fine, now that they're all connected to each other, she'll spend a verse or three looking for better float stuff?  Especially if there's one big float thing she can put all or most of them on.

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The big part's on fire! Everything else is pretty little chunks.

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FINE she will just go REALLY SLOWLY so as to not DRAG THEM ALL UNDERWATER.  Ughhhhhhhh this is boring and they keep falling off the rope and bumping into each other and then she has to re-attach them, and, well it's not as if she's using her voice for speed, so she might as well use it to fix their injuries as she basically drifts along.

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A bit of a ragged cheer strikes up when it's clear she's doing that.

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Awww, okay, they're really cute actually and things are basically fine.  Even if she has to go really slowly.  She'll take them to the little ship and then she'll heal the ex-dead guy and everyone else, and then take them all to shore - she'll be able to bring the small ship back to get these humans, once she has somewhere else to put those ones, and - really she did very well here.

She runs out of injuries before she runs out of distance, but, yeah, she's getting really exhausted, so there's still something to sing about.

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Once she runs out of injuries "your highness" is very interested in the proceedings.

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Actually she does get kind of bored after a while, and takes a break from pulling to give the humans a chance to demonstrate some sort of gratefulness or relief or whatever other communication.  For her morale.

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Does this facial expression count?

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Oh!  She has teeth too.  She was trying to hide them earlier because sometimes it made the humans get wrigglier when she didn't, but maybe in this context it's fine?

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Wow shark teeth. But she had lots of chances to eat someone and didn't.

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She wants to see if he'd touch his hand to hers if she raised it, but her skin is so much rougher than any of theirs, so - she doesn't.

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"Are we going the right way?"

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"I don't know. Maybe she at least knows we want land to be on."

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Okay, that was at least - maybe a lateral shift in morale, overall; she'll continue.

She takes the trip as sort of a relay with herself, dragging the boat a distance and then going back for the individuals.

Eventually she can see land, and a ways after that it seems like the humans can too, based on their reactions.  And a while after that, she hears - the voices of other merfolk.  Her family.

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She gathers all the humans together and... waves.  Points to herself and back in the direction they came from and to herself and back in the direction they came from.

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"You have to go to the other shark people? Okay. Thank you so much - I wish you could understand me -"

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Oh, now that she sees and hears him speaking at the same time she makes the connection that he was the one who sang to her, before.  Pity it's too late to do anything with this information.  .....Though, if they're saying things to each other, now, she'll - "Meeting all of you is the best thing I have ever done.  I hope that changes before I die."

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He waves, when she goes.

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The official story, in the aftermath of her mother and three of her sisters (and an entourage) coming to the site of the wreck to see what could possibly be the cause of that much battle-tier music, and finding a lot of debris but no corpses, is that Princess Cyllene is so powerful that when presented with such an enticing challenge as rescuing a shipful of humans, she couldn't resist.

This is sufficiently an official story, and not the actual sense of how her family treats her, that Cyllene is not very surprised when it leads to her grotto being found, and everything in it being destroyed, and to her family harmonizing against her.  It's to keep her staying put.  She -

 

She will want to die if this keeps up for very long.  But it was worth it, and it will have been worth it even if....

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She has one lever for making sure this doesn't keep up for very long.

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"...No."

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"I will die if they keep me like this."

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"You will not."

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"I will.  I have that much freedom left."

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"...Mm," he acknowledges, fake-casual.  "But I don't have everything you would need.  To do this."

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"How long would it take you to get it?"

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"A while."

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"But you can get it?"

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"...Yes."

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"If you're lying about this, I'll never forgive you."

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"Llene, we've gone over this; I don't lie to you."

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"If you say so."

 

She does make him keep her updated on his progress, but she's well enough satisfied that he's trying that she doesn't turn to any drastic measures.

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He has, he informs her, a way to make someone able to understand any language they hear, at the cost of their entire voice, absolutely no communicative noise out of the throat, none, which would be bad enough for someone who does magic like he does, but for her -

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She wants it.  How's she supposed to fit in with humans if she can't understand them?

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....Is she sure she wants to fit in with humans?  Is it not enough for her to find some uncolonized bit of sea; he'll give her a makeover, make her into a manta ray or something, whatever she wants -

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LEGS.

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"Fine, legs.  Fine.  Only the best for my favorite niece, 'whatever you want,' I say - it'll take longer to get those; I don't even know where I'd start."  (He does have some idea of where he'd start, now that he thinks about it, but better to pad his timelines, here, with someone as capricious and... desperate, as she is.)

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"Thank you."

 

Cyllene has a lot of time to think in, these days.  She wonders how humans think about time.  She knows, from her past visits, that the surface has patterns of light and dark (not like the storm, more drastic than that), and that humans seem to be active in the light and go in their straight caves when it's dark.  Do humans sleep?  Merfolk sleep less often, if so, though maybe for longer.  About two of these light cycles for every sleep, maybe more.

There are a lot of sleeps, after the incident with the ship.  She loses count in the 30s, though she keeps on tracking it as 34-or-35, and 35-or-36, and 42-through-45...

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Before her uncle finds her any legs, he gets his tentacles on something he's pretty confident will get them to the shore unnoticed, and figures out how to implement Cyllene's idea of having there be two of him, for alibi reasons, and finds a way to track the location of the human she wants.

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He has not found a way to break her family's spell, by the time he comes up with a way to turn her entire body entirely human.

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"Eeeeeeeee!!  Thank you, Uncle - I'll miss you!"  She doesn't hug him because she doesn't hug people.  (But maybe she WILL when her skin is SMOOTH.)

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"...Llene, can you wait; I - I can probably find a way to crack it -"  He would say that there's more work to be done on the transformation, before it's ready.  If she were one of the people he lies to.

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"...No.  I have to leave.  I can leave -"

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"...Yeah, fine.  Okay.  I know you're dying here, or whatever.  - But I do think it'll be a lot worse on land; you'll be far away all the time -"

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"I'll live."

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"Very funny.  I suppose... shall we go, then?"

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"Yes."

She drinks a potion and sings until she has two favorite uncles, and one of them hides in the back of the cave and the other squishes a pod until it bursts and envelops them both in a cloud of ink.

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"Can you see us?" asks the pod-bursting one, after the ink dissipates.  The other doesn't respond.  The first swims over and claps in front of the second's face, with no flinch in response, and fixes his hair, still to no reaction, and then retreats and pelts a shell from the floor at him.

"Ow - no, I can't see you," the second whines.  So the first wraps a tentacle around Cyllene's arm and starts dragging her toward land.

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He's quiet, as they pass through the merfolk settlement, but once they're clear of it he doesn't really shut up.  It turns out that he knows lots of things about humans, much more than he ever told her before.  He describes writing, how humans talk with ink and not-seaweed and make something that lasts, instead of something that's only as good as memory.  He tells her what he knows of their magic, which as far as he knows there's only one kind of.  And - he hesitates, here, but he does say that he's heard strange music, with no voice, coming from human objects.  He doesn't have a clue whether they might work for magic, that's really not his purview - there's still time, she knows, right?  If she wants to skip that one.

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She just laughs.

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Fine.  That's about what he expected.

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It takes a long time, but not, actually, forever, for them to arrive at the shallows Cyllene's new necklace has been pointing them at.  Jupiter hits the point where he has to squish down to stay completely underwater and sets her on the sand.  She accepts the trinket.  He - incants.

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She accompanies.

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And she becomes - human.  Her fingers lose their webbing; her skin turns from gray to orange and rough to smooth; her lower half splits - she becomes much smaller, and her chest gets some fat on it, and her teeth get rounder, and she's HUMAN!

...And she needs to breathe.  Can she stand up on her own, yes kind of, although it helps to use her uncle like a rock to push off of.  And then she hugs him, finally.

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"Aw, kid."  Hug, hug.  "You still wanna give up your voice?"

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"Yes.  I'll figure out how to get it back, or if you do you can signal me."

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"Yeah.  Yeah...  Let's get to it, then."

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She sings until she doesn't, and she tolerates her uncle's drawn-out goodbye until she sits down underwater again, and then he pulls her closer to the shore until he can't really, anymore.

And then she crawls.

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It hurts, a lot, more than getting hit by the ship debris did, but it's not damage; she knows to expect it and she can clench her (flat) teeth and - just - keep - going -

Though once she's properly out of the water she wants a break.  Flop.  One final wave in the direction of where her uncle might be.  Re-flop.

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They did not choose a particularly busy beach. She might have a wait.

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The good news about this curse is that it's meant to motivate her, so the pain stops pretty quickly once she quits trying to move.

So after a song-length she continues.

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"Who are you?" calls a voice.

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- Cyllene can understand her!!  (Ow.  Ow.)  Wave wave wave wave wave??

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"...are you okay?"

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Eeee.  They're so good.  Hand reach out?

(She wonders how hard it'll be to get someone to bring her to 'your highness', and in the course of that she thinks those words, and ~she knows what they mean!~  She was right!  About it being a name, ish, or at least more a name than something you say to a hurt person you want to fix.  ....Hm -)

Highness? she mouths.  (She knows enough language!  To be able to tell that a 'your' would be calling this land maid!  Royalty!)

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"Yes, I'm Princess Zoyah. Did you swallow too much water to talk?"

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Blink.  ...Huh, well, yeah, it would make sense that they would all live together, too.  How does Cyllene... she puts a hand over her throat.

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"Aaand what happened to your clothes."

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...Cyllene takes out the piece of seaweed tying her hair back and offers it to Zoyah.

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"No, like, clothes." She rustles her own skirts illustratively.

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Cyllene re-ponytails.

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"I can't take you anywhere stark naked!"

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Gesture at her body, and out, looking around, looking for something, not finding it.  Shrug.

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"Uuuugh. Okay can you like stand up."

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Well.  Walking is definitely going to hurt, but standing up is something she's done before, and it didn't.  Admittedly she had a helpful uncle last time, but, she can try?

...It will maybe take her a few tries.

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Zoyah can give her a hand?

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Oh, okay!  Cling.

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"Whoa there you can grab my arm in particular, okay? You steady? I'm gonna need my arm back to give you my overskirt."

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Oh, no.  How does Cyllene... she mouths you arm, and points at it with her free hand.  In picular.  She doesn't have 'sorry'.

She gets as stable as she can, and ends up taking a few steps in place as she does, but - that's not her trying to go anywhere, so they don't hurt.  Cyllene wishes she knew how kind to think of the gesture of giving 'clothes' as.  Probably a fair bit; they look way more complicated than seaweed hair ties or even like, sails, if she assumes this floppy flat stuff just grows somewhere.  But that probably also means she's not meant to keep it for very long.

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Once she's mostly stable Zoyah reclaims her arm and unbuttons her overskirt and secures it around Cyllene's underarms, where it doesn't cover her knees or elbows but at least gets the absolute essentials handled. Then she can offer her elbow again and try to lead her up off the beach.

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Ow.  Ow.  OW.  Ow.

She within a few steps ends up gripping Zoyah's arm quite tightly, although she stops as soon as she notices.

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"YOWCH. Did you break your ankle or what?"

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.................Break.

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"Okay, well, try not to rip off my sleeve or snap my wrist and I'll get you up to where my brother or his friend can fix that."

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Oh good.

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Unfortunately it's really hard not to hold onto Zoyah increasingly hard.  What if Cyllene just crawls??  At least then she's only hurting herself.

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"Hey, don't get sand in my skirt!"

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Cyllene gets a weird and unpleasant feeling in her face in response to this, but it goes away after a second.  If she... holds the skirt up in front of her knees with one hand... and tries to crawl on three limbs... does that get objected to.

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Not out loud.

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It's obviously really slow going compared to what Zoyah's capable of, so Cyllene doesn't want to make things worse by taking breaks, and she keeps getting that feeling in her face and then everything gets blurry and then WATER starts coming out of her EYES??  Which at least does clear up the blurriness, but it seems like a sort of thing that's really not supposed to happen to humans.  So probably she's broken in some way.  (This thought makes there be more water.)

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"The magicians can fix your ankle probably," Zoyah assures her.

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Well if Zoyah's not concerned about the wet, Cyllene will.  Keep.  Going.

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There's stone steps cut into the cliff. When they get up to the top there's a path through the gardens to the castle.

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This takes SO LONG and it hurts SO MUCH but she can feel herself getting closer to him, through her necklace - this would be so much easier if she could REST, and maybe even faster overall, but she wants to have the best relationship possible with the first human helping her, especially since she's probably his sister, and someone Cyllene is going to keep interacting with...

 

And it's still better than another day at home.

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"Cymbeliiiiine! Kereeeeeem!" Zoyah calls into the castle.

"I'll fetch them for you, your highness," says a servant who then runs off.

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Can Cyllene STOP MOVING now???

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Sure, sure.

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True to form, she stops hurting almost immediately.  She still feels kind of - harrowed - but.  Hopefully things will be better in a minute even if they can't do anything for her curse (and she kind of expects they can't).

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Here is: this guy!

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- Wave!  Wave wave wave wave wave!

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...wave wave? "Zoyah says you're injured?"

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....She doesn't have a way to communicate a 'no', let alone any of the complexity of the situation.

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"She also can't talk."

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"Maybe I should fix that first." He pulls out a little glass ball, and approaches, and holds out his hand to her.

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Hand!!  (The exciting part here is not that she thinks this will work.  It's just: hand!)

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".......huh."

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"What?"

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"I don't think she's actually injured, she's - I don't know exactly. Miss, can you write?"

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Blink.

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"...you can nod for yes," he demonstrates, "or shake your head for no."

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Oh, nod nod!  - Shake shake shake shake.

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"...so, can you write?"

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Shake.

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"Hm. - Zoyah, can you get Hermione to get her into a real outfit, I might be able to do something or Kerem may but I don't think I can do it right here on the spot, might as well get her decent first -"

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"Yeah, sure. Thisaway, mysteriously not injured woman."

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....She tries to beg with her eyes and shakes her head, slowly.

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"...you can't change clothes here in the entry hall."

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"Maybe someone could carry you, would that be better?"

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Nod nod nodnod nod!!!

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"...okay." To the nearest servant: "Bring her a blanket and then fetch - three - maids to carry her to a guest room and help get her dressed."

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Cyllene feels INTENSE RELIEF about this.

....Hm.  Maybe she should - she points to the guy, and mouths your highness while nodding, and then the same to Zoyah, and then to herself.  And then to a servant while shaking her head.

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"...I haven't learned to read lips, sorry."

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Bleh.  Fine.  She'll just wait.

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Servants appear and carry out the prince's instructions! They would like to put her in this here outfit.

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She will do her very best to cooperate with this!  Her very best is not good and also she's covered in sand.

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Yeah they'll brush the sand off in the process. They do get kind of frustrated with how she acts like she's never worn clothes before in her life.

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Well, her best is all she can do, here.

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Eventually she is clothed. Does she want to see Prince Cymbeline?

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.........She nods for this, and braces for the pain to come in once they start carrying her that way, but no, that doesn't seem to be what's happening.  Phew.

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Instead they show him in! He's got a pen and paper. "Even if you can't write, can you draw?" he wonders.

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Well, she accepts whichever of these objects he hands her?  But does not seem to then know what to do with them.

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He takes the pen back and makes a line.

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She can do that!  Or try.

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"Yeah, there you go. - you'll need to dip it again every now and then."

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Ohhhh.  It's like ink!  Line dip line line dip line linelinelineline.

She can probably use this to convey information, but the lines keep not doing what she expects, so maybe she should get down the basics before she tries anything complicated.

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He is patient with that for the time being.

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Oooookay.  She tries - hm, no, she scratches that out.  What about.... no, not that either.

Hmmmmm.

She sets down the pen and uses her finger to draw a curved triangle shape going off her forearm.

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"Is something wrong with your arm?"

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Headshake.

She splays one hand and draws a curved line of webbing, between each of her fingers.  Flicks a sharp line coming off of each of her fingernails.

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He watches but does not seem to know what she's getting at.

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Big teethy smile.  Zigzag.

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"So I already kind of thought somebody cursed you but maybe I was wrong about exactly how?"

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Nod nod?

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"The magic on you feels weird, so I can't tell precisely what's been done, and the effects that are obvious are that you can't talk and that you - really don't like? moving around? Except drawing seems mostly fine? - but are you saying you - used to be - not a human at all?"

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Nod nod nod nod nod!

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"...were you one of those shark people?"

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Nod!!!  She - touching arms is fine, Zoyah said; Cyllene taps him there and there, on his left arm where breaks were.  And she won't touch his leg but she can point there and there and there.

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"...you've lost me again."

He was maybe not super with it when he had those injuries and it was months ago.

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...Okay she's going to try drawing again.

She scratches out a very simple human silhouette and points back and forth between it and him.  He understands this yes?

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"Human," he agrees.

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...Headshake.  Nod, headshake - she presses a finger into his arm and nods, and then points to herself and shakes her head decisively, points to a servant and does the same, points vaguely out of the room in several directions and shakes her head.  Hand back on his arm and nods.

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"Me, Cymbeline, in particular?"

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Nod nod nod!  (Cymbeline.  She's going to remember that, now.)

She folds a corner of the paper over the drawing of him, and starts adding curvy lines on top, denser and denser until it's almost all black.

On the original layer, next to the corner, she draws a second figure with fins and a tail.  Points between it and herself several times.

And then unflips the corner.

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"...you're saying you're the shark person who helped after the shipwreck a few months back?"

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Vigorous nodding!!

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"- well, welcome! Thank you very much! I was pretty sure at the time you couldn't understand us, is that new -"

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Nod!  She puts a hand over her throat.

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"...same time as you picked up the curses? Or the transformation was incomplete and you just can't make sound in air?"

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Shrug.

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"Not sure how it happened?"

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"I'd like to figure out how to uncurse you but I don't think I'll get far on information this thin, alas."

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Nod.

If she goes to take his hand and wrap it around her arm, will he leave it there a moment?

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...sure?

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She pushes off the chair to standing, and is fine, and shifts her weight, and is fine, and takes a step and winces into herself.

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"So it's - is it specifically walking?"

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...Head waggle.

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"Zoyah said you crawled most of the way, is that better?"

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Shake shake shake shake.

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"...same curse-wise but easier because you don't have practice balancing?"

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Nod.

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"Balancing's hard, I'm not good at it myself. Was it okay being carried?"

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- Nod.

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"You don't look sure about that."

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Shrug??

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"Is this about something you don't know," he holds out a hand, "or something that you can't communicate right now because you can't talk?" Other hand.

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Other hand!

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"Okay. How do you feel about learning to read and write?"

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Nod nod nod.

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"...I'll go get some books, then, since you're cursed in the walking somehow and I don't think I can carry you."

Off he goes.

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She will practice her line control while she waits.

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He comes back with books! He writes out the alphabet and goes over the sounds that the letters make by default. "Though there are loads of exceptions to most of these."

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Cyllene is attentive!  Once they've gone through the alphabet she makes some attempts at copying out letters.  (Specifically, she's trying out ways to spell her name.)  Her handwriting is shakey and very large, probably in part because she grips the pen in her left fist.

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"Are you sure you're left-handed?"

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Headtilt?

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"My handwriting is worse if I write with my left hand than with my right hand. Also the pen's easier to control if I hold it like this," demo.

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She tries the new grip with both hands.  There's not an appreciable difference in the writing quality; she sticks with the left.

Sailin
Siline
Cail
Cilleen
Sylleen
Cyllene
Cylene

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"Cyllene?"

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- Nod!

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"Alrighty. Most of these spellings could work, really, but I think if I pronounced it right then this one makes the pronunciation the most obvious."

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Nod nod nod.

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"My name's like this," he writes it, "and Zoyah's is spelled like -" That one too.

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Nod.

What's up with the books?  What are those?

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He opens one for her! It has a woodcut on the title page and then regularly printed words after that.

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!
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She scans through the first few pages very quickly and then flips back and forth between a few of them to laboriously copy out:

I  do  not  have  to  learn  read .

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"Huh. Is this to do with how you can understand us talking now and couldn't before?"

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Nod!

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"Well, I got easy books to have you practice with so I don't know if they're also the most interesting books you could be flipping through."

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I  do  have  to  learn     to   ryt rite rait?

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"Yes, let me get you a slate for that, actually." Off he goes and then he's back with chalk and slate to practice on.

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Sure, she'll try it.

Why  better ?

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"We've got a limited supply of paper but you can wipe the chalk off the slate and use it again, so it's good for practice you aren't going to want to look at again anyway. Ink's dearer than chalk too."

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Oh, nod.

Cyllene will pretty happily do at least an hour of self-directed practice, if no one seems to want her to do anything else.

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Cymbeline drifts in and out while she's doing that. The servant who's bustling around making the guest room guest-ready stops her when she tries to lick the slate clean and supplies a rag to do this instead. She is later brought a lunch.

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...Is anyone else going to join her so she can learn how humans eat by copying?

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Not by default, no! She can't go to the dining room!

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She's a little worried she might choke or something if she tries to eat like this.  - Hey you servant, have a food?

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"- servants have our own rooms where we eat, miss."

