This is not Idaia's closet.
It's something weird.
That could be either a really good thing or a really bad thing.
She probably wasn't going to succeed at what she needed to succeed at anyway; worth the gamble.
She steps inside.
This is not Idaia's closet.
It's something weird.
That could be either a really good thing or a really bad thing.
She probably wasn't going to succeed at what she needed to succeed at anyway; worth the gamble.
She steps inside.
They teach each other things. Tyelcormo and Idaia barely leave their rooms. Maedhros has therapy twice a day.
She places dream blocks - "They'll last about a year, give or take depending on how much you sleep and how intense the nightmares normally are; if you don't get the hang of lucid dreaming reliably in that time I can replace them" - and she induces a panic attack and watches it play out and inserts interruptions in the feedback loops and she sweeps great swathes of fuzz off long-ago happy memories and she determines that he is not architected for the context switch to work and lays out the list of possible side effects if she makes any mistakes directly addressing traumatic associations in case any of this prompts him to decline.
"That's an entirely reasonable" preference "decision. You're coping with what you've got and I can't make a particularly strong guarantee that it'd be an improvement. You can try a lightly applied temporary version or skip it entirely."
"Okay. I'm going to go very gentle on this, you'll probably be able to knock it loose in hours if you try and days if you don't, but it'll give you an idea. Ready?"
Here goes nothing.
Gently gently gently pinch closed the links between this and that, and that and the other thing, and thus and such, careful careful light-touched tweaks that'll form back into shape if he so much as sneezes - but just for now, just for the next little while, sudden movements or somebody tapping him on the shoulder or hugging his brothers will not hook up to anything dark and evil in the other neighborhoods of his mind -
It takes her four hours, he has a lot of these.
"All done."
"You're more likely to notice any such than I am with this light an application. I didn't see any cascades and I do not think I slipped, but if something propagates less immediately you'll see a symptom."
And he goes and gives Fëanáro a hug and promises therapy is going very well and Bella's lovely.
You okay? Rúmil asks her. Or the equivalent question whose answer impinges on confidentiality not at all?
The Enemy is pretty awful.