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"You're welcome."

Out of habit, he nuzzles her a bit. Then he freezes. "Uh - wait, sorry, that was -"
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"I'm not upset, but I wasn't expecting it," says Shara levelly.

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"Right, I am extremely sorry," he agrees. He releases her from the hug. "Sorry."

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"You don't have to - do you want to talk about the obviously complicated feelings going on behind you and hugs?"

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"Sure, uh - I'm not sure where to start, though?"

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"Is 'the beginning' by any chance a helpful answer, because if it's not then I don't know either."

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He laughs a little. "It's - I'm used to hugs and they're genuinely comforting, but - honestly I'm pretty sure that everything I know socially is incorrect."

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"But I told you it was okay to hug me, so...?"

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"Yeah. But the - I'm worried that I don't know proper boundaries and..." He sighs. "I kind of don't want to do overstep bounds?"

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"Okay - coming from the other direction, what would you be doing if circumstances were different and you were on a horse with that one huggy ex-roommate of yours and still thought you liked her of your own accord? The one Anlon told you off about?"

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"... Cuddling, probably? Non-sexually, we didn't - it wasn't like that, but it was rather..." Wince. "Intimate?"

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"I mean - concretely. Give me a list and I can tell you what's on and what's off. And then you won't be worrying about it."

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"Okay, uh - if she were here and I were - unaware of the circumstances - I would be a good deal closer. Arms around waist, head on shoulder - copious... amounts of nuzzling. Some hair petting." He winces again. "... Possibly little kisses to - neck, hair, hands. Or not. Depending on my mood."

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"Okay. Within the scope of the princess-and-rescuee relationship: kisses are off the table unless your knowledge of etiquette extends to kissing-the-hands-of-pennons and the weirdly elaborate rules around that, probably best to steer clear of nuzzling, for purely practical I-have-to-look-around-and-see-where-we're-going reasons you should leave my hair alone. You can scoot forward, you can hug me around the waist, you can put your head on me. Is that clear enough for comfort?"

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"Yes, thanks. I - had a general idea but I'm a little worried I'll - just - forget because I'm not paying attention, or - something."

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"It's fine. I get it. I'll just remind you, okay?"

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"Okay," he agrees. "- And you're entirely free to - not want me to touch you, I won't take offense or - anything, really."

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"I know. But I don't mind the listed stuff. If you want to, if it helps, go ahead."

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"All right."

He does not return to hugging, however - he will give her space, right now. Less for her benefit, and more for his. To be sure that he's capable of it.
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"Are you worried you're going to take some kind of advantage of me or are you not sure you can tell what you want anymore?"
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"It's - sort of a mix of both. I'm not sure if I can function under ordinary circumstances anymore. It doesn't help that I'm not sure what I want, either, and I - don't want to make you uncomfortable?"

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"I'm fine. I'll worry about me. I'll tell you if you need to start worrying about me, okay? You have plenty to work on without adding that in."

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"Okay." He pauses. "Tell me the instant I do something wrong?"

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"Thank you," he says, sincerely.

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