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sometimes you need to be the explicit kink you want to see in your YA fiction
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It's a fine, clear day. The autumn air has not yet become brisk, so Svetka doesn't feel overly rushed in her observations of the mountains to the east. Well, not rushed beyond the fact that the rest of the army is still marching along behind her and she will sooner or later have to catch up to the other surveyors and actually do the sketches she's making notes for. Which has to be sometime before tonight, because tomorrow they will be marching- west.

It's a little bit easier to think just 'west' than to think of the actual reason she's facing east. There's not really what you would call terrain, to the west. Just a dark stain of inky blackness over dried-out sands running north to south, cutting the country of Ravka in half. The Unsea. The Shadow Fold.

She- knew, abstractly, that when she and Val joined the army that they would almost certainly be told to cross the Unsea. Lots of people cross the Unsea, not just the army, merchants do it all the time (though with many more casualties than literally any other trade route). She just... wasn't expecting it to be two weeks after they finished their training.

She should get moving soon. The surveyor's tent is probably set up outside of Kribirsk already.

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She gets jostled by a few soldiers passing by - and then as she's debating moving, a familiar voice comes up behind her. "You're gonna become a statue if you keep standing in one place, Svetka," her friend says, stepping up until their shoulders brush.

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"That only happens to bad girls, in the stories. Like you, Val."

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"I think I'm more likely to be the villain than the naughty maiden who needs a lesson."

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"Depends who's telling the story."

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"Maybe a little."

"But I bet they'd all agree you're the maiden in your stories."

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"I am the paragon of pure and virtuous."

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"You might be in those morality tales, then. The one girl who doesn't get turned into a statue. An example for the rest of us on the value of resisting temptation and being pretty."

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"I think pretty is supposed to a side effect, not the goal."

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"Don't know about that. All those morality tales start with how pretty the maiden is as a very central feature."

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"So that people like you will pay attention."

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Hum. "A point in my villainy column."

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"Guess so."

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She laughs. "C'mon, let's get moving to camp."

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"Okay." Svetka will allow herself to be turned away from the vista.

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And onwards, down the road to the encampment. 

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- But they don't get far before Val wraps her arms around Svetka and yanks her off the road, nearly stumbling into the ditch.

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Eep!

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Svetka's ears ring and then pop, a weird bubble of something beyond silence, a strange un-noise enveloping them - 

Soldiers spill off the road in a scramble, the noise from their shouts of alarm, the scuffle of their boots, jangling metal or dropped bags faltering and twisting away. Val and Svetka were the first ones off, and it's probable Val's sudden movement alerted others to look around. 

Because coming down the road is a black carriage pulled by black horses. They should be making a racket. They shouldn't be moving that fast; the horses' gait is a walk, not a trot or canter or anything that could justify how quickly they move, as if the very road wants to hurry them along, get them off it.

They aren't, and they pass in perfect silence, a wave of pressure squeezing down on Svetka's entire body as she glimpses a sliver of a pale face for a moment between fluttering black curtains. 

And then they're past, rapidly heading towards Kribirsk, and the wave of un-sound collapses in a chaotic mess, distorted sounds coming back in and tumbling over each other before they sort into anything even vaguely coherent. 

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"-What was that?"

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"The Darkling," she says, voice tight and strange. "Leader of the Second Army."

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"Why's she here?" she wonders.

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"Well. We're crossing the Fold with a lot of her men, aren't we? A critical mission, what with the shortages."

(The newer sand-skiffs should be quieter. Faster. Enable more trade than what they're getting. But it's not making as big a difference as it should, not yet, not with war rumbling on their other borders and lean year after lean year hunkering down over them.)

(But they haven't sent this many soldiers, this many grisha, in recent memory, and whatever attempts came before are solidly in the realm of political amnesia.)

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"I guess that makes sense..."

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And speaking of more of her men, another carriage comes rattling along the road, louder than the first and chased in blue rather than black.

A woman observes through the window with a moderately interested expression. She catches Valeriya's eyes in passing.

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 - Wow.

Val's maybe staring at that carriage now. 

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Svetka missed it. "What?"

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Hum. "Figuring out what my next hunt will be."

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Blink blink.

Then she sees the blue carriage disappearing down the road.

"...A Grisha?"

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"Haven't ever caught one - yet."

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...Pffffft.

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"I'm branching out in my prey."

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"Good luck."

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"Thanks." She bumps shoulders. "And if you see any pretty girls you want me to reel in for you..."

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"I'll let you know."

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Hum. "Or maybe ones I should set on your trail..."

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"Vaaaal," she whines.

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"Just looking out for my best friend."

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"I get by fine on my own."

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"And we excel together."

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"True, true."

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"And love life improvement projects definitely benefit from group effort."

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"That opinion's basically unique to you."

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"I doubt that, given some of the nights I've had..."

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"Don't need to hear about it."

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"You don't want an invitation?"

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Blush!!

"Nope."

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"Trying to keep your pure maidenhood?"

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"Well. Otherwise. Who knows what sort of story I'll end up in?"

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"Hmm, true, true. But it makes you very tempting prey for certain types, you know."

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"You'll protect me though, right?"

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"If I don't approve of your suitor."

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"So comforting to know my best friend has my best interests at heart."

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"Nothing more and nothing less."

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"Thanks."

The road's been clear for a bit, now, they should probably get moving again.

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Yeah. 

They can make good time, now. 

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The encampment is quickly spreading in a rigid grid from the edges of Kribirsk, where they'll be launching from. Each of them is assigned a tent and bunk by regiment, of course (which has proven to only keep Val where she's supposed to be sleeping for maybe an hour; the night watch never seems to catch her, even when curfews are being strictly enforced. She always just says any tracker worth their salt always knows when they're being tracked, and therefore where sentries are looking). They'll be eating from a common mess hall, though, and Val and Svetka's assigned dinner times are effectively overlaps.

Of course, they both have duties to attend to before nightfall.

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Yep. Svetka's got to go make and file some sketches, and Val has to... stalk a Grisha?

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"And help my regiment make camp, and I've got a scouting rotation before dinnertime." She laughs and stretches. "The army keeps me busy."

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"Try not to get too worn out."

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"Need some energy for my hunt later."

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"You'll have to put your best foot forward with one of them."

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"I always do."

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"Uh huh."

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"Convinced you to like me, didn't I?"

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"It did. So you'll probably be okay."

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Giggle. "Wouldn't be surprised if you had higher standards than a grisha."

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"Just 'cause they're magic doesn't mean they're a good person."

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"Well, maybe I'm not looking for a good person..."

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"Your standards are not mine."

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"I've noticed."

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"You were always quick like that."

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"The most observant person in the army."

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"Maybe you should join me in the mapmakers, then."

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"I like moving around too much."

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Deep sigh. "Alas."

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Giggle. "Being a tracker works out, though."

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"It suits you."

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"Yeah."

"And being a map maker suits you - and speaking of, we do kinda have jobs..."

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"I should go before I'm late, then. See you for dinner?"

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"See you." She ruffles Svetka's hair, then heads off.

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And Svetlana reports for duty.

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She gets some teasing about running late, of course, especially from Alexei. 

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She's still the quickest hand with a draft, so.

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The senior cartographer is very hard to impress - but she can definitely manage passing muster. 

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(As long as she's good enough to not kicked out for her sick days.)

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(She can manage that, at least.)

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 And dinner time rolls around soon enough. 

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Maybe with all the Grisha around they'll be lucky and get some salt for the pea soup.

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- Seems more like Svetka specifically will get unlucky with an asshole server. He starts with some very unpleasant words about what he thinks a Suli girl is doing in the army. 

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Ah.

"Not actually Suli, you know," she says when he pauses for breath.

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He sneers. "What does it matter? You look close enough."

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"I'm in the army, same as you. Can I have my portion now?"

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"Shouldn't you be begging?"

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She looks him in the eye.

Then dips her bowl in the pot of slop to pick up her portion for herself.

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He goes to knock the bowl out of her hands. 

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Whoops it seems to have somehow slipped up to spill in his face.

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Yeah he's angry now. 

He doesn't keep yelling at her though - he seems to have decided to get her kicked out of the mess tent for being disruptive instead - 

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Her and Val, who notices the commotion and throws her own bowl at his head. 'Accidentally.'

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In trouble together again.


"You going hungry too doesn't really help, you know."

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"Maybe. But it is more emotionally satisfying."

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Shoulder bump. "I guess there's that."

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"It's a very important element."

"And I can scrounge us both up some food, anyways. I'm not the best tracker in the First Army for nothing."

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"I would appreciate that very much."

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"Figure out where you want our private feast to be, then, and I'll meet you there."

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"How about up on that tower?"

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Nod. "Feel free to move if it doesn't work out. I'll always find you, anyways."

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"Yeah, you're good at that."

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Grin, and quick hug. "I'll be back before you know it."

And she's off, to see what paths speak to her for food. She's in the mood for something nice...

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The Second Army doesn't eat with the First. Might be they brought better fare with them.

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And there's a higher chance one individual grisha left their food unguarded; the common stores of the First Army are under tight watch. 

She slips into a section of their encampment that feels likely, deftly avoiding people's awareness as she goes, scanning the tents for any sign of untended food. 

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Seems like there's one over here that has a meal laid out on a sideboard, no sign of the tent's occupant...

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Score.

She walks forward softly, like she's trying not to spook a deer or rabbit, mentally judging how much she can easily take. A tray would be good for quantity, but more difficult to sneak through the encampment...

She also samples some of the food first, of course. Got to make sure it's up to standards. 

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"What do you think you're doing?" says a voice from behind her.

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She turns around and pops a berry in her mouth. "Stealing," she says, with an impish smirk.

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"At least you're an honest thief. But I'll thank you to leave the rest of my supper to me."

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"Not one for sharing?"

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"Not when I haven't eaten since dawn."

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She hums, then nudges the un-chewed berry to clear view between her lips - then back into her cheek. "Want this back, then?"

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She steps forward. "And if I say yes?"

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"You'll have to come and get it, then."

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"Fair enough." She closes the distance to Val, laces her arms behind Val's neck, and bends her head in for a kiss.

Once Elvira has her lips open, a current of air drawn from Val's lungs aids the berry's progress to the tongue of its rightful owner. She pulls back, chews, and swallows.

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"You cheat," she murmurs, stepping closer. 

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"I choose not to limit myself. I am a Squaller, darling."

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"No excuse for teasing me."

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"Oh, I think your expression makes an excellent excuse."

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"You enjoy taking girls' breath away?"

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"One of my favorite pastimes."

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"A rather mean one, taking breath and giving nothing in return..."

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"Come back and find me after I've eaten and perhaps I'll be feeling more generous."

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"I couldn't talk you into a trade now, then?"

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"I think letting you leave without reporting you is more than enough."

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Hum. "Depends on if you'd be the one punishing me, if you did decide to report me."

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"That would be up to your commanding officer, soldier."

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"Alas, my commanding officer is very much a stick in the mud."

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"Pity."

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Wink. "I'll see you later, then - once you're in a more negotiating mood." She turns, stepping back from Elvira's space, and leaves with a jaunty little wave behind her. 

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What an interesting girl. She turns to her dinner- and realizes she short of a bowl of fruit.

"Something for nothing indeed," she mutters under her breath, shaking her head.

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And she brings her prize back to Svetka.

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She's waiting on the tower.

"Wow. Where'd you find these?"

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"A good tracker gets her prey. An excellent tracker gets two prey with one trap."

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Giggle. "You stole it from the Grisha lady?"

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"She took my breath away. It's only a fair trade."

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Hee.

"You're terrible." Won't stop Svetka from taking some fruit, though.

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"I'm amazing and funny, you mean." She's more than happy to share (though the sourest berries are hers).

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"That too," she says agreeably. (Svetka likes the sweet ones, anyway.)

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She hasn't had all these before, so it takes a teensy bit of experimentation to achieve the best fruit distribution - but they manage. (Val sneakily tries to give Svetka more than half of the fruits.)

"Knew we were friends for a reason."

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(She's is scrupulous about maintaining an even split.)

"You'd be lost without me."

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(Val does her best to subvert that. She's pretty good at it.)

She nods seriously. "My friendship with you is the true driver of my excellent pathfinding skills. You taught me how to be found."

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Hum. "If you don't know where you are, you can't get to where you're going?"

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"Got it in one."

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Smug Svetka.

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Muffled giggle. 

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She laughs.

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She shoulder bumps Svetka. "Finish your food, silly."

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"Okay, okay."

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She leans against her friend a bit, glancing out over the encampment.

This is nice.

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Yeah.


"I heard we're crossing tomorrow."

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"Yeah."

"Heard they think this new skiff's gonna have a better chance."

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Lean. "Hope so."

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"We'll be together," she says, voice soft.

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"Always."

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Hug.

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Hug.

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"Now the real question is, do we get some rest, or throw the best party of our lives?"

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"I know which one you'd pick."

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"I'd rather stick with you than party."

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"Even if the party included your Grisha crush?"

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"Even then."

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"Thanks, Val."

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"No problem, Svetka."

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Lean.

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Lean!

And to rest up, then?

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Mhm. Be fresh and alert for their trip into darkness.

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It might help.

Val, of course, sneaks out of her own bed after curfew; she's spending the night with Svetka, no matter what the rules have to say.

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That always helps her sleep better.

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One of many reasons to do it.

Val's wide awake and apparently not at all nervous the next morning.

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That helps soothe some of Svetka's nerves.

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Val will stick by her, then, at least until it's time to take their posts.

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As a mapmaker, Svetka's not expected to hold a rifle, unlike Val. She'll be waiting in the center of the skiff during the crossing, while Val guards the railing.

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Val's post, conveniently, is near the Grisha in charge of their skiff- the Squaller from last night.

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Val sends her a teasing smile, though otherwise keeps up a professional mien.

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"You never came back last night," she murmurs as the sail is hoisted.

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"I had someone to watch over," she replies, voice equally soft, and her gaze briefly cuts over to where the mapmakers damned to this particular skiff are huddled.

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Hmmm.

"Perhaps a celebration on the other side, then."

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"Sounds perfect."

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Wink. "Don't be late."

Then the sails are up and she has to explain what's going to happen to the crew. In short: noise and light attract the volcra. Don't make any of either. There will be one blue lantern in the middle of the ship, this one is designed to not attract volcra, don't block it. If the volcra do show up, keep your head down and don't block the Inferni's lines of fire. First Army are to support with their rifles.

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She takes her position, rifle held such that she can quickly load it (they can't risk accidental discharge; a loaded rifle is begging for them to be damned by a twitchy finger). And she takes deep, even breaths. Calms herself, and readies herself to listen as they launch.

