Blues in Candy Arda
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"No kidding. I skimmed them, they were. Very themselves." She hesitates, wondering how to phrase 'Are the Valar sure they can let him out safely' and not figuring out a good way to word it.

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"I've wondered if the Valar are sure they know what they're doing but - eternal imprisonment is a very terrible thing, and they have Eru guiding them."

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"I do hope he can help any remaining orcs, and he can't do that while imprisoned," she agrees softly. But while it is certainly terrible, if they're wrong...

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Then let's hope they have a plan in place to contain him from doing it all over again. I've been unsure whether it'd be a good idea to ask them if they do or not -

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Maybe ask, but word it as - assuming that they have a plan, and humbly asking if there's any part we can expect to be able to help with?

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Yeah. I don't know what to do with the answer, though.

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My first naive thought is that having it is better than not having it. But then I think about getting worried about things I can't affect, and, well. I'd go crazy.

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I will endeavor to not go crazy!

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Good, keep that up. You and all of your brothers: not allowed to go crazy. Any of you.

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We don't strike me as terribly inclined to it, is there something I ought to be looking out for?

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No, just a general blanket rule because I don't want crazy cousins. If for some reason one of you wants to go crazy, I expect a filled out form detailing the situation and the reasons for the request, and I may or may not accept the reasons as valid.

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Do I get to demand a nice longform explanation when one of my cousins squirrels herself away and forgets what month it is?

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She hesitates, then:

... Yeah.

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Um. So. I don't find the concept of marriage itself terrifying, but the thought of getting it wrong was, and I thought it'd be a good idea to, um. Attempt to get necessary experience to mitigate any potentially stupid things I might be tempted to do through routes that were definitely safe, and. Pause. Actually you know what, screw talking around it. I dated a girl. I didn't turn out to, to, she looks away. To want to grow out of it. And then she did. And she recently married, and I can't tell if there's something wrong with me or the world and I don't know which would be worse.

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Hug.

Yeah, me too. I've written some really heartbreaking lamentations if you want to hear them, no one else has gotten to, considering.

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I would like to hear them, if you're all right with that.

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I think I want - empathy? Without anyone going, 'Well, what were you expecting,' or, or something. So - yeah, but - maybe not here, other people might hear it too and I. Kind of don't want to answer questions about it if there's a high chance of someone not. Not understanding.

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I know a pretty place up in the mountains, we could take a day trip for artistic inspiration reasons and no one'd think anything of it.

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Day trip! Mountains! The view is rather stunning.

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She takes a minute to admire the pretty, and then she smiles a little sadly and begins singing.

They are some very pretty lamentations. Very heartbreaking. Very sincere. ... Surprisingly silly in some of the lyrics, though that tends to drive in the melancholy more than lift it. It illustrates with precision what was lost.

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Hug.

"Thanks," she mumbles, sniffling and scrubbing at tears.

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