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let's find out if Marian's ICU and two different kinds of magic healing can save radiation-poisoned Leareth
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Shavri shouts for Blai in Mindspeech, and he makes it over, and he touches Leareth and (she assumes) burns a prepared spell for a Cure. 

It doesn't work.

 

Shavri finds that she isn't surprised. She isn't anything. It was already promising to be a horrible day even before this latest horror, and she took some of the concerningly potent Tayledras stimulant as soon as she realized just how horrible. :I can't get anywhere with Healing: she tells Blai. :I'll - keep trying - but you shouldn't. Can't afford to waste your spells.: 

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:I can still see him: Jisa insists. :Maybe if I get in rapport with you, you can -: 

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Shavri accepts the mental 'hand', and - doesn't feel any particular way - about the glimpse through her daughter's Othersenses of Leareth's mind to Mindhealing-Sight. There's something there, but it's a garden on fire and nearly all the plants are already gone. She takes Brightstar's offered rapport as well, and - focus inward, downward - 

It's the weirdest fucking way of using Healing-Sight that Shavri has ever experienced. She has her Sight focused on something, but she can't pull back her mental viewpoint or shift the scale. She can see this structure, and if she effortfully refocuses she can end up on that structure instead, and her Sight seems to be under the impression that none of the structures in Leareth's body are in any way related to each other. 

Blasting his shoulder joint with Healing-energy is not going to do anything useful, even if she could technically aim at it right now. If this is going to work at all, she needs to get herself focused on his heart and see if she can smack it around hard enough to get it beating, it doesn't even need to be an effective heartbeat that successfully moves blood, she just needs the energy-loop to exist at all so she can hook her Gift into it... 

...Okay. That sure is a heart that is not doing anything. Seen up close, there's still a little bit of life-force there - it's not completely dark, and Shavri can make out structure, which she's pretty sure doesn't work on dead flesh. (It's historically been inconvenient for research, actually, that Healers can't train Sight on dead bodies, and can't cut up their living patients to look at how things are put together, so it takes a lot of drawings and practice to correlate them.) 

Shavri throws a focused dart of Healing-energy, and - 

 
- it lands, and it drains away and it's gone. Some of these cells are technically in some sense still alive, but they're - in living patients there's something like a cup, something Healing-energy can land in and propagate on from. The others are cracked cups, with both Healing-energy and their own natural life-force slowly but constantly leaking away.

This is a cup with no bottom. She can throw Healing-energy at it, sure, and at a hyper-local level there's something still there that can use it as fuel, but - there's nothing that can hold it even for a moment, let alone distribute it, and so most is pointlessly wasted. Shavri can't get a Healing-link to every cell in Leareth's body independently. 

If she had something to replace the critical vital functions, routing around the damaged pathways entirely, so she could slow down and figure out what can still be repaired– ...but Healing-Gift doesn't work like that. 

She tries again anyway, but she doesn't think it's going to work. She's pretty sure that all she's figured out, here, is an extremely creepy way to make Healing-Sight work on a recently-dead corpse.

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And then there’s a burst of unfamiliar magic, vast and strange and definitely not a Gate, and Shavri, with her hands still on Leareth’s chest, is alone with him, falling a couple of feet and landing hard on her knees on a stone floor. No, not exactly stone, weirdly uniform white...porcelain? 

 

She can't feel Jisa or Brightstar anymore. Or Blai, which means Leareth is doomed anyway. But she was in the middle of trying something, and she's going to keep trying, even though she just lost her tenuous Healing-Sight focus when she was startled and she has to start over. 

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From the perspective of the staff of the trauma ICU at Renown Regional Medical Center in Reno, Nevada, most of whom were clustered at the nursing station arguing about the wisdom of involving the US government in their...situation...or the possible awkwardness of tabloid journalists poking around to investigate "faith Healers" - 

 

- there's a weird flash of light from near Pod Four, the furthest point from the entrance. There's a thud. 

 

Whoever gets there first will find: 

 

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There's a man sprawled on his back on the floor. He's wearing dark clothes that look about as non-modern as Samora's but definitely aren't the same style. He isn't moving. There are no obvious injuries – his clothes are intact, his limbs are all in the right place, there's no blood – but he does not look particularly alive. 

 

(He will, however, read Evil.) 

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There's also a small woman wearing disheveled green robes, her tightly-curled dark hair combed through with grey despite a face that looks at most early forties. She's currently kneeling by the man's head with both hands on his forehead, completely ignoring everything else in her surroundings. 

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Samora has way too little context to participate in the argument and is mostly pacing, waiting for further information on how best to use her spells. When she hears the thud, she's nearby enough and curious enough to stick her head in.

Well that sure is some people who weren't in there a minute ago, and the Evil one on the ground looks to be in bad shape. She gets within ten feet of him and casts Stabilize.

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...That's a cleric spell. Shavri recognizes it. 

 

It also doesn't do anything. It would've been too much to hope for, Shavri thinks, it's the least powerful one she's seen. 

 

:Don't waste any spells or channels, it doesn't work: she sends at - whoever that was, she's not particularly aiming her Mindspeech - and then goes back to trying to get her Sight on-target again. Brightstar was so much better at this. She's stuck on some confusing mess of structure that she thinks is...stomach-adjacent?? and having trouble figuring out how to refocus back on Leareth's heart. Why doesn't her Sight think that any of Leareth's parts are connected to his other parts??? Well, probably because he's dead, that's the obvious explanation for quite a lot of things, but Shavri is going to be stubborn anyway. 

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The Mindspeech catches Samora and also Marian, who had just been talking to Samora about diamond dust and doesn't really have a lot to do right now and is if anything delighted for a distraction from the awkward and stressful argument. 

 

- what. Oh shit. Shit shit shit. 

 

"HEY GUYS I NEED HELP OVER HERE!" she yells, and spends about three-quarters of a second considering whether to run for the nearest wall-box-dispenser and put gloves on before she touches the mysterious unconscious man. She decides against and just flings herself down beside the - telepathic person in robes?? - to check for a pulse, which she's really not surprised when she fails to find. This person is extremely dead person colored. 

"CODE BLUE!" she shouts, and starts CPR. The floor is honestly a more ergonomic position for it than climbing on a patient's bed, and the telepathic person in robes isn't actually in her way. 

(Marian is mostly running on instinct and hasn't noticed any confusion about whether Samora would have tried any magic and whether it should have just worked.) 

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Oh no, it's magic-resistant. Might be a curse? She didn't prep Remove Curse. What's Detect Magic showing? He's wearing some items but as far as she can tell they're all abjurations. There could be an abjuration that blocks healing, or at least she doesn't know it's impossible, but she's not confident enough to try taking his items off, especially not when Marian seems to know what she's doing and Samora would get in the way. 

Also, that woman just did a Still Silent Message while concentrating on another spell that's nothing she's ever seen before, which is pretty impressive. Probably impressive enough that she'd ping Evil if she was, especially if she did the teleport, so that's interesting.

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Shavri had almost gotten her Sight on the right general area and she abruptly loses it and swears loudly in Valdemaran.

Oh, it’s because some new person just showed up and is getting in her way and disrupting her Sight.

 

:Can you stop that?: she snaps at the bizarrely-dressed young woman. 

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“What? No!” 

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About half of the total staff on the unit have now caught up.

“Marian,” Fraser says to her. “Marian, trade off, you’re our translator.”

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Oh. Right. That makes sense.

Marian scrambles out of the way. She’s shaking slightly, which is just embarrassing even if that was REALLY startling.

“Samora, did you - do you have any idea -“

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"She told me healing spells didn't work but not what the problem was. I only tried a Stabilize; it failed like it couldn't find a target. My best guess if he's not actually dead is that he's cursed or has a cursed item, but it's not much of a guess, I'm not a magic expert." Tris would have been able to figure it out if she was here.

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…Marian relays that in English to Bella from Pod Four rather than figure out what to do with it. ‘Failed like it couldn’t even find a target’ seems doomier than ‘succeeded for less than a second’ or something but at least it sounds like there are still explanations for it.

Someone shoves the paper documentation flowsheet on its clipboard at her and Marian is briefly stymied by the fact that there is *not* a line included to put cleric healing attempts on. She tries to squeeze in an extra column all the way over by the margin and puts “stabilize” and an X next to the current time.

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Fortunately there is an extremely standardized protocol for handling this in the complete absence of any cleric magic! 

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Shavri loses her third try at getting any kind of Healing-Sight focus on Leareth and - all right, maybe this is the wrong thing to be tunnel-visioning on and she should, instead, try to figure out where she is and what everyone thinks they’re trying to do exactly and, just, what in general.

She looks up at the cleric and - oh, that’s the Iomedae holy symbol. She’s glad of it. It makes her feel less completely lost.

:Are we in Golarion?: she asks her. It doesn’t look at all like she had been picturing. 

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"No, this is a place of healing on Earth. I came here by accident yesterday. Were you just on Golarion? Do you know how you got here?" She's speaking Celestial but it won't be hard for a Mindspeaker to grab her meaning, she's not trying to shield at all.

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Clarice would like the mysterious woman in robes to stop touching the patient so they can get a reading off the defib pads. She's kind of assuming a language barrier and is in a hurry and resorting to trying to smack her hands out of the way. 

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Shavri is spectacularly confused about every single element of what's happening right now but, okay, it's not like she was getting anywhere anyway, she'll back off. 

:...We were in Velgarth before this. There was a cleric of Iomedae from Golarion who ended up in Velgarth by accident a few weeks ago. I don't know how we got here, I was - kind of trying to focus - it might be the same way the cleric of Iomedae got to our world before.: Or the same way this cleric of Iomedae ended up here in 'Earth'???? Why are there so many accidents transporting people to different worlds!!!

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The monitor screen shows asystole. Not even the kind with random useless blips, just a completely flat isoelectric line. 

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...Yeah that's not especially surprising, this guy looks like he's been down a while. It's not a great sign but they'll give it a good effort anyway. "Resume compressions," Clarice says to Fraser. 

(Fraser is kind of regretting not escaping the unit when he had a chance, at this rate he's going to be stuck here for ages.) 

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Shavri is so confused about what they're trying to do, but there's no way she can get Healing-Sight up again if they're jostling things around like that and they did not seem very amenable to stopping. 

:What kind of place of healing?: she asks the cleric, in case that will result in an explanation. 

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"They have no magic at all but really good nonmagical healing for diseases! Nothing as good for injuries as positive energy, but still pretty great. What happened to your friend?"

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'Friend'. Ha. ...Shavri's fine to leave it at that, though, it's a lot to explain and it mostly doesn't matter for this.

 

:A god exploded a country at him.: Wow that was not a very clear description at all. :I, er, I don't really understand it, but there was a country with a miraculous shield around it, and it exploded, and something starting there - some kind of attack - went a hundred miles and straight through ten feet of stone. Hit some other people too, they - it seemed like a channel helped a little, didn't actually fix it but they were alive and conscious when I, er, when the magical accident happened - but we couldn't get to him for almost half an hour. By the time we got to him the spells didn't work anymore.: 

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Clarice takes about ten seconds to decide that she's not even bothering to try for an IV on this man right now. "IO kit?" she yells, and someone gently lobs it to her, and then she can skip right to drilling a giant needle into his shinbone. 

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What the fuck. Why are they– oh they're putting...something...in him...but why in the world is that supposed to help??? 

:...My colleague has a mind-Gift that lets her see - if there's a mind - even if someone's unconscious, and she saw something: she sends, because that's pertinent information. :But that was - two minutes ago? He might already be gone.: 

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Marian documents 9:47 am, rhythm: asostole, pulse: absent (no kidding), IO access established, 1 mg epinephrine. 

...Is Samora possibly continuing to have a telepathic conversation that Marian wasn't invited to. 

She clears her throat. "Samora, um, did you learn anything else about...?" 

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"Good heavens! Which god? Uh, she said a god exploded a miraculous shield around a country and something came out of the explosion and went a hundred miles and through ten feet of stone and hit him."

Possibly she shouldn't be hoping he recovers, if he's Evil and a god personally tried to kill him? But maybe she's misunderstanding and he was collateral damage, or maybe an Evil god tried to kill him for Evil reasons she'd object to, and anyway this building is clearly committed to healing everyone who comes in so as long as she's in here that's what she's doing. 

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What

 

 

That's a thing???????? 

 

 

Marian....will re-translate it to English for a hovering Dr Chadra in case he has the slightest idea how to translate that into, like, a diagnosis or a treatment plan. 

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:Vkandis. Our world has different gods than Golarion.: And a lot of other differences but now really doesn't seem like the time to get into explaining all of that. 

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Wow that's spectacularly unhelpful! 

"Ask about the initial presentation, were there symptoms before he collapsed? And how long since the arrest?" 

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Marian is feeling kind of overwhelmed at simultaneously being the translator and the person who has to Write Down All The Things, but there is an argument that it saves a step over having to convey the things to someone else who's writing them down and also it should get Marian out of having to do literally anything else.

"Samora, the doctor wants to know if she can tell us what it looked like when he was first injured, were there specific symptoms before he collapsed? Also if she knows how long ago he stopped breathing or his heart stopped beating." 

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Samora relays these questions! And adds "I think whatever you're doing is working, I can still see his aura."

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Marian hadn't even considered that aspect of Samora's magical powers. What does that mean! How does it work, what can she– nevermind, later. It does leave Marian feeling like it's super fucking weird that Samora's magic can see him but not actually target him? But she's just going to report it to Dr Chadra and wait for answers on the other questions so she can report those too. 

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:I don't know his initial symptoms, but the others - a lot of vomiting, disoriented, most of them lost consciousness before the channel but it got them back up. There's some kind of damage everywhere in their bodies and they can't hold life-force properly, either what their body produces naturally or my Healing-energy or the energy from a channel. Lesser Restoration might help somewhat, one of the mages got one and was able to Gate them to safety, but I don't think it fixed the underlying problem. ...I think the most lethal damage was to the blood vessels, especially in the brain, it was causing the tissue to swell and that's dangerous very quickly. I think probably that happened to him and eventually his body forgot to breathe, but I can't actually see very much with Healing-Sight right now.:

Right, and there was another question. :...He was already like when we got to him. I don't know how long it's been. If - if I had to guess, more than a couple of minutes, probably less than ten.: 

Shavri has never actually sat and watched with Healing-Sight after a patient's heart stopped in order to gauge how long it would take to go from a weak but still-coherent life-force to the faint scattered-and-disconnected remnants she's seeing now. 

...Slightly brighter remnants?? That's really weird! Where would he be getting any additional life-force, it wasn't her, she hasn't at any point been able to get a useful link and she would need several million separate links anyway, which she cannot do because Healing-Gift doesn't work that way at all. 

She blinks, re-focusing on what she can see with her actual eyes rather than Sight. :What are they doing?: she asks Samora. 

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Right now, Dr. Harrison is preparing to intubate this guy! They know very little about the problem but they've already seen Samora fix someone who was literally brain-dead, it seems plausible that if they can get this guy back into some kind of spontaneous rhythm for, like, three seconds, then Samora might just be able to restore him to perfect health and that would be awesome. 

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Ohhhhhhh Shavri thinks she gets the thing they're trying to do and that's actually brilliant! She wasn't going to be able to get anywhere with Healing on convincing Leareth's body to start breathing again, that requires a working energy-loop in the relevant pathways and there's no way, but - if they can just avoid it entirely, make him breathe without any involvement in the process, that solves at least one problem.

Unfortunately it doesn't solve the problem where she also can't get his heart to do anything, and their technique for trying to do that is...doing more than literally nothing, going off the very very slight brightening of the bits and pieces she can still make out with Healing-Sight, but it's not working incredibly effectively. 

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9:48 am, patient intubated, still in asystole, pulse still absent, is she due for epi– no, but they're absolutely due to have someone relieve poor Fraser, he started at 9:46 am. "Switch on compressions," she calls out, and Lia takes over. 

(Marian briefly wondered if she should just ask Samora to ask the telepathic woman to include her too, since the telepathy clearly works on her and it seems dumb to be doing this much telephone about it, but on reflection, no, she absolutely cannot document an ongoing code and translate for their D&D cleric from another world and also be the contact point for their newly-arrived telepathic witch or whatever the heck she's supposed to be. That's too many things even if it feels like she's been Excluded From The Conversation and it's mildly upsetting Marian's brain can shut up about her stupid social-rejection feelings that should not even slightly apply here.) 

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"Vomiting, confusion, falling unconscious. There's some kind of damage everywhere in their bodies, they can't hold positive energy or generate any life-force themselves, sort of like an ongoing life drain? Lesser Restoration helped at an earlier stage. She thinks the most dangerous problem is damage to the veins in his brain making his brain swell up and forget to breathe? She can usually see a lot of this stuff but not right now, not sure if that's because he got worse or she's having a different problem. She found him like this, probably somewhere between two and ten minutes after he went down."

Relaying! Keeping the Detect Evil going! Being ready to pounce with a Cure Moderate Wounds the second the psion-or-something says it's a good idea! Refusing to feel embarrassed about how useless she's being, because everyone is useless sometimes! Honestly she should probably be being even more useless, she's the worst person to be relaying what with how only one other person can understand her, but everyone is busy and she doesn't want to make anyone do any more thinking unless the current situation becomes unworkable.

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Okay. Um. Wait how the hell does the telepathic person know how long, is she just guessing– oh Marian had failed to properly parse the earlier bit, apparently because she can literally see it, like she has CT scan vision or something, that's wild and Marian viscerally covets it. 

Also that would be so incredibly doomy if not for the fact that Samora can fix brain damage. But Samora can do that so they just need to...figure out why this guy isn't currently fixable with Samora's magic at all, and deal with that? Ugh, did Samora mention Lesser Restoration previously, Marian thinks she did but she failed to take notes on it or remember properly what it does except that it didn't necessarily sound like it would fix kidney failure or advanced COPD. 

Relaying to Dr Chadra! "She thinks he's been down somewhere between two and ten minutes? But the arrest was unwitnessed, they only got to him later for some reason. They, uh, I think they can guess his initial symptoms because there were other people affected – uh, vomiting, confusion, loss of consciousness. And an - ongoing...life...drain?" Marian isn't going to attempt to turn that into correct medical terminology because she doesn't know what it means but she feels so stupid saying it like that. "There's a spell called Lesser Restoration that Samora has, that helped, but at an earlier stage with the other patients. There's some kind of central nervous system dysfunction from vascular damage causing edema and rising intracranial pressure? She thinks that triggered a respiratory arrest."

Pause for breath. "She, I mean the robe lady not Samora, can normally - see problems directly? Like some kind of magic scan vision, I think, maybe? But it's not working, either because of his condition or, I don't know, maybe it doesn't work on Earth or something." 

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Well, Samora can at least see auras, right? Can she see anything useful for diagnosis? Also (Dr Chadra has been peering at Marian's documentation), she should have unlimited Stabilize, right? Is there any reason not to try that at regular intervals as a test of whether he's targetable yet? 

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Oh that's a good question. "Samora, Dr Chadra wants to know if you can see anything in his, um, aura, that might help us figure out what's going on? Also he's asking if you can just keep trying Stabilize on him repeatedly – uh, would there ever be a case where that doesn't work but a stronger spell would, or should it be a decent test for whether he's targetable at all?" 

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"The aura just tells me that he's fairly powerful and, ah, Evil, but yeah I can just spam* Stabilize, if it doesn't find a target then a Cure won't and vice versa."

Stabilize. Stabilize. Detect Evil. Stabilize.

*Term for using the same spell several rounds in a row. No etymological relationship to canned meat or bad emails.

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There’s nowhere on Marian’s paper to document that a patient is evil

…It’s irrelevant to his medical care and seems kind of personal. “She can just see it or not,” she tells Dr Chadra, “there’s no, like, health metadata.”

Marian thinks to worry that Samora might it distracting to be telepathied and need to relay it when she’s supposed to be casting her spell, which is the impetus Marian needs to realize that the whole telephone situation is dumb. Samora should ask the telepathic healer-themed-superhero-with-CT-vision to talk to, hmm, Dr Chadra directly. 

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There is some debate with the less-currently-occupied members of the medical team over what pathologies are implied by the list of symptoms plus “direct attack by a god”, which is foundering on the fact that it’s deeply unclear to anyone what gods can do.

“Let’s get some iSTAT labs and see what we’re dealing with,” Dr Harrison declares briskly. 

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Stabilize with an infinity symbol in her margin, mental note to get the iSTAT results written down as soon as anyone yells them because she’s learned the hard way that they don’t sync to the computer if a patient doesn’t exist yet in the hospital system, OH SHIT it’s 9:50 and Marian’s on timekeeping.

“Trade off on compressions! And I think we’re due for epi!”

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Stabilize is continuing not to work.

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Well maybe they have an explanation for why not! That’s the worst venous blood gas reading that Fraser has seen in his nursing career. Those are not numbers compatible with life.

“I’ve got pH of 6.17, bicarb of four, pCO2 of 110. Lactate is, uh, 21. …pO2 32 but it’s venous.”

     “Can we get an arterial—“ Dr Harrison starts.

“Please feel free, I’m not trying for an arterial stick when I can’t even palpate a radial pulse!”

     “Lytes?”

“I’m working on it, okay, you’re lucky I got a vein on this guy at all, it’s a slow one.”

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Doooes Celestial give Marian the vocabulary to communicate the problem? She’ll try! Their patient’s blood is really acidic. It’s a predictable result of someone spending a long time not breathing enough and with a really low blood pressure, their blood accumulates…waste…from trying to be alive without enough fuel and then without any fuel because his heart stopped beating, and at this point his heart probably isn’t going to do anything even if he’s getting air. Would that explain Stabilize failing? And can Samora think of anything else that might possibly work?

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"If his blood is bad--Stabilize and Cures fix blood loss, if his blood is bad you could try taking it all out and I could see if that lets me put good blood in? I don't know if that's brilliant or stupid."

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That's - what - okay Marian's job isn't to assess whether plans are brilliant or stupid it's just to relay them to doctors who will make a decision. 

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That's stupid. (Even if it could work in theory for a different problem, this guy is right on the edge, and it would take forever, anyway, even with high-quality CPR they're getting a systolic blood pressure of 70 because the guy's vascular tone is shot, people with a blood pressure that low take forever to bleed.) 

 

...That's it, they're putting him on VA-ECMO.

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What, seriously? 

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Oh that's a great idea! They'll get him artificial oxygenation and circulation for a bit, ECMO is great at removing CO2, they'll give him a fuckton of bicarb and get his pH normalized and then they really should be able to get somewhere. Like, to be clear, this would be an insane idea if they didn't have Samora, okay, given all the reasons to assume catastrophic brain damage, but they do have Samora so they're going to fix it! Dr Chadra is so excited! 

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...No, seriously, they're– what, in the hallway

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Yeah okay they should probably put him in an actual patient room at this point. That sounds like the charge nurse's job. 

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Marian isn't trained on ECMO though

 

...She spends several seconds trying to figure out how to explain the concept to Samora in Celestial without getting so distracted that she misses another callout, and settles on "they decided it's a good idea to take the blood out of him but we have a thing to fix it when it's out of his body and put it back better." 

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Huh, she did not think that was going to turn out to be a good idea. "Okay. I'll keep casting Stabilize unless there's not space to be within ten feet of him."

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This is such an insane plan! Why are they doing this! Dr Harrison is glaring at her like it’s personally her fault that they haven’t all drilled on getting fucking VA-ECMO running on a patient they’re actively coding within two minutes. You can’t just do that! This requires setup and planning! 

…She’s going to call the charge nurse up on 6C, the cardiac ICU where they actually ever do this, and BEG. Yes she needs whoever is certified on ECMO and ideally has actually done it within the last year, yes she needs them RIGHT NOW, it’s a really long story— oh, has she seen the news? There might’ve been stuff. Anyway can she get some staff to come down right this moment please! 

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Dr Chadra has been interrogating Shavri about Healing-Sight for the last minute or so and she’s going to be incredibly helpful.

They’re going to need everyone in the room to be sterile. (Normally this would be set up in the OR but that’s an entire ninety-second walk away.) Can Samora and Shavri please both wash their hands and put on these gowns without at any point touching the outside of them, here, watch what Dr Harrison is doing…

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This is so chaotic! Aaaah! Marian’s auditory processing is getting completely overwhelmed.

Tara from 6C is giving her a Look that means “can you tell me what the hell is going on and why?” and Marian…is apparently too socially chicken to scream “we have a D&D cleric with magic healing and this guy just fell through a portal!” across a crowded room in the middle of a code. And she can’t duck out into the hallway because she’s on documentation. She frantically to get Fraser’s attention in eyebrow semaphore.

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…Yeah, sure, Fraser will duck out into the hallway again and fill in the new arrivals.

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This is the most beautiful incredible thing that Shavri has ever seen or imagined in her entire life.

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When a specialist tells you to follow a ritual procedure you follow it exactly. Samora is so careful about washing her hands and getting the special clothes on. And then she casts Stabilize several more times while trying to telepathy and/or hopeful-glances at the psion lady to the effect that she would like to be included in the conversation but only if it's convenient.

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And then she remembers an obscure fact from school about a spell she basically never uses and only prepped this morning because she didn't have any better ideas! Positive Pulse, while it uses positive energy and can fix what's wrong with people, does not actually work by the same way as other healing spells! In particular, it doesn't need to find targets the way Channels and Cures, and it fixes a different set of things.

"I have a spell that might help," she says at a moment Marian and Shavri look marginally less overwhelmed. "It won't directly repair his body, it'll disrupt any process that's trying to kill him. Worth trying?" It's not like she's likely to have a different use for it today, it's first circle and almost never comes up.

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Shavri is a lot less overwhelmed than Marian, honestly. She was having an incredibly interesting conversation with the...trainee-senior-healer? She's still trying to figure out their Healers' chain-of-command situation here, it's weird - but now he's off setting up the actual artifice that does the procedure and busy and she has a lot of extra mental capacity and nowhere to put it. 

:Might as well try: she sends to both of them, not sounding incredibly hopeful because she doesn't think something is ongoingly trying to kill Leareth, it's...one-time damage, that's just taking its time to play out. (And is abruptly eyeing Samora as the least busy person in the room and perhaps the most available to think-out-loud-in-Mindspeech at because she feels an urgent and explosive need to do that, but they should see if the spell works first.) 

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Here's a burst of undirected positive energy that's just sort of splatted across the entire three-dimensional space Leareth is in rather than trying to fix a specific living system! It . . . maybe does something for a fraction of a second and then dissipates. Now Samora is the least busy person in the room again.

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:If you had a slow continuous version instead of all at once it might get somewhere but I'm guessing it doesn't work that way and you only had one of it.: Maybe. It seems like it's maybe still not really targeting the right thing, just an interestingly different wrong thing than she assumes a channel would. 

Shavri's mental voice is matter-of-fact. :If you can still sense him I think he's not getting worse and we've got time. The thing they're doing is complicated so it's going to be a while, they would normally use it with people when they have some warning a problem is getting worse.: 

 

Samora still looking not-busy? Okay great Shavri is full of thoughts and they have to exit her head. 

:So the problem is - that we have a lot of different problems, right, and your healing only targets some, and at least one of the problems you can't aim a spell at is advanced enough that he's - kind of fallen apart as a living organism, so any spells that expect to find one of those don't work. There's a lot of very bad injury-like damage, which a channel would work on, but - when he didn't get one, right away, he started dying. He must've hung on for a pretty long time in spite of that, maybe twenty minutes, but - he probably spent most of that time not really getting enough air, and with his heart too weak to move enough blood. When someone isn't breathing or isn't breathing enough, there's - so air has a vital component that the body needs, right, and then a - used-up component that needs to be gotten rid of, like how eating and digesting leaves waste that you need to get rid of. If it builds up instead, then - when it's in tiny bubbles in a liquid like blood, rather than just in the air, it forms an acid. I didn't follow why but they can measure things like that here. ....And then the other problem is that the body isn't getting enough of the vital part of air, and most of the body can work for a short time without it, but it produces a special kind of waste and that waste is also acidic. He has both problems at once, so it's very very bad, they said it was 'incompatible with life', nothing in his body will work right. There's also a kind of - salt? - that leaks out of injured tissue, and having too much in your blood can make the heart beat wrong, and he has way too much. It's...like he's poisoned by natural substances made by his own body. If you had a spell to remove poisons that didn't actually require a specific target, like the positive energy one, that might do it, but I don't know if that even - makes sense as a concept, what makes something a poison is so contextual.: 

Shavri pauses to answer a question from the resident, frowning, then looks animated - though she's very carefully not waving her hands, they're doing delicate work here. After thirty seconds or so she turns back to Samora, her eyes beady-bright with enthusiasm. 

:Anyway! He needs to be breathing and moving blood through his body, to clear the poison – it's that simple for the one that's just used-up air, healthy people just breathe it right out – but his heart can't work with the poison still there, you see the problem? That's why I couldn't get anywhere with Healing, either. I thought, maybe if there were a way to completely replace the heart for a while – and they can do that! They put tubes into the great vessels in his body - they'll go through the groin, where they split, but the tubes are long, they reach further up - and they use a pump to take the blood out and...put it through artifice-lungs? I think I need to see that part to understand what he meant...but they clear the used-up air and and fill it with vital air instead and and pump it back around, like his heart normally would. So he won't die, even if he's not really alive either, and getting all the used-up air out of his blood will make it less acidic, and they can - counterbalance? - the other problem by giving him a different kind of salt that's the opposite of acidic.: Sandra had a word for that in Valdemaran and Shavri has forgoooootten it and it's driving her up the wall. :And then once his body is less poisoned, Stabilize should work, and then you can do a Cure and a Lesser Restoration and...it won't get everything but it should get him to 'not dying' while they figure out what else is wrong.: 

This planet is amazing. This specific part of it might now be Shavri's favorite place ever.

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According to Marian's paper, it was 9:51 am when Dr Harrison announced they were trying ECMO. 

 

They have it fully connected and running by 10:07, which - based on the mutters and looks of incredulity shared among some of her 6C colleagues who got dragged in - Marian is led to believe is incredibly, astoundingly fast to accomplish from a totally unprepared start on a unit that doesn't do it routinely, and was probably only possible thanks to their new resident magic healer with CT vision to supplement the ultrasound guidance. It's still 20 minutes of CPR, and they can't stop yet, they need to titrate up the flow slowly and it won't be enough to support his entire circulation even at max if his heart is doing literally nothing. It's meant to help patients out with heart failure on top of respiratory issues, for actual open-heart surgery or whatever they do full cardiopulmonary bypass. Which they didn't want to risk here because, among other concerns, the injury-healing cleric magic might well consider 'open-heart surgery' an injury in need of healing and no one wants to test what would happen. 

...It's really cool but it hasn't actually worked yet and Marian's main emotion right now is overwhelm about all the FUCKING CHARTING. Eleanor from 6C saw Marian charting for the code and seems to have assumed this is her patient and taken it upon herself to patiently walk Marian through the 58327627 flowsheets she needs to populate. Okay, fine, that's exaggerating, but there are literally sixteen pages to chart on "Ninety-Three, Purple" which is now the patient's name in their system. 

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They did it! 

 

...Is it working??

...Well, the life-force is getting substantially brighter, after having leveled out for the last fifteen minutes. It's still completely scattered. 'Not enough life-force' is a problem but it's not the reason why Samora's spells aren't landing, Samora's spells could fix that

 

:He's still showing up, right?: Shavri asks Samora for about the thirtieth time over the last sixteen minutes. 

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Nothing Samora has is designed to deliver its healing any slower than "instantaneously", which is great when you're in combat but inconvenient here. Fortunately the Earth folks have so much incredibly cool nonmagical healing! (Aroden would have loved this.) (She wants Golarion to have it.)

"Yup, still there," she answers for the thirtieth time. Stabilize?

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Nnnooooot yet. 

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Can they get another blood gas to see if it’s working.

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No! Or, like, fine, if he insists, but it’s been less than two minutes, they’re not even up to the goal flow rate yet, it won’t have changed very much! 

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FINE he’s going to harass Shavri instead for Healing-Sight updates in real time. 

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If he desperately needs to feel busy he could consider helping the nurses but he’s a resident so he’s not going to do that, is he

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Shavri is staring intently.

….It’s really incredibly cool that they can do this and it does, in fact, look like it’s doing a vaguely successful job of artificially replacing the essential vital functions that Leareth’s body cannot handle right now. But that’s not the same as actually getting back any coherent life-force patterns that Shavri can hook her Gift into properly.

She’s going to keep trying, it currently feels very stupid to her that she doesn’t actually…know how…to solidly anchor a Healing-link to anything except the “loop” of a heartbeat, surely there’s got to be something she can link to. There’s getting to be a reasonable amount of life-force brightness! Well, a tiny fraction of what he should have but compared to before. Just, still completely fragmented and not at all operating as a coherent system.

(Shavri includes Samora in her update and also the other young woman she met first whose name she never successfully got, she seems to be responsible for writing things down. It would never have occurred to Shavri to assign a specific person to just doing that but it’s actually kind of brilliant, especially when things are this spectacularly complicated.)

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Marian and Eleanor are currently working through yet another checklist which was, uh, supposed to be completed and signed off before they went ahead and connected the circuit and definitely not five minutes later. 

:Thanks: she thinks back at Shavri, but she does not have any boxes in the electronic medical record flowsheet to put any of that so what exactly is she supposed to do with it.

