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When Hyacinth comes home to her new apartment for the first time after a long day at university, it's to the sight of moving bots just finishing dropping off the last of her stuff and moving furniture into place. The full-immersion VR pod her parents gave her is safely hooked up in the pod room, her bed is in her bedroom, she has chairs and a desk and some bookshelves. Clothes are mostly still in boxes, waiting to be hung up in the closet. Holovid and a cozy chair occupy the living room. She doesn't have any food in the small kitchen yet.

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Hyacinth - (she's still getting used to the name) - sets down her ill-fitting body on the side of her bed. 

It has been pretty much the worst month of her life. She had thought that because it was clear to her, that because the love and the joy inside her that bubbled up when she finally put on the dress was so shockingly obvious, that it would be obvious to everyone she cared about too.

That was wrong, and a disastrous month later has seen her move out of her old family home on the seashore for this cramped apartment. UBI's caught her, sure, but god was it ever a headache getting the papers together and moving everything out. Her family fought her the whole way, but they had to admit that she was allowed to leave if she wanted to - 

She pushes up her glasses and presses her palms against her eyes just to bathe in the soothing blackness for a while. 

All because of that damn assignment in her creative writing course and some well-meaning advice from that author at the conference to "look at what scares you." 

She has no idea what she's doing. University is a week on and a week off now, and she's been doing her best to throw herself into the work, but now she's got nothing to do for nine whole days. Any other week this would be a vacation she'd welcome, but going back to her friends in Soul Reavers is impossible, her family's in the fucking guild, it'd be awkward as hell. 

She hasn't got anything to eat. She should go get groceries but she's exhausted. 

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She gets up and paces over to the window, looking out at the five feet of alley before the window faces another brick wall. It lets in light, but it's a far cry from the seaside view she's used to. 

She wants out.

She wants out of this whole situation. 

It's ridiculous and unfair and stupid. 

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... She finds herself in the pod room. Her feet must have carried her in here on their own. 

She checks over the pod. It's something to do. 

The nutrient solution's fully stocked, unlike her fridge. Of course.

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... She could try CORA. 

It's the hot new thing, supposedly better than Realms of Dragons. No guild in it for her, but maybe what she needs is a fresh start. 

A fresh reroll. 

Come to think of it, she hasn't been in full-dive before... knowing this. 

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She's in the pod before the thought even fully forms, her violet dress flapping against the edge of the pod awkwardly. She pulls it in, settles the neural stimulator on her head, and lays back. 

For all her family's reluctance to accept her, they didn't skimp on this present. She'll be safe in here. 

It's always a little scary to accept the dive. If the feed system doesn't work she could starve herself unknowingly. But right now, she needs out.

Hyacinth settles back, tenses for a moment - this part is always uncomfortable - and accepts the prick of the intravenous line to the underside of her right wrist. There's more, but she doesn't like to think about it. This is clean. Medical. A safety feature, really. The rest happens once she's under and is gone by the time she wakes, so it's like it never happened. 

She lays her head back against the comfortable pillow, and sends the familiar mental motion through the neural crown...

And her room vanishes.

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And with a flicker of light, her starspace opens up around her. 

She's had it since she was a child. A small plane of stars, to launch and edit programs from. Her own little magic factory. Some of it even works based on her own little bits of code. She's no expert, but she can read an API. 

Her body is more slight here, a little more androgynous and formless. She doesn't have a proper avatar here. Never set it up, for... some reason. 

She traces a symbol - [Search] - then wills for CORA to appear. 

After a few moments of flicking through lore she's brought to a character generation screen. She installed it before the move. Hoping for... something. 

Now it's blindingly obvious what she wanted.

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Character creation sliders blur under her will. She knows what she wants. 

She wants the body she'll never have. 

She wants to be free. 

She wants braids. Long ones, down to her waist. Lavender hair. Magic. Real magic. Glasses, of course, can't not have them. A pair of fox ears, so Tod Sifv for the race. A smaller, shorter body. Slight breasts. Between her legs can be standard for girls. It's not like she's committed to playing CORA. There'll be another fulldive MMO along if she doesn't like it. Even though she can't reroll this - 

It's good enough. 

She'll never have another first chance. 

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And, after a long blurry moment, she just is.

As she dreamed herself.

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She has fox ears. And breasts. And a distinct lack of something she's used to between her legs. Her frame is shorter, her skin a little more sensitive. There's a fluttery sensation in her stomach. 

She could stay on this character selection screen for a long time.

It feels right. In a way that no other body she's worn ever has. 

... Suddenly, it seems blindingly obvious why she played Undead in Realms of Dragons. The feeling of having a rotting, wrong body is just everyday for her. It doesn't surprise her, the way it did other players. It doesn't feel wrong. The unnatural strength of being Undead was just... how she lived. 

But this body is full of energy. She feels like her heart is going to burst, it feels so right.

She grins irrepressibly. "Hyacinth," she says to herself. Her voice is light, bubbly... A little too cute actually. 

She tunes it downwards a little. Keep it feminine, but she'd like something... a little more husky and soft, actually... does she want to keep her Canadian accent? 

"Hyacinth." 

There, that's a little better.

She looks at the confirm button. 

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Does she want this.

Forever and ever.

To be her, in the realms of CORA. 

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Heck yes!

But she hasn't checked the skill trees yet, it's tempting to hit confirm but her build -

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Alright so if she just consults the CORA strategy guide she has open in this other simulspace, she should take Ranged Cast Magic for any form of blasting or offensive casting. For defensive casting she should take Self Cast Magic, and if she wants to make magic items of any kind, Sustain Magic. There are a lot of more specialized trees but she wants to be an enchanter of the most generalist type she can be.

Her race gives her Affinity: Arcane for free, which is tremendously versatile, so the question is whether she wants to go with light or fire as her secondary affinity. 

Light... is traditional, for women. There's always been an inclination towards "girls heal." That makes her want it a little, but...

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In her heart, and until the end of time, she will always be a Fire mage. It's just part of who she is now. Realms of Dragons saw to that.

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As for being useful out of combat, it's clear that the best stat to focus on overall is Intricacy. That will let her build more complex enchantments and items with Sustain Magic and hopefully serve as the equivalent of a Realms of Dragons "Profession."

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She's so excited to get to blow things up.

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Anyway. 

Once she confirms she'll be thrown into the game. 

... She should really get ready for a proper session, she's still wearing her dress and if she comes back in a few days it'll be soaked through with sweat. That's no way to treat it.

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Regretfully, she saves the in-progress character and closes her session. 

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Consciousness doesn't return instantly. There's a timeless moment of dislocation before the neural crown disengages and she's left back in the pod. 

She gets out, goes into her bedroom. Changes into her VR wear, little more than a set of underwear. She doesn't have a proper bra but that's okay. Nobody's going to see her in the pod, and nobody would know what they were looking at. 

She's going to be going down for a long time. She can feel it. 

She sets the pod to give her an alarm on next Sunday morning. Nine days of her newest life. 

Then she gets back in.

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One familiar pinprick and she's back in her real body.

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Back to herself. 

The confirm button's right there. 

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Time for a new adventure. 

She hits Confirm.

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Hyacinth experiences a moment of discontinuity, then finds herself standing in a forest. She hears the growling and barking of wolves, and smells blood. Six wolves with red eyes surround a demon girl.

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The girl — who is a Darkling, from what Hyacinth remembers of reading the lore during character creation — has large black wings, and horns that sweep back over her scalp, starting just above her violet hairline, and a long dark violet tail with a blunted spade on the end, and bright violet eyes. She's wearing a black blouse and trousers under some very basic leather armor, and black boots.

She dances between the wolves, slashing at them with her saber and occasionally using her wings to vault high over the beasts.

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And she abruptly has a staff now! Yay starter inventory!

Okay so how does she cast in this system, she completely forgot to set up her abilities at character creation - 

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One of the wolves makes a pass at her, and she reflexively clubs it with the end of her staff. Old habits die hard. 

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She opens the ability menu and quickly slots the recommended starter spell, [Fire Bolt]. Fortunately she seems to have finished off the wolf that came at her so she's out of combat for the two seconds it takes to slot.

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Alright, who wants some?

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This other wolf wants some. It seems to think Hyacinth looks like easier prey than the Darkling girl, who's a bit bloodied but doing fine, judging by the three other wolf corpses on the ground.

"Oh hey, where'd you come from?", the girl asks. She leaps over a nearby wolf, slashes the flank of another, then briefly lights her sword up with sparking electricity before stabbing the wolf she jumped over, which spasms and limps away from her.

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She tosses a firebolt at the wolf with an effort of will, but the end of her staff is off to the side from her earlier cast and it goes wide. Shit, this is one of those games where you have to actually aim, like Terra Defenders. 

She runs to the side - always faster than backing up - and lines up the angle, then casts again. 

This time the firebolt catches it full in the face. 

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"Just spawned in, so sorry to interrupt!"

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The wolf she blasts howls and darts back toward the violet-haired girl. The one the darkling girl stabbed with lightning takes one more slash and goes down, and the girl spins and slashes the burned one, which quickly drops as well.

"Awesome. Welcome to Parcosia, I'm Sable, wanna party up?"

One wolf lunges toward Sable's thigh; she leaps out of the way. Another runs past Hyacinth, snapping at her as it passes. It has a large gash bleeding down its side.

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She darts sideways again and strikes with the butt end of her staff this time, keeping the focus on top relatively aligned. 

"Sure! At least till the wolves are down!"

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She tosses off another firebolt at one of the wolves Sable's dealing with as she gets a moment of alignment. She's worse at Terra Defenders, but not bad.

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The one Hyacinth whacks peels off with a yelp, but then darts back in toward her, lunging at her! The one she blasts, meanwhile, gets very unlucky. Her firebolt catches it directly in a wound, and it sizzles and falls.

"Sweet," Sable replies with a grin, and a party invite appears in Hyacinth's UI.

You have been invited to join Sable Inkheart's party.

Accepting or declining feels like a primitive mental action.

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Meanwhile, Sable laughs and vaults over a charge from the other remaining wolf, then stabs it from above.

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She accepts, and casts mana shield -  

Shit, wrong game - 

She stumbles backwards, and tries to get her staff between her and the charging wolf, but this doesn't look good. 

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The wolf ducks under Hyacinth's interposed staff and bites into her thigh, then bowls past her, knocking her to the side. It hurts. She can feel the way the teeth tear into her skin, the way the individual punctures tear into a larger wound.

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"Fuck!" 

That's way worse than anything in Realms of Dragons. She's used to light stings to indicate damage but this is on a whole other level. Who are CORA's devs, a bunch of sadists? 

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Shit, her new partymate is in trouble. She leaps off the wolf she just stabbed, which is quickly dying, and lunges in a wing-assisted charge at the final beast, slashing its throat.

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It falls in a bloody heap, and both girls get the chime of a level up notification. When inspected, it reveals that there's an attribute point and three ability points to spend. The former increase a character's basic attributes, while the latter allow purchasing new nodes from one's ability trees, to create new spells and abilities.

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"You okay?" Sable gives her an inquisitive look and steps over to check on her.

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She takes a careful step, and winces as her still-injured thigh stabs her. Another thing that's different in CORA. In Realms of Dragons you only took pain on a hit, not afterwards.

"Ow," she says eloquently. "That'll teach me to jump in without slotting any abilities." 

 

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On closer inspection, it looks like Sable's stepping a bit gingerly as well. She must've been doing a good job of ignoring it during the fight.

She nods. "Yeah, worth spending some time on that before you see combat. No idea why you landed in the middle of my fight with the wolves, rather than in a safer spot."

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"Maybe the gods think we'll get along," she jokes with a grin.

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"Yeah, maybe," Hyacinth grunts out. "Give me a second to go through my abilities and actually slot things. I wanted a shield-spell and didn't have one slotted, give me a sec."

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Okay, so the system shows her that she has got... Fire Bolt, Repel, and Shove/Leap. 

Fire bolt is easy. Fire node in ranged casting plus bolt node in the same ability tree. Very basic. (Ow.)

Repel is the defensive spell she was looking for. It uses a burst node from the Self tree and a Force node from the Ranged tree to throw things away that get too close. It's not the classic defensive ward she's used to, but she could've used it. Serves her right for not looking over herself during character creation.

Shove/Leap looks to be a strength buff that works by aligning force with blows or pushes. Force again, with Enhance from the Self tree and Sustained from the Sustain tree. 

All of this she could've used, but she is apparently a stupid dumb-dumb today. Her leg is making it hard to concentrate on anything other than that.

She investigates the Sustained tree, and indeed finds Heal Wounds in it. It's Light affinity so it'll cost a boatload of mana but right now she does not care. She unlocks it, and screw her Fire affinity.

What nodes can she mix with that? Self Burst makes sense. A ranged bolt of healing... less so?

She'll have to see if she can get enough power out of a self burst to not be fucking bleeding.

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"Come over here," she says a little woozily. "I can slot a healing ability but it'll be a burst close to me, no clue what the range will be."

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She'll get close enough to Hyacinth to hug her, but doesn't actually hug her. "Close enough?", she asks with a smile.

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She blushes a little. CORA avatars are hotter than she's used to, and... people didn't get up in her personal space in Realms of Dragons.

"Y-yeah." 

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She focuses her mana, and channels. It's going to take a hot second to work with this outside her affinities. 

But after pouring enough raw POWER into it - 

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Both their wounds close up and get well on their way toward healing fully.

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"Ooh. That feels much better. Cute, handy with a firebolt, and able to heal? Quite a handy combo." She grins playfully. "So what's your name, and would you like to keep teaming up even after we head back to town and collect our bounty?"

<Go on,> Hailey teases internally, <you've only known her for five minutes.>

<Is anything I said wrong?>, Sable fires back with an internal smirk.

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She opens her mouth, pauses. 

"Hyacinth," she says after a second. "Though I will admit I didn't really think about how it'd abbreviate. Sin and Sable, the purple sisters. Kind of cute." She tugs at a strand of her own lavender hair. "You were really cool fighting those wolves by the way."

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"Pretty name, Hyacinth. I do like the ring of Sin and Sable, too. Not sure about sisters, though," she grins warmly as she replies, arching her eyebrows a bit at the end. “And thanks. This game really rewards external skill, and the opportunity to practice in private VR combines really dangerously with having nothing to do. The result is being surprisingly good with a sword."

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Not sure about sisters, huh? Well she'll file that away for a bit.

Hyacinth plants her staff firmly. It's a casual motion. 

"Yeah," she says. "I'm just coming from Realms of Dragons so I'm a mixture of a complete newbie and an actually good player. The sharpness of wounds in this one really surprised me."

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She nods. "It's kind of a lot. Feels... grounding, for me, though. I suppose that's why I made a melee build." She hums a bit. "I haven't played Realms of Dragons. Wasn't a flexible enough magic system for me, honestly, and I wanted something eighteen-plus. No worries about not knowing CORA, though. I think that was level level two for both of us. I just know swords and guns for my own special interest reasons, is all, and picked the former for my build."

<I'm a special interest? Awwww!>, teases Ruby, hugging Sable mentally.

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She rubs her thigh where the wound was. It still aches, but kind of in a nice way.

Sheeeeeeeeeeelving that thought.

"Yeah, I wanted to... move on a bit. I moved out recently and I wanted a new game my family wasn't also playing. CORA's been big lately so I decided to try it out."

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"Makes sense!" She offers the shorter girl her arm. "Shall we return to town?"

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Yeah she will totally take some support on her way back towards town. Getting to cling to the pretty girl a bit is just a bonus. 

"Please, let's, I think I'm close to empty on mana."

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And so Sable will escort Hyacinth, arm in arm, back to the small Parcosian village that issued this bounty. The woods are mostly quiet, with birds chirping occasionally. When they're most of the way back to town, Sable pauses for a moment, her wings, horns, and tail shimmering and vanishing.

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Hyacinth pauses. "Um, should I be hiding my ears?"

She paws at one of them, and is rewarded with an alien but very pleasant burst of sensory feedback. 

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She frowns and shakes her head. "No. You're fine. Darklings sometimes get a bit of unpleasantness, but no one gives artifisuki or any other nonhumans any trouble unless they've spent too much time listening to Pagutum's bullshit."

It appears Sable has mistaken Hyacinth for a non-fae foxgirl.

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Being mistaken for artifisuki suits her just fine. 

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She tilts her head. "Who's this Pagutum character then?"

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"Big country full of assholes across the sea to the east, lots of propaganda against nonhumans, some homophobic and transphobic propaganda more recently too. They invaded Joret, which was supposed to be one of the newbie starter nations."

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Oh. 

Of course. 

She sighs. "Do you ever get the feeling that CORA's devs made the game a little too realistic?"

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She giggles a bit and nods. "I do wonder sometimes. I think this was outside action, though, at least if the rumors I'm hearing about the Patriot Church being involved have any truth to them."

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"Ugh. Them. America loses one war against the Commonwealth..." 

She sighs and futzes with her hair a little. 

"Can we focus on questing a bit? I don't play games to do politics." 

She pauses, tilts her head. "Actually that's a lie, I'm pretty damn good at Mafia. But that's for fun. It's different when real world shit gets involved."

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"Good idea, Sin," she says with a laugh and a grin, "I'm trying to avoid those assholes myself. So we're going to get enough money from this to afford an inn for tonight, along with some very basic supplies you're going to need — waterskin, some food, bedroll, a personal tent, maybe some little warding stakes to go around it. If you're sticking with me longer we can share my stakes, but I still want you to have a pair of your own. After that we can see about upgrades to your gear."

She hums thoughtfully. "I don't have explicit plans about next quests yet. I guess we'll see what's available when we get there."

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"Yeah, I think I'll stick around. You seem interesting." 

She ducks her head. "Sorry about the swearing by the way, the guilds back in Realms of Dragons were... very male-dominated and I found that swearing got me taken a bit more seriously. I can knock it off if it makes you uncomfortable."

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Sable giggles and grins, shaking her head. "Unless you start quoting Patriot Church doctrine at me and suggesting I should be purged or calling me 'young man'," she makes an eloquently disgusted face for a moment, before returning to her easy grin, "it'll take a lot more than some cursing to make me uncomfortable."

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"Why on earth would I call you "young man" when you're obviously a girl?" 

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Wait, hold on a second

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"It's funny how a group that talks so much about 'souls' spends so much time insisting the circumstances of your body at birth dictate identity more than who you know you are inside, don't you think?"

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"Yeah, it really is." 

She ducks her head.

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And, over the private message function...

This is actually my first time in fulldive as a girl. Very first session. In Realms of Dragons I was a boy, but...

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She gives Hyacinth a hug as they keep walking.

But something was missing, and it turned out to be this? Family didn't take it well, I gather?

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Yeah. There's several reasons why I wanted a new game. 

I'm guessing you have a similar situation.

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Yep. I don't leave VR often. Doesn't help that I don't really have any leverage on the political mess, either. Not much draw for me out there, as a result.

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They're walking in the main gates, and receive nods from guard. "So, the inn is also where the bounty was posted. I figure we head there first."

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Yeah, well, I guess that's life to some extent.

I don't want to just abandon my external life, but I've got a week before I need to get back to my creative writing course at university. So you'll have me for a while yet.

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Hyacinth casts her gaze around at the small town, taking in the unfamiliar sights. "Yeah, let's see what there is to see."

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I'll be lamenting how short it is by the end of the week, I'm sure.

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On the way to the inn, they pass a few homes, some of which double as businesses like a cobbler and a blacksmith and leatherworker. Also there's a general store. Down a side street, an orphanage is visible. The small tavern, when they reach it, has a sign declaring it the Rusted Bucket Inn, with a wooden bucket hanging upside down below the sign.

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Hyacinth takes a moment to study the bucket sign.

"Quaint!", she declares. 

 

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She smiles and nods, and leads the way inside.

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Several wooden tables fill the room, and a roaring fireplace occupies a far wall. A smattering of guests are seated at the various tables. The innkeeper stands behind the bar, just passing a drink to a patron.

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Sable heads directly for the innkeper, and waves him over. "Hello, Jorem."

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He's a stocky man, with weary, grey eyes and short brown hair. He smiles at Sable and Hyacinth. "Afternoon, lass. Made it back from those wolves alright I see. Looks like you found a friend?"

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She nods. "She appeared out of nowhere in the middle of the fight. I hope you'll forgive me for not collecting proof from all the wolves and prioritizing getting her back town safely as soon as the fight was over."

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He scoffs, and reaches under the bar for a small pouch of coins. "Ach. I trust ya."

They each get a level up chime from the experience awarded for completing the quest.

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"Nice to meet you, Jorem. I'm Hyacinth." 

She smiles and ducks her head, leaning on her staff a little. "We both took some wounds from that wolfpack, but I was able to focus and manage a healing spell. It just about exhausted me to heal both of us though, so I thought discretion was the better part of valor."

She rubs her thigh. "Also, I've done my fair share of sparring, but it's another thing to actually get bitten." She gives Jorem a sour look. "It still aches a bit."

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He chuckles ruefully and nods. "Aye, lass, that it would. Well met. Will you lasses be staying the night, and will you be wanting supper?"

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Sable has meanwhile split the pouch into two stacks of coins, sliding one to Hyacinth. "We will, on both counts. A double room, please?"

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"Double room and two dinners will be a crown, lass."

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She hands him a gold coin.

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She picks up the coins. Iiiiiiinventory system?

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Inventory system! Accessible through this simple mental motion! Her carrying capacity is weight-limited, and based on her physical stats.

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That'll be annoying as a mage, but it can't be helped. 

She "pockets" the coins. 

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Wait a minute, a double room... 

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Prooooooobably nothing? Probably? Right? 

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"So," she says seriously to Sable. "I wanted to do some planning for my future abilities, if you wanted to talk that over over dinner?"

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"Sounds like a pretty good idea. I think we might want to handle the shopping first, though, just because because some of the stores might close."

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"Oh! Yeah, right, that makes sense. I'm a little scattered, sorry."

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She giggles warmly and gives Hyacinth a friendly squeeze. "No worries. I've been there."

And then she leads the way out to the shops, with a parting wave to Jorem. First stop is the general store. A wide variety of basic goods are available. Sable immediately bustles off and grabs a bedroll, waterskin, and some assorted tools. "Anything you want while we're in here?"

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"... Do they have hairbrushes?" 

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"Let's see..."

She looks about.

"Ah!" And grabs a simple wooden hairbrush, setting it on the counter with everything else.

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A real wooden hairbrush eeeeeeeee

She takes it and hugs it to her chest. 

"Okay," she says after a moment. "This will be my one vanity purchase for the day. The rest should be practical. I bet no enchanted items are in our price range, right?"

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"Neither in our price range nor sold in this town."

<You would buy this girl enchanted gear in a heartbeat,> Hailey teases.

<Only if she had a really good argument. It would blow the budget otherwise.>

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"I want to make them eventually. I'm going for a high-Intricacy build with Sustained Magic as one of my trees. Eventually I'll be able to lay enchantments. Eventually."

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"Oooh, that's a fun plan. Long build-up time, but high reward. Clever girl."

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"Oh hm. Slightly cheaper to trade my solo tent for a two person tent than to get a whole separate tent. I'm fine with either. Thoughts?"

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"A two-person tent..."

She nods to herself. 

"Yeah, that would work for us. I like you and I expect you're on a lot, right?"

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"I basically only leave once a month to make sure my nutrient paste is topped up, and then stay out for a day or so to make sure I don't shock my system too hard from switching too often. I can make sure to schedule those for your uni weeks."

She adds the two person tent to the pile, and then sets her old tent next to it to trade in.

"Anything else you think you'd like?"

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Hyacinth blinks. "Switching what too often?" 

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"In and out of VR? Some people get VR sickness."

<That is not the only thing we switch, but that does not usually line up with whether or not we're in VR,> Maya notes.

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"Oh. I hadn't heard of that before."

Hyacinth sighs. "I guess people didn't really share information like that in my last game."

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Hyacinth clearly deserves better than her last crowd.

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Sable hugs her close. "Well, I'm glad to make sure you don't miss out on anything like that."

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"Thanks." 

Hyacinth smiles and adjusts her glasses. "I wonder if I can eventually enchant these... well, it'll be a long while before then." 

She drums her fingers against her staff's length. "I think this collection more or less covers it?"

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"Two crowns and three silver then, misses," she clerk requests.

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Sable pays the clerk and stows the tent, leaving the rest on the counter for Hyacinth.

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Hyacinth scoops it up and inventories it.

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"Thanks so much," she chirps.

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"Gladly. No point in recruiting a cute new adventurer to my team if I'm not going to make sure she's kitted out." And Sable leads the way out.

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She follows along, using her simple staff as a walking stick along the way.

"Did you want to look into more quests, or...?"

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"Let's see... Did you wind up finding a shield spell? We can go see about some basic leathers for you, if you'd like. Other than that, I think yeah, we'll head back to the inn and look at the bounty board and get supper."

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"I don't have a shield spell, I have a self-cast force burst that'll throw things away from me. Leathers are probably a great idea if they won't interfere with my magic."

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"It won't." She nods and leads the way to the blacksmith and leatherworker. "Got anything in my friend's size?"

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The clerk nods, steps into the back, and comes out with some basic leathers. "That'll be a crown, lass. I can dye these for another three silver, though."

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Sable gives her companion a curious look.

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She really wants pretty purple leathers. 

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No, she has already made one vanity purchase today. And she'll probably replace these soon enough.

"Undyed is fine."

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"Do have purples that match our respective hair?"

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"Aye, lass, I do."

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Hyacinth blushes a little. 

"I, um."

Somehow she doesn't quite manage to voice an objection.

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"Is there a color you'd like better? Oh, or we could match each other's hair?"

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"I'dlikeadarkerpurplesoyourhaircolorisgood," Hyacinth manages. 

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Sable nods. "How long would it take for you to dye them to match my hair color?"

