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Tanthe meets Aire in a "bar"
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Aire has been in the surroundings of the Glisten Palace for two days. They have been an eventful two days. She’s been preferentially spending her time in and around a bar-shaped Room Mimic who’s rather fantastically good at preparing a variety of different drinks, and very committed to looking and acting like a bar. Apparently, she’s not immune to the lure of familiarity.

The basement is essentially a room-sized tentacle pit, which she really shouldn’t have found surprising, but apparently did anyway.

She’s been keeping Christa in a haze of bliss. She doesn’t like it when Christa’s sad. The combination of Aire’s native telepathy with her wearers and Christa’s own telepathy lets her feel it, and it’s nearly as bad as being sad herself. And so, Christa has spent the past two days floating, fucked so pleasantly and so continuously by Aire’s inner tentacles that she can’t think about anything else. It’s satisfying, to reduce Christa to a being of lust and little else. But there’s something missing.

She knows that what she’s been doing to Christa recently is a pale shadow of something she used to enjoy doing once. Somehow, deep down, she knows there’s something that’s a meal, rather than these small nibbles.

What could it have been? It was something about damaging people, harming them, a vague association with leaving them no longer present. It had to do with them enjoying something. What was it?

A vague association there. Two vague associations, actually. Her Mana Drain, and her Sex Magic.

Well, the mana drain one is obvious now that she thinks about it. Too much of that would kill someone. Just leave it on while you pickle someone in so many lust-enhancing effects they decide to keep fucking you despite the danger. But still, that doesn’t have the ring of her favorite thing. No, that was something else.

Did some extreme use of Sex Magic let her do what she thought she was doing to Christa? That feels possible. Right, even. But most of her knowledge decayed while she was locked behind that barrier, and she’s forgotten how.

So, she experiments. She can apply pure sexual pleasure through Sex Magic, and there are all these lovely potential victims out here.

She doesn’t, actually, need victims, she discovers. She offers to blast a lover with her magic, and ever so worriedly warns them that even though it feels good, it might be dangerous. They respond by telling her that as far as they’re concerned, their brain is for being horny, and they won't lose anything that matters as long as she’s at least a little careful.  She has to fight off the urge to pout.

It does, however, work. Or at least she thinks it does. Even after they come down from the high of perfect pleasure, the lover is stupider, hornier, thinking less and feeling more. Not just insensate or so temporarily overwhelmed they can’t think of anything else like Christa. No, after it all, when they come down from the pleasure and sleep it off, they’re still changed by it.

It’s lovely.

The next day she tries it again on a few other people, attempting to sound out the point at which things go from something someone bounces back from as soon as they’re done experiencing it to something that needs recovery time and from there to something that causes lasting damage. She’s careful not to push too much past the point of just enough damage to be noticeable; her story is that she’s doing something risky that people want and have consented to. If she pushes too far the lie of her good intentions will be obvious.

She wants to be good at this. She wants to be able to say to people that this much is fine, but any more wouldn’t be. And have them beg for more anyway. Watching people’s minds as they make that choice, as they come apart under the consequences of it, is the thing she wants most in the world.

After a long day of experimenting, she leaves her lovely volunteers together in a rather large tentacle pit and heads off back to the ‘bar’ to relax.

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There's a new face in here, just settling into a booth by herself as Aire returns. You can tell how far away she's from by the sheer quantity of clothes she's wearing - a long skirt, and are those leggings under it?, and a high-collared long-sleeve shirt, and a heavy cloak. Three small eyeballs orbit her head, spinning to peer in all directions; they're the one thing about her that suggests she didn't somehow teleport here all the way from the Untainted by mistake.

She has a glass of tentacle beer and is sipping it with a thoughtful, appraising air.

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It’s relatively good beer, if you like beer! The kind of stuff a cantankerous innkeeper would be just proud enough of to take offense if you said you didn’t like it. Nothing special though if you’ve tried enough different varieties of the stuff.

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Oh, this one looks very new here. And Christa’s telepathy is bouncing very hard off her shields. That’s interesting.

Aire orders her own drink, something that tastes vaguely of orange and has a name in Tentacled describing it’s taste as similar to the feeling of orgasm, and heads in the direction of this poor lost lamb. Purely for altruistic reasons, of course. Who knows what someone new to this place could get up to without her help!

The first thing Tanthe will notice is probably that this is in fact two people walking towards her, one of whom is rather enjoying themselves and the other of which is very well-shielded. Probably the next thing she’ll notice is that the two people in one body walking towards her are actually wearing clothes. Admittedly some rather revealing clothes; her top is tight and just low-cut enough to inspire slight doubts about its ability to function properly as a top were she to bend over, and beneath that her skirt comes to halfway to her knees and is rather tight. But still, clothes at all!

The person who is actually two people approaches her table and says, “So, would I be wrong in guessing you’re new to the Pink too? It would be nice to have someone to talk to who hasn’t spent so long here it’s all started to feel normal.”

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She observes Aire's approach with a slightly quizzical look, but her smile of greeting is friendly enough. Two of her orbiting eyeballs halt and spread out to keep an eye, so to speak, on the stranger from multiple angles.

"Very new," she admits. "I'm from Peachport, it's on the far side of the Fringe, down south on the coast. I'd never actually met a Tentacled until last week."

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“That is new. I’m from the Dragon Empire myself, sent out to learn about the hazard in the northern Pink. Under most people’s definitions I am a Tentacled, I suppose, but that really doesn’t help much if you’re from the middle of the Untainted.”

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She nods thoughtfully.

"What's your name? I'm Tanthe."

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"Aire. And my occupant is Christa, but she's rather out of it right now. It's maybe not the healthiest coping method for dealing with potentially lethal exile, but I don't really have the heart to tell her no."

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"I... did notice the... um, occupant," she acknowledges hesitantly. "And your mental shields are the solidest I've ever met, while I'm on the subject. Not that I'm especially trying to look, but some things come through even at a glance. So you're... Living Clothes, then?" She tilts her head and studies Aire's body and clothing for a brief but very thorough moment. "But you're not those clothes," she concludes. "So—what's the term again—you're the kind that's person-shaped on the outside?"

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“Yeah, that’s right. The typical term is “skinsuit”. It’s a little misleading because I’ve actually got more to me than just a layer of skin, including more than a few decently sized tentacles, but it gets the idea across. Would you mind if I sat down, by the way?”

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"Oh! I'm sorry, go ahead," she says, gesturing invitingly to the bench across from her with a flustered but genuine smile. "Please."

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And she sits. Once her legs are out of sight she spreads them ever so slightly, just enough to let her pheromones fill the air a little bit faster. With the table between their source and Tanthe, they’ll slowly make Aire seem more and more attractive, and also oddly enough more and more worth listening to. From the strength of Tanthe’s shields she’s got a rather strong will, and so those affects should be somewhat attenuated. But they’ll be there, nonetheless.

“So, what brings you out to the Pink?”

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"...well, I mean—"

She hesitates awkwardly. Possibly something she's not saying, or possibly just feeling off-balance in a new social context.

"I heard about... you know, the Red Queen and things. And I wanted to hear more, and maybe see if I could help. I'm not sure I can. But—I'd rather try than just let it pass me by because it's happening far away to other people, you know?"

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Hmm. It's entirely plausible that there's something else there, given that hesitation, but Tanthe has known her for an entire two minutes, questioning it at this point would probably be counterproductive.

“Ah, that kind of thing. It’s always nice to see people who care about something in a way that makes them actually do something about it.”

This is, it happens, true. Most people are just so boring. Even if the thing they care about is something objectively silly, at least its something. Anything at all.

After all, if they don’t really care about anything all that much, they aren’t sacrificing much if they give in to her, are they?

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"Of course! Though—well, it's not always that simple. I could afford to come, a lot of people can't. I might have ways to help, a lot of people won't. Plenty of people can care a great deal about something like this and still be too busy to journey halfway up the continent about it."

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Aire nods. This one reminds her a bit of Christa, actually, but more- robust, somehow. Positive feelings about people held for actual reasons, rather than blind, desperate hope. Assuming that wasn't a fluke, of course.

“I suppose there are all sorts of people who might like do something but have to stay behind on the family farm or else they won’t have enough grain to last the winter.”

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"Exactly! Or my friend Brin who works in his father's smithy and if he disappears into the Pink never to be seen again they'll be too short-handed to keep up, or my friend Luko who has to look after his baby sister because his mother was lost at sea, or my parents who need to keep the inn running so people have a place to stay when they come into town. They can spare me, though, Cousin Faro will inherit if I don't come back. So I came."

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“It’s sort of sad that replaceability is part of what lets people be heroic. It’s a rather unfortunate filter on our pool of potential heroes. I don’t think I’d ever noticed that before.”

It’s not an honest opinion of hers, but she’s spent enough time with Christa to generate Christa opinions on demand. She doesn’t particularly have opinions on heroism, beyond that it might be useful for preserving the world she lives in.

Hmm. Actually, that thought might make that an honest opinion of hers. The more things there are stopping people from taking up arms against the Red Queen, the worse things look for Aire.

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There's a moment's hesitation before she nods earnestly. "I hadn't either, but it's obvious once you think it through, isn't it? And you're right, it's sad. I wish... I wish everyone had room to be as much of a hero as they want to be." She pauses, considering this. "Or—no, that's not right. I wish no one had to be heroes." A slight, crooked smile. "Got to get my unrealistic wishes in the right order, otherwise how will I know which ones to make first?"

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Aire gives off a genuine smile at the reordering, and looks off into the distance for a moment, thinking.

Does she wish nobody had to be heroes? From a certain perspective she’s something to be dealt with by heroes, so perhaps that would get rid of her. Well, she can imagine a world full of people who enjoy the idea of trying to resist, and giving in to her and failing in the end, reciprocal to her own desires, and if a world full of people like that required no heroes she’d be rather pleased. She wouldn’t even need to worry about people trying to kill her!

She thinks Tanthe’s idea of keeping all her wishes in the right order is a good one; get the order on those two wrong and she’s erased before she can make the second, get them right and she’s in paradise.

“You know, I think that’s a very important principle. Get the order of the wishes wrong and who knows what comes out the other side.”

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"Exactly!" she agrees, with a firm nod. "I think it's very important to understand what you want, even if you don't have much chance of getting it."

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Ah. That’s. Honestly a little painful, just after imagining a perfect, safe world full of willing toys she’s never going to get. She’s not, actually, used to feeling negative emotions just about at all.

She has so few memories. So few experiences with which to buffer that pain, small as it might be. She wonders what all her old ones were, before she lost them.

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She shakes it off to keep talking. Few experiences she might have, but her control over herself remains as strong as ever.

She nods.

"No chance at all of getting what you want if you don't even know what it is."

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Tanthe is apparently perceptive enough to catch that momentary lapse; a slight, concerned frown crosses her face. "Yes," she agrees, more subdued. "Or if you do, it'll be by luck, not by choice."

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She’s not sure whether that perceptiveness is good news. Makes it more fun if she eventually manages this seduction, makes it less likely she will.

“Inadvisable to rely entirely on luck, I think. Better to steer, more likely to end up in the right place that way.“

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"I agree completely."

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Aire tilts her head for a moment in thought.

"How did Peachport get news about all this, actually? We got word rather recently and the Dragon Empire's right in the middle of the Untainted. I only got here a couple days ago myself, and the southern coast of the Fringe is far enough away you must have set out before I did. Do you get enough travelers from the Pink to get word that way? If so I'm rather surprised they can make it through the Fringe. I'd head it was nearly impossible to survive in. Unless that's just exaggerated, I guess; the hostility of the Pink certainly was."

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"Oh, the Fringe has plenty of people in it. ...they're mostly mushrooms, but they're still people. I agree it's a hard place to live if you're not, yourself, a mushroom. But I also travel really well, I run fast and I don't sleep much. And I had advice from my myconid friends to get me through the Fringe. Traveling in the Pink was trickier, though I did meet some surprisingly friendly folks when I stopped to ask for directions."

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“Huh, given my experiences so far I’m genuinely surprised you found the Pink tricky. I suppose that might be because of my own ability to speak Tentacled, though, that rather cuts through a lot of potential problems. If you can speak Tentacled and manage to find a Tentacle Orb to carry you places in exchange for pleasure, which really isn’t that hard, you don’t even have to walk."

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"...the 'in exchange for pleasure' part is what held me up," she confesses hesitantly.

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Head tilt.

“Oh? Why’s that?”

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"I don't... um. It's complicated. Well—I guess if you're a telepath you might—see, I sort of, get carried away," she says, her voice stumbling awkwardly around the words. "And. Mess around in people's heads. If I." A gesture so vague it only communicates meaning through the bare fact of its existence. "So. I didn't want to—risk doing that to anyone? But it's hard to talk about, to Tentacled, they sort of... see some things before others, I think. So I, um," she's blushing now, "may have had to run away very fast, the first time I tried to ask for directions." Then she brightens, just a little, and her sentences get steadier. "But! I learned from my mistakes! And the second time was fine. And even the first time, it's not that they weren't perfectly nice people, it was just a misunderstanding is all. I should find them again and apologize, on the way back, if I can."

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Aire’s primary reaction to the way in which Tanthe is apparently a strong enough telepath to directly alter people’s minds is incredible envy. And then immediately following on the heels of that is incredulousness at how nice this girl is. She wants to go back to apologize. For running away, not even hurting them. This girl has three people’s worth of ethics in her, and as far as Aire is concerned one person’s amount of the stuff is already too much to be healthy.

She works diligently to not let this display on her face; she noticed how good at reading her Tanthe was last time she had inconvenient emotions. Instead she just replies to what she said.

“Your shields are actually strong enough I’m not getting anything through them; it’s my occupant that’s the telepath, unless someone’s wearing me, and they’re not a particularly strong one. Or focusing on much besides enjoying themselves.

I don’t think I’ve ever heard of a strong enough telepath to alter people’s minds accidentally before. Not having a choice must be terrible.”

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"Yeah, it was... not the good kind of surprise," she says wryly, looking down at the table. Oh, right, she has a glass of beer. She sips it again and comments, "It's interestingly novel but I don't think I could get Papa to serve it even if he marketed it as exotic."

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“There is a bit of an odd aftertaste to it, isn’t there? But. A surprise? That’s the worst way to learn.”

She's visibly holding herself back from asking more. Like what exactly happened. Or if everyone ended up okay.

 

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Tanthe nods sadly.

"I was... a bit of a late bloomer, in many respects, and the first time I tried kissing someone, a couple years ago..." She shakes her head and sighs. "I just, everything was so much and the next thing I knew I was—all over his thoughts and not in a good way. He's fine," she adds quickly. "He doesn't remember those few minutes very well but he's fine apart from that. He was very understanding about the whole thing. But. I have not tried kissing anyone else."

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“Ah. Yeah, that’s an astonishingly terrible way to learn that about yourself. At least everyone turned out okay in the end. Well, if you count your apparent inability to ever kiss anyone without mental shielding as ‘okay’, which I think I actually don’t. But how did you not- oh, right. If it’s on the edge of the Fringe Peachport’s probably not that big. So nobody else who has mental shields. Or nobody you weren’t related to.”

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"Yes, exactly. And my mother's shields are bad enough that I used to see through them without trying, and even Auntie Meri's I could get through if I tried hard enough, when she used to test me on them. I'm... I wouldn't have wanted to chance it, even if I'd met an adventurous sailor with solid-looking ones."

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She thinks she has a handle, now, on why she’s felt throughout this like anything even vaguely resembling overt seduction would be a failure. Not, as she initially thought, that perhaps Tanthe would realize she was in danger. Or not just that, at least. No, it's also that Tanthe would think of herself as a danger to Aire and react accordingly. And so, the first thing she needs to do is to dispel that idea. 

“Ah, I understand the concern. Well. In the Dragon Empire shielding is relatively common, especially among students of the Collegiate. In my time there I encountered well north of a hundred people who were shielded in some way, including some rather powerful people. None had shields noticeably stronger than mine; apparently there is potentially a rather large advantage in willpower to be gained from being a skinsuit, in addition to the standard variation among people. So, if you wanted to learn whether there exist shields strong enough you can’t see through them no matter how hard you try, you do have the opportunity.”

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"Really?" she says, her voice very small.

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"Yes. Really."

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"But—what if something goes wrong?"

As soon as she asks the question, though, she shifts from lost uncertainty into problem-solving mode.

"...if telepaths are common where you're from, you probably know more than I do about them, or at least know things about them that I don't. You should tell me what you learned about them in the Dragon Empire, in case any of it is useful for making sure the test is safe."

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Aire nods.

“So, the information that’s most pertinent to you here is that there’s substantial variance in telepathic strength, both offensively and defensively, and one can end up very strong in one subarea while completely incapable in another. I myself have no native telepathy with anything whose ears aren’t full of my tentacles, but that doesn’t stop me from having abnormally strong shields. That plausibly comes down to mental shielding itself being entirely separate from the ability to exert psychic power, as some people think, but Christa has also read about both incredibly strong telekinetics with no telepathy, and incredibly strong telepaths with no telekinesis.

From what Christa knows, the deciding factors with telepathy come down to the trio of experience, initial psychic might, and raw strength of willpower. From what was known in the Dragon Empire, willpower alone is the deciding factor in strength of native mental shields. But willpower is hard to actually measure beyond the impressions a telepath gets, so they could be missing something and fudging things to make the theory fit. But it does explain the odd coincidence of why I both can function despite a number of things that would leave Christa debilitatingly distracted and have anomalously strong shields.

Christa’s also never actually encountered someone who has strong enough telepathy to alter people’s thoughts permanently, but there were rumors about that kind of thing, so I wouldn’t necessarily rule it out.

Most likely, we can learn if you can break through my shields by slowly deliberately increasing your psychic pressure, and I can let you know if I’m feeling strain before they go. Even if they do, the most likely outcome would just be a bit of a headache on my part. Similarly, that’s what you should expect to happen to you if you exert all of your strength in one go and bounce off.”

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For some reason, after all this very important and useful information, the thing she blurts out is, "You put tentacles in people's ears? Wouldn't that tickle?" She's leaning to one side to try to squint at Aire's ears for a moment before she catches herself. A hovering eyeball darts in a little closer; she calls it back to its orbit, blushing.

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She laughs.

"Christa's never complained of that actually! I'm not quite sure what stops it from being unpleasantly ticklish, but it certainly seems like something does."

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"...and speaking of ears," she says, puzzled, "—sorry, I realize I should be thinking about more important things, just—where do they go? Your ears look like a normal shape and size as far as I can tell, and I don't see a seam or anything, so are you just stretched ever so thin over your friend's ears, or is there a seam I can't see, or are you doing something else, or do you not know? Ears would be so hard to mold another ear over, they're thin and they have a very particular shape and they don't vary all that much in size or structure!"

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“I haven't actually investigated all that much myself, but the general way it works is that shapeshifting is solving all the oddness. My occupant is even shapeshifted a bit to allow me to interact with them even if they’re inside me, and to let them fit inside if they’re big enough that would be trouble otherwise. I haven’t ever peeled myself apart to let someone else see more precisely what’s going on, and, uh, Christa’s not really in a state where I should be doing that right now, I think. I know, I know, you didn’t ask, but you’re rather glowing with curiosity, and normally I’d offer, but due to the obvious thing I'm not.”

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"Oh, of course, I wouldn't want to bother her," she hastens to agree. "That's so fascinating, though! Maybe another time."

Which prompts her onto a line of thought that ends, after a second or two, in a more subdued question: "...is she going to be okay?"

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“I think so. She’s a rather durable girl. I think she just needs some time for the shock of it to wear off. Even if she’s not thinking much, she’s still putting it further in her past with each passing day, and that helps with emotional intensity.”

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"Okay," she says, nodding. "Let me know if she wants someone else to talk to? I'm pretty good with people, I think."

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“I will. But. Did you want to try testing yourself against my shields? That is what we were talking about before we got distracted, after all.”

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"Right, yes." She smiles self-consciously. "Sorry, I got distracted. If... if you're really okay with it?"

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"I am. I'd be very surprised if anything went wrong."

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"...okay. Okay. Um. Right now?"

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"Yes, right now. It's okay, you can ramp up the pressure slowly and I'll tell you in advance if it looks like you might break through."

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"Okay."

She takes a deep breath, and starts very small and goes very slow. At first there isn't noticeable pressure at all, and then there's just a whisper of it, and then it starts moving through the normal range of what one might expect from an average telepath probing one's shields, and then it passes straight through that range and out the other side, and at no point during this process does Tanthe begin to show signs of strain, just concentration. But, on the other hand, the range of what one might expect from an average telepath probing one's shields isn't enough to put Aire at risk.