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The Squallers fill the sails with wind, and the skiffs slide towards the inky black curtain that marks the edge of the Unsea.

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It feels- cold. She wasn't expecting it to be cold.

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Val had been trying not to expect anything. That interferes with tracking, sometimes - especially times like these.

She keeps very, very quiet, body nearly a statue, expression blank, and she listens.

 

And partway through, she ghosts over to the Squaller, and reaches for her arm, and very gently, very quietly taps out the code for -

'ENEMIES APPROACH'

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She glances at Val, the blue light flickering across her raised brow, an implicit question.

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At least there's a specific sign for volcra, though it's a bit longer than the standardized quick one Val just used. 

VOLCRA. Then headings - a pause, then how far, how fast they're coming and how many there are (she's not sure on these, not yet, but - pretty unpleasantly fast and pretty alarmingly many; luckily this code does approximates, too). 

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She nods in acknowledgement. Quick flicks of air alert the other Grisha, and she gives a high sign to watch the skies.

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Val stays beside her - closes her eyes so she can listen better ‐ and keeps a stream of updates as her sense of the volcra refines - as they approach. 

(It's still, technically, possible they'll fly over without attacking. They're still high up.)

(Val doesn't exactly like those chances.)

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Objectively speaking, they're not good.

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Huddled in the middle, Svetlana's getting nervous as well. She can... feel something, weird as that sounds. It's- hungry.

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It's getting pretty close to where Elvira's going to have to decide if she wants to sacrifice the small possibility the volcra haven't noticed them for the benefit of attacking first. 

(Val doesn't like this waiting.)

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"Now!" she snaps, and the Inferni light up the darkness.

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She snaps her cartridge into her rifle as she steps away from the Squaler (riflemen are among the first attacked; she doesn't want to draw the volcra towards their leader), and starts firing into the dark. Every bullet hits - none of them are fired at visible volcra yet, she can hear the heavy beat of their wings and there's some that aren't caught by the flashes of light - and Val's one of the fastest on reloading.

She's keeping an ear on the rest of the fight, too, turning her rifle on any volcra that get too close to taking out one of their Inferni or riflemen, especially if the person she's covering hasn't spotted them. 

There's a lot of volcra, though, and even an expert rifleman can only fire so fast. It's a matter of time - and not that much - before the volcra overwhelm them. 

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An Inferni is the first to be carried away, a screaming fireball fading into the blackness beneath beating wings. Then the riflemen start getting picked off.

The window to rescue someone is only so long before they're high enough that the fall will seriously injure or kill them. Volcra are fast.


Then a pack descends on the cluster of mapmakers.

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One gets Alexei, next to Svetlana. She shrieks and starts stabbing it with her boot knife.

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Val turns, lines up her shot - but not in time to stop Alexei from being dragged off the skiff, though - he survived that, he's on the sands - 

And in her moment of distraction -

A volcra's claws tear into her shoulder.

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"Val!"

She scrambles across the deck to her, grabs a dropped rifle, tries to shoot, it's jammed- "Val!" She grabs for her hand-

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She grunts - strikes at the volcra with the butt of her rifle while she goes for her knife - stabs at the damn thing - 

It doesn't work. The skin's too thick, everywhere she can reach. The best she can manage is flailing long enough to slow it down, force it to shift its grip a little. 

She doesn't reach for Svetka's hand. She looks down as she being lifted into the dark, mouths I'm sorry 

And throws her knife into the throat of a volcra that's swooping down at her friend. 

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She grabs Val's leg. "I'm not letting you go."

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That slows the volcra down a little; but if adding another person's weight could change things, they'd all be wearing packs full of stone.

The volcra shrieks, beats its wings harder, and others swoop in to support it. 

Val gets another knife out. She kills the next volcra that comes for Svetka.

She doesn't kill the one after. It grabs Svetka around the waist and starts dragging her away.

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"No!"

It's not fair. They can't- they can't be separated. Not like this. She won't let it happen, she won't let go- (Even as the volcra's claws tighten painfully around her midsection and blood starts to seep.)

"VAL!" Her grip slips, she reaches- she reaches out-

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And something answers.

An almighty glow radiates out from where Svetlana has a tenuous grasp on Valeriya's ankle. The volcra holding the pair of them are the first to shriek in pain, drop their prey, and flee, but they are not the last.

The light expands in a bubble, banishing the darkness of the Fold and sending the swarm reeling into its depths.

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Then she hits the deck with a thud, and the light blinks out.

Svetka follows it into darkness.

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Val falls to the deck, her vision entirely shot.

But she can hear - she scrambles to Svetka, finds her by touch - presses a cloth to her wounds, and Val's shoulder hurts like fuck even through the adrenaline, and she still has spots in her eyes - 

And the volcra are fleeing, even with the light gone, and there's other people alive on the skiff.

Still people alive on the sands.

(Her breath is coming in short, pained gasps. It won't stop, won't even out.)

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-What in the name of all the Saints was that?

Deal with it later, she's got to wrangle this mess. Elvira picks herself up and starts snapping orders to get the survivors picked up and everyone moving to get the skiff in order again, striding across the deck.

"Tracker!" she barks. "What happened?"

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" - I don't know." She can't see, still. The plunge back into darkness isn't helping - her eyes have pretty far to adjust.

She turns her head towards the Squaller anyways, of course, blinking rapidly. " - The volcra are still fleeing."

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"...Let me know if they start returning."

She begins the task of getting the skiff turned around.

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Val listens as she tries belatedly to bandage her own wound. It's bleeding kind of a lot. And - Svetka seems stable, right now.

Val will probably feel bad about not helping more later. But for now - she picks up her old gun, the knives she buried in volcra throats. A third knife someone dropped near enough she can get it without stopping touching Svetka. The first two go back in their sheaths; that one stays in her hand.

She stays hunched by Svetka, no matter what else happens. 

(She'll treat injuries if someone is dropped in front of her, and she'll drag Svetka into the center if they're setting up an area for the injured, and she'll help there. Otherwise - everything hurts, and she's having to crawl anyways. She shouldn't actually need her sight, she can do way more complicated things than walk around in the dark, but navigating anything close to her is making her nauseous right now. Like the world was thrown off kilter, gravity reoriented, and she's the only one who's noticed.)

She keeps track of the volcra that attacked them, and she pays attention to the faintest sounds on the edge of hearing. 

The volcra don't turn around before they get out of the Fold. There's that, at least. 

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Then maybe this won't be a complete disaster.

She's still not looking forward to making her report.

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The skiff returning like this is very unusual.

The crew are pulled to the side for further medical treatment - and kept together. They all have questions to answer.

Elvira is called separately to the Darkling's command tent, as the first to report.

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"Sir." She's had some time to think, in between managing the return.

"-I think we've found a Sun Summoner."

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"Who?"

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"One of the mapmakers. Starkov."

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She steps out to give an order that none of the skiff's crew are to be permitted to leave processing without her clearance, and none of the medical staff are to allow or encourage gossip.

And then she steps back in and asks for details. 

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Elvira walks through the trip, from leaving to the volcra attack to the burst of light that drove them off.

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"This tracker is a friend of Starkov's?"

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"They're very close- though I am not sure what exactly the relationship is there."

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Thoughtful hum. "Come with me," she orders then, standing.

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She follows.

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The charge medic reports that Private Svetlana Starkov is still unconscious when they arrive - but Corporal Valeriya Oretsev is conscious and stable, though still lightly disoriented. They're already in a private tent; most of the skiff crew have been removed from public sight in as small of groups as they can manage. 

The Darkling thanks him and sweeps into the tent. 

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Val's standing already. She still has her knives. 

And she's in front of Svetka's prone form when they enter, a long knife on a little rickety table next to her hand.

"What do you want?" she demands.

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"Does your commander tolerate this behavior, Corporal?"

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"Us trackers are independent sorts." 

"So what do you want, General?"

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"Private Starkov showed an impressive power in the Fold. I understand she saved the lives of everyone who returned to us."

"And that power is one that, if it is truly what it seems, will provide a significant advantage to whoever controls it. Our enemies aren't stupid; I can delay word getting out, but only so long."

"Private Starkov's life and freedom are in danger, Corporal. I would ask you not stand in my way."

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She pauses for a long moment, something angry and trapped in her eyes and posture.

"She won't cooperate if you separate us," she says then, tone flat.

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"You think that'll matter to our enemies?"

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"I think you want her wrapped up in walls and under your thumb as soon as you can, and I think it'd be inconvenient for you if she woke during the trip and freaked out."

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She tilts her head slightly. Then: "What do you think, Colonel Nazyalensky?"

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She considers.

"I think that regardless of whether Corporal Oretsev is assessing the reaction of Private Starkov accurately, we would have to kill her to prevent her from attempting to break into the Little Palace if she is left behind."

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"Insubordination is an executable offense regardless," she says, mildly. 

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"I believe that would be a waste of a talented tracker and a creative mind, sir."

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Hum.

She evaluates Val's guarded posture for several very, very long moments. Then: "Very well."

"Corporal Oretsev, you and Private Starkov are to remain here for now. You however will be transferred to a carriage shortly. I will retrieve you when that time comes. Do not leave with anyone other than me. Do not speak of what happened."

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"Yes, sir."

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She inclines her head, then leaves. 

She doesn't gesture one way or the other on whether Elvira should continue following her.

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She waits.


"It's good to see you recovering."

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" - It's good you survived," she says. 

"And - thanks."

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"Mm." She steps closer. "I suppose that celebration will need to be postponed again."

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She grins. "Depends on how long the carriage takes."

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"And how close you intend to stay to your friend."

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"...Close."

"I'm not letting anyone take her."

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She nods.

"Be cautious with that sentiment around the Darkling. She has been waiting for a Sun Summoner a long time, and has little patience for defiance."

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"What will she do if Svetka defies her?"

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"I cannot say. I expect she is considering that question herself."

"But one way or another, every Grisha that comes to the Little Palace learns to use their abilities to fullest."

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"Then I'll be with her every step of the way." Heavy sigh. 

"...Well. This is, if nothing else, better than being eaten."

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"That depends on who's doing the eating."

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Giggle. "The volcra are absolutely not up to my standards."

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"Good to know."

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Grin.

"Will you be traveling with us?"

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"I expect so."

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"Hopefully the Little Palace is better suited for celebrations, then."

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"The beds are better than anything I've ever seen on campaign."

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"They'll be better than anything I've seen period, then."

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"Much to look forward to."

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Soft smile. "A new experience."

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"Quite."

"I'll leave you to watch over Private Starkov. Feel free to use that knife on anyone who's not me or the Darkling."

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"You don't like a bit of knife play?"

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She winks. "Only if I'm the one with the knife, darling."

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Smirk. "I rather like it either way."

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"Good to know."

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"I'll keep my own knife pointed at people other than you, though. Promise."

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Nod.

Then Elvira should get back to her duties before they're called to move on.

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Probably, yeah.

And Val will keep to hers. 

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Preparations are occurring quickly, and most of the delay actually involves sending out decoys and scout - even with gossip about what exactly happened tamped down on, something was visible for miles - their enemies will be looking for them. 

And the Darkling has orders for Elvira, too. "You will be traveling with them," she says, briskly. "Ensure Private Starkov reaches the Little Palace at all costs."

"And as for Corporal Oretsev... Subvert her, by whatever means."

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"I'm working on that. Sir."

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"Yes. I've liked the initiative you've shown."

Her other tasks for Elvira mostly revolve around coordinating moving their new grisha - a route and several alternatives to memorize, what information the Darkling already has on enemy cells in the area. 

Fjerdan witch hunters receive a sentence only a few steps less horrendously brutal than attempted regicides. They keep trying, though, and they'll certainly be looking for the Sun Summoner. She has less information on them; if she knew where they were, they'd wish they were dead. She has more information on informants and potential assassins from Shu Han or other interests; she usually leaves those in place.

Their route is more circuitous than one might guess from the sense of urgency she's been projecting. They'll be traveling with a wagon disguised as a medical evacuation train until Private Starkov wakes and is mobile; there's a point here where they can leave the wagon and requisition good horses, then from there along these back trails... The Darkling will meet them there - she's first setting out ahead of them with several of the skiff's crew. 

There are, of course, fallback orders. If Private Starkov doesn't wake quickly. If there's trouble on the road. If the Darkling doesn't meet them at the designated place and time...

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As always, plenty of contingencies. Elvira is by now fairly practiced with juggling the many branches of the Darkling's orders.

She'll see the prize safe.

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As expected. 

She is dismissed. 

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Then she has a hospital caravan to arrange.

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(Svetka still hasn't woken by the time they're leaving. Makes the medical evacuation slightly more believable, at least.)

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Especially given how injured Val still is; she hasn't really had the blood washed off, and it's easy enough to make it look like she lost her arm. Beyond a Healer's usual help, even when the Second Army has the time and attention to spare.

She's worried about Svetka. But she takes a seat on the floor of the wagon with a grim look on her face all the same, her rifle tucked out of sight in easy reach.

She listens, too, tries to catch any ambushes before they happen - but she's rapidly developing a splitting headache, and it's hard to focus - 

She still gets a creeping sense of unease - certain birds are being unusually quiet or loud, and not in the way they'd be if they were only recently spooked by the approaching wagon - there's something about the lay of the land here that itches in the back of her teeth - 

So, naturally, she shifts forward, keeps low, and hisses, "Possible ambush ahead," in a low tone that just barely carries over the wagon's noise.

(They're very close to the outpost they were going to switch off at. Likely not close enough for immediate reinforcements, though.)

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Her instincts were good last time. Elvira alerts the guards.


And then the gunshots start.

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She didn't get as much warning this time - fuck, she can't slip 

Val gets her riffle up, though, takes a deep breath - 

And picks off the first of the Fjerdan sharpshooters.

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There's a lot - a good sized ambush party of Drüskelle - and both of the guards had been disguised grisha, but that doesn't mean they aren't dangerously outnumbered, here. 

The battle is at least rather loud, and one of the guards manages to get up a flare before he catches a bullet in the neck - but they'd need quite a lot of luck to get reinforcements in time. 

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The small size of their party means that Elvira is not holding back on her attacks. A hurricane gust whips up a spray of dirt and moldering leaves, knocking Fjerdan aim awry- then a scythe of wind topples a pair of trees on their position.

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She's making quite the dent, especially with Val covering her position -

But the Drüskelle know how to fight Squallers, even powerful ones unleashing the full force of their abilities. A sharpshooter covering Elvira, even an unnaturally accurate one, isn't enough to offset that.

Two of them make it to melee range; one of those falls to Val's bullet - two take his place. They're clearly focusing on separating the three women - at least once they realize Svetka is there, hidden under a tarp Val had thrown over her - if they can't kill them on the spot.

