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[If you think it is worth investigating doing a human body, though, I do think that could be worth it.] 

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[We can look into it]

 

[We talked about morph as a solution to Yeerks and most Yeerks thought it'd be too lonely]

[I mentioned this to Matirin and he was surprised that you wouldn't]

[be lonely, that is]

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[...I would probably be somewhat lonely.]

[I - suspect - that I am better placed than most Yeerks to deal with emotions such as loneliness and ignore them when they are unhelpful.]

[My guess is that Leareth has a similar trait although my current version does not know him as well.] 

[It would be worth it to be a human with morph, for the flexibility of not needing a Yeerk pool and the reduced chance of suspicion.]

[And if I am too lonely I can just work from your head most of the time.]

[Assuming you are all right with that.] 

[I - am not sure if I would choose to be a human without morph over a Yeerk without morph. That would be a harder decision.] 

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[I can get you morph]

[Leareth's basically going to know everything he'd need to reengineer it anyway I think]

[And everyone's going to be in a good mood about ending death and I bet it'll be easy to push for Velgarth to get to end death too]

[You can work from my head most of the time]

 

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[...Was it - better or worse, working with me-from-before in your head or with Leareth morphed Yeerk?] 

This is a stupid question and he shouldn't be asking it, what is he, jealous. However he's apparently asking it anyway. 

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[I think we were more productive probably because you'd already developed a lot of this research on your own during the war]

[Leareth is more proficient with Gifts so he's better for work that involves a lot of Gift use I guess]

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[That makes sense. I am guessing you will become proficient with Gifts yourself, in time, but I suppose Leareth has a two thousand year head start of practice.] 

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[He's incredible at it]

[And you can pick up a lot of it by Yeerking people but he knows lots of secrets so no one gets to do that]

[You will get to I guess]

[Maybe also Matirin]

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[...I will get to Yeerk Matirin, or Matirin will get to Yeerk Leareth?]

Both are pretty confusing claims! 

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[You will get to Yeerk Leareth and also it would not surprise me if Leareth let Matirin Yeerk him for the Gift-knowledge]

[You did also get to Yeerk Matirin once but he was very fussy about it and I don't know if he'll let you again]

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[I do not think I have a particular need to Yeerk him? I am curious what circumstances led to it the previous time, it is non-obvious.] 

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[It was after the time he and Leareth arranged to pretend to kill you to see if you were hiding the ability to override compulsions]

[I don't know what he was thinking really]

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[I mean, he might have thought letting me in his head would reassure me that he had not actually meant to kill me. I cannot speak to what he was thinking when he decided to run that test in the first place.] 

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[I was mad at him about it]

[They took you from me and hurt you to learn something they already knew]

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[It had not sounded as though I was actually harmed during this test?] 

[Just scared] 

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[Yes]

[I think I was angrier than you were]

[But I was angry]

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[That makes sense.] 

[I - think I find it reassuring, that you were very angry. I am not sure why.] 

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[Probably because it was objectively unreasonable of them]

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[I do not know enough of the circumstances to judge it that confidently, but - it sounds so.] 

[Anyway, once we know what bodies are possible, I will think about appropriate names.]

[We should get back to work.]

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They can do that. 

 

 

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Leareth keeps working with the Andalite scientists on the homeworld. He sends regular updates addressed to Matirin, who can then pass them on to Cayaldwin and Mhalir. 

Once everything is set up for Velgarth to have satellite Internet, he arranges to have some Internet-enabled computers transported to several of the northern research facilities. He does not go himself, just in case the Velgarth gods decide to pull some shenanigans, though his hope is that They won't be able to distinguish the Foresight footprint from the existing effects of the satellites being around at all. It's not like there are any temple orders or priests to various gods in the northern region. Which is very deliberate on his part. Banning religion from the Eastern Empire had a number of downsides but it did reduce the gods' hold there. 

There are reports of another wave of weird Foresight dreams in various places, so the gods might be observing something, but nothing else of note happens. 

He worries about whether or not to offer computers to Valdemar, which is in a position much more open to interference. He decides against, at least until he can talk to Vanyel about it in more depth, which he wants to save until after they have Mhalir properly back. 

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[I think I'm ready to try it] Cayaldwin tells Mhalir about two months after he got him running. [It is reasonably likely to fail but that is not very costly.]

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[All right.]

[When it does work, I...suppose you will turn off this copy of me?]

Mhalir feels fine with that, he thinks. Having two of him seems excessive and the computer-him takes up a lot of resources - and he will in fact be incredibly lonely if Cayaldwin is talking to the reembodied Mhalir instead. 

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[Yes. Once the embodied you confirms it worked all right. I'll try to do a snapshot from right now so you don't lose much. I can turn you off if it'd be unpleasant to hang out there knowing that this particular continuity of experiences won't continue?]

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[It seems maybe worth having this me talk to the embodied me, to check that there are not any problems that are not subjectively noticeable?]

[I can handle knowing that this particular continuity of experiences will at some point not continue.] 

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