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I  don't  know  how. to  eat.  as a  human.   I want  to watch.

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"- oh." The servant considers this for a moment, then takes Cyllene's fork and knife, cuts off a bit of meat, and eats it, and then repeats equivalent processes with bread and the vegetable soup.

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Okay, small bites, and it looks like there's a lot of chewing happening with the even-flatter back teeth.  She.... will try this??

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The prince said to get her the nice food so it's a rare venison steak.

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YUM.

She exerts willpower to eat it like a human.  Slowly.  With the little trident.

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The servant watches for a bit to make sure she is not going to make some incredibly amateur mistake and then resumes her other activities.

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Cyllene is being really careful!  Once the meat is gone she remembers to figure out how to write 'thank you' on her slate and shows it to the servant.  Also wowwwww the meat was really good but the other two things are like nothing she's ever known and that's incredible.  Why do humans eat tiny oceans....  It's very cute.

In her practice she occasionally switches back to paper.  Using a pen is nearly a separate skill from chalk, and she needs to work at it too, and also there are some things she now has the capacity to tell Cymbeline.  (Writing is SO COOL, she can say a thing IN ADVANCE and it will STILL BE THERE, LATER.)

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Cymbeline shows up after lunch. "How's it going?"

"I had to show her how to eat."

"- oh, that stands to reason, thank you Jane."

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Cyllene waves and shows him her slate, which is full of swoops and curlicues of attempted grace.  And then passes him a paper.

My  name  is  Princess Cyllene  of  An Under-water Kingdom.

My Father the King  is so  very  bad.  He  hates humans.  I love  humans.   When  I saved  the  people in  your  boat,  he said , "Cyllene  must be  punished.  She  must not  do  that  again."  Many of  my family  sang  together  at me  so  that  any time  I  move  too away  from  his home  I will  feel bad pain.  By  swim, walk,  go on  knees, or  tell someone  to  take me  and  that person  does.  If  I do not  tell  or ask  a person,  and  I am  took,  I do not  hurt.

I  am so  joyful to  be here.  It is  very good,  of   many  things.

She also has a sheet that's just a list of words, containing many of those in her letter and a fair few besides.

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"...gosh. Your singing is magic? We weren't sure - Jane, put her chamber pot ocean-ward of the bed and the desk both - or do I misunderstand, does that not help -"

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She nods at the singing question, and then - if she rises and gestures him over, will he help her try and walk oceanward?

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He'll actually gesture Jane over to do it. "I'm not very good at balancing myself, let alone another person."

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Sure.

She doesn't bother to avoid putting her hand on Jane's arm, because hands are really useful for holding onto things and she's pretty sure she won't be inclined to tense up and hurt anyone, this time.

 

Walk.  Walk walk.  Walk.

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"Okay going in that direction?"

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Nod!

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"Oh good. I'll have someone find a little cart or something for you, that should help for non-oceanward movement."

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"...you might not know what a cart is. You might not know what wheels are. I'll show you when something appropriate is scared up."

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Nod.

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Off he goes to scare up some kind of cart.

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Nice.  Probably.

 

Although now she is a little bit stuck on this side of the room until someone helps her?

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As long as she's here Jane is going to explain the functions of the chamber pot, actually.

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Ohhhh.  Nod nod.

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Cymbeline is back with a wheelbarrow after not too long. He has filled it with clean straw so it's less awkward to sit in. "Probably the ideal would be to just put wheels on a chair but I don't know if they'll have that finished today."

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Huh...... sit?  Sit.

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Jane rolls her back to the desk.

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"There you go then. Jane can probably guess when you want to be at the desk or in bed and roll you there."

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She does still get ouched a little in the course of getting back into the desk chair, but maybe she'll get better at that in time.

- Oh, she wants to show Cymbeline something else, will he come over here?

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Sure, what's up.

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She takes off her necklace and moves to put it on him.

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"What does that do?"

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She scans over her list of words.  She points to 'know,' 'find,' 'you.'  And 'Cymbeline;' she has that, too.

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"...your necklace lets you find me specifically?"

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'how,' 'I'm,' 'here,' 'yes.'

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"Only works if worn?"

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.....'mostly.'

'and,' 'my,' 'uncle,' 'when,' 'touch,' 'person,' 'who,' 'does,' 'that,' 'he,' 'is,' 'not,' 'bad.'

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"If your nonbad uncle, touches someone who is wearing the necklace, then he can also find me?"

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"Is he likely to come on land?"

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She has 'I don't know' all next to each other.

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"Hm." He puts on the necklace to see what it's like.

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He is Right There.  That's where he is!

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Yep he sure is. "Will this keep working indefinitely?"

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'you,' 'can,' ....'hurt,' 'it.'

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"So, until it breaks?"

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"Were you imagining keeping this?"

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(Yes.)  Headshake.

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"Okay. I'll probably give it to - Kerem, my friend, the darker guy who you saw with me on the ship, he's usually with me when I go anywhere and it'll be useful for him to be able to find me if we're split up, I generally know that I'm wherever I am."

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...Okay, maybe he doesn't think she's awful actually??  Hard to say.  'I,' 'want,' 'see,' 'him.'

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"Oh, sure, I'll let him know." Off goes Cymbeline again.

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Cyllene writes.

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Kerem is with Cymbeline when Cymbeline comes back but he's not wearing the necklace, the prince still has it. "Hi? You don't have shark teeth any more congratulations."

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Wave!

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"...did you have something to say to me. Or write. Or did you just want to see that I still exist."

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Silent giggle.  Head waggle.

'you,' 'can,' 'maybe,' 'fix,' 'my,' 'magic.'  She really doesn't expect him to be able to, either, but it would be very silly not to try.  Also, yeah, she likes all the humans she met before, and he was definitely the second-most-notable person there, and it makes her feel nice to see him doing well.  But that seems hard to convey without running into some sort of cultural difference or bad-phrasing artifact or something.

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"I can try but his highness is as good at magic as I am." He holds out his hand.

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Nod, hand.

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"Oh that's SO weird. I see what you meant now," Kerem says, mostly to Cymbeline. "It's like it's - liquid? I don't see how I'd chip anything off."

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'can,' 'I,' 'learn,' 'human,' 'magic.'

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"I have no idea! No shark people have as far as I know ever turned themselves into cursed humans and walked ashore and asked that question!"

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Not only sharks.

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"No? There's more kinds of you? When you've got more vocabulary will we hear all about how the shark people are allied with the jellyfish people against the whale people or something?"

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Headshake.

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"...not sure which part of that to iterate on my guesses with."

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"Your father and uncle by blood?"

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Nod.

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"...well that doesn't make any sense to me." He looks at Kerem.

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"Your highness, if I had a book about sea-people somewhere you would already know about it, I'm as confused as you are."

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...She digs up her previous composition and runs a finger over, 'My Father the King is so very bad.  He hates humans.'

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"...I have no reason to doubt you about that but what does it have to do with him being a... spiny... type of person?"

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Headshake.  'no,' 'book.'

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"...my father's the king of Loegria but he isn't the king of all humans."

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"...so there could theoretically be a book about sea-people from previous contact with some other country of sea-people, if not yours, but as far as we know there is not such a book."

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...Nod.  She's getting faster at tapping - 'all, my, know, is, from, family.'

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"Yeah. Your nonbad uncle - does he have a name - didn't say anything either way about there being other sea-people countries?"

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Headshake. 

Jupider?

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"Jupider?" That doesn't sound right.

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Headshake.

Jupidder
Jupiter

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"Ju-pit-ter."

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Nod.

...She adds a 'Prince' at the top of the list of spellings.

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"I do wonder if you have - recognizable royalty, it seems like you do but maybe it just seems like that because you're using the Loegrian words. I'm a prince because my parents are the king and queen. They're the king and queen because my mother's aunt and uncle, the previous king and queen, died without an heir, when my mother's mother was already dead. I'm going to be the next king but if something happens to me Zoyah's husband would be the next king instead. She doesn't have one yet, I'm not married yet either. If we both died it would fall to one of my distant cousins who don't live in this country."

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She wants to take some time to compose a message about that, apparently.

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Legit.

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Most  sea people  are not  so magic.   They have  almost none.   Many  father-children  ago, my  father's father's father  many times back, worked to  make  his  children  have more magic.  Each  father  in my family  does this.   My old family  starts  as  leader of  a family,  then some  other familys  together,  then more and more until rule  all sea people in a  big place.

Then, go to other places.  Sometimes with  another  king,  and  kill him  if he will not listen  to my family.  Eat him.  His  country is my family's country.  Many times.

To sea people,  any child of  a  king is a  prince  or princess.  A child of a  prince or  princess is another word.  My father  has only women children  but  one of us  will be queen  if he dies  or  wants to not  be king.  Royal sea people  die only  if hurt very  bad.  I am the  best magic  of my  father's  children,  some because I am  the most  young but  much because  I love  magic.  My  sisters  love to win, but they do not  love to  do winning like I do.

I could be queen,  but I hate the King.  I hate  to win by eating  other sea  people instead  of by saving  humans  from a boat.  My bad family says that I do not have enough want.  They're wrong.  I want so much more than them,  maybe all them together.  But I do not want the same things.

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"Cannibalism! Great!"

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"I mean, the real problem there is that somebody's dead, it's not like it's an improvement on their prognosis for them to be eaten by whatever ocean scavengers there are."

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'more bad to eat someone'

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"Why's that?"

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...........'bad on purpose'  'winning'  'eat is less bad than kill'  'kill and eat is bad on purpose and winning'

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"I'm not sure I get what you mean by 'winning'."

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She flips through the books some but doesn't find any words that satisfy her.  Shrug.

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"I guess if people are spending a lot of time hungry in the sea then it's bad to have the extra motivation to kill somebody?"

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"Or sea people do not already agree with the logical ethical principle you just made up five minutes ago."

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"Yes, I suppose it could be that."

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Giggle.

'Princess Cyllene'????  'to you.'

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"Sounds like you're a princess, yes, at least as much as any foreign country has them."

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Finally time for the note she wrote while Kerem was getting fetched?

My good uncle  helped me come  here.  His magic  is different than  my magic.  He made me  human and made a  trade for my voice  against  I  can know  all language I hear, or see, I now know.   He did not want  me to  make this  trade  but he more wants  me to have what  I want.  Without him,  I would have died.

He may learn a way to  return me  my voice.  I will sometimes  watch out in case  he tries  to talk to me.

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"...yet a third kind of magic or does he do the kind we do?"

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...She holds up three fingers, then two.

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"I don't know what that means."

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'he say he know of your magic'  'but mostly use' three fingers.

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"Huh. But if he can use human magic that's promising about whether you can!"

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Nod nod!

'he say human have music with no voice,'  'I want.'

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"It takes a while to learn but we can get you started."

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Nod!!!

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"I've got a harpsichord, but it's hard to move... I'll go ask Zoyah if you can borrow her lap harp." Off he goes; Kerem follows.

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'Lap' is a funny word.  It makes sense, because humans bend in the middle like that!  And she's a human, so she has one!

She just practices drawing this time; she's said most of what she really needs to, and writing messages is really effortful.  She's maybe too excited to feel up for it.

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Zoyah comes by with her lap harp! "You have to be gentle with it, you can't drop it or anything," she says sternly, but she puts it on Cyllene's lap and plucks a few strings illustratively.

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- Nod nod 'thank you thank you thank you'.

Pluck?

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Pwing!

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Ehehehehehehehehehe.

She's going to start by figuring out scales...

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Zoyah supervises her for a bit to make sure she's not mistreating it but then leaves her be.

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The next time the magicians come to check on her, there's really pretty music pouring out into the hallway.

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Wow. They don't say anything right away, they're not sure if it's bad to interrupt.

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- She winds down that theme, when she notices them, and brings it to a simplistic resolution.  Wave wave wave!

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Wave wave! "That's incredibly good if you've never seen a harp before!"

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Grin.

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"Does it seem like it'll work for magic music?"

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Nod!!!

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"Cool! What sorts of things do you think you'll be able to do?"

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'I hope same as past.'  ....'maybe voice again.'

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"Will that wreck your language thing? You said it was some kind of trade, right?"

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'I would must take so much care.'  Nod.

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"If it's doable, why couldn't your uncle do it in the first place?"

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...'he and I can do different things.'

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"And you couldn't set something up in advance because you were previously doing only vocal magic and that doesn't work that way?"

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- Nod; 'I can not work on a curse that doesn't exist.'

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"Okay. When we have a better wheels situation for you maybe you can try the harpsichord. There are other kinds of instruments too, these are just what we have conveniently on hand."

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Wiggle!

'I don't know about my different curse'  'because of many of my family working together'  ...'strong.'

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"How many are we talking here?"

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...Eight fingers.

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"Huh. ...can humans learn magic music?"

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Shrug!

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"Well, how would we start going about it?"

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'I think I would have to help'  'Most sea people are not so magic.'

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"Seems plausible. Still, if there are particular harpsichord exercises I might as well get a jump on or something."

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'if I see you make music maybe I say do this instead.'

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"Well, if you want to get in the wheelbarrow, my suite's on this same floor."

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Rise!  Rotate!  Sit!

(No pain this time.)

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"Jane, if you would."

And Jane wheels her out after the prince, who shows her to his suite and sits down at the harpsichord and flips to a random etude in his sheet music and plays it.

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- Point point point point point???  At the sheet music!!

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"- oh, this is how we write music down so we don't have to learn it by ear, I guess you'd have to learn everything by ear."

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- She shuffles around the papers on her lap.

'that is so good but songs are not magic.'

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"I do think we'd have noticed if they were! Is magic something you - hm, how to ask this - do you discover about a tune that it has a magic effect, or do you add magic to a tune when you compose it."

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......'the magic tell you what music it want at that time.'

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"So it's not, you have a song that does a spell, it's - you and the magic are having sort of a conversation where the magic tells you how to tell it what you want, with music?"

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Nod nod!!  'songs are not magic.'

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"How do you get the music to tell you anything?"

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'I think I have it in me and that is what I would need to help human with.'

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"Okay. Is this a situation where it helps to have people backing you up even if they can't communicate with the music directly, I assume not but I ask for completeness."

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Shrug, headshake.  'if you want to get good at magic music before you can do it you should learn to make not songs.'

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"To improvise?"

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Nod!

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"Sure, not something I've concentrated on much before but -" He starts noodling around on various chords without consulting the sheet music.

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Cyllene, well, she can't hum along, and the lap harp is back in the guest room.  She can... listen.  The harpsichord sounds like nothing she's ever heard, and it's interesting to hear human music even if it's just someone trying out something they haven't had a reason to have already gotten good at.

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"I guess you might not know if chords works when they're not several people harmonizing?" he wonders after a bit. "If you don't have musical instruments underwater. ...you'd think there'd be some that would work, like, I don't immediately know what would prevent a harp from making sound underwater, but maybe you just can't construct them..."

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.....She mimes plucking several strings on the lap harp at once, and nods.

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"Were you consulting your magic-sense just then? - do you wanna try the harpsichord -"

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Nod!!  - Headshake nod.

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He scoots his harpsichord-chair out of the way and wheelbarrows her into place.

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OW.

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"- that counted? All you said was you'd like to try the harpsichord!"

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...Nod.

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"Wow. I'd suggest experimenting to figure out where the boundaries are but that looked awful."

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...Shrug.

 

Harpsichord?

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Yes, she's already in front of it and may as well.

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Yeah, she's gonna do another twenty minutes of scales, if no one interrupts her.

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Cymbeline has never had this much patience for scales but he'll amuse himself with a notebook.

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She goes straight from scales into something that's not very complicated, but is perhaps surprisingly nice to listen to.

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He nods along to the beat.

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It takes a while, but not that long, for her to escalate to something more involved than Cymbeline's noodling.

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Does it still have a beat?

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So far!  - Well, now it's a different one, briefly, and that happens occasionally, but overall yes.

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He nods along less consistently and listens for - patterns.

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This bit's in three, for a while, and is starting with this motif and expanding it out in what's at first kind of a facile way - but then the expanding keeps happening; it's the same meta-pattern as before, but it grows and bloats into near unrecognizability - she might be doing another exercise, here, more than making music per se.  She runs out of room across the high and low notes somewhere in (if he can count it) eighteenish beats per measure, and then she works her way back down to the original much more rapidly.

She tries a similar idea with her right hand, and then switches back to something more simple for both of them.  One could easily say it's in four, although it really has more of the feel of alternating bars of three and five, sometimes with one of those repeated for an extra bit of energy or emphasis, and -

It's not quite growing dark out, but apparently it's enough so for Cyllene that she's decided to make a ball of light, hovering warmly, two feet above the middle C.

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"- ooh!"

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"Is it hot?"

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She waves a hand through it.

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Poke poke.

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It's a little warm.  Otherwise, it doesn't feel like anything.

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"How long will it last?"

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Shrug.  'I tell it or,' shuffle shuffle paper, to the letter about her uncle, 'I died.'

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"Ah. Well, it will make it a little hard for me to sleep, humans normally prefer it to be dark to sleep, but it'd be convenient as anything for situations where we normally use candles."

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'I can tell it'... where's the word there it is, 'stop.'

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"The nice thing about candles is that we can move them, though there's plenty of places where a stationary light would be nice to have..."

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She resumes playing.  It's not the same song as before, but he can catch a motif here and there if he's got the ear for that.

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He lives in preindustrial times and music is one of the more interesting available things to do.

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After several minutes Cyllene concludes the song and leans back.  The light bobs with her.

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"It's going to follow you now?"

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Nod.  (The light dips a little, with her, but moves less than her head does.)

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"You don't think it'll just keep you awake?"

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'I can tell it stop' ?

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"If you can make it follow something else maybe a candlestick?" He goes and finds one and takes the candle out of it.

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Oh, nod.  She's gonna play some more about this.

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Is it like making it follow her was?

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It has some motifs in common with that one instead of just in common with the first one.  But it's clearly a different song.

A few bars before the end, the light swoops over to be on top of the candle holder, somewhat higher up than people tend to make non-stationary candles.  It settles into place during the resolution.

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"Beautiful. If you're not attached to it I'll see if they want it in the servants' quarters, they spend more of the night doing things than I do."

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Nod.

'more'?

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"It's coming up on dinnertime, but maybe you have time for one more after that? Unless you get faster with practice or something."

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Shrug.

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"Well, if you don't know I certainly don't. Do you want to just take dinner here?"

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...Headshake?

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"Okay. Yours then, the dining room's not on this floor. Jane," he gestures, and she wheelbarrows Cyllene back to the guest room and fetches dinner.

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When Jane comes back, Cyllene's slated,

Should lights be more or less bright?

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"...I don't know, miss, would you like me to ask the prince?"

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'they are for you.'

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"Oh, if you're making me one - the brightness seems good? Maybe closer to the candlestick? Is that a thing?"

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Nod nod.  What's the food this time??

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Dinner is salmon and leeks and bread and cheese!

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Yummmmmmm.  ....She has not learned how to eat leeks or cheese, Jane help.

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Jane will act as her food-taster.

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Thank you Jane.  Yummmmm.

And then she'll start to work on as many lights as Jane will bring her objects for.  (She does get faster with them although still not that fast.)

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Jane can fetch her candlesticks and, when she realizes how fast this is going, scraps of yarn and a couple of buttons.

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She's helpinnnnng~

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Jane seems pretty enthusiastic about it, yeah! Though eventually she would like to know if Princess Cyllene would like help getting ready for bed? It's late.

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...She doesn't feel that tired but maybe that'll fix itself once she lies down, however that works.  She will conspicuously not object to the idea of being moved around.

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Jane gets her into nightclothes and wheelbarrows her over into bed. If she puts the wheelbarrow on this side of the bed then climbing into bed further will be oceanward, though ideally you want your head over here and your feet over there and the blankets go on top like so.

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Ohhhhhh.  Soft.

 

Cyllene manages to sleep a 'large nap' amount, which is... fine.... though obviously it would be better if she immediately adapted to a human sleep cycle like she thought she would??  But the humans seem to think she should sleep now so she's going to try.  (And anyways:  sooooooft.  It's really not that hard to chill out in bed when the bed is this sooooft.)

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Jane leaves her alone for the night (and removes all the lights) but is up in the morning to see to the fire and bring breakfast!

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Cyllene sits up and waves as soon as she comes in.

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Breakfast is bread and eggs and yogurt with strawberries and honey!

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These are all close enough to other things she's eaten in this body that she feels okay trying them without an example.

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Awwww okay.

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Cyllene will have to find other ways to be nice to Jane.

Next time she's left alone she heads for the chamber pot, which is fine, and then - tries to run for the desk, and falls over, and drags herself the rest of the way there, and takes a few minutes to recover since no one's looking.  Then she starts in on some reading, actual reading, with looking all the words and trying to understand the book for itself and not just as a source of vocabulary.

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This book is a novel about the travails of an usurped heir.

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The concept of books is so cooooool.  She should ask Cymbeline about this one later.

Also her day clothes and her night clothes yesterday were so different from each other; is another change happening now?  Does she get any choice in what the ones she wears are like, if so?

