To bed! 

"I understand that. And I—am not saying this to insist, but just to add a model of—it's sometimes useful, to me, to think of the person I'm presenting as more real than the person I'm feeling like, since... I'm choosing to be him. And I'm not choosing to be—this."

"Hm. I think that makes a lot of sense on the level of longer term policies and preferences and such and less on the level of moment to moment moods. Anyway. On your knees."

...he doesn't actually have to pretend to find that enticing. Even at this level of backlash he can appreciate being told what to do by his Haru. "Yes, sir."

See, it's efficient, because at this level of Jaeha-backlash Haru doesn't even have to feel awkward about his favorite thing being asymmetrical, and also the guiding fluids get into the person who more acutely needs them.

God yes. He likes his Haru so, so much. So much.

Haru likes his Jaeha so much too.

"You know," he says, after they've gotten him to zero, "you could just use me. All the time, really, but especially when I'm like that. Do whatever you want with me. I'd go along with everything."

"...it's not really my kink but I could rotate it in the brain microwave for a while and see if it gets anywhere, if it's yours."

"—it might be? I'd suggested it more out of convenience but it's telling that that's what I came up with so naturally when I was fishing for convenience."

"I suppose it is. I will put it in the brain microwave." He pokes an imaginary button. "Beep."

Soooooo cute. Jaeha should kiss him a lot.

Yes he should!

"The problem I was trying to solve with it was—I still feel like I want to consider the—person I'd be without backlash the real me, that's, that's a big part of why I used to use my power for communication. If I'm just the person I look like I am under backlash that makes me feel... small and helpless. But if I could—set policy, like you said—what the real me would've wanted was for you to fuck my brains in regardless of what it looked like I was feeling at the time. 

"...though even then having you tell me to get on my knees and suck your cock was extremely hot, I'd like it if that happened more often."

"I am more than happy to oblige you in this."

"I can never say no to you, Haru-ya."

"You're very cute when you smile like that." Hair ruffle. "I checked my email today. Apparently people have managed to be invested in your previous partnership. Somehow."

"...huh?"

"I got among other mostly nicer things hate mail from people who think I stole you and should give you back to what's-his-face. There were linguistic pretenses that the letter writer was his little sister in one of them."

"—someone called him oppa?"

"Yeah, I don't actually know exactly how weird that is but it seemed weird."

"It's a—parasocial fan thing. Picture teenage girls going to K-pop concerts and hoping that the cute boy from the boy band she likes will fall in love with her as soon as he signs an autograph, as if he isn't fucking the bandmate right next to him. ...or, in this case, I suppose they must be fujoshi."

"I take it you do not approve."

"I'm not—in this to be a celebrity. Nor am I in love with people I'll never have anything to do with having opinions about me and Wo Do-in. And the fact that they think he could ever possibly hold a candle to you is just adding insult to injury."

"Well, some people also registered their approval. With in one case surprisingly comprehensive background in drawing from life."

"...as in, someone drew a... portrait or something?"