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Isabella and her husband go home.

And Chamomile's opinions about the proper location of souls assert themselves.
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Vernaia appears nearby in a shower of golden light, and then is immediately scooped up into Adarin's arms to be cuddled.

Neither of them say a word, but there is some sobbing from the kagu.
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Path launches himself at Isabella as soon as she's home, and then leans out of her arms in Vern's direction, making inquisitive, concerned bird noises.

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Vern pokes her head up from Adarin's arms, and he helpfully shifts so that he can keep holding his daemon and Vern can also talk to Path, who assumingly is - not doing too well.

"I-I," she begins, and then she sobs again and leans over to preen Path. "I'm sorry I died."
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"Just d-" Path starts.

"Um," says Isabella.

"...what," says Path.
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"... No," whimpers Vern, and she sobs again and curls into Adarin's arms. She has memories of Adarin's actions while he was alive and without her - she was curled up inside him, not gone forever.

"I am currently missing my magic," informs Adarin quietly. "And - the method to fix that is... There - needs to be another version of the resurrection..."
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Path bites his witch's hand. She hisses, but doesn't push the owl away from her.

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"Shhhshsh," murmurs Adarin, gently, to the daemons. "It'll be all right."

He kisses Isabella's hair, in lieu of hugging her with an armful of sobbing kagu.
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Path lets Isabella's hand go, having just barely drawn blood.

"I can't watch. I can't watch it happen," he says.
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"You don't have to," assures Adarin. "Neither of you do, okay?"

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"If we can't come up with something painless it - it might be pleasantly distracting if I held her. Path can wait somewhere else."
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"That's - up to you," murmurs her husband.

"Hold me, hold me please," whimpers Vern, "I died in front of Path, I was so scared and confused and I didn't - I didn't - what happened, why did we die?!"
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"Of course -" Isabella reaches out for the kagu, Path clinging to her silks to leave her dexterity. "It was the alt of Adarin we were visiting, he screwed up a shield he was paranoidly trapping Adarin in, and - and I rushed through the resurrection of the Veron there instead of pausing to figure out why Path was so upset, I'm sorry."

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Vern is transferred to Isabella's arms. Adarin has enough functionality to wrap his arms around Isabella's waist, but otherwise doesn't contribute much.

The kagu sobs in Isabella's arms. "Okay," she says shakily, making a little bird-noise that sounds kind of like a mix between a sniffle and a hiccup. "It's - we need to take steps so it never happens again, are we doing that? We need to do that."
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"We're going to send letters first next time, warning people - maybe we should make Prime play emissary once or twice see how he likes it - we'll have - better timing." Pet pet pet.

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"Okay," she agrees, and then she coos and nuzzles Isabella. She glances over to Path and motions for him to snuggle her.

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Path snuggles up.

Isabella pets birds and leans on Adarin.
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Adarin keeps holding her, relaxing a little more than he had before now that his soul's back where it belongs.

Vern snuggles Path and Isabella. She declines to say anything else. But she's stopped sobbing.
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"I'll work on a spell. It could take a while but not all that long. And then I'll - do it right."

Pet pet.
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"Okay," murmurs Vern.

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Isabella kisses her feathery head.

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Vern coos and preens her hair a little, then goes back to snuggling Path and Isabella. All of the snuggles. All of them.

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After considerable snuggles - and a bit of a snack and a quick check-in with her staff - Isabella gets the mirror for Zeviana. And snuggles back up to solid-portion-of-spouse and birds on the couch to call her.

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Zeviana answers! Her trip to the plane of spellbinders is over.

"Oo, hey, you're back! Hi, welcome back! I met my alt, we fought, I beat his ass and now his nickname is Turtle."
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"...Congratulations. We've been busy, too."

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"Oh? Anything interesting happen?"

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"We met another Adarin, who was five hundred years old, unfriendly, sleep-deprived, and careless, and he accidentally killed this Adarin."

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That stuns Zeviana into silence.

"You fixed him, right? And beat the everliving shit out of - careless and terrible dude?"
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"I resurrected him, there was no beating applied because he had to go and get my my herbs and so on and was very apologetic, and also turns out the spell doesn't work on fae so now there's a live nonmagical Adarin and a ghost and I'm going to have to - try again with a revision."