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Samora is frowning contemplatively about the difficulty of getting Earth medicine to Golarion. It's not just the number of giant machines, it's that there are multiple different types of trained people involved in operating each one, and even if Samora was confident in her ability to absorb one person's worth of training and willing to stay on earth long enough for it she definitely can't absorb ten. (Stabilize.) And then building and maintaining the machines takes yet more people. And the closest thing she has right now to a plan for getting back to Golarion at all is only one way. (Stabilize.) Even if she founds a church here and enough other clerics get picked that someone will probably get Plane Shift eventually, that won't be enough for the kind of regular trade she's expecting to need for Absalom and Vigil to have hospitals like this one. (Detect Evil. Stabilize.) Iomedae, this is a point where a small change can shift the course of many things; help me find the decisive blow that breaks the stalemate and shifts the equilibrium. Abadar, there is so much value here that can be exchanged, make straight the road so that traders may walk it and reach each end richer than they set out. (Stabilize.)

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Shavri discusses with Dr Chadra and during a pause in compressions (the fancy artifice is indeed not really generating enough circulation by itself but it makes pauses less costly) she gets herself aimed and whacks Leareth’s heart with as much Healing-energy as she can cram into a single split-second bolt.

It gets a blip on the monitor and someone actually squeaks and then…nothing happens, to the deep disappointment of everyone who was actually paying attention to that specifically.

….You know what else has a kind of cycling energy-loop! Lungs! And this doesn’t actually depend on the patient providing the breathing impetus themselves, it’s pretty intrinsic in the pattern of filling and emptying the lungs.

 

Shavri can get a link to it!!!! It’s a very tenuous link and it’s not really in the right place but she can squeeze some slightly more targeting Healing-energy into him, and it doesn’t all instantly fall out the bottom, and maybe there’s a trace of catching in his blood and reaching his heart….

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10:15 am.

10:20 am. It’s now been more than thirty minutes. It’s a really good thing that Samora’s magic is so good at injuries, Marian thinks, this poor guy probably doesn’t have a single intact rib left.

 

She documents the results of another blood gas. It’s…less…horrifying…? They’ve probably done incredibly concerning things to his sodium levels by giving him like ten amps of bicarb, but his blood gas level is up to 11 and his CO2 is down to 69 which, like, Marian sees that number all the time with COPD patients, and his pH is about 6.8 now.

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Stabilize doesn’t land and it doesn’t land and it doesn’t land and then it DOES!!!!

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:Stop something went through I need to—: Shavri sends to the nurse doing compressions.

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They have an electrical rhythm! It’s extremely fucked-looking and really looks like it should decay back to a non-rhythm in five seconds, but it…doesn’t somehow.

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Samora saw that right!!!! It worked it worked it worked it might not stay working very much longer he’s kind of continuously being injured from the inside by whatever is horribly wrong with him - 

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Cure Moderate Wounds!!! He probably has room for a Serious but she wants to hang on to  that last Remove Disease as long as possible.

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It lands!!!!

 

Shavri has the simultaneous realizations that: 

One: she really should have thought to warn Samora that the thing where clerics in Golarion - and, she's inferred from Blai, other spellscasters - gain an absurd amount of extra life-force as they get more experienced, is not a thing in Velgarth, and Leareth can't benefit from the extra positive energy in anything stronger than the weakest Cure spell. 

Two: she should have thought!! about what to do!! if it worked!!! She did not think to warn anyone of the obvious thing Leareth might do if this works well enough to get him conscious and he abruptly wakes up in an unfamiliar and kind of terrifying place, which is to GATE OUT. She knows this because it's the source of their ENTIRE PROBLEM and she still forgot!! 

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Then arguably it's fortunate that the spell doesn't work incredibly well!

 

It lands. It gets...a substantial amount...of the most acute-injury-like damage, including everything that's imminently life-threatening. But it's...not just that the metaphorical 'cup' for holding life-force is too small to capture all that positive energy, it's also still badly cracked enough that most of the remaining energy doesn't even have a chance to do anything before it spills away. 

The single most important part is that, three seconds ago, Leareth's heart had an electrical rhythm but was having a bit of a time actually moving blood. There was an enormous amount of direct injury to the heart muscle, and Stabilize somehow got it to beat anyway but not well. The Cure gets...some amount...of that. Not nearly all, less than half, even of the damage that looks like the same 'kind' to Shavri, maybe because the untargetable-by-a-Cure damage meant he couldn't absorb enough of the positive energy. But his heart is beating and seems like it's going to keep doing that!

It's not a normal electrical rhythm. The spell seemed to only target some of the Leareth's-body-poisoning-itself problem, and of that it only hit a fraction, and meanwhile the unaddressed injury means that the electrical conduction in his heart would be screwy even with perfect electrolytes and blood pH. He's still in some kind of horrible wide-complex ventricular escape rhythm, just...a surprisingly functional one. He has a blood pressure! They can get a pulse oximetry reading! Neither of them are incredibly delightful numbers but they are, at least, "this patient is alive" numbers. 

He doesn't move or show any sign of waking up. 

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Shit what if that means the damage to his brain is somehow the wrong kind and Samora won't be able to fix it! 

 

Shavri gets her Sight over there as fast as she can and...oh, that could definitely be worse. She pushes it at Dr Chadra. The structure is mostly normalish-looking and there's circulation. There's a lot of something wrong, some kind of low-level generalized damage just like everywhere else, and there's inflammation and some swelling from it. He's not imminently dying of it and it looks like a lot of what's wrong should, in theory, be targetable if they can get his body to hold onto life-force or Healing-energy or positive energy or any of the things, but it's not at all surprising he's still unconscious. 

 

They should try Lesser Restoration? But, uh, possibly first Shavri should explain the Gate thing. 

She includes Samora and Marian. :He's still unconscious, so we don't need to worry about it yet, but - Samora's healing is instantaneous, which means he might at some point go straight from unconscious to Gate-capable. Last time he woke up injured and disoriented he Gated out on instinct. If he does that now it would be....bad.: 

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How in the planes do you end up with combat instincts for Gate

Well, she already knew Shavri was a very strange and impressive type of caster from somewhere not Golarion.

"Is he the kind where tying his hands and sticking something in his mouth will stop him from casting? Also whether we do that or not you should stand where he can see you so he doesn't think he's been taken prisoner by  necromancers." Ask her how she knows.

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Taken prisoner by what– nevermind. 

:Unfortunately that doesn't stop our mages: or else it would be a nonissue because he already has a thing stuck in his mouth that will thoroughly prevent him from speaking. :I can make sure I'm where he can see me but he doesn't actually know my face and he might not recognize the Healers' robes if he's disoriented enough. I'll be Mindspeaking him to explain, obviously, but we've never met and it's possible it would just alarm him more.: 

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If they're worried he's going to wake up combative they should just sedate him first???? Like, there are risks to doing that when his blood pressure is kind of crap already, but they're hoping more Samora-healing will fix whatever's causing that to still be the case, right, and at the very least Stabilize should work again if he attempts to die on them. "Guy who tries to portal himself out while attached to an ECMO machine" is not specifically a genre of fighty patient Marian has encountered before, but lots of people are fighty about the whole being-in-the-ICU-with-tubes-in-them situation and there's a known solution to this problem! 

She still isn't sure how to properly telepathy-reply but she'll try to shove that at the telepathic healer. 

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Shavri has managed to pick up that they have some kind of bizarre separate-chains-of-command situation where Marian cannot just make decisions about what to do without consulting the trainee-senior-Healer. She can bounce their discussion to Dr Chadra. 

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Yes obviously if they're considering doing any healing that might cause their guy to suddenly wake up then he should be sedated and paralyzed first. Hopefully they'll conclude he doesn't need to be on ECMO anymore and they can wean him off it in a controlled fashion and then let him wake up. 

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...They can do what. Is that...safe...? 

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What, chemical paralysis? Yeah it's totally safe as long as someone's already on a ventilator, they do it all the time. 

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Okay but is is strictly speaking necessary if he's not conscious anyway, because that sounds incredibly terrifying Shavri is not going to argue.

She conveys to Samora that they have a plan to make sure Leareth doesn't wake up and do anything he shouldn't, and she should wait until then to cast - how many Lesser Restorations does she have? And how many remaining spells that can be turned into Cure spells? Shavri's inclination would be to hit him with everything they can, Lesser Restorations first and hope it lets him hold life-force better and then another Cure once he can benefit more from it. But if Samora is running low on those, then - he's still steadily leaking life-force, and she knows Lesser Restoration didn't fix that for the other patients, so he's going to keep leaking and it sounds like dawn was not that many hours ago and they have a lot of today and tonight to get through before Samora can get more spells and they might need to keep it to, like, the bare minimum he needs to stay alive. 

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"I have four Remove Sickness and a Comprehend Languages I can convert to Cure Light. Two Lesser Restorations and a reserved slot I can prep a third one into in fifteen minutes, any of those can swap to Cure Moderate. One Remove Disease that I'd like to hold onto and try to use on an actual disease, but if we need a Cure Serious it's there. And then one reserved fourth circle slot I can use for Cure Critical Wounds, or for another Remove Disease, or for Restoration if there's diamond dust available which we hadn't fully figured out yet. And three channels but those would ideally be arranged to get multiple people. I can do a Lesser Restoration now but it's not even noon yet I don't think, so if we want to space them out evenly I could do now dusk midnight and then an hour after dawn tomorrow?"

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Oh right she still hasn't explained. :There's not going to be much point to the Cures more powerful than what you're calling Cure Light. People from our world don't have the - extra life-force capacity? - that spellcasters from your world seem to get, even if they're very powerful and experienced.:

Pause: :- Definitely use both Lesser Restorations now, or rather after the healers say they're ready for that. That isn't what I wanted to space out. He's got barely any of - the thing our cleric was calling Endurance? - but it's very recent damage, I think Lesser Restoration ought to put it back, and we can keep one in reserve. And then probably burn the Comprehend Languages for a Cure now, I can just translate with Mindspeech anyway if there would be a need for that, and that leaves us with up to four more to spread through the day– er, remind me what Remove Sickness does? I'm not sure if it's going to be directly useful...: 

Samora has fourth circle spells!!!! That probably changes a lot of things but Shavri needs more breathing space to think about it, she'd been forming her own mental plan entirely around Blai only having up to third circle. 

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"I can do that. Remove Sickness makes it easier to recover from diseases and if you're nauseous it makes you not nauseous for a little over an hour. I've been expecting to turn them all into Cures." Do the other Earth medics look like it's a good time for the Lesser Restorations now?

(She has, and then tosses aside, the thought that if Leareth starts attacking people once he's healthy the lack of adventurer vitality will help her odds of stopping him. Most Evil people are saner than the ones she's been dealing with under the Gauntlight.)

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(Given everyone else's symptoms, something to fix nausea might be a little bit helpful, but it's only an hour, and it's not critical, they can keep him well-hydrated regardless - which is so useful!!!!! - and whether Leareth is comfortable is currently very far from the top of Shavri's priority stack.) 

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Dr Chadra would like to see this guy try to cast a portal spell while on 50 mcg/kg/min of propofol and a 100 mcg/kg loading dose of vecuronium plus an infusion at 50 mcg/kg/hour. 

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"...Ummm yeah now would be a good time for more healing." His blood pressure really hates it, despite the fact that they've given him at least 15 doses of epinephrine over the last however-long. Marian is briefly filled with a mental image of all of that hitting him at once and him literally turning into the Hulk or something. 

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Lesser Restoration! Does it do anything, either to his face or to the beeping Earth machines' symbols?

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Marian thinks he looks better! It's the kind of thing where she has no idea what she's noticing, specifically, but it's gone from "she would be incredibly freaked out and frantically trying to summon help if she were alone in the room with him" to "well, it's not great, but he's really only around 80th percentile on Concerning Vibes."

 

It's also definitely helping with his vital signs! Not the part where he's still in some kind of truly bizarre wide-complex rhythm – it's at, like, 90 bpm, which would be a perfectly sensible and unsurprising heart rate if he were in sinus rhythm, but it's insanely fast to be an idioventricular escape rhythm and not nearly fast enough to be V-tach, what even is that. But - with a lot of additional help from the ECMO, admittedly - it's producing an art line blood pressure reading of 103/63 which is actually a lot higher than the bare minimum she's looking for. O2 sat reading at 97%! That could still be mostly the ECMO and not him but it's a happy number. She likes that number. 

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It's a drastic improvement on Healing-Sight! It's a little bit complicated to compare, because Randi had no injuries – a channel would never have done anything for him at any point, she doesn't think – and Leareth has an awful lot of injurylike things wrong with him even if they're not visible to the naked eye, but...the part where some kind of fundamental underlying stamina for being alive is draining away is very recognizable. Leareth...looked about as badly off on that particular aspect as Randi did before his first Lesser Restoration. (And would have died of it a lot faster with only her efforts, because he's also injured and barely had any capacity to absorb or benefit fro Healing; Randi probably had weeks, but even a moderate injury - a fall down some stairs and a broken hip, say - would have finished him off within a day.) 

Anyway, just like with Randi, it hasn't brought him anywhere near back to normal but the relative difference is almost absurd. It's easy tripled his total capacity to hold life-force and tolerate Healing. 

 

...It didn't do much for the injuries, of course, and it didn't touch the ongoing life-force drain. She knew that already, though, it was the same for Nayoki. 

They have...five?...total Cures that won't come at the cost of stronger spell slots. If she assumes dawn was four hours ago, that's twenty hours - no, twenty-one, the prayer itself takes time - one every four hours. 

She's...not sure that Leareth right now could hold onto enough of the positive energy from a channel to get him through four hours. 

:I think he'd benefit a lot from one more: she sends to Samora. 

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He can have another Lesser Restoration, then, and probably she should immediately follow it up with a Cure Light while he's most able to benefit from it, does that sound right to Shavri?

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Yes, that's Shavri's thought! It probably doesn't matter much if it's within literally six seconds, she thinks he's going to re-accumulate the damage that the Lesser Restoration addressed but it's a lot slower than the life-force draining out of all the metaphorical cracks in him. 

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It really doesn't seem physically possible for him to wake up and try to portal out of here on this much sedation, but apparently Marian is going to be anxious about that possibility anyway!

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Positive energy: it solves like 20% of all problems. Minus one Comprehend Languages, plus one Cure Light Wounds.

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Okay that was more like it!!!!!!!

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...He's still worse off than anyone else looked when she left. Not, specifically, in ways that are going to kill him that much faster? The worst element is the life-force drain and he's...not, actually, leaking faster than the others were. His brain looks okay. Structurally, at least, she's not a Mindhealer and she has no idea if there are subtler problems that will affect his mental functioning. 

There's definitely a lot of other damage they didn't get, damage that has more in common with what was wrong with Randi than with an injury. Some kind of inflammatory nerve damage in particular, she's sure some of that was happening with the others but...Leareth got most of the way to dead, he really should be dead, and it's a lot more advanced, and apparently a Cure doesn't fix it. He's going to have a lot of trouble moving his limbs on purpose even once he's awake and not paralyzed. (And they should not arrange for this to happen in that order! It's very important that it should be the other order!) 

...Also his lungs are surprisingly problematic! Shavri had really thought most of the problem was them having spent more than thirty minutes pounding on his chest as hard as possible, on top of whatever direct injury the attack inflicted, but...there is definitely a non-injury problem in there.

(Shavri is thinking out loud to Samora and Marian and Dr Chadra and honestly anyone else who seems like they might hold still for it. She's having a lot of thoughts very fast and they don't want to stay trapped in her head.)

 

....It looks like an infection, actually, ohhhhhh, that makes perfect sense, Leareth was alone and slowly losing consciousness and also suffering from a problem that they know caused severe nausea for everyone else, yeah it's not surprising at all that he got a bunch of vomit in his lungs. The Cure fixed all the direct tissue damage but it doesn't get diseases, and that's a surprisingly severe pneumonia for it having been less than two hours, but there was a whole period when his body's defenses were totally down. The lungs have various active processes for getting rid of things that should not be in them and they weren't doing any of that for a while. 

They have a Remove Disease but that's a particularly expensive spell and she'd love to hear other ideas. 

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Oh they should definitely put him on alll the antibiotics. And then maybe wait a while and see how much difficulty it's actually causing him? If his lungs are in enough trouble that they can't get him off the ECMO at all, it's probably worth a third circle spell up front to address that, but if he just needs ventilator support for a few days while the antibiotics work, that's fine. There are almost certainly other patients in the hospital who aren't likely to die of an infection today but a Remove Disease could still get them from a 50% chance of leaving the hospital alive to a lot better than that. He's definitely nervous about doing anything other than the maximum they can possibly do for this guy, so...ideally they would keep it in reserve as long as possible in case he does need it today? But he might not, it seems like having an infection isn't nearly at the top of his list of problems by severity. 

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(Leareth is going to HATE the tube for helping him breathe, Shavri is pretty sure, so it's not entirely "fine", but...he probably wouldn't want her to prioritize that over maybe saving someone else's life even if it's the probabilistic kind of saving-a-life. She's happy with that plan.) 

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"Uh, is Remove Disease more likely to work if you use it early? I remember you said there's a failure chance but I'm not sure if anything affects that or if it's, like, random?" 

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"I've never heard of any patterns in it other than some diseases being harder to get rid of--scarlet leprosy is especially difficult, diarrhea is especially easy, that sort of thing. Which doesn't mean there aren't any, but if I had to guess it'll be as good odds tonight as now."

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:I’m inclined to wait: Dr Chadra tells Shavri. :But do tell us right away if you see significant deterioration. For now, we’ll leave everything exactly as it is and recheck labs in an hour.:

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Shavri has plenty to do but just holding a link and monitoring him with Sight doesn’t take her full attention, and right now Shavri feels a desperate need to be fully occupying her brain with something useful at all moments.

Marian is clearly busy and will resent a conversation but Samora doesn’t seem busy at all!

:I’m curious what you know about how the healing spells work?: she asks. :I never had a chance to get into it much with our cleric, there was an - emergency that wasn’t mostly healing related - more or less the entire time. Or I can answer questions about how our healing works, if you’re curious!:

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"It sounds like you know a lot more about your healing than I do about mine; I mostly fight things. Is your healing the sort of thing anyone can learn, or is it inborn or from a god?"

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:Inborn! Or, rather, potential is inborn, and sometimes it awakens but we're not sure of the conditions for that. And it has to be learned – I mean, even entirely self-taught Healers will usually figure out how to do basic things without killing their patients, but without any instruction they probably will kill at least one patient in the process of figuring it out, and only genuine prodigies can get very far that way. With training, though, there's - I don't know that there is a limit to how complicated the things you can do are, though there's a limit to how much Healing a given patient can take at once, because even with a really skilled Healer, almost all of it works through the existing pathways for natural healing in a patient's body, and some of the energy has to come from them. I'm mostly avoiding doing any direct Healing on our guy, other than holding a link, because I don't think he would have much stamina for it right now.: 

 

How does their guy look now? 

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Not worse! Like, really terrible, but not deteriorating fast enough that Shavri can see a difference from three minutes ago. 

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"That's really cool! And it sounds like it might combine well with divine healing, since positive energy basically works by giving the body more energy to heal itself with. If there was some way to 'catch' the positive energy from a Cure spell and feed it to a Healer and their patient at a pace where the Healer could direct it, maybe. Celestial healing works sort of like that but it needs angel blood and I don't have it or the spell for calling an angel to buy blood from today."

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Shavri is now so desperately curious to know how in the world angel (??) blood produces positive energy, apparently even when separated from the "angel"!

:Where does positive energy - come from, in other spells? The other thing that's different about your healing is that it's not tiring for you, either.: 

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"From the positive energy plane! All positive energy healing involves opening a tiny portal to the positive energy plane and directing the energy that spills out into a person or an area or whatever."

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:Huh, that’s fascinating! I wonder if you could imitate it with - tiny Gates, or something - it's the kind of thing Leareth could figure out, I bet, if it would work in principle...: 

 

Stare stare stare at Leareth. He...continues not to be deteriorating, at least not fast, the life-force leak is still there. Shavri could really wish for some actual improvement, and it would be great if his heart could stop that and do a normal thing instead, but she doubts there's a Golarion spell for that if Stabilize didn't already get it. 

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(He's kind of debatably improving! All the epinephrine in his system has got to be slowly wearing off and this isn't causing his blood pressure to rapidly tank! Honestly Marian is mostly relieved that they haven't run into some kind of Horrible ECMO Technical Difficulty That She's Unqualified To Troubleshoot. It's enough of a workload when everything is going perfectly right.) 

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Dr Chadra is virtuously resisting the temptation to get new labs any sooner than after an hour. He wants to knoooowwww but it won't be that informative yet. 

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...After about ninety seconds Shavri's thoughts are once again too loud and fast and clamoring to be out of her head. She's just going to narrate absolutely everything she's noticing in Healing-Sight to anyone who'll listen. 

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Dr Chadra is RAPT. (And starting to be really quite incredibly jealous of the CT Vision which it sounds like is a lot more than just that.) 

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By the time another twenty minutes passes, Marian is finally feeling like she has enough of a handle on the situation that a monologue won't throw her off. She'd like to be included. Healing-Sight is really interesting and cool and it makes her feel - oriented - which with this patient she conclusively knows sooooo few medical facts about, other than "was recently clinically dead" and then the interventions they've done about it. They don't actually really know what's wrong with him! "A god did it" is not a diagnosis. 

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And finally it's been an hour and they can get a full set of labs and then decide what they're doing next! 

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RENOWN REGIONAL MEDICAL CENTER - LABORATORY RESULTS
Patient: PURPLE, NINETY-THREE Collection Time: 10:55
MRN: TEMP-93 Result Time: 11:02
ARTERIAL BLOOD GAS (ECMO CIRCUIT)
pH 7.18 LOW (7.35-7.45)
pCO2 38   (35-45 mmHg)
pO2 280 HIGH (80-100 mmHg)
HCO3 13 LOW (22-26 mEq/L)
Base Excess -15 LOW (-2 to +2)
Lactate 12.0 CRITICAL (0.5-2.0 mmol/L)
BASIC METABOLIC PANEL
Sodium 156 HIGH (136-145 mEq/L)
Potassium 6.8 CRITICAL (3.5-5.0 mEq/L)
Chloride 108   (98-107 mEq/L)
CO2 14 LOW (23-30 mEq/L)
BUN 35 HIGH (7-20 mg/dL)
Creatinine 2.8 HIGH (0.7-1.3 mg/dL)
Glucose 185 HIGH (70-100 mg/dL)
Calcium (ionized) 0.85 LOW (1.15-1.35 mmol/L)
Magnesium 1.4 LOW (1.7-2.2 mg/dL)
Phosphate 1.8 LOW (2.5-4.5 mg/dL)
COMPLETE BLOOD COUNT
WBC 2.1 CRITICAL LOW (4.5-11.0 K/uL)
Hemoglobin 11.2 LOW (13.5-17.5 g/dL)
Hematocrit 33.8 LOW (38.3-48.6 %)
Platelets 45 CRITICAL LOW (150-400 K/uL)
ANC 420 CRITICAL LOW (1500-8000 /uL)
COAGULATION STUDIES
PT 19.8 HIGH (11.0-13.5 sec)
INR 1.8 HIGH (0.8-1.1)
PTT 52 HIGH (25-35 sec)
Fibrinogen 180 LOW (200-400 mg/dL)
HEPATIC FUNCTION PANEL
AST 890 CRITICAL HIGH (10-40 U/L)
ALT 650 CRITICAL HIGH (7-56 U/L)
Alkaline Phosphatase 195 HIGH (40-130 U/L)
Total Bilirubin 1.8 HIGH (0.1-1.2 mg/dL)
Albumin 2.1 LOW (3.5-5.5 g/dL)
CARDIAC MARKERS
Troponin I 15.6 CRITICAL HIGH (<0.04 ng/mL)
BNP 2400 HIGH (<100 pg/mL)
CRITICAL VALUES CALLED TO: Dr. Chadra, 11:03
READ BACK CONFIRMED: Yes
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Everyone crowds around Marian's computer to check out the labs!

 

Those are. Bad labs. Marian doesn't like them!!!!

...They're not dead person labs, though, and honestly a lot of his numbers are better than they have any right to expect? She's definitely worried about the low white count and the clotting dysfunction and the blatant signs of cardiac muscle damage, and he's definitely in frank kidney failure and his liver enzymes are not headed in a happy direction either, but she's...seen worse numbers than this, for most of the individual numbers? Admittedly not all at once on the same patient, that part isn't great. And she's not sure she remembers ever seeing a troponin over 10 before, that's like (hasty mental math) at least 300x the cutoff for an abnormal result, oof. 

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Shavri cannot read the numbers and wouldn't know what they meant if she could but she is maybe just going to skim Dr Chadra's surface thoughts to figure it out. 

 

Their artificial Healing-Sight is very cool! Shavri things a lot of it ought to show up to Healing-Sight in some way, but - subtly, in many cases, and not quantitatively like that, and different Healers always have slightly different training and experience such that it's difficult to compare assessments and reliably follow changes and trends. 

Shavri had been aware and tracking that his body's defenses against infection were substantially weakened, but she hadn't actually quite noticed the problem with his blood clotting – it's very easy to see with Healing Sight if an injury is bleeding more and longer than it should, even when the 'injuries' are the kinds of tiny internal bruises that patients get from being moved in bed, but Leareth has none of those right now, since that's exactly what a Cure spell targets. The underlying propensity-to-bleeding is harder to see. 

...The combination does give her an idea, though, and she goes and has a look and - oh no. She was right and she did not want to be right. 

:His bone marrow is - dying?: she tells Dr Chadra (and Samora and Marian.) :It's not - there's still some life-force there - but I don't think I can Heal it. ...Samora, it's the part that makes new blood and new - the part of blood that defends against illnesses - do you know if there's a healing spell that would put it back, if it's gone?: 

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(That is very interesting and Dr Chadra needs to Google something real quick over here.) 

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"Hmmm. I'm not strong enough to cast Regenerate but it can grow a whole cut-off arm back, so it's definitely possible in principle. That might be the only thing that can do it, since it's the only thing that can replace bones, but if the bone is there and just not doing the thing that helps fight off illnesses--well, I didn't even know bones were involved in that, but Restoration usually fixes people's ability to fight off illness, if we can get the diamond dust for it."

If Marshall was here he could maybe just fix the dead bones, or find a recently dead creature with healthy bones and swap them in, but Samora is definitely not skilled enough to try that.

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They should get diamond dust then!!! …Unfortunately it’s not like they can put in a pharmacy order for it. 

“Clarice, you’re on finding out how we can source some diamond dust this afternoon. Make it happen. - how much does the spell need?”

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????????????? Why is this HER job?????????

…She’ll wait to find out how much the spell needs and then, uh, go investigate.

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"About this much--actually, here, it's as much as these coins weigh together." She fishes three silver pieces out of her bag and hands them over. "That might be a little heavier than we need but the spell won't consume more even if I'm holding more, you can sell back the extra or save it for another casting." (If anyone has a scale, the coins collectively weigh about 14 grams.)

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Catherine thinks going on a quest for magical gemstones finding some diamond dust sounds kind of awesome, actually? She's happy to do it if Clarice will cover her (basically fully healed) patient in the meantime.

"Does synthetic diamond count? What if it's, like, glued to sandpaper? How finely ground does it have to be, if I get a few bigger diamonds and smash them with a hammer will that work?"

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"You can make diamonds? Easily enough that you'd smash one with a hammer?"

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"Yeah! They're cheaper than mined ones, I think, and they're chemically identical."

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"I need to learn how to make diamonds. That's--if I can get that information home it could change the course of history." 

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"I'll pull up some information for you on the computer about it! Do you have an answer to the sandpaper thing?"

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"Nobody back home would glue diamond dust to sandpaper! Because diamonds are expensive! I don't think it would work, though, I need to sprinkle the diamond dust on the patient over the whole casting time. Maybe if the sandpaper was shredded really really small, so it was a sort of diamond-dust-and-paper-dust mix?"

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"I'll try to find it loose in a bag first. Dr. Chadra, what kind of time versus budget situation are we looking at here?"

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"- I think we absolutely need it today but not in an hour - Dr Harrison, what do you think?" Also Dr Chadra cannot answer the budget question because he has no idea whether the hospital has any system for procuring possibly-expense not-strictly-medical supplies in a hurry, and he's a resident, he's personally pretty broke. 

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The hospital does not really have such a system and Dr Harrison hates having to talk to management about anything ever. 

"- Here, just take my credit card." And he'll scribble down his PIN for her on a sticky note. "Limit's ten thousand. You've got four hours." 

(Dr Harrison is not a resident and is not broke and they're going to make medical history if they save this guy – and it'll unavoidably be all over the news by the end of the week, probably, so if his wife does get pissy about a mystery jewelers purchase on the credit history, he'll have written documentation of why.) 

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(Marian had just been considering whether she could afford to contribute toward emergency diamond dust purchases but she's relieved not to have to make that decision, she doesn't have the slightest idea how much it could end up costing.) 

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Neither does Catherine, so she's glad the hot potato won't be on her credit card if management pitches a fit! Does Marian have time to help Samora read about synthetic diamonds online while she makes a bunch of phone calls, she said it was really important.

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Samora actually prepared a Comprehend Languages this morning, so she can read English for a little over an hour! Is this a good time for her to spend an hour uninterrupted with the computer? It really is important, not for this patient but for a lot of people back home. Also she doesn't know how to make it show her the information about synthetic diamonds in particular.

(Also, she continues to be very impressed with these people and how much of their resources they're willing to dedicate to healing strangers. They're so rich and so Good.)

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(The pharmacy is going to have a precision scale, they can send someone off to determine the weight of the coins.) 

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Uhhhh Marian is currently tabbing back and forth semi constantly between the stupid ECMO documentation flowsheets and the vital signs sheet and the pdf protocol and a random png file she found on Google that has some of what she wants to refer to in a less twelve-pages-long format, alternating with nearly jumping out of her skin because the fucking machine made a sound and she doesn't know any of the alarm tones yet, and if she has to do any more things she might cry— oh, if Samora can read Wikipedia herself then Marian can probably manage to help her with page navigation, she has thirty second blocks of not frantically doing anything. 

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It's obviously important but Shavri does have other concerns. 

:He's still losing life-force, and - I think kind of almost...developing new injuries? The channel reset it but the underlying problem is still there - I can fight it in his brain but not everywhere, there's something badly wrong with the blood vessels everywhere in his body and with the lining of his gut. He's going to need a channel or a Cure or something every...four candlemarks, maybe? If we're not certain that the Restoration will fix more of it and we don't know how long it'll take to get the materials, then - I do want to track how many more of those we have if you use the Comprehend Languages and can't turn it into a Cure.: 

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"I have three more channels and, not counting the slot for the Restoration or the lesser restorations I'm going to use when he's more stable but counting the Comprehend Languages, seven more cures. The information about diamonds will still be there tomorrow, I assume, so if this is a bigger emergency than we expect to happen on a typical day I can wait." It's now pretty clear that she should not stay here indefinitely even if it turns out to be legal, but she should probably make a serious effort to recruit and train at least one more priest of Iomedae before she leaves, but nobody here has the mental slack to deal with that right now.

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...Shavri thinks that six should be enough to get them through until tomorrow morning. She is kind of too tunnel-visioned on Leareth to be thinking about the bigger strategic picture, but if Samora thinks it's important to go read things about diamonds in this world, then Shavri won't argue with her about it. 

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Great here's a computer outside the neighboring room that nobody is using. Marian will google "synthetic diamonds" and open the Wikipedia page

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Dr Chadra has twelve tabs open to Pubmed and a bad feeling. 

 

"Uh. Dr Harrison? I...have a theory about what's wrong with this guy." 

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Within five seconds about eight different people are crowded around his computer-on-wheels trying to see the screen. 

Dr Harrison doesn't bother getting up. He spins in the spot on his office chair. "What is it?" 

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"Sooooooo. Bone marrow damage with pancytopenia, right, I was thinking - and with the others presenting with nausea and vomiting - and all the diffuse organ damage with no visible external trauma - to me that really smells like acute radiation syndrome. Except the onset is way too fast, right, and I wasn't sure what to make of the cerebral edema, or all the cardiac shit he has going on. ...But, uh, I looked it up and. This all seems like more or less exactly what we'd expect to be seeing with a high-dose exposure? Like, really high, the cardiovascular and central nervous system syndrome show up at 5000 rads and - I think he would've had to have taken a lot more than that for it to just about kill him in thirty minutes, the CDC article here says it's lethal 'within three days'. ...But I think it fits everything we're seeing? I mean. Apart from a god doing it. I don't know what to make of that."

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Shavri is of course reading Dr Chadra's mind, because that's the only way she can follow a fraction of what's going on. She's only partially grasping what in the world he means by ""radiation"", it's...light?? but not just light??? Light and - violent explosions of very very small things - what - 

 

:Vkandis is a sun god, if that's relevant: she sends. 

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Is that relevant??? Maybe!

"So. Uh. I think we had better find out right away if this guy is...uh. Super radioactive right now." 

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"Well shit," Dr Harrison says mildly. "...We'll need to move him, he needs to be in positive pressure iso. Everyone who doesn't absolutely need to be near him right now, move and go change. I doubt he's radioactive, for what it's worth – attack from a hundred miles away, went straight through stone, sun god – that's some kind of gamma death ray, not a nuclear bomb with fallout. And no one's showing any symptoms. But we'd better check. Clarice, get on the phone and deal with it, there's got to be a Geiger counter somewhere in this place." 

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Yeah that's reasonable and Clarice is on it!

