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that is really cool.

He tries to imagine it. He doesn't get it, not nearly, but what he does imagine - a network of colored lights painted over a black sky - is pretty gorgeous.

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Want me to show you?

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you can do that?

then yes, oh my god.

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I can do anything.

And--she shows him. It's a completely different kind of qualia than anything he's ever experienced before; minds are like so; there is a spacial dimension and a whole bunch of non-spacial dimensions some of which have some kind of magnitude and some of which don't; and it has an aesthetic.

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He's lost.

He'll stay in it as long as she lets him.

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Aww.

Wanna see what yours feels like? she asks, not taking down the illusion.

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yeah.

yeah, please.

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She does.

His mind is lovely.

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...you're joking.

This isn't really me.

Is it?

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It totally is.

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He doesn't have words. He's never seen himself this way before, and he's mesmerized.

Eventually, he manages

holy shit. 

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Most people don't react this strongly.

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i'm incredible!

nobody ever told me!

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Negligent of them.

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It takes him a little while, but he calms down. He's still holding the images (the sensations, the sounds, whatever they really are) in his mind, making sure he can remember them later.

...thanks.

i don't have anything like that to give back, but...i'll figure something out.

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Heh. If you feel like you should pay it back, I'd rather you pay it forward.

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i mean, i can't show anybody else any cosmic brain truths...

but i'll try.

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That's the spirit!

Doesn't need to be the exact thing.

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He nods, realizes she can't actually see him nod, and hopes it came through somehow.

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It feels like he's starting to drift off to sleep, for a minute, until he shakes himself awake.

sorry. pulled an all-nighter driving up here.

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It's okay.

Parents didn't come with?

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nah. i've been out of there for a year. saving and stuff.

plus i wouldn't want them to come anyway and the feeling's probably mutual.

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Congrats, then.

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[vague sensation of a high-five]

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