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Lilia initially expects to be retrieved, but after a week starts to take seriously the possibility she won’t be. She is not sure, in that case, what to do. She does not know - would never have asked, would never have been told - if her mother was alive this long ago. If she was, she ought to find her and serve her. If she was not, she ought to - stay alive until she is, she supposes. The caches she knows of are empty, but there could have been reason to change them, over the centuries. A Sending doesn’t work, a scry doesn’t, but - they wouldn’t be expected to. Scrying or Sending Myrabelle stopped working when she died. The home Lilia grew up in is farmland. Messages in the message-drops go unclaimed.
She spends a month in Oppara as a foreign adventurer and determines of its court that 1) she adores it and 2) it’d take two decades to get good at it, two decades she is not going to invest without orders. Really, if there are no orders forthcoming, she needs to spend those decades figuring out immortality.
Tar-Baphon has immortality on offer, of course, of a sort, but joining the losing side of a war is a stupid thing to do and Lilia happens to know how this war ends. She settles after some contemplation on joining the Shining Crusade. One can get a title out of it - a title in Lastwall, which she finds privately tremendously amusing - she can probably get seventh circle out of it, and she thinks Myrabelle if she was around in this era would have at least considered participating and is likelier to be there than she is to be anywhere else. And she will admit to some curiosity about the war that made and felled gods. Not that she is planning to go anywhere near Iomedae or Arazni or the leadership of the Crusade.
She signs up as a fifth circle wizard, which she is (she's also a sixth circle wizard), Lawful Neutral, which she isn’t, and testifies under a truth spell that she doesn’t serve Tar-Baphon, which she doesn’t but their truth spell would hardly oblige her to confess it if she did, or any other foreign power, which she might; she isn't sure. If the Shining Crusade doesn't seem to be getting her anywhere she'll go visit some foreign powers and learn whether she does turn out to serve any of them.