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She does get another change once she's had breakfast! They don't have a ton of princess-grade clothes for her - these are actually Zoyah's - so she's back in the same dress from yesterday.

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That's fine; she likes blue.

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Once she's dressed for the day Jane wheelbarrows her to the desk without asking permission.

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Good.

Mooore reading - okay the book is not very long and she's conveniently fast at this.  Mooore writing.

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Cymbeline drops by to visit midmorning! "How's it going?"

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Wave!

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"Going okay? Do you need anything? Jane working out okay so far?"

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Nod nod nod!  On the slate, without referencing other text:

I made some more lights.

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"I saw them all over the castle! Did you get faster or just stay up really late?"

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She holds up one finger.

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"That means 'the first of those options', yes?"

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Nod.

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"How are you liking the books?"

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Nod!  She taps the book she read.

Where is this person now?

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"The author's been dead for about a hundred years but I have more of his work if you like that one."

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Oh, that's kind of sad.  Erase erase.  ...Hm, she has an idea for another magic thing she could probably make.

I should read a lot of books to know what I like.

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"Well, you happen to have arrived in the castle of one of the more literary princes around. I'll get you a variety and maybe some of Kerem's, he likes different stuff from me in the fiction department."

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.......Wait what.

 

I should read things in the not that.

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"Yeah, some of both - or do you mean you want no fiction at all?"

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I like the book but I have a lot to learn.  What things in it aren't true?

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"The guy didn't exist and neither did his country. That one's all the kind of thing that could happen but the specifics of the characters and where they live were made up. Nonfiction will get you somewhat less... stuff that every human knows from being a human? It comes up as a matter of logistics in the book you read that, say, farmers sometimes own cows. I don't think I own any nonfiction that mentions that, it's too obvious."

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Cyllene tries to hum thoughtfully and fails.  ...She nods.

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"I can make sure to tell you which ones are just stories, though."

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Thank you.

You're still wearing the necklace?

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"Oh, yes, I should've told you - it turns out it helps me walk somehow? I couldn't sleep with it on but I tested this morning and it was definitely helping yesterday so I put it back on."

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That's strange!

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"Couldn't agree more! I guess it's helping me keep track of my feet."

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Giggle.

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"So thank you for that even though it seems to have been an unintended side effect."

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Her skin is not rough now.

Her skin is not rough now, and it's not as if the two of them haven't already touched several times before, but - she puts her hand up, where he could touch it if he wanted to.  Because she can.  Without that being bad for him.

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"You want me to take another look at your curse situation?"

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Blink.  ....Headshake.

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"What is it, then?"

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I have always been bad to tutch, since I was a shark person and not just very small.  Now, as a human, I'm not.

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"T-O-U-C-H. It's - not customary for humans to touch each other without a reason in most situations."

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I have reasons.

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"Well, that's why I asked if you wanted me to look at your curse situation again, that would be a reason. Just wanting to try it isn't, especially - it's less of a big deal if you ask Jane than me because she's a woman."

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?????

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"...this is really complicated but I suppose somebody's got to explain it. There's a lot of human etiquette to make excruciatingly sure that nobody, especially no nobly born women, are under suspicion of inappropriate congress. ...if your language magic is not helping you enough there I can be more specific but I shouldn't like to if you catch my meaning."

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make small person????

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"Quite, yes."

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How????

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"Oh dear. Uh. Touching your hand would not make any small people. That is why I can do it if I have a good reason. But if I don't have a good reason, then it - creates an atmosphere in which that's just a thing we do on a whim, and that is reserved for relatives and also for married couples - do sea people marry -"

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Nod.

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"And it is generally understood among humans that it will be harder for someone, especially a woman and especially a nobly born one, to marry, if there is reason to think she has had such a casual relationship with any men in the past - that it is preferable for a would-be groom to be extremely confident that this is not the case with his bride-to-be. So in a sense the rule is to protect you, but also I wouldn't like a reputation as someone who ignores it even if you are about to tell me that it is completely inapplicable because you are already married to a sea-person or intend to become a nun or something."

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My father wants me to marry a sea person since that one was small, but I hate them so I will not.  None?

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"N-U-N. Women who renounce a normal lifestyle to live with other nuns. They don't marry, so they can do things like visit sick people without worrying about exact details of how they're touching the sick people, and they're not supposed to be - reputationally affected by anything they did before entering their nunneries, though that's imperfectly practiced."

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Will I need to do this if I can music-heal people?

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"I don't think so, no."

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Nod.  Well, she can - lace fingers with herself, how about.  That's new.  (It feels really weird.)

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"If you could dance then that's a reason, but I can't dance, it'd just let you hold hands with someone who can. - I guess maybe I can dance with the necklace but I'm not sure it's helping that much. And it involves moving around the room in a not consistently seaward direction so you presumably shan't."

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...Nod.

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"Sorry to disappoint. But if you don't want to be a nun then presumably one day you'll get married and then you can touch your husband."

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Or women?

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"Yes, or women, presumably Jane helped you get dressed and so on."

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Nod.

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"Any other questions or anything?"

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More books?

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"Sure. Coming right up."

And off he goes.

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Cyllene plays to her eraser rag and does some preliminary work figuring out how she could get chalk dust to magically adhere to it without causing problems if she accidentally drops a fresh stick on it.

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Cymebline comes back with five more books!

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Which one first?

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"Probably either the magic primer or the history of Loegria?"

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On the one hand, magic magic magic, but on the other... she has a lot to learn about right now.  She has the start of a plan, and to enact it - she should get better at reading and writing.  That will help everything else go more easily.  She doesn't need to be distracted by exciting things about a new form of magic when it will still be there later and she has another, probably more fruitful, one that's also limited by practice. 

And it will be good to know about the history of Loegria.  She starts in.

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Cymbeline leaves her to it.

Loegria was once inhabited by barbarian tribes, then colonized for a while by the Latian Empire, and then the empire fell, and the tribes picked up a bit from there but were variously subjugated, exterminated, or united by King Aethelward the Peacemaker, who secured a marriage alliance with neighboring Aquitan by (for his second wife) taking the sister of the king thereof as his wife, and from there on it's been various feudal dustups and annexations and developments and generations of kings and queens.

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Is Cymbeline in this book?  Are his parents?

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Cymbeline is not in this book but his mother's family is and her marriage to his father is mentioned, toward the end.

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Anything about their personalities, or just that they exist?

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Not their personalities directly, but there's some about their reception among the other powers of importance (the church is lukewarm, the other nobility are mostly pro, the neighbors are all chill with it at time of writing as far as the author knows).

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She'll have to learn this information in other ways, she supposes.

She does some handwriting practice, and some organizing of her list of words into a better one - she should give up on tapping them and just carry it around to remind her of what words exist and how to spell them.  This means she can write them more densely.  (Also she's just capable of writing smaller letters than when she started the last one.)

What other books are there?

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There's the magic primer, and a couple more novels - they're in a separate pile, with the one she read already - and a book about astronomy and a book about how to read sheet music and a book about horses and a book of poems.

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She reads exactly enough of the horse book to learn what a horse is and then switches to a novel.

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This novel is about a sea captain having adventures with pirates and shipwrecks and sea serpents and treasure.

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✧Ship information!✧  She's keeping in mind from the start this time that none of this really happened, but hopefully the ship information is real.

Humans seem to eat really often; is that happening again soon?

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Yes, here's lunch. Bread and shellfish stew and cabbage with a butter sauce.

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Hoooow do humans make sea food taste THIS much better.  Cyllene has eaten some of this stuff before!!  It really, really didn't taste like this.

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Does she need any of this demonstrated?

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Yeah, sure, a little bit.

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Nom.

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...............Will Jane hold her hand now?

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...sure?

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Human!  Human touch!  It's - really not the same as the thing she wanted out of this same thing with Cymbeline, which is - a moment of connection, person-to-person, to make up for the one she couldn't get after saving him from death; acknowledging that that happened and - seeing each other, about it...

 

But it's still really nice.  Cyllene has had like one hug ever, that she can remember and which didn't hurt or annoy the other person, and now she can't even really make up for that, not for several days at least and possibly much longer.  But it's been established that it's okay for women to touch each other on the arms.  So she can do that.

....And if she brings their hands up to her cheek, and rests it on her own hand, then that is also only still touching arms??

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"...miss, I'm not sure what you're trying to do here?"

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Cyllene lets go of Jane's hand and leans back.

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Jane regards her bemusedly.

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I thought Cymbeline said this was fine for women with each other?

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"- well, sure, it isn't a scandal, I don't know what it is instead though, miss."

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Maybe humans are different.

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"It seems likely, miss."

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Welp.  Back to writing practice.

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Zoyah swings by in the late afternoon.

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Oh cool Cyllene doesn't have to figure out how to get her to come over tomorrow probably.  Wave wave wave.

Hello!

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"Aren't you excitable. How's the harp working for you?"

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Very well.  Have you heard of the lights?

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"I saw them, they're really neat! My lady in waiting loves 'em."

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Would you like to see me make another one?

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"I was wondering if you can do ones that are hot! So between them and the lights we wouldn't have to have fires."

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Nod!

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"Neat!!"

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How hot?

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"Huh.... for keeping warm maybe about as warm as a person or a bit more? And we could have a few of them around when it's cold. But it'd have to be hotter for cooking on..."

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Should I make one connected to an object, like the light, or just make an object that's always warm?

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"The people warmth ones probably just an object that's always warm... the cooking ones maybe it should be like a frying pan and the handle shouldn't be hot?"

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Do you want a people warmth one?

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"Yeah! It could be... a pillow. To be cozy in bed at night when my fireplace is too far away to completely keep out the cold."

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If you bring me one you want for this, I can do it now.

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"Be right back!" Off she traipses. She is back in a couple minutes with a big pillow.

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It's going to take a while, but after a bunch of strumming the pillow can be persistently a bit warmer than Zoyah!

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Eeee "thank you!!"

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You're welcome!

I would like to be your friend.

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"If you're not mad about the thing where I poked you in the curse a lot getting you to the palace sounds good to me!"

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You didn't know.

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"Yeah but you coulda been mad anyway."

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That would make me a fool.  It was the longest, most pain I've ever had, but I did it because I didn't want to have a bad friendship with the first human I met.  Which is not all the same as wanting to be friends but is almost all the same.  I could have rested, but I was afraid this would make me seem worse to you.  I was looking for your brother, and once I knew you are part of his life, I wanted you to think I'm good.

(She starts this one on slate but quickly switches to paper when she realizes it's going to be too long.)

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"...so you were trying to like, impress - well, not that, I didn't know what was actually wrong and thought you just had a broken ankle - to not disappoint me or something?"

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I didn't know how to tell you what was happening, and I didn't want you to leave or hate me.

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"I wouldn't've hated you for needing a break."

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Shrug.

I didn't know that.  Let's be friends.

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"Okay!"

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What do you like to do?

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"I play the harp but like not that much, you can hang on to it till you've got something of your own, and I love dancing, and I do samplers and I read."

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I want to learn to dance someday.

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"Like when you're uncursed?"

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Maybe.

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"I guess maybe you could do a line dance toward the ocean and then sit in your wheelbarrow and go back to the far end with help."

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She taps the 'Maybe.' again.

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"Well, I can show you some steps if you want!" She plucks up her skirts a few inches to reveal her feet and begins an impromptu dancing demo.

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Cyllene has learned from a book that sometimes humans very quickly put their hands together in order to show appreciation for a thing they've just seen!  She claps, once, and leaves her hands clasped together.

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Zoyah takes a bow.

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Are there any dances for sitting?

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"...how would that even work?"

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Arms?

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"You could wave your arms around, I guess. I dunno if that's dancing."

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Nod.

I should learn to walk alone before I try to dance.

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"Can you not walk even if you're going toward the ocean?"

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A little.  I need more practice.

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"Well, it takes babies months and months."

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It maybe because it's hard but it maybe because they're babies.  It might take less time for me.

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"You're already better at it than a new baby, I think!"

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My uncle gave me good legs.

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"Where did he get them, did he magic them off a drowning person or something?"

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I don't know what instead but I don't think that?  It was one thing that made me all a human; I was writing

(it takes her a while to find a way to phrase the next bit)

for effect.  He has different magic than me and than humans.

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"Ooh, what kind?"

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It has objects.  Things that you use, things that you drink.  Sometimes words that he says but doesn't sing.

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"...do sea people drink things? How?"

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Cyllene mimes putting a kind of ball-shaped thing near her mouth and squishing it.

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"With like... a sponge?"

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Headshake.  She puts a finger on the opposite hand from the one being the ball inside the first, indicating its hollowness.

Only my uncle had these.

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"Where'd he get them?"

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Shrug. 

He told me he never would lie to me but there are many things he would not tell me.

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"It just seems maybe important if there's a third magic!"

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Nod. 

I will be able to speak to him ever again.

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"How? Is he gonna come visit?"

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Not on land.  When there is no night sun I will want to go to the ocean to maybe meet him.

He may have or get other ways of knowing whether I am well.

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"Night... sun... do you mean the new moon or do you just mean lots of clouds."

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The new moon.

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"I don't know when that is because I don't keep track but somebody'll know."

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It is not soon.  He has a small one in his where he lives.

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"A small... almanac?"

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Headshake. 

Moon.

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"...and it tracks the phases? Cute."

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Nod.

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"Is the moon important magically or just for timekeeping?"

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She holds up two fingers but then writes,

I don't know.

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"'Cause, like, third kind of magic, anything could be part of how he does it."

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Nod.

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"You know what you could do that doesn't need you to get up is card games."

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What are those?

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"I'll go get some cards and show you!" And she's off, and then back, and then teaching Cyllene how to play Suits.

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On the one hand, Cyllene really has enough to do, between trying to get good at musical instruments, and separately from that doing lots of magic for people around here, and some for herself, and becoming proficient at communicating, and learning about the world here, and finding out how to walk and move, and does she really need a thing that's just for fun, when music is fun and Zoyah seems to think dancing will be fun, even if it's not as if she gets tortured in doing it -

And on the other, being friends with Zoyah is making progress on her goals, and this is what Zoyah wants to do.  And it's really really cool that human adults can play games without it being shameful.  So she'll take the time to learn this game, yeah.

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Zoyah wins at Suits twice and then she leaves the cards with Cyllene to go off to meet her language tutor.

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Okay that was pretty successful she thinks.  She's going to permawarm pillows for - she actually gets through two while thinking they'll be for some set of herself and Jane and Cymbeline, but probably she had better show some deference to the queen and king first.  That seems smart.  Jane, how can she do this?

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"You want these ones to be for their majesties? I can deliver them for you."

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...She wants to meet them at some point, but she guesses this means she won't have to learn the etiquette right now, which is maybe good.  And maybe there are rules about who can see them.  Nod.

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Jane whisks the pillows away.

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Okay, Cyllene is - going to practice a little walking.  Once she has her sense of balance down she can work on not being visibly in pain but she does not have that yet.  At least the pain of falling doesn't really register, although it does last longer.

She's on the bed when Jane returns.

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"- whoa, you got there by yourself?"

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Nod?

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"Okay. Uh. Their majesties thank you for the pillows and hope that you are comfortable here and have everything you need."

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Nod. 

.....Ughhh, she wanted to make some for the three people on her original list, but the harp is all the way over there, and the slate is all the way over there, and she thinks it might be around time for another eating but what if she stayed right here.  On the bed.  Lying down.

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Well, Jane goes and gets her supper when it's suppertime, and then puts her in the wheelbarrow to take her back to the desk to eat it without asking, but she doesn't have a guess that this would be welcome before that.

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Cyllene is really sleepy and kind of wants to stay in bed, and in fact had kind of dozed off, but yeah, food is good and she'll eat.

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"Sorry, miss?" Jane says when she notices that Cyllene was asleep.

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Cyllene waves it off.

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Then she can enjoy her dinner of roast beef and vegetable pie and berries.

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Okay yum.  Yes she's awake now; if Jane brings her more pillows she can probably warm them before she wants to go back to sleep?  She's been getting faster.

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Jane can absolutely do that.

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This one's for her!

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"Thank you, miss!"

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Annnnnnnd is Cymbeline fetchable for Cyllene to give this one to?

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"Yes miss." She can go get him.

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"Good evening, Cyllene!"

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She does a little bow-lean-nod thing.  Pillow!

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"- oh, Zoyah mentioned these! It's lovely, thank you."

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You're welcome.

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"Anything else before I bring this to my room?"

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How was your day?

She has read about humans doing this in books.  Kind of.

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"Pretty good. Wrote some letters, practiced harpsichord more just in case that's ever magically useful, saw some patients with Kerem down in the infirmary."

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In a few more days I will help there?

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"It's a ways from your room, far enough that I usually take a horse - I guess I don't know if you'd have a problem on a horse if someone led it for you - but if you can heal with music, then quite possibly, we're usually transferring injuries onto animals that we're about to eat anyway and sicknesses into rats."

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I heeled you.

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"Oh, absolutely, but that was when you had your voice and I wasn't sure how long it'd take to adapt to a harp."

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I want to try in a few days.

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"Sure!"

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I think it is a good idea for you to learn how to play music that isn't songs.  I don't know if it will work to give you my magic but I have hope, and I have no hope if you don't know this.

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"Is that more complicated than improvising? I'm working on improvising."

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That's the word!  I think it's good to learn this.

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"I'm on it. I like the magic I have but having two would be amazing. You're already saving our castle a lot of bother about firewood."

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With five pillows?

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"And the lights!"

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When the boat caught on fire I thought it was on purpose at first.

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"No. We need fire aboard boats for light and heat and cooking, so there's always a risk, but the boat is mostly not supposed to be on fire."

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I knew that very quickly.  Can fire do the same on land?

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"Yes, but it's easier to get away from it - still not easy, but possible at all."

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I think I want no fire in my room once I make it not dark and cold for me.  How many people live here?

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"In the castle? A few dozen. - the castle's mostly made of stone, which doesn't burn."

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That's good.

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"Yeah. And, like, the servants do know what they're doing tending the fires, they have practice, but we can replace candles with magic lights and fires for warmth with warm objects - warm enough objects might still have some tendency to catch things on fire though."

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I didn't know that.

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"The pillows won't, they're only about as warm as a person, but something hot enough to cook stuff might? I'm not sure, I don't cook."

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Maybe for cooking I want people to make special objects for me to do magic to instead of using ones already here.

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"Maybe! What would that look like?"

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Jane has told me the part hands touch should not be hot?  This is much much more easy if it is not the same object, if they are different materials or separate somehow.  I also do not know cooking so maybe I should see it for ideas.

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"Maybe tomorrow Jane can roll you to the kitchens while they're making lunch."

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Maybe.

She yawns, and there's no voice in it but he can hear the air going in and out, this time.

She blinks.

Do you know what that was.

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"....you yawned? I can get out if you're about ready to go to sleep."

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What is that?

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"Yawning's a thing humans do when we're tired. I'm not sure why. - sometimes also when we're bored, but it's late enough I was guessing tired."

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...She nods.

I think sea people stay awake longer than humans.  I hoped being a human would fix this but I did not sleep long last night.

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"Huh. Yeah, we sleep for most though not all of the time when it's dark out."

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Sea people only have magic light.  Except those who go up.

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"Maybe you see better in the dark."

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I did think this!  But also a magic light is so easy when we can sing.

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"That's mostly just the sea people royal family, though, right?"

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Nod....

 

I don't know how it goes for them when not near my family.  Maybe they are given lights with objects like I have done here or maybe my father said they can go up or maybe their lives are hard.  Some places have big still lights always and they go away into a place to sleep.

(Yawn.)

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"Well, I'll let Jane put you to bed since you look like you could use it and I'll see you tomorrow. Good night, Cyllene."

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She has the urge to just take his hand for a moment, as a goodbye, instead of nodding or waving or writing it out, but - no.  Not allowed.  She's a human and she'll play by the human rules.

Good night, Cymbeline.

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And when he's gone Jane will get her changed for bed and put into said bed.

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Tonight she falls asleep quickly and stays that way late.

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Jane doesn't wake her up, though she does bring breakfast when there's breakfast to be had.

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Breakfast!  Same clothes as yesterday?

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No, they've actually managed to come by another dress for her now! An old one of the queen's that needed some repairs has been fixed up.

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Is it hers now?  Oh, she likes the feel of this one better.

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It's hers now!

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She likes this one.  The lighter blue on the previous dress was nicer overall, but she likes the yellow accents on this one.

She'll start with more reading, today, until someone visits her or something.  Another novel.

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".......I'm going to the kitchens," says Jane loudly, standing near the wheelbarrow which is seaward of the desk chair.

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Okay, okay, this might zap her but she thinks it won't - she gets in the wheelbarrow.

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Jane's not sure either; she takes two steps, watching for flinches.

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Nope!

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Alrighty! To the kitchens. It's a bit difficult to bump the wheelbarrow down the stairs so she gets help with that part from a passing footman.

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Oh!  It's good to know this is a thing that can happen, not so much in a physical sense as a what-people-will-do-for-her one.