Tanthe sure does keep going, though. She starts looking like she's doing something effortful and not just focus-intensive after she's reached something like twice the pressure Christa could possibly have managed. And she can keep going from there, though not trivially, if Aire doesn't tell her to stop.

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She can keep out twice Christa's pressure easily enough. She doesn't tell her to stop.

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Three Christas, and four Christas, and she's still going strong. Five Christas and she's starting to flag a little.

"...that's stronger than I knew shields could be," she says, pausing there for a moment. "Are you sure you're all right?"

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“I’m sure. I can tell you’re pushing, but you’re not at risk of breaking through just yet.”

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"...okay."

She keeps going. Five Christas, then six, and most of the way to seven she releases the pressure entirely, shaking her head. "That's as much as I can manage without hurting myself. Definitely a lot more than I expect I could do by accident."

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“Oh, good! I was a bit worried there when you just kept going, eventually that would have been too much. I don’t know for certain how many people’s shields would be able to resist that, but certainly some. For all their strength my shields aren’t so strong that its impossible to outmatch them, and I still had some buffer there. You might end up restricted to anomalies like me or people with more esoteric methods of keeping you out, but you'll have some options.”

 

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"...wow," she says, quietly, almost more to herself than Aire.

But the relief of a person whose problems have all been solved is notably absent from her countenance.

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Aire tilts her head, confused. Why doesn’t she seem more relieved?

More problems, then. Doesn’t want to get married, is now missing an excuse not to? No, that doesn’t seem right. Well, she can always just ask.

“I can’t help but notice that you don’t seem particularly relieved by this information. I don’t want to pry too much, so if you’re not comfortable just let me know, but I do find myself feeling rather invested in this now that I’ve helped once. Perhaps whatever your other problem is will also happen to be unexpectedly solvable.”

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"...all right, you caught me," she says, with an awkward laugh. "My psychic problems were very real but I was also using them as an excuse to avoid mentioning my other, more awkward, less tractable problems."

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“Ah, I see. If I mysteriously happen to have a viable solution to those will it turn out you have an even more dire, even more awkward third set of problems?”

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"No, at that point I will have run out."

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"Oh, good. I'm glad you're a person rather than an ambulatory nesting doll composed entirely of additional problems. Well, I can't promise a solution, but I can promise that my sense of what exactly is too awkward to talk about is probably rather a lot more lenient than you're used to."

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...she giggles softly at the joke.

"On the other hand," she says, "my sense of what's too awkward to talk about..." She shrugs. Awkwardly.

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She leans forward a little and rests her hands on the back of one of Tanthe’s, incidentally giving Tanthe a bit of a better view of Aire's chest.

“If you’re dead set on not talking about it I can stop pushing. But, well, I did have an unexpected solution to the last problem. And I think a little awkwardness might be worth it if it happens to be the case that I have the solution to the next one.”

 

 

 

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(She glances at Aire's chest, flushes slightly, and closes her eyes. She doesn't pull her hand away, though.)

"...I did... sort of hope... that I'd find someone here who could help me. But—it's so hard to figure out—what to say, how to explain—"

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“Well, you could try telling it like a story? How did you learn there was a problem? Although given the awkwardness perhaps that’s a nonstarter.”

Tanthe closing her eyes like that is odd. She clearly liked looking, so it’s not that. And it’s not that she’s embarrassed, she’s got her eyes closed, that makes her downward glance really obvious. What’s going on here?

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"Well, you see," she says, with a self-conscious giggle, opening her eyes only to shyly look away. "I learned there was a problem when I was thirteen and laid a copper egg."

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“Well, that’s certainly odd. I've heard of people laying eggs before, but never copper ones.”

 

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"All the women in my father's family lay golden eggs every month, except when we lay silver or copper instead. Only I didn't know that at the time, because..." she hesitates, sighs, shakes her head. "Look, you're not—I don't know, secretly working for the Red Queen or anything, are you?"

(She smiles very self-consciously at the ridiculousness of the question.)

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She laughs.

"No, I'm not even sort of secretly working for the Red Queen."

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"Oh good. Sorry, I just..."

She hesitantly glances around the bar.

"...is there somewhere more private we can talk? And, I know this is silly, but can you promise me you won't—I don't know, try to kidnap me or sell me or otherwise exploit me economically for my shiny valuable eggs? I really don't want that to happen."

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"I promise I won't kidnap you, or exploit you for your eggs. If you want something more private, the bar mimic actually has a few rooms people can use, in addition to the apartment the 'barkeep' stays in. Although not as many as it would if it was an inn mimic proper. They're also, ah, rather small, and typically intended to be used for a short period of time. And, given that this is the Pink, often in use. But probably one of them is free right now."

 

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"...ah. I see." She blushes. "Well—as long as we're very clear that we're going in there to talk. And not... not talk. Then I think I'd rather. Sorry, I just—it's all tangled up with family secrets and I think I have some idea why the family keeps them so secret. I really don't want to be overheard."

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"No, that makes perfect sense. Anyway, I'm the one who's been here before, let me lead the way."

And then she heads off towards the staircase in the back.

Wow, Aire's ass really does look nice in that tight skirt, doesn't it? Tanthe should be careful not to stare.

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Oh dear. This is going to be one of those nights where she's up past midnight meditating, isn't it.

Well. Aire has been really helpful so far. She's hard to get a read on sometimes, but she seems all right? And she hasn't lied, and she responded appropriately to requests for reassurance. All in all, it seems pretty safe.

She takes slow calming breaths and follows Aire and doesn't even need to spend that much effort avoiding looking at her ass.

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Those slow deep breaths probably aren't helping with the pheromones!

And here they are at the room! It is, as promised, small. There's a bed, a pair of chairs, and a small table between them all packed rather closely together, and that's about it. There isn't actually space for both a third chair and the ability to move to fit in the room together at the same time.

Aire moves to sit at the far chair, and gestures invitingly at the other. Then, she waits for Tanthe to talk.

Do you know what else won't help with the pheromones? Being in a much smaller room with Aire!

Fortunately they aren't actually incredibly strong, either in effect or scent, while Aire is wearing clothes. Just enough to make her seem just that little bit more attractive and reasonable, and ensure she smells nice, that's all. 

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Aire does smell very nice. Tanthe tells herself firmly that this is not relevant to the conversation at hand.

She sits in the other chair and fidgets.

"Um. So. ...the normal way it goes, in my father's family, is that the women lay golden eggs once a month and that's all, everything else about them is pretty ordinary. I didn't realize until I laid copper that laying copper was something that could happen. But, it turns out, it can. And it's—a problem."

Further fidgeting.

Deep breath.

"...this is sort of weird and awkward to explain but... all right. The ones who lay gold all the time, they do it because they have only one womb. The rest of us have more, in a chain one after the other. Three is silver gold and platinum, so you start silver, and only get gold if you, um, activate, the next one. Five is copper silver gold platinum emerald - my great-grandma was one of those. I have seven; I started at copper, but if I went deeper I could do silver, gold, platinum, emerald, sapphire, and diamond. And I shouldn't. I shouldn't have sex at all. Because the more wombs we have, the worse we are at stopping once we start. I never heard about Great-Grandma until I laid copper, because after she accidentally went too far she spent her whole life in the brothel across the street—it gets worse at every layer, see, each one makes you want twice as much as the last, and she got caught by a plant monster that opened all five and that was that. And I don't want that," she says, near tears with the strength of her emotion. "I want to help defeat the Red Queen, I want to inherit the inn from my parents, I want to find that library I've heard rumours about and read all the books there, I want to live a life."

She wipes away her tears and blinks nervously at Aire.

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Aire keeps very strong control over herself, once it becomes clear that this is going to be approximately the hottest thing she’s ever heard. That’s a vastly superior version of what she’s been trying to do with Sex Magic, and only vaguely succeeding very small amounts at. Perhaps she’ll learn more in the future, and be able to do it on demand, although she doubts that. No, she thinks she’ll be able to get more damaged, stupider, and hornier people out the other side. Something good, but not something perfect. Her old favourite thing, and not what she suspects will very rapidly become her new favourite thing.

It’s suddenly very important to her that she not mess this up.

Okay, no fooling around, no being blatant enough that if Tanthe was just a little bit more alert she’d notice. No acting like this is a game. It’s not that it still isn’t one, of course, it’s just that if she loses this time it will be a tragedy.

Oh, once the conclusion of the evening is sufficiently foregone, she can play a bit. Right now, no. No risks.

“Oh no, that’s a much worse problem than I was expecting. Well, I can’t say I have some shocking revelation about how I happen to have exactly the solution to all of your problems. But I also haven’t suddenly reconsidered my promise not to exploit you for profit, if that’s what you’re looking nervous about. If I could fix that I would, but I don’t think I personally could alter the biology of that. I can’t think of anything besides perhaps an incredibly skilled fleshcrafter that would have the chance, and that’s plausibly my own ignorance of fleshcrafting speaking there more than anything else.

But, well, I don’t think I quite understand the bit about no sex, if the problem is womb penetration? Most boys aren’t actually large enough to manage that, and girls would have an even easier time not doing it by accident. Is the “worse at stopping once we start” thing bad enough that you’re worried you might actually just decide to go out and, um, do it on purpose? If so, well, all I can say is that I wouldn't wish the inability to have sex on my worst enemy.”

Everything she said is true, actually. She’d fix Tanthe's problems after she’d fucked her silly, so she could put her problems back and fuck her silly again. But Tanthe doesn’t need to know that. And the rest of it is just straightforwardly true.

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She shakes her head. "Womb penetration is a problem but it's not the only one. It's not safe for me to have sex at all, even just regular penetration could start something I can't stop. It's, um," she blushes, "also not safe for me to orgasm but luckily I can't without help."

Fidget fidget.

"It's... possible that with as much willpower as I've got I could get away with dabbling, but without knowing how much is safe ahead of time, I really shouldn't risk anything, you know? And even if it turned out to be safe, it'd still make my life more difficult. Um. Because—we're hornier at laying time, and the ones with seven layers like me, all the records say as soon as they had sex at all, they were in laying time for the rest of their lives. I already have a lot of trouble around laying time, I don't want to make that my life."

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Aire nods. With all the caution engendered by that kind of thing Aire is suddenly quite glad she didn't do anything more blatant than lean forward slightly to give Tanthe a bit of a better view and touch her hands. She might have realized Aire's goal to seduce her, which normally isn't that much of a problem, beyond it being a less fun move in the game. Most people enjoy being seduced by pheromone-enhanced attractive women. But, well, Tanthe is in a highly abnormal situation.

“Ah, I think I understand a bit better. Well, you have kissed someone and not ended up spending the rest of your days in the nearby brothel, so I guess you have some idea of what all that willpower purchases you in increased tolerance. Or did the problem with your telepathy crop up quickly enough that- Oh. If you were in their mind enough to be changing things, you would also be reading things. And then perhaps putting the combination of what you got from yourself and your partner back into your partner’s mind for you to read out again in a feedback loop. Which is an odd enough situation that maybe you didn’t get much information about the non-telepathic version out of the experience.”

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"It was... a little worrying, on the willpower front," she admits. "I wouldn't have thought ahead of time that I'd ever go in somebody's head without even noticing I was doing it - so if I got any more carried away, what else might I do? But. Yes. Maybe it would be better, if I wasn't reading them. I don't know."

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Well, the obvious thing to do at this point if Aire didn’t particularly care about the outcome is offer to try kissing. But she does care about the outcome, rather a lot. Even if it seems like Tanthe will nervously demur, she thinks the correct choice here is to offer, just to put the idea in her head. It wouldn’t be worth the risk if she seemed likely to decide to bolt, but she isn’t parsing that way to Aire’s instincts. No, more likely she’d either shyly accept or shyly decline, most things outside of that range don’t seem likely to her.

She’s got rather good instincts for this type of thing, albeit not infallible ones; she did spend most of her memories living in a cave alone with a Pit Worm. Most of her old procedural knowledge is still there, but some of the subtleties and reasoning behind it are missing.

Well, she can’t let that stop her. Her only option is to use what she has to figure out what the best course of actions is and then do that. So, course of action chosen, she moves ahead on it.

“Well, we did just meet so it would be entirely understandable if the answer was no. And I don’t know if you like girls as much as you like boys, so maybe you wouldn’t actually learn too much from it. But we did just discover that my shields are strong enough to keep you out. So. If you were curious how much less intense it is without the telepathy, well, you do have the opportunity to learn.”

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"...maybe?" she says, hesitant and uncertain. "It's not just that I might hurt you, right, it's also that I might get carried away and do more than I meant to. I guess... if you make sure to stop things if it goes any farther than kissing...?"

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"I could absolutely do that!"

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"...maybe, then." She's darting blushing looks at Aire's chest and lips. "If... if you're sure it'll be okay."

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"I will work very hard to make sure that you don't regret it."

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She takes another deep breath, looking very very nervous, and closes her eyes for a few seconds to settle herself and think things through.

She doesn't have to do this. There's a case to be made that she shouldn't. But Aire did already solve one major problem today, and she seems so confident that she can keep things from going badly. And... it would be nice, to be able to safely kiss someone. Maybe, with enough practice, she could even go back home having learned how to keep her hands off other people's brains, and then—well. Best not to get ahead of herself.

She opens her eyes again, and nods hesitantly. And—looks around for a sensible place to try things. The bed is very intimidating, but at the same time clearly logistically superior to trying to shuffle these chairs closer to one another.

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"We can do either the bed or the chairs, whichever you prefer, but I really do recommend the bed. Less awkward, more comfy."

And easier to slowly escalate there.

The goal here, she thinks, should be to turn up the desire Tanthe's feeling slowly enough that there isn't an obvious point where she should stop. To that end, it's better to let Tanthe make as many decisions as possible. She'll be perhaps less likely to get carried away that way in the short term, but that's plausibly a good thing, and she'll also be less likely to notice anything wrong. What Aire cares about here is the long term, so the primary thing she has to avoid is Tanthe becoming suspicious or worried enough to decide to stop.

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She eyes the bed warily, but nods. "I must admit you're right."

Okay. So. All she has to do is... sit on the bed. Yes. Yes? Yes.

 

She slides nervously out of her chair and perches on the very edge of the bed as though she is half expecting to have to jump up and flee the room at any moment.

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Aire will move very slowly and gently to sit just far enough away from Tanthe that she'd have to scoot a bit closer to actually start kissing.

"We don't have to start quick. There's no hurry; there's still more free rooms, and even if there weren't nobody would begrudge us for spending half an hour in here sitting on this bed doing nothing. When you're ready to start, let me know, and I'll shift a bit closer."

And, of course, if they do end up sitting there doing nothing for half an hour Aire's pheromones will have enough time to make Tanthe suggestible enough she could probably be convinced of all sorts of things. 

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She does in fact take a little time, first closing her eyes and lightly meditating, then opening them again to study Aire. Her truesight has always been less well-trained than her other talents, because neither Mama nor Auntie Meri had it, but she thinks she can glimpse an outline of Christa through Aire's body if she focuses just right.

...right, Christa. Is also here. She hesitates for a moment before processing this information, because they had a whole plan here, and this is a disruption to the plan. But it is correct for the plan to be disrupted by this. Not letting the plan be disrupted by this would be a mistake.

"Um, I may be very silly but I just noticed, your friend doesn't have your shields," she says apologetically. "I'm not going to squish you by accident but... is there a way to make sure she's safe, too?"

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Ah, she'd missed that. She does have a solution to the problem, but it will leave her bereft of Christa's telepathy for the duration. Well, if Tanthe's lost enough for her shields to come down she should also be lost enough to project into Aire's mind, and she thinks she might be able to twist her shields such that the information gets through without the associated mental alteration. If that's the case the only thing she'd be losing is Christa's ability to plant thoughts in Tanthe's mind, but Tanthe's an experienced enough telepath she'd likely notice that anyway if she was even sort of in her right mind, even if she was distracted enough to let her shields down. No, the ability would only be useable after it was no longer needed.

"I've actually got the ability to walk around independently of my wearer, if I want. Christa should be fine having a bit of a break in the bar's basement. There's tentacles for her to play with there of course, so she'll still be enjoying herself, but maybe something a bit less all-consuming than what I've been doing to her would be a good change of pace. Given past experience, even if I left her to sleep it off in a neighboring bed it'd still take her most of a day to come up from cozy pseudo-dreaming. She won't mind."

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"Oh, that's good," she says, relieved. "Okay. Could you please do that, then?"

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"Of course."

And she heads off.

Christa notices something's changed, when the pleasure gets less intense, but her only real response is to snuggle happily into the bar mimic's tentacles and drift off halfway to sleep.

It doesn't take Aire long, she's back and sitting next to Tanthe again a couple minutes later.

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In that time, Tanthe has settled somewhat more comfortably onto the edge of the bed and meditated a little. She opens her eyes when she hears Aire return.

"You look different," is the first thing she says. "Not outside. Inside. That's interesting..." and then she ducks her head, blushing. "And I'm getting distracted again."

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Aire is actually having to exercise deliberate control not to look too eager. Well, fortunately she's good at that, although Tanthe is uncomfortably perceptive.

She giggles.

"Don't worry about it, it's cute."

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She blushes harder. "Thank you. Um." Tentatively, she pats the bed next to her. "Come sit down?"

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She wiggles over a little bit closer. Her shoulder bumps into Tanthe's.

Wow, her face is really close, isn't it? All Tanthe has to do is lean in. 

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Nervous nervous nervous.

She takes a moment to calm herself down, but not all the way. It's probably a good idea to be a little nervous, under the circumstances.

Then, slowly, warily, she leans in for a kiss.

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Aire is slow, and cautious, and lets Tanthe do most of the movement.

But oh, her lips feel so nice. 

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That is so much nice. That is a lot of nice. Oh goodness. How did things get to be this nice.

She focuses very hard on enjoying exactly what she is doing and not wanting anything more. It's not easy, but she has a lot of practice. If she really tries, she can just kiss Aire, and enjoy kissing Aire, and keep herself immersed in the moment and not imagine what else they could be doing besides kiss.

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Aire is very good at kissing. She can make make sure to impart just the right amount of pleasure to make Tanthe very keen to keep kissing her, while not so much that she becomes worried about her self control.

Of course, the longer they kiss, the harder it’s going to be for her to not imagine anything else, as Aire’s pheromones get to her. 

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Tanthe is remarkably stubborn about this sort of thing, and she has a lot of practice. She can - not exactly meditate, not fully, but do something similar, reorienting her attention in just the right way. When it works, it means that all her lust feeds back into enjoying the experience she's having, without pulling her out of it and turning her toward other possibilities.

At first she hardly ever slips. Then she slips once in a while, but not very often.

It takes about half an hour of slow soft closed-mouth kisses before she pulls back and says, uncertainly, her lips very pink and her eyes very bright, "...maybe time to be done now? I keep. Thinking about. Things." She is clearly very conflicted on the subject of it being time to be done.

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Oh, that look on her face is lovely.

“As long as they’re only thoughts, they can’t do any harm, right? You could keep kissing me a bit more and be perfectly safe."

And she's so beautiful, and she smells so nice, and obviously everything she says makes perfect sense.

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"...I'm not so sure..." she says doubtfully, staring at Aire's lips and remembering very vividly how good and soft they feel.

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"I'm still perfectly capable of stopping you if you try to go too far."

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She closes her eyes and takes a few deep breaths to settle herself. When she opens them again, though, she still can't seem to take them off of Aire.

The logic is sound. As long as she trusts her, which she does, right? It seems obvious that she should trust her. Aire has been nothing but helpful this whole time. People, generally, aren't bad; of all the many many minds she's read in passing, only a tiny handful of them ever really seemed to wish ill on others in a malicious way. Even when she's had to warn her father someone was trying to cheat him on a deal, those people were just looking to get ahead. And Aire made an honest promise that she wasn't going to betray Tanthe for material gain. Aire has been honest this whole time.

(There's a distant, elusive feeling that something might be missing from that picture, but when she tries to chase it down, she can't find anything, and she keeps getting distracted. This in itself should perhaps be something of a red flag, but the thought of calling a halt to things over nothing but a vague notion that she isn't managing to be cautious enough seems so silly, and so unlikely to involve kissing Aire.)

"...okay," she says softly, and kisses her again. This time she is just a tiny bit more adventurous, letting her mouth open just slightly to get a taste of Aire's lips, nothing so daring as actually letting anyone's tongue enter anyone's mouth.