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"Hey you, magic healer! Are any of us taking damage? You'll want to look for a much milder version of the thing wrong with us. ...Check yourself, if that's fastest, you've been in the closest proximity to him for the longest." 

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It takes Shavri a moment to realize she's being addressed. :Hm? ...Oh, right. No, I'm fine, I'd have noticed a problem. It's not - contagious.: 

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Dr Harrison rolls his eyes slightly at Dr Chadra. "See? We're fine." 

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Nothing about the situation is fine!!!!

 

"...I think our guy might be pretty fucked," Dr Chadra says, shakily. "Case study of a guy who took 66 Gy and he died in less than two days, but the initial presentation wasn't even close to this bad, this guy took a bigger dose for sure. ...LD100 is, like, 10 Gy. I think we're fucked." 

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"- Nah, we've got literal magic. We're gonna save this guy and win a Nobel Prize in medicine and be legends." Dr Harrison leans back in his chair and stretches. "- It's going to be rough for sure, though. Marian! Find out if our lovely cleric knows that radiation is a thing? Maybe they've even got a spell for it." 

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Okay right. Three minutes until she has to put more numbers in flowsheets and she's got a phone alarm for it. She can explain the concept of radiation in less than three minutes. Or faster, if the language has a word for it which would be a solid hint that they know it exists - does it? 

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Marian's Celestial vocabulary helpfully provides a word for radiation, but Samora doesn't recall ever hearing it. "Is it like a poison, where it's still in him and needs to be gotten out, or is it like a burn or electrical damage where the source is already gone?"

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"It - depends - it can be either? It's like...a kind of light you can't see, like the part of sunlight that gives you a sunburn but even more than that, it goes through your body - it's how we take the pictures inside people's bodies, actually, though that's a very small controlled amount - and if it's too much then it kind of...burns all of your cells on the inside? It damages the tiny parts that cells need to work and make the right proteins," huh Celestial has a word for 'proteins', neat!, "and to make copies of themselves so your body can heal and maintain itself. And there are kinds of - rock, or metal - that keep releasing the light all the time, and someone's body can be contaminated by that - we're going to check, we can detect the light - but Dr Harrison thinks it isn't based on the description of the attack."

Marian really hopes he's right! She does not want to get cancer! 

"...Anyway, the difference there is really mostly whether we're in danger and need to protect ourselves from it - it still kills people by burning inside cells, whether he's contaminated with it or was just exposed to the source at the time slightly changes the treatment but getting it out of him wouldn't get rid of the damage it already did, and apparently a Cure won't fix all of it either. It seemed like it was fixing the - large scale tissue damage? But not the very small cell parts damage..."

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(While all of this is going on, Catherine calls a jeweler and gets told that the gem-cutting part of making diamond jewelry is all done at a handful of centralized shops in New York and Russia and for some reason Arkansas, and retail jewelers only have finished gems.

She checks the McMaster Carr website and looks up their offices and determines that no, they physically don't have any distribution centers close enough to get her lapping grit in four hours even if she could get it by driving to one and making puppy-dog eyes. 

She checks the Grainger website and they have lapping compound, at very reasonable prices too, but it's diamond dust mixed into water and she can only find the MSDS for a different brand of the same stuff so she has to call them to determine what fraction of a 5g tube is diamond. They say ten percent. She says great, she needs thirty tubes right now, do they have thirty tubes? They say they definitely have a bunch but maybe not thirty. She says she really needs thirty, can they check please, it's important. They say they have twenty-four.

She says she'll buy all twenty-four right now over the phone and be by in a tick to pick them up, and when that's done she finds the second-closest Grainger, in Sacramento, which is a two-hour drive away, and they have ten. She buys eight, because this plan is getting crazy enough that she wants margin for error, and says she'll send someone over with the receipt to pick them up. She orders an Uber from that Grainger to the hospital, and paces, and walks out to her car, and nobody takes the Uber request, and nobody takes the Uber request, and she starts driving to the nearer Grainger. At a mostly reasonable speed, because she has seen what happens to reckless drivers. And once she has the first twenty-four tubes, she cancels the still-unaccepted Uber, gets on I-80 and starts driving southwest.)

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"So, really pervasive, nonmagical damage, from a source that's not still present, and that can't heal on its own even with multiple days to do it in? That really sounds like the sort of thing Restoration can handle--and if it can't, then I'm afraid there's nothing else I can do that has a chance. But I think the odds are decent; Lesser Restoration did something and Restoration is strictly better."

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Marian nods and relays this. They’re pinning an awful lot of their hopes on Restoration working and on being able to get diamond dust on a few hours’ notice but Catherine seemed very busy on the phone and she’s pretty organized, maybe she really can do it. 

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Dr Chadra and Dr Harrison have printed off some medical papers with charts in them and have their heads together over them. Dr Chadra just mutters acknowledgement and they go back to whispering and annotating the charts with something, interspersed by Dr Harrison yelling at someone that they need to call the lab and get a differential with an absolute lymphocyte count specifically and they need to repeat the CBC with said differential every thirty minutes, after which point they go back to muttering to each other about whether it's even valid to extrapolate - 

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This is probably incredibly fascinating and shiny but Marian will have to get a rundown from Dr Chadra LATER. Do they have a plan to ever get this guy off ECMO. Please tell her there's a time limit on doing this. She will absolutely sign up for a 16h today if it matters but she's not sure she can handle this particular task even for the rest of a normal shift. 

Samora can probably go back to reading about synthetic diamonds for now? At least pending some kind of decision on whether they want her to do anything else, Marian doesn't even know what the plan is now, she feels like there are arguments for both "use the Remove Diseases as soon as possible, because this guy has no fucking immune system" and "hold off as long as possible because he has no fucking immune system and it's only going to get worse." 

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Samora will continue reading about high-pressure high-temperature diamond growth procedures with barely restrained glee. How big is a carat? Holy gods and all their saints. How much heat, how much pressure? A lot, wow. (Are there elementals that can do that? Vigil might need to bring in Felandriel Morgethai--side issue, not her job.) New tab, Guidance, new search on copied and pasted keywords. She's taking notes in Celestial; encryption or memorization would be better but she's not reliable enough with either. What's methane? Oh that's doable. (Phrenk would love this.) Carefully copying and labeling press diagrams. (And all this information is just available for free!) How pure does the vacuum have to be? Whole section of notes just on unit conversions with reference to measurable things in physical reality wherever possible. She's not sure which of these options is easiest but there's no world where she does the whole thing herself, she'll write down everything that even might help and the alchemists and wizards will take it from there. The might of Lastwall is behind her and the Inheritor's eyes are on her and when the Comprehend Languages runs out and the page she's on turns to incomprehensible runes she switches from summarizing in Celestial to transcribing it, character by character.

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Wow Samora is so focused! And so smart and impressive! She's never used a computer and didn't know the internet existed before yesterday and Marian only showed her the copy and paste shortcuts a couple of times and she memorized them and is handling it practically on her own, Marian will still slip over every so often in case she gets stuck but it's going to be very easy to get stuck head-down in keeping up with all the charting. And labs! And they're starting dialysis, apparently, which on the one hand sounds like a great idea because their guy's scary potassium is not coming down and he has produced zero pee at and his electrolytes are just going to keep getting more fucked which is probably a whole lot of why he's hanging out in that horrible ventricular rhythm, but in the meantime it's the expected amount of rough on his hemodynamics and they're super not getting him off ECMO just yet and aaaaah. It's a good thing the unit is abruptly full of patients who don’t actually need to be there, because “1:1” does not begin to capture how much work this guy is.

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That is SO COOL!

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Eventually - after more printouts, more annotating graphs and tables on said printouts, another call harassing the lab, some time digging around on a university website and five minutes of Dr Harrison pacing up and down the hall on his cell phone trying to get through on an international call and then ten minutes of muttering - they reconvene for an announcement. 

"So far everything probably fits with the radiation exposure theory," Dr Chadra says. "A really, really high dose exposure, this is worse than any case studies we have data on. If we can extrapolate the models from lower exposures - which might not be valid, but if it is - then we're thinking he took at least 100 Grays, that's ten thousand rads. It could be a lot more, the expert we managed to get on the phone gave that as a minimum based on the symptom onset and progression and how fast his lymphocytes are crashing. We're going to want blood samples for chromosomal analysis, that's the gold standard to assess severity of radiation exposure, but it'll take days for results and it's - not necessarily going to be guiding our treatment very much. We know this isn't survivable without magic. Our job here is just to do everything we can to keep this guy alive long enough to check if magic fixes it." 

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That sounds alarming. Marian mostly doesn't have the brain available to consider it in any more detail than that.

It would be really nice if doing everything to keep this guy alive was slightly less work and involved slightly fewer horrible flowsheets, she's completely missing out on her chance to nerd out with Dr Chadra about this patient's fascinating problems ...Marian's brain can stop whining about how her life is hard and FOCUS. 

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Dr Chadra glances at Dr Harrison. 

"It's possible the magic - that Samora can access - will fix some of his problems and not everything. That's what we've seen so far. We're hoping that the Restoration spell will hit a lot harder than the Lesser version of it, but we're not sure. It's possible that we can reverse tissue damage and organ failure, but that repairing the underlying DNA damage would take stronger cleric spells than what we have access to. But! Shavri said he was already planning to invent portal transit to get to Golarion. So our backup plan, if Restoration is only partially effective, is to get him stable and lucid enough to invent powerful new magic." A nervous grin. "No biggie, right?" 

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...That's the plan??? The plan is to make the wizard from another solve his own medical emergency???? That...is kind of insane...but it's not up to Marian. 

 

She goes to let Samora know the updates, because it seems like Samora should probably know. Which is the point at which she notices that Samora is now for unclear reasons attempting to exactly copy Wikipedia by hand. 

"- We can make a copy on paper for you?" she says. "It's really fast. You don't need to copy it by writing it." 

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"Oooh, that would be really helpful when you have the time, thanks." Way too many of the letters in this language are other letters backwards and she's worried she's going to make a mistake that changes the meaning of a sentence. "Also if Leareth can open portals to Golarion that would be really cool, I think our worlds have a lot to trade with each other."

Though if Leareth is going to end up playing a key part in that trade, that does kind of add some urgency to the thing where he's Evil. Hopefully he's the self-interested kind of Evil rather than the random murder kind or the consorting with fiends kind. If, say, Chafkem or Veldri got access to a portal to another world, that would be a situation to keep a sharp eye on; if someone like Belcorra did, that would be a terrifying emergency.

Does Shavri have a minute to talk?

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Shavri can talk now, sure, she's holding a Healing-link but other than that she's just kind of just waiting on Dr Harrison to decide what they're doing next. (Which is going to involve MOVING this patient with multiple enormous machines still attached directly to his bloodstream, and Shavri is apparently going to be on-duty making sure nothing is getting jostled in a bad way and she's not looking forward to it.) 

:What is it?: 

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:I'm hopeful that we'll be able to get Leareth conscious today or tomorrow, if the Restoration works, and I hear that he's working on traveling between worlds, and I'd like to know--what kind of a person he is? Anyone who gets reliable travel between the worlds working will have a lot of leverage. I know it must seem premature to think about that when he's still so sick, but I'd like to talk to him once he's awake and strong enough for a conversation.:

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Oh. That conversation. It does make a lot of sense that they need to have that conversation but does it have to be now. Shavri right now is full of SHINY MEDICAL FACTS and having to switch to, instead, explaining messy interpersonal and geopolitical backstory - that might have a significant impact on whether Samora is willing to help her patient, if she says it wrong! - is making her feel like she just tripped facefirst into a brick wall. 

 

:He's - a complicated person: Shavri sends. :He can be very ruthless. He's - been fighting the gods of our world for a long time. But - when we nearly ended up at war, recently, that wasn't on him. He was trying to de-escalate the whole time and the gods were - trying to make it look like he'd attacked first, keeping us out of communication - it's complicated. But I kind of think that our real enemies were a lot worse than him. And I think he's someone who - tries to cooperate - and I think he does better things, not worse things, when he has more to work with.: 

Did that make any sense? Shavri has no idea she's already halfway sliding back to thinking about SHINY MEDICAL FACTS.

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:That does make sense. Thank you.: Also it sounds like she can probably skip having a crisis of conscience about whether it's okay to refuse healing to someone in a place committed to healing everyone who comes to it when you didn't personally make that committment if they're likely to bring the magic of two worlds to their world's equivalent of Cheliax. Though really, that just means it isn't a crisis, not that she shouldn't sort out her conscience. Every moral dilemma you think through in advance is one less you can get ambushed by. 

She wants to know what commitments the hospital people think of her as having made or would like her to make, but Marian looks too busy to ask about anything that isn't a non-hypothetical crisis, so put a pin in that. What's a better starting point? It's good that places like this can exist, that much would be obvious even if this one hadn't saved her life yesterday. That rules out attacking anyone here. Some people are spending a lot of time and money on diamonds so she can do the Restoration and making plans on the assumption she'll do it, so she would need to either do it or compensate them for the trouble even if she later decided it was a bad idea. Which suggests that she really does need to sort out what her commitments are before she accidentally makes any more like that one. Healing for access to the wondrous knowledge machine is an excellent trade and she wants to keep making it, probably until she leaves the planet, but there should not be a giant ambiguity about which healing she can be expected to do, or for that matter whether there are any expectations around what she does with the knowledge from the wondrous machine. There, that feels like she has reduced the problem to a set of solvable parts. Perhaps Shavri would like to tell her some more medical facts, if she didn't get busy again while Samora was distracted.

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Oh, if Samora is no longer very occupied on the library-artifice box then Shavri will absolutely dump medical facts on her! This activity is in no way disrupted by being busy!

…She really does hope that they’re on track to get diamond dust for a Restoration, because Leareth is very definitely steadily deteriorating again, and the only reason this isn’t an emergency is that they’re literally pumping some of his blood for him.

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Catherine drives southwest for thirty minutes before she admits to herself that she should have used the bathroom at the Grainger, and another thirty before she decides that if she doesn't pee soon she's going to crash the car, and stops at a Shell in the middle of nowhere. On the way back to the car she scrolls through her Facebook friends for anyone in Sacramento and concludes that Patrick from middle school geometry is not going to drive an hour out of his way to help her. But maybe he'll drive twenty minutes and save her forty. She calls him, makes small talk for two minutes while trying not to snap, and asks if he could do her a huge favor, enormous really, can she text him a receipt and get him to pick up her Grainger order and drive it one exit up the highway, please? It's for an experimental treatment for radiation poisoning. It could literally save someone's life. Literally for real. Thank you so much Patrick you are such a good person. 

Text: sent. Back to the highway and the wilderness and the not driving ninety miles an hour even though the road is so empty.

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Medical facts are objectively pretty great! She can only hold so many before it feels like every new one is shoving an earlier one out to make room, but hey, she has more of the fancy Earth paper, she can take more notes. Can Shavri be gently nudged by means of excited questions to talk about general principles with broad applicability more than about this specific very weird case? It's fine if not! But it would be nice.

(Marshall would love a chance to have this conversation. What Shavri would think of Marshall is a bit more up in the air.)

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It doesn’t take terribly much nudging, though Shavri is definitely almost entirely excited about the advanced technology aspects and in particular how the medical staff are using technology to imitate Healing-Sight so that they can keep tweaking how they're supporting all of Leareth's vital functions, which a healthy person's body is very good at doing by itself but is extremely involved to do with artifice! They're using the new machine to filter waste out of his blood, like what the kidneys would normally do, and to keep the various kinds of salt at the right amounts, and that means they need to check every candlemark how much of all the salts is in there. His blood is incredibly messed up in ways that Shavri has literally never seen before, because you couldn't keep someone alive in this condition long enough to Look without all the artifice helping, but she's starting to learn to correlate changes-to-Sight with changes-on-the-measurements! It's going to take a lot more practice before she can give them even a rough quantitative estimate, but Dr Chadra was very excited at the possibility that Shavri could learn to track the salt changes in real time and use that to guide when they check his blood with the artifice and get the numbers! Also they're messing constantly with both the rate and depth that they're making him breathe with the machine, and a lot of different controls on the blood-pumping-lung-replacing artifice, in order to keep the different parts of air in the right amounts in his blood, he actually had way more of the vital-air-component in his blood than was strictly necessary and they've reduced how much of it they're putting through both of the artifices, it's apparently not actually good for people to be getting too much... 

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Excited notetaking! Excited questions and speculations about how positive energy interacts or doesn't interact with all of these systems! Seems like it's a lot better at repairing large-scale damage where things are physically in the wrong place than small-scale damage where things have the wrong chemical composition. That seems like it might have something to do with the thing where adventurers are harder to kill most ways but still drown almost as fast as anyone else once they inhale any water.

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Yeah! She’s been saying “injurylike damage” to mean “the precise set of things that a channel or a Cure can fix”, because Blai described those to her as for acute injuries and not illness or, say, the kind of diffuse organ damage that accumulates in the bodies of older people, or for any of a thousand other reasons that put the wrong kind of strain on a particular pathway or process in the body until it starts to break down.

She's still wrapping her head around it, because it's not as though positive energy doesn't get small-scale dysfunction, it just - only seems to target it if it's associated directly enough with an acute injury? And it doesn't seem to be able to "see" or land on the damage that's smaller than a single cell, the "burning" of the tiny parts inside that she's now learned are what provide instructions to every cell on how to be a part of a body, like a tiny library. If it were less damage that this - a lot less - it wouldn't kill him but would eventually cause tumors, as cells followed their corrupted instructions and went off on rogue missions. She checked and confirmed a theory with Dr Chadra that this isn't totally disanalogous to ways that older people's cell-libraries can gradually accumulate mistakes, because the library needs to be "copied" every time a cell splits into new cells, which is constantly, and the majority of people won't die of a tumor but it's a significant minority that do, and even elderly folks who die of something else first - a bad heart, or a winter pneumonia they're too frail to fight off - often have the beginnings of tumors. 

Anyway they're not going to have to worry about that in this case because the damage is a lot worse - not just garbled library-instructions that will send cells off on rogue missions, but instructions shredded to the point that the cells will just die the next time they try to divide. Which is a serious problem because many parts of the body rely on continually dividing cells to replace ones that are destroyed. Skin, for example, or the lining of his gut, which is...more or less completely "dead", not in the sense that all the tissue is already dead now but in the sense that there's no remaining underlying vitality to keep replacing the "disposable" cells, that in the ordinary course of things are expected to die and be replaced on the scale of days or weeks. The Cure spells seem to consider the surface damage - areas where enough cells died and sloughed off to leave a internal wound - as injurylike, but it ignores the underlying lack-of-vitality, so the wounds are just going to keep reappearing. The bone marrow is the next biggest problem – the vital cells in blood, the ones that help it move the vital part of air to where it's needed, usually last weeks, but a lot of Leareth's were damaged, and he has no innate capability to make new ones because the libraries in the bone marrow cells that would divide into new blood cells are too corrupted to allow this. The bone marrow also makes the cells that cluster on wounds to form a clot and then a scab, and the cells that fight disease, and both of those turn over faster, so Leareth has dangerously few already. Cure spells do, actually, seem to put the vital cells back, and if it's not enough they have the capability here to give Leareth someone else's blood - it's actually an idea Shavri had had, but in Valdemar it's at the risky experiment stage, different people have different flavors of blood and the wrong flavor will make someone very ill in the same way that some unlucky people get very ill from a bee sting - 

She's very grateful that the damage to Leareth's brain does, significantly, seem to be "injurylike". Brains are delicate organs that can't go long without the vitality of blood reaching them, and even a little bit of inflammation and swelling, in the confined space of the skull, will start squeezing the vessels that deliver that blood, which is a rapidly escalating vicious cycle because starving the tissues causes more damage and more swelling. At the worst point, Leareth's brain was...pretty destroyed, actually. But the Cure got all of the gross damage and reset the swelling! It's just that it's going to keep coming back, because the cause is corrupted libraries in the cells lining every blood vessel in Leareth's body, and the cells so corrupted aren't going rogue in the sense of becoming tumors but they are sending all sorts of alarm signals - say, imagine a messenger trying to relay messages in an emergency, but they're also delirious with fever and making up additional emergency messages at random, and so are all of the messengers along the relay - 

 

The Earth doctors cannot actually make Leareth heal. They can fight infections for him - they’re giving him drugs that poison only the diseases and not him, or, well, probably some of them are poisoning him a little but it’s worth the risk when his innate defenses are so weakened. They can do remarkably complex surgeries - to repair injuries, or fix internal problems caused by diseases or old age - with surprisingly low risk to the patient, but "surprisingly low risk" is still a lot of risk for a patient as sick and fragile as Leareth is right now, and in any case most of what's wrong with him isn't the kind of - gross structural disruption - that a surgery can fix.

The plan right now is to give him ALL the drugs that kill infections, and other than that it's just "supportive care", which is a term that made perfect sense to Shavri - in Valdemar it would just mean, like, keeping a patient comfortable and helping them eat and drink and cleaning them and moving them enough that they don't get bedsores - but what incredible options they have here! On top of all the artifice to support Leareth's heart and lungs, they have extremely specific drugs for EVERYTHING! And their artificial Healing-Sight is in many ways "narrower" than Shavri's Sight, but it's so precise – they can exactly track improvement or deterioration on dozens of different measures, that Shavri doesn't begin to understand how to tease apart even if her Sight can perceive the underlying qualities at all... 

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And meanwhile Dr Chadra is planning the move to a different room! It's less than fifty feet, but they're nonetheless throwing a degree of coordination effort and contingency-planning at it that would normally be associated with large military operations. They've explicitly discussed a dozen different things that could hypothetically go wrong, mostly to do with various tubes getting yanked or one of the machines losing power even though they've checked and double-checked and they should all have at least sixty seconds of battery life which should be enough if they do this efficiently. 

(They're not asking Samora to help, mostly because the translation-through-Marian step means she would take longer to receive any urgent instructions.) 

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All the medical information is very important and interesting and makes her think that maybe Golarion has done a worse job than other planets at learning how bodies work because they have all this healing magic that doesn't need you to know anything. There's a complex tradeoff there, between healing more people without that knowledge and learning more to be able to heal more people later, but possibly it's a tradeoff Golarion can cheat at by copying other planets, which is the best kind of tradeoff.

Samora notices that the earth medics look like they're planning to do a well-defined important difficult task and excuses herself from the education for a moment to go around and tap them all with Guidance.

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Which is very much appreciated, because moving a patient on VA-ECMO might be the single scariest thing that Marian has ever had to do in her nursing career. 

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It goes very close to as well as it possibly could have gone! Leareth's body really, really doesn't like being jostled at all, and his blood pressure drops and takes a while to recover, but none of the machines die, none of the tubes are yanked, and they make it to the freshly ultracleaned room without incident. 

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The room is a really cool concept! It has a main door that shuts and seals, and then there's a separate side door with a little vestibule-antechamber sort of room, so that you can enter and leave by opening only one of the vestibule doors at a time and never having a clear passage from the room to the hallway. The idea is that they're going to be at all times keeping the air pressure inside the room a little bit higher than the air pressure outside, so that any airflow is outward, and the air they're pushing into the room from their ventilation pipes in the walls is more or less guaranteed to be clean and free of anything that could cause an infection. They apparently use this system a lot more often for negative pressure - keeping the air inside the room at lower pressure than outside, so that air leaks in but never out, for cases where a patient is known to have a very contagious illness that they don't want spreading to the other patients. But in this case the priority is to avoid exposing Leareth to anyone else's illnesses, or even to completely harmless tiny-organisms that live in the air or on people's skin or in their noses or whatnot, and never cause problems for a healthy patient but could overwhelm him because he has no defenses. Anyone who goes into the room will need to wear all of this gear so that they're not going to touch Leareth with their skin bacteria or breathe on him. The nurses are complaining about it enormously, because it's uncomfortable to wear for a long time and it makes it really annoying to come and go frequently, but it's really, really impressive that they can do this at all! 

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That is really impressive! Are they sufficiently confident in it that they want her to use her last Remove Disease on him now, to get anything he might have been caught before the move before it can do any damage, or should she hang onto it in case he catches something later? And is he due for another Cure Light? Also she needs to go be somewhere out of the way for fifteen minutes to get the Restoration prepped at some point before casting it; if they're sure of the diamonds she should do that sooner than later.

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They would like to hold off longer on casting the Remove Disease, because they're predicting from all of their graphs that Leareth's defenses against infection will crater completely sometime tonight, and they can't keep away infections from sources inside him – the gut is full of organisms that are normally a healthy component of its functioning, but will absolutely cause problems if Leareth's gut lining is falling apart and all of the illness-defense cells in his blood are dead. If a Restoration brings back some of those cells, which everyone is really really hoping it might even if they proceed to die again later, then they'll probably want it right away to get him as ahead as possible; otherwise, they want to keep the gap between the last Remove Disease today and the new spells tomorrow as short as possible. 

He's probably ready to benefit from another Cure Light, though, his total life-force is getting pretty weak again and Shavri is suspicious that he picked up some new injurylike damage inside his blood vessels in the process of being moved with lots of gigantic tubes in him. 

 

 

...Shavri hasn't been tracking the diamond quest and will need to ask Marian about that. 

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Uhhhh going off body language it seemed like Catherine was hopeful she could make Dr Harrison's insane four-hour deadline on this fetch quest? Marian will have to ask around to determine if she told anyone her itinerary before leaving the hospital, though, and if not she'll try to find someone who has Catherine's cell phone number and can text or call for an update. 

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Catherine did not tell anyone her itinerary before leaving because until she got to the parking lot she still had hope someone would pick up the Uber and she could call them and ask them to bring her the package and she'd be back at the hospital in under an hour. She remembers somewhere around Placerville that she really ought to have done that. 

She gets to the ARCO Patrick agreed to meet her at, and gets the second bag, and looks in it right there and counts the tubes and makes sure they're the right kind, politeness be damned, and then she thanks him profusely and agrees that they should totally meet up for dinner sometime when she's not having a huge work emergency that will probably end up on the news, and then she gets back in the car and calls Marian with an update.

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Cure light wounds, converted from a Remove Sickness.

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Marian had not in fact managed to track down Catherine’s cell number yet - as a travel nurse she's not really in the personal-cell-number network at this point - but apparently Catherine can call her just fine on her hospital-portable-phone extension so that's convenient!

"Hey! I was actually just trying to - do you have an update? Are we going to be able to get the diamond dust?" 

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There's been a mildly distracting conversation going on next to her. Dr Chadra and Dr Harrison are setting up their work area outside the room, taking up approximately the entire "pod", and Dr Harrison seems to have gotten a specialist on the phone. 

"Have I reached Dr Chen?" A pause. "This is Dr Rupert Harrison at Renown Regional. Thank you for taking my call." Dr Harrison on the phone to a very busy expert doctor is, apparently, actually polite. "We have a patient presenting with what we believe is acute radiation syndrome from an extremely high-dose exposure - we're estimating at least 100 Gray whole-body based on symptom onset and lymphocyte depletion kinetics -" 

Pause.

"- Yes, in normal circumstances, yes, I'm aware, but we have access to some unusual resources -" Pause. "No, you wouldn't have, it's experimental." Pause. "It's a long story. Can we just -" Pause. "Well, on ECMO, admittedly, but we're planning another, er, experimental intervention that ought to improve his -" Pause. "30 minutes downtime, yes." Pause. "No signs of cerebral edema right now, but the experimental treatment is a temporary palliative, not a fix -" Pause. "Oh, no, sorry, it's - experimental imagery, I would definitely send the file if I could but it's, er, your system won't be compatible to read it -" 

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"I have the diamond dust! It's suspended in water but I figure we can filter it out. Also I had to drive most of the way to Sacramento for some of it so I won't be back for another hour and a half and if there's, like, any traffic I'm likely to miss the four hour mark. Can you figure out a filter setup before I get there, it's mostly five micron but there's a tube of three micron in there but I got extras so if that ends up being a problem we'll probably still have enough with just the five."

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“Catherine, you are so cool,” Marian says vehemently. “We’ll look into filter question.” And she should find out from Samora if the water is even a problem, it’s not like diamond bits will react chemically with it. “Uh, drive safe, he’s not super dying right now. I’ll tell Dr Harrison.”

 

...Who is busy, so she'll just write out clearly on a bit of paper that 'CATHERINE 90 MIN OUT WITH DIAMOND DUST IN WATER', after a moment's thought adds 'LONGER IF TRAFFIC DELAYS', and slides that under Dr Chadra's nose. While she slightly dies of secondhand embarrassment about the overheard half of the conversation. 

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"- It's a cellular regeneration therapy," Dr Harrison is saying, "and I really can't say more." Pause. "Pure gamma, we think, we got nothing on the Geiger counter, yes we checked that, obviously -" Pause. "We haven't reported it." Pause. "Well, no, I don't see - it wasn't occupational and it wasn't at a nuclear plant, I don't think that would apply. Can we please focus -" Pause. "- What? Seriously? It's not even April 1st." Pause. "All right, fine, sure, we can say it's a training exercise if that gets you to look at this guy's labs and tell me what the fuck to do." 

 

Longer pause. 

"- Nearly immediate, did I not say that already? Severe nausea, confusion, full loss of consciousness within ten minutes, cardiovascular collapse in less than thirty. - Hm? "Sixteen minutes - er, from when we made the call, which was around five minutes in. Yes, I know, right?" A briefly very smug expression. "We've got a great nursing staff, they were right on it." 

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....Awwwww??? Marian is not sure she's ever heard any of the trauma surgeons say nice things about the nursing staff to their faces but it's kind of sweet that Dr Harrison is saying it to a third party. 

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"- yes, we're definitely seeing cardiac muscle damage, troponin was over fifteen - yeah, I'll send you the 12-lead, you have got to see the ECG it's the wildest shit -" 

Pause. 

"- positive pressure iso and we've started him on everything, I know that -" 

Pause. 

"- yes, we believe that the, er, biological cellular regeneration therapy can temporarily reverse the GI tract breakdown -"

Pause.

"Okay, yes, I know, but can you just bear with me? We've got imaging, we've checked. - no, I can't send you that file either -" Pause. "Can you just tell us what labs to check, those we can send -"

Pause.

"...Slow down, slow the hell down -" Scribbling notes. "I don't even know what that is." Notes notes notes. "- Seriously? But he's immunocompromised - right, great, send me the paper -" Pause. "Okay, watch for clinical signs, got it." Pause. "...Huh, that would explain some things, we'll - what test - okay, okay, I'm following, you don't have to– I mean, sure, send us the paper, we've only got a hundred pages of reading material to get through -" 

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Oh that sounds like so many labs incoming. Though Marian cannot at all read Dr Harrison's handwriting, which puts a crimp in her plan to be incredibly proactive and enter them all as verbal orders while he's still on the phone. 

 

She goes to ask Samora about the diamond dust instead. "We got it! Catherine is on her way back and she's confident she has enough total diamond dust by weight to cover what you said we needed. But it's mixed into water, I think more water than diamond. Do we need to separate it and give it to you dry? The water doesn't alter the diamond, I just don't know if it's - in the way? - of the spell? We can probably find a way to dry it but it would take longer, especially if it needs to be totally dry and not just more diamond than water rather than mostly water?" 

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Samora has never actually seen wet diamond dust, but it's probably like wet really fine sand? "I need to be able to sprinkle it on him continuously for eighteen seconds. If you can't get it dry enough to fall smoothly instead of in clumps I could maybe try pouring it out of a cup? It would need to be all in one container and come out smoothly and not be all settled at the bottom and I'd want to do a test run of just the pouring without casting it, just into a bucket or something, for practice. Also if anything is going to be different it's especially important that nobody touch him or me or make a loud noise while I'm casting, there's some wiggle room on the physical end and some wiggle room on the mental end but not on both at once."

"Also there's another thing I'd like to talk to you about for a few minutes beforehand, especially if the Restoration might wake him up."

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"Uh, Catherine said it's a suspension in water which I think means it should be evenly mixed and won't settle to the bottom? ...We should try to look that up, I guess. Catherine suggested we filter the diamond out of the water but I feel like that's just going to leave a more clumpy paste and we'd have to - bake it? Or something? To dry it all the way out. And I don't think we want to wait another two hours if we can possibly avoid it. ....Um, does the spell disappear it, or is it still there afterward?"

She's really hoping the spell will eat all the diamond dust - it must, right? Otherwise you could reuse the dust to cast it again? - because if it doesn't then her patient is going to be covered in 5-micron abrasive particulates and Marian does not love that idea! ....Also, ugh, that was another question and it takes her three seconds to guess that it's about the patient being evil. Ughhhh. And Marian will have to confess that she hasn't told anyone because she feels super weird about it! Ugh! 

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"The diamond dust will vanish at the end of the spell goes off correctly. And the other thing is that--I don't know what commitments the people here have made and what commitments you understand me to have made by working with you. In regards to this place being willing to heal anyone who comes, and what the acceptable options are if a patient turns out to be dangerous to other people. Not everyone Evil is violent or impossible to work with, far from it, but Leareth is Evil and powerful, and powerful people often get that way through violence, and there are a lot of ways someone who can travel between worlds could wreak havoc on a scale a lot larger than this hospital. So I want to know, in the unlikely event that Leareth and I turn out to be mortal enemies, how I can react to that that won't leave you feeling like I've betrayed you or the hospital."