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And here's the kitchen! It's crowded and busy and full of fire and knives! The servants make space for her when Jane rolls her in to have a look at everything.

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Humans are so cool.  This is maybe the most she's seen of humans being the most - human.  So much is happening and it all works together and this is how the delicious food comes about; it's not luck; it's work and smartness because they care about having food that tastes good.

Okay, okay, she can see - the food starts out looking various kinds of less good than it does when it gets to her mostly, and then they do a bunch of things to it, one of which is heating it up somehow.  The main ways of this happening are basically to put it over a thing which is over a fire, and to put it in a tiny room which a fire makes warm.  The second way seems easier to do safely, because it's already a whole little room meant to keep the hot in.  But it still seems pretty important for humans to have a way to make it not be hot, and ideally different levels of hotness, she learns, unless she wants to make a bunch of them.  And that might take a while for Cyllene to figure out.

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If she wants to watch for as long as all that Jane will make up her lunch plate right here and serve it to her in the wheelbarrow.

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She would very much like that!

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Bread and onion soup and scallops!

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It continues to be silly that humans eat tiny oceans!  And that they eat food from the sea, but not as tiny oceans!

She's not going to try to overtly signal to Jane that she wants to hang out somewhere quieter, but she does gradually become less engaged with her surroundings.

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Jane eventually wheels her out of the kitchen when she's done with her lunch and doesn't seem to be intently staring at the stove any more.

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It seems down here is better for meeting people and seeing things?

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"- uh, I suppose so, it's mostly living quarters on the upper floors."

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I want to meet the King and Queen, if this is a good idea and not a bad one.

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"I'm not sure if they're taking audiences right now but we can check." Wheel wheel.

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She scrawls -

What should I know about talk to them?

and holds it up where Jane can see.

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"- be... polite? You call them your majesty, you bow, like this -" Demonstration. "Their highnesses are more casual but their majesties aren't very formal either."

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- Nod.

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The king is present in the throne room, talking to some brand of servant, and will receive Princess Cyllene.

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She does her level best to bow while sittinglying in a wheelbarrow!

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The king inclines his head back to her. "I welcome you to Loegria," he says. "I hope you have found it to your liking. And I thank you most sincerely for the safety of my son Prince Cymbeline, who tells me you were instrumental in his rescue."

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Thank you, your majesty.

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"I have also heard that you've been showering my whole household with magical gifts, not just the pillows my queen and I received. It's very generous of you. Is there anything you find you wish of us? You are owed a great debt."

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...She's going to take a while to write this one and maybe he'll think that's about the spelling.  (It's also about the spelling, some, and the writing small enough to fit all this.)

I am joyful for the chance to spread prosperity here, and I hope I may long continue that work.  I feel I still know very little of the world of humans.  As I learn more, I might discover some wishes.

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"I hope you will tell us when you have learned what it is you most want out of life. How long will you be with us?"

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Erase erase erase.  She should get on making a magic way to do this.

I do not yet know much of any other places on land.

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"Do you intend to travel?"

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I don't yet know, your majesty.

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"We would be appreciative of notice of your plans when they materialize, but you are welcome here for so long as you wish to stay."

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Oh good, this maybe means this part of the conversation was about how they want to keep her instead of vaguely hinting that they'll want to kick her out in a year?  And she's pretty sure she'll want to be kept.

Thank you, your majesty.

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"You are welcome, and thank you again."

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Nod-bow-thing.

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"By your leave, your majesty," says Jane, and at his nod she wheels Cyllene away again.

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Cyllene thinks that went really well.  Where are they going, now?

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Back upstairs to her room unless she has another idea!

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Ehn, she won't object.  She harps until she has a pillow and a light for herself and then will invite Zoyah over.

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Jane can fetch Zoyah pretty promptly! "What's up?"

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Wave!

Not anything important.  I wanted some company and thought you might too.

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"Sure, why not. What've you been up to?"

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I met your father and saw the kitchens.  I've been thinking about how to replace cooking fires with magic safely.

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"Sounds handy! Did you get along with Father all right?"

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I think so!

She - considers writing something, very briefly, and decides the moment isn't right yet.  She acts out the consideration, still briefly but less so, letting it play across her face.  She thinks this probably isn't deceptive.  The emotion is genuine, and she doesn't want to hurt her chances by saying something at the wrong moment, but she also doesn't want this to come out of nowhere to Zoyah when the right one arrives.  She gives a tiny headshake, as if to clear the thought from her head.

He seems a much better man than my father.

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"What's yours like?"

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Cyllene has maybe done enough narrativizing on this and should probably let his actions speak for themselves.

He gave me this curse.  Others in my family helped, but he's the one who wanted it.

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"Wow, that sucks!"

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I also had a collection of sunken human objects.  He destroyed them all.

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"Whoa, I can like at all imagine why he wouldn't want you to run aw- to swim away but that's just plain mean, what's his problem?"

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Cyllene snorts at the phrasing change.

I don't understand him.  He hates humans and is the worst; that's all I know.

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"Do you have siblings? Do they get along with him?"

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Six older sisters.  More than I do.
They helped curse me.

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"Wow, would he have punished them if they wouldn't help?"

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Probably.

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"Is he a good king and just a bad father?"

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He is

(she pauses)

a strong king.  My kind uncle would have replaced him already if he were not.  Many sea people are loyal to him.  I don't think all of them would be if they knew what wonders humans have.

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"What do our wonders have to do with anything?"

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They don't have any.

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"...yeah, and?"

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They could have them!  He's keeping the sea from having any because he wants to win instead of wanting to have good things.

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"Does he for sure know?"

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I don't think he does.  But that's his fault; it's obvious.  He could have looked at anything I had and seen it meant something amazing.  Instead he destroyed it all.

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Nod.

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My uncle wants to fix things for sea people.  But I had to get away.

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"How's he gonna do that? He's already got two kinds of magic and hasn't yet..."

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There was a lot he wouldn't tell me.  I would help him if I could.  He knew of human magic, but I don't know if he had it.  Or how long, if he did.

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"Human magic is kind of hard, I don't have it working at all even though my brother's super into it."

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Maybe someday I will learn it, and have my voice back, and be very powerful and help give the other sea people wonders.

After I've been with humans a long time.

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"Sounds like a fun time if that's your thing!"

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And in the meantime I will play some cards?

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"Sure!"

Cards. Zoyah knows more games and can teach her.

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There's more than one???  With this same set??

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Tons!

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What!  Okay.  Cyllene is not going to have a chance to get good at any of these, at this rate.  Maybe Zoyah likes winning; Cyllene can certainly live with that.

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Zoyah does like winning, though some of the games are pretty luck-based and Cyllene can win those sometimes.

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Well, that's fine, too.

 

After one in which she didn't win, while Zoyah shuffles, Cyllene lets her expression go pensive again, for a moment, and writes -

I have been thinking I would like to court your brother.

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"...oooooh. Well, you are a princess, so that helps... but if you're like, a runaway princess whose dad is really mad at her that's less good... he's not like engaged to anyone already though, you have a shot!"

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Oh good.  Oh good, she was really worried about receiving an instant shut-down, here.  Wiggle.

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"Mother and Father were talking to the Duke of Chont about his daughter but she fell off her horse and died and that was a couple years ago."

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I'm sorry.

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"I didn't actually like her. Cymbeline seemed to think she'd be acceptable but he wasn't that into her."

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I see.  Do you have advice for me?

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"Uh... so there's like, kind of two parts to royals getting married? For humans. There's like, the being married part. I think he likes you and you're super useful and interesting and cool! So that's good! But there's also the politics thing. It has to be, like, good for Loegria for you to be the next queen, else you can't marry him. So if it'll make your father really angry - or if it'd get in the way of marrying him to some princess from somewhere else who'd be bringing a whole country of alliance along although there is not one of those in line right now I don't think - then that would not be so good."

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She nods seriously.

I think at this time my father thinks I am dead, and will not find out that I am not unless I decide that he should know.  I can think about how I might bring in an alliance of sea people.

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"He can't like, magically tell that you aren't dead?"

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My uncle made sure he cannot.

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"I guess if your uncle does his coup thing then you'd be a very useful alliance probably?"

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Nod!

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"But you don't know when he'll do that, right?"

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No, and he may not.  He wants things to be better for sea people, not to win against my father and be king.  If he does not, and we could bring wonders to sea people, he would still be on my side.

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"How do you mean?"

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She switches to paper.

I do not want to go back to my father in some years, with a ship full of gifts and a clever speech and powerful magic which gives him a way to win if he goes along with accepting me and will make him lose very badly if he doesn't.  If I say, "Your lost daughter has come back to you, and brought strong humans to be in alliance with, for the power of your kingdom, all along acting for you," in front of many sea people.  I would hate this.  But my father is a simple bad man who will choose to win, and not lose.  So we would not have to fight all those loyal to him or have problems like that.

(This is why my uncle has not done a coup, is because of problems like that.)
(I do not think he would at all want to rule a land kingdom and will like an alliance instead of trying to eat Loegria, even if he has human wonders.)

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"Father likes to say - the job of a king is to not have a war. It doesn't always look like that's a king's job, because one way you don't have a war is making it obvious you'd win and sometimes you do that by having some war. But the main job is to not have one. If you can just not have one, that's your job, if you're the king. I think Cymbeline agrees with him."

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I have done things I hate before.

 

I crawled up the steps with you.

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Nod nod.

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.....Back to slate.

I was thinking I would tell you, then him, and then your parents.  Does this sound smart to you?

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"...probably, yeah. If somebody wanted to marry me they'd probably go to my parents first but a prince isn't the same thing as a princess."

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Should you tell him or I?

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"I don't know. I can if you want me to."

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I can also.

....Hm.

Maybe I should have another gift to give him for this?  What does he like?

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"He likes books and magic and - being generous to random commoners for no reason. Probably magic is easiest for you."

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I will think on this.  Thank you, Princess Zoyah.

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"You're welcome! Good luck!"

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Yay.

 

Her plan was really to tell Cymbeline not too long after this, and then maybe get invited to dinner downstairs, but - she had better take some time to think of and arrange a gift.

There's an issue, which is that she's already been generous with the things it's easy for her to do, and it won't be meaningful as a gift if it's something she's already been giving out freely.  But conversely, the things that aren't easy are hard.  And yet... most of the engagements in the history book seemed to last a while, but at least one of them was only a few days, and if she presents a genuinely nice gift, then even if it delays her asking him, it might not delay their marriage?  She hopes this, at least.

She strums, idly, for a while, trying to think of something...

This would be complicated even if she had her voice, that seems pretty cool and not something she could accomplish in the ocean but then no, she musics at the air for a while and it turns out it just doesn't work like that -

 

Hm.  This.... would not be that complicated in itself, but the trick is in making it neither really annoying nor nonfunctional - this is kind of the same problem as the pans in the kitchen; creating something that changes on its own is not really something her magic is equipped for.  So - how to build this into an inherent state; how to create an object that will do something, sometimes out of a way that it is, all the time.

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It's time for dinner, and Cyllene eats, and she talks to Jane.  Jane has significantly more knowledge than Cyllene about what sort of objects exist up here, and brings her some!

Cyllene - would really like to adjust to a human sleep schedule, here, but - there will be time to do that.  And lying awake in the verysoft seems way less fun when she urgently wants to be getting something else done.  So she has Jane change her into nightclothes early, and takes a deep breath and walks to bed on her own, and has Jane bring her the lap harp.

She plays, very quietly, late into the night.  Most of it is difficult, and complicated, but the ending is as simple as she wants it to be.  It starts that way; the song was written for voice, and there are flourishes she could add there, with tone, that she just hasn't learned how to replicate on an instrument yet.  But the harp has the advantage that it can harmonize with itself.  On subsequent verses, she adds more and more accompaniment, building things up, pleasingly -

 

She concludes her playing, and tries the object, and it works - it's a little bit louder than she was playing; she muffles it.  No one outside her room seems to react, so she tries it five more times before setting it down and finally committing to try and sleep.

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In the morning Jane brings breakfast (porridge, berries, and honey, with bacon on the side) but does not wake her up.

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The sound of her moving around in the room (or maybe the smell of breakfast) does it.

Demonstration of object!

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"- oh! How does it - oh, I guess it's just magic, that was a silly question. Miss, Princess Zoyah left a note suggesting that you might want a bath today."

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Cyllene doesn't know what that is, but nod.

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Then Jane will run off to draw a bath, and when Cyllene has finished her breakfast: wheelbarrow down the stairs with fresh linens to change into afterwards and, behold, a bath.

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Why do humans have so many small oceans???  - Oh this is actually amazing.  This maybe feels better than her bed??  This is - really good.

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Oh good, some people hate baths. Jane will wash Cyllene's hair and get it all combed out and clean.

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Cyllene really enjoys this.  She has no way of knowing that humans might think it odd for her to make really appreciative noises about it, so that doesn't stop her.  (Obviously her lack of voice does, though.)

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Once she's all scrubbed she can soak for a while, there's no rush, though once the water's cooled off Jane asks if she's ready to dry off.

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she has SKIN and it's all so NOT ROUGH, even in the water, especially in the water, she's SOFT and SMOOTH and she has LEGS and FEET and humans made their small ocean so NICE

 

Yeah okay she'll come out.  Maybe her wish to the king (....in addition to marrying his son, of course) will be that she gets to do this every day.

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Dry dry dry. Fresh linens and the other dress, which has been laundered.

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Cyllene smells niiiiiiiice.  She has not really encountered things smelling nice in this way, before!  It's completely different from the way that food smells nice either as a sea person or as a human.

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Jane does not immediately take her somewhere in the wheelbarrow, contemplating how to formulate a question. "...from here we're not far from the dining hall," she remarks.

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I want to write a letter in advance for Prince Cymbelline but maybe it's just time to eat and not time for that?

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"You took a pretty long bath, I think it's lunchtime."

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Cyllene.... does not take any action to object to this.

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Jane waits a couple beats and then wheels her to the dining hall! She can sit next to Cymbeline!

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Who is halfway through his lunch. "Oh, you're joining us today, hello!"

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Wave!

I had a bath today!  I really liked it.

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"That explains why your hair's so shiny! I guess living in the ocean is not actually very much like taking a bath."

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Not at all!

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"I suppose for one thing there'd be no way to make soap, we use ashes for that."

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And places are the temperature that they are.  You can't stick your leg (or tail) out to cool off and put it back in when you want it to be warm again.

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"Is that not uncomfortable? I find I often want to be a different temperature than I am."

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It is not so different than being in air always.  They have magic for warmth and I think care much less in their bodies about the cold.

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"But we aren't in the air always. We have baths."

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Yes!  Humans use so much water when I thought they would use none.

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"We need it to live!"

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Giggle.

I didn't know this!  Until I became one.

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"What did you even think our lives were like - I should maybe just let you eat, you'll get chalk on your food -"

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I poked my head up and watched towns sometimes.  From very far away.  And I saw enough of your objects to know you could do very complicated things.

But yes, munch munch lunch lunch.

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Cymbeline nods and visibly declines to ask her any more questions.

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She doesn't touch him at all even though he's sooooo pretty and she really wants to.

 

He's done eating before she is, so she does pause again to write,

May I see you again later today?

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"Sure, I can come by your room this afternoon if you'd like."

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Nod.

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"See you later." And he goes off about his business.

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Cyllene finishes eating and then hopefully Jane will know to take her to her room?

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Yup, Jane can guess and totes her up there (with a footman).

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Cyllene gets to drafting.

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"Miss, the royal seamstress would like to know what colors you most like to wear."

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I have not worn many?  I have liked the ones so far.

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"It's to make you new dresses, so if you wanted them to be some particular colors she'd need to know."

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Clothes seem very complicated and I don't understand how humans do colors.  But I like green, blue, yellow, some red, purple.  Maybe all of them.

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"Okay, I'll tell her that."

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Is there a way to see some of what a dress will look like before it is made?  I don't understand enough here to know what I like.

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"I can ask the seamstress to come here and show you her patterns?"

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I would like that.

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So Jane goes and gets the seamstress, who comes in with sketches and pattern pieces to show Cyllene.

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Oh!  This is a fascinating look into how humans do a complicated thing.  Cyllene likes this style, and this one, and she likes colors in general but it seems like the things she likes about them aren't really describable just by saying which color a thing is?  It's beyond her vocabulary.  If there are samples she can point at the best ones, though.

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The seamstress can run and get swatches!

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Cyllene turns out to like kind of bright colors, sometimes pastels, and tertiaryish ones hue-wise.  She does not have a human sense of what colors 'go' together, let alone a contemporary one, and is happy to defer to a specialized human on what combinations are good.

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The seamstress eventually comes to mutually agreeable conclusions and goes off to make her the dress she wants. It will take a while.

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Great.  Her letter is done being drafted, but she did make a few handwriting mistakes here and there, and maybe she should rewrite a clean copy?  She rewrites a clean copy, very carefully.

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Cymbeline swings by while she's still doing that.

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She hands him the letter!!!  The one she's writing, and then the one with the scratched out bits!

Prince Cymbeline,

I am very grateful for your household's generosity in hosting me. I have found more joy in my time here more than my whole life in water before it, and hope to continue to bring more prosperity to your land for many years to come.

You have lingered in my mind since we met, perhaps obviously.  The way you interacted with me when I was a mere fish to you belied a kindred curiosity, and I continue to see that and a sharp intelligence in you.  It could have been the case that your interest in a lowly shark-person was only idle and and passing; I count myself fortunate that this was not so.  That, on top of this, you are also the prince of a marvellous country - I expect it provides an opportunity for us both which is rarely matched in quality.

At the present time, I cannot continue relations with almost anyone from my

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previous nation, nor can I access more than a small fraction of my previous power.  This will not remain the case forever.  I hold hope (tempered with reason) that in the future, I will command more magic than ever before, and bring luxury and stability to your people and mine.

Please consider marrying me.  The outcome I see benefits both our populaces, as well as each of us individually.  I humbly offer this gift as a symbol of my magical skill and personal dedication.

With hope,
Princess Cyllene

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Wow that's quite a letter. He reads it twice. "I - confess the idea had crossed my mind - did I interrupt you with respect to the gift or was the second draft not going to have that line or -"

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Tuning fork with a red ribbon around it!!!

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...he twongs it against the desk.

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It plays the first song she sang to him, though - oddly.  It doesn't sound like it's being played on a tuning fork, nor a similarly-constructed proper instrument like a glockenspiel.  It's - as if metal were doing an impression of strings, almost.  He can hear a plucking nature in the tone coming out of the long, single ringing.

The song lasts two or three minutes, growing in complexity as it continues.  (If he tries to magically discern the properties of his gift in that time, he'll discover that the fork is entirely mundane and the magic is all in the ribbon.)

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"- that's so cunning, will it sound different if I tie the ribbon around something else?"

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Nod!

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"Would you be able to make a sound if it were tied around your wrist?" he wonders.

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Soundless giggle.  She offers her arm.

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Tie tie.

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Eeeeeee.  - She claps her hands together, once.  (Again.)  It doesn't sound strange enough to be very suspicious to anyone who wasn't expecting it; there's maybe a note and a half if you're listening closely.

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"Huh." He takes the ribbon back and puts it back on the tuning fork. "- I'd have to get my parents' permission. They're very reasonable people but they'll have - questions, about the political situation with the sea people in particular, and concerns about how you'll go over with the church and the nobility, and - but I do like the idea."

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"I can try to anticipate what they'll say... they're not going to love the thing where you don't get along with your father, or the prospect of being obliged to take sides in a civil war if your uncle makes a move and has a fight on his hands."

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...She shuffles around some things on her desk.  Finds and hands him a paper with something she wrote to Zoyah.

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"You might be right about how that'd work out, but - if you weren't. It'd be a mess."

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She nods seriously.

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"Is there anything more you can tell us about the sea-people political situation? There are a lot of details that might matter."

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Nod.  ....Paper.

My uncle wants things to be better for sea people and has not found a way to make so other than eventually a coup.  He will be glad to find one.

There may be two of him.  We made there be two of him for an alibi taking me to land and I don't know how long the other may last.

My father is not as magic as his children.  He does not say that he had only daughters so that any of us may have it less easy in taking the throne from him, but this is so.

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"How does succession work?"

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He may name someone if he wishes to not be king anymore.  He will only die by harm to him, not naturally.  If he dies by accident, my mother will name a ruler who is not her.  If he dies by killing, things will be complicated.  My parents will almost certainly only name one of their children.

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"What's your mother like?"

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She does not stop my father but loves us more kindly than he does.  She hated the idea of me coming to the surface, but from fear for my sake instead of hate and control, I think.

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"Would it be - safe - for you to contact her, or any of your sisters, to get an update on how your disappearance is being received?"

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My uncle will come near the shore when there's no moon and speak with me.

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"Right, but there's no way you can - I guess you can't write them letters - does he talk to your mother and sisters much?"

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Shrug.

I am the only one he doesn't lie to but he knows us all.

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"He's lying to everyone else? About what?"

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Me, for one.

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"About where you went, or other things too?"