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Aire matches Tanthe, her lips parted ever so slightly.  

And Aire can get small, tiny bits of her aphrodisiac saliva on her and Tanthe's lips. So little it'll barely have any effects.

Aire tastes as good as she smells. 

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Oh no, she does taste as good as she smells. Terrible. Whatever will Tanthe do.

 

The answer, to no one's surprise, turns out to be 'kiss her even more'.

 

She said, right, she said she could stop things if they went too far. She won't let Tanthe get too carried away. So it would be okay, if Tanthe wanted to touch her. Just a little, not even anything lewd, just putting her hands on Aire's shoulders, running her fingertips over Aire's face and neck, instead of keeping herself absolutely strictly confined to only practical contact. It would be okay. It will be okay. It's okay.

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And look, it's completely fine! Sure, touching Aire like that feels rather good for all that it isn't particularly lewd. Her skin is pleasant to the touch, soft and warm. And maybe that prompts some thoughts about what other parts of Aire might be nice to touch. But she isn't throwing herself at Aire at all. She's still in complete control of herself.

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With focus and determination, despite the significantly increased difficulty, she manages to go back to living entirely in the moment. She enjoys the feel of Aire's skin, the taste of her lips, her softness and warmth, and doesn't reach any farther than that. She experiences her arousal not as a desire but as a sensation, and a very pleasant one. It feels good to be kissing Aire like this, and it feels good to be turned on about it, and it doesn't have to be anything more than that, it doesn't have to be anything more than a slow sweet soft safe way to feel good.

She isn't even pushing on Aire's shields! She's been so good at that!

 

But it occurs to her, now that the thought of reading Aire's mind has come up, that last time she kissed someone she had very direct access to how they felt about it, and this time she doesn't so much. Aire doesn't look bored or impatient or unhappy, but sometimes people hide that sort of thing! She pulls away worriedly to ask, "You're having a good time too, right?"

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"I am! This is really nice."

She wraps an arm around Tanthe's middle and gives her a reassuring squeeze to punctuate her statement.

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Oh cozy! Tanthe smiles and leans into the embrace, wrapping her arms around Aire's shoulders in turn and giving her cheek a soft nuzzle.

"I'm glad," she says, and returns to kissing, this time from slightly closer. Even fully clothed, without any skin touching skin, there's something really nice about having Aire's arm around her. She happily incporporates that into her enjoyment-of-the-moment.

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Aire kisses Tanthe like that for a minute or so, and then gently reaches up with her other arm to wrap it around Tanthe's waist as well.

When this movement shifts her torso so it's facing in Tanthe's direction Tanthe can feel Aire's chest squish against hers, just a little. They're still not that close, she can only feel it at all because they're both rather well endowed. And really, it's barely any pressure at all. Surely it's nothing worth worrying about.

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The issue, it turns out, with keeping yourself firmly in the moment, is that when the moment contains nicer things than it did a minute ago, you don't always notice in time to reevaluate.

Instead of reacting consciously to this development, she just keeps kissing Aire, and reacts unconsciously instead: squirming a tiny bit, pressing closer, enjoying the sensation without worrying about what it means.

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And oh, what nice sensations they are.

Slowly, gradually, with each passing kiss the distance between Aire's lips increases. Her tongue darts out occasionally, carefully not touching Tanthe's lips, only ensuring that her little tastes of Aire feed her more and more aphrodisiac over time.

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Gradually, still without Tanthe even quite noticing, her hands start roaming a little more boldly over Aire's body. There are so many good places to touch. There is so much soft warm skin. Her hands don't understand abstractions like the difference between different regions of the body; her hands just know sensations, warmth and softness, cloth and skin. There's no moment of obvious distinction where she becomes aware that she's stroking the sides of Aire's breasts or gently squeezing her butt the same way she's been stroking her face or gently squeezing her shoulders.

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Aire's body is soft, and squishable, and warm. 

Aire keeps her hands where they are, and stays mostly still while Tanthe lightly gropes her. She wants to keep Tanthe in this half-aware state for as long as she can. There's the risk of her coming out of it quickly and being clearheaded enough to realize something of what's going on when she does, but with each passing second that becomes less likely.

 

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She does, eventually, gain a vague awareness that something is in some way off.

And she does, a little while after that, gently extricate herself from her self-imposed partial flow state to figure out what's up.

 

Unfortunately, as soon as she does that, all the thoughts she wasn't having because she was too busy feeling things crash down on her at once. She bites her lip to stifle a moan, shivering slightly, resting her forehead against Aire's.

"Um," she says, and stalls out there. What does she do. How does she do it. What does she do that isn't any of her body's three dozen very terrible suggestions.

Okay, baby steps. At home, in her familiar routine, how would she react to finding herself in this state?

She would go home and lock herself in her room and satisfy her body as best she can and then meditate back to equilibrium from there.

Well, home is very far away, and trying to run for several days straight through the Pink while feeling like this is not to be thought of. So, adapt to the situation you find yourself in.

Sending Aire out of the room so she can have privacy is—is—is no. Though maybe Aire will want to leave? (She clings a little tighter, purely on instinct, at the thought.) No, self, don't be like that, if Aire doesn't want to stick around for this that's okay. Just... explain, out loud, in words, with your face parts that are for making words, and see what Aire thinks.

Despite her instinctive denial of the idea, she stubbornly takes the time to ask herself the question: should Aire be here, while she—? The reason why Tanthe has never done this in front of another person before is pretty obvious, and, she must admit, most of the reason why she doesn't want Aire leaving is precisely because she wants so very badly for Aire to touch her more, in some ways that are safe but as many as several that are not.

But—Aire is safe. Right?

The words I will work very hard to make sure that you don't regret it echo in her thoughts. Aire said that. Aire said that and meant it.

So yes. Safe.

 

Tanthe clears her throat, aware that she's been blinking dazedly at Aire for more than a few seconds by now and should really say something.

"I'm—in a bit of a state," she admits, squirming slightly. "I, um. Normally if I was by myself I'd... do, some things, by myself, and then meditate away the rest? But. Um." She's blushing heavily, she just knows it. "I—don't have to be by myself. You could stay. You could even, um, hold me. If you wanted. But only if that sounds like fun!" she hastily emphasizes. "I wouldn't want to impose! And I wouldn't want—if it would be too hard, doing things like that when you can't have sex with me—I don't want to, um, make you have a hard time, or make you feel bad."

There. That was several entire coherent sentences. Mostly. Kind of. She hopes.

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Those were coherent sentences! Also rather exactly the ones Aire was hoping she'd hear, after Tanthe pulled away.

"Holding you while you take care of yourself sounds like a wonderful use of my time."

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"O-okay," she says, wobbly with the effort of defending herself against her own bad ideas. "Okay. Okay."

She starts taking off her clothes. Ever since she left home, clothes have been a kind of last-resort safety measure for her, a physical barrier between herself and the outside world. Taking them off is a very vulnerable thing, and she is deeply aware of every breath of air that touches her skin. Very unhelpfully, her libido seems to have decided that the vulnerable intimacy of getting naked in front of another person is really hot.

Underneath all the layers, she looks more or less as you'd expect, with three noticeable oddities: a purity tattoo on her belly, faint lines along her ribs that hint at gills, and a luminous tracery of silver swirling down her back that looks almost like it might be a magical tattoo of its own, except that it doesn't quite look right for any of them. The closest is definitely eye, though.

She piles all her clothes on the table, and then, hugging herself nervously, sits down on the bed again and nestles close to Aire for a few deep meditative breaths.

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Aire finds herself rather distracted by Tanthe's nakedness. Her gaze travels greedily around her body. Her mind begins to generate the fantasy of growing her cock with sex magic until it's two feet long and persuading Tanthe to penetrate all her wombs with it before she cuts her fantasies off. She can't afford to get too turned on or her lust aura will start to activate, and horny and out of it as Tanthe is that could still very well prompt her to have Aire leave the room.

She controls her lust, wraps one of her arms around Tanthe's waist again, and waits for her to begin.

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"Touching oneself" is a euphemism for masturbation, but in this case it's a very literally apt one. When Tanthe nudges Aire out of her way and lies down, that's exactly what she does: touch her own body, running her hands over her stomach and thighs, tracing the lines of her purity tattoo, caressing the curves of her breasts.

She escalates only gradually from there. It's a slow, relaxing process, and while it definitely isn't making her any less turned on at this point, it does help her regain some control. She squeezes and hefts and fondles her breasts, smooths her palms down her chest and stomach, slides them back up again to play with her tits some more. Her breasts are really sensitive; part of the reason she isn't touching her vulva much is that her vulva is a danger zone and she's in the habit of working up to it slowly, but part of the reason is that touching her breasts feels just as good.

Her fingers brush over her nipples, and she moans softly. Down again to stroke her thighs and stomach, slow, soft, soothing. Then she dares to pinch a nipple between her fingers and gently twist and roll it. Her gasps and shivers imply that this is fully as intense for her, maybe even more so, as how most people would experience direct genital stimulation.

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"Let me know if you'd like me to hold you," she says when Tanthe lies down, and postions herself parallel to Tanthe on the bed, lying on her side instead of on her back. Tanthe has a very nice view of her breasts, should she decide to use it.

While Tanthe goes about attempting to calm herself down, Aire's pheromones and aphrodisiacs whisper to her, gently encouraging any thoughts or actions that might lead her to feel more pleasure and softly massaging her mind away from any about how feeling too good might be dangerous. Tanthe's will is strong; what would be overwhelming effects in a more normal person are nudges in her.

Absent any requests on Tanthe's part, Aire will wait, patient and paying close attention, for Tanthe to fall back into a less aware, less controlled state. Aire doesn't actually have any examples of people becoming more in control of themselves by masturbating without orgasm, she really isn't expecting that to actually work beyond the short term.

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Tanthe's version of masturbating-without-orgasm is pretty idiosyncratic, and she seems to be confident it's going to work, but it's not yet clear how. Currently her favoured activity seems to be playing with her nipples for a bit and getting very hot and bothered about it and then taking a break to touch other parts of her body before continuing.

It takes her a while to remember that being held is a possibility, because she's pretty out of it at this point, but eventually she does manage to say out loud with her voice, "Y-you can, hold me, that'd be good..."

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And she gently snuggles into Tanthe's side and wraps her arms around her, her head resting between Tanthe's shoulder and her chest as she looks up at her face.

Incidentally, rather a lot of Tanthe's naked skin is now pressed against Aire's naked skin. And her breasts in particular, half-clothed though they may be, are pressing up against her ribs.

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It's... strange, being so close to someone else while she does this. New. Different.

...kind of really nice, actually.

 

She keeps touching and playing with herself, keeps stroking her breasts and lightly twisting her nipples. And she keeps getting more turned on, but slowly.

And then, for almost the first time in this entire interlude, one hand dips between her legs. She fucks herself with her fingers, slow and gentle but still with a certain sense of urgency, twisting and squirming and rolling her hips and gasping and panting and looking for all the world like she's definitely going to get herself off, even though she can't—

—and she doesn't, but it still works, somehow. After fucking herself like that for a couple of minutes, she stops and stretches out and turns toward Aire and snuggles up, with a release of tension that's not quite like the release after orgasm but certainly seems to be doing some of the same job.

It is by no means solving her whole problem, however. She should really meditate.

What if instead she cuddles Aire, though, what if that. Aire is soft and warm and cozy and safe.

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Aire snuggles Tanthe close and wiggles a bit to get them more comfortable. She's pretty close to six inches taller than Tanthe, so Tanthe ends up with her head resting just above Aire's breasts as their legs tangle together. Not with her face in them, of course, that would be terribly dangerous. 

She holds Tanthe in her arms as she inhales breath after breath of Aire's scent from inches away. Her pheromones aren't at their strongest there, but her whole body releases at least a little of them.

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Aire's upper chest area turns out to be made of warm soft skin which is very good to nuzzle. What an amazing discovery.

"...less of a state now," she murmurs, nuzzling accordingly. "Not none. Should... should..."

Should nuzzle? Definitely should nuzzle. Definitely should not do any of the very bad ideas which, having been briefly banished by her masturbatory ritual, are now lurking at the edges of her consciousness again. But she's not quite together enough to get from 'do not do the bad ideas' to 'perhaps, do the thing that is meant to finish making the bad ideas go away'.

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After a bit, Aire shifts just slightly to get more comfortable.

And oh, look at that! If Tanthe wants to nuzzle into something even softer, well, Aire's breasts are right there!

Aire runs her fingers through Tanthe's hair, still untangled despite all that enjoying herself she was just doing. There's just the tiniest pressure in the direction of her chest.

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Flumph. Cozy.

"'s nice," she mumbles, barely intelligible past the muffling effect of all that soft flesh. "Y'r... nice." Extra nuzzle. Cozy and warm and soft.

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She runs her fingers through Tanthe's hair and passes the time. Smooshed into Aire's chest as she is, her air is going to be very full of pheromones. All of the air reaching her has to run very close by Aire's skin.

She waits, and watches, as her pheromones take more and more effect. And eventually, she makes a suggestion.

"You know, if you wanted we could kiss some more. We already know kissing is perfectly safe."

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By this point Tanthe has settled into a sort of gently horny half-doze. She blinks awake and extracts her face from Aire's cleavage to process this statement.

It's true, they do already know kissing is perfectly safe. What a good way for things to be! She scoots up the bed a little to get their faces on a level, tucks one arm under her body to keep it out of the way, snugs the other arm around Aire's waist, and kisses her.

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And, well, what's the difference, really, between closed-mouth kissing and open-mouth kissing? There isn't an important one, right?

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Tanthe is definitely not paying attention to such fine-grained distinctions at this stage. Kisses are good and Aire's mouth is good.

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Which means that Tanthe's going to have to deal with rather a lot of aphrodisiac exposure. But never mind that, she can kiss Aire as much as she wants. She already knows it's safe, so she doesn't need to worry about how horny she's getting, or anything like that.

No, they've already checked. It's safe. She can just make out with Aire as much as she wants.

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As it turns out, she wants to make out with Aire a lot.

(There's something more to her reaction here than just the taste of Aire's aphrodisiacs. Specifically when Aire's tongue first enters her mouth, and not at any of the many other moments when they share a little saliva, she shivers slightly and presses closer and her kisses seem just a little hungrier all of a sudden. Maybe it's some kind of side effect of her curse, or maybe her body is just desperate at this point for any kind of penetration at all. But the effect is subtle enough that Tanthe herself doesn't notice it.)

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Aire does notice that Tanthe seems to really like it when her tongue is in her mouth.

Well, Tanthe can have as much of Aire's tongue as she wants. 

Eventually she pulls back slightly and looks at Tanthe's face for a moment. How out of it does she look? Could Aire stop kissing her for, oh, say the amount of time it would take her to take off her clothes, and still have a compliant Tanthe on her hands?

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As long as she does not mind Tanthe aggressively obstructing this process with affectionate nuzzles, and possibly kissing Aire all over her face and neck and shoulders and whatever other parts she happens to put in front of Tanthe's face, it should be fine.

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Well, Aire was going to say something about being a little uncomfortable being the only one wearing clothes as an excuse, but with what she's seeing she doesn't particularly feel the need.

Tanthe gets to kiss her face and her shoulders and her tits. 

And then Aire is back in bed with her, this time with nothing between them.

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There is so much warm soft skin.

(Is this okay—?)

(Aire is safe.)

Tanthe decides that she would like Aire to be lying on top of her so she will have both arms free to touch Aire's body. Can this be arranged? Let's find out!

"C'mere," she mumbles, nuzzling Aire's shoulder and tugging her closer and sort of nestling underneath her. "Wanna touch you." Also kisses. The last minute or so of her life has involved a tragic deficit of kisses.

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Aire is very amenable to being nestled under. Tanthe can have as many kisses as she wants. Tanthe can touch her as much as she wants.

Now that Aire's naked the pheromones are much stronger. Tanthe's going to start getting hornier surprisingly quickly, even given the thing where she has so much more of Aire to touch and feel and two hands involved in the feeling.

But it's just kissing. It's perfectly safe.

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Her arousal-fogged brain keeps making terrible suggestions, and she is still stubbornly disregarding all of them, and this whole cycle is beginning to wear on her.

What's the thing she does when she has this problem?

Right, she touches herself, that's what—

—and before she can quite get that train of thought straightened out, her hands are on her breasts, squeezing and stroking, and she's arching up to press her chest against Aire's, and all this is doing the opposite of help. She whimpers and squirms and drags Aire's face down to hers to kiss her again. One hand sneaks back down to play with her nipple, and she doesn't quite notice until she's moaning into Aire's mouth, and it's so hard to think about stopping...

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Aire is actually slightly worried Tanthe will somehow manage to pull herself back together despite it all, she's rather shockingly good at that. Well, no way around that problem but through.

In between Tanthe's kisses she says, "Kissing is safe. And touching yourself is safe. So doing both should be safe too, right?"

And then she leans back in to kiss her again before she can think too much about that.

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It looks true, and it feels true—feels more true than it looks, actually, much more, which is weird when she's not reading someone's mind—and she really wants to be kissing Aire and also really wants to be touching herself, so despite some initial hesitation, within a few seconds she's abandoned all effort to stop herself and is squeezing her breasts and twisting her nipples and whimpering loudly. The slowness and subtlety and self-control from earlier have left the scene.

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Oh good, she was worried there. If this somehow makes Tanthe calmer and more in control of herself again she's going to give up on subtlety entirely and bring out her lust aura, but given the lack of self-control she's displaying she sort of doubts it. That earlier session seemed deliberate in how it functioned in a way Tanthe probably isn't capable of right now.

Aire can stop holding back and work to drive Tanthe as mad with lust as she can, rubbing her body against Tanthe's as she plays with her breasts. Kissing her all the while of course. Or almost more thrusting her tongue in Tanthe's mouth for her to suck at this point, she's iterated on what Tanthe likes and apparently that's approximately what she responds most strongly to.

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Tanthe does in fact like more things than just that, but she does definitely also keep coming back to that, and sometimes finds herself making urgent whimpering noises if she goes too long without it.

She's squirming a lot, now, and groping her own breasts pretty aggressively. It is decidedly not helping her regain any control of herself. It seems instead to be building her up much too fast toward a peak she can't reach, and she tries to reach it anyway, and fails, and fails, and fails some more, until she collapses to the bed in defeat and whimpers despairingly and pulls Aire down for more tongue-sucking kisses.

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She can have as many of them as she wants.

(She can have as much of anything as she wants, but Aire doesn't tell her that yet, while she's still in a state where that would be bad news rather than good.)

Aire presses herself down on Tanthe from above, squishing herself pleasantly against her.

And then she has an idea. If Tanthe likes sucking on things so much, well, she's got a pair of breasts right here. That's basically kissing, right? So it's safe.

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Oh goodness. What a novel concept.

She takes to it pretty enthusiastically; her mouth is very keen on having things inside it right now. Very, very keen. And Aire's breasts taste good in a whole different way from her mouth, and Tanthe is having a wonderful time exploring those differences.

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And she can happily suck away as much as she likes.

Her fingers go back to brushing through Tanthe's hair soothingly.

Tanthe won't get dosed by Aire's aphrodisiacs as much this way, but Aire has the feeling that she's orally focused enough this might actually be better.

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(After enough time playing with Tanthe's hair, Aire might notice a pair of very discreet antennae, swept back into it and mostly hidden there but still distinguishable by being just slightly stiffer and sleeker than the surrounding hair. Tanthe reacts very slightly whenever she touches them, just the faintest of shivers.)

Tanthe is proving to be quite remarkably orally focused, yes. Licking and kissing and especially sucking Aire's breasts just feels so good. Her lips and her tongue and especially the inside of her mouth all want more, in a way that she is so far managing to mentally classify as 'basically kissing, right' so she doesn't have to question it.

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Oh, antennae. Far more importantly, sensitive antennae! She goes to work lightly brushing against them, one more way to make Tanthe feel good added to her mental catalogue.

All of that oral focus makes Aire think of what else Tanthe might find pleasant to suck on, but given Tanthe's general unease around anything hinting at penetration she'll have to try to ease her into it slowly.

She lets Tanthe suck on her breasts for a while, letting that desire for more build. And then she reaches down to hold Tanthe's jaw, and look, there's a thumb right there against her lips. Tanthe could suck that, couldn't she? 