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Even if her kefta is bulletproof, she still feels the impacts. Elvira is knocked from her perch.

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Svetka opens her eyes, blearily.

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There's a large hand on her ankle, grip hard as iron - dragging her out of the wagon as two of her assailant's allies corner Val - 

Svetka is hitting the ground almost before she gets her eyes open.

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Scream!

And thrash, try to kick the man, reach for a knife-

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He's over her, and she can't get to a knife before he's pinning her arms with his leg, raising an axe above his head as he curses her for being a witch - 

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And then a flicker of shadow falls across Svetka's vision, and a thin line of blood bursts from the man's chest as it passes - 

And then his body splits along that line as he half collapses back, his upper torso falling to the ground separately from the rest of him. (An awful lot more blood spreads as his heart fails.)

There's people screaming around them, in fear and pain. 

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Wh- what?

She slowly props herself up to look.

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She's on a dirt road in the scraggly sort of forest you get on the edges of the plains around the fold. There's men in armor and furs scattered about, dead.

There's the Darkling in a long black coat, expression intense as shadow boils around her hands before it lashes into one last Drüskelle as he tries to flee. He dies with a choked off scream.

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There's someone in the wagon at her head, a foot sliding against wood - and Val's voice calling out, "Svetka!"

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Val gets to where she can see her friend then slumps with a soft, "Thank the Saints."

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And the Darkling turns to look at them - and strides over. She looks at Svetka for a long, intense moment - then turns her gaze to Elvira. "Colonel, report."

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"The drüskelle were waiting for us, sir. They knew our route, and they knew she was in the carriage."

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"Concerning."

"I'll escort you the rest of the way to the Little Palace - and the horses will be faster than a carriage, besides, but I'll need to reconsider the exact route we take."

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"Will there be more reinforcements from the outpost to deal with the bodies?"

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"Yes. We're moving on ahead of them."

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She nods, and goes to collect the horses.

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Svetka has recovered enough to hug Val.

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Tight squeeze!

"Saints, I was so worried," she says into Svetka's hair.

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Hug hug hug.

"What happened? Where are we?" Why is the Darkling here and looking at her like that?

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"When the volcra were - trying to pull us apart - a light burst from you, and drove them away. You've been unconscious since."

"People think you're a Sun Summoner. We're running to the Little Palace."

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"Oh."

"I- don't remember that."

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Hug. "How much do you remember?"

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"I remember the skiff, and the attack, then you got grabbed. I tried to pull you back but I couldn't, then..." She shakes her head.

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"Yeah. I think that's when the - light show happened."

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"I'm not Grisha, though."

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"Don't think the Drüskelle care." Squeeze. "I - I can't keep you safe, not on my own."

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"This is all... a lot."

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"It is. I know."

"But we're together. That'll never change."

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"Good," she says with feeling.

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Grin. "I barely had to threaten to stab a superior officer if they tried to separate us, too."

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"Val!" she chokes off a giggle. "You can't do that!"

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"Maybe being friends with the potential Sun Summoner has some perks. They didn't even take my knife away."

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"Who'd you point it at?"

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"Me," says a smooth, light voice. She possibly even sounds amused.

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Smirk.

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Eep!

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She walks over. "Are either of you injured?"

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"Um. No. I don't think so." Her voice is slightly higher than usual.

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"Nothing that'll slow me down."

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"Good."

"Can you ride?"

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"...No."

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"...Some." She tracks on foot more often. 

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"You'll ride with me, Private Starkov." Then, to Val: "You'll be on your own, but if you falter, you will join Colonel Nazyalensky, Corporal."

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"Got it."

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Said Grisha has rounded up three of the horses and begun saddling them.

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The Darkling came in on a fourth, and she calls it over to her with a click of her tongue as she goes to offer Svetka a hand up. 

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Two horses, then.

She directs Val to tie the spare up to the carriage to await the clean-up detail.

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Alright. 

She makes a small face at the heavy draft horse - and how big it is. 

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Her own war horse is skinnier, even if it's nearly as tall. 

She has it kneel, though, and starts directing Private Starkov in how to get on its back and settle herself. Her tone's firm, imperious, but not particularly cruel at least. 

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Oh, it bends down. That's convenient.

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Amused smile. "His name is Tariel," she says, settling Svetka in and then sitting behind her. "He will carry us well." And then she clicks her tongue, and the horse rises. 

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"He's, um, well-trained."

Why is her heart beating so fast, this is silly, it's just a horse, it's not like it's scary.

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And she's very securely held right now, with her back pressed to the Darkling's chest, the Darkling's hands on her waist to steady her. (The horse apparently doesn't need reins.)

"He is," she says, tone fond. "I raised him myself."

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"How old is he?"

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"Twenty," she says, patting his neck. "He's been on campaign with me for a decade now." She shifts a little, and the horse snorts, shaking his head, and then walks forward as the Darkling sends a quick glance at their companions. "All good to ride?" she calls. 

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Elvira has helped Val scale the intimidating heights of Mt. Horse and swung herself up into her own saddle.

"Ready."

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"Ready," she says, very resolutely not looking at the ground. 

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"Onward, then." And her horse drops into a ground-eating pace. At the outpost, she has Elvira and Val switch to fresh horses and requisitions three further horses - one to carry supplies, two as backups for the other two riders (she has her own backup horse, another black stallion she introduces to Svetka as Avtandil - also trained by her, though he's about eight years younger than Tariel).

(She's largely quiet on the ride to the outpost, but from her brief comments there, it's clear she has very strong opinions about the correct treatment, breeding, and training of horses.)

As they're setting out from there, though, she turns her attention more fully to Svetka.

"This must be disorienting for you, Private," she says, voice low.

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"Well. When I passed out I was about to die, and when I woke up again I was still about to die, so."

"Never ridden a horse before, though."

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"A pity - and a fortune, that you have the opportunity now. Horses are the greatest beast mankind has ever commanded."

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"Why is that?"

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"Some would say their power, or their use in battle, or in their great service to mankind's advancement - and those are true, but there are stronger beasts, and others who have joined us in war or in work. But the horse learns easily and thoroughly that he is mankind's; a horse raised from birth by a good hand has more loyalty than any other creature I have ever met. A well trained war horse does not flinch from even the harshest service, and though he is far stronger than us, he knows that it is mankind he bows to. He maintains rigid control of himself, in every defiance of his instinct. He accepts new training with grace."

"The hand that tames the horse is bettered for it, too. To identify a horse's best use and train him relentlessly towards that is a matter of great skill, and cultivating that skill is a matter of cultivating your own perfection. Perfect training requires immense discipline from rider and beast alike - a horse is not so forgiving as a dog, and horse and rider must be able to operate as one unit."

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"Huh."

"That's, um, an interesting perspective."

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"I very much enjoy training beautiful, powerful creatures," she murmurs, hands tightening on Svetka's waist briefly as they start going down a hill, helping her set her weight correctly (leaning her back into the Darkling).

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She murmurs a few suggestions, then, corrections on Svetka's riding technique as they enter a rougher section of trail - how she uses her thighs, where she rests her hands, how to hold her torso... Which muscles to use, indicated with gentle touches...

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No one ever told her the Darkling was sexy aaaaaaa

Her breath hitches slightly for each touch, and she whispers thanks for the corrections.

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"You're welcome, Private Starkov. Training new riders is a pleasure."

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"-It's Svetlana. Um. My name. I'm Svetlana. My friends call me Svetka."

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"Are we friends, then, Svetka?"

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Blush!!!

"...We've been talking and you haven't tried to kill me yet?" Except indirectly through heart palpitations.

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"Do new acquaintances often try to kill you, Svetka?"

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"...I look Suli. So, sometimes."

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Her hands tighten on Svetka's waist.

"I protect what's mine," she says. "And you are one of my grisha now - anyone else who thinks that is an appropriate response to one like you will not live to have such thoughts a second time."

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Shiver. (Strangely, not a bad kind of shiver.)

"-Thanks."

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"You're welcome, Svetka."

"And... you may call me Senka in private. As friends."

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"Senka." She tries out the taste of the name.


Oh Saints the Darkling is Senka what is Svetka's life coming to.

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"Very few know that name," she murmurs. "It seems to ruin my aura of mystique to have a mortal name."

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"It's a good name, I think. But General Senka doesn't quite seem- commanding."

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"It's short for Ksenija, which is somewhat better," she says, wryly. "But I'm widely known as the Captain General or the Darkling for a reason."

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"More mysterious," she nods. "Spookier."

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"A monster in the shadows."

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"A terror to Ravka's enemies."

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"And identifying those enemies isn't always simple, sadly."

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"I'm okay with starting with the ones who are trying to axe murder me."

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"I as well."

"It's a pity, almost, that we didn't have the slack to capture them. But I'm sure the outpost will put their heads on pikes and burn their bodies, at least, and the Fjerdans find that upsetting for some reason."

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She's not gonna say they don't deserve that, because they kind of do, in her opinion.

"I'd prefer not having to wait until the axe is right there though, next time."

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"The Drüskelle are not ones to fear easily."

One of her hands slips from Svetka's waist, takes her hand. "But they fear me, and I will keep you close until even the rumor of you makes them cower like dogs."

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"I don't- know how to be a Grisha, though."

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"No one does at first. That is what training is for."

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"...What if I can't do it again?"

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"Do you desire to do it again?"

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"I can't remember doing it the first time. I only know I did because Val said so."

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"That was not my question, Svetka."

"Do you want to be trained? To be of use to Ravka, to be pushed to the greatest extent of your potential?"

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"I-"

"Yes. I want that."

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"Then I will identify your best use, regardless of whether that is as a grisha or something else, and I will train you towards that. And you will repay my efforts by matching them equally."

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"Yes, sir."

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"Good girl."

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The Darkling's words send a warm flush through Svetka.

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Soft hum.

And they ride on - for much longer than a marching army normally would, only stopping as the shadows are threatening to make their horses' footing treacherous. The Darkling leads them towards an isolated homestead, shows her writ of assistance to the family there, and gets them lodging, and their horses a place in the barn. She presses on the family that they are not to go into town for a minimum of two days after her departure, but gives them both coin and a promissory note for their trouble.

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Val's happy to be on her feet; the horse she got for this leg wasn't as bad, but the draft horse she'd ridden to the outpost had already bruised her, and of course Elvira had taken the best horses again.

She's a little grouchy about that. Just a little.

Still, she checks on Svetka before going to make faces at Elvira.

"You doing okay?" she asks her friend.

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Svetka's a little lost in thought.

"Mm. Yeah."

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" - What's up?"

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"The Darkling breeds and trains horses for fun."

"I didn't think of her as the sort of person to have hobbies."

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Shrug. "I'd be surprised if she didn't have any."

"I've heard people talking about the horses before, actually - she supplies some of the cavalry lines directly. Didn't know she also does it for fun, though, or that it's her and not just, like, her noble household."

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"She has a nickname too. But I don't think I'm allowed to tell you what it is."

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"Already on secret pet names basis with her?"

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"Well. We were sitting so close and I didn't want her to keep calling me 'Private Starkov' all day, so..."

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"Do you have a secret pet name, now?"

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Blush!

"Just Svetka."

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"Good. I'd be sad if she supplanted me as your best friend after just one ride." 

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"You'll always be my best friend, Val."

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"And you'll always be mine." Hug! 

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Hug!

"If you want to get closer to Colonel Nazyalensky, you should try riding with her tomorrow," Svetka whispers in her ear. "Maybe she'll tell you to call her Ellie."

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Blush!

"She does owe me for stealing the good horses."

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"I'm pretty sure it's called commandeering when an officer does it."

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"All the more offensive."

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"Give her hell, then."

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"Oh, I plan to. Bet I can go all day long."

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"You can," she agrees.

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Giggle. 

"C'mon, we have superior officers to harass."

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"Okay."

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Nudge. 

And off to find Elvira.

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"Corporal."

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"Colonel."

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"Can I help you with anything?"

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"Well... You could promise to share the more comfortable horses tomorrow..."

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"That's a tall ask."

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"Only fair after you hogged them today."

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"You didn't ask to share."

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"Should I have?"

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"How am I to know your thoughts if you do not express them?"

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"Not one of the mind reading grisha, then?"

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"Those are, alas, a myth."

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"Awwww. That's downright tragic."

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"It would make certain aspects of my job easier."

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"Mmm, if I discover any ways to give grisha mind-reading, I'll be sure to come to you first."

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Smirk. "Good."

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"I like helping pretty girls."

"Though I am curious how it'd help your job and not just your pastimes."

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"The Darkling sees your influence over her Sun Summoner as a potential obstacle. I've been told I am to subvert you by whatever means are necessary."

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"Ah huh." Yeah, she's not surprised at all.

"I don't go back on my word, and I'm no traitor - I meant my oaths of loyalty to Ravka. But my loyalty to Svetka is far older than any other loyalty I will ever have. There is no subverting that."

"If the Darkling doesn't betray my friend or country, I have no quarrel with her."

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"Fair enough. Then let us simply say that if it comes to that conflict, we will do our best to kill each other and whoever survives claims the successful subversion."

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"I'd rather not fight you, either. I like you."

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"I like what I've seen of you as well, Valeriya."

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"Good. I like being seen."

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"You have a deft touch at managing attention."

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"One of my many talents."

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"I quite look forward to learning about the others."

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"I'll be sure to show off my best, then."

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"Do you care to join me for dinner?"

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"I'd love to."

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"Wonderful."

To dinner, then. They're still in the military's sphere of influence, but Elvira seems to have a gift for winkling out actual food.

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(All that coin the Darkling was waving at the farmers might've helped. (Even if they're not supposed to take much of their food, they're welcomed to the herb garden and some of the more flavorful, less filling vegetables at least.))

"This is good."

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"I'm glad you like it. I take my food seriously."

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"Having nice things in life is important."

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"Very much so."

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"The last few days have introduced me to some very nice things."

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"Between the Fold, the volcra attack, the drüskelle..."

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"You, your cooking..."

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Laugh.

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"Much more exciting than the Fold."

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"More pleasant, certainly."

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"It's a different kind of thrilling, in some ways... Though you do make me nervous. Get my heart rate up."

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"Worried I'll take a fancy to the air in your lungs again?"

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"Worried implies I don't want it to happen."

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"How interesting," she drawls.

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"I'm a very interesting woman."

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She smirks. "Indeed you are, Valeriya."

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Giggle. 

"You know... We have a bit of privacy here. If you want to get to know me better."

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"As long as you can stay quiet."

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"As a mouse."

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"We'll see." Elvira stands and goes over to sit in Val's lap.

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She wraps one arm around Elvira's waist, rests the other hand on her cheek, and kisses her hungrily. 

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Very good.