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"Damn," whispers Zeviana, who has come to the correct conclusion. "No other way, you sure?"
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"Alethiometer was pretty clear."

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"Extra damn. Is he - wait, fuck, no, he's a wreck, isn't he. What do you need me to do, how can I fix this?"

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"He thought you wanted to know, we aren't - I mean, you can't help me with the spell, can you? You could come keep the ghost company, though. We can't see him."

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"Yeah, doing that. Gonna make it a teleport, he needs me now." Pause. "Are you going to be able to kill him?"

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"We have - not settled on a method but it's probably not going to be me."

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"Do you need me to do it?"
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"Uh - sweetie?" Isabella passes the question on.

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"... If she doesn't think it will - scar her for life and she's sure, then - she'd know how."
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Isabella relays that.

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"That's a yes. Okay, good, because I don't want my brother to have to figure out a way to kill himself."

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"Okay. Then - that's that solved as soon as I have the spell."

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"Yup. Be over in a bit, ghost-Ada probably needs me, you're in charge of human Ada."

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"Mm-hm."

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Zeviana waves, and then ends the mirror-call. She is going to go work on a teleportation spell. There will be swearing.

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"... I can't tell if that's helpful or worrying," murmurs Adarin.

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"That she's willing to do it?"

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"Yeah. Just - immediately, like that."

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"She thought the plan was for me to, which I found kind of unnerving in its own right."

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"... Yeah. I worry about her, sometimes."

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"I mean, she's also very concerned about you."

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"I know, I'm not - that's not what I'm worried about, I'm concerned about her mental health, sometimes."

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"What else has you concerned?"

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"It's - I don't have a list ready, I'm afraid, but how she doesn't take other people's preferences into account and uses her own as a base for everyone else, how she can just move on from things, no problem - I worry. It's in the brotherly job description."

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"The moving on might be adaptive."

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"Eh, I guess. I might just be picking things to worry about for no reason, really."

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"Well, we can - keep in touch with her, talk to the one who's five hundred, etcetera."

Snuggle.
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He nods, and snuggles her back. "I wonder what the one who's five hundred is like, I should have thought of trying to find her while we were there."

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"We can go back. We weren't expecting that reception and then we were - occupied."

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"Yeah. And - to be honest I don't want to go back now, I just - want to be home with Path and Vern."

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Isabella nods fervently.

Snuggle.
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Snuggle.

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Soon enough, there is a knock on their door. It didn't take as long as flying would, but there were more swear words involved.

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Isabella gets the door, leaving Path to aggressively snuggle Vern as a substitute for human snuggling.

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Vern aggressively snuggles him right back, like it is the high of summer in Texas and he is a giant owl-shaped ice cube.

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"Hey," says Zeviana. "Where's - aha, hey, Ada." She starts addressing thin air. "Yeah. Nope, it's fine. You're welcome." She snorts. "Yes, I'm peachy. If you die a third time your extraplanar privileges get suspended, though. Mhm. Knew there was a reason for why I liked you. Besides the brother thing."

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"How's he doing?"

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"He's coping. He's glad to be back home and somewhere familiar. The strangers were nice, but he'd like to talk to people he actually knows."

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"I wish I could see him."

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"He wishes you could, too. But he stays close to you, so if you've got anything you want to say to him later he'll hear."

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Isabella nods.

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"Also - he's totally fine with everything the living Ada's said? I don't know why he wouldn't be, but I don't know what he said, so."

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"It's still good to know they're on the same page."

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"Uhhh - he's worried about continuity, he thinks one of them will lose their memories or they'll both just remember when they died the first time when they're one person again and nothing that happened after."

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"I'll - check with the alethiometer. My best guess is that both sets of memories should persist but I can check."

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"He says that he's just being paranoid, but it's worth checking."

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Isabella nods, pulls her alethiometer and thingamajigs out of the portal bag, and asks.

"Resurrect mage remember ghost remember human," she reports.
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"Okay, good, that's nice to know."

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"Yeah." As long as she has the device out she fiddles with it a bit more. "Aaand - it's not a huge revision from the original spell, apparently, if this thing were better with numbers I could ask it if it's just a matter of adding a verse or - needs one new herb - okay -"

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"Ada's got faith that you can do it," assures Zeviana.