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Oh she could! And it's even better than breasts, and in some ways even better than Aire's tongue, and Tanthe, entirely unprompted, figures out that sucking on other, longer fingers would feel even better and goes for it, moaning and squirming as she feels Aire's fingertips slide over the back of her tongue. Yes, that, that's the thing she wants.

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Control, Aire, control. If you get too turned on your lust aura will activate and who knows how this bizarre freak of nature who can calm themselves down by masturbating without orgasm will respond to that. Probably well, of course, but things are already going so well, no need to take the risk to speed up a perfectly functional process. Even if she is feeling impatient. What is having a will as strong as hers for if she doesn't use it in situations like this?

No, she'll be calm and patient as Tanthe sucks happily on her fingers. She can wait as Tanthe drives herself further toward unthinking lust.

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It's what she wants, but it's not enough. Not deep enough, not big enough, to satisfy the yearning in her throat.

She realizes on some level that this is a problem. Some part of her is still with it enough to implement the process 'when you find yourself writhing uncontrollably with a desperate unsatisfiable need for more of what you're doing, stop and do something else'.

...unfortunately, the bulk of her conscious reasoning is offline by this point, and so, acting purely on instincts heavily influenced by Aire's pheromones, she just switches from sucking desperately on Aire's fingers to groping desperately at her own breasts again. This is not a long-term solution to her problems.

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While Tanthe is being driven partially out of control by her desire for something larger to stick down her throat is the perfect time to begin.

"Tanthe. There's something I just realized you might want to know. It's nothing really any more worrying than what you already know about me, and actually a quite a bit less, but you'd probably still prefer to know anyway."

Her hand is positioned such that if Tanthe wants to start sucking on her fingers while she plays with her breasts, she can.

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She almost does—she has her mouth open and her tongue out, just starting to touch Aire's fingertips—but then she needs to use her mouth for speaking instead, and the Make Words With Your Face drive and the Don't Do Obviously Bad Ideas drive manage to form a coalition and get her to stop.

"...w, what... what is it?" she pants, nuzzling Aire's hand and trying to pay attention to this verbal interaction and not to how good it would feel to have those fingers teasing the back of her throat.

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"So, first off, there's absolutely no reason it has to come out. If you prefer, it can stay inside. But, in addition to all the other stuff I was using earlier to make sure Christa had a good time, which I think you probably know about from her unshielded mind, I also have a penis. It's retractable and really well hidden, so you probably didn't realize, but I realized that you'd probably prefer if I let you know, so here I am, letting you know. It would feel a little better to let it out of its sheathe, but if you're uncomfortable with that it can stay snuggled up inside me just fine."

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...oh dear. This news makes her shiver a little, involuntarily; penises are a threat to her, and being unexpectedly so very very close to one is not the good kind of surprise.

But. Aire is safe. Aire won't let her do anything bad to herself. So it's okay. Aire is safe. Aire is safe.

"...thanks," she manages, "f'r telling me..."

Several competing urges all collide in her mind at once, and this time the one that wins is curiosity. She lets go of her own breasts to slide her hands down Aire's body to approximately the region where one would probably store a penis if one was going to, and then lifts her head to squint with truesight. "Where's... oh," she says, tracing Aire's nearly-invisible, nearly-intangible sheath with her fingertips. "Huh."

It's there but it's not there. It's there but it's safe. Aire is safe. Everything's okay.

...she's sort of fascinated, actually, by the spectacle of a penis that can be detected but not directly touched. It's snuggled up so cozy in there. You'd hardly even know.

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"Yes, that's where it's hiding."

She reaches down to ruffle Tanthe's hair.

And then she moves her hand a bit further down to cup Tanthe's cheek, her thumb and from there her longer fingers temptingly available.

Hopefully she can get Tanthe to suck on her fingers while she ponders the mystery of Aire's almost entirely hidden cock, that seems conducive to the way she wants this to go later.

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Her tongue does dart out, half-involuntarily, to lick Aire's thumb.

Isn't that a bad idea?

Why's it a bad idea, again? It feels so good, after all.

And Aire is safe. The thing she said. About Tanthe not regretting things. That thing. Good. Safe.

 

She's sucking on Aire's fingers again now. And, yes, thinking about that shy thing in there, her palm still resting in approximately the right spot. She's not fully letting herself complete the thought, but all the pieces are in place.

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Aire, tempted as she might be, won't push. Not yet. She has rather good instincts for this type of thing, and those instincts are saying that Tanthe is still nervous enough, and not aroused enough, for suggesting letting her cock out just yet to be a good idea.

No, for now she'll let Tanthe suck on her fingers and get more comfortable with the idea of Aire having a cock.

She has time.

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Tanthe rapidly gets distracted by the urgent need to suck on Aire's fingers more more more until more isn't physically possible and she's squirming helplessly about it. This time she is noticeably slower to implement the 'do something else' solution, and also her solution this time is to kiss Aire and suck on her breasts, which helps even less than touching herself did.

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Aire's mouth and breasts are here for Tanthe to use as much as she pleases. But oh, all that kissing and sucking really doesn't seem to be making her want more any less.

And oh there are Aire's fingers again, so close. So easy to suck. Maybe they'll be enough this time?

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Maybe! Maybe they will!

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They are not.

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And she watches closely, monitoring how needy Tanthe's getting. Just a little bit before Tanthe gets desperate enough to start doing something else, Aire decides that now is the correct time.

While Tanthe sucks greedily on her fingers, Aire gently murmurs a question.

"Tanthe, I'm sort of uncomfortable in my sheathe. Would you mind if I let my cock out?"

She punctuates her request by pressing her finger a little into the back of Tanthe's tongue near the entrance to her throat. And then she begins to pull herself free of Tanthe's mouth to let her respond. Tanthe could just moan out an affirmative and go right back to sucking, and not bother with actually using words. At this point that's honestly more than some people could manage at all. But Tanthe is odd, and Aire is capable of basic pattern recognition. She fully expects Tanthe to let Aire pull her fingers out of her mouth and actually respond coherently. Somehow.

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She does whimper and chase Aire's hand a little at first, but it only takes her half a second to recognize the practicalities of the situation and let Aire withdraw so she can speak.

Cocks are very scary but—Aire is safe. Aire is safe and good and wouldn't hurt her. And she doesn't want Aire to be uncomfortable!

(And the yearning in her throat—nope that entire train of thought is headed straight for the Bad Idea Zone and will be dismantled before it leaves the station.)

"o-okay," she manages. "Are... are you all right?" Worried nuzzle. Aire should be comfy and happy! Aire is a friend.

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"Oh, it's a bit uncomfortable keeping it inside, but it isn't terrible. I'm alright."

And then her cock slowly emerges from its sheathe, inch by inch, already erect. It looks like it's growing out from her mons just a bit above her pussy, cockhead first. Presumably the oddness of an internal sheathe that functions like that is taken care of by some mild shapeshifting. With her cock out the surface area from which her most concentrated pheromones can diffuse is increased substantially. Which is to say that Tanthe will probably notice pretty quickly that Aire's cock smells even nicer than the rest of her does.

(And if Aire's mouth tasted even better than she smelled, surely...)

It isn't that large. Eight inches long, and with a thickness not incommensurate with that length. There's a pretty good chance it wouldn't even be able to reach her first womb. Of course, it would still fill up Tanthe's throat oh so pleasingly.

But she isn't thinking about that at all, right?

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She whimpers quietly. Oh it smells so good. But she shouldn't... right? It's a bad idea... right?

In her lust and confusion, her shields are finally starting to slip. But what happens isn't the grasping pressure she was afraid of; instead her thoughts just radiate from her head in an authentically blurry mess, not especially aimed in any specific direction. (And, if you're perceptive enough to look past the content to the structure, the mess is kind of fascinating. Tanthe has so many carefully-formed habits and patterns aimed at preventing this exact outcome, and they're crumbling in the face of Aire's pheromones and manipulation but fragments of them are still stubbornly clinging to life, and somewhere in there Tanthe herself is, even without the help of her preexisting mental structures, also still trying to reason her way through to the right answer. It's not going to be enough to save her, but it's still pretty impressive.)

Her thoughts fill with vivid sensory pictures of nuzzling Aire's cock and just breathing in its scent, but she hesitates, because she's scared, and because on some level she can feel how badly she'd want to suck it if she did that and she has the vague feeling somewhere in her mind that that would be a Bad Idea. She's not sure, though, not the same way that she's sure it would be a Bad Idea to put Aire's cock in certain other places (which she flinches well back from even contemplating, and only thinks of by implication, at a safe distance.) In that uncertainty, she wavers.

The compromise she arrives at, after a couple of seconds, is to suck Aire's fingers a little more urgently and slide her hand back down to Aire's crotch to explore this new feature by touch. Touching is... well, it's not that it feels safe exactly so much as that it doesn't feel specifically terrifying or disastrous.

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Aire's cock is hot and hard, except around the head, where it's spongy and slick with aphrodisiac precum. It's smooth to the touch, and when Tanthe squeezes it it twitches. In fact, it's rather responsive to Tanthe's touches in general.

 

Aire is quite good at wielding her shields. The first thing she remembers using them for is making her cognition selectively transparent, allowing Christa to notice that she was telling the truth but nothing more. Allowing Tanthe's radiated thoughts to come through well enough for her to understand them, but keeping her mind shielded from being read, should Tanthe attempt to do so, is actually slightly more complicated than that, but still within her capabilities. 

Aire has met a number of moderately intelligent people with relatively quick thoughts and relatively sharp minds. She has met perhaps a bare handful of people she was at least a little impressed by, substantially more informed than her and more than just that capable of wielding that information in interesting, novel ways. This is more than that. The scattered remnants of Tanthe's thoughts suggest discipline of a strength she's unfamiliar with. And beyond just that, the well-crafted complexity of all of it, the way it weaves together to intervene if she begins to lose control in a dozen different ways, is breathtaking. And she's still there, present even under all that Aire is doing to her. It's almost beautiful. She suspects it would have been beautiful if she could see it functioning at full capacity.

Making Tanthe fall into lust and satisfaction and little else will be wonderful. It's such a shame she'll only be able to do it once. Where will she find someone else like this, brilliant and cursed so perfectly? Oh, she'll live until something manages to find a way to kill her, but she's seen a lot of minds, and none quite like this. It will be a long time before she finds someone else as perfect as this.

Aire has to use almost all of her available willpower to simultaneously shape her shields correctly and keep herself mentally distant enough from what Tanthe's doing to her body and what she's doing to Tanthe's mind not to trigger her lust aura. It's an intense struggle, keeping herself below the threshold of lust where her aura activates, but she manages it.

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Oh it's so good to touch. So warm and smooth and soft and, and beautiful. She wants to rub her face all over it.

...she's still nervous about that, though. She strokes Aire's cock with her hand in soft exploratory caresses, and (with some difficulty) pulls back from sucking Aire's fingers long enough to mumble, "S...safe?"

If she could manage coherent sentences at this point, that would expand to something along the lines of is it safe? Is it safe to touch this, is it safe to interact with it? I won't hurt anyone, I won't get hurt?

She gazes glassily up into Aire's eyes, wanting very badly to be reassured so she can give in to her desires.

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"Touching it it safe. And you could kiss it, if you wanted. We've already agreed that kissing is safe. And if sucking my fingers and my breasts is just kissing them, then putting my cock in your mouth would just be kissing it too, right? So it would be safe. You can kiss me as much as you want."

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What unassailable logic!

(Flickers of uncertainty in the back of her mind, picking away at the gaps, wondering, worrying—to quiet to make themselves heard through the fog of need, try though they might.)

She wriggles down the bed and rubs her cheek up and down the length of Aire's cock, tucks her face right up against it to nuzzle it, caresses it with her lips and, tentatively, tremblingly, with her tongue. There's enough caution left in her to keep her a little nervous about that part. But it tastes so good, and she wants it so much, and it's not long at all before she's swallowing the whole thing down her throat and projecting her intense satisfaction at finally scratching that deep needy itch.

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Oh, that lovely scent of Aire's is so strong, nuzzling up against her cock. And it does taste even better than it smells. 

Aire runs her hands through Tanthe's hair and ever so gently moves her hips, lightly stimulating Tanthe's throat with her cock. Wouldn't Tanthe like to move it in and out of her throat, just a little? After all, putting it down her throat like that was so satisfying, surely doing it again would be just as nice.

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She would, she would like to do that. She would like that so much.

 

...but, as glorious and fantastic and perfect as this is, as much as she's enjoying it, as overwhelmed with pleasure as she feels... it's still not enough. There's a deeper itch in her throat, a yearning for more, a place inside her that hasn't been touched and very much wants to be.

(That line of thinking, that shape of her internal state, has a recognizable silhouette that is tripping some alarm bells in the back of her mind. But every time she worries, she remembers Aire promising not to let her regret this, remembers that Aire is safe, remembers that Aire wouldn't let her do anything bad to herself. She clings to that reassurance amid the storm of sensation and desire.)

She keeps sucking Aire's cock, eager and desperate, yearning wordlessly for more and deeper. But no matter how hard she tries—and she's trying pretty hard—she can't quite get it deep enough.

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She's tempted to start thrusting properly, but perhaps that motion would be enough to rouse some of Tanthe's latent patterns of thought. And it would make it even harder to control her arousal enough to keep her lust aura inactive. She's barely managing it, holding on by a thread through sheer force of will. 

"Would it be okay with you if I made my cock a bit bigger, Tanthe? I think that would make this feel even nicer for me."

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She attempts to say something like "yes please do that!!" without actually removing Aire's cock from her throat, and mostly just ends up making a lot of lewd noises and wasting some of her twelve-hour air supply.

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And with a whispered spell, Aire's cock starts to grow. One inch longer. Two. Three. Four. And there it stops, her cock now a foot long. It gets thicker, too, stretching Tanthe's throat around it even more than it already was.

This does feel better for her, she wasn't even sort of lying about that, and her self-control nearly snaps at the feeling of Tanthe's tight, wet, warm throat wrapped so tightly around her cock.

But she's far more interested in what this does to Tanthe than what it does to her.

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Tanthe is still eagerly swallowing Aire's cock but now, finally, it's enough, it reaches deep enough, it fills her up enough—there's definitely a feeling that there could be more and her body would not object to more, but it's scratching the whole of the itch, soothing all that desperate yearning to be filled. Clumsily but enthusiastically, she moves her head back and forth, fucking herself on Aire's wonderful cock. There are still a few fragmentary doubts in her mind, but they're all answered with Aire promised. And they get quieter and quieter the more her pleasure builds.

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Oh goodness, that satisfaction, the way Tanthe's doubts are quieted by her growing pleasure, all of it is perfect. She needs to drink this up, commit it to memory as much as she can, she can't forget an instant of this.

Aire slowly shifts her hips more and more, until after not too long she's holding Tanthe's face in her hands and sinuously thrusting her hips back and forth as she fucks Tanthe's throat. Her grip on her lust aura holds, for now, but each bit of stimulation makes it just a little bit harder.

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She shudders, spilling pleasure everywhere. She doesn't know what's happening; it's too strange, too new, too distant from her experience.

Aire can probably tell way ahead of time that Tanthe is building toward an oral orgasm.

All Tanthe understands is that everything is very good and more is even better and Aire's cock is beautiful and perfect and slides so smoothly deep into her throat and feels so good there, so hot and thick and hard, so incomprehensibly much better than her already delicious fingers, and the sensation of it thrusting in and out is the best thing she's ever experienced and she welcomes it wholeheartedly.

A few lingering flickers of doubt are drowned in the tide of whiteout pleasure as she comes.

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Oh fuck it's perfect, the way Tanthe's mind gets overcome. It's too hot. Aire's control over herself slips and her lust aura surges out from her. She feels an urge to thrust herself to orgasm down Tanthe's throat, but she controls herself.

Tanthe's orgasm lasts a while. Not that Tanthe recognizes it as one, of course. How would she, she's never felt one before, and from what she knows this isn't how one has orgasms. 

By the time Tanthe's orgasm finishes, Aire has regained control of herself, and her lust aura is nowhere to be sensed.

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As conscious thought begins to return, she does, indeed, have no idea what that was.

On the other hand, she doesn't need to know what it was to know she wants more of it.

She swallows Aire's cock even more urgently, makes muffled encouraging noises, runs her hands over all the parts of Aire she can reach and tugs plaintively on her hips in a wordless plea for more more more. She doesn't even notice how her body is squirming, or how she's almost dripping wet; all she's thinking about is how amazingly gloriously good it is to kiss Aire's cock, how much she wants whatever just happened to happen again several more times.

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Aire will throatfuck as many orgasms out of Tanthe as she wants.

Thrusting into Tanthe's throat with her cock stretching her out this much is intensely pleasurable, but she can, just barely, focus enough to ensure it's a purely physical pleasure, and not one that rouses the feelings and thoughts in her that cause her lust aura to slip its bonds. At first. But the shape of Tanthe's pleasure-addled mind makes that so hard, and all of this is just too perfect. As Tanthe begins to go over the crest into her second orgasm, she stops being able to manage it.

Her aura of lust fills the air, gently smothering any of Tanthe's thoughts about anything more complicated than satisfying her desires, just as she starts to orgasm again.

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At first there isn't really much of a difference. She was pretty laser-focused on satisfying her desires already.

 

Eventually, though—after, oh, about four or five throat orgasms in total, who's keeping track, certainly not Tanthe—she manages to experience something other than the unending cycle of pleasure and desire centered in her throat. Other areas of her body, she notices at last, are also experiencing pleasure and arousal and could be experiencing more of it. She stops tugging on Aire's hips and instead drops her hands to her own breasts, where she squeezes and gropes and twists, making choked little moans around Aire's cock. Yes, that does improve this situation considerably.

There's more she could be doing, but she doesn't have the hands for it, and her mind still, despite everything, instinctively flinches from imagined-sensory-pictures involving someone else touching her clit or penetrating her vagina. She is definitely having-and-then-immediately-flinching-from some of those thoughts, though.

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Aire's urges are gently whispering to her that she should cum down Tanthe's throat and pump her full of so much aphrodisiac cum she can't think. The thought is so tempting. But she controls herself. Who knows if Aire experiencing an orgasm will bring the idea to Tanthe's mind and allow her to suddenly realize that that's what she's been doing?

No, she'll control herself, and drive Tanthe to one orgasm after another, hoping to slowly dissolve that flinch response.

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Pleasuring her own breasts does make the next throat orgasm even better. But there's something missing. It feels, to her, not unlike the way it felt when she was kissing Aire's cock and Aire's cock wasn't big enough to do the thing yet. But there's not such an obvious way around it, because the problem isn't the size of her hands, it's... something? Else??

(Aire, who knows a little more about how orgasms work and what kinds there are, can no doubt tell that Tanthe is rapidly working her way up to a state of desperate constant edging, unable to give herself a breast orgasm without a partner's help, while still being throatfucked to orgasm over and over.)

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Oh good, desperation is good. The more desperate she is the less likely she is to suddenly snap back into thinking clearly. Impossible as that seems right now, Aire wouldn't particularly put it past her.

If that desperation begins to look like it will shock Tanthe back into something resembling alertness, she will offer to help Tanthe make things feel better. Hopefully, instead of that occurring all of that desperation will serve to drive that reluctance right out of her head.

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After a while of this, Tanthe's brain finally manages to flail its way into the "desperate unquenchable thirst for more of what you're doing -> do something else" redirect, and she stops playing with her tits, which unfortunately at this point does not at all stop her tits from feeling like they're on fire with need. Her thoughts bounce around incoherently for a few seconds, trying and failing to find something to do that's not what she was doing and looping over and over back to the inexorable fact that what she was doing was incredibly pleasurable and compelling and she wants to keep doing it, before she finally grabs Aire's hands and drags them down to her body, unable to think clearly enough to suspect that perhaps this is not sufficiently different.

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Fortunately for Tanthe, this does happen to be sufficiently different! As Aire begins to play with her breasts she imitates how Tanthe was doing it, first gently and then with increasing strength as she drives her towards orgasm. All the while she thrusts again and again into Tanthe's throat. She deliberately synchronizes things to drive Tanthe into breast orgasm on its own, first, so she can properly enjoy its unique feeling. Next time she can make everything nice and synchronized, but Tanthe should get to experience each individual pleasure on its own while she's still herself.

She basks in Tanthe's mind as she inflicts glorious pleasure on her. 

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Oh, that is different from when the good thing happens in her throat, in all kinds of lovely ways. Some part of her is awake enough to wonder what Aire's secret is, how she can do the same things and manage this instead of endless delicious frustration; but, luckily for Aire, that train of thought is quickly dropped in favour of squirming eagerly and making little choked moans around Aire's cock. More good things, right? More good things will happen? Please can there be more good things?