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Where I went, that I had human objects, that I visited the surface, that he helped me come here...  I know he has helped some other people and suspect he has done more of this than he will tell me about.  I think the king thinks him much less powerfully magic than he is.

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"Is your uncle going to catch backlash if you wind up - claiming that all your human-fraternizing was for the greater glory of the king -"

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Maybe.  I would not want to act to cause a lot of trouble for him.  I think we can confer enough with him to find a way to act where he is fine.  I may send human or magic or both objects to him to use as gifts for other sea people?

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"I'm not sure how well glass globes'll do underwater. Probably they'd be fine."

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I really wanted to read the magic book you picked for me but I thought it would be too exciting to learn Loegrian with and I have been very busy.  Maybe I will start it tonight.

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"I hope you like it."

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Will you be available to help if I have questions?

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"Sure. And Kerem's as good at magic as I am."

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But she doesn't want to marry Kerem who knows whether helping with this will even involve touching.  And she does want to know all the magic.  Nod!

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"...I'll go float the idea to my parents."

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Nod nod nod nod nod! 

Will you tell me what they say after?

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"Yes, though possibly not till tomorrow, it might be a long conversation."

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Nod.  (She can't give him a goodbye touch.)  ....Wave.

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Wave! And he's off.

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Well, magic book time.

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Magic (the book isn't aware that there are other kinds) is like sculpture. You touch an object, and you add or remove features of it - not, as in literal sculpture, extremities of its shape, but properties like color or injury or weight. You need somewhere to put them, in order to remove them, and somewhere to get them from, in order to add them. Little glass spheres that have had a lot of their properties removed are particularly convenient receptacles for this, and then if you break them the property comes out and attaches to the nearest convenient target, which can be used as a weapon and introduces some storage safety requirements.

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Eeee.  And how do you, like, do it.

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The introductory exercises involve touching things - it recommends a sphere that has and one that has not had its properties removed, for a particularly clean example, but you can use almost any objects - and trying to feel their properties and how they could be divorced from the object itself. It warns that this may take months to start to get the hang of. There are meditations and mantras and imaginative exercises that help some people.

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Sheeeee does not have those right now but she'll try some preliminary meditations and mantras and stuff!

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They do not yield immediate results.

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As expected.  - She wonders if she can get in making a magic eraser rag before dinner.  She ties her existing one in a knot and tells it to thoroughly stick particles of this size and this material to itself.  For a few but not that many hours.

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Jane brings her dinner at dinnertime.

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Yum!  After Cyllene writes 'Thank you!' it erases perfectly cleanly in one light swipe.

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"You're welcome, miss."

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After dinner she tries some more Thinking About Human Magic, and after a while of this she catches herself nodding off in the middle of a meditation.  She..... makes eye contact with Jane about this?  Blearily.

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Wow her sleep habits are weird. Jane gets her changed and loads her into the wheelbarrow and totes her to bed.

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Good and correct.  What a good Jane she has.

She's up not crazy early but a bit earlier than the day before yesterday.

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As long as it's not crazy, Jane will be there and ready to get her started for the day.

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.....This is maybe going to be offensive but Cyllene wants to know. 

Why do humans wear uncomfortable and comfortable clothes instead of just comfortable ones?

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"Nightclothes aren't presentable for company, miss."

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What makes clothes presentable? 

(Wow, it takes so many fewer seconds for her to wipe off her slate.  This was such a good idea.)

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"They have to be modest and appropriate to your station."

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That is not illuminating but it seems bad to keep pushing.  She nods.

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Breakfast this morning is an omelette and bread.

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Yum.  (Whennnnnn is Cymbeline coming by.  Is he going to do that or is she going to be brought before the king and queen for evaluation.  When.  When.  He did say 'tomorrow' and not 'in the morning'....)

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He appears about an hour after breakfast!

"So I talked to my parents. They're concerned about how the church will react. And they're concerned that they don't have a way to get your parents' approval."

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What is that first thing?

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"The church is... do you have religion, at all, in the sea."

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I don't know that word.

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"...okay, this is going to be terrifically hard to explain and I apologize in advance. Remember I mentioned nuns?"

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Nod.

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"Nuns are a religious organization. You can't just show up and be a nun because you like the sound of the lifestyle, you also have to profess specific beliefs. Those beliefs are the same ones everybody else hears about at services every week - Jane'll bring you to those tomorrow morning - but they're more a part of life for nuns, and also for priests, they organize their - policies and their habits and the way they talk and everything around this set of beliefs. Not every human believes the same things, foreigners in particular are often different, even if they have the same general religion they will tend to implement some of the details differently."

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Humans have - so much.  So much everything.

What beliefs do they have here?

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Cymbeline looks at Jane, who is just sitting there, and then back at Cyllene. "There's an entire book about it, the Duality, and there's an official translation into Loegrian, but a lot of people can't read and just practice according to what priests tell them. Which is not always identical to what's in the book, because what priests think is important, too, and they're the ones who are allowed to interpret what it says. Individual priests aren't very powerful, but they often all agree, and when they all agree, that's a big power bloc that the nobility and royalty need to appease. The very basic idea is that the universe is the scene of a struggle between good and evil, or the constructive and destructive forces, and that this has various implications for how society should be organized and how people should conduct their personal lives. You may need to formally convert before we can get married, even if there are no other obstacles."

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- She nods.

I think I have never thought of something as big as that before.

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"Our priest that we have here at the castle is pretty nice, but I'm reluctant to suggest you just go ask him all your questions, since - having no religion at all isn't something he's used to, even if he would know how to handle the idea of a princess from someplace where they're mostly Cyclic sect or monotheists or something, and if he had a bad first impression that would be inconvenient."

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I want to make a good first impression.

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"Right. So maybe read the Duality, attend services for a few weeks, then introduce yourself to him."

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I will do this.  Your parents want my parents to say yes to this marriage?

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"It would be a lot tidier. It's not necessarily essential, but... it's what they were always expecting."

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Do they want my uncle to say this or is that not the same.

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"Your uncle saying it is better than nothing but he is not, at this time, the king."

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She shakes her head, thoughtfully.

 

Is there a thing we can do that is not marriage, where I can still touch you, that we can do for a few years while I become very magic enough to bring a ship of gifts to my father.  And then get permission.

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"There's being engaged but whether that will suit what you have in mind depends on how much touching you're thinking."

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Some is allowed with that?

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"We could, like, hold hands, maybe kiss, if we were just engaged."

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What is that second thing?

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"...it's a thing where people put their mouths together," he says after a thoughtful pause.

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??????.  Humans do a lot of things she doesn't understand.  ????.

Is it good?

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"It is popular but I haven't tried it."

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I see.

But as engaged and not married we could not touch in more than one spot?

(She wants hugs...)

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"...more than one spot?"

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Hand or mouth?

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"If either of us could dance we could also dance? Though that's already true."

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I think I can learn.

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"I'm pretty sure it'd activate your curse? Why is this important?"

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It's only pain.  It doesn't harm me.

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"But why is dancing important enough to do that?"

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Hm.  How does she...

I want to do human things.  The human things that I want.  If I don't do the human things I want, my father wins for cursing me.  I don't want that to be true.

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"I suppose. Well, I can't dance myself - though I guess I could maybe learn with the necklace - but you can dance with other people, if you want to, dancing counts as a reason to touch someone."

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You and Princess Zoyah have both said this.

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"I think I'm missing something about what you're after here but I'm not sure exactly what."

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All my life as a shark person I had rough skin that hurt people.  Now I'm a human....

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"...gotcha. Do you maybe want a dog or a cat to tide you over?"

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I read a little of these but I don't know them.

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"They're furry animals, people keep them as pets."

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This may be nice, I don't know.

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"There are some cats in the granary, perhaps Jane can take you there on your way back from church tomorrow. I am sorry it's not more straightforward."

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Nod nod.

It does not sound like a long engagement is good for me if there is another way for your parents to be happy without my parents saying yes.

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"It would be ideal if your parents said yes, because if they don't then - by agreeing my parents and I are taking a position on sea people politics, without necessarily understanding all the ramifications. You are still a very compelling prospect even if you throw in the uncertainty there but a more complicated one, they'll be thinking about whether there are any safer options they should go with instead."

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Is it different that I am one of seven and the last one and you are maybe one of two and the first one?  For taking a side on sea people politics.

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"It... matters a little that you aren't an heir apparent and I am. But the position 'your princess can run away from you and shelter with us and we'll take her in and make her a queen' is still a heck of a position to take when the princess is youngest of seven."

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I do really really think it can happen that he will be happy about this.  But only if I become very strong first.

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"Is there anything we can do to support you in that?"

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The book says I should have a normal glass sphere and one with no attributes.

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"I can get you training spheres, though if your father's going to be impressed with human magic it might be quickest to just tell me and Kerem what you want done."

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Headshake.

It will be good if the ship is very powerful from people and objects on it, but I have to be very strong I think, or

(she pauses here)

it is not the right story.  After I saved you, my family told everyone else that I loved to do hard things so much that this is why I did that.  So I have to be able to do really hard things.

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"...I think I have the gist but I'm not sure of it, could you explain more?"

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I need to give my father a way to win.  To do this, I should give him a story he can say that fits with the one he already told to our people.  Adding this, I and all of us need to be strong enough that he will not try to make us lose.

Your sister said a thing I liked about it being the job of a king to not have a war and how to do that.

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"She was probably quoting our father. Is your father... good at that part even if he's not good at much else about being king?"

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No.  He might say his job is to win wars.

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"So to not have one, he has to think not having one is winning, or that having one would be losing."

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Nod nod nod nod.

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"Well, you're the expert on how to make him think anything, but - taking your word alone for that makes my parents nervous. It might help if we could talk to your uncle, is that possible?"

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I do not know him to speak Loegrian.  If there are still two of him maybe we can keep one.

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"You could translate?"

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Only one way.

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"...oh, right, because sea people don't write. Hm. No sign language either, I guess?"

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I have not heard of that!

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"I don't know any but I've heard they're usable, making hand shapes instead of written shapes to communicate... hm."

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That sounds good.

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"Yes, but like teaching your uncle to write it would be time-consuming."

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I more mean it takes so much time for me to write things every time.

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"I don't know how fast sign languages can be but I can see if we have a book on it or something."

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Nod nod.

How much does it matter to your parents that I saved you?  Or how useful is it for a story they might tell about why they took in a runaway princess?

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"It matters to them a lot personally, and it will matter for the story we tell Loegrians. But if it's not satisfying to your father, then it's not satisfying to your father."

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....Nod.

I think there is a story he likes where I yes was interested in humans, but the story he told was also true, and then I smartly found the one in debt to me and smartly worked to become in charge of some.  There is some worry that he will not like the things I do with the amount of being in charge I am, but I think there can also be a story of I am so busy putting magic light and heat in every home so our country is stronger than every other because of no big scary fires, and no one here will want me to die because then all the light and heat will stop.  And I can think up how to make that always true with some new thing, and maybe he will someday stop thinking I am doing being in charge wrong even if he starts that way.

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"...I think that story works pretty well on our end, it's a little - irregular - but in a way that my public personality and family's known attitudes are compliant with. The amount of in charge that you'll be if you become queen would be - significant but not unilateral, because you're a princess but I'm the heir to the throne of Loegria, and also for gender reasons - my parents don't exhibit these regularities very well, my mother's the one with the royal blood but also natively less inclined to the business of rulership, but that's an expectation they're not satisfying, not the norm."

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We may want to think of a name for things you are in charge of that sounds right to Loegrians and a name for things I am in charge of that sounds right to sea people, which are not lies and have you in charge of more things.  I mostly want to do fun good magic and not rule people.

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"Well, in Loegrian the word for it is that I'd be the king regnant and you'd be the queen consort, but that's not very specific in terms of job description."

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I think in the sea people tongue the next ruler would still be what I have been saying as king even though it will probably be a woman.  The thing I have been saying as queen is not to my father ruling or impressive I think.

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"Traditionally a queen consort does not have hard power unless she's ruling as regent for an underage heir, but soft power matters a lot, you getting along with the church and nobility and neighboring countries and doing diplomacy with the sea people when that comes up would be big, and you'd have any powers I remanded to you plus the ability to get me to listen to you more than basically anyone else. - metaphorically listen."

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Gigglenod.

I think it is important to come up with some words for my job which sounds soft here and hard to my father.  But not right now.

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Nod nod.

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You have said some things on getting along with the church but not the other one?  If I give them all lights at the same time will it work for most of them to like me.

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"...that's a good baseline to start from but probably would benefit from a more sophisticated approach. I've got notes on the nobles we see the most of, I can try to render those into something for you over the next week or two."

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Writing is so useful!

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"Absolutely."

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I had read of the king here who married in a few days but I no longer hope we will be able to do things right and do that.

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"...it's happened before but it's very uncommon."

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He does not hear her sigh.

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"I'm very flattered though."

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She stares at him for several seconds.

 

Should I meet your mother?  Or read the church book and have practice balls.

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"You could do either of those. I can come with you if you want to meet Mother now, I can have you sent a Duality and globes if that's how you'd rather spend the day."

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I would more like to meet her with you than without.

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"All right - Jane, are the stairs manageable -? The carpenter's working on a wheeled chair but that won't be much better..."

"Yes your highness, if I get a footman helping."

"All right." And they can proceed in this awkward fashion out to the garden where the queen is having tea and doing needlework with some of her ladies in waiting.

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Woah, cool.  Humans do a lot with ??clothing??.  She does her little best-attempt-at-a-bow thing.

Good morning, your majesty.

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"Good morning, Princess! I'm sure Charles has already thanked you for rescuing Cymbeline and so many others of our people in that dreadful wreck but please allow me to thank you again."

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You're welcome.  What is that you're working on?

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She holds it up; it's a pattern of flowers around a unicorn that she's already mostly stitched in.

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(But what is it...  Oh well.)

That's lovely.

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"Thank you! Do your people sew at all?"

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Headshake.

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"Huh! What do you tend to spend your days on, then, down there?"

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I practiced a lot of magic music.

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"I love my pillow, by the way, it's so terrifically cozy."

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I'm so glad.

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"Are there a lot of things like that under the sea? I wonder that we never find them washed up on the beach..."

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It happens much more that we make heat and light attached to a solid place or a person than what I have been doing up here.

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"To a person!"

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Only light, not heat.  And mostly only to magic people who can put them out when they want.

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"I guess that might be convenient," allows the queen dubiously.

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Sea people use arms to swim, so it is more good to not have a thing that needs to be held.  And it is more hard to attach something to a person in the water because it's more thick there than up on land, and if one drops it there is more far to fall.

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"Does it not also fall slower?"

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Yes, but I was fast sometimes and would have to go back for it, and if I didn't notice then it could be anywhere in so far back.

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"Makes sense. We drop things sometimes but perhaps it's even worse in the sea."

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Nod nod.

Your majesty, is there a thing you can guess I can make with magic, which you want?

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"Well, I don't guess very well even about what my own son can do with magic, so I'll be pretty far wrong about yours, I imagine, but - cornucopias? Magical horses that travel a league with every step? Wings that allow the bearer to fly?"

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I can try, your majesty.

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"Gracious, I was expecting it to be flat out impossible."

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I don't know that any of them will work, and some of them may have to wait for my voice to be fixed somehow if they do, but I have much joy and hope for the combination of my magic and human magic and human creativity.

(Creativity is a really great word; she likes it a lot.)

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"It's so curious that we've had no previous inkling that there were people under the sea, and so close too."

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The sea people are not always in one spot.  Some of my sisters grew up in warm waters.  And they stay very deep now.

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"The whole kingdom moves?"

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Nod.

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"Why? How? - I mean I assume you, like, swim. But are there no permanent installations that would be hard to move - you mentioned stationary heat magic -"

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Sea people have no buildings.  Heat and light can be told to attach to a person instead, at a distance, and move with them until a person sings them to stay in a new spot.  I had a collection of many human things which I could not have moved easily, but we have never moved like that while I am alive and I was not supposed to have them.

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"And there aren't sea-people-made things? I realize there's a lot of limitations on what you can make underwater but you could - carve whalebones into spears. Make coral jewelry. Even without needing shelter from weather don't you want to keep animals away from you when you're sleeping? Have privacy?"

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Some sea people have spears.  (Some are things and some are just magic.)  They tie their hair back, there, and put things in it to be beautiful.  Only my father has one kind of decoration I don't know the word for,  and he has it on all the time.  Wanting shelter is why they're deep now.  There are some things, just not enough not to carry.

And not all sea people moved.  Some stayed and were ruled by someone low in my family, and the new place had been ruled by someone low in my family and then had us near.  I think other sea people carried some of our things but I was not alive yet.

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"So it's more like the court is mobile?"

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Nod.

Heat and light are very very easy for me with a voice, and some others.  The only reason we move some instead of stop them and make new is because they stop when people die, so some big important ones are many in the same spot made by different people, so those places are never cold or dark even if someone dies.

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"Huh. Where is it important enough that it can't be interrupted long enough to go get a replacement sung up?"

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Well, it has moved.

 

I think it is one of not many very good things sea people have made.  It says, "Heat and light are good in a dark cold world, and here is a thing that people became strong in order to make that has those, for anyone who is not our enemy."  Humans have much much more of this thought but we did have the one, in a few places.

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"I am glad to have the chance to observe what has led Cymbeline to describe you as he has."

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May I ask what he said?

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"Oh, he said you were 'interesting', but he said it in such a voice."

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I don't know what that means, your majesty.

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"I don't think I can mimic it, alas."

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(Whennnnnn can she touch him.  What is she going to do if they say she can't.  Move to a different country??  But she does like it here....)

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"What are your plans for the rest of the day?"

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"They don't have the Dualities underwater, so possibly that's next?"

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She didn't get zapped on the way here even though she was pretty direct... maybe because it was Cymbeline who she communicated with but Jane who pushed her?  She's not sure.  Nnnnod.

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Jane picks up the handle of the wheelbarrow, bows to the Queen, and escorts Cyllene out.

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Even though she's pretty sure the first leg wasn't oceanward, Cyllene relaxes some after the first corner doesn't agonize her.

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The castle has a library. Jane takes her there.

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What. 

It's - those are all -

 

She might need a minute.  To sort of just look at the room.

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Jane wheels her to a reading nook and fetches her a Duality.

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Okay, she will read this here book.

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The Duality is pretty quality poetry. It is from hundreds of years ago, and the vernacular has moved on, but that won't stop her.

All things have their opposite and in each is its clue to the shape of the cosmos,


it begins, and then it goes on from there in highfalutin language about how this was revealed to various heroes and angels of the past and how they fought against the bad half of the universe.
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Woah.  Sea-people songs don't rhyme, and she hasn't gotten around to reading the book of poetry Cymbeline left for her, so she's never encountered anything quite like this before.  It's really good and humans do so much et cetera et cetera; she has been feeling this a lot.

Does the book?  Describe?  What angels are?  And does it say there's an enforced sense of balance where if people do a lot of good things the evil will also get stronger?  Or will it be fine for her to light the country and do things like that.

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Angels are like heroes but they are acknowledged by the forces of good as being particularly incorruptible and they gain magic powers and maybe get to ascend to a higher plane of existence, it's not super clear. There is no enforced balance and the forces of good are destined to triumph.

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Oh, that's.... convenient, in the sense that if it weren't true that would be really horrible.  There are higher planes of existence????

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Apparently!

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What are they like???  What does that even mean?????

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The book is not amazingly clear about this, there's a lot of metaphor and some of the angels and heroes quoted as reporting on the phenomenon maybe contradict each other.

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Huh...  Maybe this is something to ask a priest about.

Are the heroes and angels and stuff doing sea-people heroics, with like, killing their enemies and probably-not-eating-them-specifically?  Or is there something more human going on here.

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Nobody gets eaten in this book. There is a fair amount of enemy-killing, though there's also some natural disaster relief and famine aversion and peaceful conversions of wicked pagans.

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She thinks natural disaster relief is pretty cool, personally.  What's a famine oh that's a famine???  Wow.  She should learn more about where her food is coming from.  What are the sorts of things wicked pagans do?

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Wicked pagans do human sacrifice, or persecute virtuous Dualists who were just going about their own business, or make deals with and take instructions from demons (agents of the forces of evil).

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Oh good, not anything Cyllene's done.  Unless it's not obvious whether people are demons??

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It is sometimes not really clear how anyone was supposed to tell that somebody was a demon, actually.

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That's bad!!  What... traits.... do demons have........?

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They're on the side of evil! They oppose the angels! Sometimes they also do bad things but not always where, like, anyone can see them.

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She guesses that as long as peaceful conversions are possible it might not so much matter, politically, whether she's been a wicked pagan?  Do ex-wicked-pagans seem to be treated basically fine?

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Seems like it, yeah, though sometimes they dramatically give all they possess to the needy out of remorse or something.

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Maybe she'll just be able to give the needy a lot of things without actually needing to not have any of her possessions?  Does anyone else do anything like that in here.

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There's lots of giving things to the needy and sometimes the givers don't seem to be impoverished afterwards!

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Okay, that's good.  Huh, she - is Jane around?