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Val isn't making noise - other than those a bit inherent to kissing - as promised. Though she might be trying to get a reaction out of Elvira. Maybe.

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It's only fair then that she reciprocate- and she has her hands free to suck the breath out of Val for a moment.

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She gasps a little once Elvira lets her breathe again - and then kisses her far more fiercely.

(She's not making noises, not yet.)

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Mmm. Impressive discipline.

Elvira won't push her too far just yet.

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Then she doesn't get to hear a single moan or squeak or yelp.

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She likes to savor these things. Let the anticipation build a while.

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Building anticipation is something she's very good at.

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A delightful trait.

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Kiss!

It's a talent of Elvira's, too.

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She's so pleased Valeriya acknowledges this.


Though eventually they will have to go to bed, there's another long day of riding ahead.

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Probably best to save any other kinds of riding for a freer night. 

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When Val is perhaps less sore.

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She can handle soreness.

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When Elvira is less sore, then.

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If she insists. 

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In this instance, she will.

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"Have it your way, then."

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"Something you will learn about me, Valeriya, is that I very frequently do."

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"So long as I get my way too..." Languid shrug. "Seems a bonus."

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"I shall see what can be done to accommodate you."

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"You better, if you don't want me carving my own path." 

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"Then it is for both my job security and my own peace of mind."

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"More enjoyable all around."

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"That as well."

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She giggles.

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Then to bed?

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To bed.

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Despite her days of unconsciousness, Svetka sleeps soundly that night. Her dreams are full of shadowy figures with hooked claws beckoning to her, though she can't recall any details upon awakening.


More travel, the next day?

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More travel. 

It's two hundred miles from the front to the Little Palace, even along direct roads. With the backroads - they'll be a week and a half at least, possibly more, even with the harsh pace they're setting. That they're not traveling with the army, that they're not spending time making and breaking camp - that saves time, but not as much as someone in a hurry might prefer.

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As long as they don't get attacked again.

Svetka doesn't mind riding with the Darkling.

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Good. She likes having Svetka with her - and her horses are strong enough to carry them both, though they end up spending somewhat more time on the younger, more spirited one. 

They're able to avoid further conflict. The worst they encounter on the way is sleeping rough, or a day of rain.

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Os Alta, the capital of Ravka, is a city divided in two, much like the country. The outer ring is where the lower class resides, the dirt roads winding and twisting around the buildings that were built wherever and however they could. Most are only one or two stories high with thatched roofs, similar to other villages. The inner ring, in contrast, has wide, straight streets paved in cobblestone, with stone and brick buildings with slate roofs laid out in orderly lines surrounded by gardens. At the center is the Grand Palace, the home of Ravka's rulers for the past few hundred years, the Lantsov dynasty. It's by far the largest building in the city, sprawling and tall and gilt all over.

The Little Palace, home of Ravka's Grisha and their destination, stands nearby. It's positively modest compared to its neighbor, though still far, far finer than anywhere Svetka and Val have been before.

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She takes them directly to the Little Palace, telling Svetka as they ride in, "The king will likely want to meet you tomorrow, or possibly the day after. I'll try to get you more than a few hours of warning, though, and we can rehearse court norms today once we're settled here."

Which might have been related to why she had them camp early last night, rather than pushing through - it's shortly before noon.

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"What's he like?"

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"Vain. Petty. Shallow. He cares quite a lot about how he's seen, and not as much about how he does. He holds grudges, and he's dismissive or cruel to staff. He lacks physical courage, and he's risk adverse."

"But he's stalwart when he needs to be, and at least he's not a hotheaded glory hound like many kings are - he won't pick wars he isn't sure he can win."

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"So... not good but not bad enough that he needs to be overthrown?"

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"He's a normal king. Not a great king, but - normal."

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Slow nod.

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"Though," she whispers in Svetka's ear, definitely not audible over the horse, "A thing doesn't have to be needed to be desirable."

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"A subtle distinction."

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"A very important one." She strokes Svetka's side. 

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Shiver!

She's still not used to that, even after a week and a half of riding.

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Tiny smirk.

"We'll be dismounting soon," she says as they turn and approach the stables. "You must be sore."

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"It'll be good to have some time to stretch my legs."

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"And a real bed to sleep in tonight."

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"I'm looking forward to pillows."

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"Some soft blankets, even."

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"And a hot breakfast."

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"A wonderful perk of wealth and power."

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(She got a smile!!)

"I'm sure you know more about that than me."

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"It's one of the things I'll be educating you on."

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"I'm looking forward to it."

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"Good. An eager student means quite a lot."

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"I'll do my best."

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"And after our meeting with the king, we can see exactly how far your current best goes."

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Nod.

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"Are you looking forward to that, Svetka?"

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"Meeting the king?"

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"Or what comes after."

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"More to that than the meeting."

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"I'm looking forward to it, too."

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"Oh. Good."

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And then they're at the stables, and the Darkling helps Svetka down, and orders her to keep close while she gets their horses settled. 

(There are quite a lot of horses she's bred and trained here. It's an enormous stable, and she apparently knows the name and temperament of every single one.)

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She wasn't expecting the collection to be so... extensive.

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"I surround myself with fine things," she says, "Though unfortunately I haven't actually had the chance to train most of these extensively - I help with the foals and yearlings, and again when they're old enough to begin serious training, but the majority of it is done by others - though those others are trained by the school I founded."

"I only ride the ones I trained myself into battle, though."

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"You don't trust your students that far?"

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"I do trust them. However... There's a special bond that develops between rider and horse when only one person has trained them. One that's invaluable in situations like war."

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"Huh."

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Smile. "And with my powers, it helps having a horse that's unusually accustomed - all Ravka's war horses undergo desensitization to all grisha powers, but bearing a grisha can be a more challenging request."

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"Will you teach me how to ride?"

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"Yes, if you're willing to reach the standards I demand."

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"I am."

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"We'll start the day after tomorrow, then, after you've rested."

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Smile.

"Okay."

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"We have some exciting days ahead."

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"I guess we do."

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"Let's get you all settled, then." She leads Svetka back to the others. "Sadly, I have duties to attend to... But someone will show you your rooms."

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"And we'll talk about the court later?"

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"This afternoon, yes."

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Nod.

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And she heads off.

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"Quite the place," Val says, turning away from the architecture. 

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"Fancier than Keramzin."

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"By a long shot."

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"Think we'll have to share a room again?"

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"There's no way they're pressed for rooms in a place like this."

"Though... I'm weird and like sharing my room."

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"Gonna ask Elvira if you can share hers?"

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Hum. Then she turns and calls out "Hey, Elvira?"

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"Yes, Valeriya?"

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"You know... It'd be much more convenient for everyone, and rather nice for me, if I just shared your room. Rather than getting my own."

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Hum.

"Third floor, second on the left. Don't touch my desk."

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Giggle!

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"Roger that."

She lets the staff know, then heads into the palace with her escort - though she wants to know where Svetka's settling, first. 

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Svetka gets her own set of rooms, on the fourth floor. Below the Darkling's.

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"Fancy," she says, looking around and poking her nose into the other rooms. "You could've fit our old room into that bathtub..."

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"Maybe I'll learn how to swim."

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"Another lesson to ask the Darkling for."

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"Mhm."

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" - Do you like it here?"

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"So far."

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"Good."

"I want you to be happy, you know. So if you're ever unhappy - let me know, okay?"

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Hug. "I will, Val."

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Hug!

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"Are you going to be okay here?"

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"Dunno yet. But I bet I can."

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"Well. Let me know if you're not."

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"Deal."

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Hee.

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"You okay if I leave you here?"

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She flops down onto the wondrously fluffy bed. "I'll survive somehow."

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Giggle. "Good to know."

She heads out then, looking for Elvira's room. 

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It's right where she said it would be. Not less ornate in its general decor than Svetka's room, but with watercolor paintings adorning the walls.

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Ooooo, artwork!

She examines the paintings, lingering over each one (and not messing with Elvira's desk, of course), until something interrupts her or she gets bored.

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They're mostly landscapes, vistas from across the country rendered with a great deal of attention to the clouds.

There's a small "EN" in the corner of each, if Val looks closely enough.

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She does look closely enough.

She's going to have to ask Elvira about these. (Her hands practically itch - she's never really had more than charcoals, often nothing beyond scrap wood. She's never had paints.)

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Elvira rejoins her after a short while.

"Enjoying my work?"

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"Yes. They're beautiful."

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"Thank you."

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"I've always wanted to paint, but I've never had the supplies..."

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"I might be inclined to share, if you ask nicely..."

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"Oh, I can be very nice."

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"Show me," she purrs.

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She steps forward, gaze going half lidded and intense. "But give me the opportunity," she says, voice husky and deep, "And I will craft a work so glorious it will almost rival your great beauty. Something worthy of your grace, your poise, your charisma..." She steps into arm's reach, then, not quite touching Elvira yet. "A woman like you should be immortalized."

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She hooks her arms around Val and pulls her in for a kiss.

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A very intense kiss, if Val has her way about it.

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That suits Elvira just fine.

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Excellent.

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Mmm.

"I find your request pleasing," she murmurs. "You may use my paints."

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Heeee. "Thanks."

"I'll need lessons, too, if you want me to make the best of them."

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"I will teach you all I am able."

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"Quite a lot then, from what I'm seeing."

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"I suppose so."

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"You're a talented woman."

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Smirk.

"I am."

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"I wonder where else your talents stretch..."

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"Anywhere I choose to apply myself."

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"And where will you apply yourself next?"

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"Who knows?" She kisses Val again. "Perhaps to lovemaking..."

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Shiver. "I'd really like to see that."

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"I will be in need of a partner in this. A test subject, a canvas."

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"Mmmm, canvas sounds more fun than audience..." Kiss!

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Kiss. "I was hoping you'd say that."

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She wraps her arms around Elvira's neck and kisses her again. "I like to experience before I watch, darling."

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"Are there any experiences in particular you'd like?"

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"I think knives were mentioned at some point..."

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She traces a line down Val's face, her neck, her side... "I can work with that."

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Squirm!!!

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Laugh. "You might have to work a bit on staying still, though. I wouldn't want to cut you more than I intend, while I'm practicing."

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"Staying still is an essential skill for a tracker."

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"Excellent."

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Shiver.

"You have any knives handy?"

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Elvira caresses her face. "Stay right here and I'll go look."

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Small noise. "Be quick."

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"It will take as long as it takes, darling. Though perhaps you can occupy yourself by removing the clothes you don't want to get bloody."

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"A good idea," she teases, then starts slowly and languidly stripping and folding all of her clothes out of the way.

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She's sitting on the bed, leaning back a bit. "Where do you want me?" she says, breathless, gaze drifting between Elvira's face and the knife.

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"Off the good sheets, darling. Blood is a stubborn stain."

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She laughs and stands. "Where to, then?"

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To the tub, which is not quite as big as Svetka's, but will fit the two of them comfortably.

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Another interesting new luxury.

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And convenient for cleanup.

"Which side shall I begin with?"

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Hum. "My left," she says, stretching a little.

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Prick!

Sliiiiice.

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Nnnnnn!!!

(She makes a high pitched noise, but doesn't squirm at all.)

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Elvira kisses the tip of the scratch, then adds some crosshatching.

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Her skin is twitching and shivering - she can't really control that - but she's very determined not to move otherwise, keeping her expression of appreciation to small noises. 

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"You're very good at keeping still," she says approvingly.

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Soft, shallow, breathy moan. "I am."

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"You're very pretty when you're bleeding, too."

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"Mmm, good. Don't get this chance often..."

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She licks the wound. "You will more, now."

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Moan.

"Nnn, good."

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Kiss!

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Kiss!!!

Luckily Elvira isn't cutting her right now so she can lean into her, kiss her more intensely. 

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By design, of course.

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A very clever design, then. 

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"All my plans are clever, darling."

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"So far, at least."

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"Keep watching, and you'll see."

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"I'd bet on it."

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She smiles approvingly. "Smart girl."

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"I'm as clever as you."

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"So you are." Kiss.

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Mmm kiss.

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She runs her hands over the cuts. "Shall I get these cleaned up?"

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Giggle. "Probably needed if I'm getting out of here."

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"Sadly I'm not allowed to lock you in here."

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"I prefer it that way."

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"Fair enough." She turns the tap on and begins washing Val's side.

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Contented sigh, which very quickly turns into a moan.

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"You make such lovely sounds."

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"You give me such lovely reasons."

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Shiver!!!

"The best kind of arrangement."

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"I quite agree." Kiss!

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Very kiss.

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She has a host of assorted servants to help her with that who arrive shortly after she finds her room, led by a beautiful woman with auburn hair that catches the sunlight like fire, wearing a cream kefta with gold embroidery and a lining of red fox fur. There's something otherwordly about her - a lot of things. 

She orders the servants to draw a bath and fetch her kit, and tells Svetka, tone brusque, "Into the bathroom. I have orders from the General to get you presentable."

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"Uh, okay? Who are you?"

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"My name is Genya." She herds Svetka into the bathroom. "Now, strip."

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"I can take a bath myself."

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"The sort of presentable the King demands cannot be bought with a simple bath. There are a myriad of lotions and the like you will need, on top of likely multiple rounds of rinsing and scrubbing - especially if you don't wish for me to change your underlying appearance much."

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"Oh. Um."

"Not changing my appearance too much is good."

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"Then strip."

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She starts taking her clothes off.

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She gets the bath filled with steaming water. "Do you object to others scrubbing you, as well?"

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"I'd prefer to do it myself." She enters the bath, biting her lip at the temperature.

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"Very well." She dismisses the servants, then. "I don't mind the excuse not to have those girls here... Several of them are in some noble's pocket or another." She walks over to inspect the soaps and such on the shelves near the bath - not in reach from the bath itself, though. Clearly it's assumed anyone in these rooms isn't scrubbing themselves. 

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"I prefer not to have spies in the bath."

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"Yes, well, keep up a dislike for others doing things for you, and you'll avoid some of it."

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"Thanks for the tip."

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She smiles, perhaps, and starts instructing Svetka on the various soaps and tools - what body part they're used for (there's an awful lot of categories, here), what order they should be used in, what they do, how to use them correctly...

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It's a good day for her when she has more than a half sliver of soap to work with, so.

She's learning a lot.

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It's an important skill set when interacting with the nobility; Svetka reflects on the Darkling, now, and her appearance should be to that standard.

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"I'm assuming it's not just washing up?" she says as she finishes scrubbing.

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"Not in court, no. Simple cleanness is honesty and vulnerability. And there's none of that among the nobles."

"Your appearance creates your narrative, and the Darkling's strategies within the court rely on certain narratives."

"I won't be putting makeup or the like on you tonight, though. The Darkling wants your simple cleanness for herself; but tonight we must still lay the foundation for your court appearances."