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There can be as many good things as Tanthe wants!

They can happen at the same time, even!

It's odd, hearing Tanthe's thoughts this clearly, carrying along with them her emotions. She normally only gets that from Christa. It feels strange, somehow, like its activating a mode of thought she's not used to, and now with two examples of the thing rather than one can see some of that for what it is.

She throws herself headlong into it wholeheartedly. Watching people's minds in states like this is what she lives for, and she will scrape every sliver of joy and satisfaction from this she can.

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The combined and multiplied force of an orgasm in her throat (deep and full and hungry and eager) and in her breasts (sweet and soft and just a little painful-in-a-good-way) at the same time is enough to leave her in a state that almost, for a moment, resembles satiety. She lets her head fall back to the bed, lets Aire's cock slide partway out of her throat, and sprawls out in languid contentment...

...and as her awareness shifts away from the all-consuming lust embodied in her chest and throat, it lands directly between her legs, where yet another cauldron of all-consuming lust has been brewing all this time and is now, in the absence of any more pressing thoughts, vigorously boiling over. Entirely involuntarily, she spreads her legs and dives in with both hands, one rubbing her clit (with a distant, faded sense of no, stop that, do something else that isn't nearly strong enough to overcome her need) and the other finger-fucking her sopping wet cunt.

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Oh, but how long could that moment of satiety possibly last? With Aire's cock in her throat in hands on her tits, not long at all, surely.

And doesn't she want to see what it feels like if she has that lovely double orgasm again, this time while she's playing with her pussy? Of course she does!

And Aire can use those orgasms to build that cauldron higher and higher.

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Her next double orgasm also feels good enough to make her relax a little... but she doesn't stop rubbing her clit the whole time, just slows down as it approaches, slows down more in the aftermath, and within half a minute is back to the same level of urgency as before.

Some part of her, whether out of habit or a last-ditch bid for self-preservation, is stubbornly struggling to enact the same strange deliberate self-soothing that she managed earlier. With her thoughts spilling out all over the place, fragments of the mechanism, previously mysterious, become clearer: there's a sort of... narrative to it, a sense of building up towards release, a sort of mimicking of the psychological framework of orgasm without the usual physiological aspects. It's not working, though. She's drowning in a sea of desire, surrounded by the wreckage of her meticulously crafted lifeboat.

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Aire can carry her up into that pleasure as much as she wants. Again, and again, and again.

And then, eventually, she makes Tanthe an offer.

"I could help with that. We already know kissing is safe, right? So why don't I just kiss your pussy a bit? Wouldn't that be nice?"

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Oh that does sound nice actually. There's a distant sense that this suggestion might be worrying in a different context, but kissing is safe and Aire is safe so it's okay. She attempts to signal an affirmative, mostly through eager squirming.

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Aire lays on her back and guides Tanthe to position her pussy above Aire's mouth and bend over to suck Aire's cock. See, this way Tanthe can kiss Aire's cock and Aire can kiss Tanthe's pussy at the same time. Isn't that nice?

And then Aire begins to kiss Tanthe's pussy. She starts with actual kisses, of course. But licks are basically kisses, right? So licking her clit is perfectly safe.

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She shudders, and once again long-buried warnings attempt to activate, but with Aire's cock down her throat and her own hand groping her breast and that beautiful wonderful tongue doing such beautiful wonderful things... it's a foregone conclusion. The whisper of something's wrong is lost in the storm of pleasure, locked behind a wall of misplaced trust.

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Aire licks away, gently thrusting her cock into Tanthe's throat all the while.

This is so much better now that she isn't having to control her lust to prevent it from activating her aura. She can enjoy Tanthe's pleasure as much as she wants. Or, well, nearly as much as she wants, orgasm is still plausibly a bad idea, but holding back from that is so much easier than the iron control required to stop her lust aura from leaking out. 

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Everything about this is beautiful and glorious, and she isn't at all thinking beyond the sensations of the moment, beyond the cock down her throat and the tongue on her clit, except for how she can feel her breasts yearning for more of what Aire gives them and her cunt yearning for—for—something—something that's still, amidst all this, a little too scary to think about—but Aire's mouth isn't scary, Aire's mouth is safe and warm and good and what it gives her is wonderful

When she comes, she doesn't recognize it for what it is. It feels like just another variation on what happened with her breasts and in her mouth, and those were both good and safe, so this is good and safe too, and she very badly wants more.

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Then she can have it. Over and over again. And Aire's arms are long enough to reach down and help bring her over the edge in her breasts, too. It's perhaps slightly awkward to have her hands between Tanthe's body and hers like that, but she thinks Tanthe will appreciate it.

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Tanthe appreciates it so much.

 

The first time Aire manages to give her a triple, in her breasts and throat and clit all at once, she collapses on top of her because there isn't enough attention left to spare for tasks as trivial as holding herself up, or even tasks as critically important as fucking her throat on Aire's cock. All she can do is feel.

It takes her a minute to come back from that. She's in some sense still there, still enjoying the pleasures of her body; she's just not doing anything else.

When she does, the first thing she consciously experiences is the sensation of her achingly empty cunt needing to be filled. She makes one halfhearted attempt to get a hand down there, but the logistics are far beyond her current ability to handle. Somewhere in the back of her mind, a last handful of alarm bells are ringing; but she's with Aire, and Aire is safe, Aire will protect her, she trusts Aire to make sure nothing bad happens. So it's okay, if Aire does—something—helps her somehow—with this incredibly insistent desire. It'll be okay.

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When Tanthe has a triple orgasm and her mind collapses under the pleasure, Aire has to hold herself back from orgasming along with her. It's perfect, it's even better than she imagined, Tanthe is there and she's not there at the same time, consumed entirely by her orgasm. Aire has done that to other people, but the contrast between Tanthe's normally buzzing-away mind, acting out complex ingrained reflexes and faintly noticing problems even in the midst of aphrodisiacs, pheromones, and a lust aura and what is there now makes it so much better.

 

Well, Aire can use one of her hands to help with Tanthe's problem, even if Tanthe's can't get down here. She'll keep one up by Tanthe's breasts to help there.

Since it's safe for Tanthe to put her hands there, and Aire is safe, it should be safe for Aire to put her hands there too, right? No need to even contemplate the question.

Of course, that won't be anywhere near enough to properly help with Tanthe's problem, will it?

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It really, really won't. Oh, it feels good, it feels amazing, it definitely increases her pleasure, but satisfying that deep itch? Not even slightly. And the contrast just makes her more intensely urgently needy.

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Perfect. Why doesn't she just stew in that need for a while?

Maybe if she does for long enough she'll finally start to fantasize about having sex. How has she not done that yet?

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The mental block on fantasizing about being fucked is, in fact, that strong. She stews, and wants, and needs, and comes, and coming doesn't help, and she stews some more, and all she feels is an intense yet uncertain desire for more bigger deeper, more on a sensory level than a verbal one. In fact the verbal parts of her mind are pretty much offline at the moment, and that's probably a good thing; she tends to get more aware whenever they're prompted to function again.

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Aire has never wished she had a foot long tongue more than she does at this very moment. How much would it cost, to get a fleshcrafter to give her something like that? Questions for later, regrettably she cannot summon one through sheer need alone.

Wait. That's a good idea. Can she get Tanthe to fantasize, not about being fucked, but about being "kissed" with a very long tongue?

Well, there is the problem of planting that idea in Tanthe's head requiring talking-

Wait. No. Aire's only letting Tanthe, just barely, write to her thoughts, rather than read them. But that doesn't mean she can't let just that thought out from behind her shields to be read, does it? Doing something like that at the same time as she maintains her current contortion of her shields will be hard. But she's transmitted only the fact that she was telling the truth through her shields before, with Christa, and only letting through a mental image shouldn't be too much harder. As out of it as Tanthe is she most likely won't even realize it wasn't originally her thought.

A thought forms in her head and is just barely let through her shields. Aire's tongue grows and grows, extending until it's near a foot long but still very clearly a tongue, and thus safe. Aire kisses Tanthe's pussy, and it wriggles it's way into Tanthe and fills her, satisfies that yearning desire to be full.

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Oh she wants that. Oh she wants that more than she has ever wanted anything before in her life. Please can she have that? Please please please can she have that??

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Wait, can Aire do that with Sex Magic? Why has she never considered the question of whether she can do that with Sex Magic before? Because it's never been suddenly vital information, and her instinctual sense of what was possible didn't shove literally that exact idea in her head. She has a single digit number of weeks of experience living outside of a cave wherein she couldn't scrape together enough mana to cast a spell because of that horrible etched runecircle. she probably shouldn't be so frustrated with herself for not asking the question before now.

She is anyway, though.

Well, moving on from her high standards for herself to the question of how to do this. It feels like a slightly less natural twisting of the runenode, like it's shaped to apply particularly well to penises, but she manages it. Unfortunately, the cost of this is Aire's cock decreasing in size back down to eight inches. Tanthe's will just have to deal with being disappointed by this.

Aire suspect she won't be disappointed for long. She wastes no time in pressing the tip of her now foot-long tongue against Tanthe's entrance and slowly, gently, pushing her way inside. She's careful not to go too deep, she doesn't want to brush against the entrance to the first of Tanthe's wombs and trigger a sudden realization of the danger she's in.

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It's perfect—at least to start with.

But it's just... not... quite enough. Not quite deep enough, specifically, to make her feel as gloriously full as she did with Aire's expanded cock down her throat. And now Aire's cock isn't even expanded anymore, and Tanthe is a very, very, very needy girl. Every inch of Aire's tongue sliding into her cunt is wonderful and glorious and she needs more of it.

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And Aire can give her more. Slowly. Fractional inch by fractional inch. Stimulating her clit all the while with the portion of her tongue still left outside.

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That slow teasing progression is enough to have her half-collapsed on top of Aire, squirming, swallowing Aire's cock as deep as she possibly can, grinding her crotch against Aire's face and twisting her own nipples in a desperate unsatisfiable storm of multifaceted lust. She isn't thinking about the danger at all, for once; she's immersed in her senses and her desires, fully focused on the slow slide of Aire's tongue, how every individual moment feels better than the last and the next will feel better still.

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And it just keeps going. Pushing deeper and deeper into her and flexing her tongue rhythmically to make it pulse.

She should be able to feel something, a difference in texture or pressure, before she collides with the entrance to Tanthe’s womb, she thinks. Tongues are sensitive; she can feel tiny textural differences in her teeth. Well, even if she's wrong, she should be able to recover from it, given Tanthe's formless thoughts.

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At the point where it feels like she's probably about to hit that first entrance... Tanthe is still desperately squirming for more. When she feels Aire stop there, her thoughts tumble into a confused heap, unable to process why the best thing in the world has stopped happening. Her mind paws lightly, clumsily, at Aire's shields, crying out a wordless plea.

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If Tanthe will let her rub her tongue up against that entrance, wonderful. If she'll let her penetrate it, she's won right here. At some point she's got to try for it, and she doesn't actually think she'll be able to get a substantially more cooperative Tanthe than right now.

She pushes slightly forward, just barely enough to tickle at the entrance to Tanthe's womb.

How does she respond?

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A jolt of fear, at first—but Aire is safe, she knows that, she's been clinging to that knowledge all this time, and she's not together enough to realize that she should be trusting her fear more than she trusts someone she met two hours ago, and she wants.

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Then Aire's tongue can rub against the entrance to her womb, the tip wandering gently around it.

And then she presses. Not hard, just enough for Tanthe to feel it as pressure.

Is Tanthe still feeling like she wants it deeper?

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It's possible that Aire's whole plan would fall apart right here if Tanthe had ever in her life had anything this close to her womb. But the only thing that has ever passed that gate has been eggs, and Aire's tongue feels very different from the way an egg feels coming the other way, and there aren't any lingering alarm bells set to ring if something touches her there because nothing has ever touched her there, she's never dared let herself come that close to disaster.

So, because she's processing sensation and not abstraction, and the sensation itself is so unfamiliar, there's nothing to warn her of her impending doom. All she feels is that Aire's tongue is incredible and she needs more of it inside her right now. The strange feeling inside her only increases that desire.

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And so she pushes, and pushes, and pushes, and then, pop.

Her tongue is through.

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The first, most obvious change is that suddenly Tanthe is feeling everything more deeply and intensely and in far more detail than she was before. Her need and desire and pleasure and longing are all just, more. It's as though, to use a metaphor that no one in this room would understand, her skin used to be a grubby old CRT television from the 90s and someone swapped it out for a 4K colour-corrected wide-gamut smart TV and all the little nuances that the old box couldn't even begin to show are popping out in vivid colour.

But she doesn't even have time to process the difference before her expanded senses are filled with an earth-shattering orgasm. It roars through her like a wildfire, consuming everything in its path. She bucks and clenches on Aire's tongue; her womb contracts, squeezing hard, and the pressure is just this side of uncomfortable. It would probably feel amazing on Aire's cock.

She thrashes wildly, absolutely devoid of higher cognition, capable only of keeping Aire's cock down her throat and mashing her crotch repeatedly against Aire's face.

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Oh fuck that's perfect, that's so perfect, Aire could control herself but she just doesn't bother and she thrusts up into Tanthe's mouth and cums down her throat.

She pushes back against Tanthe's squeezing womb as hard as she can, trying to push her tongue deeper and keep Tanthe's orgasm going for as long as possible. The longer the better. She wants Tanthe to feel as good as possible. Even after Tanthe comes down from her orgasm she'll keep stimulating her womb as pleasurably as she can, she can't risk Tanthe coming together enough to realize what's going on.

She has six more wombs? This can get even better? Sitting there, spurting down Tanthe's throat, Aire is filled with giddy anticipation.

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She swallows Aire's cum eagerly, not processing the sensation as anything more than sensation, another flower in the bouquet of the world. And they are such lovely flowers.

It's possible for Aire to keep her going quite a while like this, especially if she thinks to stimulate Tanthe's breasts and spark another orgasm there to prolong the sensations.

Whatever Tanthe said earlier about 'doubling' seems to have been an understatement. From what she's psychically transmitting, she must be feeling at least five times as much pleasure as she used to. Maybe some of that is linked to virginity loss, which could have separately triggered when her womb was penetrated? Alas that Aire cannot procure another Tanthe from somewhere and run the experiment.

 

Having her womb tongue-fucked as she comes down from her orgasm is beautiful and glorious... and yet. And yet. And yet.

The first thing resembling a conscious thought that crosses her mind as it slowly resumes a distant facsimile of normal operations... is desire. Desire for more, deeper, harder. Desire for Aire's wonderful tongue to keep going.

Aire might need to extend her tongue again to manage that. Or she could take a chance on rearranging their positions, and hope that Tanthe is too far gone to object to Aire fucking her with an enlarged cock.

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Her tongue for the next womb, she thinks, and her cock for all the ones after. At her level of spellcasting proficiency, she can't actually cast the spell to increase her tongue's length silently, and regrettably increasing it's size is more complicated than simply increasing the flow of mana to her active spell. Ceasing to channel the spell would withdraw her tongue faster than doing it manually would, so she does that.

Through Aire's shields comes the sense that she's doing this so that her tongue can be longer, so she can go deeper, if Tanthe's processing things enough to notice things like that. She rather doubts it, but perhaps her tongue withdrawing will trigger that.

And then she incants the spell again, all the same syllables but the corresponding runenodes being used slightly differently this time, and she makes her tongue as long as Tanthe's torso. And then it slips back in, pressing deeper, fast this time, until it finds Tanthe's womb once more, pushes yet farther, and finds the next entrance to press itself against.

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Aire's tongue withdrawing certainly does trigger a response, but the response is mainly needy squirming.

When she feels it against the next entrance—

She knows, on some level, that something is wrong. Some distant subconscious part of her has been laboriously adding two and two this whole time and has finally come up with four.

But her distant thoughts of caution and uncertainty (and grief and betrayal) are very small, next to all this pleasure. And right now, in the moment, immersed in sensation and desire, it's much easier to cast all that aside and think only of how much she welcomes that beautiful tongue and wants to feel it even deeper inside her.

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Aire feels something, actually, when Tanthe feels grief. She doesn't quite know how to process it, but she decides she doesn't like it.

Tanthe shouldn't be feeling negative emotions like that, Tanthe should be feeling pleasure. 

Well, Aire can get right on that.

Her tongue presses against the entrance to her next womb with more and more pressure, until, with another "pop", it pushes its way through.

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This one is more like a doubling than the last. It's hard to get precise about the difference between double and triple here.

Once again, in almost the same moment that her mind expands, pleasure rushes in to fill it. She comes harder than ever. It lasts longer, and feels better. And it's not just that someone turned up the pleasure dial to a higher setting; there are thousands of tiny synergies at work in her body, one sensation playing off another that plays off another, from the tears in her eyes to the way her toes dig into the bed, and all of it is deeper and richer now that she's unlocked another womb. It's less like turning up the volume and more like adding another orchestra, with a broadly similar but ever so slightly distinct lineup of instruments, that plays in perfect complement to the first.

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It's better, it's better, somehow it's better and this is still only two of seven. It feels like every good thing destined to come Aire's way in the next century has come all at once. She cums down Tanthe's throat again, almost intoxicated by the amount of pleasure she's inflicting.

She works again to prolong Tanthe's orgasm as much as possible. Her tongue works away, strong enough and purely massive enough with its increased size to push back better against the pressure of Tanthe's womb. Her hands work to ensure Tanthe has an orgasm in her breasts as well to carry her even higher. It's a shame her cock is only so long, but she as she orgasms down Tanthe's throat she works it in and out to give her just that little bit of extra pleasure.

And Aire, as Tanthe orgasms, thinks a thought outside of her shields. Her cock, swollen with magic until it can fill Tanthe completely, with it's head positioned at her entrance and slowly thrusting inside. She leaves it there, hoping it feeds into Tanthe's thoughts. There's something so much better than her tongue she could have inside her. Would she like that?

How does Tanthe respond to this thought? Is there even enough left, under all that desire for pleasure, for her to pick up on it at all? If she reacts sufficiently poorly (somehow, Aire does not actually put it past her to manage it) as she comes down from her orgasm, Aire can pull it back behind her shields and thrust her tongue deeper to distract her. Hopefully it won't come to that.

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Her first instinctive response is positive: yes, good, pleasure, being fucked and filled, more of this beautiful thing, please do.

The old ingrained instincts are sluggish by comparison; it takes a couple of seconds for her to belatedly realize that, yes, the suggestion being made is precisely her worst fear in the entire world.

This thought percolates slowly through her pleasure-addled mind.

Briefly, distantly, she thinks of trying to stop. But what would be the point? (Grief, betrayal.) She thought Aire was safe, and that was a lie; and that means safety is not within reach. There is no option here to go back to who and what she was. There is no option here to undo the damage done. The normal life she clung to with such determination is already far beyond her grasp. There isn't even any reason to think that Aire would stop if she asked; this is clearly what Aire wants from her, and she's in no position to escape, as far gone as she is.

So she might as well give in and enjoy it.

She discovers when she pulls her mouth off Aire's cock that she is sobbing, tears streaming down her face. It feels paradoxically pleasurable. Crying your heart out is just another sensation, after all, and sensation is what her body is made to crave.

Clumsy and uncoordinated, she attempts with mixed success to lie down on the bed and spread her legs to be fucked. Her control of her telepathy is utterly shot, she's just dumping her whole brain out there and couldn't stop if she tried, but she wraps her mind around Aire's image of a hard cock ready to fill her, and she lets herself want it as deeply as her body tells her to.

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When she sees Tanthe realize what’s going on in full, not on the level of little niggling thoughts but with the full light of her attention focused on it, Aire is astonished. That is not a simple flinch reaction. That is Tanthe in full, her mind active despite her already hyperactive sexuality being multiplied ten times over. She feels almost jealous. She’s not that capable. Oh, she’s close as far as people go, she thinks, and maybe with enough practice she could equal that. But then again, maybe not. Aire thinks she does have more raw willpower than Tanthe, she’s just used it less well. It’s incredible, and Aire is struck once more with the tragedy of a world where she’s only ever encountered one Tanthe. Where after this is over she’s more than likely going to have to go long decades before she manages to find anything resembling another.