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Ughhhhhhh!!!!!! Wow this conversation is so uncomfortable and bad!!! And is making Marian feel like maybe it was a bad idea to unilaterally decide not to tell anyone else about the patient's alignment, because apparently it might be relevant to his medical care, if Samora could decide to withhold spells over it!! And in spite of that, the last thing Marian wants to do is say a word to Dr Harrison about it, the idea of saying out loud with her actual mouth "hey according to our cleric this patient is evil" makes her want to melt into a hole in the floor. Aughhhh. Why is this topic even so upsetting! None of what Samora just said is at all unreasonable! It seems stupid of her brain to be upset about it! She's admittedly getting kind of low on cope and frustration tolerance and stuff like that, after hours of relentless nonstop stressful-yet-incredibly-tedious ECMO documentation on top of everything else she's trying to do, but still. 

Marian takes a deep breath. "...If you and him get into a fight once he's...not an ICU patient anymore...then I think that's not actually our - I mean the hospital's - business? ...If he tries to pick a fight while he's still, like, ICU-level critically ill, I'm really pretty sure we can just sedate him about it, I don't think he's going to be able to stop us? I - your spells are obviously yours, if you decide based on how he's behaving when he wakes up that you think you're going to - be enemies - and that means you'd rather use the spells to heal other people, I...think that's your decision? I would be sad but it's not - you betraying us - you don't work here? But, um, if you get in a fight and - try to hurt him - and he's still my patient at the time, then I think I'd feel pretty betrayed and so would everyone else." 

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"That's a very reasonable set of constraints I'm happy to work within. I hope and expect that it won't come up and that I'll be happy to give him all the healing he needs." She wants him alive and healthy! Evil people dying is in some ways worse than Good people dying because they go to the Evil afterlives.

"Though I'd prefer if you didn't tell him about the synthetic diamonds. The concept has military and geopolitical implications on Golarion and I want to make sure the knowledge ends up in responsible hands."

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"...I'm fine with that, I don't think it's - critical information for him for, like, informed consent for any treatment we actually have a chance to ask him about." Which is the only kind of decision that has any direct relation to Marian's job. "Though, um, we should find out if he has the telepathy thing like Shavri before we wake him up. ...I think he won't wake up right away even with the Restoration? Unless it does removing poison and it thinks the sedation counts as a poison, but we're keeping him really sedated, we don't want him to move suddenly while he's still attached to all the machines." 

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"Restoration doesn't remove poisons; it fixes the damage done by some poisons but if the poison is still in someone's system doing stuff it'll keep doing it. Waking him up slowly with Shavri there to explain is a good idea and I will try not to let him read my thoughts."

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Nod. "It shouldn't be causing any damage, just keeping him asleep - it's super short-acting, so once we want him awake, we can decrease or pause it and it'll wear off in minutes, and we can just start it again if he's fighty." 

Marian is pretty used to fighty patients though admittedly they do not usually have the ability to PORTAL SOMEWHERE ELSE if they get too freaked out. Probably she should also find out from Shavri what else the patient can do, since he's some sort of wizard and maybe he can also, like, set the room on fire. 

Anyway, all of that - including the rest of the "is the patient evil in a way that would make him mortal enemies with Samora" part - can wait.

Right now: orders have appeared in the patient's chart for more labs! Holy shit so many labs. Marian doesn't even know what some of those are. 

She can draw them anyway, though, once she looks up instructions for what tube to use for the weird ones.

...And, after a few abortive attempts to google it but not really knowing what search terms to use, she's going to try to find someone else who isn't on charting ECMO and CRRT at the same time and delegate the task of figuring out how to get diamond-dust-suspended-in-water to become dry diamond dust and, if there's a way, how much time it would add to the preparations. Who can she find who seems perhaps slightly less busy than she is? 

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Sure, Minata can do that!

> how to extract diamond grit from lapping compound 

> remove diamond grit from water suspension 

> Unmix diamond grit slurry

> "Unmix" diamond grit slurry

> Precipitate diamond grit out of lapping compound 

> Filter 5 micron particles out of water

> What happens if you boil a diamond suspension 

It's looking increasingly like nobody in the history of the Internet has wanted to do this particular thing. There are processes for getting bits of leftover diamond grit off a thing you've been polishing. There are processes for extracting gold from a water suspension, which take hours and use proprietary chemicals. There are procedures for getting 5um particles out of water that work great if what you want is to drink the water afterwards and you don't care about what happens to the particles and also want to buy a filter cartridge. There are several pages saying it's fine to clean your diamond jewelry by boiling it, which is potentially promising.

Dialysis tubing pores are way smaller than the diamond particles they're dealing with. Can they put the water-and-diamonds in a bag of dialysis tubing and dunk it in super salty water and suck all the water out that way? No, that wouldn't work for getting all the way to dry. They could try that and then putting it in the microwave? Might be faster to just put it in the microwave to begin with, at that point. And this stuff is supposed to be sharp, apparently, it might rip a hole in the bag. The problem with microwaving it the whole way is that boiling water bubbles and the diamond particles are so small they might get flung all over the inside of the microwave like so much mishandled soup. Baking it slowly at just under a hundred degrees seems like it should work great, but it would take ages. Can they filter it and then bake it? Not with a coffee filter, apparently, the pore size is way too large. She'll call the lab and ask them what kind of filters they've got.

"Hi, this is Minata from ICU, calling about--do you have any filters with a pore size of five microns or smaller?" Pause. "I need to filter five micron particles out of water and end up with as much particles and as little water as possible." Pause. "Uh, about fifteen grams of solute in a hundred and sixty of water." Pause. "It's not biohazardous! It's, uh, I'm trying to get the diamond grit out of polishing paste from a hardware store." Pause. "Yeah, it's for ninety-three purple." Pause. "You wouldn't believe me if I told you. Just, do you have any filters? Or a centrifuge? Maybe I could centrifuge it out?" Pause. " . . . I cannot promise it won't do something weird to the centrifuge. It's supposed to be abrasive." "Okay. Yeah. Yeah that's--I get it. Sorry." Long pause. "Oh that might work. Do you have any guess how much of the grit is going to be stuck in the filter? We really need to get almost all of it." Pause. "Great, thank you!"

Minata finds Marian and tells her, "The lab has syringe filters they can shove the stuff through to get as much of the water out as possible and then I think we should be able to dry it the rest of the way in the microwave. I can't find any proof it will work. I can try it in one tube and only do the rest if it does. If you want to be more sure than that I can--go to a gardening store and get sand and try microwaving wet sand? I don't know, I think possibly nobody has ever done this exact thing before."

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"I, um, I think we should have enough extra that we can afford to waste one tube." Marian would kind of rather think about this in an hour, after she’s dealt with her stupid labs. “I guess if you’re actually not busy you could look at ways to test it sooner? - sorry I was about to go in, I need five billion labs -“

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Everything is put in stat, and within twenty minutes or so they are all, once again, crowded around the computer. 

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RENOWN REGIONAL MEDICAL CENTER - LABORATORY RESULTS
Patient: PURPLE, NINETY-THREE Collection Time: 13:00
MRN: TEMP-93 Result Time: 13:18
ARTERIAL BLOOD GAS (ECMO CIRCUIT)
pH 7.12 CRITICAL LOW (7.35-7.45)
pCO2 38   (35-45 mmHg)
pO2 295 HIGH (80-100 mmHg)
HCO3 11 CRITICAL LOW (22-26 mEq/L)
Base Excess -18 CRITICAL LOW (-2 to +2)
Lactate 14.5 CRITICAL (0.5-2.0 mmol/L)
BASIC METABOLIC PANEL
Sodium 146 HIGH (136-145 mEq/L)
Potassium 5.8 HIGH (3.5-5.0 mEq/L)
Chloride 106   (98-107 mEq/L)
CO2 12 CRITICAL LOW (23-30 mEq/L)
BUN 32 HIGH (7-20 mg/dL)
Creatinine 2.4 HIGH (0.7-1.3 mg/dL)
Glucose 198 HIGH (70-100 mg/dL)
Calcium (ionized) 0.92 LOW (1.15-1.35 mmol/L)
Magnesium 1.6 LOW (1.7-2.2 mg/dL)
Phosphate 2.1 LOW (2.5-4.5 mg/dL)
RENAL FUNCTION
Urine Output (past hour) 0 mL LOW (30-50 mL/hr)
COMPLETE BLOOD COUNT
WBC 1.8 CRITICAL LOW (4.5-11.0 K/uL)
Hemoglobin 11.4 LOW (13.5-17.5 g/dL)
Hematocrit 34.4 LOW (38.3-48.6 %)
Platelets 38 CRITICAL LOW (150-400 K/uL)
ANC 320 CRITICAL LOW (1500-8000 /uL)
Absolute Lymphocyte Count 140 CRITICAL LOW (1000-4800 /uL)
Reticulocyte Count 0.1% CRITICAL LOW (0.5-2.5 %)
COAGULATION STUDIES
PT 23.2 CRITICAL HIGH (11.0-13.5 sec)
INR 2.1 HIGH (0.8-1.1)
PTT 58 HIGH (25-35 sec)
Fibrinogen 165 LOW (200-400 mg/dL)
D-dimer 8,500 CRITICAL HIGH (<500 ng/mL)
HEPATIC FUNCTION PANEL
AST 1,240 CRITICAL HIGH (10-40 U/L)
ALT 890 CRITICAL HIGH (7-56 U/L)
Alkaline Phosphatase 210 HIGH (40-130 U/L)
Total Bilirubin 2.4 HIGH (0.1-1.2 mg/dL)
Albumin 1.9 CRITICAL LOW (3.5-5.5 g/dL)
Ammonia 125 HIGH (15-45 μg/dL)
CARDIAC MARKERS
Troponin I 16.8 CRITICAL HIGH (<0.04 ng/mL)
BNP 2,650 CRITICAL HIGH (<100 pg/mL)
CK Total 8,900 CRITICAL HIGH (30-200 U/L)
CK-MB 285 CRITICAL HIGH (0-5 ng/mL)
ADDITIONAL STUDIES
LDH 2,850 CRITICAL HIGH (140-280 U/L)
Haptoglobin <10 CRITICAL LOW (30-200 mg/dL)
Ferritin 8,500 CRITICAL HIGH (30-400 ng/mL)
Procalcitonin 2.8 HIGH (<0.5 ng/mL)
Amylase 485 HIGH (<100 U/L)
Lipase 820 HIGH (<60 U/L)
ScvO2 (Central Venous) 82% HIGH (65-75 %)
CYTOKINE PANEL
IL-6 950 CRITICAL HIGH (<5 pg/mL)
TNF-alpha 180 CRITICAL HIGH (<8 pg/mL)
IL-1β 45 HIGH (<5 pg/mL)
BLOOD TYPING
ABO/Rh O Positive
Antibody Screen Negative
CRITICAL VALUES CALLED TO: Dr. Chadra, 13:10
READ BACK CONFIRMED: Yes
ADDITIONAL NOTES: Chromosomal aberration analysis sent to specialty lab. Results expected in 48-72 hours.
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Shavri cannot read the numbers but she demands an immediate mental explanation of what they meaaaaaaaaaan.

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Marian is unfortunately limited in being able to explain everything because she's not sure why they're checking a bunch of the new ones!

 

Cytokine panel is...inflammatory stuff? Marian is not really sure what to make of it because she mostly thinks of it as related to immune response to infection and Leareth does not, currently, have an immune system to speak of, so what gives? 

Going back to the top. Reticulocyte count is - wow this is making Marian feel like she's back in nursing school taking a quiz she forgot to study for - she thinks it's the...baby...red blood cells? She doesn't think she ever learned the reference range, but the lab is nice and provided one, and unsurprisingly given everything they know, Leareth is not making very many new red blood cells. Maybe none at all, those could be all that's left of the number that were in his blood right before this happened. 

Electrolytes are still abnormal but better, that's entirely the work of the dialysis but Marian still feels a quiet internal moment of pride toward her patient. Hemoglobin is fine! Like, technically a little low but by ICU standards that's more or less normal! ...Blood gas got worse again, she doesn't love that, it looks like it's just the lactate going up again by why his blood pressure is adequate he's satting at 100% what's wrong -

- well, his clotting panel is worse across the board, and a positive D-dimer, that's a sign that his body has been making clots, probably everywhere in his body - his vasculature is damaged on the inside throughout his body, there'll be rough spots and tiny "injuries", plus all the inflammation - that's disseminated intravascular coagulation and Marian is scared of it, though admittedly for Leareth it's, like, not even in the top three scariest things wrong with him and she's vaguely hopeful that it's the sort of thing a Restoration fixes. 

Liver enzymes are worse, that's not surprising, if anything they're not rising as scarily fast as Marian might expect - ammonia is high, that's something the liver should handle and isn't, it's not great for his brain especially if it keeps going up but it won't kill him. Cardiac markers are still rising, so there's damage that the latest Cure spell didn't get, but - again, it's not a catastrophic rate of increase. Elevated CK is from muscle breakdown, also not surprising but it's really going to mess with his kidneys, also not going to kill him especially when they've already got him on dialysis.  

LDH, Marian has no idea, what is that, her brain keeps autocorrecting to "the bad cholesterol" but that's LDL. Haptoglobin sounds like it's related to red blood cells but who knows what it means that it's low, except 'be worried'. Ferritin is...iron stores? Marian only knows what it means when it's low (iron deficiency anemia boo), high...is plausibly because his cells are breaking down and the iron formerly in their hemoglobin is loose now? Marian will go with that and look it up later. Procalcitonin is an infection marker! It's high but not 'fifty times the upper-normal cutoff' high, which makes sense, he's got a known infection in his lungs but it might not even make the top ten worst problems. 

Amylase and lipase are pancreas stuff! His pancreas is kind of dissolving or something, great, just what they needed. 

Central venous O2 saturation is...high...? Why are they even checking that, Marian's lost, but - well, maybe it's just high because his arterial blood oxygenation is high, does that make sense - that can't be all of it, it's saturation (of hemoglobin) not partial pressure (of directly dissolved gas), most people have a baseline hemoglobin-saturation near 100%, so you just can't go much higher than normal, and that's where nearly all the oxygen in the blood is. So Leareth's tissue must be using less? That seems related to the lactate rising - he's not burning oxygen even though it's there, his cells are going anaerobic instead - but the part she's not getting yet is why and what that means in context... 

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Shavri will drink all of this in like a person dying of thirst in a desert who's just found an oasis, and then - because there are too many thoughts in her head again and she's got to spread the joy around or explode - rapid-fire it over to Samora with commentary. 

...It is interesting that his blood is full of vital air that his body can't use properly. There's a vague shadow everywhere (it's actually not entirely unreminiscent of Randi's wasting illness, just worse) - it feels like it's got to have something to do with the tiny libraries, maybe the cells need to refer to those instructions in order to do whatever it is they do with the vital component of air, and now some number of the cells are just failing to complete that process at all, or doing it with terrible inefficiency... 

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Samora has no idea whether any of her spells can fix the tiny instructions because she didn't know they existed! Not being able to turn air and food into ability-to-do-things sounds like it's either an Endurance issue, which Restoration will fix, or some kind of weird one-off thing there's no magic for. She'd be a lot less worried it was the latter if he hadn't been personally attacked by a god, which is exactly the sort of thing that gets you damaged in weird ways there's no magic for. Can Shavri tell her anything about which god and why, and how strong the other cleric she's met was and which god they were a cleric of, and does she have any speculation about which god or what other mechanism might have sent them to Earth?

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Shavri's mind is still very full of MEDICAL THOUGHTS and having trouble parsing why any of that is...important or relevant...but she can answer. 

:The other cleric was of Iomedae, too: and how about she DOESN'T get into any of the complications right now, :and he had up to third circle spells. ...The god who attacked Leareth was Vkandis. Sun god, has a couple of countries run as theocracies, one has been protected by a magical shield-barrier for almost two thousand years and - that's what exploded. It's gone, there's a mile-wide strip of fire all around the border, there's - we hadn't begun to assess the collateral damage but - a lot of people died. A lot of His people. ...He and the Star-Eyed Goddess were both involved in earlier plots to murder Leareth, which he claimed They've been trying to do for a very, very long time. His theory is that they hate - change, including progress, things that make countries wealthier - and that's always been his goal so they hate him. ...I have no idea if what sent us here is related, or the same thing that brought our cleric to Velgarth or brought you here.: 

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Probably two gods she's never heard of and not either of Sarenrae or Desna. :If two of the people it's happened to are clerics of Iomedae that suggests She might be involved somehow or at least not actively opposed. Also, you landed here in the hospital, not a mile away where there wouldn't have been help available. That suggests that Someone wants Leareth healed and thinks there's a chance we can do it. It's all speculation and not much to hang a theory on, but it seems more like reason to hope than reason not to.:

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:Maybe. I hope so.: It would certainly be baffling for Iomedae to object to Leareth getting healed - or to Blai saving Valdemar from a war - but Blai also thought Iomedae wouldn't be able to intervene in their favor even if She wanted to, so Shavri isn't getting her hopes up. 

She is thinking, though. :I think your magic must be able to act on it, though? On the part that's reducing his Endurance, I mean, I don't know if it can fix the tiny libraries, it might just fix it temporarily but the problem will keep coming back. But - it was hard to see, before, with his life-force so dim, but I think even the Lesser Restorations helped a lot and the numbers they're measuring agree.: 

She'll wait to see if the doctors want her to check anything or do anything, now that they have more information on the problem. 

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"That's mitochondrial dysfunction, check, cytokine storm, check," Dr Harrison says dryly. "Well, let's shoot all that over to Dr Chen's email and see what she has to tell us. And now we've got a baseline, we can repeat after the diamond dust spell and find out exactly what it can help us out with." 

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Oh no what if the specialist doctor advises them to do more things. Marian is not up for doing any more things than this 

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They get a reply within twenty minutes. Again, almost everyone not currently trapped in the room in isolation gear crowds around the computer while Dr Chadra reads particularly choice parts aloud. 

I've reviewed your labs multiple times and consulted with two colleagues. We are collectively baffled.

Your lactate of 14.5 with ScvO2 of 82% is actually pathognomonic for severe radiation injury. This is cytopathic hypoxia; the mitochondria are so damaged they can't utilize oxygen even when it's delivered. It's one of the few results that I can explain.

The cytokine storm (IL-6 of 950) is consistent with massive radiation-induced systemic inflammatory response. That tracks. The absolute lymphocyte count of 140 at ~4 hours post-exposure is compatible with >15-20 Gy exposure. Maybe higher.

Now, the things that don't make sense: His pH is 7.12. With the degree of cellular dysfunction you're describing, he should be much more acidotic. I would expect a pH below 7, which we saw on your earliest labs, followed by a sudden jump. Something is buffering him that shouldn't be possible.

His liver enzymes are very elevated but not astronomical. With this level of radiation plus the ischemic injury from the arrest, I'd expect AST >5,000. Where's the rest of the hepatocellular necrosis?

His hemoglobin is 11.4. At this point post-exposure with severe radiation injury, I'd expect more hemolysis. Your haptoglobin is appropriately low, but his H/H is holding up better than it should.  

Your "experimental cellular regeneration therapy" is doing something. I don't know what, and I'm not sure I want to know. (Do you have institutional ethics board approval for continued experimental therapy in a patient who cannot consent?)

Dr. Harrison, even with your experimental therapy, these labs show multi-organ failure that is incompatible with survival. Even with whatever you're doing, he's still deteriorating. His pH dropped from 7.18 to 7.12 in two hours. His lactate rose from 12 to 14.5. His liver enzymes are climbing. His ANC is in free fall. Whatever you did before is wearing off, and the underlying radiation damage is winning.

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Dr Harrison rolls his eyes. "Yeah, yeah, skip ahead, what's she recommending we do?" 

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There's a lot of email, especially for having been written in less than twenty minutes. Dr Chadra scrolls down. 

"She's suggesting tocilizumab for, uh, IL-6 blockade? ...Uh, that seems like a really bad idea, that's a biological immunosuppressive drug, right - okay, it says she's aware we're concerned about infection risk but that the cytokine response itself is life-threatening. She says he'll need cryoprecipitate for the DIC, yeah, okay. Consider stress-dose steroids, sure. She's recommending we start TPN now, that he needs calories and protein for cellular recovery, that does make sense... Says he should be on a continuous bicarb drip... Oh, look at this -"

If this is real (and I'm still not 100% convinced it's not an elaborate training scenario), you're attempting something that's never been done. I want to help, but I need to understand what I'm helping with. If you can provide more details about the therapy - even under NDA if necessary - I might be able to give better guidance. Also, for what it's worth: if you pull this off, this will be the case report of the century.

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Dr Harrison waves his hand. "I'm not telling her we're doing this with literal divine faith healing magic out of a Dungeon and Dragons setting over the phone. - go call her, you can say we'll tell her everything if she flies out, see if she bites. But this is enough to be getting on with." He makes a shooing motion. "I need to put orders in." 

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...Okay, in terms of additional Tasks to achieve, that could be a lot worse. 

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Shavri gets caught up via bothering Dr Chadra over Mindspeech, and is almost bouncing as she updates Samora. 

:They can feed him! Even though his gut isn't working! They can - take what's in food and break it down into very very small pieces, so it dissolves completely in water, and they make it completely clean, and they can give it right into his veins, like with the drugs!: It's SO powerful. One of the worst hurdles for Healers is that some of the patients the most desperately in need of Healing can't safely eat, and Healing will rapidly exhaust them if they're not getting any nourishment. 

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:That's really cool! Does it go from the blood to the stomach, or does it nourish him just from being in the blood?:

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:It doesn’t need to go to his stomach at all! The stomach - well, the intestine mostly - would normally break the food down into tiny pieces so it can transfer into the blood, which takes it all over the body to the tissues that use it as fuel. But if someone’s stomach and intestine aren’t working, they can skip that step entirely!:

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:Neat!: She wonders what happens differently when she eats versus when she doesn't and whether Shavri could tell whether she'd been eating recently. :So what was in that letter they were all reading together?:

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Shavri catches part of the thought about Samora eating versus not eating and is...confused, because of course people's bodies look differently to Healing-Sight when they've just had a meal, compared to when it's been all night or whatnot, but it seems like Samora means something more drastic than that? Does she regularly fast for days or something? - she can ask later. 

:They talked to a famous doctor from a long way away, someone who's specialized in treating patients who have this kind of injury - she lives in a different city, hundreds of miles away, they can just do that! And then they sent all of the numbers in an instant-letter with their artifice, and she was giving her interpretation. She found it very confusing – it sounds like some of the measurements are very bad, in ways that she didn't find surprising, but some aren't nearly as bad as she would expect and that was more surprising? I think that has to be because the Lesser Restorations and Cure spells were helping, in ways they can’t replicate with artifice. She - I think she isn't sure whether to believe it's real or not, she thought it might be a - practice scenario to test their response systems, or something? But she's playing along. She wants them to give him a drug that will prevent his body from responding to the damage with inflammation, because his body is freaking out hard enough that the inflammation itself is life-threatening rather than helpful for healing. And she was the one who said we should start giving him some kind of nourishment as soon as possible, that it’s urgent because his body will need so much fuel for healing. …I think probably the Restoration spell doesn’t rely on that? But she isn’t wrong that natural healing and my kind of Healing-work both do.:

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:That does sound like a good idea. Healing spells still work the same when someone is starving, but they also don't help with it. Is inflammation useful sometimes? What's it good for?;

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:Mm-hmm! It's very helpful if there's a local injury or infection - if you break your leg, or have a wound that's starting to be infected - it's how the damaged part of the body communicates to all the rest that it needs extra resources to heal. The cells that are affected will - send messages, that tell the blood vessels nearby to relax and be wider so that more blood with its vital-air and nutrients will reach that spot, and that summon the cells in the blood that fight infections, and the blood vessels will get - leakier? - so that the defense-cells can get out and into the injured tissue, and then your broken leg or your infection will heal much faster. But if it's everywhere at once, like with blood-poisoning - or with Leareth right now, an injury in every part of his body at once - then there aren't enough of those resources to go around, so it's useless if everywhere is asking for them at the same time, and it just makes the blood pressure drop way too low - because there's not enough blood to fill the blood vessels when they're all relaxed at the same time, even if the person hasn't lost any blood, and because the fluid in the blood starts leaking out into the tissues rather than staying - and then even the organs that aren't badly injured will start panicking like they are, and not work very well. And they think that's a lot of why his blood can't clot properly - it's not just that his bones and liver can't make the parts of blood that form clots, it's that everywhere his body is shouting 'I'm injured! help me!' and the clotting-cells think there must be a wound that's bleeding and try to make clots everywhere at once, and actually all it does is gunk up the tiny blood vessels, so now his extremities aren't getting enough blood, and it uses up all the clotting-cells and clotting-substances and there are none left for if he does actually start bleeding from a wound.: 

Shavri looks thoughtful. :Marian said that's actually a problem for a lot of their patients, because their artifice can fix the underlying problem, but the patient's body doesn't know that and will panic about the problem anyway, even when all it's doing is making it worse. So they use drugs to tell the patient's body to stop doing those things, while the artifice handles it. They're nervous about doing that for Leareth because he's already going to have trouble fighting infection, but the expert doctor thought it was worth it and I kind of agree, I think? I think his body wouldn't even notice a true infection-alarm because there are so many spurious ones already.: 

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:So it's like the body is an army, or a line of forts, and usually they're all cooperating and sharing resources sensibly, but now a bunch of them are overwhelmed and it's ruining morale across the whole front and also some of the officers are fools or cowards. So you've got to take over and impose some rules and fire some of the worst officers and install replacements.:

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:Yes, that's a very good analogy, actually!: Shavri is looking thoughtful. :I think with practice, I could do what they're doing with Healing, and more precisely - they have very good drugs, better than anything we have, but all of their drugs affect most of the body at once, and usually they do more than one thing and some of the things are unintended...: 

Shavri can keep rambling on this and related topics for a while, in between answering Dr Chadra's questions about how things are looking in their patient's body and whether the interventions they're trying are causing any noticeable change. 

(The answer is mostly not, or at least not yet. The cytokine-blocking drug doesn't act instantly, and Leareth's body just isn't capable of doing that much with the IV nutrition they've now started, and - just, in general, he's slowly getting worse - probably more slowly than he would be without all the treatments, is the best Shavri can say - and nothing is getting better and that seems unlikely to change without Samora's magic.) 

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They're counting down toward 2:30 pm, which would be about 90 minutes after Catherine's call. Marian is really hoping for an absence of traffic, and for the diamond-goop-processing to be fast - or for Samora to decide it'll work fine poured on their patient as a liquid, she can provide nice graduated jugs with pouring spouts (from the clean utility, and definitely sterilized since the last time they contained urine or other bodily fluids) for testing purposes. She is additionally desperately hoping that the spell will get Leareth STABLE and OFF ECMO and she can, maybe, possibly, have a BREAK. 

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At 2:18 PM, Catherine is pulling off I-80 at the exit for the hospital and feeling like this might actually maybe work. She is Balto the sled dog. She is the Mail that Must Go Through. That guy had better still be alive to get this stuff used on him when she gets there.

She parks in the employee parking and runs to the building with the bags clutched under her arm like a football, switches to a dignified but still very quick pace as soon as she's inside, and arrives at the ICU just barely able to pretend she's not out of breath.

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That woman is obviously out of breath and clutching bags! That's probably her diamond dust delivery! She would rush over and make a gimme gesture except apparently they might be able to get it out of the water it's in and that would really help their odds.

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Dr Chadra hurries out to meet Catherine, with the clean graduated jugs that Marian had asked Clarice to stage on one of the wheelie bedtime tables right outside the room. “Where’s Minata gotten to - Marian said she was on figuring out drying the stuff - Catherine, show us what it looks like, is it pourable as-is, I really don’t know that we want to delay even half an hour, this guy’s labs are a trainwreck -“

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Minata shows up to take part of the lapping compound relay! Once they get one of the syringes open it turns out to have the consistency of toothpaste.

"Alright, the stuff this is mixed in is water soluble, I think step one is to dissolve it in water whether we want it pourable or dry. Then we check the consistency and either filter it or pour it as is if we don't want to wait." She's grabbing distilled water as she says this.

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Samora is observing these proceedings with non-English-speaking interest! "If I'm going to be pouring it it needs to be all in one container," she says to Marian.

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(Marian arranged to slip out of the actual room and do the whole de-gowning routine when she saw the commotion of Catherine arriving, and Clarice plus the respiratory therapist and another nurse are still inside, as well as Shavri, but she's still kind of distracted trying to keep an eye on all the equipment through the window of the firmly shut main door.) 

"Will you be able to tell by practice-pouring it if the spell is going to work that way, or are we still just guessing? ...I don't know how long it'll take to dry everything out and he can probably wait forty-five minutes if that's how long it takes but I'm not sure - and what if it still comes out too clumpy and we just have to mix it in water again anyway..."

Marian feels like this would normally be a lot more exciting - a new medical procedure! which is literally powerful magic! and relied on a dramatic and heroic fetch quest by Catherine - but she just really really wants the patient to be stable already, on top of the sheer volume of charting for all the interventions it's just draining to be trapped in an iso room with a patient who is looking concerningly nearly-dead at her at all times. 

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Poor Marian. It's too bad she doesn't have a second Share Language that would let her go through someone else. "I won't be able to try it without casting the actual spell, sorry. If it doesn't work I keep the spell slot but also the diamond dust will be all over his clothes and the floor and I don't know how I'd get it back in one place."

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“…We probably shouldn’t risk wasting it,” even though aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa about waiting however long it takes to dry it and what if they fuck THAT up, “but if it won’t waste the spell - and it sounds like it doesn’t need direct skin contact? - it’s possible we could cover him in a drape and, like, prop it up higher around the edges and catch all of it? I guess it’s have to be waterproof and maybe that’s not okay even if clothes are -“

She switches back to English to tell Minata that they should test drying, like, one syringe worth of it, to see how long it takes and what rough percentage if any gets stuck inside the syringes. “- Catherine, how much wiggle room do we have on the total weight, can we afford to lose, like, five percent or is that cutting it too close -?”

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"It doesn't need skin contact but if the dust is fine enough to go through the cloth we would still lose a bunch if the spell fails."

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"We can waste two tubes and still be alright. Try drying the syringe of three micron first, it'll be the most pain in the ass and if we throw it out we'll have all the same size."

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Minata digs through the bag of tubes for the three micron one and unless someone says "No stop" she's going to mix it with distilled water until it flows freely enough to look like it won't immediately clog the syringe filter.

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(No one calls to stop.)

Marian tries slurping up a syringe full without the filter connector-bit, and then screwing on the filter and seeing whether the application of firm pressure will force out only water and leave mostly-diamond.

….It’s going to take a lot of that just to get back to toothpaste-consistency, honestly? Maybe they should try microwaving a dish of paste directly (covered to avoid splatter? but with something porous so the water won’t just recondense, but not so porous that the diamond can splatter right through it?) and see if that seems inclined to dry it out in an even vaguely reasonable length of time? 

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Minata is worried that won't cook off the, what does the MSDS say this stuff is in, polyalkylene glycol. They can try that, maybe in a container that is itself in a plastic baggie with the opening on the side, and then if that just gets them hot paste they can try again after dissolving it?

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Google, open. 

> boiling point of polyethylene glycol

Oh no this is an unanswerable question as stated, Marian gets the Wikipedia article and polyethylene glycol isn't one thing it's, like, dozens of things? Miralax is a kind of polyethylene glycol but it's apparently a high-molecular-weight kind, low molecular weight kinds are liquid at room temperature and boil at...like 250 C. That is indeed a problem.

Does the package have a number on it that might be the molecular weight of this kind of polyethylene glycol? ...Also how much, does it say, maybe the thing they would need to do is rinse it out but that sounds like it would require repeatedly liquifying the paste in more distilled water, filtering it with the obnoxious syringe method, and liquifying it again with different water - it's apparently also soluble in isopropyl alcohol but Marian isn't sure how much that helps, except that she does vaguely recall that isopropyl alcohol has a lower boiling point and that would in theory make the final round of paste slightly easier to microwave dry... 

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It actually says polyalkylene glycol but that stuff also boils at really hot. She's already got one mixed in water, if that one turns out to take way too much microwaving they can try alcohol next. The one with water in it is gunking up the filter quite quickly but it turns out that it is in fact the diamond dust gunking it up and scraping it very thoroughly out into a container for microwaving gets the filter back to mostly functional again. This is going to take ages, though. Push through the filter, disassemble, scrape. Actually they should maybe just leave the filter cartridge in the container, except what if it catches fire in the microwave. 

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Meanwhile, elsewhere: 

Miracle or Malpractice? Strange Happenings at Renown Regional

A Gazette-Journal reporter was invited to the Intensive Care Unit at Renown Regional Medical Center today to investigate reports of "miraculous" healings conducted, not by a medical genius, but by a priest of a previously unknown religion associated with the popular "role-playing game" Dungeons and Dragons. . .

. . . wearing medieval-style armor, and a nurse claimed she spoke no English . . . 

. . . Nonetheless, patient satisfaction seems surprisingly high. One patient's sister described her brother's recovery from a car crash three weeks ago as "absolutely miraculous" . . .

. . . "It's not a joke. I saw a man's skull grow back. I saw a guy the doctors had given up hope for sit up and repent of his sins." . . .

It is unclear at this time whether insurance will cover this treatment. When the attending doctor was approached for comment, he responded, "First of all, who the (expletive) let you in here . . . " . . .

Further investigation is in progress and updates will be provided when available.

The article includes a picture of Samora and a picture of two people in hospital gowns hugging each other.