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Nnnot going to unpack the first half of that last sentence. Nope. Moving right along.

"What's that involve?"

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She explains the beginning of the intricacies of appearance - makeup and fashion, bearing, the meaning of scars... And she's very clear that this is an exceptionally focused skim.

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...Svetka had no idea it went this deep.

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She seems amused. 

"Deeper, even."

"There's much I can do on your behalf - but you'll need to learn quite a lot of this yourself."

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"Seems like there's a lot of that going around here."

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"There is."

"If you'd come to the Little Palace as a child, you would've learned it within all your other lessons, and you wouldn't have needed to interact with the world outside until you were ready. Unfortunately, you don't have that luxury."

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"Not sure I'd make the trade of giving up my life so far for not having to learn this now."

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"Most enjoy the privileges they have here."

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"It is nice here. Just- I'd've missed my friends." Mostly just Val, if she's being honest. Which she's not entirely prepared to do with Genya, just yet.

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"People often make new friends here, as well - and it's common for us Grisha to not have had very many friends as children."

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"I didn't know I was Grisha until two weeks ago."

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"I've often felt like I was born knowing."

"It's unhealthy, not realizing - denying - part of who you are, you know."

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"Ready to meet the General?"

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"I think so."

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"I think you are, too."

One last stray hair tucked out of the way, and they're off.

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"She looks wonderful, Genya," the Darkling says. "Your work is as marvelous as always."

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"Thank you, sir."

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She blushes faintly.

"Hello, General."

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"Hello, Svetka." She smiles briefly at Genya again, then: "You may go attend to your other duties, Genya."

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And the Darkling turns fully back to Svetka. "Has everything been to your liking so far, Svetka?"

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"Except for the servants who apparently want to spy on me in the bath."

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She laughs. "An unfortunate element of living in a palace. My own servants are very carefully vetted - but Genya works directly with the Queen, and needs to accept Her Majesty's staff."

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"What does she do for the Queen?"

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"The Queen is exceptionally concerned with beauty. She demands to be surrounded only by beautiful things, and to always be the most beautiful in the room - and court fashions for beauty change quickly, especially when the Queen has one of the most talented Corporalki there's ever been in her service."

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"I see."

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"I appreciate beautiful things as well... But a true beauty, that of things brought to their utmost potential and beyond. A beauty of grace. Not - porcelain dolls."

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"You like things that have purpose."

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"Precisely, Svetka."

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Smile.

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She grins back. 

"Now, for movement within the court..."

And she begins drilling Svetka on how to hold herself, how to walk precisely and with purpose, when to bow as she comes forward, how to bow... What terms of address to use, and how to pitch her voice...

She makes it clear that they're doing a very focused rehearsal right now, much as Genya did - what Svetka will need for her initial presentation before the King. The Darkling will shield her from the other members of the court until she's ready to face them. She teaches Svetka how to hold herself if a noble tries to corner her anyways, what to say until the Darkling can intervene - how to melt into the background, as much as she can, without seeming to flee.

She's not exactly cruel, but she's a very demanding task master it seems, making Svetka repeat every single motion until she's shaking - until she's perfect at it - and then running her through everything again at the end. 

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She likes learning things with precision. And having scripts for complicated social situations is better than not having any direction.

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She's progressing quickly. 

Still - the sun has fully set before the Darkling declares herself fully satisfied. Svetka has been allowed water, but no food yet. 

"You've done very well," she says. 

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"Thank you, General."

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She inclines her head a little. "Now... I'm sure you're very hungry, after all that."

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"I don't usually eat very much."

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"A properly balanced diet is essential for good development." She stretches a little. "Come. We'll see you fed."

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"Yes sir."

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She leads Svetka out, and gets her set up with a meal that's pretty high up there on military efficiency (just a nicer one, more like what they eat when they're at a fort with enough supplies). Then, after: "Do you wish for me to alert your friend that you are done with your training for today?"

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Nod. "Please."

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Smile. "Alright. I'll send someone - or I can have someone show you where she is, even."

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"I'd like to go see her, if I can."

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She nods and summons one of the younger Grisha who act as messengers over.

"Have a good night, Svetka. I'll see you in the morning."

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"Good night, General."

Off to see Val.

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"You've been gone a while," she says. (She's discovered the palace's common library and is reading by lantern-light.)

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"I've been learning how not to die immediately when I get shoved in front of the royal court."

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"Oh no," she says, giggling. 

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"It's not so bad. The Darkling's a good teacher."

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"I'm just glad I don't need to meet the King. Can you imagine me in court?"

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"I can imagine the throne room in flames."

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"A start."

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"Followed quickly by the rest of the royal district, one assumes."

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"It depends where you are in this."

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"Either right next to you or back here."

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"I won't set any fires when you're not safely beside me."

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"Thanks, Val."

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"Least I can do for my best friend."

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"Thanks."

"How was your day?"

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"I spent it with Elvira. She's going to teach me to paint."

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"Oh wow! Does she paint herself?"

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"Yeah! She's got all these gorgeous landscapes in her room she painted herself."

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"Beautiful, dangerous, and artistic. Sounds perfect for you."

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"She really does."

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Giggle.

"Hope you have fun with her."

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"Oh, I will," she purrs.

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"Feel free to keep the details to yourself if you're going to be like that about it, though."

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Giggle!

"Only give you details that'd be appropriate to share with a small child, got it."

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"That's pretty much what I am."

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"The Darkling doesn't seem to think that."

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"-She doesn't count."

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"Why not?"

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"Because I said so, Val."

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"Aww... But I'm your best friend. I really should get to hear why she's so different."

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Svetka is blushing! "Nope."

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"Should I start guessing, then?"

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"Can't we just enjoy each other's company without invasions of privacy?"

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"If you insist."

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Shoulder bump. "Compromise is what friends do."

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Bump! "I suppose it is." 

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"Find any good books here?"

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"Lots!" She rattles off a few titles and topics she's found.

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Svetka will note some recommendations before she goes to browse.

Her attention is caught by a slim volume and she pulls it out to investigate. It turns out to be an illustrated copy of the Istorii Sankt'ya, the Lives of Saints. She flips through the pages on the way back to the table, landing at the page depicting Sankt Ilya in Chains.

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"Found something interesting?"

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She traces a finger over the golden horns of the stag laying at Ilya's feet.

"This copy is a lot cleaner than the one at Keramzin."

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She comes over to look at it. "It is, yeah... You couldn't see any of these details in that one."

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"It's too bad they all die in the end."

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"You won't, though."

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"I'm not trying to be a saint."

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"I don't think the saints get consulted about it much."

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Sigh. "That's depressing."

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Shoulder bump. "Don't worry; I'll protect you from your worshippers, too."

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"My hero."

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Giggle. "My favorite thing to be."

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"I hope it won't be needed, though."

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"I'll be here if it is. No matter what."

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"Thanks, Val."

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Lean. "No problem, Svetka."

...And then she yawns.

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"Time for bed already?"

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"Maybe..."

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"Tomorrow's a big day too."

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"Yeah."

"Hopefully you don't have to meet the King yet, but... You'll probably be called in, right?"

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"That's what I've been practicing for."

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"You'll do great, then."

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"That's the plan."

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"A good night's sleep will help." She goes to start collecting the books she wants to take with her. "I'm sure you can keep that if you want," she says with a gesture at The Lives of Saints.

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"...I think I will," she says, closing it.

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"Should I keep an eye out for books to recommend to you?"

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"That would be good of you."

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"Will do, then."

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Genya raps sharply on Svetka's door early the next morning. 

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"Come 'n..." she calls sleepily.

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She does so. "You have a meeting with the king early this afternoon," she says, tone as brusque as always. "Since you object to servants, you will need to start getting ready early."

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"This early?"

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"Yes. We also need to ensure your uniform fits well, in time for alterations to be made if needed."

"You'll be glad I'm not rushing you later."

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"If you say so." She sits up, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes.

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She sets a stack of packages on the counter and takes underclothes and a uniform out of one. It looks very much like a ridiculous parade outfit for an officer. "Put these on," she says. 

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"Uh." She looks at the uniform with a skeptical eye. "Are you- sure?"

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"I'm sure that's what the King expects to see, and that I need to check its fit."

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"The King should spend more time in a muddy camp," she grumbles, but rises to begin dressing.

She'd be overall more on board with this getup if it could make up its mind whether it wants to be a lacy dress or an actual military uniform. Somehow it manages to combine the worst features of both.

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"I'd feel bad for the soldiers babysitting him if he did."

The outfit at least doesn't require too much help getting into. Genya tugs at it, has Svetka move her arms and walk around and bow, and then declares that it fits. 

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Oh good.

What's next?

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Taking that off, and then taking another bath, of course. 

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Two baths in two days. And she hasn't even been outside.

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"Welcome to palace life."

This is an even longer bath, too. There's a lot of treatments Genya needs to do to her hair - somewhat less if Svetka will at least let Genya Tailor away any split ends or the like. 

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That sounds okay by her.

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A wave of her hand over Svetka's hair - 

It's no longer frayed. The strands are whole, and her hair color's deeper, richer, with a faint sheen in the light. It flows better as she moves, now, and the curls are more pronunced. 

"There we go," Genya says, smugly.

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Svetka reaches up to touch it. "Wow."

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"I am very talented at what I do."

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"Yeah. I don't think my hair's looked like this in- ever."

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"A chance for perfection is part of the Little Palace's charm."

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"You should put that on the recruitment pamphlets."

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"We don't do much direct recruitment, sadly."

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"Guess not..."

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"It's an incentive to stay, though."

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"Yeah. There's enough of those around that I'm not thinking about leaving. Though meeting the King might change that."

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"I hope it doesn't."

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"The outfit's not a promising start."

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"Your meeting should be brief, at least, and the General will be able to keep you by her side more after."

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Nod.

"Puts a limit on how terrible things can get, I guess."

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"One way to look at it."

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"What would the other ways be?"

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"Some would say the General is the more dangerous, of the two."

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"...I did see her cut a man in half with a blade of darkness. But he was about to murder me with an axe, so I think I'll stick with her anyway."

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"She protects what's hers. And we are her Grisha."

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"I think I've heard her say that before..."

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"It's a sentiment you'll likely hear again."

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"Yeah."

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"She's going to be impressed with how you're doing with this, too..." she comments as she starts braiding Svetka's hair. "You clean up very well."

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She smiles at her reflection in the mirror. "Seems so. But I think you get most of the credit for that."

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Grin.

"I can only make a face pretty. My magic doesn't work on the person under it." She arranges Svetka's hair a little more. "Sadly enough."

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"It'd be a pretty different world if you could."

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"A more pleasant one, perhaps."

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"That depends on you."

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"I'd pass the judgements on beauty to the General, of course."

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"That fits her role."

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She laughs. "Come on, let's finish getting you ready, so the General can inspect you."

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"Right." Focus time.

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Genya moves quickly, at least - though Svetka's never been this thoroughly clean, and her skin has likely never been this soft. (And certainly has never smelled of roses before.) Genya puts some makeup on her near the end, coaches her on how to hold her expression, and then gets her dressed again. 

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The makeup feels weird. She tries not to wrinkle her face too much.

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"I can alter your skin, if you would rather."

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"Would you change it back, after?"

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"Yes."

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Hmmm.

"You won't be able to do this every time, though..."

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"You can learn to apply your own makeup, as well, though it'll take you quite a while to be on my level."

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And times Genya's not around is when she'll have to do makeup herself...

"I'll keep this, today."

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"You want a permanent change?"

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"No, um. The makeup. To get used to it."

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She nods. "Good."

Then, lightly: "I would want the General to approve any permanent changes, either way."

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"Is that- usual?"

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"Not for every one of her Grisha. You're unusually high profile, though."

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"Guess I am."

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"You look ready now, though."

"Ready for the General's inspection?"

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Deep breath. "I think so."

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Out, then.

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And to where the Darkling is waiting, in her own - much less ridiculous - parade outfit. "You look perfect, Svetka."

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(Aw why can't her's look like that. It's really pretty.)

"Thank you, sir."

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"You're very welcome." She thanks Genya for the work, then leads them both off. She goes over the order of events she expects today, including: "He'll want you to demonstrate your power. Keep your focus on me; as a living amplifier, I can call it forward."

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"Do we have time to practice that?"

She, uh, still hasn't seen herself use her power yet.

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"Yes, very briefly."

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"Can we?"

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"We can."

She leads them towards a more isolated room - it looks like an office, one with some sunlight but not one where passerby are likely. 

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Cool. Good place to practice.

"What do I do?"

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"Give me your hands, and look at me."

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She does so.

(Her heart is starting to beat more quickly.)

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She rolls up Svetka's sleeve, carefully, and strokes her arm, elbow to wrist - and then the Darkling slides a small metal claw out of her own sleeve, securing it to her own finger. "There is a light within you. A power. Look in my eyes, and summon it."

The claw slides into Svetka's arm, almost gently - drags down - and darkness billows around her, caressing her. 

And the darkness calls.

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A warmth deep inside of her, curled up so tight it was invisible, twitches as she looks into the Darkling's eyes. It ripples, spreading tendrils through her, and as her arm is scored-

-the light rushes forth, churning into the darkness, absorbing it and overpowering it.

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The light catches the Darkling's broad smile, and she grips Svetka's arm, tightly - 

And then, all too soon, her darkness receeds, and the call from her ceases. 

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The light fades away when there's nothing more to call it forth.

"...Wow."

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"A beautiful showing."

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"Good enough for royalty?"

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"Good enough for me - which means it far exceeds kingly standards."

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Giggle. "Fair enough."

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Smile.

She has Genya heal the wound, then, and carefully washes the blood off Svetka's arm, so it won't be clear through the uniform. 

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(There's no good reason for getting the scratch cleaned up to be disappointing, brain, what in the name of all the Saints is wrong with you-)

Then it's time to go to the Grand Palace soon?

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Yes, as soon as they're all put back together. 

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The Grand Palace, as befits it's name, is much more ornate than the Little Palace, more focused on showing opulence than defensibility. For all that Ravka is nigh-constantly at war, Os Alta is rarely touched by it.

The king, Alexander III, receives the Darkling and her Grisha in the throne room, dressed in a military uniform not dissimilar from the one Svetlana wears- though with far more medals adorning his breast. (All of them awarded by himself to himself.) His throne is hardwood not carved by hand, but shaped by the efforts of Fabrikators centuries ago, with the double eagle that is both the Lantsov and Ravka's symbol picked out in gemstones above his head. The periphery of the room is occupied by courtiers, the men mostly in uniforms of the same type and meaningfulness as the king's, the women in gowns that take their cue from the queen's latest sartorial decisions.