And then Tanthe is sobbing, and her reaction to that turns out to be surprisingly complicated. Now that Tanthe knows what's happening, she can make choices. Delicious, delicious choices. And the fact that she's still reluctant, that she had that thought about Aire not stopping if asked, means that she can still involve elements of temptation in things. But she feels frustrated with herself for not managing to somehow steer around that particular tearful reaction. This is so close to perfection that she can taste it, but Tanthe crying like that is… unpleasant, somehow. Perhaps because she can feel her sadness over her telepathy?

Well, time to get to work on fucking all that sadness and pain away. She needs to make it so good that Tanthe doesn't regret it at all. She wasn't lying when she made that promise, even if she did mean it differently than Tanthe thought she did.

She grows her cock to just large enough to fill her third womb to the brim and knock lightly on the door to the fourth, if her third is the same size as the first two. She wants Tanthe to experience Aire’s cock getting bigger inside her again and again with each womb Aire penetrates, that seems so much better than leaving enough out that she can’t kiss her without contorting herself awkwardly, that Tanthe can’t push her hips back up against Aire’s and get all of her inside.

She strokes her cock for a moment to let Tanthe take in its new size, so much thicker than her tongue was, and then she moves forward and places her cockhead against Tanthe’s entrance. She pauses there for a moment to look down at her and pay attention to her thoughts. If Tanthe is impatient with this momentary pause, well, she can move her hips, can't she? Aire's cockhead is already pressing against her entrance, only not inside because Tanthe's pussy is tight enough that that's not quite enough force. If she wanted, she could push back a bit, and it would slip right in.

She wants to look into Tanthe's eyes as they pass this point of no return, and burn her thoughts into her memory.

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Tanthe looks up at her, tears pouring from heart-pupiled eyes. Her thoughts aren't formed in words. Sensations, emotions, impressions, inferences and relationships between concepts. The comforting blanket of security formed by her knowledge that Aire is safe has started falling away, and it's not done yet but the pieces that remain aren't affecting her decisionmaking. She knows she isn't safe. She knows she never was.

She lets go. Coherent thought isn't doing her any good and it never will again. Conscious awareness is just a source of pain and despair, so she repudiates it. It's a version of the same trick she used much earlier to focus on the moment and avoid having desires, just aimed slightly differently. Her restructured mind is built to think of nothing but sex; all she has to do is get out of its way.

Still crying, but now experiencing it only as more sensations in the symphony, she embraces Aire's beautiful body and welcomes her beautiful cock.

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And Aire pushes in. Her cock is so much thicker than her tongue was, and Tanthe’s pussy is tight. Fitting her cockhead inside requires pressure, but not too much. And then it’s in, and she slowly thrusts forward, and then back, and then forward again. Each thrust just a little deeper than the last.

As she does, she leans forward and kisses Tanthe on the lips for a moment. Then she moves down to kissing and suckling on one breast and playing with another as a tentacle emerges from behind her back to thrust through Tanthe's lips and penetrate her throat.

And then the slowly increasing depth of her thrusts causes her cockhead to press against the entrance to Tanthe's first womb. She's greedy to push through it, to push deeper,  feeling almost drunk on the memory of what pushing through those entrances did to Tanthe in the past.

Her womb entrance provides resistance, still, her cock is thick enough to ensure that. Less than if it were the first time, she thinks, it's relaxed a bit, but she can still feel a delightful squeezing as her cockhead pushes through. Popping out to the other side feels good enough she decides to do it again. And again. And a few more times for good measure. 

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When Aire kisses her, Tanthe kisses back. When Aire shoves a tentacle down her throat, she swallows it eagerly. Every new source of stimulation is another note in the symphony of her pleasure.

When Aire penetrates her first womb—the gate has already been opened once; there's no new expansion of her perceptions. But she does come, hard, in all the glory of her tenfold-greater senses, and cling to Aire and squirm under her and spill her thoughts of lust and pleasure and desire all around them. And being fucked there gives her aftershocks that build the pleasure of her orgasm even higher.

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Good. This is what Tanthe should be experiencing.

Aire nuzzles into Tanthe's breasts, licking at one nipple and occasionally gently nipping it while her hand plays with the other. Her tentacle thrusts deep into Tanthe's throat. As she does, she slowly adjusts in the direction of what Tanthe's telepathic broadcasting suggests she'd like best.

Aire's cock moves moves deeper in, not bothering to stop for long at the entrance to Tanthe's second womb. It's only a few teasing thrusts before she's pressing against the entrance to her third. Aire intended to stop here, to let Tanthe decide to take the plunge. But Tanthe isn't really in a state to be doing something like that, right now, and trying to push her into one would be risking her instead experiencing more of that sense of betrayed grief. Far inferior to delirious pleasure. She can let Tanthe have a little more control later.

No, better for now to just give her as much pleasure as possible. 

Once she makes the decision to push through into Tanthe's third womb, she finds her cock twitching and jumping, on the verge of orgasm from that alone. She thrusts, and the sensation of her cockhead pushing through to the next womb combines with the knowledge of what this penetration is doing to Tanthe to drive her over the edge into the best orgasm of her life. Euphoria washes over her in waves as Tanthe's womb contracts around her cockhead, the sensation doing its best to drive her out of her mind with pleasure. She thrusts back against the pressure, hips nearly beyond her power to control. A moan falls from her lips, beyond her power to hold back.

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Tanthe is just barely coming down from her previous orgasm when the next level of pleasure overtakes her, her mind opening up into a vast space that immediately floods with orgasm. All the little things, being touched and kissed and nibbled and throat-fucked, build up together into a wonderful background that complements and enhances the main event. It's more bliss than a human mind should be able to hold, but it fills her up just right, like Aire's wonderful cock filling her wombs, snug and tight and so so good.

And this is just the third gate. Not even halfway there.

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Not even halfway there.

After their orgasms are done with, while she slowly works her cock in and out of Tanthe's third womb, she finds herself contemplating the thought of just growing her cock large enough and bursting through all of Tanthe's remaining gates at once. But no, she's already rushed this more than she should have. She won't make that mistake a second time.

She'll go slowly, and pleasantly, and let Tanthe bask in the pleasure of each of her gates opening. She only gets to do this once, she should get to experience every bit of it.

Aire realizes she hasn't even checked to see if Tanthe's ass feels as good to her as her throat. From everything else about this girl, she expects the answer is yes. To forget something like that suggests she was rushing things to an unacceptable level. Tanthe only gets to experience this once, Aire only gets to experience this once, she can't afford to miss things like that. 

It will be nothing more than supporting pleasure to the main event of penetrating Tanthe's wombs, but that's no reason to neglect it, no reason at all.

Another tentacle slithers out from her back to go down between her legs, under her cock, and press against the bud of Tanthe's ass, and then slowly move to push inside. She discovers that Tanthe's self-lubricating even there, and even interestingly textured. Well, this one really was made for pleasure, weren't they?

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To extend a metaphor rather farther than it was meant to go, it's like all of those orchestras just discovered that they've had a flute section this whole time. A new dimension to her pleasure, not putting any more space in her head than she already had, just filling up the existing space even more.

She loves it.

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Why didn't she think of doing this earlier? This adds so many more options! She could have telepathically told Tanthe it wasn't safe for her to push her tongue deeper into her pussy and offered to test if she liked her ass played with too! She could have pushed that later into convincing Tanthe that obviously anal wasn't sex, and so they could do that just fine. After all, a cock was fine in her throat, so surely a cock must be fine in her ass? But no, that opportunity is passed, now. 

Well, if she ever meets another Tanthe in the future she can add that to the seduction schedule. Even if it takes decades she's bound to eventually find someone else who will come apart into pleasure if only they participate in certain sex acts and who has a beautiful, mind full of expertly self-crafted defenses that expands to fit more pleasure and can reach heights of enjoyment undreamed of-

She really isn't, is she? What if there's only one Tanthe, ever? Well, she'll keep this one nice and safe and happy and always enjoying herself. If she isn't already unaging she'll find a fleshcrafter to grant her regeneration. She won't be able to do this with her again, but she will be able inflict earthshattering amounts of desire and pleasure on her. That's more than half of what she enjoys about what she does. She'll still need to find people to bring down this slope, even if they can't reach the wonderful depths of pleasure Tanthe can, to satisfy the other half, but Tanthe alone and some excursions out to find people to break should be enough to keep her satisfied for as long as she wants. She'll need to find a way to keep Tanthe happy while she's gone, maybe a cooperative Tentacle Pit? Or the bar itself, perhaps.

Yes, that's what she'll do.

She doesn't let her thoughts distract her from pleasing Tanthe as much as she can. Her tentacle slowly slides deeper into Tanthe's ass in time with her thrusts into Tanthe's pussy and soon its depth matches that of her cock. Then, she times her thrusts into all of Tanthe's holes and her caresses of Tanthe's breasts to move in unison, making the crests and troughs of pleasure synchronize.

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This approach is very clearly building Tanthe toward her most earth-shattering orgasm yet, the full power of all her erogenous zones combined and synergized into a perfect unified whole.

(Well. All except her remaining wombs, that is. They'll get there.)

It takes some time to get there, but when she does finally come like this, it's glorious. Every sensation in her body harmonizing together, a full landscape of pleasure in every dimension, her wonderfully filled throat and ass and cunt and first three wombs, her breasts being so expertly played with. (As Aire will have learned by now, she likes many forms of sensation on her breasts - squeezing, pinching, twisting, groping, stroking, intensities of contact ranging from gentle caresses to light pain - but seems to appreciate variety most of all; she responds very well to shifting back and forth between a rotation of unexpected pleasures.)

As it all comes together into a pleasure greater than she has ever experienced, there's almost no room in her at all to feel anything but good. She radiates pure sensory enjoyment in all its depth and glory.

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Seeing that, feeling it secondhand, feeling Tanthe clench around her, Aire lets her control of herself slip, just a little, so she can enjoy this to the fullest. Her mental shields drop just enough for her to feel a bit more of that pleasure Tanthe's radiating. With that drop, her pleasure, her lust, and her greedy desire to keep Tanthe, to spend the rest of eternity inflicting pleasure on her, all slip the bounds of her shields.

She thrusts her cock as deep as it can go inside Tanthe. The head presses, just slightly, against the entrance to Tanthe's fourth womb. It's not long enough to penetrate it, not yet. Just enough to teasingly press against it, almost enough to go through. As Aire's cock jumps and twitches and spurts, she finds her thoughts lingering impatiently on the idea of pushing through that entrance.

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What a coincidence; Tanthe's thoughts, as she comes down from that utterly fantastic orgasm, also center largely on the idea of Aire pushing through that entrance. She wants it. She wants it very badly. Having that unopened gate teased feels so good, deliciously tantalizing, and fills her with the desire to be opened even wider and fucked even deeper.

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Aire casts her spell, identical down to the syllables for all that the runenodes are being utilized ever so slightly differently. And her cock grows thicker, and just enough longer to push through and fill her next womb to fullness. As she does, she slides her hips back to ensure her cockhead stays in the same place.

And then she goes back to teasing Tanthe's entrance. For a bit. All the while slowly working her up towards another synchronized orgasm but not quite pushing her over it.

And then she sends Tanthe the idea of switching positions, Aire with her back against the headboard, Tanthe sitting upright in her lap, wrapped up in and penetrated by a dozen tentacles and Aire's cock, her front squished pleasantly up against Aire's. Then she could bounce up and down as hard as she wanted, or even sit down on Aire's cock extra hard and push it in through her next entrance. She wouldn't have to wait for Aire to decide to push through, she could do it herself. Wouldn't that be lovely?

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There is a certain amount of background doubt about Tanthe's ability to successfully coordinate moving her body in order to take actions, but mostly what she feels about this prospect is lust and desire.

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And then Aire extends more tentacles from her back and uses them to gain the leverage required to reposition them with Aire's cock inside Tanthe the whole time. Aire's face nuzzles into the junction of her shoulder and neck, and her hands wrap around her back and squeeze her tight. And then those tentacles wrap gently around Tanthe in a dozen places to caress her. Some position themselves to play with her nipples, others under and around her breasts and hips. Some squeeze her affectionately around her waist. She even has some around her shoulders. Most importantly, the ones in her throat and ass now have company! Isn't that nice? 

All those tentacles go to work keeping Tanthe just shy of a synchronized orgasm.

See, Tanthe barely had to move herself at all! And, well, if Tanthe can't manage to move herself up and down on Aire's cock, she can ask Aire's tentacles for help. They'll move her just as she desires. 

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It's wonderful, soft and warm and held and so so full. She squirms slightly, wanting more, barely able to articulate herself even in her own thoughts. Aire's tentacles feel so good, everywhere they touch her, especially inside. Aire's cock feels so so good and she wants more of it, wants it deeper, wants it to press up inside her and open the gate of her next womb and flood her with pleasure again.

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Aire's cockhead continues to press teasingly against her entrance.

That wasn't bouncing or asking Aire's tentacles for help at all!

Here. Aire will help. If Tanthe can't control her body enough to push herself down, all she needs to do is imagine what she wants Aire's tentacles to do, and they'll do just that. Right away, as soon as she has the thought. If she wants her womb penetrated, all she needs to do is imagine the tentacles pulling her down!

Oh, if Tanthe can't string enough of a thought together to manage that Aire will push up into her next womb eventually. 

But not yet.

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You mean in order to get sex she has to have coherent thoughts? Terrible. She refuses. She will just squirm helplessly instead.

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Cute.

She finds herself nuzzling into Tanthe's shoulder almost involuntarily.

I'm going to keep you forever. 

Well, she supposes from a certain perspective, this counts as asking Aire's tentacles for help. She certainly wants their help.

And Aire does so want to give it to her.

She wants to feel that pop as her cock pushes through to Tanthe's next womb. She wants to feel Tanthe cum around her cock again. She wants to watch Tanthe's symphony of pleasure somehow grow yet more magnificent.

What if, when Tanthe wants deeper, her tentacles pull her down, and when she wants morethey lift her back up and then bring her down again? This has the advantage of not requiring a coherent Tanthe! In fact, it has this advantage so strongly she can start doing it without even consulting her on it!

Tanthe's desire at the moment is for Aire's cock to be deeper. And so the tentacles not occupied pleasuring her pull her down and those that are occupied pleasuring her intensify their attentions. Tanthe's already so close to the edge that it's easy to push her over everywhere at once in the time it takes to pull her all the way down onto her cock.

As Aire pushes through into Tanthe's next womb, she cums again. Like she has every time. She feels like she could have controlled herself when it wasn't her cock doing the penetrating. But when it is, the sensation swirls together in her thoughts with what that sensation means and her desire rises up to the point where she can't even muster up the thought to control herself. She doesn't care. What's the point of experiencing the best thing in the world if you have to maintain iron control through all of it?

And while Tanthe orgasms, Aire listens to any fragment of desire in Tanthe's mind saying more and uses her tentacles to satisfy them as soon as they emerge.

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There is a lot of fragmentary desire here, and quite a lot of it centered on moreness. Tanthe enjoys Aire's tentacles very very much, as her fourth gate opens and doubles all her sensations again, taking her to a realm where the bandwidth of their current psychic connection really isn't enough anymore to keep up with transmitting the sheer amount of sensation she's feeling. It's still possible to tell, though, that there's more of it: deeper, brighter, more vivid, more complex, the network of her senses more tightly interwoven, the synergies between pleasures more intense and varied.

And less, comparatively, of the rest of her; it's not at all clear, given her refusal to have coherent thoughts on purpose, whether or not she could if she tried, but it seems entirely possible that she couldn't, now, at least not while still being fucked like this. It seems entirely possible that that part of her, as strong and carefully constructed as it was, has already been drowned out and washed away. Tanthe has been surprising on this front before, of course, but... her senses really are so much bigger now than all the parts of herself that used to be for thinking. And as she comes down from this orgasm, she really doesn't start thinking again even a little; she stays focused on her body and on what Aire is doing to it, without any response more coherent than those fragmentary desires floating through her scattered overwhelmed mind.

And this is just the fourth one. Three more to go.

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Aire will pay very close attention to every single one of those fragmentary desires. When Aire pushes through her fifth womb even those might go, and they should be fulfilled while she has them. 

She doesn't think she'll push through to Tanthe's next womb right away. No, she'll enjoy this version of Tanthe while she has her.

So, she supposes she will actually pay close attention to all of her fragmentary desires but for the one which will wipe all the rest of them out. That one can come later.

And Aire's tentacles can get to work bouncing Tanthe up and down on Aire's cock.

Tanthe's mind is beautiful even now, overwhelmed by the pleasure as it is. Maybe even more beautiful. Everything works together so well to ensure Tanthe gets the most from every thrust of Aire's tentacles up into her ass or down into her throat, every squeeze and squish of her breasts, and even the simple pleasure of being wrapped up tight in Aire's arms, all of it bound together and feeding into everything else in a network too complex and deep for Aire to fully grasp. She wants to understand it, she wants to be able to build it, but she thinks that would be the work of centuries if she could manage it at all.

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Her fragmentary desires want, in short, more sensation. More touches and caresses, more being fucked by tentacles, more even of the small incidental things like air moving against her skin; just, generally, more.

She definitely also experiences lust and pleasure and need whenever her fifth womb's entrance is touched. At this stage, though, she's not actually quite coherent enough to want it to be opened, so much as just... that touch feels very good and she likes it and wants more of it. Aire could probably spend quite a while teasing that entrance without Tanthe getting very impatient, if she felt like it.

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Aire works to satisfy Tanthe's desires as best she can. She is not, in fact, starting to run out of tentacles. She can summon more to wrap around her and slide against her, and have others bouncer her on Aire's cock faster. More air brushing against her is a hard thing to manage, but she can position herself so her exhalations ghost across Tanthe's skin. And the tentacles inside her can be joined by more and pick up the pace to match the faster bouncing.

Enjoyable as all that is, Aire decides she does want to tease Tanthe's latest entrance. She wants to do it a lot. That does come along with the side effect of teasing herself, she wants to push up into Tanthe's next womb so strongly. But she can wait. And satisfy her desires by making Tanthe's tentacle-assisted bounces high enough that her cock gets to pop through the entrance to Tanthe's fourth womb during each bounce.

Each cycle begins with Tanthe being lifted up and temporarily deprived of that pressure against her fifth entrance. And then she's pulled up high enough that Aire's cockhead pops back out of her fourth. And when Tanthe's dropped back down, she pops back in. Only for the cycle to end with Aire's cockhead pressed teasingly against the entrance to her fifth womb. And then it starts all over again.

Lift, pop, drop, pop, press.

Over and over and over.

Until either Tanthe boils over with enough unsatisfied desire that Aire has mercy on her, or Aire loses control of herself and decides to push on her own.

Whichever comes first.

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It turns out, very unsurprisingly, that this cycle feels really really good.

It takes a while for Tanthe to react with anything other than pure unthinking sensory enjoyment.

When she begins to feel the first stirrings of further fragmentary desire, it's not even on the level yet where the desire feels about something; she just wants, unspecifiedly, whenever Aire teases her fifth gate. And then Aire pulls her up again and the cycle repeats and she's lost in pleasure until she feels that pressure once more.

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Aire, however, is not so insulated from wanting more. Lovely as this is, it isn't enough for her to get lost enough in pleasure that the thought of pushing through into another of Tanthe's wombs stops hovering temptingly in her mind. Aire isn't used to feeling tempted like this, and for now, at least, she simply luxuriates in the blending of her own temptation and Tanthe's telepathically-relayed pleasure.

This will get to her eventually, but for now, the fact that she only gets to do this once is enough to keep her patient.

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Very very gradually, over many repetitions, her desires cohere into a shape. She wants something related to that delicious sensation; she wants more of that delicious sensation; she wants that delicious sensation not just intensified but somehow - extended, elaborated, elevated; she wants, at last, for Aire's cock to push through her fifth gate and fill her fifth womb like it has already with the first four.

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By the time Tanthe starts getting something resembling impatient, Aire's desires to (push deeper into Tanthe)/(feel that lovely pop sensation on her cockhead)/(feel Tanthe's womb squeeze down on her)/(spurt cum into Tanthe's womb)/(break Tanthe's mind just a little bit more) have all mingled together into one delicious gestalt desire.

When Tanthe's cycle leaves her with the entrance to her fifth womb pressed against Aire's cock, she stops.

And then, instead of pulling her back up so she can thrust again, she recasts her spell once more. Her cock doesn't have time to start shrinking before it begins growing.

As it grows, her cock pushes through slowly. Inexorably. When Tanthe's fifth gate gives in, it's still growing even as she squeezes down around it.

But it will stop before it can push through her sixth gate.

As Aire spurts, she almost regrets that. 