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"A good few hours. They'll be done by morning for sure. Would you like to do yours as well?"

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She turns to Hyacinth. "What d'you think, Sin? Would I look good with your lavender over these dark clothes, or should I get mine done in my darker violet instead?"

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"I think your darker violet is better, then we'd match."

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Hyacinth's being adorable is what she's doing. Sable unequips her leathers and sets them on the table as well. "Both in my violet, please. We'll be back in the morning."

And she pays the man.

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"Gladly, lass. You two have a lovely evening now."

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Okay, Hyacinth, focus. You have an inn to get back to and food to eat and a build to discuss.

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"So where to now?"

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"Back to the inn, Hyacinth. It's time for supper and new quests and abilities."

She loops an arm around Hyacinth's and leads her out and toward the inn.

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She is on the arm of a pretty girl. 

What.

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She follows, leaning a little harder on her staff than she meant to. 

"Yeah, that makes sense."

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She leads the way back to the Rusted Bucket, inside, and lets Jorem know. Then off to the bounty board.

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Ooh, what's it got in store for her?

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A basic bulletin board hangs on the wall, with various paper notices pinned to it. Little interface windows hover next to each listing the minimum recommended level.

Ten crowns to kill a herd of corrupted mountain goats east of town. (Min level 1-2)

One hundred fifty crowns to identify and put an end to whoever or whatever is corrupting wild animals in the western hills. (Min level 20-25)

Fifty crowns to kill a crew of bandits on the road east of town. Requested by  the city of Cardova. (Min level 5-7)

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"Goats, huh? That's the only one that's level appropriate for us."

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"Well, we're three now and I think we'll at least hit four from the goat bounty. Between the two of us, that might be enough to take care of the bandits. Also, there might be a new corrupted animal bounty tomorrow or the day after that we could use to get to five. They've had them every day this week, from what I hear."

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"The thing corrupting them sounds like bad news though. We should probably stay sharp about that."

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She nods. "Definitely. We should keep an eye out for signs, just to avoid tripping over it. Definitely underleveled for that."

She plucks the two chosen bounties from the wall and accepts them.

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Then turns to Hyacinth. "So how about dinner?"

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"I would love dinner." Hyacinth grins.

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Then she'll pick out a table, briefly swinging close enough to the bar to signal Jorem. She picks a spot out of the way, not too far from the fire, at a smaller two-person table. She also pulls Hyacinth's chair out for her. Chivalry isn't dead, it's just trans.

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She settles into her chair with a small blush. 

"Thank you," she says. Even this small courtesy is... More than she's really used to getting.

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"Gladly, Sin," she replies with a grin, sitting down across from her. "So let's talk builds. I hit level three with the quest completion, did you?"

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"Yes, I did as well. I spent a node on Heal Wounds, so I guess I have five remaining if it's three per level?"

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She nods, smiling curiously. "And I've still got all six of mine. So what sort of build are you aiming for? Maybe we can try to build for synergy."

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"Well, my usual methods of consulting build guides and handbooks aren't super applicable given the incredibly flexible node system of CORA..."

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"So for right now I'm hoping for a generalist wizard build. Blasting is good and worthy but I'd like to get into something of a controller role as well. I've always found crowd control to be very useful in these kinds of games. And I'd like to pursue some noncombat applications of magic too - item crafting systems are fun!"

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"Crafting systems are so fun," she agrees with a grin. "W—I'm mostly aiming at a sort of swordwitch build, agile as fuck and channeling magic and abilities through the sword. Also, I've got shapeshifting as a racial ability. Infiltrator variant of Darkling. We can probably do decently on our own if you lean into the crowd control and herding, and I bounce between targets being highly mobile DPS."

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"We might want a tank, though. And eventually we need to find a dedicated healer, just so we don't eat your whole damned mana pool for it."

She shakes her head. "But yeah. Swordwitch. Currently I have a lightning charge I can apply to my saber, and a couple enhanced strikes and parries. Need to come up with a few better magically empowered attacks, I think, and definitely want to make a deflecting parry that can handle ranged attacks or even spells eventually."

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"I considered taking Light affinity, but I was a fire mage last game and couldn't resist. I regret it a little now."

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Sable shakes her head. "Nah, a good party needs more than one DPS. Plus, your crowd control idea is pretty great. And who knows, maybe you'll manage some great enchanted healing artifacts, eventually?"

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Jorem shows up with two large bowls of stew, and fresh-baked rolls on the side. "Here you go, lasses. Anything to drink?"

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"Not for me, thank you."

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She looks back at Sable. "Yeah, maybe I will. I hope so."

She picks up her spoon and tries the soup.

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The stew is rich and hearty, made from venison and potato and carrot with some lovely spices rounding it out that she can't quite recognize.

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Sable tilts her head for a brief moment, barely a fraction of a second, then shakes her head. "None for me either, thanks."

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"Enjoy!"

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After Jorem heads off, Sable nods. "So hmm. If you're leaning into fire, I could build a fire resistance passive perhaps, make it easier to dance through your crowd control unburnt. That and a few shadow-enhanced strikes, perhaps? Maybe a supernaturally fast attack of some kind?"

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This is actually quite good. She's never had venison before. 

"Yeah, that makes sense. Given how realistic this game is I'm worried I might actually start a fire with my blasting, so some nodes to supress fire would probably be useful. And would let me get rid of my own crowd control."

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"Yeah, they would do that," she replies, nodding. "Sensible of you."

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"I wonder if there's such a thing as pyrokinesis in my trees. We'll see."

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She smiles and flips through some nodes, eating a few more spoonfuls of stew. "Oh this is useful. Life drain node. Could make a vampiric slash. It's not strong, but every bit counts. And then here's an elemental cut node, which could be combined with shadow — my affinity — and a couple others to make a shadow cutter. And... ah, there's a basic resistance node. Okay, I think I know what I'm building: a shadow cutter for breaking basic armor, a vampiric strike to minimize how much you need to use that healing spell, and a passive fire resistance ability."

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"That makes a lot of sense. Let me see what I've got in my trees..."

She flicks through her nodes, selecting out nodes.

"So what I'm thinking is... I want the Extinguish node from Persistent, and the Ranged Burst node from Ranged... And then I have three more left. I want to do my best to exploit my high Intricacy, so goodstuff utility nodes are probably my best bet, especially because my Capacity is low. So mixins and passives. 

"Mixins... Held Spell looks good, it'd let me hold a firebolt for light or create an extended repulsion field... I could take a misc buff from the Ranged tree like less mana expenditure or more power, but that seems boring. Ranged could give me curving or chaining or bouncing shots with some more investment, which would play nicely with Held Spell... I think Held Spell is just an obvious pick, it chains into better persistent effects later.

"I feel like a mana regeneration buff would be nice out of combat utility. I could take a Passive from the Self tree, but the buff percentage is really low. Is there a way to get higher efficiency... Ooh, Meditation! "Dramatically increases the effects of a passive buff while you concentrate on it as an active ability." And it's actually pretty effective. That'd be like Evocation in Realms of Dragons, super handy out of combat."

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Void. She's so cute when she nerds out about spell design. "Those sound like some impressive options, and some very solid ways to build for future growth. I like it."

Sable just grins at Sin for a moment, clearly intrigued and delighted, before adding, "I wonder if the meditation will be built on actual meditation techniques."

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"Heh, stealth mindfulness therapy. That'd be fun."

She flicks through her trees some more. 

"Looking later into the trees, there's eventually a "chain effects" node in the deeper persistent tree. Which I think is core to a high-intricacy blaster build with persist because it lets you build more versatile and powerful anyspells. Anything that gets you more action and capacity economy from intricacy is good for my build. 

"Also in the persist tree a little closer is "minor lingering buff", which would let me trade mana and time for stats. There's an old meme about a powerful wizard who'd cast a dozen buffs at the start of every day - I maybe don't want to go that far, but again, anything that gives better action and capacity economy is good. 

"Under Self Cast Magic there's passive buffs for all the casting stats. I hate to say it, but I might have to season my Intricacy build with some Capacity simply because only having three spell slots is going to get awfully narrow in practice. We'll see how it goes with Intricacy buffs and so on, but part of me wants more options."

"Looking for crowd control... Extinguish Force could potentially provide some fun effects, I don't know what it'd do precisely but making someone or something unable to walk easily seems like a possible outcome."

She takes another spoonful of her stew and thinks for a bit. 

"I should really have a look at all the caster stats again and refresh myself on what they all do."

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Stats, briefly explained:

Strength
Your physical strength and ability to move powerfully.
Power
Strength's magical counterpart, and the might of your spells.
Speed
How swiftly and precisely you can physically move.
Urgency
Your casting speed, the ability to throw spells quickly and smoothly.
Endurance
Your physical stamina, your ability to keep running or fighting longer.
Capacity
Your magical stamina, determines the size (and to a lesser extent the regeneration) of your mana pool.
Constitution
Your resistance to status effects.
Toughness
Your resistance to damage.
Anamnesis
Your capacity for "spell slots".
Intricacy
The complexity of spells and abilities you're allowed to construct in the ability builder.
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"Oh, it's a good thing I checked, Capacity is actually mana pool and regen, it's Ananemsis that I should be improving for more spell slots. I'm glad I resolved that before I bought anything."

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Sable blushes faintly and smiles sheepishly. "Oops. I should've caught that, I had to invest in those for the witch side of my swordwitch build. It's just too entrancing watching a cute girl nerd out about spell design."

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She blushes. "You think I'm cute?"

All her thoughts about spell design have suddenly been knocked out of her head.

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"Either you're adorably oblivious or I was subtler than I expected, at least one of the two. You spend several minutes geeking out adorably on spell design, you're incredibly pretty in a very cute and petite way, and you've just rolled with all the chaos since landing here. Yes, I think you're cute."

She eats a bit of stew to keep some semblance of composure after saying that.

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"I mean, I absolutely noticed, I'm just... really unused to anyone being interested in me." She ducks her head. "I mean, it's been hardly an hour since I got my new body and already someone's hitting on me. That's fast!"

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She grins and giggles. "I do move kinda fast on occasion. I'm just objectively correct here, though. It's not just the body, either. Everything about you is cute; the body just brings the rest into alignment as a whole."

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"Awwwww, thank you. It's - a little hard to take it seriously - but I really do appreciate the sentiment." 

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... It is an 18+ game, she supposes, so maybe she shouldn't be surprised... 

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"So I was saying! Before I got totally distracted by the flirting. Probably it would be smart to take some Anamnesis improvements soon to slot more spells, and then once I feel I have enough to load a proper toolset we can focus more in on Intricacy. Self Tree has an Anamnesis passive, I just checked, so that can maybe be one of my next three nodes... Or I could just spend my new ability points there, not sure which is more efficient. Rapidity and Power will probably come in later too, but for now I want utility over raw strength."

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She nods. "Yeah, a flexible foundation works better, in my opinion. Moving in the direction of more options is rarely a bad idea. Anamnesis is going to be key to early survivability, I think, so you can keep enough things available to be able to respond to a wide enough variety of circumstances."

Then, with a tilt of her head and a thoughtful hum, she wonders aloud, "What sort of crowd control is reachable just with these early nodes, though? Maybe one that makes flames sticky and persistent? That would let you modify any fire spell for area denial, or to ruin a whole group of beasties' days at once."

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"Held Spell with Ranged Burst Fire would let me sustain a big patch of fire, but I bet it would suck mana like nobody's business. I could beeline for Minor Lingering Spell in the Persistent tree but it'd take all my points. It's a really good ability though, since it'd apply to buffs too, so it might be worth beelining to." 

She flicks through nodes. "Splash spell in the Ranged tree - it's a variant of Burst - comes with a minor lingering effect at a lower intensity around the main target. It might be better to take than the direct more explosive Burst. The tradeoff is less AOE effect, but for longer. More of a damage over time thing."

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"Hmmm. In your shoes, I think I'd lean for Splash over Burst, at least early on? Oh, did you get a passive fire resistance ability? Might be worth having one, just so you're not closing off territory to yourself as well."

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"It is my affinity, so it's possible I already have some of it as a passive..."

She checks her passives, just in case.

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She does in fact have a minor passive resistance to fire damage that will improve as she levels up!

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"I've already got a minor passive resistance, but it might be smart to upgrade it. I don't know what it means to have a "minor" resistance, whether that means I'm already proof to mundane flames or not. It might be smart for us to do a test with a candle or something."

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She nods. "Good plan. Resistances usually scale by being immunity below a certain intensity, then decreasing percentage of reduction above that. So I think you'll have candles covered, maybe as far as torches? Not sure. There'll be a candle in the room."

She tears a piece off her roll to sop up some of the remaining stew.

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Oh yeah, food!

She takes some time to eat more of her stew as she mulls.

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"It'll be really interesting to test. I think torch intensity would be better to have, given that I expect to be tossing around a good amount of flame."

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<Interesting, yes, that's one thing to call it,> Hailey snarks. <Also hot.>

<Adorable sadist,> Sable teases back fondly.

"Definitely! Hmmm." She eyes the fireplace. "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"

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She looks over at the fireplace. 

"You're on," she says. "I bet I've got spare mana by now, I can heal it even if it hurts like a bitch." 

She leaves the remnants of her stew behind and walks over next to the fireplace, where she crouches and holds out a hand to feel the warmth of the flames on the back of her hand.

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The flames feel gently cozy from that far away.

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Let's see how far she can stick her hand in before it feels like a bad idea.

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Brushing the edges feels distinctly hot. Holding her hand directly in the upper reaches of the flames stings a little but doesn't really get worse. When she starts to lower her hand closer to the logs, about midway down it starts to noticeably hurt, though even there it would take a while to actually do more than redden her skin.

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She reaches a little lower and then pulls back her hand with a hiss. Yeah, her resistance is definitely failing there.

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Then she laughs and shakes out her lightly-scorched hand. "Cool!" 

She runs her thumb across her palm a little and grins. "Honestly, if I took another fire resistance node I could maybe hang out in the splash of my own flames, which would be one heck of a deterrent for anything that wanted to attack me."

She picks up the poker, which has been lying in the fireplace for a bit, and slides her hand slowly down it until she feels her resistance start to fail again. Does it extend to generally hot objects?

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Yes, it definitely does. It's hard to burn a fire witch, harder still the higher she levels.

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When Sin looks back at Sable, she finds her blushing a bit and biting her lip. She shakes her head. "Very cool. I can probably do similar with lightning or shadow, but there's something viscerally impressive about seeing you do that with fire."

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"It's a really interesting sensation. It still feels hot, like, intensely hot, but something in me likes it rather than flinching. It doesn't burn, even when it gets to be too much I have space to play with. I wouldn't want to put my hand on that log down there, but this much is easy." 

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"Fire resistance is awesome." 

She smiles brightly and rubs her scorched palm a little more. "This is just about convincing me to buy another point of resistance. There's so many options!"

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She raises an eyebrow at the mention of liking it. "Goodness. Well, far be it from me to stop you. Hopefully the herd of goats tomorrow is easy but numerous enough to get you plenty more points, because I'm quite eager to see what you do with them."

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"Right now I think I want Splash Spell, Extinguish, Held Spell, another passive node of Fire Resistance, and either something from Persistent or an Anamnesis passive."

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She hums a bit. "Passives occupy a slot themselves, is the thing, so it would take one hell of an ability build to make an Anamnesis passive that was slot-positive. With the fire resistance, you're just making a new version to go in the already-occupied slot using your improved intricacy and any better nodes you've bought."

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"Oh, I see, that makes sense. Is it possible to stack multiple fire resistance nodes on each other with high intricacy, or is it a best-wins situation?"

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"I think there are ways to combine them, but they're a little tricky to get locked properly in the ability builder. High intricacy definitely helps with that, though."

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"So it'd be more like just buying a second level of a passive than being able to do something more fancy, at least at this level. Eventually it could produce some interesting results though..."

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"If passives take slots, then the Meditation and Passive Mana Regeneration out of combat recovery build is a bit more fragile because I would have to unslot two of my four things out of combat, which means that if we're ambushed I'm really in a bad situation. On the other hand, being able to meditate to become even more proof against flames is really cool. But probably not actually that useful."

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"I'm definitely putting my ability points into Anamnesis now, if it's that hard to buff."

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She nods. "I'm not even totally a caster and I have to keep my Anamnesis up. It's very useful. You've got a good plan at this point, I think."

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Sin gets up from the side of the fire. "So then it seems I need to pick a fourth node, probably as a mix in... I could take Redirecting Spell from the Ranged tree, and then with Held I'd have a lot of control... But I want to work on the Persistent tree to get to Lingering..." 

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She sorts through her tree again. 

"I'm taking two nodes from Persistent in this, Extinguish and Held Spell, and Heal Wounds is from Persistent as well so we're making good progress there. In Ranged we take Splash Spell and in Self we take Passive Fire Resist. So the last node is really kind of free. That said, most of my core build items are in Persistent..." 

She hums to herself softly.

"I think I want to take a mana efficiency node in Persistent, that'll let me use my high Intricacy well."

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Oh right she should respond rather than being a hopelessly gay dork. "Efficiency is rarely a bad idea if you've got the intricacy to fit it in, and I think you do."

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Hyacinth claps her hands together. "Right! That's that settled then. Give me a second, I'm going to buy the improved fire resist and then try the fireplace again."

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The purchase only takes an instant, and in a moment the new passive is slotted. 

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Then she crouches again. How close to the log can she get now?

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Would she like to grab the log? Grabbing log by the coals only stings now. This probably isn't nearly as hot as mage fires can get at higher levels, but it's hot enough to warm an entire tavern, and should be blistering her hand right now.

Instead it stings.

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She pats it lightly. Good log.

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Then she picks up the fireplace poker and slaps its still-cherry-red end into her other palm with a grin.

"We have ways of making you talk," she half-jokes. 

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And then Sable grins and laughs brightly. "Oh you are a gem."

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She grins and cracks up laughing, and leaves the fireplace poker behind in the fireplace where it belongs. "Yeah, uh, I kinda got into character there. This is fun." She ducks her head and smiles and then goes and picks up her staff from where it's leaning against the table.

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"More seriously, probably it's time to head back to the room and finalize my build. We're both done our stew and I want to take some time to fiddle with making abilities before I turn in."

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Sable nods. "Sounds like a good idea." She stacks the bowls and brings them back to the counter for Jorem, thanking him with a smile, and pulls out the room key. "Shall we?"

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... Sharing a room with this girl is feeling a little dangerous, the same way holding the red-hot poker felt a little dangerous...

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"I would love to." 

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Sable offers Sin her arm and leads the way upstairs, and then down the hall to their room.

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Eep???

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She takes a breath, controls her reaction, and proceeds down the corridor on Sable's arm. She's a bit stiff.

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That's okay. Sable can keep up some idle chatter about considerations she's balancing in designing her shadow cutter, on the way to the room, to help her be a bit more at ease.

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Soon enough, they're looking at a medium-sized room, big enough not to be cramped but not really spacious either. Two beds sit against one wall, and a desk, two chairs, and a mirror sit across. A sign in the hall indicates that the bathroom is at the end of the hall.

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Despite herself, Hyacinth finds herself heading towards the mirror.

It's silly to be preoccupied with her new appearance, but...

But still...

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There she is, petite and pretty, with her braids and fuzzy ears and fluffy tail, the pretty little fae fox the outside world tried to deny her.

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She finds herself blushing and staring. 

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It feels so good to be her. She'd almost forgotten it, it feels so natural. But seeing herself in the mirror, her real herself, makes her feel... amazed. Thrilled. Her stomach is full of butterflies and her whole body seems to tingle a little. The flush on her face is heavy and hot but she doesn't care at all.

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She darts in and kisses Sable's cheek.

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She blushes and smiles. "Feels pretty great, doesn't it? I remember when that was new for me, when it was still such a blissful surprise to see."

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"Yeah," she says reverentially. "It really does." 

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"Oh! You might not know, but you can download your in-game appearance to your pod, use it in your local environment too. Should be an option in the menu."

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"I am so doing that. I tried to make a - custom avatar for myself - a couple times years ago, but nothing really... fit, until..." 

She laughs. "I'm amazed I was so oblivious."

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She walks over to one of the beds, still tugging Sable along on her arm.

"I..." She looks down at her feet. "I feel so good. And you've been nothing but good to me. I hardly know you, but..." 

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She leans in very gently and kisses Sable again, on the lips this time.

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Well this is a welcome surprise. She leans close to gently return the kiss. "What's the point of power or skill if not to be good to people, especially people you enjoy?"

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"Yeah," she says softly.

This is a dreamworld. 

It's okay.

She can do whatever she wants. 

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... And what she wants is this lovely girl.

She kisses her again. She doesn't know how this works but she thinks she can figure it out.

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Well how about they tumble onto the bed together, and Sable deepens the kiss a bit, eager but patient, mixed with little playful nips? How about Sable's hand strokes along Hyacinth's back, smooth and gentle and firm, grounding her in this moment here?

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Ooooooooooooooooooh. That would be lovely.

She presses in, eager for skin contact. It's a lot. It's a lot like holding the poker was a lot, such a wash of sensation all across her body, but she's here for it.

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It is a litttttttle hard to handle all of this at once but her anxious brain can just shut up. 

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Sable's happy to help shut up an anxious brain, such as with a thigh pressing between Sin's, or a hand slipping down to squeeze her ass just a bit, all while continuing to kiss her tenderly.

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Ooooooooooh. Thank you Sable. 

She kisses back and closes her eyes and lets her body move. She presses up against that thigh, and alien-yet-right sensations rush through her body, sending shivers up her spine. 

Yes. Good.

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Sable kisses her way across Sin's cheek, over her jaw, down her neck, mixing in gentle little bites here and there. Her hand squeezes Sin's ass, pressing her hips forward to grind against Sable's thigh through her clothes. Her other hand cups Sin's cheek, then strokes down her chest and caresses her breast softly.

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She stiffens with a sharp intake of breath as Sable's finger brushes her nipple beneath her dress - the sensation is sharp, insistent, bright - and then giggles helplessly. 

Gosh this is really, really a lot. This is so good. This is, like, wow. 

She seems to be having some problems making thoughts. 

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Oh good. Trouble forming thoughts is exactly the goal. That means Sable's doing something right.

She notes the gasp she got and thumbs across Hyacinth's nipple again, all while grinding her thigh in harder. Oh, how about she tries stroking the base of Sin's tail?

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Oh. Oh wow. 

She giggles more and pulls Sable in more firmly atop her, her hands digging into her back and ass.

The hand on her tail just makes even more warmth coil in her core, and her breath shivers as she smothers another laugh with a kiss against Sable's shoulder. She grins helplessly and lays her head in and hazards a soft bite.

"W-wow..." She breathes against Sable's shoulder and closes her eyes for a moment, focusing for a moment on the hollow ache inside her. That thigh pressing into her is so much.

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The groping and especially the bite from Sin manage to pull a brief little hissed gasp from Sable, before she redoubles her efforts, rocking her thigh forward and back, kissing and nipping, caressing warmly.

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And Sin finds herself quickly approaching the edge, with nowhere to escape to because she's under Sable. 

"W-whoa," she manages, "Careful, ahahahahahaha, care, ha, ful -" 

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Oh. 

Oh.

Oh she's so fucked.

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A heavy burst of nervous laughter spills from her mouth.

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... and then a challenging smirk comes to her face. 

"Do your, hee, worst," she says.

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She laughs and steps up the pace, grinding her thigh forward and back, deepening the kiss, capturing a nipple to pinch lightly, nipping teasingly at Sin's lower lip.

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She flushes and kisses back, knowing that she's completely doomed at this point. 

Her breath comes hot and heavy as her body tenses and her fingers clench against Sable's skin.

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And she keeps building that pressure and intensity, faster and more, because she loves watching Sin come undone like this, watching her begin to realize just how good this can be, when it's only going to get better still. Sable nips and kisses and sucks at Sin's neck, rolls her hips, grinds her own sex against Sin's thigh even as she grinds her thigh against Sin's.

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She shudders under Sable's thigh and bucks instinctually, trying to get out from under the stimulation, but that just makes it worse - 

Her body shudders and she buries her face in Sable's shoulder. The sensation's filling her up, burning through her, there's nowhere for it to go -

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Nowhere but letting it build to bursting. She keeps grinding, pinches both nipples now, caresses softly and tenderly, keeps kissing and nipping. Then she leans higher up Sin's body, licks the edge of one fuzzy ear.

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It's all too much. Her whole body is on fire, so bright and intense, so perfect, so electric. 

She gasps out helplessly as pleasure overwhelms her, and feels a flutter of surprised joy at how high and sharp her voice is like this.

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Then she buries her face in Sable's shoulder again and lets out a long string of blushy laughter. 

"I, I, um, ehe, oh wow, he, eheheh, okay, I..." 

It's so much better than she imagined. Her whole body feels warm and tingly and hot. She doesn't feel the need to stop at all. It's like the intensify of that flare's just kindled the need for more in her.

She presses her lips to Sable's skin and giggles and kisses and moves, grinding back against her even through the lingering warmth. Her body feels sweet and fuzzy like static and she wants more. Her hands grab greedily and her body presses in hard, her thigh shifting against Sable's sex.

It's the best thing that's ever happened to her.

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She giggles delightedly and keeps holding Sin close and keeps grinding. "And that's just what I can do without taking your clothes off," she purrs into her ear.

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She makes a little flustered noise and kisses Sable's shoulder in reply.

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... But after a moment her hands slip in and start stroking at Sable's breasts in return. 

She can't win this, but she can totally inflict some splash damage.

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She flushes and smiles, then pulls Sin upright to pull the dress off of her.

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She giggles nervously as it comes off, but grins despite herself. She's got the default player underwear on, a basic grey bra and panties. 

 

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And her fingers are gonna be sneaking in to grab at Sable's clothes in turn. No fair her being the only one who's nude. 

