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Aliveth and Milan in Heritage
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"I wish I could help."

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"I know, you're amazing, you're so sincerely amazing. I can't think of anyone I could dream up that would be better. It feels utterly, completely ordinary to be in love with you, the only times it feels strange or alien is when the love potion starts - making me obsess in ways I don't appreciate." She buries her head in his shoulder. "It's frustrating. I want this stupid potion out of my way so I can just kiss you and then carry you off to my kingdom and marry you."

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"I, um, I find myself in agreement with that plan," says Milan.

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"It is a good plan," she agrees, grumpily. "We are utterly, obnoxiously fantastic together. If this potion would just pack its bags and leave my head we would definitely be one of those couples that just blatantly adore each other in front of everyone. We'd be insufferable and also endlessly adorable. What am I missing."

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"I genuinely have no idea! Have you - I don't know - found a list of things that aren't it—?"

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Nuzzle.

"No," she mumbles. "I mean I can come up with some guesses of what it's not?"

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"If you want to, if it seems like it might plausibly help."

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"It might, let me give it a shot." (Grumpy nuzzling.) "So I'm not missing - intelligence, charm, chemistry, practicality, dependability, or loyalty. It's hard to verify with how the potion's making me want to fling myself at you to take your clothes off with my teeth, but I'm as certain as I can be that I'm not missing physical attraction. I can sit down and imagine a hypothetical not-you with a lot of your physical features in various combinations and to be honest I keep finding the scars kind of hot and always find the eyes astonishing and that's not even getting into the expressions you make, which, by the way, are fantastic, but hard to properly separate from my mental concept of you enough to get it away from the love potion. I'm not missing respect for you or your abilities, I'm incredibly impressed with how you handle your curse and also find it really hot how you've twisted it to your advantage so thoroughly, and you're well spoken and brilliant and funny. You have good priorities but more importantly you have excellent ways to think about how to get the things you want, you consider multiple angles and empathize easily and sincerely. You have an utterly impeccable sense of responsibility, but won't push too far or get overprotective at the expense of what you're responsible for and you want what's best for whatever it is, not just what you think it is.

"What arbitrary requirement am I missing here?"

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...he really should've expected that this line of inquiry might make him blush, but no, it has taken him completely by surprise because he is an idiot.

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Nuzzle, nuzzle. "I don't know what else I could want, what even is there that I don't already have in you?"

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"I am having genuine difficulty coming up with anything," he says, "and also I am immensely flattered and proud to have - been the sort of person you'd describe that way after knowing me for only a couple of days."

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"You're very honest and open about who you are. I'd be disappointed in myself if all I could say of you was 'you're good at charming banter, I guess,'" says Aliveth, wryly. "But - yeah. You're fantastic."

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"I do try! I am very glad to see such evidence of my success!"

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She giggles, a little. Then, back on topic.

"So you see why I'm frustrated that I'm not in love with you! If it were just - I'm not even mad at myself for not being in love with you? I'm upset because I don't know what I'm missing here, it seems like it should just work."

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"Maybe I have to become an epic adventurer and go fight a dragon."

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Snort. Snuggle.

"I don't think dragon fighting in particular is it," she murmurs. She pauses. "... Maybe it's on the right track, though."

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"At this point," he says, "I'm really very tempted to say something like 'let me know what kind of epic nuisance I have to fight' and not even be joking."

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Aliveth stares at him. He's absolutely serious, isn't he, that wasn't exaggeration, if she said 'yes please kill this epic nuisance that's terrorizing this place over here' he'd actually go do it.

 


"oh," she says, blinking.

She knows immediately when the potion's bullshit is broken. It's like the haze floating annoyingly in her mind is burned away by a fire hotter than a Sun. It's like the net she's been entangled in snaps, it's like breathing again and seeing the sky after being trapped in darkness, it's like being freed from manacles around her wrists -

"I love you," she says with a delighted smile, and then without thinking she kisses him.

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For a moment he's too stunned to react, and then he grins and hugs her.

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"Hubris," she laughs, pulling back from the kiss enough to speak, eyes sparkling. "Or - actually I don't even want to call it that, I'm not sure what to call it. Capacity to, to. Fuck it, words later, lips now."

And then: more kissing.

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Yes okay more kissing excellent what a great idea.

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Neither of them have any idea what they're doing, but that's okay! They can figure it out! They have sufficient motivation! She loves him, and she's free free free from the fucking love potion so there aren't any conflicted feelings about kissing someone under the effects of mind control, they can just kiss!

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It's so great! They're so great! A real actual person not under the effects of any mind control whatsoever is kissing him and she's so great!

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He's so great! They're so great together! She loves him and does not want to stop kissing him but also she wanted to inform him that he was definitely lovable.... and she doesn't want to stop kissing to tell him that. They have both gotten Sufficiently Good At Kissing that she doesn't have enough emotional velocity to escape fantastic kiss inertia. Oh no. What will they do. How will he know that he is definitely lovable now?

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He may just possibly get the picture even without words being involved.

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