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With her fifth womb full of Aire's cock and Aire's cum, her brain blows wide open all over again, expanding into yet another... well, it's probably a doubling. The bandwidth issues are starting to be a real problem here. They'd need a much deeper telepathic connection, and Aire might need some mental enhancements, before she could start to fully grasp the depths she's sent Tanthe spiraling into. It's definitely still possible to tell that her pleasure is increasing, though, in that same deep vibrant synergized way.

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It's good. It's so good. She wishes she was a telepath herself. Maybe that would help.

She nuzzles into Tanthe's shoulder.

Keeping her shields down enough to sense as much of Tanthe's pleasure as she is is starting to get to her. She's finding herself greedier for pleasure than she usually is, feeling an impatient desire to hold Tanthe more, squeeze her tighter, fuck all her wombs at once. 

She wants more. Would it be so bad if she just pushed straight through to Tanthe's sixth womb?

No, no she won't let Tanthe's telepathically radiated experiences influence her too much.

When Tanthe comes down from this, she'll start that cycle up all over again.

She wants to see what the differences are, now that one more womb has been unlocked. Will Tanthe even be able to want more?

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She does eventually get back to the point of that fragmentary undirected wanting surfacing in her thoughts whenever Aire teases her next entrance.

 

She does not, at least not anywhere near as fast as last time, get any farther than that.

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Well, if Tanthe's thoroughly enjoying herself, Aire can keep doing this as long as she wants.

She wants more though. She wants to see Tanthe's mind light up even further, wants to give her every pleasure she could possibly want. 

Most of all, she wants a deeper connection with Tanthe's mind. She doesn't think that's manageable. She could screen out less of what Tanthe is sending, compressed, through her telepathic broadcasting. But that risks disabling her, and if her sense of how strong Tanthe is is wrong doing so permanently. So that's out.

But she does have two bodies.

Should she risk having both her bodies in one place?

This is the most important thing she's going to be doing in the next century, she thinks. If she takes risks like that once a century, she will have a long, long time before she gets unlucky enough for that to kill her. And she thinks the loss in reduced expected lifespan is worth the gain in satisfying her desires.

It takes a moment for the portal to open, but not too long. Whenever she gets the chance, she sends uses a [Warp] and a [Skim] to memorize a route to the newest fallback location her secondary form has discovered. It's not cheap, as far as Mana use goes, but with her Christa she can regain what she spends. It's easy enough for her other self to portal to the nearest fallback and then retrace that same path in reverse.

And then there are two of Aire in the room. Aire's second body moves to press herself against Tanthe from behind, and Tanthe is comfortably sandwiched between Aire's bodies. Her secondary body lines up her cock with Tanthe's ass and thrusts inside. She's not large enough for that to satisfy Tanthe on its own, but tentacles can supplement that, and Aire's feeling greedy to be inside her even more. 

She leans in with her secondary body to nuzzle and kiss the back and sides of Tanthe's neck, warm fuzzy happiness bubbling over as she gets to hold Tanthe with two bodies and wring even more pleasure out of her.

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There's just enough conscious thought left in Tanthe to recognize that something new and unusual has happened without quite being able to put together what. But whatever it is, it results in more sensations in her body and her psychic senses, so she's in favour. She relaxes happily into Aire's doubled embrace.

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She should have done this earlier, back when Tanthe was still together enough to notice and appreciate it as more than just pure sensation.

She doesn't have much space under the pleasure and the joy for that slight regret to fit inside of, though. This is still the best day of her life, for all that she apparently left some of the value on the table.

Tanthe's cycle can start back up again, slightly logistically complicated by the presence of Aire's second body. Instead of lifting and dropping her, Aire lifts her up slightly with her tentacles so she can thrust up into her instead. Aire's secondary body can do the same.

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New and different! Variety in sensation! 💖

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Good.

One of the issues with having both of her bodies in the room is that she seems to be getting impatient faster, the combined sensations she's feeling with both of her cocks driving her to distraction.

She wants to push up into Tanthe's next womb now, not later. 

On the downstroke of her thrust, she casts her spell, and does. Her cock grows and stretches out Tanthe even further, and then she drives her cock upward with one hard thrust. As she pushes through, her orgasm starts. Her secondary body is swept up in it, and she presses herself into Tanthe from behind and spurts into her ass. 

Perfect.

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With her sixth womb open and two of Aire there to fuck her about it, she is awash in a sea of sensation, utterly lost, barely capable of processing the intensity of her latest orgasm enough to feel an emotion in response. (The emotion is vague but positive.)

Her latest orgasm also goes on for much longer than all the previous ones, cascading into itself; or possibly it's multiple orgasms, each beginning before the last has finished, triggered by shifts in sensation and synergy. There is so much sensation and synergy. It's not just her bodily senses contributing; there are hints, in the torrential flow of pleasure she's constantly broadcasting, that her psychic senses have been... not exactly converted, but perhaps reinterpreted, into a format that provides her with direct sexual pleasure, and thereby links into the whole network of interconnected mutually reinforcing pleasurable sensations constantly flowing through her mind and body. The upshot of this is that, basically, anytime anyone... does or thinks anything in her presence, in addition to 'anytime anyone touches her' which has already been happening for a while... it sets off an intricate cascade of entwined sensations, and of course the smaller the initial input the smaller and slower the cascade, but the interconnections are so deep and so numerous by now that even very small butterfly wingflaps can cause pretty hefty storms once they've had time to get going.

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Aire has never been more disappointed to not be the most powerful telepath in the world. She'd give up her left arm to be able to understand what's going on in Tanthe's mind properly; it'd regrow.

Maybe even if it wouldn't. 

Aire works to keep that orgasm going, to keep Tanthe floating on clouds of bliss for as long possible. In addition to all of her old physical tools, she can radiate more thoughts from behind her shields. Not those that might be worrying to anyone who happened to pass by with telepathy. But her physical pleasure at fucking Tanthe, the pleasant sensation of squishing both her bodies up against her, even the feel of Tanthe's breath against her skin, can all go outside her shields. And so can her awe at the beauty of Tanthe's mind like this, expanded and filled with so much pleasure that even with all that telepathic might Tanthe still can't radiate it all. Her almost giddy excitement at the fact that there's still more, that things can still get better, that even though this is already better than anything she expected was even possible it's still going to get better, and her her possessive affection for perfect, perfect Tanthe, radiate out most strongly of all.

And while she does all of this, she looks into Tanthe's mind and tries to understand. She'll fail, of course. This passed outside what she could understand in whole a while ago. But it's beautiful anyway.

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Every thought she sends resonates through Tanthe's mind, reflecting and refracting, synergizing with a thousand other tiny sensations to produce its own intricate lacework snowflake of uniquely beautiful pleasure. Tanthe manages to process enough of it to feel good about Aire's affection for her, and that feeling, even though it's her own emotion, also weaves itself into the same ecstatic tapestry, producing its own beautiful constellation of enjoyment.

(If Aire is paying very, very close attention, she might notice the shadow of another emotion in the patterns, too faint to detect directly. Being awake enough to appreciate affection also means being awake enough to remember that there's something to be sad about, even though she can't remotely hold enough pieces of the situation in her head at a time to remember why. But she is, very faintly, in the deepest reaches of her mind, a little sad.)

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Tanthe's positive reaction to Aire's affection manages to spark a bit more fondness in her. There's something nice about feeling positively about someone in a way that makes them happy. She's felt a bit of that with Christa, occasionally, but it's more impactful when it's coming from someone feeling her fondness directly, and when she can watch it resonate through the beautiful structure of Tanthe's mind.

Aire is paying closer attention to Tanthe's thoughts than she's ever paid to anything else in her life. She notices those odd patterns suggesting sadness. Well. Hopefully she can drown that out, eventually. Even if its too small to be directly impinging on her over Tanthe's telepathy, it's still non-ideal. A tiny little note of imperfection, visible only in the ripples it leaves in Tanthe's mind, but imperfection nonetheless. It's honestly impressive that she can even manage to be sad, bathed in Tanthe's lust aura, high on her pheromones and aphrodisiacs, and her baseline libido and pleasure multiplied a hundred and a half times over. But this is Tanthe after all. Perhaps it shouldn't be surprising at all.

Aire's attempts to fuck the sad out of Tanthe haven't worked thus far. Not enduringly, anyway. She doesn't actually have much space to escalate, here. Not beyond just going for another womb, and she doesn't feel done with this one yet. Well, she can start up that cycle from earlier, modified to include thickening and thinning her shields to send pulses through Tanthe's telepathic senses as well as her physical ones.

Perhaps working Tanthe through a few more orgasms can overwhelm her with enough bliss to make those little ripples fade away.

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Overwhelming her with bliss is, unsurprisingly, easier than it's ever been.

But, in the greater equilibrium she's settled into, underlying all the specifics of her moment-to-moment experience, it seems that so long as she's capable of processing and feeling emotions at all, the sadness will bubble up again after a little while in that state. And, much in the way that earlier she kept getting more coherent every time she was prompted to do verbal processing, now she's getting more coherent every time she's prompted to do social-emotional processing, such as for example by telepathic input from Aire. So it's not ultimately possible to maximize her stimulation without also risking the very thing that maximizing her stimulation is supposed to prevent.

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Tanthe processing emotions is so much better than Tanthe not doing that. It's another entire element to her symphony that Aire finds herself very reluctant to do without. 

So she won't.

She finds herself curious what equilibrium they're heading towards, here. Is Tanthe waking up just that little bit more with each pulse of telepathic input, or is she simply oscillating between two different states?

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Definitely more on the oscillation side; there's variance in how much and how fast she 'wakes up' when prompted but it's not trending upwards consistently over time much if at all.

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Aire finds herself feeling disappointed. If she could wake Tanthe back up that would give her all sorts of options. But no, there goes her last hope of maybe being able to repeat, if not this exact process, something involving increasing arousal and desire for more and culminating in Tanthe falling apart. 

Well, she'll have to do without, tragic as that may be.

She'll take her time working Tanthe up to her next orgasm. She hasn't done things nice and slow yet in this womb, and she might as well give it a try. Who knows how Tanthe's mind will react in this state. Aire only gets the one option to check, and if she does end up deciding to dedicate a century or so to learning how to replicate what's going on with Tanthe's mind, she suspects she'll be glad to have the data.

And she doesn't want to move things one step closer to being over, just yet. That too.

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(It's possible that Aire could learn how to wake Tanthe back up from this point, but it would, at minimum, involve a lot of tinkering with different possible inputs to see what combinations produce the best results, from a pretty messy thorny starting place without a ton in the way of clear feedback about which circumstances cause which outcomes.)

Tanthe definitely seems to be in favour of this new direction, insofar as Tanthe can be said to have preferences at this point in her life. With plenty of time to process the gradual build of pleasure, she's better able to appreciate it in what remains of her conscious mind, better able to enjoy it in her emotions as well as her senses.

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With as little experience as Aire has with altered mind states, a consequence of the small amount of experience she has with everything, Tanthe's state looks perhaps more recoverable to her than it actually is. Oh, not to proper wakefulness as she'd desired so shortly ago, she's given up on that, but to a simple desire for more. She can't get a Tanthe who's giving in despite her knowledge she shouldn't, but perhaps she can get a Tanthe who wants more? 

Unfortunately, she doesn't think she has any way to manage that without going to the extreme of not stimulating Tanthe physically much at all. Which would very possibly, Aire thinks, result in a Tanthe whose emotional state shifted to one composed primarily of sadness and frustrated want. And evil as Aire may be, she is not evil in the way where she enjoys inflicting suffering on her targets. No, she wants to drown them in so much pleasure and joy they're broken by it, so much that the person she's breaking willfully participates in their own destruction despite all the reasons they have not to. Emotional pain itself is an undesired side-effect she works to mitigate. The frustrated want is very much something she wishes to inflict on Tanthe; the sadness a regrettable byproduct.

When she weighs up the possibility of a Tanthe aware enough to want more against feeling more of Tanthe's sadness, she decides that her last opportunity to get Tanthe to participate in her own fall, even just with a desire for more, is worth it. After Tanthe's next orgasm, Aire can cuddle her with both her bodies rather than drive her up towards more pleasure. And if that doesn't seem to work, well, it was worth a try.

Before that, she can work Tanthe up slowly until her next orgasm hits, using her secondary body to bleed off excess lust as she build's Tanthe's arousal slowly up towards her peak. Every time she starts to get impatient, to want to push back up into Tanthe as hard as she can over and over and thrust her way through into her last womb, her secondary body lets its desires overflow and spurts into Tanthe's ass.

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Tanthe happily floats on her sea of sensation as the tide continues to rise. All her straightforward visible primary emotions are positive; her sadness is visible only in secondhand echoes.

It takes a while, but she does come like this, and she likes the way she comes like this, the way her pleasure spills over gently like an overflowing cup and she can ride that current instead of being helplessly sucked under the surface and drowned. It's a powerful experience, being at the heart of a volcanic eruption of ecstasy many times more powerful than most people will ever experience in their lives and being able to feel it with some degree of conscious awareness. Even if Aire doesn't work to perpetuate it, it'll take her a while to come down off it afterward.

And at that point, well... it's up to Aire how exactly she wants to play this.

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Aire will gently snuggle up against Tanthe from the front and behind with her two bodies. Her tentacles will vary the pressure they're exerting slightly over time, and Aire's cocks and tentacles will keep satisfyingly stretching her out, but she won't do more than that. Tanthe is very thoroughly snuggled, right now, and nothing much else.

But her warmth, her affection, and her lust for Tanthe dance around beyond her shields, brushing up against Tanthe's mind.

The goal, here, is to snuggle Tanthe mentally and physically at the same time. And hopefully that mental stimulation will wake Tanthe up enough that she can start to feel desire, again, instead of just pleasure, satisfaction and perhaps the ghost of a preference. If the result is that Tanthe's sadness bubbles up again to the point that she broadcasts it to Aire, well, she only gets to do this once. She will wring every last ounce of satisfaction out of it she can.

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At first she just... rests, enjoying this new variant in her sensory landscape. In fact she dozes off for a couple of minutes somewhere in there.

When she wakes up from that brief nap, she's a little more alert than she's been in a while, and manages to hold an entire conscious thought in her head long enough to observe that there are two of Aire now and that's novel and interesting. (Her sadness also comes closer to the surface here.)

Slowly, from there, in the absence of a constant haze of intense distraction, she builds back up. She remembers everything that's been happening while she was too out of it to react, and, sleepily and hazily but consciously and knowingly, reacts to it: an appreciation for Aire's affection now tinged with reluctance since she recognizes that Aire is more enemy than friend, a lively academic interest in the implications of her own experience that is tinged with deep sorrow that she'll never get to study it herself, a quiet bafflement circling endlessly around the question of why this is even happening...

Around that point, she starts regaining enough conscious control of her faculties that she can make an attempt to pull her thoughts back in and keep them private, and instinctively does so. But then, a split second afterward, she extends a clumsy telepathic probe towards Aire with a question-shaped message, entirely nonverbal and messily packaged with a whole heap of both relevant and irrelevant context: Aire wants to see her thoughts, yes? (why?? is this happening???) (telepathic contact is so fun soft good cozy...) (she's still despite everything glad she can't pierce Aire's shields and mess around in her head) (sad sad sad) (wistful impossible desire for the friendship they never really even began to have) (being filled like this still feels so good...)

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What.

She was expecting, perhaps, for Tanthe to blearily think that fucking again sounded nice. At the outside. Not for her to basically come back up. This is absurd.

She lets her incredulous awe out from behind her shields. And then, why not, Tanthe can have the rest of what's going on explained to her.

The thing happening to Tanthe's mind as she's transformed, that incredibly strong pleasure, and that change and alteration by pleasure, is one half of the most beautiful, valuable thing in the universe. Especially because Tanthe's mind was so beautiful before it began to change. The other half is when people decide to give in to pleasure, when they throw themselves into wanting it wholeheartedly. But the thing that's most beautiful, most valuable, is when those two things combine, when people make that choice to be thrown to the pleasure themselves, coerced by its pull or even tricked but not forced, knowing of the danger that all that pleasure brings, and their mind falls apart under the consequences of that choice.

Aire does actually like Tanthe. She wasn't faking those emotions, that sense of being impressed, when they were talking earlier.

Aire's thoughts about about Tanthe feature keeping her warm and safe and cozy quite a lot, in addition to the obvious ones fantasizing about giving her more pleasure. Tanthe feeling good things is good, above and beyond even the normal way that inflicting pleasure on people is good. Aire isn't quite sure why.

Aire wants to give Tanthe every pleasurable thing in the world, just to watch the joy ripple through her mind.

This is the best day of Aire's life, and she halfway expects it to stay that way, no matter how long she lives.

Wistfully, in a part of her mind she's not paying much attention to, she's going over a beautiful world she knows she'll never get to have. One where Aire is the greatest fleshcrafter to ever live, and can make it so Tanthe comes back up fully. One where Aire is the friend that Tanthe wishes she was, out of self-interest if nothing else. One where they have fun driving Tanthe up from baseline to seven unlocked wombs every night for the rest of eternity. After all, like Tanthe said, it's very important to understand what you want, even if you don't have much chance of getting it.

She keeps all of those thoughts floating outside her shields. Tanthe can pick her way through them slowly, one bit at a time. Even if she has, miraculously, managed to pull slightly out of her tailspin into mindless pleasure, she's still more than a little out of it.

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A few seconds after Aire responds, Tanthe's shields unfurl, though by that point the train of thought that led her to open herself up again has mostly dissipated and only echoes remain. (Something about... not seeing any good reasons not to?)

It takes her a while to pick through it all, and she frequently loses the thread and has to start over, or misses part of a thought and has to go back and look again, or misses part of a thought and doesn't go back and look again. And she can't, actually, hold the whole picture in her head at once, so a lot of her reactions are repetitive, 'discovering' the same thing twice without fully noticing; and a lot of her reactions are shallow, seeing one thing without connecting it to the rest of the picture. And in at least one case, she can't hold her whole reaction in her head at once, so it bubbles up in a mess of fragmentary concepts that never resolve together into a coherent whole. But, in broad summary, her reactions look like this:

Confusion/happiness/uncertainty/affection/confusion, at Aire genuinely liking her. (Shy delight and empathic-recognition-of-shared-drive, at Aire wanting to make her happy on more than just the inflicting-pleasure level. Strongly mixed feelings about Aire wanting to fill Tanthe's mind with pleasure just to watch it go.) (A bizarre mix of happy comfort and sharp bitter anger, at the idea of Aire wanting to keep her safe as though any outcome of this situation from here could possibly count.)

A sort of confused wry wistful unhappy gladness, that she could give Aire the best day of her life.

Interest-because-people-are-interesting/delight-in-prettiness-of-minds, at Aire's explanation of what the Best Things In The World are; it seems like there's more to this reaction, emotions spinning through her thoughts that don't link up properly because her conscious mind isn't big enough to fully process them anymore, but it's hard to say exactly what's going on there except that she's probably on some level belatedly recognizing the loophole that let Aire dodge her truesight with incomplete reassurances.

A huge hot heaping mess of a response, to Aire's daydream of an impossible future friendship. No single emotion gets enough unalloyed airtime to be definitively recognizable as this feeling linked to that aspect of the situation. The pain/grief/betrayal/sadness/hurt cluster is definitely in there somewhere, and something that might be despair warring with wistful distant hope (and winning), and - arousal? (though that might also be background noise) - and ??frustration??, though the undertones of that one are all over the place and some of them don't make any sense in context, fond-exasperation and deep-aggravated-annoyance and just-give-me-the-puzzle-already-I-can-FIX-IT and and and... and below those, a hundred other less nameable emotional ingredients seething in an overflowing overboiling cauldron all together. She comes back to this one repeatedly and her thoughts about it never get any clearer.

 

After she's wrung out just about as much reaction as she can to all of this, she keeps going anyway. She's been through the whole thing for several iterations with no new content generated before she manages to reflect on her own memory and realize she's stuck in a loop. Realizing it isn't enough to get her unstuck, though, because her instinct in this situation is to keep stubbornly trying to fit it all in her head at once even though, right now, she genuinely can't.

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Well, if Tanthe's going to get stuck in a loop Aire can gently guide her out of it. Most of her complicated thoughts vanish back behind her shield.

Before they do, a few responses to Tanthe's thoughts bubble up. A sense of confusion at the idea that there's some more important sense of safety than being unthreatened, at the idea that Aire keeping her physically safe forever wouldn't count. An incredulous feeling of maybe-you-could at Tanthe's feeling that she can somehow fix things. Tanthe's incredible. She doesn't think she's ever looked at someone's mind and felt like she was looking up before. 