The Grisha delegation filing in to fill the center of the room make a decided contrast, in their red, blue, and purple keftas.

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The Darkling keeps pace with Svetka, leads her forward from the rest as her Grisha stand with military precision, not a hair out of place. The Grisha are uniform where the nobility are trying to show off, and the cohesion of it - their stern expressions, their synced movement - create a dangerous impression.

And the rehearsal the Darkling had Svetka do was perfectly on cue. Svetka has some experience with marching, of course, even if not with parading - and the Darkling makes up for that, matching her own movement to Svetka's as if they've rehearsed this a hundred times as much as they actually have.

The scripts the Darkling gave her seem similarly well designed - the King isn't on any script that he knows of, but the Darkling has predicted him so well it doesn't matter. 

And the time comes, near the end, for Svetka to show off. The Darkling signals for her to face her General, to reach out her arm as she did in the office - 

The call to the light within her is worlds stronger, this time. 

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And her light's response is proportionally greater.

It takes several seconds of the nobility blinking spots out of their eyes before the applause begins. (The king's smile has a hungry edge to it, as he gazes greedily at the newly-proven Sun Summoner.)

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The Darkling keeps up her call for slightly longer this time - and then ramps it down slowly, and signals Svetka for the scripted accepting congratulations and waiting to be dismissed. 

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"Pity the girl's a Suli," the king says. "Pretty enough though, eh General?"

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"She's more than just pretty, your Majesty," the Darkling says, voice low and almost dangerous. 

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"Send her around for dinner sometime," he chuckles. "We would like to hear about her other talents."

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"I will see what her training schedule permits, your majesty," she says, with a tone that sounds perfectly sincere despite the words falling from her lips. "It would be a shame if her edge slipped, after all."

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His eyes narrow somewhat. "Indeed. See that doesn't happen, General. Our young Sun Summoner is the hope for Ravka's future, after all."

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She bows. "Your Majesty's words are wise. It will be done."

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She signals Svetka to bow deeply alongside her, and then to start their retreat from the court hall, the ranks of Grisha wheeling and falling in behind them as they pass.

She takes Svetka's hand, once they're out of the court's sight.

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Squeeze. "You did everything I asked and more," she murmurs. "Thank you, Svetka."

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"Yes, sir."

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"Let's get you back to your rooms, so we can get you out of this ridiculous thing." She nods to the uniform.

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That definitely doesn't mean what you think it does, brain.

"Sounds good."

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She smiles, and leads Svetka away from the other Grisha who are returning to their usual lives - and she dismisses Genya, as well. It'll be just her and Svetka returning to the rooms.

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Oookay. Yeah. This is happening. Uh.

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She moves around the room as if this is all totally normal. "There should be... Here." She identifies a collection of bottles on the vanity. "Supplies for removing the makeup."

A glance over - "You should change before that, however, to something less..." She waves her hand to encompass the uniform in all its terribleness.

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"Yeah. Um. I think I saw some things in the closet..."

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"There should be a small variety of clothes for several different uses here already... I imagine you'll want something more plain, however."

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"I'll go see what I can find."

She starts rummaging through the closet, pulls out a plain shirt and slacks. Then... ducks into the bathroom to change.

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The Darkling waits for her out in the main bedroom.

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It doesn't take her long. She reemerges with the uniform mostly folded.

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She gestures to the chair in front of the vanity. "Come, sit, and I'll help you get that makeup off."

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She does so. "Thanks."

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"You're welcome, Svetka." She starts unbraiding her hair, combing out the strands.

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Mmm, that's nice...

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She spends a good long time getting Svetka's hair in order, before moving to cleaning off her face, touch gentle but firm. 

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"You're good at this."

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"Thank you, Svetka."

"I've done it for myself, more than a few times - it's difficult to find servants trustworthy enough, after all."

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"I guess it would be for someone like you."

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Hum. "I'm a high priority target, yes."

"I always train my own girls because of that."

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"Seems like that would have other benefits, too. No bad habits to deal with."

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"The same as with my horses."

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"I don't know that horses and maids are quite the same thing..."

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"Both serve me."

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"In different ways."

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"A pity."

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"I wouldn't trust a horse to brush my hair."

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"But if I could train a servant as I train my horses..."

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"Would you make them sleep in the stables?"

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"If they seemed to benefit from it."

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"Uh huh."

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"Do you think they'd dislike it, Svetka?"

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"I've slept in a stable before. It's better sleeping on the ground, but I'd still prefer a bed."

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She brushes some hair aside. "I'll be sure you always have a bed, then, Svetka."

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"Thanks, Senka."

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"You're welcome, Svetka." Her thumb strokes Svetka's cheek.

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Light shiver.

"...I think you got that spot already," she murmurs.

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"I did." Her hand trails down the side of Svetka's face.

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"Um." Blush!! "You. Um. Got that spot too Ishouldgowashmyface-" She stands a bit hurriedly.

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She lets her hand fall to her side with a smile. "I imagine the residue feels a little unpleasant."

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"The residue. Yeah. Um. Be right back."

She heads for the bathroom to slosh some water on her face and maybe try to get her pulse and her emotions under control a bit. She's definitely reading way too much into this. The Darkling's- way older than she is, it's just the Sun Summoner thing, that's all. There's no way she could be in to Svetka, this silly crush is entirely one-sided. Inappropriate. Don't see things that aren't there. (Even if some of that talk about treating girls like horses was surprisingly hot...)

She takes a deep breath, dries her face, and re-enters the main room.

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She evaluates Svetka when she emerges, then smiles. "We seem to have gotten it all." Then, musingly: "It's part of the folly of the court, that they demand such ridiculous displays of false beauty... I greatly prefer how you look right now."

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"-This is less work for me, to look like this. Though Genya might be a little disappointed."

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"She'll still get to dress you up for appearances outside the Little Palace."

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"Don't tell her, but I hope there won't be too many of those."

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"A reasonable hope."

"You aren't well suited to the life of a doll."

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"I'd get stiff if I had to sit on a shelf all day."

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"I'll make sure you get plenty of exercise, then."

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"Good."

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"If you're not too stiff now - I want to start on your actual training immediately."

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"I'm ready."

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"Good."

"We'll start you with physical and mental conditioning..."

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She nods.

"My physical condition isn't- good."

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"I'll fix that, then."

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Oh boy.

"Okay."

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Of course, that means Svetka will need to change again, into something more suited for exercise...

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Right. She saw some clothes...

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The Darkling can point out which will work best. 

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She appreciates the advice.

Then once she's changed again, off to train?

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Off to train.

The area the Darkling leads her to is isolated from the other training areas - and actually seems to be the horse arena the office yesterday was overlooking.

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Oh Saints nope resolutely not admitting to any thoughts about that whatsoever.

"What first?"

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"Warm up stretches - both to test your flexibility and help avoid injury during your training."

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Stretches, right, she knows how to do those.

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The Darkling wants her to push to - and slightly past - her current limits.

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Well.

The good news is it doesn't take long to get to Svetka's current limits. She is not what you call athletic.

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They'll work on that.

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Over more than one day, hopefully.

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"Perfection doesn't come quickly, Svetka. It'll be a good long time."

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"Oh, good," she says breathing heavily. "More, of, this, every, day."

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"A wonderful thought, isn't it?"

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"I can, hardly, wait."

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Smirk. "Good."

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"You're mean."

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"I can be," she purrs.

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Svetka is, fortunately, too exhausted to blush.

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"You're very lovely like this," she murmurs.

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"Is that the goal?"

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"A good side effect - which makes it a nice secondary goal."

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"Rrright."

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"Do you not want to look beautiful?"

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"I've- never particularly thought of myself as vain."

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"Beauty doesn't require vanity."

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"That's what it's usually called though, when beauty is the goal."

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"Vanity is putting beauty at the core of your self worth. Seeking beauty is art."

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She tilts her head. "Huh."

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Smile. "And I like to imagine myself as an artist of sorts."

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"Does that make me your canvas?"

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"It does."

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"I'm honored."

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Bright grin! "Good." She reaches out, brushes Svetka's hair out of her face. 

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Smile.

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She cups Svetka's face - 

And then pulls her in, kisses her.

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(Though... she doesn't hate it...)

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She pulls back, and, voice low and almost dangerous: "You'll be wondrous when you reach the heights set before you, and crafting that beauty will be my truest magnus opum."

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She takes a shaky breath.


"Yes sir."

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"Good girl."

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Shiver!

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Smug grin. 

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(Oh no she's really pretty.)

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"Do you need to rest, now, or are you ready for further training?"

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"I-"

"Rest."

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"Alright."

Back into the Little Palace, then. 

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Svetka... thinks she might need another bath.

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The Darkling will leave her to it. 

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Oookay. So that. Just happened. Uh.

...She has no idea what to think.

Maybe she can just. Not think about it. That's probably okay.

 

She's... a little distracted for the rest of the day.

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"Hey, everything alright?"

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"The Darkling kissed me," she says.

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" - Do I need to go punch her?"

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"No! -Uh. No. You don't."

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"Okay."

"She's a good kisser, then?"

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"Um."

"Well. I don't- It's not like I have a lot of comparisons."

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"Do you want to get some comparison points, then?"

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Squeak! "Um. Nope."

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"If you're sure..."

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She baps Val on the arm. "Don't tease. I'm delicate."

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"I'll be more careful."

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"Thank you."

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"No problem." Lean.

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Lean.

"She said... I'm an artwork. Her magnum opus."

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"...A bit creepy."

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"I thought it was..." She chews her lip a bit. "A bit romantic."

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"Awww."

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Blush.

"Don't be mean, remember."

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"Thinking you're cute isn't mean."

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"Usually when you think I'm being cute you tease me about it."

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Giggle. "Sorry."

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"You've only yourself to blame for this."

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"Eh, I think there's a lot of people I could blame for your cuteness."

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"Aren't you in charge of your own reactions?"

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"But anyone reasonable would respond to how cute you are."

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"When was the last time anyone accused you of being reasonable?"

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...Hmm.

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"Yeah."

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"It's happened at least once in recent memory."

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Doubtful Svetka.

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"And definitely didn't just involve a case of mistaken identity."

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"Ah, I see."

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She laughs. 

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"Do you think it's- okay? That the Darkling kissed me."

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"...Hm."

"I mean - she's a lot older than you, and she's kinda known for being tricky, and you're, uh. Inexperienced. And she has a really big motive in making you loyal."

"But - no one I've talked to and nothing I've seen says she's cruel to people who obey her, just... Controlling. And that's not something I'd like, but - "

"I think she's probably at least a little trying to control you? Get you loyal to her, and get you so you're not listening to any doubts you have. But if you think through it anyways, and pay attention to if there's stuff you'd object to, and you don't mind it, or actually like it..."

"I think you should do what makes you happy, first, and what keeps you safe, second, and everything else can take last place. And if she makes you happy and keeps you safe... She's good, in my book."

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"Thanks."

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Lean. "How do you feel about it?"

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"Nervous. Excited. Kind of- weird floaty."

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"Sounds like you liked the kiss, then."

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"I guess I did."

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"Then it sounds okay to me."

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"Cool." Lean.

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Lean!

"Anything else fun happening with her - ?"

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"Not yet..."

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"Anything you're hoping will happen?"

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Blush! "I haven't decided yet."

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"Sounds like you're having some thoughts, then."

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"Private, secret thoughts."

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"Awww."

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"You'll have to search for vicarious gratification elsewhere."

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"Wherever will I find it..."

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"I wouldn't know, because I'm a kind and pure-hearted maiden."

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"That seems set to change soon."

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"Maybe."

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Sigh. "They grow up so fast..."

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"Blink and you'll miss it."

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"I'm practically an empty nester already."

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"You'll have to fill the void with a parade of beautiful Grisha."

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"Build my own little harem with Elvira..." She sighs dreamily.

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"Sounds like fun."

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"Bet it will be."

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"Good luck."

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"You too."

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Talking with Val always makes her feel better.


Svetka's very busy over the next few days- more exercising, etiquette and style with Genya, combat training with the Shu trainer, Botkin. What feels like endless classes on everything from history to literature to mathematics to science. And the Small Science, of course, learning to actually call the light without leaning on the Darkling's ability as an amplifier. That's maybe the most challenging part. Figuring out how to- how to get at that power, to bring it up from the well deep inside-

Then she realizes that she doesn't have to bring it out from inside. There's light all around her. She doesn't have to hoard it. It won't leave her.

The first time she brings a burst of light of her own volition is like the dawn breaking inside of her. Everything that was cloudy is suddenly clear, she has energy, she has appetite- she feels like she could seize the world.

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That evening, Elvira brings her serious face to the rooms she shares with Val.

"I hope you haven't gotten too used to the comforts of a feather bed, Corporal Oretsev."

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"Not at all."

"We're getting out of here?"

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"Reportedly, you are the best tracker in the service of the King's Army. The General requires those talents."

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"So, getting out of here. "

"What am I after?"

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"Are you familiar," Elvira says, "with the legend of Morozova's stag?"

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"...Yeah."

"It's real?"

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"The General says that it is, and some of our people have spotted it in the northern regions. You and I are going to go confirm the truth of this, and its exact location."

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"To what end?"

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"Certain animals are natural amplifiers, just as some humans are. If a Grisha kills one of these amplifiers, they can take that power for their own." Elvira raises her wrist to show the silver bangle she wears, tiger teeth carved and melded together with metal to form a bracelet. "It is an exponential increase in power. The stag, if it exists, will certainly be an amplifier unlike any other. The General intends Private Starkov to take it."

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"...I'll do it, then. But that power will be Svetka's, no matter if the General changes her mind."

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"Once an amplifier is attuned, the owner cannot be changed."

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"Even if she changes it before the amplifier's attuned."

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She nods. "Understood and agreed."

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"Good we're on the same page, then."

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"We leave tomorrow at dawn, if there is any last-minute business you wish to see to."

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"Is Svetka coming along?"

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"She will be staying her for the first part of our hunt."

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"Then I want to tell her where I'm going."

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"You are free to do so, of course."

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"Your oh-so-needed permission is appreciated."

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"You are most welcome, Valeriya."

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She laughs and kisses her. 

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Laugh.

"Go say goodbye to your friend, Valeriya. It's an early start tomorrow." Kiss. "And I don't intend to be up too late tonight..."

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"I'll be efficient," she murmurs.

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"I hope so." And a nip on the ear and a swat to the bottom to send Val on her way.

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She laughs and goes to find Svetka.

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Svetka is easily findable, and in a very good mood. "Hi Val!"

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"Hey Svetka."

"Something interesting happen - ?"

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She places her hands together, twists, pulls them apart- to reveal a shimmering point of light.

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"Wow!"

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"I know!!"

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"Congratulations."

