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Taliar in Evil Arda
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It's so nice that they're on the same page. It is a nice page. All the torture and the recovery from torture and so on has been great, but right now Taliar just wants to kiss his boyfriend and love him and be with him and be uncomplicatedly happy together. He feels lovely and warm and filled with sunlight.

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His boyfriend is thinking about marriage.

 

It seems odd. People won't interpret it the way people in his world will. People in his world see them together and know that Taliar belongs to him and regardless of what they think about that, they know it's true. But they can't have that in Nuimë, and they can't have marriage in Arda. Unless Taliar's soul manifests a power for it, which is, in fact, the sort of thing Taliar's soul would do.

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Whenever he thinks about it, he can feel the sensation of his love for Maitimo shining in his soul, wrapped around everything that he is, interwoven with his whole self, amplifying everything else. It feels so perfect and good and right and he still isn't used to it and he kind of hopes he never will be, because this is amazing, it's amazing to feel this way, and he'd hate to start taking it for granted, he'd miss this sense of wonder. He loves Maitimo so much. Every moment of every day, this love is a part of him, making him into something greater than a god. And they are going to have this forever.

He half wants Maitimo to touch his soul, but no, that's not quite right, he just wants to - feel this - and the name on his back glows brilliant blue, and his soul shines gloriously gold, because they love each other and will love each other forever and it's so perfect and so beautiful and he is so, so happy -

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And there are three new senses, all of them about Taliar, and a two-way mind-read he shuts down immediately -

I thought you might do that, he says afterwards, a little wary, a little anxious, because he's going to have to explain it now, but also it is wrong and they have it anyway -

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...what did I do?

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Maybe you didn't do it? I was thinking your soul might do it, but your soul usually says something when it manifests new powers -

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He consults his soul. His soul has not manifested any new powers in the last minute or so.

Okay, what did I not do?

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He lets the bond back in, just a little. 

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...magical soul marriage?

That's - extremely surprising, and - well Taliar thinks it's kind of fantastic but - are you okay with this? - because if he's not okay with it then it's not okay -

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I am - a bit surprised - I am not sure how I'll explain it - but we were going to your way, and only because my way does not acknowledge relationships between men - except this one, I guess - it seems like a good sort of exception to be - am I ruining a romantic moment here?

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He giggles. Maybe a little bit. It's okay. I love you, practical reactions to romantic moments and all.

Snuggle. Kiss.

I wonder if - my soul actually would manifest a power for this - because it's usually reciprocal, right? - what would I be getting? I don't actually know what magical soul marriage consists of in detail...

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New senses - it takes some time to make sense of them, but always relating to the other person - extended osanwë range but we already have that - people can see it in your eyes - well, Elves can -

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I think I might like that.

Snuggle.

We'll see if my soul decides I should have it, I guess. And I suppose if we're already married we should really pick a season... winter seems like a reasonable default, I don't want children anytime soon and there's provisions for changing your mind if in five hundred years we decide differently...

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I want the one that's taken most seriously.

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Well... that depends who you want to be taken seriously by and how much you're willing to bend to their whims. There's a certain set of people who won't think it counts unless I'm producing little Kazarynes within the next couple of decades, and since I don't plan on doing that, winter is better than the other three because the people who look down on nobles in non-bloodline marriages also look down on nobles in bloodline marriages who aren't having children, and just about everyone who has opinions about one kind of marriage being more serious than another will look down on an autumn-married noble, whereas some of them will respect the - honesty, bravery - of a noble who doesn't want children marrying winter.

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Snuggle. Okay.

They're married! This is weird! But in a really nice way!

Father's going to be so happy - I bet Mother'll at least smile - Kelora will probably think of something to say that makes me blush - do you know what you're going to say to, uh, everyone in this world?

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I have absolutely no idea.

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Huh.

Taliar isn't sure he's ever seen Maitimo have no idea what to do before. But, well, Taliar being Taliar, there's really only one response...

What can I do to help?

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Snuggle. Let me get used to the idea first and then maybe I will have thoughts on what to do about it. 

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Okay.

He can do that. He snuggles up and thinks cozy thoughts about how much he loves Maitimo and how nice it feels to have that love reflected in his soul. (Maybe it's the fact that they're both soulbearers that did it, somehow...? That doesn't make much sense but he can't think of any explanations that make much sense.)

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That's one of the complications in explaining to everybody, I do not know the explanation.

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I bet we can figure it out somehow, but I have no idea how... could ask around for a soulbearer with divinatory powers, those exist, but I have no idea if there are any who could answer this specific question...

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And not enough soulbearers to guess if it's that...

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