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Wow Marian does not chemistry. ...Google thinks that polyethylene glycol is a subtype of polyalkylene glycol, which is an umbrella term, but yeah that doesn't super help. 

...Maybe she'll text her dad, who is an Actual Chemist, juuuuust on the off chance that there's some obvious hack here that doesn't involve, like, access to an entire university chemistry lab. They should possibly try to arrange that if they're going to have to do this again tomorrow but that's not today-Marian's problem. 

She texts her dad, and then calls Clarice on her hospital phone extension rather than actually stick her head into the positive pressure iso room and lets her know that, uh, they are not confident the diamond dust will work if it's a liquid or that they can recapture it all if it fails to work and so they're going to try to dry it and it'll be, like, an hour. If the patient is deteriorating fast enough that they don't think he's going to last until everything is dry and ready, then they can just mix it all into water again but they do need, like, five minutes' notice.  

...And then she's going to help with the stupid chemistry project, because Clarice and Chris are tag-teaming covering for her right this second on documenting ECMO flowsheets and this is the closest thing she's had all morning to a break. 

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On the other side of the country, Dr Chen skims some of the Google search results for breaking news in Reno, Nevada. 

(She's mostly not expecting to find anything; it's probably a ??training scenario??, which wouldn't be in the news, and if there was some kind of radiation leak incident it would probably be classified, but - this entire situation is surprisingly compelling to think about obsessively, and she's not going to keep calling the ICU, because if it's real then they're going to be incredibly busy and don't need their elbows jogged.) 

 

 

 

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....That does not actually unconfuse her in the slightest! Honestly it would barely unconfuse her even if it was April 1st. She looked up Dr Harrison and he doesn't seem like the type to waste a bunch of people's time with an elaborate and very unprofessional prank?? 

She pulls up the lab results email again and stares at the numbers unhappily. 

 

...She emails a pile of her colleagues asking if anyone, maybe, possibly, was in med school or residency or college roommates with any of the physicians on staff at Renown Regional Medical Center, such that they would have the person's contact details and the person might be inclined to answer a question for them. 

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Dilute. Mix. Transfer to syringe, squeeze water (and poly-whatever-ylene glycol) out until the filter clogs, remove filter - without spilling the remaining liquified-paste - and scrape off with a scalpel into a sterile metal kidney basin stolen from a procedure kit, replace filter and try some more - she would be tempted to swap filters more often, they have an enormous box, but what if they end up with like 30% of the diamond dust gunked inside the filters, they should find out if the fillters are microwave-safe and they can dry them out and shake the dust out of them once it's no longer mixed with water... 

This would be more satisfying if Marian wasn't in a state of slow-motion freaking out that her patient is going to code before they're actually ready. 

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Will they be able to microwave it in that metal basin or should Minata find a different container?

Catherine puts a filter in the microwave for thirty seconds and watches it like a hawk for signs of catching fire. It doesn't catch fire. She joins the dilute-mix-filter-scrape party.

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Samora can help too! It looks like the sort of thing she can imitate without any special knowledge. It's nice to have something useful she can do that requires neither language nor spell slots.

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…They should not microwave metal. They probably shouldn’t microwave plastic either, they want, like, glazed ceramic? The ramekins that the kitchen sends for soup and pudding and stuff might work but Marian is not psyched about washing a used one in the staff room sink, maybe they should call the kitchen and get a delivery of ones fresh from the industrial dishwasher…

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Dr Chadra does, finally, manage to escape the patient’s room again, and hide in the conference room to try to call Dr Chen back. 

“Hi, it’s Dr Chadra from Renown, have I reached—“

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“Were you aware that your unit made the news today?” Dr Chen says, a bit waspishly. (It doesn’t explain everything, or even come close, but her top theory right now is that a bunch of med students are the ringleaders on a stupid prank and “Dr Harrison” wasn’t.)

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“I - no - what does that—?” Dr Chadra had a whole script mentally lined up and it’s now throughly thrown off. “Why do you— ohhhh. Shit.” 

The journalist!!! He forgot about that!!! Dr Harrison brushed it off with a confident pronouncement that obviously no one would take a tabloid journalist seriously, but in hindsight obviously the specialist in Tennessee who they just dumped a bizarre and concerning and pretty fake-sounding case on would be inclined to get on Google. Awkward.

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That…does, in fact, sound like the reaction of someone whose mind was entirely on something big and important and genuine and who was bemused at the concept that they would have had time to read the news today.

“So what did you call about, if it’s not to confess that this is an overly elaborate med student prank?”

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…Back on the script. “Your expertise would be invaluable on this case but Dr Harrison isn’t comfortable saying more about the, er, biological cellular regeneration treatment over the phone. If you would consider flying here and signing an NDA, we can read you in on everything.”

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“And I’ll be listed as a coauthor when you publish the case study later, huh? Is that what he’s thinking.” If this ISN’T a baffling prank then this would, in fact, be an excellent bribe for cancelled everything this week and getting on a plane to the west coast on zero notice.

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That was not part of the script but Dr Chadra can react on his feet. "Probably? I assume so? I mean, like, that seems super reasonable, if you're consulting on it?" 

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"...I need to think about it."

What she in fact needs is to find someone, anyone else who can confirm, as a third party, whether their puzzling and incredibly concerning radiation syndrome patient actually exists. If the patient is real, then - well, maybe she doesn't need to understand what the actual fuck is happening in Reno to know that they need her help. 

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Well, she's in, what, Tennessee or something, she's not getting here until late tonight one way or another and by then either their patient will be dead or he'll be fixed or he'll be temporarily stabilized and they'll have until tomorrow morning to figure out what the fuck to do next. 

"Okay," Dr Chadra says.

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“Keep emailing me updates,” Dr Chen says after a brief unsuccessful battle with temptation; she’s full of desperate morbid curiosity. “You’re setting up to do your secret treatment intervention again, yes? I’d consider getting the full set of labs immediately before and after, for the comparison.” 

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...That's a good idea, actually, given that it's now looking like it could be another hour until they can use the Restoration and Leareth's labs are probably still getting worse - it's not imminently a life-threatening crisis but only because he's on all the life support - and it does seem valuable to know exactly how much the Restoration helps with all the myriad horrible problems. 

"Will do," Dr Chadra promises. "I'd better get back to it." 

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Leareth is hanging on but, if Shavri's Sight is tracking the same things then his labs are definitely going to be getting worse. His cardiac output is deteriorating again, probably from a mix of counterproductive response to inflammation signals and the fact that his cells are getting less and less able to use all the oxygen being moved around in his blood. Oh and possibly the tiny arteries that feed blood to his actual heart muscle are having inflammation-related tiny blockages? ...It's not an emergency, they can go back up on the ECMO flow rate, just, it's pretty non-ideal, if Leareth's heart stops then that might make him non-targetable by Golarion magic again even if they're supporting his circulation. 

 

If Samora is not 100% definitely required for preparing the diamond dust then Shavri would kind of like her back in the room and on-call to cast Stabilize? 

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Absolutely. She prepped the Restoration before Catherine got back so there's nothing else she in particular has to do. She can stand here casting Stabilize every six seconds if that's what makes their odds best, or she can stand here with one on the tip of her tongue waiting for Shavri to say Now.

She still has one Remove Disease, three Remove Sicknesses, and an open slot that can all be turned into Cures, plus three channels.

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Wow Shavri is really tempted to demand that Dr Harrison authorize using both the Remove Disease and another Cure immediately! But it’s probably not worth it, they’re going to have an entire night to get through after this and the pneumonia continues to be very far down the list of Leareth’s worst problems, and it’s not clear how much a Cure will help right now, increasingly many of his problems look more like deteriorating Endurance than like injuries. Probably they should hold off unless he starts bleeding internally or something - he’s not, right now, he’ll just be in serious trouble if it does happen while his blood’s ability to clot is destroyed.

Casting Stabilize every six seconds seems great, though, if it’s not going to wear Samora out and result in her being exhausted later.

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Marian continues to work as fast as she reasonably can, which is not that fast because it would be so stupid to fumble a container and drop a bunch of their desperately-collected diamond dust on the floor. 

 

Doooooes it at least seem like the final product, after three rounds of dilution and re-filtering with water and rubbing alcohol and then microwaving the paste in a clean ramekin inside a sideways biohazard bag, is a sprinkle-able powder? 

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Marian's phone buzzes in her pocket to announce a reply to the text she sent her dad most of an hour ago. 

Hmmm. You might be able to evaporate away the solvents. I don’t think you could burn them away, since diamonds burn quite nicely. I’m not sure a centrifuge would work. There are recipes to make diamonds from methane.

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There are WHAT NOW 

 

Marian immediately drops everything she's doing to google "recipe to make diamonds from methane".

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It sounds like this is in fact just one of the industrial production methods, and requires a high pressure high temperature chamber (and a pre-existing diamond crystal to seed the carbon deposits). 

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....In hindsight it's not actually surprising at all that there does not exist, like, a recipe to make diamonds out of methane IN YOUR KITCHEN, which is kiiiind of what her dad made it sound like, and you would need an actual chemistry lab or something. 

 

Marian passes on that diamonds are APPARENTLY FLAMMABLE and they should be careful about not microwaving them past the point that all the visible water has evaporated off in case the microwave can get them hot enough to CATCH FIRE. Maybe someone else already turned up this fact on Google - and it does feel vaguely not-totally-surprising, possibly it's something she learned in school once a really long time ago - but it had not been top of mind for Marian until now. 

She keeps going with the tedious process. 

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(Diamonds being flammable doesn't come up very often, but when it does come up it's a big problem!)

Casting Stabilize every six seconds is no problem; Samora doesn't get sleepy and isn't going to get worn out just from making spell gestures.

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Dilute. Filter. Scrape. Nuke. Dilute. Filter. Scrape. Nuke. This is boring but medieval alchemists would think they were the coolest motherfuckers. It does seem to be coming out pretty powdery but Catherine doesn't want to get it all over her gloves trying to sprinkle it. Sometimes it turns into a sort of crumbly cake in the microwave but it's easy enough to crush it back into powder with the edge of a spoon. Putting the microwave on half power makes the paste way less prone to blorping onto the inside of the baggie for only a little longer per nuke. As soon as they're done she's going to order a can of the dry grit from McMaster Carr with one-day shipping so they never need to do this again, and then she's going to give Dr. Harrison his credit card back.

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They get to the point that Shavri thinks the occasional Stabilize is doing something, because Leareth keeps trying to slide from his horrible-but-surprisingly-functional heart rhythm into a more horrible and unsurprisingly-less-functional one, which would not in fact immediately kill him because the artifice at this point providing two-thirds of his circulation but Shavri isn't complaining that the spell considers this a targetable step-toward-dying that it can reset. 

...And then Leareth does start bleeding into his gut, which Shavri catches immediately because she's watching very closely for it, and that does justify a Cure even though Leareth would benefit from one a lot more after the Restoration, it doesn't seem like it can wait - and Leareth is not holding life-force very well but it does actually manage to get just enough of the accumulating injurylike damage to his heart that his electrical rhythm steadies out on the horrible-but-functional thing - 

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Marian finishes filtering-and-nuking her most recent syringe of the three-times-rinsed diamond and delicately scrapes it into the central bowl of powder and de-cakes some of the crumbly bits with the edge of a spoon and then goes to schlorp up more and the container of diamond liquid is empty???

 

Are they. Done. Are they ready???? Is that definitely all of the diamond dust syringes, they weren't wasting a lot with the method but they don't have a ton of wiggle room, but if they're actually ready then she should maybe be gowning up to rush in there right now? ...Not rush. Make a careful and stateful trip in there. Possibly with the dry-diamond bowl inside a biohazard bag in the unlikely but horrible event that she manages to trip or something. But it sounds like if they're ready she should definitely not delay???? 

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Shavri is skimming surface thoughts outside the room occasionally - the room feels like it should be shielded, what with all the positive pressure isolation, but of course nothing is shielded against Mindspeech here - and she's considering that enough reason to relay to the nurses that now is probably a good time to draw all those labs they urgently wanted. And poke Samora to let her know that her materials might be incoming soon?

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Excellent! The current situation is mostly stable (heh) but they're metaphorically running in place and Samora is not a fan. She's ready to go, just stick a bowl in her hand.

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There are a lot of "pre" labs to draw but fortunately their guy has all the lines and Clarice has no trouble pulling all the tubes before Marian actually makes it into the room. 

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Here she is! Gowned and masked and so so so carefully carrying their precious bowl of purified diamond particles over to Samora!

(Wow her patient looks concerningly awful! Marian isn't entirely sure if he's actually gotten worse in a visible-at-a-glance way or if it's just that she was desensitized before and has now spent an hour outside of the room and forgotten how bad he looked, but it's definitely punching her in the eyeballs now.) 

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Samora has seen worse but only on ghouls. She takes the cup of diamond dust, picks up a pinch and sprinkles it back into the bowl, and smiles in satisfaction as she starts adding more in a careful pattern of lines and curves on Leareth's chest. After the first line is complete she starts chanting in Celestial, a prayer of healing and life and the steadfast endurance that overcomes all ills in time.

When the last graceful S of diamond dust is complete and the last "by my will and Yours" falls into silence, all the diamond dust on Leareth vanishes.

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And abruptly Leareth looks enormously less like he's inches away from dying!

 

The ECG tracing on the monitor transitions from the bizarre ventricular rhythm to something almost normal. His blood pressure bops up to a beautiful 118/73 and then...keeps going up, probably because he's getting a suddenly-totally-unnecessary amount of pressors and also an extra 3.5L/min of oxygenated blood squirted back into his descending aorta. 

He doesn't move, and his breathing doesn't change, because he's sedated and paralyzed and on a volume-control mode on the ventilator. But there's some indefinable sense that he would breathe okay on his own. 

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Wow shit okay he does not need to be maxed on norepinephrine and in fact possibly he needs to be on zero of it! And they should start weaning the ECMO flow rate because it sure does not super look like he needs it! 

...This is not a stressful problem. Like, it's mildly suboptimal for his blood pressure to be rapidly approaching 150/100, but Marian is having a very hard time getting worked up about it when her entire subconscious mind is feeling deeply soothed by her patient being healthy-person-colored with great peripheral circulation. 

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....Clarice draws labs. 

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Most of them will need to be sent off - along with the "pre" labs already bagged on the table - and take twenty minutes to come back even if they're processed at the very top of the queue, but the iSTAT blood gas is almost immediate. 

 

Before, they were getting moderately worse numbers than the last one threeish hours ago: pH 7.04, pCO2 39, pO2 288, HCO3 9. Lactate on its way up again and now hitting 17.2.

Now it's...very close to normal? pH 7.32, pCO2 38, pO2 285, HCO3 19, lactate...only down to 6.8, which is still pretty high by any objectively standard, but that's still a completely physically impossible decrease to happen in two minutes. 

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It's not very dignified to grin and bounce slightly while she decreases and documents decreasing the pressors, but Marian is doing it anyway!!!!!

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That's a really impressive difference!

 

:It definitely didn't get all the damage, but I think it might actually have gotten nearly all of the - diffuse metabolic failure type problems? Exactly the kinds of things that I would expect Endurance to include: Shavri tells Samora and also literally everyone in range. :...The underlying problem is definitely still there. The life-force leak. And there's quite a lot of non-life-threatening but...sticky...damage, I think downstream of all the inflammation? The muscles and nerves in his extremities are in pretty bad shape. But the - cells not properly able to use fuel - that problem is gone, for the moment.: 

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"Well, it sounds like we'll have some pretty dramatic data to send Dr Chen," Dr Harrison says. 

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"I'm glad it helped a lot! That one was targeted at Endurance so it makes sense that his muscles are still damaged. I can do another one for Strength tomorrow if there's more diamond dust."

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"Well, good news!" says Catherine when this gets translated. "I just ordered another two castings on McMaster Carr! They'll be here tomorrow and they won't be paste!"

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Bounce bounce bounce their patient is going to SURVIVE and NOT DIE and BE OKAY and this might be the best shift of Marian's life even if she really doesn't get to claim credit for almost any of it. 

She's gotten him entirely off the norepinephrine and now it's time to help Clarice and Dr Chadra document the 'weaning off ECMO' steps. This is objectively speaking a lot of work and kind of stressful but Marian is downright cheery about it. 

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They do not quite have him off ECMO by the time the lab calls with their results – both sets at once, the "before" and "after" bags processed as a batch with draw times two minutes apart – but this isn't because there's a problem, 

Dr Chadra listens to the lab tech checking off the box "I read the critical results to someone" on the phone, his grin widening, while Clarice hurriedly pulls up the lab results page in the chart and refreshes it repeatedly until the numbers show up there. Everyone crowds in, except for Shavri who will just stay at Leareth's side and mindread people for the latest. 

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RENOWN REGIONAL MEDICAL CENTER - LABORATORY RESULTS
Patient: PURPLE, NINETY-THREE Collection Time: 16:13 / 16:15
MRN: TEMP-93 Result Time: 16:37
ARTERIAL BLOOD GAS (ECMO CIRCUIT)
Test Prior (13:00) 16:13 16:15 Flag Reference
pH 7.12 7.04 7.32 ↑↑ (7.35-7.45)
pCO2 38 39 38   (35-45 mmHg)
pO2 295 288 285 HIGH (80-100 mmHg)
HCO3 11 9 19 ↑↑ (22-26 mEq/L)
Base Excess -18 -22 -8 ↑↑ (-2 to +2)
Lactate 14.5 17.2 6.8 ↑↑ (0.5-2.0 mmol/L)
BASIC METABOLIC PANEL
Test Prior (13:00) 16:13 16:15 Flag Reference
Sodium 146 144 142   (136-145 mEq/L)
Potassium 5.8 6.2 4.9 (3.5-5.0 mEq/L)
Chloride 106 105 104   (98-107 mEq/L)
CO2 12 10 20 ↑↑ (23-30 mEq/L)
BUN 32 38 35 (7-20 mg/dL)
Creatinine 2.4 2.6 2.1 (0.7-1.3 mg/dL)
Glucose 198 212 155 HIGH (70-100 mg/dL)
Calcium (ionized) 0.92 0.88 1.08 (1.15-1.35 mmol/L)
Magnesium 1.6 1.5 1.8 (1.7-2.2 mg/dL)
Phosphate 2.1 1.9 2.6 (2.5-4.5 mg/dL)
RENAL FUNCTION
Test Prior (13:00) 16:13 16:15 Flag Reference
Urine Output (past hour) 0 mL 0 mL - LOW (30-50 mL/hr)
COMPLETE BLOOD COUNT
Test Prior (13:00) 16:13 16:15 Flag Reference
WBC 1.8 1.4 2.7 CRITICAL LOW (4.5-11.0 K/uL)
Hemoglobin 11.4 10.8 13.3 LOW (13.5-17.5 g/dL)
Hematocrit 34.4 32.6 37.5 LOW (38.3-48.6 %)
Platelets 38 28 129 LOW (150-400 K/uL)
ANC 320 210 925 LOW (1500-8000 /uL)
Absolute Lymphocyte Count 140 98 412 CRITICAL LOW (1000-4800 /uL)
Reticulocyte Count 0.1% 0.1% 0.2% CRITICAL LOW (0.5-2.5 %)
COAGULATION STUDIES
Test Prior (13:00) 16:13 16:15 Flag Reference
PT 23.2 28.8 15.4 HIGH (11.0-13.5 sec)
INR 2.1 2.6 1.3 HIGH (0.8-1.1)
PTT 58 68 39 HIGH (25-35 sec)
Fibrinogen 165 145 192 LOW (200-400 mg/dL)
D-dimer 8,500 12,400 4,200 CRITICAL HIGH (<500 ng/mL)
HEPATIC FUNCTION PANEL
Test Prior (13:00) 16:13 16:15 Flag Reference
AST 1,240 1,680 309 HIGH (10-40 U/L)
ALT 890 1,240 88 HIGH (7-56 U/L)
Alkaline Phosphatase 210 245 163 HIGH (40-130 U/L)
Total Bilirubin 2.4 3.2 1.1   (0.1-1.2 mg/dL)
Albumin 1.9 1.7 3.6   (3.5-5.5 g/dL)
Ammonia 125 152 43   (15-45 μg/dL)
CARDIAC MARKERS
Test Prior (13:00) 16:13 16:15 Flag Reference
Troponin I 16.8 18.9 12.2 CRITICAL HIGH (<0.04 ng/mL)
BNP 2,650 2,950 1,250 CRITICAL HIGH (<100 pg/mL)
CK Total 8,900 11,200 7,400 CRITICAL HIGH (30-200 U/L)
CK-MB 285 320 195 CRITICAL HIGH (0-5 ng/mL)
ADDITIONAL STUDIES
Test Prior (13:00) 16:13 16:15 Flag Reference
LDH 2,850 3,450 650 CRITICAL HIGH (140-280 U/L)
Haptoglobin <10 <10 15 LOW (30-200 mg/dL)
Ferritin 8,500 9,800 3,200 CRITICAL HIGH (30-400 ng/mL)
Procalcitonin 2.8 4.2 2.3 HIGH (<0.5 ng/mL)
Amylase 485 620 120 HIGH (<100 U/L)
Lipase 820 1,050 110 HIGH (<60 U/L)
ScvO2 (Central Venous) 82% 84% 69%   (65-75 %)
CYTOKINE PANEL
Test Prior (13:00) 16:13 16:15 Flag Reference
IL-6 950 1,150 320 CRITICAL HIGH (<5 pg/mL)
TNF-alpha 180 220 65 CRITICAL HIGH (<8 pg/mL)
IL-1β 45 58 42 HIGH (<5 pg/mL)
CRITICAL VALUES CALLED TO: Dr. Chadra, 16:23
READ BACK CONFIRMED: Yes
SPECIMEN NOTES: Two specimens drawn 2 minutes apart (16:13, 16:15). Processed as single batch per protocol.
TECHNICAL NOTES: All changes exceed analytical variation and represent true physiological change. No specimen handling errors identified.
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Wow there are admittedly still a ton of CRITICAL RESULT flags on there given the VAST IMPROVEMENT on ALMOST EVERYTHING but that mostly goes to show how terribly he was doing before this. 

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...Okay, huh, it didn't put back his ability to fight off infections nearly as much as Shavri might have hoped. She hadn't been sure off Healing-Sight alone. It did help, and she's holding out some hope that the blood they took hadn't yet 'caught up' with how drastically his underlying condition had improved. 

:I think that's the case with a lot of your numbers: she tells everyone. :...Not the ones that measure inflammation, he still objectively has a lot of tissue damage - that doesn't affect his basic metabolism, so I guess it's not strictly speaking targetable as damage to Endurance, but it's still there for his body to be panicking about. But I think there are a lot of things here that are - mostly markers downstream of a problem and not a direct problem in themselves? Like the ones for damage to his heart muscle, or the liver damage ones, I think the improvement is bigger than it looks here and the spell just didn't consider it its job to clean all the damage-flag chemicals out of his blood, since they aren't themselves harmful to him. I suppose we'll see if they decrease over time.: 

She mulls over her Sight some more. 

:I think his liver function is almost perfect right now - I mean, there's still some damage, and it's still going to get worse over time, but there's a lot of redundancy in that organ and the function is - pretty much reset to be adequate, right now. His kidneys should be working fine too, though the muscle breakdown you were talking about is still happening and that's still going to be a lot of strain and I think they'll start accumulating damage again. His clotting function should be fine for the moment...: 

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Dr Harrison is hurriedly typing up another email to Dr Chen. "How does his brain look?" 

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:...Structurally normal? Good circulation, no injurylike damage or swelling, the last Cure still reset all of that even if it barely helped overall. It's...kind of hard to assess when he's this deeply out, the energy-flows are all dampened anyway. I wouldn't be surprised if he still has a lot of...you know the thing where people can get pretty delirious with a fever? Not because of damage, just because all the panic-flags floating around in their blood are affecting the function of the cells in their brain? - it's possible there is damage at a very fine-grained level, if it's not injurylike and more like the kind of degeneration you get with age but - accelerated - Healing-Sight doesn't do incredibly well at catching that and I'm not a Mindhealer.: 

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"...That's not ideal," Dr Harrison says absently. "If he's still got the DNA damage, I mean, I doubt a second of that spell would fix it when the first one didn't, and if it's going to take stronger magic we apparently need him functional to provide his own transport to Samora's world. - how's his gut?" 

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Shavri peers. 

:...Functional? The cells that had died are alive again. For now, I think they still can't divide so he's going to have exactly the same problem in a day or two, but right now he could probably digest food.: 

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Type type type. "We're not going to push it, TPN's safer, but that's excellent to know. Any reason you're seeing to wait on trialing waking him up? - the delirium won't be better tomorrow, deep sedation is a risk factor by itself." 

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:- He's going to be really really scared if he wakes up and he can't move.: 

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Scoff. "Obviously we stop the paralytics first. Marian, do it now, we'll need an hour or two anyway to make sure he's stable off ECMO and ideally off CRRT." Type type type. 

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Okay. 

 

Marian does that, and feels vaguely anxious, and it takes her a while to pin down why. It's because she still hasn't said anything to the rest of the medical team about the patient being Evil. And she really really doesn't want to! It feels like it shouldn't be relevant! But if it's relevant to Samora then it could well be relevant to Dr Harrison. 

She finishes the next round of flowsheet-populating and then turns to get Samora's attention. 

"...Um. I haven't actually told anyone else or documented anywhere that he reads Evil to your alignment magic. I think I have some sort of intuition that that it's, I don't know, private and not the doctor's business – I mean, normally we would have no way to tell, right, without, I don't know, invading someone's privacy by reading all their private correspondence about crimes they'd done or something? And I feel really uncomfortable just telling Dr Harrison about it but if you think it's actually relevant and important that they know before we try to wake him up then I guess I should." Aaaaaaaaaaaa!

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"I agree that it generally wouldn't be other people's business; I only mentioned it because a magically powerful Evil person with the ability to travel between worlds could cause large-scale problems I would feel responsible for stopping. Shavri thinks he's the reasonable kind of Evil person who can be cooperated with on shared goals, so I don't think he's going to attack people for no reason. I mean--when I first woke up here I was really scared, and if he doesn't know what a hospital is either he might be really scared too and attack people because of that, but I don't think he's going to attack anyone randomly? Or Shavri doesn't and I figure she's right. So I don't think you need to tell anyone unless someone is planning to trust him with something important."

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Nod. “Yeah. I’m definitely worried he’s going to be scared. …And hurt himself, more than us, he’s still pretty messed up and I think if I have to wrestle him to get drugs in then he’ll lose. I’m mostly worried that Dr Harrison maybe forgot that he could try to portal somewhere if he’s scared.”

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Yes that’s definitely worth worrying about! 

:We need a plan for keeping him calm: she sends to everyone. :I can Mindspeak him and try to be reassuring, but I’m not entirely sure that understanding language will happen before the reflex to Gate, in his waking-up order, so I think we need a plan to interrupt that if we have to.:

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”Sure, Marian can be parked with a syringe of propofol ready to push if you warn us he’s thinking about portals.” Dr Harrison does not 100% sound like he’s paying attention, and definitely doesn’t look up from the computer screen.

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…Marian is not entirely reassured by this plan but she relays it to Samora. “- I’m guessing you don’t have spells that can specifically help with getting someone to calm down or interrupt them doing a thing that’s a bad idea and will hurt them?”

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"Not at this moment, but I could in fifteen minutes! I have an open slot at second circle, which I could use for Calm Emotions--does what it sounds like--or for Command or Forbid Action, which won't affect his emotions but would stop him from acting on a desire to leave. All of those can be thrown off by a strong enough will, but if he's delirious that would weaken his will so there's a pretty good chance. Calm emotions is the hardest of those to throw off but if you're worried about him acting on reflex even in the absence of emotion Forbid Action to stop him from using magic might be better. It only lasts for six seconds, whereas Calm Emotions lasts about a minute, so it might depend on how fast Shavri can talk him into calming down the normal way."

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“…I feel better about something that calms him down for a whole minute? I feel like magic that stops him from doing a thing without changing how he feels about it would just make him more scared and it’s - kind of only helpful if we’re deciding to just knock him out again and keep him sedated if it’s not going well? But Shavri knows him better.” Glance at Shavri?

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:If you can keep him calm even in an objectively terrifying situation, I think that's probably enough that he won't instinctively Gate out? And it should improve his chances of being able to parse what I'm saying. Marian's right, anything that just forcibly stops him for six seconds isn't going to help unless the plan is to sedate him again before it wears off.: 

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Great okay then that one. 

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Dr Harrison gets an email. It's just a American airlines flight number and an arrival time at Reno-Tahoe International Airport of 12:05 am. 

 

 

(Dr Chen miiiiiight have been too distracted to focus on anything other than the maybe-elaborate-stupid-prank or maybe-the-biggest-deal-of-the-century "case", and staring at flight booking pages, and concluding ninety minutes ago that the 7:33 pm departure with a transfer in Dallas was literally the last option for tonight that wouldn't involve, like, instead flying to Vegas and then driving for seven hours to make it there at 6 am, and wavering for a while that was probably actually only ten minutes, and then calling three travel agents and managing to get a seat under one of the 'cancel anytime literally up to the departure time' policy, and then sitting in the airport still not quite decided if she was actually getting on a plane on the basis of something that might be a stupid hoax, and telling herself that if it does turn out to be a hoax then a bunch of residents need to have the fear of God put into them and possibly lose their medical licenses and so really there's a solid argument for going either way. The email hits her inbox as they're taxiing out from the gate, and she downloads and saves the lab-results pdf to read while they're taking off and the in-flight wifi isn't yet live.) 

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Holy shit Dr Chadra did not expect that to work

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Oh no they have a Top Expert Doctor coming????? What if they're scary???? 

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Wow that's absurd and really really cool. Shavri will eagerly relate to Samora in Mindspeech how the doctors found someone with expertise in Leareth's exact specific mechanism of injury from her...treatises?...on their artifice-library that can be consulted from anywhere, and they've been exchanging letters, and apparently the expert is now getting in a...giant piece of artifice that flies very fast through the air? And will be here in the middle of the night, even though it's many hundreds of miles!! They can just do that!!! Apparently on a whim, because it hadn't sounded like the expert was entirely convinced this was real and not some kind of strange joke or practice scenario! 

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That's so cool! Earth artifice is amazing! She should learn how to make one of the flying things and bring that to Lastwall too she should do some kind of general survey of Earth artifice and pick the five most world-changing things and study those. But right now what she should do is go pray in a corner for fifteen minutes to get that Calm Emotions set up. Her prayers are about how she's maybe going to be doing high-stakes diplomacy with an Evil person who might or might not be Lawful and how she hopes she has the wisdom and the splendor and the education to do a good job of it and find common ground with him.

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They got this guy onto ECMO in what had to be record time for a unit that doesn't make a habit of it, and now by God they're going to get him weaned off it - from what was, like, a somewhat higher flow rate than the recommended maximum - in record time too! 

Dr Harrison is in a very good mood and it shows. 

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Wow this is great??? He said thank you to Marian twice? Oh no what if she gets too used to this and is devastated when she has a normal shift again with Dr Harrison as the attending and he's an asshole to the nursing staff she had better be pre-emptively anxious so she doesn't forget about that Marian's brain can stop that it's not helping. 

 

It is, in fact, incredibly satisfying to, within forty minutes, have a patient who is providing ALL OF HIS OWN CIRCULATION - they didn't even have to restart the norepinephrine, despite him still being on a ton of propofol - and maintaining a gorgeous normal-looking art line blood pressure of 103/66. His sats aren't amazing but he's holding up at like 94% on 40% FiO2 and he does have pneumonia, it's not his fault. 

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It's also been long enough to confirm that he's producing pee, in totally respectable if not breathtaking quantities and only a little brown-colored from all the myoglobin his kidneys are straining to filter out. 

His extremities are warm and pink! He's still completely out on 50 mcg/kg/min of propofol, not even twitching when Marian pinches his nailbed, but he's starting to have a tiny bit of a cough reflex, as the paralytic wears off, and his sats and blood pressure tolerate suctioning just fine. 

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Ewwwwww that's disgusting should they get a culture or is it not worth it because Samora will just cast Remove Disease on him. 

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"Yeah, sure, let's get a culture." This is possibly the longest that Dr Harrison has ever spent in a patient room and willing to answer questions. Despite needing to wear a N95 mask and face shield the whole time! and he's polite and cheerful when interrupted! "We'll want some documentation that the Remove Disease worked. ...Come to think of it, let's get a head CT while it's a good time for it. He'll tolerate being off the CRRT for a while, we'll keep doing serial labs hourly." 

It'll be something they can correlate the Healing-Sight with, their nice magic healer might even learn things from it, and it has the virtue of coming in a shareable file format and being possible to excerpt images from for the truly incredible case study they're going to write later. ...The drawings can maybe also go in the paper but you can't just have drawings, everyone else would think it was weird. 

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What, no, why, does she have to Marian knows better than to argue. At least the CRRT machine is familiar and less terrifying to touch or interact with in any way than the ECMO machine, and she doesn't need handholding to flush all the blood currently in it back into the patient and disconnect it. It's probably a reasonable time to be swapping the filter anyway, Leareth's blood has been incredibly messed up and the filter pressures were already rising and if they do have to restart it later the second filter should stay in good shape a lot longer.

She has not had a break of any kind unless you count over an hour of purifying diamond dust out of goop, during which she did think to grab a bathroom break and eat about eight packages of graham crackers while hiding in the patient bathroom. Who needs breaks, anyway, the sweet satisfaction of a dying patient abruptly turning around and drastically recovering is better than breaks. 