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"I'm sure - the question is how long it'll take."

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"He's not going anywhere."

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"Yes, but he has to be a ghost for the intervening time period, which doesn't - sound particularly fun."

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"Oh, it's not, but I will be keeping him company."

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"Right. Well - I guess I should get to work."

Isabella hauls out the relevant notebooks and her herb collection and starts spellcrafting.
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And Zeviana goes and keeps her ghostly brother company. If she starts getting tired she'll look for someone else to keep him company while she sleeps, but for now - it can just be her.

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It takes Isabella four days to have a spell the alethiometer confirms will work, memories and daemon and all.

It's not so very different from the original. There's an extra verse importuning the goddesses to reach beyond their customary domains because she says so, because they will not be doing their assigned task if they don't put in that extra effort to work on mages. There is a gesture associated with this verse. And she had to add a pinch of saffron to the herb blend sprinkled on the diagram. Otherwise it's the same.

She assembles the herb mix. She gets a resupply of ash.

And she tells her husband. The both of him.
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The human's one reaction is to scoop his wife up into another hug. Gentle, rather than ecstatic, he's happy, but he's obviously worried about the - necessary step. Even if it'll only work for ten minutes.

The ghost - says he'll wait as long as required, through Zeviana. She doesn't relate any other reaction from him, if he wants to tell Isabella he can do it when he's alive again.

Vernaia finds Path and snuggles with him. She's planning to stay like that until it's time, and then she'll be held by Isabella. Path won't have to watch.
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Path snuggles Vern most fervently.

Isabella kisses her husband's human section and goes out to the backyard to diagram.
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And Adarin goes to find Zeviana.

Vern bids goodbye to Path with a last loving preen, and finds Isabella, looking up at her with sad eyes.
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Isabella scoops her up.

And squeezes her eyes shut, and shakes.
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Vern snuggles back, making little mournful bird noises.

"You're sure?" she asks, quietly, shaking just a bit. "You don't have to - be here."
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"Do you want me here? For yourselves," says Isabella. Pet pet.

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"Yes, but I want you to not have to go through it if it pains you, more."
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"If it was the other way around he'd hold Path, wouldn't he?"

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"Yes, but that doesn't - mean that you have to?"

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"I know. But I'm going to anyway."

Pet pet.
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"Okay," she says. She curls into Isabella's arms, snuggling and trying very hard to be brave.


A minute later, she disappears.
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Isabella swallows, hard, and then - goes to perform her spell.

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It works.

There is her husband, whole as ever, Vern next to him.

Adarin's first action upon resurrection is to giggle madly.
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"...Better?"

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"Better," he says between giggles, nearly falling over.

Vern peers at him. "... Well that's interesting."

"Oh wow," says Adarin, with another stifled laugh, "My head is a mess, conflicting memories, that's fun."

Vern tilts her head. "I think he's high," she pronounces, a giggle leaking into her voice a little.
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"High? What on? The spell is not supposed to do that."

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"Maaaagic!" singsongs Adarin, swaying a bit and then correcting. "I keep thinking how incredibly inappropriate it is for me to be having giggle fits right now but then -" He giggles. "I do it anyway."

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Isabella snorts and then steps forward to hug him.

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He picks her up, twirls her around, and snuggles her. Then he puts her down before he drops her, that is the thing that a responsible magic user does when high off of magic.

"Why does it even work like this, this is absurd!" he snickers.
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"I wasn't expecting it. Want me to ask the alethiometer?"

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"Okay! I hope to Kystle that it wears off!" He bursts into helpless laughter. "How the hell do I walk like this? Why am I referencing a religion I don't even follow? Vern, Vern I need you to be the sane one, clearly I've lost my mind!"

"Path," says Vern, as the sane one of the duo. She's getting part of what Adarin's feeling, but - not quite the full effect. "He'll want to snuggle -" (giggle) "- me."
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Path has indeed shown up at this point.

Isabella fiddles with the alethiometer, meanwhile.
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Adarin decides that the smart option is to not be standing, so he flops onto the ground and looks at clouds. Fluffy clouds.

