Not exposing their backlash, but it started while we were hanging out and led to a nasty scare and someone important to me going to the hospital, as well as lots of accusations and yelling at the awakening esper. We didn't realize it was an awakening until hours later and I said a lot of nasty things in anger.
I know that Hell Week is called that for a reason and they basically had no control of themselves but I just cannot help but feel angry, afraid, and resentful around them now, because of the incident that I can't really elaborate on. They have visited and we tried to talk but it feels so awkward. Intellectually I do not blame them, but on a gut level I just don't trust them anymore, and trying to spend time with them puts me on edge and triggers my anxiety issues... I kept finding myself [backlash revealing details elided again] basically acting as if they were a criminal. So I basically explained this and said we can still be friends, but not close in-person friends like we were before. They were obviously crushed and it's even worse now, we're not even texting anymore.
So, AITA?