frustration of delusion | Glowfic Constellation

Lee Tae-gun appears in the foyer of his isolation site, his forced smile melting away with his composure, and he doesn't make it to his bedroom before collapsing.

That dungeon is going to be upgraded to A-rank once he has enough self-possession to write a report. It was one of the hardest dungeons he's done recently, and it was thrilling and exhilarating and dangerous and he had to self-reinforce to the point of nigh-invulnerability multiple times to survive it and he was Lee Tae-gun throughout, this is what he lives for, but now the amount of backlash he's under means it was all he could do to teleport away and get back home before he got rid of all of his clothes in desperation.

His whole body is flushed, his skin tingles, his cock is full mast and he's leaking precum on the floor, his hands are actually shaking and he comes as soon as his hand makes contact with his shaft. That doesn't stop it, though, since a side effect of this backlash is that there's just no such thing as a refractory period for Lee Tae-gun, which is grand, really, except for how it just means he's still a horny mess who can't even go as far as grabbing something, anything to stimulate himself beyond what just his hand can do. No lube, either, so he can't even finger himself, he can just jerk himself off and pinch his nipple and try to drag himself slowly in the direction of something more.

PRV

Cal's Curse Compounded (0.5 points)

You may not have an orgasm without permission.

Once you plead with someone for permission you may not ask any other person besides them for one month. Each plea resets this timer. The permission-giver must know the rules of this curse; must know that you deliberately invoked this curse upon yourself; cannot otherwise be subject to your commands; and cannot be offered any non-sexual incentives for their response. They may choose to permit a ruined orgasm rather than a full orgasm. The permission-giver may give conditional permissions, including requiring you to obtain the further permission of others. Permission may be revoked at any time. You cannot lie to the permission-giver about any matter relating to your denial. You can try to remain silent, if you think you can get away with that.

All game skills relating to orgasm denial, whether of yourself or others, have zero energy cost.

Consent is Not One of My Fetishes (0.5 points)

You never suffer any psychological trauma related to the now-irrelevant fact of whether or not you consented to a sexual event. Before taking this perk, consider carefully whether ceasing to care about your own consent is a change you truly wish to make to yourself.

This cost is refunded at 50 PRV.

Everyone Knows (0.5 points)

People who spend time in your presence begin to form correct intuitions about what turns you on, at least the parts their minds would willingly comprehend. They won't expect others to know too, but they will be sure of their own beliefs. This process is especially quick for any fetishes that currently embarrass you. It is extremely quick for fetishes that currently embarrass you and that interest the other person.

Hyperhypnowhore (1.5 points)

You can drop faster than your panties when being voluntarily hypnotized. You can be hypnotized without your wanting to be hypnotized, if you are forced or tricked into listening to the hypnotist's voice. A hypnotist can force you to do things you don't want to do, up to your current PRV + 8. You can be given temporary false memories or amnesia.

Your ultimate trigger phrase is '아이스크림 승마 바나나 행복,' and anyone using it gets root access on your soul. This includes permanent memory editing, personality editing, sexuality editing, belief editing, emotional editing, and absolute obedience. You cannot be hypnotized or drugged into giving up this trigger phrase or revealing its existence. You cannot hypnotize yourself using this trigger phrase, even by leaving yourself a recording. Think very carefully before giving this trigger phrase to anyone, or writing it down, or speaking it aloud when you think you are alone in your bedroom.

Obedience (1 point)

At will, give yourself the Obedient status effect for a pre-specified duration. While this status effect holds, you must make a will save (potentially with modifiers) to disobey any order given you. This obedience only applies to orders that can be obeyed over the course of minutes, not to longer-term orders. Once you refuse an order, you do not need to save again versus that order or similar orders until one day has passed.

You cannot impose an Obedient status effect on yourself lasting longer than 10 years.

This cost is refunded at 70 PRV.