"Are we doing the Remove Disease first or after?" she asks Dr Harrison. On the one hand, Leareth is showing no sign of sepsis yet, given the glorious wonderful soothing perfect blood pressure, and if they do it after then maybe it can also hit anything he was exposed to while out of the positive pressure isolation room and trekking through the hospital. On the other hand, field trips are stressful and Marian miiiight be less stressed if she wasn't thinking about his grotty lungs and wondering how quickly he could start deteriorating more given the lack of immune system. On the other other end, a stat head CT is, like, five minutes, it should really be fine... 

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"I'd rather hold it as long as we can manage." Unless the magic Healer thinks the patient needs it immediately? Dr Harrison is actually pretty inclined to defer to her, at this point, and glances over at her expectantly. 

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:- I'm pretty sure he can handle it. It's actually barely progressing, your drugs aren't going to be able to clear it up entirely without his body helping but they do work.: 

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SPEAKING OF THAT Marian should check when the next doses of his five billion antibiotics and antifungals and antivirals are due! ...oh phew it's only the piperacillin-tazobactam, and she's not late on it quite yet, and everything else is q8h and pre-staggered because they had an even greater shortage of line ports earlier and the pharmacy specifically recommended not running all of them literally simultaneously. 

Did she - oh, she did, past Marian is amazing and thought to crack the seal to start mixing the pre-attached vial of powder hours ago and now it's in her pocket and thoroughly dissolved without having to frantically shake it for several minutes. 

She hangs it, and makes sure they definitely have backup propofol in case the current bottle runs out - it's running pretty fast - and then starts the process of packing up for a field trip. 

"We're going to go take pictures of inside him," she tells Samora. "So we have a record we can actually send to other people using the artifice, Healing-Sight probably sees most of the same things but it's not as shareable. It's the same place we went with you, before, but we shouldn't have to wait in line." In fact, Dr Chadra is going to run ahead and make sure the hallway is literally deserted and the CT tech knows to do a proper job wiping down the table after the most recent patient and wear a mask when they arrive. "...I don't know if we need you, it really should go fine, but I would feel better if you come just in case." 

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"I'd be happy to! Do you want his next Cure Light now, or after? It should do more than the previous one now that his Endurance is back up. Also if he starts waking up early I assume the plan is for you to knock him out again and not for me to use the Calm Emotions?"

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Marian at one point had notes on paper about Samora's current remaining spells-that-could-become-Cures and channels, to check off. She's misplaced it at some point, and she thinks it might have included spells that they ended up using as spells and not turning into Cures, but at the very least Samora has three channels left, they're just saving those for last because it's pretty wasteful to use them on a single guy shut up in an isolation room (who can't even benefit from nearly the full amount of positive energy that a Samora-channel includes, but Marian has formed the impression that this is just true of all Earth patients).

She should update the tally, though, it'll be so embarrassing if Dr Harrison asks and she's lost track. 

"Remind me how many unused spells you have left that can in theory be turned into Cures? I think we should have plenty to get through the night, especially if he gets more from this one, but I don't want to lose count. ...Also he really shouldn't wake up, he's on an insane dose of drugs to keep him unconscious, but yeah we should save the Calm Emotions for once it's a planned wakeup." 

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"I have the Remove Disease, the Calm Emotions, three Remove Sicknesses it's pretty costless to use as Cures, and three channels. How long is it until I'll have tomorrow's ready, sixteen hours or so? So I can do one now, one in three six nine twelve hours, and still have one spare if there's an emergency."

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Oh noooooo has it only been eight hours since Samora finished getting today's spells? How? (This observation is somehow coexisting with "how is it already past 5 pm????"). 

"....Slightly less than sixteen hours, I think. Fifteenish? That makes sense, it sounds like we don't have to ration them too hard. Now is good."

And she'll put in a narrative note, again, she's pretty sure she's been remembering to do that each time, it's just annoyingly hard to search or see the times at a glance. She wonders vaguely if there's some way to, like, save different cleric spells in the electronic medication administration record as custom off-formulary meds. Possibly a pharmacist has to do that, Marian has no idea how to put it in. 

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Leareth does benefit notably more from this one! It's still the case that a lot of what's wrong with him is neither injurylike nor targetable as "Endurance", including the ongoing slow life-force drain showing up to Shavri, but his life-force is now topped up to a normal brightness! It's a little harder to pick out what actual injury-healing that corresponds to, because all of the "injuries" are internal and at a very fine-grained scale, but a closer look with Healing-Sight will confirm that the endothelial lining of his blood vessels is in better shape more or less everywhere, and his lungs are functioning a bit better even with the pneumonia still there, and it might even be getting a little bit of the most acute-injury muscle damage. 

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Shavri relates this while Marian finishes moving IV pumps to the fold-up IV pole on the bed itself and transferring the monitor cassette to the portable monitor. 

:I think he won't desperately need another for a lot more than three hours: she says. :If we can afford it, I'm still in favor of doing them pretty often - especially if we want him to wake up and be lucid, the damage that keeps accumulating is going to be painful for him well before it's dangerous or making him unstable. But I think he could go six hours between Cures or channels, with this starting place.: 

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'This patient will die in six hours without the repeated application of powerful divine healing magic' is still, like, not a great place to be in, but it's a big enough improvement from the place they were in before that Marian is grinning about it anyway. 

Aaaaaaand they're ready to go. Marian has emergency epinephrine and backup propofol in her pocket just in case, and with the respiratory therapist and Shavri and Samora and Marian herself, they should have plenty of people to help move the bed. Field trip! 

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Leareth is still not at all inclined to try to breathe on his own, and the respiratory therapist has to bag him the whole way down the hall which limits how fast they can move, but other than that, the trip goes pretty much fine with no unexpected problems.

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The giant artifice is soooooooo cool. Shavri arranges herself where she can keep an eye with Healing-Sight during it, rather than where she can see the pictures they're taking on the screen, but she absolutely wants to look at it later. 

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Dr Chadra and the respiratory therapist are both camping out in the room itself, and the propofol is running without issue, so Marian is inclined to stay with Samora in the antechamber with the screen and point out things on the CT imagery. That definitely looks like a totally normal brain to her, though admittedly she is not a radiologist. 

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Watching a man's breath be pumped into him like he's a forge is very strange. So is getting to look at his brain while it's still in his head. What are they hoping to learn here, exactly? Just whether there's anything wrong with his brain they didn't know about? Does Marian think this machine could tell the difference between Samora with her headband on and Samora without it, or is it not set up to see that kind of thing?

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If Marian were the RT on duty she would just have dug out the transport ventilator, it kind of sucks as a piece of equipment but it's not like Leareth is having a ton of trouble on the respiratory side, at this point, and it would be so much less tedious. 

"....I kind of doubt this kind of picture could see that?" she says to Samora. "If the thing it does is change how you think? This test only shows - static structure, and only at a larger scale, I think we mainly want a baseline so we know what to compare to if he has a problem later that's getting worse." She mulls on it for a moment. "Your headband effect might show up on a - there's a different kind of picture that looks at the electrical signals, like how we're watching his heart rhythm, and that might show changes in how someone is able to think? And it might show up to Shavri's Healing-Sight. There's a different kind of imaging that sees - changes in where more blood is going, over time - and Healing-Sight is kind of more like that and maybe even better than that. ...How exactly does the headband work, I think you said it makes you 'wiser' but I'm not sure how to map that to things we can study about brains." 

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(And they're done! Head CTs are pretty fast, even with contrast, which they risked even though it could be hard on his kidneys. Time to hurry back!) 

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Leareth is still not making any attempts to breathe spontaneously, but he does cough in response to being jostled as they slide him back off the CT table to the bed. 

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SHIT FUCK he's not restrained at all– okay okay they're fine he's absolutely still very thoroughly sedated and completely unresponsive to any stimuli, Marian just got stressed out there for a moment. 

She's still going to be pretty tense and distracted until they're actually back in the ICU and she can get restraints on him. Just in case. Continuing the admittedly-fascinating conversation with Samora will have to wait. 

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Shavri watches dubiously as Marian puts the soft wrist restraints on Leareth's arms. :If he wakes up with his hands tied down he's probably more likely to panic: 

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"Okay, but he's going to have worse problems if he pulls things out!" 

....Hmm is that actually true. His sats are fine, and right now he has zero actual respiratory drive but probably 'awake enough to pull out tubes' would correlate with 'awake enough to make any attempt to breathe'? 

"- We can maybe afford to not have him restrained when we're actually trying to wake him up, if we have several people in arms' reach the entire time and the spell to keep him calm if he starts getting agitated?" she allows. "But right now he's not even going to notice, it's - mostly for my peace of mind." 

She switches to Celestial. "Samora, when you were scared that you were being held prisoner or something, did being tied down make it a lot worse?" 

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"Yes, definitely. It was one of the major pieces of evidence pushing me to conclude that I was being held prisoner for nefarious purposes. I might have thought so anyway just from the tubes--on Golarion people basically never attach machines to each other for good reasons--but it certainly didn't help."

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Nod. "It - makes a lot of sense that it's a scarier and more confusing situation for both you and him. I think we can do this safely without the restraints, once we're trying to wake him up." He's not just a 1:1 patient, he's a "half the staff of the entire ICU are focused on him all day" patient. Man, Marian hopes the rest of the unit is actually fine, she's been so underwater with Leareth that she hasn't paid it the slightest bit of attention. 

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:He may not even be strong or coordinated enough to succeed at pulling out any tubes: Shavri adds. :There's a lot of damage.: 

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Dr Harrison is reviewing the CT imagery and, shortly later, on the phone arguing with the radiologist. Yes it's grossly normal, he too is capable of determining that by looking with his eyes. Yes he's aware that makes no fucking sense. He's worried about subtle deficits, the patient has a lot of metabolic shit going on, can they stare at it harder please. 

Eventually there is a report up, for more crowding-around-the-computer to read. 

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RENOWN REGIONAL MEDICAL CENTER - RADIOLOGY REPORT
Patient: PURPLE, NINETY-THREE    
MRN: TEMP-93    
Exam: CT HEAD WITH IV CONTRAST    
Reading MD: Venkataramani, Sanjay MD    
CLINICAL HISTORY: 40s male, massive radiation exposure >50 Gy whole body, status post cardiac arrest x 30 minutes. Evaluate for structural abnormalities prior to neurological assessment. Ordering physician requests careful evaluation for any subtle findings.
COMPARISON: None available.
TECHNIQUE: Axial CT images of the brain obtained without and with intravenous contrast (100 mL Omnipaque 350). Thin-slice reconstructions performed in axial, coronal, and sagittal planes. Images reviewed on PACS workstation with standard brain windows.
FINDINGS:
BRAIN PARENCHYMA:
No acute hemorrhage, mass effect, or territorial infarction identified. No areas of restricted diffusion to suggest acute ischemic stroke (note: CT has limited sensitivity compared to MRI).
Gray-white matter differentiation is mildly reduced throughout, most notable in the frontal and parietal lobes bilaterally. This is a subtle but definite finding present on multiple contiguous slices. The cortical ribbon appears slightly less distinct than expected for patient age.
No focal parenchymal lesions. No abnormal calcifications.
VENTRICLES AND CISTERNS:
Ventricles are normal in size and configuration for patient age. No hydrocephalus. Basal cisterns are patent and symmetric. Fourth ventricle is normal.
EXTRA-AXIAL SPACES:
No extra-axial fluid collections. No subdural or epidural hematoma. Subarachnoid spaces are within normal limits. No mass effect on brain parenchyma.
VASCULAR STRUCTURES:
Post-contrast images demonstrate subtle diffuse increased permeability of the blood-brain barrier. No discrete areas of frank breakdown or contrast extravasation, but there is mild generalized enhancement of the cortical surface and deep gray matter structures that is greater than expected for normal background enhancement. This pattern suggests early vasogenic edema that has not yet manifested as overt parenchymal signal abnormality or mass effect.
Major intracranial vessels (Circle of Willis, major branches) demonstrate normal caliber and enhancement pattern. No aneurysm or vascular malformation. No vessel occlusion. Venous sinuses are patent.
SKULL AND SKULL BASE:
No fracture. Calvarium is intact. Paranasal sinuses are clear. Mastoid air cells are well-aerated. No destructive osseous lesions.
SOFT TISSUES:
Visualized soft tissues of the face and neck are unremarkable. Orbits are symmetric.
IMPRESSION:
  1. No acute intracranial hemorrhage, mass effect, or large territorial infarction.
  2. Subtle findings that may correlate with reported radiation injury:
    • Mildly reduced gray-white matter differentiation, particularly in frontal and parietal lobes
    • Subtle diffuse increased blood-brain barrier permeability on post-contrast imaging
    • These findings are MUCH LESS SEVERE than anticipated given reported radiation exposure dose
  3. Differential considerations for subtle findings:
    • Early or resolving cerebral edema (vasogenic pattern)
    • Diffuse neuronal metabolic dysfunction without frank structural damage
    • Post-hypoxic changes (patient with 30-minute cardiac arrest)
    • Metabolic encephalopathy (though laboratory values reported as improving)
RECOMMENDATIONS:
  • Clinical correlation with neurological examination findings
  • Consider MRI brain if patient condition permits (more sensitive for subtle injury, white matter changes)
  • Repeat CT or MRI in 24-48 hours to assess for interval change or evolution of findings
  • Neurology consultation if not already obtained
ADDENDUM
Findings discussed with Dr. Harrison by telephone. He reports patient is about to undergo neurological assessment after prolonged sedation for critical care management.
Emphasized to ordering physician that the subtle findings present do NOT preclude reasonable neurological function. However, some degree of encephalopathy, confusion, or cognitive dysfunction should be anticipated. The reduced gray-white matter differentiation in particular suggests diffuse neuronal metabolic stress rather than discrete structural lesions, which is potentially reversible.
Also discussed: At the radiation dose described in the clinical history and supported by laboratory values, these imaging findings are impossibly good. Per Dr. Harrison, this favorable imaging correlates with aggressive early intervention with an experimental therapy.
Will be very interested in follow-up imaging and clinical correlation with neurological examination. Please page for any questions or if urgent re-interpretation needed.
S. Venkataramani, MD
CRITICAL RESULT: None. Non-critical findings discussed with ordering physician as documented in addendum.
Report Status: FINAL | Distribution: Harrison, James MD (Ordering) | Chadra, Ravi MD | Electronic Medical Record
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....That might be one of the funniest radiology reports Marian has read in her entire life. The poor confused radiologist! Did Dr Harrison...at any point...consider explaining to him what was going on....? 

 

She does her best to convey the results to Samora. "It does sound like his brain doesn't look completely normal? It could just be temporary problems that will get better on their own now that his blood is normal and his body is working better, or it could be damage to the cells that isn't enough like an injury that the Cures help with it but that won't go away by itself. They're not sure just from the pictures. ...To be clear it's way way better than we have any right to expect, the report is saying that multiple times, your spells are doing amazing work, without that we would be expecting to see really obvious horrible damage that we can't fix. It sounds like he should at least wake up and be responsive, he just - might have some deficits in his ability to think." 

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Shavri is so impressed!!!! Not with the image quality itself, she got a look over Dr Harrison's shoulder and it seems strictly worse than Healing-Sight, but with the training and skill of whoever did the interpretation. Shavri doesn't know how to do that! She probably could if she'd spent ten years staring at people's brains, but she hasn't and this other doctor clearly has and it shows

 

:...My guess is it's a mix of both. Some - sticky damage from the cells being dead or messed up, that I guess the Restoration didn't get because it's not strictly speaking affecting his Endurance in any way - and some temporary problems that will go away on their own eventually. I should be able to see more when he's more awake, like I said the energy-flow is suppressed right now anyway so it's harder to look.: 

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Dr Harrison is hurriedly typing up an email to Dr Chen, with the report pdf attached. 

Subject: RE: Radiation case - urgent questions

CT head report attached. Pt off ECMO, off pressors, BP 105/68, making urine, CRRT on hold. But our specialist says underlying cellular damage still progressing, expects improvements to wear off over 12-24 hrs. Need pt conscious & able to transport himself to facility with more advanced treatment options.

Questions for you:

1. ECMO cannulas still in (fem art/vein, clamped). Remove before wake-up? 
2. Neuro assessment ASAP or wait? what neuro deficits most concerning given exposure? 
3. Pneumonia - pip/tazo, vanco, cipro, metro, micafungin, acyclovir all running. ANC 925. Can cure all infections but only once before am. Now or wait? 
4. Keep strict NPO with TPN vs trickle feeds? Specialist says gut cells currently alive but can't divide.

-JH

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That's going to complicate the diplomacy somewhat, but a lot less than if he was fixably wrong in the head and she didn't know about it.

"It's possible to do a Restoration aimed at the mind, in a few different ways. I'm not sure which way if any would be the most helpful, but I might have a better idea once he's awake and can have a conversation. Even if he can't have a conversation, I might be able to have a better idea of what might help from seeing how he fails to have one." If nothing else, sticking her headband on him for a minute and seeing if that helps would be a pretty good clue.

(She's still living in both the world where they're potential allies and the world where they're going to be enemies, but the way to end up in the former is to extend help and trust and demonstrate that working with her is a good idea for all but the worst goals. Also it's nearly always a good idea for Evil people to get more Wisdom, because that's how they figure out that being Evil is a bad idea actually.)

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"- That's really good to know."

Marian is going to go inform Dr Harrison right away, actually! ....She gets a look at the email on his screen and just barely manages not to sporfle. Did he really send that! From his actual professional hospital email account! Dr Rebecca Chen from Vanderbilt University Medical Center is probably going to be losing her mind. 

"Um, Samora says she can do the Restoration spell targeting brain damage," she tells him. "Obviously not an option until tomorrow - I guess until the supplies arrive tomorrow, I don't know if 'one-day shipping' means first thing in the morning - but it's on the table. There are a 'few different ways' and Samora isn't sure what would be the most helpful but she thinks she can assess it by talking to him." 

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"Great." Dr Harrison goes back to ignoring her and refreshing his email. 

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Subject: RE: Radiation case - urgent questions



REMOVE THE CANNULAS NOW. His coags are a gift (INR 1.3, plt 129, fib 192). You will not get better than this. At this radiation dose he should be in DIC already. If those cannulas are in when he wakes up and he moves wrong, he bleeds out femoral artery in <5 minutes. You cannot get control fast enough. I've seen it. It's bad. He's stable off ECMO support, get them out, do NOT reduce sedation with cannulas in place.

STRICT NPO. TPN ONLY. Do not feed this man! Radiation gut = dead crypts, mucosa can't regenerate. Feeding = translocation = sepsis. If your specialist says cells "alive but can't divide" that's exactly why. 

Will answer other questions at layover.

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THIS POOR DOCTOR.

 

 

 

...Okay so it sounds like they have a todo list item to take out the terrifying enormous ECMO cannulas before they do anything else. Great idea! Marian...is kind of scared of them, actually, and is quietly hoping this is not a nursing scope of practice thing to do, or at the very least that Clarice will handle it. 

(Man, it sure would be nice if they'd gotten that information before deciding that Samora should use a Cure spell pre-field trip, because that would be a great way to guarantee a lack of problems by immediately fixing the holes in him, but it's in fact not obviously worth moving one sooner. Marian is becoming quietly background-aware that it's not only the case that they need to get through tonight, it's - there are other patients in the hospital. What if they get a 2 am emergency admission! Also, like, the patients up on 6C are mostly going to have problems a channel won't fix, but the med/surg units are full of post-op patients and in expectation some of them would have complications that a timely channel could repair. It...does seem like saving this one specific guy might be a really, really big deal, given the whole 'can do portals' part and the access to a third world with a different kind of incredibly cool healing magic, but it's not the only big deal at stake here.) 

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Dr Chadra is going to remove the cannulas under close supervision from Dr Harrison! It's a learning experience!

 

(He does look mildly petrified about it.) 

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Shavri is entirely capable of making sure nothing goes wrong! She's mostly avoiding doing any active Healing repair-work in favor of just holding an energy-link to support Leareth's metabolism, but - for the moment - he has close-to-normal stamina for absorbing Healing, and large vessels are already actually pretty good at sealing off punctures, she's mostly focused on convincing the femoral artery not to spasm while she knits the layer of muscle in the vessel lining back together and makes sure the inner lining is nice and smooth and not tempting for clots to form on. 

 

...It's maybe kind of hard. Not in terms of complexity, in terms of straining her reserves, even though it doesn't take a lot of Healing-energy. She's just...really low. Shavri...is perhaps slightly lightheaded. It takes her a surprisingly long time to put together the thought that she isn't sure when she last had anything to eat. (She did use their weirdly fancy privy facilities at a couple of points, and took the opportunity to drink a lot of water from the taps.) 

:Is there any way I could trouble you for something to eat?: she asks the room. 

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You know what that's a great idea! Takeout for everyone! Dr Harrison will take a break from his eighteen tabs of medical papers to call the nearest pizza place for delivery. 

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God it's like 6 pm. Marian....is not going to be able to drag herself away regardless, is she, but it would probably be a good idea to put some food in her face before she commits to being here for the hours it will predictably take to slowly wean the sedation. And it sounds like they want to leave the pressure dressings on his former ECMO cannula sites for a while, so maybe now is the best time she's going to have to make a cafeteria trip and get COFFEE. 

 

Does Samora want to come and get a bit of a break from wearing all the iso gear? Leareth is pretty stable right now and Shavri is still glued to him and should see any developing problems in plenty of time for someone to call Marian's hospital portable phone. (Marian can get coffee and food for Shavri too but Shavri does not really look like she feels comfortable leaving.) 

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Dr Chen is having the most surreal day. 

 

(She purchased the American Airlines in-flight wifi because the flight attendant was being such a hardass about "large electronic devices must be stowed until we reach cruising altitude, ma'am" and she was desperately impatient to check her email for updates, and she's now too impatient to wrangle figuring out how to switch her paid-for wifi to a different device when there are, like, less than forty minutes left on this flight.) 

The radiologist's name on the report looked vaguely familiar. She phone-emailed a colleague and got a confirmation that "Dr Sanjay Venkataramani" is, in fact, an actual fully board-certified and very experienced radiologist who would not just play along with a hoax, and a trauma ICU resident might, just maybe, have at some point gotten their attending's email login, but when in the world would they have gotten a chance to steal the radiologist's EMR login. 

 

She pulls up the stupid tabloid article on her phone, again, and stares at it.

She opens a new Safari tab and Googles "dungeons and dragons priest magic healing". She clicks on the fandom wiki page (????? how is this her life ??????) about "Cure Spells". Wow this site is full of pop-up ads and nearly unusable on mobile. 

However: what the fuck. 

She clicks on "Cure Serious Wounds" and is informed that apparently this is necromancy. She manages to navigate back and scrolls down and yes, there is indeed one for curing diseases. At least it's not necromancy??? What does any of this mean, this is ridiculous, this makes no sense, this is insane, etc etc etc, but SO ARE THE LABS. 

She navigates back to her email app and starts working on a new draft, though realistically it's going to take long enough to gather her thoughts that it'll need to be finished during her layover or on the next flight. 

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A break from the iso gear sounds lovely! "I don't need to eat but I like to do it recreationally, if there's enough for everyone who actually needs it. Also, what's the plan for keeping watch on the patient tonight? If you leave and Shavri goes to sleep I won't be able to talk to anyone, so we should make a phrasebook with the names of my spells and anything else we're likely to need."

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Sweet, then they can both de-gear and wash their hands in the antechamber and then head cafeteria-ward! (And Marian is really hoping that there won’t turn out to be an enormous quantity of hospital gossip about Samora that will lead to them getting accosted in line.)

“I might just stay all night,” she tells Samora. “I’m not scheduled tomorrow and it’s a shame to waste half of the language spell duration, and - I don’t know if I can bring myself to just go home, you know? When I don’t know how tonight is going to go for him?” 

Marian is, in hindsight, possibly a bit too emotionally invested in this specific patient, but she’s also genuinely not sure how she could have avoided it. 

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Shavri is still parked at Leareth's bedside, Healing-Sight open and focused on him, but her mind is starting to wander. It's really kind of remarkable that it didn't start doing that sooner; apart from all the exciting learning new medical facts, she's been doing the exact same thing for ten-ish candlemarks. 

 

She's thinking about triage. 

Back in Haven, there are eight patients in the House of Healing, who survived the attack and were able to get out thanks to a timely channel. That early intervention made a huge difference; they were, when she left, nearly all in better shape overall than Leareth is now after the full Restoration.

But worse on Endurance specifically, Leareth is just in a really weird physical state where all of the essential vital functions that maintain his body are in temporarily near-perfect condition and everything else is pretty thoroughly messed up. And Leareth is physically fairly resilient, with what looks like pretty good baseline health on the things she can now flag as related-to-Endurance – certainly he's more robust than either of Van or Stef. Especially Stef, who has never been what anyone would call a physically robust person. 

Blai wasted a Cure spell that didn't work. He only has one channel left. She thinks he had...five?...more spells that could be converted to Cures, and then a Lesser Restoration that hopefully someone else can make the call to use on Stef because he's the least likely to make it through the night and if he dies they'll lose Van too. 

But there's no way that anyone, even Blai or Seldan, would survive nearly an entire day and night on only one more channel. Maybe if they stretch it with Cures, if they had twenty-two candlemarks to cover until Blai's next channels and spells they could space them about eight candlemarks apart and that might, barely, be survivable, with a dedicated Healer supporting each patient all night. But - there aren't enough to go around.

So assume only five people are going to last until dawn. Maybe fewer, if she's wrong about how far they can stretch it. If Blai can last fourteen candlemarks, they could conceivably use one on Seldan and have two each for Van and Stef, and keep everyone alive until the next dawn... 

But it's a losing battle. They'll have more Lesser Restorations, but those only get one problem at a time, so presumably Endurance, and don't seem to get the baked-in damage at all. They'll have two channels - and, again, five Cures, assuming Blai uses his third-circle slot and all of his first-circle slots. Shavri is still not at all sure that's enough to keep anyone except Blai and Seldan alive for another 24 candlemarks until the next dawn. 

But if they can get there sometime tomorrow - if Leareth can get a Gate, while Samora still has spells and channels for other patients - then there should still be at least some patients to save. 

 

Maybe it's stupid to be agonizing over this, over whether the Healers on duty in her absence will make exactly the right calls and keep as many people as possible alive for one more day. Shavri has no way of affecting it from here. 

But she might, still, have a way to affect whether Leareth is in any shape to pull off a Gate home in the morning. A Gate to Golarion is going to be a much bigger ask, he thought it would take weeks, but a Gate to somewhere he's actually been before...

Maybe it's impossible. Maybe she's clinging to false hopes. 

 

Gods, she's so tired. 

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"That would be really useful, and then I could put tomorrow's Share Language on someone else and give you a break. I'd hate to leave too, right when we're all achieving something together none of us could alone."

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Someone on the way to get rid of their tray spots Samora in the line and detours over. "Hi! Are you the lady who was in the news? I'm Kelly. It's very important you should know that only Jesus saves."

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Oh noooo. Why is this the thing that’s happening! Can it instead not be happening!

“She doesn’t speak English,” Marian says sweetly through gritted teeth.

Maybe she’s being uncharitable? Due to overexposure to the topic and the agonizing secondhand embarrassment - and firsthand embarrassment! - of imagining herself translating, and thus being forced to spectate in and arguably participate in, this conversation? It does seem really unfair to shut Samora out from getting to talk to anyone else and learn more about Earth just because Marian is going to find it awkward! 

She switches back to Celestial. “Samora, do you want to have a conversation where someone tries to preach an Earth religion to you? If you want to I can translate, I guess, but we don’t have any evidence that the religions here are…true…and I think it might be confusing and frustrating.”

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"I really want to know how people can disagree on whether a god exists or not but I know you came here to rest and it would be unfair to ruin your rest. If I don't learn now there will be another chance later, right?"

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"Probably, but you have limited total opportunities, right, if you're still in a bit of a rush to get home?" And it doesn't feel restful, no, but maybe that's just because Marian is being awkward about it and she could instead, not be awkward about it. "...I don't mind translating while we're stuck waiting in line.

The thing she said is," wow this is not even going to make sense literally directed translated word for word into Celestial, because of the whole assumed cultural background that Samora doesn't share, but Marian did not promise to unpack the claims made by Christianity herself and anyway there are so many different things people believe about it, if she tried she would probably manage to completely misrepresent this poor woman's faith, "- that 'it's very important you should know that only Jesus saves.' After trying to confirm if you were the person in the news doing magic healing."

On the one hand: Marian is going to dieeeeeee of mortification over being a shit translator, probably actual translators in like diplomacy are supposed to explain stuff where it's obvious there's non-shared cultural context. On the other hand, all she has to go on here is the phrase 'Satanic panic' that at some point lodged in her head and the vague sense that it refers to Christians freaking out over D&D being evil for some reason. It was not covered in high school Comparative World Religion. Also if she lets herself editorialize at all for clarity then she's going to be so tempted to editorialize for less awkwardness even if it totally changes the meaning and she's pretty sure that would be super unprofessional! Probably actual translators are trained in what's professional and allowed and stuff but Marian ISN'T and is ALSO not trained in handling the SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENT professionally and is. just. going to be as word-for-word and literal as possible and pretend she's not here. 

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"I'm Samora! I don't know anything about Jesus because I'm from another planet. Can you tell me about them? Also what does 'saves' mean in this context?"

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"Jesus is the only one who can get you into Heaven and save you from Hell, and you'll have to stand before him when you die."

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" . . . Pharasma? Uh, created the world and the afterlives, judges the dead for their deeds?"

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"Yes, that's him! We call him Jesus here. Do you acknowledge him as your Lord and Savior?"

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Huh, Pharasma gets called male here. Weird choice for the goddess of birth but it's not like She was ever human so it's hard to say it's incorrect. "I . . . pray to Her--Him--at the appropriate times? I pray to all the Good and Neutral gods at their appropriate times*. And I acknowledge that He created the world and judges the dead." 

*There are very few times Samora would consider it a good idea to pray to e.g. Calistria, but it's not in principle impossible the way it is for e.g. Asmodeus.

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"And he died for your sins, you know that part?"

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"What???"

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"He was born on Earth as a human and died for our sins and rose again after three days and ascended into Heaven! And if we accept the free gift of his sacrifice we can all go and be with Him in Heaven no matter our sins."

(At this point Marian and Samora get to the front of the line and the translation has to pause a moment while Marian grabs them both some food.)

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There are so many layers of misunderstanding going on here and Marian is KIND OF DYING but continues to feel like she has absolutely no idea how to add her own opinions to the conversation without being appallingly unprofessional or, like, giving in to the temptation to literally mistranslate on purpose to smooth the awkwardness over, which would be completely unfair to Samora who probably wants to actually understand what Christians on Earth believe. Anyway Marian is maybe going to have to move to Antarctica and never speak to another human being after this but in the meantime she will do her best to be like one of those phone interpreter translators who are kind of like talking to a computer. 

Both of them need CALORIES. She loads up two plates on a tray with (somewhat congealed) lasagna and garlic bread and adds saran-wrapped Rice Krispie bars and pudding cups from the dessert section.

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Samora takes the opportunity to chew on this statement. Surely if Pharasma had actually died the universe would have ceased to exist? Maybe it was actually Her herald that died or something? Either Pharasma has started letting everyone go to the good afterlives, in which case that's the biggest news of all time, or it's wrong, in which case it sounds like something an Evil god would make up--do as much Evil as you want, don't worry about the effects on your afterlife. But telling someone you think they've been lied to by an Evil god is a tricky thing to be kind and polite about even if you're sure, and she shouldn't jump to conclusions.

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Kelly is also thinking! It really seems like this woman is, maybe not literally from outer space but definitely from somewhere that's never heard the gospel, and she's doesn't seem like a bad person but she sure does think it's okay to pray to multiple gods, AKA she worships demons. So far Kelly has been focusing on getting her to accept God's grace and be born again, but at some point she needs to get into the "you need to stop worshipping demons" bit even though it's going to be so awkward. Especially if the demons have really been lending her the power to heal people! If demons offered Kelly the power to heal people she would be so tempted and have to pray really hard for the strength to cast them out. But anything demons try to sell you always comes at too high a price, and she needs to make sure this poor girl knows that.

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Once they have their food and the other woman has sat down in a booth with them, she asks "When did this happen? How can you be sure it works? People who die on my planet can go to any afterlife, and if there was a way to make sure everyone went to the good ones that would be the best and most important thing ever."

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"Nobody can go to heaven just by being good enough because nobody is perfect. We all need God's help but he's willing to help all of us."

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That's . . . arguably technically correct for values of help that involve giving people a fair trial and not letting daemons eat their souls before they get there? And Irori technically doesn't count as an exception because He's in Axis. Possibly there's some stuff getting lost in translation here, analogously to how Taldane uses a word originally borrowed from the Celestial for "the upper planes" to mean "the upper planes and Axis" when discussing places it's pleasant to be dead in, but Marian is clearly doing her best and Samora shouldn't pester her about it, she should check her understanding with Kelly directly.

"Jesus helps the good people go to Heaven and sends the bad people to Hell?"

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"No, Jesus wants everyone to go to heaven! But you have to accept His love and repent of your sins to get there."

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"I think that's Sarenrae? I definitely pray to Sarenrae and appreciate Her work."

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"Oh dear, is this a Holy Trinity thing? I don't understand that stuff. I just know that Jesus loves me and I should love my neighbor and I'll go to Heaven when I die."