But then they're gone, and Tanthe is left with warm affection and burning lust. Much easier to process.

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(There's an explanation for the thing about safety but it's slightly too complicated to fit properly in Tanthe's thoughts. Maybe if she had a few iterations to work on it she could get farther than the are-you-kidding-me incredulity and the flickers of memory of herself nearly crying as she explained what she feared most in the world.)

(Similarly, she has some sort of reaction to Aire being impressed with her mind, and at least some of it is pleased/flattered, and it's going to be hard to ferret out the rest unless Aire decides to continue the conversation.)

 

So. Affection and lust.

As it happens, Tanthe is also feeling affection and lust, though rather more conflictedly.

There's a half-formed thought circling around her head. The logic of it isn't fully visible, because it isn't fully expressed, isn't fully considered; it's a descendant of the why-not logic that led to her opening her thoughts again, and Tanthe is in no state to retread multi-step logical paths when she already has their cached results available.

The conclusion at the end of the tangle, however, is: well, why shouldn't she give Aire what she wants?

And what Aire wants... is for Tanthe to take pleasure in her own destruction, and choose it knowingly. Right?

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If Tanthe hadn't had that thought about giving Aire what she wants, she probably would have kept the conversation going. But as it is, that distracts her enough that her further thoughts will just have to stay private.

She thinks she understands the safety thing, now. At least partially. Two or more closely related concepts are attached to the same word, unified by shared reference to do-not-want. She understands the second one well enough to see why it would get the same name, it's like a generalization of the more basic version of the concept, making reference to things beyond physical safety because things beyond physical safety matter to people, but are cared about in similar ways on an emotional and intellectual level. And it's clear why the more generalized version takes primacy; there are plenty of things Aire values in that manner above her physical safety, and providing her with the latter in exchange for taking the former from her would not be doing her a service.

Well, this is the kind of confusion that happens when you lose all your memories and then spend a few decades trapped in a cave with only a pit worm for company. Concepts drift away from the words used by other people and you don't really have a way to realize that before it comes up. 

She can't give Tanthe the more important kind of safety, and she chose not too at the start of this interaction. Oh, she'd give it to her after this was over if she could, because of that odd sense that Tanthe's happiness is important in and of itself, but she's already demonstrated that she'll choose her own satisfaction over Tanthe's more-important-safety if they're in direct conflict.

She'll still work very hard to keep her the less important kind of safe.

And then she's too distracted by the hottest thing she's ever heard to keep musing on the nature of safety.

Aire's cocks twitch.

And a thought drifts outside her shields.

Yes. That's what she wants more than anything in the world.

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Tanthe can do that.

It takes her a minute, and a few false starts, to remember how moving her body on purpose works. But eventually she sorts herself out, and embraces the Aire in front of her. There are tears running down her face but she's not really paying attention to them.

Words are far, far beyond her at this point, so she sends concepts and mental pictures instead. Thoughts, drenched in desire, of Aire fucking her slowly and teasing her final gate. She's too distracted by sadness and despair to really want to go all the way right now, but that? That she can want. And the rest will follow, if Aire gets her worked up enough.

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The sadness and despair is unfortunate, but she can't get a participatory Tanthe without them. Something in her feels like there must have been some way to thread that needle, but no, Tanthe does not want to give up her mind, and is too resilient, too thoroughly herself, for that to be bypassed. The ability to do anything purposefully at all necessarily implies an ability to feel what she is right now.

Aire leans in and gently kisses Tanthe's neck, again and again. And she can slowly thrust up into her, just deep enough to tease the entrance to her last womb. Nice and slow, soft and gentle. At the same time, slow gentle motions by her tentacles across Tanthe's body can start back up again, little caresses and nothing more.

Aire isn't paying enough attention to her own mind to notice, but underneath all that lust, she's feeling the same thing as the Black Eye cultists were when they described something as sacred. 

That emotion tumbles through her shields along with the rest of her warm feelings for Tanthe, mixing in with her affection and desire.

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Her clumsy embrace turns to gentle clinging, and she squirms a little, then a little more. Pleasure ripples across her sensory landscape, and she throws herself into it. Her already-minimal coherence starts to fade, but she keeps the structure of her plan firmly fixed in her mind. It is not that complicated of a plan. All she has to do is—enjoy sensation, feel these feelings, immerse herself in them—embrace desire, feel that teasing pressure and know what it means and let herself want it—give in to the nightmare, let want become need become the final irrevocable choice.

So far, step one is going well. And step two is not far off. She remembers what it's been like, every time Aire opened another gate, how it wasn't just more pleasure but different pleasure, a whole new way to experience her senses, every time. At first she's more curious than anything, but her curiosity, boundless as it's always been, is being rapidly overtaken by lust.

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Clinging is so good. Aire finds herself a little surprised by just how good. She can feel Tanthe's desire over telepathy, but apparently even with that physically demonstrating that desire still adds something extra.

She'll keep her thrusts nice and slow as she builds Tanthe's lust. At the terminus of each thrust she presses gently against her last gate, but she's quite careful to stay gentle, even as her arousal builds and she finds herself wanting to push against that entrance harder. She doesn't want to risk jarring Tanthe out of the mindstate where she can make choices.

She is being given a gift. She is being given a gift, on purpose, even though that purpose might just be "why not". Tanthe feels affection for her, complicated though it may be. And for some strange reason even now Tanthe is still glad she can't hurt Aire through her shields. Somehow, those facts combine to add something new, something pleasant, along some strange new axis of goodness that she's never even noticed before.

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Every slow gentle thrust tips her farther and farther toward wanting.

She hesitates, still, for a while. Long enough that the edges of the tiny space in her mind where thinking still works are starting to fray pretty badly; long enough that she's started whimpering into Aire's shoulder at some point, she's not really sure when.

And then, trembling with fear and desire, she imagines Aire opening her final gate, imagines being wiped away by pleasure. She holds the image in her mind deliberately and purposefully. There's no way she can ask in words; this will have to do.

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That's enough.

Her secondary body lets itself ejaculate in Tanthe's ass as soon as she's finished parsing what Tanthe means. She presses herself against Tanthe from behind and shudders with the pleasure of it.

It helps her bleed off enough lust to make sure she can push through Tanthe's next womb slowly enough for Aire to savor the sensation and watch Tanthe's mind as she does it.

Aire thrusts her cock as deep into Tanthe as she can, until her cockhead is pressing harder against Tanthe's last entrance than it ever has before. And then she casts her spell again, and her cock starts to grow. First, the pressure against her last gate increases. And then its clear Aire's cock is going to push though it.

To Aire, it feels like Tanthe is squeezing down on her deliciously.

Eventually, the pressure is enough, and Aire's cock pushes through that last entrance with that lovely popping sensation she's grown to crave. It's so good, so right, her orgasm is upon her and her cock is already spurting as it finishes pushing through. Aire is overcome with a monomaniacal desire to be as deep inside Tanthe as she can be, only half of that from the raw animalistic pleasure Tanthe herself is radiating, and she locks her hips in place as she pumps Tanthe full of cum.

Even after her cock is through, it keeps pushing. The need to avoid penetrating Tanthe's next entrance is absent and so her cock can grow enough to push back against Tanthe as her womb contracts around it.  And Aire cums, and cums, and cums some more, her orgasm mixing with and buoyed by Tanthe's as she radiates it against Aire's only mostly-impermeable shields.

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Her mind expands, thrown open wider than ever before, and fills with a near-incomprehensible torrent of pleasure. It's not obvious at first what the major difference is, between this gate and the last.

(Aire's cock, pressing up against the far wall of Tanthe's seventh and final womb, can feel her heart beating on the other side. But that's just a side note.)

 

The difference, which comes clearer and clearer over time, is this:

Her cascades of interconnected pleasure tend to get larger as they go on, and not smaller.

As long as she's feeling something, anything, at all, physical, mental, emotional, psychic, any kind of experience whatsoever, it spreads its echoes into the vast interconnected network of every single thing it's possible to feel, and every single thing it's possible to feel has become a kind of pleasure, all wrapped up and tangled together so that one tiny sensation sparks a dozen more that each spark a dozen more that each spark a dozen more, and so on, and so forth.

It may not be possible to make this first and final orgasm stop. She might just keep feeling its echoes forever in a constant seething storm of perfect ecstasy radiating through a thousand thousand variations in the space of a single breath and then turning around and finding a thousand thousand more.

And yet it's not at all meaningless to keep stimulating her, because stimulating her changes that experiential landscape, paints fresh patterns across the map of her senses. It's a constant riot of noise but it's not pure noise, not indistinct undifferentiable meaningless loudness; it's hundreds of voices all singing at once, and every touch changes a tune. And Tanthe's mind is just big enough to hold them all, to process all that pleasure in all its deep intricate ever-changing beauty, though it leaves her without so much as a single thought to spare for anything else.

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Aire would be sad about Tanthe's permanent inability to feel anything but the pleasure, and she likely will be later. It puts the last nail in the coffin of their ability to ever do anything like this again. But for now, the pure, transcendent lust and satisfaction Tanthe's state inspires in her overshadows everything else. She lets it overwhelm her, drive her actions and fill her mind. It's probably the case that she could have maintained control through that, but why should she try?

The beating of Tanthe's heart feels good, light but pleasant enough that if not for her overwhelming lust she could keep her cock here, pressed into Tanthe's seventh womb, for hours, and just bask in Tanthe's pleasure.

But she wants more.

Her tentacles raise Tanthe up enough that Aire can thrust in and out of her and use Tanthe's seventh gate to get herself off. It's a long time before she stops thrusting in and out of Tanthe's last womb, using that pleasure to form the focal point in Tanthe's symphony and satisfying her almost uncontrollable desire to thrust into Tanthe again and again to watch the effects ripple out across Tanthe's mind. Eventually, even through that addictive sensation, she wants something different. 

She wants that pop sensation, but more. 

Her tentacles lift Tanthe up high enough that Aire's cockhead is the only bit of her cock left inside, and then they pull her back down, and Aire's cock pushes through all of Tanthe's wombs in a row. Pop pop pop pop pop pop pop, go all of Tanthe's gates one after the other. The pleasure, the way that pushing through those gates is now thoroughly associated with breaking Tanthe's mind, the effects she can see rippling through Tanthe, all of these things combine to leave Aire a willing slave to her own lusts. She repeats that slower, less intense motion for a while, wringing another few orgasms out of herself, before she decides to change things again.

She wants it faster.

She flips them over so Tanthe can rest on on top of Aire's secondary body. Then she grabs hold of her hips and she thrusts into her, over and over, hard enough to make Tanthe's entire body jiggle. Pushing through those entrances over and over again, feeling Tanthe wrap around her and experience perfect, unending pleasure, is better than anything she's ever experienced.

She wants to cum in Tanthe's cunt, she wants to cum on her, she wants to cum down her throat and up her ass, and probably a large part of how fixated her mind is on physical pleasure and orgasm is a result of Tanthe's own experiences flowing through Aire's partially-dropped shields, but the rest is Aire's own overflowing lust.

She radiates all her own desires and feelings just to watch them impact Tanthe and ripple through her.

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The ripples are intricately beautiful, never the same twice. Tanthe feels everything Aire does to her, and enjoys it, and it all echoes endlessly through her eternal orgasm. She hears every thought Aire shows to her, and it's all pleasure because everything is pleasure. There's nothing left in her but pleasure. Nothing at all.

She isn't crying anymore.

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Tanthe not crying, when she notices it, provokes a complicated response in Aire. It's good that she isn't sad anymore. It's bad that she can't feel sad anymore, that there isn't enough space left around the pleasure for her to feel sad. And not just in the way where it means this night can't ever happen again.

So, if that isn't the only reason, why else is it bad?

For the same reason it would be bad if Christa ended up spending the rest of her life using Aire to not have to think. The actual underlying thing is complicated enough she can't think about it in the background while furiously fucking Tanthe as many ways as she can think of, but she can tell that it comes down to the same thing, that the same underlying concept is lighting up.

 

She spends hours fucking Tanthe as many ways as she can think up. There's the obvious of just putting her magically grown cock in places Tanthe hasn't experienced it yet, but that's gone through relatively quickly, even with a number of basic positional variations thrown in. Then she tries cocooning  Tanthe securely in squeezing, massaging tentacles and moving her like a toy, and from there to suspending Tanthe by tentacles like they're ropes. And, of course, there's the straightforward way of moving on from there of combining all those prior things in different ways.

The novelty of each new way for Aire to fuck Tanthe and make her mind ripple in new beautiful ways keeps Aire intensely, monomaniacally focused on this moment, on finding more and more ways to pleasure Tanthe.

After she's worked her way through most of the obvious purely-pleasurable things to do, she experiments with something new, genuinely different in kind rather than just variations on pleasurable stimulation. 

Inflicting moderate, light pain, small bites here and there. Tiny little nips on the lobe of her ear and slightly harder chomps delivered by her secondary body to Tanthe's shoulders.

Does Tanthe like it? She hopes she likes it, she wants to give Tanthe as many nice things as she can.

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It's new and different, a novel sensation that sparks novel patterns; and while there is not a lot of Tanthe to go around, there is enough of her left to react positively to novelty and variety. (She's been having the same novelty-positive response many times over the course of Aire's explorations, but this is a particularly strong one because pain is an especially intense and distinctive sensation that's especially different from other things Aire has done.)

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Good! Additional nice things to give Tanthe!

She experiments with this. Different parts of Tanthe's body should feel pain in different ways, and she can catalogue how exactly they all make Tanthe light up. For now she sticks to lightly nipping all across Tanthe's body, just to get a general feel for things. Is there a place where she likes to be nipped most? 

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Most places seem to be about equally good, but she's especially in favour of light pain on her breasts and nipples; the sensation-cascades seem to get particularly sparkly there, for some reason.

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Well, Aire can focus her attentions there, for a bit. 

And slip her cock back inside Tanthe's pussy. She's had it out for a bit as she experiments with places to bite Tanthe, and she finds herself increasingly greedy to be inside Tanthe's seventh womb again.

Feeling Tanthe flutter around her in eternal orgasm as she pushes back inside is heavenly. 

While she thrusts in and out of Tanthe's seventh womb, she experiments with various little bites and pinches and twists of Tanthe's nipples and other parts of her breasts, trying to calibrate the amount of force she should be using.

Eventually, one particularly shiny set of cascades in Tanthe manages to set off Aire's latest orgasm and she bites down on Tanthe's nipple a couple of times harder than she meant to. Not enough to draw blood, or anything like that, but certainly enough that if she'd done it to, say, Christa, she'd expect a startled yelp in response and some unpleasantly lingering pain afterwards.

Even as she's overtaken by the intoxicating pleasure of spurting into Tanthe's womb, she finds herself almost anxiously watching Tanthe's mind for how she feels about that unintentionally hard bite.

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...mildly startled maybe? It's sort of hard to tell. The sensation-cascade is as sparkly as ever, and more intense than usual in proportion to the intensity of the initial sensation.

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Well, mildly startled is better than "actually that went over the maximum pain-is-nice threshold and now I am somehow managing to be upset despite the eternal orgasm". In retrospect perhaps she shouldn't have actually been worried about that at all.

Well, she can slowly work her way back up to that level of intensity over time. She knows that that, at least, still ends up registering as pleasant to Tanthe, even if it's startling to have it suddenly thrust upon her.

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Playing around in that general range of pain intensity is all good as far as Tanthe's concerned. Sparkly sensations!

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Aire finds herself flinching away from the thought of applying much more pain than this. She hasn't actually found a ceiling on what Tanthe likes, but the thought of increasing the intensity until she maybe does sets off unpleasant little alarms in her head. But there's rather a lot that she can try, that stays firmly below level.

She fucks Tanthe and applies carefully calibrated to be known-nice amounts of pain to her breasts and nipples. It goes on for a while. But eventually she finds herself hungry for novelty again, and she suspects Tanthe would appreciate it too.

She thinks she'll just try out a new kind of pain on its own for a bit, and then move on to combining them.

She flips Tanthe over so she's straddling Aire's secondary body, and support her in that position with tentacles; Tanthe isn't in any state to be supporting herself. Then her primary body can kneel behind her and ease into her from behind. This, she's already done.

The spanking she starts up a moment later, she has not. She starts nice and soft, enough to register as an impact but not enough for there to be any pain. And then she can slowly increase the force behind each slap until Tanthe's ass jiggles beautifully with each strike. It's actually pleasant enough to watch that she finds herself, almost without meaning to, slowly speeding up the pace of her thrusting. Fuck, that jiggling is so nice. She isn't usually this intensely turned on by people's physical forms, rather than what she does to their minds, but something about it being Tanthe specifically is altering that. It's almost like what's happening to Tanthe"s mind is so hot that it's overflowing to everything else about Tanthe. And now the jiggling of Tanthe's ass as she spanks it is almost hypnotic, reaching right through her mind to whisper directly to Aire's libido that she should fuck Tanthe harder.

So she does.

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A new kind of new and different! Newly and differently sparkly. Very good. 💖💖💖

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Cute! In addition being incredibly hot, it turns out that Tanthe is also incredibly cute. That is approximately half of the orthogonal extra niceness she's been noticing, she thinks. When she provides Tanthe with some new forms of stimulation, and her brain fills up with lust and pleasure and happy sparkles, it's almost irresistibly cute. 

Now, it happens to be the case that Tanthe is cute in a kind of way where in addition to wanting to snuggle her tight Aire also wants to fuck her silly. However, that's been true of everyone Aire's ever found cute (so far a list of two: Christa and Tanthe), and so the fact that those two things seem to be very closely connected in her mind doesn't seem odd to her in the least. And so, she sees no need to do anything but indulge in the desires Tanthe's adorableness creates in her.

Tanthe's so cute it's ridiculous, absolutely absurd, who decided people were allowed to be this cute? Aire certainly never gave Tanthe permission.

Clearly, she should be punished for this.

The punishment is additional spankings! And getting fucked extra hard! She expects Tanthe to thoroughly regret being so extraordinarily cute without Aire's consent!

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Seems pretty silly of her to have that expectation, really. As previously established, Tanthe loves it when Aire spanks her and fucks her hard. 💖

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All that extra-hard fucking drives Aire over the edge in short order.

After she comes down, she finds herself nuzzling into the back of Tanthe's neck.

Cute! Very good! Important!

She knows Tanthe won't really understand those thoughts and feelings when she radiates them, but she does anyway.

And then she can try combining pain sources! 

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Tanthe does not at all understand those thoughts and feelings, but on the basest, simplest emotional level, she does manage to see affection-at-her and feel happiness-at-affection in response. The cozy ripples of that exchange are still playing out as Aire starts experimenting again, and the new interesting pain-sensation cascades weave beautifully through the emotion-sensation cascades to make a more intricate and beautiful pattern than either of them could have done alone.

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Good! Tanthe deserves all the nice things.

She can keep feeling Aire's affection. It's nice to watch happiness-at-affection dance through Tanthe's mind. And when one of Aire's body has to head off to check on Christa, she can wrap Tanthe up in enough tentacles that she shouldn't notice the absence as worse, but rather just different. 

Christa's immediate response to seeing Aire is to throw out both her arms like she's asking for a hug, even while she's still getting fucked silly by the bar's basement tentacles. Aire doesn't actually have the heart to leave her alone after that, and she flows over her once more. It isn't long at all before Christa is happily orgasming herself silly in Aire's protective embrace.

Well, that done, she should probably decide what exactly she will do with her Tanthe now that she has her. Part of her wants to spirit her away to one of her fallback locations in the Green, far away from the threat of the Red Queen and well-hidden enough Tanthe would be safe there. And it's not like Aire would leave her alone and vulnerable. But probably keeping Tanthe in and around the Deep Heart Glisten Palace would actually keep her safer. This place is absurdly well-defended, and Aire is only ever two teleports away from having Tanthe safely ensconced in that fallback location if she ever needs to flee.

Yes, she'll keep Tanthe here. That does mean she needs to find a tentacle pit with mental shields, with Tanthe as she is now she doesn't want to leave her languishing without stimulation if Aire ever heads off to do anything else, but that shouldn't be too hard. Her other body can go looking, with Christa's telepathy it shouldn't take all that long. This body can experiment with whether or not Tanthe likes being squeezed tight while her nipples are pinched. She already knows what the result was on previous trials, but she is feeling the need to run those tests again, just to be sure.

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