I think I am flexible in the spoon department but the default mental image of snuggling you to sleep has you as the little spoon.

Then I suppose I'll be your little spoon.

Knock knock.

Door opens and he is going to pick Haru up by the waist and spin him around, anxiety and sadness about Toshiki completely forgotten.

"Do you in fact need this cheering up, you look very chipper right now."

"—w-well I guess I got distracted from it," aaaaand now he's remembering it and deflating again.

"...sorry." He picks up Yutaka and closes the door with his foot and trots into Yutaka's bedroom.

!!!!!

What is happening here.

Snuggling is happening here. Yutaka is the little spoon. Haru detransforms once they're snugged.

He'd already detransformed and was in a loose T-shirt and sweatpants and it is very comfy to be snuggled by his boyfriend and Toshiki would've been really happy to be in this position but he can't be because Yutaka can't ever reciprocate those feelings ok he kinda liked it better when he'd forgotten about it.

Pet pet pet.

He covers his face with both hands. "Argh now I'm thinking about him again. Haru he looked so sad—" Okay he doesn't want spooning right now he wants to turn around and hug Haru and hide his face in Haru's shirt. "I don't understand why they got so hung up on me. I wasn't—nice—" But he stops himself when he remembers Akira's words. "Maybe I was just too nice to them, but I didn't mean to be."

"You can't have been the only person to ever be nice to them."

"No. Certainly not. But maybe if I'd acted as callously as I thought I had they wouldn't have—"

"...slept with you in the first place?"

"...yeah, maybe. Akira was a given, he was my first kiss, we've fooled around with each other for years. But Toshiki... yeah."

Pet pet.

Sigh. "Once we've saved Tokyo I'll try to make it up to him. Somehow."

"Just not too nicely?"

Snort. "Yeah. Find him a boyfriend, too. Or a girlfriend, he might be bi."

"You had a lead for the other one, right? - are these guys the only broken hearts you have left in your prolific wake."

"I have absolutely no idea. Statistically, probably not."

"Yeesh."

"It won't be a problem in the future, hopefully." Because the way things are going if anyone is going to end up with a broken heart here it is not going to be Haru ha ha ha haaah...

"Why - never mind."