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<What did he want to talk to you about?> Leareth asks, curiously. <...You do not have to tell me, if it is private I will not read the logs either.> 

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[Whether I thought I'd made a mistake in being prepared to kill everyone on Earth. It had come up while he was speaking with Cayaldwin, I think. You are welcome to read the logs as far as I am concerned, though I don't know if Mhalir wants them secret. He does not know how well you know him, after all.]

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<He can probably deduce that I knew the him-who-died quite well, but - yes.> Mental sigh. <It seems to me that he is coping quite well with being a brain in a computer? I think I would have substantially more claustrophobia about it. I suppose Yeerks have fewer senses in their native form.>

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<I am not sure he'd tell us if he was very miserable but yes, it probably helps a lot that he was a Yeerk to start.>

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<Does he have incentives not to tell us? It does not seem obvious we would be more likely to shut him down if we knew he were miserable, even in the hypothetical where we are manipulating him for our own gain, and obviously in the actual situation we will listen to his expressed preferences on it. ...I think I have been fairly honest with you in the past about whether I was miserable but I suppose you might disagree on that.> 

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<I would mostly expect him to decide that actually it is unhelpful to be miserable, that is what you would do.>

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<...I mean, yes, that is what I would do. Quite often it works? And I think when it is not working I will eventually try something different, such as asking someone for help with it, so hopefully that is also true of him.> 

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He nods. His tail curls around Leareth's. <I think he'll be all right. Eventually.>

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<I think so too. He is good at - figuring out a way that something can work.> Leareth leans against Matirin. <I wish he had not needed to, but - at least we still have him at all. I - did not entirely fail him.> 

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<You did not.>

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<He seems to be more comfortable talking to Cayaldwin than me> Leareth says after a moment. <I - am not hurt, exactly, that would not help with anything, but it is confusing.> 

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<It makes sense that he would have more of a concept of - what it would even look like for him to have a good relationship with an Andalite morph researcher - than a concept of how he related to you. Once he can - meet you properly - I expect that'll change. Maybe sooner, if you talked to him more about your history in Velgarth.>

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<I should do that. And give him more of my notes, maybe, I did not want to overwhelm him right away but once he has a better interface for it...>

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<Yes. I bet he will be happy to have people talking to him.>

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<I expect so. Many of my pre-war notes are not even digitized, but I suppose I can start working on fixing that.> 

And Leareth will do that. 

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Mhalir talks to Cayaldwin and tries out various changes to his interface and once it's in a somewhat more workable state he wants to hear more about the research they did. That his other self did, whatever. 

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Cayaldwin can start getting him caught up on it! It's hard without any of the visualization software but he'll do his best. He will do this at all hours; he doesn't seem to do any other things.

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[Are you going to sleep at some point] Mhalir, who is still pinging his clock every so often, eventually asks. [I think when one is biological and not uploaded onto a computer, it is important for intellectual performance to sleep?] 

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[I guess if I were doing anything important]

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For several seconds Mhalir has no idea how to respond to that or feel about it. 

[It is obviously up to you what you assess as important] he says finally, [but on my end, I would like to have a body, and then to fix morph, and so I will at least register a polite request that you take actions such as sleeping that might cause this to happen sooner.]

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[I will manage. I have a great deal of reading material to occupy me. Also I think Matirin said he was planning to set up shifts, so I could talk to Leareth for a while instead.] 

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[I guess.]

[I'll continue tomorrow then.]

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[All right.]

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He sleeps. He picks up with his explanation in the morning.

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