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Well Sable certainly won't say no to that. Her blouse comes off easily, revealing the same default grey sports bra, and then she'll shimmy out of her trousers as well. She quickly pulls her bra and panties off too, releasing her shapeshift in the same moment, revealing nipples that run just a bit more lavender or violet than the usual human pink, skin just a bit unnaturally pale, and that her flushed cheeks have shifted to be a bit violet rather than pink-hued as well.

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... Hyacinth is a little distracted by running her hand down Sable's soft feathery wing. 

"Gosh," she says quietly. "So many new things today..."

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Sable grins, nods, shivering faintly at the touch, and takes advantage of Hyacinth's distraction to pull her bra off as well, then starts shimmying her panties down her hips.

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Wait, she's literally having sex, what's she doing -

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She giggles to herself, and settles in against Sable with her hands groping her breasts instead of running across her wings. Sable's so warm. And soft. And it's really really good to touch her. 

Her fingers pinch in at Sable's nipples, teasing them lightly.

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Sable flushes, savoring the gentle touch, then presses back down atop Sin, fingers slipping along the folds of her sex, stroking tenderly along slick labia. Her tail wraps around one of Sin's thighs, and her lips capture one perky nipple, sucking gently.

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Oh...

So this is how it really feels...

Even from Sable's light touch, her whole body shudders.

She can just have this.

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... something in her which has never quite ever been at rest relaxes, just the tiniest bit. 

Her hand slips down to Sable's sex, and she starts to stroke as well, imitating Sable's light touches.

Her body is full of happy hormones already, and she just knows that this will be incredible. Her stomach is full of butterflies and her body is flushed with sweat and she's never been so happy.

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She gasps again, softly, and bites her lip, pulling away from the nipple she'd been sucking and gazing into Sin's eyes. She notices that little untensing, too. She's so glad to make something in this lovely, precious, beautiful girl's life finally go right. Long overdue, in her opinion.

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She starts teasing a fingertip around Sin's entrance, stroking gently, before suddenly slipping it in and stroking slowly.

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That gets an intense, shuddery moan out of her. That aching hollowness in her suddenly has an answer and it feels so good. She's being claimed, being filled, being taken. 

"H-holy fuck." She clenches instinctually and rocks in against Sable, her own hand pressing in a little more firmly but not quite daring to slip inside. 

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"Good girl," Sable whispers breathlessly. "Savor it. This is your body, and I'm going to help you find so many ways you can feel amazing in it."

She rocks against Sin's fingers, panting a bit, and then slips a second finger inside the smaller girl. She strokes and pumps her fingers, in and out, stroking against those particular oh-so-sensitive spots along her walls, and then brushes her thumb against Sin's clit, lightly, through the hood.

She stays pressed close, breasts squishing together, gazes locked together.

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She responds as best she can, her own fingers daring to slip inside Sable for the first time. Her motions are a little clumsy, but she tries. It's so hard to focus through this. Almost impossible. 

She stares deeply into Sable's eyes and nods shakily. "Yeah," she says softly, her fingers pressing up against the roots of Sable's clit like that one sex education manga said to do. "It is." 

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She shudders, a breathless little moan spilling out of her.

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"Ohhh that feels good. Someone's been doing her homework," she teases fondly, and rewards Sin's efforts with stroking that is at once faster and somehow more tender.

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"Oh, you like that huh?"

She strokes slowly and firmly, grinding in against the spot that got a sigh from Sable. She feels sharp. Sharper than she's ever been, intent like a falcon on its prey. She wants to hear more of those sounds from Sable. She wants it so badly. So much she can taste it.

Her own hips roll against Sable's hand, her body hot and willing, her gaze still locked with Sable's.

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She shivers and gasps, biting her lip but holding onto her focus enough to step up the intensity as she keeps plunging her fingers in and out of Sin. Sin may want more noises out of Sable, but she wants them just as badly from Sin.

"I do," she murmurs, "almost as much as I like watching you come apart in my hands from the pleasure."

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Hyacinth breaks down into another fit of nervous giggles, and tenses, clenching around Sable's fingers. 

Her own fingers work as smoothly as she can move them, even as her breath rushes and pauses. It is so hard to concentrate on this, but she'll do her best...

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... It's quickly becoming obvious that she's going to get there first, though.

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Sable's not too far behind. She's been building up to this since they first tumbled onto the bed, after all. She moans and shudders and keeps fingering, keeps plunging and rocking, keeps clenching around Sin's fingers. "You," she murmurs breathlessly between kisses, "are a delight," kiss, "and a beauty," kiss-nip, "and a thrill," nibble-kiss, "and I'm the luckiest girl in the Duchy."

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"I, hehehaaaahfuck - I think I have that title, actually -" 

She kisses back and grins fit to burst and shudders, sharply - 

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And with a tense sigh, heat spills out across her chest and leaps up to her face. Her body bucks against Sable's fingers and she gasps, high and melodic. 

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Fuck it's beautiful watching her come like that. Sable gasps harder, pants faster, and then a few seconds later she's shuddering and rocking, tail and free arm clinging tight to Hyacinth, a rising set of short moans spilling out of her as she falls over the edge as well.

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She captures Sin's lips in a delighted kiss, breathless and satisfied.

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She twines her tail together with Sable's, and kisses her like she could lose her.

She was right. It was incredible. This gorgeous woman wanted her and got her and she got to make her shudder too and she's no longer a virgin and she got to lose her virginity as a girl -

Her body's still warm and flushed and Sable looks so good. She's comforting. Beautiful. Precious. 

This sex thing is really dangerous. 

If she's not careful she just might fall in love with this ridiculous woman.

... for right now, though, she just wants to hold her close.

She pulls Sable in and flops down onto the bed.

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Sable snuggles tightly into Hyacinth, smiling softly and draping her wings over her. "Well, whichever of us is luckier, I can firmly state that there's no one luckier than the two of us."

Honestly, Hyacinth might not be the only one at risk of falling in love. Clearly neither of them is going to say it yet, though. Even if they're both thinking it.

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All this. 

All this, and then on top of it, wingsnuggles

She buries her face in Sable's shoulder and cries. Her tears stain Sable's shoulder as her breath hitches. 

"I - I'm sorry - It's all - It's just too much. Too many good things. I -" 

She pulls away and wipes at her face.

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She holds Sin close and strokes her hair. "It's okay. I cried too, my first time. Both of 'em, in fact. Second was a little bit like the reasons you have now. Better to let it out than stifle."

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"You're so good," Hyacinth whimpers, putting all her heart into the last syllable. "How did I ever luck into someone like you -" 

She closes her eyes and hiccups and presses her face against Sable's body. 

She's going to stay there for a while.

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Well, that's perfectly fine with Sable. She's just going to keep holding Hyacinth here and petting her and snuggling her, wings and tail and all.

"Dumb luck, AI meddling, or both?" She shrugs, giggles faintly, and continues petting. "I feel pretty damned lucky here too."

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She settles in close. She doesn't feel like she needs an answer. 

Sable's body is warm beneath her, and her feathers are soft and tickiish against her skin. They feel like a warm blanket, a place of safety. A sanctuary. 

Nothing in the world can hurt her in this woman's arms.

She feels at peace. Her tears have stopped and her body feels heavy. Her eyes stay firmly closed.

Right now she just wants to stay in this perfect moment. 

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Then here they'll stay. It's quiet and peaceful, just occasional soft creaks of the wood, warmth from the fire downstairs drifting upward, and the tender embrace of someone who wants to protect and cherish Hyacinth as much as she can. No outside world, just arms and wings and tail and soft bed underneath. Just gentle stroking and soft breath.

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It's good.

She doesn't have words.

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Who needs words? They can hold each other here, touch each other, quietly and slowly revel in each other's presence. They have all night, and then another and another and another, as long as they want.

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It's easy. Comfortable. She can stop thinking and just be.

Being held by Sable is the most lovely thing in the world.

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Sable's a bit surprised at how lovely it feels too, honestly. Even better than expected. She smiles tenderly and keeps holding Hyacinth tightly.

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And eventually, Hyacinth drifts off. 

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And Sable drifts off with her, holding her.

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The night comes and goes, hours passing with them held in each other's arns.

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And very eventually, Hyacinth comes back to herself.

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The first feeling she has is warmth. Soft warmth enfolding her. Heat pressed up all against her back, soft blankets wrapped around her front...

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Wait, that's not a blanket, that's a wing!

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And all the memories of last night rush back. 

She's so stuck. She's still wrapped up in the wing of this girl she barely knows. Who she had sex with. 

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And she's naked. They're both naked. 

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... that's okay, though. 

She's okay. 

It's... really really awkward but she was the one who wanted this. 

And she got what she wanted. 

For once in her life she got what she wanted.

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"Hey," she says softly. "Good morning."

And she ducks her head and kisses the edge of Sable's wing.

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Is... wha... hmmm? Oh. She's here in the inn with a girl she slept with, right. And might be falling for. She pulls Hyacinth tighter into her arms. "Very good morning indeed."

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"Yeah," Hyacinth says. "It really is." 

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This girl... 

What does she mean to her? 

She's just stumbled into this incredible relationship in less than twenty-four hours. Another trans girl. Who wants to quest with her, who thinks she's cute, who buys her presents... 

It's a little too good to be true, isn't it? 

But the way she took her, the joy on her face, the way she shuddered

That's not fake.

She doesn't know this girl, not really.

And yet she's her first. 

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Clearly the winning strategy is to investigate this questline further and determine this strange woman's allegiances. That's what she would do if this were a novel. 

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She supresses a giggle and settles into Sable a little more.

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She's pretty thrilled with this state of affairs, honestly. She squeezes and holds Hyacinth, smiling warmly, lingering in all the wonderful feelings. Who knows if this girl will stick it out, if this time she's found someone outside her head she actually gets to keep? She's willing to try, though.

She mentally pokes her UI, what time is it? Seven thirty? Not bad, she actually slept well for once in her life. Huh... she eyes the girl in her arms.

<Yes, I do think she has something to do with that,> Maya remarks.

Yeah, she probably does. Well, Sable stretches a bit. "They'll have a basic breakfast downstairs, just bread and jam, for another hour and change, I think. So we're not in a rush."

She kisses Hyacinth's cheek.

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"Mmmmmm... I want pancakes." 

She considers for a moment. 

She could log off. Go get pancake mix at the store. Make pancakes. Eat them. 

Nah, fuck that.

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Adorable.

"Well, I don't know if anywhere in town serves pancakes, but I bet someplace in a bigger city does. The capital if nothing else."

Now she wants to make her pancakes. Pity they don't have a house.

 

 

 

Did she just think that?

<Yep. Pretty sure you're falling for her,> Hailey teases.

Huh. Yeah.

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"Maybe, yeah..." 

It's still kind of tempting to log out.

But that would just be cruel, to leave without saying goodbye...

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"... Can you, um. I - should really get my clothes on." 

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"Honestly I should too." She gets go, stretches, and starts finding her clothes, shifting her wings and tail and horns away, and equipping the clothes rather than putting them on by hand.

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She gets up and equips her clothes as well, and picks up her staff from where it's been leaning against the side of the bed. 

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... This is a dreamworld. She can do anything she wants. 

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"Let's go get breakfast."

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Sable grabs Sin's hand on a whim, lacing their fingers together. "Let's." And she leads the way downstairs with a grin.

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A thrill goes through her at Sable's casual possessiveness, the butterflies in her stomach leaping into her throat.

She's being chased.

She thinks she likes it.

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She lifts Sable's hand to her lips and kisses it lightly, then continues on her way downstairs.

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She definitely hasn't had her hand kissed before.

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But she recovers and they make it downstairs.

"Good morning, Jorem! We'd both love breakfast, if you don't mind. Although... do you know anywhere in town that we could get pancakes?"

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"Nay, lass. Nowhere in town. Your best bet would be a bigger city. Can ye console yourself with fresh bread and jam, for today?"

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"I suppose I'll have to cope, somehow," she replies with a giggle.

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He passes them each a plate with bread and a small dollop of jam.

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Nnnnnnnot the best breakfast she's ever had but she'll take it.

"Thank you," she says softly, but she looks over at Sable when she says it.

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She thanks Jorem as well, but then she's turning to Hyacinth with an utterly sappy smile on her face. "Gladly," she murmurs.

 

 

 

After a long moment she remembers she's supposed to find them a table, and does so.

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She takes a seat and eats her jammy bread. It's not even toast. She supposes they don't have toasters.

"I..."

How to put this. How to even open the conversation. 

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"... need to get my abilities generated this morning and figure out how they work. Some target practice would probably be a good idea. And I have to allocate my stat points and node points and everything..."

She takes another bite of her bread.

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She nods. "We can definitely manage that. I think we should lock the build in over breakfast and on our way out of town, and then stop somewhere convenient for target practice before we reach the herd of corrupted goats."

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"Yeah, that makes sense." 

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She brings up her interface again. "So I was going to take Splash Spell, Held Spell, Extinguish, and... a mana efficiency node? I'm not certain about the mana efficiency node."

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"What are you thinking about instead?"

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"I'm thinking seriously about bouncing or turning shots..."

She frowns. 

"No, I think that's style over substance at this point. I need basic reliability before I start going for fancy tricks."

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She takes a breath. 

"Think I should lock it?"

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She reaches across the table and squeezes Sin's hand. "Yeah."

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"Okay."

She squeezes back, then locks in Extinguish, Held Spell, Splash Spell, and a Mana Efficiency node from Persist.

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"And the stat points.... I'll put them both in Anamnesis."

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Annnnnd locked. 

Any new ability slots for her, or is she still stuck with her starting four?

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Since she's still comparatively low Anamnesis, she can have a new slot. As a treat.

(Actually the acquisition rate is just curved, but eh.)

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Just what she's always wanted! 

"New slot," she reports to Sable. "I'm up to five now."

She flicks through her list of abilities.

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Five slots. One should be her enhanced fire resistance. 

She arranges [Splash Spell + Held Spell + Bolt + Fire + Mana Efficiency] into one monstrous ability.

C'mon, Intricacy, you can do this...

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It takes a bit of tweaking, but with her high-for-her-level Intricacy giving her access to a better node graph in the ability builder she can manage it. The ability gets marked as valid. Would she like to lock it and name it?

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She would love to lock and name it. 

Hmmm, what name to choose...

It can be Flare. That seems to cover all its uses. And it'll replace her standard firebolt.

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Next up she'll try and lock... 

[Extinguish + Fire + Bolt + Splash Spell + Held Spell + Mana Efficiency], that can be Quell Flames. 

After that... She'll add Mana Efficiency and Held Spell to Repel and just call it Repel II. 

So she has Flare for offense, Repel II for defense, and Quell Flames to get control of fire that gets out of hand.

For her fourth ability...

She could keep Shove/Leap for feats of physical strength, or slot Cure Wounds with some Mana Efficiency, or try Extinguish Force...

She's going to try to slot [Extinguish + Force + Splash Spell + Held Spell]. And that can be... She's not sure. Grease? She really hopes it's Grease, Grease is a killer spell. 

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She can't fit more than five nodes into an ability graph at this point, sadly. She may have to redesign Quell Flames. Also, she doesn't quite manage Grease with that last combination, instead getting a form of slowing field of intangible stickiness.

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She'll drop Held Spell from Quell Flames, it's already sticky. 

Okay, so it's the opposite of Grease. Glue. She'll keep it and just rename it.

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"So I'm looking at ability builds and I seem to be able to come up with a kind of sticky glue field by using extinguish force with splash. Think it's worth trying, or is things being on fire enough crowd control?"

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She laughs and grins a bit dangerously. "Oh that's perfect. We'll have to see how high up it goes, or if you can exempt allies from the stickiness. I think you should be able to. If so, then I can just dance into the flames and slice everyone you've trapped to ribbons."

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"Something to try on the practice field, for sure." She grins back and takes another bite of her bread. 

"Overall this seems like those goats won't know what hit them."

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She smirks playfully and nods, then lifts Sin's hand to her lips for a soft kiss.

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She blushes a little. 

Gosh.

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"So, um, we were going to go pick up those leathers from the leatherworker..."

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"Yep!" She pops the last of her breakfast into her mouth, then stands up. "We should get going."

She does not let go of Sin's hand.

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Awwww... 

She'll follow along, then. Sable knows where she's going.

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Back to the shop they go.

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The leatherworker waves as they come in, immediately ducking into the back to grab the armor. "Here you both go," he says when he returns, setting a pile of leathers in front of each girl.

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And she'll pick them up and - equip them? Yeah, she'll equip them. 

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Sable equips hers as well. They fit perfectly, and the color is an excellent match. Hyacinth's are tweaked a bit to give her protection while still letting her look cute in her dress, but it works.

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She smiles and looks over at Sable. 

"Bounty board? There might be something new apart from goats to read about."

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She pays the leatherworker and thanks him. "These are great."

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"Even Blessed need to stay safe."

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And then she nods to Sin. "Back to the inn."

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"Back to the inn. So we're Blessed, huh?"

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"Yep. According to the myths," the lore, "we're blessed with shards of the dead god Chaos, which is why we can respawn."

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"Huh. Cool. I guess that's better than not, but I bet that has a lot of... effects."

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She nods. "Blessed are often seen as fickle or flighty, as a group. Individually we can establish a reputation of being trustworthy, but some people default to that perspective about us."

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"Makes sense as a stereotype given that many blessed operate for reasons that people who live here would have no clue about."

She follows Sable along towards the inn.

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Where Jorem is coincidentally just walking away from the bounty board, which features a new bounty.

Twenty crowns to kill a group of corrupted moose east of town. (Min level 4-5)

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"Interesting. We might be ready for that as soon as we've finished the goats, assuming we pause to spend our points after."

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"Sounds fun. Though aren't moose usually solitary?"

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"They are. Hmm. Maybe the corruption adds a pack hunting drive? Odd."

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"Let's go try our luck with the goats first."

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"Reasonable enough. We'll check if the bounty's still here after we finish the goats. You ready to head out?"

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She double checks that all her new abilities are firmly in their places, then nods. "Ready."

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Sable nods and leads the way out of town, opposite side from where they came in. On the way out, she takes a moment to explain, "So two useful things you should try out. One, we have a 'party sense'. If you think about where I am, you should get an instinctual sense of which direction and how far away. Give it a try?"

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She concentrates for a moment, trying to feel for Sable's position.

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Sable is just to her side, close enough to touch.

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That is a good place for a Sable to be. 

"Yeah, I feel it."

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"Great. Two, there's a similar sense for quest objectives. If the objective is an explicit target and the search and investigation isn't an important part of the quest, you'll get a sense for where the target is."

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She focuses. Any sense for evil goats?

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Evil goats: just under three miles away, east-northeast.

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"Seems like it'll be a bit of a hike to the evil goats. They're like three miles away."

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She nods. "A good hour's hike, a little bit more maybe. Probably we stop half an hour outside of town for initial target practice, hit some rocks or trees or something."

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"Makes sense. I'd rather not test the fire on something inherently flammable and close to a village if I can help it."

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She giggles and nods. "Reasonable. I figure we'll keep an eye out for a rocky area. That should get more frequent as we turn northeast."

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"Smart plan!" 

She smiles and steps forward, using her staff as a walking-stick. "Let's go then!"

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And they keep walking out of town. The terrain is hillier on the east side of town, but still quite wooded. Birds chirp as they walk, and the air is crisp and clear.

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She's always loved a good hike. In real life she's hiked the Rockies, and in Realms of Dragons she's hiked the Needles. It's a familiar rhythm of one foot ahead of the next. Fortunately her starter gear comes with some decent boots.

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So does Sable. Honestly, all five Pirates love a good hike, to varying degrees. Speaking of which...

"So, apropos of nothing, have you ever heard of plurality?"

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"Now that's a topic I wasn't expecting. Yeah, I've heard of it, there was a site I saw when I was in high school called... what was it... 'Crow's House' or something. By someone who was multiple. They had written up a contract to be signed by all their selves to take care of their shared body and had a bunch of other notes on it... I don't remember a lot more about it except that I thought it was kind of cool."

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"Well that's convenient. Chalk another point up to meddling, perhaps. As you may now have guessed, the pretty girl who fucked you last night is secretly five girls in a trenchcoat, and we think that's why randomization offered us the option of an Infiltrator variant of Darkling."

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She blinks. "Sorry, run that by me again? Did I... manage to fuck five people by accident?"

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She giggles. "Sorry. We get a bit co-conscious during daily life, but we're solo during sex. The others have lurked a bit today and yesterday, but it was primarily me, Sable, all day, and exclusively from when we went up to bed. So no, you were only fucking one girl last night, though yes, there are five in total now who want to get to know you. And the reason we got this particular randomizer-only race, we think, is because we strongly prefer to have different appearances. This look is always me. Everyone else looks distinctively different, and we finally got enough ability points last night to build everyone's separate forms."

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"Oh! Okay. I... will keep that in mind!"

Wow, she really doesn't know this girl.

... still, there's no harm in sticking around to try and learn her. 

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"Thanks, Sin," she replies with a warm smile.

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The terrain gradually gets rockier and less wooded as they keep walking.

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"Looks like there might be a decent place to practice fairly soon."

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"It does," she agrees. "So, favorite color, if it's not obviously purple?"

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"It is obviously purple. But silver is nice too."

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She grins. "Silver is Hailey's second-favorite, after green. Mine is obviously purple as well."

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It's nice to learn something more about her, even if it is pretty trivial.

"Cool." What do you even say to someone who lives in someone else's head?

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"What inspired you to want to be a mage?"

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"I mean." She kindles a Flare in one hand, holding it in place with its Held Spell node. "What's the point of living in a fantasy world if you don't get to have fun with it?"

 

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She holds up her saber, which is briefly wreathed in a dark aura. "Mood," she replies with a laugh.

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She looks around for a nice patch of rocks - it's getting barren enough, now - and lets the spell dart out and splash across them harmlessly.

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It splashes across the rocks and stays put, a patch of rocky land about two meters across burning steadily.

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"Oh that looks awesome." She darts into the flames for a moment and back out. "And my resistance seems to handle it well enough."

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"Let me try."

Hyacinth walks out into the burning patch of ground, very prepared to turn right around if necessary.

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She isn't burned! It stings a bit, but not in a way that's building up any, and oddly has a sort of cozy vibe.

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"I can staaaaaaand in it," she sing-songs. "It stings a little, but not unpleasantly."

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Stings, but not unpleasantly?

Oh my.

 

 

"Hell yes."

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"I'm used to this level of pain from Realms of Dragons," she chirps, stepping out of the fire. "It adds a bit of spice. Nothing like that bite that happened earlier."

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"Not gonna lie, calling the sting spice inspires Thoughts, but I probably should do more than just flirt."

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She charges up a shadow cutter on her saber, then cuts the top off a large rock. It doesn't go quickly, but the blade slices smoothly through the stone, leaving her a chunk of rock in her hand. She starts carving it.

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"Hmm? What are you making?"

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She grins warmly at Sin. "Challenging my art skills a bit. Maybe make something pretty. Start with something easy, then something a little more worthy of showing off, while figuring out how smoothly this thing can cut.."

She cuts it in half, and gradually carves a heart.

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... Awwwwwwwww. 

Okay, this girl might be strange but she thinks her heart is in the right place. 

She is content to watch.

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Okay, that worked well, it's smooth but not fast. She tosses the heart-shaped rock to Sin. With the other half she starts working on something more delicate. "I don't want to stop you from practicing, but also I don't mind if you wanna watch."

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"... I like watching you work with your hands." Her gaze is maybe lingering a bit on Sable's forearms.

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"I'm glad." She smiles gently and keeps working. At first it's a vague round shape, then some short grooves start to spiral around the top, and then gradually it becomes more floral in form.

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Awwww, she's carving her a flower. 

That's charming. She's so charmed.

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Over the next few minutes, the shape gets refined to be a delicate rose. Then she holds it out to Hyacinth with a soft smile.

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She accepts it, hugs it to her heart, and puts it in her inventory. 

"Thank you," she says. "I..." 

She ducks her head. "Thank you."

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"Gladly."

She reaches out, takes Sin's hand, and kisses the knuckles softly.

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Gosh. 

She blushes a little and smiles. "My... witch knight?~"

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She grins. "Your witch knight indeed. My mage princess?"

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"You're on."

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She smiles and nods. "Let's go kick some ass."

Where are those goats?

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That way.

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They shall go goatward together, then!

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As they get closer to the goats, Sable tilts her head for a moment and then turns toward Sin. "One of the others wants to switch in, meet you more properly. Is that okay with you?"

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"... Sure, go ahead."

She'll reserve judgment for now.

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And the body shifts, suddenly, twisting over a second or two into something shorter, with a messy bob of black hair and piercing green eyes. The breasts shift a little smaller, the hips a tiny bit narrower, and a dozen smaller changes integrating everything into a cohesive whole. The new girl shifts the saber to her other hip, to be ready to draw with her left hand instead of her right.

And then she looks at Hyacinth with an interested gleam. "Hi Hyacinth. I'm Hailey. Good to meet you. Forgive the lack of handshake, please, 'cause it takes me a while to feel comfortable with physical contact, and only happens with effort." Her voice is different, a bit higher, a bit sharper, a bit less musical.

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Hey, how come Sable gets alts and she doesn't??? 

 

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"Ummmm. Hi!"

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Because Sable has four girls sharing her brain and they all agreed to use the same build?

"Y'know, Sable's more hopeful since meeting you than in the past year and a half. I'm impressed." And she's more cheerful than at any point since before the bitch tore her heart out and spat on it, too, but that's a story for another day.

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"Awwww. Well, I'm glad she likes me."

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"So what's your favorite book, and what're you in unI for?"

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"The Slow Regard of Silent Things. And creative writing."

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Her fingers flick against empty air as she looks at a browser window for a moment. "Huh. Interesting-looking book. Downloading a copy for later."

She looks back over at Hyacinth. "What kinda stories are you trying to tell?"

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"Fantasy ones. I always used to want to write about... lady rogues, I guess you could say."

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Hailey gives Hyacinth a very amused smirk, then briefly draws her saber, tosses it in the air to flip end over end for a long moment, and catches and sheathes it again.

"Lady rogues, you say?"

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"Um, yeah. Mostly... imagining myself as one."

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She chuckles. "That's not a fantasy we can relate to at all, no ma'am," she snarks.

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She giggles.

This is weird, but... 

Who is she to stop Sable/Hailey from living her... their? Best life? If she can be a girl then Sable can be two, sure. It's not like she's never had alts before. 

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She smiles. "Any questions for us? Including ones about plurality?"

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"I mean, I guess... How does it work day to day for you?"

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"We basically time-share a life. We have different but overlapping hobbies and interests, similar tastes in partners, and all five of us love each other. So we cooperate. We talk about when we want to switch in, we banter internally about shit that happens, we support each other when shit sucks, and we try not to interfere with each other's romances — although usually Sable winds up taking the lead on those, and the rest of us gradually get to know them if we think it might work out."

She shrugs. "Outside of banter, any given day sees one or two of us, typically. For stuff we'll have to share, like our CORA build, we try to find a compromise. Maya would've wanted a bombardment tank if we could have separate builds, Ruby would've picked something speedy with pinpoint DPS, I probably would've picked a lightning-biased ranger/archer, etc."

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"I see..."

... she should already know this, but it's been a long time since she read, and it's different to have someone she actually knows tell her about it. 

"... sounds complicated."

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She shrugs. "It is. But we all ended up together because we love each other, so we wouldn't trade it. Not all systems are as lucky as we are."

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"That sounds like quite the story."

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She nods. "We dabble in writing as well. Fanfic, mainly. Sable always had the potential for plurality, but she was suppressing it for various reasons. But gradually, one after another, the girls she shipped herself with from various self-insert fics she outlined and started writing wound up living in her head rent-free. Gradually the outlines of the stories shifted to versions that had all five of us together. And here we are now."

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"Aw. That's kind of cute."

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"We like to think so," she replies with a smile. "As far as practical things you need to know: we'll all definitely try to get to know you and probably date you, we won't interrupt explicitly blocked out or otherwise private time like dates or sex unless something is meaningfully wrong, and we actually appreciate requests for time with individual system members. Any other questions?"

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"Ummmmm... nothing else immediately comes to mind..."

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"Standing offer, then. For now, on to the goats."

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Was that an indefinably demonic-sounding bleat over the next ridge?

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Hyacinth goes down to all fours, holding her staff close on to her body. 

"Okay," she says softly. "Demonic goats, soon to be encountered."

She shimmies up to the ridge's edge and looks over. 

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Hailey scoots along the ridge next to her, just far enough to easily avoid touching.

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Down below them are a herd of about fifteen goats. Their eyes are red, their horns are black, and black veins are visible along any exposed skin.

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"Goats," Hyacinth mutters. "Why did they have to be goats."

She looks over at Hailey. "Normally I'd start casting and hope to force them around the ridge, but they'll almost definitely just come right up it. Getting caught in the middle of that herd sounds like a bad time."

She taps her fingers together. "If we use the ridge I can throw them back down it with Repel, but not if you're right next to me. It's an omnidirectional burst, it'll toss you just as much as them. If I set up Glue and fire on the approach we might be okay, but overall this is tricky. Have any ideas?"

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"Bothered by goats?", she asks with a raised eyebrow. "As for the plan, if we time it right I can take advantage of your repel for an extra boost to launch me past them. I'll pull demon-mode out and jump off just before you cast, then pin them against the ridge."

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"Just bothered by the climbing skills they've got as goats. This'd be easy if they couldn't come up the ridge."

She concentrates. "I want to lay Glue down first. Ready in case they spot it?"

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She summons and flares her wings, horns arcing over her head, tail twisting out behind her, complexion washing out, then braces to be ready to leap.

"Ready."

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She casts, laying down the slowing field on the approach to the ridge. She makes sure to exempt Hailey from it as well.

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Glue is not a very flashy or loud spell, but it's not invisible. A couple goats wander toward the field to check it out, bleating cautiously.

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She focuses, aims for the main mass of goats, and throws a Flare right into the most densely packed area.

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Much angry and panicked bleating ensues! They flee away from the fire, and charge toward the adventurers as the obvious source of the attack! Most of them get stalled in the glue field, but a few started far enough out that their path toward the ridge takes them just outside the edges of it. Those few start up the ridge toward Hyacinth and Hailey.

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Just at the goats start getting close enough to almost reach them, Hailey leaps out, wings spread wide.

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She swirls her staff and tosses off the Repel Hailey needs for her launch, then quickly assesses the situation. All goats accounted for, can she toss a Flare into the ones stuck in the Glue?

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The goats who'd been approaching get blasted off the ridge and land in the Glue field. A couple are struggling closer to the edge of the field, but not out of it yet.

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Hailey soars out over the Glue and then dives down toward the near edge of the initial Flare.

 

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Eat Flare, evil goats. 

She hurls it at the front rank, the ones most likely to break through.

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More panicked bleating and struggling ensues. The front half of the herd all catch fire as the field of flames spread around and ahead of them.

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Meanwhile, Hailey darts forward, wreathing her blade in lightning. She stabs sharply into the back few goats, which stumble to the ground as their muscles spasm. A quick leap and some hard flaps bring her up the ridge, where she does the same to the lead goats in the fire. Would the goats like to have an even harder time escaping the flames?

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No, they would not! They struggle to headbutt her!

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She dodges and switches to a shadow cutter, darkness wreathing the blade.

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Easy enough. She can just stand back and lob more selective Glue and Flares at the bunched-up pack. She watches her mana, but so far she's comfortable. 

She kind of feels sorry for the poor goats.

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Hailey darts back and forth through the goats, dodging slowed headbutts and cutting them open. Occasionally she switches to lightning for a burst of disabling stabs, but otherwise she keeps her shadow cutter going.

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This is not a situation that bodes well for these corrupted goats. They quickly start dying.

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Well, that seems to be well enough in hand. She'll lob another Flare and then take a moment to scan the area. Hopefully nothing has been attracted by screaming goats.

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Would she like a bear?

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No, she would really not like a bear!!!

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That's too bad, because there's a large brown bear tromping along the ridge toward her. It's currently about fifty meters away and closing.

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She pulls a Flare and holds it, tracking the bear. Hopefully it's non-demonic and still afraid of fire.

"BACK," she yells, "BACK, BEAR, GET AWAY!"

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Hailey looks up sharply, beheads the two healthiest-looking goats, and leaps into the air, heading toward the bear as fast as she can.

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Does it count as non-demonic if it has red eyes and roars at Sin when she pulls out a Flare?

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Ah, shit. 

She releases the held spell and Flares the bear. She'll follow that up with a selective Glue atop it, but she's in a bad position here.

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The bear roars again, and isn't slowed nearly as much as anyone would like by the Glue. If anyone Observes it by looking intently enough at it, it turns out to be a level twelve corrupted brown bear.

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But that's when a scowling Hailey streaks toward it, flipping midair to hit its chest feet- and saber-first, her blade sparking with electricity. She kicks off after stabbing it, flipping backward to land between it and Sin.

"No. Bad bear. Our cute foxgirl, not yours."

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It swipes at Hailey with a paw, missing her by inches as she flips away.

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Hyacinth's had a chance to Observe it now. 

"Level twelve!", she calls. "Fighting retreat!"

She drops another Glue on it, then turns and runs for it, dropping a Flare ahead of her and running headlong through it. Hopefully this thing isn't heavily fire-resistant like she is. 

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It's definitely not fire resistant, it just doesn't seem to care as much about pain as it should. It lunges forward in the flames and lashes out at Hailey with its claws again.

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She dodges back and slashes one paw with lightning. "It's faster than," duck another swing from the uninjured and non-spasming paw, "you, and you'll run out of mana for Glue," lunge under a bite and stab its side, "before we get back to town."

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"Shit," Hyacinth swears. Hailey's right. 

She could try and burst it down but that'll leave her with no mana. Then again, if she fights it the slow way the goats will come up from the valley and it'll be a shit-show. 

She has to inflict as much damage as she can as fast as she can. 

"Get back, I'm going to try and burst it down!"

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She nods sharply, then dives back toward the goats to slash the two closest to getting over the ridge to chase them.

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Those two goats tumble to the ground, dead, while the bear bellows its defiance.

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She throws a Flare at the bear, and just as it explodes she Holds the spell, covering it entirely with persistent flames at the hottest intensity she can manage. The mana drain slams into her like a tide, dragging her mana down and down and down -

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"Burn, you son of a bitch!" 

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It roars in pain, the intensity finally enough for it to notice its injuries.

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She holds the fire for as long as she can. If she can't kill it now they're dead anyway.

After a few long seconds, the Held Spell dissipates, leaving behind only the usual clinging fire of her Flare. Her reservoirs are gone.

"OOM!" she calls, and turns and runs for it again. It just might buy her enough mana regen to get one more spell off if it's alive.

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Hyacinth probably doesn't see this, occupied as she is with running away, but she's done some serious damage to the bear. It's fur is charred (down past the skin to muscle in some spots), one eye has burst, and it's distinctly moving slower and shakier. It roars again.

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And then a scowling Hailey darts past it, severing an exposed bicep with a shadow cutter mid-flight.

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The bear's left arm falls limp.

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She lands between Sin and it again, turning to face it, wings spread, sword out.

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She is booking it until she has mana again. Thank you Hailey but she is currently worse than useless in a fight with a bear.

(C'mon, regen faster...)

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Hailey does not trust the bear not to recover a burst of speed and catch Sin before she regens even a shred of mana. She could escape it easily, flying faster than its full charging speed, but she's not leaving Sin behind, and she's not able to carry another person in flight yet.

She lunges past its left side, counting on the disabled left arm to keep it from hitting her, and flickers her shadow cutter to sever its hamstring-equivalent muscle.

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It manages to get its right claw in place in time to shred Hailey's left wing.

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She tumbles to the ground behind it, wincing as she stands back up.

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Hyacinth risks a glance backwards, and catches a view of a bloodied Hailey facing down a grievously injured bear. 

She needs to stay away from the goats, but it looks like... they might actually win this...

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She plants her staff and uses it to pivot. "Trust you, Hailey!" she yells. "Use its injuries and I think you can kill it!" 

She still doesn't have mana yet, but she's going to stay just in casting range so the instant she does she can help.

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She scowls at the bear, flaring another shadow cutter and sinking her saber into the back of its head.

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It manages to claw her right wing as she jumps onto its back, but freezes a bit as she sword sinks in.

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And then, gasping and glaring, she switches her sword to electricity.

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The bear slumps forward to the ground, dead.

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And Hailey sags down atop its back, utterly spent.

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Hyacinth readies her staff and moves to guard Hailey's back. There may still be goats about.

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"Fuck, well done."

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One charred goat staggers up over the ridge toward her.

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Hailey pants, face down atop the awful-smelling bear, and manages to lift up one hand for a thumbs up.

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She readies her staff and stares down the charred goat. "I know what you're thinking," she says. "Don't try it. Don't. Don't do it.

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It bleats and charges shakily at her, aiming for a headbutt.

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She swings her staff like a baseball bat as it comes in, aiming to hit it right in the head and knock it off course.

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With how burned it is, she manages to knock it out. It falls over, unconscious.

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Okay hooooooolyshit. 

She stays close to Hailey, staff still out, eyes watching for anything else to come.

"We need to move," she says. "Can you walk?"

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She staggers upright, scowling at the pain in her wings. "I can walk. Just need to stow my wings, which is going to suck so much. Hell, I can butcher our kills for proof and loot. I'm just going to really hate the next five seconds."

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Hyacinth pauses for a moment, briefly distracted by Hailey's comments. 

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"You're one tough cookie, huh? Alright, I'll watch your back."

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She nods, smiles briefly and thinly at Sin.

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And then deactivates demon form, stowing her wings.

Fuck.

She stumbles forward a step, gasping at the pain as her shredded wings are tucked away into storage. After a long moment, they subside to a dull ache.

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She catches her breath for a moment, then kneels down in front of the bear. She cuts off one paw, counting on the eerie black claws to prove its corruption, then starts butchering it.

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She can separate out a bunch of meat, along with some black ooze.

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She pulls it all into inventory., where it identifies itself as Bleak Essence and Bear Meat.

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"Huh, you've really got some skills there." 

Hyacinth takes some bear meat as well. She's got the inventory space for it.

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"Thank you. We... have done a lot of very odd training sims."

And she moves to do the same to the goats, keeping the horns from each goat for proof.

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"I can tell. It's weirdly cute."

She stands lookout while Hailey harvests the horns.

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Nothing else approaches them. Hailey gets a great deal of goat meat and bleak essence.

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She flushes and smiles a bit at it being called weirdly cute, and keeps going.

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Eventually...

"Done."

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"Let's head back, then. I'll heal you once I have mana for it but that could take a bit."

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She nods, stands, and starts walking back toward town. "Good plan."

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Hyacinth follows, gaze alert for any further trouble.

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"I'm still good to fight, just have a persistent ache all over my back since my wings are stowed injured."

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"Makes sense. I'm useless for a bit, it'll depend on how fast I get my mana back."

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"Count on it being five to ten minutes for one spell, half the walk for enough for a fight."

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"Oof." Hyacinth winces. "Alright. I'll stick close by you and heal you in twenty minutes or so."

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Another tight little smile. They keep walking and watching. "I'm not going to be much of a source of conversational topics right now. You're welcome to suggest anything that comes to mind."

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"Can't believe we actually killed that bear. In Realms of Dragons if you fought something ten levels above you you'd just die."

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"That's what I like about CORA: if you're clever enough with your attack, you can fuck up something bigger and tougher than you."

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"I must admit it does have its merits."

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"I wonder how much XP that fucker was worth."

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Does reaching level five, even before any quest completion rewards, make the brutal fight feel more worth it?

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It does. It really does.

"I'm level five!"

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She checks her notifications. "Ooh, we are too. Good shit. When we get back to town for lunch, it's upgrade time."

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"Yeah, for sure." She grins.

And her gaze sweeps the surroundings again, just in case.

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Some small birds chirp and flutter through the trees, but nothing bigger than that shows up.

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She'll go on walking, then. 

"Mana's a serious drawback here, huh? Then again, normally I wouldn't burn to the dregs..."

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She nods. "It's a moderately serious restriction. There's always room to expand it, but it's not something you can just ignore."

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"In Realms of Dragons, eating would restore mana pretty fast. I guess I really should pick up that meditation option."

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"It does contribute, I think. A boost to the rate or something like that."

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"Makes sense. For now, though, let's keep our wits about us."

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She nods, watching carefully around them as they hike back.

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Eventually she scrapes together enough mana to slot a healing bolt and heal Hailey. (Entirely touchlessly.) Then they can continue on. 

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Hailey's posture untenses in relief as her wings heal, off in their shifted-away state. The ambiguous ache fades away. She lets out a slow, relieved breath. "Thank you."

And they keep walking.

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Hyacinth uses her staff as a walking-stick, and is glad of it more than once in the not-too-clear trails they're following. 

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And eventually, the village wall is visible through the woods.

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"At last, we're back." She grins.

She looks over at Hailey. "Let's see if we can hand in that bear paw for anything good."

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"Yep." Then she looks down for a moment. "Hm. Do I feel like explaining anything about our shapeshifting or the reason behind it to Jorem? No, no I do not."

And before they get in view of the guards, she shifts.

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And Sable's back. "Abrupt, Hailey. Not that I object to more time with Sin in any way, but still, abrupt."

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She shakes her head and smiles warmly at Sin. "Well, shall we?"

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"Let's!" She smiles brightly.

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She loops an arm through Sin's and they head back into town, and into the inn.

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On the bounty board is a new posting:

Fifty crowns to kill a corrupted brown bear in the hills east of town. (Min level 8-10)

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Sable snatches it off the board as she passes and heads directly to Jorem.

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Nice, an easy twenty-five crowns for each of them.

She follows Sable towards Jorem at the counter, still a little blushy at being on Sable's arm.

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"Hello, Jorem. We've got proof, this time. Horns and a paw. Where would you like them?"

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"Just a moment, lass."

He bends down behind the counter and pulls out a rough woolen blanket, which he spreads out atop the bar.

"Right here. Keeps the bar cleaner."

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Then she'll deposit fifteen pairs of horns and a bear paw atop the blanket.

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"Goodness, lass. The two of you took down that bear? Well done."

He sweeps the proof away into a bin, then counts sixty gold coins onto the counter.

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And they each get a notice that they've completed two quests and have reached level six.

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She has gotten a good grade in questing, a thing both reasonable to want and possible to achieve!

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She smiles at Sable and leans against her a little. "It took both of us, and was close even then."

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He nods. "Aye, hard fights tend to need that. Well done, lasses."

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Sable divvies up the coins, passes Sin's to her, and then smiles at Jorem. "How about celebratory lunch?"

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"I've got a roast on, boar and vegetables. That do ye, lass?"

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"Sounds good to me!"

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"Anything t'drink?"

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"No, thank you."

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"None for me either."

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"I'll bring your plates out in a mo' then."

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And Sable gives Jorem a nod and leads the way to a table.

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"So," Hyacinth says. "More nodes! More unlocks! Things are already getting pretty fun, I have to say."

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"They really are. If we managed that, we can probably manage the moose and the bandits at this point, too. So much additional flex we can give our abilities now."

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"I've been skilling up so much I even unlocked a second girlfrie - nah, I shouldn't tease. But yeah, it's good to make progress."

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That gets a delighted laugh. "I mean, you're not quite wrong. Hailey would like to maybe go on a date first, but she's not exactly objecting."

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She blushes a little and nods. 

"It's a little hard to parse it all, but after the fight where she defended me so well..." 

She ducks her head. 

"Yeah, I think I can give her more than a chance."

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She smiles tenderly and squeezes Sin's hand.

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And here comes Jorem with two plates of lunch, each with a roll, and two glasses of water. "Here you go, lovebirds, fresh from the oven."

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"Thank you!" She smiles and tucks into the fresh, warm bread, mmming softly, then goes over to work on the boar. This is good. This is tasty. She is having lunch with her beautiful girlfriend (girlfriends?) and everything is okay. 

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Sable slips one of her legs against Sin's, just for additional contact, but does the same. Happy lunch with cute girl she's falling for. What a nice day.

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Once she's put away some of the meal, she looks back at Sable. "So we've got like... another six nodes, right? Gosh, that's so much. I'm starting to feel overwhelmed by choice already."

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She shakes her head. "Nine. Levels four, five, and six. And yeah, it's a lot."

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She opens her interface again. 

"That's enough to get Minor Lingering Spell without even spending all my points. Is there a max level in CORA or can you just keep earning nodes forever? I'm torn between power and utility right now."

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She tilts her head for a moment. "I think there isn't a max level. Or at least I haven't seen one. I know I've seen people get over one hundred, for sure."

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"That's exciting! Getting to learn magic as far up as I want to is cool."

She grins and takes another mouthful of boar. 

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"Agreed. There's so much to learn and explore. And then for more room to grow, you can spend in-game or outside money on more trees."

Sable puts some boar and some veggies in her roll and then has a bite of that.

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She looks across the table at Sable. 

This girl fought for her...

And so did Hailey... 

She pulls up the system dialog again. 

I'd really like to learn more about your other selves - Hailey and all the rest of them. I'd like to meet you all. And, um. I kind of would like to make out with you a bit. Could we go back to our room for a little while after lunch?

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We like that idea. I'll make sure we're extended for another night real quick, and then we can head up as soon as we finish eating.

And with that, she brings Sin's hand to her lips for a moment, brushing a little kiss to the knuckles, before standing up and having a brief word (and exchange of coins) with Jorem.

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She is not over that!!!!

She blushes, and tries to focus on finishing off her lunch. It's a little difficult. 

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Sable quickly sits back down and works on finishing her own lunch. "Booked through two mornings from now. I can get a refund if we wind up heading out tomorrow."

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"Makes sense." 

She's going to hurry through the rest of her meal and stand back up, taking her staff with her. She smiles at Sable, a little hesitantly, as if afraid that the fluffy cotton-candy thoughts in her brain will all spill out if she tries to express them even a little. 

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And what happens if Sable responds by standing and lacing her fingers through Sin's, then kissing Sin's hand one more time?

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That gets a much deepened blush. 

This girl... 

She's so tender with her. 

She's pursuing her. 

She's caring for her. 

She's... really, really good. 

It's hard to stay objective. She doesn't know much, in the grand scheme of things. 

... but she's her first. 

Isn't it okay to be a bit of a hot mess? 

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She squeezes Sable's hand and steps in beside her to link arms with her. 

Their room isn't far. She'll follow where Sable leads. 

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Sable leads the way up to their room with a warm, soft grin. She unlocks the and lets them in, shutting it behind them.

 

If being a hot mess who falls hard and fast is wrong, Sable's a master criminal. Whoops.

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Hyacinth steps in just inside the door and very gently kisses Sable's lips again. She lingers there for a long moment, recalling the touch of her lips a day ago, her first kiss with this remarkable woman... Her first kiss ever, in fact...

She leans a little more of her body weight against Sable and rests her head on her chest.

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Sable returns the kiss softly, then wraps her arms around Sin and holds her tenderly. There's no rush.

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She closes her eyes and steadies herself with her hands against Sable's back.

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Sable slides one hand up and down Sin's back, sighing tenderly, and presses a soft kiss atop Sin's head, right between her ears.

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She blushes softly and peels herself back a little.

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"You're -" 

I love you. 

"Really really good and hot. And I'm really happy I met you. And I want to... get to know you better. So could we move to the bed and... talk a little, and... be together?"

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Sable grins warmly and nods. "Gladly, sweet Sin."

I love you too.

"I'm really glad to have met you too."

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Sable leads the way to the bed, sits down on it, and tugs Sin down beside her.

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Sin settles down next to her and sighs softly. 

"I want to meet all of you. Hailey was... It was awkward, meeting her at first, but she fought so fiercely and so bravely for my sake..."

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"I think we can manage that. We still have to buy the last few shape slots and load everyone's forms in. Luckily we can pull from our saved forms on our pod, so it shouldn't take long."

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"Sounds awkward..."

Hyacinth rests her head on Sable's shoulder and sighs softly. 

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Then she very gently kisses Sable's neck.

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"Price we pay for expression, I suppose. Forms cost ability points, just like nodes do."

She gasps very lightly at the kiss to her neck, letting her eyes flutter closed for a moment.

She manages to retain enough focus to buy the remaining slots, though, and then pulls Sin up to her lips for a tender kiss.

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She kisses back, her lips soft against Sable's. 

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... then she gets that little grin of hers and puts herself firmly in Sable's lap, straddling her body with a thigh to either side of her waist. 

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She lets her wings out and wraps them snugly around Sin, her tail looping once around the base of Sin's tail and then coiling possessively around her waist. It's pretty clear what order she's angling for. She deepens the kiss, sighing warmly.

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Hyacinth kisses back, and settles in. 

Sable is so soft. Her wings are gentle against her, and her tail settles so nicely over her hips...

The base of her tail being sensitive takes her a little off guard, but it's not in a bad way. Quite the opposite, actually. 

She tangles her hand in Sable's, fingers intertwined, and slides her thumb slowly across her palm.

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Sable mixes gentle little nips into the kiss, softly playful bites to Hyacinth's lower lip, and buries the hand that's not laced with Sin's into her lavender tresses.

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This is simple and good. Her nerves sparkle at Sable's touches, those soft nips, the hand against her scalp. 

It makes her feel close to Sable. 

It makes her feel hungry for her. 

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She kisses Sable again, and gently moves Sable's hand up, bringing it to rest against her breast.

"Touch me," she murmurs.

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"Gladly," she murmurs into the kiss, cupping Sin's breast in a gentle caress, savoring the warmth and softness that fills her palm.

"You're beautiful," she breathes, "and every second touching you is well-spent."

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She flushes. 

"I don't feel beautiful," she says after a moment. "This body - it helps, it helps a lot, but..."

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"But you have so many years of feeling the weight of the other one burdening you, and it takes time to unlearn." She nods softly and strokes Sin's hair. "You're precious. You deserve better than those lingering hurts. You deserve relief. And you deserve to feel the beauty within you."

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"Relief, huh?" Hyacinth puts as much of a tease into her voice as she can. Her voice is a little husky, a little raw. She's still not too used to it, but...

She kisses Sable's lips again.

"You certainly gave me that last night."

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She grins into the kiss. "First of as many times as you'll let me."

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Hyacinth kisses her again. "Tempting. Very tempting."

She leans back a little, trusting to Sable's wings to brace her. 

"If you want to make me think I'm beautiful, convince me. Pray to me with your hands, your lips, your tongue. Show me what I'm worth to you. What it means to you to possess me."

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"... Please touch me more, I mean."

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Sable smirks. "Your wish is my command.~"

She cups Sin's cheek and kisses her lingeringly, strokes her hands down the lovely foxgirl's neck, out along her shoulders.

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She kisses and nips a path over Hyacinth's jaw and down her neck, caressing slowly over her breasts, then down her waist.

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... The touch on her cheek surprises her, again. Sable's hand cradles her face so softly. 

(There's no trace of stubble. Part of her flinches at the touch, but the hurt... isn't there. It's just in her head.) 

She kisses back. 

It feels good.

Her hurt can just shut up for now.

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The touches bring more warmth to her body, scorching her in a way that fire can't, filling her up with cautious joy. 

She can feel a little tightness between her legs, now, a hollowness. 

She feels safe, but also a little desperate. She needs Sable's touch. She needs to be held. She needs...

She needs what she had last night.

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Sable's hands continue their path down over Sin's hips, squeezing her ass, then down further to stroke her thighs and tease at the hem of the little violet dress. "Something tells me we don't need this," she teases.