"This is my life now," he muses. "With weird effects from being resurrected a second time after an older version of myself accidentally killed me. My wife has a robot army from another planet at her beck and call. Prime owes me full library access and ultimate power is at my fingertips. He's probably talking to literal gods right now." He giggles again. "I regret nothing."

Vern goes to snuggle her Path. That is a thing that they should be doing, right now.
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Path snuggles Vern, agreeing heartily with the sentiment.

"If you didn't want a life full of many planes' worth of wonders and opportunities," says Isabella, flopping snugfully on him, "then you should have said something long ago."
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"Oh, oh no, I'm not complaining," he snorts, snuggling her back. "But I'm just - this is absurd!"

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"Are you only just noticing?"

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"No, no, but it's just - everything is weird and my head's a mess and I seem to be high and this is just another thing to add to the weirdness of my life and it seems so strange and hilarious!"

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"Magic loss affect mind magic gain affect mind," Isabella reads off her thingamajig when the alethiometer has finished answering her question. "So you'll probably adjust to baseline again."

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"Oh, good, I'd be utterly useless like this if it were permanent."

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"Not utterly. You're speaking in complete grammatical sentences and everything."

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"Do I get an award?" he asks, wryly.

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"Do you want one? I could scare up an award if you wanted one."

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"'Can speak grammatical sentences while under questionable effects after getting magic restored,'" he muses. "Hmmm. No, no, too many awkward questions, I'm not even a woman, they don't know I have magic."

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"Yes, you'd have to display it only in limited settings." Nuzzle.

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"I would, and if I have an award for grammatical speaking I think I'd want to display it to the world!"

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"You're adorable."

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He giggles. "You're beautiful."

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"Thank you."

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"Anytime! Except at six in the morning, when I am sleepy and vulnerable!"

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"You've called me beautiful when you were groggy too, before."

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"Yeeees, groggy-me gets an award! Awards for me, all around!"

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"Do you want to go reassure Zeviana that you're properly alive at some point?"

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"Yes! Yes I do, I am a terrible person, I should have thought of that first!"

He tries to get up. He falls over twice, then manages it.
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Isabella goes with him, holding his arm helpfully.

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Good, because he kind of needs that for support.

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And there is his sister. She's left the corpse behind, she has been slowly walking back to the house. Her face is flushed, and her eyes look more watery than normal. It could be the light, but it probably isn't.

She hugs her brother immediately.
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Isabella yields him up to this treatment.

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And then there are hugs.

"I'm all right," he assures, softly.
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"Pfff," says Zeviana. "Of course you are." She ends the hug and gives him a little affectionate push on the shoulder. "Isabella resurrected you."

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"We should probably retrieve your wedding ring, but your armored clothes are still stuffed in my portal bag waiting for laundry day," says Isabella. "And then - whatever you want to do with - it."

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"... Burn it, probably. Easiest."

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Isabella nods. "Do you want me to do it?"

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"Eeeeh," he says. "I think I can manage it with magic. When my head is put back together properly and I'm not - high off of magic."

He's doing better, but he's not at one hundred percent, either.
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"Okay. ...Are you full up on mana? That's not how you died, the first time I mean, though the second time either."

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"I have - the same amount I had when I died. So, not very much. That's interesting."

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"At least this means we will never find ourselves in a situation where you have to die and be resurrected repeatedly to generate mana in some kind of mana emergency. I mean, having the option would be strictly useful, but at this moment I'm pretty happy with that just never coming up."

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"Agreed. Let's not play the dying game."

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Isabella reclaims her Adarin for snuggling. "Mm-hm."

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Snuggling!

"I'll be quite happy if I never have a repeat incident, actually."
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"So will I. No more dying."

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"Yeah. No more dying."

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Snuggle.

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Snuggle!

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Zeviana is obviously not needed anymore. She waves goodbye, and then heads off to go find Luzia - she is of the opinion that she needs some comfort sex right now.

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Which Luzia will be happy to supply.

Isabella, meanwhile: comfort snuggling.
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Yup, Adarin is so up for comfort snuggling right now. He starts the process of sorting out his head, the high from restored magic waning a bit.

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And he is snuggled.