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Jane's sitting nearby reading an unrelated book of her own, yes.

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She writes,

May people bathe daily?

and then wave-wave-waves for attention.

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"- may they? Yes, miss."

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She should really finish reading this before tomorrow morning, but it's been really a lot to absorb and she could use a nice break.

I may care to, then.

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"Yes miss. I will tell the librarian you're borrowing that copy of Duality?"

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Nod.  She should learn more about the system involved here, but in the meantime: time to go to bath.

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Jane checks out the book for her and wheels her to the bath and gets her a tub filled up.

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- Nope!  Cyllene gets struck with quite a bit of pain and writhes around trying to clutch at Jane's hands until she stops moving.

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"- eep!" Jane stops.

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"I'm going to take you somewhere else," Jane announces loudly, and then she tentatively starts again.

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- Okay.  Seems fine.

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Jane takes her in a different direction, then says, "I changed my mind," and takes two steps back the way she came.

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Cyllene has been doing a fair amount of gaming this but did Jane have to so obviously try that - maybe if she hadn't announced - OW.

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Jane stops again and frowns in puzzlement.

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Cyllene is going to.  Go back to reading the Duality.  In her wheelbarrow.

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Jane, uh, stands around. Eventually she - saying nothing - picks up the wheelbarrow handles again and starts to Cyllene's room.

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Cyllene attempts to fail to notice this or anything about where they seem to be going.  What's left in this book; anything importantly new or just some more stories that are pretty much the same as the rest?

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There's some trippy prophecies about the ultimate triumph of good over evil?

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Ooh.  What: do they say.  And might they be about her?

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They're very confusing! None of them sound especially like they are about her but you could painfully stretch some stuff about the sea yielding up its bounty or something.

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Well, that does sound pretty her-relevant!  ...Until it becomes clear that that's not really the focus of what's going on here.  Hmm.

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Yeah it seems like it's more about, like, edible fish.

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Huh.  Anything else of note?

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Those who choose the side of evil even in the fulness of time will regret it for eternity!

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Okay, well she's not going to do that, so that's convenient.  ....Where is she, now?

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Jane has gotten her to her desk in her room! The desk is oceanward of her so she can get up and sit in her desk chair herself if she would like.

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Yeah alright.

If he has freedom to speak now on this book, I would meet with Prince Cymbeline.

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"- I can go ask for him, miss."

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Nod nod.

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Off she goes.

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She comes back with Cymbeline,

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who has for some reason brought Zoyah.

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Cyllene has practicing on the lap harp, but only practicing.  She winds down the present exercise.

I read the Duality.  Never have I known anything like it!

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"It's important background! Jane, would you go fetch a copy of Tissman's Theology?"

"Yes your highness," says Jane, and she goes.

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I am most interested in the higher planes!  What are they like?  This book failed in clarity but I may wish to go to one if a marriage between us is found unwise.

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"...so the reason I brought Zoyah so I could send Jane away is not actually that I want a Tissman's Theology on hand but because I don't like talking, in front of the servants, about the fact that that book is not necessarily, uh, true?"

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"People believe it and it is very culturally important but you should not expect to encounter angels or get divine backup whenever whatever you are doing is good or plan around ascending to a higher plane of existence."

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You said you would tell me which books are not real.  Why do people believe it?

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"I am telling you now, but I didn't want to say in front of Jane, she's one of the quicker servants but I have to assume she's religious enough to have a problem with it if she knew I'm not. People believe it because - no one tells them it's not true," he shrugs. "A lot of people would still believe it if one person, like me, said so, so I can't solve this problem by just telling everybody, it'd just make the church angry and then I'd have a problem about becoming king."

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The first book I read, I did not know was not real, and when I learned it wasn't I had to aim to forget all I took from it.  This was horrid to me.  I did not th

(And then she's out of room, and she reaches to switch to paper, but - no, if this is supposed to be a secret from Jane then she shouldn't.  So she sighs and shows that much to Cymbeline.)

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"I'm sorry. I think the Duality and other things about religion are probably the only thing like that where I can't just say as soon as I mention a book."

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Hm.

This is because it is important for all the priests together to not detest you?  And I will have to be as though it is true to marry you?

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"Yes. You don't have to act like you're very devout, but you have to - act like you're one of the Dualists and the Dualists are your people, and that means - the stuff in the book."

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What is the order of the cosmos if it is not this?????

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"I don't think anybody has better information on it."

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What do you believe?

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"I'm a Dualist! But like, I'm not going to freak out about Cymbeline not being so sure, if he's wrong then the forces of good'll sort everything out and if he's right then he's right."

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Well, if she puts down the slate she can kind of hug herself.  Maybe that's inappropriate.  If it's inappropriate presumably they will tell her.

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They don't super know what she's doing but don't exclaim in alarm.

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"I'm sorry I didn't think to pass you a note about it or something."

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When I was with the sea people I had to seem a person who did not like humans.  But I don't know if I can seem a right way for this.

.....There's really more nuance she would prefer to add, here, but that's what fits on the slate.

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"...it doesn't seem very complicated to me but then I've been doing it a long time. What are you imagining here?"

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Actually -

How long will Jane be gone?  Must I seem fine when she isn't?

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"She'll be back any minute. You don't have to seem like nothing's wrong at all, and we can even have a conversation too quiet for her to hear and too - angled - for her to read, while she's in the room. She's not liable to ask pointed questions. We just can't be alone in a room together for propriety's sake so I brought Zoyah because you didn't know why we'd need to be discreet so I had to send Jane out."

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Nod.  Nod.

If she thinks about it before starting and also tries to write small, maybe she can fit all of one thing on one slate...

 

I'm the sort of person who wants to ascend to higher planes if I can.  If I don't try to do that, then people may guess I don't think I can do that?  I don't want to hide that I want every good thing.

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"It is very very strange and rare for someone to do that on purpose because the Church strongly discourages suicide. I don't think anyone will suspect a discrepancy."

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That is good to know but also it was only one example.

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"I think you are more likely to come across as eccentric than as - fundamentally inconsistent -"

Jane comes back.

"Thank you, Jane." He takes the Theology. "So this might be an interesting supplement to the Duality itself, though of course it's just one man's opinion even if his interpretation is currently pretty well in favor with the Church. It's very dense, I wouldn't recommend reading it all in one sitting."

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She's - upset with him for not telling her, before she read it, but she's also upset with for telling him now, because she'll have to act - and she doesn't even know whether he's right; Zoyah thinks it's true, and she doesn't know about their parents...  If nothing else, she has to act like he thinks it's true...

She kind of thought that she wouldn't have to live any lies, among humans.  - No, that's not quite true.  But when faced with the amount of knowledge they collectively had, she kind of thought they wouldn't disagree on such terribly important things.  They have - so much, but now she has to check every single thing she encounters to see whether they really in fact have it.

 

It's..... it really is still so much better than anything sea people had going on.  Really really very much better.  But she can't help but feel like something, something wonderful, amazing, perfect - has been taken from her.  Even if apparently it never existed.

She nods.

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"I'm really very sorry about the misunderstanding," he murmurs as Jane goes to busy herself with making the bed.

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(And the perfect thing wasn't even this religion, was it; she didn't even particularly like everything about the religion.  It's not as if she had time to get used to it, or even really process it as something which applies strongly to her life.  The perfect thing was... humans.  As people who know things, who can teach her things.  And even if the religion ends up being true, then - that's probably broken.  But she should have known that already, because Cymbeline told her that people in different places did different things....  Maybe it's just specifically really upsetting to read a whole big book that's doing things with words that you didn't know were possible and then find out that it might (or, importantly, might not) be fake, and she shouldn't try and take any broader philosophy from this incident.)

Nod nod.

Who told you this was not true?

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"Nobody, I - pieced together a few things that didn't seem right and didn't find any reasons to believe it when I looked harder."

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Which things

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"For a complete account I'd have to go get my notes. Things like - there was no explanation for why not everybody even in foreign countries would be a Dualist, besides that demons might have told them lies? But there could be some other religion explaining Dualism the same way, saying that somebody told us lies. There's some prophecies that the church is really stretching very hard to make square with what seems to have happened in the historical record. One doesn't see miracles or angels, and one does hear stories about them but not much more often than one hears stories about all kinds of nonsense that doesn't fit in well at all."

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.....Nod.

Is there anything else humans disagree on like this?

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"...humans disagree on a lot of things. For all kinds of reasons. People disagree on things because they've - seen some of the things that exist and not others, and don't believe what they hear about the others; or because they have different opinions about what things would be good or bad; or because they're not very bright and don't understand some complicated thing and believe a simple one instead. But exactly like this, not that I know of."

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She shakes her head.

This is so big.  How did it happen if it is not true?

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"I don't know. But it's happened more than once. Foreigners have lots of different religions. And there are multiple Dualist sects too."

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Is being a king real?  Is human magic real?  These are the size of disagreement I mean.

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"Human magic is real. Being king is... sort of real. A king has power only because everyone agrees he does, but it's very hard for everyone to change their minds all in the same way at the same time, so if one person suddenly decides that the kingship isn't real, they won't be able to accomplish anything about it. If a lot of people all decide that someone else should be king, sometimes wars happen that way."

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Nod. 

I want to see the future telling and the past saying that made you decide this.  Those are not the words you called them but I don't remember.

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"The - prophecies and the histories?"

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Nod nod.

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"It wasn't so much any specific book, but I can recommend you some examples?"

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How do you know those are true?  Is the history of Loegria true?

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"As far as I know the history you've read is true but it's always possible that an author made a mistake. I determine things are probably true when they're plausible, not too vague or - convenient - and not contradicted by other equally credible sources."

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She puts her face in her hands for a few seconds.

 

Okay.  She's fine.  This is fine.

Books are like people.  They are not where you can get knowledge that is more true than what people know.

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"Right. Books are written by people. They let us keep information that people a long time ago had, and compare what lots of different people had to say, but there's no way for things that aren't people to participate in writing a book."

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I have so much to do.  Knowing what is true is very important, but seems like it will take so much time that I will have to do less magic.  But if I don't know what's true I might make bad things instead of good ones. 

(Probably this is no longer so sensitive that she can't switch to paper?  She does that.)

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"...if you don't want to just take my word for it on what would be a good or a bad idea, then I can see why that would make sense."

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Headshake.

Maybe if all the humans I like agree.  But Zoyah and maybe Jane don't think the same as you.

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"We'd all have agreed on the lights and the warm pillows."

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Nod.

But those are small and cannot hurt.  I should do very different very big things if Dualism is or isn't right.

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"Yeah. That makes sense. ...I think we should not take any substantial steps toward getting married while you're in this, uh, posture, about - who you can trust - though there weren't any obvious substantial steps to take any time soon so that doesn't change much this week."

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Nodnodnodnod.

Does anyone else I know think Dualism is not real?

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"Kerem's less sure than I am but in the same general camp."

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Do you know other people besides that?

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"No. It's not something we can exactly talk about in public to find like-minded people."

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...Nod.

I want to see human magic.  I believe you that it's real but I have not seen any.

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"Sure. - oh, I brought your spheres -" He takes them out of his pocket. Little glass spheres. "I can show you something simple, how about - here, hold these now and see if you can feel the difference, and then I'll put a color in the empty one."

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Can she feel the difference????  Her inherent aptitude for magic is pretty high because of the work of her ancestors but who knows if that applies to this....

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They do feel a little different to the touch alone, in the sense that one of them is almost completely weightless, and refuses to have any temperature interaction with her skin. Other than that, no.

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wooooooaaaaaaaahh

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"Should I color the blank now?"

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Nod.

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He puts one hand on the blank sphere, and the other on his cravat, and - the cravat is colorless and the sphere is red.

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Cyllene claps!  (Once.)

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"So that's the basic idea." He puts the color back whence it came. "Colors are simple but a skilled magician can move a lot of things around, and not necessarily only into glass blanks."

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What else?  Injuries, you've said...

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"Yes, that sees a lot of use. Kerem does a lot of making firewood denser, it takes longer to catch that way but then burns longer so it's good to have for any fire that's going to be going a long time. And he does it with rocks, and light rocks are useful for building."

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I will give him time for other things.

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"Fire is very useful, but it will certainly save a lot of woodcutting bother if we rely on it less."

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What else is it for if not light and heat?

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"Smoke can make some foods last longer. But mostly just those."

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I need to learn more about how human food happens.  It's much better than any sea people food but we had no (I don't remember the word) long times with no food.

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"Famines? Those happen when the weather's really bad for a long time or there's a war, mostly... Did you get to see the kitchen at any point?"

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Nod nodnod!

But I don't know how the things there got there.

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"People have farms, where they plant the kinds of things humans eat and try to keep away pests and make sure they get the right amount of water, and also have animals like chickens or pigs or cows and feed them in order to get eggs and meat and milk. All these things wind up at the market and the servants buy ingredients for the castle there."

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....hm.

What is plant?

The kind in they plant, not like in a plant.

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"Oh, they put the seeds in the ground."

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I don't know that word.

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"...seeds, or ground? A seed is a small part of a plant-the-noun which grows into more of the same kind of plant. Ground is, like, dirt, the stuff beneath us if we were outside."

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I know the ground because I have seen it.  I didn't know plants did that, so I didn't know the word.

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"Plants do that. I guess I don't know if ocean plants do. Some of the parts of plants we eat are or contain seeds."

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Nod nodnod.

I think I could have known it was a plant word because of that, but since we were talking on plants it didn't help.

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"How much do you know about how your language blessing works, it seems really interesting."

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If I know what a word means, then I can know what it means.  If I a little bit remember a word, I can check it against the blessing until I find the right one.  This is why it takes me so long to write but I can write so many words.  If I had a voice I might have to stop and think between many words, the same as now but it might be worse to hear.

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"Huh. But you're getting lots of practice at Loegrian so by the time that comes up it probably won't be so much of an issue? - will you have an accent?"

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Shrug.

I will at least have to get used to talking without so many teeth?

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"They're definitely less sharp, but they're also less numerous? How many did you use to have?"

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Hard to say.  More than two lines.

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"Sharky. I guess that stands to reason. Does it feel weird being a human?"

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It feels good.  It feels very good.

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"In a weird way, or if you're not paying attention is it like it's normal?"

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Sometimes both, I think.

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"Huh. ...Zoyah, I think you can go, if you're bored."

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"You're not gonna make Jane get more books? Okay bye." She's off.

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Wave!

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"Any other questions I can answer for you?"

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Why do humans wear clothes that don't feel good to wear when they know how to make ones that do?

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"There are other factors like how well the fabrics hold up to the kinds of wear and tear they'll be subject to, or how nice they look to prevailing aesthetics. And how well they - communicate things about what kind of person you are to be wearing those clothes. But if there's some relatively narrow sort of fabric you don't like or style that pinches you, you can certainly tell the seamstress and she can work around that."

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Having a direct comparison on answer quality like this does make her more inclined to believe him about the Duality.  (Though people who explain things well can still be wrong, she should keep in mind.)  Nod.

What is this book about? 

She taps Tissman's.

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"It's about some of the questions people have about Dualism like why angels don't show up more often, what makes good things good and bad things bad and how you could tell about a new thing that nobody'd assessed before, how one could be sure that the church structure hasn't been corrupted somehow, it's been a couple years since I read it so I don't remember for sure what else is in there."

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What does it mean for a book to be the thing you said that means I shouldn't read it all at once?

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"Dense? That means that the ideas come pretty thick and fast, you might want to spend a while thinking about each one before moving on to another paragraph."

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What a beautiful thing for ideas to be able to do.

(Even if they might be wrong ones.)

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"Yeah."

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Should I start this before I go am taken to the Dualism place tomorrow, or is it fine to wait until after?

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"There's no rush, and I don't know which order will be easier to make sense of."

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Today has already been a lot of new things.  I may wait.

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Nod.

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She kind of wants to keep him around for a while longer, even though there's the lingering upset about his mistake or perhaps because of that, and it seemed like he was going to go if she ran out of questions.  But she doesn't actually have endless questions.

......Well, there is one thing.  It might hurt her chances of getting what she wants but it might make her seem like she's level-headedly considering all options.  Also she really wants to touch him really wants to touch anyone, and especially him, but backup plans where she can touch someone else are better than backup plans where she has to move to another country and meet all new people and evaluate all of them and have all of them evaluate her.

Is there any chance, if I should not marry you, that I should marry Kerem?

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"...I don't think so, no, he doesn't want to get married."

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Why not?

This might be important insight into the way humans do marriage.

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"Personal reasons, it wouldn't be right for me to go on about it."

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Does anyone want to not marry for impersonal reasons?

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"Well, perhaps not, but in this case I meant personal in the sense of private."

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Oh that's not what she meant.

If there is anyone known who did not get married for reasons which are not private, I want to talk to them so I will know more about human marriage.

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"Huh. Well, there's nuns."

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"I think most people who don't get married either just never find someone they want to marry, or have private reasons, or are nuns."

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Huh.

I think this is not true of sea people who are not my family.

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"Huh. Why do sea people wind up not marrying when they don't?"

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I don't know why so many humans do.

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"People want heirs and - intimacy and stability."

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Not royal sea people want... my magic is not helping me know how to write that... children, less than my family.

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"But new sea people must appear on a regular basis, mustn't they? Especially if your family are the only immortal ones."

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Many sea people marry!  But many do not.  And I think some have children with no marriage.

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"It's not impossible for humans to have children with no marriage but it is very much frowned upon."

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Why?

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"...there's a few different angles I could answer that from. The church doesn't like it. It usually winds up with the children being inadequately provided for. It creates - irresponsible subcultures that harm people even if they don't go around overtly committing violent crimes."

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She doesn't understand most of that last part.

The very most small sea people children ar

 

 

- After a frozen moment, she erases that.

Do most humans grow up?

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"...most of them, yeah."

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She nods.

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"Is that... not true of baby sea people? That makes it even more confusing..."

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Kerem seemed to imply that humans don't do any cannibalism.  Cymbeline didn't get upset about it the last time it came up, but that might be different when hearing about the eating of children from your potential future wife...

Are there only you and Zoyah?

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"Yes, though most families are larger - Jane, how many siblings do you have -"

"Four living, your highness."

"And how many dead?"

"Three, your highness."

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From the same time or different ones?

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"...do you mean were they twins?"

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Twins of seven

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"- I don't think humans ever have seven at once. Almost always one, sometimes twins, very seldom triplets."

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??  Wow.  Her child-having is going to be so easy????

Sea people have many more.

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"...I guess that resolves at least some of my confusion! How... many."

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A lot.  But most do not live even to become different types of sea people instead of fry which are all the same.

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"A lot like seven, a lot like - twenty, a lot like a hundred -"

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I think most like twenty but I am the youngest sister and have never seen.

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"Did all your twins die?"

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Nod.

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"I'm - so sorry to hear that - do they get sick? That's usually what kills human babies, they get sick."

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My parents want to only have one small child at a time.  This may be true of many sea people but I know it is true of them.

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"You mean they killed them on purpose?"

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Nod.

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"Wow."

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..........They've already broken through to this subject so it'll probably be much worse if she fails to mention now -

My mother ate them.

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"Wow," he says again. "I - think that probably you should not mention that in casual conversations. That they're dead is not too shocking, that they were murdered is, and that detail will definitely alarm people."

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I could know.  I did not very much want to tell you.

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"...why didn't you want to tell me?"

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Because I could know that it would alarm you.  But then I knew it would alarm you more if I did not say it right now but did later.

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"...okay. I think I'm relatively difficult to alarm. Is there anything else like that I should know?"

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Not that I think of now.

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"Okay. If there's nothing else?" He takes a half-step to the door.

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...She could try and think of more things but if he this obviously wants to go, she'll just let him go.  Headshake.

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"Again, I'm sorry about the - thing," he says, and he departs.

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Her dead siblings??  Oh, no, the book.  She - thinks she's starting to feel a little bit better about that, already, with this much distance from it happening.  But maybe she'll feel worse again tomorrow morning.

After a few moments sitting and processing, she flags Jane.

Have you married?

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"Yes miss, my husband works in the garden."

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How is that for you?

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"I'm not sure what you mean, miss."

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What is it like to be married that is different from how it was like to not be?

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"- well, we live together now, and sooner or later I will be pregnant, and my last name is Porter now, but I haven't been married too long yet."

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What is a last name?

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"It's... the name that comes after a first name. So my name is Jane Porter but before it was Jane Copperfield."

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Will that mean her name will... well, still be Cyline, or is that an additional thing that she doesn't have yet.  ...This will become obvious later.  Nod.

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"The royals mostly don't use them."

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Why not?

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"Well, they're technically of the house of Eynshard but everyone knows who you mean if you say 'King Charles' or 'Prince Cymbeline' and so on whereas there are a lot of Janes."

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Are there any other humans named Cyllene?

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"I don't believe so, miss."

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Then I won't worry about having one for now.

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"Yes miss."

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I think if you had waited longer to take me to the bath, or maybe not said that you were going to, I may not have had pain.

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"Is... there something you would like me to try or... does it not work if you say that you would like me to try it."