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"Thanks." The light winks out and Svetka puts her hands back down.

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"Bet that's why I just got a mission."

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"A mission?"

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"Yeah. They're finally putting me to use as something other than an officer's bed warmer."

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"Congratulations?"

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Giggle.

"Has the Darkling told you anything about amplifiers yet?"

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"Kill a special animal, take its power," she summarizes. "I learned about them in class."

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"Well, apparently the Darkling wants Morozova's stag for yours."

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...Blink blink. "Morozova's stag? Like from the fairy tales?"

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"And from the picture of that Saint you're so fascinated with..."

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"Sankt Ilya."

"Appropriate, I guess."

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"Maybe she got the idea from the Saint."

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"Could be."

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"Think she was reading the same pages you were?"

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"We'll find out when you hunt it down, I guess."

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"You could also just ask her."

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"Talk to her? Like some kind of adult? You've lost your mind, Val."

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"Guess you still have a bit of growing up to do."

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"There's always a bit more growing up to do."

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"Well, the Darkling sure seems to like helping you with that..."

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"It's training."

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"Which she supervises herself more than she does for anyone else."

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"I don't know if you've heard, Val, but I'm important."

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"And it's good she recognizes that."

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"Mm. Yeah."

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"Has she kissed you a second time, by the way?"

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"Not yet."

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"She's a tease, then. You should just kiss her."

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"I'm not ready to, yet."

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"Fair enough." Lean. "But taking the initiative is sometimes very fun, you know."

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"I'll keep that in mind. But not all of us think that fear is a kind of cheese."

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"I've never heard of it."

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"That's why we love you, Val."

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"I love you too, Svetka."

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Hug!

"Be careful while you're gone, okay?"

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Hug! "I will. I promise."

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"I'll miss you."

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"I'll miss you too. But I'll be back soon enough."

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"If you take too long, I really will be all grown up when you get back."

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"I'll try to hurry, then."

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"Good luck."

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"You too." Shoulder bump. 

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Bump.

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"I'll be heading out really early tomorrow."

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"One thing I don't miss about First Army life is the early mornings."

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"I, on the other hand, remain a horrible morning person and now get bored easily when no one else is up."

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"I'll say goodbye now, then, since I won't be awake tomorrow."

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"That's why I wanted to come now." Hug?

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Hug.

"Bye, Val."

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"Bye, Svetka."

And she returns to Elvira.

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Elvira is half undressed for bed already.

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Val needs to strip quickly, then. 

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If she wants to catch up...

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She does. 

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Good girl.

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Kiss!

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Elvira tugs them down to bed.

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She goes with a laugh.

 

Val wakes up early the next morning, body still a bit sore but overall very well rested.

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Good. Elvira is her usual taciturn morning self, but they get underway efficiently.

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And Svetka has a much longer than usual training session with the Darkling that day. 

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Svetka is energized and ready to kick some training session ass.

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Wonderful, because the Darkling is going to push her to and then beyond her limits today. 

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Sounds like fun.

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It definitely is for the Darkling. She likes seeing Svetka straining like this. 

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Well. Enjoy the show, then.

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She is, very much. 

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Svetka puts forth all of her effort, which is actually noticeably more than yesterday.

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"You're doing very well, Svetka," she murmurs when Svetka is starting to truly feel like she can go no farther. 

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"Thank you, sir."

She finds she has a little more strength left after all.

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"Very good girl," she says once Svetka finally collapses, brushing a hand over her head. 

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Indistinct noise that might be an acknowledgment.

She doesn't have the energy to twitch right now.

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She settles beside Svetka, petting her hair with the same firm strokes she uses for her horses. 

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Mmmm that's nice...

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"You've gotten very sweaty," she murmurs. 

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"'ve been working hard..."

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"You have. I'm impressed, Svetka."

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Tired smile.

"Good."

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Pets.

"Would you object if I helped clean you up?"

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She bites her lower lip. "...I can do it myself."

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"Alright." She keeps petting Svetka. 

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Feels nice. She doesn't have to get up just yet.

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The Darkling doesn't seem inclined to push on that, at least, not right now. 

She does keep up a quiet murmur of praise, highlighting where Svetka did especially well.

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All according to plan.

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A good plan.

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She laughs, softly.

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Though she should eventually get up. At some point.

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Rest is important, too.

But the Darkling has a good sense of when it's time to encourage Svetka to her feet.

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Much appreciated.

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"I think you've earned a treat, Svetka," she says. 

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"A treat?"

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Hum. "It's time I grant you a kefta of your own."

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"I'm a real Second Army soldier now?"

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"Yes. You've earned it."

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"Can't wait."

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"We'll get it fitted once you're cleaned up."

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Sounds like a reason to get up.

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It very much is. 

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Up and to get cleaned, then.

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Which Svetka still wants to do herself? 

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...Yeah.

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Alright. 

The Darkling will send a message to the tailor in the meantime. 

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It doesn't take Svetka too long to get cleaned up.

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Good - they can get going quickly. 

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Off, then. 

The tailor does want measurements of Svetka in her typical uniform to wear under the kefta - and to demonstrate her range of motion in that, as well as her usual motions when calling on her powers - but there's apparently also measurements he wants of her in just her underclothes.

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Svetka hesitates. (And resists looking to the Darkling, with great fortitude.)

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"I'll be right outside," she says, touching Svetka's shoulder.

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"All right."

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She smiles and steps out.

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(Quiet relief.)

The final measurements don't take that long, and Svetka is soon enough dressed again and fit to behold.

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She steps back in and confirms the timeline on when the first fitting for the kefta will be. 

Then: "Let's go to the library," she says to Svetka.

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"Okay."

To the library.

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"What do you know about amplifiers?" she asks once they're there. 

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"They make a Grisha stronger."

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"Yes; they improve your ability to reach for your power, and to manipulate the Small Science, and to work for longer without tiring."

"What else?"

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"They're made out of special animals. Only the Grisha that kills the animal can use it as an amplifier."

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Smile. "There's some exceptions to that last part."

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"Really?"

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"It's sometimes possible to gift an amplifier to another Grisha - which creates a bond between those two and benefits them both."

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"That's not in any of the books I've read so far."

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"Many powerful secrets aren't."

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Nod.

"Does this... have something to do with Val's mission?"

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"Yes," she says. "Your friend told you about that?"

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"She wanted to say goodbye."

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"It's good she did."

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Smile.

"Are you planning to have me do the sharing thing with the stag?"

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"It's complicated. It would give us power over one another - making it far easier for me to help you excel, and easier for you to serve me."

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Suddenly pensive Svetka. "Huh."

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Slow smile. "A mutual benefit."

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Blush.

"Benefits- are good."

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"They very much are."

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"I wouldn't- object, to sharing with you."

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Bright grin! "I'm glad - sharing with you would be very nice."

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Smile.

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"Morozova's stag will provide a much stronger amplifier than many others, too."

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"Well, I'm unique, right?"

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"That you are, good girl."

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"A unique amplifier for a unique Grisha. Or, well, two unique Grisha, I guess."

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"Another benefit to sharing."

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"Suits us."

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"Very much does." She hums. "And you'll wear the amplifier, of course..."

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She bites her lip.

"Morozova's stag is always associated with Sankt Ilya..." Sankt Ilya in Chains.

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"It is," she says. "The stories of Sankt Ilya inspired me to search for more of the truth of the stag."

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"What did you find out?"

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"Its origin is shrouded in myth - but it very likely exists, and the three creatures associated with Sankt Ilya can likely violate the classic 'rule' of one Grisha, one amplifier."

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"Why hasn't anyone gone after them before, then? It's been centuries since he was martyred."

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"No one's been able to find them."

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"Val could. She can track anything."

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"I'm sure. It's very lucky you have her, Svetka."

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"Lucky for you too."

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"Yes."

"Finding you was the greatest windfall I've ever had."

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Very fond smile. 

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"I'm- happy you think that." Svetka leans a little in the Darkling's direction, like a plant seeking the sun.

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She reaches up to rest her hand on Svetka's cheek.

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With great difficulty, she manages to restrain herself from rubbing into it and purring like a cat.

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The way the Darkling starts petting her might challenge that. 

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Oh it definitely does.

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Smirk.

She nudges Svetka a bit closer. 

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She leans in to the Darkling.

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This makes petting Svetka much easier.

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Mmmgood. She likes this.

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Wonderful. 

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Svetka tilts her face up towards the Darkling, lips slightly parted, gazing shyly at her.

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Small, knowing smile. 

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Mrrr she doesn't want to be smiled at, she wants to be kissed.

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Smirk.

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Mean! Pout.

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Pet pet.

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Svetka is definitely not emotionally ready to be the one to initiate a kiss, so she will just enjoy the pets and keep any hypothetical grumbling strictly to the inside of her head.

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It's possible the Darkling is picking up on the hypothetical grumbling. Just possible. 

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Svetka will carefully not consider that possibility. It would be too embarrassing.

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The Darkling will keep petting her while she doesn't think of it, then. 

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That's a pretty okay second place.

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She's glad. 

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Svetka's pretty much going to stay here until suppertime.

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The Darkling pulls a book over to herself, reading while continuing to pet Svetka's hair. 

She doesn't make Svetka move before supper - though she does start reading out loud in a low voice. It seems to be a narrative of the life of Sankt Ilya, though one Svetka hasn't heard yet - this particular excerpt is focused around Morozova's Stag (and around how Sankt Ilya is first chained, of course).

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The Darkling has a really soothing voice.

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Hopefully Svetka is learning things while she's being soothed.

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Absolutely. She's a sponge for learning and the Darkling is rudely refusing to distract her with kisses.

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Wonderful. 

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Definitely food for thought, this story.

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The descriptions of Ilya's collar are very vivid, aren't they?

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Vivid's a good word for it. She doesn't remember Ilya's bindings being so heavy, or the villagers' punishments so... detailed.

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The tales do vary a good bit. But the rhythm is overall the same: Ilya angering the village, who bind him with ropes that chafe as they debate his fate. How they leave him to shiver in the cold night. Morozova's stag freeing him on the next dawn - and the villagers capturing him again, binding him with a collar of heavy iron and humiliating him...

Three nights Ilya suffers, three dawns he's freed, three days he's recaptured and bound in chains, three humiliations... Each round is worse than the last - more dramatically so, in this telling. 

(The Darkling's voice moves to nearly a purr on certain parts of the tale.)

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That purr is bad for Svetka's composure.

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This doesn't seem to discourage the Darkling at all. 

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Svetka wouldn't want her to stop.

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Good.

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Hee.


Though the story doesn't last forever, of course.

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Sadly not.

They can get a late supper once the Darkling finishes. 

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Just the two of them?

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That was her intention. Unless Svetka has someone she wants to invite...?

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Ummm. Not tonight.

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Good. The Darkling would prefer to keep Svetka all to herself. 

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Blush!!

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The Darkling will order food for them both. 

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It's been a long day. Svetka is kinda hungry.

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She orders quite a bit, fortunately. 

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Great.

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Several weeks later, a letter arrives from Elvira and Valeriya. They've found the trail, near Ryevost.

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She informs Svetka. "We'll be setting out as quickly as possible," she says, "Traveling light, just us."

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"More riding?"

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"Yes," she says. "You've been doing very well in your riding lessons, too - I think you're ready for your own horse."

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"Will you pick one for me?"

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"Yes," she says. "In fact... I'll gift you two of your own."

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"Wow. Thanks."

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"Let's go meet them."

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To the stables.

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Where she brings Svetka two mares - they're war horses, with the sort of extremely fine breeding and precise carriage the Darkling has taught Svetka to notice. One, somewhat larger, has a shimmering reddish brown coat; the other is nearly gold. "This is Nestan," she says of the larger mare. "She's an obedient girl, and willing to work with those I'm fond of." Then, of the other: "And this is Darejan. She's more spirited; watch you don't let her steal the lead from you." She smiles softly. "Their names are from the same poem as my Tariel and Avtandil; in that, Nestan-Darejan is Tariel's love - Avtandil's love is named Tinatin, though I haven't found a mount worthy of the name yet..."

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"They're beautiful," Svetka says, stroking Nestan's nose.

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Grin! "They are." She'll very happily chatter a little about their ages and breeding and training, and, then: "Perhaps during our travels I can read you the poem their names are from..."

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"That would be a good way to pass the time."

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"It would. I like reading stories to you, Svetka."

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"You have a good voice for it."

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"Thank you."

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Hee.

And off?

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Off, towards Ryevost.

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Where Elvira and Val will meet them.

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"Hey Svetka!" she waves excitedly.

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"Hi Val!"

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Hug?

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Hug.

"Missed you."

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"Missed you lots."

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"So you found the stag."

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"The trail, for now. But I know what's at the end of it."

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"That's a good start."

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"A pretty essential one."

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Heh.

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"We'll catch up quickly." And, teasingly: "Especially with you riding a horse all by yourself now."

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"Her name is Nestan."

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"A pretty name."

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"Yeah, it is."

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"And a pretty horse."

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"For a pretty girl."

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"That's me. I'm the pretty girl."

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"You are. You're the loveliest girl in all Ravka."

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Smug Svetka.

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Val raises a very knowing eyebrow at Svetka.

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Haughty sniff.

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"Has something happened, Svetka?"

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"Something's always happening. That's how you can tell time is passing."

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"Something interesting."

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"Maybe."

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"Should I start guessing?"

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"No."

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Pout!

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"You're a terrible gossip."

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"Excuse you. I'm an excellent gossip."

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Giggle.

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"I'll figure out what's up eventually, anyways."

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"Think of it as a fun little challenge to keep you busy. Aren't I a thoughtful friend to provide you with that entertainment?"

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"Definitely. So thoughtful, seeing to my enrichment needs."

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Shoulder bump.

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Lean!

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"If you two are sufficiently reacquainted," Elvira says, "There is still some light left in the day."

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"Sure, sure." Then, to Svetka: "Ready to set out?"

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"Yeah, I think so."

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"Then let's go."

Onward along the stag's trail, then.

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It takes a day or so of pursuit before they catch up to its current vicinity.

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It's a long ways, and the snow is getting ever thicker and denser, the world hushing and drawing back - and the signs Val sees are minuscule - and the stag eludes them that night, and the next, and the next.

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She'll find it. Eventually. She always does.

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"Patience is pretty key, yeah," Val says. (She doesn't actually seem bothered by the long chase. She thinks it's peaceful, out here, hunting.)

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"Still, we do not have forever."

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Shrug. "Rushing tends to spook prey."

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"Quite."

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"This is worth patience," she says, almost chidingly. "I would walk these paths for a month happily." Then, softly: "And frustration or turmoil will only drive the stag away."

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"Noted."

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Onwards through the snow, then.

