Ellitrea is not having a good day.
She's been on edge ever since the stranger who might or might not be from ANOTHER WORLD (well, probably is, the evidence is awfully hard to reconcile with anything else, it's just so bizarre and implausible...) arrived unexpectedly in Altarrin's office. Which is, you know, also incredibly suspicious, whether or not Carissa is knowingly part of any plot.
Carissa's world supposedly has life after death, which is - well, it's pretty self-evident why this is huge. Carissa's world, if it's real, has an entirely different set of gods, some of them even more terrifying than the ones Ellitrea has heard of, some of them...maybe potential allies? And Carissa herself is confusing on a level that Ellitrea has trouble pinning down. She's so scared – not that it's a surprising fear, she comes from a place that's dangerous in the same ways the Empire is, except so much worse, whether or not Carissa herself seems to see it that way – but it is surprising and strange for it to coexist with planning to fight the gods.
And then of course there's the even more confusing and implausible aspect where Carissa claims to have encountered someone from a third world. One without magic, at least as far as she could tell, but with sophisticated non-magical engineering, and maybe even more sophisticated governments than that.
(Which the part that feels hardest to believe, really, because it came across like they were - aiming for the same sort of thing the Empire is, prosperity and good infrastructure and ongoing improvement, innovation and trade and wealth and abundance, a world where everyone does their part and in exchange children never starve – but Ellitrea is very confused about how one would do that without compulsions, while teaching all of their people mental techniques that Carissa thought would make it hard for her to survive in the Empire, and - somehow at the same time - apparently without 'Keltham' having arrived even slightly prepared for Carissa's claimed country of origin. A world that destroyed the records of its own history without anyone managing to interfere or rebel, and one where an elite order learns secrets and apparently doesn't leak them constantly to clever underlings, despite the fact that Carissa seemed to believe that everyone there was very, very clever...
Maybe the premise is just that dath ilan natives are aliens who...can't do political maneuvering...? Or, you know, maybe the reason it doesn't make any sense is that it's not true, though it's not like she has a different explanation for why Carissa believes it, and it was obvious in her thoughts that she did. Maybe it's just the lack of gods, or - if Carissa's guess was right - at least a lack of gods with any ongoing influence. Ellitrea still isn't sure how you pull something like that off, though.
And Keltham wanted to destroy Carissa's world, which Ellitrea hasn't even really bothered to try to make sense of. Altarrin was upset about it. Ellitrea...apparently isn't buying the premise enough to have an emotional reaction.)
It's not that it isn't, in some ways, very good news. It's a resource. It might change everything. You don't turn down opportunities like that.
But, at the same time, it's a resource they don't understand, with implications not yet explored. And - being the first person sitting on a novel resource in the Emperor's court is risky, especially if you're keeping secrets. Which they are.
The secret isn't out yet. There are, of course, rumors and speculation, and Ellitrea is sure she's only aware of a quarter of it – but it's not that unusual for Altarrin to shelter "political prisoners", and when he does, some fraction of the time he takes them to his bedroom. (The common story is that he's good at maneuvering to be the first to notice if someone in a dangerous position - someone whose loyalty is unusually cheap to buy - is also unusually talented and worth securing. The second half of the story is that he kinks on having leverage over clever competent women. Ellitrea is pretty sure that this is at best a very oversimplified gloss on the situation, but it's not like Altarrin discourages that impression.)
Altarrin wants to make full use of her claimed magical abilities, and find ways to cleverly combine it with mage-work. This is an entirely reasonable goal and also will make it very difficult to maintain the secret. He's not in a hurry, and she's sure he has a plan, but -
- but throughout all of this, Altarrin has been reacting...confusingly, in a way that reminds her that she doesn't, really, fully know him. She's always thought of him as - legible, predictable, someone who can be counted on to keep his promises - but she keeps having the strange inexplicable sense that he's looking at Carissa and Carissa's knowledge and resources, and seeing an opportunity for - something she doesn't understand - something that might be big enough to be worth burning decades worth of cautious alliance-building. At moments he's seemed reckless to her.
And she's pretty sure he isn't, she's pretty sure it will turn out to be something perfectly consistent with the man she's worked with for years, because Altarrin is one of the most deeply consistent people she's ever known. (Maybe. If she ever really knew him at all. In some ways, he's a hard man to know.) But, either way, she's confused, and she's been doing her best to keep everything under control ever since he dropped out of contact in order to bring his political prisoner to his bedroom. The report of his urgent trip to the northeast, which was immediately relayed to her even though she was still asleep at the time, hasn't relieved her concerns. Ellitrea is pretty sure it's a cover story, and she has no idea for what.
- anyway, it's both a relief and a burst of fear-worry-stress, when she finally receives the message that Altarrin is back and would like her to contact him with Mindspeech and hold a conversation at a distance.
She reaches out. :Altarrin. What's going on: