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"Because I didn't know what you'd think of it," he says. "And I cared more about making you well than about making her dead."

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She squeezes his paw.

"I don't love the idea of killing her. Not without being sure. ...Maybe there's a spell that will let me find out, though."

She picks up her index and finds which book has all those useful divination spells.
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"Mm. More spells," he purrs.

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"Heh."

She finds the book, and looks through it. There's that looking into the past spell she first used to find what Beast looked like as a human, but it doesn't aim specifically enough to let her see Chelise pushing - or not pushing - her down the stairs. She pages through the rest of the book.

"Here's one," she murmurs. "A memory spell. I could just restore my memory."
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"Good!"

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Belle nods. "It's only a little one. I can channel it myself just fine. Unless you'd like me to put it through you instead."

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"Oh, well, if it's only little, I don't mind you doing it yourself," he says, nuzzling her shoulder.

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Belle is not sure how to evaluate that, but she does the spell herself regardless.

She remembers going up to her room for a look at one of the books in Albish; she wanted to check for a cognate she'd half-recalled -

And she was startled, and did stumble, and Chelise had reached out, and -

"She pushed me," Belle murmurs.
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"Want me to kill her?"

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"We can hardly evict her; the curse won't let her get far. It's possible I could just wrap myself in enough wards to be safe, but..." Belle chews her lip. "Is there, do you suppose, any chance left you could fall in love with her?"

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He snorts.

"Oh, yes," he says. "But then I'd kill her for sure."
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"...What?"

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"If you had died," he says, "I would have made myself love her, and then if she loved me and I was free I would have killed her, and if she did not and I was not I would have killed her when the rose died."

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"I - I cannot begin to understand why that would be. Any of it."

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"I want to be free," he says. "But I hate her. But you can love someone and hate them. It's even easier, in some ways. But I don't want to if I have another chance. Because I hate her."

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"I don't think I know how to love someone and hate them." She snorts softly. "But then - I don't even know how to do the first alone. Still. It sounds harder, not easier."

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"Only in some ways."

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"What are the other ways?"

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He shakes his head.

"I'm sorry," he says, "I... it hurts to think about."
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"Sorry," murmurs Belle.

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"So," he says. "I could love her, and it would hurt, and I would kill her. Or I could just kill her now and not have to worry about it."

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"I might manage to love you soon, though," Belle whispers. "And then we could all go. I doubt she's dangerous to her friends, when she can go where she likes."

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He sighs, and nuzzles her hand.

"If you want," he says.
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"...If you want to kill her I will not stop you."

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He rumbles unhappily.



"We'll see."
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