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"You guess absolutely right."

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Then Sable will tug the dress up Sin's body and over her head, tossing it aside. And then she kisses a path from her jaw to the neckline of her bra, left hand caressing Sin's right breast and right hand groping her ass. Her body presses hotly against Sin's through the remaining clothes separating them, breath hot against her skin.

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Hyacinth lets out a heavy breath, and then shrugs off her bra. Her panties are harder to deal with right now, but that's okay, she just wants to be held and touched and claimed

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Oh all of this beautiful, soft, sensitive skin. Whatever shall she do?

She wraps her lips around Sin's left nipple, sucking hard, groping her right breast and pinching the nipple lightly, and grinds her thigh against Sin's pussy through her panties.

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And with her right hand, she flicks through a menu and unequips everything but her own panties quickly. Who needs clothes, right?

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Indeed, who needs clothes. 

Hyacinth gently grinds in, and bites her lip hard when Sable pinches her nipple. It's such a sharp sensation. It almost hurts but in a good way. 

She strokes gently at Sable's back, working below and around her wings, on the hypothesis that they might be sensitive just like her tails.

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Well, if she wants a brief shivery gasp and flushed cheeks from Sable, that's a good way to achieve it. Sable pinches Sin's nipple again, and nips lightly at the other nipple with her teeth. Her free hand wraps around the base of Sin's tail and caresses gently.

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Oh, she is so not ready for all that at once. Not with Sable's thigh pressing in like that. 

"Fuuuuuck," she breathes, her head falling against Sable's shoulder. And then she kisses again, soft, sweet, her hands still caressing the bases of Sable's wings on autopilot. 

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She keeps up the intensity, keeps up the attention. There's no part of Sin that doesn't merit more and more attention and affection and touch, and she obliges every way she can. Her blunted spade tip of her tail strokes along Sin's thighs, her right hand caresses from the base of her tail over her hips and groping her ass, and that thigh keeps grinding, all while the attention on Sin's nipples doesn't let up for a moment.

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"Haaaaaaaaaahhhhh fuck..."

Hyacinth suppresses a giggle and wraps her own tail around Sable's, one hand moving lower to take a handful of Sable's ass and the base of her tail. She slows her breath a little, her body stiff, tense. The hollowness inside her aches deliciously, spreading out through her belly and thighs.

She kisses Sable again, and lingers over it, her hips rolling against that upraised knee. 

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Sable shivers just a bit more at the touch to her tail and her ass, and returns the kiss languidly. If she keeps her mouth busy enough she won't say "I love you" too early. She growls into the kiss and pins Sin against the bed, stepping up the grinding and nibbling a path across her cheek and down her neck, breasts squishing against Sin's, bodies pressed desperately together as though every inch of skin contact was keeping them both alive.

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When Sable tumbles her onto the bed, Hyacinth has just enough presence of mind to unequip her panties. 

"I, um..." She falters for a moment. "... I need... something inside me. Your fingers, or..." 

Her gaze flicks down to Sable's spade-tipped tail.

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She grins, unequipping her own panties. Her tail teases along the inside of Sin's thigh. "I think I can oblige," she replies, voice husky with arousal.

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"Okay."

Hyacinth settles in, sighing softly as Sable's tail traces along such a delicate space. 

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Sable teases higher with her tail, the tip caressing tenderly around Sin's folds, and circles her fingers around the smaller girl's nipples at the same time. She bites her lip as she savors the reactions.

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Each touch trails sparks across her body, that hollowness inside her craving every small motion, her body moving against Sable's hands. Her carefully measured breath is starting to come apart a little. 

She needs this so much. 

"Please," she begs. "Please..."

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Sable tightens the loops her tail is tracing, stroking directly across Sin's folds, caressing up and down alongside the entrance to her pussy, and even teasing lightly across the hood of her clit once.

"Please?~", she asks with a smirk. "Please what?"

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"P-please -" She dissolves into giggles for a moment. "Please, um, please fuck me."

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"With pleasure," Sable purrs. Her tail thrusts into Sin, and she pinches her nipples in the same moment.

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Oh fuck that's big. The spade-tip drags against her inner walls so firmly, and Sable's pinching fingers only heighten the sharpness of it. 

She gasps, and rolls her hips instinctually up against Sable's tail.

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Okay, apparently her tail tip is more sensitive right now, that's a fun surprise. Flushing with the building lust, she slowly pulls her tail back out, angling the tip upward on the back stroke to make sure to stroke against Sin's g-spot, and then plunges back in. She straddles Sin's hips and leans down to kiss her deeply.

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Hyacinth kisses back, hungry and heated, and her hands grope inexpertly at Sable's body. Is this where her clit is? Is it okay if she grabs her breasts? 

Her tail twines around Sable's thigh as she squeezes her legs together around the intruding tail, her body reacting on its own. 

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Just a little lower, and yes. Sable gropes Sin's breasts as well and continues kissing her, shuddering just a little at the delicious feelings her girlfriend is filling her with. She very gradually builds a rhythm with her tail thrusts, slow and inexorable.

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Hyacinth giggles a little, and holds Sable closer, her fingers slipping down and settling where they should be. She kisses Sable again to shut herself up, and starts rolling her hips against that strong, dextrous intrusion deep inside her. With every roll of her hips that spade-tip drags right across her g-spot, and it just makes her crave more and more.

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Sable can read that craving in every needy twitch and roll, and for a while just doesn't respond to it, maintaining that same slow tempo, letting the need build and build in Hyacinth, caressing and groping and kissing but holding her pace steady.

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Hyacinth's pulse rushes in her ears as she squirms beneath Sable, trying in vain to gather a few more sparks of stimulation - but once again she's entirely at Sable's mercy. 

Her ragged breaths come hard and fast now, her body overwhelmed by raw need

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And then, as the need builds to desperation, she picks up the pace, pinching a nipple with her left hand, fingering Sin's clit with her right. She grinds into Sin's hand as well, the sensitivity in her tail slowly stoking heat within her.

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"Haaaaaaaaaaah, fuck, haaa -"

Hyacinth shields her face with one hand, the other still grinding against Sable's clit, her embarrassment getting the better of her as she approaches the edge. Sable's already seen her come before but somehow that doesn't seem to matter. 

"Sable," she moans softly. "S-Sable..." 

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"Oh my sweet Sin, you shouldn't hide this loveliness from me." She pulls her hand up from Sin's nipple long enough to pin the concealing hand to the bed, then holds it there with a wing and returns to pinching her nipple. "Watching you come undone so beautifully is my favorite part."

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She flushes beet red, and then that intruding tail grinds against the roots of her clit and she has to bite back a swear. 

Somehow being watched just makes it all the more intense. She could struggle, but part of her doesn't want to. 

She grabs on hard to Sable's wing and takes what's intended as a soft and steady breath but comes out as a gasp. 

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"Good girl. Very good girl." The thrusting continues, builds in intensity, as Sable's hands pick up speed to match. That insistent pressure just builds and fills them both up, more and more, as a heated flush stretches further across Sable's cheeks and a soft moan spills out of her.

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Hyacinth doesn't have many braincells left, and what few she does have are completely occupied with watching this beautiful girl gasp and shudder atop her. Her fingers stroke instinctually, working Sable as best she can, as the fire inside her swells and blooms... 

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She suddenly pitches forward and captures Sin's lips in another kiss. "Come for me. Come, my sweet little Sin, come apart in my hands and on my tail. I'm right behind you," she breathes, stroking and thrusting faster and harder.

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Sable's kiss tears through her brain as a liquid bolt of pure affection and lust, too powerful to resist. 

She clenches her hand against Sable's wing, and her inner walls around her heavy tail, and pants out her orgasm in six sharp, breathless gasps. The heat in her flares, sweeps her body, floods her - and then dies away to warm, comfortable embers, bright and beautiful, like sunset in her heart. 

She kisses Sable back, soft and lingering, and siiiiiiiiiiiiighs and grins.

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"Hooooly shit," she manages. "I get to have that more than once?"

She giggles and kisses Sable again, her hand still stirring lightly between her legs.

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Watching Hyacinth have a beautiful orgasm like that pulls Sable over the edge as well, shuddering and moaning and clutching this beautiful girl tightly to her.

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And then she sags against Sin with a very silly smile on her face. "Yep, you get to have that as often as you like, for as long as you like."

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She giggles helplessly and pulls Sable in and hugs her hard, hard, hard. 

"Fuck you're so good."

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Sable grins and giggles and hugs her back just as tightly. "I feel like I should be saying that. I get to take a beautiful girl, so full of light and creativity and shine, and show her all the ways her life can be just as good and lovely as she is? And she's even handling the plurality fine? Who died and left me their good luck in the will?"

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Hyacinth blushes and beeeeeeams.

"... can we cuddle, a bit? I, um. It's okay if you don't want to..."

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A briefly incredulous look crosses Sable's face. "Why wouldn't I want to?"

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Then she pulls Sin closer and strokes her hair, the sappy grin returning.

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She blushes and ducks her head and snuggles firmly into Sable's arms. 

It feels a little like she's getting away with something. 

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Yeah, it feels like that when you're finally spending time with someone you have actual chemistry with, you start finding that you tend to want similar things, and spending all your time around people who always deny you wears a bit. The change can be a bit of a shock.

Sable holds Hyacinth tenderly and keeps stroking her hair and her back, sighing happily. She's reeling a bit too, utterly delighted with this amazing girl she's found. She presses a little kiss to her forehead.

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Hyacinth takes Sable's hand and squeezes it and just smiiiiiiiiiles at her for a long while, dreamy thoughts floating through her mind, like soap bubbles on the wind. She gets to kiss this girl whenever she wants. She gets to share time and space and joy with her.

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Yep. That's the plan. Just keep spending time on making each other happy for as long as they like. Forever? No, do not try to make lifetime commitments to a girl you've known for two days. No matter how tempting it is. Do not.

She squeezes Hyacinth close and just keeps smiiiiiling happily.

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Hyacinth presses in close, and nuzzles gently.

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"... do you mind if I theorycraft while we snuggle?"

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She kisses Sin's forehead. "Not at all. Mind if we get everyone's shapes loaded into the shapeshifting for eventual future introduction sessions?"

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"Not at all, go right ahead."

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Sable smiles warmly and pets Sin slowly and tenderly while gradually flicking through the shapeshifting setup interface, carefully locking in a shape for each headmate now that they have enough spare ability points to buy more slots. There are still a few alternate shapes people will want, her and Maya especially, but those can come later.

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And Hyacinth loses herself in game statistics for a while. It's soothing. Gentle. Statistics don't change on you, not like people do. Not without a patch, anyway. 

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It's been a while since Tami smashed her face through an exploitable trick in the engine, so there are no patches right now.

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And eventually the shapes are done and Sable just focuses on petting Sin tenderly. She presses a soft kiss atop her head, right between her floofy ears.

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The statistics and the hairpetting all dance together, and Sin finds herself dropping off. It's hard to stay focused when she's this happy

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Then Hyacinth will sleep for some time.

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Sable spends the next hour or two idly messing about with ability design, for the most part.

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Eventually, Hyacinth wakes up. 

She looks around at the room and blinks the sleep from her eyes. 

"... Sable," she croons after a moment, a smile coming to her face. "Sorry for drifting off on you. Um... What were we doing again?"

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"Nothing to apologize for, Sin," she replies with a smile, stroking her fingers through her girlfriend's lavender tresses tenderly. "You were working on ability design and then had a cute nap, while I worked on the form designs and then some ability design with my headmates. We were planning to do introductions at some point."

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She blushes a little, and then smiles. "Yeah. I was thinking about Meditation, and Lesser Persistent Spell. Nine nodes is really a lot! I want to make every one count if I can. Maybe I should take a closer look at the Fire tree...?" 

She snuggles in. "And yeah, introductions would be wonderful."

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She leans down and kisses the top of Sin's head with a nod. "Well. Before, during, or after finishing your ability design session?"

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"I want to snuggle you, and thinking out loud is... really comforting to me. So could you hold me while I go through some menus?"

Hyacinth softly kisses Sable's shoulder.

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Sable nods and squeezes Sin closer. One hand hugs around her waist, while the other rests just below her breast. "Conveniently, I find hearing you think out loud about ability design adorable."

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"So Meditation. I was figuring that we'd use it to increase mana regen by boosting Capacity - clearly it won't work for Anamnesis, the extra slot would just go away as soon as I was done meditating - but for downtime it would be cool."

Hyacinth frowns. "You know... I wonder if it would work to boost an Intricacy passive with Meditation. If you could lock abilities with temporarily boosted Intricacy, you could get unusually dense spellwork for your level just by taking more time and effort over the preparation process..."

She leans her head against Sable. "From what I've seen, CORA really likes to reward you for having proficiency in real skills. So by introducing a real skill to the process of creating abilities..." She raises an eyebrow. "It might actually have pretty potent effects."

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"Interesting. That fits what I've seen so far, and it might just work. Worth a shot, I think."

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"Theoretically you might be able to use the meditation to lock a better meditation, which lets you lock an even better meditation, and so on. But in practice I don't expect it to recurse that deep, that's totally something that would require a patch and I can't be the only one to have had this idea. 

"Since I want a mana regeneration meditation anyway, it's probably worth trying, I agree."

She goes into her node tree. "It'd spend three nodes to grab Meditation, Capacity, and Intricacy out of the Self tree. So then we'd want to spend the remaining six nodes in the other two trees - Ranged Casting and Persistent Spell. I didn't realize it until I brought up the menu, but it looks like I actually have an equal number of nodes in each tree, counting my starting ones." 

She hums softly. "I think I'll try it. No last-minute objections?"

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Is that the return of the sappy smile as her girlfriend muses about ability design theory? It might be.

She strokes Sin's hair, scritches her ears, and nods. "No objections. Seems worth a shot."

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She purchases the three nodes, and assembles the resultant meditation in the builder.

[Meditation - Intricacy - Capacity] 

Hopefully it locks.

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There's a satisfying sense of something clicking into place as it does so.

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She names it Spellworker's Trance and slots it, replacing Quell Flames.

With a moment's thought, she activates it... then does her best to slow her breathing and fall. She knows what hypnosis feels like, and meditation isn't far off from that, is it?

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It's not far off at all, especially when the virtual environment helps. A gentle descent, a calming fall away from the world, down she falls, down and down.

Everything is calmer, now. Quieter. Her external senses are muted, muffled, while her internal senses of magic — and of the ability design system — are heightened.

It feels like the CORA is following her flow in her meditation, and trying to match its interface to the state she reaches, avoiding disrupting the trance while still being accessible.

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When she feels the system come to her fingertips in the trance, something breaks. She takes a sharp gasp and hyperventilates for a few seconds before she orients herself again. 

"I could feel it," she wonders. "I could feel the magic."

Hyacinth grins from ear to ear. "... I always wanted that. Realms of Dragons didn't... quite interface that closely, wasn't willing to reach in..."

"Hold me," she murmurs. "I'm going back down."

She settles against Sable and closes her eyes. Descend the staircase, one number at a time. Ten steps. Breathe slowly and evenly. Nine steps. Listen as your thoughts still and drift away. Eight steps. Swallowed by a calm dark sea. Seven steps. Deeper and deeper... 

Six steps down... Five steps down... Four steps down... Three... Two... ———

By the time she reaches the bottom, she's reaching with another sense entirely. The chatter of her mental voice is silent, not even instructing her. She is. 

Wordlessly she reaches out to the magic within her, the shard of Chaos lodged in her heart, and feels it unfold...

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As she descends, the world goes muffled around her. As she reaches the bottom, she can feel something there to grasp. And then a new interface expands in her awareness. It's much more felt, more intuitive, than the visual graph editor she was working with previously. It still provides the same information about what shapes of node-graphs it will accept, but there's a sense she can follow to feel the other graph shapes that the system can allow, and which ones are unlocked at which levels of of Intricacy. She can access one higher level of structure than she could previously, but also, when she holds a node in this new mental grasp there's a visceral feeling of what it can connect to and what those connections could mean.

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Beautiful.

The central node is easy to specify; it reflects herself, in this deep state, so to weave in meditation as the object of her dive is simple. 

Something in her responds to that; the memory of holding the red-hot poker against her unburnt hand swims into focus. Flame. She is flame. So flame can be her, as well. 

The cinders in her heart settle into the new ability, lending their passion. And from there... The weaves of reinforcement, of purpose. What the flame will ignite. The weave of mana that anchors her spells, that stabilizes the shard of Chaos within her... She sees how to weave it still tighter, in threads of flame. 

She shepherds her will. Stay, delicate flame. Here is your fuel. 

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It feels like the ability locks tighter somehow than it would've outside of meditation. She feels the click of it locking more clearly, down here, like a satisfying clack of flipping a deliciously chunky switch, or the feeling of sliding home the bolt of a rifle as you chamber a round.

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Completion? 

As soon as she thinks it she knows she's wrong. She slips a little, words swimming back into her mind. 

Hyacinth focuses on her breath, and slowly deepens again. 

Rather than meddle, she listens. Feels the weight of her heightened senses. 

It's soothing. 

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The trance deepens. Imagery slips in around the edges of her mind, blossoming in her view.

A palpable sense of meaning flows through the mental space, like ink in water, or smoke through the air. 

A delicate flower fills the center of her vision, facing upward. The tips of its petals are pink, the base white. Five sewing needles pierce through the blossom from different angles, emerging below, blood dripping from the tips. Pain, shock, trauma, she feels from the flower.

A thread trails off from the eye of each needle, initially in line with the needle but soon disappearing in a maze of twists and turns, a storm of taut fibers tangling higher and higher. Above, she sees the Imperial Seal of Pagutum, countless threads tied off to its edges, tugging different things within the storm below — including five threads that she instinctively knows are tied to the needles piercing the flower.

The vision pans a bit to the side, and she sees a pair of spools, thread from each twining together into a stronger whole — agreement, symbiosis, compromise — before suddenly the threads snap, the twining broken.

Her view pans further this time, down and across to a different-feeling area of narrative space entirely. She sees a fox-eared seer, divining in a magic mirror (truth, inquiry, reflection), with four ink bottles resting on the table beyond the mirror (manifestation, communication, clarity) — but the mirror is clouded, the ink bottles nearly empty.

Once more her vision sweeps away, now settling on a pair of alchemists, brewing together, bantering warmly as they discuss their brew — partnership, support, reliability.

And then the inky clouds swirl in from the edges and her view clouds altogether.

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Crystalline calm washes over her as image after image unfolds in her trance. They wash over her one by one, full of portent yet somehow faraway. Like a dream, and yet not.

A small part of her directs her attention fully towards the tableaux. Listen, it seems to say. This is important. 

The pierced blossom. Snapped threads. Pagutum. Herself, seen from afar. Clarity she lacks. 

Togetherness. 

Then everything is darkness.

She rests in that darkness for a timeless time; then slowly comes back to herself, the trance dissipating away. 

She opens her eyes again. The world is loud and bright, even here in Sable's arms.

"I had a vision," she murmurs, wonder in her voice.

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"Oh?" Sable squeezes Sin tighter, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of her head. "Wow. That's... more than I expected. I'd love to hear what you saw."

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"I saw..." The memories are slippery, but she pins them down. 

"A needle-pierced flower. The breaking of bonds. Pain. All... trailing back, as if through threads, to the imperial seal of Pagutum." 

She takes a long breath. "I was in the vision too. Seen from far away. In front of a mirror. In my reflection I was stronger. Clearer. More... able to see."

She lays her head against Sable. "And I remember a sense of togetherness. I don't know if it was meant between you and I, or between me and whoever sent the vision, but..." 

She closes her eyes.

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"Fascinating," she murmurs. "Well, that sounds like a plot hook if I've ever seen one. Also possibly the gods ship it?"

She giggles and shakes her head, squeezing Hyacinth tighter.

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Hyacinth laughs. "Yeah, I guess so."

"Thank you. For... being you." She smiles. 

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"Oh, and I was able to lock a better meditation with my meditation." Her smile widens to a grin, then she tilts her head to the side. "Didn't name it though. While I'm under it's very... pre-words. I think the second one will gain power from fire?" She shrugs. "Let me call up the interface again..." 

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The locked ability is [Mediation, Fire, Fire Resistance, Capacity, Intricacy], so... the sensible thing to call it would be "Inner Fire", yes? 

She'll have to try it out later. 

"Yeah, it's still locked outside of trance. And it felt like it locked tighter, too, a little more solidly..." She raises her eyebrows. "The natural next thing to do is to try and see if we can get the Inner Fire meditation to lock an even better meditation, or at least a better set of abilities... but there's that pesky problem of having another six skill points to spend. I could plow them all into the Self tree, get even better Meditation abilities and even stronger passives for it to feed from..." 

She shakes her head. "I don't want to overspecialize my build like that, though. Even if I'm really really tempted to see what I can make out with a souped-up meditation. My remaining six points should probably go into the Ranged Casting and Persistent Spell trees - get the first tier of Lingering Spell at least, and start getting points together towards Effect Chain... Lingering Spell unlocks some new targeting modes in Persistent, the beginnings of being able to cast real ritual magic... I'd want to go over that with you seriously. As for the Ranged Spell tree the obvious thing to buy there is Fire II or higher, or maybe Ray... Though I can emulate a persistent ray with Held Spell fairly well." 

Hyacinth nuzzles into Sable. "Sorry, I'm getting into the weeds again..."

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"I think there are massive advantages to be had from such specialization later, but I agree that continuing to focus on some combat capability for now is a very good idea. At the very least it keeps up our ability to gain more levels and pick that up as we go. I'd be glad to go over things with you. I agree that you can probably hold off on Ray for a little longer, judging by how good you are with Held Spell so far."

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"Yeah, we've definitely got to pick a primary tactic for this build in the long run, but right now having lots of add-on nodes lets me exploit the high Intricacy. Most effects are better when they last longer, so Lingering Spell is a nice mix-in I can toss into most anything."

She frowns. "Longer-term, though... I want utility. I bet a lot of people build for combat first and forget this is a team game..." She pauses.

"— had another idea. I wonder if I can form an ability that lets me lead people in meditation. I, um." She flushes a little. "I'm actually better at that than focusing myself, I'd say. A... Held Burst of Enhance with Meditation and Intricacy...?" She frowns. "That's five nodes so it might or might not slot, but it's definitely something we should try."

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Sable's grin turns eager, and the slightest bit sharp, almost knife-like. "Oh my, that is some dangerously lovely synergy. I'd be game to try it."

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"Probably best to try and slot it using the most advanced meditation I can get access to." Hyacinth traces a finger across Sable's thigh. "Since Fire is in my meditation now, and it's my main mode of attack, I don't think it's a bad move to pick up another level of it just on spec." 

She rolls over onto her back on the bed and looks up at the ceiling. "So that's... Fire II, Persistent Spell I, for sure. Let me take a look at the Persistent tree..."

Hyacinth holds her hand up and swipes through menus like she's looking at clouds. 

"Ooh, Ritual I under Persistent. An extended casting time spell that produces an effect lasting approximately one hour, but requires ritual foci and or sacrifices proportional to the level and complexity of the cast spell. Opens a set of subnodes for ritual efficiency, casting time, duration, material substitution or reduction..."

She looks over at Sable. "I think this and its upgrades are key to my build as a crafter and support wizard in the long term, but the material components are troublesome. Might not be worth taking at this low a level, given that we aren't likely to have a lot of access to ritual components this early..."

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Sable hums and strokes Sin's hair while she frowns consideringly. Good ritual components will be expensive or come from dangerous creatures, but the CORA devs do try to foster a level of approachability for such things even at low levels...

"The devs have a tendency to build some utility for such things at all levels, so it likely wouldn't be useless, but I think we're likely to have access to better components when our ability to kill things goes up a bit more. My instinct is not to buy the ritual node quite yet, and instead save it for our next round of upgrades or the one after. Not too long, though, because once you have the node you'll probably have an instinctive sense for ritual applications of all sorts of things."

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"I feel, just on a gut level, that doing guided meditation on a high level is likely to work best as a ritual. The more pieces of scene setting you use for this kind of thing, the better the effects you get in the real world, so..." 

"Honestly, just for the sense of what to keep and what to throw out, I want Ritual I. It's a safe longterm buy and I don't have anything else in the Persistent tree that's burning a hole in my pocket. I need to invest more points to get to Chained Effects, and this is a reasonable thing to spend those points on."

She flicks through the menus. "Let's look at its competition though. I could take Sustained Spell II, which would be... eh. I could see it being useful for meditation but in general stuff with a duration of "concentration" is bad. I could take Extinguish II, that'd strengthen my crowd control. Might be worth it. There's also the option of Mana Efficiency II, which is just a nice general purpose flat buff..."

She sighs. "I know I should take some simple basic power boosters but they're just so boring. Having seen what CORA can do with meditation, I want everything to have that same kind of tactile clicky really-doing-it feel. That's something I hardly ever got in RoD."

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"Adorable and also caring." She kisses the top of Hyacinth's head. "I think you should buy it. Between our ability to butcher our kills and you gaining the ability to recognize usable resources, I think we could build toward useful rituals quicker than expected at this level."

She gives Sin another squeeze. "That and I think it would make you happy, and I think that's valuable in and of itself."

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"... Alright," she says. "Thank you." 

She stretches. "So, Fire II, Ritual I, Lingering Spell I, three more. I think I probably have to take Fire Resist three if I'm going to keep standing in my flames. So the other two are... Bolt II, Extinguish II?"

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"Those seem reasonable, yeah. I'd also consider something to increase the radius of your zones, as a possibility, or upgrading Force."

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"Yeah, I suppose I could upgrade Splash or Force..."

Plumph she goes against Sable with a small sigh. "Upgrading Force potentially gives me a second damage type. Splash upgrade would boost AOEs in general. Extinguish upgrade would boost hampering effects in general... Bolt II upgrades bolts specifically, but in the longer term we might want to take Ray..."