 

She seems pensive the rest of that day - and the next - and after night has fallen yet again, a cold clear sky visible through the bare trees, the Darkling leads Svetka away from the other two. Close enough they'll see flares from each other; far enough that the forest swallows all sounds. She orders Elvira and Val not to follow, and leaves her and Svetka's horses with them at the camp.

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Val is not fond of that order, and she stares off after the two as they leave, gripping her forearm tightly enough to hurt even through her heavy coat.

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"Hey. You all right, Valeriya?"

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"...I'm worried."

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She steps closer, puts a hand on her shoulder. "Talk to me?"

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She leans into Elvira's touch - and then turns, tearing her eyes away from where the wind is slowly covering Svetka and the Darkling's tracks to press herself into Elvira.

" - I don't trust her. But Svetka likes her - but Svetka's really not good at evaluating - people. But if she's good for Svetka - "

Shaky breath.

"...I don't want someone else to be Svetka's most important person. Even if she's worthy of it."

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Hug.

"You've been together forever, I know. But she's- growing her wings, now. At some point, she needs to fly."

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"...I've always been - the person who looks after her. Makes sure she's okay."

"Keeping sane... I needed to be there for her, first, otherwise I would've just - exploded."

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"I'm glad you managed to keep yourself together long enough that we could meet."

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Bright grin!

"I am, too. You're worth quite a lot of 'not stabbing my superior officers.'"

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"Technically I am a superior officer... so if you are ever overcome with the need to stab, just ask nicely."

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She laughs. "And I wouldn't want to make you jealous by stabbing all my other superior officers."

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Quick kiss.

"Jealousy is a terrible look on me. Genya was quite clear on that point."

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Less quick kiss. "Maintaining your great beauty is a very worthy goal."

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"I'm very pleased you think so, darling." Kiss.


"And... over our time together, you've become important to me. Perhaps most important."

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Delighted smile! And much kiss.

"You've become really, really important to me, too, you know." Lean, and then her smile turns a bit pensive. "That's part of what's making this whole thing scary, I think - Svetka's not the only one spreading her wings." Then, conspiratorially, "Or you might just be inherently very terrifyingly wonderful. One of those."

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"Perhaps both are true."

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"A reasonable idea..."

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"I'm a reasonable woman."

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"And intelligent and wise..."

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"Passionate beyond compare, and devastatingly sexy."

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"It's fortunate we match each other so well, then."

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"Two piece of the same puzzle, we are."

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Voice low and intense: "Two halves of the same heart."

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That needs a thorough kiss.

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A very, very thorough kiss.

And then: "You know... The stag could be attracted to blood... Sankt Ilya gets pretty beat up in the stories I've heard."

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"You know I cannot refuse you, shameless girl. Make your request."

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"I want to cut you - and you to cut me." Kiss!

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Kiss.

And Elvira will grab the knives.

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Val will work on getting just enough skin exposed to make this work. (That's a bit more than most people would consider reasonable.)

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She has beautiful skin. Elvira doesn't object.

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The cold adds a fun little zest, too.

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Meanwhile, Svetka follows the Darkling into the woods.

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She walks for a while, then stops and ponders.

Then: "I want to tell you more about how this amplifier will work, and - what choices you have with this."

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"More than what we talked about already?"

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"Yes. There's - essential parts I haven't told you yet."

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"What else do I need to know?"

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She pauses, then: "There's effectively two options. You kill the stag, and claim all its power for yourself. That's - the normal option."

"The other is that I kill the stag with your help, and gift the amplifier to you. I've mentioned that as a way to share the amplifier's power, but... That isn't all it would do."

"Gifting you an amplifier like that would put you fully under my control. I could command your movements, your power, as if they were my own. I could grant you freedom to act when I wish, but - you would belong to me, and that bond would never break."

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Svetka's eyes get very wide.

"Oh."

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...She glances away. 

And, softly: "I hadn't intended to tell you. But... I'm coming to care for you, well beyond what power you can give me, and - I trust you won't turn against me, now, if you claim the amplifier for yourself."

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"Oh," Svetka says again. "I-"

Val is going to kick her for saying this. But it's true, and if the Darkling does like her back then- then- then what else can she do?


"I still want to share with you."

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Small, startled breath, and she turns back to Svetka, something like wonder in her eyes. She steps close to Svetka, and, voice soft - "You're an amazing girl. I'm very, very glad you're the one with this power." Closer, cupping Svetka's cheek. "There's no one else I'd rather have."

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Smile!

And... kiss?

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Kiss.

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It's a very good kiss.

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The best kiss ever. 

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(There's no sound, but - Svetka sees a white shape moving through the trees a bit behind the Darkling - and then more.)

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She makes a bit of a startled noise, muffled by the Darkling's mouth.

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She pulls back. 

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"Look," she says quietly, nodding in the direction of the moving shape.

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She turns, and - "Oh."

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A large stag emerges from the crowd of deer, in a clearing just past the little stand of trees they're in, and he looks at them both.  

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"Is that- Morozova's?"

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"I think so," she murmurs, softly. 

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"What... should we do?"

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She looks at the stag, something uneasy in her chest. 

Then, slowly and quietly: "He'll flee if I move. Get closer to him - slowly - and draw him away from the herd. Disable him."

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"Okay."

Svetka separates from the Darkling and slowly moves away, arcing towards the stag.

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It looks at her, snorting a little - its gaze turning away from the Darkling. It doesn't flee - nor does it look ready to - but it's not getting closer yet. 

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She raises her hands carefully and slowly approaches. "It's all right..." she says soothingly.

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He lowers his head - 

And takes a few slow, considering steps toward her. 

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"That's right," she says encouragingly.

The stag really is a beautiful animal. It's shaped enough like a horse that she notices some of the same details in its build. And it feels... bright, somehow. Warm.

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Closer - 

Until she could reach out and touch his face, if she wanted. 

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She does want. "Hello boy," she says, stroking its muzzle. "Aren't you handsome?"

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He nuzzles her, then goes to investigate her hair, curiously (given her a direct look into his eyes; he looks old, and aware, more than an animal should).

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Giggle. (She feels calmer, her heartbeat slowing to match the slow thump-thump she can feel in the beast's neck.)

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He sniffs her, then gently nudges her with his head a bit - she gets the sense he's trying to nudge her towards his herd.

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"Not that way." Pat pat. "Let's walk off a little, just you and me." She steps back, training out her hand.

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Huff.

He follows her, though, steps in sync with hers. 

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"That's right. A little more." Step step step.

When they're far enough, she rests her forehead against his, and strokes his neck. "...Best if you stretch out, I think."

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Snuffle.

And, the next little step she takes back, he doesn't follow - instead stretching his neck to continue staying in contact with her. 

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"Thank you," she whispers. "This- this is the right thing to do. I know it is."

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Soft nuzzle.

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She makes a little light beam in her palm and flicks it past the Darkling.

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Soft breath. 

This isn't what she commanded Svetka to do, the stag could still run away, but - 

She trusts her. She has to. 

The Darkling lines up her cut, and darkness flows through her, slicing through the stag's neck. 

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Svetka feels it, cries out as the blood gushes out, thick and warm, falls with the stag as his legs collapse.

An inhale timed with his last exhale, a vague sense that she's breathed in more than air.

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The Darkling rushes to her side, kneels beside her. "Svetka! What's wrong - "

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"I'm- 'm okay," she mumbles.

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She gathers Svetka into her arms, cradling her.

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Snuggle.

"I felt him die," she says.

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Hug.

"I'm sorry."

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"Just- make it worth it."

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"I will. I promise."

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"Which- parts should we take?"

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"The antlers," she says, after a moment to think. 

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"Okay." Svetka has a knife, she can collect those.

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"Do you want to give him - rites?"

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"-I'd rather remember him alive."

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"Alright." Hug, and soft kiss. 

"Let's return to the others."

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Hug. And back.

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Where Val and Elvira aren't exactly done yet. 

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Groan.

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- Hm?

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Svetka covers her eyes. "Please put your shirt back on, Val."

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She giggles. "I need to get a bandage on first..."

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"I don't want to hear about it."

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Muffled giggling. 

(Can Elvira help Val get cleaned up? Val will help her in turn, of course.)

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Of course, darling.

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She's decent pretty quickly, and lets Svetka know (after kissing Elvira again).

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Svetka opens her eyes.

"It's a good thing we didn't require the services of our fearless tracker while she was occupied."

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She laughs again. 

" - Wait, what're you holding?" She nods to the antlers.

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"The reason we didn't need your services."

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"You found the stag already?"

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"He found us, actually."

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"Congratulations."

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"Thanks."

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"We'll need a fabrikator to shape it into a usable form." She glances at Svetka. "That journey shouldn't be as long, though."

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"Back to Ryevost, then."

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"In the morning," she says, quietly. "We'll camp here, still."

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"Yes, General."

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The Darkling is attentive to Svetka that night. Not passionately making out with her, not in company, but... Caring, all the same.

And in the morning - 

To Ryevost. They reach it by early afternoon, and the Darkling summons the fabrikator she had ordered to wait for them there. 

She draws Svetka aside, again. "The design of the amplifier is flexible," she says. "And the fabrikator will make it into any shape I command." She hums. "I have a fairly good idea of what want, there."

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"I want... I want what you want."

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"A collar," she says, "With the points framing your lovely face."

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"Yes."

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Kiss.

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Kiss!!

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"Let's get you your collar, good girl."

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"Yes ma'am."

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She's very exacting in the design she gives the fabrikator, and he makes it quickly. The Darkling takes it from him - takes Svetka into a private room - and slips it around her neck. 

The Darkling kisses her, intensely, as she locks the collar in place. 

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It's a very, very good kiss.

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And Svetka's body is no longer entirely her own. She kneels, without intending to do so, and the Darkling rests a hand on her head.

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That's hot.

Then- she feels something swirling inside, a power surging to the surface. She flickers-

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And then the head below the Darkling's hand is rather furrier than it was a moment ago.

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" - Oh."

"Marvelous," she whispers, a little awed.

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Huff.

"I feel... weird." Svetka's voice echoes in the Darkling's mind.

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"You would, you wonderful girl."

"This is - much like the oldest sort of amplifier, it seems. The animal and Grisha become one." She pets Svetka's head.

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"I'm the stag?"

"That must be why my head feels so heavy." She nods a little, shaking the antlers.

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She laughs. "You are. And you should be able to shift back and forth - and I should be able to control that, too."

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Is she gonna ask or- yeah she's gonna ask.

"Do you think I'm strong enough to be ridden like this?"

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Oh, she likes that thought. 

"You look strong enough, wonderful girl, but the only way to be sure is to try you out."

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Excited Svetka!

"Whenever you want."

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She has Svetka shift her posture slightly - and circles to her side, mounting her easily. 

And then - "Stand, wonderful girl."

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It takes her a second to figure out how legs work-

But she stands.

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And the Darkling is pretty heavy -

But Svetka can bear her easily. She pets Svetka's neck, murmuring, "Very good, my wonderful girl."

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She essays a little prancing step.

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She laughs, shifting her balance. "I'll need to commission a proper war saddle for you."

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"And some extra training?" She tries not to sound too hopeful.

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"Absolutely."

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"I'll look forward to it."

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"I will too, wonderful girl."

"Now... I want to see your human face again, for a bit." She swings herself off Svetka's back and reaches out, forcing Svetka to change back.

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"Hi," she giggles.

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"Hello."

And: very intense kiss.

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She's set to get a lot more experience, fortunately.

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No complaints here!

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The Darkling would like to give Svetka experience in pleasures beyond kissing, too.

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She is entirely at her General's disposal.

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Good girl. (The Darkling begins to strip her.)

There's training for this, too, in how to best please her General... In how to control her body in new ways...

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Svetka will be an attentive student.

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Good.

The Darkling is a very exacting teacher.

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She wouldn't have it any other way.

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Good.

She's as determined to work Svetka until she drops as ever - and she takes to driving her into the ground with extra relish, this time.

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Svetka enjoys it more than usual, too.

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Perhaps they can work this into their other training sessions. Provide Svetka with proper motivation and a robust reward structure.

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Rewards are good. So is motivation.

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All an important part of an effective training routine.

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And she knows how Senka is about her training routines...

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(Oh, she likes her name from Svetka's lips. It feels like hers, in a way it hasn't in as long as she can remember.)

It's so nice of Svetka to indulge her in this. Of course, it is for Svetka's own good, too...

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Perfect.

"It occurs to me," she murmurs, "That I always name my own most prized warhorses..." She strokes her hand down Svetka's side. "Perhaps... Tinatin, for you. To match Tariel and Avtandil, Nestan and Darejan..."

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Shiver!

"You do have a theme. I would be- very happy, to be Tinatin for you."

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"My Tinatin, and I'll be your Senka." Kiss.

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A kiss from Tinatin to Senka.

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Absolutely. 

(Possibly they should ever inform the other two that the amplifier took successfully. But right now: Tinatin is hers.)

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And quite pleased to be so.

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It's very late when Senka finishes with her, bringing her out to the main area of their wing of the building to acquire dinner. 

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"There they are," Elvira says softly to Val. "She seems fine."

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She examines Svetka, raises her eyebrow, and: "Is that a collar?"

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"Amplifiers can take many forms. But yes, that one appears to be a collar."

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"Hey, Svetka?" she calls.

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"Yes, Val?"

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"So, is that meant to be a fancy necklace, or a collar?"

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"A collar."

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"And here I thought nothing interesting was happening with you and the Darkling."

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"I guess you were mistaken."

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"That have anything to do with why getting the amplifier on took you so long?"

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"I needed some practice with it."

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"Uh huh."

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"Yep."

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This is her skeptical face. "Just testing."

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"You don't need the details."

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"Awww..."

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Smirk.

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"You've grown up, haven't you?"

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"A little bit, at least."

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"Having fun with it?"

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"I am."

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Soft smile. "Good."

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"Thanks for checking, Val."

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"I'll always look out for you, so."

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"Love you."

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"Love you too, Svetka."

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She puts an arm around her Tinatin. "I'll take good care of her as well, Corporal Oretsev."

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...Hum.

"Any chance I can get you to call me Val?"

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She laughs. "You're very important to my Tinatin, so I'll make an exception for you - outside of formal circumstance, of course." She kisses her Tinatin's cheek.

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"Naturally."

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"It's good you see things my way," she says, then squeezes Tinatin's waist. "The world's much better when we're all on the same side, isn't it?"

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"I'd drink to that."

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"As will I."

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"A celebration's in order, then."

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"I'll get us some drinks, then," says Elvira, standing.

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"Thank you."

To celebrate then - a successful hunt, a firmer alliance, and the best relationship of Senka's very long life. 

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Good things, all. And more to come.