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The "holy Trinity" bit gets translated to Samora as "question about which gods are different aspects of the same god". Samora has never heard of anyone claiming that Sarenrae and Pharasma are aspects of the same god, but it's not an unreasonable type of question to ask, plenty of people have asked it about Abadar and that one god in Tian Xia, what's His name, the one people think might be the other aspect of Abadar. K-something. Anyway, maybe on a planet where the gods mostly don't intervene people end up with less information about them in a way that results in thinking Sarenrae is an aspect of Pharasma. Who was temporarily dead. The entire rest of that statement was spot on, though.

"Yeah! So long as you follow the Good gods and do right by other people you've got nothing to worry about."

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"That's right!" Kelly is so relieved and feels a bit silly. She thought Samora was worshipping demons but actually she's from another planet where they have a different word for God and believe odd things about the Trinity, which is fine. She's pretty sure Catholics believe very odd things about the Trinity and Catholics are probably saved. So that's fine. But she still has one concern: "But where does dungeons and dragons come into it?"

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"Honestly I have no idea. My planet has magic and apparently this planet has a book about a similar kind of magic? I haven't read it and I don't know if it's accurate."

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"And--I'm sorry, but are you sure your magic comes from God and not from demons?"

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Samora looks Kelly directly in the eye and says, "I am absolutely certain my magic does not come from demons. I would never use magic from demons."

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"Oh good. You two enjoy your lunch now!" Kelly gets up from the table and heads off to wherever she had been going. The people at the next table over stop pretending they're not eavesdropping and start actually not eavesdropping.

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That seemed like it was actually productive and not a disaster somehow?? Samora is pretty good at this. Marian cannot really take any credit but at least she didn't fuck it up terribly!

She smiles at Samora and then, freed from the need to talk for translation purposes, focuses on shoving food into her face as fast as she can. (She bought several huge energy drinks in addition to the coffee, on the thought that they're a little easier to chug incredibly fast while hiding in the bathroom for three minutes.) 

Once they're both done eating the messy and less transportable mains, she'll put the tray away and they can hurry back with the various desserts in a bag; she grabbed extras for Shavri. 

"...If you have questions about that conversation I can try to answer?" she offers, while kind of desperately hoping that Samora won't take her up on it just yet. 

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"I have questions but I think not the kind you can answer. Except--is there something I could be doing differently to make people less worried that I might be serving a demon lord or something? If they're just going to be nervous about anyone with magic then fair enough, but if I'm doing something specifically concerning I might be able to stop."

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“…That‘s a really good question but I’m - not sure how much it’s about exactly what you did?” Marian says carefully. “I’m not even sure how that lady knew about you, but if it was - rumors - then it might have ended up wrong in a bunch of ways? …I guess if you’d described it as ‘miracles of healing’ and not ‘spells’ that might avoid it - sounding like a bad thing to Christians?  They have a framework for miracles coming from God and not for magic spells coming from God. But I don’t think you should - lie or be misleading or cover things up just to make people here more comfortable? And it might not matter how you describe it, if most of the people getting uncomfortable about it heard through rumors.”

She badges them back into the unit. 

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"I definitely don't want to lie! I think I would know better whether to call them miracles or spells if I spoke English. If it isn't important then just call them whatever you think makes the most sense."

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"...I think 'spell' is more accurate but we don't exactly have a specific word that means 'cleric spell'? - except from the game that exists in our world for some reason and that your world sounds a lot like. Which some subset of people from that religion think is specifically evil and involves getting magic from demons? I don't think most people would think that, most people would just think it's - not real - I don't know, a lot of people will think a lot of different things and I don't think there's anything you could do that would make all of them happy?" Shrug. "I think in your position I would just - not worry about it - but that might just be tempting because I'm tired and I don't want to have to worry about another thing." 

Aaaaaaand it's time to. Grit her teeth and go back into the iso room. ...Maybe after a bathroom trip, that seems wise. 

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Samora still wants to learn how people here view the gods and make all the information she has available for people who want it, but it's less urgent than healing Leareth and talking to him and she should wait on a better language solution. She uses the weird fancy earth bathroom and puts her iso gear back on.

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....Wow Shavri does not look great. 

 

Marian taps her on the shoulder. "Hey. I got you some food. ...Uh, and you should maybe take a longer break? You haven't really had any breaks all day, right?" 

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Shavri blinks at Marian. ...Her eyes feel gritty and achy and the room blurs a little. She's been so focused on Healing-Sight that she hadn't noticed. 

 

:I'm the only one who can talk to him: she points out. :I need to be here.: 

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...Yeahhhhh that part is, in fact, pretty awkward. But Shavri looks terrible. Not just like a resident who's been on call for 24 hours and can barely think straight, she looks like she might literally collapse on the floor at some point. 

"Sure, but we can't just have plan A be that you're on duty for 36 hours straight! And now isn't the worst time to take a break, I don't think? We're going to start weaning the sedation but we'll go gradually, we're aiming for him being rousable but comfortable. I think that means now is the best time to go out and eat something and lie down for a bit." 

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Bleary uncertain Shavri. :What if he starts deteriorating and no one here can see it in time?: 

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"We're monitoring him! If he starts getting unstable we can't diagnose what's wrong as fast as you, but I think we can manage to notice if he's deteriorating and get you!" 

...Marian looks to Samora for help. (She's been speaking Celestial, since Samora is the only one who isn't currently way too absorbed in a task to engage in the conversation.) Can Samora perhaps add any arguments for why Shavri really should not make 'stay here and on duty for healing and telepathy all night and then all day tomorrow' her default plan???

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"What if we keep him sedated a while longer and I hang out here casting Stabilize every six seconds while Shavri is asleep? That way if he deteriorates we should at least have time for me to yell for someone to wake Shavri up. You can teach me the English for "Help" or "Alarm" or something."

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"I really don't think we need you to be casting Stabilize every six seconds! He's fine! ...I mean, I think it's a good idea to have one of either you or Shavri here all the time, because if I notice anything that even might be wrong I can tell you to start casting Stabilize every six seconds just in case. But I really think we've got this and we know what's wrong with him and it's not getting worse fast." 

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....Fine. It's a pretty good point that Leareth is the most stable right now that he's going to be until the next Restoration is available, and Shavri had better be in good enough shape to watch over him for the last few hours of the night, not the first few. She can be persuaded to leave the room, eat food, and go lie down in the on-call room, where she expects to lie awake worrying and instead is asleep within less than thirty seconds. 

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RENOWN REGIONAL MEDICAL CENTER - LABORATORY RESULTS
Patient: PURPLE, NINETY-THREE Collection Time: 18:48
MRN: TEMP-93 Result Time: 19:07
ARTERIAL BLOOD GAS (ECMO CIRCUIT - NOT RUNNING)
Test Prior (16:15) 19:00 Change Flag Reference
pH 7.32 7.38   (7.35-7.45)
pCO2 38 39   (35-45 mmHg)
pO2 285 112   (80-100 mmHg)
HCO3 19 22   (22-26 mEq/L)
Base Excess -8 -3   (-2 to +2)
Lactate 6.8 4.2 HIGH (0.5-2.0 mmol/L)
BASIC METABOLIC PANEL
Test Prior (16:15) 19:00 Change Flag Reference
Sodium 142 141   (136-145 mEq/L)
Potassium 4.9 5.1 HIGH (3.5-5.0 mEq/L)
Chloride 104 103   (98-107 mEq/L)
CO2 20 23   (23-30 mEq/L)
BUN 35 33 HIGH (7-20 mg/dL)
Creatinine 2.1 2.0 HIGH (0.7-1.3 mg/dL)
Glucose 185 168 HIGH (70-100 mg/dL)
Calcium (ionized) 1.08 1.12 LOW (1.15-1.35 mmol/L)
Magnesium 1.8 1.9   (1.7-2.2 mg/dL)
Phosphate 2.6 2.8   (2.5-4.5 mg/dL)
RENAL FUNCTION
Test Prior 19:00 Change Flag Reference
Urine Output (past 3 hours) - 135 mL - ADEQUATE (30-50 mL/hr)
COMPLETE BLOOD COUNT
Test Prior (16:15) 19:00 Change Flag Reference
WBC 2.7 2.4 CRITICAL LOW (4.5-11.0 K/uL)
Hemoglobin 13.3 13.1 LOW (13.5-17.5 g/dL)
Hematocrit 37.5 36.8 LOW (38.3-48.6 %)
Platelets 129 118 LOW (150-400 K/uL)
ANC 925 850 LOW (1500-8000 /uL)
Absolute Lymphocyte Count 412 390 CRITICAL LOW (1000-4800 /uL)
Reticulocyte Count 0.2% 0.2% CRITICAL LOW (0.5-2.5 %)
COAGULATION STUDIES
Test Prior (16:15) 19:00 Change Flag Reference
PT 15.4 16.8 HIGH (11.0-13.5 sec)
INR 1.3 1.4 HIGH (0.8-1.1)
PTT 39 41 HIGH (25-35 sec)
Fibrinogen 192 185 LOW (200-400 mg/dL)
D-dimer 4,200 4,800 CRITICAL HIGH (<500 ng/mL)
HEPATIC FUNCTION PANEL
Test Prior (16:15) 19:00 Change Flag Reference
AST 309 245 CRITICAL HIGH (10-40 U/L)
ALT 88 72 HIGH (7-56 U/L)
Alkaline Phosphatase 163 158 HIGH (40-130 U/L)
Total Bilirubin 1.1 1.0   (0.1-1.2 mg/dL)
Albumin 3.6 3.5   (3.5-5.5 g/dL)
Ammonia 43 38   (15-45 μg/dL)
CARDIAC MARKERS
Test Prior (16:15) 19:00 Change Flag Reference
Troponin I 12.2 9.8 CRITICAL HIGH (<0.04 ng/mL)
BNP 1,250 980 CRITICAL HIGH (<100 pg/mL)
CK Total 7,400 6,200 CRITICAL HIGH (30-200 U/L)
CK-MB 195 165 CRITICAL HIGH (0-5 ng/mL)
ADDITIONAL STUDIES
Test Prior (16:15) 19:00 Change Flag Reference
LDH 650 580 CRITICAL HIGH (140-280 U/L)
Haptoglobin 15 18 CRITICAL LOW (30-200 mg/dL)
Ferritin 3,200 3,100 CRITICAL HIGH (30-400 ng/mL)
Procalcitonin 2.3 2.4 HIGH (<0.5 ng/mL)
Amylase 120 115 HIGH (<100 U/L)
Lipase 110 105 HIGH (<60 U/L)
ScvO2 (Central Venous) 69% 71%   (65-75 %)
CYTOKINE PANEL
Test Prior (16:15) 19:00 Change Flag Reference
IL-6 320 340 CRITICAL HIGH (<5 pg/mL)
TNF-alpha 65 68 CRITICAL HIGH (<8 pg/mL)
IL-1β 42 44 HIGH (<5 pg/mL)
CRITICAL VALUES CALLED TO: Dr. Chadra, 19:10
READ BACK CONFIRMED: Yes
CLINICAL NOTES: Metabolic parameters continue to improve. Blood counts declining but slowly. Cardiac markers improving (troponin down from peak). Patient clinically stable off ECMO. Trend suggests ongoing slow deterioration in hematologic function despite metabolic improvements from earlier therapy.
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...Okay, none of that is surprising. Some numbers are a little better! Some are a little worse - blood counts, it looks like, his bone marrow is not continuing to recover - but not, like, catastrophically worse. At this rate of decline they should be okay through the morning. Probably. In any case they should definitely be okay through the next two hours. 

 

"Dr Harrison, are we ready to start weaning the sedation?" 

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"Yeah, let's go for it. Take it slow." 

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...That's not a very specific instruction but Marian is capable of using some of her own judgement. She confirms that Leareth is still not even slightly reacting to a painful stimulus, then eases the rate down to 45 mcg/kg/min, which is still insanely high, and settles in to stare at him for the next ten minutes until it makes sense to repeat the neuro assessment. Man, things are really going better, at some point this jumped straight from 'overwhelmingly heavy patient with zero time to think' to 'mostly standing around observing and waiting.' 

She smiles at Samora, to try to convey that now would not be a terrible time for conversation, but she cannot herself think of any conversation topics she wants to delve into. 

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"Did I ever explain to you how alignments and the afterlives work? Also, did anyone figure out whether I ought to leave the country soon or can stay for a while to learn things?"

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Oh god right that thing. Ugh. 

“…I don’t think we figured out an exact answer on your legal status here or how to address it, because everyone’s been really distracted," and nobody wanted it to be their problem or sign up to do extra frustrating bureaucracy or phone calls, "but it’s not like you entered the country illegally on purpose - I don’t know, I think there probably just - isn’t really a clear policy on your situation - we should try to figure something out, since we’ve got three people from other worlds here now, but I don't think it's an emergency."

They are drawing more attention to themselves, what with the radiation medicine expert FLYING HERE FROM TENNESSEE, but...probably...the radiation medicine expert will not report their magic healer to ICE? ...Honestly she's a little worried that Dr Harrison is bending the rules enough that Dr Chen might decide to report it to, like, the medical board, but probably she wouldn't try to screw over Samora on purpose? Surely nobody who's met Samora for more than three minutes is going to want to do that.

Maybe the hospital social worker knows things? Including if the answer is 'no absolutely do not try to go through any formal immigration channels that's insane'; they do get actual illegal immigrants as patients and Marian thinks she would have heard if this resulted in them getting deported. It'll have to be tomorrow, though, because all of sudden it’s past business hours. 

"- Anyway, sure, this is a pretty good time to explain more about alignment and afterlives? If we got into it at all before I didn't, like, take notes." And it was almost twelve hours ago and has since then been entirely replaced in Marian's brain by 5823834524 lab results. 

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"Alright! Alignment is a pair of axes, the Good/Evil axis and the Law/Chaos axis. It's possible to be any of Good, Neutral, or Evil and any of Lawful, Neutral, or Chaotic, independently of each other. People and gods and outsiders and some spells all have alignments. Humans all start out Neutral and acquire alignments based on their actions. Actions that help other people and make the world a better place are Good; actions that hurt people and make the world worse are Evil. Keeping your commitments and obeying the law and having predictable consistent policies is Lawful; breaking promises and neglecting your duty and freedom and deciding what to do about things case by case are Chaotic."

"When people die, they go to a trial where it's determined what alignment they are; lawyers from the different planes argue that the dead person is that plane's alignment and a judge decides. Then the dead person goes to the plane associated with their alignment, which pushes them further in the direction of that alignment until they turn into outsiders. Lawful Good people go to Heaven, which is a paradise of peace and prosperity, or you can join the army of Heaven and fight to liberate Hell. Nirvana is a paradise where everyone turns into animals and gets shapeshifting; they focus on saving people from the Evil afterlives by sending someone to every trial even if it's hopeless. Elysium is the Chaotic Good paradise of endless beautiful wilderness; they do all sorts of different things. Axis is the Lawful Neutral City of Cities, you can buy anything there. The Boneyard is the True Neutral plane; it has the judges but is otherwise boring and sends people to anywhere else as soon as they develop an alignment. The Maelstrom is the Chaotic Neutral plane of constant change and inconsistency and I don't understand how anyone does anything there but I've heard they do. And then all the Evil afterlives are horrible and either torture people or eat their souls."

"Heaven and Elysium have their disagreements but a lot of shared goals and can cooperate even though their methods get in each other's way sometimes. Heaven and Hell are at war but can work together on things like preventing the universe from being destroyed. All the other pairs of corners just hate each other and fight."

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Marian listens intently and takes diligent notes on the backside of one of the various ECMO-related cheat sheets that they happen to have printed out and in the room. ...In English, so she can share them. She writes down the proper-noun names for each plane phonetically, as best she can, and then labels them as the appropriate alignment and adds a description. It feels like her making-assumptions understanding of the afterlives wasn't wildly off, at least? 

She doesn't run into any questions until the end. "...Wait, I think I'm not picturing this right. If they're all different planes," she's translating this to English as something like 'alternate dimensions', "they're not - touching like countries that share borders - are they somehow like countries with borders? How does it actually work that they fight? I guess you did make it sound like there's magic to travel between planes but not like it's easy -?" 

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"Yes, they're all on different planes you need magic to get between, but the outer planes have a lot more magic available than the Prime Material where we are now. Even celestial eagles, which are basically just birds from the upper planes, have a bit of magic, and most humans on Golarion don't have any. So Heaven can invade Hell with more Plane Shifts than mortal armies have access to. And then all the outer planes refrain from doing as much as they can on the Material because if one of them escalated all the others would and it'd just fry everything. Except the Abyss, which is trying to fry everything but mostly each other so they haven't managed it yet."

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"Wow, that sounds - really complicated." 

 

Marian writes it down, and then it's been ten minutes ish and it's time to check on Leareth. 

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He’s still on 45 mcg/kg/min of propofol. There is not really much noticeable difference.

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That’s pretty unsurprising and Marian would honestly find it mildly alarming if he were waking up already; patients who can fight sedation that hard are stressful.

“And there are multiple gods of the relevant alignment in each afterlife?” she asks. “I remember when you were trying to communicate before, when you couldn’t talk, and you drew us the grid with all the symbols?”

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"Yes, I was trying to ask what alignment you were and hoping there were enough gods active on both my planet and yours that you'd be able to recognize some of them and figure out the grid. Complete lost cause, as it turned out, but some Evil people are commendably honest about it, so if you had recognized it it would have been useful."

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"It sounds like it made a lot of sense for you to try it!" 

One of Marian's phone alarms goes off to reminder that it's time for mooooore antibioooootics and she deals with that while mulling over Samora's explanation. 

"...Do you figure people from our planet - go - to the same afterlives?" she asks. "I - to be honest I didn't think afterlives were - real. Or gods, or magic. But it seems like it'd be kind of weird for afterlives to exist only for some planets." 

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"I've always heard that people from all planets go to the same afterlives, but the only way to be sure would be to scry someone dead, and I'm not strong enough to cast Scrying."

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Nod. This seems like a really really incredibly important question, and also every thought Marian tries to have about it seems to instead fall sideways into fretting about one of Leareth's lab results or whether it was a bad idea to stop dialysis or whether he's going to turn out to have some specific neurological deficit that prevents him from doing portals. Possibly this is just...not a topic where she can have useful thoughts while she's still on-shift. 

It's too soon to chart urine output for the next hour but she eyeballs the difference from fifteen minutes ago anyway. It's still like fifteen ccs, he's going to be fine on the hourly total again, but it's kind of a nasty color, and cloudy. What if he gets a UTI. Probably it just looks nasty because of all the muscle-breakdown junk his kidneys are trying to filter out, but maybe she should check anyway... 

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At the next neuro check, Leareth still isn't opening his eyes, but he tenses up and makes a distressed facial expression when Marian sternum-rubs him. 

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"Sorry," Marian says, even though this is unusually pointless because even if he were awake enough to parse language - and she does not think he's awake enough for that - he still wouldn't understand English. She decrements the propofol rate down to 35 mcg/kg/min.

Ugh was that decerebrate posturing or just him not being awake enough to do anything other than get weirdly tense for a moment. It's honestly way too early to tell, on this much sedation, and also Shavri and the neurologist thought he would wake up, but she's going to be fucking stressing out about it for the next while anyway

She manages to slightly soothe her brain by checking his peripheral circulation again and confirming that his extremities are still nice and pink and well perfused and his capillary refill isn't delayed at all. ...Maybe she'll explain what she's checking to Samora, in case it's interesting or useful in any way and also because in Samora's position she would be bored. And then she can explain decerebrate and decorticate posturing as signs of severe brain damage (she makes sure to clarify that they don't think Leareth has severe brain damage!)

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That is interesting! Samora has never heard of anyone who got knocked out and woke up with their brain all wrong, except for the thing where being brought back from the dead leaves you feeling like crap, so if it's common on Earth probably cure spells fix it. Samora cannot, she hastens to clarify, raise the dead. If she could she would have mentioned that immediately.

She hasn't been bored, though, because she's been thinking about ways to get evidence on the question of whether dead earth people go to the same afterlives with the resources she has. She could try summoning an angel and asking them if they've ever heard of this planet, which would be definitive if the answer was yes, but any given angel could easily have not met anyone from Earth or heard enough about it to match a description. If Leareth turns out to be cooperative they could try making a portal to Heaven or Axis, both to ask around and because if they're reachable by portal they're probably reachable by dead souls. Marian could tell her a lot of information about some specific dead person and Samora could try to become familiar enough with them to Sending them asking them to describe their situation, which would use the same circle of spell as Restoration but seems the most likely to be definitive either way.

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"- Oh, yeah, it's very common here if someone has a bad head injury. Or if their heart stops for a long time and their brain isn't getting blood and a lot of the cells die. We've gotten pretty good at keeping people alive after severe injuries like that. And there's a lot we can do to help, but - if part of their brain is already dead, we can't make it grow back, so, yeah, a lot of people leave this unit not really - like themselves from before. ...I think the Cures did get the really severe damage in Leareth's case, and whatever's left is something else but we think it won't stop him from waking up and understanding language and stuff."

...Marian is not sure she actually knows any specific dead people well enough?? Nearly all of the dead people she ""knows"" are people who died as her patients and she'd met them, like, that day, and usually not while they were conscious; the only dead relative who she even conceivably knew at all well as a person is her paternal grandfather. "What would it take to be enough information? I'm assuming it's more than, like, their name and what they died of. I'm sure someone here would have someone they know that well..." 

Aaaand neuro check time!

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This time there's a pretty stark difference! Leareth still doesn't move or open his eyes when she says his name loudly (she hopes she's pronouncing it right, she's only heard it from Shavri in Mindspeech and that's somehow harder to remember), but when she sternum-rubs him again, his eyes fly open and he tries - not at all successfully, but clearly purposefully - to get his arms up in front of his body and block her. 

 

...He stops moving and relaxes back into sedated sleep about three seconds after she backs off. 

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All of which is a really good sign but it was still surprisingly startling! 

"Well, he's definitely going to wake up," she says to Samora. "I...think I need to be more careful to make sure I don't get punched out, though."

She switches to English. "Dr Harrison, should we pause there a while or keep going?" 

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"Still no response to voice, and he's already out again - yeah, keep going," Dr Harrison says absently. 

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"...Okay." Down to 30 mcg/kg/min. Somewhat nervously. 

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"Do we need to wake up Shavri so she can be there to Mindspeak him that he's safe here? For what information I'd need to Sending someone . . . name and what they died of isn't going to do it, I'd need to know--what they did with their life, what they were like as a person? The sort of thing you can learn by having a conversation with someone where you're trying to get to know each other a bit. Oh, and Sending is language-independent so it's okay if they're Neutral and don't speak Celestial, but someone who's been turning into a Chaotic Neutral outsider is less likely to be willing to answer me."

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“…Well, I’ve already sent my dad one weird message today, I can ask him for - stuff about my grandfather - he was a doctor, he immigrated to a different continent and had six children and worked in small towns as the only doctor - I don’t know if I really knew him as a person, more than that?” She does know his full name, though. 

…And they should definitely have Shavri here before she disturbs Leareth again. As long as he’s not being poked at he still seems to be comfortably asleep, but that could change at any point. 

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Shavri can be retrieved. She’s pretty bleary - she was very asleep - but she does look a lot less like she might collapse on the floor now that she’s had something to eat.

:- Not getting anything off him at all right now: she says. :How awake was he seeming before?:

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“…Honestly, not very? More just, uh, it seemed like that might not stop him from winning a fight if I startle him. Uh, I was going to wait five more minutes and then check his responses again." This time she'll maybe start with somewhat less startling stimuli than a sternum rub. 

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Over at the computer, Dr Harrison lets out what sounds like a crow of triumph. "Hey, guys, come check out Dr Chen's latest email!" 

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Subject: RE: Radiation case - I need more information



Harrison,

Here's what I know:

- The labs you sent me are physiologically impossible.
- Your radiologist called the CT scan "impossibly good", and he's not someone who would screw around with official medical documentation for a prank.
- I tracked down a Gazette-Journal article about a "priest of a previously unknown religion associated with Dungeons and Dragons" who's "healing people" at your hospital.
- You started off calling it "biological cellular regeneration" therapy, but your last email wasn't even trying to make sense.

If you're telling the truth, your patient should be dead, and he's not. But he's not home safe either, because those last labs you sent over were showing deterioration again, and you were stressed out enough about it to call me

I did some google research on Dungeons and Dragons. This is insane and makes no sense, mind you, but it would fit with the limited availability you hinted at. The delay between your first call and the improved labs had me at a loss for a while, but I did find at least one spell that needs holy water as a "material component" and I suppose the pharmacy wouldn't have it in stock. I admit I'm still bemused about your "specialist" who can "see cellular damage", but you're clearly trusting them just as much as you trust the lab values. 

You're claiming the underlying problem isn't fixed, which is plain from the results you sent, and that you need the patient himself to provide transport to access the "more advanced treatment options" that would fully cure him. I am, to be clear, well into the realm of crazy speculation here, but: if there's a secret underground religion where priests can do real magic (and rumors of it leaked and inspired someone to turn it into a roleplaying game system?), you might need a more powerful priest, and they might not be easy to find. And your patient certainly wasn't exposed to >50 Gy anywhere in the State of Nevada, that was the first thing I checked, but you're claiming he crashed in under thirty minutes; if any of this is real, then he didn't get to you on a medevac helicopter, that's for sure, and why not suspect that he can teleport to wherever this hypothetical more powerful priest might be found? 

I repeat, again, that this is insane, but here I am on a plane anyway, because if this is real then it's huge, and if this is real then you have a patient in trouble. 

If this is real, I'm certain that I'm still barking up the wrong tree on several elements, given how I'm going off a tabloid article because you won't be straight with me. If it's really aliens, or lost biotech from Atlantis, I don't even know, but it's still huge and I still want to be in that room, and you still need me. So that's what I'm asking: be straight with me. If you can do the impossible, I need to know what and how and the exact limitations you're working with.

I'll be straight with you: if this is a prank or a hoax, I will absolutely make you regret it, but if there's an actual patient in that room, then I'm on your team here. I'm not going to report you to the medical board for pulling off something impossible to save a patient, however crazy you sound. I'm starting to feel pretty crazy myself. 

Boarding in 10. Should land on time, 00:05 at RNO, and I'd appreciate not having to wait for a taxi. 

 

Rebecca Chen, MD, PhD 
Professor of Radiation Oncology
Director, Acute Radiation Syndrome Treatment & Research Program Division of Radiation Oncology
Vanderbilt University Medical Center
1211 Medical Center Drive, Nashville, TN 37232



CONFIDENTIALITY NOTICE: This email and any attachments are for the exclusive and confidential use of the intended recipient. If you are not the intended recipient, please do not read, distribute, or take action in reliance upon this message. If you have received this in error, please notify the sender immediately by return email and promptly delete this message and its attachments from your computer system.

 

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What an email. ...Marian kind of feels like there's something wrong with finding shoulder-surfing this email any weirder than her day so far, but it's so surreal. 

She skims through it all once, and then goes back to the top and translates it into Celestial for Samora. 

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(Shavri, since she's apparently not strictly necessary for Mindspeaking Leareth until Marian decides to harass him again, has decided to sit down and close her eyes for a minute or two. She still has Healing-Sight up on Leareth but she's not otherwise trying to follow anything that's happening.) 

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"I'm glad she's willing to help. What is the Medical Board and do you think she thinks what we're doing is legal, or thinks it's illegal but doesn't object, or doesn't know if it's illegal and hopes it isn't? Also and perhaps more urgently, do you have enough information about my abilities to write a response?"

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"The Medical Board is the - legal body that governs doctors - and if this is illegal I...guess...it would be because doctors aren't allowed to test a new experimental treatment on unconscious patients who can't consent to it? Because most cases where that happened in the past were unethical? In general if something is a totally new and untested treatment there's supposed to be a whole system for studying it and making sure it works and doesn't harm people. I don't think the system has any provision for emergency use of a treatment that has been tested a lot but only in another world, or for - someone like you, who's recognized as a healer in your world but isn't a type of professional that our world's medical training recognizes - so I think if someone did report it, the judgement would prooobably end up being that it's fine but in the meantime it would make everything five thousand times more complicated so I'm glad Dr Chen doesn't want to report it." 

Dr Harrison appears to already be typing out a response, so apparently he feels like he's got enough to go on? Marian feels like to the extent they don't know enough about Samora's abilities, it's not necessarily information Samora can give them by answering questions, it's that Samora's world doesn't have modern Earth medical science and hasn't studied how cleric healing works. Maybe Dr Chen will have ideas for specific questions to ask Samora, once Dr Harrison explains the basics. 

 

...Anyway it's now time to check if Leareth is waking up more. Carefully. Maybe starting with Shavri Mindspeaking him, actually, presumably someone would normally be woken up by unexpected telepathy? 

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Sure she can do that. (Yawn.) 

 

:Leareth, wake up.: 

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Leareth does not react visibly to this, but there's a flicker of something on Thoughtsensing - not waking up fully, and there's no sign that he's recognizing it as Mindspeech per se, but for a moment there's a hint of some kind of awareness. 

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Shavri tiredly relays this and then tries again, louder. :LEARETH WAKE UP: 

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Leareth's expression scrunches. After a moment his eyes crack very slightly open, unfocused and vague. 

 

To Thoughtsensing, it's clear that he's still not really aware of what's happening, but he is - reacting. And awake enough to be having experiences, even if most of what Shavri can pick up on is pain and nausea. 

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:He's already in a lot of pain: Shavri relays. :But I think he could wake up more than this, if you do the hurting-him thing again.: 

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...Marian winces internally a bit at having it described that way, even though it's not inaccurate, but sure, she can try pinching Leareth's nailbed – ramping up the pressure slowly, so she can stop when she sees a reaction and hopefully not get punched. 

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Leareth is close enough to the surface that he reacts almost immediately, by trying to slap her hand away. He's not very coordinated; he bangs his hand into the bedrail instead, startles himself into coughing, and then makes an absolutely miserable expression - presumably at the presence of the tube - and starts trying to reach for it. 

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Nope nope nope nope nope! Marian grabs the trailing end of the wrist restraint – she compromised on untying it from the bed-attachment point under the railing, so that he wouldn't feel constrained if he was just moving around, but she can still intercept attempts at self-extubation more easily. 

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Leareth is not actually strong enough to put up any real resistance, but he's definitely trying. 

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:Leareth, it's okay, you're safe, you were injured but you're with Healers -:

Is he even noticing that someone is trying to reach him with Mindspeech? 

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Not really!!! Leareth is running on reflexes only right now! He's in a strange place and something is wrong and his instinct is to stop being in the strange place! 

 

He tries to Gate, again on pure reflex, though the mental motion is garbled enough that nothing happens. 

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:He's trying to Gate. He has no idea I'm even here. I think you need to make him sleepier again, right now, and try again in a bit.: 

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...Marian has a standing order to give 10 mg propofol boluses if Leareth is dangerously agitated. 

 

He looks visually calmer after the first, but she has to give three before Shavri confirms that he's stopped instinctively trying to portal himself somewhere else. Aaaaaah. 

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Shavri is so tired. 

 

She Mindspeaks Dr Harrison and Dr Chadra as well as Marian and Samora. :I think you'd be better off letting him wake himself up slowly. Keep reducing the drugs, slowly, and don't bother him. If the first experience he has is of being under attack, it's not going to go well. ...If you can give him any drugs for pain and nausea specifically, he's probably going to wake up calmer if he feels less like he's dying horribly.:

To Samora, she adds, :- save the Calm Emotions spell. It'll do the most good when he has a chance of staying alert and lucid without it. He's not even processing that I exist, yet, if we calm him down he'll immediately pass out again so we might as well do it with the drugs.: 

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Marian kiiind of feels like this is the sort of situation where there simply does not exist a dose of meds that will succeed at relieving Leareth's symptoms without by itself making him so drowsy that they can't get a good neuro assessment anyway. 

 

"- You had a spell prepared that helps with nausea, right?" she asks Samora. "It's just that we were planning to use it as a Cure instead? - being nauseous is so bad, I'm not surprised he's kind of freaking out about feeling terrible." 

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"Yes, I have two and they'll last an hour each. I can do one right before the Calm Emotions, but not right after because I have to keep concentrating on the Calm Emotions the whole time it's running. Being nauseous is harder to think through than pain, in some ways; I expect suppressing it will help."

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“- And all our really good painkillers tend to cause nausea as a side effect, but if we’ve got a magic solution we can maybe manage a high enough dose to control his pain without just making the nausea even worse. I’ll ask the doctor.”

She goes and asks Dr Harrison.

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“Pain control? Sure, whatever, start him on fentanyl at 25, feel free to titrate up as you wean the propofol, you can do boluses of 12.5 if our telepath says he’s feeling it. I’d like Dr Chen’s input on medication options for nausea, I don’t love sacrificing a Cure spell backup when we’ve got twelve hours to go until dawn. - Oy, Healer, how fast are we losing ground?”

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Shavri rubs her eyes. :- Not as fast as I’d feared, but - steadily - and he’s losing ground on Endurance again, he’ll get less out of Cures or channels closer to morning. I think he can get by on two more, in - let’s say four more hours, and then five-ish hours after that - but it’d be a big gamble to use up everything and be left with nothing except Stabilize for the last few hours of the night.:

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“- Samora, you have three channels left, right? So we’d still have two channels for emergency backup closer to morning, if we use a Remove Sickness for the nausea and then the other for a Cure later, he’ll need a channel at like - five am or something - and if he’s stable at six-thirty we can maybe afford to send you to run and use the two channels on other units that have, like, post-op patients. …I’m more stressed about you not being interruptible for a whole hour if we need Stabilize but I think there’s no helping that.”

