...The description of the great orrery simply poleaxes her. "I know about orbits, but how the fuck does it communicate the proofs of that? Does it just jam a lesson on orbital mechanics directly into someone's brain? And, like, if so, how? That's...
"That's like making a magical equivalent of the fucking Rosetta Stone that actually teaches you its languages on its own - without you having to actually translate anything - when you try to read it, what the fuck?"
"I guess that's why it's an artifact, good grief. ...I wonder if you could - no, I shouldn't say... Oh, but it would be such a grand trick to play..."
"...Anyway, that's a project for later."
"...Also, life goal acquired, visit that grand orrery and figure out what it's even doing. ...Probably not seriously doing that, I don't even know where it is, but dear gods that's. Something. I want to poke it with a stick. It smells like jumping several steps on the tech tree, if there's even the faintest hope someone could reverse-engineer it - and I probably won't be capable of it on my own, not without more sustained effort than I know how to do - but I do kind of think it is. ...Possible, I mean."
"...But...you were saying about Moon Tears? Because by all rights I am pretty sure I shouldn't be ranked even in the top three most kitsune-coded people I - knew -" She winces; those memories she has of them are often very personal, "- so, well, I wouldn't have figured I'd be the one to reincarnate thusly. ...And seeing as, as far as I can prove, this may as well be the same universe, I do kind of have to wonder if I ran into one. Before magic was evident. Somehow. ...To be honest I'm still just trying to figure out why now, why here, and why this. Other than some absurd noöspheric conjunction that I can't really rule out, but you'd think I'd land somewhere that spoke English - or whatever its modern descendants are, because frankly there's no way the language calling itself English of my time could be time-capsuled so thoroughly, it had a tendency to mug other languages for spare verbiage - anyway, if it was affinity that controlled, I shouldn't be a fox in the middle of the forest in not-China. So other than 'Tamamo pranked me', which, you know, is also pretty impossible to rule out because I'm pretty sure she'd find outright lying about this sort of thing funny if we asked her..."
She trails off.
"I'm just... Trying to put things together and make the world make sense again. Even though I already know that there's no way it will, because real life doesn't have to make sense. Shit just fucking happens sometimes, and this shit sure did happen, and, well, I'm going to have to deal with it, aren't I?"
She sighs.
"At least this might have maybe disenfuckened my neurochemistry a bit. I hope. I can but hope. ...and, well, if the depression does make a resurgence and try to eat me, I can probably stave it off with magic. Because magic's cool."