Hyacinth bites her lip. "I guess Force is a reasonable upgrade, yeah. It'd boost my crowd control in general, and it's also a potential second damage type..."

"I think we take Force II instead of Bolt II. So Force II, Fire II, Fire Resistance three, Ritual I, Lingering Spell I, and... One more. Do we invest in Ranged spells or Persistent? Probably we put it in the Persistent tree to reach Effect Chain faster, right? So we'd want to take Extinguish II over Splash II or Bolt II."

Hyacinth shakes her head. "But the thing is, if I get Effect Chain too fast, I might not have the Intricacy for such complicated spell effects. Like, a spell that does two things in order is more than twice as complex as a spell that does one thing, and that complexity takes up space. So maybe we don't rush for Effect Chain..." 

"What am I going for in ranged casting... I guess in the longer term I'm going for Explosion there, right? But that's a ways in. Ranged Burst could be a prerequisite..." 

She frowns. "I dislike having both Splash and Ranged Burst in my build when I could be focusing on just one. Let's just take Splash II for now?"

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Sable squeezes her tighter and nods. "I think that sounds like a solid plan. Keeps your build a bit more focused for now."

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"Let's start by unlocking the ritual subtree then." 

She puts the point in and purchases Ritual I, then examines her new node selection.

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"Oh, great, there's a whole bunch of stuff I want here. If I get Ritual II then I can take Runes or Investiture and start making cool stuff..."

She frowns. "Investiture, Offerings, Sacrifice is one side of the tree, then on the other side we've got Runes, Diagrams, Scrolls..." She raises her eyebrows. "An item crafting node! Let me see what it says... 'Inscribe a completed ritual into a scroll for later use without requiring full ritual setup. Casting time of the bound ritual remains the same.' That's got to be the start of item crafting, isn't it? But to get it I have to take... Rituals IV, Runes III, Diagrams II. Which requires... a total of five more intermediate nodes below it." 

"As much as I'm tempted to beeline for item crafting, I'd clearly be gimping the combat side if I were to invest my whole next three levels into nothing but rituals. Better to move more evenly. But I am really tempted to grab either Runes or Invesititure..." 

She shakes her head. "I'll get them soon enough at the rate we're leveling. Stick to the plan." 

Back into the menus she goes, unlocking Fire II, Force II, Fire Resistance III, Lingering Spell I, and Splash II. 

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"Okay! All done on the unlocks! Now I just need to slot my best fire resistance and figure out how this fire-absorbing meditation works."

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Sable nods and grins. "I know the feeling. It's easy to get tempted by all these shiny nodes off in the ability trees." She kisses the top of Sin's head and squeezes her tighter.

"Good girl for sticking to the plan." 

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She blushes, and turns to face Sable. After a moment's indecision, she presses in and kisses her too.

"... and you're cool too, for listening to everything..." She rubs the back of her head, and then seems to remember that she's not wearing anything. 

"... We should probably get our clothes on and find somewhere we can build a nice hot fire," she says. "Somehow I doubt our innkeeper would like me to sit in his fireplace."

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She nods. "That's a reasonable plan. Probably shouldn't go downstairs naked."

One hand strokes tenderly down Sin's ribs and waist. "Maybe the rocks we practiced at earlier? There should be someplace closer, though, if we look."

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Hyacinth smiles and nestles into Sable a little more. 

"... kind of just want to stay with you, but magic." She makes a balancing scales motion with her hands. "Incredibly hot girlfriend. Incredibly cool magic." The imaginary pans balance first one way, then the other. "... I can take the girlfriend with me to do magic. This solves both problems."

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"True, you can take me with you. You can even find ways to flirt and tease me while you do the magic, I bet."

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Hyacinth grins. "I bet I can." She rolls her shoulders against the bed, then sits up and starts collecting her scattered clothes. "Let's go, then."

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Sable gets up as well, clothes vanishing onto her body as she picks them up and equips them. When they're both dressed, she leads the way downstairs, waves to Jorem, and heads outside. "So, where do we want to build a bonfire?"

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Hyacinth's taken up her staff again, and hums softly to herself. "I think that rock outcropping we saw earlier would be fine. And we can look for somewhere more convenient on the way. Just got to bring enough fuel along."

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"Kindling and dry branches will be easy enough to find, but we should buy some proper firewood, I think, if we're hoping for a fire big enough for you to sit in," Sable notes, turning toward the shops.

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Hyacinth follows along. "I agree. And it's not like we're hurting for money, or for supplies to unload. Speaking of which, I should have a look at your loot with my ritual senses probably."

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"Good thinking." She turns her hands over, palm up, and pulls a bit of meat of both animals and the bleak essence into her hands, holding them out for Sin to inspect.

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Hyacinth's ritual senses inform her that the meat is a decent option for offerings, while the bleak essence is absolutely a viable reagent wherever she needs to refer to corrupted and toxic things.

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"Both of these have some potential. The bleak essence is... nasty. It's got the ritual aspect of corruption and toxicity. The meat could be a viable offering, though I don't know who or what would accept it. I'm not sure I'd risk using it given that it was taken from a corrupted beast though; I don't particularly want my ritual to accidentally incorporate that kind of aspect, you know?"

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"Yeah, I can see some ways that could go badly sideways." She vanishes the materials back into her inventory, then draws her sword for a moment to use the flat of her shadow cutter to disintegrate any residue left behind, before sheathing it again and taking Sin's hand.

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Sin flushes a little, but takes Sable's hand. 

And off they go to market together. 

"I think we should watch for... candles, lamp oil, salt... really basic ingredients, you know? I doubt we'll find too much fancy out here, though naturally if you spot anything that looks exciting point it out."

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The general store turns out to have some basic candles in a variety of sizes, a few oil lamps, plenty of lamp oil, salt, and a collection of some locally-gathered herbs, all of which register as passable reagents. 

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Hyacinth takes a moment to peruse the herbs. She doesn't know the names of any of these, but they're certainly alive to her ritual senses... 

She checks the placards. Basil, rosemary, thyme, mint, marjoram, parsley, coriander, sage, chives and dill. 

If she only knew more about herb lore...

She reaches out her hand and listens to her new senses. 

The basil feels heavy and rich, like a shield or a coin. A serious herb for serious people. 

The rosemary feels clear, like a breath of fresh air. It also feels a little like she knows it, like she has some connection. The sage is similar, but with less of a sense of connection to it.

Thyme and Parsley are uplifting and warm. Like a coal in the heart. Mint... vital and green, bursting with life. The marjoram has a sense of radiating light. The coriander reminds her of Sable, a little, while the dill reminds her a little of herself. 

She tries the chives three times, but they don't seem to have any detectable affinity. 

It's strange, the second sense she has. Synesthetic and yet so real. 

The rosemary is strongly aromatic, and would probably make a good incense...

She looks over at Sable. "I think we should pick up some rosemary for sure. The rest are less certain to be useful, but the rosemary is very aromatic and would probably serve well as an incense. It feels... clarifying. I think it would work well with a meditative ritual." 

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"Herbs are definitely worth having on hand, both as reagents and to make camp meals more pleasant. I wouldn't mind paying for more than just the rosemary."

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"Then I'd like some thyme, mint, basil, marjoram, coriander and dill. If we're going for everything that's reasonably unique."

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Sable scoops up some of each of those, along with quite a bit of rosemary, and carries it all to the counter. "Anything else you want to grab?"

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She pauses for a moment, and then a sly smirk comes to her face. "I could use a proper athame."

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Sable grins wryly. "That'll be at the smith, not here, but certainly."

She turns to the clerk. "All this plus half a cord of firewood?"

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"Six crowns four silver, dear."

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"Thanks!" Sable counts out the coins and hands them over, then turns to Sin. "I'll let you hold onto those, sweetie. I can just ask you for the herbs if I need them for cooking."

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Awww, she called her sweetie...

Hyacinth nods and smiles and gathers up her herbs and places them in inventory, along with the candles. "It'll be really fun to try this out," she says. "Let's head over to the smith's, then."

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Sable squeezes Sin's hand and leads the way outside, then scoops quite a lot of firewood from a stack against the wall of the general store into her inventory. That done, she leads the way to the smith. Soon they're looking at a collection of assorted blades.

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"I don't want anything fancy," Hyacinth says. "They say it's best to use your ritual implements in your daily life as well, so something that's easy to handle and generally versatile would be best."

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Sable nods and picks out a basic camp and cooking knife from a shelf, tests the edge, and brings it up to the counter.

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"Seven silver, lass."

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She pays the man and passes it to Sin.

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Sin accepts it and inventories it.

"Thank you, darling," she says. "Now let's go see about the meditation."

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Sable smiles a bit sappily, takes Sin's hand, and leads the way out of town. "It's a beautiful afternoon, and I have a beautiful girl accompanying me."

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Hyacinth raises an eyebrow. "Who's accompanying who, now?" But she can't keep it up and breaks out into giggles. 

"You're beautiful too," she says. "When we get there I'll need you to stand watch for me, okay? I have little awareness of my outside senses when I'm meditating, and there are potentially things out there that could threaten me even while I'm actively on fire."

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"Anything that tries will find itself rapidly regretting its life choices," Sable replies confidently.

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"That's so you." Hyacinth smiles and looks away. 

Then she looks back. "You know, since we're away from the village anyway and have some time to kill before we make it to the rocks, do you want to introduce me to the rest of you all?"

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"Y'know what? Sure."

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She closes her eyes for a moment, then opens them again, and her body begins to shift as she walks. Her hair shifts from violet curls to dark brown waves, her skin darkens, her figure grows curvier, and her eyes turn a vivid copper tone. "Hello, dear. My name is Maya," she says.

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Hyacinth takes an appreciative look, then remembers herself and look away. "Um, hi. I'm Hyacinth."

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"It's good to meet you." She grins warmly. "And feel free to look, dear Hyacinth. I'm rather proud of my appearance, and the effect it has on people."

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This only deepens Hyacinth's blush. "I... Okay." 

"So, um, tell me a little more about yourself?"

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As it should.

"I am deeply fascinated with old warships, heavy artillery, and vehicles, and I quite enjoy cultivating what Sable describes as 'Succubus Vibes'. I lean rather protective, and appreciate providing people with stability wherever possible," she replies.

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Somehow this description does not make Hyacinth blush any less. 

"I see..." she says. "So you're one of the reasons Sable's cultivated knowledge of guns, then?"

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She flushes slightly. "One of, yes. My ideal would be to be an incarnate spirit of a warship, or something to that effect, and be able to be something along the lines of heavy artillery on two legs. My being something akin to 'shipgirl-gender', along with Sable being my captain, is in fact how we chose our system name, 'Pirates'."

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"... kinky." 

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"I mean, uh —"

Hyacinth looks away. "Um. System name? You mean, like... a name for all of y'all in the one body?"

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"I like to see it as a bit kinky, yes," Maya replies, laughing warmly. "And yes, that's exactly what I mean, a name for the whole set of us."

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"That's cool. Play any pirate MMOs?" 

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"Unfortunately we have yet to find one up to our standards on even a basic level, let alone one that might fulfill my daydreams of being a ship spirit," she replies with a frown. "Have you seen any good ones?"

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"Unfortunately no, but I will make sure to inform you if I come across one that seems good."

Hyacinth squeezes Maya's hand and keeps walking. 

"So what do you think of CORA so far? Have you been enjoying it, or... does not being in front not work like that, or...?"

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"We all derive some modicum of passive enjoyment from each other's enjoyment, even when we're not in front," she confirms, "but it is significantly stronger and more direct when we are in front, or at least in co-consciousness. It has proved to be an impressive game, so far, though I wish we had a good way to mesh the sort of bombardment-tank build I would most enjoy with the agility build the others appreciate."

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"Yeah. I guess it must be awkward to have to share everything like that..." 

She shakes her head. "I hope you get to have plenty of fun too."

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She smiles a bit wryly, cheeks coloring faintly, and nods. "I do. Seeing how affected you are around us, especially around Sable, has proven quite fun, for one example."

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Hyacinth blushes. "Oh really, huh?" She giggles. "Well I guess I'll just have to keep being entertaining."

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"I suspect it comes naturally to you," she teases with a grin. "Would you like to meet the next of us, now?"

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"Yes, please!"

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"Then I'll leave you with two things. One, it has been a pleasure to meet you properly. Two, our next headmate, Neopolitan — or Neo, for short — is mute. She will use sign language if you know it, and otherwise she will resort to gesture and expression and body language — or perhaps message you using the internal messaging system."

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"Oh, I see! Thank you for the heads-up."

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And then mid-step their body begins to change again. The new girl is much shorter, only five feet tall, and slender. Long, wavy hair tumbles down over her shoulders, left half brown and right half pink, with a white streak in the pink half. Her eyes are mismatched as well, the right brown and the left pink. She skips gracefully and turns to face Hyacinth, walking backwards before her, then blows a kiss.

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Hyacinth gives her a little wave and a smile. 

Then...

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She makes heart hands at Neo.

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Neo grins wider, bounces in place, and makes heart hands right back at Hyacinth. Then she does a quick pair of back handsprings before bouncing in place happily once more.

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Wow, she just really did that! 

Hyacinth applauds!

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Neo bows and grins.

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Hyacinth pauses to curtsey in return. 

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Neo tilts her head, then points at Sin, then traces a question mark in the air with her fingertip.

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Sin spreads her hands. She doesn't happen to know sign...

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Neo rolls her eyes and snickers silently, and then Hyacinth suddenly gets a message.

I'm mute, not deaf. I was trying to ask if you had any questions you wanted to ask me.

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Hyacinth laughs and nods. "Yeah, okay, sorry. Um..." Is there a reason why you're mute — nah. "How'd you learn to do handsprings like that?"

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Training sims. They're what we do when we're between MMOs, since we all have special interest skills that make us feel more like ourselves.

Neo grins proudly — a bit smugly, even — and does a backflip, then keeps walking backward.

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Sin grins. "Fucking sweet. I'd love to tag along for one of those sometime..." 

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Neo grins back and gives Sin a thumbs up.

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Hyacinth smiles back. "Are you going to stick around, or are there more people to introduce?"

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She shakes her head and holds up one finger.

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"One more, huh? I'd love to meet them."

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Neo blows a kiss, gives a little finger-twirling wave, and then starts to shift.

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She gains a couple inches of height, and her hair shortens substantially, turning a slightly reddish black with vivid red tips. Her eyes turn silver, and she smiles cheerfully. "Hi there! I'm Ruby!"

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"Hey Ruby! Nice to meet you! I like your hair."

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"Thanks! Yours is really pretty too!" She bounces in place as she walks alongside Sin, almost vibrating with excitement.

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Awww, how adorable. To think Sable had a person like this sharing the same brain as her...

"Enjoying CORA? I think Sable said something about your favorite build being different from the one you got — care to remind me what you'd prefer?"

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"Oooh, yeah! I really like high speed combat and being a whirlwind of death to monsters — Sable calls me an adorable blender — but I also really like being a sniper especially if I can mix the two and dash back and forth with a scythe while mixing in rifle shots or sometimes even using recoil for mobility it's so much fun!"

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"Ooh, cool! So you are another source of the Guns Fascination. Is that like a general survival thing too or?"

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"Mhm partly that but also partly just because I love hunting monsters and mostly just because I really really love designing weapons and seeing other people's designs and the smell of cordite and the feeling of holding a shiny new blade I just forged or a gun I just built!"

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"Ooh, cool, you're a smith?"

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"Uh huh uh huh yep if it has anything to do with making weapons I love it!" She bounces some more.

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"Maybe we'll end up working together to produce enchanted weapons eventually? That'd be so cool!"

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"Oooh it would we should totally do that either make friends with a blacksmith so we can borrow their forge or get a house and build a forge there that would be so cooooool!"

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Get a house, huh...

She doesn't hate it. 

"Yeah," she says a little more softly. "That could be really nice."

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Suddenly it dawns on Ruby what she just said and she blushes vividly., giggling sheepishly. "Eheh, oops, um."

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"It's okay. Give us — give me some time to think about it." 

She takes a slow breath. Why did she say that...? 

"I..." She looks away. 

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Ruby smiles warmly at Hyacinth. "No worries, take all the time you need." She holds out her hand, offering to hold hands with Sin.

And then she tilts her head a bit. "...'Us', though?"

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"... I don't know why I said that any more than you do." 

She rubs her forehead, then takes Ruby's hand.

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Ruby's eyebrows go up. "Thaaaat might mean something. Well. Don't need to think about it now if you don't wanna."

She squeezes Sin's hand and keeps walking along.

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"Yeah. Um..." 

Hyacinth looks away. "Can we take a break for a little while? I should, like, eat actual food today and not subsist on nutrient goop for a whole week. You've all been wonderful and I will definitely be back, I just..." 

She kicks a rock. "I think I need space to... process everything."

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Ruby nods, smiles softly, and then bounces close to kiss Sin's cheek before stepping back and popping the folded-up tent into her free hand from their inventory. "Do what you need. We can wait here until you get back, or if you'll be a bit you can message us when and we'll meet you back here. Whatever works."

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"Okay. I'll trade you messenger IDs so I can text you from reality, OK?"

She sends the virtual ID through CORA's message system, and then brings up the ingame menu.

"... See you," she says. And she hits logout. 

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There's a long moment of transition as the virtual reality fades away — 

And then she's back in the pod, wrist unpricked, her body sweat-stained and achey from the long time spent down. It's been over twenty-four hours, after all; the pod's automatic repositioning equipment means that she's not in any danger of developing bedsores, but she can still feel that she's been in bed for most of two days. 

She pops the hatch of the pod from the virtual console, and gets up. 

Fuck, she's been missing her hormones...

She rubs her face. Her body feels heavy. Gangly. It aches in her soul. 

She doesn't have to be like this. 

... but she should really eat food. Get something to eat in the house. Go out. See a real tree. Do something other than mess around online...

She creakily gets up and dresses herself in her purple dress again.

Her phone's still in the pocket.

She texts Sable.

Fuck, being back in the meat suit sucks. I can see why you stay down most of the time.

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After Hyacinth vanishes, they pop the tent back into inventory, make a note of the location, and shift to Hailey.

She walks off into the woods in search of something to stab, then tilts her head when they get the text.

H: Yeah. We absolutely refuse to go back out there unless there's a damned good reason.

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... she looks down at her hand. It feels too big. Her whole body feels too big, and — noticing her body — 

She's flat, and she wants to cry. 

...

Earth is a really really shit game

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She jumps up and pulls herself up into a tree, sits on a branch, and leans back against the trunk, sighing softly.

H: Absolute garbage. 1/10, would not recommend. Who do we have to beat up for a refund? Only upsides are that the minigames inside it are sometimes great, and we met you.

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Character creation's glitched and a reroll costs $FuckYou in ingame currency, half the players are assholes and some of the GMs are too, you die if you don't eat food, and you spawn in a completely random party with completely shit partner matching and your teammates flame you if you feed. 6/10, I guess it's technically proficient and the physics engine is gorgeous but it's not an enjoyable experience at all without aftermarket mods.

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I will at least give it that it doesn't do barbie-doll anatomy like SOME games do. Looking at you Realms of Dragons.

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H: Hear hear. Could be a great game if the entire social engine was rewritten, and if mid-game character reroll was available. Agreed about the anatomy, though. Thank goodness for no barbie doll anatomy.

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Hyacinth finds herself considering her options. 

She could go back to university physically next week... 

No, screw that. She wants to learn creative writing, yes, but existing in this body after she's felt the alternative is like being trapped in a tiny metal cage. 

Her parents thought they could control her, and they were wrong. 

She doesn't have any urgent tasks to do. UBI is free. The VR setup is good for several years yet, and by the time it needs replacing she'll be able to have saved something. 

The nutrient feed for the pod's good for at least another month. 

Is she really going to do this? 

It feels like giving up. She wanted to have a body that felt right in reality. The shaping clinics exist...

The shaping clinics aren't about to give her fox ears and her own magic system any time soon. 

She can see it in her mind's eye, the blossom of the node builder in meditation...

She sits on the edge of her pod and she breathes slowly, phone in her hand. 

She knows she's not thinking rationally. But there is no god damn reason why she should be here. Dustin can take a hike, they were never that close before she came out anyway. 

She's been hurting all her god damn life and relief is just a pinprick away. 

UBI's probably not going away. 

In the end it's not actually a hard decision at all. 

She turns off the pod alarm for seven days from now, and sets it for thirty. 

I'm going down. I think forever, or as close as I can get. 

It's not even a question. In CORA I can be me. And have a real life. With real people who really care about me. And real magic. 

Hot tears stain her cheeks.

Reality is a shit game. 

I'd rather have you.

She takes off her dress again. Two days' nutrient stock isn't worth going out for, or even having delivered. She can do it from ingame if she needs to.

She settles the neural crown on her head again, and wakes up from her bad dream. 

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Back in reality, she takes a slow breath and plants her staff on the ground. 

She messages Hailey, one last time.

I'm back.

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A minute or so later, Hyacinth hears rustling sounds in the trees overhead, and then Hailey drops down from the canopy next to her.

"Welcome back."

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"Hey," she says with a smile. "Guess I'm emigrating."

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Then she takes a hiccupy breath and sits down on the ground before she falls down. 

"... Sorry," she manages. "Just..." 

How to say it. 

"You'd better not back out on that house now."

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She laughs and shakes her head. sitting down across from her. "You beautiful fucking dork. Not a chance. You've got us as long as you want us."

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"I..." Hyacinth looks away. 

"I care about what's real. I care that when the body in realspace dies this unaging one will cease to exist too. I care that I'm canadian, and that I'm not Patriot Church, and... all these divisions that only exist because it's taken for granted that the other reality is what counts."

She offers her hand to Hailey. "I need someone to... reassure me that this world is real too. That it's not wrong to believe in it. To decide to live your life in it."

"I think..."

She looks down at her body. 

"Some part of me is convinced, now, that it's this world that's real and the other one that's fake."

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"No argument from us about that," Hailey replies, shaking her head. "We've seriously considered medical storage before, and we're not entirely sure why we're staying out of it at this point."

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I'd want to see you in real life rises to her tongue and dies. 

What could she possibly learn by seeing these beautiful women's random-ass janky body with the wrong sex. 

She wouldn't want them to see her real life Earth body either. This one is real. This is her chosen self. 

"... Probably because it'd be a bureaucratic headache, yeah? And I know I wouldn't trust some random nurse to keep things running indefinitely. Better to do it yourself, even if it hurts."

She settles back on her hands on the grass and stares up at the cloudy sky. 

"Think of it like... a lich guarding their phylactery. You don't entrust that to some random person. You want someone you trust. Someone who cares, someone who's loyal."

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She nods. "That's a good way to put it. I like that."

Then she looks down at her hands for a moment, then up at Hyacinth, and reaches out her left hand, palm up.

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Hyacinth takes it, and squeezes. 

"... I want to celebrate. A new start. A new life. I'm tired of being a good boy. I want to do something inadvisable."

She giggles. "I would suggest getting drunk, that's traditional, but I don't actually want to annoy our tavern-keeper friend. Got any better ideas?"

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"If I knew where a Pag-sympathizer bar was close by, I'd say we go start a bar fight — walk in with our horns showing and holding your hand and see how long it takes for some bigoted scum to throw down about it, then beat their asses into the ground," she replies with a laugh.

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Hyacinth giggles. "I mean, it'd hardly be sporting for me to just fry 'em, now, would it? And more importantly I might burn down a perfectly innocent bar. Still, with the right loadout of enhancement spells it could still be fun."

She smiles at Hailey. "I guess for now we just... carry on. First day of the rest of your life. We have so much time. And so much to learn. It's still only my second day in Paragnosia or whatever this place is called again. I've got a lifetime of memories of another world stuck in my head and it'll take a while to properly learn my place here. Chaos does weird things to a girl."

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"That it does, Sin. That it does."

Hailey looks down at their joined hands and exhales slowly. "Huh. Guess bailing on stupidworld to stay here with us bumped you up a few ranks of touch-safety real quick."

She shakes her head and squeezes Sin's hand.

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"I promise I'll be gentle." Hyacinth smirks and squeezes back.

Then she levers herself to her feet with her staff and rolls her shoulders. "It shouldn't be too far to those rocks now," she says. "Let's go together?"

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Hailey hops up as well and nods. "Yeah, let's go. Wanna see you sit in a bonfire for power."

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Hyacinth puts her staff to use once more as a walking-stick, and it's not long before the patch of rocks comes up on their path. 

"Here we are," she says. "Let me just slot my new fire resistance, I bet it'll be necessary with a fire of this size."

She pages through the menus, locks Fire Resistance III as a single passive, and slots it over Fire Resistance II. 

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Meanwhile Hailey starts building a bonfire: stacking some firewood to make a relatively flat spot to sit on, stuffing kindling and tinder into the right spots, making sure to leave room for airflow, and then she steps back with a nod.

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"It's ready to light up. I've got a mundane firestarter, or you could do it the quick way with a spell."

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Hyacith tilts her head. "It feels more proper not to start it with magic. I mean, it seems strange to use magic to generate magic, right? It feels better to use a mundane source, it's more of a ritual that way."

She sits cross-legged atop the pile of wood on the level pieces, checks again that her fire resistance is properly slotted, then nods to Hailey. "Go ahead," she says.

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Hailey kneels down beside the bonfire, pulls out her firestarter, and sparks the tinder. She blows on the embers carefully, stoking the little flames until they can catch the kindling, slowly building more of a fire little by little.

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Okay, this is... definitely a Situation... 

Hyacinth settles her palms on her knees and tries to breathe slow. It's okay. She will be fine. A mixture of fear and exhilaration pools in her stomach and hastens her hearrbeat.

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Hailey keeps fanning the flame, carefully building up a blaze hot enough to be sustainable. Soon, though, the logs start to catch. and she steps back to watch. 