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Jane contemplates this for a bit. Is Cyllene in her wheelbarrow?

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Yep!

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Jane... goes and does unrelated tasks for a bit...

...and then attempts to take Cyllene to the bath.

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Oh thank goodness. Bath can be drawn and Cyllene can be in it.

"- we heat the water on the fire," Jane mentions. "I wasn't trying to eavesdrop but I hear little bits."

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...Cyllene's slate is teeeechnically in reach, but she's in the bath.  She doesn't feel like writing.  Nod.

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Jane doesn't have anything else to say for the rest of the bath.

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Cyllene, naturally, doesn't either.  Though she does look kind of adoringly at Jane once her hair's rinsed out enough to open her eyes.

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Smile, comb comb.

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Jane is also really pretty and Cyllene also wants to touch her at least as much as she's touching Cyllene.  But apparently that would be strange.  Maybe sometime she can be the one to give Jane a bath.

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Eventually Cyllene can be put in clothes again and wheeled to, as long as they're on this floor anyway, the dining hall.

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Great!  What's the food, and also who all is here?  Last time she kind of only paid attention to Cymbeline.

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Lots of people are here! There's the king with his attendants and queen and her ladies, and the princess and her own lady-in-waiting, and the prince sitting with the court magician instead of a more conventional esquerry. The servants are serving, not sitting with the royals. Dinner is fish soup and bread and braised vegetables with lemon and flaky honey pastries with berries and cheese in them.

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SO THE FISH CAN GO IN THE TINY OCEAN.  She is learning new things about humans every day.  Also the pastries are easily the worst human thing she's eaten so far; they're very strange.  Still sooo much better than anything she ate underwater, though.  What are people talking about?

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She's seated near Zoyah and her attendant and can hear them talking about opera!

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What is that.  - Music that's stories??  Music that's stories?????

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Apparently music that is stories! Apparently people go on a stage and sing stories while wearing costumes!

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That's incredible.  She wants to see one.  (She has been listening more than writing, but this seems worth communicating.)

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"- sure, next time we go to the opera I don't see any reason you shouldn't come!"

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Wiggle wiggle shoulder shimmy.

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"There's lots of different ones, new ones get put on all the time."

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That's very very good!

(She can't remember any strong enough words right now, for this.)

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"Mm-hm! Sometimes I get sheet music of the songs from the performers."

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Whether that's a thing Cyllene will want probably depends on how much she likes the music!  - Also she's still pretty hungry; she goes back to soup-ing.

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It's pretty good soup.

Kerem is studiously not looking at her and talking to Cymbeline about the logistics of the clinic and whether they should have it remodeled.

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Oh right she was going to go to that.  It seems hard to talk/write to someone as far away as this, though; she can probably just ask Jane later.

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When dinner is concluded Jane wheels her away and gets her back to her room.

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Thank you.

A hard thing about making magic hot things in the food place is that I want it to never hurt someone and at different times it should be different temperatures.  If the bath is always wanted the same temperature and there are no things ever around that it could hurt, I could make it hot with magic with less trying than things in the food place.

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"I think some people like their baths hotter or colder but you can just mix in some cold water, for the colder ones."

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That's smart.

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Nod nod. "Is the temperature yours have been so far good, miss?"

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Nod nod nod nod.

Maybe I should try new things anyway in case there's a better one.  But it's very good.

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Nod nod.

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Also I would like to go to see hurt people some soon day and see if I can help them.

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"Miss, do you suppose it would work to have a schedule, where you say where you might like to go and I write this on the schedule for you so you are not choosing the time?"

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We can try it.  It may work.

Tomorrow I need to go to the Duality place and meet soft beasts.  I want a bath every day.

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Jane takes a piece of paper and writes these things down with times associated. Church is before breakfast, apparently, and they can stop at the granary to meet cats, and then breakfast, and then a bath, and then lunch, and then the afternoon looks pretty empty.

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It sounds like church is important enough that you should take me there even if this idea doesn't work.

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"Yes miss."

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If this happens, you should move fast when moving but I may want to stop at times.

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Nod nod.

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Do you want another small magic thing?  I think I will make one now.

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"I'm not sure what I would want, miss."

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Then I'll do another light.  What should I attach it to this time?

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"...I could go get some pebbles from the garden?"

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Nod.

Later I should think about what may be a better thing than whatever is around, but this will do.

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"Yes miss." Off she goes.

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Cyllene warms up in the meantime!  When Jane returns, she makes a couple of lights and - wow would really like to go to bed, actually.

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Jane takes the yawn to be meaningful and puts her to bed.

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Jane is really great.  And Cyllene is asleep near-immediately.

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In the morning it is time to be up early and put on a new dress which is plain-looking but very finely woven - Jane is wearing a similar dress - and then off they go without any breakfast to church!

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....Cyllene is pretty groggy still but conveniently Jane is doing almost all of the work here.  The dress is nice.  And she doesn't get zapped.

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Then she will get to listen to the priest give a call-and-response prayer in another language and to everybody dragging their way together through a couple of hymns and to a homily which is about how it is totally possible that someone could be possessed by an angel and do some good things and this should make everyone more willing to see the goodness in the actions of their fellow man or something.

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Cyllene is at this level of fluency in Loegrian able to notice that the prayer is in another language.  (If only once she gets tripped up reading along, expecting the pronunciation to be one way and then hearing it another.)  The hymns are... great for learning to read sheet music.  She has kind of an idea about the basics by the end.  Probably they would sound much nicer if performed by other humans??  Unclear.

She spends the homily having a bit more of her crisis about whether any of this is real, and what it means if it's not, and what it means if it is.  It's fine for her face to look confused and serious and attentive for this but she should keep any despair out of her expression.  She thinks she's succeeding.

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And then they are dismissed and Jane brings her to the granary. There are cats. Jane brings her a kitten. "They have claws and are sometimes not polite with them."

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- Oh it's very small?  She thought it'd be bigger.  ...What does she...do?  With it??

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There's a bigger one over there but Jane brought her a kitten instead. Jane pets the kitten illustratively.

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............Pet, pet??  Oh, it's soft.

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Sure is!

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Pet, pet.

Hm.

What is it, like..... doing?

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Trying to climb up her arm and having tiny needle claws and going "mew"! Being black-and-white!

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She's really not so sure about this.  Does Jane look like this is an approximately expected interaction??

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Looks like. "If you're done with it I can put it back with its mother, miss."

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....Shrug?  Pet, pet??  - Okay yes Jane take this thing.

Can I try a bigger one?

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"Those aren't usually as friendly, but I'll see if I can catch one that won't scratch if you like, miss."

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Shrug???

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Jane goes and returns the kitten and approaches the bigger cat, which hisses and runs away, and then goes looking for another one.

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Jane is really great.  Cyllene would not have been at all afraid if something that size made an attacky noise at her back when she was bigger and sharper and had tougher skin, but she thinks she would be now.  It doesn't really illuminate what humans like about these creatures, though.

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Jane eventually comes back with an armful of gray cat which is tolerating this.

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Lap?  Lap.

 

Well, it is bigger, which means more pet per pet, which is nice.  And she feels less afraid that she's going to do something wrong and break it, and it's less needly...

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It accepts petting for about thirty seconds and then gets up and leaps out of her wheelbarrow.

"The ones that are actually pets are friendlier," says Jane. "These are here to eat mice and rats."

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Oh, nod.  That does make more sense.

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Back to Cyllene's room to change out of the church dress and into something else for breakfast.

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Oh good; she's still pretty tired and maybe food will perk her up.  Is it happening in her room or with everyone else?

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Yes, someone else brought in a breakfast. It's yogurt and fruit and porridge.

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That's fine.  Again better than anything she had as a sea person and definitely less off-putting than the weird sticky thing from last night.

And then bath??  Bath that she does not have to ask for?

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Indeed bath!

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Yesssssssssssss.

She's going to take a little doze in here.

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"- miss! Miss you need to stay awake in the bath."

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- bwuh?

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"I'm not sure I'm strong enough to pull you up if you slip under the water and you could drown that way, miss, please stay awake."

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That seems maybe fake but she doesn't want to drown.  ...But it's coooozy.  She hauls herself up and shuffles around until something counts as enough of a step to zap her, and - yep, no risk of falling asleep now - sits back down. 

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Bath resumes.

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A bath is a good way to recover from leg pain but the leg pain kind of ruins the bath for bath's sake.

When she's back in her room she'll start on a little bit of Tissman's.

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There are good things and bad things! Are there any things that are neither good nor bad? Tissman thinks there might be some things that are neither good nor bad and justifies this abstrusely for pages upon pages.

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Does he list any things that are specifically good or bad or neither and if so do those mostly accord with Cyllene's intuitions?

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Example things that might be neither good nor bad include:

- tools in general (weapons in particular), since they could be used for good or evil ends, though there is a digression into whether tool quality enters into this evaluation at all;
- the ocean (it has fish in it, and is useful for traveling on, but also it's dangerous and undrinkable)
- sleep (it seems like a huge waste of time but people sure do want it a lot when they want it)

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...Those mostly sound like things that are both good and bad rather than neither??

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He does cover this! Things that serve no good purpose at all are bad (they take up space that could be filled by something good). So the question he's interested in is what the underlying fundamental dualistic nature of things that serve some good purpose but also some bad purpose might be.

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It's going to be really inconvenient if any of this is actually true but also if it's not she still has to understand it??  This sucks.

She stares at the words with eyebrows scrunched until she hits a topic change.  She's pretty sure her language blessing is doing more work than it usually does in forcing the meaning of what's being said into her head.  Thank you, her uncle, for trusting her that it was the right call for her.

And then she's just going to sit and stare into space for a minute.

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Jane, have you read this?

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"Oh, no miss."

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I see.

....She wants to write more on this but probably that's not - safe -

 

I had a thought while reading of a tool that could be.  If I can make something that stays always some far above the floor, and put a chair on it, then you may have less a hard time when I go to different floors?

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"- if it would work on stairs, yes?"

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I have been thinking about how I would make that so.  But I don't know how close the person making me a chair is to being done and whether these could be the same chair or if this would not work.

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"The last thing I heard was that they tested it and one of the wheels broke and they are making a new wheel."

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Maybe we could go see it sometime later today?

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"All right." Jane writes this on the schedule in the empty afternoon.

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Great!

She will begin noodling and getting ideas for the project of making something levitatey.

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Jane conducts her through the day including the visit to where the wheelchair is in progress. It's a chair. It has wheels.

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That's going to be so much more comfortable and dignified than her current setup. 

If there is not a plan to make it more easy to go up and down stairs, I think I can make a magic item that stays some far off of the ground, always?  Would you also help to make a chair that is good for this?  I think the chair would need to have something inside that can be different fars off of the ground for this to be good.

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"Why wouldn't you just attach a seat to the floating thing?" asks the carpenter. "Why would it need something inside?"

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I think if it was enough far to be good for stairs I don't think I could get on or off and be safe.  It will move.

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"You think it'd - slip around, like things on ice do?"

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I think so?

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"I could make the legs fold down?" he says uncertainly. "On hinges?"

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I was thinking the whole chair would move down or not but this may work instead.

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"How would the whole chair move down if it's built around something that's always a height above the ground?"

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If there was a bit inside that moved and held it up.

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"What is this thing going to... be."

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I had a thought you may know!  Wood maybe?

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"So a chair... with something under the seat holding it up... that has to lower enough to push the chair up so you can get the whole thing down the stairs... but also raise enough to get the legs to touch the ground?"

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I don't think the legs have to touch, just for it to be a lowness I can sit down on.  Also going up stairs I think will be more hard than down.

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"Uh... what's going to happen when it's over two stairs at once?"

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It will have a very small thing that is where it cares that the ground is.  I will have it not go too fast down or up when the ground is different.

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"...you're going to be pushed everywhere, right?"

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Nod.

If you know why what I have said may be bad, I want to learn and think of something more good.

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"No, the thing you said sounds fine, I'm just - hm - I've never tried to design something for this before. I could put it on a screw, but the screw would have to be in the back, because you've got to sit on the thing, and that'd tilt you forward all the time?"

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....Hmmmm.  She is less practiced at drawing than writing but it seems like the situation calls for it here.  Chair, with a big flat thing underneath that will stay flat and floated; in this configuration her feet can almost touch the ground and in this one the big flat thing is lower and she's some unclear amount off the ground.

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The carpenter draws things too, and mutters to himself, and makes a crude model out of scraps, and eventually has a design he thinks will probably work.

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This is fantastic.  Can she get her hands on a relevant broad flat thing to work on?  - And also an object exactly as long the height he wants it to float at?

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He gets her an appropriately sized plank of wood and - yeah, he chops a piece down to length.

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She holds them in her lap and looks to Jane.

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Jane considers this situation and then consults the schedule and looks at the carpenter and asks him if they're done talking, and when he says they are she wheels Cyllene (in the new wheelchair; he finished sanding down the replaced wheel while they were talking) back to her room.

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Wheeeeelchair!  Mode of transport that she can sit up in!  With no scratchy straw in it!  And much less visceral risk of tipping out the side at any moment!

She continues doing miscellaneous non-magic music until dinner, and then until bed, if nothing else happens.

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Nothing else happens!

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Then she'll sleep.  Maybe even for an approximately regular human amount of hours!

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Wonders never cease!

In the morning Jane wheels her to breakfast and she gets to sit next to Cymbeline this time.

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Good morning!  I met some cats yesterday.

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"Good morning. What did you think of the cats?"

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I did not understand them.

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"They don't talk."

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Even so.

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"What about them didn't you understand?"

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They did not seem that good.  Jane said others are more so but I don't know why or why I saw ones that aren't.

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"Good at what?"

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So that I will not want to touch humans as much.

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"I'm not personally very into cats, but ones that are raised as pets instead of just left feral around a granary to keep pests down are often very willing to sit in people's laps and be petted, and they purr."

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What is that word?

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"Purr? They, uh, make a noise that can be felt as much as heard, they kind of vibrate."

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And this is nice?

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"People like it, but not me especially."

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Nod.

I am also working on a chair that will float!

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"Oh, that sounds neat, how will you do it?"

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She can redraw some of the diagrams from yesterday!

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"Huh! And this is the part that floats? It's... okay, if you have it like that it must be a fixed distance, you can't just make it directly adjustable or it'd be a lot harder?"

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Nod nod nod!

I would have to magic it every time I think, which would take very long.  This is why I cannot yet stop fire in the kitchen, is they should be different.

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"Huh. I think that maybe some fire applications would benefit from a stable single fire - or, they could if it were easy to maintain that way, I don't know if any of them find a permanent fire so important that they actually do it already under present conditions..."

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"Glassworks," says Kerem shortly.

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That is not much more hard than a pillow.

(Oh, she should make Kerem a pillow.  And maybe some other people.  Jane's husband, maybe?)

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"We can see about a glassworks, then, would you need to see it in person to know how hot to make it? - I guess the hot object would be difficult to transport safely so you might have to go there in person anyway."

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Nodnodnod.

And I think it is good for me to see humans making more things.  I am stopped from doing everything by how much magic I have but also by not knowing what things there are.

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"Good point. We can arrange for you to visit a glassworks. Smithies might also be like this."

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Those make

No, she doesn't have a guess.

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"Things out of metal. Iron, mostly, but there are also silversmiths and tinsmiths and such."

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...She spends a moment peering at her fork and tapping at her plate.  Running through a mental list of objects she's interacted with, her language comprehension thinks... her pen?  Or part of it?  Is metal.  And the silverware, and... hm, not the plate.  Some of the things that have gone on her body that were not cloth.  ....Can she tell which metals Cymbelline mentioned are which things, no, not really.  Hmmmmm.

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"...I can't tell what's tripping you up there or if you're just thinking about music or something."

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I'm learning what metal is.

She point-taps to her cutlery and brooch?

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"Yes, those are silver and the brooch is - looks like gold but a lot of gold is mixed, pure gold is really soft."

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Soft?

What is metal?

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"There's a bunch of kinds of it, iron and copper and gold and silver and tin and lead and nickel and zinc and combinations of those like bronze or brass; it comes out of certain kinds of rocks and it can be softened and melted with enough heat and shaped into tools and jewelry and weapons and armor and nails and cookware and horseshoes and candlesticks and all kinds of stuff."

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That seems very useful!

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"It is! And metal is hard to work when it's cold and easier when it's hot."

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He keeps making that FACE and he's PRETTY and she wants to TOUCH him.

Which is very good because then the things stay the same instead of being soft in most use?

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"Yes! Though some things like springs one does want to bend, just, only in certain ways and only under certain amounts of pressure."

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I don't know that word but maybe I only have to know that it is useful.

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"Springs are neat. They're metal coils," he describes a spiral with his fingertip, "and if you squeeze them," he gestures, "they compress, but if you stop squeezing they'll return to their normal coil density."

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Why is that good?

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"They use them in clockwork and locks and carriages and probably lots of other things."

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Why not a pillow?

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"Metal's pretty hard, I think you'd feel it quite a bit through a pillow."

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Headshake. 

A pillow gets more small when you squeeze it, and then goes back to how it was, or some of them do.  How is this different?

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"I guess the downfeathers act a little like springs, but they're soft."

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So they're less soft, and this is good?

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"Springs? Yes, in the places where they're used it's useful to have them be less soft, they can - sort of try harder to be fully expanded, than a downfeather can."

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Maybe I only have to know that it's useful, for now.

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"If you did have some kind of soft spring that was more durable than a downfeather I could see it being nice in a cushion, but I don't see how you'd do it."

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Shrug!

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"Anyway, there's more smithies than glassworks, you should be able to get a look at one pretty soon."

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Wiggle!

Because smithies make things for everyone and glassworks only

It seems like many things are glass.  Why are there less of them?

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"I think more things in general are metal than glass but since we're royalty we have more rare things."

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Oh, nod.

If the problem is that it's more worth it for wood to go to smithies then maybe I can make glass not be rare.

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"I think it's mostly that metal objects are essential - farmers need metal, they don't need glass, and most people are farmers."

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.....Hmm.

But maybe glass could be essential if there was enough of it?  For magic to help farmers when life gets bad fast and they don't know that it will at each time, but know that it may happen sometime?
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"- having enough glass baubles isn't a main limiting factor on how much magic people have access to."

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Would it be bad if everyone was a magician?

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"No, that would probably be fine, it just takes a while to learn and people are busy and most don't have the knack for it even if they do try to learn."

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If we gave everyone who wanted them a set of training baubles, would more people be magicians?  Or no?

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"I think if everyone had them, then anyone who was unusually quick with magic would have a chance to discover that, so there would be more, but maybe not a lot more."

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How does she put this...

I want to help make everything so much better that even things that are only a little bit better are worth it because I have made the thing that makes them happen so easy.  But making things much better will be first.

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"That's a good ambition."

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It is also a good ambition to TOUCH HIM.

So to make things much better I may want to visit many smithies and some glassworks and give them something very hot, because there are less of them than people who want magic candles and pillows, but not all of them in Loegria because it is more easy for magic things to go places than it is for me to?

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"I do think it would be pretty hard to transport such hot things safely but perhaps you could make some kind of magical carrying case for them. They'd make great diplomatic gifts, for sure."

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That's smart!

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"What is, the carrying case or the concept of diplomatic gifts?"

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Both but more the first one.

I may have thought of it sometime but I have so many new things to think of.

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"You do, you've been busy! I'm really looking forward to seeing what else you come up with."

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I think it would be good to learn how to like cats.

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"Well, you could get a kitten of your own and I think if you handle them every day and feed them yourself they get to be more the sort of thing one might like."

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The one from yesterday or are there others?

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"There are always more kittens than anyone wants, though I don't know how many of them are around the castle granary at any given time. They're born in litters, though, so if there was one kitten nobody culled there are probably a few more."

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............He said she shouldn't bring that up in casual conversation.  She'll ask later, or not at all.

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...he maybe guesses what she's not saying, and he doesn't say it either. "They come in a variety of colors, and some of them are fluffier than others, and stuff like that, they might also have personality differences but I'm not sure how much of that is just upbringing you wouldn't be able to distinguish in kittenhood."

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Jane or I can ask if there are more.  Maybe the one I saw would be fine.

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"Well, if you didn't like it much maybe try holding a couple more in case one of them obviously suits you better, but sure."

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It is going to be soooo many days before she can touch him and nothing is going to help, unless -

Well, she probably shouldn't ask that right now, either.

Can I see you again after this?

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"Sure, I can accompany you and Jane back to your room."

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Thank you.

...And despite her innovation keeping the chalk dust off her fingers, she really should probably eat more and more quickly than she has been.  Nom.

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Cymbeline finishes eating first, but waits for her and walks with them when Jane wheels Cyllene along.

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Angled privately, once they get to her room:

Do humans cull cats or do cats?

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"Humans do it. If there's too many cats they spread out away from where people want them - they'll go after chicks and goslings instead of mice and rats, for instance, or there'll just be so many it'll be hard to get a minute's peace when you step outside - so when there are more than seems like a useful amount someone will drown some."

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....Nod.

 

Does anyone eat them, then?

