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Aliveth and Milan in Heritage
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"Yeah, we - kind of got a little carried away there. Um. On a more serious note. I still do want to find a cure for the love potion and given the nature of the likeliest cure for the love potion it wouldn't be prudent to make long-term plans conditional on you wanting to be married to me and not someone else, but, accounting for that, king-consort does not sound like an awful career choice."

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That was an impressively diplomatic answer, full marks from the princess.

"I concur on finding a cure for the love potion, it's. Less upsetting now than it was, but I would still like to have the entirety of my head back under my jurisdiction where it belongs. And - yes, that was precisely why I'd been repressing the desire to ask you to marry me." She smiles, a little. "Though I do confess to appreciate it not being off the table, even considering the circumstances."

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"We get along really well and I don't think that's entirely the love potion at work," he says.

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"Agreed. I - can try to explain what's going on in my head, if you'd like to hear it?"

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"Yeah, sure."

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"So at first when I got hit with the, let's go with 'adoration,' it didn't really make a lot of sense? It was very emotionally powerful but there was none of the framework that I would expect to exist if I were to be in love with someone. It was, to put it frankly, terrifying. It's not how I'm accustomed to my head working, I can occasionally feel strong emotions but never quite in that particular vein. The downsides of not dating much. So I could - lean on the fear, lean on how I didn't, uh, trust you or know you or any number of things to focus on how I'd prefer to act. I could sort of easily separate what was the potion and what was me.

"It's. It's less clear now? Which on one hand is an improvement, because it's less like an alien force is shoving my mind in directions it wasn't meant to go, but on the other hand, it makes it harder for me to draw lines. Because I sincerely like you. And, more importantly, trust you? I - know what you're like. Maybe not perfectly, but you've been pretty straightforward so far. I don't need to try to enforce my own boundaries to protect myself from you. You'll just - be yourself. And I'm not scared of you, or even really how I feel about you, anymore?" She pauses. "Though if you've been acting this whole time, my commendations, you're an actor of unparalleled skill and I resign myself to whatever fate you deem appropriate for me."

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"I have not been acting this whole time, I promise."

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"Good, because I was lying, if you had been acting this whole time I would completely freak out," says Aliveth, wryly.

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"Huh. In your place I think I would've been sincere," he muses.

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"Huh. Well. I don't - I can't just resign myself to anything, even if I'm absurdly outmatched? It's not just me that loses if I become someone else's puppet. So if I can prevent it, I - have to try?"

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"Oh, yeah, on that level I agree. But I wouldn't be inclined to freak out, my admiration would be genuine, when I found out they'd been acting I'd want to know who they really were and where I stood with them but in the absence of any information about that I'd be inclined to go with 'admire them' because it's a better basis for finding common ground and if someone has that much power over me I definitely prefer finding common ground with them to trying to work against them from a purely hostile perspective."

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"My reaction wouldn't be that logical, it would be all - feeling manipulated and betrayed, and I'd end up coasting along on a very angry and angsty tidal wave of emotion to carry me right to hostility even if it wasn't the tactically smart decision."

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"Which makes perfect sense and might even be a better idea on some levels than my approach."

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"Depends on who the person is and why they were turning their unparalleled actor skills to those purposes, but - yeah. Both approaches are useful for different reasons." Slightly adoring smile.

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"I'm just very much the finding-common-ground sort."

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"It's very endearing."

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"Which is useful!"

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"Yes, among other things," she agrees fondly, "but we're getting a little carried away again."

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He laughs.

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"If I'm honest and, modeling myself correctly and not under the effects of more subtle mind control from the potion than I thought possible, at this point I'm kind of inclined to - uh. Consider you my best option for the traditional method of curing the love potion?"

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"...that's surprising but, um, not as surprising as it could be," says Milan. "Although - I'm confused about how that would even work..."

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"I have no idea! Maybe the love potion means you can't be a candidate for fixing it. It's not a thing anyone's had any chance to study. Maybe my magic will be able to figure out if it'll work or not, but I think right now it's a bit busy."

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"...I didn't think I could get more annoyed with the inventor of love potions, but if being potioned to your best potential cure prevents you from being cured, I am going to be much more annoyed with the inventor of love potions!"

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Aliveth laughs a little. "Agreed. Though I get the impression that the cure wasn't intended at all, so, there's that."

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"Oh look at that, I'm annoyed with the inventor of love potions."

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