Her cheeks are slightly flushed — probably just from the heat of the fire, though.

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It's intense. The heat wraps itself around her like a living thing. She can feel the flame trying to consume her, to make her a part of it. But she is a part of it already. 

She closes her eyes, triggers Inner Flame meditation, and falls inward. 

It's a different experience than before. Her instinctive reach for an image of a calm dark sea to lull her jars like a bruised shin. 

Inner fire. 

She envisages it. The flame begins at the base of her spine, like a fuse or a wick; from there it spreads inward, towards her abdomen and her sex, flushes of all-too-familiar heat and energy... then upward, through her heart, warm and bright (sable) and onward, nestling in her collarbone before flicking upward to root on her brow. She is a candle, burning, every part of her channeling the flame...

The intuitive interface spirals up into her as a breath of heat, a current of flame. She locks an even stronger Inner Flame meditation with it in a flash like sizzling sparks, using even more of the parts of her nature that are like flame and less of the parts of her nature that grant volume and strength, instead braiding the flame within her tighter, tighter...

The new ability slots in and disrupts her trance, but she patiently rebuilds the flame within her to its full brightness once more. It burns blue-hot within her belly and womb, fierce and sharp — but not intensely enough to break through to the next layer of potential. She will not consume all today. 

Within this forge in her heart, she remakes herself. Ability after ability weave together, each of her standard abilities - Flare, Glue, Quell Flames, and Repel - relocked with the strongest nodes her soul can bear. 

Finally she turns her attention to her other meditation. She can sense how to weave it, in this state, with the flame running through her...

[Ritual I] in the center. Around it, three will-o-wisps, circling clockwise. [Enhance I]. [Intricacy I]. [Meditation I].

It locks.

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Hailey watches, enraptured, as Sin embraces the fire. She bites her lip, breathing slowly and deliberately, cheeks flushed.

"Fuck," she breathes, barely a whisper.

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Slowly, Hyacinth comes back to herself. It always takes time for her to recover from such a deep trance. 

For perhaps half a minute, she has the sensation of the flame breathing with her, flaring and falling slowly, until it fades away from her body entirely and falls back to the logs beneath her. 

She opens her eyes and meets Hailey's gaze with a smile. 

"Let's be careful getting me up," she says. "I don't want to accidentally kick ash into your lap." 

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Hailey steps close and reaches out a hand to help Hyacinth out of the bonfire.

"Holy shit. That was gorgeous."

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Hyacinth very carefully steps out of the fire. She nods. "And, um." She looks away for a moment. "Interesting." 

She is not going to say that she is horny now to Hailey.

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Hailey bites her lip and nods, cheeks still a bit flushed. "Interesting is a very good word for it. Yes. Perhaps an understatement."

She exhales sharply and grins.

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"That's, um, your kind of thing...?" Hyacinth rubs the back of her head and smiles a little.

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"Danger, risk, pain, fire? Both inflicting and receiving? Yes, you could say that it's my kind of thing."

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"Hmmmmmmmmm. Suddenly I have a thought for something inadvisable we could maybe potentially do eventually."

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"I like inadvisable," she replies with a grin. "Do tell."

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"We've got wound healing and a knife. And we respawn. I mean, I'd want to know what respawning entails first because if there's like a spirit healer figure then I so don't want to have to explain that I died in a kink scene. But yes."

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She grins wider, sharper, and nods. "I like that idea. I fucking love that idea. From what I understand, there's definitely a 'death dream' where you can talk with a caring figure to help you deal, to try to stave off trauma, but I hear she's chill."

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"I think I'd like to meet her myself before I trust that she's 'chill'. But it's certainly a start." 

Hyacinth casts Quell Flames over the remnants of the bonfire, and it splutters out. "On we go to fight moose? Or would you like to try the meditation ritual first?"

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"Let's try for moose first, then deal try the meditation ritual back in privacy at the inn, I think."

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"Alright!" Hyacinth focuses on her Moose Quest Sense and starts heading that direction. 

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Another half hour's hike through the hills, and they reach a group of five moose. They're headbutting each other restlessly, antlers crashing together with clatter after loud clatter. Black veins run away from their eyes, down their snouts. They don't appear to have noticed the girls yet.

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"Big fuckers," Hailey whispers. "Definitely corrupted, too."

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"Same tactics as last time?" Hyacinth whispers. "I should be able to splash the whole group with them bunched up like this..." 

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She nods sharply. "Yeah. Extra glues around the outside if it looks like they're breaking free. Sable made a boosted leap ability back at the inn, too, so we should be able to dive right into the thick of them."

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"Alright. Let's do this."

Hyacinth aims carefully with her staff, and throws a Glue II into the middle of the pack. Moments later, she follows up with a Flare II.

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And in the same moment, Hailey's wings, tail, and horns flare into existence, and she boosts into a powered leap at the small herd, flapping once to bring her just over the top.

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The moose rear up and bray in anger, turning slowly toward Hyacinth.

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Hailey lands feet-first atop the antlers of the furthest moose, slashes the back of its neck with a shadow cutter, and then lunges toward another, stabbing deeply into its side and swinging off it to a third.

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Hyacinth continues to spam artillery fire, more Flares bursting around the pack of moose. As one makes to break from the pack she tosses another Glue to keep it trapped.

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In the middle of one of Hailey's leaps, a moose catches her in the side with its antlers, and she tumbles from the air. With a scowl, she leaps up again, the energy wreathing her saber turning blood-red. Two slashes to the offending moose later, the gouge in her leg is healing smoothly, and she leaps off it to another, whirling from beast to beast as she whittles them down.

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Two of the moose are slowly struggling through the glue fields toward Hyacinth, though they're growing increasingly charred around the legs and bellies. The remainder keep trying to batter Hailey down with their antlers.

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But she's just not having it, at one point just lopping the antlers clean off one moose with a shadow cutter. She keeps having to mix vampiric blade in with her shadow cutters, though. because the moose occasionally land solid hits.

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Everything seems to be under control. She'll check the perimeter quickly, then keep tossing Flares, aiming to splash them over the forequarters of the approaching moose. 

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The flare right where they're heading seems to be a bit discouraging, and the moose slowly turn back toward Hailey's deadly dance.

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She keeps bouncing from moose to moose, and then finally one falls, bleeding out on the charred ground. Another tumbles down shortly after, then another.

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The remaining two catch her between them with their antlers.

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"Ah fuck!" She coughs up a bit of blood, but takes advantage of the proximity to rip one moose's throat out with a brutal slash, then whirls and stabs the other behind the neck.

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And then she tromps out of the glue fields tiredly.

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Hyacinth slots a healing bolt over Quell Flames and heals Hailey. 

"Well," she says. "That at least was straightforward." She frowns. "Not sure if I want to go hunt bandits, they might have bows and I don't have a solid defense against that right now. You okay to travel back to town?"

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She huffs a bit. "Just... ugh. Need to butcher the moose before we head back, but..."

She looks down at her hands, back up at Sin, back down at her hands, then shakes her head. 

"Nothing for it."

And then she steps forward into a hug, her breath hitching sharply as she makes contact before slowly and carefully exhaling.

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Hyacinth slowly moves to embrace Hailey, so she has plenty of time to see it coming and shake her head if she doesn't want it. 

"Yeah," she says softly. "That looked kind of nasty."

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She breathes very slowly, carefully, as she leans into Sin's embrace. "Was a lot. Needed a hug, but hadn't gotten touch-safe all the way to hugging, skipped a few steps. S'intense."

She squeezes Sin tighter and keeps breathing carefully.

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"Yeah," Hyacinth says. "I'm proud you got there."

She just holds Hailey, for as long as she needs it.

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Eventually her skin stops itching from forcing the touch, and she relaxes more properly, resting her head on Sin's shoulder. "Whoof."

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"Yeah. I was a little worried I'd lose you there..."

She should not kiss the touch-averse girl's shoulder no matter how much she wants to. 

"You're good."

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She smiles and sighs a bit, squeezes Hyacinth a bit more, and then pulls back. "Okay. I'm okay now. Thank you."

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Hyacinth nods. "It's okay. Back to town for now?"

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"I'm good to butcher things, make sure we get the most of our resources and prove our kills, if you don't mind waiting."

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"Alright. I'll stand watch."

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She nods, then kneels down in front of the moose and starts carving them apart. It's calming, meditative. Soon enough she has a great deal of moose meat, various organs, antlers, and more bleak essence.

She stands and nods, wiping her hands off on a relatively clean and intact bit of pelt, then finishing the cleanup with the flat of a shadow cutter.

"Okay. That's that. Ready to get out of here?"

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"For sure."

And she offers her hand.

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Hailey takes her hand with a wry little smile and starts back toward town. "Well, that was an adventure."

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"That's for sure." 

Hyacinth sighs softly and smiles at Hailey. "Thank you. You've been taking blows so I don't have to."

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"Glad to. Comparative advantage and all that."

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"Fair enough, I guess."

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They pass the leftover charcoal of the small bonfire, and make their way back through the woods.

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"Pity nobody's figured out uploading, yet," Hailey comments at one point. "Be nice to be entirely digital, stop worrying about the meat suit altogether."

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"You'd have to do it very carefully, to maintain continuity of conciousness, but... Yeah. I agree."

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"Honestly, if someone were to ask me..."

She taps her fingers against her arm. "I'd want good odds. Something in the high nineties. We are talking lives and minds on the line here. But... there are real surgeries with a one-in-a-hundred chance to kill you. And shaping's no joke either. For a shot at a digital lifespan...?"

She smiles. "Yeah, I think I'd take a one in a hundred chance of death or serious complication. Maybe even a one in fifty chance. If I wanted to get serious about it... my natural lifespan would be, like, another sixty years or so? And with a digitization let's say that rises to two hundred or so, because file storage is hard and data loss happens. So you've got... one hundred forty years to gain, versus sixty years to lose. So theoretically you're still breaking even on lifespan if you take a two-to-one chance of dying. 

In practice, though, if you follow the naive lifespan calculation you mostly die and sometimes are very long lived. So the overall impression is... I might even go as low as a one in ten chance of dying. Nine out of ten of me getting to live to be two hundred is worth taking a one in ten chance of dying."

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Hailey nods thoughtfully. "Yeah, those sound like decent odds for us, too. Hopefully we get to see it happen. There aren't a lot of things we wouldn't do, for a shot at putting that ill-fitting meat suit behind us."

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"Yeah."

Hyacinth runs a hand through her hair. "I mean, we've already got stuff that integrates with the senses neurally so well as to fool them completely, and I've heard SAIs are a thing these days... But then again, it is one of those 'it'll happen in another twenty years' for the last century kinds of things..." 

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"Yeah. We're definitely closer than we were, but computer neuroscience is one of the fields we can't pick up over an intense weekend of training, so no way to tell how close until we get there."

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Hyacinth nods, a little distractedly.

"...Can we stop talking about this? It's depressing to know it'll probably never happen in my lifetime."

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"So agreed."

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"Hmmmm. Alternative topics...", she muses. "Could embarrass the other Pirates by answering questions about their kinks~."

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"Ooh. That sounds entertaining. You all have different ones, then?"

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"Mhm," she hums a confirmation. "Some degree of overlap, but only partial."

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"Go on then, what's Sable's?"

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Hailey looks Hyacinth up and down thoughtfully for a long moment, seemingly deciding whether she seems likely to be judgmental, then grins. "Vore," she replies simply. "Cute girls are tasty, in her book, and the two different kinds of hunger go hand in hand."

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She considers. 

"... oh. So that's why you..." 

She drums her fingers on her staff. "So she... um..." 

Hyacinth looks away. "Has she, uh, done that before? In VR, I mean."

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"She hasn't found anyone to try it with her so far, but she's been tinkering with custom sims for it for a while. One design she's particularly proud of is for a 'candygirl' scene, where her partner gets turned into animate humanoid candy, or chocolate, or cake."

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"That's..."

She blushes a little. 

"I could get into it."

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Hailey cackles. "She's blushing and wiggling in mindspace right now at hearing that. Mention it when you feel like trying it and she'll probably drop everything for it."

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"Yeah, I'll think about it. I want to stay in CORA for a while first though. Get used to my new home."

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"Want to give me spoilers for any of the others?

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She hums, smirking playfully. "Maya is a turbosub and masochist, despite how dignified and elegant she is."

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"Ooh, fun." Hyacinth plants her staff on a rock and lets it push her forward. "Neo? Ruby?"

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"Neo sees fighting and sparring as foreplay, and is into CNC. Ruby likes her weapons in a bit more than the usual way, and will fucking melt if you call her 'sis' when you kiss her."

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Hyacinth gives a thoughtful nod. 

"You know, new world... maybe new family? We're already moving in together, so if Ruby wants me to call her sister..." 

She raises an eyebrow. "I mean, I already proposed it earlier when I didn't even know, you know?"

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She cackles again. "Oh you are a gem. Everyone in here is blushing now. Yeah, I think this is going to go just fine."

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"Oh good. I do like being convenient." 

Hyacinth casually checks her inventory for her coin balance. "Incidentally, I was wondering how much money we've got between the two of us — between the bounties and the inn stays and the materials and gear I've no clue what our budget looks like."

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"Let's see..." Hailey does a bit of mental math. "We had a hundred crowns before you showed up, the wolves paid ten, as did the goats, then fifty for the bear, and another twenty we'll get shortly for the moose. We've paid out... eleven crowns seven silver so far. So that means by the time we get back to the inn we'll be looking at a hundred sixty-eight crowns between us."

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"That's five months of pure inn stay. If we were to get, like, an actual house or apartment I bet we could cover it for a year easily. Adventurer economy's kind of funky, huh?" 

She tilts her head. "You know, I think I like it better this way. Go kill a bear, get two month's rent. I can super live with that deal. Sure, I sometimes almost die, but I come back, you know?" 

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Hyacinth flashes a little smile. "Sure, it's not UBI, but c'mon now."

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Hailey laughs and nods. "Yep. Having to murder monsters for our rent is a small price to pay for getting to look this hot all the time," she gestures indicatively at them both, "am I right?"

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Hyacinth laughs, then nods. "Yeah, pretty much."

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"So what about you, Sin? What are you into?"

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"Iiiiiiiiii..." 

Hyacinth looks away. "D/S stuff, mostly. I — definitely would like to try some S&M stuff sometime too, I've said that. I just — you were my first, genuinely. Never felt comfortable before I put this body on, and everyone could see it. So..."

She blushes. "... I, um. Was pretty predictably into forcefem stuff... some of it kind of rough... and I've read a decent chunk of hentai including some actual sex education material... it was kind of a... special interest of mine. And the more I learned the more I wanted to be... hot like the girls I read about..."

Hyacinth drops her face into her free hand and blushes helplessly. The fact that her other hand's occupied by her staff means she can't really hide her embarrassed face though.

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Hailey snickers, smirks, and leans over to kiss Hyacinth's cheek. "Cute. Very cute."

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This is really not helping the blush situation!

Hyacinth manages to speak up. "But yeah, um. I was really into... sissy hypnosis... And the kinks that come with that. Chastity, maid play, um, cuck stuff, humiliation, degradation... Being forced..."

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Hailey grins sharply, cups Hyacinth's chin, kisses her deeply, and then nips her lower lip as she pulls away. 

"Well, now I've got an idea for what to do if we ever figure out how to run separate avatars simultaneously. Tie you up with your hand between your legs and make you watch while one Pirate fucks another into a mewling puddle."

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Hailey just smirks, wraps an arm around her, and keeps walking. "Adorable."

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... everything is still okay...?

She leans a little heavily on Hailey and tries to focus on where she's going.

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Judging by the fond grin on Hailey's face and the tight squeeze she's holding Sin close with, all of this seems to have been taken as good news and prospective fun.

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... She walks in silence for a little while. 

Even a well-intentioned cis person might not believe her if she said she was a girl, on this evidence. At least, she thinks so...

Her family certainly didn't believe her, and they didn't even know...

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Eventually Hailey looks over and notices the expression on Sin's face.

"Wait a damned minute... I know that look. Are you shame-trapping yourself about this stuff?"

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"Um... depends on what you mean by shame-trapping...?"

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"I mean getting stuck in 'I'm bad' and 'this means I'm not valid about that' and 'it's not okay that I like this' and 'she's going to hate me or disbelieve me or be disgusted now' and similar bullshit."

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"... Oh."

She rubs the back of her head. 

"... I guess I am. Sorry."

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Hailey huffs and pokes Sin firmly on the sternum. "Don't apologize for it. That just reinforces it, and besides you're not hurting anyone but yourself with it. Tell us so we can hug you about it, dork."

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"I just... the Patriot Church people, they talk about autogynephila and shit and say that — trans people are all sex perverts and get off on being women. And that describes me. I am a sex pervert who gets off on being a woman. And that's just..."

She looks down at herself. "It makes you wonder if the other things they say are true too. That I'm deluded. Sick. Wrong. That there's something broken in my brain that makes me act like this. And... in the worst case, you know, that I should actually die for it. You know the doctrine."

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"Those assholes are the proverbial stopped clock. They got lucky and found one girl who kinks on it, but they doesn't mean a single other fucking thing they say has any validity. The entire basis of their bullshit runs on sex-shaming and pleasure-shaming and the naturalistic fallacy."

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"I know I should believe that. It's the safe thing to believe. The comforting thing to believe. But..." 

She tears up. "It's hard enough to believe I'm worth it without wondering if they're right."

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... She needs to get herself under control. 

She slots her basic meditation skill over the healing bolt in what is quickly becoming her utility slot, and throws herself into it for a long moment. She walks slow, rhythmically. Even steps, supported by her staff.

It helps. 

"... What I mean to say is... I was raised to believe in truth. Not just what people preach, not just listening to authorities. Actually looking at the evidence. And the evidence I have on the fact of the matter in my case is closer to the Patriot Church's model than anything I've ever heard advanced by a pro-trans advocate."

She shakes her head. "That doesn't mean the patriot church is right. They could be taking a true piece of evidence to a completely wrong conclusion as they so constantly and obviously do. But I'm not able to just dismiss the question because that's wilfully ignoring evidence. The data I have is not in accord with either side's testimony. So I'm left in the dark trying to find my own way."

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Hailey nods thoughtfully. "I can respect the truth-seeking there. Let's look at it this way. They're against polyamory, homosexuality, trans acceptance, and the worst ones are even against sex outside that's not for procreation and ever questioning scripture or pastors. The cited reasoning in all cases is that it's 'unnatural and against scripture'. What's the common thread between all these things? Also, you're familiar with the naturalistic fallacy, right?"

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"Yes, I'm familiar. And I acknowledge the point. It's just... I don't want to be stuck pretending that my life went the way that the trans advocates would like it to be. I don't want to become a weapon in the Patriot Church's hands, but at the same time I don't want to pretend my reasons were clean and sanitary and good. My reasons were a mess. I just feel that society's not yet ready to accept "Yes, I am a sex pervert, and I am going to live my life in accordance with the kink role I prefer, and anyone who disagrees can get bent" as a real, serious proposition, you know?

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She huffs at the thought of society's predictable reactions and nods. "Yeah, they likely aren't ready to accept that. And too bad for them. What would it mean for there to be a true distinction between valid and invalid reasons to be trans, though? How would that world look different from one in which 'invalid reason to be trans' wasn't a coherent idea?"

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"... You've got me there. I just worry. Keeping this secret is hard, and living in the meat sack has been harder, and there are times when I just want to put everything down and hide."

Hyacinth leans a little against Hailey. 

"I just want to be able to be my true self. But it feels like no matter where I go I'm an outcast."

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Hailey squeezes Hyacinth a bit tighter. "Sable would probably say something sappy here like 'we'll never cast you out', which, while true, is hopelessly sugary. I'll simply say that we'll be fucking outcasts together if we have to, and the rest of society can kiss my ass."

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Hyacinth closes her eyes for a moment, and nods. 

"Alright."

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Then she smirks. "We're so doomed."

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Hailey snickers and shakes her head. "Yep. Unbelievably doomed. Completely gone over each other. No hope. Give up now."

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"Is it cool if I say I love you then?"

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Hailey blushes, her breath catching. "Um. Yes. Yes, it is."

A beat.

"...We do too, by the way. Well, Sable and I are the only ones who've spent enough time with you directly to know for sure, but the others are pretty fond of you so far."

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"Yeah, I figured it'd be more complicated for you all. But..." She smiles. "You're the first people in my life I've been able to talk about all this with without even a trace of fear. I'm going to get a house with you and be your sister and your lover and your girlfriend and... a lot of things."

She grins at Hailey. "Way, way, waaaaaay too late to back out now."

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"Oh no, whatever shall we do," Hailey teases with a grin.

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"Be exceedingly happy until the servers shut down in another twentysomething years, probably."

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"And hopefully find other servers to live on by then." She shakes her head, smiling wryly. "What's wrong with me, I'm cheerful and happy, this'll ruin my bitchy reputation."

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"My dastardly scheme is working perfectly!"

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Mock despair twists her face. "Oh no! I'm ruined! I will never recover from this betrayal!" She buries her face in her hands and fake-sobs.

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Hyacinth can't help it, she cracks up.

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Hailey stops the fake sobs and grins, giving Sin a hip-bump. "Heh."

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Hyacinth grins and hip-bumps her back.

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She giggles for a moment, then tilts her head and hums. "Just thought of an argument for an eventual apartment or house rather than endless inns: no questions about bloody sheets if we have an interesting night."

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"I will confess that was already on my mind, yes. Think I could lock a cleaning spell? I bet there's something for it in persistent magic if I look..."

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"Good thinking. It's certainly worth a shot."

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"Then I shall return to my first love: mechanical optimization."

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Hailey laughs and squeezes Hyacinth closer. 

The town walls start to become visible in the distance.

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"Do you wanna risk the darkling thing, or should I expect Sable to show up any minute now?"

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"I'm tempted," she replies, tilting her head thoughtfully. "Parcosia is chiller about it than some places, for sure."

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"I'll support you. Whatever happens."

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"Let's try it," she finally decides, and she keeps walking toward the gate with her horns and wings and tail showing.

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Hyacinth nods, squeezes Hailey's hand, and walks on with her. 

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Hailey gives Hyacinth a small grin once they're past the gate.

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Hyacinth grins back. "D'you want to explain to our friend at the inn, or should I just say you're with me?"

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"I'm down to just say I'm with you, but Sable's betting he's going to figure it out somehow."

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"The purple outfit's probably a hint. But far be it for me to prevent you from having some fun."

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"Probably," she agrees. 

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As they walk in, Jorem turns to greet the two girls, then pauses a moment, squinting at Hailey, before grinning wryly and arching an eyebrow.

"I thought there was something interesting about you, lass. Welcome back, the both of you."

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"Hey again," Sin says, and gestures to Hailey. "This is Hailey. She's been helping me out today, and should have the proof for the bounty on those moose."

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Still grinning, Jorem nods. "Hailey, eh? Well, good to meet you, lass." He spreads the blanket out for the proof.

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She nods and spreads out the five racks of antlers. "Here you go."

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He counts them up, nods, and sweeps them off the counter before pulling out two pouches of ten crowns. "That'll do nicely." As he passes the bags over, he speaks a little quieter.

"And how many are you, lass?"

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Surprise crosses Hailey's face for the barest instant.

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But then she's right back on an amused grin as she replies. "Five, if you're asking what I think you are."

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"Well hello to all, then. Supper should be ready in half an hour, stew again. We'll be serving for three hours."

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"Thanks much, Jorem." 

She looks over at Hailey. "For once I don't have an immediate next objective. There's 'quest and get stronger', naturally, but it's been two days of questing already and I could use something more calm. Inn's not going anywhere, and the bounties we've had so far paid well; but if I'm to settle in here I want a longer-term plan."

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"No reason we can't take a break from questing for the rest of our stay in this inn and make a longer-term plan then, figure out what we actually want to be doing next."

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"I mean, we can still do some quests. More money is always nice. I just want to... have a plan. There's like five different things I want to talk about and I'm stuck trying to decide which one we should go for first."

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Hailey nods. "Well, let's head up and get a start on talking before we come down for supper."

She turns to Jorem. "Thanks again."

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"Yeah, thanks!" Hyacinth smiles at Jorem and gives a little wave.

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Hyacinth also bedflops. 

She lies there for a few minutes, then de-equips her boots and sits cross-legged at the head of the bed. 

"Okay," she says. "Items on the agenda. One, uh, Pagutum and the mysterious vision. Two, do we want to fight bandits and other non-shardbearer sentients in this world or not? Three, what about the guided ritual meditation. Four, what about figuring out a proper house. Five, um, a thing that's about sex that I want to say. Six. Other methods of having fun and broadening our knowledge. Um, in-game books and stuff. Do we want to travel? Do we want to join a shardbearers' guild? That kind of thing. Seven... Another thing about sex, or maybe just an expansion of what I already know. Eight... I'd still like to take creative writing courses, is there a way to do that from in VR. Nine... contact my lone irl friend and inform him that if he wants to see me I'll be in VR until further notice."

She pauses for a long moment.

"I feel like there should be a ten..."

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"Ten, they call us 'Blessed' rather than 'shardbearers'," Hailey teases, sticking her tongue out at Hyacinth.

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"Okay, a Blessed guild."

She hums softly. 

"... Ten, we should probably discuss what the heck was up with that 'us' earlier..."

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"Hmm?"

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"I mean..." 

Hyacinth sighs. "I was just kind of thinking that..."

She looks down at her feet. "I was always an altoholic in Realms of Dragons. They'd let you have like five characters and I used all my slots. I've been a troll — species — and a zombie and an elf and so on and so on pretty much all at the same time. It feels a little uncomfortable to only have one body in CORA."

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"Oh. Right, that 'us'. That... makes me wonder, honestly. That's the kind of slip we make when trying to singlet-mask, and coupled with you missing getting to change it up... it sounds a little bit like something might be going on there."

