Blues in Candy Arda
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Yeah. We're leaving. We were going to anyway, but now it's urgent.

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... I don't disagree, Valinor definitely seems like it's not the place anyone should live, but I hope you didn't think I neglected to go running off after your father with you to only show up later with 'They were silent and I learned nothing and I hate them.' They were not silent, and I learned a lot, and I hate them.

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I don't even know how to summarize. By the end I was just livid, and pretending I was Maitimo and trying to say the exact thing that would result in something non-awful instead of actually engaging in the conversation. I'll probably just dump the entire thing on him and go crawl in a hole for a while to hate everything, actually. But - according to the Valar no one in Endorë is dying as of - yet, anyway. Which is I think the major thing to relate before I try to disentangle any of the other shit.

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Yeah, that's good to know. We're not going to leave overnight, we were thinking about a Year to gather supplies, train, plan, scout...

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Sounds wise. I'll help how I can. .... Even if it means talking to the Valar some more, if I turned out to be good at it. I didn't feel very good at it at the time, but. I did get an answer, and they did tone down the condescension a bit right around the time I became livid. Which might be as good as anyone can really manage.

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I've sure never got them to tone down the condescension. I don't think they even do it on purpose.

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Probably not, but that doesn't make it any less infuriating.

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What'd they say, aside from that no one's dying yet -

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She sends him the conversation. Sending her own parts feels kind of strange when she's not actually upset anymore. A lot of the structure of how she was thinking is built around what is now a vast, expansive void. There are still residual traces of annoyance, but it's not the earlier inferno.

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Okay. Thanks.

 

- we're going to go back to Formenos, bury my grandfather, gather everything we'll need, then come meet the rest of the host in Tirion and tell them what we plan to do.

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Okay. Is your dad in a state where he'd appreciate a hug? Because I kind of want to hug him.

There's their group now! Excellent. She pats her horse. Good horse. You did a good job.

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Yeah, probably. He - feels like this is all his fault, he knew it was coming and didn't do enough -

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I think it's all Melkor's fault. But if we split the blame, then it's the Valar's after him. Anyone else gets to come long after those two groups.

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Thanks for coming.

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Hey, what else was I going to do? Stay home and garden? C'mon, I got to yell at deities, the pleasure's all mine.

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And the garden wouldn't be doing too well.

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Is that doubt in my gardening skills? I'd find a way. I could grow mushroom gardens, I hear someone found ones that make music.

She's almost to them, now. She waves, a little tiredly.

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They don't wave back. They look exhausted. They do nod when she gets closer.

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Well, that's perfectly understandable. She's pretty exhausted, too. But before she crawls in a hole to hate everything, she has important things to accomplish.

She dismounts her horse, walks up to her uncle, and promptly hugs him.

"Hi," she mumbles.

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Hug. "We should have left long ago."

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"They made it very comfy and safe and told us we had all the Ages in Arda and weren't very overt with their themness until there was a crisis, of course we'd settle in and try to tap the available resources as much as possible before deciding to leave the utopia. That just makes sense."

To Maitimo, she sends, Makalaurë relayed the conversation with the Valar, right? I can send it if he didn't, I'll start trying to figure out how to approach that later when I have more brain.

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Yes, he did. Later's good. Congratulations and thank you.

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Thanks, for both. I uh, probably didn't handle it as well as you could have? But I think I did pretty well.

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