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[Can you test it now? Just pause and restart in a minute, say, and I will tell you if I notice anything.]

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He does this.

[Restarted.]

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[...I do not think that felt like anything.]

[I might actually prefer it if it did feel like something.]

[It is somewhat disconcerting if skipping multiple hours is not subjectively noticeable.]

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[I could probably come up with a way to do that]

[It might involve losing your train of thought or something though]

[I guess I can revert back to here if something really bad results but it's not ideal]

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[Hmm, as long as I get warning when I am about to be paused, I think losing my train of thought is not bothersome, I can make sure to wrap up anything important.] 

[It might be nice if the clock could be set to ping me the time when I am un-paused?]

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[I can do that easily.]

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[Thank you.] 

And now Mhalir can be switched off automatically for the local nighttime, and HOPEFULLY this means Cayaldwin will SLEEP, but Mhalir doesn't nag him about it because probably this will not help. 

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He sleeps a little bit eventually but he hasn't been sleeping well since Mhalir died, it's not just wanting to talk to Mhalir that is keeping him up. 

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<Do you think>, he says to Leareth, <you could write a paper on the possibility of using your approach to de-nothliting people to embody someone from a backup, and open research questions relevant to pulling it off?>

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<And obtain some input from other Andalite researchers without needing to reveal any specifics about Mhalir? Yes, I can do that.>

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<Yes, exactly. Plus once the idea is circulating we can get everybody to go scan themselves. It seems very upsetting for them to die now when we're almost definitely going to have it sooner or later.>

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<Right, yes, that makes sense. I can start working on that.> 

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<Thank you.> Happy swish. 

<I assume there is no point in backing you up since your - other thing - will happen anyway?>

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Leareth goes very still for a moment. 

<...I mean, I could dismantle my other method> he says eventually. <I - want to, eventually. It kills people. It...would be terrifying, I have to admit, to do so only on the assurance that I have a brain scan record, which could be destroyed or just never run if all of my friends also die, and which would make my revived self forever dependent on having a large computer and electricity to run and such. Though it has other advantages, like keeping all of my memories...> His tail lashes. <I am not sure. I ought give it some thought.> 

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<I understand. At first you are likely to be the only person who can set up a morph-link and give a person from a backup a body, anyway.>

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<True. Though it seems rather high-priority to change that, given that something could happen to me and it will by default take me months or years to get up to speed again when I return. And also redundancy is good in general. Perhaps I ought plan out a training program for it, now that things are less hectic.> 

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<You talked at one point about whether someone could morph Yeerk and get up to speed that way. You probably know too many sensitive things yourself but you could train someone who didn't and didn't mind it.>

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<That is a good idea. I should check back in with the Andalites training mage-gift, see if any of them are caught up enough that it makes sense to include them in a cohort for this.> 

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<There are a few backed-up Andalites we could use as trials once we figure it out.>

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<That makes sense. I am not sure how long it will take, but - it does not seem like that huge a conceptual leap forward from the nothlit-reversal process. I will have a better idea of the gaps once I write that paper.>  

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<I am very excited.>

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Leareth gets to work on it. 

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Mhalir continues trying to catch up on Cayaldwin's and his past/future-other-dead-self's research. He gets an interface he can use for programming, and starts trying to develop something for visualizing planar interactions that can translate somehow to the simulated Yeerk electrical signals that are his only sensory modality right now. Though Yeerks do have other sense-channels, albeit limited ones, and he's poking at whether it's worth trying to access those too. Not to give him a realistic 'pool' simulation to live in or anything, that seems both hard and unnecessary, but - like the way blind humans can use raised dots to 'read' by touch, maybe he can map signals to his touch perception, and it'll be fine if it's low-fidelity and unrealistic. 

He takes a lot of notes and spends copious time reorganizing them, once he has a better interface. There are other thoughts that he doesn't commit to writing at all. In the back of his mind, he's still tallying up evidence, tracking uncertainties, remembering that the situation might not be what they're trying to make it look like. 

But it's seeming more and more like it probably is what it looks like? Mhalir gets access to the entire human Internet. It's not impossible that the Andalite scientists could have paused him and put together nearly a year's worth of fake Internet results for the surrender and alliance scenario they're claiming, but - why? Not agreeing to his request for it might have made him suspicious, sure, but they could just have claimed technical difficulties, or agreed and then paused the backup and reloaded him from an earlier point to run repeatedly in order to get whatever they wanted. 

Mhalir has been emotionally living in the world where this is true for a while, now, but he's increasingly actually believing it as well. Not fully, not yet, but drifting closer. 

He reads Leareth's draft paper on the backup-embodiment problem, leaves some commentary on it. 

[Cayaldwin?] he asks at one point. [I am remembering what you said, about how I perhaps seemed cleverer because I could use your brain as well as my own. Have you and Leareth considered having one of you morph Yeerk and Yeerking each other, to get a more efficient collaboration on this project?]

It might get him a new body sooner, if they can speed up their progress, and he wants that very badly. 

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[A few Andalites have tried morphing Yeerk and they hated it]

[Humans don't seem to mind quite as much]

[I can ask him]

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[Have you tried morphing Yeerk to see if you hate it? I gather Leareth must not hate being Yeerked very much, since he volunteered to transport me around that way.] 

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