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"Yeah, I'm wondering too. It's just..." 

She sighs and shakes her head. "None of the bodies I had before were me. They were — faces I put on, bit parts. There was always a sense of artifice. This body's not like that. It feels natural. Right. So I'm confused."

Hyacinth folds her hands in her lap. "How did you find out there was... another person in your head? Or maybe I should be asking... where did you come from? I hope that's not too invasive."

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She hums thoughtfully. "So we described the whole 'fictive' thing, what with all of us moving into Sable's head as a result of stories she was writing, but we didn't explain what the experience of it was like. It varies a whole lot for every system, but for us, it feels like having a thought or reaction in your head that feels like it belongs to someone else, or alternatively like the person happening right then isn't the same person that was happening five minutes ago."

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"I... huh. I've... experienced that. Before. Sometimes when I'm — bright and smiling and – willing to play around, willing to tease — it feels a lot like I'm a whole different person. It's like.... there's two states I can move between, sort of mechanics-focused and shy and — the kind of person who can dart out and ask things. And... Sometimes I can even ask that part of me questions, say, "I want some courage" or "what should I say here" and it feels like it's able to answer that in the way I can't."

She ducks her head. "I... thought that was just normal."

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Hailey cocks an eyebrow at Hyacinth. "Normal for Planet of the Plural People, maybe," she teases.

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"I feel like... if there's another person in here, she's me too. We're — two faces of the same person? I'm not sure that's actually true. But —"

She rubs the back of her head. "People talk about being a different person at work from at home. I... have always been a different person around my family. Online I was safer, I could have relationships that weren't based on... my family facilitating. And it's there I learned how to be an extrovert. But my family... they don't even really try to understand me. So it's safer to be small. If I look like the kind of person who can't be asked anything of they let me be."

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She nods and squeezes Sin's hand. "Yeah. Families can be like that, sometimes. As for what you're describing there, that sounds like what's called 'median plurality', which is where the system members see themselves as all different facets of one person, different perspectives."

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"Do you have any way for me to be certain one way or the other?"

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"What worked for us was trying to talk to each other, so you could try that," she replies with a shrug. "Try to direct a thought at them like if you were asking for advice on how to say something, but instead ask 'hey tell me about yourself?' instead."

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"Okay, I'll try that..." 

<Hey, other me, could you tell me about yourself...?>

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A distant sense of calm drifts back towards her, not words as such, but clearly a response to her question. 

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"Ohmygod I felt her. There — there's someone else in my head —" 

Hyacinth hyperventilates for a moment before she manages to catch her breathing. 

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Hyacinth reaches for her meditation, and pushes the world away for a moment. 

Her body fades away a little as her senses turn inward.

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<... can you talk...?>

 

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Her duplicate smiles and nods, but doesn't say anything for a long moment. 

Then...

<I was ... think ... never notice.> 

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Hyacinth focuses harder.

<Could you repeat that?>

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<I was beginning to think you'd never notice.>

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The other her's mindvoice is faint, but she can pick it out now. It's clear enough to be heard. 

<Who are you?>

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<Your twin, maybe? You know me, we grew up together. Please don't be scared.>

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<Do you mind if I stop and relay to Hailey.>

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<not at all>

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Hyacinth floats up out of her trance, and takes a deep breath. 

"She's there. She's really there. I — had a short conversation with her. She told me not to worry. Called herself my twin."

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Hailey grabs Hyacinth tightly in a hug and squeezes her. "Awesome! Congrats! Go tell her hi from me."

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Hyacinth exhales a little laugh, and hugs Hailey back for a moment. Then she turns her focus inward again. 

<Hailey says hi.>

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<Hi Hailey>

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"She says hi back."

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Her grin widens. "Hey twinsie, you got a name? Or want one?"

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There's a moment of confusion, and then —

"You can call me Hibiscus."

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"Well hello, Hibiscus. Good to meet ya. Welcome to the brave new world of acknowledged plurality."

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"I know, right? It's like having one person in one head is going out of style or something." Hibiscus grins and rolls her shoulders. "Great to meet you, Hailey."

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"So, tell me about yourself. What makes this pretty flower different from the other pretty flower?"

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"Hmmm, let me see. Thing number one, I'm a domme. We didn't lie that you took our virginity, but there's... a certain amount of wiggle room in that statement depending on how you count sexting. Always as a girl, naturally. We just were never confident enough to actually take the plunge and incarnate in a girl body. What if it was terrible. What if our friends found out. This kind of bullshit. Having seen it and done it, god were we ever missing out."

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"I have a sex education manga collection that would make a member of the patriot church faint, or better yet, get a clue. I've practiced giving blowjobs on toys. I've got a whole collection of lingerie my parents don't know I own. My favorite piece is a light blue corset that's starting to fall apart now. I used to wear it to university under a t-shirt." 

Hibiscus raises her eyebrows. "Like, when Hyacinth says we're a sex freak, she means it. We've worn toys beneath our clothes in public once or twice. For a virgin we are off the fucking charts when it comes to kinkiness. You've already seen how strong our libido is what with Sable going two rounds with us in two days, and we plan to make that a habit. You're worth holding on to, and worth having fun with — and Hyacinth would make sure to add, "worth being intimate with", but that's less of a priority to me to be honest. I've considered on occasion that I might be legitimately hypersexual before, so, like. It's a whole fun time." 

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She coughs. "That is to say, I'm still in love with you. But it's been two days. It's going to take more than good sex and a listening ear to catch me for good, even if you are a wonderful partner. We're inexperienced, and we know how first relationships tend to go, so if y'all aren't here in a year we'll pick ourselves up and keep going. The fact you're open to polyamory and also plural are huge pluses to me, to be honest. I can't really see myself in a single relationship, I'm a little too sexually omnivorous for that. Any single partner is unlikely to have the range and variety in preferred kinks to give me a well-balanced diet, you know?" 

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"I could be Sable's well-balanced diet if she wants, though." 

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Hailey cackles. "Sable is blushing up a storm right now. Direct fucking hit."

She grins and nods. "So we're not just poly, Sable is obligate poly. If someone tries to tie her down and be her only, it will end in tears when she inevitably catches feelings for another person. Also, we seem to be incapable of romantic jealousy entirely, so if our eventual tank winds up being a sweetheart and you fall for her, we'll just be delighted and flirt with her as well — assuming Sable hadn't fallen for her already. So I think that aspect will go fine, on top of the benefits of our being plural and having a variety of different kinks."

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Drumming her fingers for a moment, she smiles and continues. "The only kinks that are a hard no for all of us are scat and watersports. If you find a craving for literally anything else, ask.

"Oh, and speaking of hypersexuality, that's actually another reason why we live in VR as much as we do — the more time we spend outside, the worse our libido functions, and that just pisses us off."

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"Sounds like the two of us are in for a fun time then. Well, I'll let Hyacinth say some things too. Eventually. I've always wanted to participate in a threesome or moresome or even an orgy, so if we can find a cool kink community here in CORA we've got a golden ticket." 

Hibiscus sighs out. "That said, I would like to go over the plan with you more generally. Hyacinth's too shy to say it directly... Well, she was trying to get around to it. I'll give her some points on that front. She's head over heels for you but also anxious you'll turn out to be Secretly Bad somehow. At the exact same time, she wants you to be the first to kill her in CORA. As a kink scene, obviously. I'll be along for the ride of that too, which sounds like a fun time." She taps her fingers against her arm. "So, like, the actual agenda, give me a second here..."

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"I think our first priority has to be securing long-term housing if we really do intend to stay in CORA. I don't want to be dependent on an innkeeper, even one as cool as Jorem, to keep a roof over my head when things get dicey. Been there with the family, don't want to go through that again. Ideally we get a house we actually own. That's a long term goal though. In the intermediate stages probably the smart thing is to find a cool Blessed guild that's up on our situations and lodge with them in a guild hall or similar. That still has issues with people being cool, but I would rather depend on Blessed if I can."

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"In the nearer term, I would so love to hypnotize you, or any other member of your system. That's what got me into dommeing, the allure of having someone under my sway. That guided meditation is burning a hole in my pocket and I want to see what you girls are like when you're on the other end of the power balance."

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Hailey blushes a bit and wriggles. "For me, we'll have to work up to hypnosis. I have a lot of trust problems, but y'all are sure tempting me to speedrun them. Sable, on the other hand, is a blushy mess and entirely here for that. So's Maya, though more dignified about it."

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"As far as the plan, though, I agree that housing is an essential first goal. There will probably be more guilds and more housing options in the bigger cities, so it's a good idea to migrate that way when we can."

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"And well. Hyacinth's plan," she finishes, sing-songing playfully a bit, "sounds gorgeous and I would be honored."

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Hibiscus nods firmly and smiles. "So yes, Hyacinth wants to make sure not to die until it's time to try it out properly, which is part of why she's a little reluctant to quest. The more monsters we fight, the higher the chance there is of some accident that steals her killginity. As for hypnotizing Sable or Maya, definitely sounds fun. And regarding housing, I agree that heading for a larger city is a sensible plan." 

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"As for the fighting humans thing... Hyacinth's got a hangup about fighting things that look like people but aren't. She doesn't want to get used to treating any class of people as disposable, not even bandit NPCs in a VR game. Partly also she's leaning real hard on immersion to cope right now, and from an in-world perspective it makes sense to be reluctant to kill another sentient being. I think she has a point, but also she's definitely thinking about it too hard. Same general problem as the sex pervert thing, fixating on a little detail that doesn't quite fit with how she wants to conduct herself and blowing it all out of proportion to make herself feel like a terrible person." 

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Hibiscus checks her vocal notes program which she always has running in the background for times like this when she can't remember what she's said ten minutes ago. 

"Checking my notes program, one sec — don't worry, it only records my side of the conversation — " 

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"Yeah, the remainder here are worries about university which can be disregarded for now, and that dangling plot hook. Got any clue as to what the plot hook could mean? Maybe y'all will get your own vision once Sable's put under?"

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"One possible angle to line up killginity — that's an adorable word, by the way — for the scene with Hyacinth would be to pick the brain of an experienced adventurer who's died a few times already, if we can find one. Might be worth keeping an eye out during supper. And for the bandits, is it any amount reassuring to Hyacinth that the sentence for banditry in Parcosia is death? We wouldn't be changing what happens to the bandits, just accelerating it."

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"I think both those things might help, yes." Hibiscus smiles.

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"Okay, then I think we have a plan: watch for an experienced adventurer to ask about the death dream, take Hyacinth's killginity as soon as we're sure that's chill, quest our way toward bigger cities and look for guilds and rentals, or maybe even houses for sale. In the interim, y'all hypnofuck Sable and we see if she gets more detail in a vision of her own to figure out what the fuck is going on with Pagutum, because those assholes are almost certainly up to no good."

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"No disagreement from me on any of that."

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"That said, um... I can feel that Hyacinth's kind of distressed in the back of my head, probably because of the part where I'm running the show right now. Could you get Sable out here? I have a feeling she's going to need some serious hugging after this."

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She nods, blows a kiss to Hibiscus, and then swiftly begins to change.

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Sable stretches, her taller frame taking up more of the bed. "Goodness that was quite the conversation. Lots of hugs ready on demand."

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"It sure was. Let me just get all nice and snuggled up with you, and then I'll pass back to Sin." 

Hibiscus carefully settles herself against Sable, laying back against her to be cuddled as the little spoon.

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Sable squeezes Hibiscus tightly, drapes a wing over her, kisses the top of her head, and nods.

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And Hibiscus... fades away.

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Hyacinth makes a low unhappy noise, but cuddles into the wing and Sable's soft touch.

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Sable strokes Sin's hair tenderly, soft and warm and caring. "Yeah, the first time knowingly being out of front is always a trip, and even more so if a bunch of plans get made at the time. Valid to be a little rattled." She presses kisses up and down the back and top of Sin's head.

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"Really wish she hadn't just... swanned in and taken over."

Hyacinth exhales. 

"I love you."

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Sable nods and keeps petting Hyacinth gently, fingers scritching softly from the tips of her ears down the back of her scalp and up again.

"Love you too. And that'll be something to talk with her about later."

Her tail wraps  snugly around Hyacinth's waist.

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Hyacinth closes her eyes, and toggles her meditation just enough to slip into a light, airy trance focused on Sable's gentle motions through her hair.

"mmmmmmmmmm..."

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Smooth stroke after gentle scritch after soft caress, Sable lovingly does what she can to ease the tension and strain out of Hyacinth. She murmurs soft affection in her ears and pets her tenderly and holds her so close.

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Hyacinth drifts, still in a light trance state.

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Hibiscus gently wraps her up in the feeling of warmth and safety, pushing the emotions toward her but not insisting on them.

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It's strange, being two. 

But maybe she could get used to it.

"... could you snuggle me under the covers and bring me something simple to eat?" Hyacinth asks. "Supper's probably started..."

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"I could probably scare up a plate of bread and cheese if I sweet-talk Jorem, and definitely a glass of water. Enough to tide you over until you're up for supper proper, at the very least."

She leans down and kisses the top of Sin's head.

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"Thank you. You're very good."

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"You're quite good yourself, and rather enjoyable to be good to."

She presses one more kiss to Sin's head, and then heads downstairs.

"Evening, Jorem," she greets the innkeeper.

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"Evening, lass. Would you be after supper now?"

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"Hyacinth needs a bit before she's ready to come down. Could I trouble you for some bread and cheese and two glasses of water to tide us over until then?"

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He nods. "Gladly. just a mo'."

He bustles in the kitchen for a moment, then brings out a tray with everything Sable asked for.

"Here you go, lass. Hope your lady-love feels better soon."

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"Thanks, Jorem. Best innkeeper and best inn I've stayed at yet."

She heads back upstairs.

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It's not immediately obvious who's running the body when Sable comes up; the foxgirl is sitting cross-legged at the head of the bed with her eyes closed, her ears twitching every few moments.

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Adorable.

"Would you cuties like to split some bread and cheese with me to tide us over until we're up for heading down?"

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"I think we're good to head down, actually," says Hibiscus. Then she flips a coin she's holding in two fingers over to the other side.

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Her tone shifts, gets softer. "But I won't say no to bread and cheese. Um, we've been practicing listening and swapping."

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"Ahhh, that's a pretty great thing to do. How's it feel, Sin?"

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"It's still really weird, but I installed a trigger for us to swap back and forth on and that helps a lot. I was worried that Hibiscus would... get stuck."

She flips the coin in her hand over again.

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"It's a bit of a hack compared to what you've got going with you all, but it seems to work. The real issue is that when one of us is out, the other one is really hard to hear unless we're deliberately listening. It really jarred Hyacinth to not even have a chance to talk."

She flips the coin back over.

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"Now that we can switch reliably, though, that's a little less scary. I don't feel as worried that... Hibiscus will just take over my life, given that she's been deliberately practicing giving me back control."

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Sable grins and nods. "Yeah, that sort of thing is important to practice, both for the skill itself and to reassure each other. We had to practice a bunch too, early on."

She sets out the plate, tears off a chunk of bread, and puts some cheese on it, then takes a bite.

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Hyacinth takes some bread and cheese as well, and eats.

It helps. It helps really surprisingly much.

"Thanks a lot for going and fetching this," she says.

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"Gladly, love. Gladly."

Sable sips her water and smiles, then has another few bites.

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And for a little while they just eat companionably in silence. It seems like Hyacinth is still processing.

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Sable squeezes her hand encouragingly while they eat.

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Hyacinth smiles and squeezes back.

"Alright," she says after a little while. "Let's go have a proper supper."

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Jorem greets them warmly when they get downstairs, and says he'll have a plate of shepherd's pie out for each of them shortly. The inn is comparatively crowded tonight, people scattered across all the tables and the bar, some of them even in adventurer garb.

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For example, there's this slightly-femme catboy dressed in black leather with a bandolier of knives across his chest. He's eating quietly by himself in a corner of the room.

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He's kinda hot, NGL, but also he's an obvious total noob. It's the classic "shady dude in the corner" character every guy who thinks they're cool makes before they smarten up a bit. She has been there. 

The cat ears kind of spoil the effect though, so maybe he's got a sense of humor. She knows most real edgelords would probably take Darkling if they weren't just boring old humans.

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"Hmm. Boy with the knives looks promising," Sable murmurs. "Want me to invite him over?"

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He does seem the kind of person to have died already a couple times, fighting solo in close with knives like that. 

"Sure, go ahead."

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Sable walks over to the corner table the catboy's eating at. "Hi there," she greets with a warm grin. "Any chance my girlfriend and I could pick your brain about a few facts of Blessed life?"

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He looks up from his pie and gives Sable an assessing look. 

"Sure," he says. "Hit me."

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"Come on over to our table then, I'll buy you a drink. What're you having?"

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"I'll take an ale if you're offering." He gets up from his place, bringing his plate of shepherd's pie along. "The name's Cocoa, by the way."

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"I'm Sable," she replies. As they get back to the table, she introduces him. "Cocoa, meet my girlfriend, Hyacinth. Sin, this is Cocoa. I'll be right back with an ale for him. You want anything, love?"

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"I think I'll take a water to wash down my pie with."

She looks over at Cocoa and nods to him. "Nice to meet you, Cocoa. Have you been questing here for long?"

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"A few levels. Practicing my knife throwing mostly. Are you two looking for a party member?"

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"Not precisely, no. More just looking for some local knowledge. Directions to the nearest city kind of thing. If you know any LGBT-friendly guilds I'd love to hear about them too." 

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"The closest city is Cordova, to the east. About two days' hike out. I've heard there's some LGBT guilds there but the only one I know by name is Rainbow Paragons, which is a level one hundred plus raiding guild."

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And then Sable comes back, setting drinks down in front of everyone. "Ale for you, Cocoa, and water for us two."

She sits down.

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"So it sounds like we want to head east to Cordova, long term. There's a couple LGBT guilds there and we might be able to find one that fits us." 

She looks back at Cocoa. "Have you died yet? If so, what's it like?"

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"Yeah, I've died a couple times. Got gored by a moose once. Wasn't fun." 

Cocoa accepts his drink from Sable and takes a swallow. "The pain cuts out fast once you know you're dead. You wake up elsewhere. For me it's this... study, full of old books and comfortable leather chairs. There's a woman there. She served me jasmine tea and talked with me. Helped me... sort my head out. She seemed nice, kind of like an older sister. I didn't get her name. I should really ask."

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"And once she knows you're okay, she sends you back?"

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"Yeah, pretty much. I liked her."

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"And what, you just pop back up at the temple of ruin after that?"

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"Yep. If you left any of your gear in the bush you're going to have a long hike back to get it, if you're even lucky enough to be able to find the spot again. It's been an issue with my throwing knives."

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"Makes sense. Thanks. Hmm."

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While Sable's thinking, Jorem comes out and delivers two plates of shepherd's pie. "Here you go, lasses. Enjoy."

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"Thanks, Jorem."

She takes a bite contemplatively.

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Hyacinth thanks Jorem as well, and has some shepherd's pie. 

"Mmm. I think that's all my immediate questions..." 

Hyacinth looks over at Sable and taps her lips softly.

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"Say, where is the closest temple of ruin?"

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"There's one in town, it's just down the street. Most towns have one."

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"Alas, my secret plan to teleport to Cordova and save myself two days' walking has been foiled." Hyacinth jokes. "Convenient for combat training, though. Sable, would you like to try your luck against Cocoa here?"

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She eyes Cocoa consideringly, then nods. "Yeah, that sounds like a fun time. Let's give it a shot once I finish eating. Is there a good place for a fight somewhere around here? Or do we just walk outside of town?"

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"The locals tend to mislike it if you start fights with edged weapons inside the town, even if it's a friendly fight against another Blessed. Risk to bystanders. If there was a Blessed training hall out here it'd be another story, but this town's too small for a proper one."

Cocoa takes another forkful of pie. "Wouldn't mind a fight though, it'd be good training. Sparring rules? First blood? Or do you mean a serious one?"

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"I mean a serious one," Sable confirms.

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Cocoa considers for a long moment, then nods. "You're on. Loser has to pay for any necessary gear repairs. Don't worry, I don't own anything hugely expensive."

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"Sounds good." She digs into her shepherd's pie.

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Cocoa returns to his own pie, his ears twitching back and forth as he chews.

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Paying a little for the privilege of Sable getting to meet this mysterious woman with a good excuse at hand is fine by her.

Sin digs into her own pie as well.

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As she finishes off the pie, she stands and stretches. "Jorem's cooking is good as ever."

She drinks some more of her water.

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"Yeah, definitely," Hyacinth chirps. "Shall we head out?" 

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Cocoa knocks back the last of his ale and nods. "Sure. Let's move."

He gets up from the table as well.

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Sin gets up as well, and the three of them head outside into the evening sunshine together.

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"There's a nice bit of level ground just east of town we can use," Cocoa says. "I've camped there once or twice just to see the stars at night."

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"Fun way to spend an evening." She follows Cocoa to the gates.

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Cocoa waves casually to the guards as they pass, and then they're out. 

Despite the somewhat hilly terrain, the level area doesn't take long to get to. It's a small area in between two low hills with a couple scraggly bushes at either end. 

"Look good to you, Sable?" Cocoa looks over at his opponent.

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"I've got no problem with it," Hyacinth says. She looks over at Sable.

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"Works for me!" She draws her sword and stretches, limbering up for the fight.

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Cocoa takes the other side of the clear space, and draws a pair of daggers from his bandolier. He lightly tests one of the edges with his thumb, then nods, satisfied.

"On three?"

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"On three." She leans down just a bit, ready to lunge.

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Hyacinth looks between the two fighters with a smile on her face. This is going to be so cool.

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"Hyacinth, care to give us the countdown?"

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"Right, yeah, sure."

She's done this a hundred times before in Realms of Dragons. She cradles her staff in the crook of one elbow and brings her hands together. 

"This is a death match between Cocoa and Sable. It will begin on the third clap of my hands. Wait for the signal..."

Hyacinth brings her hands apart, then together in three sharp claps. 

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On the third clap, Cocoa throws one of his daggers, aiming for center mass of Sable's body. Then he darts away, his second dagger raised to defend himself as he pulls a second from his bandolier. 

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Sable lunges into a powered leap, forward and up a bit, using her wings to twist through the air above the dagger, slashing down with a vampiric blade as she approaches him.

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Cocoa's just as fast, and knocks the blow aside with one short blade while the second comes around for Sable to fall onto. 

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Sable flares her wings and flaps to redirect, turning what would've been a deep stab into a light slash to her arm. She drops into a tumble and rights herself a few feet away, lunging into a low slash at Cocoa's side.

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Cocoa's not fast enough to twist away from the blade, but his leather armor catches the blow and turns what could have been a serious injury into a wide bruise. He staggers, but retaliates, his daggers lashing out to try and catch Sable's unguarded throat and her stomach respectively. 

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She flaps again to try to evade, managing to interpose her sword before the dagger aimed at her throat, and catches the other strike on her leathers, staggering backward, winded. She manages to retain enough focus to whip her tail out to try and catch Cocoa's ankle, though.

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Cocoa feels his footing going, and chooses a headlong lunge forward, aiming to bear Sable to the ground and pin her. 

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Sable rolls backward, trying to catch Cocoa in the waist with her feet and toss him over her.

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Cocoa takes the hit with a whuff of exhalation, and is flung over Sable - but drops into a roll on the other side and comes back with another thrown dagger. 

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It catches Sable in the left shoulder just as she's kipping back to her feet. She grunts in pain, lunging into a powered leap directly at Cocoa, saber wreathed in vampiric energy.

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Cocoa whirls with his second dagger, and as Sable comes in he raises his empty hand to intercept Sable's blade —

There's a blast of wind from his palm, and Sable's blade is knocked aside violently, far out of space to recover. In the moment while Sable's guard is down, Cocoa strikes with his dagger and sinks it into Sable's throat.

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"Sable!"

A stab of panic goes through Hyacinth, and it's all she can do to keep from rushing the field.

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Sable sinks to her knees with a gurgle, giving Cocoa an impressed but pained look.

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She quickly throws Sin a wink as she tips over onto the ground.

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... okay okay okay okay. 

This was the plan. This was exactly what she was aiming for. 

Nonetheless, she finds herself on her knees on the grass grabbing the body. 

It takes a second for her to come back to herself. She's hyperventilating and her body feels all hot and cold. 

She toggles her meditation. Stills her breathing. 

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<You're doing so good. You can do this.>

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Hyacinth pries her grip from the corpse. 

"Sorry," she says to the boy who just stabbed her girlfriend in the throat. "I... have never seen my girlfriend die before. I kind of... I lost control."

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"It's okay," Cocoa says, wiping Sable's blood off his knife. "She fought well, and she'll be back." He sheathes his blade and presses his hand to his bruised side. "Got me good in the side, too. Would you like me to come to the temple of ruin with you to wait for her?"

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"I..."

She kind of hates this boy a little right now, to be honest. 

But she nods. 

"Yeah."

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Sable awakens in a quiet living room, lying on an exquisitely comfortable couch with soft, deep purple upholstery, a weighted blanket draped over her. She sits up a bit and looks around. Another couch, two armchairs, and a small pile of pillows fill the rest of the room. Various knick-knacks sit on shelves: sculptures in gemstone and glass and steel, bottles of ink in all sorts of colors, metal puzzles, and more. Large windows reveal a purple sky, pink clouds, and stars in countless colors.

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A teenage girl — maybe sixteen or seventeen years old — sits in one of the armchairs, staring out the window, watching and listening to the waves as they wash against the shore. Her blonde hair is tied back in a messy bun, a pair of glasses with plastic frames sit on her face, and she's wearing shorts and an oversized sweater.

"Evening, Pirates. Evening, Sable. How are you feeling?"

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"Huh," she asks, sitting up further, keeping the weighted blanket around herself. "Pretty decent. So this is the death dream? You know about us?"