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Dr Harrison is writing up an email.

 

Subject: RE: Radiation case - I need more information

Dr Chen,

I'll be straight with you but you'll have to be patient for the full run-down, I don't have time for an essay. 

Our healer: "Samora", cleric of a goddess from another world ("Golarion", either a different planet or alternate dimension, but medically she seems human). Her abilities resemble D&D mechanics, per my resident who plays, but not a perfect match. Showed up 36 hours ago via unexplained magical transport, unconscious with mysterious injuries, admitted overnight. Made a full recovery first thing today once her spells renewed, cast a translation spell on one of the nurses to fill us in. 

Our current patient: "Leareth", 40s male and some kind of powerful wizard from a DIFFERENT other world (called "Velgarth"), key ability: can do portals for transport. The radiation exposure occurred when a god blew up a country to, we're theorizing, blast him with a giant gamma death laser. He arrived also via unexplained magical transport, approximately 9:45 AM this morning, about 30 minutes after teh exposure and in cardiac arrest. Accompanied by "Shavri", who's a telepath with different witchy healing powers. She's our diagnostician, her powers come with "Healing Sight" - can see anatomical structures, physiological processes in action, and cellular-scale damage. We've been using her assessments as a guide; so far, no significant discrepancy with labs or clinical findings and we're treating her as reliable. 

Samora has limited daily spells that recharge at dawn after an hour of prayer. From now until tomorrow morning we're down to:

- 2 spells that suppress nausea for ~1 hour, OR can be converted to Cure spells 

- 1 spell that cures disease or infection, not perfectly reliable 

- 3 "channels" - heals everyone in a radius, otherwise behaves mostly like the Cure spell

- Unlimited use of a spell that stabilizes someone dying, but not a guarantee, she couldn't land it on him until his pH was normalizing on ECMO

Cure spells work dramatically well on trauma, and they do reset some of our guy's acute tissue damage, fortunately including the complications of cerebrovascular syndrome, but not the DNA damage, so the cells keep dying and the injuries show up again. They don't correct metabolic derangements or organ damage not strictly from injury. 

Earlier we used a powerful spell that fixes "ability damage", my resident says to google STR/DEX/CON/INT/WIS/CHA, we targeted CON which seems to be vital organ function. Didn't help with muscle damage, nerve damage, or the signs of brain dysfunction we're worried about on the CT. None left until tomorrow. Requires diamond dust, that was the delay. 

Current status: weaning sedation for neuro assessment. On 30 mcg/kg/min of propofol, he's rousable to pain but very agitated, not obeying commands, telepath said no awareness of surroundings and trying to portal himself out. Settled with a propofol bolus but I'm not sure where to go from here, we need him awake and able to do a portal to Golarion. Telepathic healer reports he's in pain and severely nauseated, could be exacerbating the agitation and confusion.

QUESTIONS:

What's your recommended regimen for radiation-induced nausea this severe? He's on TPN only, gastric tube to suction. Haven't given anything yet, I'd like to avoid exacerbating the drowsiness or confusion.  
- Remove Sickness vs saving Cure spells: Should we burn a Remove Sickness spell (1 hour guaranteed full nausea relief) to assess his neuro status, or save it for a backup Cure later? Our telepathic healer thinks he'll last until morning with a Cure and a channel, and we'd still have 2 more channels for backup, but we'd get more oomph if we can save them to hit a few dozen people each up on med/surg. 
- Complications to watch for next 12 hours: What should we be monitoring for? Respiratory deterioration? Worsening neuro? GI bleed? We have almost no treatment options until dawn.
- Sedation strategy: Need him awake enough to assess cognition but calm enough not to panic and portal out. Guy has insane PTSD or something, gets pretty fighty. Suggestions?

Look for your ride at baggage claim, he'll have a sign.

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James Harrison, MD
Department of Critical Care Medicine
Renown Regional Medical Center
1155 Mill Street
Reno, NV 89502
Direct: (775) 982-xxxx
Pager: (775) 770-xxxx

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It’s maybe fifteen minutes before they get a reply.

Leareth is still more-or-less asleep, now on 20 mcg/min of propofol and 75 mcg/min of fentanyl. His blood pressure is handling it fine, and he’s now often breathing above the set rate on the ventilator. He occasionally grimaces and tries to shift his weight a little, without much success, and sometimes he coughs and looks actively distressed for a few seconds before drifting off again. 

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Ugh he could probably really use suctioning, it's been like an hour, but now is the worst time to subject him to that. His sats are fine, it's not an emergency. 

 

...He's also been in the exact same position for...god, like ten hours. He's probably uncomfortable just from having his weight on the same pressure points. Marian...is a little nervous about whether she can reposition him without startling the fuck out of him and getting punched, given how he's apparently already in a lot of pain just lying there, but maybe if she gives him a small propofol bolus and a fentanyl bolus first and then does it fast? 

"Hey, Samora, wanna help me slide him up a bit in the bed and turn him a bit in case he's comfier that way?" It's somehow ended up just being her, Dr Chadra, Dr Harrison, and Shavri; she's not actually sure if she's supposed to be giving report at some point, but maybe Clarice came to the same conclusion she did, which is that Marian has to be here anyway because she's the only one who can talk to Samora. 

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Subject: RE: Radiation case - I need more information


Harrison,


Will have to see it to believe it but I've already committed at this point. 


NAUSEA MANAGEMENT:
Standard radiation nausea protocol: 5-HT3 antagonist (ondansetron 8mg IV q8h, or 4mg bolus) + NK1 antagonist (aprepitant 125mg if you can get it on formulary, probably not at this hour) + dexamethasone 10mg IV (anti-inflammatory bonus for radiation injury). Olanzapine 5mg surprisingly effective for refractory cases and won't sedate as much as you'd think. Avoid metoclopramide, no benefit from prokinetic if gut mucosa is already sloughing. Check gastric tube drainage regularly, if no recent output irrigate to rule out blockage. 

If you have a side-effect-free alternative: USE IT!!! Nausea severely impairs cognition and attention even in healthy people. If he's already in distress from severe nausea while on 30 of propogol, you can't meaningfully assess neuro function, and you need a clean assessment to establish baseline. It sounds like you're already coming to that conclusion yourself? 


COMPLICATIONS - NEXT 12 HOURS:
Watch for in order of likelihood:

Cerebral edema - watch neuro status, any change in mentation beyond what sedation explains, this is why a baseline now is critical. I'll assume you know as much as I do on how to treat.
Pneumonitis/ARDS
- radiation lung injury, usually takes weeks to manifest but everything about this case is accelerated. Watch O2 requirements, lung compliance. If FiO2 creeping up or airway pressures/PEEP requirements increasing, you're in trouble. Bad mix with pneumonia, would be a reason to move forward on curing his infections even if you're not worried about sepsis. 
Cardiac arrhythmias - patchy myocardial damage creates unstable electrical substrate. 
GI bleed - mucosal sloughing, probably already happening if he's this nauseated. Monitor NG output, serial Hgb. 
Sepsis - obviously, he's neutropenic and his epithelial barriers are breaking down everywhere. Monitor temp, lactate, BP. Stay ahead of it.

SEDATION STRATEGY:
I think you may just be asking for the impossible here? I'll tell you the obvious. Optimize pain control first, preferentially fentanyl if he tolerates it. You can try low-dose dexmedetomidine, I guess? Minimize benzos and anything long-acting. Be aware that his drug clearance rate could be swinging back and forth, if his organ function is deteriorating between healing treatments. Your basic nursing care will be critical: you want your nursing staff doing everything they can for non-medication comfort measures, and doing their best to establish some rapport and trust. You've got mindreading to figure out what's bothering him, apparently, so use that. The man's from some sort of fantasy planet; be aware that the same degree of underlying delirium can look a lot worse with a complete lack of familiarity cues. Maybe your telepath has some ideas for what might make the environment look less like he's been kidnapped by aliens? 

If he's still too agitated to assess even with pain and nausea controlled: consider this is delirium from the injury itself. I'm not sure what else to tell you. Find the best tradeoff you can between avoiding deep sedation and torturing the patient.

Tried to google the acronyms. I’m sorry, I cannot make medical decisions off arguments on Reddit and wiki pages that won’t load properly on airline Wi-Fi. Send me a description if it’s relevant. I’d probably consult neurology if what you’re looking for is a cognitive assessment that maps to Dungeons and Dragons character traits.

- RC

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Samora is happy to help shift Leareth around. "In case it ends up mattering, I can be interrupted during prayer if you need a Stabilize immediately, but then I won't be able to prepare anything other than what I already have by that point. So the closer it gets to the end of the hour, the less costly it will be for other patients if you need me to stop. There's also a spell called Delay Pain, but it's second circle instead of first and I've heard all the pain comes back when it wears off even if the underlying cause is fixed, so if it isn't fixed I'd worry about him getting twice as much. I guess if we're going to knock him out again we could have him knocked out for that part, but it's still probably not worth losing a Lesser Restoration."

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“- Yeah, I can’t see it being worth it unless he’s able to tell us before morning that he thinks he can get a Gate to Golarion if he has six hours of not being distracted. And we can only really plan on knocking him out again if we’re keeping him on the breathing machine the whole time - I guess we could put the tube back if jt’s worth it for some reason - eh, it can go on the list to ask the expert who’s getting here at midnight.”

Time to give Leareth his tiny boluses of extra drugs and then be so careful and gentle. They can manage it mostly without touching him directly at all and just pulling on the linens under him. Marian can occasionally produce strong opinions about exactly how patients should be propped in their nest of pillows, and this is one of those times. 

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Leareth does not try to fight her! He makes a face like it's hurting him, and he tries not-very-purposefully to pull away when she picks up his arm to position a pillow. 

 

He does look significantly more comfortable in the new position; his heart rate had crept up to nearly 110, and it drops back to 95. 

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Oh good– oh and there's another email!!! Marian hurries over to read it. That was fast. 

 

"...The expert doctor thinks we should use the Remove Sickness for nausea," she relays to Samora. "That it's better than any drugs we have and won't have side effects - I assume it doesn't have side effects? Our drugs might make him sleepy - and she thinks that feeling really nauseous will actively impair his thinking and make it harder for him to engage with us." 

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"And you," Dr Harrison says to Marian with someone unnerving cheeriness, "are on duty for some kickass nursing care tonight, all right?" He mouses over the email and highlights 'Your basic nursing care will be critical: you want your nursing staff doing everything they can for non-medication comfort measures, and doing their best to establish some rapport and trust'. "You're good at that shit, I'm sure you can get this guy to like you." 

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Aaaaaaah?!! That's actually a pretty sweet and flattering thing for one of the trauma surgeons of all people to say, and, like, Marian tries to do that all the time? She thinks she's pretty decent at rapport with patients? And a 1:1 patient with a lot of extra hands in the room with her is ideal conditions for being extra attentive to his comfort, but also that's a lot of pressure and she feels so Observed and self-conscious about it aaaaaaa. Why her, why isn't he telling Shavri– oh it's probably that Shavri does not strictly speaking work for him and he doesn't feel like he can just order her around. Also Shavri, in fact, really shouldn't be on duty all night, she's already looking half-asleep in her chair again.

"Okay," she says.

 

And then translates the whole email properly for Samora, feeling weird and self-conscious the whole time for no good reason. 

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"Remove Sickness doesn't have side effects. I'd really expect Restoration to fix heart damage and maybe Cures to do it as well, but it sounds like it's coming back faster than we can stay on top of it. Is there a way to stop the damage from coming back? If we keep him alive long enough will we outlast it without doing anything else? Do you want me to try to explain the three kinds of mental damage and enhancement?"

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"The Cures definitely weren't getting all of it, I think he had - some that was like an injury, like burns to his heart directly, and some was maybe more like - when old people have bad hearts? Which I wouldn't expect a Cure to do anything for, but I think a Restoration would fix - and it did, his heart actually seems to be in great shape right now. We’re just worried the injuries and damage will come back because the," what had Shavri been calling it again, "the tiny-instruction libraries inside the cells are still garbled? …Also Dr Chen doesn’t know very much about your magic yet so she might be guessing off patients she treated who were affected much less severely but didn’t get any magic healing. I don’t…think we really know what’s going to happen with Leareth, she’s just trying to guess what might get worse overnight so we know what to watch for and aren’t caught off guard by it.”

Marian considers for a moment. “I…don’t think we can cure him just by keeping him alive until enough time passes? Maybe some problems will stop coming back if we fix them all the way, but I think at best he would just die of six kinds of cancer at once? I don't know, though, I think we're hoping Dr Chen will know more about his type of injury and have better ideas." 

Marian would definitely appreciate an explanation of the three kinds of mental damage and enhancement! She'll take notes, again in English so she can pass them to whoever. 

(She's watching Leareth closely for any sign that the random foreign-language conversation happening a meter away from him is starting to be enough to wake him up.) 

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(Not yet.) 

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Dr Chadra does sidle over to ask Shavri if Leareth is currently capable-of-having-experiences enough to be nauseous or if they should wait longer to get the most benefit out of the Remove Sickness duration. 

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:...He's definitely feeling it. I think he'll start being able to try to pay attention to his outside surroundings a lot sooner without it.: 

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Got it. 

"Marian, tell Samora we'd like to use the Remove Sickness now. We're going to hold off on using the calming spell until Shavri tells us it's a good time." 

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Right got it Marian will relay that. 

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The three kinds of magically changeable intelligence are Cunning, Wisdom, and Splendor. Cunning is good for math and remembering things you've read and holding complex images in your head. Wisdom is good for introspection and situational awareness and noticing which things are important and which aren't. Splendor is good for understanding other people and changing how you're perceived and also, for some reason nobody understands, how many channels per day clerics get. They can temporarily boost Leareth's Wisdom by putting Samora's headband on him, and it could well get him from "conscious but too confused to hold a conversation" to "able to talk about what's wrong with him", but that's not a good long-term solution because she'll get fewer spells if she leaves it off for more than an hour or two.

"Remove Sickness".

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Marian will listen very attentively and take notes to hand Dr Harrison afterward!

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Leareth looks so much more comfortable! It somehow wasn't obvious until now how uncomfortable he was looking before. 

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Oh that's so good. Marian is so pleased and her brain is so soothed. She beams at Samora and then goes to hand Dr Harrison the bit of paper. 

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Shavri looks just as relieved and happy. 

:That makes a huge difference: she tells Samora. :I mean, he's not any clearer-headed yet, he's still very drowsy, but at least he's not mainly experiencing suffering. ...He probably will still get panicky once he's alert enough to try to figure out where he is, I'll tell you as soon as it's a good time for Calm Emotions.: 

She settles in to wait and observe. 

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RENOWN REGIONAL MEDICAL CENTER - CONSULTATION REQUEST
Patient: PURPLE, NINETY-THREE Time: 20:05
MRN: TEMP-93 Location: Trauma ICU, Pod 4
Requesting Service: Critical Care Medicine Consulting Service: NEUROLOGY
Requesting MD: Harrison, James MD Urgency: STAT
REASON FOR CONSULTATION:
Cognitive assessment for patient with radiation-induced encephalopathy. Will receive experimental regenerative therapy tomorrow, potentially as early as 0800, that can target ONE of three specific neurocognitive clusters. Need to determine priority target based on deficit assessment. Time-sensitive - best assessment window may be limited to next 60 min.
CLINICAL SUMMARY
HPI: 40s male, massive radiation exposure (est. >50 Gy whole-body) → cardiac arrest ~30 min post-exposure. Presented in arrest at 0945, resuscitated with ECMO + experimental cellular therapy. Currently stable off ECMO. Details of therapy and transport mechanism will be explained in person.
Current Status (20:35):
  • Stable hemodynamics, off pressors
  • Intubated/vented (FiO2 30%, PEEP 8)
  • Propofol 15 mcg/kg/min (weaning), fentanyl 75 mcg/hr
  • Emerging from sedation - rousable but agitated
  • No focal deficits, PERRL
  • Language barrier (interpreter available)
CT Head (17:45): Mild reduced gray-white differentiation (frontal/parietal), subtle increased BBB permeability. No hemorrhage/infarct/mass effect. Radiologist noted findings "remarkably benign" for exposure severity.
EXPERIMENTAL THERAPY - DECISION NEEDED
Therapy available at 0800 can target ONE of three neurocognitive clusters (single dose available). Provider describes clusters as:
CLUSTER 1: Math, memory recall, holding complex images mentally, calculation, abstract reasoning
CLUSTER 2: Introspection, situational awareness, prioritization/filtering, judgment, emotional regulation, impulse control
CLUSTER 3: Understanding others, communication, social perception, expressive function
Clinical need: Patient must be functional enough to perform complex cognitive task requiring sustained concentration, spatial reasoning, emotional stability. This is critically important. Situation is highly unusual, but this therapy has produced objectively documented results (see lab trend - pH 7.04→7.32 in 2 minutes). Will explain details in person. Need neuro expertise to guide decision.
CONSULTATION QUESTIONS
  1. Assessment approach for intubated patient with language barrier?
  2. How to differentiate ICU delirium vs sedation effects vs structural damage requiring intervention?
  3. Based on CT findings, which cognitive domains most likely impaired?
  4. If patient shows severe agitation/fear dysregulation on emergence despite appropriate meds - expected post-arrest delirium or specific deficit?
  5. Which cluster (as defined above) likely to be most limiting for patient function?
ASSESSMENT PLAN
Continue sedation wean. Plan comprehensive neuro assessment in next 60 min.
Available for assessment:
  • Interpreter with direct communication capability
  • Diagnostic intervention that may temporarily boost Cluster 2 function for clearer assessment (available once for up to 60 min)
  • Short-acting anxiolytic(duration ~60 sec, single use)
CLINICAL CONTEXT:
Patient Acuity: Stable but time-sensitive
Family/Proxy: None identified
Code Status: Full code
Attending: Harrison, James MD
Primary RN: Daly, Marian
Electronically signed: James Harrison, MD
Time: 20:05
Service: Critical Care Medicine
ADDENDUM (20:11): Attending neurologist paged. Verbal communication to follow. Request acknowledgment of receipt and estimated time of arrival for consultation.
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Marian glances over the note the next time she's in the chart. Wow???? Like, she can kind of understand Dr Harrison's reluctance to just explain the entire bizarre-ass situation in writing, but today is just the day of sending absolutely surreal batshit requests to specialists, isn't it. 

She documents quantity of pee (still fine, 95ml for the last hour, though he's still accumulating a positive fluid balance because of the INCESSANT ANTIBIOTICS running) and the repositioning. She fantasizes about a bathroom break but concludes that she can manage to wait an hour. 

...she ekes the propofol down to 10 mcg/kg/min, because Leareth still looks pretty asleep and they're on a time limit now. She wonders if Dr Harrison actually expects someone to show up on less than an hour's notice when it's after-hours. 

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Another five minutes after that - fifteen minutes after the Remove Sickness onset - Leareth is starting to show more signs of consciousness. 

 

He's breathing well above the ventilator rate now, and occasionally trying to move his arms, though when he reaches for the breathing tube it's still in an aimless half-asleep sort of way and he doesn't actually seem distressed, or to fully notice it at all, when Marian gently redirects his hand away. When an IV pump beeps, his eyes flicker open for a few seconds, though he's still not focusing on his surroundings.

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:He's getting a lot closer to the surface: Shavri relays. :He's not really having thoughts, yet, but he's - making wordless observations? Just then he noticed the lights are really bright and was kind of vaguely confused for half a second and drifted off again. He's not really accessing memories yet, or thinking that he's not where he expected to be, I think he's going to really freak out as soon as he's aware enough to remember the part where he was dying.: 

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Time to be SO calm and. chill and non-startling and friendly-looking and definitely not at all reminiscent of a necromancer kidnapper!  ...Time to prevent Leareth from going for his breathing tube again. While being calm and chill. Marian is so chill and is definitely not freaking out that her patient isn't restrained and what if he tries to yank out his dialysis line. Or his catheter! It's right there! Maybe she can, like, pull the edge of the sheet up over his waist and tuck the sheet edges under the mattress on the sides like those horrible properly-"made" hotel beds... 

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Leareth is now close enough to awake to notice the new confinement, seem vaguely distressed about it, and promptly start trying to kick the sheet off. Incompetently. He's really not very coordinated. 

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Oh no if he clearly hates it then Marian will untuck it! She's not going to be mean! Just. Stressed. It turns out she was maybe getting a lot of peace of mind from being able to restrain patients who might flip out so that the continued presence of all their tubes in the correct places is not entirely dependent on her personal reaction times. 

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Something is very bright and it's not painful exactly, everything is very floaty and far away, but it's still wrong. There's a lot of wrongness. The surface is wrong and moving is wrong and breathing is wrong, somehow, and it’s…

 

…taking Leareth a long time to follow that to the “and ???” because everything is very far away but…

 

…wrong?? 

There’s something - needs to do something - if something is wrong -

 

Eventually he manages to form the intention to reach for mage-sight, and he tries, and it’s also wrong, both in that it’s only half working and that nothing makes any sense.

 

...something...to do...to respond to it being wrong??? 

 

Very slowly and effortfully, and still entirely wordlessly, Leareth forms the thought that he doesn't know where he is and that this is bad and he should - needs to - 

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:Leareth, you're safe, you were injured and you're with Healers and you need to stay still DO NOT GATE: 

 

To Samora, :- now would be a good time for the Calm Emotions.: 

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She actually says it right over Marian, who had just started to say "Samora I think you should cast–" purely off the sudden spike in Leareth's heart rate. 

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"Calm Emotions," Samora says, as Leareth tenses and Shavri says "now would be a good time". And now Leareth's emotions are even farther away than anything else, so far away there's no path to them from any of the thoughts he can think.

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That’s very odd. Leareth is awake enough that he doesn’t just slide back under the moment he’s no longer panicking, but he does just sort of…lie there blankly, not really succeeding at any thoughts other than wordless muted puzzlement.

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Shavri has exactly one minute to try to orient him enough that he doesn’t go right back to freaking out as soon as it wears off.

:Leareth, I need you to try to open your eyes. - Good, that’s good. My name is Shavri. I’m a Healer from Valdemar. Do you know who I am?:

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Leareth blearily tries to focus his eyes on her. Shavri. His vision is blurry enough that he can’t see much other than ‘dark curly hair, pale skin, green clothing’, but name is familiar, at least.

Shavri. The…King’s lifebonded??

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He’s not really putting any of his thoughts into coherent sentences, let alone trying to project Mindspeech back to her, but Shavri kind of caught that. It seems like a good sign.

:You were badly injured in an attack by Vkandis: she sends. :I mean, I don’t know if you had any way of knowing it was Vkandis. You’d been trapped in the Foresight dream with Vanyel, the attack happened, you Gated to a records cache. You were unconscious by the time we found you, so you wouldn’t remember that.:

He was more or less dead by the time they found him, actually, but it doesn’t seem like it would help to say that. 

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…Yes, Leareth remembers that. He was alone and he was dying and nobody was going to come. (It’s…very odd to be having that thought and not really feeling anything about it.)

Something - there was something important, what was it, it’s so hard to retrace when there was no jolt of alarm to flag it -

 

Vanyel. Was in the same location as him, unless they separated them. Blai too, maybe? He’s not sure - it had been a long time with no news - but there’s some reason why he thought Blai was in the same base, he just can’t - 

 

(Leareth’s thoughts are still slow and mostly not in words and quite difficult to follow, and he’s not really engaging directly with Shavri’s presence at all.)

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He’s definitely impaired in a lot of different ways but it’s hard to tell exactly what they are.

:Vanyel was affected as well. As were Bard Stefen, Select Artigas, and Seldan. Nayoki too. They all got a channel within seconds and it helped quite a lot, not with everything but they were stable and conscious when I last saw them.: 

She will maybe not go into too much detail on that just now, Leareth does need to know that it’s - bad - but they’re really on a time limit here and she’s not sure how much of what she says now he’ll retain.

:They’re in Haven: she goes on. :We’re - in another world. They call it ‘Earth’. As far as they know they have no magic or active gods, but very advanced technology, including for Healing.:

Does Leareth seem to be following?

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He registered the part about another world! He’s sort of…staring at it blankly. It seems important. Further thoughts on that are not happening.

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Better than not registering it, at least.

:They have artifice to help you breathe, that’s why there’s something in your throat. You mustn’t pull it out. This is Marian, she’s a local Healer - not Gifted, but she’s very competent and you can trust her. She’ll be here all night; I may need to sleep but I’ll be close, since they don’t speak your language. Leareth, do you understand?: 

She really hopes so. They’re more than halfway through the 60 second duration of the spell; Mindspeech is fast but Leareth’s thinking and comprehension right now really isn’t.

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He’s trying to assemble the pieces, at least. Artifice, breathing, tube, no pulling it. That face which he still can’t really focus on: Marian, not Gifted but a Healer, Shavri trusts her? …If there was more he’s lost it. 

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Leareth...does not even seem able to evaluate the question of whether he can or should trust Marian because Shavri said so, but in hindsight that's as likely to be a personality trait and not necessarily a sign of damage. He's just not a very trusting person.  

:They have a different cleric of Iomedae here: she adds. :Her name is Samora. She has fourth circle spells. We were able to use a spell called 'Restoration' - like Lesser Restoration but stronger - to help reverse a lot of the damage earlier. We'll have another tomorrow morning, in about twelve candlemarks. In the meantime, you're still very badly injured and the damage is slowly worsening, though you shouldn't be in any real danger before tomorrow.:

Pause to give him time to absorb that.

:Samora cast a spell to relieve nausea, but you're going to feel very sick again when it wears off, and probably worse before morning. I'm sorry. They have very good drugs here and they'll do everything they can to keep you comfortable, but it's going to be unpleasant. ...She also cast a shorter-acting spell to help you stay calm. In about fifteen or twenty seconds it's going to wear off and you're probably going to feel the normal and expected amount of scared for - everything that's happened - but I need you to try really, really hard to stay with us, all right? Stay conscious, stay focused, DO NOT GATE OUT. If you're disoriented and panicky enough that you're going to hurt yourself, they can keep you safely unconscious, but I think you'll be better off if you can stay awake and start to orient. Do you understand?: 

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That was really a lot of words. 

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...Man, it's really hard to even tell how much of this Leareth is meaningfully processing. He's - parsing it as language, which is better than nothing, and managing to snag his thoughts on some of the statements Shavri is making, but most of his reactions are just (calm) befuddlement. Which is fair enough! The situation is weird and confusing! But it doesn't exactly bode well for how Leareth will handle it when he's confused and not forcibly calm. It's all...disconnected, in his thoughts, he's not - putting anything in context with the other pieces - he's reacting, sometimes with thoughts that are actually insightful and reasonable, but he doesn't seem to be able to hold more than one piece at a time, or hold anything for long enough to actually try to make sense of it, and his short-term memory is clearly impaired. She's probably going to have to tell him the same things over and over before any of it sticks, assuming he can even manage to stay calm enough to hear her. 

:Don't Gate. Don't pull any tubes out, they're keeping you alive: Pause. :It's expected that you feel ill. We understand what's wrong and we'll fix it tomorrow.: Pause. :You're going to feel really scared. That's understandable. You were almost murdered but you're going to be okay, I promise we're going to keep you alive and tomorrow will be better.: Pause. :Most important part, DO NOT GATE OUT, let us keep you alive, okay?: 

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That was still a lot of words but at least they were in shorter sentences and more of them were repeated. 

Don't Gate. Leareth manages, again with significant effort, to form the thought that it went very badly the last time he Gated somewhere trying to get to safety and - even if this place isn't safe, he's not really able to assess Shavri's claims about that at all - it's safer than being alone. No Gate out. Stay here. 

 

 

- and then the spell wears off and Leareth is abruptly experiencing exactly the degree of overwhelming terror one would expect given the circumstances. 

 

Leareth remembers not to Gate. Gating: bad. Alone: dying. Stay here. Doesn't matter where here is it's safer than dying alone. 

 

He cannot really hold onto more pieces than that for very long, and it feels like he can't breathe, and after about ten seconds he panics enough to flail for the breathing tube again. 

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Oh no poor Leareth! 

 

Marian intercepts his arm, and then his other arm when he tries with that one, and he stops fighting and just - goes limp - which is almost more upsetting. He's also hyperventilating enough to set off the ventilator alarm, which predictably seems to set him off even more. 

She doesn't speak his language and will have to leave it to Shavri to try to reassure him. 

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Well that was fucking predictable.

 

:You're breathing fine: Shavri tells Leareth. :You're safe, you're not dying right now, we're going to keep you alive. The artifice is helping you breathe, don't fight it.: 

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Leareth's heart rate is still rising and he's barely capable of noticing that someone is Mindspeaking him, but he does catch a fragment of it, and the mindvoice is familiar. 

 

Not dying. Not suffocating. 

Understanding the words does not make Leareth feel any less like he's dying but he does stop fighting the ventilator quite so hard. 

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Samora is usually pretty good at comforting scared people but all her tactics involve either a shared language or killing whatever the scary thing is. She settles for hovering nearby with a friendly expression and at an angle where Leareth can see her holy symbol; he's met at least one other Iomedaean so the symbol should be nonzero comforting even if she isn't.

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The holy symbol would definitely be reassuring! But only insofar as Leareth can keep him eyes open and manage to focus on small details like that, which is still pretty hard.

He’s getting a little more awake as time passes, though. 

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Hmmmm Marian doesn’t super want to go lower on the propofol right now, 10 mcg/kg/min is a level where most people are awake and just slightly less annoyed about being intubated. Maybe he’s on too much fentanyl?? 75 mcg/h isn’t an insane dose but his body might be worse at metabolizing it right now or something. He might do best with a lower set rate, so he doesn’t start accumulating it, and then using the tiny boluses if she has to do anything uncomfortable to him.

“Shavri, how much pain is he in?” she asks.

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:He’s not finding it intolerable. He has a high tolerance for pain, I think.:

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…And fentanyl might make the nausea worse, once the Remove Sickness wears off. Marian is SO sympathetic to someone finding nausea much worse than just physical pain.

“I’m decreasing it, then, but tell me if the pain gets worse.” Marian bumps it down to 50 mcg/h.

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In the background, Dr Harrison can be heard answering the phone, and having an increasingly cranky conversation that, once again, they can only hear one side of. 

 

"- No, I realize you've gone home, but I need you back. Ideally before 9." It is, now, approaching 8:30 pm. "And you, not a resident." Purring. "It's a tricky case, and you're the best." 

Pause. 

"- Not exactly, no - you're right, the procedure's scheduled for morning. But he'll be more assessable now. - one time use. No, not the one I mentioned in the note, different one-time use intervention that lasts about an hour." Pause. "Controls nausea with no drowsiness or side effects. Look, I'll explain when you arrive. You'll want to hear about this, trust me." 

Pause.

"I'd suggest you look up his admission labs. The blood gas. - yeah! Isn't it wild! No, it's not 'user error', how the fuck would you get a blood gas that wild with 'user error' -" 

Pause. 

"Yes, he should be dead. He's not. We've got a chance to save this guy, really, and you can help. Really. I need a neurologist who can think outside the box sand you're the best." 

Pause. 

"....Nnooo it's not the diabetic re-enactor coyote attack sword lady! Who said that? - Kyerematen said what?" Pause. "Nope. Come in. I'll tell you on site." Pause. "Yes, because it's going to sound insane. Look, I have a top radiology medicine doc flying here from Nashville to see this guy, that's how big a deal this is." Pause. "Rebecca Chen, Vanderbilt, once you're here I can show you the emails." Pause. "No, I'm not. Because I'm not wasting her time! She's going to be so glad she came in and so are you. Just get in the car."

Pause. "- Oh, no, I get it. I'm missing my kid's bedtime too. ...Yours is how old?" Pause. "Ah. Tell me, is she into superheroes?" Pause. "Yes, she's here. Why don't you promise your kid that she'll get to meet a real life superhero lady tomorrow?" 

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Awwwww? ...Like, kind of awkward and concerning but also awwwww. 

"Samora, just so you know, I think Dr Harrison is bribing the other brain specialist who he wants to come see Leareth by promising that you'll - meet his daughter tomorrow? She likes -" how the heck to translate the American concept of 'superheroes' into Celestial, "- she's excited about characters in stories who have magical abilities and use them save people, and he miiiight've just promised that you're one of them in real life and she can come meet you tomorrow. I, um, it's cute but I hope you don't mind?" 

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"I would love to meet the other doctor's daughter, that sounds delightful. I hope she finds me suitably storylike." Samora is sort of planning to adventure until she dies and never have kids of her own, but kids old enough to have a conversation with are fun.

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Awww. Marian had been hoping Samora would feel that way and is glad she was right. 

 

She watches Leareth, and also the minute hand on the clock. 

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Leareth does seem to shifting gradually more awake. He’s keeping his eyes open more of the time, and managing to track people’s movements in the room. He’s restless, but his self-control - at least in terms of remembering not to Gate out - seems to be keeping up with the growing anxiety as the sedation wears off. 

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Samora is reflecting on how it speaks more well than poorly of Leareth's character that the instinctive reaction they're all worried about him doing is "flee" rather than "attack". Also he's definitely doing a better job of not mistakenly fleeing than Samora did when she woke up, so credit to him and Marian and especially Shavri for that.