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"Someone might eat a cat if they were starving, but they aren't popular as food."

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Why not?

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"Not very tasty, not very big, and when they're as big as they get they're inconvenient to pen and handle if they haven't been raised as pets - especially if you want to have them hunting for their own food - so they'd be trouble to slaughter."

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I see.

She erases, and starts writing - hm, on paper - such that even he can't see it until she's done.

I want to like cats because you said it may make wanting to touch you and not being able to less bad.  I have also thought that having baths is very nice and maybe I should give one or some to Jane sometime because I like her and want things to be good for her and also maybe as I would touch a cat?  Or even you?  But I think she may not like it.  Do you know if she would?

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He's talking pretty softly so that Jane doesn't overhear but he drops his voice even farther at that. "It would be irregular for you to give her a bath, mostly because she is a servant and you are a princess and that makes the reversal - marked, it would signify considerably more, uh, personal interest, than the reverse, and not a kind that I would expect most people to welcome - most people are only interested in intimate contact with the opposite sex, though I cannot be sure of Jane in particular. Even if I were sure Jane would like it I am pretty sure her husband would not, and similarly I would not appreciate this activity from someone I am considering marrying. I can... see how taking baths would come to mind an example of a reason to touch, but - it's more complicated than that alone."

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Why???  Can human women make children together?

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"- no. I can see how that'd have been confusing, and there probably are people who'd feel differently about it for that reason actually now that you mention it, but - there are feelings involved and not just practical risks? And consulting my own feelings since I don't know for sure about anyone else's - when I get married I would prefer to have the romantic devotion of my wife even if there is no risk of extraneous children in whatever else she'd be getting up to."

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Oh, he's jealous.  She understands that.

...And she can't even touch him about this.  - Hm.

Do you think you might learn more about the magic on me if you try?

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"Maybe. It takes a long time to learn to do magic to relatively solid properties and I haven't had a chance to examine 'liquid' ones before, so that might also take a while."

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She thinks she might love him.  (Which is convenient if she's never allowed to love anyone else.  If them marrying each other works out.)

Here is her hand?

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He takes her hand in his and shuts his eyes thoughtfully.

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YAY.  He has SKIN and so does SHE and it's not rough it's smooth and she's smooth and he's smooth and warm and she likes him and she gets to have this thing because he's smart and she's also smart.

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He makes occasional thoughtful sounds, and then: "Huh, I think that your shark-y shape is still - there, sort of - you just aren't using it right now - do you mind if I check to make sure that you'll be able to have completely human children -"

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She passes over his hand to her right.

You can do this?

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"Yes - well, probably, I can check if people can have children, people sometimes want to know about that before they get married or if they've gotten married and aren't conceiving, I have not checked any transformed sea people before but I can at least see if everything looks like I'd expect it to normally."

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Nod.  Handsqueeze.

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"...looks normal, I think."

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Oh good!!  ...Handsqueeze.

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"Congratulations on your thorough transformation, I guess."

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Wiggle!  - Hm.

Is that a thing, like color, which you can move around?  Or is it many things?

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"Being able to have children is many things and if any of them are missing or broken that can make it impossible, but it's all there in apparent working order for you. I can move some of it around, sometimes a couple is done having children and one or the other of them will come in and give their functional trait to someone who's got a matching failed one."

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That's very good.  I don't think my family does anything like that for its people.

Or, my uncle does, but not because he's royal.  Except that this means he has the magic to.

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"It's basically one of my hobbies, manning the infirmary - it'd be gauche to take money for it but it does drive up rent in the lands we directly hold near the castle so it indirectly does - but it makes me more popular too and that's always handy."

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I dont know what that middle part meant.

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"- about it being gauche to charge money or about us collecting rent?"

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Nod.

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"Royals are rich in general but not the same way that rich commoners are. Instead of selling stuff - like farmers selling food or blacksmiths selling nails - we sell permission to be on land we own. But when lots of people want to be on this land instead of some other land, that means we can charge more without everyone deciding they'd rather live somewhere else. They like living near the castle in part because I do the infirmary thing."

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Rich is having many things?  What is selling??

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"Oh do sea people not have money -"

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Headshake!

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"Okay! Money is - well, it's metal, I guess I didn't list it as an example of a metal thing - but it's metal of specific quantity, shaped in a way that verifies that it is that quantity, a certain weight of a specific metal. Metal's useful for lots of practical things, but that's not what people do with money, generally - they use it to trade with. If the farmer wants shoes and the cobbler wants nails and the blacksmith wants food, they don't all have to meet up in the same place at the same time to make this happen in some kind of mutually conditional fashion, instead the farmer sells the food to the blacksmith, for money, and then the farmer has money and buys shoes with it, and then the cobbler has money and buys nails with it - only it's many many more than three people and three things they want, it's most things people want outside of their own families most of the time."

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She has to chew on that for a while.

 

Am I in this way your family or am I just not a most things person?

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"You're our guest, which is sort of like you being - economically part of our family for now, if we get married that's permanent."

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Should I sell to some people lights and pillows or is that gauche as well?

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"It's gauche, it's a commoner thing to do. It's inconvenient but people will see it as vulgar if a princess is retailing stuff to customers. On occasion I give Kerem something on the assumption that he'll sell it and then get me a really nice present but that's as close as I get, generally."

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Nod.  So maybe it's not important that she understands it very thoroughly right away. 

If everything goes the most well it can, how long do you think it would be until we married?

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"...well, if I make a lot of assumptions about how well things could go, we could get engaged in a week or so, married in another month or two - royal weddings are big and complicated, they take a while to put together - but that's assuming things like that I figure out how to uncurse you while sitting here today and your uncle has extremely reassuring things to say about politics when we meet him."

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But he won't be here for almost a month and you will not be able to talk to him when he does.

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"Which is one of the reasons it'd help if I could uncurse you. Maybe I'm mistaken about whether you could get in touch with him sooner if you had your voice."

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If you could fix my voice it would let me talk to him when he came here!  I don't think of that as a curse, though.  It might or might not let me get him sooner.

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"Okay. I don't see it happening without any further contact with any other sea people, unfortunately."

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Will it take one or two months from the engagement whenever that is?

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"Yeah, there are if nothing else lots of people who expect an invitation to my wedding and need time to receive the news and travel here."

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It is not as long as I feared.  If the first part is not too long.

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"I do think that we should only get engaged if you are pretty generically willing to trust me pretty far, it's a pretty high-trust relationship especially in that direction as practiced among humans."

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If it seems like what you think is true, I will then trust you much more than other people.  But I have to learn for myself first because so many other people don't think so.  Is this bad for a marriage with you?

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"...that might depend on what you mean, can you elaborate?"

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I want to read the things you said made you come to know this.  Then I will either also come to know that, and trust you more, or I will think you are wrong against everyone and it may be we should not marry. 

From what I have learned so far I think I'll think you're right, which is why I still like the idea of marrying you.

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"That makes sense, but - if something we aren't predicting now, comes up in the future, do you think your conclusion about this one thing will carry over such that you can also follow my lead in other cases?"

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She's going to take a minute to compose something by herself on paper.  She lets go of his hand to do it.

My father wants of my mother that if he is wrong, she also will be.

I know so little about the world above the sea, and almost all of it comes from people.  I want to know true things, and you know much more than me, but this is also true of all humans here.

When people disagree, I have to learn another way to tell what is true.  The first time is hardest because people who are right about some things will be right about more.

If you want me in the future to say, "Cymbeline has helped me so much, has been right about many things, and is good at telling me how things work, so probably he is right," I can do this.  If you want me to be wrong, always, when you are wrong, not just to other people but to me, then I think I should go out of Loegria.

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"- I mean almost exclusively in a 'to other people' way. You can argue with me! If I make some kind of mistake I do prefer people catch me at it. But - privately. Occasionally my mother and father will have some kind of disagreement, and my mother defers, and then later my father comes out with a change of mind that I'm nearly positive came from her - but I don't see them do it and nobody else does either and that's important for - mostly reputational reasons, I can think of cases where it'd matter for other reasons too but mostly those."

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Oh that's so relieving.  She's so relieved.

I thought you meant the bad thing because I never thought you would not want the real thing you want.  A royal family seeming to have one voice is almost more important than what real power they have, I knew already very well.

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"Yes, seeming to have one voice is a good way to put it, thank you, that's what I mean. And because of gender and inheritance stuff that voice is my voice, but you can always ask questions or make arguments when we're by ourselves."

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Nod nod nod.

And you will never have a different voice from the king?

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"I don't contradict my father in public, but he does run a lot of stuff by me these days."

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That's different.

- Can she have his hand back now?

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Yes he can resume examining her properties. "Different from how things are under the sea?"

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Fantastic.

Than if I had to fear you two not saying the same thing and me saying the wrong one.

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"Oh. Yeah, I don't think you have to worry about that, though if something weird happens then before we're married the safe way to lean is that you're loyal to the king and afterward that you're loyal to your husband - not that either of these are necessarily safe positions if I got to be at daggers drawn with my father and you were close enough to the situation that someone made you write out an opinion, that would certainly be bad and I will be doing my best to avoid it, but if you wanted the contingency those are the positions that collapse gracefully back into everyone agreeing again later."

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It seemed to me that you would not have to try very hard to avoid it.  May you?

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"No, not at all, I just often think about things that are unlikely to make sure I would still have some sensible response to them."

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Nod nodnod nod.

It is good to know how to be safe and I like that you told me.  Everything as a sea person was also about seeming but I knew more things there, so I didn't know if part of your seeming was that you thought something different about the king.

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"I think he's a good king and when we don't agree we can usually convince one another one way or the other and it would take something really extraordinary that I'd think it was worth picking a real fight about it."

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Even when I hated my father so much that I wanted to come on land and begged to not be cursed, I would not have picked a fight, and I never let anyone not in my family know I didn't love him or use his voice.  That is how to die or have no good things ever again.

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"Use his voice?"

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Have his voice?  Have the same one voice as him?

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"Speak on his behalf?"

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Headshake.

The thing we just talked about.  Not saying anything to let anyone know I hate him.  Or to let them know I don't love him and think all the things he thinks.

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"Got it."

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This is a little good because no one will want to tell all the sea people that I did something he didn't like in leaving the sea, so our kingdoms will have more good luck in being friends when we have them meet.  If he cared less about seeming to have one voice then maybe he would tell all sea people that I am bad to him.

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"That makes sense."

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Handholdinnnnnnng~

 

...Hm.  Angled privately:

Is it a good enough reason to touch me if only you do it, or does Kerem also have try a little more?  For seeming good to people?

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"If he happens to be around you it might make sense to ask him to have another look but if he doesn't I don't think you need to seek him out."

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Nod.

When I first came here, I didn't think you would be able to help me at all with magic.  Do you think you may?

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"Maybe. I think it'll probably take me - almost if not as long as it took me to get the hang of any magic in the first place at all, because the properties are so... squidgy. But I can examine them and in principle I think that means I could affect them."

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How long did it take you the first time?

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"Weeks and weeks."

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It was funny to me when you called my voice being gone a curse.  To me it was more of a trade, and I like what I got.

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"Well, is anyone using the voice that you don't have?"

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Headshake headshake.

But it wasn't anyone trying to harm me, either.

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"So it's not really a trade or a curse, I suppose, but I'm not sure what to call it. A... sacrifice. Which I will try to get back for you."

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A sacrifice!  I like it.  Do you think that if I try to help get it back myself, this will make things more easy or hard for you?

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"If I were really close to figuring it out, something changing might make it harder, but I'm not, so by all means work on it in parallel."

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Nodnod!  She reaches towards her well, still technically Zoyah's - harp?

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He releases her hand. "Shall I go?"

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Headshake headshake headshake?

I want to know if you'll see something interesting if you touch me while I play?

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"Oh, okay. I'm not sure how much range of motion you need to play?"

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It would be good if I could use both hands, although I could make do with one if you really can't touch me anywhere else.

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"...I could put my hand on your forehead as though I were checking for fever?"

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She nods while trying to brush the short parts of her hair out of the way.

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Hand on forehead.

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Aaaaand music!  She will, hm, what if she examines his properties a bit.

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If she has the hang of examining things for their properties he sure has some!

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He sure does!  There's the thing where he died - it's not doing anything, anymore; she fixed it and he's running fine on his own.  She might not have found it if she didn't know to look.  And there's all his flesh and bones and things, doing the things that human ones of those do, and there's......hm.  What is that.

You have magic on you?

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"- oh! Yes, I have a charm, I was born with it, sometimes that happens. The cook's got a charmed nose. I've got a charmed mind."

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What does it do?

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"It's harder to quantify a charmed mind than a charmed nose, because even people without charms can be smarter than other people. Most of what I think it's doing that is definitely unusual is that I don't misremember things. I can forget them outright but I never think they were some way that they actually weren't."

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Hmmmmm.  She's going to play at it some more, try and figure it out.

 

 

Oh!  This is why I couldn't make you calm even though it worked on everyone else after!

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"Couldn't... what?"

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Before you died.  I made you be less dead and then you were moving around a lot and it made it hard to move you, so I tried to calm you and it didn't work.  But then you did it on your own.

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"I don't remember the incident very clearly. I can see why you'd want to do something like that when you were trying to rescue drowning people. You should... not... go around affecting anybody's mind in any way with magic in any situation less clear than that where the person you're affecting isn't the same person you're helping, or the stakes aren't life and death. In case that was not obvious."

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I did it to some people after you while you were dead, because I did not want taking them to somewhere more safe to take so long that I could not make you not dead.  This was a little bit like using it to save them because I may have left them to try and not die instead of moving them first while you were dead, if I could not have done this?

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"Yeah they were still part of the - batch of people you were helping? But if you're... breaking up a one-sided fight, say, it would be better to solve that in some way that doesn't involve mind control, if you have anything else you could pull out there."

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Why is this?

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"...caveat that I as an individual feel unusually strongly about this. Probably most other people do not have such intense opinions about it. But it's important that people be able to - evaluate what is happening to and around them and make decisions about it on their own terms, and if what's happening to them is that they are telekinetically separated from whoever they were beating up, that's something they can do that with, and if what's happening to them is that they are suddenly magically calm, that likely is not."

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Is this more or less bad than eating children?

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"Are you envisioning having to trade off the two things in practice or are you just trying to put things in some sensible order."

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Most of the things humans think are bad I thought were bad as a sea person.  This one I did not, but that doesn't mean it's less bad to you?  So I would like to know.

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"I think eating children is worse and probably most people who are not me would think eating children was a lot worse."

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What about killing the people you don't like and eating them?

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"As you heard me say to Kerem I don't intuit that eating them makes it any worse than killing them alone, but killing people in general is bad unless you are defending yourself or other people against violence from them and don't have a non-killing option to achieve that."

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So about the same?

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"As... killing children or as doing mind control? All these things admit of a fair amount of variation in how bad they are, honestly."

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As mind control.

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"...I think there's enough variance that I wouldn't want to say that mind control is in general better or worse than killing people, I can think of comparisons between examples of both that come out each way pretty easily."

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Like what?  One of each?

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"Killing someone who's trying to kill you is not as bad as, say, mind-controlling a random stranger into giving you all their possessions and barking like a dog instead of speaking every time they try to complain about that. Murdering your neighbor is worse than... magically calming down a baby who's been colicky for the last week and won't let their mother sleep."

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Nod nod.

I hope I will never have a time when I think I have to try any of these without being able to ask a human I like first.

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"I certainly also hope so!"

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.......

Was I any different when playing magic?

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"A little, but I think all your musical magic is liquidy in the same way, and it was moving pretty fast."

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Do you think you may be able to see it more well after some time understanding my magic?  I think this would be very good for us being able to do all things if so.

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"I do think that I'm possibly making progress on it!"

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Slightly scrawlier than usual:

If you can see me doing magic well, then this may mean you can change it?  Then this would mean that if I became good at your magic I could do one magic to the other magic I do, and maybe more things can be with this than can be with the two alone

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"I'd be really nervous about changing anything that high-stakes, I'd want to practice with things like the pillows or whatever first till I'm good at sloshing the liquid properties around, but yeah, it's a really intriguing possibility."

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Of course.  Your pillow is also still a liquid?  Have you learned anything from it?

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"It has solid properties like a pillow normally would but the magic is the liquid kind, yes, I think I'm learning from it."

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And I have liquid and also solid, too?

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"Yup!"

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Can you help me learn more about your magic now?

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"Sure! Do you have questions?"

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Where are her orbs oh there they are.

I can know that they're different very right away, but I think I have to know this in a way that is not so easy?  How?

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"So - you can notice a lot of properties of objects by sensing their weight or temperature or texture or something, but yeah, you're trying to notice this through your magical senses only. Are your fingernails long enough that you could touch each one with only a fingernail?"

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She examines her fingernails.  They are much, much shorter than they were a few days ago, but - yes, she can just touch the sphere with the back of her nail.  And she can do both, if, hm - if she puts them there on her lap, on the line between her legs, then they'll hold still enough even when she pushes a little on them.

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"With the tip of your nail, not the back, you can get a fair amount of temperature and such through your nailbed."

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...There's some variation in which ones are shorter or longer but none reach past her fingertip.  She can switch to her left index and right ring finger and get more of an angle on them?

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"Probably good enough."

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Okay, what is uuuuuup with these spheeeeeres.  ...She can really feel the difference between them in her lap, but?  Fingernails??  How do they feel different to her fingernails.

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Well, mostly, they don't, but -

- no, maybe that was just her imagination.

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Hmmm, does just-her-imagination provide the same things a few times in a row or is it hopping around.

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It's a pretty indistinct sensation but when she does get flickers of it it's consistent.

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I think I feel something!

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"Congratulations!"

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Is that fast or is the hard part still to come?

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"It's fast but feeling something is still early stages."

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I think it would help if I had a way for them to not move that wasn't other parts of my body.

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"Hmm." He collects a throw blanket off her bed and folds it up and sets the spheres on it on her desk.

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Thank you.

....Hm.

I like when you are around but maybe you don't want to sit here when I try this a lot?  Is there anything else you should say?

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"I don't think I have anything else pending. I might go ask my parents if there are books they'd recommend about marriage in case there's anything you don't have as context on that which we won't necessarily think of independently."

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I really like you.  That seems like a good idea.

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"I'm glad you think so. Until we meet again, princess." He does a little bow, and departs.

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Eeeeeeeee.  Okay, orbs.  Orrrrrrrbs.  Oooooooooorbs.  Orbss.

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"Knock knock."

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Wave.

What does that mean?

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"Knocking is when you do this," says Zoyah, knocking on the door as she comes in. "To announce that you wanna come in a room. I was being a bit silly. Cymbeline says you probably don't know about monthlies and told me I have to tell you about them if you don't."

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Yes, I don't know what those are.

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"Right, so, about once a month you are going to bleed from your nethers, it's not great, it goes away while you're pregnant but comes back a bit after you have the baby, stops forever when you're old."

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Humans just do this?

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"Human women do yep."

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Why?

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"Dunno but if it's not happening to somebody usually she can't get pregnant either. He said he was checking if you were all ready to have baby princes and princesses to inherit the crown, see, that's why he thought of it I bet."

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She blinks, thoughtfully.  A few times.

 

How much?

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"How much bleeding? Uh, enough to be annoying but not enough to like, pour, if it's like, cupsful then you have a problem."

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What do I do about this?

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"Jane'll bring you rags you stuff in your underthings and you swap them out when you need to, so you don't bleed on anything else, and you take hot baths if you get a tummyache and you wait a few days and then it'll be gone till the next month."

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Nod...

More than one bath a day?  Or just long ones?

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"I guess you could do more than one a day if it was really bad but if it's really bad you should probably do magic about it."

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Can the part of people that does this go in a glass sphere until it's time for children or would it be so bad if that broke for a princess that we don't want to do that?

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"Y'know, I never actually asked? Maybe you can do that. He'd know."

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It lasts days???  And Zoyah didn't think of this????

I should have more questions, but I don't know enough to ask.

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"It's different for different people, some people get achier and some people wind up being really grouchy and some people bleed more or less," she shrugs.

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I a little know what grouchy means but I don't think I all the way know.

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"Cranky? Irritable? In a bad mood?"

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....She guesses that sometimes she has felt worse in certain ways when it's been a while since she ate??

In a, "There is blood and I ache!" way, or in a mind-control way?

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"...neither? Don't you just have, moods...?"

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Yes, as caused by when things happen to me?

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"Huh. I think normal people have moods that they just like wake up with or whatever but I dunno if that's a humans thing or just a most people thing."

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When I sleep more good or bad, this can cause a way I feel, but it's still a cause?  What kind of cause is the thing you mean?

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"The time of the month, I guess, I just don't think it's really mind control."

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But it is more like that than like, "I ache and bleed."?  I don't know so many words.

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"It's probably mostly that, I guess."

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Okay, thank you.  When is it?

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"Dunno, it's not the same time of the month for everybody."

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I see.

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"Yeah, so, that's a thing, when it happens you're not like dying."

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Thank you very very much for telling me.

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"You're welcome!" And off she goes.